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 I just say again, Happy Lunar New Year and Happy New Year.

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 It's January, it's that time of year where we look forward to the year that's been,

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 we celebrate maybe what's been, we certainly, or the year that's coming,

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 but also look back and reflect upon the year that's been, lessons learned, things like that.

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 Reflection, however, is not something that we tend to do,

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 it's not something that is a habit nowadays for most people,

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 that is the ability to assess what has been, learn the lessons from it,

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 and make the necessary changes as we move forward into the future.

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 What we tend to do is escape.

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 Moment of January, moment where things may be not as busy, we self-indulge,

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 we escape into TV and movies and holidays and everything else,

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 rather than actually pause and reflect.

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 So this series in January here is really an opportunity for us to spend some time reflecting

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 and looking forward to the year that is,

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 and what might it be to run the race of discipleship into 2023.

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 Now one of the things that I've always found helpful throughout my life,

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 and particularly my Christian life, is to get close to people,

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 and I'm looking at what does it look like to run the Christian life,

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 is to get really close to people who have run the race and are further down the track than I am,

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 and to learn lessons from them, even if they've been dead for 200 years.

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 There is so many lessons to learn for those who have not just started the race,

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 but actually run the race all the way to the finish line.

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 And so I want to encourage you as Christian brothers and sisters to read biography,

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 to read biography, to learn the lessons of those from the past.

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 And so in this January series, we're looking at,

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 we're really basing it on Hebrews 11, Hebrews 12,

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 to be people of faith and to run the race of faith,

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 and particularly where Hebrews 11 talks about the great cloud of witnesses,

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 based on them, run the races before you.

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 And so we've tried to throw a couple of extra people into that list of Hebrews 11,

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 of great cloud of witnesses,

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 and today I want us to introduce one more person to that cloud of witnesses that have gone before us,

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 who have run the race and finished the course.

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 And that is, today is John Patton.

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 So let me pray, and I'll launch into that.

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 Gracious Father, as we look at one life,

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 a life redeemed by you,

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 sovereignly guided by you,

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 empowered by you,

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 a life lived well for your glory,

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 I pray that you would give us the gift of reflection,

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 as we consider our own life,

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 the choices we're making now,

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 and whether or not it is ultimately for your glory or for our own.

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 And I pray, Father,

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 that the mission of Matthew that has just been thrown in front of us

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 would be the mission that drives us,

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 a mission to see all people come to know and to love you,

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 and we ask it for your sake.

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 Amen.

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 A chain of islands in the Pacific were discovered in 1606 by Spain.

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 They were named New Hebrides in 1773 by Captain James Cook,

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 and in 1980,

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 the New Hebrides gained its independence from Britain and from France,

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 and was named Vanuatu.

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 John Williams and James Harris from the London Missionary Society

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 landed in 1839 as the first Christian missionaries.

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 And this is what was written about them.

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 Within a few minutes of their touching land,

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 both were clubbed to death, cooked and eaten.

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 The London Missionary Society sent another team

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 to the island of Tanner in 1842,

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 and these missionaries were driven off within seven months.

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 Now, just think about that for a moment.

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 That's just not history.

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 Just think about that.

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 Matthew just read out to us,

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 go to all nations with this discipleship message,

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 and it's 1,800 years before that message hits the New Hebrides.

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 1,800 years.

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 1,800 years.

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 What was the church doing?

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 Anyway, that's not my main point.

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 Now, that's the remarkable missionary context

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 of the life and the ministry of John G. Patton,

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 a missionary to the New Hebrides

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 who landed there 16 years after Williams and Harris.

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 So today, if you've got your St. Paul's app,

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 open it up, you'll see an outline for my message in there today.

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 I want to look at the life of John G. Patton.

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 I want to look at the courage of John Patton,

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 and I want to look at what was the source

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 of Patton's courage for the gospel.

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 Most of my information comes from autobiography of John Patton,

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 published in 1889.

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 This is the 1965 edition of that.

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 So again, encourage you to read biography

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 and learn from those in the past.

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 Patton was born in Scotland in 1824.

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 He sailed for the New Hebrides via Australia

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 with his wife Mary in April 1858.

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 They reached the island of Tanner

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 on November the 5th of that year,

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 and four months later,

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 both his wife and his brand-new-born son died.

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 He served alone on the island for the next four years

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 in constant danger

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 until he was eventually driven off in February 1862.

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 For the next four years,

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 he travelled around Australia and Great Britain,

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 raising awareness of the work

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 of the Presbyterian mission in the New Hebrides.

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 He married again in 1864.

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 He took his wife Margaret back this time

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 to the smaller island of Anewa.

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 They laboured together there for 41 years.

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 When they came to Anewa in November 1866,

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 the islanders in that place were destitute.

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 They were cannibals who had, by that time,

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 only occasionally ate people,

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 but it was normally their enemies that they ate.

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 And Christian missionaries were enemies.

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 They practised infanticide,

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 that is the killing of infants,

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 widow sacrifices.

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 So if your husband died,

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 they normally killed you

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 so that you could be with him in the afterlife.

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 They would...

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 A number of other things.

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 He and Margaret laboured in those conditions

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 for 41 years, hard conditions.

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 In the next 15 years,

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 within 15 years of his landing,

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 the entire island of Anewa turned to Christ.

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 Remarkable.

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 That in itself is remarkable.

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 To go from cannibalism to life in Christ

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 is remarkable.

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 Margaret died in 1905 in Kew, Victoria.

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 Patton outlived her another two years.

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 He died in Canterbury, Victoria.

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 In January 28th, 1907.

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 Both are buried in Kew, Melbourne.

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 You can visit their tombs today.

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 This coming Sunday...

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 Sorry, this next Sunday

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 will be 116 years since his death.

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 And his legacy is remarkable.

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 Vanuatu nowadays has a population

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 of around 250,000 people.

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 Around 94% of that population

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 are confessing Christians.

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 73% claim to be Protestant Christians

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 with the largest group,

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 the Presbyterian Church.

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 With 550 congregations

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 with over 70,000 people affiliated

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 with that denomination.

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 That's more than Sydney Anglicanism.

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 And a large part of it,

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 they track it back to John G. Patton.

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 So, that's his life.

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 That's his legacy.

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 Let's look at his courage.

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 One of the things that stands out

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 as you read his life

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 is that he was a man of just incredible courage

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 for the cause of Christ.

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 Incredible courage.

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 And I've got a few things I want to mention.

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 He had courage to make the advancement

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 of the gospel,

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 his greatest and highest priority of life,

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 even as a teenager.

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 Mark that.

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 Even as a teenager.

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 In his teens,

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 he had an opportunity

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 to further his career prospects

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 as a surveyor,

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 which was,

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 you know,

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 in his day and age,

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 that was unheard of.

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 This guy did not come

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 from some,

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 you know,

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 wealthy connected family.

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 And so,

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 this was a remarkable opportunity

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 for effectively a peasant boy.

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 He was called into the boss's office

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 and was promised promotion

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 and special training

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 entirely at the government's expense.

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 And the only condition was

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 that he signed

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 a seven year engagement contract.

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 This is what he wrote

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 about that moment.

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 Thanking him most gratefully

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 for his kind offer,

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 I agreed to bind myself

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 for three years or four,

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 but not for seven.

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 Excitedly,

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 he said,

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 why?

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 Will you refuse an offer

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 that many gentlemen's sons

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 would be proud of?

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 I said,

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 my life is given

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 to another master.

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 And so,

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 I cannot engage

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 for seven years.

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 He asked sharply,

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 to whom?

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 I replied,

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 to the Lord Jesus.

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 And I want to prepare

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 as soon as possible

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 for his service

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 in the proclaiming

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 of the gospel.

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 In great anger,

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 he sprang across the room,

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 called the paymaster

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 and exclaimed,

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 accept my offer

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 or you are dismissed

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 on the spot.

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 His anger

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 made him unwilling

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 or unable

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 to comprehend

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 my difficulty.

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 The drawing instruments

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 were delivered up,

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 I received my pay

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 and I departed

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 without further parley.

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 Secondly,

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 he had courage

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 to overcome

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 the criticism

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 that he received

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 from respected elders

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 for in fact

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 going to the New Hebrides

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 New Hebrides

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 as a missionary.

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 A Mr. Dickinson

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 who he described

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 as a dear

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 old Christian gentleman

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 tried to deter him

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 from the New Hebrides.

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 The cannibals!

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 You'll be eaten

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 by cannibals!

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 Now remember,

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 Williams and Harris

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 were eaten

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 by cannibals

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 19 years earlier.

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 Patton's response.

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 I love it.

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 Let me read it to you.

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 I'll put my tone on it.

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 I'm not sure

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 it's Patton's tone

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 but I can't read it

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 with any other tone.

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 Mr. Dickinson,

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 you are advanced

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 in years now

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 and your own prospect

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 is soon to be laid

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 in the grave

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 there to be eaten

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 by worms.

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 I love the moxie

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 of this guy.

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 I really do.

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 I confess to you

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 that if I can live

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 but live and die

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 serving and honouring

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 the Lord Jesus

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 it will make

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 no difference to me

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 whether I'm eaten

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 by cannibals

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 or by worms.

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 And in the great day

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 my resurrection body

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 will rise

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 as fair of yours

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 in the likeness

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 of the risen Redeemer.

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 That is a remarkable

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 perspective on life.

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 He writes that

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 another objection

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 came up

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 was this.

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 He said

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 the rejection is

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 there are heathen

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 here at home.

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 Why on earth

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 would you leave

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 Chatswood

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 for goodness sake?

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 Let us seek

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 and save

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 first of all

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 the lost ones

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 perishing at our

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 very doors.

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 This I felt

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 to be most true

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 and an appalling

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 fact.

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 But I

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 unfailingly

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 observed

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 that those

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 who made

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 this retort

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 neglected

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 these home

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 heathens

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 themselves.

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 And so

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 the objection

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 as from them

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 lost all

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 its power.

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 They would

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 ungrudgingly

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 spend more

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 on a fashionable

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 party at dinner

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 or tea

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 on concert

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 or balls

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 or theatres

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 or on some

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 ostentatious

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 display

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 or worldly

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 and selfish

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 indulgent

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 ten times more

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 perhaps in a

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 single day

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 than they would

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 give in a year

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 or in half

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 a lifetime

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 for the conversion

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 of the heathen world

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 either here

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 or abroad.

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 I do

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 and always

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 did

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 only pity

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 them

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 as God's

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 stewards

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 making such

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 miserable

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 use of time

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 and money

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 entrusted

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 to their care.

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 Can you see

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 why I'm doing it?

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 It's an opportunity

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 for the Holy Spirit

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 to speak to each

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 one of us

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 about our time

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 and our priorities

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 our talents

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 our treasures.

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 Thirdly

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 he had courage

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 to risk losing

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 his loved ones

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 for the cause

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 of the gospel.

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 I've already

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 mentioned this

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 he and his wife

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 first wife Mary

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 arrived on the

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 island of Tanna

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 in November

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 1858

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 their baby

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 was born

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 February

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 1859

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 four months

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 later

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 yeah

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 four months

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 later

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 Mary then

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 died within

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 a few weeks

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 of the birth

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 of the baby

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 on the 3rd

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 of March

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 the baby boy

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 died less

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 than three weeks

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 later on the

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 20th of March

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 Patton himself

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 dug the graves

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 with his own

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 hands

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 right beside

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 the house

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 the little

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 sort of shack

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 that he had built

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 for them

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 as a family

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 and

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 to add

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 to his grief

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 he slept

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 on their graves

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 to protect

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 them from being

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 dug up

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 by the

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 cannibals.

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 you see

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 the courage

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 to risk

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 the loss

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 of a loved

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 one is one

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 thing

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 the courage

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 to experience

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 the loss

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 and to press

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 on alone

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 with the same

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 mission

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 is remarkable

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 I felt her

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 loss beyond

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 all conception

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 or description

00:16:44.639 --> 00:16:46.220
 in that

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 dark land

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 but feeling

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 immovably

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 assured

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 that my

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 God

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 and Father

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 was too

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 wise

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 and loving

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 to err

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 in anything

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 that he

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 does

00:16:56.840 --> 00:16:57.620
 or permits

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 sovereignty

00:16:58.779 --> 00:16:59.360
 of God

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 goodness

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 of God

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 I looked

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 up to the

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 Lord

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 for help

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 and I

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 struggled

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 on

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 in his

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 work

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 he had

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 the next

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 thing

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 he had

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 the courage

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 to face

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 the constant

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 threat

00:17:10.980 --> 00:17:11.339
 to his

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 own life

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 from the

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 islanders

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 I think

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 this is

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 what makes

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 this

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 autobiography

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 reading

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 like a

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 like a

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 thriller

00:17:21.839 --> 00:17:24.400
 in his

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 first four

00:17:25.039 --> 00:17:25.620
 years of

00:17:25.620 --> 00:17:26.019
 Tanner

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 he moved

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 from one

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 crisis

00:17:28.960 --> 00:17:29.640
 to the next

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 crisis

00:17:30.059 --> 00:17:30.700
 to the next

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 crisis

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 like

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 constant

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 crisis

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 it's

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 like

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 he's

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 fully

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 charged

00:17:40.940 --> 00:17:42.519
 flight

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 or fight

00:17:43.279 --> 00:17:43.900
 you know

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 all the

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 time

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 there's no

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 pastoral

00:17:47.839 --> 00:17:48.420
 retreat

00:17:48.420 --> 00:17:49.819
 there's no

00:17:49.819 --> 00:17:50.900
 weekend escape

00:17:50.900 --> 00:17:51.720
 to the beach

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 or the

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 mountains

00:17:53.940 --> 00:17:54.339
 or

00:17:54.339 --> 00:17:55.059
 you know

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 there's none

00:17:56.400 --> 00:17:56.779
 of that

00:17:56.779 --> 00:17:58.259
 it's not a

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 quick trip

00:17:58.819 --> 00:17:59.599
 overseas

00:17:59.599 --> 00:18:01.920
 he's there

00:18:01.920 --> 00:18:03.500
 by himself

00:18:03.500 --> 00:18:04.779
 all the

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 time

00:18:05.440 --> 00:18:09.240
 he writes

00:18:09.240 --> 00:18:10.779
 my enemies

00:18:10.779 --> 00:18:11.619
 seldom

00:18:11.619 --> 00:18:12.899
 slacken their

00:18:12.899 --> 00:18:13.819
 hateful designs

00:18:13.819 --> 00:18:14.500
 against my

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 life

00:18:15.019 --> 00:18:16.539
 however

00:18:16.539 --> 00:18:17.279
 calmed

00:18:17.279 --> 00:18:18.259
 or baffled

00:18:18.259 --> 00:18:18.639
 for the

00:18:18.639 --> 00:18:19.139
 moment

00:18:19.139 --> 00:18:20.700
 a wild

00:18:20.700 --> 00:18:21.279
 chief

00:18:21.279 --> 00:18:22.660
 followed me

00:18:22.660 --> 00:18:23.200
 around

00:18:23.200 --> 00:18:24.099
 for four

00:18:24.099 --> 00:18:24.759
 hours

00:18:24.759 --> 00:18:25.240
 with his

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 loaded

00:18:25.700 --> 00:18:26.359
 musket

00:18:26.359 --> 00:18:27.179
 and though

00:18:27.179 --> 00:18:27.659
 often

00:18:27.659 --> 00:18:28.099
 directed

00:18:28.099 --> 00:18:28.659
 towards

00:18:28.659 --> 00:18:28.899
 me

00:18:28.899 --> 00:18:29.359
 God

00:18:29.359 --> 00:18:29.979
 restrained

00:18:29.979 --> 00:18:30.199
 his

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 hand

00:18:30.699 --> 00:18:32.039
 I

00:18:32.039 --> 00:18:32.599
 spoke

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 kindly

00:18:33.119 --> 00:18:33.740
 to him

00:18:33.740 --> 00:18:34.839
 and attended

00:18:34.839 --> 00:18:35.259
 to my

00:18:35.259 --> 00:18:35.659
 work

00:18:35.659 --> 00:18:36.139
 as if

00:18:36.139 --> 00:18:36.500
 he had

00:18:36.500 --> 00:18:36.799
 not

00:18:36.799 --> 00:18:37.159
 been

00:18:37.159 --> 00:18:37.479
 there

00:18:37.479 --> 00:18:38.099
 fully

00:18:38.099 --> 00:18:38.740
 persuaded

00:18:38.740 --> 00:18:39.579
 that my

00:18:39.579 --> 00:18:39.939
 God

00:18:39.939 --> 00:18:40.199
 had

00:18:40.199 --> 00:18:40.799
 placed

00:18:40.799 --> 00:18:41.039
 me

00:18:41.039 --> 00:18:41.439
 there

00:18:41.439 --> 00:18:41.899
 and

00:18:41.899 --> 00:18:42.099
 would

00:18:42.099 --> 00:18:42.719
 protect

00:18:42.719 --> 00:18:43.119
 me

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 till

00:18:43.519 --> 00:18:43.799
 my

00:18:43.799 --> 00:18:44.379
 allotted

00:18:44.379 --> 00:18:45.179
 task

00:18:45.179 --> 00:18:45.419
 was

00:18:45.419 --> 00:18:45.979
 finished

00:18:45.979 --> 00:18:47.740
 looking

00:18:47.740 --> 00:18:48.240
 up

00:18:48.240 --> 00:18:49.379
 in

00:18:49.379 --> 00:18:50.159
 unceasing

00:18:50.159 --> 00:18:50.639
 prayer

00:18:50.639 --> 00:18:51.079
 to my

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 dear

00:18:51.439 --> 00:18:51.759
 Lord

00:18:51.759 --> 00:18:52.179
 Jesus

00:18:52.179 --> 00:18:53.039
 I

00:18:53.039 --> 00:18:53.419
 left

00:18:53.419 --> 00:18:53.779
 all

00:18:53.779 --> 00:18:53.959
 in

00:18:53.959 --> 00:18:54.159
 his

00:18:54.159 --> 00:18:54.619
 hands

00:18:54.619 --> 00:18:55.479
 and I

00:18:55.480 --> 00:18:55.900
 felt

00:18:55.900 --> 00:18:56.720
 immortal

00:18:56.720 --> 00:18:57.920
 till

00:18:57.920 --> 00:18:58.180
 my

00:18:58.180 --> 00:18:58.620
 work

00:18:58.620 --> 00:18:58.900
 was

00:18:58.900 --> 00:18:59.339
 done

00:18:59.339 --> 00:19:02.160
 one

00:19:02.160 --> 00:19:02.539
 of the

00:19:02.539 --> 00:19:02.860
 most

00:19:02.860 --> 00:19:03.779
 remarkable

00:19:03.779 --> 00:19:04.500
 things

00:19:04.500 --> 00:19:05.660
 about

00:19:05.660 --> 00:19:06.160
 Patton's

00:19:06.160 --> 00:19:06.420
 dealing

00:19:06.420 --> 00:19:06.640
 with

00:19:06.640 --> 00:19:07.039
 danger

00:19:07.039 --> 00:19:07.480
 is he

00:19:07.480 --> 00:19:08.000
 often

00:19:08.000 --> 00:19:08.779
 rebuked

00:19:08.779 --> 00:19:09.019
 his

00:19:09.019 --> 00:19:09.660
 enemies

00:19:09.660 --> 00:19:10.740
 to their

00:19:10.740 --> 00:19:11.319
 faces

00:19:11.319 --> 00:19:12.579
 for their

00:19:12.579 --> 00:19:13.019
 bad

00:19:13.019 --> 00:19:13.579
 behaviour

00:19:13.579 --> 00:19:14.299
 even

00:19:14.299 --> 00:19:14.920
 as they

00:19:14.920 --> 00:19:15.319
 held an

00:19:15.319 --> 00:19:15.759
 axe over

00:19:15.759 --> 00:19:16.059
 their head

00:19:16.059 --> 00:19:16.339
 to bring

00:19:16.339 --> 00:19:16.599
 it down

00:19:16.599 --> 00:19:16.920
 on his

00:19:16.920 --> 00:19:17.180
 head

00:19:17.180 --> 00:19:19.539
 remarkable

00:19:19.539 --> 00:19:22.539
 here's

00:19:22.539 --> 00:19:23.079
 another

00:19:23.079 --> 00:19:23.399
 one

00:19:23.399 --> 00:19:24.059
 one

00:19:24.059 --> 00:19:24.220
 one

00:19:24.220 --> 00:19:24.879
 morning

00:19:24.879 --> 00:19:25.159
 at

00:19:25.159 --> 00:19:25.759
 daybreak

00:19:25.759 --> 00:19:25.960
 I

00:19:25.960 --> 00:19:26.299
 found

00:19:26.299 --> 00:19:26.500
 my

00:19:26.500 --> 00:19:26.779
 house

00:19:26.779 --> 00:19:27.319
 surrounded

00:19:27.319 --> 00:19:27.579
 by

00:19:27.579 --> 00:19:27.920
 armed

00:19:27.920 --> 00:19:28.259
 men

00:19:28.259 --> 00:19:28.680
 and

00:19:28.680 --> 00:19:28.899
 a

00:19:28.899 --> 00:19:29.259
 chief

00:19:29.259 --> 00:19:30.180
 intimated

00:19:30.180 --> 00:19:30.440
 that

00:19:30.440 --> 00:19:30.639
 they

00:19:30.639 --> 00:19:30.819
 had

00:19:30.819 --> 00:19:31.259
 assembled

00:19:31.259 --> 00:19:31.480
 to

00:19:31.480 --> 00:19:31.700
 take

00:19:31.700 --> 00:19:31.879
 my

00:19:31.879 --> 00:19:32.319
 life

00:19:32.319 --> 00:19:33.000
 seeing

00:19:33.000 --> 00:19:33.180
 that

00:19:33.180 --> 00:19:33.359
 I

00:19:33.359 --> 00:19:33.539
 was

00:19:33.539 --> 00:19:34.039
 entirely

00:19:34.039 --> 00:19:34.339
 in

00:19:34.339 --> 00:19:34.519
 their

00:19:34.519 --> 00:19:34.839
 hands

00:19:34.839 --> 00:19:35.079
 I

00:19:35.079 --> 00:19:35.420
 knelt

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 down

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 and

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 gave

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 myself

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 away

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 body

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 and

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 soul

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 to

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 the

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 Lord

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 Jesus

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 for

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 what

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 seemed

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 to be

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 the

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 last

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 time

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 on

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 earth

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 rising

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 in other

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 words

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 rising

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 from

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 that

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 prayer

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 I

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 went

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 out

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 to

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 them

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 and

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 contrasting

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 it

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 with

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 all

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 of

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 my

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 good

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 contact

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 towards

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 them

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 at

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 last

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 some

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 of

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 the

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 chiefs

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 rose

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 and

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 said

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 our

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 conduct

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 has

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 been

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 bad

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 but

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 now

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 we

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 will

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 fight

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 for

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 you

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 and

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 kill

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 those

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 who

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 hate

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 you

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 so

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 they're

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 fickle

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 it's

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 a

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 remarkable

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 thriller

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 lastly

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 on the

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 idea

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 of

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 courage

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 and

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 there's

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 many

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 other

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 ones

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 he

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 had

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 the

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 courage

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 to

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 face

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 the

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 criticism

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 that

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 he

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 did

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 not

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 have

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 the

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 courage

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 to

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 die

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 I

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 mean

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 how

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 dare

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 you

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 do

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 that

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 after

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 four

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 years

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 the

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 entire

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 island

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 population

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 rose

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 against

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 him

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 and

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 finally

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 a

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 wonderful

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 answer

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 to

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 prayer

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 as

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 a

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 ship

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 arrived

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 just

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 in

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 time

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 to

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 take

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 him

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 off

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 the

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 island

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 in

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 response

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 to

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 this

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 after

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 four

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 years

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 of

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 risking

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 his

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 life

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 hundreds

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 hundreds

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 of

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 times

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 losing

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 his

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 wife

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 losing

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 his

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 child

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 he

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 recounts

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 this

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 incident

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 one

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 dear

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 friend

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 said

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 you

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 should

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 not

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 have

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 left

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 you

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 should

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 have

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 stood

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 at

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 the

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 post

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 of

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 duty

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 till

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 you

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 fell

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 it

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 would

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 have

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 been

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 an

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 honour

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 been

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 to

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 your

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 honour

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 and

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 better

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 for

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 the

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 cause

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 of

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 mission

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 had

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 you

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 been

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 killed

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 at

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 your

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 post

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 welcome

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 home

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 from your

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 missionary

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 service

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 how

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 easy

00:21:22.079 --> 00:21:22.339
 it

00:21:22.339 --> 00:21:22.500
 would

00:21:22.500 --> 00:21:22.599
 have

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 been

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 for

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 him

00:21:23.319 --> 00:21:23.899
 to

00:21:23.899 --> 00:21:24.699
 respond

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 with

00:21:25.079 --> 00:21:25.419
 that

00:21:25.419 --> 00:21:26.399
 moment

00:21:26.399 --> 00:21:26.599
 of

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 discouragement

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 well

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 I've

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 had

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 enough

00:21:28.500 --> 00:21:28.619
 of

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 this

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 church

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 it's

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 not

00:21:29.379 --> 00:21:29.619
 suiting

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 my

00:21:29.839 --> 00:21:30.079
 needs

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 I'm

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 done

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 I'm

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 done

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 how

00:21:36.079 --> 00:21:36.500
 easy

00:21:36.500 --> 00:21:36.639
 it

00:21:36.639 --> 00:21:36.719
 would

00:21:36.719 --> 00:21:36.779
 have

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 been

00:21:36.919 --> 00:21:37.039
 for

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 him

00:21:37.119 --> 00:21:37.199
 to

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 respond

00:21:37.559 --> 00:21:37.740
 with

00:21:37.740 --> 00:21:37.919
 that

00:21:37.919 --> 00:21:38.459
 but

00:21:38.459 --> 00:21:39.279
 courage

00:21:39.279 --> 00:21:39.659
 he

00:21:39.659 --> 00:21:40.059
 pressed

00:21:40.059 --> 00:21:40.619
 on

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 for

00:21:41.059 --> 00:21:41.319
 another

00:21:41.319 --> 00:21:41.899
 four

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 decades

00:21:42.519 --> 00:21:43.119
 of

00:21:43.119 --> 00:21:43.960
 fruitful

00:21:43.960 --> 00:21:44.440
 ministry

00:21:44.440 --> 00:21:45.039
 on the

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 island

00:21:45.399 --> 00:21:45.599
 of

00:21:45.599 --> 00:21:46.139
 Inewa

00:21:46.139 --> 00:21:46.859
 and in

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 fact

00:21:47.059 --> 00:21:47.480
 around

00:21:47.480 --> 00:21:47.659
 the

00:21:47.659 --> 00:21:47.960
 world

00:21:47.960 --> 00:21:48.220
 they

00:21:48.220 --> 00:21:48.519
 reckon

00:21:48.519 --> 00:21:48.899
 John

00:21:48.899 --> 00:21:49.379
 Patton

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 was

00:21:50.179 --> 00:21:50.879
 the

00:21:50.879 --> 00:21:51.740
 impetus

00:21:51.740 --> 00:21:51.960
 that

00:21:51.960 --> 00:21:52.299
 God

00:21:52.299 --> 00:21:52.839
 used

00:21:52.839 --> 00:21:53.279
 to

00:21:53.279 --> 00:21:54.159
 increase

00:21:54.159 --> 00:21:54.700
 global

00:21:54.700 --> 00:21:55.139
 mission

00:21:55.139 --> 00:21:55.799
 in a

00:21:55.799 --> 00:21:56.460
 remarkable

00:21:56.460 --> 00:21:56.980
 way

00:21:56.980 --> 00:21:57.299
 from

00:21:57.299 --> 00:21:57.599
 Europe

00:21:57.599 --> 00:21:57.779
 to

00:21:57.779 --> 00:21:58.019
 other

00:21:58.019 --> 00:21:58.359
 parts

00:21:58.359 --> 00:21:58.480
 of

00:21:58.480 --> 00:21:58.599
 the

00:21:58.599 --> 00:21:58.839
 world

00:21:58.839 --> 00:22:02.959
 most

00:22:02.959 --> 00:22:03.059
 of

00:22:03.059 --> 00:22:03.139
 us

00:22:03.139 --> 00:22:03.279
 don't

00:22:03.279 --> 00:22:03.399
 even

00:22:03.399 --> 00:22:03.559
 know

00:22:03.559 --> 00:22:03.679
 he

00:22:03.679 --> 00:22:04.119
 existed

00:22:04.119 --> 00:22:06.779
 so

00:22:06.779 --> 00:22:07.220
 let me

00:22:07.220 --> 00:22:07.480
 just

00:22:07.480 --> 00:22:08.019
 go

00:22:08.019 --> 00:22:08.299
 now

00:22:08.299 --> 00:22:08.500
 to

00:22:08.500 --> 00:22:08.720
 the

00:22:08.720 --> 00:22:09.179
 source

00:22:09.179 --> 00:22:09.399
 of

00:22:09.399 --> 00:22:09.599
 John

00:22:09.599 --> 00:22:10.000
 Patton's

00:22:10.000 --> 00:22:10.399
 courage

00:22:10.399 --> 00:22:11.879
 because

00:22:11.879 --> 00:22:12.539
 where did

00:22:12.539 --> 00:22:12.679
 this

00:22:12.679 --> 00:22:13.139
 remarkable

00:22:13.139 --> 00:22:13.720
 courage

00:22:13.720 --> 00:22:14.480
 for the

00:22:14.480 --> 00:22:14.659
 cause

00:22:14.659 --> 00:22:14.759
 of

00:22:14.759 --> 00:22:14.939
 Christ

00:22:14.939 --> 00:22:15.240
 come

00:22:15.240 --> 00:22:15.539
 from

00:22:15.539 --> 00:22:16.139
 now

00:22:16.139 --> 00:22:16.279
 there

00:22:16.279 --> 00:22:16.359
 are

00:22:16.359 --> 00:22:16.539
 a

00:22:16.539 --> 00:22:16.759
 number

00:22:16.759 --> 00:22:16.939
 of

00:22:16.939 --> 00:22:17.119
 things

00:22:17.119 --> 00:22:17.399
 let me

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 say

00:22:17.759 --> 00:22:18.059
 I

00:22:18.059 --> 00:22:18.419
 think

00:22:18.419 --> 00:22:19.059
 that

00:22:19.059 --> 00:22:19.480
 each

00:22:19.480 --> 00:22:19.759
 one

00:22:19.759 --> 00:22:19.959
 of

00:22:19.959 --> 00:22:20.439
 these

00:22:20.439 --> 00:22:21.699
 things

00:22:21.699 --> 00:22:22.220
 would

00:22:22.220 --> 00:22:22.439
 be

00:22:22.439 --> 00:22:22.720
 a

00:22:22.720 --> 00:22:23.019
 sermon

00:22:23.019 --> 00:22:23.419
 in

00:22:23.419 --> 00:22:23.539
 and

00:22:23.539 --> 00:22:23.679
 of

00:22:23.679 --> 00:22:24.279
 itself

00:22:24.279 --> 00:22:27.599
 I've

00:22:27.599 --> 00:22:27.799
 already

00:22:27.799 --> 00:22:28.799
 referred

00:22:28.799 --> 00:22:29.039
 to

00:22:29.039 --> 00:22:29.259
 his

00:22:29.259 --> 00:22:29.619
 trust

00:22:29.619 --> 00:22:29.759
 in

00:22:29.759 --> 00:22:30.119
 God's

00:22:30.119 --> 00:22:30.599
 sovereignty

00:22:30.599 --> 00:22:31.879
 God's

00:22:31.879 --> 00:22:32.680
 control

00:22:32.680 --> 00:22:33.079
 over

00:22:33.079 --> 00:22:33.419
 all

00:22:33.419 --> 00:22:34.240
 circumstances

00:22:34.240 --> 00:22:35.500
 including

00:22:35.500 --> 00:22:37.819
 including

00:22:37.819 --> 00:22:38.139
 the

00:22:38.139 --> 00:22:38.740
 ability

00:22:38.740 --> 00:22:39.879
 of a

00:22:39.879 --> 00:22:40.259
 native

00:22:40.259 --> 00:22:40.680
 with a

00:22:40.680 --> 00:22:41.079
 musket

00:22:41.079 --> 00:22:41.639
 to pull

00:22:41.639 --> 00:22:41.799
 the

00:22:41.799 --> 00:22:42.099
 trigger

00:22:42.099 --> 00:22:44.099
 of that

00:22:44.099 --> 00:22:44.559
 musket

00:22:44.559 --> 00:22:45.720
 he said

00:22:45.720 --> 00:22:46.200
 that guy

00:22:46.200 --> 00:22:46.680
 will not

00:22:46.680 --> 00:22:47.000
 be able

00:22:47.000 --> 00:22:47.359
 to do

00:22:47.359 --> 00:22:47.659
 that

00:22:47.659 --> 00:22:47.839
 if

00:22:47.839 --> 00:22:48.059
 God

00:22:48.059 --> 00:22:48.220
 does

00:22:48.220 --> 00:22:48.379
 not

00:22:48.379 --> 00:22:48.720
 enable

00:22:48.720 --> 00:22:48.879
 him

00:22:48.879 --> 00:22:48.980
 to

00:22:48.980 --> 00:22:49.139
 do

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 that

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 totally

00:22:50.879 --> 00:22:51.119
 under

00:22:51.119 --> 00:22:51.399
 God's

00:22:51.399 --> 00:22:51.779
 control

00:22:51.779 --> 00:22:54.720
 he

00:22:54.720 --> 00:22:54.940
 also

00:22:54.940 --> 00:22:55.159
 had a

00:22:55.159 --> 00:22:55.299
 very

00:22:55.299 --> 00:22:55.599
 strong

00:22:55.599 --> 00:22:56.220
 sense

00:22:56.220 --> 00:22:56.399
 of

00:22:56.399 --> 00:22:56.700
 God's

00:22:56.700 --> 00:22:57.159
 call

00:22:57.159 --> 00:22:57.319
 on

00:22:57.319 --> 00:22:57.500
 his

00:22:57.500 --> 00:22:57.759
 life

00:22:57.759 --> 00:22:57.879
 to

00:22:57.879 --> 00:22:57.980
 be

00:22:57.980 --> 00:22:58.099
 a

00:22:58.099 --> 00:22:58.399
 missionary

00:22:58.400 --> 00:22:58.980
 to

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 the

00:22:59.180 --> 00:22:59.420
 southern

00:22:59.420 --> 00:22:59.980
 seas

00:22:59.980 --> 00:23:00.680
 but

00:23:00.680 --> 00:23:00.780
 I

00:23:00.780 --> 00:23:00.920
 want

00:23:00.920 --> 00:23:01.280
 to

00:23:01.280 --> 00:23:01.500
 mention

00:23:01.500 --> 00:23:01.980
 two

00:23:01.980 --> 00:23:04.040
 firstly

00:23:04.040 --> 00:23:05.440
 his

00:23:05.440 --> 00:23:05.780
 courage

00:23:05.780 --> 00:23:06.040
 came

00:23:06.040 --> 00:23:06.220
 from

00:23:06.220 --> 00:23:06.400
 his

00:23:06.400 --> 00:23:06.840
 father

00:23:06.840 --> 00:23:07.980
 James

00:23:07.980 --> 00:23:08.440
 Patton

00:23:08.440 --> 00:23:08.640
 that

00:23:08.640 --> 00:23:08.759
 is

00:23:08.759 --> 00:23:08.880
 a

00:23:08.880 --> 00:23:09.019
 guy

00:23:09.019 --> 00:23:09.220
 like

00:23:09.220 --> 00:23:09.420
 John

00:23:09.420 --> 00:23:09.840
 Patton

00:23:09.840 --> 00:23:10.360
 doesn't

00:23:10.360 --> 00:23:11.200
 come

00:23:11.200 --> 00:23:11.500
 from

00:23:11.500 --> 00:23:11.700
 a

00:23:11.700 --> 00:23:12.340
 vacuum

00:23:12.340 --> 00:23:14.920
 even

00:23:14.920 --> 00:23:15.220
 if you

00:23:15.220 --> 00:23:15.440
 don't

00:23:15.440 --> 00:23:15.660
 read

00:23:15.660 --> 00:23:16.180
 anything

00:23:16.180 --> 00:23:16.680
 else

00:23:16.680 --> 00:23:17.000
 in

00:23:17.000 --> 00:23:17.259
 this

00:23:17.259 --> 00:23:18.240
 autobiography

00:23:18.240 --> 00:23:19.480
 the

00:23:19.480 --> 00:23:20.080
 tribute

00:23:20.080 --> 00:23:20.380
 that

00:23:20.380 --> 00:23:20.540
 he

00:23:20.540 --> 00:23:21.160
 pays

00:23:21.160 --> 00:23:21.320
 to

00:23:21.320 --> 00:23:21.580
 his

00:23:21.580 --> 00:23:22.200
 father

00:23:22.200 --> 00:23:23.480
 is

00:23:23.480 --> 00:23:24.140
 worth

00:23:24.140 --> 00:23:24.320
 the

00:23:24.320 --> 00:23:24.680
 price

00:23:24.680 --> 00:23:24.840
 of

00:23:24.840 --> 00:23:25.120
 buying

00:23:25.120 --> 00:23:25.300
 it

00:23:25.299 --> 00:23:25.559
 if

00:23:25.559 --> 00:23:25.720
 you

00:23:25.720 --> 00:23:25.960
 can

00:23:25.960 --> 00:23:28.659
 buy

00:23:28.659 --> 00:23:28.819
 it

00:23:28.819 --> 00:23:29.099
 anymore

00:23:29.099 --> 00:23:29.220
 I'm

00:23:29.220 --> 00:23:29.319
 not

00:23:29.319 --> 00:23:29.419
 sure

00:23:29.419 --> 00:23:29.519
 if

00:23:29.519 --> 00:23:29.619
 you

00:23:29.619 --> 00:23:29.980
 can

00:23:29.980 --> 00:23:31.419
 it

00:23:31.419 --> 00:23:31.619
 is

00:23:31.619 --> 00:23:32.319
 remarkable

00:23:32.319 --> 00:23:32.579
 the

00:23:32.579 --> 00:23:32.899
 first

00:23:32.899 --> 00:23:34.399
 75

00:23:34.399 --> 00:23:34.879
 80

00:23:34.879 --> 00:23:35.500
 pages

00:23:35.500 --> 00:23:36.799
 absolute

00:23:36.799 --> 00:23:37.759
 remarkable

00:23:37.759 --> 00:23:38.200
 tribute

00:23:38.200 --> 00:23:38.419
 to

00:23:38.419 --> 00:23:38.579
 his

00:23:38.579 --> 00:23:38.940
 father

00:23:38.940 --> 00:23:42.420
 father

00:23:42.420 --> 00:23:43.140
 his

00:23:43.140 --> 00:23:43.180
 father's

00:23:43.180 --> 00:23:43.720
 prayer

00:23:43.720 --> 00:23:44.539
 life

00:23:44.539 --> 00:23:45.220
 stands

00:23:45.220 --> 00:23:45.620
 out

00:23:45.620 --> 00:23:46.320
 particularly

00:23:46.320 --> 00:23:46.759
 as

00:23:46.759 --> 00:23:47.120
 being

00:23:47.120 --> 00:23:48.180
 extraordinary

00:23:48.180 --> 00:23:49.140
 and it

00:23:49.140 --> 00:23:49.559
 had a

00:23:49.559 --> 00:23:49.840
 deep

00:23:49.840 --> 00:23:50.420
 impact

00:23:50.420 --> 00:23:50.799
 upon

00:23:50.799 --> 00:23:51.140
 his

00:23:51.140 --> 00:23:51.600
 children

00:23:51.600 --> 00:23:52.960
 there

00:23:52.960 --> 00:23:53.259
 was a

00:23:53.259 --> 00:23:53.600
 small

00:23:53.600 --> 00:23:54.059
 room

00:23:54.059 --> 00:23:54.340
 in

00:23:54.340 --> 00:23:54.600
 their

00:23:54.600 --> 00:23:55.620
 little

00:23:55.620 --> 00:23:58.400
 little

00:23:58.400 --> 00:23:58.960
 cottage

00:23:58.960 --> 00:23:59.320
 that they

00:23:59.320 --> 00:23:59.559
 had

00:23:59.559 --> 00:23:59.820
 a very

00:23:59.820 --> 00:24:00.320
 small

00:24:00.320 --> 00:24:00.900
 cottage

00:24:00.900 --> 00:24:02.140
 like

00:24:02.140 --> 00:24:02.480
 three

00:24:02.480 --> 00:24:03.000
 bedrooms

00:24:03.000 --> 00:24:03.320
 three

00:24:03.320 --> 00:24:03.740
 rooms

00:24:03.740 --> 00:24:03.880
 sorry

00:24:03.880 --> 00:24:04.019
 not

00:24:04.019 --> 00:24:04.180
 three

00:24:04.180 --> 00:24:04.420
 bedrooms

00:24:04.420 --> 00:24:04.720
 three

00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:05.240
 rooms

00:24:05.240 --> 00:24:06.480
 I can't

00:24:06.480 --> 00:24:06.660
 remember

00:24:06.660 --> 00:24:06.860
 I think

00:24:06.860 --> 00:24:07.000
 there

00:24:07.000 --> 00:24:07.180
 was

00:24:07.180 --> 00:24:07.500
 like

00:24:07.500 --> 00:24:08.240
 eight

00:24:08.240 --> 00:24:08.680
 kids

00:24:08.680 --> 00:24:09.120
 raised

00:24:09.120 --> 00:24:09.500
 there

00:24:09.500 --> 00:24:10.380
 very

00:24:10.380 --> 00:24:10.700
 different

00:24:10.700 --> 00:24:10.920
 from

00:24:10.920 --> 00:24:11.320
 nowadays

00:24:11.320 --> 00:24:11.799
 where

00:24:11.799 --> 00:24:12.380
 parents

00:24:12.380 --> 00:24:12.640
 need

00:24:12.640 --> 00:24:13.140
 retreats

00:24:13.140 --> 00:24:13.220
 and

00:24:13.220 --> 00:24:13.600
 everything

00:24:13.600 --> 00:24:15.860
 and his

00:24:15.860 --> 00:24:16.160
 dad

00:24:16.160 --> 00:24:16.519
 would go

00:24:16.519 --> 00:24:16.840
 to that

00:24:16.840 --> 00:24:17.220
 small

00:24:17.220 --> 00:24:17.620
 room

00:24:17.620 --> 00:24:18.080
 and he

00:24:18.080 --> 00:24:18.299
 would

00:24:18.299 --> 00:24:18.820
 pray

00:24:18.820 --> 00:24:19.620
 it was

00:24:19.620 --> 00:24:19.900
 called

00:24:19.900 --> 00:24:20.100
 the

00:24:20.100 --> 00:24:20.500
 closet

00:24:20.500 --> 00:24:21.160
 he

00:24:21.160 --> 00:24:21.360
 would

00:24:21.360 --> 00:24:21.880
 pray

00:24:21.880 --> 00:24:22.880
 and the

00:24:22.880 --> 00:24:23.299
 impact

00:24:23.299 --> 00:24:23.560
 on

00:24:23.560 --> 00:24:23.860
 John

00:24:23.860 --> 00:24:24.380
 Patton

00:24:24.380 --> 00:24:24.880
 was

00:24:24.880 --> 00:24:25.560
 immense

00:24:25.560 --> 00:24:27.100
 how

00:24:27.100 --> 00:24:27.360
 much

00:24:27.360 --> 00:24:27.560
 my

00:24:27.560 --> 00:24:28.019
 father's

00:24:28.019 --> 00:24:28.279
 prayer

00:24:28.279 --> 00:24:28.600
 at this

00:24:28.600 --> 00:24:28.920
 time

00:24:28.920 --> 00:24:29.400
 impressed

00:24:29.400 --> 00:24:29.680
 me

00:24:29.680 --> 00:24:29.940
 I

00:24:29.940 --> 00:24:30.160
 can

00:24:30.160 --> 00:24:30.400
 never

00:24:30.400 --> 00:24:30.960
 explain

00:24:30.960 --> 00:24:32.740
 when

00:24:32.740 --> 00:24:33.039
 on

00:24:33.039 --> 00:24:33.340
 his

00:24:33.340 --> 00:24:33.940
 knees

00:24:33.940 --> 00:24:35.160
 and

00:24:35.160 --> 00:24:35.400
 all

00:24:35.400 --> 00:24:35.660
 of us

00:24:35.660 --> 00:24:36.019
 kneeling

00:24:36.019 --> 00:24:36.380
 around

00:24:36.380 --> 00:24:36.560
 him

00:24:36.560 --> 00:24:36.740
 in

00:24:36.740 --> 00:24:37.060
 family

00:24:37.060 --> 00:24:37.560
 worship

00:24:37.560 --> 00:24:37.980
 we

00:24:37.980 --> 00:24:38.860
 he poured

00:24:38.860 --> 00:24:39.360
 out his

00:24:39.360 --> 00:24:39.720
 whole

00:24:39.720 --> 00:24:40.380
 soul

00:24:40.380 --> 00:24:41.360
 with tears

00:24:41.360 --> 00:24:41.680
 for the

00:24:41.680 --> 00:24:42.160
 conversion

00:24:42.160 --> 00:24:42.420
 of the

00:24:42.420 --> 00:24:42.720
 heathen

00:24:42.720 --> 00:24:43.099
 world

00:24:43.099 --> 00:24:43.759
 to the

00:24:43.759 --> 00:24:44.140
 service

00:24:44.140 --> 00:24:44.360
 of

00:24:44.360 --> 00:24:44.680
 Jesus

00:24:44.680 --> 00:24:45.660
 and for

00:24:45.660 --> 00:24:46.220
 every

00:24:46.220 --> 00:24:47.200
 personal

00:24:47.200 --> 00:24:48.000
 and domestic

00:24:48.000 --> 00:24:48.460
 need

00:24:48.460 --> 00:24:49.259
 we all

00:24:49.259 --> 00:24:49.599
 felt

00:24:49.599 --> 00:24:50.160
 as if

00:24:50.160 --> 00:24:50.579
 in the

00:24:50.579 --> 00:24:51.039
 presence

00:24:51.039 --> 00:24:51.420
 of the

00:24:51.420 --> 00:24:51.700
 living

00:24:51.700 --> 00:24:52.420
 saviour

00:24:52.420 --> 00:24:53.720
 and learned

00:24:53.720 --> 00:24:54.579
 to know

00:24:54.579 --> 00:24:55.220
 and love

00:24:55.220 --> 00:24:55.740
 him as

00:24:55.740 --> 00:24:55.940
 our

00:24:55.940 --> 00:24:56.519
 divine

00:24:56.519 --> 00:24:57.539
 friend

00:24:57.539 --> 00:25:00.359
 prayer

00:25:00.359 --> 00:25:00.379
 prayer

00:25:00.379 --> 00:25:00.859
 covered

00:25:00.859 --> 00:25:01.240
 his

00:25:01.240 --> 00:25:02.220
 discipline

00:25:02.220 --> 00:25:02.859
 of

00:25:02.859 --> 00:25:03.099
 his

00:25:03.099 --> 00:25:03.639
 children

00:25:03.639 --> 00:25:09.420
 challenged

00:25:09.420 --> 00:25:10.039
 by this

00:25:10.039 --> 00:25:11.359
 if

00:25:11.359 --> 00:25:11.879
 anything

00:25:11.879 --> 00:25:13.039
 really

00:25:13.039 --> 00:25:14.039
 serious

00:25:14.039 --> 00:25:15.279
 this is

00:25:15.279 --> 00:25:16.519
 if

00:25:16.519 --> 00:25:16.899
 anything

00:25:16.899 --> 00:25:17.299
 really

00:25:17.299 --> 00:25:17.779
 serious

00:25:17.779 --> 00:25:18.420
 required

00:25:18.420 --> 00:25:18.759
 us

00:25:18.759 --> 00:25:19.119
 to be

00:25:19.119 --> 00:25:19.659
 punished

00:25:19.659 --> 00:25:20.639
 he

00:25:20.639 --> 00:25:21.259
 retired

00:25:21.259 --> 00:25:21.779
 first

00:25:21.779 --> 00:25:22.139
 to his

00:25:22.139 --> 00:25:22.559
 closet

00:25:22.559 --> 00:25:22.799
 for

00:25:22.799 --> 00:25:23.200
 prayer

00:25:23.200 --> 00:25:24.799
 and we

00:25:24.799 --> 00:25:25.420
 boys

00:25:25.420 --> 00:25:26.039
 got to

00:25:26.039 --> 00:25:26.819
 understand

00:25:26.819 --> 00:25:27.460
 that he

00:25:27.460 --> 00:25:27.960
 was laying

00:25:27.960 --> 00:25:28.440
 the whole

00:25:28.440 --> 00:25:28.840
 matter

00:25:28.840 --> 00:25:29.200
 before

00:25:29.200 --> 00:25:29.740
 God

00:25:29.740 --> 00:25:36.180
 this is a

00:25:36.180 --> 00:25:36.360
 man

00:25:36.360 --> 00:25:36.940
 let me just

00:25:36.940 --> 00:25:37.799
 pause

00:25:37.799 --> 00:25:38.860
 before I

00:25:38.860 --> 00:25:39.400
 say anything

00:25:39.400 --> 00:25:39.680
 else

00:25:39.680 --> 00:25:40.600
 this is a

00:25:40.600 --> 00:25:41.100
 man

00:25:41.100 --> 00:25:42.400
 60 odd

00:25:42.400 --> 00:25:43.100
 years later

00:25:43.100 --> 00:25:44.019
 reflecting on

00:25:44.019 --> 00:25:44.559
 this as a

00:25:44.559 --> 00:25:44.819
 kid

00:25:44.819 --> 00:25:48.159
 we

00:25:48.159 --> 00:25:48.659
 loved

00:25:48.659 --> 00:25:48.879
 him

00:25:48.879 --> 00:25:49.240
 all

00:25:49.240 --> 00:25:49.439
 the

00:25:49.439 --> 00:25:49.899
 more

00:25:49.899 --> 00:25:51.859
 when

00:25:51.859 --> 00:25:52.119
 we

00:25:52.119 --> 00:25:52.779
 saw

00:25:52.779 --> 00:25:53.500
 how

00:25:53.500 --> 00:25:53.980
 much

00:25:53.980 --> 00:25:54.200
 it

00:25:54.200 --> 00:25:54.619
 cost

00:25:54.619 --> 00:25:54.960
 him

00:25:54.960 --> 00:25:55.179
 to

00:25:55.179 --> 00:25:55.559
 punish

00:25:55.559 --> 00:25:56.059
 us

00:25:56.059 --> 00:25:58.700
 we

00:25:58.700 --> 00:25:58.939
 were

00:25:58.939 --> 00:25:59.259
 ruled

00:25:59.259 --> 00:25:59.500
 by

00:25:59.500 --> 00:26:00.039
 love

00:26:00.039 --> 00:26:00.879
 far

00:26:00.879 --> 00:26:01.119
 more

00:26:01.119 --> 00:26:01.299
 than

00:26:01.299 --> 00:26:01.720
 fear

00:26:01.720 --> 00:26:05.039
 and

00:26:05.039 --> 00:26:05.200
 then

00:26:05.200 --> 00:26:05.460
 there's

00:26:05.460 --> 00:26:05.659
 this

00:26:05.659 --> 00:26:05.980
 quote

00:26:05.980 --> 00:26:06.480
 about

00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:06.819
 his

00:26:06.819 --> 00:26:07.240
 dad

00:26:07.240 --> 00:26:08.939
 no

00:26:08.939 --> 00:26:09.279
 hurry

00:26:09.279 --> 00:26:09.500
 for

00:26:09.500 --> 00:26:09.919
 market

00:26:09.919 --> 00:26:11.019
 no

00:26:11.019 --> 00:26:11.399
 rush

00:26:11.399 --> 00:26:11.579
 to

00:26:11.579 --> 00:26:12.059
 business

00:26:12.059 --> 00:26:13.279
 no

00:26:13.279 --> 00:26:14.039
 arrival

00:26:14.039 --> 00:26:14.579
 of

00:26:14.579 --> 00:26:15.460
 friends

00:26:15.460 --> 00:26:15.699
 or

00:26:15.699 --> 00:26:16.139
 guests

00:26:16.139 --> 00:26:17.199
 no

00:26:17.199 --> 00:26:17.679
 trouble

00:26:17.679 --> 00:26:18.039
 or

00:26:18.039 --> 00:26:18.480
 sorrow

00:26:18.480 --> 00:26:19.299
 no

00:26:19.299 --> 00:26:19.839
 joy

00:26:19.839 --> 00:26:20.139
 or

00:26:20.139 --> 00:26:20.839
 excitement

00:26:20.839 --> 00:26:22.179
 ever

00:26:22.179 --> 00:26:23.519
 ever

00:26:23.519 --> 00:26:24.259
 prevented

00:26:24.259 --> 00:26:24.799
 us

00:26:24.799 --> 00:26:25.519
 at least

00:26:25.519 --> 00:26:25.960
 kneeling

00:26:25.960 --> 00:26:26.539
 around

00:26:26.539 --> 00:26:27.359
 while

00:26:27.359 --> 00:26:27.659
 our

00:26:27.659 --> 00:26:27.980
 father

00:26:27.980 --> 00:26:28.359
 led

00:26:28.359 --> 00:26:28.659
 our

00:26:28.659 --> 00:26:29.000
 prayers

00:26:29.000 --> 00:26:29.199
 to

00:26:29.199 --> 00:26:29.579
 God

00:26:29.579 --> 00:26:29.839
 and

00:26:29.839 --> 00:26:30.179
 offered

00:26:30.179 --> 00:26:30.639
 himself

00:26:30.639 --> 00:26:30.819
 and

00:26:30.819 --> 00:26:31.000
 his

00:26:31.000 --> 00:26:31.299
 children

00:26:31.299 --> 00:26:31.480
 to

00:26:31.480 --> 00:26:31.699
 there

00:26:31.699 --> 00:26:35.539
 James

00:26:35.539 --> 00:26:35.980
 Patton's

00:26:35.980 --> 00:26:36.299
 commitment

00:26:36.299 --> 00:26:36.679
 to his

00:26:36.679 --> 00:26:37.000
 local

00:26:37.000 --> 00:26:37.599
 church

00:26:37.599 --> 00:26:38.679
 also

00:26:38.679 --> 00:26:39.220
 had a

00:26:39.220 --> 00:26:39.960
 remarkable

00:26:39.960 --> 00:26:40.639
 impact

00:26:40.639 --> 00:26:41.039
 on the

00:26:41.039 --> 00:26:41.259
 young

00:26:41.259 --> 00:26:41.659
 John

00:26:41.659 --> 00:26:42.599
 James

00:26:42.599 --> 00:26:43.000
 was an

00:26:43.000 --> 00:26:43.240
 elder

00:26:43.240 --> 00:26:43.500
 in the

00:26:43.500 --> 00:26:44.079
 Presbyterian

00:26:44.079 --> 00:26:44.579
 church

00:26:44.579 --> 00:26:45.379
 in

00:26:45.379 --> 00:26:45.819
 Scotland

00:26:45.819 --> 00:26:46.099
 it was

00:26:46.099 --> 00:26:46.279
 about

00:26:46.279 --> 00:26:46.539
 four

00:26:46.539 --> 00:26:46.939
 miles

00:26:46.939 --> 00:26:47.220
 away

00:26:47.220 --> 00:26:47.399
 from

00:26:47.399 --> 00:26:47.539
 the

00:26:47.539 --> 00:26:47.899
 family

00:26:47.899 --> 00:26:49.000
 cottage

00:26:49.000 --> 00:26:50.439
 and

00:26:50.439 --> 00:26:50.599
 in

00:26:50.599 --> 00:26:51.099
 40

00:26:51.099 --> 00:26:51.879
 years

00:26:51.879 --> 00:26:54.980
 in

00:26:54.980 --> 00:26:55.480
 40

00:26:55.480 --> 00:26:55.939
 years

00:26:55.939 --> 00:26:56.139
 he

00:26:56.139 --> 00:26:56.399
 missed

00:26:56.399 --> 00:26:56.699
 church

00:26:56.699 --> 00:26:56.980
 three

00:26:56.980 --> 00:26:57.500
 times

00:26:57.500 --> 00:27:01.980
 40

00:27:01.980 --> 00:27:02.519
 years

00:27:02.519 --> 00:27:05.779
 and

00:27:05.779 --> 00:27:06.019
 just

00:27:06.019 --> 00:27:06.279
 so

00:27:06.279 --> 00:27:06.599
 that we

00:27:06.599 --> 00:27:07.039
 know

00:27:07.039 --> 00:27:07.339
 that

00:27:07.339 --> 00:27:07.619
 that's

00:27:07.619 --> 00:27:07.960
 not

00:27:07.960 --> 00:27:08.319
 an

00:27:08.319 --> 00:27:09.359
 exaggeration

00:27:09.359 --> 00:27:10.979
 John

00:27:10.979 --> 00:27:11.459
 mentions

00:27:11.459 --> 00:27:11.679
 the

00:27:11.679 --> 00:27:11.859
 three

00:27:11.859 --> 00:27:12.359
 times

00:27:12.359 --> 00:27:15.000
 once

00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:15.259
 when

00:27:15.259 --> 00:27:15.379
 the

00:27:15.379 --> 00:27:15.859
 snow

00:27:15.859 --> 00:27:16.219
 was

00:27:16.219 --> 00:27:16.459
 so

00:27:16.459 --> 00:27:16.819
 deep

00:27:16.819 --> 00:27:16.939
 it

00:27:16.939 --> 00:27:17.079
 was

00:27:17.079 --> 00:27:17.699
 impossible

00:27:17.699 --> 00:27:18.359
 couldn't

00:27:18.359 --> 00:27:18.539
 get

00:27:18.539 --> 00:27:18.839
 there

00:27:18.839 --> 00:27:21.240
 secondly

00:27:21.240 --> 00:27:22.539
 once

00:27:22.539 --> 00:27:22.740
 when

00:27:22.740 --> 00:27:22.919
 the

00:27:22.919 --> 00:27:23.240
 ice

00:27:23.240 --> 00:27:23.439
 was

00:27:23.439 --> 00:27:23.719
 so

00:27:23.719 --> 00:27:24.299
 bad

00:27:24.299 --> 00:27:24.919
 that

00:27:24.919 --> 00:27:25.159
 his

00:27:25.159 --> 00:27:25.559
 father

00:27:25.559 --> 00:27:25.839
 was

00:27:25.839 --> 00:27:26.199
 forced

00:27:26.199 --> 00:27:26.439
 to

00:27:26.439 --> 00:27:26.779
 crawl

00:27:26.779 --> 00:27:27.139
 back

00:27:27.139 --> 00:27:27.539
 home

00:27:27.539 --> 00:27:27.899
 on

00:27:27.899 --> 00:27:28.379
 hands

00:27:28.379 --> 00:27:28.559
 and

00:27:28.559 --> 00:27:28.959
 knees

00:27:28.959 --> 00:27:29.559
 because

00:27:29.559 --> 00:27:29.759
 he

00:27:29.759 --> 00:27:29.919
 had

00:27:29.919 --> 00:27:30.199
 fallen

00:27:30.199 --> 00:27:30.619
 over

00:27:30.619 --> 00:27:31.059
 multiple

00:27:31.059 --> 00:27:31.479
 times

00:27:31.479 --> 00:27:31.899
 attempting

00:27:31.899 --> 00:27:32.240
 to get

00:27:32.240 --> 00:27:32.399
 to

00:27:32.399 --> 00:27:32.759
 church

00:27:32.759 --> 00:27:34.680
 and

00:27:34.680 --> 00:27:35.079
 once

00:27:35.079 --> 00:27:35.299
 when

00:27:35.299 --> 00:27:35.480
 there

00:27:35.480 --> 00:27:35.619
 was

00:27:35.619 --> 00:27:35.799
 an

00:27:35.799 --> 00:27:36.279
 outbreak

00:27:36.279 --> 00:27:36.539
 of

00:27:36.539 --> 00:27:36.980
 cholera

00:27:36.980 --> 00:27:38.279
 and

00:27:38.279 --> 00:27:38.720
 all

00:27:38.720 --> 00:27:39.319
 commuting

00:27:39.319 --> 00:27:39.920
 between

00:27:39.920 --> 00:27:40.519
 villages

00:27:40.519 --> 00:27:40.920
 was

00:27:40.920 --> 00:27:41.480
 banned

00:27:41.480 --> 00:27:42.400
 and

00:27:42.400 --> 00:27:42.779
 just

00:27:42.779 --> 00:27:43.000
 to

00:27:43.000 --> 00:27:43.240
 make

00:27:43.240 --> 00:27:43.740
 sure

00:27:43.740 --> 00:27:44.619
 the

00:27:44.619 --> 00:27:45.019
 farmers

00:27:45.019 --> 00:27:45.400
 and

00:27:45.400 --> 00:27:45.559
 the

00:27:45.559 --> 00:27:45.879
 villagers

00:27:45.879 --> 00:27:46.279
 in

00:27:46.279 --> 00:27:46.539
 his

00:27:46.539 --> 00:27:47.180
 area

00:27:47.180 --> 00:27:48.599
 turned

00:27:48.599 --> 00:27:48.980
 up

00:27:48.980 --> 00:27:49.180
 to

00:27:49.180 --> 00:27:49.319
 the

00:27:49.319 --> 00:27:49.559
 pattern

00:27:49.559 --> 00:27:50.079
 home

00:27:50.079 --> 00:27:50.720
 to

00:27:50.720 --> 00:27:51.059
 plead

00:27:51.059 --> 00:27:51.339
 with

00:27:51.339 --> 00:27:51.720
 James

00:27:51.720 --> 00:27:52.140
 not

00:27:52.140 --> 00:27:52.339
 to

00:27:52.339 --> 00:27:52.480
 go

00:27:52.480 --> 00:27:52.660
 to

00:27:52.660 --> 00:27:53.059
 church

00:27:53.059 --> 00:27:53.599
 because

00:27:53.599 --> 00:27:53.759
 they

00:27:53.759 --> 00:27:53.980
 didn't

00:27:53.980 --> 00:27:54.220
 think

00:27:54.220 --> 00:27:54.599
 cholera

00:27:54.599 --> 00:27:54.799
 would

00:27:54.799 --> 00:27:55.059
 stop

00:27:55.059 --> 00:27:55.180
 him

00:27:55.180 --> 00:27:55.319
 from

00:27:55.319 --> 00:27:55.500
 going

00:27:55.500 --> 00:27:55.680
 to

00:27:55.680 --> 00:27:56.019
 church

00:27:56.019 --> 00:27:59.819
 this

00:27:59.819 --> 00:28:00.359
 commitment

00:28:00.359 --> 00:28:00.779
 to

00:28:00.779 --> 00:28:01.000
 a

00:28:01.000 --> 00:28:01.440
 public

00:28:01.440 --> 00:28:02.299
 devotional

00:28:02.299 --> 00:28:03.799
 I

00:28:03.799 --> 00:28:03.940
 mean

00:28:03.940 --> 00:28:04.200
 I

00:28:04.200 --> 00:28:04.419
 reckon

00:28:04.419 --> 00:28:05.139
 I

00:28:05.139 --> 00:28:05.279
 could

00:28:05.279 --> 00:28:05.440
 feel

00:28:05.440 --> 00:28:05.579
 like

00:28:05.579 --> 00:28:05.680
 I

00:28:05.680 --> 00:28:05.799
 could

00:28:05.799 --> 00:28:06.159
 stop

00:28:06.159 --> 00:28:06.579
 there

00:28:06.579 --> 00:28:07.000
 and

00:28:07.000 --> 00:28:07.119
 let

00:28:07.119 --> 00:28:07.240
 the

00:28:07.240 --> 00:28:07.399
 Holy

00:28:07.399 --> 00:28:07.720
 Spirit

00:28:07.720 --> 00:28:08.119
 challenge

00:28:08.119 --> 00:28:08.299
 all

00:28:08.299 --> 00:28:08.399
 of

00:28:08.399 --> 00:28:08.519
 us

00:28:08.519 --> 00:28:08.639
 on

00:28:08.639 --> 00:28:08.799
 that

00:28:08.799 --> 00:28:09.059
 one

00:28:09.059 --> 00:28:14.419
 this

00:28:14.419 --> 00:28:14.819
 commitment

00:28:14.819 --> 00:28:15.139
 to a

00:28:15.139 --> 00:28:15.359
 public

00:28:15.359 --> 00:28:15.839
 devotion

00:28:15.839 --> 00:28:16.180
 life

00:28:16.180 --> 00:28:16.460
 had a

00:28:16.460 --> 00:28:16.899
 profound

00:28:16.899 --> 00:28:17.639
 impact

00:28:17.639 --> 00:28:17.940
 on

00:28:17.940 --> 00:28:18.279
 John

00:28:18.279 --> 00:28:18.539
 and

00:28:18.539 --> 00:28:18.720
 his

00:28:18.720 --> 00:28:19.059
 brothers

00:28:19.059 --> 00:28:19.379
 and

00:28:19.379 --> 00:28:19.819
 sisters

00:28:19.819 --> 00:28:20.659
 he

00:28:20.659 --> 00:28:20.980
 wrote

00:28:20.980 --> 00:28:21.319
 each

00:28:21.319 --> 00:28:21.480
 of

00:28:21.480 --> 00:28:21.839
 us

00:28:21.839 --> 00:28:22.440
 from

00:28:22.440 --> 00:28:22.799
 very

00:28:22.799 --> 00:28:23.159
 early

00:28:23.159 --> 00:28:23.599
 days

00:28:23.599 --> 00:28:24.099
 considered

00:28:24.099 --> 00:28:24.319
 it

00:28:24.319 --> 00:28:24.700
 no

00:28:24.700 --> 00:28:25.279
 penalty

00:28:25.279 --> 00:28:27.119
 no

00:28:27.119 --> 00:28:27.379
 penalty

00:28:27.379 --> 00:28:27.759
 but a

00:28:27.759 --> 00:28:28.180
 great

00:28:28.180 --> 00:28:29.119
 joy

00:28:29.119 --> 00:28:29.819
 to

00:28:29.819 --> 00:28:30.099
 go

00:28:30.099 --> 00:28:30.299
 with

00:28:30.299 --> 00:28:30.480
 our

00:28:30.480 --> 00:28:30.819
 father

00:28:30.819 --> 00:28:31.039
 to

00:28:31.039 --> 00:28:31.480
 church

00:28:31.480 --> 00:28:33.599
 the

00:28:33.599 --> 00:28:34.099
 four

00:28:34.099 --> 00:28:35.039
 miles

00:28:35.039 --> 00:28:36.720
 were a

00:28:36.720 --> 00:28:37.180
 great

00:28:37.180 --> 00:28:37.839
 treat

00:28:37.839 --> 00:28:38.599
 to

00:28:38.599 --> 00:28:38.819
 our

00:28:38.819 --> 00:28:39.099
 young

00:28:39.099 --> 00:28:39.779
 spirits

00:28:39.779 --> 00:28:44.380
 one

00:28:44.380 --> 00:28:44.839
 scene

00:28:44.839 --> 00:28:46.079
 which

00:28:46.079 --> 00:28:46.519
 often

00:28:46.519 --> 00:28:47.559
 moves me

00:28:47.559 --> 00:28:48.400
 when I

00:28:48.400 --> 00:28:49.440
 read it

00:28:49.440 --> 00:28:50.019
 one scene

00:28:50.019 --> 00:28:50.839
 best captures

00:28:50.839 --> 00:28:51.420
 the depth

00:28:51.420 --> 00:28:51.900
 of love

00:28:51.900 --> 00:28:52.339
 and I'll

00:28:52.339 --> 00:28:52.660
 just give you

00:28:52.660 --> 00:28:53.059
 a shortened

00:28:53.059 --> 00:28:53.620
 version of

00:28:53.620 --> 00:28:53.759
 it

00:28:53.759 --> 00:28:54.759
 the depth

00:28:54.759 --> 00:28:55.180
 of love

00:28:55.180 --> 00:28:55.559
 between

00:28:55.559 --> 00:28:55.980
 John

00:28:55.980 --> 00:28:56.860
 and his

00:28:56.860 --> 00:28:57.319
 father

00:28:57.319 --> 00:28:58.160
 and the

00:28:58.160 --> 00:28:58.819
 power of

00:28:58.819 --> 00:28:59.440
 the impact

00:28:59.440 --> 00:29:00.180
 of John's

00:29:00.180 --> 00:29:00.740
 life

00:29:00.740 --> 00:29:01.299
 of

00:29:01.299 --> 00:29:02.799
 uncompromising

00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:04.000
 courage

00:29:04.000 --> 00:29:04.680
 and purity

00:29:04.680 --> 00:29:05.000
 for the

00:29:05.000 --> 00:29:05.380
 cause of

00:29:05.380 --> 00:29:05.779
 Christ

00:29:05.779 --> 00:29:07.279
 the time

00:29:07.279 --> 00:29:07.740
 came

00:29:07.740 --> 00:29:08.519
 for the

00:29:08.519 --> 00:29:08.740
 young

00:29:08.740 --> 00:29:09.160
 John

00:29:09.160 --> 00:29:09.840
 to

00:29:09.840 --> 00:29:11.700
 leave

00:29:11.700 --> 00:29:12.120
 home

00:29:12.120 --> 00:29:12.519
 he went

00:29:12.519 --> 00:29:12.740
 to

00:29:12.740 --> 00:29:13.220
 Glasgow

00:29:13.220 --> 00:29:13.620
 for

00:29:13.620 --> 00:29:14.060
 theological

00:29:14.060 --> 00:29:14.680
 training

00:29:14.680 --> 00:29:15.100
 he called

00:29:15.100 --> 00:29:15.539
 a divinity

00:29:15.539 --> 00:29:16.019
 school

00:29:16.019 --> 00:29:17.940
 from his

00:29:17.940 --> 00:29:18.519
 home

00:29:18.519 --> 00:29:19.259
 to the

00:29:19.259 --> 00:29:19.759
 train

00:29:19.759 --> 00:29:20.360
 station

00:29:20.360 --> 00:29:21.400
 was a

00:29:21.400 --> 00:29:22.700
 40 mile

00:29:22.700 --> 00:29:23.360
 walk

00:29:23.360 --> 00:29:24.440
 60

00:29:24.440 --> 00:29:24.980
 kilometres

00:29:24.980 --> 00:29:26.279
 walk

00:29:26.279 --> 00:29:27.320
 no Uber

00:29:27.320 --> 00:29:27.680
 or anything

00:29:27.680 --> 00:29:28.080
 back in

00:29:28.080 --> 00:29:28.519
 those days

00:29:28.519 --> 00:29:30.680
 and they

00:29:30.680 --> 00:29:31.000
 weren't

00:29:31.000 --> 00:29:31.720
 wealthy

00:29:31.720 --> 00:29:31.960
 enough

00:29:31.960 --> 00:29:32.200
 to own

00:29:32.200 --> 00:29:32.619
 a horse

00:29:32.619 --> 00:29:32.980
 or a

00:29:32.980 --> 00:29:33.279
 carriage

00:29:33.279 --> 00:29:33.579
 or anything

00:29:33.579 --> 00:29:34.180
 like that

00:29:34.180 --> 00:29:36.000
 and he

00:29:36.000 --> 00:29:36.299
 wrote

00:29:36.299 --> 00:29:37.519
 this is him

00:29:37.519 --> 00:29:38.099
 writing

00:29:38.099 --> 00:29:39.599
 40 years

00:29:39.599 --> 00:29:40.500
 after leaving

00:29:40.500 --> 00:29:40.960
 home

00:29:40.960 --> 00:29:41.379
 for this

00:29:41.379 --> 00:29:41.720
 journey

00:29:41.720 --> 00:29:44.720
 so

00:29:44.720 --> 00:29:45.680
 regard that

00:29:45.680 --> 00:29:46.119
 this is an

00:29:46.119 --> 00:29:46.819
 older man

00:29:46.819 --> 00:29:48.019
 my dear

00:29:48.019 --> 00:29:48.559
 father

00:29:48.559 --> 00:29:49.539
 walked with

00:29:49.539 --> 00:29:50.039
 me for the

00:29:50.039 --> 00:29:50.700
 first six

00:29:50.700 --> 00:29:51.339
 miles of

00:29:51.339 --> 00:29:51.819
 the way

00:29:51.819 --> 00:29:52.879
 his

00:29:52.879 --> 00:29:53.500
 counsel

00:29:53.500 --> 00:29:54.460
 and tears

00:29:54.460 --> 00:29:55.480
 and heavenly

00:29:55.480 --> 00:29:56.259
 conversation

00:29:56.259 --> 00:29:56.859
 on that

00:29:56.859 --> 00:29:57.220
 parting

00:29:57.220 --> 00:29:57.620
 journey

00:29:57.620 --> 00:29:58.140
 are as

00:29:58.140 --> 00:29:58.660
 fresh

00:29:58.660 --> 00:29:59.519
 in my

00:29:59.519 --> 00:30:00.220
 heart

00:30:00.220 --> 00:30:01.259
 as it

00:30:01.259 --> 00:30:01.680
 had been

00:30:01.680 --> 00:30:02.000
 but

00:30:02.000 --> 00:30:02.600
 yesterday

00:30:02.600 --> 00:30:04.339
 and tears

00:30:04.339 --> 00:30:04.960
 are on my

00:30:04.960 --> 00:30:05.240
 cheek

00:30:05.240 --> 00:30:05.759
 as freely

00:30:05.759 --> 00:30:06.279
 now

00:30:06.279 --> 00:30:07.079
 as then

00:30:07.079 --> 00:30:08.640
 whenever

00:30:08.640 --> 00:30:09.180
 memory

00:30:09.180 --> 00:30:09.839
 steals me

00:30:09.839 --> 00:30:10.180
 away

00:30:10.180 --> 00:30:10.620
 to that

00:30:10.620 --> 00:30:11.100
 scene

00:30:11.100 --> 00:30:12.480
 for the

00:30:12.480 --> 00:30:12.860
 last

00:30:12.860 --> 00:30:13.380
 half

00:30:13.380 --> 00:30:13.960
 mile

00:30:13.960 --> 00:30:14.640
 or so

00:30:14.640 --> 00:30:15.240
 we walked

00:30:15.240 --> 00:30:15.720
 together

00:30:15.720 --> 00:30:17.480
 in almost

00:30:17.480 --> 00:30:18.059
 unbroken

00:30:18.059 --> 00:30:18.759
 silence

00:30:18.759 --> 00:30:20.539
 his lips

00:30:20.539 --> 00:30:21.400
 kept moving

00:30:21.400 --> 00:30:22.000
 in silent

00:30:22.000 --> 00:30:22.460
 prayers

00:30:22.460 --> 00:30:22.880
 for me

00:30:22.880 --> 00:30:25.200
 and his

00:30:25.200 --> 00:30:25.840
 tears

00:30:25.840 --> 00:30:27.100
 fell fast

00:30:27.100 --> 00:30:27.520
 when our

00:30:27.520 --> 00:30:28.280
 eyes met

00:30:28.280 --> 00:30:28.920
 each other

00:30:28.920 --> 00:30:29.780
 in looks

00:30:29.780 --> 00:30:30.180
 for which

00:30:30.180 --> 00:30:31.140
 all speech

00:30:31.140 --> 00:30:31.780
 was vain

00:30:31.780 --> 00:30:34.120
 we halted

00:30:34.120 --> 00:30:34.640
 on reaching

00:30:34.640 --> 00:30:35.280
 the appointed

00:30:35.280 --> 00:30:36.160
 parting place

00:30:36.160 --> 00:30:37.020
 he grasped

00:30:37.020 --> 00:30:37.500
 my hand

00:30:37.500 --> 00:30:37.960
 firmly

00:30:37.960 --> 00:30:38.780
 for a minute

00:30:38.780 --> 00:30:39.580
 in silence

00:30:39.580 --> 00:30:40.820
 and then

00:30:40.820 --> 00:30:41.420
 solemnly

00:30:41.420 --> 00:30:42.280
 and affectionately

00:30:42.280 --> 00:30:42.760
 said

00:30:42.760 --> 00:30:47.160
 God bless you

00:30:47.160 --> 00:30:47.640
 my son

00:30:47.640 --> 00:30:49.960
 your father's

00:30:49.960 --> 00:30:50.259
 God

00:30:50.259 --> 00:30:51.080
 prosper you

00:30:51.080 --> 00:30:51.700
 and keep

00:30:51.700 --> 00:30:52.000
 you

00:30:52.000 --> 00:30:53.140
 from all

00:30:53.140 --> 00:30:53.580
 evil

00:30:53.580 --> 00:30:55.540
 in tears

00:30:55.540 --> 00:30:56.280
 we embraced

00:30:56.280 --> 00:30:57.120
 and we parted

00:30:57.120 --> 00:30:58.960
 and this

00:30:58.960 --> 00:30:59.259
 is

00:30:59.259 --> 00:31:00.000
 this is

00:31:00.000 --> 00:31:00.540
 the impact

00:31:00.540 --> 00:31:01.020
 of James

00:31:01.020 --> 00:31:01.440
 Patton

00:31:01.440 --> 00:31:02.140
 right here

00:31:02.140 --> 00:31:03.780
 vowed

00:31:03.780 --> 00:31:04.320
 deeply

00:31:04.320 --> 00:31:05.200
 and off

00:31:05.200 --> 00:31:06.040
 by the

00:31:06.040 --> 00:31:06.560
 help of

00:31:06.560 --> 00:31:06.980
 God

00:31:06.980 --> 00:31:08.360
 to live

00:31:08.360 --> 00:31:09.100
 and act

00:31:09.100 --> 00:31:10.520
 so as

00:31:10.520 --> 00:31:11.140
 never

00:31:11.140 --> 00:31:12.340
 to grieve

00:31:12.340 --> 00:31:13.360
 or dishonour

00:31:13.360 --> 00:31:14.300
 such a father

00:31:14.300 --> 00:31:14.820
 and mother

00:31:14.820 --> 00:31:15.380
 as he has

00:31:15.380 --> 00:31:15.880
 given me

00:31:15.880 --> 00:31:20.880
 James

00:31:20.880 --> 00:31:21.300
 Patton's

00:31:21.300 --> 00:31:21.620
 greatest

00:31:21.620 --> 00:31:22.420
 desire

00:31:22.420 --> 00:31:22.880
 for his

00:31:22.880 --> 00:31:23.260
 children

00:31:23.260 --> 00:31:23.780
 was that

00:31:23.780 --> 00:31:24.120
 they would

00:31:24.120 --> 00:31:24.380
 live

00:31:24.380 --> 00:31:24.660
 for the

00:31:24.660 --> 00:31:24.900
 cause

00:31:24.900 --> 00:31:25.400
 of Christ

00:31:25.400 --> 00:31:28.660
 and

00:31:28.660 --> 00:31:28.920
 John

00:31:28.920 --> 00:31:29.400
 Patton

00:31:29.400 --> 00:31:30.140
 in that

00:31:30.140 --> 00:31:30.520
 moment

00:31:30.520 --> 00:31:31.260
 is declaring

00:31:31.260 --> 00:31:31.820
 this is

00:31:31.820 --> 00:31:32.280
 in page

00:31:32.280 --> 00:31:33.000
 25

00:31:33.000 --> 00:31:33.480
 26

00:31:33.480 --> 00:31:34.400
 of the

00:31:34.400 --> 00:31:34.760
 biography

00:31:34.760 --> 00:31:35.360
 in that

00:31:35.360 --> 00:31:35.740
 moment

00:31:35.740 --> 00:31:36.320
 declaring

00:31:36.320 --> 00:31:37.280
 that I

00:31:37.280 --> 00:31:37.720
 will live

00:31:37.720 --> 00:31:38.180
 in such

00:31:38.180 --> 00:31:38.500
 a way

00:31:38.500 --> 00:31:38.880
 to honour

00:31:38.880 --> 00:31:39.080
 my

00:31:39.080 --> 00:31:39.440
 father's

00:31:39.440 --> 00:31:39.660
 God

00:31:39.660 --> 00:31:45.600
 you see

00:31:45.599 --> 00:31:45.919
 John

00:31:45.919 --> 00:31:46.259
 Patton

00:31:46.259 --> 00:31:46.459
 didn't

00:31:46.459 --> 00:31:46.659
 just

00:31:46.659 --> 00:31:46.919
 spring

00:31:46.919 --> 00:31:47.079
 up

00:31:47.079 --> 00:31:47.259
 from

00:31:47.259 --> 00:31:47.699
 nowhere

00:31:47.699 --> 00:31:49.359
 James

00:31:49.359 --> 00:31:50.019
 Patton

00:31:50.019 --> 00:31:51.099
 courageously

00:31:51.099 --> 00:31:51.500
 and

00:31:51.500 --> 00:31:52.439
 sacrificially

00:31:52.439 --> 00:31:53.059
 laboured

00:31:53.059 --> 00:31:53.599
 hard

00:31:53.599 --> 00:31:54.619
 to produce

00:31:54.619 --> 00:31:55.139
 not just

00:31:55.139 --> 00:31:55.659
 a son

00:31:55.659 --> 00:31:56.599
 but many

00:31:56.599 --> 00:31:57.039
 children

00:31:57.039 --> 00:31:57.980
 like this

00:31:57.980 --> 00:32:01.639
 and if

00:32:01.639 --> 00:32:02.000
 it wasn't

00:32:02.000 --> 00:32:02.399
 for John

00:32:02.399 --> 00:32:02.659
 Patton

00:32:02.659 --> 00:32:02.959
 we wouldn't

00:32:02.959 --> 00:32:03.359
 even know

00:32:03.359 --> 00:32:03.639
 James

00:32:03.639 --> 00:32:03.980
 Patton

00:32:03.980 --> 00:32:04.500
 existed

00:32:04.500 --> 00:32:07.319
 but what

00:32:07.319 --> 00:32:07.759
 a legacy

00:32:07.759 --> 00:32:12.259
 secondly

00:32:12.259 --> 00:32:14.799
 and this

00:32:14.799 --> 00:32:15.039
 is the

00:32:15.039 --> 00:32:15.319
 main

00:32:15.319 --> 00:32:15.700
 source

00:32:15.700 --> 00:32:16.000
 of his

00:32:16.000 --> 00:32:16.339
 courage

00:32:16.339 --> 00:32:16.619
 for the

00:32:16.619 --> 00:32:16.839
 cause

00:32:16.839 --> 00:32:16.980
 of

00:32:16.980 --> 00:32:17.420
 Christ

00:32:17.420 --> 00:32:19.299
 because

00:32:19.299 --> 00:32:19.720
 even in

00:32:19.720 --> 00:32:19.839
 the

00:32:19.839 --> 00:32:20.319
 moments

00:32:20.319 --> 00:32:20.859
 his

00:32:20.859 --> 00:32:21.200
 dad's

00:32:21.200 --> 00:32:21.319
 not

00:32:21.319 --> 00:32:21.440
 going

00:32:21.440 --> 00:32:21.599
 to be

00:32:21.599 --> 00:32:22.079
 enough

00:32:22.079 --> 00:32:22.900
 his

00:32:22.900 --> 00:32:23.319
 courage

00:32:23.319 --> 00:32:23.839
 came

00:32:23.839 --> 00:32:24.339
 from

00:32:24.339 --> 00:32:24.519
 his

00:32:24.519 --> 00:32:24.940
 own

00:32:24.940 --> 00:32:25.579
 deep

00:32:25.579 --> 00:32:26.220
 personal

00:32:26.220 --> 00:32:26.740
 fellowship

00:32:26.740 --> 00:32:27.059
 with

00:32:27.059 --> 00:32:27.460
 Jesus

00:32:27.460 --> 00:32:31.259
 this

00:32:31.259 --> 00:32:31.420
 is

00:32:31.420 --> 00:32:31.640
 him

00:32:31.640 --> 00:32:31.819
 on

00:32:31.819 --> 00:32:32.160
 page

00:32:32.160 --> 00:32:33.599
 359

00:32:33.599 --> 00:33:00.099
 hence

00:33:00.099 --> 00:33:01.319
 the

00:33:01.319 --> 00:33:01.759
 promise

00:33:01.759 --> 00:33:02.079
 of

00:33:02.079 --> 00:33:02.419
 Matthew

00:33:02.419 --> 00:33:03.219
 28

00:33:03.220 --> 00:33:04.220
 lo

00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:04.460
 I'm

00:33:04.460 --> 00:33:04.660
 with

00:33:04.660 --> 00:33:04.819
 you

00:33:04.819 --> 00:33:05.319
 always

00:33:05.319 --> 00:33:05.559
 to the

00:33:05.559 --> 00:33:05.740
 very

00:33:05.740 --> 00:33:06.000
 end

00:33:06.000 --> 00:33:06.100
 of

00:33:06.100 --> 00:33:06.220
 the

00:33:06.220 --> 00:33:06.700
 age

00:33:06.700 --> 00:33:08.519
 was

00:33:08.519 --> 00:33:08.720
 the

00:33:08.720 --> 00:33:09.039
 heartbeat

00:33:09.039 --> 00:33:09.240
 of

00:33:09.240 --> 00:33:09.400
 his

00:33:09.400 --> 00:33:09.819
 life

00:33:09.819 --> 00:33:15.360
 Jesus

00:33:15.360 --> 00:33:15.799
 promised

00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:16.120
 that I

00:33:16.120 --> 00:33:16.519
 will be

00:33:16.519 --> 00:33:17.000
 with my

00:33:17.000 --> 00:33:17.480
 disciples

00:33:17.480 --> 00:33:18.360
 always

00:33:18.360 --> 00:33:20.720
 was the

00:33:20.720 --> 00:33:21.100
 heartbeat

00:33:21.100 --> 00:33:21.860
 of his

00:33:21.860 --> 00:33:22.360
 life

00:33:22.360 --> 00:33:22.720
 and it's

00:33:22.720 --> 00:33:23.299
 in fact

00:33:23.299 --> 00:33:24.480
 inscribed

00:33:24.480 --> 00:33:25.100
 on his

00:33:25.100 --> 00:33:25.660
 grave

00:33:25.660 --> 00:33:26.640
 in

00:33:26.640 --> 00:33:26.960
 Melbourne

00:33:26.960 --> 00:33:30.180
 the

00:33:30.180 --> 00:33:30.759
 context

00:33:30.759 --> 00:33:31.079
 of this

00:33:31.079 --> 00:33:31.579
 promise

00:33:31.579 --> 00:33:32.779
 of

00:33:32.779 --> 00:33:33.440
 Jesus

00:33:33.440 --> 00:33:35.720
 to be

00:33:35.720 --> 00:33:35.960
 with

00:33:35.960 --> 00:33:36.220
 his

00:33:36.220 --> 00:33:36.819
 disciples

00:33:36.819 --> 00:33:37.920
 is

00:33:37.920 --> 00:33:38.139
 the

00:33:38.139 --> 00:33:38.839
 context

00:33:38.839 --> 00:33:39.200
 of

00:33:39.200 --> 00:33:39.379
 the

00:33:39.379 --> 00:33:39.720
 great

00:33:39.720 --> 00:33:40.240
 commission

00:33:40.240 --> 00:33:40.559
 to

00:33:40.559 --> 00:33:40.819
 go

00:33:40.819 --> 00:33:41.099
 and

00:33:41.099 --> 00:33:41.500
 make

00:33:41.500 --> 00:33:42.339
 disciples

00:33:42.339 --> 00:33:45.940
 more

00:33:45.940 --> 00:33:46.119
 than

00:33:46.119 --> 00:33:46.460
 any

00:33:46.460 --> 00:33:46.700
 other

00:33:46.700 --> 00:33:47.119
 promise

00:33:47.119 --> 00:33:47.639
 this

00:33:47.639 --> 00:33:47.960
 one

00:33:47.960 --> 00:33:48.379
 brought

00:33:48.379 --> 00:33:48.980
 Jesus

00:33:48.980 --> 00:33:50.240
 close

00:33:50.240 --> 00:33:50.920
 and

00:33:50.920 --> 00:33:51.319
 real

00:33:51.319 --> 00:33:51.519
 to

00:33:51.519 --> 00:33:51.799
 John

00:33:51.799 --> 00:33:52.160
 Patton

00:33:52.160 --> 00:33:52.339
 in

00:33:52.339 --> 00:33:52.759
 all

00:33:52.759 --> 00:33:52.940
 of

00:33:52.940 --> 00:33:53.259
 his

00:33:53.259 --> 00:33:54.160
 dangers

00:33:54.160 --> 00:33:54.599
 as

00:33:54.599 --> 00:33:54.740
 he

00:33:54.740 --> 00:33:54.899
 was

00:33:54.899 --> 00:33:55.259
 making

00:33:55.259 --> 00:33:55.819
 disciples

00:33:55.819 --> 00:33:59.740
 there

00:33:59.740 --> 00:33:59.939
 was

00:33:59.939 --> 00:34:00.139
 a

00:34:00.139 --> 00:34:00.599
 measles

00:34:00.599 --> 00:34:02.339
 epidemic

00:34:02.339 --> 00:34:03.339
 that

00:34:03.339 --> 00:34:03.779
 killed

00:34:03.779 --> 00:34:04.720
 thousands

00:34:04.720 --> 00:34:05.480
 of

00:34:05.480 --> 00:34:06.980
 islanders

00:34:06.980 --> 00:34:08.219
 and the

00:34:08.219 --> 00:34:08.840
 missionaries

00:34:08.840 --> 00:34:09.559
 were blamed

00:34:09.559 --> 00:34:10.219
 for it

00:34:10.219 --> 00:34:12.159
 and

00:34:12.159 --> 00:34:12.679
 John

00:34:12.679 --> 00:34:13.000
 wrote

00:34:13.000 --> 00:34:13.340
 this

00:34:13.340 --> 00:34:13.640
 during

00:34:13.640 --> 00:34:13.860
 the

00:34:13.860 --> 00:34:14.440
 crisis

00:34:14.440 --> 00:34:14.960
 I

00:34:14.960 --> 00:34:15.260
 felt

00:34:15.260 --> 00:34:15.780
 generally

00:34:15.780 --> 00:34:16.519
 calm

00:34:16.519 --> 00:34:18.019
 and

00:34:18.019 --> 00:34:18.440
 firm

00:34:18.440 --> 00:34:18.640
 of

00:34:18.640 --> 00:34:19.160
 soul

00:34:19.160 --> 00:34:20.579
 standing

00:34:20.579 --> 00:34:21.100
 erect

00:34:21.100 --> 00:34:21.260
 and

00:34:21.260 --> 00:34:21.400
 with

00:34:21.400 --> 00:34:21.600
 my

00:34:21.600 --> 00:34:21.940
 whole

00:34:21.940 --> 00:34:22.280
 weight

00:34:22.280 --> 00:34:22.519
 on

00:34:22.519 --> 00:34:22.660
 the

00:34:22.660 --> 00:34:23.140
 promise

00:34:23.140 --> 00:34:24.280
 lo

00:34:24.280 --> 00:34:24.780
 I

00:34:24.780 --> 00:34:24.940
 am

00:34:24.940 --> 00:34:25.140
 with

00:34:25.140 --> 00:34:25.300
 you

00:34:25.300 --> 00:34:25.980
 always

00:34:25.980 --> 00:34:28.000
 precious

00:34:28.000 --> 00:34:28.660
 promise

00:34:28.660 --> 00:34:29.880
 how

00:34:29.880 --> 00:34:30.400
 often

00:34:30.400 --> 00:34:30.660
 I

00:34:30.660 --> 00:34:31.200
 adore

00:34:31.200 --> 00:34:31.720
 Jesus

00:34:31.720 --> 00:34:32.460
 for

00:34:32.460 --> 00:34:32.740
 it

00:34:32.740 --> 00:34:33.640
 and

00:34:33.640 --> 00:34:34.140
 rejoice

00:34:34.140 --> 00:34:34.660
 in

00:34:34.660 --> 00:34:34.980
 it

00:34:34.980 --> 00:34:35.960
 blessed

00:34:35.960 --> 00:34:36.300
 be

00:34:36.300 --> 00:34:36.559
 his

00:34:36.559 --> 00:34:36.880
 name

00:34:36.880 --> 00:34:39.619
 one

00:34:39.619 --> 00:34:39.700
 of

00:34:39.700 --> 00:34:39.800
 the

00:34:39.800 --> 00:34:40.099
 most

00:34:40.099 --> 00:34:40.840
 powerful

00:34:40.840 --> 00:34:41.980
 in

00:34:41.980 --> 00:34:42.200
 my

00:34:42.200 --> 00:34:42.440
 view

00:34:42.440 --> 00:34:43.340
 one

00:34:43.340 --> 00:34:43.420
 of

00:34:43.420 --> 00:34:43.460
 the

00:34:43.460 --> 00:34:43.619
 most

00:34:43.619 --> 00:34:44.039
 powerful

00:34:44.039 --> 00:34:44.680
 paragraphs

00:34:44.680 --> 00:34:45.240
 in

00:34:45.240 --> 00:34:45.460
 his

00:34:45.460 --> 00:34:46.200
 autobiography

00:34:46.200 --> 00:34:47.220
 describes

00:34:47.220 --> 00:34:47.400
 an

00:34:47.400 --> 00:34:48.220
 experience

00:34:48.220 --> 00:34:49.660
 where

00:34:49.660 --> 00:34:49.960
 he's

00:34:49.960 --> 00:34:50.320
 hiding

00:34:50.320 --> 00:34:50.500
 in

00:34:50.500 --> 00:34:50.660
 a

00:34:50.660 --> 00:34:51.059
 tree

00:34:51.059 --> 00:34:53.059
 at

00:34:53.059 --> 00:34:53.280
 the

00:34:53.280 --> 00:34:53.960
 suggestion

00:34:53.960 --> 00:34:55.140
 of

00:34:55.140 --> 00:34:55.519
 this

00:34:55.519 --> 00:34:56.539
 fickle

00:34:56.539 --> 00:34:57.559
 unreliable

00:34:57.559 --> 00:34:58.180
 chief

00:34:58.180 --> 00:34:59.480
 you

00:34:59.480 --> 00:34:59.660
 know

00:34:59.660 --> 00:35:00.099
 the

00:35:00.099 --> 00:35:01.119
 island

00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:01.559
 is

00:35:01.559 --> 00:35:01.920
 coming

00:35:01.920 --> 00:35:02.160
 for

00:35:02.160 --> 00:35:02.640
 Patton

00:35:02.640 --> 00:35:03.240
 this

00:35:03.240 --> 00:35:03.740
 fickle

00:35:03.740 --> 00:35:04.500
 unreliable

00:35:04.500 --> 00:35:04.860
 chief

00:35:04.860 --> 00:35:05.079
 says

00:35:05.079 --> 00:35:05.320
 let me

00:35:05.320 --> 00:35:05.599
 take you

00:35:05.599 --> 00:35:05.780
 to this

00:35:05.780 --> 00:35:06.059
 special

00:35:06.059 --> 00:35:06.440
 place

00:35:06.440 --> 00:35:06.800
 and

00:35:06.800 --> 00:35:07.000
 hide

00:35:07.000 --> 00:35:07.100
 you

00:35:07.100 --> 00:35:07.180
 in

00:35:07.180 --> 00:35:07.280
 a

00:35:07.280 --> 00:35:07.539
 tree

00:35:07.539 --> 00:35:10.420
 how

00:35:10.420 --> 00:35:10.539
 do

00:35:10.539 --> 00:35:10.680
 you

00:35:10.680 --> 00:35:11.060
 feel

00:35:11.060 --> 00:35:12.940
 secure

00:35:12.940 --> 00:35:15.780
 yes

00:35:15.780 --> 00:35:19.780
 he

00:35:19.780 --> 00:35:19.960
 had

00:35:19.960 --> 00:35:20.140
 no

00:35:20.140 --> 00:35:20.480
 idea

00:35:20.480 --> 00:35:20.660
 where

00:35:20.660 --> 00:35:20.840
 he

00:35:20.840 --> 00:35:21.000
 was

00:35:21.000 --> 00:35:21.260
 being

00:35:21.260 --> 00:35:21.580
 set

00:35:21.580 --> 00:35:21.820
 up

00:35:21.820 --> 00:35:24.320
 but

00:35:24.320 --> 00:35:24.480
 this

00:35:24.480 --> 00:35:24.580
 is

00:35:24.580 --> 00:35:24.740
 what

00:35:24.740 --> 00:35:24.860
 he

00:35:24.860 --> 00:35:25.340
 writes

00:35:25.340 --> 00:35:26.620
 being

00:35:26.620 --> 00:35:27.300
 entirely

00:35:27.300 --> 00:35:27.580
 at

00:35:27.580 --> 00:35:27.740
 the

00:35:27.740 --> 00:35:28.060
 mercy

00:35:28.060 --> 00:35:28.320
 of

00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:28.580
 such

00:35:28.580 --> 00:35:29.300
 doubtful

00:35:29.300 --> 00:35:29.620
 and

00:35:29.620 --> 00:35:30.940
 vacillating

00:35:30.940 --> 00:35:31.500
 friends

00:35:31.500 --> 00:35:32.680
 I

00:35:32.680 --> 00:35:33.420
 though

00:35:33.420 --> 00:35:34.519
 perplexed

00:35:34.519 --> 00:35:34.920
 felt

00:35:34.920 --> 00:35:35.120
 it

00:35:35.120 --> 00:35:35.440
 best

00:35:35.440 --> 00:35:35.640
 to

00:35:35.640 --> 00:35:36.060
 obey

00:35:36.059 --> 00:35:37.400
 I

00:35:37.400 --> 00:35:37.420
 I

00:35:37.420 --> 00:35:37.820
 climbed

00:35:37.820 --> 00:35:38.099
 into

00:35:38.099 --> 00:35:38.299
 the

00:35:38.299 --> 00:35:38.679
 tree

00:35:38.679 --> 00:35:39.539
 and

00:35:39.539 --> 00:35:39.799
 was

00:35:39.799 --> 00:35:40.139
 left

00:35:40.139 --> 00:35:40.400
 there

00:35:40.400 --> 00:35:40.880
 alone

00:35:40.880 --> 00:35:41.219
 in

00:35:41.219 --> 00:35:41.400
 the

00:35:41.400 --> 00:35:41.799
 bush

00:35:41.799 --> 00:35:43.039
 the

00:35:43.039 --> 00:35:43.619
 hours

00:35:43.619 --> 00:35:43.920
 I

00:35:43.920 --> 00:35:44.519
 spent

00:35:44.519 --> 00:35:45.019
 there

00:35:45.019 --> 00:35:45.779
 live

00:35:45.779 --> 00:35:46.199
 all

00:35:46.199 --> 00:35:46.719
 before

00:35:46.719 --> 00:35:47.119
 me

00:35:47.119 --> 00:35:47.480
 as

00:35:47.480 --> 00:35:47.799
 if

00:35:47.799 --> 00:35:47.960
 it

00:35:47.960 --> 00:35:48.119
 were

00:35:48.119 --> 00:35:48.360
 but

00:35:48.360 --> 00:35:48.519
 of

00:35:48.519 --> 00:35:49.059
 yesterday

00:35:49.059 --> 00:35:51.179
 I

00:35:51.179 --> 00:35:51.480
 heard

00:35:51.480 --> 00:35:51.679
 the

00:35:51.679 --> 00:35:52.079
 frequent

00:35:52.079 --> 00:35:52.860
 discharging

00:35:52.860 --> 00:35:53.599
 of muskets

00:35:53.599 --> 00:35:54.340
 and the

00:35:54.340 --> 00:35:54.639
 yelling

00:35:54.639 --> 00:35:55.119
 of the

00:35:55.119 --> 00:35:55.699
 savages

00:35:55.699 --> 00:35:56.739
 and yet

00:35:56.739 --> 00:35:56.940
 I

00:35:56.940 --> 00:35:57.320
 sat

00:35:57.320 --> 00:35:57.619
 there

00:35:57.619 --> 00:35:57.940
 among

00:35:57.940 --> 00:35:58.159
 the

00:35:58.159 --> 00:35:58.619
 branches

00:35:58.619 --> 00:35:59.480
 as

00:35:59.480 --> 00:36:00.199
 safe

00:36:00.199 --> 00:36:01.460
 as

00:36:01.460 --> 00:36:01.719
 in the

00:36:01.719 --> 00:36:02.019
 arms

00:36:02.019 --> 00:36:02.199
 of

00:36:02.199 --> 00:36:02.659
 Jesus

00:36:02.659 --> 00:36:04.099
 never

00:36:04.099 --> 00:36:04.439
 in

00:36:04.439 --> 00:36:04.960
 all

00:36:04.960 --> 00:36:05.259
 my

00:36:05.259 --> 00:36:05.799
 sorrows

00:36:05.799 --> 00:36:06.039
 did

00:36:06.039 --> 00:36:06.279
 my

00:36:06.279 --> 00:36:06.679
 Lord

00:36:06.679 --> 00:36:07.000
 draw

00:36:07.000 --> 00:36:07.480
 nearer

00:36:07.480 --> 00:36:07.599
 to

00:36:07.599 --> 00:36:07.939
 me

00:36:07.939 --> 00:36:08.879
 and

00:36:08.879 --> 00:36:09.359
 speak

00:36:09.359 --> 00:36:09.679
 more

00:36:09.679 --> 00:36:10.639
 soothingly

00:36:10.639 --> 00:36:10.899
 in

00:36:10.899 --> 00:36:11.139
 my

00:36:11.139 --> 00:36:11.679
 soul

00:36:11.679 --> 00:36:12.159
 than

00:36:12.159 --> 00:36:12.379
 when

00:36:12.379 --> 00:36:12.639
 the

00:36:12.639 --> 00:36:12.980
 moonlight

00:36:12.980 --> 00:36:13.639
 flickered

00:36:13.639 --> 00:36:14.079
 among

00:36:14.079 --> 00:36:14.480
 those

00:36:14.480 --> 00:36:15.019
 chestnut

00:36:15.019 --> 00:36:15.500
 leaves

00:36:15.500 --> 00:36:16.079
 and

00:36:16.079 --> 00:36:16.399
 the

00:36:16.399 --> 00:36:17.980
 night

00:36:17.980 --> 00:36:18.419
 air

00:36:18.419 --> 00:36:19.079
 played

00:36:19.079 --> 00:36:19.500
 on

00:36:19.500 --> 00:36:19.799
 my

00:36:19.799 --> 00:36:20.359
 throbbing

00:36:20.359 --> 00:36:20.739
 brow

00:36:20.739 --> 00:36:22.019
 as

00:36:22.019 --> 00:36:22.219
 I

00:36:22.219 --> 00:36:22.619
 told

00:36:22.619 --> 00:36:23.419
 all

00:36:23.419 --> 00:36:23.539
 of

00:36:23.539 --> 00:36:23.719
 my

00:36:23.719 --> 00:36:24.019
 heart

00:36:24.019 --> 00:36:24.239
 to

00:36:24.239 --> 00:36:24.719
 Jesus

00:36:24.719 --> 00:36:26.759
 alone

00:36:26.759 --> 00:36:28.599
 yet

00:36:28.599 --> 00:36:28.879
 not

00:36:28.879 --> 00:36:29.359
 alone

00:36:29.360 --> 00:36:31.720
 if

00:36:31.720 --> 00:36:31.880
 it

00:36:31.880 --> 00:36:32.400
 be

00:36:32.400 --> 00:36:33.079
 to

00:36:33.079 --> 00:36:33.720
 glorify

00:36:33.720 --> 00:36:34.079
 my

00:36:34.079 --> 00:36:34.579
 God

00:36:34.579 --> 00:36:35.000
 I

00:36:35.000 --> 00:36:35.300
 will

00:36:35.300 --> 00:36:35.640
 not

00:36:35.640 --> 00:36:36.180
 grudge

00:36:36.180 --> 00:36:36.440
 to

00:36:36.440 --> 00:36:36.800
 spend

00:36:36.800 --> 00:36:37.360
 many

00:36:37.360 --> 00:36:37.780
 nights

00:36:37.780 --> 00:36:38.260
 alone

00:36:38.260 --> 00:36:38.800
 in

00:36:38.800 --> 00:36:39.260
 such

00:36:39.260 --> 00:36:39.440
 a

00:36:39.440 --> 00:36:39.780
 tree

00:36:39.780 --> 00:36:41.240
 to

00:36:41.240 --> 00:36:41.840
 feel

00:36:41.840 --> 00:36:42.539
 again

00:36:42.539 --> 00:36:43.880
 my

00:36:43.880 --> 00:36:44.740
 saviour's

00:36:44.740 --> 00:36:45.599
 spiritual

00:36:45.599 --> 00:36:46.300
 presence

00:36:46.300 --> 00:36:47.800
 to

00:36:47.800 --> 00:36:48.800
 enjoy

00:36:48.800 --> 00:36:49.660
 his

00:36:49.660 --> 00:36:50.460
 consoling

00:36:50.460 --> 00:36:51.500
 fellowship

00:36:51.500 --> 00:36:55.820
 see

00:36:55.820 --> 00:36:56.039
 what he's

00:36:56.039 --> 00:36:56.220
 saying

00:36:56.220 --> 00:36:56.440
 there

00:36:56.440 --> 00:36:58.840
 when

00:36:58.840 --> 00:36:59.120
 I

00:36:59.120 --> 00:36:59.360
 was

00:36:59.360 --> 00:36:59.660
 all

00:36:59.660 --> 00:37:00.039
 lost

00:37:00.039 --> 00:37:00.420
 Christ

00:37:00.420 --> 00:37:00.660
 was

00:37:00.660 --> 00:37:00.940
 all

00:37:00.940 --> 00:37:01.100
 to

00:37:01.100 --> 00:37:01.380
 me

00:37:01.380 --> 00:37:02.100
 and

00:37:02.100 --> 00:37:02.260
 it

00:37:02.260 --> 00:37:02.440
 was

00:37:02.440 --> 00:37:02.940
 beautiful

00:37:02.940 --> 00:37:04.140
 it

00:37:04.140 --> 00:37:04.340
 was

00:37:04.340 --> 00:37:04.620
 a

00:37:04.620 --> 00:37:05.039
 joy

00:37:05.039 --> 00:37:05.300
 to

00:37:05.300 --> 00:37:05.500
 be

00:37:05.500 --> 00:37:05.640
 in

00:37:05.640 --> 00:37:05.820
 that

00:37:05.820 --> 00:37:06.120
 tree

00:37:06.120 --> 00:37:07.920
 because

00:37:07.920 --> 00:37:08.480
 Christ

00:37:08.480 --> 00:37:08.740
 was

00:37:08.740 --> 00:37:09.140
 closer

00:37:09.140 --> 00:37:09.340
 to

00:37:09.340 --> 00:37:09.820
 me

00:37:09.820 --> 00:37:17.160
 Patton

00:37:17.160 --> 00:37:17.600
 finishes

00:37:17.600 --> 00:37:18.000
 his

00:37:18.000 --> 00:37:18.600
 recounting

00:37:18.600 --> 00:37:18.860
 of this

00:37:18.860 --> 00:37:19.420
 experience

00:37:19.420 --> 00:37:19.600
 of

00:37:19.600 --> 00:37:19.840
 close

00:37:19.840 --> 00:37:20.160
 fellowship

00:37:20.160 --> 00:37:20.420
 with

00:37:20.420 --> 00:37:20.740
 Jesus

00:37:20.740 --> 00:37:22.280
 with

00:37:22.280 --> 00:37:22.420
 a

00:37:22.420 --> 00:37:22.760
 question

00:37:22.760 --> 00:37:22.960
 for

00:37:22.960 --> 00:37:23.180
 his

00:37:23.180 --> 00:37:23.600
 readers

00:37:23.600 --> 00:37:25.920
 and

00:37:25.920 --> 00:37:26.480
 I

00:37:26.480 --> 00:37:26.720
 would

00:37:26.720 --> 00:37:27.900
 suggest

00:37:27.900 --> 00:37:28.059
 it's

00:37:28.059 --> 00:37:28.160
 a

00:37:28.160 --> 00:37:28.400
 question

00:37:28.400 --> 00:37:28.639
 for

00:37:28.639 --> 00:37:28.820
 all

00:37:28.820 --> 00:37:28.940
 of

00:37:28.940 --> 00:37:29.340
 us

00:37:29.340 --> 00:37:31.680
 this

00:37:31.680 --> 00:37:31.740
 is

00:37:31.740 --> 00:37:31.880
 on

00:37:31.880 --> 00:37:32.099
 page

00:37:32.099 --> 00:37:32.460
 200

00:37:32.460 --> 00:37:32.599
 of

00:37:32.599 --> 00:37:32.680
 the

00:37:32.680 --> 00:37:33.260
 autobiography

00:37:33.260 --> 00:37:35.039
 if

00:37:35.039 --> 00:37:35.420
 thus

00:37:35.420 --> 00:37:35.740
 thrown

00:37:35.740 --> 00:37:36.079
 back

00:37:36.079 --> 00:37:36.400
 upon

00:37:36.400 --> 00:37:36.619
 your

00:37:36.619 --> 00:37:37.000
 own

00:37:37.000 --> 00:37:37.500
 soul

00:37:37.500 --> 00:37:38.800
 alone

00:37:38.800 --> 00:37:40.000
 all

00:37:40.000 --> 00:37:40.519
 alone

00:37:40.519 --> 00:37:41.559
 in

00:37:41.559 --> 00:37:41.740
 the

00:37:41.740 --> 00:37:42.180
 midnight

00:37:42.180 --> 00:37:43.039
 in

00:37:43.039 --> 00:37:43.240
 the

00:37:43.240 --> 00:37:43.599
 bush

00:37:43.599 --> 00:37:44.700
 in

00:37:44.700 --> 00:37:44.820
 the

00:37:44.820 --> 00:37:45.320
 very

00:37:45.320 --> 00:37:46.099
 embrace

00:37:46.099 --> 00:37:46.400
 of

00:37:46.400 --> 00:37:46.840
 death

00:37:46.840 --> 00:37:47.760
 itself

00:37:47.760 --> 00:37:49.380
 have

00:37:49.380 --> 00:37:49.579
 you

00:37:49.579 --> 00:37:49.820
 a

00:37:49.820 --> 00:37:50.240
 friend

00:37:50.240 --> 00:37:50.460
 who

00:37:50.460 --> 00:37:50.599
 will

00:37:50.599 --> 00:37:50.800
 not

00:37:50.800 --> 00:37:51.139
 fail

00:37:51.139 --> 00:37:51.340
 you

00:37:51.340 --> 00:37:51.660
 then

00:37:51.659 --> 00:37:56.559
 in

00:37:56.559 --> 00:37:56.799
 other

00:37:56.799 --> 00:37:57.179
 words

00:37:57.179 --> 00:37:57.480
 do

00:37:57.480 --> 00:37:57.719
 you

00:37:57.719 --> 00:37:58.179
 know

00:37:58.179 --> 00:37:58.819
 the

00:37:58.819 --> 00:37:59.259
 friend

00:37:59.259 --> 00:37:59.619
 of

00:37:59.619 --> 00:38:00.199
 friends

00:38:00.199 --> 00:38:01.119
 who

00:38:01.119 --> 00:38:01.319
 will

00:38:01.319 --> 00:38:01.559
 never

00:38:01.559 --> 00:38:01.940
 leave

00:38:01.940 --> 00:38:02.239
 you

00:38:02.239 --> 00:38:02.940
 or

00:38:02.940 --> 00:38:03.420
 forsake

00:38:03.420 --> 00:38:03.659
 you

00:38:03.659 --> 00:38:05.000
 that's

00:38:05.000 --> 00:38:05.139
 the

00:38:05.139 --> 00:38:05.619
 challenge

00:38:05.619 --> 00:38:06.679
 of

00:38:06.679 --> 00:38:07.079
 Patton

00:38:07.079 --> 00:38:10.379
 Hebrews

00:38:10.379 --> 00:38:10.819
 chapter

00:38:10.819 --> 00:38:11.239
 12

00:38:11.239 --> 00:38:11.759
 calls us

00:38:11.759 --> 00:38:12.059
 to look

00:38:12.059 --> 00:38:12.239
 to

00:38:12.239 --> 00:38:12.559
 Jesus

00:38:12.559 --> 00:38:12.819
 the

00:38:12.819 --> 00:38:13.179
 friend

00:38:13.179 --> 00:38:13.460
 of

00:38:13.460 --> 00:38:13.819
 sinners

00:38:13.819 --> 00:38:15.039
 and

00:38:15.039 --> 00:38:15.519
 to run

00:38:15.519 --> 00:38:15.980
 the race

00:38:15.980 --> 00:38:16.159
 of

00:38:16.159 --> 00:38:16.480
 faith

00:38:16.480 --> 00:38:16.819
 in

00:38:16.819 --> 00:38:17.219
 him

00:38:17.219 --> 00:38:20.699
 John

00:38:20.699 --> 00:38:21.219
 Patton

00:38:21.219 --> 00:38:22.619
 is

00:38:22.619 --> 00:38:23.179
 one

00:38:23.179 --> 00:38:23.480
 who

00:38:23.480 --> 00:38:23.839
 ran

00:38:23.839 --> 00:38:24.099
 that

00:38:24.099 --> 00:38:24.519
 race

00:38:24.519 --> 00:38:24.719
 of

00:38:24.719 --> 00:38:25.159
 faith

00:38:25.159 --> 00:38:26.439
 with

00:38:26.439 --> 00:38:27.199
 increasing

00:38:27.199 --> 00:38:28.000
 joy

00:38:28.000 --> 00:38:29.159
 in

00:38:29.159 --> 00:38:29.799
 Jesus

00:38:29.799 --> 00:38:31.980
 as he

00:38:31.980 --> 00:38:32.500
 communed

00:38:32.500 --> 00:38:33.000
 closer

00:38:33.000 --> 00:38:33.319
 and

00:38:33.319 --> 00:38:33.699
 closer

00:38:33.699 --> 00:38:33.980
 with

00:38:33.980 --> 00:38:34.359
 Jesus

00:38:34.359 --> 00:38:35.059
 in

00:38:35.059 --> 00:38:35.519
 all

00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:35.759
 the

00:38:35.759 --> 00:38:36.399
 circumstances

00:38:36.399 --> 00:38:36.619
 of

00:38:36.619 --> 00:38:37.099
 life

00:38:37.099 --> 00:38:39.959
 so

00:38:39.959 --> 00:38:40.059
 I

00:38:40.059 --> 00:38:40.139
 want to

00:38:40.139 --> 00:38:40.439
 ask

00:38:40.439 --> 00:38:40.719
 you

00:38:40.719 --> 00:38:41.219
 as we

00:38:41.219 --> 00:38:41.419
 set

00:38:41.419 --> 00:38:41.639
 out

00:38:41.639 --> 00:38:41.839
 into

00:38:41.839 --> 00:38:42.419
 2023

00:38:42.419 --> 00:38:43.799
 what

00:38:43.799 --> 00:38:44.219
 is

00:38:44.219 --> 00:38:44.539
 your

00:38:44.539 --> 00:38:44.980
 next

00:38:44.980 --> 00:38:45.519
 step

00:38:45.519 --> 00:38:47.340
 how

00:38:47.340 --> 00:38:47.659
 is

00:38:47.659 --> 00:38:48.079
 Patton

00:38:48.079 --> 00:38:48.659
 challenging

00:38:48.659 --> 00:38:49.059
 you

00:38:49.059 --> 00:38:50.539
 what

00:38:50.539 --> 00:38:50.880
 is

00:38:50.880 --> 00:38:51.159
 your

00:38:51.159 --> 00:38:51.519
 next

00:38:51.519 --> 00:38:51.880
 step

00:38:51.880 --> 00:38:52.099
 to

00:38:52.099 --> 00:38:52.840
 commune

00:38:52.840 --> 00:38:53.820
 closer

00:38:53.820 --> 00:38:54.320
 with

00:38:54.320 --> 00:38:54.679
 Jesus

00:38:54.679 --> 00:38:55.579
 this

00:38:55.579 --> 00:38:55.840
 year