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 Father, you know the different things in our hearts, in our minds, in our wills that we are anxious about.

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 You know if we sort of have a bit of a relief from anxiety right now because we're together,

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 or if being together has caused more anxiety.

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 Father, you know what's going on.

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 And you know how hard it is sometimes, Father, for us to bring these things to you in prayer.

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 We ask, Father, that the Holy Spirit would move very powerfully in each one of our lives

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 and bring your word home to us in a very real and personal way.

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 Bring Jesus more real to us and what he's accomplished for us on the cross.

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 Make that more real to us.

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 And we ask this in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior. Amen.

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 Please be seated.

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 Amen.

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 We might be one of the first churches to have offered services this week just for a variety of reasons.

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 We were one of the last churches to actually have a church service as well on the 15th of March.

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 I don't know how many of you were there for that, but it's good to see you here this morning.

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 One of the things you can just do for us in the weeks to come is pray that the Lord will help us have wisdom

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 about how to manage the different things that have to be managed as we just go through this,

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 the different regulations and all.

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 I don't know if you can notice, but it's sort of actually really interesting.

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 This is the stage which was here on the 15th of March because the Ottawa Little Theatre was closed.

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 So all the posters are about dead, death, actually.

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 So it's sort of very interesting.

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 As you're looking at this and you're looking at me,

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 it's the dark garden, cold secrets, west of death, one last look, five down.

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 The other thing about this, if you're a guest, this is actually a very classic Anglican setup

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 because just behind me are bottles of alcohol and a library.

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 And on one level, nothing says Anglican as much as a library and alcohol while you read the Bible.

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 So those of you who are just listening to this as an audio,

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 you just have to imagine that's the stage set up, posters about death,

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 maker's mark, and books, and the Bible.

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 Those of you who know me know that I don't do seeker-sensitive things very well.

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 We don't talk about Mother's Day on Mother's Day.

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 We don't talk about Father's Day.

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 If you're going to come here next week for Father's Day,

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 I'm not going to talk about Father's Day.

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 I'll just say Happy Father's Day.

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 That will be about it.

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 But believe it or not, we're going to talk about anxiety this morning.

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 And that's just because we're going through the book of Philippians

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 and we're going to look at a text which is all about anxiety.

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 And if you're here as a guest or if you're listening to this later on through a podcast

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 and you don't know much about Christians,

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 you should know that Christians are very conflicted about anxiety

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 and they're very conflicted about the biblical teaching on anxiety.

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 And in fact, ironically, the biblical text like we're going to look at today

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 often makes Christians more anxious rather than less anxious.

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 Because if you're listening to Matt read the text,

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 it sounds as if the Bible is forbidding you to be anxious,

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 which in an odd way, if that was actually what the Bible was saying,

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 if you feel anxious and then the Bible says you shouldn't feel anxious,

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 it would make you more anxious.

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 So we're going to look at that.

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 What does the Bible say about anxiety?

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 You know, some of you maybe are anxious because we're here today.

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 A bit uneasy about what it's like to be with other people.

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 And anyway, there's lots of anxiety.

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 So let's look.

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 It's Philippians chapter 4, verses 1 to 7.

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 Philippians chapter 4, verses 1 to 7.

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 And there's like four or five different topics in these seven little verses that we're going to look at.

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 There's four or five different topics, any one of which I could make as a sermon.

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 I don't have that much time to do them all.

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 And I'm just going to read the text.

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 But we're really just going to look at two and a half verses.

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 And I'm going to say it over and over and over again because I want us to really sort of camp and memorize it.

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 I just don't have time to deal with the other issues.

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 So look, this is how it begins.

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 Therefore, my brothers and sisters whom I love and long for, my joy and crown,

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 stand firm thus in the Lord, my beloved.

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 And we could talk a little bit about standing firm in the Lord and what it means that Paul talks about them as the beloved.

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 And it's sort of bringing to a close the stuff that's gone on in the previous three chapters

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 and entering us into sort of some of the more practical type of exhortations and encouragement that the letter is going to begin.

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 And then it talks about something which is always relevant,

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 which is Bill Hybels famously said that whenever two or more are together, there is friction.

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 And we know that's true in churches.

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 We know it's true in families.

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 And we know it's in friendship.

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 And so the very next part addresses it in a little bit.

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 And we won't really.

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 I'll just read it.

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 Verse two.

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 I entreat Iodia and I entreat Syntyche to agree in the Lord.

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 Yes, I ask you also, true companion,

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 help these women who have labored side by side with me in the gospel,

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 together with Clement and the rest of my fellow workers,

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 whose names are in the book of life.

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 And we could talk about conflict and what it means to have a same mind

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 and what it means to sort of deal with each other,

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 knowing that we're all written equally in the book of life.

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 If you think about a conflict right now,

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 and then you have to think about the fact that you're going to spend eternity with that person,

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 then maybe you should be trying to deal with it.

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 And we could talk about that.

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 We don't because there's other things to do.

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 And look at the next thing.

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 A great thing to preach about, but I don't have time.

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 Verse four.

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 Rejoice in the Lord always.

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 Again, I will say rejoice.

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 Rejoice.

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 We could talk about that.

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 This exhortation to rejoice.

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 I don't have time.

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 Next bit also, really good stuff, worth meditating upon.

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 The very next verse, verse five.

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 It goes, let your reasonableness.

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 And some of your Bible translations say gentleness.

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 And some of your Bible translations say forbearance.

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 And the original language, if you triangulate this idea of forbearance, reasonableness, and gentleness,

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 it's the three words together sort of encapture this virtue that the Bible says that you should try to pursue.

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 What does it go again?

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 It goes, let your reasonableness, forbearance, gentleness be known to everyone.

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 And that would be a really good thing to talk about because we all need those things.

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 But we're going to talk about anxiety.

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 And so verses five, B, six, and seven, a very famous text in the Bible.

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 And if all that comes out of this sermon is that you desire to memorize this passage of Scripture and meditate upon it,

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 then I've done a good job.

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 And in fact, those of you who like to have sermon points, there's no sermon points this morning.

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 And the reason there's no sermon points is if you all went home and remembered my pithy little saying

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 and didn't remember the Bible, I failed.

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 I want you to remember the Bible because that's God's word written

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 rather than just I come up with a pithy little saying, you know,

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 that tickles your ears or something like that.

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 So what is it that the Bible says?

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 And those of you who listen to it, you'll hear how it is that this verse is often intimidated and depressed Christians.

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 It doesn't sound wise.

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 But I'm going to suggest that if you think about the text,

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 it ends up being extremely wise and very practical.

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 Here's how it goes.

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 The Lord is at hand.

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 Do not be anxious about anything,

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 but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving,

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 let your requests be made known to God.

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 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding,

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 will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

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 And just some of you notice this.

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 It does look almost as if Jesus is saying,

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 or the Bible is saying one of two things.

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 It looks almost as if it's saying the Christian shouldn't be anxious.

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 And the other thing is it almost talks about,

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 well, maybe you begin like you're a bad Christian like me,

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 but after you become a better Christian,

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 you'll be less anxious because the peace of God is going to guard your heart.

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 And that's just how that normally goes.

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 And let's read the text again,

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 and then let's just unpack it a bit.

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 So is the Bible saying that Christians shouldn't be anxious?

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 Simple answer, no.

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 It's not saying that.

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 If you look at it, it's a big but.

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 I know I love saying that.

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 There's a lot of big buts in the Bible.

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 Let's put it that way.

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 That's a good thing to get tattooed, I guess, on your arm.

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 I like the big buts of the Bible.

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 And this is a big but.

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 It's not saying that you should never be anxious.

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 It's talking about where you go with your anxiety.

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 That's what's going on.

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 Right?

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 It's saying the Lord is at hand,

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 which we're going to get back to in a moment.

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 Do not be anxious about anything.

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 But in everything.

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 So it's anything and everything.

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 It's saying, you know, it doesn't matter if you're anxious just because,

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 I don't know, you can't remember your PIN number for your bank machine.

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 Or it's just something because somebody didn't greet you the right way in church

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 and now you're getting anxious about it.

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 Or you just got a cancer diagnosis, a really big thing.

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 Or you're unemployed and you're maxed out on your credit card.

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 Those are big things to be anxious about.

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 Or you're moving.

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 That's a big thing to be anxious about.

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 But it's saying, for everything, the smallest thing,

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 that if you even shared it with your best friend,

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 they'd go, really?

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 You're anxious about that?

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 Like you're too caught up with being a mature adult

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 to actually want to acknowledge that you're anxious about something so small?

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 Or something that everybody would recognize, obviously,

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 is a matter that would cause anxiety.

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 The big getting a cancer diagnosis.

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 Something like that.

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 Like a serious, serious, serious.

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 I mean, they're all serious.

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 But it's saying, what do you do with your anxiety?

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 Because here's the thing.

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 You can't be human without being anxious.

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 You cannot be human without being anxious.

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 And the Bible doesn't tell you to stop being human.

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 The Bible addresses human realities at the deepest level

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 in the context of the fact that the triune God actually exists.

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 And so the Bible is unfailingly realistic

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 in a way that is compassionate and just and merciful

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 as it tries to get us to understand who we are as human beings

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 in a world where the triune God really exists.

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 And the fact of the matter is, if you think about it for a second,

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 every human being is an unending torrent of needs.

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 Every human being is an unending torrent of needs.

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 If you talk to my friend Jason at the back,

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 he would talk about, tell you that human beings are contingent,

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 which is a $153 word, which means we depend on something else.

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 We depended upon our mother and father for us to be born.

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 We depended upon our mom to keep us in the womb.

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 We depended upon our parents to carry us.

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 We learned language from other people.

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 We're dependent upon the ozone layer.

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 We're dependent upon gravity.

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 Like, we are one, we want to pretend that we're gods,

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 but we are one unending torrent of needs that will continue until we die.

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 And if we are an unending torrent of needs,

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 we will experience anxiety.

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 What will it be like in the new heaven and the new earth?

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 Well, that's a whole other thing that we can't talk about

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 because the Bible doesn't reveal what it will be like

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 to be in redeemed bodies in a redeemed relationship with God,

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 the triune God.

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 But right now we are an unending torrent of needs,

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 so we will always be anxious.

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 So the Bible isn't saying if you follow Jesus enough,

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 you will turn into an angel.

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 No.

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 What the Bible does is it helps you to understand

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 and become more human.

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 And so there will always be anxiety.

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 The question is, where do you go with your anxiety?

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 What do you do with your anxiety?

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 And that's a big human problem.

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 It's part of the human experience as to how you deal with anxiety.

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 For a lot of people, once anxiety gets to a certain level,

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 they take the Jack Daniels method of dealing with their anxiety

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 or they go and get some legal marijuana

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 to help them to deal with their anxiety.

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 In our culture, it's very common now

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 to go towards learning a certain meditation technique

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 from some type of Hinduism or Buddhism

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 or to learn some type of yoga technique

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 from some type of Hinduism from Hinduism

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 or to practice Buddhist mindfulness

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 as a way of dealing with the anxiety

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 and the stress that we have in our lives.

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 But one of the things which is common

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 to all of those types of things

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 is that all they do

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 is they just either numb you

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 to the anxiety you're feeling,

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 which is what Jack Daniels does,

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 or if it's not Jack Daniels, it's shopping

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 or, I don't know,

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 some type of adrenaline junkie type of thing.

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 But it either just numbs you

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 or helps you to have a bit of a break from it,

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 but that which causes the anxiety

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 was there when you began the meditation

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 and it's still there when you ended it.

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 And you actually aren't dealing with the anxiety.

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 You're just taking a break from it.

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 I don't know if bookstores are open yet,

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 but once the bookstores are open,

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 you can go to the Indigo bookstore

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 and you can see a completely different way

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 of trying to handle anxiety,

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 which is the secular method,

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 often mixed with different spiritual things.

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 There's a huge section of books,

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 self-help books,

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 to basically tell you

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 how to manage your emotions,

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 how to manage your job,

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 how to manage your spouse,

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 how to manage your kids,

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 how to manage your money,

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 how to manage this

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 and how to manage that

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 and how to manage this.

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 It's all ways to try to think through

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 how we can stop feeling anxiety

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 and handle it.

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 And here's two truths

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 about all those books.

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 One is, none of them work.

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 Because if they worked,

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 there'd only be one book.

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 And we'd all read it.

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 Right?

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 And the other thing about them

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 is if you read those books like I have,

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 what do they do?

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 They almost always,

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 after the first week,

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 make you feel more anxious,

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 not less.

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 Because you know what?

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 The author seems to be able to do this.

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 Why can't I?

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 Like, what's wrong with me?

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 And now you have 53 new things

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 to be anxious and down on yourself about

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 than you had before

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 because you can't manage the secret.

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 You can't manage the process.

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 No, I'm not saying that you can't learn

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 certain things that help.

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 I'm not saying that there's better ways

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 or worse ways to handle certain situations.

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 I'm not saying that.

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 I'm just saying,

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 the fact of the matter is,

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 is that we will always have anxiety in our lives.

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 And the Bible isn't saying

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 never be anxious.

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 It's saying,

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 listen,

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 all the different things you're anxious,

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 how do you deal with it?

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 What does it say?

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 Listen to what the text says again.

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 And this whole thing,

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 it's very, very wise.

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 This is why it's so wise

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 to try to memorize this text.

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 Listen to it.

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 The Lord is at hand.

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 Do not be anxious about anything,

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 but in everything,

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 by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving,

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 let your requests be made known to God.

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 And the peace of God,

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 which surpasses all understanding,

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 will guard your hearts and your minds

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 in Christ Jesus.

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 So where do you go with your anxiety,

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 whether it's a small thing or a big thing?

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 You bring it to Jesus.

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 You remember that the Lord is near.

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 You bring it to Jesus.

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 The smallest thing,

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 the biggest things,

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 you bring it to Jesus,

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 you bring it to other Christians

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 who can pray about it for you as well.

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 And in a sense,

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 the text is reminding you

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 that it's not just that you can pray about this issue,

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 and I'm going to talk about this more in a moment,

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 but that you don't have to face it alone

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 if you're a Christian.

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 Like Jesus is with me.

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 I'm anxious because I've had a breakdown

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 in a relationship with a person

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 I don't know how to deal with it.

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 I don't have to deal with it by myself.

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 Jesus is near.

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 And who is he?

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 He's not just Jesus.

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 He's the Lord.

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 The Lord is near.

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 And the Lord is near to them as well.

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 So you can pray about it,

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 and there's this remembrance,

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 this reminding,

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 remember the Lord is near.

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 Remember the Lord is near.

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 Remember the Lord is near.

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 Have you remembered that the Lord is near?

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 But some of you might say,

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 George, though,

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 doesn't it talk about this,

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 the peace that surpasses all understanding?

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 Doesn't that sort of imply,

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 because I've talked to lots of Christians,

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 by the way,

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 who said I used to be very anxious,

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 but now I know this peace of God.

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 I don't feel anxiety anymore.

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 And I've heard testimonies about that.

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 I've had all sorts of people

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 say things like that to me over the years.

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 I no longer feel anxious like I do.

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 George, you know,

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 if you really let go and let God,

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 if you really just are fully surrendered

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 to the Holy Spirit,

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 if you really are motivated

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 in your spiritual disciplines,

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 if you're really just following Jesus,

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 you'll have this peace

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 that surpasses all understanding,

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 which means that you'll no longer be anxious.

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 And we listen to these things,

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 and we want to listen to these things,

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 because on one level,

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 we want to actually wish

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 that there's the day will come

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 when we're no longer anxious.

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 Just before I say something about this,

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 you know one of the things

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 which is at the heart of this?

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 Bit of a time out here.

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 What motivates our desire

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 to read self-help books

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 to think that we can learn

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 some type of method

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 or set of techniques

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 by which we will no longer be anxious?

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 What is it that makes Christians

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 wish they can,

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 believe that they can listen

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 to a testimony

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 about being fully surrendered

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 to Jesus

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 or fully surrendered

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 to the Holy Spirit

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 or fully committed

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 to the Rosary

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 or fully committed

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 to Bible memorizing

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 or whatever it is,

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 it will mean you no longer

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 are going to be anxious.

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 It's actually appealing

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 to our desire to be God.

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 It's actually appealing

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 to our desire to be God.

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 to refuse to acknowledge

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 that I am an unending torrent

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 of needs.

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 And if I was just

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 an unending torrent of needs,

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 that can be depressing,

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 but the Father and the Son

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 and the Holy Spirit,

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 they don't need,

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 God doesn't need me,

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 but He loves me,

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 not with a need love,

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 but a gift love.

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 I am an unending torrent of needs

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 and the triune God

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 is an unending fount

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 of blessing and goodness.

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 But go back to these Christians

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 who say these things.

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 I have one word to say to them.

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 I don't say it to their face.

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 Inwardly, I say this.

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 You are in denial.

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 I don't think you're so holy.

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 I'm a bad person.

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 I'm sorry.

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 I don't want to encourage you

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 to be...

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 But the fact of the matter is

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 that's not true.

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 I'm going to describe the three reasons

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 why that's not possibly true.

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 The first one is that

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 there's four.

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 One I've already talked about.

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 You're in an ending torrent of needs.

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 So that means there's going to be

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 anxiety there.

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 And so people who say...

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 Christians who say

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 they're so surrendered

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 to the Holy Spirit

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 that they're never anxious anymore,

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 I say to them,

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 you are in denial.

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 How do I know they're in denial?

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 Because I'm Exhibit A.

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 Some of you have heard

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 this story before

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 and after the service,

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 we have a doctor in the room.

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 Maybe he can remind me

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 what my condition is.

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 But I...

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 I...

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 I...

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 Quite a few years ago,

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 I had a racing...

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 I keep wanting to put my heart here,

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 which shows how much I know

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 about medicine.

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 The heart's closer to this side.

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 And I had a problem

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 of racing heart.

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 My heart was just racing.

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 And at the same time,

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 it felt sometimes

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 as if my heart was pounding

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 or the odd pound,

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 almost as if it was going

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 to pound out of my chest.

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 And sometimes it would feel

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 as if I was missing...

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 My heart would skip a beat.

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 Now, I was a typical guy.

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 I still am a typical guy.

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 So I did what all typical men do.

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 Don't tell anybody about it,

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 which is not the right way

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 to ever handle it.

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 So eventually,

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 I got so worried about it

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 that I told my wife.

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 And my wife did

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 the typical wife thing.

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 Why haven't you gone

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 to a doctor about this yet?

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 Oh, yeah.

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 There's doctors.

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 That's when you're supposed to go.

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 So I went to the doctor.

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 I was misdiagnosed

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 and all at first

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 as if I had a very serious

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 heart condition

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 and valve problems

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 and all this other

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 really depressing stuff,

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 which just made my heart

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 go way worse.

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 And I finally went

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 to the Ottawa Heart Institute.

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 They did a whole barrage

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 of tests on me.

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 At the end of it,

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 he said,

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 you have this condition.

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 He gave me the long name.

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 He said,

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 you have a condition

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 when you have too much stress

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 in your life,

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 you're going to have

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 these heart symptoms.

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 You're young and healthy

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 and strong.

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 You don't need drugs.

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 And I was at the time

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 I was in a rural church.

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 He said,

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 next time you start to have this,

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 you need to take two weeks off

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 and go fishing.

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 That's the solution.

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 Or you need to go

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 talk to somebody.

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 You have too much stress

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 in your life

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 and it's showing up

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 in your body

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 and you're not handling it right.

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 And you know what?

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 I would have said

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 that I had the peace of Jesus

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 and wasn't anxious.

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 It was a huge wake-up call

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 to me that I

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 was either not recognizing

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 my anxiety

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 or I was numbing

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 my anxiety

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 in ways that definitely

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 were not healthy.

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 So here's the thing.

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 One of the reasons

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 that Christians can say

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 that they now have

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 the peace of Jesus

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 and all of that

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 and that they no longer

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 feel anxiety,

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 sometimes when they say that,

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 if you're saying that,

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 it means you're in denial

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 probably.

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 There's two other reasons.

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 One other reason in particular.

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 And I don't mean

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 to offend you.

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 One of the ways

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 to reduce anxiety

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 in your life

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 is to stop doing

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 hard things for Jesus.

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 By the way,

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 that's not a point

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 to do something.

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 I'm just telling you

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 that's what happens.

00:21:58.680 --> 00:21:58.860
 You know,

00:21:58.900 --> 00:21:59.640
 so the Holy Spirit

00:21:59.640 --> 00:22:00.920
 starts to whisper to me

00:22:00.920 --> 00:22:02.740
 that I should share

00:22:02.740 --> 00:22:03.279
 the gospel

00:22:03.279 --> 00:22:04.279
 at some point in time

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 with the fellow

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 that I've become friends

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 with who's gay

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 and I start to think

00:22:09.000 --> 00:22:09.640
 maybe I should share

00:22:09.640 --> 00:22:10.620
 the gospel with them

00:22:10.620 --> 00:22:12.200
 and I can feel

00:22:12.200 --> 00:22:12.800
 the Holy Spirit

00:22:12.800 --> 00:22:13.440
 pressing me on

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 and say,

00:22:13.759 --> 00:22:13.840
 no,

00:22:13.900 --> 00:22:14.380
 I'm not going to do

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 something like that.

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 Well,

00:22:15.200 --> 00:22:16.000
 that's an easy way

00:22:16.000 --> 00:22:17.519
 to reduce your tension

00:22:17.519 --> 00:22:19.240
 and anxiety in your life.

00:22:19.679 --> 00:22:20.679
 Or you're working

00:22:20.679 --> 00:22:21.659
 in your workplace

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 and your boss

00:22:22.720 --> 00:22:23.679
 is doing something

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 which is just unjust,

00:22:25.379 --> 00:22:25.799
 unfair,

00:22:25.940 --> 00:22:26.980
 breaking the rules.

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 The powerful people

00:22:28.879 --> 00:22:29.519
 in the company

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 say you have to go ahead

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 and do this

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 and you just feel

00:22:33.179 --> 00:22:33.759
 the conviction

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 from within you

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 that you have to tackle

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 your boss

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 and confront them

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 for the evil

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 or the wrong

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 that they're doing

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 and you decide

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 you don't do it

00:22:40.440 --> 00:22:41.759
 and your stress goes down.

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 Or you get the conviction

00:22:44.680 --> 00:22:45.519
 of the Holy Spirit

00:22:45.519 --> 00:22:46.140
 that you have to start

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 being more financially generous.

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 I know that when I was

00:22:48.600 --> 00:22:49.480
 beginning to learn

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 how to tithe,

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 there was some real stress

00:22:51.759 --> 00:22:52.340
 in my life.

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 All of a sudden

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 when I had to increase

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 the amount of giving

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 that I gave

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 by $60 every two weeks,

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 that was a stressful thing.

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 You do it

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 and the roof

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 didn't fall down.

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 I still ate.

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 My kids still had clothes.

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 But you see,

00:23:11.500 --> 00:23:12.460
 if you stop

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 doing the hard things

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 that God is calling you

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 to do,

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 you will feel less anxious.

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 But that's not

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 a sign of holiness.

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 It's a sign

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 that you're no longer

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 following Jesus.

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 And the third thing is

00:23:24.340 --> 00:23:25.480
 is that you're becoming

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 a sociopath

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 in a Christian way.

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 Sorry.

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 There's a famous actress

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 who I'm not going to tell you

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 but it was about

00:23:32.580 --> 00:23:33.600
 four or five years ago

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 they had a thing

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 in the National Post

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 about the things

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 that you wish

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 that you could have

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 if you could wish

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 one thing

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 what it would be.

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 And one of the things

00:23:40.220 --> 00:23:41.240
 that this famous actress

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 said is she wished

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 that she'd ever feel

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 any guilt

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 for the rest of her life.

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 And I thought to myself

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 she's just wished

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 that she becomes

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 a sociopath.

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 Why is it that

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 nobody in the paper

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 realized she just wished

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 to become a sociopath

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 where you feel no guilt?

00:23:56.559 --> 00:23:57.340
 Because the fact

00:23:57.340 --> 00:23:58.240
 of the matter is

00:23:58.240 --> 00:23:59.640
 is if you become

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 more and more

00:24:00.299 --> 00:24:01.000
 you don't care

00:24:01.000 --> 00:24:01.779
 about people

00:24:01.779 --> 00:24:02.860
 like you really

00:24:02.860 --> 00:24:03.680
 just don't care

00:24:03.680 --> 00:24:04.840
 about people at all

00:24:04.840 --> 00:24:05.740
 and you don't care

00:24:05.740 --> 00:24:06.720
 about right and wrong

00:24:06.720 --> 00:24:08.500
 you'll feel less anxiety.

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 But you know what

00:24:11.400 --> 00:24:12.539
 if you love people

00:24:12.539 --> 00:24:15.119
 if you love your friends

00:24:15.119 --> 00:24:16.420
 if you love your nephew

00:24:16.420 --> 00:24:17.180
 or your niece

00:24:17.180 --> 00:24:18.339
 you love your kid

00:24:18.339 --> 00:24:19.640
 there's always

00:24:19.640 --> 00:24:20.920
 going to be anxiety.

00:24:22.119 --> 00:24:23.660
 There always will be

00:24:23.660 --> 00:24:24.880
 because life

00:24:24.880 --> 00:24:26.200
 can be really hard

00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:27.460
 and it breaks

00:24:27.460 --> 00:24:27.960
 your heart

00:24:27.960 --> 00:24:28.519
 to see what

00:24:28.519 --> 00:24:29.519
 they're going through.

00:24:30.299 --> 00:24:31.319
 And the only way

00:24:31.319 --> 00:24:32.380
 you stop being anxious

00:24:32.380 --> 00:24:33.720
 is to start

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 killing love

00:24:34.819 --> 00:24:36.039
 and killing concern

00:24:36.039 --> 00:24:37.240
 and killing your conscience

00:24:37.240 --> 00:24:38.559
 and who wants that?

00:24:40.519 --> 00:24:41.859
 If you wanted that

00:24:41.859 --> 00:24:42.779
 coming into the service

00:24:42.779 --> 00:24:44.220
 hopefully now you don't.

00:24:45.940 --> 00:24:46.779
 So whatever

00:24:46.779 --> 00:24:47.819
 the peace that passes

00:24:47.819 --> 00:24:48.680
 all understanding

00:24:48.680 --> 00:24:50.000
 means it doesn't mean

00:24:50.000 --> 00:24:51.660
 thank you Jesus

00:24:51.660 --> 00:24:52.319
 as a result

00:24:52.319 --> 00:24:53.240
 of the Holy Spirit

00:24:53.240 --> 00:24:54.880
 you're now

00:24:54.880 --> 00:24:56.079
 permanently in denial

00:24:56.079 --> 00:24:57.180
 permanently stopping

00:24:57.180 --> 00:24:58.039
 listening to Jesus

00:24:58.039 --> 00:24:59.299
 and becoming a sociopath.

00:24:59.559 --> 00:24:59.799
 No!

00:25:00.140 --> 00:25:01.079
 That's not what

00:25:01.079 --> 00:25:02.400
 the peace of Christ means

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 it can't.

00:25:04.700 --> 00:25:06.099
 Listen to the text again.

00:25:07.240 --> 00:25:08.680
 The Lord is at hand

00:25:08.680 --> 00:25:10.000
 do not be anxious

00:25:10.000 --> 00:25:10.680
 about anything

00:25:10.680 --> 00:25:11.400
 but in everything

00:25:11.400 --> 00:25:12.859
 by prayer and supplication

00:25:12.859 --> 00:25:13.579
 with thanksgiving

00:25:13.579 --> 00:25:14.400
 let your requests

00:25:14.400 --> 00:25:15.160
 be made known

00:25:15.160 --> 00:25:16.160
 to God

00:25:16.160 --> 00:25:17.759
 and the peace of God

00:25:17.759 --> 00:25:18.599
 which surpasses

00:25:18.599 --> 00:25:19.620
 all understanding

00:25:19.620 --> 00:25:20.759
 will guard your hearts

00:25:20.759 --> 00:25:21.359
 and your mind

00:25:21.359 --> 00:25:22.160
 in Christ Jesus.

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 It's such a beautiful text.

00:25:23.980 --> 00:25:25.259
 I'm going to read it again

00:25:25.259 --> 00:25:26.980
 because if all you do

00:25:26.980 --> 00:25:27.859
 is remember the text

00:25:27.859 --> 00:25:28.940
 I've done a good work.

00:25:29.120 --> 00:25:29.720
 If all you do

00:25:29.720 --> 00:25:30.519
 is you go home

00:25:30.519 --> 00:25:31.700
 and you start to wrestle

00:25:31.700 --> 00:25:32.279
 with God

00:25:32.279 --> 00:25:32.900
 with this text

00:25:32.900 --> 00:25:34.559
 that's what my job is.

00:25:34.660 --> 00:25:35.480
 I'm a herald.

00:25:35.599 --> 00:25:36.400
 I'm a pointer.

00:25:36.400 --> 00:25:39.500
 Listen to it again.

00:25:39.580 --> 00:25:40.759
 The Lord is at hand

00:25:40.759 --> 00:25:42.400
 do not be anxious

00:25:42.400 --> 00:25:43.080
 about anything

00:25:43.080 --> 00:25:43.920
 but in everything

00:25:43.920 --> 00:25:45.240
 by prayer and supplication

00:25:45.240 --> 00:25:45.940
 with thanksgiving

00:25:45.940 --> 00:25:46.700
 let your requests

00:25:46.700 --> 00:25:47.840
 be made known to God

00:25:47.840 --> 00:25:49.259
 and the peace of God

00:25:49.259 --> 00:25:50.019
 which surpasses

00:25:50.019 --> 00:25:50.640
 all understanding

00:25:50.640 --> 00:25:51.800
 will guard your hearts

00:25:51.800 --> 00:25:52.440
 and your minds

00:25:52.440 --> 00:25:53.360
 in Christ Jesus.

00:25:54.400 --> 00:25:55.960
 So what does this peace mean?

00:25:56.340 --> 00:25:57.860
 Does it mean it replaces anxiety?

00:25:58.000 --> 00:25:58.560
 No, it's referring

00:25:58.560 --> 00:25:59.500
 to something different.

00:26:00.140 --> 00:26:01.100
 In the Bible

00:26:01.100 --> 00:26:03.080
 the word peace

00:26:03.080 --> 00:26:04.259
 primarily refers

00:26:04.259 --> 00:26:05.140
 to an objective

00:26:05.140 --> 00:26:06.180
 state of affairs.

00:26:06.400 --> 00:26:07.700
 not an emotion.

00:26:09.200 --> 00:26:10.759
 It refers primarily

00:26:10.759 --> 00:26:11.680
 to an objective

00:26:11.680 --> 00:26:12.540
 state of affairs

00:26:12.540 --> 00:26:13.340
 not an emotion.

00:26:13.980 --> 00:26:14.759
 Now the objective

00:26:14.759 --> 00:26:15.680
 state of affairs

00:26:15.680 --> 00:26:16.840
 will start to influence

00:26:16.840 --> 00:26:17.620
 your emotions.

00:26:19.280 --> 00:26:20.580
 It will influence

00:26:20.580 --> 00:26:21.620
 your affections.

00:26:21.980 --> 00:26:22.840
 It will influence

00:26:22.840 --> 00:26:23.540
 your plans.

00:26:23.980 --> 00:26:24.840
 It will influence

00:26:24.840 --> 00:26:25.720
 your courage.

00:26:26.160 --> 00:26:27.240
 It will influence

00:26:27.240 --> 00:26:28.040
 your desires.

00:26:28.039 --> 00:26:28.180
 state of affairs.

00:26:30.500 --> 00:26:31.859
 But it's an objective

00:26:31.859 --> 00:26:32.599
 state of affairs

00:26:32.599 --> 00:26:33.659
 that starts to influence

00:26:33.659 --> 00:26:34.259
 how you feel.

00:26:34.319 --> 00:26:35.039
 It would be as if

00:26:35.039 --> 00:26:36.799
 you go to a doctor

00:26:36.799 --> 00:26:38.759
 and they treat

00:26:38.759 --> 00:26:39.619
 that you go through

00:26:39.619 --> 00:26:40.319
 some surgery

00:26:40.319 --> 00:26:41.299
 and you have the drug

00:26:41.299 --> 00:26:41.680
 treatments

00:26:41.680 --> 00:26:42.579
 and you're restored

00:26:42.579 --> 00:26:43.039
 to health.

00:26:43.420 --> 00:26:44.480
 The health is an objective

00:26:44.480 --> 00:26:45.139
 thing and it starts

00:26:45.139 --> 00:26:46.000
 to have other types

00:26:46.000 --> 00:26:47.139
 of effects.

00:26:47.319 --> 00:26:47.399
 Right?

00:26:47.400 --> 00:26:48.680
 You get your health

00:26:48.680 --> 00:26:49.240
 and all of a sudden

00:26:49.240 --> 00:26:49.800
 you have energy.

00:26:49.940 --> 00:26:50.540
 You get your health

00:26:50.540 --> 00:26:51.640
 and you're in less pain.

00:26:51.759 --> 00:26:52.400
 You get your health

00:26:52.400 --> 00:26:53.400
 and you feel like

00:26:53.400 --> 00:26:54.400
 you can tackle things.

00:26:54.519 --> 00:26:55.080
 You get health

00:26:55.080 --> 00:26:56.540
 and you want to go

00:26:56.540 --> 00:26:57.240
 like you know what I mean

00:26:57.240 --> 00:26:58.259
 like it's an objective thing

00:26:58.259 --> 00:26:59.019
 and what it is.

00:26:59.320 --> 00:27:00.680
 So the way to understand it

00:27:00.680 --> 00:27:01.519
 is to think of

00:27:01.519 --> 00:27:02.980
 you know that people

00:27:02.980 --> 00:27:03.980
 don't make them anymore

00:27:03.980 --> 00:27:05.180
 and maybe some of you do.

00:27:05.620 --> 00:27:06.380
 But if you imagine

00:27:06.380 --> 00:27:07.920
 that as a bit of a project

00:27:07.920 --> 00:27:10.680
 in somebody's garage

00:27:10.680 --> 00:27:11.380
 you wanted to make

00:27:11.380 --> 00:27:12.820
 the world's most elaborate

00:27:12.820 --> 00:27:13.660
 mobile.

00:27:14.860 --> 00:27:15.640
 And so you get

00:27:15.640 --> 00:27:16.640
 the fishing wire

00:27:16.640 --> 00:27:18.580
 and you get the fine

00:27:18.580 --> 00:27:19.440
 pieces of wood

00:27:19.440 --> 00:27:20.360
 and you have it

00:27:20.360 --> 00:27:21.320
 be really elaborate.

00:27:21.560 --> 00:27:22.100
 You have different

00:27:22.100 --> 00:27:22.840
 lengths of wood

00:27:22.840 --> 00:27:23.480
 some like this

00:27:23.480 --> 00:27:24.279
 some like this

00:27:24.279 --> 00:27:25.160
 and you have different

00:27:25.160 --> 00:27:25.900
 lengths of wire

00:27:25.900 --> 00:27:26.640
 and you have different

00:27:26.640 --> 00:27:28.080
 objects of different weight

00:27:28.080 --> 00:27:29.920
 and the fishing line

00:27:29.920 --> 00:27:31.299
 some are long like this

00:27:31.299 --> 00:27:32.080
 and some are short

00:27:32.080 --> 00:27:33.539
 and you work on it

00:27:33.539 --> 00:27:34.200
 and you work on it

00:27:34.200 --> 00:27:35.319
 until it's all completely

00:27:35.319 --> 00:27:36.700
 balanced and really beautiful

00:27:36.700 --> 00:27:37.539
 and that's peace.

00:27:39.700 --> 00:27:40.519
 That's peace.

00:27:44.180 --> 00:27:46.000
 And at the heart of peace

00:27:46.000 --> 00:27:48.559
 is peace with God.

00:27:49.700 --> 00:27:51.140
 At the heart of peace

00:27:51.140 --> 00:27:52.740
 is peace with God.

00:27:53.740 --> 00:27:55.180
 If you just turn in your Bibles

00:27:55.180 --> 00:27:57.100
 with me to John chapter 20

00:27:57.100 --> 00:28:00.259
 John chapter 20

00:28:00.259 --> 00:28:04.440
 there's this very short

00:28:04.440 --> 00:28:05.900
 three verse narrative

00:28:05.900 --> 00:28:08.000
 there's more to the narrative

00:28:08.000 --> 00:28:09.339
 but there's very short

00:28:09.339 --> 00:28:11.359
 parts of two and a half verses

00:28:11.359 --> 00:28:14.220
 which at a narrative level

00:28:14.220 --> 00:28:15.200
 and plant an idea

00:28:15.200 --> 00:28:15.980
 into your head

00:28:15.980 --> 00:28:17.480
 that now that I start

00:28:17.480 --> 00:28:18.000
 to point it out

00:28:18.000 --> 00:28:18.319
 you go

00:28:18.319 --> 00:28:19.420
 oh yeah.

00:28:20.940 --> 00:28:21.420
 That's the way

00:28:21.420 --> 00:28:22.480
 narrative works, right?

00:28:22.980 --> 00:28:24.279
 It's planted there

00:28:24.279 --> 00:28:26.440
 but one of the main ideas

00:28:26.440 --> 00:28:27.640
 of what happens

00:28:27.640 --> 00:28:28.820
 as a result of Jesus'

00:28:29.080 --> 00:28:29.780
 life, death

00:28:29.780 --> 00:28:30.480
 and resurrection

00:28:30.480 --> 00:28:32.540
 is that human beings

00:28:32.540 --> 00:28:33.720
 can now have peace

00:28:33.720 --> 00:28:34.340
 with God

00:28:34.340 --> 00:28:36.820
 and you can't get

00:28:36.820 --> 00:28:38.200
 that mobile right

00:28:38.200 --> 00:28:39.540
 if you don't have peace

00:28:39.540 --> 00:28:40.040
 with God.

00:28:42.200 --> 00:28:43.880
 You can't get that mobile right

00:28:43.880 --> 00:28:44.600
 if you don't have peace

00:28:44.600 --> 00:28:45.100
 with God

00:28:45.100 --> 00:28:46.980
 and look what happens

00:28:46.980 --> 00:28:48.720
 so John is an eyewitness

00:28:48.720 --> 00:28:50.520
 of all of the events

00:28:50.520 --> 00:28:51.120
 in this

00:28:51.120 --> 00:28:52.020
 he writes a biography

00:28:52.020 --> 00:28:52.700
 of Jesus

00:28:52.700 --> 00:28:54.440
 it's an eyewitness biography

00:28:54.440 --> 00:28:57.180
 and the very first words

00:28:57.180 --> 00:28:58.039
 that Jesus speaks

00:28:58.039 --> 00:28:58.539
 to somebody

00:28:58.539 --> 00:28:59.620
 after his resurrection

00:28:59.620 --> 00:29:00.880
 is to Mary Magdalene

00:29:00.880 --> 00:29:03.000
 we know from other biographies

00:29:03.000 --> 00:29:04.440
 that Jesus saw other people

00:29:04.440 --> 00:29:05.860
 but none of the first words

00:29:05.860 --> 00:29:06.420
 are recorded

00:29:06.420 --> 00:29:07.580
 these are the first words

00:29:07.580 --> 00:29:07.860
 of Jesus

00:29:07.860 --> 00:29:08.500
 other than the words

00:29:08.500 --> 00:29:09.580
 recorded to Mary Magdalene

00:29:09.580 --> 00:29:10.660
 these are the first words

00:29:10.660 --> 00:29:11.920
 recorded by Jesus

00:29:11.920 --> 00:29:13.940
 that Jesus spoke

00:29:13.940 --> 00:29:14.620
 that are recorded

00:29:14.620 --> 00:29:16.059
 when he speaks

00:29:16.059 --> 00:29:16.740
 to his disciples

00:29:16.740 --> 00:29:17.539
 in the upper room

00:29:17.539 --> 00:29:18.880
 look at verse 19

00:29:18.880 --> 00:29:20.860
 on the evening of that day

00:29:20.860 --> 00:29:22.880
 so it was in that morning

00:29:22.880 --> 00:29:23.380
 they discovered

00:29:23.380 --> 00:29:24.460
 that the grave is empty

00:29:24.460 --> 00:29:25.740
 the grave clothes

00:29:25.740 --> 00:29:26.640
 were left behind

00:29:26.640 --> 00:29:27.540
 and Jesus had risen

00:29:27.540 --> 00:29:28.200
 from the dead

00:29:28.200 --> 00:29:29.800
 the first day of the week

00:29:29.800 --> 00:29:31.300
 the door is being locked

00:29:31.300 --> 00:29:32.620
 where the disciples were

00:29:32.620 --> 00:29:34.020
 for fear of the Jewish leaders

00:29:34.020 --> 00:29:35.580
 Jesus came and stood

00:29:35.580 --> 00:29:36.040
 among them

00:29:36.040 --> 00:29:36.660
 and said to them

00:29:36.660 --> 00:29:37.380
 what's the first thing

00:29:37.380 --> 00:29:37.900
 he says

00:29:37.900 --> 00:29:40.020
 peace be with you

00:29:40.020 --> 00:29:41.900
 and then what does he do

00:29:41.900 --> 00:29:43.800
 he ties this message

00:29:43.800 --> 00:29:44.460
 of peace

00:29:44.460 --> 00:29:46.120
 to his crucifixion

00:29:46.120 --> 00:29:48.200
 look what he does next

00:29:48.200 --> 00:29:49.480
 when he had said this

00:29:49.480 --> 00:29:50.660
 he showed them

00:29:50.660 --> 00:29:51.240
 his hands

00:29:51.240 --> 00:29:52.020
 in his side

00:29:52.019 --> 00:29:53.519
 he shows them

00:29:53.519 --> 00:29:54.559
 this part of the hand

00:29:54.559 --> 00:29:55.259
 and he must have

00:29:55.259 --> 00:29:56.279
 lifted up his jersey

00:29:56.279 --> 00:29:57.259
 or whatever he was wearing

00:29:57.259 --> 00:29:58.019
 and showed the

00:29:58.019 --> 00:30:00.119
 the wound of the spear

00:30:00.119 --> 00:30:01.099
 that went into his side

00:30:01.099 --> 00:30:02.180
 that showed that he was dead

00:30:02.180 --> 00:30:04.720
 and then he says

00:30:04.720 --> 00:30:05.339
 to them again

00:30:05.339 --> 00:30:06.980
 peace be with you

00:30:06.980 --> 00:30:09.660
 he directly connects

00:30:09.660 --> 00:30:10.839
 his death upon

00:30:10.839 --> 00:30:12.059
 his life and death

00:30:12.059 --> 00:30:12.900
 and resurrection

00:30:12.900 --> 00:30:14.619
 to the fact that

00:30:14.619 --> 00:30:15.779
 they now have peace

00:30:15.779 --> 00:30:17.559
 now the fact of the matter is

00:30:17.559 --> 00:30:17.879
 is that

00:30:17.879 --> 00:30:19.500
 God doesn't have to have

00:30:19.500 --> 00:30:19.940
 Jesus

00:30:19.940 --> 00:30:21.019
 God the Father

00:30:21.019 --> 00:30:21.680
 doesn't have to have

00:30:21.680 --> 00:30:22.619
 Jesus do something

00:30:22.619 --> 00:30:23.139
 so that

00:30:23.139 --> 00:30:24.019
 you know

00:30:24.019 --> 00:30:24.819
 he's no longer

00:30:24.819 --> 00:30:25.680
 at war with us

00:30:25.680 --> 00:30:26.579
 because God is never

00:30:26.579 --> 00:30:27.400
 the Father is never

00:30:27.400 --> 00:30:28.440
 I mean how could the Father

00:30:28.440 --> 00:30:29.500
 be at war with us

00:30:29.500 --> 00:30:30.180
 I mean he doesn't even

00:30:30.180 --> 00:30:30.740
 have to blink

00:30:30.740 --> 00:30:32.099
 and I just would stop existing

00:30:32.099 --> 00:30:33.379
 like that's just

00:30:33.379 --> 00:30:34.139
 like

00:30:34.139 --> 00:30:35.460
 and the fact of the matter is

00:30:35.460 --> 00:30:36.039
 is that God's

00:30:36.039 --> 00:30:36.859
 unfailingly good

00:30:36.859 --> 00:30:37.900
 he's unfailingly just

00:30:37.900 --> 00:30:39.119
 he's unfailingly merciful

00:30:39.119 --> 00:30:40.379
 he's unfailingly kind

00:30:40.379 --> 00:30:41.139
 he has nothing

00:30:41.139 --> 00:30:42.879
 he's not at enmity with us

00:30:42.879 --> 00:30:44.299
 but we're at enmity with him

00:30:44.299 --> 00:30:47.379
 and we're at enmity with him

00:30:47.380 --> 00:30:48.340
 and we can't fix

00:30:48.340 --> 00:30:49.480
 our enmity with him

00:30:49.480 --> 00:30:51.420
 and if you don't think

00:30:51.420 --> 00:30:52.440
 you're at enmity with him

00:30:52.440 --> 00:30:54.060
 if the enmity with him

00:30:54.060 --> 00:30:54.620
 comes up

00:30:54.620 --> 00:30:55.380
 when he

00:30:55.380 --> 00:30:56.780
 his presence

00:30:56.780 --> 00:30:57.700
 and his sovereignty

00:30:57.700 --> 00:30:58.660
 and his rule

00:30:58.660 --> 00:31:00.800
 goes against my desire

00:31:00.800 --> 00:31:02.700
 would I have to reconcile

00:31:02.700 --> 00:31:03.580
 with that person

00:31:03.580 --> 00:31:04.900
 would I'm not allowed

00:31:04.900 --> 00:31:06.000
 to sleep with that person

00:31:06.000 --> 00:31:08.520
 you want me to be generous

00:31:08.520 --> 00:31:09.920
 it's not my money

00:31:09.920 --> 00:31:10.480
 it's yours

00:31:10.480 --> 00:31:11.000
 what do you mean

00:31:11.000 --> 00:31:12.160
 it's not my money

00:31:12.160 --> 00:31:12.840
 and yours

00:31:12.839 --> 00:31:15.179
 I need to actually

00:31:15.179 --> 00:31:16.480
 speak up to my boss

00:31:16.480 --> 00:31:17.419
 about justice

00:31:17.419 --> 00:31:19.099
 I need to repent

00:31:19.099 --> 00:31:19.819
 of racism

00:31:19.819 --> 00:31:21.899
 like how dare you say that

00:31:21.899 --> 00:31:22.419
 like you know

00:31:22.419 --> 00:31:22.939
 whoa

00:31:22.939 --> 00:31:23.439
 you know

00:31:23.439 --> 00:31:24.500
 it's that's when we start

00:31:24.500 --> 00:31:25.379
 to realize our enmity

00:31:25.379 --> 00:31:25.919
 against God

00:31:25.919 --> 00:31:27.179
 and we can't fix it ourselves

00:31:27.179 --> 00:31:29.759
 and that's what Jesus does

00:31:29.759 --> 00:31:32.039
 the demands of justice

00:31:32.039 --> 00:31:33.659
 so that the war

00:31:33.659 --> 00:31:34.439
 that our enmity

00:31:34.439 --> 00:31:35.179
 can be over

00:31:35.179 --> 00:31:36.399
 the demands

00:31:36.399 --> 00:31:37.720
 of penitence

00:31:37.720 --> 00:31:38.139
 so that

00:31:38.139 --> 00:31:39.579
 the war

00:31:39.579 --> 00:31:40.359
 could be over

00:31:40.359 --> 00:31:42.339
 the demands

00:31:42.339 --> 00:31:43.139
 of apologies

00:31:43.139 --> 00:31:43.939
 the demands

00:31:43.939 --> 00:31:44.759
 of a new life

00:31:44.759 --> 00:31:45.379
 the demands

00:31:45.379 --> 00:31:47.079
 of a new way

00:31:47.079 --> 00:31:47.500
 of living

00:31:47.500 --> 00:31:48.679
 all of these demands

00:31:48.679 --> 00:31:49.699
 which we could not

00:31:49.699 --> 00:31:50.359
 accomplish

00:31:50.359 --> 00:31:52.699
 to bring about peace

00:31:52.699 --> 00:31:54.240
 Jesus does

00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:55.220
 on our behalf

00:31:55.220 --> 00:31:56.599
 through his sinless life

00:31:56.599 --> 00:31:57.659
 and his sin bearing death

00:31:57.659 --> 00:31:58.319
 and his resurrection

00:31:58.319 --> 00:32:00.379
 and when we put our faith

00:32:00.379 --> 00:32:01.240
 and trust in him

00:32:01.240 --> 00:32:03.679
 I have peace with God

00:32:03.679 --> 00:32:06.379
 at an objective level

00:32:06.379 --> 00:32:08.159
 and now you see

00:32:08.159 --> 00:32:09.199
 the power of the teaching

00:32:09.199 --> 00:32:10.439
 and how it's all connected

00:32:10.439 --> 00:32:11.959
 George

00:32:11.960 --> 00:32:13.819
 you have all these anxieties

00:32:13.819 --> 00:32:15.259
 and George

00:32:15.259 --> 00:32:15.819
 as I've shared

00:32:15.819 --> 00:32:16.559
 in some of the last things

00:32:16.559 --> 00:32:17.440
 one of the main problems

00:32:17.440 --> 00:32:18.180
 that George has

00:32:18.180 --> 00:32:19.220
 and if George is all like you

00:32:19.220 --> 00:32:20.759
 is I keep getting amnesia

00:32:20.759 --> 00:32:22.579
 I walk out of here

00:32:22.579 --> 00:32:23.840
 and within minutes

00:32:23.840 --> 00:32:24.500
 or hours

00:32:24.500 --> 00:32:25.400
 or the next day

00:32:25.400 --> 00:32:26.519
 I forget about the fact

00:32:26.519 --> 00:32:27.559
 that the Lord is near

00:32:27.559 --> 00:32:29.400
 I forget about the fact

00:32:29.400 --> 00:32:30.559
 that not only is the Lord near

00:32:30.559 --> 00:32:31.539
 in terms of he's present

00:32:31.539 --> 00:32:32.100
 with me now

00:32:32.100 --> 00:32:32.960
 but that one day

00:32:32.960 --> 00:32:34.779
 hopefully soon

00:32:34.779 --> 00:32:36.019
 I will see him

00:32:36.019 --> 00:32:36.940
 face to face

00:32:36.940 --> 00:32:39.039
 and I forget about the fact

00:32:39.039 --> 00:32:39.900
 that in Jesus

00:32:39.900 --> 00:32:40.720
 by faith with him

00:32:40.720 --> 00:32:41.940
 I have peace with God

00:32:41.940 --> 00:32:43.340
 I forget about the fact

00:32:43.340 --> 00:32:45.880
 that the Lord is near

00:32:45.880 --> 00:32:46.960
 it means that my destiny

00:32:46.960 --> 00:32:47.740
 is secure

00:32:47.740 --> 00:32:49.040
 I forget about the fact

00:32:49.040 --> 00:32:50.000
 that my identity

00:32:50.000 --> 00:32:50.820
 is now rooted

00:32:50.820 --> 00:32:51.560
 in the fact that

00:32:51.560 --> 00:32:52.900
 Jesus is my Savior and Lord

00:32:52.900 --> 00:32:53.680
 he loves me

00:32:53.680 --> 00:32:54.680
 and he died for me

00:32:54.680 --> 00:32:57.100
 and that's my primary identity

00:32:57.100 --> 00:32:58.700
 and I forget his presence

00:32:58.700 --> 00:32:59.820
 I forget my destiny

00:32:59.820 --> 00:33:01.000
 I forget these things

00:33:01.000 --> 00:33:01.560
 I forget

00:33:01.560 --> 00:33:02.800
 that the one

00:33:02.800 --> 00:33:03.519
 whose judgment

00:33:03.519 --> 00:33:04.400
 most matters

00:33:04.400 --> 00:33:05.640
 and a lot of our anxiety

00:33:05.640 --> 00:33:06.759
 is over judgments

00:33:06.759 --> 00:33:07.600
 about ourselves

00:33:07.599 --> 00:33:08.799
 and judgments of others

00:33:08.799 --> 00:33:10.299
 and senses of what it means

00:33:10.299 --> 00:33:11.099
 to be a man

00:33:11.099 --> 00:33:11.699
 or a woman

00:33:11.699 --> 00:33:12.500
 or to be hip

00:33:12.500 --> 00:33:13.299
 or not hip

00:33:13.299 --> 00:33:14.199
 or alt-right

00:33:14.199 --> 00:33:15.159
 or progressive

00:33:15.159 --> 00:33:16.179
 or all those things

00:33:16.179 --> 00:33:17.399
 that are so connected to us

00:33:17.399 --> 00:33:18.519
 all those judgments

00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:19.699
 we impose on ourselves

00:33:19.699 --> 00:33:20.559
 and others say

00:33:20.559 --> 00:33:21.539
 and all of our fears

00:33:21.539 --> 00:33:23.199
 there's only one judgment

00:33:23.199 --> 00:33:24.519
 that really matters

00:33:24.519 --> 00:33:28.559
 and that is what

00:33:28.559 --> 00:33:30.059
 the Father says

00:33:30.059 --> 00:33:31.399
 at the end of our life

00:33:31.399 --> 00:33:32.819
 and when you put

00:33:32.819 --> 00:33:33.659
 your faith and trust

00:33:33.659 --> 00:33:34.099
 in Jesus

00:33:34.099 --> 00:33:34.939
 you already know

00:33:34.939 --> 00:33:35.759
 what he will say

00:33:35.759 --> 00:33:38.559
 welcome

00:33:38.559 --> 00:33:40.099
 welcome

00:33:40.099 --> 00:33:42.440
 I am so glad

00:33:42.440 --> 00:33:43.000
 you're here

00:33:43.000 --> 00:33:45.279
 I have loved you

00:33:45.279 --> 00:33:46.839
 with an eternal

00:33:46.839 --> 00:33:48.099
 and unfailing love

00:33:48.099 --> 00:33:48.680
 from the moment

00:33:48.680 --> 00:33:49.519
 you were conceived

00:33:49.519 --> 00:33:51.140
 in your mom's womb

00:33:51.140 --> 00:33:53.700
 and I love you so much

00:33:53.700 --> 00:33:54.599
 my son died

00:33:54.599 --> 00:33:56.000
 and I love you so much

00:33:56.000 --> 00:33:57.039
 the Holy Spirit

00:33:57.039 --> 00:33:58.660
 I just so love you

00:33:58.660 --> 00:33:59.879
 and I am so glad

00:33:59.879 --> 00:34:00.420
 you are here

00:34:00.420 --> 00:34:01.019
 welcome

00:34:01.019 --> 00:34:05.519
 and so that as we

00:34:05.519 --> 00:34:06.579
 pour out our hearts

00:34:06.579 --> 00:34:07.680
 remembering the Lord

00:34:07.680 --> 00:34:08.219
 is near

00:34:08.219 --> 00:34:10.019
 and sometimes

00:34:10.019 --> 00:34:10.840
 when it says

00:34:10.840 --> 00:34:12.019
 the peace that surpasses

00:34:12.019 --> 00:34:12.800
 all understanding

00:34:12.800 --> 00:34:13.579
 what that means

00:34:13.579 --> 00:34:14.480
 is that in every

00:34:14.480 --> 00:34:15.280
 Christian's life

00:34:15.280 --> 00:34:15.840
 and we will

00:34:15.840 --> 00:34:17.099
 in heaven only

00:34:17.099 --> 00:34:18.259
 realize it fully

00:34:18.259 --> 00:34:20.019
 that there is

00:34:20.019 --> 00:34:20.940
 every one of

00:34:20.940 --> 00:34:22.079
 in our lives

00:34:22.079 --> 00:34:23.000
 times

00:34:23.000 --> 00:34:23.739
 that the

00:34:23.739 --> 00:34:24.820
 something of the

00:34:24.820 --> 00:34:25.340
 supernatural

00:34:25.340 --> 00:34:26.679
 about how we have

00:34:26.679 --> 00:34:27.980
 responded to anxiety

00:34:27.980 --> 00:34:31.280
 and we don't realize

00:34:31.280 --> 00:34:31.960
 that it was just

00:34:31.960 --> 00:34:33.340
 a surpassing

00:34:33.340 --> 00:34:34.539
 of our understanding

00:34:34.539 --> 00:34:36.420
 as a gracious gift

00:34:36.420 --> 00:34:38.840
 friends

00:34:38.840 --> 00:34:41.980
 what does the Bible say

00:34:41.980 --> 00:34:43.820
 oh I have the wrong text

00:34:43.820 --> 00:34:45.380
 what does the Bible say

00:34:45.380 --> 00:34:46.340
 let your

00:34:46.340 --> 00:34:47.400
 the Lord is at hand

00:34:47.400 --> 00:34:48.300
 do not be anxious

00:34:48.300 --> 00:34:48.900
 about anything

00:34:48.900 --> 00:34:49.599
 but in everything

00:34:49.599 --> 00:34:51.000
 by prayer and supplication

00:34:51.000 --> 00:34:51.760
 with thanksgiving

00:34:51.760 --> 00:34:52.860
 let your requests

00:34:52.860 --> 00:34:54.019
 be made known to God

00:34:54.019 --> 00:34:55.400
 and the peace of God

00:34:55.400 --> 00:34:56.159
 which surpasses

00:34:56.159 --> 00:34:57.039
 all understanding

00:34:57.039 --> 00:34:58.139
 will guard your hearts

00:34:58.139 --> 00:34:58.739
 and your minds

00:34:58.739 --> 00:34:59.539
 in Christ Jesus

00:34:59.539 --> 00:35:04.219
 don't be afraid

00:35:04.219 --> 00:35:05.379
 of your anxieties

00:35:05.379 --> 00:35:07.480
 pour out your heart

00:35:07.480 --> 00:35:08.059
 to the Lord

00:35:08.059 --> 00:35:09.679
 there's nothing too small

00:35:09.679 --> 00:35:10.599
 nothing too big

00:35:10.599 --> 00:35:13.359
 and not just for yourself

00:35:13.359 --> 00:35:14.159
 as you look around

00:35:14.159 --> 00:35:14.699
 your neighbors

00:35:14.699 --> 00:35:15.379
 as you look around

00:35:15.379 --> 00:35:15.839
 the church

00:35:15.839 --> 00:35:16.899
 and you see the anxieties

00:35:16.899 --> 00:35:17.739
 that others have

00:35:17.739 --> 00:35:19.579
 pour out your heart

00:35:19.579 --> 00:35:20.799
 and pray for them as well

00:35:20.799 --> 00:35:22.739
 pour out your heart

00:35:22.739 --> 00:35:23.779
 and pray that the Lord

00:35:23.779 --> 00:35:25.199
 will meet them

00:35:25.199 --> 00:35:26.099
 in their anxiety

00:35:26.099 --> 00:35:27.460
 and that rather than

00:35:27.460 --> 00:35:28.799
 turning to Jack Daniels

00:35:28.799 --> 00:35:29.460
 and rather than

00:35:29.460 --> 00:35:30.960
 turning to adrenaline

00:35:30.960 --> 00:35:31.839
 junky stuff

00:35:31.839 --> 00:35:32.539
 or rather than

00:35:32.539 --> 00:35:34.099
 turning to excessive shopping

00:35:34.099 --> 00:35:34.799
 or rather than

00:35:34.799 --> 00:35:36.019
 turning to whatever it is

00:35:36.019 --> 00:35:37.619
 pray that they'll

00:35:37.619 --> 00:35:38.360
 turn to the Lord

00:35:38.360 --> 00:35:40.460
 and pray for me

00:35:40.460 --> 00:35:40.920
 a sinner

00:35:40.920 --> 00:35:43.039
 who gets amnesia

00:35:43.039 --> 00:35:43.599
 like you

00:35:43.599 --> 00:35:45.360
 and needs to learn

00:35:45.360 --> 00:35:46.159
 to pour out my heart

00:35:46.159 --> 00:35:46.659
 to the Lord

00:35:46.659 --> 00:35:47.799
 please stand

00:35:56.099 --> 00:36:02.099
 Father

00:36:02.639 --> 00:36:04.579
 we are

00:36:04.579 --> 00:36:05.099
 these things

00:36:05.099 --> 00:36:05.599
 that you know us

00:36:05.599 --> 00:36:06.259
 perfectly

00:36:06.259 --> 00:36:07.659
 and still you love us

00:36:07.659 --> 00:36:09.339
 we thank you

00:36:09.339 --> 00:36:09.699
 Father

00:36:09.699 --> 00:36:10.239
 that you know

00:36:10.239 --> 00:36:11.139
 those things about us

00:36:11.139 --> 00:36:12.239
 that are really immature

00:36:12.239 --> 00:36:12.819
 and childish

00:36:12.819 --> 00:36:13.299
 and you know

00:36:13.299 --> 00:36:13.779
 those things

00:36:13.779 --> 00:36:14.360
 that are mature

00:36:14.360 --> 00:36:15.339
 and still you love us

00:36:15.339 --> 00:36:15.639
 you know

00:36:15.639 --> 00:36:16.619
 those things about us

00:36:16.619 --> 00:36:19.119
 that are very shameful

00:36:19.119 --> 00:36:19.460
 and you know

00:36:19.460 --> 00:36:19.900
 those things

00:36:19.900 --> 00:36:20.699
 that are very excellent

00:36:20.699 --> 00:36:21.799
 and still you love us

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 we give you thanks

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 and praise that you do not weigh our merits, but pardon our offenses. We give you thanks and praise

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 that Jesus knew everything there was to know about us when he died upon the cross, and still he loved

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 us, and still he died for us. And we thank and praise you that when we could not make peace with

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 you, because we found you as our enemy, that you still loved us and sent Jesus to be the one

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 who makes peace with you, that he is our peace. Father, we ask that you deliver us from amnesia,

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 that you help us to remember our identity in Jesus and our destiny in Jesus and his never-failing

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 presence in those things in our lives that make us anxious. Father, make us mindful of these things,

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 and all these things we ask in the name of Jesus and all God's people said, Amen.