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 About a hundred years ago in the American Midwest, a boy grew up absolutely fascinated

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 with circuses. He just heard so many things about the circus and all through his childhood

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 he just dreamt of possibly seeing one one day. So you can imagine how excited he was

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 when one day a poster went up in the town where he lived announcing that a circus was coming

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 the following month. It cost a dollar to go in which hundreds or so years ago was quite

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 a lot of money to him. He pleaded with his parents and they said that provided he did

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 some work around the farm then they would give him the dollar and he could go to the circus.

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 So he worked really hard and he got so excited about this big event and eventually the big

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 day came round and he went into the farmhouse kitchen. His mother gave him his one dollar

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 bill and he ran as fast as he could across the fields into the town. As he approached

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 he stood there and he could hear the sounds of the circus and he could hear the sounds

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 of music. He could, as he stood by the side of the road, he then watched as the circus walked

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 past and he saw acrobats, he saw jugglers, sword swallowers, fire eaters, he saw animals,

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 he saw all sorts of different things. And eventually after what seemed like quite a long time feeling

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 really really excited and really full of the experience, he took out his dollar bill and handed

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 it to a passing clown before making his way back home. He thought he'd seen the circus.

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 He had, but it wasn't. It was the circus parade.

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 Now you may have heard me tell that story before, it's quite an old one, but I share it with you

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 today because it helps us understand, it helps us into what is a really really vital thing when it

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 comes to Christian discipleship. The longer you've been a follower of Jesus, the more at risk you are

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 at thinking that you've experienced all there is to experience of him.

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 And the longer that you've been coming to church, the more familiar you are with the songs and the

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 words of the Bible and Christian books that you may have read and talks you may have heard, the more

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 you can feel that you've been there and you've done it and there's nothing more to be had.

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 Such that if we're not careful, and particularly when we combine that with the emphasis that we

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 quite rightly place on Christian faith being something that you have to make a decision for,

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 and that it's something that we need to decide over, you know, someone else can't make a decision for you,

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 you need to decide to follow Jesus. We emphasize that so much, such that we can end up unwittingly

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 with a version of the gospel which effectively says that becoming a Christian is an event that

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 happens in a time and a place, or maybe a build-up gradually to it, but that moment of decision is made,

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 and we lose sight of the reality that the Christian gospel and everything that it says is not about

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 just that moment of decision initially to follow Jesus, but a whole life of growing and maturing in

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 Jesus. And that is what we're talking about when we talk about discipleship. That the gospel is not

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 about a message that you make a decision over and then that's it, but rather it's a message that we

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 need to be refilled with and refilled with, a message that says to us that God is somebody who wants us to

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 know and to grow in him, in us, more and more and more every single day.

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 During the great revivals of the 1700s in this country, broadly speaking, there were many more,

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 but there were two particular key figures. One was Whitfield and the other was Wesley. And it was often

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 said that of the two preachers, Whitfield was more dynamic. People would come to hear him and perhaps

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 more initially changed by his message. But of Wesley, although he was also pretty dynamic,

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 the thing that set apart the whole what came to be known as the Methodist movement was because

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 Wesley understood that coming to faith in Christ, yes it may be an event, but it's just the beginning,

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 not the end point. Such that he invested everything, not just into telling people about Jesus, but in

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 in arranging people into groups and they called them classes in those days, but people that would join

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 these groups and meet in people's homes and with the expectation that they would grow and keep on

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 growing. And this found its way into Wesley's theology. He said this, when you have attained a measure of

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 perfect love, when God has enabled you to love him with all your heart and all your soul, get this, he said,

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 think not of resting there. That is impossible. And here he goes, he gets really black and white about this.

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 You cannot stand still. You must either rise or fall.

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 Rise higher or fall lower.

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 Now in this last week, it was a bit of a marker for me because it was 25 years ago this last week that I started

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 ordained ministry. And as I look back at all the different people that I've met over the years in

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 the years in different places from different ages and different walks of life, it breaks my heart that

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 there's a pattern that I've noticed that repeats itself over and over again. And as I say, it's not

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 confined to any particular background or to any particular age group, but I encountered it fairly

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 early on when I first became a minister and have encountered it ever since.

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 And now I will get into a conversation and it will go something like this. Somebody will be saying to me,

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 you know,

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 I used to kind of get really excited about faith. And I remember when I first heard about Jesus and

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 and when I first started coming to church and it was great, but somehow I haven't got that spark anymore.

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 And it feels like things have just dried up.

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 And I'm not really sure that church is relevant and I'm not sure that that that where I am with faith anymore.

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 Now, I'm talking very broad brush terms, but in different forms, I've had those sorts of conversations

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 over and over and over again. And the single unifying factor that I noticed over and over again is that when you

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 begin to drill down into that person's story and that experience, it would seem that it comes down to

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 one and the same thing, almost without exception, and it is this, that whether they were aware of it or not,

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 but the understanding of their faith in Jesus seems to be such that it was confined to that moment of

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 coming to him. To the point that it eclipsed the equally important theme that being a follower of

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 Jesus is not just the initial coming to him, but it is a daily recognition that he is there and that

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 as you set out with every day, yes, every day, whatever situation you are in, he is there for you,

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 wanting you to know him more and to grow in that knowledge that he is there and that knowledge of

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 his love and to know the reality, to grow and to keep on growing and to keep on growing.

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 And I think that that is what Wesley was getting at when he said, you cannot stand still.

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 You can either rise or fall. If you have an idea that becoming a Christian is a static thing,

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 then don't be surprised when your faith becomes static.

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 Tragically, we can have this idea of the Christian message of grace, of coming to Jesus,

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 that is almost transactional. You give your life to Jesus and you get eternal life back and that's it.

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 Thank you, Jesus. I'll see you in heaven.

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 There's that, the late Dallas Willard, who was a brilliant Christian philosopher who died not that

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 long ago, a few years ago. He said this in his book called The Great Omission. He said,

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 we have multitudes of professing Christians who may well be ready to die, but obviously are not ready to live.

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 See, being a follower of Jesus is not just about taking out an eternal insurance policy,

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 but when eventually you depart from this mortal coil, then you're okay for eternity.

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 It starts now. And that means that when you become a follower of Jesus, it's not just a waiting around,

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 waiting for eternity to happen, but rather it really does begin now in a way that is, well,

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 there's a suddenness about it, but there will be a gradual thing that doesn't stop in this life.

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 And that's why Christianity is not just a pie in the sky when you die thing.

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 And it's not even, as somebody once put its steak on a plate while you wait. It's a living reality

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 that is relevant to every single life situation you can possibly find yourself in. Why? Because

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 Jesus is there in that situation saying, okay, so here we are. How are we going to face this then?

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 And as we face those decisions, how are you going to grow closer?

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 Now that's exciting. That's really exciting.

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 As John Mark Comer puts it in this book, which is in fact, in some ways, his book, Practising the Way,

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 is nothing new. It's old truths, but they're just presented in a really fresh way, I think.

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 But I think as he rather brilliantly puts it, he says, salvation is less about getting you into heaven,

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 and is more about getting heaven into you.

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 See, following Jesus is that eternal promise, but that eternal promise that you can live in the light of now,

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 and that can live in you now.

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 As far as I'm aware, as far as I can tell, nowhere, anywhere in the Gospels did Jesus ever talk about

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 following him as a one-in-time thing. The Gospel was never presented as a thing that just happens once and then that's it.

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 Rather, it was all about this theme of growing into the kingdom of God,

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 of call to repentance, which means a turning around in a dynamic, not a static way,

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 whereby we know him and we get to know him more and more and more and more,

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 which is why he says, come, follow me.

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 Jesus never spoke about making converts,

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 only ever about making disciples.

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 What does it mean to be a follower, to be a disciple?

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 Well, in Jesus' day and culture,

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 to have followed him

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 would have been like following a rabbi,

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 a great religious teacher,

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 a spiritual leader.

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 Of course, Jesus was so much more than just that.

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 But, to our 21st century Western ears,

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 perhaps the closest we can get to understanding that

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 is the idea of being an apprentice.

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 You see, to be an apprentice

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 means that you are following somebody oh so closely,

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 that you do what they do,

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 you learn from them,

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 you listen so carefully to what they say,

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 so that you would copy them and do the same things,

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 and eventually become like them.

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 To be an apprentice

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 is to strive to be able to do what the Master shows you.

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 Now, every analogy eventually breaks down,

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 but stay with me for this.

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 That being a follower of Jesus

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 is in many ways like being an apprentice.

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 It's so much more than that.

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 But it involves doing the things that Jesus did,

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 learning more about how he does things,

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 that we might copy him

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 and become more like him.

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 And that's a lifelong process

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 that never, ever stops.

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 And over these next few weeks,

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 we're going to be thinking a little bit about

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 more what that means in practical terms.

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 But what I want to do now

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 is just come to the last part of that reading

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 that Catherine read to us just now,

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 because it really unpacks it

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 in a very powerful way.

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 Philippians 2,

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 just those last two verses,

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 12 and 13,

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 where Paul writes,

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 continue to work out your salvation

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 with fear and trembling.

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 For it is God who works in you

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 to will and to act

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 in order to fulfil his good purpose.

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 It seems to me that in Philippians in general,

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 and in those verses in particular,

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 we have two things that are caught up there.

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 Firstly, Paul talks about

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 working out your salvation.

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 Salvation is something you've got to work out.

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 Now notice he does not say

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 you've got to work for your salvation.

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 As he calls us here,

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 as he rallies people to say,

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 look guys, you've got to make some effort here

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 to grow as Christians,

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 effort does not mean earning.

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 Quite clearly, Paul is not talking about that

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 because throughout his entire message,

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 throughout the whole of the New Testament,

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 faith is,

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 sorry,

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 the gospel is presented as something

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 that we don't have to earn God's favour,

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 it's a given.

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 But nevertheless,

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 we are called to work out.

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 It's from that place of knowing

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 knowing that God loves you unconditionally,

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 he has accepted you and set you free

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 and gifted you with eternal life

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 and his presence now.

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 It is from that knowledge

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 that we are called to work out

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 with fear and trembling

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 what it means to be a follower of Jesus.

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 But secondly, equally important,

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 that gift of salvation

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 is precisely that.

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 It is 100% God's gift to you.

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 Two stories,

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 just to unpack those two things.

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 The first one is this.

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 Paul goes on to say

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 in the following chapter of Philippians,

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 he says,

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 I press on towards the goal.

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 In other words,

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 that call to work out salvation

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 is like running a race.

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 It's going to involve effort.

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 In 1968,

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 the Olympics took place

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 in Mexico City.

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 And John Stephen Aquari

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 was a runner.

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 He represented Tanzania

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 in the marathon.

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 Now, Aquari was an elite runner.

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 He'd won many

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 marathons across Africa.

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 But at Mexico City,

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 in the Olympics,

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 he encountered something

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 that he hadn't encountered before.

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 And it was a massive altitude change.

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 Such that,

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 even though he easily qualified

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 to run in the Olympics,

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 midway through the race,

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 he suffered extreme cramps.

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 And he eventually fell down,

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 dislocating a knee.

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 But Aquari wasn't to be beaten by this.

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 He eventually got up

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 and he limped his way

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 through the second half

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 of that marathon.

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 When he eventually

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 got into the stadium,

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 the stadium had virtually

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 emptied of the crowds.

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 There was just

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 about 100 people there,

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 apparently.

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 But he came in

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 around about an hour

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 after the winner of the race.

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 Afterwards,

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 he was interviewed.

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 And the person interviewing

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 said to Aquari,

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 why didn't you just give up

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 when your knee seized up like that?

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 And he said this,

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 my country did not send me

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 5,000 miles

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 to start the race.

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 They sent me 5,000 miles

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 to finish the race.

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 Being a follower of Jesus

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 means that we come to him.

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 It might be suddenly,

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 it might be gradually.

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 But Paul talks about it

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 in terms of being a race

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 not as something

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 that we've got to somehow

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 work really hard

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 in order to earn

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 our salvation,

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 but rather because

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 this message

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 that death is defeated,

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 that we are set free

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 for all eternity,

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 means that we can

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 face the battles

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 of everyday life now.

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 Expect it to be hard work

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 and expect to have

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 to make effort,

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 but we do so

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 knowing that God

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 is there

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 and that he set us free

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 in order to run

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 that race.

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 And the second story

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 I want to share with you

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 is just to illustrate

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 actually that

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 it is 100%

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 God's gift to us

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 in case we're tempted

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 to think otherwise.

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 Because notice that

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 he says

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 that Paul writes

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 that, you know,

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 it is God

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 who works in you

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 to will and to act

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 in order to fill

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 his good purpose.

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 There's a story,

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 it's about this boy

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 who went into

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 a sweet shop one day

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 and he went in

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 with his mum.

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 She was buying

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 a present for a cousin.

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 So she went over

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 to the other side

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 of the shop

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 and she was looking

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 for something to buy

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 and the boy was

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 standing there

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 at the counter

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 and it was one of those

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 old-fashioned sweet shops

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 with the jars

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 and the shopkeeper

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 saw this boy

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 just staring

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 at this particular

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 jar of sweets.

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 There was no one

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 else around

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 so he grabbed

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 the shopkeeper,

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 grabbed the jar down,

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 took the lid off

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 and held it out

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 in front of the boy

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 and he said,

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 look,

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 you can help yourself,

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 you can have

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 a handful of sweets.

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 The boy just stared

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 back at him

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 not quite knowing

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 what to say.

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 He said,

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 no,

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 go on,

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 quick,

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 before someone

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 else comes in

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 you can have

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 a handful of sweets.

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 Still the boy

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 was frozen to the spot.

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 He said,

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 look,

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 have a handful

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 and the boy

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 would do nothing

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 so eventually

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 the shopkeeper

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 reached his hand

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 into the jar,

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 filled his hand

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 with the sweets

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 and gave them

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 to the boy

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 who put them

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 in his pocket.

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 Well eventually

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 him and his mum

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 got out of the shop

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 and they were

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 standing outside

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 and his mum

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 who'd overheard

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 all this,

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 he said,

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 why on earth

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 did you not

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 accept the handful

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 of sweets

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 when the shopkeeper

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 offered it to you?

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 He said,

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 his hands

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 were so much

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 bigger than mine.

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 It's not what we do,

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 it's what God does.

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 That's the message

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 that Paul is getting

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 so excited

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 and so passionate

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 about as he writes

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 to the Philippian people.

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 When he says,

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 run the race,

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 but run the race

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 and work out

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 your salvation

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 and make the effort

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 not because

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 you've got to

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 somehow win that race

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 because it's already

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 been won for you

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 and not because

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 you've somehow

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 got to earn salvation

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 because it's already

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 been given to you

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 but because

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 that is that

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 precious,

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 precious gift.

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 Know that it is yours.

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 Own it with confidence.

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 Grow in it

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 and keep on growing.

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 So as we start

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 this series today

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 and over these

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 next few weeks

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 we're going to be

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 thinking more about

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 what that means.

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 To grow

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 and to keep on growing.

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 We're going to pray now

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 and as we come to pray

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 let's just bring

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 our own lives

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 before God now

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 and ask him

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 wherever we are at

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 however we feel

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 about our own

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 faith right now

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 let's ask him to

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 in a way that

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 will probably be unique

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 to each and every one

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 of us in the room

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 let's ask him

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 to help us to grow.

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 Let's pray.

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 Lord God

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 each and every one of us

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 will be at a different

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 point

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 in that

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 journey of discipleship.

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 It may be that

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 we've not been

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 Christians for long

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 it might be

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 that perhaps

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 we haven't even

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 made that decision

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 for you yet

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 or it might be

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 that we've made

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 that decision

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 for you

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 a long time ago

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 it may be

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 that we do feel

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 that we're drying up

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 spiritually

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 or it might be

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 that we feel

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 really excited

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 and are passionate

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 about our faith

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 and we're just

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 poised and expectant

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 to do the things

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 that you want us to do

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 but Lord

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 whatever our

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 experience is

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 right now

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 thank you

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 that you know us

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 even better

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 than we know

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 ourselves

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 and so like

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 Lord right now

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 whatever is going on

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 in our own lives

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 meet us there

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 Lord right now

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 come Holy Spirit

00:22:42.000 --> 00:22:45.500
 come Holy Spirit

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 come Holy Spirit

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 let's just take a moment

00:22:53.200 --> 00:22:54.000
 just to wait

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 on him

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 Lord whatever

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 we might feel

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 about you

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 or think about you

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 meet us in that place

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 Lord we are sorry

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 for the things

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 that we have said

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 or done

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 or not said

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 and done

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 that has slowed

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 down that

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 that growth

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 Lord we thank you

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 that your message

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 to us is consistent

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 your message is that

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 we are loved

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 we are forgiven

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 and that you want us

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 to know that

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 and to grow in that

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 so Lord help us

00:23:35.640 --> 00:23:36.240
 to grow

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 Lord as we face

00:23:39.080 --> 00:23:40.380
 whatever comes

00:23:40.380 --> 00:23:41.820
 in this next week

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 may we grow

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 through each conversation

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 each decision

00:23:47.240 --> 00:23:49.600
 each set of circumstances

00:23:49.600 --> 00:23:50.580
 that comes our way

00:23:50.580 --> 00:23:53.820
 help us to be

00:23:53.820 --> 00:23:55.220
 apprentices to you

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 to grow

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 and to keep on growing

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 Lord as we continue

00:24:07.400 --> 00:24:08.580
 to worship you now

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 move among us

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 in your spirit

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 in Jesus name

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 Amen

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 to the Lord

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 I...