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 Well, we're taking a break from 1st Timothy for this Sunday, next Sunday as we, in this

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 Easter season, look at the crucifixion this morning and the resurrection next week.

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 And we read from Matthew's account of the crucifixion.

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 And Matthew's account, if you were following along, you might have noticed this, that it's

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 very factual with a lot of details.

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 And it doesn't really say much by way of interpretation like John does, for example.

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 It just gives you facts and it gives you a lot of the surrounding details about the crucifixion.

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 But actually one of the interesting things is it says very little about Jesus himself

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 in the event of the crucifixion.

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 So if you notice, it talks about two authors of wine, about Simon of Cyrene and Elijah

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 and the darkness and the resurrection bodies and the temple being torn into and the earthquake

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 and the rocks being split.

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 But it only has one verse that turns to focus on Christ.

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 And that is verse 46 where it says that he lifted up and he shrieked.

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 He cried out, my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

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 And that's the only moment that focuses on Jesus himself.

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 And what you've got to say then, Matthew, that must be the centerpiece of the text.

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 If you give me all these surrounding details, but then there's one moment where it turns

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 to the man on the cross.

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 And when you look at this passage, I think one of the ways to read it is actually to

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 come to Paul's interpretation of the cross.

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 And if you look at Paul's interpretation of the cross in 1 Corinthians 1, it maps out

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 very closely to the way Matthew presents the cross here.

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 And what does Paul say about the cross in 1 Corinthians 1?

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 And he says to some people, the cross is utter foolishness and to others, it is the power

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 of God to salvation.

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 And so that's what we have to see this morning, that the cross on the one hand is foolishness

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 and on the other hand, it's the power of God.

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 And that's exactly what Matthew does here.

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 So let's look at that.

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 Verses 31 to 50 highlights constantly that the cross is foolishness to the world.

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 If you look at 1 Corinthians 118 in fact, where Paul says that carefully, he doesn't

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 just say the cross is literally nonsense.

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 He says the word of the cross is nonsense.

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 And there's two ways to take that.

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 On the one hand, he's saying when anybody tells another person about the story of Jesus,

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 it's almost like it's foolishness in the eyes of the world.

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 And we'll see why in just a moment.

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 But there's a second way to take that.

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 And that's that Paul uses the Greek word there, logos.

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 The logos of the cross is nonsense.

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 And he knows very well from John that Jesus is called in the gospels the logos himself.

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 He is the word.

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 And so when Paul says the logos of the cross, the word of the cross is foolishness, he's

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 saying it's not just the gospel message, but the man.

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 That in the eyes of the world, the man himself hanging on the cross is foolishness.

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 And when you come back to Matthew, that's very clear that that's exactly what Matthew

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 is showing.

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 One commentator points out that if there's one key thing in Matthew's take on the cross,

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 his testimony of the cross, it is that the mocking of Christ is overwhelming.

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 And it's a holistic mocking, you might say.

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 And one commentator points out that it exists at four levels.

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 So let me show those to you.

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 First, the soldiers mock him.

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 Verse 31, they mocked him, they stripped him of his robe.

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 Just before that, they put a purple robe on him to make fun of him because of his claim

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 to kingship.

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 And then they pressed the thorns into his brow, both acts of mockery.

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 Verse 32, they make Simon of Cyrene carry the cross beam.

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 What is going on here?

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 Simon of Cyrene is forced to carry Jesus' cross beam because they were mimicking a kingly

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 royal processional.

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 So it's as if he has a servant in front of him carrying an announcement that the king

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 is coming up the hill.

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 But it's all ironic.

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 It's for the sake of mockery.

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 Verse 35, they strip him naked.

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 And they gamble away his garments and they hang him completely naked on the cross.

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 In verse 37, the soldiers, they put the king of the Jews above his head.

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 You see in all this, the soldiers treat this as an ironic enthronement.

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 They're trying to say, this man claimed that he was king, now let's make him a king.

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 And they do it as an act of mockery.

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 Now the second level is the civilians.

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 We read the story of Palm Sunday entering into Jerusalem where the civilians lay down

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 their coats and worship him.

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 And now a week later in verse 39, it says they, quote, hurled insults, wagged their

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 heads, abuse.

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 It's actually a Greek word you'll recognize.

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 It's the word blasphemon.

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 They committed blasphemies against him.

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 They said, son of God.

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 You see, the soldiers say, he's the king and they laugh.

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 And now the civilians say, son of God.

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 And they laugh at him.

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 They mock him for that claim that he had throughout his ministry.

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 In verse 47, they say, is he calling down Elijah?

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 And you know why they say that?

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 Because that's, Matthew gives us the Aramaic.

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 And you hear in the Aramaic when he says, Eli, Eli, my God, my God, it sounds like Elijah.

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 And so they say, is he calling Elijah down?

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 And when they reach to give him wine, why?

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 It's not that they're being kind.

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 It's that they think in his calling Elijah, he's losing consciousness.

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 He's going crazy in his suffering.

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 And so the wine, the sour wine was meant to regain consciousness so that he could suffer

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 longer.

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 And that's why a spectator says, wait, wait, wait, don't give it to him yet.

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 Let's see if Elijah really will come down, which is an act of mockery.

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 Don't give him his consciousness back.

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 He's going crazy.

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 Let's watch.

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 Let's see what happens here.

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 Verse 49, they see it as an entertainment activity.

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 The reason that this is possible is because crucifixions always happen, by the way, along

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 a main thoroughfare.

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 And so you could literally just pass by on the street and see whoever was being crucified

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 at the time.

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 Today it was Jesus.

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 Third level, the chief priests.

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 This is how much Matthew is highlighting this.

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 Verse 41 says, also the authorities mocked him.

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 Meaning Matthew's saying, have you noticed yet that I'm highlighting the mockery, the

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 civilians, the soldiers, also the chief priests, the scribes, the elders, and how do they do

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 it?

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 They say in verse 41, if you're really God, save yourself.

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 Come down or tell God to send somebody.

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 And if we're blaspheming you, then why don't you do something about it?

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 That's how they mock him, the chief priests.

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 And then finally the criminals, verse 44, two men who are being executed on either side

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 of him for their crimes, mock him for being crucified as the king of the Jews.

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 And you see, Matthew is saying like Paul, that every type of person, poor and rich,

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 and every degree in between, it doesn't matter your socioeconomic status, your race, your

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 creed, any of it, human beings mock Jesus Christ.

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 They regard the cross as foolishness.

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 It doesn't matter where you come from or when or what your background is.

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 The cross is nonsense, Paul says.

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 The Logos is a fool, Paul says, in the eyes of the world.

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 And that's because we learn here that he's a God at the cross who's appearing to the

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 eyes of the world weak, a pretender to the throne, he's naked and he's shamed publicly

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 here.

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 Now John Stott commenting on this, the great Anglican theologian, this is what he asks.

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 He says, what kind of a religion would have a God who dies in weakness at the hands of

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 his own creatures?

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 And he points us to evidence that that really was the question in the first and second centuries.

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 And this is what he says, no matter whether their background was Roman or Jewish or both,

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 the early enemies of Christianity lost no opportunity to ridicule the claim that God's

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 anointed and man's savior ended his life on a cross.

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 The idea was crazy.

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 This is well illustrated by Grafito from the second century, discovered on the Palatine

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 Hill in Rome, on the wall of a house considered by scholars to have been used as a school

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 for imperial pages in the court.

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 It's the first, this is an important historical note, we have the first surviving picture

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 of the crucifixion just after the turn of the century, 100 AD, still today, and it's

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 a caricature and it's a crude drawing that depicts a man stretched out on a cross with

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 a donkey as his head.

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 And you see the response to the cross throughout history, one pastor points out how whether

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 it's from the religious or the ouriligious has always been what Paul says, foolishness.

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 For example, when Islam looks at the cross, Islam says that the cross is inappropriate

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 for the prophet of God.

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 And so the story, Islam accepts the story of the crucifixion, but it says that at the

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 last minute Jesus was replaced on the cross by Simon of Cyrene or some other man that

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 Jesus never actually died because it's foolishness for the prophet of God to be killed in such

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 a way or if you go to Hinduism, Gandhi, the great modern prophet of the Hinduism, this

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 is what he says, I could accept Jesus as a martyr, an embodiment of sacrifice and as

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 a divine teacher, but not as the most perfect man ever born.

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 And his death on the cross is a great example to the world, but that there was anything

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 in it like a mysterious or miraculous virtue that we cannot accept.

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 That's the religious response, but the ouriligious, the anti-religious response, you can go to

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 the greatest atheist thinker that's ever lived, Friedrich Nietzsche, the great German philosopher

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 of the 19th century and listen to what he says about Jesus and about the cross in his

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 book, The Antichrist.

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 He says, true happiness is a feeling of power when it increases in your life.

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 And the most harm then that we can do is to have active sympathy for the ill constituted

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 and the weak.

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 Therefore Christianity in taking the side of everything weak, base and ill constituted

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 has done the most harm to the world.

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 Because the religion of pity, it preserves what is ripe for destruction and it thwarts

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 the law of evolution.

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 At the center is the contemptuous God on a cross, weakness incarnate.

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 You see, ancients, moderns, every class, religious, ouriligious and today books are still being

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 written.

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 The cross is unjust, it's cosmic child abuse, that's the more modern favorite way to go.

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 It's ultimate weakness on display.

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 And so here's Stadegan, the Christian's choice of a cross therefore as a symbol of their

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 faith is surprising.

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 When we remember the horror with which crucifixion was regarded in the ancient world, we can

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 understand why the message of the cross was to many of Paul's listeners foolishness in

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 the first century, even madness, Paul says in 1 Corinthians 1.23.

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 How could any sane person worship as a God, a dead man who had been justly condemned as

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 a criminal subjected to the most humiliating form of execution?

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 This combination of death, crime and shame put him beyond the pale of respect, let alone

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 worship in the mind, the Roman mind of the first and second centuries.

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 And yet, Jesus Christ's cross turned the world upside down and millions and billions of people

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 look at the cross and say the power of God into salvation.

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 And so we've got to turn in and ask, how, why?

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 And Matthew sets it up for us, he tells us about the foolishness of the cross at every

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 level of society, but then he thwarts it to tell us that the cross is the power of God,

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 secondly the power of God in the cross.

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 Everything we've said so far means that Jesus Christ, the Logos, the Word is divisive.

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 He's divisive.

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 If he came into the world and he divided people from the beginning and he still does that,

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 people bow, they trip and they bow before him or they trip and stumble, frustrated and

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 angry, rejecting him.

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 And I've mentioned this before, but I think since I've been back, I can't remember actually,

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 but when I was in Germany several years ago, one of the really incredible memorial pieces

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 that Germany has put in place since World War II and the Holocaust is the Stolpersteine

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 in German, the stumbling stones.

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 So if you're in Germany in Berlin or Frankfurt or Stuttgart, other places, you'll walk along

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 the sidewalk and all of a sudden you'll trip over a stone that's been set two inches off

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 the normal pavement.

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 I mean, every lawyer's nightmare that there's these purposeful trip hazards all over the

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 pavement in Germany, but they're there.

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 And where they put them is out in front of homes where Jews were ripped from the home

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 and they're home and murdered and taken to concentration camps and the names are often

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 written in Hebrew and they're there to say, remember what humans can do.

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 Remember the possibilities of sin.

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 And they're all over Germany.

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 Where do they get the idea of the Stolpersteine, the Stolpersteine, Simon, I hope will tell

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 me I'm pronouncing that correctly, the stumbling stones.

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 It comes from the Bible, right?

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 Jesus Christ is the cross, is the stumbling stone.

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 You have to trip over it and you trip over it because of a number of things.

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 And this is the main reason and Acts chapter two tells us Peter, whether you're a Roman,

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 did you, a modern Scott, an American, whatever, wherever you're poor or rich, whatever a criminal,

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 a saint, Gandhi, Nietzsche, everybody trips over the cross.

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 And the reason for that is Acts two.

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 Peter is standing in Jerusalem in Acts chapter two and there's a crowd of thousands and

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 most of the people there had not been present physically for the crucifixion.

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 And yet Peter looks out and says, you crucified him.

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 Let's use the Southern American.

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 It's the best way to say it.

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 Y'all crucified him.

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 It's the plural.

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 You have to have a plural you.

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 You all crucified him, all of you.

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 And he says it to people that were not there.

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 And what does he mean by that?

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 He's saying that every single person that has ever lived cried out, crucify him.

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 And we did it, we mocked him and we said full because we shook our fist at God from the

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 day we were born.

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 Adam crucified him and I crucified him and everybody has crucified him.

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 We shouted that because human, you know, by human nature, we reject anything that limits

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 our autonomy, our power.

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 And we're happy to maximize our freedom in life and we're happy to follow a Messiah.

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 If that Messiah is to lead in a way that we expect, that would give us more and more

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 freedom and more and more power as individuals.

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 Let me give you an example of how Nietzsche was right, how we all desire power.

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 And so we reject anything that thwarts it.

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 Nietzsche was right because in the first century, the expectation of the Messiah, whether you're

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 Roman, Greek, Jew, whatever, the Messiah, the Messiah was to be a person who came in

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 the Jewish mindset to start the revolution and to take back Israel from Rome and to march

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 straight to Rome with an army and displace Caesar from the throne.

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 And so the Messiah was expected to come in immense physical power.

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 If you're Roman or Greek, if you're looking for a Messiah, you expect him to be Hercules,

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 to be the strongest, to be the fittest, the prettiest, to look like Saul from the Old

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 Testament in every way.

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 And that's why in that way Nietzsche is right, natural humanity, natural humanity.

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 If the Messiah should come and he should show power and maximize my freedom, then I'll follow

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 him.

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 Now Matthew comes here and he says, then the reason why the cross is not foolishness and

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 the reason why the cross is the power of God is because of the deepest irony moving throughout

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 the thread of sacred history.

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 And the deepest irony of all of sacred history is this, that Jesus came to claim ultimate

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 victory by way of ultimate loss.

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 And it's the thread that Nietzsche would not accept and it's the thread that we don't

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 first accept, but it is the power of God.

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 And it's so unexpected, it stands so counter to every human instinct.

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 Look, this might be old hat to you, you've sat in the church for a long time and you've

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 heard the cross, but recognize the true revolution of the cross is that God came to earth to

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 ultimately win by ultimately losing.

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 And it's the grand irony of history, it doesn't make sense in the stories that we want to

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 write.

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 And that's why Nietzsche hated it.

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 And where does Paul then say the power of God to salvation, where can we find it?

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 And let's turn towards the end by saying two ways.

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 Two ways you can find the power of God here on to salvation.

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 The first is this, Jesus Christ manifest here the power to choose.

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 And when you pay careful attention to the text, the crucifixion story that Matthew writes,

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 you see on the one hand the mocking is intense and it's holistic, but on the other hand Matthew

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 writes it in such a way that you begin to recognize over time that it's deeply ironic.

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 And for example, let me just show you this, in verse 40 the civilians say, you said Jesus,

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 you're going to tear down the temple and in three days you're going to raise it back up

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 again.

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 But look at you now.

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 And verse 43 the scribes say, you say you're God, why don't you deliver yourself, why don't

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 you raise yourself up from the cross right now and as soon as you hear something like

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 that, look you should do what Nietzsche seemed to fail to do.

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 And what you want to say to Nietzsche is did you read the next chapter?

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 Did you read the next paragraph?

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 And this is, look next week is Easter, but Jesus Christ is alive today as well.

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 And here's the question, the theologians have been exploring for centuries.

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 You raised Jesus Christ from the dead and we say God did, God the Father, God the Son

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 and God the Holy Spirit.

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 And you know what that means?

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 That means on the third day the Son of God, Jesus Christ, raised himself from the dead.

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 That's been the confession of all of Christian history.

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 And that means that what's happening in this moment is not utter weakness.

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 It's that Jesus Christ has decided and determined to voluntarily condescend and give himself

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 as a display of utter weakness.

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 The issue is not that he's weak, it's that he is absolutely strong and has determined

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 to give himself for us an ultimate weakness.

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 You see he's commanding the Son of God from eternity is commanding this very moment as

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 he dies.

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 It's not passive, it's active, he chose to die like this.

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 He determined that that was not a secret in the Gospels, not at all.

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 Jesus says, Mark 9, the Son of man will be betrayed into the hands of men and they will

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 kill him and in three days he will rise again.

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 He told him, he told him point blank what he was going to do.

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 Or Matthew 26, the chapter just before this, he says, do you not know that the Son of man

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 is about to be handed over to crucifixion and that the Apostle said, don't do it, no.

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 And he said, if I wanted to, I will call on my father and he will send a legion, 12,000

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 angels to my aid, if I just say the word.

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 That's my power.

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 You don't even have to go to the resurrection account to find the irony.

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 It's right here.

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 This ultimately, the way Matthew presents the story is ultimately to be read as a tragic

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 comedy in the classical sense of that term because first it appears to be tragedy but

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 at the very end there's a great irony, almost comedic irony.

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 In the midst of great sorrow and it's in verse 54 and did you catch it when we read it?

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 The rocks have split, the earthquake has come, the land is dark and all of a sudden the centurion

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 that had stripped Jesus naked and mocked him mercilessly, he lifts up his head and he said,

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 this really is the Son of God.

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 Before we ever get to the resurrection, the soldier says it, he realizes it, he wakes

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 up that this really is the man of power who is giving himself and utter weakness for us,

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 only the soldier at the end of this story could see it.

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 This is the voluntary condescension of God himself and this is what it means.

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 Jesus Christ in the middle of history let death swallow him so that he could destroy

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 it from the inside out.

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 It's not weakness, it's absolute power meets absolute love displayed for the mocker, me

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 and you.

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 Now that leads us to the second and final thing, the second power on display in Matthew's

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 story and that's the power of Jesus to forgive.

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 At the very center of the story as we mentioned at the beginning is the cry in Aramaic, my

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 God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

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 Why is it in Aramaic?

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 You read the whole book and it's all in Greek and then in one moment all of a sudden there's

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 a sentence in Aramaic.

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 And we're told here in the Greek that it was a shriek very literally, it was a cry, not

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 just a yell but a gut wrenching shriek, a cry.

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 We call it the cry of dereliction typically.

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 And it says here that God, why have you forsaken me?

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 Jesus says that God the Father had forsaken him in that moment.

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 And this is why it's in Aramaic, the same reason that it says that God forsook him.

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 If you're trying to write a story, a religion into history in the first century and you're

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 trying to convince the Romans and the Greeks and others whose gods come down to earth and

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 display themselves in utter power, the demigods, Hercules and others, would you ever write

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 a story where you claim that God the Father and God the Son were God the Father abandoned

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 his Son?

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 You would never do it.

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 It's foolishness.

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 It's not on the first past a convincing narrative and that is the same reason that it's written

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 in Aramaic.

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 You see, why is it written in Aramaic?

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 Because Jesus said it in Aramaic.

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 That's why.

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 Because it happened.

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 I mean, you couldn't write this story.

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 You couldn't make it up.

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 You would never write a story where God the Father abandoned and forsakes God the Son

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 and where he cries it out in Aramaic.

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 It's written that way because that's exactly what happened in the middle of history.

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 You see, it's power.

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 This is a subordinate thing, but it's power, it's reality is in the claim itself.

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 How could this be anything other than true?

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 And we know that from the moment he rises from the dead that so many that saw this day

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 saw him alive again, more than 500 witnesses and the message spread throughout all the

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 land and Larry Hurtado, one of the former scholars at New College right across the street

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 here wrote a very helpful book just before he died a few years ago, sadly, about this

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 and he said that the only way to account for the power of this message just spread across

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 the first and second century Roman and Greek landscape in the midst of what they expected

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 for a God was if the resurrection really happened.

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 That was the only way as a historian he could figure it out.

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 Now here's the real power though, the power of forgiveness and we see it in just a couple

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 ways very briefly.

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 First when he says this, when Jesus cries out in dereliction, this is the power of Jesus

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 to fulfill the Old Testament prophecy.

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 And this is from Psalm 22, verse one, my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

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 It's a Psalm of David and let me just say that there are statements in Psalm 22 that

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 the commentators will say we can't make sense of because they don't ever seem to have happened

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 to David anywhere.

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 So let me give you just one or two quick examples in verse seven and eight of Psalm 22.

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 This is what it says, everyone who sees me mocks me.

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 They make their mouths at me and they wag their heads.

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 They say he trust in the Lord, let the Lord deliver him, let him rescue him for he delights

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 in him or flip the page, verse 16 and 17.

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 Where could we ever say this about David?

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 Where in the Old Testament?

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 And this is what it says, dogs encompass me, a company of evildoers encircles me.

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 Here it is.

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 They have pierced my hands and my feet.

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 I count all my bones in pain.

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 They stare and gloat over me.

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 They have divided my garments amongst themselves and for my clothing they cast lots.

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 See this Psalm 22 is the son of God writing about the son of God.

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 It's the son of God telling you so long ago exactly what the son of God would do for you

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 when he cries out.

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 And here's what that means, that means that when Jesus says, my God, my God, why have

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 you forsaken me?

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 These are covenantal words.

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 This actually comes from the Abraham story.

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 My God, my God.

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 When God says to Abraham, I'm going to make you my people, I'll be your God and you can

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 say my God, my God.

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 And so Jesus is reciting a covenantal phrase here that God is covenant with Israel.

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 When you read through the gospels, one of the things that you may notice is this, that

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 at every point of Jesus' life, Jesus looks like Israel.

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 He goes through the Exodus like Israel did.

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 He goes into the wilderness like Israel did.

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 And over time in Matthew's gospel, you start to see something.

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 Jesus Christ stands in the place of Israel.

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 He is Israel.

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 You see, Israel was meant to fulfill the covenant.

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 Israel was meant to be perfect and to usher in salvation for human history and they failed

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 at every point.

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 And Jesus comes to be the new Israel, to be the covenantal man, one with God, and at every

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 point he relives Israel's life perfectly.

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 You see that when he hangs on the cross, he is the only human being in history that's

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 ever deserved to say, my God, my God, and to hear my son, my son.

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 He's the only one that's ever deserved it.

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 And yet Israel heard it.

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 Israel heard God say, my son.

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 And you today can hear God say, my son, my daughter, only because when Jesus cried out,

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 my God, my God, he heard deafening silence.

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 He was abandoned.

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 And this does not mean he felt abandoned.

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 He was.

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 And he went into the hell of hells.

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 This is Christ's descent into hell, as the creed tells us.

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 When he hangs here and he's forsaken by God, he experiences the wrath of God fully and

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 finally in this moment, completely in our place.

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 We call this the great exchange.

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 He died for me so that I can be in him.

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 You see, the cloud of darkness covers the land and the rocks split and the earthquake

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 comes.

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 This is not the first time we see this in Scripture.

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 This is exactly how the prophets of the Old Testament describe the coming of the day of

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 the Lord, the day of judgment.

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 And when does the day of the Lord come that Amos and Jeremiah and others talked about?

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 The darkness descends the land in the middle of history and the rocks split and the earthquake

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 comes.

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 You see, this is the ultimate judgment of God being poured down.

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 Jesus descended into hell and he didn't deserve it.

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 We did.

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 And he did it.

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 You see, absolute power of giving oneself and ultimate and absolute love for his mockers.

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 And that's every single human being that's ever lived.

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 This is the power of forgiveness.

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 He could take that so you could get his righteousness, the great exchange to close.

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 What is so hard about looking at the cross and saying power, the power of God?

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 Why is it that Paul is so right and Matthew that we struggle to do that?

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 And I think it's this.

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 Here's a simple statement, but an incredibly controversial statement in the 21st century.

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 The cross demands that every single person recognize and come face to face with their

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 own guilt.

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 That you're guilty, that I'm guilty before God.

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 That I'm not right.

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 That I'm not what I should be.

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 That I'm broken.

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 That I'm centered.

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 That I'm bent.

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 That I'm going in the wrong direction.

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 And that I deserve the wrath of God.

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 And another way that it's hard for us to accept the cross.

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 The cross says to you that when you said no to him, God said yes to you.

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 And that's hard as well to accept because it requires saying I cannot be my own God.

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 I can't be my own savior.

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 I can't be autonomous.

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 But God has come to you in Christ Jesus and you are the ultimate.

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 You're the apple of his eye.

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 And that's why nature was so wrong.

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 The last thing I'll highlight here.

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 The text tells us again, I want to highlight this again, that he was stripped naked.

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 And it's important to cast away all the paintings that you've ever seen.

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 They're not right.

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 We're told here like every other person who was crucified in the first century by the

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 Romans that they were, he was stripped naked.

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 And he was here.

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 His garments were gambled away.

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 He was naked and shamed publicly.

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 And there's a real reason for that.

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 Not only is it an act of humiliation.

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 But in Genesis 3, when Adam and Eve broke the world, God sent a curse upon humanity.

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 One of the things he cursed was the ground, we're told.

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 And theologians often call that the curse of the thorns.

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 They drove the ground was cursed.

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 The world was cursed.

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 Everything's broken.

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 Nature is broken.

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 And its representative symbol in Genesis 3 is the thorn.

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 And here they drive the curse into his head.

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 Now, he doesn't just bear your sin.

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 He bears everything wrong with the world, the curse of the thorn.

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 He doesn't stop there.

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 The second curse that was given is the curse of death.

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 And he yields his spirit.

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 He dies.

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 He bears it.

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 But the one term in Genesis 3 that encompasses the whole of what's wrong with the world is

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 that when God comes to be present with Adam and Eve, they say, I'm naked and I have to

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 hide.

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 I'm ashamed.

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 Nakedness, you see in Genesis 3 is the metaphor and the actuality that represents everything

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 that's wrong with the world and with us and with humanity inside and out.

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 It's an external representation of an internal problem.

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 And Jesus was stripped.

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 He was hung naked and shamed because we are naked and ashamed before the Lord unfit to

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 be in the presence of God.

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 And when the curtain temple is torn into, that is not just saying that now you can go in.

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 It's saying that God has been let out, that God has extended himself to heal the whole

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 world, the whole land from top to bottom.

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 You see, it's not just about your forgiveness.

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 That's huge, the power of forgiveness.

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 But Jesus, don't just think of it in the negative.

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 Jesus came for my sins.

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 Jesus came for you, not just your sin, but for you, your person.

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 That God, you see, the point is that God wants to be with you.

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 He wants to have a relationship that lasts forever.

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 That's the point of the cross.

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 So here's the diagnostic question this week.

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 Is the cross in resurrection?

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 The man of power who lost everything for you, is he the heartbeat of your life as we enter

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 Easter week?

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 Can you say today, I know he came for me.

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 And more than that, I know him.

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 And the cross in his resurrection is the heartbeat of my life, of what I live for, how I live,

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 how I understand myself, what I came to do.

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 I'll give the last word to Malcolm Muggeridge.

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 Malcolm Muggeridge was an English journalist in the middle of the 20th century.

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 John Stock quotes him in his fantastic book, The Cross of Christ.

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 Malcolm recalls rejecting the cross in his childhood.

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 And this is what he says.

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 I would catch a glimpse of a cross, maybe two pieces of wood accidentally nailed together

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 on a telegraph pole, for instance.

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 And suddenly my heart would stand still.

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 In an instructive, intuitive way, I understood that something more important was that issue

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 than our personal good causes.

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 However admirable my intentions might be, this symbol, which was considered to be foolishness

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 at my house, was yet the focus of inconceivable hope and desire.

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 And as I remember this, a sense of my own failure lies lettently upon me.

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 I should have worn the Jesus of the cross over my heart, my whole life.

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 A precious standard, never to be rested away from my hands.

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 It should have been my religion.

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 It should have been my uniform.

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 He should have been my language, my life.

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 I have no excuse.

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 I cannot say that I didn't know.

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 I saw the cross from the beginning.

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 I knew from the beginning and I turned away.

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 But then Malcolm didn't turn away any longer.

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 And he turned to Jesus and the foolishness became power to him.

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 And that's an invitation.

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 The invitation is this, as it's put by one modern hymn writer.

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 I stumble out into the light, raise my fist up to fight, but then I catch your eye so

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 full of love.

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 And I'm disarmed by the cross.

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 Let's ask that God would make that our heart.

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 Let's pray.

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 Father, we ask now that you would disarm our enmity to you and cast our eyes on the love

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 on display in the cross of Jesus.

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 Pray this for all of us today.

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 In Jesus' name we pray.

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 Amen.