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 We can turn in our Bibles to Mark chapter 14.

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 The gospel of Mark in chapter 14.

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 We've been singing words of amazing assurance and promise and hope

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 because of Jesus.

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 And here in Gethsemane, we find Jesus contemplating the cost for him,

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 for us to enjoy all those blessings that we've been singing about.

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 So Mark chapter 14 and from verse 32 to 42.

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 Let's hear the word of God.

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 They went to a place called Gethsemane.

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 And Jesus said to his disciples, sit here while I pray.

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 He took Peter, James and John along with him.

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 And he began to be deeply distressed and troubled.

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 My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.

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 He said to them, stay here and keep watch.

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 Going a little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible,

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 the hour might pass from him.

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 Abba, Father, he said, everything is possible for you.

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 Take this cup from me.

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 Yet not what I will, but what you will.

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 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping.

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 Simon, he said to Peter, are you asleep?

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 Could you not keep watch for one hour?

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 Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation.

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 The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.

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 Once more, he went away and prayed the same thing.

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 When he came back, he again found them sleeping because their eyes were heavy.

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 They did not know what to say to him.

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 Returning the third time, he said to them, are you still sleeping and resting?

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 Enough.

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 The hour has come.

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 Look, the son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.

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 Rise.

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 Let us go.

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 Here comes my betrayer.

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 Amen.

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 Now we're going to think about living under the shadow of the cross,

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 what that meant for Jesus and what that means for us.

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 But let me begin by talking about a book I read last year,

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 written by a doctor, Dr. Paul Kalanithi.

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 The book's called When Breath Becomes Air.

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 It's a neurosurgeon's memoir.

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 A memoir as he battles with, battled with, stage four metastatic lung cancer.

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 With the doctor's knowledge of everything that was coming,

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 Kalanithi reflected.

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 And reflected in large part on what makes a life worth living.

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 There was one little phrase in his book that stuck in my head, and it's this one.

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 He said, the fact of death is unsettling, yet there is no other way to live.

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 He appreciated that.

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 And we see that in the case of Jesus, don't we?

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 Here is Jesus in agony in Gethsemane because he knows his future.

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 He knows the unique suffering that's coming to him as the son of God,

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 as the savior of the world, as he will bear the sins of the world.

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 We see Jesus is more than simply unsettled facing the fact of his death.

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 We see him in sorrow and in anguish.

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 So today we're going to think about why is it that Mark slows down?

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 The gospel of Mark is a really fast-paced gospel.

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 But Mark slows down and he zooms in here on the garden.

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 And why does he do that?

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 He's showing us life under the shadow of the cross for Jesus.

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 And he's also helping his readers to think about what does it mean for us to be followers of Jesus,

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 for us too to live under the shadow of the cross of Jesus.

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 Mark was writing at the time when the church was beginning to feel persecution from Rome.

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 What does it mean to be a follower of Jesus in that context?

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 So we're going to think about the suffering of Jesus

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 and think about how the suffering of Jesus informs the story of our lives

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 and the life of God's church.

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 So we're going to begin by thinking about Jesus' emotions

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 and seeing how Jesus' emotions connect with ours.

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 In Mark's language, if we look at verses 33 and 34,

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 we see Mark uses very intense language.

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 Jesus speaks with intense language.

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 So it says there,

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 Jesus took Peter and James and John along with him

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 and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled.

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 My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.

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 He said to them, stay here and keep watch.

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 The American theologian B.B. Warfield

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 wrote a study called The Emotional Life of Our Lord.

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 And as he examined these words, words like deeply distressed and troubled,

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 it's the idea of Jesus being horror struck as he confronts the reality of the cross.

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 Here is Jesus facing alarm, feeling a sense of despondency as he anticipates what's coming next.

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 When it says he's overwhelmed with sorrow,

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 it's describing his mental pain and distress as if he was in a prison and he's barred in on every side.

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 There's no escape from this weight of sorrow and distress.

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 Deep emotional suffering, he says, that almost kills him.

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 Why does he feel this intense weight?

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 Well, I think we need to connect it with his prayer in verse 36,

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 and we need to connect it with the cup that he prays about.

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 So in verse 36, he prays,

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 Abba, Father, everything is possible for you.

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 Take this cup from me.

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 So there's this image of Jesus needing to drink a cup.

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 What is that cup that he anticipates with a sense of horror and dismay?

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 Well, Psalm 75 would be one place we can go to find out.

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 In verse 8, we read this.

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 In the hand of the Lord is a cup full of wine.

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 He pours it out, and all the wicked of the earth drink it down to its very dregs.

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 What's the image of the cup?

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 It's the image of God's judgment against sin and wickedness being given to God's enemies

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 to drink down, to drink in judgment on themselves.

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 What is it that causes Jesus to have such distress and agony?

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 It's because he, he will drink this cup to make his enemies into his friends.

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 But that prospect horrifies him.

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 Horrifies him because he anticipates this contact with sin that we'll have for the very first time

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 in his existence.

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 One of the remarkable things about Jesus, one of the attractive things about Jesus,

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 is he is known as a friend of sinners.

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 You read the Gospels and you find him eating with, meeting with,

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 having conversations with social, religious, moral outcasts.

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 But Jesus, in being their friend, never began to sin himself.

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 He remained totally holy, sinlessly perfect.

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 He lived among the broken, the despised, the rejected, the messed up,

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 but he remained perfect himself.

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 But here is Jesus, the perfect one, the only perfect one.

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 He is anticipating becoming the worst sinner who ever lived

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 and being judged by God, treated as the worst sinner who ever lived

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 because he will absorb our sin,

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 because he will absorb the judgment of God for our sin.

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 And that causes him distress.

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 Connected with that, he's also distressed

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 because he knows that the cross will bring separation from God.

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 He will be alienated from the Father.

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 He knows that his Father is holy and perfect.

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 And a holy God cannot look at sin.

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 What happens on the cross is Jesus becomes sin for his people.

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 And in so doing, he will feel forsaken by his Father.

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 His Father, as it were, will turn his face away from Jesus, the son he loves.

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 So we have this picture of real emotional distress.

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 We have Jesus knowing he's about to be betrayed,

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 going to this garden in order to pray to his Father,

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 the Father who he loves, looking to receive comfort from heaven.

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 But as he does so, he receives anticipation of his own personal hell.

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 What is hell?

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 Hell is to know God, but only God as justice.

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 And Jesus on the cross will experience the full weight of God's justice against sin.

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 Here we are being reminded in Gethsemane

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 that the price of our reconciliation is Christ's alienation.

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 He feels far so that we can be brought near.

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 And that impacts Jesus intensely.

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 Perhaps you saw in the news over the weekend,

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 the good news story of Pauline Kafferke.

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 Pauline Kafferke, in case you don't know who she was,

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 she was a Scottish nurse who's just had twins.

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 But back in 2014, she went out to Sierra Leone to be an Ebola nurse.

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 So she went out there to seek to deal with those who were suffering from that disease,

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 but she contracted it herself.

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 So over 2014, 2016, three times she found herself in hospital seriously unwell.

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 And thinking about her story, thinking here is a nurse who'd been working with victims

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 who knew exactly what was coming,

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 what I thought that must have been when she saw the early signs.

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 She contracted the very things she'd gone to seek to help cure.

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 And that, in a sense, gives us an insight into the cross.

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 Because Jesus saves us from sin by contracting sin for us.

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 He takes our sin on himself to cure us from that horrible disease leading to death.

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 He saves at infinite cost to himself.

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 He was aware of the implications of what it meant to be the Savior.

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 We see it in Gethsemane.

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 That knowledge causes him to feel horror.

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 He feels that weight on himself.

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 But still he went because of love.

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 So we see Jesus' emotions.

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 But how does that connect with our emotions as a church?

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 Well, I think Mark would want the incredible suffering of Jesus to fuel our grateful joy and love and worship.

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 To see Jesus did this for me.

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 Jesus voluntarily became my substitute.

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 Taking my place.

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 That Jesus gave himself as that perfect sacrifice for me.

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 Abandoned for my sake.

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 For my sin.

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 That that should move our hearts and cause us to worship him.

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 Cause him to, cause us to love him.

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 There was a man on the news yesterday talking about his stem cell donor.

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 He calls his stem cell donor his sister.

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 There's a bond established because he's received stem cells.

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 He's received the gift of health.

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 In light of the cross.

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 Shouldn't it be our instinct to call Jesus our Savior and Lord and to live for him with joy and with worship?

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 And it's true that the clearer our vision of the cross, the clearer our understanding of what it meant for Jesus to rescue us,

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 the greater, the more alive our worship is going to be.

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 And we cannot get too far away from the cross.

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 We need to remember what lies at the heart of our salvation.

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 And so Mark is zooming us in in the gospel so that ultimately we'll be moved towards gratitude.

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 We'll be moved towards worship.

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 So that's Jesus' emotions and ours.

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 Another thing that Mark draws our attention to in Gethsemane is Jesus' prayers.

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 Let's think about Jesus' prayers and ours.

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 Mike Reeves in his little book, Enjoying Your Prayer Life,

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 reminds us that it was Calvin that said that prayer is the chief exercise of faith.

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 How do we express our faith?

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 We express it through prayer.

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 To pray is to say, whenever we pray, I want to know God.

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 I want to enjoy my relationship with my Father in heaven.

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 Prayer is a way to say in any situation, whatever brings us before God,

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 I want to trust God in this moment.

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 If I'm praying about my family or praying about a decision,

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 I want to trust God in this situation.

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 So prayer is an exercise of faith.

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 And so it's no surprise to us then, when we think about Jesus, the ultimate man of faith,

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 that He is our model of praying for us.

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 He is the model praying life.

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 You see, all through the gospels, Jesus had a decision to make.

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 He would pray.

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 When Jesus had a successful time of ministry, healing and teaching and the crowds were flocking,

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 He would take time away to be with His Father in heaven.

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 So it's no surprise that when He comes to confront His place of suffering,

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 that He would instinctively come to pray.

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 Four things to notice as Jesus prays under the shadow of the cross.

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 Firstly, that Jesus calls to His Father.

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 Verse 36, Abba, Father, He said.

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 J.I. Packer, another theologian said,

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 if you want to judge how well a person understands Christianity,

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 find out how much they make of the thought of being God's child

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 and having God as their Father.

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 Or to put it another way,

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 does the chance that we have when we pray the Lord's Prayer to say,

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 our Father in heaven, does that make us feel a sense of joy and gratitude?

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 Well, for Jesus, His Father was everything.

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 He has lived in an eternal communion of love with His Father.

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 And so part of Jesus' agony is knowing that that sense of God,

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 the Father's close presence with Him,

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 will be lost to Him at the cross.

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 As He goes under the darkness,

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 as He faces God's judgment,

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 those three hours on the cross,

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 He will cry out,

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 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

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 His relationship with His Father was everything to Him.

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 And so in His suffering,

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 He calls to His Father.

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 Notice, too, the extent to which Jesus recognizes

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 the power and the rule of His Father.

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 Abba, Father, He said,

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 everything is possible for you.

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 One of the things we recognize about God

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 is that He is independent,

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 that the only limits on God are that He cannot sin

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 and He must always be true to His character and His word.

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 And so Jesus, as He goes into this suffering,

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 He goes there trusting in the sovereignty of God.

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 And that's so important for us as a foundation for prayer.

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 Notice, too, He commits Himself to doing the will of God.

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 Take this cup from me, yet not what I will,

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 but what you will.

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 Here is Jesus, fully human as well as fully God,

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 wrestling with the horror to come,

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 praying, take this cup from me,

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 asking, is there any other way?

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 As He anticipates the cost of being Savior in the most intense way,

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 but still He's able to say,

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 not my will, but yours be done.

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 Completely committed, completely obedient to doing the will of God.

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 And also, as we saw last week,

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 when Jesus faces suffering and Jesus thinks about prayer and suffering,

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 it's important to recognize that He asks His friends to support Him in prayer.

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 So again, verse 38,

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 watch and pray.

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 Watch and pray.

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 He's face to face with this prospect of being separated from His Father at the cross.

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 He's facing a time of intense trial and distress,

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 and He looks to His friends for prayer support.

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 So again, Mark is zooming in here,

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 and he's zooming in to show us the prayer life of Jesus,

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 to show us, I think, how to approach our times of suffering.

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 That here we are invited as Christians to approach suffering with God,

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 in prayer, knowing Jesus has been there,

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 knowing Jesus understands,

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 knowing Jesus is with us and for us.

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 So that when we experience hardships and dark times,

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 we too are praying to our Father in heaven.

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 Again, to borrow from Mike Reeves,

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 prayer is enjoying the care of a powerful Father

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 instead of being left to a frightening loneliness.

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 Perhaps you've had those experiences of intense darkness,

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 frightening loneliness.

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 It's so helpful to remember we have a powerful Father in heaven

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 who loves us.

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 To recognize, actually, that Jesus went to the cross

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 and He suffered that frightening loneliness for us

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 so that we'll never go through anything by ourselves.

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 We also learn from Jesus' experience to pray both with trust and with tears.

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 Jesus in the Lord's Prayer said we should pray,

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 Your kingdom come and Your will be done.

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 And sometimes we'll pray that prayer with joy

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 because we are content and we're happy about our circumstances.

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 But are there other times where we'll pray that prayer with grief?

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 Perhaps a sense of protest.

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 Not sure why this thing is happening.

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 But like Jesus, we need that solid foundation

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 to recognize that God's in control

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 and to recognize that God is in control as one who loves.

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 He's one who cares.

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 He's one who's faithful.

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 He's one who's wise.

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 He knows what He's doing.

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 So even when we can't see what God's doing,

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 we're invited to trust, say, not my will but Yours.

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 Be done.

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 And sometimes we'll do that with tears.

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 And also for us to remember that prayer is part of family life.

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 Prayer is a way to say you don't have to go through this thing alone.

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 It's a way to say let me bear the load with you.

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 It's an expression of, one expression of our shared love for one another.

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 Jesus gave us a new command to love one another.

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 Well, one way that we do that is through praying with each other

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 and praying for one another

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 and walking through hard times with one another.

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 So there's Jesus' prayers and ours.

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 The last thing I want us to notice from the end of this little section

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 is Jesus' obedience and ours.

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 We've just finished watching a Spanish TV drama,

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 melodrama better called,

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 called The High Seas.

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 And it's lots of intrigue happening on a great big cruise liner

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 on the way from Spain to Brazil.

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 Well, in one particular episode,

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 the captain finds himself having to steer a ship

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 directly through the eye of a storm.

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 There's no other way to go.

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 And so you get these wonderful images of the captain up in the bridge

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 and he's calling on his men to stay the course.

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 And you see people are flying and tables are flying

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 and they're going right through the storm.

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 And then at one point,

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 you see a little chink of light on the horizon

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 and the captain says,

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 well, head for the patch of light and we'll be safe.

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 And you get this wonderful picture.

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 One side, there's a storm

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 and then you see this cruise liner coming out

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 and you see flat cam.

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 Jesus, God's obedient son, what's happening here?

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 He's heading straight into the storm of God's judgment.

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 Jesus, the captain of our salvation,

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 is heading straight for the judgment of God.

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 That storm that should fall on us and overwhelm us,

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 he takes it on himself.

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 Jesus, the one who always put God first in his life,

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 he delighted to do the will of God.

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 He dies for our idolatry.

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 All those ways in which we put other things

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 and other people ahead of God,

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 where we find our identity and security

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 and hope and purpose in something

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 other than our faith in the Lord Jesus.

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 He goes to the cross and he dies

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 as if he were an idolater.

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 Jesus, the one who always honored his father

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 at every point in his life.

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 He dies for our dishonoring of God,

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 for treating God with shame

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 when we turn our back on God,

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 when we want nothing to do with God,

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 when we ignore his word and his will.

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 Jesus, the one who always walked in perfect obedience,

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 dies for rebel sinners like us.

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 We see the cost of his obedience.

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 We see his obedience in the garden.

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 You know, three times he's asked,

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 is there any other way?

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 Is there any other way for people to be saved

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 other than for me to go to the cross?

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 And the answer that he clearly receives

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 because he walks resolutely towards the cross

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 is I cannot save you and save them.

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 Jesus is willing to be killed

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 so that we might be saved.

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 And we see that, the change in verse 41.

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 So he's gone and he's prayed three times.

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 We're returning the third time.

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 He said to them,

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 are you still sleeping and resting?

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 Enough, the hour has come.

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 Luke, the son of man is betrayed

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 into the hands of sinners.

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 Rise, let us go.

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 Here comes my betrayer.

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 Jesus walks with courage.

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 He is resolute.

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 He understands that this hour is from God.

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 And so he goes to the cross in obedience.

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 As he headed into that storm of God's judgment,

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 was there a patch of light for Jesus?

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 Maybe think of Hebrews chapter 12 and verse 2,

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 where we read Jesus,

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 who for the joy set before him,

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 endured the cross, scorning its shame.

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 There was joy.

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 There was light beyond the cross for Jesus.

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 It's the prospect of returning to his father in heaven,

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 of bringing glory to God through the cross,

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 of returning to fellowship with God in glory.

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 And also that joy of knowing mission accomplished,

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 of knowing that through his death,

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 he would bring life for all those

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 who would put their trust in him.

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 And so Jesus faces the cross with joy,

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 which is our remarkable truth.

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 Jesus anticipates the cost of his rescue,

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 that emotional distress,

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 anticipating the loss of his father's felt presence.

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 And yet Jesus says,

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 you are worth it.

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 And he obediently walks to the cross.

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 And so Mark zooms in again

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 on Jesus' costly obedience to encourage us.

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 Encourage us by showing us,

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 well, here's the pattern of the Christian life.

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 The pattern of the Christian life

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 is suffering first with glory to follow.

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 Like Jesus, we are invited,

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 we are encouraged to set our eyes on an eternal prize,

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 to be willing to count the cost,

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 to be willing to carry our cross,

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 to deny ourselves in order to follow Jesus.

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 We follow this Jesus.

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 We follow a crucified Savior.

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 And so there is sacrifice.

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 And so there is suffering first,

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 but there is glory to follow.

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 And we understand too that the Christian life

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 and the Christian church is established

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 through the obedient,

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 through the costly,

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 through the sacrificial,

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 loving, self-giving of Jesus.

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 And it's that grace that we receive

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 that fuels our obedience.

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 It's where we receive new life

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 and it's where our motive for obedience comes from.

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 So we are called to live in the shadow of the cross,

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 to look at what Jesus has done for us

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 so that it would change us,

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 so that it would transform us.

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 What's going to kill our pride and selfishness?

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 Well, nothing less than seeing Jesus, our Savior,

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 seeing his selfless love and humiliation

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 for us on the cross.

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 How are we going to be able to show patience

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 and forgiveness to those who hurt,

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 disappoint and fail us?

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 Well, surely it's as we hear Jesus cry,

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 Father, forgive them.

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 They don't know what they're doing.

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 As we understand that Jesus has forgiven us

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 a much greater debt,

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 a much greater wrong

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 than anyone could ever do to us.

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 How do we love others?

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 How do we keep loving them

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 when they disappoint us?

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 Well, just look at how Jesus treated his disciples,

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 those disciples who would abandon him.

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 He promised to restore them,

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 to renew friendship with them.

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 So it's as we look at the cross,

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 it's as we are filled with God's grace,

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 that's where the strength to love

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 and to serve comes from.

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 And so Mark encourages us

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 as he writes his gospel to slow down,

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 to see the cost of your salvation,

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 to recognize God's love for you at the cross

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 so that you and I,

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 we would also make that choice

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 to live under the shadow of the cross,

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 that we would worship from that place,

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 that we would pray knowing

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 that Jesus has gone there

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 and done that for us.

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 We would serve,

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 we would obey as our grateful response

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 to Jesus,

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 the one who walked that path for us.