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 Father, we confess before you that we know at an intellectual level that we are very

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 good at seeing little tiny specks in other people's eyes, but very bad at seeing huge

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 logs sticking in our own eyes.

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 And we know that, Father, at an intellectual level.

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 But Father, at a heart level, it's hard for us to know that, and it's often hard for us

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 to recognize the different ways that we can pick out those tiny specks in other eyes and

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 just be so blind to the huge log in our own eyes.

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 So, Father, you know our weakness.

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 You know how desperate we are always for your grace.

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 And so we ask that the Holy Spirit would move deeply within us so that we might truly listen

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 to your word.

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 Listen to your word, Father, seeking to understand it, seeking, Father, to believe it and

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 try to put into practice and hearing how it speaks to our heart first and foremost.

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 And all this we ask in Jesus's precious name, your Son and our Savior.

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 Amen.

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 Please be seated.

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 So we get to begin our sermon today when there's morning prayer.

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 We get to do it while the kids are singing, which is sort of an interesting thing, having

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 a soundtrack to a sermon.

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 So the text that we're going to be looking at in a couple of minutes is a text that lots

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 and lots and lots of us Christians like.

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 We especially like it because we see the world getting swallowed up with moral relativism and

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 intellectual relativism.

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 But even before we start to read it, we have to acknowledge that this text has profound spiritual

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 dangers for us.

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 As you might have picked up in the prayer, one of the problems that we have is that we

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 very, very, very quickly talk about this text as if somehow or another we Christians have

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 arrived.

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 All the other people in the world have all of these problems and we can be very good at

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 finding the instances of these problems.

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 But somehow or another, we don't have these same problems.

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 But the Bible is going to be describing several very, very difficult things that are profound

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 human problems.

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 And we have to always acknowledge as Christians that a human problem is a human problem.

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 And surprise, you and I are humans.

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 Therefore, we have those problems too.

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 And just because all of a sudden we say that we're a Christian doesn't mean those human problems

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 go away.

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 It means we have a different place to stand to deal with them.

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 It means we have resources to deal with them.

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 But we still have to deal with them.

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 So if you take your Bibles and turn to John chapter 18, we'll have a look at this spiritually

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 dangerous text.

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 A text which we can easily read and easily trumpet and all the world hears is that somehow we think

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 that we're better than them.

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 Which any time you read the Bible, and if you ever read the Bible and think that it's teaching

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 you that you're better than other people, you haven't read the Bible right.

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 Because the Bible is always going to be convicting us of our need for grace and our need for Jesus

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 always.

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 So John chapter 18, verse 28.

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 And in the flow of the book, those of you who are guests, this is one of the original,

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 this is one of the ancient eyewitness biographies of the life of Jesus.

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 And the way this biography, that John has chosen to tell the biography of Jesus, different than

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 the way Matthew, different than the way Mark, different than the way Luke tells it.

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 And, you know, one of the things, I haven't said this in a while, one of the things, there's

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 nothing in any of these texts that contradict each other.

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 But they haven't sat down, the four different writers of these ancient biographies, to try to

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 make sure that we North Americans, who like to have every little detail lined up, we love,

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 some of us more than others, love those things that you see in the newspaper, you know, after

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 there's been a terrorist attack or something, and it has a map, and it has, you know, number

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 one, number two, number three, number four, and different spots, and there's a chronology,

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 and we love that.

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 But the writers of the Gospels didn't get together and do that.

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 And one of the ways I like to understand the differences is this, I hope, you know, like,

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 so in 40 years or whatever, when Louise finally dies, my wife, and, you know, she's in her

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 hundreds, and she's been playing with the grandkids up until the night before she died, I mean,

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 that's what I hope, and that's what she would hope as well.

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 And then when it finally comes time to do a bit of maybe a memorial service for her, and

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 we have nine kids, and so maybe the nine kids would decide, well, we're going to have

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 four of us, four of us speak a little bit about Louise.

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 And so maybe they'd all team up a little bit, and Tosh and Jesse would get up together, maybe

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 Jesse the spokesman for the two of them, and maybe, you know, when Jesse's talking, he'd

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 really emphasize a lot of those late night conversations he had at the crucial years growing

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 up with Louise that meant so much to him. And maybe the three younger girls would designate

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 one of them to get up, and they might focus on other different aspects of Louise. They might

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 focus a little bit on Louise and the different lessons they taught her as a woman, and maybe

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 they'd spend a bit more time on their childhood and the funny things that they did with her,

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 and then maybe Joseph and Jacob would get together, and you get my point. All four of them would

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 say different things, all true, every single thing would be true about Louise, but afterwards,

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 if you tried to figure out the chronology, you might be a little bit puzzled. If you got

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 all the nine kids together afterwards, they'd be able to say, oh, yeah, no, no, this happened

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 before this, and that happened before that, but they'd all take a different approach in

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 telling the story of Louise's life, and that's what happens with the gospel writers. All of

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 them true, but four different approaches, emphasizing different things, and they weren't, if you could

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 go back in the time machine, they'd all say, yeah, no, no, no, that happened this, and that

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 happened that, but, you know, it's not how you'd tell it. Just like, you know, with stories

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 about Louise, they might group a whole pile of instances, one after another, because it

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 illustrates something about Louise, but those incidents might span a big time. I've gone

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 far enough on it. So the way John has organized his telling of the life of Jesus is that, first

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 of all, earlier he spent time just looking at seven miracles. Jesus performed many, many

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 miracles. John says this. He spent a long time looking at seven significant miracles

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 that Jesus performed and what they meant, and then he actually spent a very, very long

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 time on what Jesus said privately to the disciples on the night that he was betrayed, when he knew

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 that Judas was going off to get the soldiers and the police to arrest him, and Jesus knows

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 he's going to die, and John spends a lot of time talking about that, and now we've come

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 to the place in the story where Jesus has been captured. We looked at that last week.

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 All of the disciples have abandoned him. Peter has denied him, and the Jewish authorities have

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 condemned him, and now the story continues, and here's how it goes. Verse 28.

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 Then they led Jesus from the house of Caiaphas to the praetorium. It says governor's headquarters.

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 In the original language, it's praetorium. I'm saying praetorium because it emphasizes

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 Rome has him now. Rome has him. He's in the praetorium, and that's where the Romans who've

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 conquered Israel, and there's a fellow who is both a military commander and, in a sense,

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 the ruler. In some ways, you could look at it as they're almost like it's under military rule.

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 They allow the Jewish people a lot of leeway to do things, but at the end of the day, there

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 is the iron fist of Rome, which is not going to let go of power. And so in the original language,

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 it actually says praetorium. It's emphasizing we've now come to where Rome rules. And so go back

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 again. Verse 28. Then they led Jesus from the house of Caiaphas to the praetorium. It was early morning.

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 They themselves did not enter the governor's praetorium, so they would not be defiled,

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 but could eat the Passover. So Pilate, and he's the Roman head of that region, went outside to them

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 and said, what accusation do you bring against this man? And we just need to pause here for a little

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 bit because there's lots of stuff going on so that you understand the story. First of all, the Jewish

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 leaders are going to be really put out. We're going to see this in a moment when we get their response.

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 The spiritual leaders are put out because as we saw last week, when Jesus was arrested,

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 he was arrested by Roman soldiers and Jewish police. And the Jewish spiritual leaders have

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 no authority over Roman soldiers. Pilate was in on it. So, you know, if you're there with them,

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 all of a sudden just put on your spiritual leader hat, you're going, what game are you playing,

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 Pilate? You agreed to this. They're going to be pissed off, we'll see in a moment, in terms of

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 their answer. I don't know if you're allowed to say that from the pulpit, but I just did. So there

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 you go. But the other thing which is really going on here is, if you think about it, the Passover is a

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 very, very holy time for Jewish people. It's the annual remembrance of how God delivered them from

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 slavery in Egypt to make him his own people. And it's celebrated for seven days. And here's one of

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 the big spiritual dangers in the text for us who read it. And in fact, you know, our Jewish friends,

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 they deal with us as Christians with a long legacy, almost 2,000 year legacy of anti-Semitism

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 from Christians, of pogroms, of horrific things that people have done to Jewish people in the name

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 of Christianity. And so they're going to be, it's very, very easy for us to look and say, you know,

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 look at these Jews, look what they've done. This text is a profound critique of religion and

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 spirituality first and foremost. It shows the great danger in religion and the great danger in

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 spirituality that these human beings, while they are plotting and doing all they can to use the law

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 to have an innocent man murdered, that's what they're doing. They want an innocent man murdered

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 because he's inconvenient to them and threatens their power and they're filled with envy.

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 But at the same time, they don't want to become ceremonially unclean because then they can't eat

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 the meal. You see that? There's a profound critique of religion and spirituality here.

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 In fact, as I like to tell my non-Christian friends, Christopher Hitchens and other atheists

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 who critique religion can't beat Jesus. Like I'll say to them, go read the Gospels. If you read the

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 Gospels, you want to read the Gospels with me, and I'll just show you time and time and time and time

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 again, the person who critiques religion the most is Jesus. Jesus is regularly talking about how people

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 use religion to justify themselves, justify their position of power. And to try to justify yourself

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 is to walk away from God. And Jesus is showing it all the time. And here we have them. They want to

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 justify themselves to look religious, to look spiritual. They don't want to break some minor

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 little rule, which they've actually made, because there's nowhere actually in the Tanakh that says

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 that to walk into the house of a Gentile instantly makes you unclean. But they've added this extra rule.

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 They don't want to break that rule, but it's all right to have somebody murdered. Now, by the way,

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 it's not only a critique of religion and spirituality, but it's actually Jesus throwing open to us

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 a profound human problem, several profound human problems. I mean, one of them is

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 that human beings get on bandwagons to try to destroy people.

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 I'm going to give a very dangerous illustration right now, and after I give this illustration,

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 I might lose 80% of you, and you won't listen to the rest of the sermon, but I'm going to give it anyway.

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 I was sitting in this Starbucks the other day, and I overheard two men talking,

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 and the two men were probably early baby boomers, around 70. And one man said to the other,

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 the thing that would make me happier than anything else in life is the day they take

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 Donald Trump out of the White House in handcuffs. And the other man said,

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 I actually think it would make me happy is when he's killed. Not making this up.

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 Now, I might have lost you, because you might say, oh, but Donald Trump deserves it.

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 Whoa, one second. One second. Read this text. Does he really? Have you jumped on a bandwagon?

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 I might have lost you. I'd say the same thing, by the way, if Hillary Clinton had become president,

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 and there was a whole pile of very, very conservative people who were attacking her

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 and saying things like they would just love to see her take out in handcuffs.

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 And then even when I'm giving this illustration, some of you are saying, but George, how on earth

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 can you compare the two of them? And I'm just going to say, once again, look at the text,

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 and let the text work in your heart. Let the text work in your heart.

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 It's a human problem. Human problem is that we love to jump on bandwagons to get people when they're down.

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 We love to think of characters. We stop thinking. It's a very standard problem, you know,

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 amongst anybody who has any type of ideals. I know it's going to sound a bit political,

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 and I can't avoid it. I'm not really making political points here. I'm not. But all the people

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 who want to go to save the planet, and they go on private jets to stop the use of fossil fuels.

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 I mean, that's a profound hypocrisy. That's wanting to appear righteous,

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 but actually doing something which is not. I was just talking to a friend who's an academic,

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 and the apologetics conference that we're organizing in early November of 2019 is going to be on

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 intelligent design. And we're going to be bringing a physicist, and a biologist, and a doctor,

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 and a philosopher who are going to show you very good scientific and intellectual reasons why the

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 natural, why what is taught in universities and schools about naturalistic evolution doesn't work.

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 It's not true. And one of these academics I was talking to on the phone on Friday, he mentioned

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 a specific place where people go to talk, and he said, are you part of it? And I said, no. And he said,

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 okay, it's secret. Why is it secret? Because of the trolls and the angry emails that you get,

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 if that's revealed in public, that you have doubts about it. So what I want to show is, and you know,

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 if this was a country that was in a time which was far more right-wing, this isn't like a problem of the left.

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 It's not a problem with religion. It's not a problem with spirituality. It's a problem of the human heart.

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 And it's also a problem for those who call themselves Christians.

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 This is going to be very hard for you to believe. I've used the illustration before. After the service,

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 go talk to somebody like Sean or Gary, who have been Anglicans for a long time.

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 But it is not at all unusual in an Anglican church that if I was to say hallelujah during Lent,

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 people would be offended. But if I preached a sermon saying that Jesus didn't rise from the dead,

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 they would applaud. And they would see no sense of irony or inconsistency in that.

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 It's a religious problem. And it's not just a religious problem for liberals.

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 I was talking to one of these people who were involved in the intelligent design movement,

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 and one of the things he shared is that actually a lot of the angriest emails he gets

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 are from people who are young earth creationists.

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 And they will send him the most angry, hateful emails.

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 Friends, it is a human problem.

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 It is a human problem.

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 And we see it told at a very, very subtle but very powerful level in this story

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 of the spiritual leaders of God's chosen people

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 being all upset and not wanting to risk getting ceremonially unclean

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 while they pursue murder against an innocent man.

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 So what happens next?

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 Remember I said Pilate says, look at verse 29.

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 Pilate went outside and said to them,

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 what accusation do you bring against this man?

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 And by the way, if you're just reading this for the first time,

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 Pilate sounds like a very reasonable man, doesn't he?

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 He sounds like the guy you'd like to have as your deputy minister or as your boss.

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 He sounds like the guy you'd like to have as a cabinet minister.

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 He sounds like the guy you'd like to have on your wardens or your council

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 because he asks a very honest question.

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 What accusation are you bringing against this guy?

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 He's the good guy here, Pilate, isn't he?

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 Well, let's continue to see what happens with Pilate as this goes on.

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 Verse 30, the spiritual leaders of God's chosen people answer him.

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 Verse 30, if this man, referring to Jesus, were not doing evil,

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 we would not have delivered him over to you.

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 And then they're under their breath saying,

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 and you know this, by the way, so what game are you playing at?

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 But Pilate, verse 31, said,

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 take him yourselves and judge him by your own law.

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 Once again, Pilate comes across as a reasonable guy,

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 safe hands to handle a difficult problem,

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 the sort of guy that we would want to give the problem to.

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 The Jew, the spiritual leaders replied to him,

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 it is not lawful for us to put anyone to death.

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 And there we receive what their real desire is.

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 They want to have Jesus put to death.

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 In verse 32, this was to fulfill the word that Jesus had spoken

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 to show by what kind of death he was going to die.

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 It's very interesting that they inadvertently,

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 these people are the enemies of Jesus,

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 inadvertently have Jesus' prophecy fulfilled.

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 Inadvertently, seeking to be wise, they become fools.

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 And because, you see, Jesus had prophesied

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 that he was going to die on a cross.

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 And Jewish people, if they had had the power at the time

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 to kill him for blasphemy,

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 or any other way, they would have killed him by stoning.

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 And Jesus' prophecy about how he would have died

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 would have failed.

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 So these people inadvertently are actually having the words of Jesus fulfilled.

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 So, we see Pilate, he's asking very, very reasonable questions.

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 You know, what's the charge against this guy?

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 Charge him yourself.

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 And now, we finally come to the next bit,

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 where Pilate's been doing all of this in the courtyard

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 so that the spiritual leaders won't get unclean.

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 He says to the, he now takes Jesus and goes inside the praetorium.

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 The Jewish leaders stay outside.

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 It's just Pilate and whatever attendants and soldiers he has with them.

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 And he's with Jesus.

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 And that's what happens now, beginning at verse 33.

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 So, Pilate entered the praetorium again and called Jesus and said to him,

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 Are you the king of the Jews?

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 Jesus answered,

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 Do you say this of your own accord, or did others say it to you about me?

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 Now, just pause.

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 One of the things that people often tell me that they dislike about religion

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 is that they like to speak in riddles.

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 And it's just an attempt to look wise and insightful,

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 but it just, often things just don't seem to follow.

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 A doesn't, A, you know, B doesn't really seem to follow A,

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 and C doesn't seem to follow B,

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 and somehow or another, you know, we Christians go,

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 Ooh, ah, over these types of things.

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 But they don't really make any sense if you're just thinking rationally.

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 But here I'm going to give a bit of a spoiler alert.

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 Because you might say, up until now,

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 and in fact, if you were to keep going for the next few questions,

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 Pilate is the solid guy.

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 He's the guy you'd like to have as your boss.

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 He's the guy you'd like to have handling your problems.

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 He's asking the good questions.

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 He's not being pushed around.

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 But what we're going to see, if you just,

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 could you skip to the next scripture text?

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 I think it's the next one.

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 Look at the end of this whole thing in verse,

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 the last part of verse 38,

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 if you can follow up there on the screen.

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 You know, what you're going to find out if you keep going on

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 is that Pilate knows that Jesus is innocent.

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 And then in verse 38b, after he had said this,

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 he went back outside, that's Pilate,

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 to the spiritual leaders and told them,

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 I find no guilt in him.

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 But you have a custom that I should release one man for you at the Passover,

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 so do you want me to release to you the king of the Jews?

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 They cried out again and again,

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 not this man, but Barabbas.

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 Now, Barabbas was a robber.

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 We know from other places he's a murderer.

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 The point I'm reasoning is this,

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 is that the end of the conversation reveals what's really going on with Barabbas.

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 He does not give a hoot about the truth.

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 He doesn't care about the truth at all.

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 He doesn't care about being sound.

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 He doesn't care about all of these categories.

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 And Jesus recognizes this.

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 And that's why Jesus asks Pilate the question he asks him.

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 And we, if we were just following through it

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 and we didn't know the other things that happened,

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 we go, that's a reasonable question.

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 That's a reasonable question.

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 That's a reasonable question.

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 That's a reasonable question.

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 Pilate's a reasonable guy.

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 Why on earth does Jesus give this odd response to him?

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 Because Jesus knows what's going on in his heart.

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 That he doesn't care about honesty.

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 He doesn't care about justice.

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 He doesn't care about truth.

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 He doesn't care about any of these things.

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 He's playing games.

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 That's what Pilate's doing.

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 He's playing games motivated by power.

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 If you could go back up, sorry, to the previous screen.

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 For those who are using the screen to follow along,

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 those of us reading in our Bibles,

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 we just go to verse 33 again.

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 So Pilate entered his praetorium again and called Jesus

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 and said to him, are you the king of the Jews?

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 Jesus answered, do you say this of your own accord?

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 Or did others say it to you about me?

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 You see, what Jesus is doing is he's asking Pilate a heart question.

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 He's asking him a question about his heart.

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 Pilate, why are you asking me this question?

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 Like, you're asking me this question because you believe it?

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 Are you asking me this question because you're threatened by it?

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 Are you asking this question because you're actually really curious?

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 Like, are you asking this question because you're looking for grounds to set me free?

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 Like, what's going on?

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 And so Jesus responds with a question that's going to reveal Pilate's heart.

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 And as it goes on, Pilate's heart is completely and utterly revealed.

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 And you see, every time Jesus asks a question that reveals a heart,

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 it's also an opportunity for us to repent.

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 To be stopped in our tracks and say,

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 good one, I don't really care about the answer.

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 Maybe I should.

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 Actually, you know, there's an opportunity to repent here for Pilate,

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 which is we're going to see he doesn't take.

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 And so Jesus answers in a way that could at least potentially make Pilate reconsider.

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 But look what happens in verse 35.

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 How does he answer?

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 Am I a Jew?

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 Like he's in the praetorium.

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 I have a thousand troops.

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 I don't know how many it is, but a lot of troops.

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 I think it's like a huge number of troops.

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 I have all these troops.

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 I'm not a Jew.

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 You're a Jew.

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 Jews are on the ground, even those religious leaders out there.

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 And Rome's foot is on their neck.

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 I don't care about stupid things like Jewish kings.

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 Am I a Jew?

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 I'm Roman.

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 Verse 35 again.

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 Pilate answered, am I a Jew?

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 Your own people and the chief priests have delivered you over to me.

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 What have you done?

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 Like, what have you done?

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 Now he's maybe a bit curious.

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 But Jesus answered, he goes back to the original question.

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 He says, my kingdom, and by this he's implying that he is a king,

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 is not of this world.

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 If my kingdom were of this world, my servants would have been fighting that I might not be delivered over to the spiritual leaders of the chosen people.

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 But my kingdom is not from the world.

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 Jesus says his kingdom is not of the world.

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 It's not from the world.

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 We now know that this is opening this whole, it's all part of Jesus' teaching that the old covenant,

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 God is going to continue to maintain his Old Testament covenant promises to the Jewish people.

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 But a new covenant is being opened.

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 And in this new covenant, there's not going to be a chosen nation or a chosen people,

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 but there will be disciples of Jesus who have trusted him as their Savior and Lord in every people group on the planet.

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 It has no borders.

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 In fact, the borders are going to be, the border to the kingdom is truth.

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 The border to the kingdom is trusting the words of Jesus.

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 That's the border of the kingdom.

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 That's what separates the kingdom that Jesus is about to inaugurate and create from the kingdoms of this world.

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 And the primary weapon of the kingdom of Jesus as we're about to see is the truth.

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 Not the sword, but the truth.

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 And justice and mercy and grace.

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 So verse 37, then Pilate said to him, oh, so you are a king.

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 Jesus replied, you say that I am a king.

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 And that's, it's a Hebraism.

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 It's translated accurately, but what it really means is, yes, I am a king.

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 And then he says, for this purpose I was born and for this purpose I have come into the world

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 to bear witness to the truth.

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 Everyone who is of the truth listens to my voice.

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 Pilate said to him, what is truth?

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 Now, just here's one of those other hard situations or this very controversial text.

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 I just want to draw out the controversy of what Jesus has just said.

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 Jesus says, everyone who is of the truth listens to my voice.

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 He says, in a sense, if there is a visible church that doesn't listen to the voice of Jesus,

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 the words of Jesus, it means it is not a church of the truth.

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 There is a spirituality, a philosophy, an economic system, a political system that is completely

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 and utterly uninterested in listening to the voice of Jesus.

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 It is not of the truth.

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 If there is a religion that does not want to listen to the voice of Jesus,

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 it is not of the truth.

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 And the normal Canadian response, and some of us might be profoundly uncomfortable by me saying this in public,

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 but the normal Canadian response is to say that this is a deeply arrogant statement by Jesus.

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 And all I want to say right now, I'm not going to go into a long defense of it,

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 all I want to say is that the death and resurrection of Jesus changes everything.

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 The death and resurrection of Jesus changes everything.

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 I was just in a coffee shop yesterday afternoon sharing the gospel with a man,

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 listening to him and trying to share the gospel.

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 It's hard to share the gospel in a long conversation.

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 He has a very, very developed system of thought and moving hither and yon.

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 But at the heart of it, I said, you know, listen,

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 ultimately the reason I trust Jesus is not just because on the third day,

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 after he was completely and utterly dead, that he rose from the dead and defeated death,

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 and that there's good reasons to believe that.

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 It's not an unreasonable thing to believe that.

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 It's not like believing in two plus two equals four, but it's a reasonable thing to believe.

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 And it's not just that the resurrection changes everything,

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 but that the resurrection comes after the cross.

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 That for me, it's those two things, and it changes everything.

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 It means that Jesus is revealing the God that really does exist.

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 I told him, I do not believe in the God that Canadians believe in.

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 I believe in the God who's revealed by Jesus.

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 And when we're suffering over,

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 when we're trying to struggle over questions about the fairness of God,

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 or the justice of God, or the love of God,

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 I am not talking about an abstract God with an abstract goodness in an abstract place,

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 doing abstract things.

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 The God that I believe in came and lived amongst us,

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 and out of love for you and me,

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 died on a cross to do everything that could be done to make you right with God.

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 And if your understanding of God does not include Jesus dying on a cross,

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 and his blood falling down,

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 then you and I are not talking about the same God.

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 And Jesus dies on the cross.

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 He does it out of love for you and out of love for me.

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 And after tasting all there is to taste of death,

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 and after dealing with sin,

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 on the third day, he rises from the dead.

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 And if that doesn't justify and vindicate who he is,

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 and what he accomplished, nothing will.

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 And so even the arrogant words of Jesus,

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 these are just a prelude to him dying upon the cross,

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 and the cross and the resurrection changes everything.

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 This is not a statement of arrogance.

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 It is a statement of urgency.

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 Listen to my voice.

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 Faith comes by hearing.

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 And it is by faith alone,

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 in Jesus alone,

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 that the grace of God comes with power into your life to change you.

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 And Pilate's response in verse 38 is,

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 what is truth?

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 Now here he is,

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 the preeminent Canadian academic and newspaper writer,

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 an average person that you will meet in a bar or in a coffee shop.

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 What is truth?

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 Now we're going to unpack this more in a bit of a moment,

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 but let's just see what happens next.

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 And remember,

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 see what the thing happens in this story form

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 is the story form helps you to understand the truth.

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 It's not as if John is writing a whole pile of abstract philosophical points,

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 this and this and this and this.

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 He tells the story.

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 But in the process of the story,

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 at the level of the story,

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 we imaginatively enter into a very, very, very important truth.

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 I'm going to make it a point in a couple of minutes,

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 but the big thing here is,

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 is that when you abandon the concept of true truth,

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 you inevitably abandon justice.

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 Because look what happens.

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 What is truth?

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 We go outside.

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 After he had said this,

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 Pilate went back outside to the Jews.

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 I'm in verse 38.

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 The Jewish leaders,

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 the spiritual leaders,

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 and told them,

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 I find no guilt in him.

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 But,

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 you have a custom that I should release one man for you at the Passover.

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 Do you want me to release to you the king of the Jews?

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 How is that just?

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 What would it be like

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 if Canadian government found a serial killer?

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 And then all of a sudden,

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 the Canadian government came in here one day

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 and grabbed one of you,

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 grabbed Nora,

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 grabbed Dick,

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 grabbed Anne,

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 just grabbed an innocent person

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 and brought them out onto Parliament Hill

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 and said,

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 by the way,

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 I'm really,

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 I'm just feeling really good today.

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 I'm going to give you guys a choice.

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 Who do you want to have killed?

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 The serial killer or Anne?

00:32:36.639 --> 00:32:37.720
 Well, how is that just?

00:32:39.339 --> 00:32:40.299
 Anne's just a sweet,

00:32:40.399 --> 00:32:40.639
 I didn't,

00:32:40.839 --> 00:32:41.419
 I almost was going to say,

00:32:41.500 --> 00:32:41.619
 well,

00:32:41.659 --> 00:32:41.899
 lady,

00:32:42.259 --> 00:32:42.740
 a sweet,

00:32:44.079 --> 00:32:47.319
 long-lived lady

00:32:47.319 --> 00:32:50.339
 who hasn't heard a fly.

00:32:50.899 --> 00:32:53.819
 And you're going to just give a whole group of people

00:32:53.819 --> 00:32:55.759
 who hate Anne,

00:32:56.019 --> 00:32:58.839
 all half a person in the world who hates her,

00:32:58.919 --> 00:32:59.240
 and say,

00:32:59.299 --> 00:32:59.419
 you know,

00:32:59.439 --> 00:33:00.039
 you have the choice.

00:33:00.139 --> 00:33:01.720
 You have the serial killer go free.

00:33:02.220 --> 00:33:03.039
 Or Anne,

00:33:03.679 --> 00:33:04.779
 and Anne get killed,

00:33:04.779 --> 00:33:05.259
 or, you know,

00:33:05.299 --> 00:33:05.919
 have Anne go free.

00:33:05.939 --> 00:33:06.699
 It's not just.

00:33:06.700 --> 00:33:08.200
 And so as soon as the,

00:33:08.200 --> 00:33:08.759
 the doc,

00:33:08.860 --> 00:33:10.580
 as soon as the idea of truth is lost,

00:33:10.680 --> 00:33:11.740
 justice is lost.

00:33:12.140 --> 00:33:12.720
 And boy,

00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:13.920
 do we see this in our country.

00:33:16.660 --> 00:33:17.600
 And in verse 40,

00:33:17.660 --> 00:33:18.380
 they cried out again,

00:33:18.460 --> 00:33:19.100
 not this man,

00:33:19.180 --> 00:33:19.819
 but Barabbas.

00:33:20.180 --> 00:33:20.319
 Now,

00:33:20.360 --> 00:33:21.380
 Barabbas was a robber,

00:33:21.380 --> 00:33:22.940
 and we're going to talk more about Barabbas

00:33:22.940 --> 00:33:23.980
 in,

00:33:24.059 --> 00:33:24.900
 in the next week,

00:33:24.900 --> 00:33:26.279
 because he becomes,

00:33:26.440 --> 00:33:27.920
 it becomes far more important

00:33:27.920 --> 00:33:29.000
 to the next part of the story.

00:33:29.340 --> 00:33:29.900
 So here,

00:33:30.019 --> 00:33:30.799
 here's the thing.

00:33:30.799 --> 00:33:33.919
 To say that truth is relative,

00:33:34.139 --> 00:33:35.460
 or that truth does not exist,

00:33:35.879 --> 00:33:36.940
 is self-refuting.

00:33:37.919 --> 00:33:38.139
 I mean,

00:33:38.639 --> 00:33:39.019
 it's,

00:33:39.299 --> 00:33:39.599
 you know,

00:33:39.740 --> 00:33:41.519
 people are bothered when I,

00:33:41.599 --> 00:33:42.500
 they say this to me,

00:33:42.519 --> 00:33:43.460
 and I say it to them,

00:33:44.119 --> 00:33:44.200
 and,

00:33:44.359 --> 00:33:44.599
 but the,

00:33:44.839 --> 00:33:46.399
 the problem is,

00:33:46.799 --> 00:33:48.379
 it really is self-refuting.

00:33:48.619 --> 00:33:48.899
 I mean,

00:33:48.980 --> 00:33:49.720
 to say that,

00:33:49.740 --> 00:33:50.220
 that,

00:33:50.359 --> 00:33:51.759
 that all truth is relative,

00:33:52.079 --> 00:33:53.659
 you're making an absolute statement

00:33:53.659 --> 00:33:54.720
 that all truth is relative.

00:33:54.799 --> 00:33:55.659
 You don't think the statement,

00:33:55.759 --> 00:33:56.500
 all truth is relative,

00:33:56.579 --> 00:33:57.039
 is relative.

00:33:57.440 --> 00:33:58.419
 You think it's absolute.

00:33:58.420 --> 00:33:59.720
 You know,

00:33:59.840 --> 00:34:01.759
 as soon as somebody says that,

00:34:01.920 --> 00:34:03.140
 as soon as say that,

00:34:03.140 --> 00:34:04.600
 the truth does not exist,

00:34:04.920 --> 00:34:05.180
 well,

00:34:05.320 --> 00:34:06.400
 they believe that the statement,

00:34:06.519 --> 00:34:07.539
 the truth does not exist,

00:34:07.620 --> 00:34:08.240
 is a truth.

00:34:08.380 --> 00:34:08.599
 And so,

00:34:08.800 --> 00:34:09.139
 I mean,

00:34:09.200 --> 00:34:09.480
 it's,

00:34:09.480 --> 00:34:09.780
 it's,

00:34:09.780 --> 00:34:10.820
 it's just silly thinking.

00:34:10.940 --> 00:34:11.860
 It's not thinking.

00:34:12.760 --> 00:34:13.980
 It's not thinking.

00:34:15.039 --> 00:34:16.320
 The fact of the matter is,

00:34:16.360 --> 00:34:18.559
 is that human beings are made for truth.

00:34:19.099 --> 00:34:20.460
 We desire truth.

00:34:21.480 --> 00:34:22.680
 And the big problem,

00:34:22.840 --> 00:34:23.559
 on one hand,

00:34:23.639 --> 00:34:25.840
 it's hard to even have any type of category.

00:34:26.000 --> 00:34:27.340
 The mind can't even work

00:34:27.340 --> 00:34:28.960
 without having some relationship

00:34:28.960 --> 00:34:30.360
 to know what is real,

00:34:30.900 --> 00:34:32.740
 and how to navigate the real,

00:34:33.260 --> 00:34:34.480
 and appreciate the real.

00:34:34.579 --> 00:34:35.519
 But the big problem

00:34:35.519 --> 00:34:37.059
 that we have in our day and age right now

00:34:37.059 --> 00:34:37.600
 is we have,

00:34:37.820 --> 00:34:38.960
 we are,

00:34:39.220 --> 00:34:41.240
 we have fragile selves.

00:34:43.800 --> 00:34:45.700
 And I think that we live in a day and age

00:34:45.700 --> 00:34:47.680
 where ourselves are even more fragile

00:34:47.680 --> 00:34:49.039
 than they've been in other ages.

00:34:50.420 --> 00:34:51.320
 Statistics Canada,

00:34:51.420 --> 00:34:52.579
 I was just seeing this the other day,

00:34:52.579 --> 00:34:55.960
 41% of marriages in Canada

00:34:55.960 --> 00:34:58.860
 will not reach their 30th wedding anniversary.

00:35:02.380 --> 00:35:02.900
 We,

00:35:03.400 --> 00:35:03.699
 I,

00:35:03.779 --> 00:35:06.259
 I will talk to people in a Starbucks,

00:35:06.420 --> 00:35:07.960
 and there's probably some of us here,

00:35:08.099 --> 00:35:09.380
 and they will talk about

00:35:09.380 --> 00:35:11.340
 not just their biological dad,

00:35:11.739 --> 00:35:14.000
 but they've had a variety of stepdads

00:35:14.000 --> 00:35:15.360
 and stepmoms,

00:35:15.679 --> 00:35:16.199
 boyfriends,

00:35:16.360 --> 00:35:17.179
 and vice versa.

00:35:17.880 --> 00:35:19.799
 And I'll ask them about their family,

00:35:19.800 --> 00:35:21.039
 and the first thing they'll say

00:35:21.039 --> 00:35:22.000
 is it's complicated.

00:35:23.240 --> 00:35:24.240
 It's complicated.

00:35:26.760 --> 00:35:27.360
 And then,

00:35:27.400 --> 00:35:29.660
 and then you add in things like abortion,

00:35:30.000 --> 00:35:31.140
 and you add in alcohol,

00:35:31.519 --> 00:35:32.680
 and you add in drugs,

00:35:32.860 --> 00:35:33.800
 and you add in institutions

00:35:34.360 --> 00:35:35.580
 that have failed you.

00:35:37.060 --> 00:35:37.500
 Many,

00:35:37.620 --> 00:35:39.300
 many people have watched their moms

00:35:39.300 --> 00:35:40.120
 or their dads

00:35:40.120 --> 00:35:41.760
 give decades to a,

00:35:41.760 --> 00:35:42.039
 a,

00:35:42.039 --> 00:35:44.060
 a job or an industry,

00:35:44.060 --> 00:35:45.760
 and then at the whim of a boss,

00:35:45.840 --> 00:35:46.720
 you're just let go.

00:35:47.599 --> 00:35:49.079
 And I think we live in an age

00:35:49.079 --> 00:35:49.799
 where people have

00:35:49.799 --> 00:35:52.039
 profoundly fragile selves.

00:35:53.119 --> 00:35:53.939
 And on one hand,

00:35:54.000 --> 00:35:55.039
 we want to know the truth,

00:35:55.179 --> 00:35:55.639
 we want to,

00:35:55.699 --> 00:35:57.500
 we want to be ordered around the truth,

00:35:57.639 --> 00:35:58.579
 but on the other hand,

00:35:59.199 --> 00:36:01.259
 because we have this fragile self,

00:36:01.399 --> 00:36:01.519
 we,

00:36:01.559 --> 00:36:02.879
 we fear deeply.

00:36:03.779 --> 00:36:04.039
 You know,

00:36:04.079 --> 00:36:04.899
 there's all this thing,

00:36:04.959 --> 00:36:06.059
 it hasn't been talked about much,

00:36:06.099 --> 00:36:07.279
 about the trigger effects

00:36:07.279 --> 00:36:08.339
 and all that type of stuff,

00:36:08.359 --> 00:36:09.459
 and we can make fun of it,

00:36:09.519 --> 00:36:10.619
 but the fact of the matter is

00:36:10.619 --> 00:36:10.839
 it's,

00:36:10.839 --> 00:36:13.719
 it's revealing profoundly fragile selves.

00:36:14.319 --> 00:36:15.899
 And selves that are very,

00:36:15.900 --> 00:36:16.639
 very troubled,

00:36:16.639 --> 00:36:18.519
 if there's an inconvenient truth,

00:36:18.579 --> 00:36:19.360
 which is mentioned,

00:36:19.460 --> 00:36:21.900
 it can threaten to break apart

00:36:21.900 --> 00:36:23.220
 the fragile way

00:36:23.220 --> 00:36:25.160
 that we're holding our fragile self.

00:36:25.480 --> 00:36:27.280
 And often our fragile selves

00:36:27.280 --> 00:36:29.599
 are tried to be based around identities

00:36:29.599 --> 00:36:32.660
 that we grasp or cling on to.

00:36:32.740 --> 00:36:33.920
 If anything threatens

00:36:33.920 --> 00:36:35.720
 the truthfulness of that identity,

00:36:35.920 --> 00:36:36.960
 it's threatening us

00:36:36.960 --> 00:36:37.460
 at a very,

00:36:37.599 --> 00:36:38.340
 very deep level.

00:36:38.840 --> 00:36:39.599
 And one of the things

00:36:39.599 --> 00:36:40.619
 what Jesus is showing

00:36:40.619 --> 00:36:41.460
 throughout the gospel

00:36:41.460 --> 00:36:43.200
 is that only the gospel

00:36:43.199 --> 00:36:44.480
 is a solution

00:36:44.480 --> 00:36:46.379
 for the fragile self.

00:36:48.719 --> 00:36:49.699
 Only the gospel

00:36:49.699 --> 00:36:50.480
 is a solution

00:36:50.480 --> 00:36:51.719
 for the fragile self.

00:36:54.119 --> 00:36:54.879
 Because you see,

00:36:54.960 --> 00:36:55.579
 in the gospel,

00:36:55.719 --> 00:36:56.859
 the entire wonder

00:36:56.859 --> 00:36:57.559
 of the gospel

00:36:57.559 --> 00:36:58.259
 is it begins

00:36:58.259 --> 00:36:59.019
 by the fact

00:36:59.019 --> 00:37:00.399
 that God comes up to you

00:37:00.399 --> 00:37:00.960
 and says,

00:37:01.619 --> 00:37:02.119
 in a sense,

00:37:02.179 --> 00:37:02.779
 he comes up

00:37:02.779 --> 00:37:03.679
 and he taps George

00:37:03.679 --> 00:37:04.359
 on the shoulder

00:37:04.359 --> 00:37:05.659
 and he says,

00:37:05.879 --> 00:37:06.259
 George,

00:37:06.260 --> 00:37:07.140
 I know this is going

00:37:07.140 --> 00:37:08.340
 to terrify you,

00:37:09.300 --> 00:37:12.500
 but you are a rebel

00:37:12.500 --> 00:37:13.280
 against me

00:37:13.280 --> 00:37:16.480
 and you do wrong things

00:37:16.480 --> 00:37:17.140
 and you're broken

00:37:17.140 --> 00:37:18.160
 and you deal with shame.

00:37:20.360 --> 00:37:21.320
 And I know that you're going

00:37:21.320 --> 00:37:22.180
 to get red in the face

00:37:22.180 --> 00:37:22.980
 and you're going to get huffy

00:37:22.980 --> 00:37:23.800
 and you're not going to like it

00:37:23.800 --> 00:37:24.620
 when I say these things,

00:37:24.700 --> 00:37:25.400
 but you need to remember

00:37:25.400 --> 00:37:26.960
 as I'm saying these things to you

00:37:26.960 --> 00:37:29.040
 that my son died

00:37:29.040 --> 00:37:30.180
 on the cross for you.

00:37:30.400 --> 00:37:31.660
 He set aside his glory.

00:37:31.800 --> 00:37:32.760
 He knew all about you,

00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:33.680
 everything about you.

00:37:33.740 --> 00:37:34.580
 He knew how fragile

00:37:34.580 --> 00:37:35.380
 your self was.

00:37:35.380 --> 00:37:36.539
 He knew the different identities

00:37:36.539 --> 00:37:37.260
 you cling to.

00:37:37.680 --> 00:37:39.180
 He knew the truths

00:37:39.180 --> 00:37:40.079
 that you're afraid of

00:37:40.079 --> 00:37:40.640
 and the lies

00:37:40.640 --> 00:37:41.519
 that you cling to.

00:37:42.940 --> 00:37:44.099
 He knows the faces

00:37:44.099 --> 00:37:45.539
 that you put before the world

00:37:45.539 --> 00:37:46.800
 to keep people at a distance

00:37:46.800 --> 00:37:47.579
 and to protect

00:37:47.579 --> 00:37:48.619
 your fragile self.

00:37:48.920 --> 00:37:50.119
 He knew every single thing

00:37:50.119 --> 00:37:50.760
 about that

00:37:50.760 --> 00:37:52.420
 and yet he came

00:37:52.420 --> 00:37:53.559
 and set aside his glory

00:37:53.559 --> 00:37:54.660
 and divine splendor

00:37:54.660 --> 00:37:55.900
 and he dies on the cross.

00:37:57.340 --> 00:37:59.240
 He suffers injustice for you.

00:37:59.360 --> 00:38:00.720
 He suffers pain for you.

00:38:01.380 --> 00:38:02.760
 He actually bears

00:38:02.760 --> 00:38:03.700
 in his person

00:38:03.699 --> 00:38:05.480
 every single thing

00:38:05.480 --> 00:38:06.239
 that you have done

00:38:06.239 --> 00:38:07.480
 that's tearing you apart

00:38:07.480 --> 00:38:09.099
 and tearing you from me

00:38:09.099 --> 00:38:10.879
 and every single thing

00:38:10.879 --> 00:38:12.039
 with nothing left over

00:38:12.039 --> 00:38:15.859
 he bears in his person

00:38:15.859 --> 00:38:17.159
 for you

00:38:17.159 --> 00:38:19.859
 dying on a cross.

00:38:22.359 --> 00:38:24.079
 And it is from that perspective

00:38:24.079 --> 00:38:26.059
 that I want to tell you

00:38:26.059 --> 00:38:27.299
 George, in a sense,

00:38:27.379 --> 00:38:27.960
 God is saying,

00:38:27.960 --> 00:38:29.440
 can I hug you?

00:38:33.860 --> 00:38:35.019
 This is my son

00:38:35.019 --> 00:38:35.679
 and this is what

00:38:35.679 --> 00:38:36.619
 not just my son

00:38:36.619 --> 00:38:37.340
 but myself

00:38:37.340 --> 00:38:38.420
 and the Holy Spirit

00:38:38.420 --> 00:38:39.639
 we have done this for you

00:38:39.639 --> 00:38:41.240
 and there is going to be

00:38:41.240 --> 00:38:42.380
 no truth about you

00:38:42.380 --> 00:38:43.240
 that's going to catch us

00:38:43.240 --> 00:38:44.139
 by surprise.

00:38:46.079 --> 00:38:47.840
 And what I'm offering for you

00:38:47.840 --> 00:38:49.400
 is that every accusation

00:38:49.400 --> 00:38:50.460
 you have against yourself

00:38:50.460 --> 00:38:51.440
 everything you do

00:38:51.440 --> 00:38:52.579
 which you can't stop

00:38:52.579 --> 00:38:53.639
 everything that you do

00:38:53.639 --> 00:38:54.340
 that you're terrified

00:38:54.340 --> 00:38:55.220
 that somebody will bleed

00:38:55.219 --> 00:38:57.339
 I have dealt with all of that

00:38:57.339 --> 00:38:58.459
 I have died for that

00:38:58.459 --> 00:39:00.359
 I have died for all of those things

00:39:00.359 --> 00:39:01.519
 I have died for you

00:39:01.519 --> 00:39:03.419
 and I have defeated death

00:39:03.419 --> 00:39:04.000
 and sin

00:39:04.000 --> 00:39:05.839
 and all hostile spiritual powers

00:39:05.839 --> 00:39:06.939
 all those accusations

00:39:06.939 --> 00:39:08.779
 I have offered to have on myself

00:39:08.779 --> 00:39:11.279
 and you can have my favor

00:39:11.279 --> 00:39:14.399
 and you can actually have me

00:39:14.399 --> 00:39:15.939
 begin to live within you

00:39:15.939 --> 00:39:16.859
 when you put your faith

00:39:16.859 --> 00:39:17.839
 and trust in Jesus

00:39:17.839 --> 00:39:20.059
 and it's all a gift

00:39:20.059 --> 00:39:22.500
 it's all a gift

00:39:22.500 --> 00:39:26.599
 and I will begin

00:39:26.599 --> 00:39:27.860
 to not only give you

00:39:27.860 --> 00:39:29.619
 a strong place to stand

00:39:29.619 --> 00:39:30.619
 where you can begin

00:39:30.619 --> 00:39:31.320
 with timidity

00:39:31.320 --> 00:39:32.500
 to look at the things

00:39:32.500 --> 00:39:33.219
 in your life

00:39:33.219 --> 00:39:35.460
 that terrify you

00:39:35.460 --> 00:39:37.039
 and your worry

00:39:37.039 --> 00:39:38.179
 will make you more fragile

00:39:38.179 --> 00:39:39.440
 but you can stand

00:39:39.440 --> 00:39:41.000
 in my strong love

00:39:41.000 --> 00:39:42.059
 and look at them

00:39:42.059 --> 00:39:44.440
 and I will give you

00:39:44.440 --> 00:39:45.960
 my word to give you wisdom

00:39:45.960 --> 00:39:47.980
 the words of Jesus

00:39:47.980 --> 00:39:49.440
 as he taught his apostles

00:39:49.440 --> 00:39:50.960
 and he makes clear the Bible

00:39:50.960 --> 00:39:52.480
 and my words are wisdom

00:39:52.480 --> 00:39:53.880
 that will begin

00:39:53.880 --> 00:39:55.480
 to mend who you are

00:39:55.480 --> 00:39:56.579
 to make you whole

00:39:56.579 --> 00:39:57.619
 and to make you free

00:39:57.619 --> 00:39:58.480
 and to fit you

00:39:58.480 --> 00:40:01.519
 for an eternal weight of glory

00:40:01.519 --> 00:40:02.539
 with Jesus

00:40:02.539 --> 00:40:03.980
 in the new heaven

00:40:03.980 --> 00:40:04.659
 and the new earth

00:40:04.659 --> 00:40:08.720
 and my son will live within you

00:40:08.720 --> 00:40:09.420
 and the Holy Spirit

00:40:09.420 --> 00:40:10.460
 will live within you

00:40:10.460 --> 00:40:15.240
 and only the gospel

00:40:15.240 --> 00:40:16.039
 is the solution

00:40:16.039 --> 00:40:17.220
 for the fragile self

00:40:17.219 --> 00:40:22.239
 I had a variety of points

00:40:22.239 --> 00:40:23.539
 I'm going to really frustrate

00:40:23.539 --> 00:40:24.359
 you can look on them

00:40:24.359 --> 00:40:25.079
 earlier on

00:40:25.079 --> 00:40:26.419
 could you just jump up

00:40:26.419 --> 00:40:27.599
 to point four please

00:40:27.599 --> 00:40:29.359
 point four

00:40:29.359 --> 00:40:33.179
 the sacrifice is true

00:40:33.179 --> 00:40:34.739
 the love is true

00:40:34.739 --> 00:40:36.639
 the resurrection is true

00:40:36.639 --> 00:40:38.419
 the grace is true

00:40:38.419 --> 00:40:40.199
 the salvation is true

00:40:40.199 --> 00:40:44.619
 the sacrifice is true

00:40:44.619 --> 00:40:46.000
 the love is true

00:40:46.000 --> 00:40:47.759
 the resurrection is true

00:40:47.759 --> 00:40:49.359
 the grace is true

00:40:49.359 --> 00:40:50.980
 the salvation is true

00:40:50.980 --> 00:40:53.079
 could you put the next point up

00:40:53.079 --> 00:40:54.739
 we Christians

00:40:54.739 --> 00:40:56.279
 we struggle with telling the truth

00:40:56.279 --> 00:40:57.419
 just like everybody else

00:40:57.419 --> 00:40:58.480
 we struggle with lies

00:40:58.480 --> 00:40:59.699
 just like everybody else

00:40:59.699 --> 00:41:01.579
 but we know that Jesus

00:41:01.579 --> 00:41:03.619
 as the gospel grips us

00:41:03.619 --> 00:41:04.460
 the gospel

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 if the gospel is gripping us

00:41:06.899 --> 00:41:08.119
 and we are believing lies

00:41:08.119 --> 00:41:09.079
 it's not the gospel

00:41:09.079 --> 00:41:09.940
 that's gripping us

00:41:09.940 --> 00:41:11.759
 if we believe the gospel

00:41:11.759 --> 00:41:13.400
 if we think that

00:41:13.400 --> 00:41:15.000
 if we're afraid of the truth

00:41:15.000 --> 00:41:16.599
 it's not because the gospel

00:41:16.599 --> 00:41:17.219
 is gripping us

00:41:17.219 --> 00:41:18.699
 as the gospel grips us

00:41:18.699 --> 00:41:20.059
 it makes us into

00:41:20.059 --> 00:41:21.559
 a people of the truth

00:41:21.559 --> 00:41:24.059
 who do not believe the lie

00:41:24.059 --> 00:41:26.179
 and a Christian

00:41:26.179 --> 00:41:28.619
 is not a perfect person

00:41:28.619 --> 00:41:29.519
 or a better person

00:41:29.519 --> 00:41:30.279
 than other people

00:41:30.279 --> 00:41:33.340
 a Christian is only a beggar

00:41:33.340 --> 00:41:35.380
 telling other beggars

00:41:35.380 --> 00:41:37.360
 where to hear the truth

00:41:37.360 --> 00:41:39.680
 that will set them free

00:41:39.680 --> 00:41:43.440
 and then if you could put up

00:41:43.440 --> 00:41:44.300
 the final point

00:41:44.300 --> 00:41:45.720
 Jesus said

00:41:45.720 --> 00:41:46.300
 I am the way

00:41:46.300 --> 00:41:46.820
 and the truth

00:41:46.820 --> 00:41:47.300
 and the life

00:41:47.300 --> 00:41:48.539
 no one comes to the Father

00:41:48.539 --> 00:41:49.480
 except through me

00:41:49.480 --> 00:41:51.480
 I invite you to stand please

00:41:51.480 --> 00:42:00.599
 for some of us

00:42:00.599 --> 00:42:02.159
 this is just an opportunity

00:42:02.159 --> 00:42:03.420
 just to do some business

00:42:03.420 --> 00:42:04.059
 with Jesus

00:42:04.059 --> 00:42:04.619
 and say

00:42:04.619 --> 00:42:05.019
 Jesus

00:42:05.019 --> 00:42:08.099
 I have a fragile self

00:42:08.099 --> 00:42:10.099
 and I'm really

00:42:10.099 --> 00:42:11.960
 I have just so many times

00:42:11.960 --> 00:42:13.280
 I don't even share with people

00:42:13.280 --> 00:42:14.420
 I have these fronts

00:42:14.420 --> 00:42:15.440
 I have these fears

00:42:15.440 --> 00:42:17.139
 I have these worries

00:42:17.139 --> 00:42:18.019
 about your word

00:42:18.019 --> 00:42:19.139
 I have worries about

00:42:19.139 --> 00:42:20.240
 what if people knew about

00:42:20.239 --> 00:42:22.219
 Father I just need to come to you

00:42:22.219 --> 00:42:23.619
 and ask that you would grip me

00:42:23.619 --> 00:42:24.459
 with the gospel

00:42:24.459 --> 00:42:26.000
 that you would fill me

00:42:26.000 --> 00:42:27.000
 with the Holy Spirit

00:42:27.000 --> 00:42:29.339
 that I would trust your word

00:42:29.339 --> 00:42:30.279
 that your word

00:42:30.279 --> 00:42:31.799
 will mend my soul

00:42:31.799 --> 00:42:33.000
 mend my heart

00:42:33.000 --> 00:42:34.359
 mend my mind

00:42:34.359 --> 00:42:36.039
 grant me freedom

00:42:36.039 --> 00:42:37.979
 deliver me from lies

00:42:37.979 --> 00:42:38.559
 and truth

00:42:38.559 --> 00:42:40.359
 just to call out to Jesus

00:42:40.359 --> 00:42:41.799
 thank you for the gospel

00:42:41.799 --> 00:42:42.919
 make it real in my life

00:42:42.919 --> 00:42:44.500
 and if there is any here

00:42:44.500 --> 00:42:46.319
 who has not yet given their lives

00:42:46.319 --> 00:42:46.759
 to Jesus

00:42:46.759 --> 00:42:48.139
 there is no time better

00:42:48.139 --> 00:42:49.480
 than right this instant

00:42:49.480 --> 00:42:50.420
 to do that work

00:42:50.420 --> 00:42:51.000
 with Jesus

00:42:51.000 --> 00:42:51.480
 and say

00:42:51.480 --> 00:42:51.940
 Jesus

00:42:51.940 --> 00:42:54.379
 thank you for dying

00:42:54.379 --> 00:42:55.079
 on the cross

00:42:55.079 --> 00:42:55.460
 for me

00:42:55.460 --> 00:42:56.219
 and loving me

00:42:56.219 --> 00:42:58.500
 please come into my life

00:42:58.500 --> 00:42:59.639
 be my savior

00:42:59.639 --> 00:43:00.440
 and my lord

00:43:00.440 --> 00:43:02.759
 and never let me go

00:43:02.759 --> 00:43:04.460
 and I give

00:43:04.460 --> 00:43:05.779
 everything that is

00:43:05.779 --> 00:43:06.559
 within me

00:43:06.559 --> 00:43:07.500
 even those things

00:43:07.500 --> 00:43:08.480
 I don't know what they are

00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:09.559
 everything within me

00:43:09.559 --> 00:43:10.500
 I give to you

00:43:10.500 --> 00:43:11.719
 that you might be

00:43:11.719 --> 00:43:12.779
 my lord of my life

00:43:12.779 --> 00:43:13.879
 there is no time better

00:43:13.879 --> 00:43:14.639
 than right now

00:43:14.639 --> 00:43:15.779
 to call out to Jesus

00:43:15.779 --> 00:43:17.079
 let's bow our heads

00:43:17.079 --> 00:43:17.840
 in prayer

00:43:17.840 --> 00:43:23.380
 father I stand here

00:43:23.380 --> 00:43:24.480
 with a fragile heart

00:43:24.480 --> 00:43:26.539
 this is a room

00:43:26.539 --> 00:43:27.019
 of people

00:43:27.019 --> 00:43:28.360
 with fragile souls

00:43:28.360 --> 00:43:29.599
 and fragile hearts

00:43:29.599 --> 00:43:31.719
 some of us father

00:43:31.719 --> 00:43:33.019
 have been on the road

00:43:33.019 --> 00:43:33.699
 have been mended

00:43:33.699 --> 00:43:34.799
 for a little bit longer

00:43:34.799 --> 00:43:35.319
 than others

00:43:35.319 --> 00:43:36.619
 but we all stand here

00:43:36.619 --> 00:43:37.659
 with different things

00:43:37.659 --> 00:43:38.299
 within us

00:43:38.299 --> 00:43:39.599
 and we give you

00:43:39.599 --> 00:43:40.579
 that are broken

00:43:40.579 --> 00:43:42.460
 and that we have broken

00:43:42.460 --> 00:43:43.420
 not just that others

00:43:43.420 --> 00:43:43.880
 have broken

00:43:43.880 --> 00:43:44.779
 but we have broken

00:43:44.779 --> 00:43:45.900
 and father you know

00:43:45.900 --> 00:43:47.079
 we thank you so much

00:43:47.079 --> 00:43:48.220
 for your perfect knowledge

00:43:48.220 --> 00:43:48.680
 of us

00:43:48.680 --> 00:43:50.519
 and we thank you so much

00:43:50.519 --> 00:43:51.380
 that with your perfect

00:43:51.380 --> 00:43:52.180
 knowledge of us

00:43:52.180 --> 00:43:53.380
 that still you loved us

00:43:53.380 --> 00:43:54.599
 and still Jesus came

00:43:54.599 --> 00:43:56.220
 to die upon the cross

00:43:56.220 --> 00:43:56.800
 for us

00:43:56.800 --> 00:43:57.840
 to be the one

00:43:57.840 --> 00:43:59.220
 who makes us right

00:43:59.220 --> 00:43:59.800
 with you

00:43:59.800 --> 00:44:02.000
 he does what we could not do

00:44:02.000 --> 00:44:03.539
 and father we thank you

00:44:03.539 --> 00:44:04.119
 for this

00:44:04.119 --> 00:44:05.420
 and we ask that you would

00:44:05.420 --> 00:44:07.300
 just pour the Holy Spirit

00:44:07.300 --> 00:44:07.900
 within us

00:44:07.900 --> 00:44:08.639
 that we might be

00:44:08.639 --> 00:44:09.280
 once again

00:44:09.280 --> 00:44:09.940
 gripped anew

00:44:09.940 --> 00:44:10.660
 by the wonder

00:44:10.660 --> 00:44:11.599
 of who Jesus is

00:44:11.599 --> 00:44:12.400
 and what he accomplished

00:44:12.400 --> 00:44:13.180
 for us

00:44:13.180 --> 00:44:14.940
 and that as we are

00:44:14.940 --> 00:44:15.760
 gripped by that

00:44:15.760 --> 00:44:17.099
 we might read your word

00:44:17.099 --> 00:44:17.900
 and be open

00:44:17.900 --> 00:44:19.079
 to your Holy Spirit

00:44:19.079 --> 00:44:20.039
 moving within us

00:44:20.039 --> 00:44:21.200
 to start to mend us

00:44:21.200 --> 00:44:21.900
 together more

00:44:21.900 --> 00:44:22.780
 and give us freedom

00:44:22.780 --> 00:44:24.539
 make us whole

00:44:24.539 --> 00:44:26.500
 that we might live

00:44:26.500 --> 00:44:27.700
 free and whole

00:44:27.700 --> 00:44:29.200
 and unafraid

00:44:29.200 --> 00:44:31.019
 for your glory

00:44:31.019 --> 00:44:32.220
 father we ask

00:44:32.220 --> 00:44:32.840
 for this

00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:33.780
 continued

00:44:33.780 --> 00:44:34.519
 ongoing

00:44:34.519 --> 00:44:35.519
 wonderful work

00:44:35.519 --> 00:44:36.180
 in our lives

00:44:36.180 --> 00:44:37.960
 and all God's people

00:44:37.960 --> 00:44:38.380
 said

00:44:38.380 --> 00:44:39.579
 amen

00:44:39.579 --> 00:44:40.079
 amen