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 Today we continue our series in the seven deadly sins.

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 If this is your first time with us or your first time in a while,

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 this is the fifth of our sermon series during the season of Lent

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 on the seven deadly sins.

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 So welcome, we're really glad you're here.

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 For those who have been here for a few weeks,

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 I don't know if you've made any observations about these seven deadly sins in general.

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 One observation you could make is these seven sins actually sound kind of fun.

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 And we've talked about pride, it's fun being puffed out,

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 we've talked about gluttony, lots of fun.

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 I had a lot of fun with that this weekend.

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 We talked about confession, I guess.

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 We talked about anger and how it's pleasurable to release that

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 and take it out onto somebody, right?

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 And we talked about lust, yes, that's pleasurable.

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 Today is a little different.

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 The writer Joseph Epstein wrote,

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 Of the seven deadly sins, only envy is no fun at all.

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 And I would know this personally.

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 I struggle with envy a lot.

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 I'm kind of wired to struggle with envy.

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 I don't know if you've heard of what's called the Enneagram.

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 It's like this ancient kind of personality assessment.

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 I'm a number four.

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 And number four struggle with envy, apparently.

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 I can testify.

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 I'm also a musician.

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 Musicians struggle a lot with envy.

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 I don't know if you've seen the movie Amadeus.

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 That's like the tale of every musician is Salieri.

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 There's always somebody who's just much better than you,

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 and it just kills you.

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 That should be a homework assignment, by the way, after today.

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 Anytime you read or hear a Christian talk or a write about envy,

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 he's going to refer to Amadeus.

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 So if you want to understand envy, watch that film.

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 Great film.

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 I'm also a pastor.

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 It might surprise you that pastors deal with envy, but it's true.

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 This past weekend, our clergy and staff and some others from our church

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 gathered for a regional retreat with other clergy from our diocese.

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 And it was a lot of fun going around the room and hearing all that is going on in these other churches.

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 And there's conflicting emotions.

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 Like, man, it is great that God is doing these things in Charleston, West Virginia,

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 and other parts of D.C., in Charlottesville.

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 Man, I kind of wish that stuff was going on in my church, too.

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 I mean, I know our church is really healthy and great,

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 but man, it would be great to have that program and to be doing that and this.

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 And that's just in our circle.

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 I mean, there's all kinds of things to envy with other pastors and other churches.

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 Pastors deal with it a lot.

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 It's a source of displeasure.

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 It's no fun.

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 No fun being envious.

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 The other thing you may have noticed about the seven deadly sins is they're not all that deadly, right?

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 I mean, I don't know if any wars have been started over gluttony.

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 They're kind of, they feel a little, like, petty, small.

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 Maybe the seven deadly sins should be revised for our current age to include things that are actually deadly,

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 like racism and sexism.

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 Genocide is a lot deadlier than gluttony.

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 So why not that list?

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 Why this list that we have?

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 Well, remember, you may have remembered this from a couple sermons ago.

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 A better title for the seven deadly sins are what's called the capital vices.

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 Capital meaning head.

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 Like, these are the sources, like the sources for all kinds of other sins and vices

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 and other things that are deadly and harmful.

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 We're going to see that today with envy.

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 For sure.

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 We're going to look at the definition of envy.

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 We're going to see the deadly end of envy.

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 And then we're going to go back and see where envy begins.

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 So the definition, its end and its beginning.

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 First, let me pray.

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 Father, we're grateful to be with your people.

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 And we would ask that you would be more than enough for us this morning.

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 In you we find more than enough.

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 Would you be all we need, all we desire.

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 For our good and for our joy and for your glory and for the peace of our community and for the flourishing of our city.

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 Help us to defeat envy.

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 That sin that crouches at our door seeks to devour us.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.

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 We pray these things in Jesus' name.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.

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 So for those of you who are unfamiliar with the Bible, today's account was the first reading that was read.

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 This comes from the book of Genesis.

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 It's the account of Cain and Abel.

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 Genesis is the first book of the Bible.

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 And Genesis begins with the origins of the universe and of humanity.

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 It is meant to be contrasted with the origin myths of the culture surrounding the one in which it was written.

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 Now those accounts that come from Mesopotamia, they tell of the origins of the world.

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 And they say that the world was created out of chaos.

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 And that the creation of humankind is more or less an afterthought of the gods.

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 And then after the origins, the accounts are fairly optimistic about humankind.

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 They cluster into cities.

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 Culture is created and developed, etc.

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 Now Genesis, on the other hand, is the opposite.

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 Genesis explains that the world was created good.

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 And that God loved what he made.

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 Especially the jewel of his creation.

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 Humankind.

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 Humanity was to rule the creation and to bear God's image.

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 They were to experience a deep tapestry of peace called Shalom.

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 It's a peace characterized by intimate relationship with God and with one another.

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 Well, that's chapters 1 and 2.

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 The 3rd through 11th chapters of Genesis paint a dire picture of humanity.

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 Humankind turned its back on its creator.

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 Our first parents, Adam and Eve, aspired to be gods themselves.

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 And at that point, everything broke.

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 Our relationship with God.

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 Our relationship with ourselves.

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 Our relationship with our environment.

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 And our relationships with one another.

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 Mankind's plight is hopeless without the gracious intervention of God and his promises and his fulfilling those promises.

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 And then we see how bad things get in the very first generation of offspring.

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 We see the dissolution of Shalom in humanity's very first family.

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 Let's start in verse 3 of chapter 4 of Genesis, please.

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 In the course of time, Cain brought to the Lord an offering of the fruit of the ground.

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 And Abel also brought of the firstborn of his flock and of their fat portions.

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 And the Lord had regard for Abel and his offering, but for Cain and his offering he had no regard.

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 So Cain was very angry and his face fell.

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 The Lord said to Cain, why are you angry and why has your face fallen?

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 If you do well, will you not be accepted?

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 More literally, it's that will there not be a lifting up?

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 That is, your face is fallen, but I can lift it up.

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 I can lift your head.

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 There can be forgiveness and restoration.

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 And if you do not do well, sin is crouching at the door.

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 It's desire is contrary to you.

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 That is, sin is a crouching beast that wants to devour you.

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 But you must rule over it.

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 So this is a good moment to define envy.

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 It's easy to confuse envy with some of its cousins, which feel very similar and sound the same.

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 There's envy.

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 There's also covetousness.

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 There's greed.

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 There's jealousy.

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 Now, envy and covetousness differ from greed in this way.

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 Greed wants a thing.

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 Envy and covetousness want that thing.

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 Okay?

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 So a greedy person sees a person in a BMW and thinks, man, I want a BMW.

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 I want a really nice car.

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 Envy and covetousness.

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 I'm going to be able to say that word by the end of this sermon.

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 Envy and covetousness say, I want that BMW.

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 I want that specific one.

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 Greed and covetousness are focused on things or thing-based, material possessions.

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 But envy is focused on something more abstract, like status or prestige or reputation or worth.

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 So the envious person says, I want that person's BMW, not because I want a BMW per se, but I want the status and prestige and privilege of a person who can afford a BMW.

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 Having that BMW will make me feel this way or that way.

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 Okay?

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 So here we can see Cain envious of Abel.

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 And we see specifically the approval that Abel's offering receives from God.

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 That's what Cain is envious of.

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 And why did God approve of Abel's offering?

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 In the book of Genesis, we see God preferring the younger.

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 We see him preferring the weaker, the less lovely.

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 Later on in the book of Genesis, God placed his favor on Isaac, the younger of Abraham's two sons.

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 He placed his favor on Jacob, the younger brother of Esau.

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 He placed his favor on Leah instead of Rachel.

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 Jacob had two wives.

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 Jacob preferred the lovelier one, Rachel.

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 She appeared prettier and lovelier, but God had compassion on Leah and favored her.

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 And it's not a capricious move on God's part.

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 The firstborn, the lovely, would feel entitled to God's favor.

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 Whereas the younger and less lovely are more likely to understand their need for God, more likely to go to him for intimacy.

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 Which I think is why Abel made the kind of offering we described here.

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 It says that Abel brought the firstborn of his flock.

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 This is verse 4.

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 Abel brought the firstborn of his flock.

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 He brought the choicest portions.

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 He brought his very best.

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 If a person understands they are nothing without God, as would the unlovely believe,

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 then God's love and favor would be enough for them.

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 They would feel free to make a true sacrifice, a costly sacrifice, to withhold nothing from God.

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 However, Cain's offering is merely described as an offering of the fruit of the ground.

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 Nothing special about it.

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 And why should he offer to God anything special?

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 God owes him.

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 He's the firstborn.

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 So we would call this tokenism.

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 The kind of offering that Cain brought to God.

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 It's an empty act of worship and tribute.

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 And scripture has a lot to say about empty ritual.

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 In Psalm 51, King David wrote,

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 God, you do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it.

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 You do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.

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 My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit.

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 A broken and contrite heart, you God, will not despise.

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 And God chastises the nation of Judah later in the book of Isaiah.

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 He says,

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 The multitude of your sacrifices, what are they to me?

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 I have more than enough of burnt offerings.

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 Of rams and the fat of fattened animals, I have no pleasure.

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 And the blood of bulls and lambs and goats.

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 When you come to appear before me, who has asked this of you, this trampling of my courts?

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 Stop bringing meaningless offerings.

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 Your incense is detestable to me.

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 Judah's offerings were meaningless because it was tokenism.

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 If they really loved the God they were making sacrifices to,

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 they would have loved the things that he loved.

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 They would have been defending the oppressed,

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 taking up the cause of the fatherless,

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 pleading the case of the widow.

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 They weren't doing those things.

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 And so these acts of offering and worship were empty.

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 They were tokenism.

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 And Cain's offering too was meaningless.

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 That's why God did not accept it.

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 And it was probably detestable.

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 But he was still offering forgiveness and restoration.

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 But Cain spurned it.

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 He was mastered and devoured by his own envy.

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 He didn't care about the reasons why God accepted Abel's sacrifice.

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 He resented Abel, who received what Cain felt he deserved by right.

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 And this is where envy so often takes a deadly turn, as we see in verse 8.

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 Cain spoke to Abel, his brother.

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 It doesn't say what he said.

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 It's as if we're to zoom out the camera and we're to see the isolation of Cain and Abel.

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 Not hearing, just seeing.

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 And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against his brother Abel and killed him.

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 I mentioned that the envious person envies the position or status of the person driving that BMW.

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 He also represents, he also resents the person who has the BMW.

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 It's not enough to want his status, but he resents this person for having it.

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 So not only would I like an elevated status, but I'd like that person to be knocked down a peg or two.

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 And so schadenfreude is the other side of this same coin of envy.

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 It's a German word.

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 It's only like 13 letters, which is a very short German word.

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 There's two words really.

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 Schade, which is damage.

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 Freude, which is joy.

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 Schadenfreude is the pleasure one feels.

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 It's seeing harm come to somebody else.

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 We get pleasure as an envious person from slandering our perceived rival

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 or sabotaging them, belittling them, gossiping,

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 organizing a collective antagonism from the person,

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 teasing or bullying, highlighting their failures, or worse.

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 Now one curious thing about envy is that it usually doesn't operate from afar.

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 One tends to envy the person who is close,

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 either in proximity or relationship or in similar rank or wealth.

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 In 1994, Bill Gates was a year away from becoming the world's richest man.

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 He had already been a billionaire for several years before that,

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 when there were very few billionaires back then.

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 But that same year, I was a junior at East Carolina University,

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 majoring in trombone performance,

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 a field that doesn't promise quite the same level of wealth as Bill Gates' chosen profession.

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 But I didn't envy Bill Gates.

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 He wasn't even on my radar.

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 I envied the trombonist sitting next to me in jazz ensemble.

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 He was so good.

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 He came down from New York to study with the director of our jazz studies program.

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 This guy had already released an album.

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 This cat would play blazing solos on a trombone, right?

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 You don't think of a trombone as an instrument where you can have agility and quickness,

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 but he did.

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 It would just leave me in awe every time.

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 After that year, he went back to New York,

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 and he got a job playing his horn in a pit.

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 It's a job that any of us in Greenville, North Carolina, would have wanted.

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 Meanwhile, I'm still in Greenville,

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 still not able to solo my way out of a paper bag.

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 And everyone knows it.

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 But what I did figure out is I figured out these,

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 what are called licks,

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 that this guy would play.

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 They're shortcuts.

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 Things to get in from one part of his solo to the next.

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 Most jazz musicians have these licks in their pocket

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 to piece together their solos.

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 So I figured those out.

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 And so for the year, my senior year, after he was gone,

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 I would play them in my solos.

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 And I'd play them fast, play them slow,

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 play them backwards, forwards.

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 And people would laugh.

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 They started doing it, too.

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 And it was clear what I was communicating.

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 He wasn't that good of a soloist.

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 He just relied on these licks, these tricks.

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 That was absurdly false, of course.

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 He was amazing.

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 But to distract from my own inferiority,

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 I sought to diminish his star.

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 And he wasn't there to defend himself.

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 It sounds petty, right?

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 It's not petty.

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 It's a lot worse.

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 Jesus would have said that I was guilty of murder.

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 You heard the gospel read earlier when Jesus said,

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 it's not what goes into a person that makes him unclean,

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 but what comes out from a person, from one's heart,

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 the place in a person where the will resides.

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 When God gave the commandment not to murder,

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 he forbade more than just killing other humans.

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 He requires us never to get anywhere near the path

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 that would lead us to a place

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 where we'd want another human being to die.

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 Whenever we are envious towards another person,

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 or angry, or resentful,

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 we become something less than fully human.

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 And the rich tapestry of peace

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 that we were meant to experience with one another

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 becomes riven.

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 It's not enough just to stop short of murder.

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 Jesus said in the book of Matthew,

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 you have heard that it was said to those of old,

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 you shall not murder,

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 and whoever murders will be liable to judgment.

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 But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother

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 will be liable to judgment.

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 Whoever insults his brother will be liable to the council,

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 and whoever says, you fool,

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 will be liable to the hell of fire.

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 Does that sound extreme?

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 Does it sound like the words of a religious zealot?

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 Jesus understood the human heart.

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 He understood the brain, too.

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 There was an episode of The Hidden Brain.

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 It's a podcast.

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 It was just a few weeks ago,

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 your other homework assignment.

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 It's really good.

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 And they were looking at,

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 about two-thirds of the episode,

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 they talk about a study that they were doing about envy,

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 and they were looking at sports fans.

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 Sports fans, I think it was Yankees and Red Sox fans,

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 enmeshed in this really tense rivalry.

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 So those fans that reported the most pleasure

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 in watching their rival fail

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 were also the people who had the most activation

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 in the small part of the brain

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 called the ventral striatum.

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 Those same people reported

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 they were more likely to engage in activities

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 like heckling, threatening, and hitting of other fans.

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 In other words,

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 the amount of pleasure you take in a rival's failure

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 is a potent predictor

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 of how far you might take matters into your own hands.

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 If one's envy is particularly malicious,

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 taking matters into one's hands

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 could mean eliminating the source of envy.

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 This isn't from Jesus from 2,000 years ago

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 saying that envy leads to murder,

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 that envy can be equated with murder.

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 This is a modern study.

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 To take it further,

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 University of Kentucky social psychologist Richard Smith

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 believes that envy and schadenfreude

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 may have been one of the underlying triggers

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 of the Holocaust.

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 In the 75 years leading up to the Nazis

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 taking power in Germany,

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 Jews enjoyed a staggering increase

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 in wealth, influence, and prominence,

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 leading many Germans

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 who were struggling financially

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 to resent their success,

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 especially in the difficult years

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 after World War I.

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 If you have enough experiences of feeling good

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 when someone suffers

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 or some group suffers,

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 then the next step, in a sense,

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 is to actually, literally,

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 engineer it fully.

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 And that's what happens.

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 This is why racism and sexism

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 aren't in the list of seven deadly sins,

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 because envy is the root of those things.

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 So how do we overcome envy?

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 We've defined it.

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 We've looked at its outcome.

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 How do we overcome envy?

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 Let's start with something simple.

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 Get off Facebook and Instagram.

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 Just do it.

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 Just get off.

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 That might sound prudish

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 or maybe simplistic,

00:25:02.359 --> 00:25:03.480
 but people who use Facebook

00:25:03.480 --> 00:25:04.920
 are generally less happy

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 than those who don't.

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 There's a constant comparison going on.

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 We look on Facebook

00:25:09.839 --> 00:25:11.139
 and envy those who are going on

00:25:11.139 --> 00:25:12.200
 amazing vacations.

00:25:12.460 --> 00:25:14.059
 You know, the people who are going

00:25:14.059 --> 00:25:15.119
 on amazing vacations,

00:25:15.319 --> 00:25:16.099
 they look at Facebook

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 and see the ordinary events

00:25:18.359 --> 00:25:19.859
 going on back in their own community,

00:25:19.940 --> 00:25:22.359
 and they envy those people.

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 As Francis Bacon put it,

00:25:24.700 --> 00:25:26.519
 envy is ever joined

00:25:26.519 --> 00:25:28.940
 to the comparing of a man's self.

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 And where there is no comparison,

00:25:30.940 --> 00:25:32.120
 there is no envy.

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 So get off Facebook.

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 If you haven't given up

00:25:34.779 --> 00:25:36.039
 something for Lent yet,

00:25:36.100 --> 00:25:36.779
 it's not too late.

00:25:37.559 --> 00:25:38.200
 You can give up Facebook.

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 Another way to overcome envy

00:25:40.180 --> 00:25:41.640
 is to name it.

00:25:42.920 --> 00:25:43.580
 Explore it.

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 Bring it into the light.

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 Tell God and other people

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 you're envious.

00:25:49.319 --> 00:25:51.080
 Ask God why it is so

00:25:51.080 --> 00:25:51.840
 that you are envious.

00:25:51.839 --> 00:25:53.559
 When we name our envy,

00:25:53.679 --> 00:25:55.740
 we strike at its source,

00:25:56.159 --> 00:25:58.599
 and at the source of envy,

00:25:58.919 --> 00:26:00.119
 at its root,

00:26:00.299 --> 00:26:01.259
 at the root of envy,

00:26:01.740 --> 00:26:02.220
 is lack.

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 There's something missing in me

00:26:04.779 --> 00:26:07.459
 when I envy something or someone.

00:26:08.939 --> 00:26:10.459
 In Shakespeare's Othello,

00:26:10.919 --> 00:26:12.619
 Iago says of Cassius,

00:26:13.259 --> 00:26:15.639
 he hath a daily beauty in his life

00:26:15.639 --> 00:26:17.279
 that makes me ugly.

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 He hath a daily beauty in his life

00:26:20.680 --> 00:26:22.200
 that makes me ugly.

00:26:24.720 --> 00:26:28.259
 It's so easy to envy in D.C.

00:26:30.139 --> 00:26:32.019
 We can easily believe

00:26:32.019 --> 00:26:34.819
 that he has a daily intelligence

00:26:34.819 --> 00:26:36.200
 that makes me stupid.

00:26:37.519 --> 00:26:39.279
 She has an easy eloquence

00:26:39.819 --> 00:26:41.059
 that makes me unarticulate.

00:26:41.399 --> 00:26:44.059
 He has wealth that makes me poor.

00:26:44.160 --> 00:26:45.639
 She has a daily success

00:26:45.639 --> 00:26:46.980
 that makes me a failure.

00:26:46.980 --> 00:26:47.079
 He has a desire.

00:26:49.880 --> 00:26:51.079
 He has a charisma

00:26:51.079 --> 00:26:53.160
 that makes me repugnant.

00:26:54.480 --> 00:26:55.819
 She has a spouse

00:26:55.819 --> 00:26:58.059
 which makes me alone.

00:26:59.839 --> 00:27:00.980
 He has an easy virtuosity

00:27:01.640 --> 00:27:03.059
 that makes me an imposter.

00:27:04.599 --> 00:27:05.819
 She has a godliness

00:27:05.819 --> 00:27:07.120
 that defiles me.

00:27:10.620 --> 00:27:11.700
 Naming our envy

00:27:11.700 --> 00:27:12.779
 exposes the ways

00:27:12.779 --> 00:27:13.620
 in which we feel

00:27:13.620 --> 00:27:14.920
 that we are not enough.

00:27:14.920 --> 00:27:18.519
 And that opens us up

00:27:18.519 --> 00:27:19.360
 to deeper issues.

00:27:20.460 --> 00:27:21.539
 We see that our lives

00:27:21.539 --> 00:27:22.380
 become framed

00:27:22.380 --> 00:27:23.320
 around the questions,

00:27:23.820 --> 00:27:24.740
 where in my life

00:27:24.740 --> 00:27:25.580
 am I not enough?

00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:27.160
 And how do I overcome

00:27:27.160 --> 00:27:27.920
 not being enough?

00:27:28.519 --> 00:27:28.820
 Do you,

00:27:28.820 --> 00:27:29.200
 do you,

00:27:29.640 --> 00:27:30.800
 probably don't think about those,

00:27:30.880 --> 00:27:31.820
 but when I think about it,

00:27:32.240 --> 00:27:32.560
 yes.

00:27:33.279 --> 00:27:34.080
 That is almost how like

00:27:34.080 --> 00:27:35.420
 my daily life is organized.

00:27:36.160 --> 00:27:36.880
 Where in my life

00:27:36.880 --> 00:27:37.580
 am I not enough?

00:27:37.579 --> 00:27:39.759
 And how do I overcome

00:27:39.759 --> 00:27:40.579
 not being enough?

00:27:42.579 --> 00:27:44.460
 So sometimes it leads to envy,

00:27:45.119 --> 00:27:46.799
 but ways in which we overcome

00:27:46.799 --> 00:27:47.500
 not being enough

00:27:47.500 --> 00:27:48.579
 also include resentment,

00:27:50.119 --> 00:27:50.960
 judgmentalism,

00:27:52.559 --> 00:27:52.980
 addiction,

00:27:55.059 --> 00:27:55.960
 workaholicism,

00:27:55.960 --> 00:27:58.360
 busyness,

00:28:00.000 --> 00:28:00.640
 order.

00:28:03.500 --> 00:28:05.079
 Once we've named our envy,

00:28:05.940 --> 00:28:07.100
 once we've asked God

00:28:07.100 --> 00:28:08.019
 to show us the ways

00:28:08.019 --> 00:28:10.000
 we feel we're not enough,

00:28:10.539 --> 00:28:11.640
 then the ultimate thing to do

00:28:11.640 --> 00:28:13.059
 is to believe the gospel.

00:28:14.160 --> 00:28:15.059
 Believe the gospel.

00:28:15.779 --> 00:28:16.579
 Believe the good news.

00:28:16.680 --> 00:28:17.539
 There's good news

00:28:17.539 --> 00:28:18.279
 for the envious.

00:28:18.920 --> 00:28:19.460
 And that is this,

00:28:19.579 --> 00:28:20.860
 the root of my envy,

00:28:21.240 --> 00:28:21.980
 my lack,

00:28:22.140 --> 00:28:23.259
 points me to the truth

00:28:23.259 --> 00:28:24.059
 about myself,

00:28:24.059 --> 00:28:25.339
 that I am nothing

00:28:25.339 --> 00:28:25.980
 without him.

00:28:27.659 --> 00:28:28.480
 Jesus said,

00:28:29.000 --> 00:28:29.559
 I am the vine,

00:28:29.919 --> 00:28:30.960
 you are the branches,

00:28:31.460 --> 00:28:32.359
 whoever abides in me

00:28:32.359 --> 00:28:33.139
 and I in him,

00:28:33.319 --> 00:28:34.859
 he it is that bears much fruit,

00:28:35.039 --> 00:28:36.179
 for apart from me

00:28:36.179 --> 00:28:37.539
 you can do nothing.

00:28:39.859 --> 00:28:41.059
 So when I experience envy,

00:28:41.139 --> 00:28:41.799
 when I know,

00:28:41.899 --> 00:28:43.339
 when I think I'm not enough,

00:28:43.679 --> 00:28:44.579
 let that point me

00:28:44.579 --> 00:28:45.339
 to the idea,

00:28:45.700 --> 00:28:46.220
 the truth,

00:28:46.599 --> 00:28:47.139
 the reality,

00:28:47.419 --> 00:28:47.819
 that really,

00:28:48.200 --> 00:28:48.980
 I am nothing

00:28:48.980 --> 00:28:50.279
 without him.

00:28:52.460 --> 00:28:53.460
 When we see that

00:28:53.460 --> 00:28:53.899
 we are nothing

00:28:53.900 --> 00:28:54.540
 without God,

00:28:54.759 --> 00:28:55.820
 then he becomes enough.

00:28:55.940 --> 00:28:57.100
 Then he becomes enough.

00:28:58.500 --> 00:28:59.240
 His approval,

00:29:00.000 --> 00:29:00.740
 his favor,

00:29:01.320 --> 00:29:02.140
 his delight.

00:29:04.480 --> 00:29:05.740
 You may not have seen it,

00:29:06.200 --> 00:29:07.519
 but the gospel is found

00:29:07.519 --> 00:29:08.820
 in Genesis chapter 4.

00:29:10.440 --> 00:29:11.680
 When we see the Bible

00:29:11.680 --> 00:29:12.640
 in its entirety,

00:29:14.220 --> 00:29:15.240
 when we understand

00:29:15.240 --> 00:29:16.820
 that God is in the business

00:29:16.820 --> 00:29:18.220
 of redeeming this world

00:29:18.220 --> 00:29:19.080
 that has been broken,

00:29:20.519 --> 00:29:21.600
 then we see that Jesus

00:29:21.599 --> 00:29:23.779
 Jesus takes both Cain's place

00:29:23.779 --> 00:29:26.039
 and Abel's place

00:29:26.039 --> 00:29:28.079
 and he reconciles them to God.

00:29:31.079 --> 00:29:33.539
 Cain said to God,

00:29:34.339 --> 00:29:35.319
 after God asked him,

00:29:35.379 --> 00:29:35.919
 where's your brother?

00:29:38.059 --> 00:29:38.919
 Cain said,

00:29:39.159 --> 00:29:40.240
 am I my brother's keeper?

00:29:41.740 --> 00:29:43.919
 Am I the shepherd's shepherd?

00:29:43.920 --> 00:29:44.560
 Well,

00:29:44.560 --> 00:29:48.259
 Jesus says,

00:29:48.380 --> 00:29:48.740
 yes,

00:29:49.160 --> 00:29:51.460
 I am my brother's keeper.

00:29:52.620 --> 00:29:53.420
 Do you know

00:29:53.420 --> 00:29:54.220
 the parable

00:29:54.220 --> 00:29:55.420
 of the prodigal son

00:29:55.420 --> 00:29:57.060
 that Jesus told

00:29:57.060 --> 00:29:58.680
 about the two sons

00:29:58.680 --> 00:29:59.900
 of the wealthy father?

00:30:00.560 --> 00:30:01.560
 The young one went away

00:30:01.560 --> 00:30:03.320
 after having asked

00:30:03.320 --> 00:30:04.019
 for his share

00:30:04.019 --> 00:30:04.800
 of his inheritance,

00:30:05.720 --> 00:30:06.779
 squandered all his wealth

00:30:06.779 --> 00:30:08.320
 and was lost.

00:30:09.320 --> 00:30:09.700
 Eventually,

00:30:09.779 --> 00:30:10.560
 he came back.

00:30:11.200 --> 00:30:12.360
 The father was waiting for him,

00:30:12.359 --> 00:30:13.299
 and ran out to greet him,

00:30:13.679 --> 00:30:14.299
 and embraced him.

00:30:15.500 --> 00:30:16.279
 The older brother

00:30:16.279 --> 00:30:17.859
 was resentful.

00:30:19.479 --> 00:30:19.659
 You know,

00:30:19.859 --> 00:30:22.519
 the older brother's

00:30:22.519 --> 00:30:23.379
 chief sin?

00:30:24.139 --> 00:30:24.559
 Yeah,

00:30:24.679 --> 00:30:25.639
 I probably shouldn't say chief.

00:30:26.299 --> 00:30:27.359
 One of his biggest sins

00:30:27.359 --> 00:30:28.599
 is that it was his job

00:30:28.599 --> 00:30:29.179
 to go after

00:30:29.179 --> 00:30:29.939
 the younger brother.

00:30:30.439 --> 00:30:32.179
 That was the older brother's job.

00:30:33.639 --> 00:30:34.619
 He was to be

00:30:34.619 --> 00:30:35.559
 his brother's keeper.

00:30:36.279 --> 00:30:37.619
 And Jesus does

00:30:37.619 --> 00:30:38.319
 go after us.

00:30:38.379 --> 00:30:39.139
 He is

00:30:39.139 --> 00:30:40.399
 his brother's keeper,

00:30:40.500 --> 00:30:41.779
 his sister's keeper.

00:30:41.779 --> 00:30:42.599
 He pursues us.

00:30:42.639 --> 00:30:43.460
 He leaves the 99

00:30:43.460 --> 00:30:45.019
 and goes for the one

00:30:45.019 --> 00:30:46.440
 at the very cost

00:30:46.440 --> 00:30:47.220
 of his own life.

00:30:48.599 --> 00:30:49.660
 He offered up

00:30:49.660 --> 00:30:50.879
 the very best offering

00:30:50.879 --> 00:30:52.160
 to his father.

00:30:53.059 --> 00:30:54.220
 And he offered himself

00:30:54.220 --> 00:30:55.859
 on the cross,

00:30:56.460 --> 00:30:56.940
 crucified,

00:30:59.319 --> 00:31:00.519
 absorbing the punishment

00:31:00.519 --> 00:31:01.660
 that our sins

00:31:01.660 --> 00:31:02.359
 deserved,

00:31:02.879 --> 00:31:03.960
 and imparting to us

00:31:03.960 --> 00:31:06.039
 his status,

00:31:06.460 --> 00:31:07.200
 which is

00:31:07.200 --> 00:31:09.339
 the status of firstborn.

00:31:09.339 --> 00:31:10.500
 And now we are

00:31:10.500 --> 00:31:11.299
 God's favorites.

00:31:11.859 --> 00:31:12.299
 You are

00:31:12.299 --> 00:31:14.139
 God's favorite child.

00:31:14.759 --> 00:31:15.439
 Because you have

00:31:15.439 --> 00:31:15.919
 inherited

00:31:15.919 --> 00:31:17.339
 Jesus' status.

00:31:21.559 --> 00:31:22.519
 It says at the end

00:31:22.519 --> 00:31:23.459
 of Genesis chapter 4

00:31:23.459 --> 00:31:24.240
 that Cain was

00:31:24.240 --> 00:31:26.579
 banished.

00:31:27.720 --> 00:31:28.259
 That he was given

00:31:28.259 --> 00:31:28.839
 a mark.

00:31:31.939 --> 00:31:32.779
 That banishment

00:31:32.779 --> 00:31:33.359
 was intended

00:31:33.359 --> 00:31:34.779
 for murderers.

00:31:34.779 --> 00:31:36.960
 Jesus was banished

00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:37.579
 for us

00:31:37.579 --> 00:31:38.220
 that we might

00:31:38.220 --> 00:31:39.440
 be accepted.

00:31:42.440 --> 00:31:43.599
 Cain had a mark

00:31:43.599 --> 00:31:45.519
 to protect him.

00:31:46.160 --> 00:31:46.599
 It was

00:31:46.599 --> 00:31:47.940
 an act of mercy

00:31:47.940 --> 00:31:49.319
 on God's

00:31:49.319 --> 00:31:50.879
 behalf

00:31:50.879 --> 00:31:51.819
 to Cain

00:31:51.819 --> 00:31:52.660
 so that

00:31:52.660 --> 00:31:53.220
 if anybody

00:31:53.220 --> 00:31:54.299
 were to encounter

00:31:54.299 --> 00:31:54.879
 Cain,

00:31:55.460 --> 00:31:56.180
 they wouldn't

00:31:56.180 --> 00:31:56.779
 touch him.

00:31:56.779 --> 00:32:00.299
 And so

00:32:00.299 --> 00:32:01.160
 God

00:32:01.160 --> 00:32:01.920
 saved

00:32:01.920 --> 00:32:02.539
 Cain's life

00:32:02.539 --> 00:32:02.920
 and yet

00:32:02.920 --> 00:32:03.539
 every time

00:32:03.539 --> 00:32:04.579
 Cain realized

00:32:04.579 --> 00:32:05.220
 this mark

00:32:05.220 --> 00:32:05.379
 that,

00:32:05.460 --> 00:32:05.700
 I don't know

00:32:05.700 --> 00:32:06.099
 where the mark

00:32:06.099 --> 00:32:06.359
 was,

00:32:06.980 --> 00:32:07.559
 but this mark

00:32:07.559 --> 00:32:08.019
 was also

00:32:08.019 --> 00:32:08.539
 at Cain

00:32:08.539 --> 00:32:09.139
 a constant

00:32:09.139 --> 00:32:09.440
 reminder

00:32:09.440 --> 00:32:09.839
 for the rest

00:32:09.839 --> 00:32:10.299
 of his life

00:32:10.299 --> 00:32:10.799
 that he was

00:32:10.799 --> 00:32:11.420
 on the outside

00:32:11.420 --> 00:32:12.160
 banished

00:32:12.160 --> 00:32:13.500
 from the family

00:32:13.500 --> 00:32:13.920
 of God.

00:32:15.740 --> 00:32:16.519
 God has given

00:32:16.519 --> 00:32:17.180
 you a mark

00:32:17.180 --> 00:32:17.879
 if you were

00:32:17.879 --> 00:32:18.220
 baptized.

00:32:19.420 --> 00:32:20.019
 He's given

00:32:20.019 --> 00:32:20.819
 us a mark

00:32:20.819 --> 00:32:21.899
 that will

00:32:21.899 --> 00:32:22.940
 constantly remind

00:32:22.940 --> 00:32:23.799
 us that we

00:32:23.799 --> 00:32:25.720
 are in God's

00:32:25.720 --> 00:32:26.099
 family.

00:32:26.779 --> 00:32:27.879
 But nothing

00:32:27.879 --> 00:32:28.440
 can separate

00:32:28.440 --> 00:32:28.839
 us from

00:32:28.839 --> 00:32:29.759
 the love

00:32:29.759 --> 00:32:30.220
 of God.

00:32:30.639 --> 00:32:30.799
 Neither

00:32:30.799 --> 00:32:31.359
 death nor

00:32:31.359 --> 00:32:31.700
 life,

00:32:31.960 --> 00:32:32.500
 neither angels

00:32:32.500 --> 00:32:33.099
 nor demons,

00:32:33.420 --> 00:32:33.740
 neither the

00:32:33.740 --> 00:32:34.259
 present nor

00:32:34.259 --> 00:32:34.720
 the future,

00:32:34.859 --> 00:32:35.220
 nor any

00:32:35.220 --> 00:32:35.660
 powers,

00:32:35.980 --> 00:32:36.539
 neither height

00:32:36.539 --> 00:32:37.139
 nor depth

00:32:37.139 --> 00:32:37.779
 nor anything

00:32:37.779 --> 00:32:38.420
 else in all

00:32:38.420 --> 00:32:39.819
 creation can

00:32:39.819 --> 00:32:40.759
 separate you

00:32:40.759 --> 00:32:41.779
 from the love

00:32:41.779 --> 00:32:42.240
 of God that

00:32:42.240 --> 00:32:42.839
 is in Christ

00:32:42.839 --> 00:32:43.879
 Jesus our

00:32:43.879 --> 00:32:44.259
 Lord.

00:32:45.059 --> 00:32:45.660
 That,

00:32:46.059 --> 00:32:47.579
 that is

00:32:47.579 --> 00:32:47.920
 enough.

00:32:48.660 --> 00:32:49.139
 Let's pray.

00:32:56.779 --> 00:32:58.559
 Father,

00:32:58.660 --> 00:32:58.980
 as we

00:32:58.980 --> 00:33:00.200
 come to

00:33:00.200 --> 00:33:02.700
 participate in

00:33:02.700 --> 00:33:03.160
 this meal

00:33:03.160 --> 00:33:03.619
 together,

00:33:03.940 --> 00:33:04.359
 to eat the

00:33:04.359 --> 00:33:04.619
 bread,

00:33:04.899 --> 00:33:05.359
 to drink this

00:33:05.359 --> 00:33:05.680
 wine,

00:33:06.399 --> 00:33:07.039
 would it be

00:33:07.039 --> 00:33:07.559
 enough for

00:33:07.559 --> 00:33:07.839
 us?

00:33:08.259 --> 00:33:08.720
 Would your

00:33:08.720 --> 00:33:09.920
 grace be

00:33:09.920 --> 00:33:10.359
 enough?

00:33:11.960 --> 00:33:12.539
 So free

00:33:12.539 --> 00:33:12.940
 us,

00:33:13.440 --> 00:33:14.059
 liberate us

00:33:14.059 --> 00:33:14.639
 from envy,

00:33:15.059 --> 00:33:15.819
 liberate us

00:33:15.819 --> 00:33:16.960
 from resenting

00:33:16.960 --> 00:33:17.339
 the people

00:33:17.339 --> 00:33:18.059
 around us.

00:33:19.440 --> 00:33:20.359
 Would you be

00:33:20.359 --> 00:33:21.259
 always and ever

00:33:21.259 --> 00:33:22.240
 enough?

00:33:22.240 --> 00:33:23.519
 we pray in

00:33:23.519 --> 00:33:24.099
 Jesus' name.

00:33:24.960 --> 00:33:25.259
 Amen.

00:33:25.940 --> 00:33:26.620
 Let's stand

00:33:26.620 --> 00:33:27.259
 and behold

00:33:27.259 --> 00:33:28.120
 the wondrous

00:33:28.120 --> 00:33:28.779
 cross together.