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 Father, we confess before you that on one hand, Father,

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 we are to use the best of our mind and the best of our heart

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 and the best of our will to understand your word.

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 But Father, we confess before you that that is never enough,

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 that we are dependent upon you to help us to understand your word.

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 So Father, we ask that you would gently but deeply pour out your Holy Spirit upon us.

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 Pour out your Holy Spirit upon us.

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 Touch us at our heart and incline our heart towards your word.

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 May you write your word on our hearts,

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 that our hearts through faith in Jesus may be made new and bring you glory.

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 Father, pour out your Holy Spirit upon us so that your word might enter deep within.

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 And all this we ask in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior. Amen.

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 Please be seated.

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 So, imagine, this has probably happened to some of you.

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 I'm not going to ask for a show of hands or something like this.

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 But imagine that you're a woman that you love or a man that you love

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 and you've dated maybe for a while and then the relationship breaks up

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 and you're very sad, you're heartbroken over it.

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 But your brokenheartedness over it continues on for months and months.

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 And so I come to talk to you.

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 You decide somebody tells you, oh, you should go talk to the pastor about this,

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 you know, since you've been so unhappy for so many months.

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 And I sit down with you and I say, well, you know,

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 Jesus loves you and he died for you on the cross.

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 Now, if that was the heart of my counseling to you,

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 do you think I, would you go back afterwards and say to your friends,

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 gosh, the pastor is such a great counselor.

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 He just said the exact thing that I needed to hear,

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 that Jesus loves me and he died for me on the cross.

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 Many of you, you might not say that the pastor,

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 that I had done a bad job counseling,

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 but you probably, many of us would probably not feel that that was very helpful

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 to the sadness and the sorrow we feel.

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 If one of us has maybe not got a promotion that we desperately wanted

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 or a particular job that we really wanted

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 and months later we're still feeling heartbroken

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 over the fact that we didn't get the job or we didn't get the promotion,

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 for a friend to say to you, well, you know, Jesus loves you.

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 He died on the cross for you.

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 It probably wouldn't feel like enough.

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 In fact, many of us, whether we would want to say it or not,

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 would say to ourselves,

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 what does it matter that Jesus died on the cross for me

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 if person X doesn't love me?

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 What does it matter that Jesus loves me and died on the cross for me

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 when I can't have that job that I so desperately wanted?

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 We might not entirely put that into words,

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 but that's often what our heart is saying

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 when we continue on in sadness

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 in the face of a particular loss.

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 It just doesn't seem enough that Jesus died on the cross for us

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 and it wouldn't seem very helpful

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 if somebody reminded us of that.

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 So why is that?

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 Why is that?

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 I'm not having you all come here today

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 so that you'll feel terribly guilty about yourselves,

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 but what does that say about us

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 that that would be the case?

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 And in fact, actually, you know, to be really honest,

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 if you came to me for counseling

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 and the heart of my counseling

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 is that Jesus died for you on the cross

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 and he loves you and that's sufficient,

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 and you went back and told your Christian friends

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 that that's what the pastor would say,

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 they'd all say you should get a better counselor.

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 Like that's what most of us would probably say

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 because most of us actually don't think that's sufficient.

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 So why is that?

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 So today we're going to look at a series of proverbs

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 that talk about the human heart

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 that help us to understand how our heart works

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 and how it doesn't work

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 and how it is that we respond to different things

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 and even why we persist in sadness and sorrow.

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 So Andrew, if you could put the first one up,

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 that would be great.

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 And we're going to say it together in a moment.

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 It's Proverbs 14.10 is the first one.

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 And just, you know, normally,

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 those of you who are familiar with my preaching style,

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 usually I have points

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 and today I don't have any points.

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 My hope is that one or more of these proverbs

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 will be the point.

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 They're all short

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 and that they might be something

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 that you would want to meditate upon more later on.

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 But could you say this proverb with me?

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 Proverbs 14.10.

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 The heart knows its own bitterness

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 and no stranger shares its joy.

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 Let's say it again.

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 The heart knows its own bitterness

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 and no stranger shares its joy.

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 I mean, this is a beautiful proverb, isn't it?

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 It's really beautiful.

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 It communicates to us that human beings are deep.

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 Doesn't it really?

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 I mean, it's funny.

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 And this isn't,

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 Louise would say this of me

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 and I would say this of Louise.

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 Louise and I will have been married 34 years in October.

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 But there's still lots about Louise that I don't understand,

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 that I don't know.

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 She'd say there's lots more about me

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 that she doesn't understand or doesn't know.

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 I mean, on one hand,

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 the current fascination in marriage patterns

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 and romance is that we look for soulmates.

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 And part of the tragedy of that

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 is that, in fact,

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 on one hand,

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 we never really find a soulmate

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 because,

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 at least in the way that it's often talked about

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 in the popular culture,

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 because there's a depth to people

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 that we just never plumb the depths of,

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 even after we've been married

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 for a very, very long time.

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 And, in fact,

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 actually often if we think

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 that we have plumbed the depth of the other person,

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 that's probably a sign

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 that we've stopped caring about them very much.

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 But we don't actually ever really plumb the depths

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 of another person.

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 And that's why this proverb is just so true, isn't it?

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 The heart knows its own bitterness

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 and no stranger shares its joy.

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 There's a,

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 you know,

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 we can have some sense of the bitterness

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 that another person's experiencing

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 and some sense of their joy,

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 but on one hand,

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 there really is a certain degree of truth

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 to the fact that we are alone and separate.

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 And our depths mean that no other person

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 will ever really be able to plumb the depths

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 of who we are.

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 And sometimes that leads us

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 to actually maybe even feel depressed

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 and despairing

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 that people don't understand who we are.

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 And then no stranger can share that.

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 It really tells us.

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 But you know what?

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 At the same time,

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 there's a bit of a mystery here in this text.

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 Why is it

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 that often,

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 like maybe it'll be afterwards at coffee,

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 you'll meet somebody

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 that you've never met before

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 and you'll talk to them for 15 minutes.

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 And why is it that we'll walk away from a person

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 after talking to them for 15 minutes

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 and feel we really understand them?

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 Yet at the same time,

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 if we're honest about ourselves,

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 we've lived with ourselves all our lives

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 and we don't understand ourselves.

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 Like,

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 why is that?

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 And on one hand,

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 of course,

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 we can have a bit of it,

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 really,

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 you know,

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 get a sense of a person.

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 Yet on the other hand,

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 there really always is

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 a something more,

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 a deeperness to that person

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 that we can start to try to understand

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 or fathom

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 and never reach the end of.

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 Let's read another proverb,

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 Proverbs 14, 13.

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 Please say it with me.

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 Even in laughter,

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 the heart may ache

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 and the end of joy may be grief.

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 Let's say that together again.

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 Even in laughter,

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 the heart may ache

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 and the end of joy may be grief.

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 You know,

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 isn't this also really,

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 really,

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 really true?

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 In fact,

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 actually,

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 it's even more powerfully put

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 in the Hebrew

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 where it says

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 the end of joy

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 is grief.

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 It's even more powerful.

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 But, you know,

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 here,

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 think about this for a second.

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 Why is it that

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 once we say something like that,

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 most of us know

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 that this is actually

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 a very good description

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 of human experience?

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 Like,

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 why is it that so often

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 that even while we're laughing

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 that there's also

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 maybe underneath that,

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 very,

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 very closely

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 underneath the laughter

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 is a sense of sadness

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 and grief

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 over other types of things?

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 And why is it

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 that we often have a sense

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 that when we're having

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 a time of great joy

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 or great success

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 that many of us think

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 that it won't last?

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 We might hope

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 that it will last

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 for quite a while,

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 but we always have

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 this bit of a sense

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 that it won't last.

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 And why is it

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 that on one hand

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 that, you know,

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 we,

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 why is it that

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 we always would choose

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 if we,

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 I mean,

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 obviously some people

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 snatch sadness

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 from the jaws of grief,

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 sadness from the jaws

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 of joy

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 and do things

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 to make their lives

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 miserable,

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 but why is it

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 that we have some sense

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 that joy

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 is natural,

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 that we were made

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 for joy,

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 and that grief

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 is unnatural,

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 and yet both of them

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 are things

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 that we experience

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 in the natural world,

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 but why is it

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 that we have a sense

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 that joy

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 is more fundamental

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 or foundational,

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 that,

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 that that's more

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 what we were made for?

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 Like,

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 why is that?

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 Why don't we think

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 that sorrow

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 is what we were made for?

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 Why is it

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 that we don't think

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 that sadness

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 is what we were made for?

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 Why do,

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 why do we experience

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 joy and sadness

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 as being unnatural,

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 I mean,

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 sadness and grief

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 and sorrow

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 as sort of,

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 in some ways,

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 unnatural,

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 but joy is natural?

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 Why is it

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 that that's sort of

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 a common human experience?

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 Why not the reverse?

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 And,

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 and why is it

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 that on one hand

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 we are never surprised

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 when we go into

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 a period of sadness?

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 I mean,

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 on one hand

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 we are,

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 we are,

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 and we're,

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 we're bitter about it

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 and we might even

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 rage about it,

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 but on the other hand,

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 you know,

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 if a person told you

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 that they only

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 experience joy

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 and they never

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 experience sorrow,

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 would you believe them?

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 Never?

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 Like,

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 you mean like

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 never in the last

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 two minutes?

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 Yeah,

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 that's fine.

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 Like never in the last,

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 you know,

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 if the person's

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 50 years old,

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 like never in the past

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 30 years,

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 40 years,

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 you've never experienced

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 any emotion

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 other than joy?

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 Why is it

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 that so many

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 Christian churches

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 present that the model

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 of what it means

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 to be fully human

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 is to always feel joy?

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 I was just

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 at a church recently

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 and that's,

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 in a sense,

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 part of the message

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 of the sermon

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 and I was thinking,

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 well,

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 Jesus cried

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 at the tomb

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 of Lazarus.

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 He wept tears

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 in the garden

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 of Gethsemane.

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 But why is it

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 that we,

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 why is it

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 that we do that?

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 Yet at the same time,

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 we recognize

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 that this proverb

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 is very true.

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 Even in laughter,

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 the heart may ache

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 and the end of joy

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 may be grief.

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 Put up the next one,

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 Andrew.

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 Can you say this with me?

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 Hope deferred

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 makes the heart sick,

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 but a desire fulfilled

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 is a tree of life.

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 Let's say that together again.

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 Hope deferred

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 makes the heart sick,

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 but a desire fulfilled

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 is a tree of life.

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 This is a very commonplace

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 type of proverb,

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 isn't it?

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 It's a sort of proverb

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 that you could well imagine

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 seeing in a greeting card

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 that Oprah would like,

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 Maya Angelou would like,

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 that it almost seems

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 like it's just too common

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 to even talk about

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 or comment.

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 In the original language

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 that hope,

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 even the word

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 which we translate

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 as hope,

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 which is a good word,

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 but there's this

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 underlying current

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 in the original language

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 of anxiety

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 connected with it.

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 So it's as if,

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 you know,

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 you're hoping

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 but you're anxious

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 at the same time.

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 We've all had that experience.

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 We're hoping

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 but we're anxious.

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 And, you know,

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 maybe we're waiting

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 for somebody to come home

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 or we're waiting

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 for news

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 of what's going to happen

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 with a promotion

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 or something like that

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 or what's happening

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 to one of our kids

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 or our best friend.

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 And on the one hand

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 we're hoping

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 but on the other hand

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 we're anxious

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 and the longer

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 that it takes

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 for us to hear

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 what's happened,

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 the more heart sick

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 that we feel.

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 But a desire fulfilled

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 is a tree of life.

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 And this actually,

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 it just, you know,

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 it fits in with so much

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 of how our culture

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 would talk about things.

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 I mean, it's a very common thing

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 in our culture

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 that if I would,

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 in fact, Christians often say this

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 to each other,

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 follow your heart.

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 Follow your heart.

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 We'll say to people,

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 trust your heart.

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 You know,

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 because a hope deferred,

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 you know,

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 that you trust your hope

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 and when you get your hopes

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 it's like a tree of life.

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 And we'll often say to each other,

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 you're thinking too much,

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 trust your heart.

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 And in fact,

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 actually when we say things

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 like you're thinking too much,

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 trust your heart,

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 it's on one hand,

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 it's a little tiny bit

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 of an opening

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 into what the Bible means

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 by heart.

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 But just so you know right now,

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 probably every single one of us

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 to some extent here

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 doesn't hear heart

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 the way it's intended.

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 In our culture,

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 we sort of pit the mind

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 and thinking

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 against the heart

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 and feelings

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 and emotions.

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 And in the Bible,

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 especially in the Old Testament,

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 the heart

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 is the source

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 of our feelings,

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 the source of our plans,

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 the source

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 of our thinking.

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 In fact,

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 if you were to go back

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 in time

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 to the writer of Proverbs

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 and say,

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 you're thinking too much,

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 trust your heart,

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 they would look at you

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 blankly.

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 You're using your heart

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 too much,

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 trust your heart,

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 like it would be

00:14:28.379 --> 00:14:29.179
 a contradiction.

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 Because thinking,

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 planning,

00:14:32.500 --> 00:14:33.139
 feeling,

00:14:33.860 --> 00:14:34.639
 longing,

00:14:35.100 --> 00:14:35.620
 desiring,

00:14:35.919 --> 00:14:36.279
 hoping,

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 all of them come

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 just from the singular

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 thing called the heart

00:14:39.840 --> 00:14:42.160
 into the Old Testament.

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 So on one hand,

00:14:43.500 --> 00:14:43.580
 though,

00:14:43.639 --> 00:14:44.500
 when we say,

00:14:44.580 --> 00:14:45.960
 you're thinking too much,

00:14:46.040 --> 00:14:46.620
 trust your heart,

00:14:46.780 --> 00:14:47.620
 on one hand,

00:14:47.700 --> 00:14:48.420
 we're really thinking

00:14:48.420 --> 00:14:49.480
 primarily of emotions,

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 but we go a little bit

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 beyond it.

00:14:51.680 --> 00:14:52.259
 And we're thinking

00:14:52.259 --> 00:14:53.120
 of maybe the heart

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 as touching something

00:14:54.440 --> 00:14:57.120
 more than just emotions.

00:14:58.120 --> 00:14:59.280
 But here's the problem

00:14:59.280 --> 00:15:00.019
 with this proverb.

00:15:01.379 --> 00:15:02.259
 Can we say it again?

00:15:03.000 --> 00:15:04.379
 Hope deferred

00:15:04.379 --> 00:15:05.779
 makes the heart sick,

00:15:06.159 --> 00:15:07.840
 but a desire fulfilled

00:15:07.840 --> 00:15:09.120
 is a tree of life.

00:15:09.639 --> 00:15:10.320
 Here's the problem

00:15:10.320 --> 00:15:10.759
 with this.

00:15:11.320 --> 00:15:12.439
 How many times

00:15:12.439 --> 00:15:13.620
 have we hoped for evil?

00:15:17.879 --> 00:15:19.080
 And when our hope

00:15:19.080 --> 00:15:19.679
 for evil

00:15:19.679 --> 00:15:21.059
 isn't bearing fruition,

00:15:21.259 --> 00:15:22.240
 we feel depressed.

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 I don't know

00:15:24.879 --> 00:15:25.960
 if it's a true statistic.

00:15:26.120 --> 00:15:26.720
 I guess you've heard,

00:15:26.799 --> 00:15:27.259
 I think it's just

00:15:27.259 --> 00:15:28.039
 this past week,

00:15:28.120 --> 00:15:29.419
 that the Ashley Madison

00:15:29.419 --> 00:15:30.700
 website,

00:15:31.139 --> 00:15:31.559
 which is,

00:15:31.759 --> 00:15:32.820
 I've been told,

00:15:32.820 --> 00:15:33.600
 is a website

00:15:33.600 --> 00:15:34.400
 that you go to

00:15:34.400 --> 00:15:35.660
 if you want to have

00:15:35.660 --> 00:15:36.140
 an affair

00:15:36.140 --> 00:15:37.260
 with a married person.

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 And they facilitate

00:15:39.200 --> 00:15:41.060
 people having affairs

00:15:41.060 --> 00:15:42.620
 with married people.

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 And I,

00:15:44.300 --> 00:15:45.379
 it was on a blog,

00:15:45.540 --> 00:15:46.560
 so it must be true.

00:15:46.840 --> 00:15:47.120
 Okay?

00:15:48.040 --> 00:15:48.640
 But I,

00:15:48.980 --> 00:15:49.800
 somebody sent me

00:15:49.800 --> 00:15:50.500
 a blog link,

00:15:50.560 --> 00:15:51.440
 so it must be true,

00:15:51.520 --> 00:15:52.400
 that said that

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 the city of Ottawa

00:15:53.780 --> 00:15:55.480
 has the highest proportion

00:15:55.480 --> 00:15:56.360
 but per capita

00:15:56.360 --> 00:15:56.920
 of people

00:15:56.920 --> 00:15:57.640
 who subscribe

00:15:57.640 --> 00:15:59.140
 to Ashley Madison

00:15:59.140 --> 00:15:59.540
 than anywhere

00:15:59.540 --> 00:16:00.300
 in North America.

00:16:01.620 --> 00:16:02.240
 I don't know

00:16:02.240 --> 00:16:02.800
 if it's true,

00:16:02.820 --> 00:16:04.260
 but it was in a blog.

00:16:05.340 --> 00:16:05.560
 And,

00:16:05.640 --> 00:16:06.320
 and I guess

00:16:06.320 --> 00:16:06.840
 there's a lot

00:16:06.840 --> 00:16:07.820
 of nervous people

00:16:07.820 --> 00:16:08.740
 that if these

00:16:08.740 --> 00:16:09.560
 hacktivists

00:16:09.560 --> 00:16:10.620
 have in fact

00:16:10.620 --> 00:16:11.640
 successfully hacked

00:16:11.640 --> 00:16:12.140
 the list

00:16:12.140 --> 00:16:12.680
 that they might

00:16:12.680 --> 00:16:13.400
 make it public

00:16:13.400 --> 00:16:14.740
 and many people

00:16:14.740 --> 00:16:15.160
 in Ottawa

00:16:15.160 --> 00:16:16.060
 might discover

00:16:16.060 --> 00:16:17.260
 that they,

00:16:17.480 --> 00:16:18.620
 they've in fact

00:16:18.620 --> 00:16:19.440
 registered for this.

00:16:19.520 --> 00:16:19.620
 But,

00:16:19.680 --> 00:16:19.780
 you know,

00:16:19.800 --> 00:16:20.360
 think about this

00:16:20.360 --> 00:16:20.860
 for a second.

00:16:22.740 --> 00:16:23.980
 How many people

00:16:23.980 --> 00:16:26.360
 who are married

00:16:26.360 --> 00:16:28.520
 desire to have

00:16:28.520 --> 00:16:29.120
 an affair

00:16:29.120 --> 00:16:31.200
 and they long

00:16:31.200 --> 00:16:32.039
 to have an affair

00:16:32.039 --> 00:16:33.080
 with another person

00:16:33.080 --> 00:16:34.779
 and their heart

00:16:34.779 --> 00:16:35.399
 is sick

00:16:35.399 --> 00:16:36.740
 because it's not

00:16:36.740 --> 00:16:37.200
 happening?

00:16:39.759 --> 00:16:40.320
 And,

00:16:40.440 --> 00:16:41.980
 how many people

00:16:41.980 --> 00:16:44.799
 once they've had

00:16:44.799 --> 00:16:45.399
 the affair

00:16:45.399 --> 00:16:46.899
 at least momentarily

00:16:46.899 --> 00:16:48.179
 will feel like

00:16:48.179 --> 00:16:48.720
 they've had

00:16:48.720 --> 00:16:50.019
 an eruption of life

00:16:50.019 --> 00:16:50.980
 in their life?

00:16:53.480 --> 00:16:54.500
 Is that what the

00:16:54.500 --> 00:16:55.139
 Bible's teaching?

00:16:55.139 --> 00:17:01.019
 See,

00:17:01.080 --> 00:17:01.860
 one of the problems

00:17:01.860 --> 00:17:04.019
 with trust your heart,

00:17:04.200 --> 00:17:05.220
 you're thinking too much,

00:17:05.259 --> 00:17:05.900
 is it implies

00:17:05.900 --> 00:17:06.460
 that the heart

00:17:06.460 --> 00:17:07.180
 only desires

00:17:07.180 --> 00:17:08.000
 good things.

00:17:09.240 --> 00:17:09.440
 I mean,

00:17:09.480 --> 00:17:09.879
 if you think

00:17:09.879 --> 00:17:10.900
 of many movies

00:17:10.900 --> 00:17:12.720
 and television series,

00:17:13.720 --> 00:17:14.519
 a lot of what

00:17:14.519 --> 00:17:15.299
 goes on,

00:17:15.519 --> 00:17:16.619
 and I just watched

00:17:16.619 --> 00:17:17.200
 The Drop

00:17:17.200 --> 00:17:18.039
 last night,

00:17:18.440 --> 00:17:19.720
 and partly

00:17:19.720 --> 00:17:20.720
 what goes on

00:17:20.720 --> 00:17:21.900
 is that the sadness

00:17:21.900 --> 00:17:23.079
 of one of the characters

00:17:23.079 --> 00:17:23.779
 and the worry

00:17:23.779 --> 00:17:24.680
 of one of the characters

00:17:24.680 --> 00:17:26.380
 because he's worried

00:17:26.380 --> 00:17:27.480
 that his desire

00:17:27.480 --> 00:17:28.820
 to rob people

00:17:28.820 --> 00:17:30.240
 isn't going to happen

00:17:30.240 --> 00:17:31.160
 the way he wants.

00:17:33.560 --> 00:17:33.740
 And,

00:17:33.840 --> 00:17:34.460
 you know,

00:17:35.039 --> 00:17:36.440
 and you could well imagine

00:17:36.440 --> 00:17:37.660
 that he thinks

00:17:37.660 --> 00:17:38.100
 at least,

00:17:38.180 --> 00:17:39.120
 and probably he would

00:17:39.120 --> 00:17:39.840
 experience,

00:17:40.160 --> 00:17:41.100
 great emotions

00:17:41.100 --> 00:17:42.060
 of excitement

00:17:42.060 --> 00:17:43.019
 and joy

00:17:43.019 --> 00:17:45.299
 if he is successful

00:17:45.299 --> 00:17:48.259
 in stealing

00:17:48.259 --> 00:17:50.380
 a million dollars.

00:17:50.380 --> 00:17:50.520
 others.

00:17:52.320 --> 00:17:52.740
 So,

00:17:53.100 --> 00:17:54.660
 here's the thing

00:17:54.660 --> 00:17:55.800
 about these proverbs.

00:17:56.740 --> 00:17:57.740
 On one hand,

00:17:58.240 --> 00:17:59.040
 many of them

00:17:59.040 --> 00:17:59.780
 seem to have

00:17:59.780 --> 00:18:01.240
 something which is

00:18:01.240 --> 00:18:02.080
 true about them,

00:18:02.880 --> 00:18:04.220
 but if you actually

00:18:04.220 --> 00:18:05.540
 ask sort of

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 deeper questions

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 about them,

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 you start to realize

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 that there's actually

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 truth and

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 something else

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 going on in him.

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 If you could,

00:18:13.360 --> 00:18:13.580
 Andrew,

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 if you could put up

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 the next proverb,

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 let's read the next

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 proverb together.

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 read it with me.

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 When a man's

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 folly brings

00:18:22.019 --> 00:18:23.339
 his way to ruin,

00:18:23.759 --> 00:18:24.579
 his heart

00:18:24.579 --> 00:18:25.599
 rages against

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 the Lord.

00:18:26.519 --> 00:18:27.240
 Isn't that a great

00:18:27.240 --> 00:18:27.599
 proverb?

00:18:27.819 --> 00:18:28.399
 Let's say it again.

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 When a man's

00:18:29.799 --> 00:18:30.779
 folly brings

00:18:30.779 --> 00:18:32.059
 his way to ruin,

00:18:32.440 --> 00:18:33.180
 his heart

00:18:33.180 --> 00:18:34.339
 rages against

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 the Lord.

00:18:35.660 --> 00:18:36.460
 Isn't that true?

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 Like,

00:18:39.940 --> 00:18:40.440
 haven't,

00:18:40.799 --> 00:18:41.000
 don't,

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 maybe it's never

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 happened to you,

00:18:43.319 --> 00:18:44.039
 but have you ever

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 been angry

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 because you've

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 had a plan

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 to do something

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 bad and it

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 backfires

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 and you're

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 angry?

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 And sometimes

00:18:54.360 --> 00:18:55.259
 people are even

00:18:55.259 --> 00:18:56.279
 angry at God

00:18:56.279 --> 00:18:56.799
 over it.

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 And they'll be

00:18:59.559 --> 00:19:00.240
 angry at like,

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 why is God,

00:19:01.180 --> 00:19:01.720
 why is this

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 happening to me?

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 Just this week

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 in a coffee shop,

00:19:07.600 --> 00:19:08.559
 I had a

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 conversation

00:19:09.120 --> 00:19:09.660
 with a guy,

00:19:09.720 --> 00:19:10.200
 no surprise,

00:19:10.319 --> 00:19:11.120
 I have conversations

00:19:11.120 --> 00:19:12.819
 with non-Christians

00:19:12.819 --> 00:19:13.740
 in coffee shops

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 and this

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 is a fellow

00:19:16.880 --> 00:19:17.480
 who,

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 part of his

00:19:18.819 --> 00:19:19.839
 conversation with

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 me is always

00:19:20.440 --> 00:19:21.259
 that Christians

00:19:21.259 --> 00:19:22.059
 are bad

00:19:22.059 --> 00:19:23.940
 and unhelpful

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 because they have

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 a bad view

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 of human beings,

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 that we think

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 that human beings

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 are sort of,

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 you know,

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 that we don't

00:19:30.599 --> 00:19:31.240
 understand that

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 human beings

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 are sort of good.

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 But he came

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 to me,

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 he had a picture

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 in the paper

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 of that,

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 I think it was

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 in Turkey

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 where there was

00:19:40.579 --> 00:19:41.599
 a suicide bomber

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 and it killed,

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 I think it was

00:19:44.339 --> 00:19:45.339
 a Shiite mosque

00:19:45.339 --> 00:19:47.419
 and I think

00:19:47.419 --> 00:19:47.960
 it was ISIS

00:19:47.960 --> 00:19:48.439
 or ISIL

00:19:48.439 --> 00:19:49.579
 and they did

00:19:49.579 --> 00:19:50.419
 this attack

00:19:50.419 --> 00:19:50.879
 and they killed

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 many, many people

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 at a mosque

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 and so my friend

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 brings the newspaper

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 over to me

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 and he points

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 at it and says,

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 and you say

00:20:01.579 --> 00:20:02.399
 that human beings

00:20:02.399 --> 00:20:02.799
 are made

00:20:02.799 --> 00:20:03.319
 in the image

00:20:03.319 --> 00:20:03.899
 of God

00:20:03.899 --> 00:20:04.939
 and yet human beings

00:20:04.939 --> 00:20:05.559
 made in the image

00:20:05.559 --> 00:20:05.919
 of God

00:20:05.919 --> 00:20:07.159
 do things like this.

00:20:07.160 --> 00:20:10.300
 and he was angry

00:20:10.300 --> 00:20:10.980
 at God,

00:20:12.019 --> 00:20:13.620
 angry at religion.

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 I just listened

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 but inwardly

00:20:17.000 --> 00:20:17.779
 I thought to myself,

00:20:18.019 --> 00:20:18.519
 you're the one

00:20:18.519 --> 00:20:18.980
 who thinks

00:20:18.980 --> 00:20:19.420
 that people

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 are basically good.

00:20:22.120 --> 00:20:22.519
 Like,

00:20:22.600 --> 00:20:23.300
 how do you square

00:20:23.300 --> 00:20:24.019
 that circle?

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 But it wasn't

00:20:25.940 --> 00:20:26.980
 the time to say it

00:20:26.980 --> 00:20:28.600
 because he was

00:20:28.600 --> 00:20:29.519
 just angry

00:20:29.519 --> 00:20:30.040
 and raging

00:20:30.040 --> 00:20:30.560
 at God

00:20:30.560 --> 00:20:33.380
 and sometimes

00:20:33.380 --> 00:20:33.960
 when people

00:20:33.960 --> 00:20:34.400
 are angry

00:20:34.400 --> 00:20:34.840
 and raging

00:20:34.840 --> 00:20:35.140
 at God

00:20:35.140 --> 00:20:35.720
 all you can do

00:20:35.720 --> 00:20:36.540
 is pray for them.

00:20:36.539 --> 00:20:37.359
 there's not much

00:20:37.359 --> 00:20:38.240
 you can say to them

00:20:38.240 --> 00:20:40.220
 but the fact

00:20:40.220 --> 00:20:40.579
 of the matter

00:20:40.579 --> 00:20:41.240
 is that even

00:20:41.240 --> 00:20:41.839
 Christians

00:20:41.839 --> 00:20:43.059
 rage at God

00:20:43.059 --> 00:20:45.180
 and get angry

00:20:45.180 --> 00:20:45.740
 at God.

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 Can we go back

00:20:46.819 --> 00:20:47.740
 to Proverbs 13,

00:20:47.839 --> 00:20:48.379
 12, Andrew?

00:20:50.519 --> 00:20:51.500
 So just thinking

00:20:51.500 --> 00:20:52.559
 that last proverb

00:20:52.559 --> 00:20:53.379
 that sometimes

00:20:53.379 --> 00:20:54.039
 our hearts

00:20:54.039 --> 00:20:55.519
 rage against God

00:20:55.519 --> 00:20:57.859
 and you could

00:20:57.859 --> 00:20:58.639
 almost picture

00:20:58.639 --> 00:20:59.559
 that when our hearts

00:20:59.559 --> 00:21:00.240
 are raging

00:21:00.240 --> 00:21:01.079
 against God

00:21:01.079 --> 00:21:01.559
 if there was

00:21:01.559 --> 00:21:02.019
 some way

00:21:02.019 --> 00:21:02.460
 that we could

00:21:02.460 --> 00:21:03.000
 hit him

00:21:03.000 --> 00:21:04.720
 if there was

00:21:04.720 --> 00:21:05.119
 some way

00:21:05.119 --> 00:21:05.519
 that we could

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 hurt him

00:21:06.099 --> 00:21:07.299
 it would

00:21:07.299 --> 00:21:07.659
 make us

00:21:07.659 --> 00:21:08.059
 glad.

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 Or maybe

00:21:10.019 --> 00:21:10.339
 I'm just

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 far more

00:21:10.779 --> 00:21:11.099
 evil

00:21:11.099 --> 00:21:11.519
 than every

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 person here.

00:21:13.119 --> 00:21:13.439
 Can we say

00:21:13.439 --> 00:21:14.240
 this together

00:21:14.240 --> 00:21:14.639
 again?

00:21:15.459 --> 00:21:16.740
 Hope deferred

00:21:16.740 --> 00:21:17.379
 makes the

00:21:17.379 --> 00:21:18.099
 heart sick

00:21:18.099 --> 00:21:19.419
 but a desire

00:21:19.419 --> 00:21:20.119
 fulfilled

00:21:20.119 --> 00:21:20.879
 is a tree

00:21:20.879 --> 00:21:21.459
 of life.

00:21:22.359 --> 00:21:22.480
 So

00:21:22.480 --> 00:21:24.299
 here's

00:21:24.299 --> 00:21:25.379
 partly

00:21:25.379 --> 00:21:25.779
 how we

00:21:25.779 --> 00:21:26.159
 have to

00:21:26.159 --> 00:21:26.759
 understand

00:21:26.759 --> 00:21:27.480
 this proverb.

00:21:28.559 --> 00:21:29.119
 You'll see

00:21:29.119 --> 00:21:29.419
 and I'm going

00:21:29.419 --> 00:21:29.819
 to show you

00:21:29.819 --> 00:21:30.419
 again in another

00:21:30.419 --> 00:21:31.000
 couple of minutes

00:21:31.000 --> 00:21:31.439
 that's going

00:21:31.439 --> 00:21:31.679
 to be the

00:21:31.679 --> 00:21:32.079
 very very

00:21:32.079 --> 00:21:32.419
 next

00:21:32.419 --> 00:21:32.839
 I think

00:21:32.839 --> 00:21:33.079
 it's the

00:21:33.079 --> 00:21:33.899
 next proverb

00:21:33.899 --> 00:21:34.240
 that we're

00:21:34.240 --> 00:21:34.619
 going to look

00:21:34.619 --> 00:21:34.839
 at.

00:21:34.839 --> 00:21:35.259
 I have to

00:21:35.259 --> 00:21:35.480
 look at

00:21:35.480 --> 00:21:35.839
 my list

00:21:35.839 --> 00:21:36.019
 I think

00:21:36.019 --> 00:21:37.119
 it's not

00:21:37.119 --> 00:21:37.480
 quite the

00:21:37.480 --> 00:21:37.939
 next proverb

00:21:37.939 --> 00:21:38.240
 but we're

00:21:38.240 --> 00:21:38.379
 going to

00:21:38.379 --> 00:21:38.740
 get to it

00:21:38.740 --> 00:21:39.379
 very shortly

00:21:39.379 --> 00:21:40.139
 is we

00:21:40.139 --> 00:21:40.419
 have to

00:21:40.419 --> 00:21:40.720
 when we read

00:21:40.720 --> 00:21:40.980
 the book

00:21:40.980 --> 00:21:41.519
 of Proverbs

00:21:41.519 --> 00:21:41.879
 the book

00:21:41.879 --> 00:21:42.459
 of Proverbs

00:21:42.459 --> 00:21:43.500
 never believes

00:21:43.500 --> 00:21:43.839
 that our

00:21:43.839 --> 00:21:44.339
 hearts are

00:21:44.339 --> 00:21:45.419
 pure and

00:21:45.419 --> 00:21:46.119
 only desire

00:21:46.119 --> 00:21:47.000
 good things.

00:21:48.079 --> 00:21:48.859
 But what it

00:21:48.859 --> 00:21:49.500
 is trying to

00:21:49.500 --> 00:21:50.199
 communicate to

00:21:50.199 --> 00:21:50.659
 us is a

00:21:50.659 --> 00:21:51.220
 very very

00:21:51.220 --> 00:21:52.139
 different model

00:21:52.139 --> 00:21:52.819
 of how human

00:21:52.819 --> 00:21:53.699
 beings function.

00:21:56.639 --> 00:21:57.459
 We sort of

00:21:57.459 --> 00:21:58.379
 operate in our

00:21:58.379 --> 00:21:59.079
 culture with

00:21:59.079 --> 00:21:59.899
 several different

00:21:59.899 --> 00:22:00.599
 ways of how

00:22:00.599 --> 00:22:01.179
 human beings

00:22:01.179 --> 00:22:01.639
 function.

00:22:01.640 --> 00:22:02.580
 a lot of

00:22:02.580 --> 00:22:03.100
 us function

00:22:03.100 --> 00:22:03.400
 that it's

00:22:03.400 --> 00:22:03.960
 just will

00:22:03.960 --> 00:22:04.920
 that we

00:22:04.920 --> 00:22:05.320
 just use

00:22:05.320 --> 00:22:05.740
 our will

00:22:05.740 --> 00:22:06.460
 power to

00:22:06.460 --> 00:22:06.780
 do what

00:22:06.780 --> 00:22:07.100
 we want

00:22:07.100 --> 00:22:07.880
 to accomplish

00:22:07.880 --> 00:22:08.820
 and sort

00:22:08.820 --> 00:22:09.560
 of complicated

00:22:09.560 --> 00:22:10.160
 with that

00:22:10.160 --> 00:22:10.540
 is that

00:22:10.540 --> 00:22:10.780
 there's

00:22:10.780 --> 00:22:11.520
 actually on

00:22:11.520 --> 00:22:11.960
 the same

00:22:11.960 --> 00:22:12.360
 side a

00:22:12.360 --> 00:22:13.040
 flip side

00:22:13.040 --> 00:22:13.980
 a sense

00:22:13.980 --> 00:22:14.440
 that human

00:22:14.440 --> 00:22:14.860
 beings are

00:22:14.860 --> 00:22:15.240
 very very

00:22:15.240 --> 00:22:15.840
 passive.

00:22:16.720 --> 00:22:17.060
 Like just

00:22:17.060 --> 00:22:17.460
 to give a

00:22:17.460 --> 00:22:17.800
 Christian

00:22:17.800 --> 00:22:18.400
 example

00:22:18.400 --> 00:22:20.080
 if you've

00:22:20.080 --> 00:22:20.400
 ever read

00:22:20.400 --> 00:22:20.660
 the book

00:22:20.660 --> 00:22:21.080
 The Five

00:22:21.080 --> 00:22:21.960
 Love Languages

00:22:21.960 --> 00:22:22.820
 which has

00:22:22.820 --> 00:22:23.340
 lots of

00:22:23.340 --> 00:22:24.040
 good practical

00:22:24.040 --> 00:22:24.440
 insights

00:22:24.440 --> 00:22:24.920
 but one

00:22:24.920 --> 00:22:25.440
 worrisome

00:22:25.440 --> 00:22:25.980
 thing about

00:22:25.980 --> 00:22:27.020
 that is

00:22:27.020 --> 00:22:27.700
 I was joking

00:22:27.700 --> 00:22:28.100
 with my

00:22:28.100 --> 00:22:28.620
 wife last

00:22:28.620 --> 00:22:29.060
 night when I

00:22:29.060 --> 00:22:29.780
 was talking

00:22:29.780 --> 00:22:30.220
 to her about

00:22:30.220 --> 00:22:30.640
 the sermon

00:22:30.640 --> 00:22:31.180
 I was saying

00:22:31.180 --> 00:22:31.500
 you know I

00:22:31.500 --> 00:22:32.060
 could very

00:22:32.060 --> 00:22:32.700
 easily say

00:22:32.700 --> 00:22:33.020
 that the

00:22:33.020 --> 00:22:33.380
 reason I'm

00:22:33.380 --> 00:22:33.800
 not loving

00:22:33.800 --> 00:22:34.259
 you enough

00:22:34.259 --> 00:22:35.060
 is because

00:22:35.060 --> 00:22:35.520
 you're not

00:22:35.520 --> 00:22:35.940
 filling up

00:22:35.940 --> 00:22:36.440
 my love

00:22:36.440 --> 00:22:37.140
 tank enough

00:22:37.140 --> 00:22:38.980
 and if you

00:22:38.980 --> 00:22:39.520
 just started

00:22:39.520 --> 00:22:39.960
 filling up

00:22:39.960 --> 00:22:40.520
 my love

00:22:40.520 --> 00:22:41.500
 tank more

00:22:41.500 --> 00:22:42.980
 in love

00:22:42.980 --> 00:22:43.580
 language that

00:22:43.580 --> 00:22:44.300
 I can hear

00:22:44.300 --> 00:22:44.740
 that I would

00:22:44.740 --> 00:22:45.180
 love you

00:22:45.180 --> 00:22:45.420
 more

00:22:45.420 --> 00:22:46.920
 and there's

00:22:46.920 --> 00:22:47.240
 a certain

00:22:47.240 --> 00:22:48.180
 other psychological

00:22:48.180 --> 00:22:49.100
 model of

00:22:49.100 --> 00:22:50.200
 the sense that

00:22:50.200 --> 00:22:50.720
 a heart is

00:22:50.720 --> 00:22:52.140
 passive somehow

00:22:52.140 --> 00:22:52.860
 that we're

00:22:52.860 --> 00:22:53.600
 passive and

00:22:53.600 --> 00:22:54.500
 it's because

00:22:54.500 --> 00:22:55.300
 of race

00:22:55.300 --> 00:22:55.800
 it's because

00:22:55.800 --> 00:22:56.400
 of social

00:22:56.400 --> 00:22:56.920
 class

00:22:56.920 --> 00:22:57.400
 it's because

00:22:57.400 --> 00:22:58.060
 of economic

00:22:58.060 --> 00:22:58.520
 things

00:22:58.520 --> 00:22:59.000
 it's because

00:22:59.000 --> 00:22:59.320
 we were

00:22:59.320 --> 00:22:59.800
 victims

00:22:59.799 --> 00:23:00.460
 it's because

00:23:00.460 --> 00:23:00.919
 our love

00:23:00.919 --> 00:23:01.299
 language

00:23:01.299 --> 00:23:02.299
 our love

00:23:02.299 --> 00:23:02.899
 tank isn't

00:23:02.899 --> 00:23:03.399
 being filled

00:23:03.399 --> 00:23:03.619
 up

00:23:03.619 --> 00:23:04.220
 and so

00:23:04.220 --> 00:23:04.579
 on one

00:23:04.579 --> 00:23:04.960
 hand in

00:23:04.960 --> 00:23:05.559
 our culture

00:23:05.559 --> 00:23:05.980
 we have

00:23:05.980 --> 00:23:06.980
 this almost

00:23:06.980 --> 00:23:08.299
 schizophrenic

00:23:08.299 --> 00:23:09.259
 type of

00:23:09.259 --> 00:23:10.059
 approach

00:23:10.059 --> 00:23:10.460
 where on

00:23:10.460 --> 00:23:10.919
 one hand

00:23:10.919 --> 00:23:11.399
 we can be

00:23:11.399 --> 00:23:11.839
 very very

00:23:11.839 --> 00:23:12.440
 passive

00:23:12.440 --> 00:23:12.859
 and on the

00:23:12.859 --> 00:23:13.240
 other hand

00:23:13.240 --> 00:23:13.559
 it's all

00:23:13.559 --> 00:23:13.960
 just about

00:23:13.960 --> 00:23:14.619
 our willpower

00:23:14.619 --> 00:23:15.440
 and the

00:23:15.440 --> 00:23:15.799
 Bible

00:23:15.799 --> 00:23:16.399
 the book

00:23:16.399 --> 00:23:17.039
 of Proverbs

00:23:17.039 --> 00:23:17.519
 presents

00:23:17.519 --> 00:23:17.960
 another

00:23:17.960 --> 00:23:18.419
 different

00:23:18.419 --> 00:23:18.799
 sense

00:23:18.799 --> 00:23:19.000
 here

00:23:19.000 --> 00:23:19.299
 and it's

00:23:19.299 --> 00:23:19.759
 partly how

00:23:19.759 --> 00:23:19.980
 we're to

00:23:19.980 --> 00:23:20.399
 understand

00:23:20.399 --> 00:23:21.220
 this text

00:23:21.220 --> 00:23:21.980
 as being

00:23:21.980 --> 00:23:22.299
 actually

00:23:22.299 --> 00:23:22.799
 very very

00:23:22.799 --> 00:23:23.619
 profound

00:23:23.619 --> 00:23:26.339
 it describes

00:23:26.339 --> 00:23:26.699
 that the

00:23:26.699 --> 00:23:27.619
 human heart

00:23:27.619 --> 00:23:28.619
 is always

00:23:28.619 --> 00:23:29.279
 hoping

00:23:29.279 --> 00:23:30.079
 and trusting

00:23:30.079 --> 00:23:33.459
 the human

00:23:33.459 --> 00:23:33.879
 heart

00:23:33.879 --> 00:23:34.519
 the center

00:23:34.519 --> 00:23:35.000
 of who we

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 are

00:23:35.259 --> 00:23:35.859
 where we

00:23:35.859 --> 00:23:36.599
 that part

00:23:36.599 --> 00:23:36.919
 of us

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 in a sense

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 the command

00:23:37.859 --> 00:23:38.259
 center

00:23:38.259 --> 00:23:38.559
 of the

00:23:38.559 --> 00:23:39.239
 human being

00:23:39.239 --> 00:23:40.039
 out of

00:23:40.039 --> 00:23:40.799
 which flows

00:23:40.799 --> 00:23:41.839
 our emotions

00:23:41.839 --> 00:23:43.439
 our thoughts

00:23:43.439 --> 00:23:44.979
 our plans

00:23:44.979 --> 00:23:47.539
 our desires

00:23:47.539 --> 00:23:48.319
 all of that

00:23:48.319 --> 00:23:49.099
 out of which

00:23:49.099 --> 00:23:49.539
 flows our

00:23:49.539 --> 00:23:50.079
 life

00:23:50.079 --> 00:23:51.980
 that the

00:23:51.980 --> 00:23:52.799
 human heart

00:23:52.799 --> 00:23:53.720
 is always

00:23:53.720 --> 00:23:54.579
 hoping

00:23:54.579 --> 00:23:55.419
 and trusting

00:23:55.419 --> 00:23:56.199
 in something

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 that in fact

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 it's never

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 right to say

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 will I hope

00:24:01.059 --> 00:24:01.659
 or trust

00:24:01.659 --> 00:24:03.019
 but the

00:24:03.019 --> 00:24:03.619
 book of

00:24:03.619 --> 00:24:04.059
 Proverbs

00:24:04.059 --> 00:24:04.480
 would say

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 that the

00:24:04.799 --> 00:24:05.359
 question is

00:24:05.359 --> 00:24:05.939
 not will

00:24:05.939 --> 00:24:06.279
 I

00:24:06.279 --> 00:24:06.939
 will my

00:24:06.939 --> 00:24:07.379
 heart

00:24:07.379 --> 00:24:07.859
 hope

00:24:07.859 --> 00:24:08.319
 and trust

00:24:08.319 --> 00:24:08.859
 in something

00:24:08.859 --> 00:24:09.839
 the question

00:24:09.839 --> 00:24:10.299
 is always

00:24:10.299 --> 00:24:11.159
 what is

00:24:11.159 --> 00:24:12.179
 my heart

00:24:12.179 --> 00:24:13.159
 hoping

00:24:13.159 --> 00:24:13.980
 and trusting

00:24:13.980 --> 00:24:14.339
 in

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 excuse me

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 in fact

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 you know

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 here's a

00:24:19.179 --> 00:24:19.699
 very important

00:24:19.700 --> 00:24:20.279
 application

00:24:20.279 --> 00:24:20.720
 of this

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 one of the

00:24:22.840 --> 00:24:23.259
 things that we

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 can really

00:24:23.700 --> 00:24:24.519
 ask ourselves

00:24:24.519 --> 00:24:25.279
 as Christians

00:24:25.279 --> 00:24:25.940
 I mean

00:24:25.940 --> 00:24:26.539
 non-Christians

00:24:26.539 --> 00:24:27.039
 can do this

00:24:27.039 --> 00:24:27.360
 as well

00:24:27.360 --> 00:24:27.840
 because this

00:24:27.840 --> 00:24:28.140
 is not

00:24:28.140 --> 00:24:28.620
 describing

00:24:28.620 --> 00:24:29.100
 Christian

00:24:29.100 --> 00:24:29.740
 experience

00:24:29.740 --> 00:24:30.559
 Proverbs

00:24:30.559 --> 00:24:30.960
 is trying

00:24:30.960 --> 00:24:31.519
 to describe

00:24:31.519 --> 00:24:32.360
 a particular

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 way of us

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 understanding

00:24:33.519 --> 00:24:34.660
 that my

00:24:34.660 --> 00:24:35.180
 heart

00:24:35.180 --> 00:24:36.100
 is trusting

00:24:36.100 --> 00:24:36.980
 in something

00:24:36.980 --> 00:24:37.920
 has in a

00:24:37.920 --> 00:24:38.160
 sense

00:24:38.160 --> 00:24:38.920
 loves

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 that it

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 trusts in

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 and in

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 light of

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 what I

00:24:42.580 --> 00:24:43.539
 put my

00:24:43.539 --> 00:24:44.160
 hope in

00:24:44.160 --> 00:24:44.740
 and trust

00:24:44.740 --> 00:24:45.059
 in

00:24:45.059 --> 00:24:46.080
 in light

00:24:46.080 --> 00:24:46.700
 of this

00:24:46.700 --> 00:24:48.140
 my life

00:24:48.140 --> 00:24:48.720
 flows out

00:24:48.720 --> 00:24:49.019
 of it

00:24:49.019 --> 00:24:53.119
 and in

00:24:53.119 --> 00:24:53.539
 light of

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 what I

00:24:53.819 --> 00:24:54.279
 hope and

00:24:54.279 --> 00:24:55.000
 trust in

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 certain

00:24:55.900 --> 00:24:56.460
 thoughts

00:24:56.460 --> 00:24:56.900
 seem

00:24:56.900 --> 00:24:57.440
 reasonable

00:24:57.440 --> 00:24:58.639
 in light

00:24:58.639 --> 00:24:59.160
 of what I

00:24:59.160 --> 00:24:59.660
 hope and

00:24:59.660 --> 00:25:00.379
 trust in

00:25:00.379 --> 00:25:01.240
 certain

00:25:01.240 --> 00:25:01.819
 things will

00:25:01.819 --> 00:25:02.200
 make me

00:25:02.200 --> 00:25:02.599
 happy

00:25:02.599 --> 00:25:03.220
 and certain

00:25:03.220 --> 00:25:03.759
 things will

00:25:03.759 --> 00:25:04.180
 make me

00:25:04.180 --> 00:25:04.559
 sad

00:25:04.559 --> 00:25:05.059
 in light

00:25:05.059 --> 00:25:05.579
 of what I

00:25:05.579 --> 00:25:06.599
 trust and

00:25:06.599 --> 00:25:07.400
 hope in

00:25:07.400 --> 00:25:09.240
 plans will

00:25:09.240 --> 00:25:10.099
 seem reasonable

00:25:10.099 --> 00:25:11.079
 wise

00:25:11.079 --> 00:25:12.180
 or foolish

00:25:12.180 --> 00:25:13.119
 in light

00:25:13.119 --> 00:25:13.599
 of what I

00:25:13.599 --> 00:25:14.039
 hope or

00:25:14.039 --> 00:25:14.680
 trust in

00:25:14.680 --> 00:25:15.620
 and every

00:25:15.620 --> 00:25:16.120
 human being

00:25:16.120 --> 00:25:16.600
 every one

00:25:16.600 --> 00:25:16.940
 of us

00:25:16.940 --> 00:25:17.580
 every person

00:25:17.580 --> 00:25:18.140
 we see

00:25:18.140 --> 00:25:20.220
 our hearts

00:25:20.220 --> 00:25:20.820
 the center

00:25:20.820 --> 00:25:21.259
 of who we

00:25:21.259 --> 00:25:21.680
 are is

00:25:21.680 --> 00:25:22.380
 putting its

00:25:22.380 --> 00:25:23.019
 trust and

00:25:23.019 --> 00:25:23.539
 its hope

00:25:23.539 --> 00:25:24.400
 in certain

00:25:24.400 --> 00:25:25.420
 things or

00:25:25.420 --> 00:25:25.940
 persons

00:25:25.940 --> 00:25:27.539
 so one of

00:25:27.539 --> 00:25:27.960
 the questions

00:25:27.960 --> 00:25:28.560
 we can ask

00:25:28.560 --> 00:25:29.039
 ourselves

00:25:29.039 --> 00:25:30.200
 in the face

00:25:30.200 --> 00:25:30.980
 of emotion

00:25:30.980 --> 00:25:31.920
 especially

00:25:31.920 --> 00:25:32.700
 persistent

00:25:32.700 --> 00:25:33.539
 emotion or

00:25:33.539 --> 00:25:34.259
 persistent

00:25:34.259 --> 00:25:34.880
 sin

00:25:34.880 --> 00:25:37.860
 a lot

00:25:37.860 --> 00:25:38.100
 of

00:25:38.100 --> 00:25:38.680
 Christian

00:25:38.680 --> 00:25:39.180
 literature

00:25:39.180 --> 00:25:39.620
 about

00:25:39.620 --> 00:25:39.980
 dealing

00:25:39.980 --> 00:25:40.280
 with

00:25:40.280 --> 00:25:40.880
 persistent

00:25:40.880 --> 00:25:41.500
 sin

00:25:41.500 --> 00:25:41.960
 is

00:25:41.960 --> 00:25:42.500
 basically

00:25:42.500 --> 00:25:43.300
 replicating

00:25:43.300 --> 00:25:43.660
 a

00:25:43.660 --> 00:25:44.300
 willpower

00:25:44.300 --> 00:25:44.760
 model

00:25:44.760 --> 00:25:45.200
 from the

00:25:45.200 --> 00:25:45.540
 world

00:25:45.540 --> 00:25:47.400
 or a

00:25:47.400 --> 00:25:47.860
 passive

00:25:47.860 --> 00:25:48.360
 model

00:25:48.360 --> 00:25:48.900
 from the

00:25:48.900 --> 00:25:49.180
 world

00:25:49.180 --> 00:25:50.880
 but the

00:25:50.880 --> 00:25:51.440
 question we

00:25:51.440 --> 00:25:51.920
 should ask

00:25:51.920 --> 00:25:52.360
 ourselves

00:25:52.360 --> 00:25:52.940
 in the face

00:25:52.940 --> 00:25:53.620
 of persistent

00:25:53.620 --> 00:25:54.020
 sin

00:25:54.020 --> 00:25:54.520
 if a man

00:25:54.520 --> 00:25:55.300
 is persistently

00:25:55.300 --> 00:25:55.840
 going after

00:25:55.840 --> 00:25:56.600
 pornography

00:25:56.600 --> 00:25:58.080
 if a person

00:25:58.080 --> 00:25:59.260
 is persistently

00:25:59.260 --> 00:25:59.980
 going after

00:25:59.980 --> 00:26:00.720
 lies

00:26:00.720 --> 00:26:02.480
 is what

00:26:02.480 --> 00:26:03.140
 is it

00:26:03.140 --> 00:26:03.980
 that I

00:26:03.980 --> 00:26:04.500
 am putting

00:26:04.500 --> 00:26:05.099
 my hope

00:26:05.099 --> 00:26:05.680
 and trust

00:26:05.680 --> 00:26:06.039
 in

00:26:06.039 --> 00:26:07.480
 that makes

00:26:07.480 --> 00:26:08.359
 this behavior

00:26:08.359 --> 00:26:09.420
 necessary

00:26:09.420 --> 00:26:10.359
 for me

00:26:10.359 --> 00:26:11.299
 so that my

00:26:11.299 --> 00:26:11.920
 heart is

00:26:11.920 --> 00:26:12.839
 sick if I

00:26:12.839 --> 00:26:13.619
 cannot have

00:26:13.619 --> 00:26:14.859
 it and I

00:26:14.859 --> 00:26:15.400
 will feel

00:26:15.400 --> 00:26:15.740
 at least

00:26:15.740 --> 00:26:16.799
 temporary joy

00:26:16.799 --> 00:26:17.319
 if I

00:26:17.319 --> 00:26:18.099
 attain it

00:26:18.099 --> 00:26:19.519
 is to

00:26:19.519 --> 00:26:20.019
 call out

00:26:20.019 --> 00:26:20.539
 to God

00:26:20.539 --> 00:26:21.119
 or to

00:26:21.119 --> 00:26:21.859
 help ask

00:26:21.859 --> 00:26:22.200
 him to

00:26:22.200 --> 00:26:22.519
 help you

00:26:22.519 --> 00:26:23.079
 to understand

00:26:23.079 --> 00:26:23.819
 what is

00:26:23.819 --> 00:26:24.519
 it that

00:26:24.519 --> 00:26:25.519
 my heart

00:26:25.519 --> 00:26:26.319
 sees as

00:26:26.319 --> 00:26:26.980
 a treasure

00:26:26.980 --> 00:26:28.380
 so that

00:26:28.380 --> 00:26:29.140
 my mind

00:26:29.140 --> 00:26:29.559
 and my

00:26:29.559 --> 00:26:30.160
 behavior

00:26:30.160 --> 00:26:30.779
 and my

00:26:30.779 --> 00:26:31.460
 life moves

00:26:31.460 --> 00:26:31.900
 in certain

00:26:31.900 --> 00:26:32.400
 patterns

00:26:32.400 --> 00:26:33.059
 and habits

00:26:33.059 --> 00:26:36.879
 you see

00:26:36.879 --> 00:26:39.639
 I might

00:26:39.639 --> 00:26:39.940
 not say

00:26:39.940 --> 00:26:40.319
 that much

00:26:40.319 --> 00:26:41.200
 more about

00:26:41.200 --> 00:26:41.539
 this

00:26:41.539 --> 00:26:42.099
 and I

00:26:42.099 --> 00:26:43.039
 have to

00:26:43.039 --> 00:26:43.399
 be careful

00:26:43.399 --> 00:26:43.700
 of my

00:26:43.700 --> 00:26:44.099
 time

00:26:44.099 --> 00:26:45.159
 but you

00:26:45.159 --> 00:26:45.319
 see

00:26:45.319 --> 00:26:45.839
 part of

00:26:45.839 --> 00:26:48.720
 and I

00:26:48.720 --> 00:26:49.159
 am not

00:26:49.159 --> 00:26:50.500
 mindful of

00:26:50.500 --> 00:26:50.819
 Jesus

00:26:50.819 --> 00:26:51.519
 who is

00:26:51.519 --> 00:26:52.179
 fully human

00:26:52.179 --> 00:26:52.579
 and he

00:26:52.579 --> 00:26:53.220
 experienced

00:26:53.220 --> 00:26:53.639
 sorrow

00:26:53.639 --> 00:26:54.379
 and this

00:26:54.379 --> 00:26:54.740
 isn't a

00:26:54.740 --> 00:26:55.200
 model that

00:26:55.200 --> 00:26:55.539
 we never

00:26:55.539 --> 00:26:56.200
 experience

00:26:56.200 --> 00:26:56.700
 sorrow

00:26:56.700 --> 00:26:57.179
 because

00:26:57.179 --> 00:26:58.059
 it is

00:26:58.059 --> 00:26:58.500
 appropriate

00:26:58.500 --> 00:26:59.019
 to feel

00:26:59.019 --> 00:26:59.480
 sorrow

00:26:59.480 --> 00:26:59.519
 sorrow

00:26:59.519 --> 00:27:00.299
 the book

00:27:00.299 --> 00:27:00.480
 of

00:27:00.480 --> 00:27:01.200
 Jesus

00:27:01.200 --> 00:27:01.539
 and the

00:27:01.539 --> 00:27:01.720
 Sermon

00:27:01.720 --> 00:27:01.900
 on the

00:27:01.900 --> 00:27:02.079
 Mount

00:27:02.079 --> 00:27:02.319
 says

00:27:02.319 --> 00:27:02.480
 it is

00:27:02.480 --> 00:27:02.860
 appropriate

00:27:02.860 --> 00:27:03.279
 to feel

00:27:03.279 --> 00:27:03.680
 sorrow

00:27:03.680 --> 00:27:05.839
 but if

00:27:05.839 --> 00:27:08.019
 if I

00:27:08.019 --> 00:27:08.339
 am

00:27:08.339 --> 00:27:08.860
 acting

00:27:08.860 --> 00:27:09.740
 let's

00:27:09.740 --> 00:27:10.099
 say

00:27:10.099 --> 00:27:10.360
 if I

00:27:10.360 --> 00:27:10.539
 say

00:27:10.539 --> 00:27:11.039
 to myself

00:27:11.039 --> 00:27:11.799
 what does

00:27:11.799 --> 00:27:12.220
 it matter

00:27:12.220 --> 00:27:12.640
 that there is

00:27:12.640 --> 00:27:13.200
 80 people

00:27:13.200 --> 00:27:13.660
 at church

00:27:13.660 --> 00:27:14.259
 here today

00:27:14.259 --> 00:27:16.500
 I am

00:27:16.500 --> 00:27:17.240
 broken hearted

00:27:17.240 --> 00:27:17.579
 because there is

00:27:17.579 --> 00:27:18.640
 not 300

00:27:18.640 --> 00:27:20.480
 and I am

00:27:20.480 --> 00:27:21.140
 persistently

00:27:21.140 --> 00:27:21.960
 broken hearted

00:27:21.960 --> 00:27:22.320
 that there is

00:27:22.320 --> 00:27:23.120
 not 300

00:27:23.120 --> 00:27:25.380
 then

00:27:25.380 --> 00:27:26.100
 what

00:27:26.100 --> 00:27:26.620
 and if

00:27:26.620 --> 00:27:26.840
 somebody

00:27:26.840 --> 00:27:27.300
 says to

00:27:27.300 --> 00:27:27.460
 me

00:27:27.460 --> 00:27:27.820
 George

00:27:27.820 --> 00:27:28.940
 you know

00:27:28.940 --> 00:27:29.960
 Jesus

00:27:29.960 --> 00:27:30.620
 has died

00:27:30.620 --> 00:27:31.080
 for you

00:27:31.080 --> 00:27:32.020
 he loves

00:27:32.020 --> 00:27:32.300
 you

00:27:32.300 --> 00:27:33.120
 he gave

00:27:33.120 --> 00:27:33.480
 himself

00:27:33.480 --> 00:27:34.200
 for you

00:27:34.200 --> 00:27:35.060
 he is

00:27:35.060 --> 00:27:35.540
 fitting you

00:27:35.540 --> 00:27:36.200
 for heaven

00:27:36.200 --> 00:27:37.280
 nothing

00:27:37.280 --> 00:27:38.160
 can separate

00:27:38.160 --> 00:27:38.600
 you from

00:27:38.600 --> 00:27:38.900
 the love

00:27:38.900 --> 00:27:39.340
 of God

00:27:39.340 --> 00:27:39.720
 and if

00:27:39.720 --> 00:27:40.840
 inwardly

00:27:40.840 --> 00:27:41.720
 I say

00:27:41.720 --> 00:27:42.940
 what does

00:27:42.940 --> 00:27:43.380
 that matter

00:27:43.380 --> 00:27:43.780
 if I don't

00:27:43.780 --> 00:27:44.340
 have 300

00:27:44.340 --> 00:27:45.060
 people coming

00:27:45.060 --> 00:27:45.420
 to church

00:27:45.420 --> 00:27:45.740
 on a

00:27:45.740 --> 00:27:46.040
 Sunday

00:27:46.039 --> 00:27:51.099
 then

00:27:51.099 --> 00:27:52.079
 what I'm

00:27:52.079 --> 00:27:52.599
 saying

00:27:52.599 --> 00:27:53.420
 is that

00:27:53.420 --> 00:27:53.879
 I have

00:27:53.879 --> 00:27:54.339
 something

00:27:54.339 --> 00:27:54.759
 that I

00:27:54.759 --> 00:27:55.240
 value

00:27:55.240 --> 00:27:55.539
 and that

00:27:55.539 --> 00:27:56.240
 I trust

00:27:56.240 --> 00:27:56.859
 and that

00:27:56.859 --> 00:27:57.399
 I hope

00:27:57.399 --> 00:27:57.619
 in

00:27:57.619 --> 00:27:58.440
 that's

00:27:58.440 --> 00:27:58.920
 far more

00:27:58.920 --> 00:27:59.420
 important

00:27:59.420 --> 00:28:00.420
 than what

00:28:00.420 --> 00:28:01.339
 than God

00:28:01.339 --> 00:28:01.980
 than what

00:28:01.980 --> 00:28:02.619
 Jesus

00:28:02.619 --> 00:28:03.099
 has done

00:28:03.099 --> 00:28:03.579
 for me

00:28:03.579 --> 00:28:04.839
 that my

00:28:04.839 --> 00:28:05.220
 true

00:28:05.220 --> 00:28:05.819
 treasure

00:28:05.819 --> 00:28:07.139
 might be

00:28:07.139 --> 00:28:07.680
 a particular

00:28:07.680 --> 00:28:08.139
 view of

00:28:08.139 --> 00:28:08.859
 my success

00:28:08.859 --> 00:28:09.519
 or a particular

00:28:09.519 --> 00:28:09.980
 view of

00:28:09.980 --> 00:28:10.680
 my power

00:28:10.680 --> 00:28:11.579
 or my

00:28:11.579 --> 00:28:12.319
 reputation

00:28:12.319 --> 00:28:13.099
 that that's

00:28:13.099 --> 00:28:13.740
 actually what

00:28:13.740 --> 00:28:14.279
 I put my

00:28:14.279 --> 00:28:14.920
 hope and my

00:28:14.920 --> 00:28:15.740
 trust in

00:28:15.740 --> 00:28:18.779
 and that's

00:28:18.779 --> 00:28:19.779
 I might say

00:28:19.779 --> 00:28:20.660
 on Sunday

00:28:20.660 --> 00:28:20.980
 morning

00:28:20.980 --> 00:28:21.620
 oh Jesus

00:28:21.620 --> 00:28:22.359
 loves me

00:28:22.359 --> 00:28:22.700
 you know

00:28:22.700 --> 00:28:23.400
 this I know

00:28:23.400 --> 00:28:23.960
 for the Bible

00:28:23.960 --> 00:28:24.680
 tells me so

00:28:24.680 --> 00:28:26.259
 but functionally

00:28:26.259 --> 00:28:26.740
 as I go

00:28:26.740 --> 00:28:27.180
 through my

00:28:27.180 --> 00:28:28.120
 day I have

00:28:28.120 --> 00:28:29.180
 another treasure

00:28:29.180 --> 00:28:29.900
 which is more

00:28:29.900 --> 00:28:30.420
 important

00:28:30.420 --> 00:28:32.640
 and probably

00:28:32.640 --> 00:28:33.160
 others

00:28:33.160 --> 00:28:34.700
 and so one

00:28:34.700 --> 00:28:35.900
 important application

00:28:35.900 --> 00:28:36.799
 of all of this

00:28:36.799 --> 00:28:38.180
 is to understand

00:28:38.180 --> 00:28:39.120
 that the heart

00:28:39.120 --> 00:28:39.720
 the center

00:28:39.720 --> 00:28:40.420
 of who we are

00:28:40.420 --> 00:28:41.039
 the way it

00:28:41.039 --> 00:28:41.660
 functions

00:28:41.660 --> 00:28:43.380
 is always

00:28:43.380 --> 00:28:44.900
 to desire

00:28:44.900 --> 00:28:45.540
 to hope

00:28:45.540 --> 00:28:46.220
 to trust

00:28:46.220 --> 00:28:47.740
 to love

00:28:47.740 --> 00:28:49.220
 and out

00:28:49.220 --> 00:28:49.620
 of that

00:28:49.620 --> 00:28:50.340
 flows my

00:28:50.340 --> 00:28:50.759
 life

00:28:50.759 --> 00:28:51.200
 and your

00:28:51.200 --> 00:28:51.580
 life

00:28:51.580 --> 00:28:53.380
 and so

00:28:53.380 --> 00:28:53.840
 that in the

00:28:53.840 --> 00:28:54.300
 face of

00:28:54.300 --> 00:28:54.759
 emotions

00:28:54.759 --> 00:28:55.380
 in the face

00:28:55.380 --> 00:28:55.740
 of what's

00:28:55.740 --> 00:28:56.340
 going on

00:28:56.340 --> 00:28:57.580
 it's not

00:28:57.580 --> 00:28:57.800
 that we

00:28:57.800 --> 00:28:58.040
 of course

00:28:58.040 --> 00:28:58.320
 I'm not

00:28:58.320 --> 00:28:58.700
 saying never

00:28:58.700 --> 00:28:59.480
 use willpower

00:28:59.480 --> 00:29:00.060
 but what I

00:29:00.060 --> 00:29:00.440
 am saying

00:29:00.440 --> 00:29:00.720
 is that

00:29:00.720 --> 00:29:01.100
 sometimes

00:29:01.100 --> 00:29:01.700
 what we

00:29:01.700 --> 00:29:01.960
 need to

00:29:01.960 --> 00:29:02.280
 do is

00:29:02.280 --> 00:29:02.980
 in fact

00:29:02.980 --> 00:29:04.100
 ask

00:29:04.100 --> 00:29:05.340
 God

00:29:05.340 --> 00:29:05.920
 to make

00:29:05.920 --> 00:29:06.680
 clear to

00:29:06.680 --> 00:29:07.040
 us

00:29:07.040 --> 00:29:08.019
 what in

00:29:08.019 --> 00:29:08.380
 fact

00:29:08.380 --> 00:29:09.019
 is my

00:29:09.019 --> 00:29:09.560
 treasure

00:29:09.560 --> 00:29:10.519
 and my

00:29:10.519 --> 00:29:10.980
 hope

00:29:10.980 --> 00:29:12.759
 that to

00:29:12.759 --> 00:29:13.700
 not have

00:29:13.700 --> 00:29:14.079
 it I'm

00:29:14.079 --> 00:29:14.360
 feeling

00:29:14.360 --> 00:29:14.880
 sad

00:29:14.880 --> 00:29:15.079
 or

00:29:15.079 --> 00:29:17.559
 that I

00:29:17.559 --> 00:29:18.259
 feel joy

00:29:18.259 --> 00:29:18.799
 at pursuing

00:29:18.799 --> 00:29:19.220
 bad

00:29:19.220 --> 00:29:19.819
 things

00:29:19.819 --> 00:29:27.360
 but

00:29:27.360 --> 00:29:29.460
 here's

00:29:29.460 --> 00:29:30.319
 the problem

00:29:30.319 --> 00:29:31.620
 so

00:29:31.620 --> 00:29:33.039
 that means

00:29:33.039 --> 00:29:33.339
 a very

00:29:33.339 --> 00:29:33.700
 very good

00:29:33.700 --> 00:29:34.360
 application

00:29:34.360 --> 00:29:35.160
 some important

00:29:35.160 --> 00:29:35.819
 application

00:29:35.819 --> 00:29:36.839
 but there's

00:29:36.839 --> 00:29:37.160
 going to be

00:29:37.160 --> 00:29:37.680
 problems

00:29:37.680 --> 00:29:38.319
 with it

00:29:38.319 --> 00:29:40.679
 I mean

00:29:40.679 --> 00:29:41.439
 it's a

00:29:41.439 --> 00:29:41.839
 direction

00:29:41.839 --> 00:29:42.059
 to go

00:29:42.059 --> 00:29:42.539
 but it's

00:29:42.539 --> 00:29:42.939
 not a

00:29:42.939 --> 00:29:43.480
 foolproof

00:29:43.480 --> 00:29:43.879
 technique

00:29:43.879 --> 00:29:44.279
 and part

00:29:44.279 --> 00:29:44.460
 of the

00:29:44.460 --> 00:29:44.639
 problem

00:29:44.639 --> 00:29:44.740
 is

00:29:44.740 --> 00:29:44.960
 remember

00:29:44.960 --> 00:29:45.240
 those

00:29:45.240 --> 00:29:45.700
 earlier

00:29:45.700 --> 00:29:46.579
 proverbs

00:29:46.579 --> 00:29:46.839
 that I

00:29:46.839 --> 00:29:47.099
 gave you

00:29:47.099 --> 00:29:47.439
 about the

00:29:47.439 --> 00:29:47.700
 depths

00:29:47.700 --> 00:29:48.099
 of human

00:29:48.099 --> 00:29:48.559
 beings

00:29:48.559 --> 00:29:49.939
 and why

00:29:49.939 --> 00:29:50.240
 is it

00:29:50.240 --> 00:29:50.480
 that we

00:29:50.480 --> 00:29:50.859
 can meet

00:29:50.859 --> 00:29:51.240
 somebody

00:29:51.240 --> 00:29:51.960
 and 15

00:29:51.960 --> 00:29:52.279
 minutes

00:29:52.279 --> 00:29:52.599
 have a

00:29:52.599 --> 00:29:52.799
 sense

00:29:52.799 --> 00:29:52.980
 that we

00:29:52.980 --> 00:29:53.200
 really

00:29:53.200 --> 00:29:53.399
 know

00:29:53.399 --> 00:29:53.559
 them

00:29:53.559 --> 00:29:53.879
 but yet

00:29:53.879 --> 00:29:54.139
 we can

00:29:54.139 --> 00:29:54.279
 live

00:29:54.279 --> 00:29:54.419
 with

00:29:54.419 --> 00:29:54.779
 ourselves

00:29:54.779 --> 00:29:54.980
 our

00:29:54.980 --> 00:29:55.159
 whole

00:29:55.159 --> 00:29:55.439
 lives

00:29:55.439 --> 00:29:55.619
 and

00:29:55.619 --> 00:29:55.919
 don't

00:29:55.919 --> 00:29:56.200
 really

00:29:56.200 --> 00:29:56.419
 know

00:29:56.419 --> 00:29:56.679
 us

00:29:56.679 --> 00:29:58.759
 put up

00:29:58.759 --> 00:29:59.039
 the next

00:29:59.039 --> 00:29:59.419
 proverb

00:29:59.419 --> 00:29:59.779
 please

00:29:59.779 --> 00:30:00.099
 Andrew

00:30:00.099 --> 00:30:00.480
 Proverbs

00:30:00.480 --> 00:30:01.059
 27

00:30:01.059 --> 00:30:01.500
 19

00:30:01.500 --> 00:30:01.839
 do you

00:30:01.839 --> 00:30:02.059
 like to

00:30:02.059 --> 00:30:02.359
 read that

00:30:02.359 --> 00:30:02.679
 with me

00:30:02.679 --> 00:30:03.039
 please

00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:04.240
 as

00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:04.599
 in

00:30:04.599 --> 00:30:05.219
 water

00:30:05.219 --> 00:30:05.980
 face

00:30:05.980 --> 00:30:06.559
 reflects

00:30:06.559 --> 00:30:07.119
 face

00:30:07.119 --> 00:30:07.919
 so

00:30:07.919 --> 00:30:08.159
 the

00:30:08.159 --> 00:30:08.539
 heart

00:30:08.539 --> 00:30:08.740
 of

00:30:08.740 --> 00:30:09.159
 man

00:30:09.159 --> 00:30:09.819
 reflects

00:30:09.819 --> 00:30:10.099
 the

00:30:10.099 --> 00:30:10.379
 man

00:30:10.379 --> 00:30:11.259
 like

00:30:11.259 --> 00:30:11.379
 on

00:30:11.379 --> 00:30:11.539
 one

00:30:11.539 --> 00:30:11.679
 hand

00:30:11.679 --> 00:30:11.879
 this

00:30:11.879 --> 00:30:12.059
 is

00:30:12.059 --> 00:30:12.339
 actually

00:30:12.339 --> 00:30:12.599
 really

00:30:12.599 --> 00:30:13.039
 true

00:30:13.039 --> 00:30:13.299
 isn't

00:30:13.299 --> 00:30:13.959
 it

00:30:13.959 --> 00:30:14.500
 but

00:30:14.500 --> 00:30:14.719
 you

00:30:14.719 --> 00:30:14.819
 know

00:30:14.819 --> 00:30:15.199
 on

00:30:15.199 --> 00:30:15.299
 the

00:30:15.299 --> 00:30:15.399
 other

00:30:15.399 --> 00:30:15.579
 hand

00:30:15.579 --> 00:30:15.839
 if you

00:30:15.839 --> 00:30:16.000
 think

00:30:16.000 --> 00:30:16.179
 about

00:30:16.179 --> 00:30:16.279
 it

00:30:16.279 --> 00:30:16.379
 you

00:30:16.379 --> 00:30:16.539
 can

00:30:16.539 --> 00:30:16.679
 look

00:30:16.679 --> 00:30:16.879
 if you

00:30:16.879 --> 00:30:17.000
 have

00:30:17.000 --> 00:30:17.179
 very

00:30:17.179 --> 00:30:17.519
 still

00:30:17.519 --> 00:30:17.839
 water

00:30:17.839 --> 00:30:17.980
 I

00:30:17.980 --> 00:30:18.059
 mean

00:30:18.059 --> 00:30:18.240
 now

00:30:18.240 --> 00:30:18.379
 we

00:30:18.379 --> 00:30:18.519
 could

00:30:18.519 --> 00:30:18.719
 use

00:30:18.719 --> 00:30:19.079
 mirror

00:30:19.079 --> 00:30:19.459
 because

00:30:19.459 --> 00:30:19.759
 they

00:30:19.759 --> 00:30:19.939
 didn't

00:30:19.939 --> 00:30:20.119
 really

00:30:20.119 --> 00:30:20.319
 have

00:30:20.319 --> 00:30:20.599
 mirrors

00:30:20.599 --> 00:30:20.819
 like

00:30:20.819 --> 00:30:20.980
 we

00:30:20.980 --> 00:30:21.119
 do

00:30:21.119 --> 00:30:21.439
 back

00:30:21.439 --> 00:30:21.659
 then

00:30:21.659 --> 00:30:21.859
 not

00:30:21.859 --> 00:30:22.159
 as

00:30:22.159 --> 00:30:22.579
 perfect

00:30:22.579 --> 00:30:23.019
 not

00:30:23.019 --> 00:30:23.159
 as

00:30:23.159 --> 00:30:23.339
 good

00:30:23.339 --> 00:30:23.459
 as

00:30:23.459 --> 00:30:23.599
 we

00:30:23.599 --> 00:30:23.759
 do

00:30:23.759 --> 00:30:24.439
 you

00:30:24.439 --> 00:30:24.559
 can

00:30:24.559 --> 00:30:24.719
 look

00:30:24.720 --> 00:30:24.839
 at

00:30:24.839 --> 00:30:24.960
 your

00:30:24.960 --> 00:30:25.220
 face

00:30:25.220 --> 00:30:25.319
 and

00:30:25.319 --> 00:30:25.400
 you

00:30:25.400 --> 00:30:25.539
 can

00:30:25.539 --> 00:30:25.740
 see

00:30:25.740 --> 00:30:25.920
 your

00:30:25.920 --> 00:30:26.220
 face

00:30:26.220 --> 00:30:26.339
 you

00:30:26.339 --> 00:30:26.620
 might

00:30:26.620 --> 00:30:26.779
 not

00:30:26.779 --> 00:30:27.019
 like

00:30:27.019 --> 00:30:27.200
 what

00:30:27.200 --> 00:30:27.339
 you

00:30:27.339 --> 00:30:27.620
 see

00:30:27.620 --> 00:30:28.420
 but

00:30:28.420 --> 00:30:28.720
 you

00:30:28.720 --> 00:30:28.900
 can

00:30:28.900 --> 00:30:29.120
 see

00:30:29.120 --> 00:30:29.319
 it

00:30:29.319 --> 00:30:30.620
 and

00:30:30.620 --> 00:30:30.779
 on

00:30:30.779 --> 00:30:30.960
 one

00:30:30.960 --> 00:30:31.180
 hand

00:30:31.180 --> 00:30:31.539
 it

00:30:31.539 --> 00:30:31.759
 really

00:30:31.759 --> 00:30:31.980
 is

00:30:31.980 --> 00:30:32.140
 the

00:30:32.140 --> 00:30:32.380
 case

00:30:32.380 --> 00:30:32.539
 that

00:30:32.539 --> 00:30:32.680
 if

00:30:32.680 --> 00:30:32.779
 you

00:30:32.779 --> 00:30:32.920
 get

00:30:32.920 --> 00:30:33.059
 to

00:30:33.059 --> 00:30:33.160
 know

00:30:33.160 --> 00:30:33.299
 a

00:30:33.299 --> 00:30:33.700
 person's

00:30:33.700 --> 00:30:34.120
 heart

00:30:34.120 --> 00:30:34.519
 you're

00:30:34.519 --> 00:30:34.640
 getting

00:30:34.640 --> 00:30:34.779
 to

00:30:34.779 --> 00:30:34.880
 know

00:30:34.880 --> 00:30:35.079
 that

00:30:35.079 --> 00:30:35.740
 person

00:30:35.740 --> 00:30:36.819
 and

00:30:36.819 --> 00:30:37.140
 to

00:30:37.140 --> 00:30:37.339
 look

00:30:37.339 --> 00:30:37.559
 into

00:30:37.559 --> 00:30:37.759
 our

00:30:37.759 --> 00:30:38.059
 heart

00:30:38.059 --> 00:30:38.220
 is

00:30:38.220 --> 00:30:38.519
 a

00:30:38.519 --> 00:30:38.660
 way

00:30:38.660 --> 00:30:38.779
 to

00:30:38.779 --> 00:30:38.960
 come

00:30:38.960 --> 00:30:39.059
 to

00:30:39.059 --> 00:30:39.160
 a

00:30:39.160 --> 00:30:39.299
 certain

00:30:39.299 --> 00:30:39.539
 degree

00:30:39.539 --> 00:30:39.680
 of

00:30:39.680 --> 00:30:40.000
 self

00:30:40.000 --> 00:30:40.500
 knowledge

00:30:40.500 --> 00:30:42.220
 but

00:30:42.220 --> 00:30:42.559
 isn't

00:30:42.559 --> 00:30:42.740
 it

00:30:42.740 --> 00:30:43.059
 true

00:30:43.059 --> 00:30:43.279
 that

00:30:43.279 --> 00:30:43.539
 we

00:30:43.539 --> 00:30:43.940
 can

00:30:43.940 --> 00:30:44.339
 never

00:30:44.339 --> 00:30:44.900
 actually

00:30:44.900 --> 00:30:45.180
 know

00:30:54.720 --> 00:30:55.120
 that

00:30:55.120 --> 00:30:55.420
 that's

00:30:55.420 --> 00:30:55.559
 in

00:30:55.559 --> 00:30:55.779
 fact

00:30:55.779 --> 00:30:56.000
 what

00:30:56.000 --> 00:30:56.579
 happens

00:30:56.579 --> 00:30:57.240
 like

00:30:57.240 --> 00:30:57.579
 isn't

00:30:57.579 --> 00:30:57.759
 there

00:30:57.759 --> 00:30:57.920
 in

00:30:57.920 --> 00:30:58.240
 a

00:30:58.240 --> 00:30:58.559
 sense

00:30:58.559 --> 00:30:59.079
 where

00:30:59.079 --> 00:30:59.299
 as

00:30:59.299 --> 00:30:59.420
 on

00:30:59.420 --> 00:30:59.579
 one

00:30:59.579 --> 00:30:59.779
 hand

00:30:59.779 --> 00:31:00.000
 it's

00:31:00.000 --> 00:31:00.740
 really

00:31:00.740 --> 00:31:01.140
 important

00:31:01.140 --> 00:31:01.259
 to

00:31:01.259 --> 00:31:01.360
 try

00:31:01.360 --> 00:31:01.460
 to

00:31:01.460 --> 00:31:01.559
 get

00:31:01.559 --> 00:31:01.680
 out

00:31:01.680 --> 00:31:01.759
 of

00:31:01.759 --> 00:31:01.880
 this

00:31:01.880 --> 00:31:02.200
 model

00:31:02.200 --> 00:31:02.380
 of

00:31:02.380 --> 00:31:03.140
 either

00:31:03.140 --> 00:31:03.400
 being

00:31:03.400 --> 00:31:03.880
 passive

00:31:03.880 --> 00:31:04.079
 or

00:31:04.079 --> 00:31:04.480
 all

00:31:04.480 --> 00:31:05.039
 willpower

00:31:05.039 --> 00:31:05.299
 and

00:31:05.299 --> 00:31:05.620
 ask

00:31:05.620 --> 00:31:05.940
 ourselves

00:31:05.940 --> 00:31:06.100
 what

00:31:06.100 --> 00:31:06.240
 our

00:31:06.240 --> 00:31:06.519
 hopes

00:31:06.519 --> 00:31:06.740
 are

00:31:06.740 --> 00:31:07.259
 but

00:31:07.259 --> 00:31:07.480
 at

00:31:07.480 --> 00:31:07.620
 the

00:31:07.620 --> 00:31:07.819
 same

00:31:07.819 --> 00:31:08.120
 time

00:31:08.120 --> 00:31:08.380
 there's

00:31:08.380 --> 00:31:08.519
 a

00:31:08.519 --> 00:31:09.120
 mystery

00:31:09.120 --> 00:31:09.539
 about

00:31:09.539 --> 00:31:10.000
 ourselves

00:31:10.000 --> 00:31:10.200
 we

00:31:10.200 --> 00:31:10.400
 don't

00:31:10.400 --> 00:31:10.660
 see

00:31:10.660 --> 00:31:10.799
 and

00:31:10.799 --> 00:31:11.299
 understand

00:31:11.299 --> 00:31:11.579
 about

00:31:11.579 --> 00:31:12.019
 ourselves

00:31:12.019 --> 00:31:12.259
 there's

00:31:12.259 --> 00:31:12.440
 a

00:31:12.440 --> 00:31:12.819
 limit

00:31:12.819 --> 00:31:13.420
 to

00:31:13.420 --> 00:31:13.640
 where

00:31:13.640 --> 00:31:14.339
 by

00:31:14.339 --> 00:31:15.259
 merely

00:31:15.259 --> 00:31:15.620
 by

00:31:15.620 --> 00:31:16.180
 seeking

00:31:16.180 --> 00:31:16.559
 and

00:31:16.559 --> 00:31:17.160
 understanding

00:31:17.160 --> 00:31:17.380
 our

00:31:17.380 --> 00:31:17.540
 own

00:31:17.540 --> 00:31:17.840
 heart

00:31:17.840 --> 00:31:18.000
 that

00:31:18.000 --> 00:31:18.100
 we

00:31:18.100 --> 00:31:18.260
 can

00:31:18.260 --> 00:31:18.700
 understand

00:31:18.700 --> 00:31:18.880
 who

00:31:18.880 --> 00:31:19.000
 we

00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:19.120
 are

00:31:19.120 --> 00:31:19.900
 there's

00:31:19.900 --> 00:31:20.060
 a

00:31:20.060 --> 00:31:20.300
 limit

00:31:20.300 --> 00:31:20.500
 to

00:31:20.500 --> 00:31:20.620
 that

00:31:20.620 --> 00:31:20.840
 that's

00:31:20.840 --> 00:31:20.960
 what

00:31:20.960 --> 00:31:21.120
 those

00:31:21.120 --> 00:31:21.340
 other

00:31:21.340 --> 00:31:21.800
 proverbs

00:31:21.800 --> 00:31:22.080
 that we

00:31:22.080 --> 00:31:22.260
 thought

00:31:22.260 --> 00:31:22.640
 were so

00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:23.060
 wise

00:31:23.060 --> 00:31:23.480
 are telling

00:31:23.480 --> 00:31:23.660
 us

00:31:23.660 --> 00:31:23.900
 when we

00:31:23.900 --> 00:31:24.080
 read

00:31:24.080 --> 00:31:24.300
 this

00:31:24.300 --> 00:31:24.620
 one

00:31:24.620 --> 00:31:27.980
 see

00:31:27.980 --> 00:31:28.220
 that's

00:31:28.220 --> 00:31:28.680
 why

00:31:28.680 --> 00:31:28.820
 the

00:31:28.820 --> 00:31:29.000
 book

00:31:29.000 --> 00:31:29.140
 of

00:31:29.140 --> 00:31:29.600
 proverbs

00:31:29.600 --> 00:31:30.120
 it's

00:31:30.120 --> 00:31:30.640
 designed

00:31:30.640 --> 00:31:31.420
 for us

00:31:31.420 --> 00:31:31.740
 to try

00:31:31.740 --> 00:31:32.000
 to

00:31:32.000 --> 00:31:32.980
 one of

00:31:32.980 --> 00:31:33.120
 my

00:31:33.120 --> 00:31:33.440
 earlier

00:31:33.440 --> 00:31:33.840
 blogs

00:31:33.840 --> 00:31:34.020
 I

00:31:34.020 --> 00:31:34.160
 said

00:31:34.160 --> 00:31:34.280
 we

00:31:34.280 --> 00:31:34.460
 read

00:31:34.460 --> 00:31:34.580
 the

00:31:34.580 --> 00:31:34.740
 book

00:31:34.740 --> 00:31:34.880
 of

00:31:34.880 --> 00:31:35.220
 proverbs

00:31:35.220 --> 00:31:35.480
 with

00:31:35.480 --> 00:31:36.020
 amnesia

00:31:36.020 --> 00:31:36.200
 we

00:31:36.200 --> 00:31:36.400
 read

00:31:36.400 --> 00:31:36.540
 a

00:31:36.540 --> 00:31:36.880
 proverb

00:31:36.880 --> 00:31:37.100
 and

00:31:37.100 --> 00:31:37.220
 then

00:31:37.220 --> 00:31:37.360
 we

00:31:37.360 --> 00:31:38.720
 read

00:31:38.720 --> 00:31:38.940
 another

00:31:38.940 --> 00:31:39.280
 proverb

00:31:39.280 --> 00:31:39.440
 and

00:31:39.440 --> 00:31:39.520
 we

00:31:39.520 --> 00:31:39.660
 don't

00:31:39.660 --> 00:31:39.980
 realize

00:31:39.980 --> 00:31:40.140
 that

00:31:40.140 --> 00:31:40.259
 the

00:31:40.259 --> 00:31:40.400
 two

00:31:40.400 --> 00:31:40.779
 proverbs

00:31:40.779 --> 00:31:40.980
 should

00:31:40.980 --> 00:31:41.100
 go

00:31:41.100 --> 00:31:41.440
 together

00:31:41.440 --> 00:31:41.600
 to

00:31:41.600 --> 00:31:41.740
 try

00:31:41.740 --> 00:31:41.840
 to

00:31:41.840 --> 00:31:42.320
 understand

00:31:42.320 --> 00:31:42.519
 it

00:31:42.519 --> 00:31:43.040
 and

00:31:43.040 --> 00:31:43.240
 if

00:31:43.240 --> 00:31:43.600
 we're

00:31:43.600 --> 00:31:43.820
 saying

00:31:43.820 --> 00:31:44.040
 yeah

00:31:44.040 --> 00:31:44.340
 that's

00:31:44.340 --> 00:31:44.519
 true

00:31:44.519 --> 00:31:45.019
 human beings

00:31:45.019 --> 00:31:45.300
 are really

00:31:45.300 --> 00:31:45.519
 deep

00:31:45.519 --> 00:31:45.820
 we can't

00:31:45.820 --> 00:31:46.220
 understand

00:31:46.220 --> 00:31:46.360
 them

00:31:46.360 --> 00:31:46.460
 and

00:31:46.460 --> 00:31:46.560
 then

00:31:46.560 --> 00:31:46.660
 the

00:31:46.660 --> 00:31:46.860
 next

00:31:46.860 --> 00:31:47.000
 start

00:31:47.000 --> 00:31:47.220
 when we

00:31:47.220 --> 00:31:47.320
 say

00:31:47.320 --> 00:31:47.420
 we

00:31:47.420 --> 00:31:47.580
 only

00:31:47.580 --> 00:31:47.920
 understand

00:31:47.920 --> 00:31:48.240
 ourselves

00:31:48.240 --> 00:31:48.740
 we have

00:31:48.740 --> 00:31:48.820
 to

00:31:48.820 --> 00:31:49.200
 understand

00:31:49.200 --> 00:31:49.580
 ourselves

00:31:49.580 --> 00:31:51.340
 how does

00:31:51.340 --> 00:31:51.460
 that

00:31:51.460 --> 00:31:51.740
 go with that

00:31:51.740 --> 00:31:52.740
 other

00:31:52.740 --> 00:31:53.120
 proverb

00:31:53.120 --> 00:31:54.600
 Andrew

00:31:54.600 --> 00:31:54.880
 could you

00:31:54.880 --> 00:31:55.140
 put the

00:31:55.140 --> 00:31:55.340
 next

00:31:55.340 --> 00:31:55.640
 proverb

00:31:55.640 --> 00:31:55.820
 up

00:31:55.820 --> 00:31:56.220
 28

00:31:56.220 --> 00:31:56.880
 26

00:31:56.880 --> 00:31:58.500
 do you

00:31:58.500 --> 00:31:58.680
 want to

00:31:58.680 --> 00:31:58.820
 say

00:31:58.820 --> 00:31:59.000
 this

00:31:59.000 --> 00:31:59.200
 with

00:31:59.200 --> 00:31:59.340
 me

00:31:59.340 --> 00:31:59.759
 please

00:31:59.759 --> 00:32:00.820
 whoever

00:32:00.820 --> 00:32:01.779
 trusts

00:32:01.779 --> 00:32:02.200
 in his

00:32:02.200 --> 00:32:02.480
 own

00:32:02.480 --> 00:32:02.920
 heart

00:32:02.920 --> 00:32:03.380
 is a

00:32:03.380 --> 00:32:03.700
 fool

00:32:09.660 --> 00:32:09.800
 if

00:32:09.800 --> 00:32:10.100
 earlier

00:32:10.100 --> 00:32:10.360
 on

00:32:10.360 --> 00:32:10.540
 I

00:32:10.540 --> 00:32:10.800
 said

00:32:10.800 --> 00:32:11.019
 that

00:32:11.019 --> 00:32:11.340
 the

00:32:11.340 --> 00:32:11.620
 Bible

00:32:11.620 --> 00:32:11.740
 is

00:32:11.740 --> 00:32:11.840
 going

00:32:11.840 --> 00:32:11.920
 to

00:32:11.920 --> 00:32:12.100
 tell

00:32:12.100 --> 00:32:12.220
 you

00:32:12.220 --> 00:32:12.480
 things

00:32:12.480 --> 00:32:12.620
 that

00:32:12.620 --> 00:32:12.720
 our

00:32:12.720 --> 00:32:13.120
 culture

00:32:13.120 --> 00:32:14.060
 says

00:32:14.060 --> 00:32:14.360
 trust

00:32:14.360 --> 00:32:14.580
 your

00:32:14.580 --> 00:32:14.940
 heart

00:32:14.940 --> 00:32:15.180
 and

00:32:15.180 --> 00:32:15.300
 the

00:32:15.300 --> 00:32:15.519
 Bible

00:32:15.519 --> 00:32:15.820
 says

00:32:15.820 --> 00:32:15.980
 that

00:32:15.980 --> 00:32:16.220
 that's

00:32:16.220 --> 00:32:16.420
 a

00:32:16.420 --> 00:32:16.680
 foolish

00:32:16.680 --> 00:32:17.019
 thing

00:32:17.019 --> 00:32:17.920
 well

00:32:17.920 --> 00:32:18.120
 if

00:32:18.120 --> 00:32:18.240
 we

00:32:18.240 --> 00:32:18.460
 start

00:32:18.460 --> 00:32:18.600
 to

00:32:18.600 --> 00:32:18.960
 realize

00:32:18.960 --> 00:32:19.240
 that

00:32:19.240 --> 00:32:19.779
 the

00:32:19.779 --> 00:32:19.980
 part

00:32:19.980 --> 00:32:20.060
 of

00:32:20.060 --> 00:32:20.160
 the

00:32:20.160 --> 00:32:20.420
 problem

00:32:20.420 --> 00:32:20.660
 about

00:32:20.660 --> 00:32:21.019
 trusting

00:32:21.019 --> 00:32:21.220
 our

00:32:21.220 --> 00:32:21.480
 heart

00:32:21.480 --> 00:32:21.620
 is

00:32:21.620 --> 00:32:21.740
 that

00:32:21.740 --> 00:32:21.860
 the

00:32:21.860 --> 00:32:22.060
 heart

00:32:22.060 --> 00:32:22.300
 has

00:32:22.300 --> 00:32:22.820
 depths

00:32:22.820 --> 00:32:23.140
 that

00:32:23.140 --> 00:32:23.259
 we

00:32:23.259 --> 00:32:23.420
 don't

00:32:23.420 --> 00:32:23.640
 really

00:32:23.640 --> 00:32:23.900
 know

00:32:23.900 --> 00:32:24.220
 what's

00:32:24.220 --> 00:32:24.580
 there

00:32:24.580 --> 00:32:27.980
 and

00:32:27.980 --> 00:32:28.160
 if

00:32:28.160 --> 00:32:28.360
 we're

00:32:28.360 --> 00:32:28.779
 honest

00:32:28.779 --> 00:32:29.019
 about

00:32:29.019 --> 00:32:29.360
 ourselves

00:32:29.360 --> 00:32:29.720
 some

00:32:29.720 --> 00:32:29.840
 of

00:32:29.840 --> 00:32:29.960
 the

00:32:29.960 --> 00:32:30.200
 things

00:32:30.200 --> 00:32:30.360
 in

00:32:30.360 --> 00:32:30.500
 our

00:32:30.500 --> 00:32:30.800
 hearts

00:32:30.799 --> 00:32:31.000
 are

00:32:31.000 --> 00:32:31.639
 scary

00:32:31.639 --> 00:32:34.639
 like

00:32:34.639 --> 00:32:35.740
 listen

00:32:35.740 --> 00:32:36.139
 going back

00:32:36.139 --> 00:32:36.359
 to that

00:32:36.359 --> 00:32:36.639
 Ashley

00:32:36.639 --> 00:32:36.980
 Madison

00:32:36.980 --> 00:32:37.259
 thing

00:32:37.259 --> 00:32:37.440
 I

00:32:37.440 --> 00:32:37.639
 have

00:32:37.639 --> 00:32:37.960
 no

00:32:37.960 --> 00:32:39.039
 doubt

00:32:39.039 --> 00:32:39.339
 that

00:32:39.339 --> 00:32:39.519
 there

00:32:39.519 --> 00:32:39.819
 maybe

00:32:39.819 --> 00:32:39.980
 are

00:32:39.980 --> 00:32:40.220
 some

00:32:40.220 --> 00:32:40.519
 people

00:32:40.519 --> 00:32:40.680
 who

00:32:40.680 --> 00:32:40.799
 are

00:32:40.799 --> 00:32:41.079
 fully

00:32:41.079 --> 00:32:41.399
 giving

00:32:41.399 --> 00:32:41.819
 themselves

00:32:41.819 --> 00:32:42.039
 to

00:32:42.039 --> 00:32:42.139
 a

00:32:42.139 --> 00:32:42.440
 desire

00:32:42.440 --> 00:32:42.559
 to

00:32:42.559 --> 00:32:42.700
 have

00:32:42.700 --> 00:32:42.799
 an

00:32:42.799 --> 00:32:43.059
 affair

00:32:43.059 --> 00:32:43.240
 with

00:32:43.240 --> 00:32:43.440
 another

00:32:43.440 --> 00:32:43.859
 person

00:32:43.859 --> 00:32:44.379
 but

00:32:44.379 --> 00:32:44.500
 I

00:32:44.500 --> 00:32:44.759
 also

00:32:44.759 --> 00:32:44.980
 have

00:32:44.980 --> 00:32:45.180
 no

00:32:45.180 --> 00:32:45.399
 doubt

00:32:45.399 --> 00:32:45.579
 that

00:32:45.579 --> 00:32:45.779
 there's

00:32:45.779 --> 00:32:45.980
 many

00:32:45.980 --> 00:32:46.319
 people

00:32:46.319 --> 00:32:46.539
 who

00:32:46.539 --> 00:32:47.200
 go

00:32:47.200 --> 00:32:47.379
 to

00:32:47.379 --> 00:32:47.579
 that

00:32:47.579 --> 00:32:47.940
 site

00:32:47.940 --> 00:32:48.159
 and

00:32:48.159 --> 00:32:48.299
 are

00:32:48.299 --> 00:32:50.399
 horrified

00:32:50.399 --> 00:32:50.579
 that

00:32:50.579 --> 00:32:50.700
 they

00:32:50.700 --> 00:32:50.859
 want

00:32:50.859 --> 00:32:50.940
 to

00:32:50.940 --> 00:32:51.059
 do

00:32:51.059 --> 00:32:51.339
 that

00:32:51.339 --> 00:32:51.919
 and

00:32:51.919 --> 00:32:52.240
 yet

00:32:52.240 --> 00:32:52.399
 they

00:32:52.399 --> 00:32:52.539
 don't

00:32:52.539 --> 00:32:52.639
 know

00:32:52.639 --> 00:32:52.740
 how

00:32:52.740 --> 00:32:52.859
 to

00:32:52.859 --> 00:32:53.519
 stop

00:32:53.519 --> 00:32:54.059
 they

00:32:54.059 --> 00:32:54.220
 don't

00:32:54.220 --> 00:32:54.399
 know

00:32:54.399 --> 00:32:54.619
 what's

00:32:54.619 --> 00:32:54.799
 going

00:32:54.799 --> 00:32:54.960
 on

00:32:54.960 --> 00:32:55.240
 inside

00:32:55.240 --> 00:32:55.440
 their

00:32:55.440 --> 00:32:55.740
 lives

00:32:55.740 --> 00:32:55.879
 and

00:32:55.879 --> 00:32:56.019
 even

00:32:56.019 --> 00:32:56.159
 if

00:32:56.159 --> 00:32:56.259
 they

00:32:56.259 --> 00:32:56.440
 try

00:32:56.440 --> 00:32:56.559
 to

00:32:56.559 --> 00:32:57.220
 analyze

00:32:57.220 --> 00:32:57.899
 what

00:32:57.899 --> 00:32:58.099
 their

00:32:58.099 --> 00:32:58.359
 heart

00:32:58.359 --> 00:32:58.500
 is

00:32:58.500 --> 00:32:58.740
 hoping

00:32:58.740 --> 00:32:58.919
 and

00:32:58.919 --> 00:32:59.259
 trusting

00:32:59.259 --> 00:32:59.440
 and

00:32:59.440 --> 00:32:59.639
 there's

00:32:59.639 --> 00:32:59.859
 still

00:32:59.859 --> 00:33:00.139
 just

00:33:00.139 --> 00:33:00.500
 something

00:33:00.500 --> 00:33:00.859
 in there

00:33:00.859 --> 00:33:01.059
 that

00:33:01.059 --> 00:33:01.480
 they

00:33:01.480 --> 00:33:02.139
 can't

00:33:02.139 --> 00:33:02.399
 get

00:33:02.399 --> 00:33:02.559
 to

00:33:02.559 --> 00:33:02.720
 the

00:33:02.720 --> 00:33:03.099
 bottom

00:33:03.099 --> 00:33:03.279
 and

00:33:03.279 --> 00:33:03.440
 the

00:33:03.440 --> 00:33:03.839
 depths

00:33:03.839 --> 00:33:04.220
 of

00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:05.740
 and

00:33:05.740 --> 00:33:05.859
 so

00:33:05.859 --> 00:33:06.000
 to

00:33:06.000 --> 00:33:06.379
 trust

00:33:06.379 --> 00:33:06.559
 what

00:33:06.559 --> 00:33:06.680
 you

00:33:06.680 --> 00:33:08.059
 don't

00:33:08.059 --> 00:33:08.200
 I

00:33:08.200 --> 00:33:08.279
 mean

00:33:08.279 --> 00:33:08.419
 that

00:33:08.419 --> 00:33:08.659
 would

00:33:08.659 --> 00:33:08.779
 be

00:33:08.779 --> 00:33:08.980
 like

00:33:08.980 --> 00:33:09.419
 trusting

00:33:09.419 --> 00:33:10.859
 having

00:33:10.859 --> 00:33:11.460
 the

00:33:11.460 --> 00:33:11.879
 pilot

00:33:11.879 --> 00:33:12.539
 say

00:33:12.539 --> 00:33:12.779
 that

00:33:12.779 --> 00:33:12.980
 we're

00:33:12.980 --> 00:33:13.460
 going

00:33:13.460 --> 00:33:13.559
 to

00:33:13.559 --> 00:33:13.759
 go

00:33:13.759 --> 00:33:14.559
 we're

00:33:14.559 --> 00:33:14.779
 entering

00:33:14.779 --> 00:33:15.079
 into

00:33:15.079 --> 00:33:15.480
 clouds

00:33:15.480 --> 00:33:15.799
 we're

00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:16.079
 flying

00:33:16.079 --> 00:33:16.220
 at

00:33:16.220 --> 00:33:16.799
 30,000

00:33:16.799 --> 00:33:17.119
 feet

00:33:17.119 --> 00:33:17.319
 we're

00:33:17.319 --> 00:33:17.500
 going

00:33:17.500 --> 00:33:17.639
 into

00:33:17.640 --> 00:33:18.000
 clouds

00:33:18.000 --> 00:33:18.120
 and

00:33:18.120 --> 00:33:18.259
 the

00:33:18.259 --> 00:33:18.580
 storm

00:33:18.580 --> 00:33:19.320
 and

00:33:19.320 --> 00:33:19.680
 you

00:33:19.680 --> 00:33:19.800
 know

00:33:19.800 --> 00:33:20.280
 actually

00:33:20.280 --> 00:33:20.480
 I

00:33:20.480 --> 00:33:20.640
 just

00:33:20.640 --> 00:33:20.800
 want

00:33:20.800 --> 00:33:20.900
 to

00:33:20.900 --> 00:33:21.100
 tell

00:33:21.100 --> 00:33:21.240
 you

00:33:21.240 --> 00:33:21.420
 right

00:33:21.420 --> 00:33:21.759
 now

00:33:21.759 --> 00:33:22.100
 is

00:33:22.100 --> 00:33:22.340
 that

00:33:22.340 --> 00:33:22.820
 part

00:33:22.820 --> 00:33:22.960
 of

00:33:22.960 --> 00:33:23.080
 our

00:33:23.080 --> 00:33:23.420
 flight

00:33:23.420 --> 00:33:23.980
 programs

00:33:23.980 --> 00:33:24.160
 were

00:33:24.160 --> 00:33:24.580
 programmed

00:33:24.580 --> 00:33:24.800
 by

00:33:24.800 --> 00:33:25.240
 monkeys

00:33:25.240 --> 00:33:25.480
 and

00:33:25.480 --> 00:33:25.759
 part

00:33:25.759 --> 00:33:25.940
 were

00:33:25.940 --> 00:33:26.220
 by

00:33:26.220 --> 00:33:26.820
 computer

00:33:26.820 --> 00:33:27.320
 engineers

00:33:27.320 --> 00:33:27.520
 and

00:33:27.520 --> 00:33:27.620
 I

00:33:27.620 --> 00:33:27.740
 don't

00:33:27.740 --> 00:33:27.880
 know

00:33:27.880 --> 00:33:28.080
 which

00:33:28.080 --> 00:33:28.400
 parts

00:33:28.400 --> 00:33:28.560
 were

00:33:28.560 --> 00:33:29.000
 which

00:33:29.000 --> 00:33:29.540
 but

00:33:29.540 --> 00:33:29.700
 we're

00:33:29.700 --> 00:33:29.780
 going

00:33:29.780 --> 00:33:29.880
 to

00:33:29.880 --> 00:33:30.140
 trust

00:33:30.140 --> 00:33:30.320
 the

00:33:30.320 --> 00:33:30.920
 instruments

00:33:30.920 --> 00:33:31.660
 would

00:33:31.660 --> 00:33:31.820
 that

00:33:31.820 --> 00:33:32.020
 make

00:33:32.020 --> 00:33:32.160
 you

00:33:32.160 --> 00:33:32.340
 feel

00:33:32.340 --> 00:33:32.860
 comfortable

00:33:32.860 --> 00:33:33.140
 while

00:33:33.140 --> 00:33:33.340
 you're

00:33:33.340 --> 00:33:33.680
 flying

00:33:33.680 --> 00:33:33.820
 at

00:33:33.820 --> 00:33:34.420
 30,000

00:33:34.420 --> 00:33:34.780
 feet

00:33:34.780 --> 00:33:36.259
 that

00:33:36.259 --> 00:33:36.360
 you

00:33:36.360 --> 00:33:36.520
 don't

00:33:36.520 --> 00:33:36.700
 know

00:33:36.700 --> 00:33:36.860
 what

00:33:36.860 --> 00:33:37.200
 parts

00:33:37.200 --> 00:33:37.300
 of

00:33:37.300 --> 00:33:37.420
 the

00:33:37.420 --> 00:33:38.200
 instrumentation

00:33:38.200 --> 00:33:38.360
 were

00:33:38.360 --> 00:33:38.780
 programmed

00:33:38.779 --> 00:33:39.039
 by

00:33:39.039 --> 00:33:39.680
 monkeys

00:33:39.680 --> 00:33:42.740
 monkeys

00:33:42.740 --> 00:33:43.139
 can't

00:33:43.139 --> 00:33:43.539
 program

00:33:43.539 --> 00:33:44.059
 just in

00:33:44.059 --> 00:33:44.240
 case

00:33:44.240 --> 00:33:44.399
 you're

00:33:44.399 --> 00:33:44.539
 not

00:33:44.539 --> 00:33:44.879
 familiar

00:33:44.879 --> 00:33:45.099
 with

00:33:45.099 --> 00:33:45.259
 that

00:33:45.259 --> 00:33:45.839
 it would

00:33:45.839 --> 00:33:46.200
 just be

00:33:46.200 --> 00:33:46.940
 random

00:33:46.940 --> 00:33:47.579
 garbage

00:33:47.579 --> 00:33:47.920
 but

00:33:47.920 --> 00:33:49.279
 that's

00:33:49.279 --> 00:33:49.519
 how it

00:33:49.519 --> 00:33:49.639
 is

00:33:49.639 --> 00:33:49.920
 with us

00:33:49.920 --> 00:33:50.079
 as

00:33:50.079 --> 00:33:50.299
 human

00:33:50.299 --> 00:33:50.980
 beings

00:33:50.980 --> 00:33:51.579
 that's

00:33:51.579 --> 00:33:51.700
 what

00:33:51.700 --> 00:33:51.859
 the

00:33:51.859 --> 00:33:52.139
 depths

00:33:52.139 --> 00:33:52.299
 of

00:33:52.299 --> 00:33:52.420
 the

00:33:52.420 --> 00:33:52.619
 heart

00:33:52.619 --> 00:33:52.879
 has

00:33:52.879 --> 00:33:53.359
 Andrew

00:33:53.359 --> 00:33:53.519
 could

00:33:53.519 --> 00:33:53.599
 you

00:33:53.599 --> 00:33:53.720
 put

00:33:53.720 --> 00:33:53.839
 up

00:33:53.839 --> 00:33:53.940
 the

00:33:53.940 --> 00:33:54.180
 next

00:33:54.180 --> 00:33:54.480
 one

00:33:54.480 --> 00:33:56.440
 Proverbs

00:33:56.440 --> 00:33:56.759
 11

00:33:56.759 --> 00:33:57.160
 20

00:33:57.160 --> 00:33:57.980
 do you

00:33:57.980 --> 00:33:58.079
 want

00:33:58.079 --> 00:33:58.279
 to read

00:33:58.279 --> 00:33:58.440
 this

00:33:58.440 --> 00:33:58.660
 with

00:33:58.660 --> 00:33:58.920
 me

00:33:58.920 --> 00:34:00.220
 those

00:34:00.220 --> 00:34:00.539
 of

00:34:00.539 --> 00:34:01.000
 crooked

00:34:01.000 --> 00:34:01.539
 is that

00:34:01.539 --> 00:34:03.599
 the right

00:34:03.599 --> 00:34:04.000
 do I

00:34:04.000 --> 00:34:04.099
 have

00:34:04.099 --> 00:34:04.180
 the

00:34:04.180 --> 00:34:04.279
 right

00:34:04.279 --> 00:34:04.519
 one

00:34:04.519 --> 00:34:05.259
 yep

00:34:05.259 --> 00:34:06.059
 say it

00:34:06.059 --> 00:34:06.220
 with

00:34:06.220 --> 00:34:06.440
 me

00:34:06.440 --> 00:34:07.440
 those

00:34:07.440 --> 00:34:07.680
 of

00:34:07.680 --> 00:34:08.099
 crooked

00:34:08.099 --> 00:34:08.599
 heart

00:34:08.599 --> 00:34:09.119
 are an

00:34:09.119 --> 00:34:09.619
 abomination

00:34:09.619 --> 00:34:10.339
 to the

00:34:10.339 --> 00:34:10.619
 Lord

00:34:10.619 --> 00:34:11.360
 but

00:34:11.360 --> 00:34:11.839
 those

00:34:11.839 --> 00:34:12.079
 of

00:34:12.079 --> 00:34:12.599
 blameless

00:34:12.599 --> 00:34:13.119
 ways

00:34:13.119 --> 00:34:13.420
 are

00:34:13.420 --> 00:34:13.679
 his

00:34:13.679 --> 00:34:14.099
 delight

00:34:14.099 --> 00:34:14.539
 let's

00:34:14.539 --> 00:34:14.739
 say it

00:34:14.739 --> 00:34:15.019
 again

00:34:15.019 --> 00:34:16.039
 those

00:34:16.039 --> 00:34:16.319
 of

00:34:16.319 --> 00:34:16.699
 crooked

00:34:16.699 --> 00:34:17.139
 heart

00:34:17.139 --> 00:34:17.539
 are an

00:34:17.539 --> 00:34:17.980
 abomination

00:34:17.980 --> 00:34:18.679
 to the

00:34:18.679 --> 00:34:18.960
 Lord

00:34:18.960 --> 00:34:19.739
 but

00:34:19.739 --> 00:34:20.199
 those

00:34:20.199 --> 00:34:20.440
 of

00:34:20.440 --> 00:34:20.920
 blameless

00:34:20.920 --> 00:34:21.440
 ways

00:34:21.440 --> 00:34:21.739
 are

00:34:21.739 --> 00:34:21.980
 his

00:34:21.980 --> 00:34:22.360
 delight

00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:23.279
 so

00:34:23.279 --> 00:34:23.420
 you

00:34:23.420 --> 00:34:23.519
 see

00:34:23.519 --> 00:34:23.799
 here's

00:34:23.799 --> 00:34:23.900
 one

00:34:23.900 --> 00:34:23.940
 of

00:34:23.940 --> 00:34:24.059
 the

00:34:24.059 --> 00:34:24.500
 problems

00:34:24.500 --> 00:34:24.980
 we have

00:34:24.980 --> 00:34:25.159
 with

00:34:25.159 --> 00:34:25.420
 this

00:34:25.420 --> 00:34:26.059
 proverb

00:34:26.059 --> 00:34:27.319
 is

00:34:27.319 --> 00:34:27.500
 we

00:34:27.500 --> 00:34:27.779
 think

00:34:27.779 --> 00:34:27.960
 that

00:34:27.960 --> 00:34:28.179
 this

00:34:28.179 --> 00:34:28.500
 crooked

00:34:28.500 --> 00:34:28.799
 heart

00:34:28.799 --> 00:34:29.019
 thing

00:34:29.019 --> 00:34:29.420
 sometimes

00:34:29.420 --> 00:34:29.679
 it

00:34:29.679 --> 00:34:29.960
 applies

00:34:29.960 --> 00:34:30.159
 to

00:34:30.159 --> 00:34:30.339
 us

00:34:30.339 --> 00:34:30.519
 but

00:34:30.519 --> 00:34:30.799
 usually

00:34:30.799 --> 00:34:31.179
 applies

00:34:31.179 --> 00:34:31.380
 to

00:34:31.380 --> 00:34:31.679
 others

00:34:31.679 --> 00:34:32.799
 I

00:34:32.799 --> 00:34:33.059
 grew up

00:34:33.059 --> 00:34:33.259
 in a

00:34:33.259 --> 00:34:33.519
 home

00:34:33.519 --> 00:34:36.159
 my

00:34:36.159 --> 00:34:36.519
 parents

00:34:36.519 --> 00:34:37.019
 are immigrants

00:34:37.019 --> 00:34:37.800
 from Belfast

00:34:37.800 --> 00:34:38.619
 Northern Ireland

00:34:38.619 --> 00:34:39.380
 and they

00:34:39.380 --> 00:34:40.340
 are orange

00:34:40.340 --> 00:34:41.380
 in other

00:34:41.380 --> 00:34:41.539
 words

00:34:41.539 --> 00:34:41.699
 they

00:34:41.699 --> 00:34:42.099
 are

00:34:42.099 --> 00:34:42.780
 Protestants

00:34:42.780 --> 00:34:43.880
 and there

00:34:43.880 --> 00:34:44.159
 was a

00:34:44.159 --> 00:34:44.400
 saying

00:34:44.400 --> 00:34:45.039
 my parents

00:34:45.039 --> 00:34:45.320
 would say

00:34:45.320 --> 00:34:45.639
 this all

00:34:45.639 --> 00:34:46.000
 the time

00:34:46.000 --> 00:34:46.460
 if something

00:34:46.460 --> 00:34:46.880
 was really

00:34:46.880 --> 00:34:47.519
 ship shape

00:34:47.519 --> 00:34:47.900
 in a room

00:34:47.900 --> 00:34:48.440
 really neat

00:34:48.440 --> 00:34:48.860
 and tidy

00:34:48.860 --> 00:34:49.199
 or very

00:34:49.199 --> 00:34:49.619
 well done

00:34:49.619 --> 00:34:49.920
 they'd say

00:34:49.920 --> 00:34:50.139
 that's

00:34:50.139 --> 00:34:50.320
 very

00:34:50.320 --> 00:34:50.820
 Protestant

00:34:50.820 --> 00:34:55.820
 the implication

00:34:55.820 --> 00:34:56.380
 being is

00:34:56.380 --> 00:34:56.579
 that if

00:34:56.579 --> 00:34:57.139
 it's messy

00:34:57.139 --> 00:34:57.800
 or untidy

00:34:57.800 --> 00:34:58.079
 or not

00:34:58.079 --> 00:34:58.440
 well done

00:34:58.440 --> 00:34:58.800
 it's very

00:34:58.800 --> 00:34:59.259
 Catholic

00:34:59.259 --> 00:35:01.119
 and whether

00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:01.460
 they would

00:35:01.460 --> 00:35:02.039
 acknowledge it

00:35:02.039 --> 00:35:02.320
 or not

00:35:02.320 --> 00:35:02.539
 it might

00:35:02.539 --> 00:35:02.980
 very well

00:35:02.980 --> 00:35:03.280
 be that

00:35:03.280 --> 00:35:03.480
 they'd

00:35:03.480 --> 00:35:03.599
 say

00:35:03.599 --> 00:35:04.239
 Protestants

00:35:04.239 --> 00:35:05.000
 Catholics

00:35:05.000 --> 00:35:05.699
 have more

00:35:05.699 --> 00:35:06.000
 crooked

00:35:06.000 --> 00:35:06.259
 hearts

00:35:06.259 --> 00:35:06.460
 than

00:35:07.019 --> 00:35:08.920
 don't you

00:35:08.920 --> 00:35:09.219
 think this

00:35:09.219 --> 00:35:09.420
 is a

00:35:09.420 --> 00:35:09.579
 very

00:35:09.579 --> 00:35:09.920
 human

00:35:09.920 --> 00:35:10.400
 problem

00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:11.559
 don't

00:35:11.559 --> 00:35:11.840
 you

00:35:11.840 --> 00:35:12.019
 think

00:35:12.019 --> 00:35:12.199
 that

00:35:12.199 --> 00:35:12.500
 maybe

00:35:12.500 --> 00:35:12.960
 Muslims

00:35:12.960 --> 00:35:13.219
 are

00:35:13.219 --> 00:35:13.519
 thinking

00:35:13.519 --> 00:35:13.840
 that

00:35:13.840 --> 00:35:15.239
 non-Muslims

00:35:15.239 --> 00:35:15.659
 have more

00:35:15.659 --> 00:35:15.960
 crooked

00:35:15.960 --> 00:35:16.380
 hearts

00:35:16.380 --> 00:35:17.059
 isn't it

00:35:17.059 --> 00:35:17.579
 maybe that

00:35:17.579 --> 00:35:18.400
 people who

00:35:18.400 --> 00:35:18.920
 aren't Muslims

00:35:18.920 --> 00:35:19.539
 think Muslims

00:35:19.539 --> 00:35:20.099
 have more

00:35:20.099 --> 00:35:20.360
 crooked

00:35:20.360 --> 00:35:20.820
 hearts

00:35:20.820 --> 00:35:23.019
 isn't it

00:35:23.019 --> 00:35:23.559
 maybe how

00:35:23.559 --> 00:35:24.659
 some people

00:35:24.659 --> 00:35:25.099
 think that

00:35:25.099 --> 00:35:25.360
 let's say

00:35:25.360 --> 00:35:26.039
 black people

00:35:26.039 --> 00:35:26.539
 have more

00:35:26.539 --> 00:35:26.820
 crooked

00:35:26.820 --> 00:35:27.159
 hearts

00:35:27.159 --> 00:35:27.579
 than white

00:35:27.579 --> 00:35:27.960
 people

00:35:27.960 --> 00:35:29.340
 and isn't

00:35:29.340 --> 00:35:29.860
 it possible

00:35:29.860 --> 00:35:30.739
 that Chinese

00:35:30.739 --> 00:35:31.380
 people think

00:35:31.380 --> 00:35:31.840
 that about

00:35:31.840 --> 00:35:32.780
 white people

00:35:32.780 --> 00:35:34.460
 and on

00:35:34.460 --> 00:35:34.759
 and on

00:35:34.759 --> 00:35:35.039
 and on

00:35:35.039 --> 00:35:35.420
 we go

00:35:35.420 --> 00:35:39.300
 this proverb

00:35:39.300 --> 00:35:40.119
 can only be

00:35:40.119 --> 00:35:40.500
 understood

00:35:40.500 --> 00:35:40.820
 if we

00:35:40.820 --> 00:35:41.340
 understand

00:35:41.340 --> 00:35:41.680
 that

00:35:41.680 --> 00:35:42.980
 I have

00:35:42.980 --> 00:35:44.280
 a crooked

00:35:44.280 --> 00:35:44.639
 heart

00:35:44.639 --> 00:35:46.680
 like not

00:35:46.680 --> 00:35:47.200
 only is my

00:35:47.200 --> 00:35:47.840
 heart deep

00:35:47.840 --> 00:35:51.700
 but I

00:35:51.700 --> 00:35:52.039
 have a

00:35:52.039 --> 00:35:52.220
 crooked

00:35:52.220 --> 00:35:52.539
 heart

00:35:52.539 --> 00:35:54.720
 I have a

00:35:54.720 --> 00:35:54.920
 crooked

00:35:54.920 --> 00:35:55.220
 heart

00:35:55.220 --> 00:35:57.240
 and it's

00:35:57.240 --> 00:35:57.659
 twisted

00:35:57.659 --> 00:35:59.840
 and it

00:35:59.840 --> 00:36:00.820
 means that

00:36:00.820 --> 00:36:03.260
 things don't

00:36:03.260 --> 00:36:03.780
 always just

00:36:03.780 --> 00:36:04.119
 go

00:36:04.119 --> 00:36:05.119
 straight

00:36:05.119 --> 00:36:07.179
 I don't

00:36:07.179 --> 00:36:07.299
 know if

00:36:07.299 --> 00:36:07.440
 you've

00:36:07.440 --> 00:36:07.699
 ever been

00:36:07.699 --> 00:36:08.139
 with a

00:36:08.139 --> 00:36:08.599
 young

00:36:08.599 --> 00:36:08.900
 kid

00:36:08.900 --> 00:36:09.239
 like a

00:36:09.239 --> 00:36:09.599
 toddler

00:36:09.599 --> 00:36:11.159
 and they've

00:36:11.159 --> 00:36:11.819
 started to

00:36:11.819 --> 00:36:12.099
 learn to

00:36:12.099 --> 00:36:12.400
 throw

00:36:12.400 --> 00:36:15.500
 just a

00:36:15.500 --> 00:36:15.799
 couple of

00:36:15.799 --> 00:36:16.179
 Saturdays

00:36:16.179 --> 00:36:16.460
 ago I was

00:36:16.460 --> 00:36:16.980
 with this

00:36:16.980 --> 00:36:18.279
 really cute

00:36:18.279 --> 00:36:18.659
 little two

00:36:18.659 --> 00:36:18.960
 year old

00:36:18.960 --> 00:36:19.839
 girl and

00:36:19.839 --> 00:36:20.339
 she decided

00:36:20.339 --> 00:36:21.259
 she was

00:36:21.259 --> 00:36:21.440
 going to

00:36:21.440 --> 00:36:22.019
 start throwing

00:36:22.019 --> 00:36:22.599
 her stuffed

00:36:22.599 --> 00:36:23.019
 animal

00:36:23.019 --> 00:36:25.519
 and an

00:36:25.519 --> 00:36:26.039
 excited

00:36:26.039 --> 00:36:26.500
 two year

00:36:26.500 --> 00:36:27.119
 old girl

00:36:27.119 --> 00:36:28.339
 enthusiastically

00:36:28.339 --> 00:36:29.239
 throwing a

00:36:29.239 --> 00:36:29.960
 stuffed animal

00:36:29.960 --> 00:36:31.420
 who knows

00:36:31.420 --> 00:36:32.000
 what she's

00:36:32.000 --> 00:36:32.480
 planning to

00:36:32.480 --> 00:36:34.179
 hit but

00:36:34.179 --> 00:36:34.659
 most of

00:36:34.659 --> 00:36:35.159
 the time

00:36:35.159 --> 00:36:36.019
 if she's

00:36:36.019 --> 00:36:36.320
 trying to

00:36:36.320 --> 00:36:36.820
 hit you

00:36:36.820 --> 00:36:38.019
 that's the

00:36:38.019 --> 00:36:38.740
 safest place

00:36:38.740 --> 00:36:39.179
 to be

00:36:39.179 --> 00:36:39.639
 I mean if

00:36:39.639 --> 00:36:39.900
 it's just

00:36:39.900 --> 00:36:40.420
 stuffed animals

00:36:40.420 --> 00:36:40.860
 don't hurt

00:36:40.860 --> 00:36:41.119
 when they

00:36:41.119 --> 00:36:41.440
 hit you

00:36:41.440 --> 00:36:41.860
 right but

00:36:41.860 --> 00:36:42.639
 you know if

00:36:42.639 --> 00:36:42.840
 she was

00:36:42.840 --> 00:36:43.179
 starting to

00:36:43.179 --> 00:36:44.519
 gleefully

00:36:44.519 --> 00:36:45.219
 throw rocks

00:36:45.219 --> 00:36:45.699
 probably the

00:36:45.699 --> 00:36:46.380
 safest place

00:36:46.380 --> 00:36:46.820
 would be to

00:36:46.820 --> 00:36:47.940
 say try to

00:36:47.940 --> 00:36:48.460
 hit me

00:36:48.460 --> 00:36:49.940
 because most

00:36:49.940 --> 00:36:50.380
 of the time

00:36:50.380 --> 00:36:50.960
 it'll go all

00:36:50.960 --> 00:36:51.519
 sorts of other

00:36:51.519 --> 00:36:52.099
 places in

00:36:52.099 --> 00:36:52.699
 fact sometimes

00:36:52.699 --> 00:36:52.980
 when they

00:36:52.980 --> 00:36:53.340
 throw they

00:36:53.340 --> 00:36:54.099
 fall backwards

00:36:54.099 --> 00:36:54.719
 right they

00:36:54.719 --> 00:36:56.500
 lean to

00:36:56.500 --> 00:36:57.119
 throw and it

00:36:57.119 --> 00:36:57.740
 knocks them

00:36:57.740 --> 00:36:58.380
 backwards or

00:36:58.380 --> 00:36:58.880
 they let go

00:36:58.880 --> 00:36:59.300
 of it and it

00:36:59.300 --> 00:36:59.880
 goes behind

00:36:59.880 --> 00:37:00.639
 them how you

00:37:00.639 --> 00:37:01.079
 can throw

00:37:01.079 --> 00:37:01.840
 forward and go

00:37:01.840 --> 00:37:03.100
 backwards only

00:37:03.100 --> 00:37:03.940
 toddlers know

00:37:03.940 --> 00:37:04.600
 and understand

00:37:04.600 --> 00:37:05.000
 because they

00:37:05.000 --> 00:37:05.380
 can do it

00:37:05.380 --> 00:37:06.820
 regularly and

00:37:06.820 --> 00:37:07.240
 that's in a

00:37:07.240 --> 00:37:07.700
 sense what's

00:37:07.700 --> 00:37:08.079
 just saying

00:37:08.079 --> 00:37:08.539
 here about our

00:37:08.539 --> 00:37:09.300
 crooked hearts

00:37:09.300 --> 00:37:10.340
 is that my

00:37:10.340 --> 00:37:10.700
 heart is

00:37:10.700 --> 00:37:12.019
 crooked my

00:37:12.019 --> 00:37:12.420
 heart is

00:37:12.420 --> 00:37:13.920
 crooked and

00:37:13.920 --> 00:37:14.539
 and and so

00:37:14.539 --> 00:37:16.400
 here's the

00:37:16.400 --> 00:37:17.400
 thing remember I

00:37:17.400 --> 00:37:18.380
 was saying that

00:37:18.380 --> 00:37:19.820
 and it still is an

00:37:19.820 --> 00:37:20.740
 important application

00:37:20.740 --> 00:37:21.300
 is to think

00:37:21.300 --> 00:37:21.880
 through what is

00:37:21.880 --> 00:37:22.320
 it that my

00:37:22.320 --> 00:37:22.740
 heart is

00:37:22.740 --> 00:37:23.360
 desiring and

00:37:23.360 --> 00:37:23.740
 hoping and

00:37:23.740 --> 00:37:25.579
 longing in but

00:37:25.579 --> 00:37:26.440
 and and and

00:37:26.440 --> 00:37:27.340
 to try to fix

00:37:27.340 --> 00:37:28.140
 things we you

00:37:28.140 --> 00:37:28.680
 know we need to

00:37:28.680 --> 00:37:30.140
 fix things but

00:37:30.140 --> 00:37:30.780
 how can a

00:37:30.780 --> 00:37:31.620
 crooked heart

00:37:31.620 --> 00:37:32.519
 make a crooked

00:37:32.519 --> 00:37:33.320
 heart straight

00:37:33.320 --> 00:37:38.180
 like if I

00:37:38.180 --> 00:37:38.940
 have a crooked

00:37:38.940 --> 00:37:40.160
 heart and if

00:37:40.160 --> 00:37:41.060
 there's depths to

00:37:41.060 --> 00:37:41.940
 my heart that I

00:37:41.940 --> 00:37:42.320
 don't really

00:37:42.320 --> 00:37:43.500
 understand how

00:37:43.500 --> 00:37:44.560
 can my heart

00:37:44.560 --> 00:37:46.280
 make my heart

00:37:46.280 --> 00:37:47.580
 straight

00:37:47.580 --> 00:37:50.440
 could you put

00:37:50.440 --> 00:37:50.860
 up the next

00:37:50.860 --> 00:37:51.540
 one Andrew

00:37:51.540 --> 00:37:53.360
 Proverbs 29

00:37:53.360 --> 00:37:53.840
 you want to say

00:37:53.840 --> 00:37:54.480
 this with me

00:37:54.480 --> 00:37:56.720
 who can say I

00:37:56.720 --> 00:37:57.580
 have made my

00:37:57.580 --> 00:37:59.220
 heart pure I

00:37:59.219 --> 00:38:00.079
 am clean from

00:38:00.079 --> 00:38:01.699
 my sin this

00:38:01.699 --> 00:38:02.759
 is a very the

00:38:02.759 --> 00:38:03.819
 word pure here

00:38:03.819 --> 00:38:04.659
 in the Hebrew

00:38:04.659 --> 00:38:06.119
 has a sense

00:38:06.119 --> 00:38:07.879
 of it's a word

00:38:07.879 --> 00:38:08.779
 constantly used in

00:38:08.779 --> 00:38:09.139
 the book of

00:38:09.139 --> 00:38:10.539
 Leviticus and

00:38:10.539 --> 00:38:11.319
 it means that

00:38:11.319 --> 00:38:12.619
 it's saying that

00:38:12.619 --> 00:38:14.139
 who can say I

00:38:14.139 --> 00:38:16.079
 have made my

00:38:16.079 --> 00:38:18.619
 heart completely

00:38:18.619 --> 00:38:19.539
 morally

00:38:19.539 --> 00:38:20.500
 intellectually

00:38:20.500 --> 00:38:21.819
 existentially

00:38:21.819 --> 00:38:23.259
 life's in

00:38:23.259 --> 00:38:23.879
 complete and

00:38:23.879 --> 00:38:24.419
 utter way I

00:38:24.419 --> 00:38:25.199
 am completely

00:38:25.199 --> 00:38:25.839
 and utterly

00:38:25.840 --> 00:38:27.120
 like God

00:38:27.120 --> 00:38:27.880
 my heart

00:38:27.880 --> 00:38:28.500
 my life

00:38:28.500 --> 00:38:29.280
 everything about

00:38:29.280 --> 00:38:29.640
 me my

00:38:29.640 --> 00:38:30.780
 thoughts my

00:38:30.780 --> 00:38:32.500
 desires my

00:38:32.500 --> 00:38:33.960
 emotions my

00:38:33.960 --> 00:38:35.519
 behaviors my

00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:37.280
 dreams everything

00:38:37.280 --> 00:38:39.059
 I have made

00:38:39.059 --> 00:38:40.380
 everything in my

00:38:40.380 --> 00:38:41.340
 life completely

00:38:41.340 --> 00:38:42.059
 at one with

00:38:42.059 --> 00:38:42.579
 God

00:38:42.579 --> 00:38:47.220
 that's what it's

00:38:47.220 --> 00:38:49.000
 saying and

00:38:49.000 --> 00:38:49.480
 so and

00:38:49.480 --> 00:38:50.140
 Proverbs says

00:38:50.140 --> 00:38:50.960
 who can say

00:38:50.960 --> 00:38:52.760
 that in fact

00:38:52.760 --> 00:38:54.360
 if somebody in

00:38:54.360 --> 00:38:55.380
 coffee said that

00:38:55.380 --> 00:38:55.860
 to you would

00:38:55.860 --> 00:38:56.380
 you believe

00:38:56.380 --> 00:38:56.660
 them

00:38:56.660 --> 00:38:59.880
 here's the

00:38:59.880 --> 00:39:00.740
 thing for many

00:39:00.740 --> 00:39:01.380
 people in our

00:39:01.380 --> 00:39:02.640
 culture they

00:39:02.640 --> 00:39:03.160
 believe that

00:39:03.160 --> 00:39:03.780
 Christians are

00:39:03.780 --> 00:39:04.560
 making this claim

00:39:04.560 --> 00:39:05.480
 about themselves

00:39:05.480 --> 00:39:10.400
 and sometimes

00:39:10.400 --> 00:39:11.880
 we give that

00:39:11.880 --> 00:39:13.480
 approach off that

00:39:13.480 --> 00:39:14.200
 we are better than

00:39:14.200 --> 00:39:14.780
 other people

00:39:14.780 --> 00:39:16.460
 that we have

00:39:16.460 --> 00:39:17.020
 made our heart

00:39:17.020 --> 00:39:18.380
 pure and just

00:39:18.380 --> 00:39:18.960
 as you wouldn't

00:39:18.960 --> 00:39:19.480
 believe it if

00:39:19.480 --> 00:39:20.200
 somebody said it

00:39:20.200 --> 00:39:20.860
 to you up there

00:39:20.860 --> 00:39:21.460
 in the coffee

00:39:21.460 --> 00:39:22.699
 hour a lot

00:39:22.699 --> 00:39:23.679
 of non-Christians

00:39:23.679 --> 00:39:24.340
 rightly or

00:39:24.340 --> 00:39:24.900
 wrongly they

00:39:24.900 --> 00:39:25.220
 don't they

00:39:25.220 --> 00:39:25.780
 think we're

00:39:25.780 --> 00:39:26.199
 saying that

00:39:26.199 --> 00:39:27.079
 about ourselves

00:39:27.079 --> 00:39:27.619
 who are as

00:39:27.619 --> 00:39:28.220
 followers of

00:39:28.220 --> 00:39:28.699
 Jesus and

00:39:28.699 --> 00:39:29.000
 they don't

00:39:29.000 --> 00:39:29.519
 believe it

00:39:29.519 --> 00:39:30.099
 they don't

00:39:30.099 --> 00:39:30.780
 believe it

00:39:30.780 --> 00:39:31.880
 no way

00:39:31.880 --> 00:39:33.500
 yet you know

00:39:33.500 --> 00:39:34.119
 the funny thing

00:39:34.119 --> 00:39:35.820
 is is that

00:39:35.820 --> 00:39:36.880
 what is the

00:39:36.880 --> 00:39:37.920
 fundamental thing

00:39:37.920 --> 00:39:38.800
 that people in

00:39:38.800 --> 00:39:39.360
 Canada say

00:39:39.360 --> 00:39:40.099
 about themselves

00:39:40.099 --> 00:39:41.980
 I'm a good

00:39:41.980 --> 00:39:42.679
 person

00:39:42.679 --> 00:39:47.840
 how does that

00:39:47.840 --> 00:39:48.320
 work

00:39:48.320 --> 00:39:50.539
 what's going

00:39:50.539 --> 00:39:51.039
 on in our

00:39:51.039 --> 00:39:51.700
 hearts that

00:39:51.700 --> 00:39:52.140
 we sort of

00:39:52.140 --> 00:39:52.740
 on one hand

00:39:52.740 --> 00:39:53.400
 don't believe

00:39:53.400 --> 00:39:53.920
 it or of

00:39:53.920 --> 00:39:54.460
 others yet

00:39:54.460 --> 00:39:54.760
 on the other

00:39:54.760 --> 00:39:55.320
 hand we sort

00:39:55.320 --> 00:39:55.720
 of say it

00:39:55.720 --> 00:39:56.600
 about ourselves

00:39:56.600 --> 00:39:58.960
 that we should

00:39:58.960 --> 00:39:59.480
 be getting a

00:39:59.480 --> 00:40:00.220
 pass when we

00:40:00.220 --> 00:40:00.940
 do bad things

00:40:00.940 --> 00:40:01.360
 because I'm a

00:40:01.360 --> 00:40:02.039
 good person

00:40:02.039 --> 00:40:02.920
 like how is it

00:40:02.920 --> 00:40:04.019
 that's psychologically

00:40:04.019 --> 00:40:04.760
 working

00:40:04.760 --> 00:40:06.960
 like and how

00:40:06.960 --> 00:40:07.460
 is it that

00:40:07.460 --> 00:40:08.559
 that that like

00:40:08.559 --> 00:40:09.480
 that you know a lot

00:40:09.480 --> 00:40:09.960
 of people don't

00:40:09.960 --> 00:40:10.539
 like religion

00:40:10.539 --> 00:40:11.059
 because it's just

00:40:11.059 --> 00:40:11.539
 going to tell us

00:40:11.539 --> 00:40:12.200
 that we're bad

00:40:12.200 --> 00:40:12.660
 but we like

00:40:12.660 --> 00:40:13.559
 spirituality because

00:40:13.559 --> 00:40:14.240
 it tells us that

00:40:14.240 --> 00:40:15.080
 we're good yet

00:40:15.079 --> 00:40:15.840
 how does that

00:40:15.840 --> 00:40:16.699
 actually work

00:40:16.699 --> 00:40:17.679
 with like how

00:40:17.679 --> 00:40:19.519
 does that actually

00:40:19.519 --> 00:40:21.279
 work like how

00:40:21.279 --> 00:40:22.079
 can that possibly

00:40:22.079 --> 00:40:23.960
 work and and

00:40:23.960 --> 00:40:24.799
 why is it that

00:40:24.799 --> 00:40:27.279
 in Canada even

00:40:27.279 --> 00:40:28.079
 though we don't

00:40:28.079 --> 00:40:29.059
 believe another

00:40:29.059 --> 00:40:29.799
 person if they

00:40:29.799 --> 00:40:30.440
 say I don't have

00:40:30.440 --> 00:40:31.119
 a crooked heart

00:40:31.119 --> 00:40:32.299
 like you don't

00:40:32.299 --> 00:40:32.639
 you wouldn't

00:40:32.639 --> 00:40:33.319
 believe a person

00:40:33.319 --> 00:40:34.019
 like that there's

00:40:34.019 --> 00:40:34.599
 nothing in my

00:40:34.599 --> 00:40:35.159
 heart that's

00:40:35.159 --> 00:40:36.279
 crooked and that

00:40:36.279 --> 00:40:36.799
 my heart's

00:40:36.799 --> 00:40:37.759
 completely pure

00:40:37.759 --> 00:40:39.119
 yet you know on

00:40:39.119 --> 00:40:39.619
 one hand we

00:40:39.619 --> 00:40:40.559
 don't we don't

00:40:40.559 --> 00:40:41.119
 believe it on the

00:40:41.119 --> 00:40:41.719
 other hand if I

00:40:41.719 --> 00:40:42.559
 if I was just to

00:40:42.559 --> 00:40:43.239
 say to people in

00:40:43.239 --> 00:40:43.900
 the coffee shop

00:40:43.900 --> 00:40:44.380
 they'd say you're

00:40:44.380 --> 00:40:45.000
 just depressing

00:40:45.000 --> 00:40:47.619
 like why is it

00:40:47.619 --> 00:40:48.159
 that that goes

00:40:48.159 --> 00:40:48.860
 on in us

00:40:48.860 --> 00:40:51.760
 why is it that

00:40:51.760 --> 00:40:52.380
 that goes on

00:40:52.380 --> 00:40:52.880
 in us

00:40:52.880 --> 00:40:58.159
 can you put up

00:40:58.159 --> 00:40:58.739
 the next proverb

00:40:58.739 --> 00:40:59.500
 please 20

00:40:59.500 --> 00:41:01.139
 25 20 I think

00:41:01.139 --> 00:41:01.639
 it is

00:41:01.639 --> 00:41:03.239
 grab that right

00:41:03.239 --> 00:41:04.880
 yes do you want

00:41:04.880 --> 00:41:05.440
 to say this with

00:41:05.440 --> 00:41:05.699
 me

00:41:05.699 --> 00:41:07.579
 whoever sings

00:41:07.579 --> 00:41:08.619
 songs to a

00:41:08.619 --> 00:41:09.380
 heavy heart

00:41:09.380 --> 00:41:10.599
 is like one

00:41:10.599 --> 00:41:11.420
 who takes off

00:41:11.420 --> 00:41:12.260
 a garment on

00:41:12.260 --> 00:41:13.079
 a cold day

00:41:13.079 --> 00:41:14.340
 and like vinegar

00:41:14.340 --> 00:41:15.200
 on soda

00:41:15.200 --> 00:41:17.420
 here's the thing

00:41:17.420 --> 00:41:18.059
 that a lot of

00:41:18.059 --> 00:41:18.860
 a lot of

00:41:18.860 --> 00:41:19.500
 spirituality

00:41:19.500 --> 00:41:21.519
 is just

00:41:21.519 --> 00:41:22.460
 singing songs

00:41:22.460 --> 00:41:24.440
 and we know

00:41:24.440 --> 00:41:24.900
 that that

00:41:24.900 --> 00:41:25.840
 the problem of

00:41:25.840 --> 00:41:26.500
 our cure of

00:41:26.500 --> 00:41:26.980
 our crooked

00:41:26.980 --> 00:41:27.920
 heart the

00:41:27.920 --> 00:41:28.579
 problem that a

00:41:28.579 --> 00:41:29.240
 crooked heart

00:41:29.240 --> 00:41:30.720
 can't right

00:41:30.720 --> 00:41:31.400
 make a crooked

00:41:31.400 --> 00:41:32.220
 heart straight

00:41:32.220 --> 00:41:33.220
 the problem of

00:41:33.220 --> 00:41:33.880
 the human heart

00:41:33.880 --> 00:41:34.820
 having depths

00:41:34.820 --> 00:41:36.100
 and yet a lot

00:41:36.100 --> 00:41:37.340
 of times what

00:41:37.340 --> 00:41:37.960
 goes on as

00:41:37.960 --> 00:41:38.960
 spirituality and

00:41:38.960 --> 00:41:39.880
 work is just

00:41:39.880 --> 00:41:41.280
 and religion

00:41:41.280 --> 00:41:42.460
 we just know

00:41:42.460 --> 00:41:43.480
 it can't work

00:41:43.480 --> 00:41:44.160
 it's just merely

00:41:44.160 --> 00:41:45.280
 singing songs

00:41:45.280 --> 00:41:46.380
 can you put up

00:41:46.380 --> 00:41:47.039
 the next proverb

00:41:47.039 --> 00:41:47.960
 21 1

00:41:47.960 --> 00:41:49.700
 you want to say

00:41:49.700 --> 00:41:50.300
 this with me

00:41:50.300 --> 00:41:50.680
 please

00:41:50.680 --> 00:41:52.140
 the king's

00:41:52.140 --> 00:41:53.039
 heart is a

00:41:53.039 --> 00:41:53.700
 stream of

00:41:53.700 --> 00:41:54.519
 water in the

00:41:54.519 --> 00:41:55.160
 hand of the

00:41:55.160 --> 00:41:56.119
 lord he

00:41:56.119 --> 00:41:56.900
 turns it

00:41:56.900 --> 00:41:57.760
 wherever he

00:41:57.760 --> 00:41:58.079
 will

00:41:58.079 --> 00:41:59.619
 and here's

00:41:59.619 --> 00:42:00.220
 this idea

00:42:00.220 --> 00:42:00.840
 that god

00:42:00.840 --> 00:42:02.599
 is sovereign

00:42:02.599 --> 00:42:04.019
 that he

00:42:04.019 --> 00:42:04.780
 is so

00:42:04.780 --> 00:42:05.180
 sovereign

00:42:05.180 --> 00:42:05.960
 and the king

00:42:05.960 --> 00:42:06.500
 is used here

00:42:06.500 --> 00:42:07.079
 as an analogy

00:42:07.079 --> 00:42:07.539
 of the most

00:42:07.539 --> 00:42:08.559
 powerful human

00:42:08.559 --> 00:42:09.920
 and yet it's

00:42:09.920 --> 00:42:10.480
 saying that the

00:42:10.480 --> 00:42:11.159
 most powerful

00:42:11.159 --> 00:42:11.920
 human in the

00:42:11.920 --> 00:42:12.860
 face of almighty

00:42:12.860 --> 00:42:13.539
 god the

00:42:13.539 --> 00:42:14.319
 sovereign god

00:42:14.319 --> 00:42:15.219
 that that even

00:42:15.219 --> 00:42:15.619
 though he's the

00:42:15.619 --> 00:42:16.279
 most powerful

00:42:16.279 --> 00:42:17.699
 human that

00:42:17.699 --> 00:42:18.440
 this that the

00:42:18.440 --> 00:42:19.579
 that the lord

00:42:19.579 --> 00:42:20.679
 can turn the

00:42:20.679 --> 00:42:21.539
 different streams

00:42:21.539 --> 00:42:22.340
 of water the

00:42:22.340 --> 00:42:22.900
 things that are

00:42:22.900 --> 00:42:23.739
 they're nourishing

00:42:23.739 --> 00:42:24.380
 his heart he

00:42:24.380 --> 00:42:25.000
 can just turn

00:42:25.000 --> 00:42:25.779
 them wherever he

00:42:25.779 --> 00:42:27.119
 will but that's

00:42:27.119 --> 00:42:28.019
 in fact that if

00:42:28.019 --> 00:42:28.759
 either if there is

00:42:28.759 --> 00:42:29.440
 a god who does

00:42:29.440 --> 00:42:30.039
 exist who's

00:42:30.039 --> 00:42:30.940
 sovereign that god

00:42:30.940 --> 00:42:31.779
 can do that

00:42:31.779 --> 00:42:33.099
 but here's the

00:42:33.099 --> 00:42:35.159
 thing should god

00:42:35.159 --> 00:42:36.039
 use his heart

00:42:36.039 --> 00:42:36.819
 sovereignly

00:42:36.820 --> 00:42:37.380
 like that

00:42:37.380 --> 00:42:37.960
 within us

00:42:37.960 --> 00:42:38.660
 to fix our

00:42:38.660 --> 00:42:39.539
 crooked heart

00:42:39.539 --> 00:42:41.920
 on one hand

00:42:41.920 --> 00:42:42.480
 when we're in

00:42:42.480 --> 00:42:42.960
 deep trouble

00:42:42.960 --> 00:42:43.780
 we want god

00:42:43.780 --> 00:42:44.360
 to come down

00:42:44.360 --> 00:42:44.780
 and just

00:42:44.780 --> 00:42:46.400
 completely rewire

00:42:46.400 --> 00:42:47.380
 us and the

00:42:47.380 --> 00:42:47.760
 rest of the

00:42:47.760 --> 00:42:48.500
 time we don't

00:42:48.500 --> 00:42:49.320
 but here's the

00:42:49.320 --> 00:42:50.200
 thing you know

00:42:50.200 --> 00:42:51.000
 when we were

00:42:51.000 --> 00:42:51.519
 kids probably

00:42:51.519 --> 00:42:52.019
 we've all had

00:42:52.019 --> 00:42:52.740
 this experience

00:42:52.740 --> 00:42:53.280
 that you know

00:42:53.280 --> 00:42:54.000
 you come face

00:42:54.000 --> 00:42:54.460
 to face with

00:42:54.460 --> 00:42:55.240
 a bigger kid

00:42:55.240 --> 00:42:55.940
 a bigger girl

00:42:55.940 --> 00:42:56.680
 a bigger guy

00:42:56.680 --> 00:42:57.000
 and they're a

00:42:57.000 --> 00:42:57.559
 bit of a bully

00:42:57.559 --> 00:42:58.320
 and they get

00:42:58.320 --> 00:42:58.920
 into an argument

00:42:58.920 --> 00:42:59.440
 about who's

00:42:59.440 --> 00:43:00.280
 smarter who's

00:43:00.280 --> 00:43:00.700
 who has the

00:43:00.700 --> 00:43:01.519
 best hockey team

00:43:01.519 --> 00:43:02.019
 or whatever it

00:43:02.019 --> 00:43:02.280
 is you know

00:43:02.280 --> 00:43:03.000
 something stupid

00:43:03.000 --> 00:43:03.840
 and the next

00:43:03.840 --> 00:43:04.220
 thing you know

00:43:04.220 --> 00:43:04.900
 the other person

00:43:04.900 --> 00:43:05.840
 sitting on you

00:43:05.840 --> 00:43:06.420
 and they've got

00:43:06.420 --> 00:43:06.980
 you pinned

00:43:06.980 --> 00:43:07.900
 and they say

00:43:07.900 --> 00:43:08.680
 I'm not gonna

00:43:08.680 --> 00:43:09.240
 let you up

00:43:09.240 --> 00:43:09.900
 until you say

00:43:09.900 --> 00:43:10.420
 I'm right

00:43:10.420 --> 00:43:11.320
 and so you

00:43:11.320 --> 00:43:12.079
 struggle against

00:43:12.079 --> 00:43:12.760
 that other person

00:43:12.760 --> 00:43:13.200
 to try to get

00:43:13.200 --> 00:43:13.519
 them off

00:43:13.519 --> 00:43:14.079
 eventually you

00:43:14.079 --> 00:43:14.500
 realize you

00:43:14.500 --> 00:43:14.980
 can't get

00:43:14.980 --> 00:43:15.320
 them up

00:43:15.320 --> 00:43:15.920
 they're just

00:43:15.920 --> 00:43:16.519
 too big

00:43:16.519 --> 00:43:17.280
 so you say

00:43:17.280 --> 00:43:17.940
 you're right

00:43:17.940 --> 00:43:19.180
 but inwardly

00:43:19.180 --> 00:43:19.539
 you say

00:43:19.539 --> 00:43:20.420
 no you're not

00:43:20.420 --> 00:43:22.519
 you're never

00:43:22.519 --> 00:43:23.000
 right

00:43:23.000 --> 00:43:24.039
 and maybe

00:43:24.039 --> 00:43:24.840
 for some of you

00:43:24.840 --> 00:43:25.840
 if you're fast

00:43:25.840 --> 00:43:26.480
 when you finally

00:43:26.480 --> 00:43:27.059
 let you up

00:43:27.059 --> 00:43:27.880
 and you get away

00:43:27.880 --> 00:43:28.420
 20 feet

00:43:28.420 --> 00:43:28.700
 you say

00:43:28.700 --> 00:43:29.300
 I said that

00:43:29.300 --> 00:43:29.579
 but I didn't

00:43:29.579 --> 00:43:30.039
 believe it

00:43:30.039 --> 00:43:30.639
 then you run

00:43:30.639 --> 00:43:30.920
 away

00:43:30.920 --> 00:43:32.740
 you're wrong

00:43:32.740 --> 00:43:33.639
 I'm right

00:43:33.639 --> 00:43:34.200
 and you run

00:43:34.200 --> 00:43:34.519
 away

00:43:34.519 --> 00:43:35.840
 so how would

00:43:35.840 --> 00:43:36.099
 it be

00:43:36.099 --> 00:43:36.619
 if God

00:43:36.619 --> 00:43:37.360
 who is sovereign

00:43:37.360 --> 00:43:38.420
 was just

00:43:38.420 --> 00:43:39.260
 to try

00:43:39.260 --> 00:43:40.780
 to fix

00:43:40.780 --> 00:43:41.460
 all of our

00:43:41.460 --> 00:43:42.019
 hearts

00:43:42.019 --> 00:43:43.480
 if he was

00:43:43.480 --> 00:43:43.980
 gonna say

00:43:43.980 --> 00:43:44.559
 you know

00:43:44.559 --> 00:43:44.800
 I'm gonna

00:43:44.800 --> 00:43:45.480
 you just

00:43:45.480 --> 00:43:45.940
 you

00:43:45.940 --> 00:43:46.380
 you

00:43:46.380 --> 00:43:47.579
 you

00:43:47.579 --> 00:43:47.659
 you

00:43:47.659 --> 00:43:49.380
 I'm gonna

00:43:49.380 --> 00:43:50.180
 you just have

00:43:50.180 --> 00:43:50.500
 to say

00:43:50.500 --> 00:43:51.019
 that I'm the

00:43:51.019 --> 00:43:51.340
 best

00:43:51.340 --> 00:43:52.159
 you have to

00:43:52.159 --> 00:43:52.579
 say that

00:43:52.579 --> 00:43:53.039
 I'm your

00:43:53.039 --> 00:43:53.360
 treasure

00:43:53.360 --> 00:43:54.340
 and I'm

00:43:54.340 --> 00:43:54.619
 not gonna

00:43:54.619 --> 00:43:55.240
 let you up

00:43:55.240 --> 00:43:55.760
 because I'm

00:43:55.760 --> 00:43:56.079
 sovereign

00:43:56.079 --> 00:43:56.320
 I'm

00:43:56.320 --> 00:43:56.599
 powerful

00:43:56.599 --> 00:43:56.860
 I'm not

00:43:56.860 --> 00:43:57.159
 gonna let

00:43:57.159 --> 00:43:57.440
 you up

00:43:57.440 --> 00:43:57.820
 until you

00:43:57.820 --> 00:43:58.340
 say that

00:43:58.340 --> 00:43:59.539
 and we

00:43:59.539 --> 00:43:59.760
 wouldn't

00:43:59.760 --> 00:44:00.059
 like it

00:44:00.059 --> 00:44:00.320
 just like

00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:00.600
 we wouldn't

00:44:00.600 --> 00:44:01.000
 like a bully

00:44:01.000 --> 00:44:01.420
 we wouldn't

00:44:01.420 --> 00:44:01.920
 we wouldn't

00:44:01.920 --> 00:44:02.280
 think that

00:44:02.280 --> 00:44:02.640
 that's what

00:44:02.640 --> 00:44:03.380
 salvation's

00:44:03.380 --> 00:44:03.660
 gonna be

00:44:03.660 --> 00:44:04.059
 like or

00:44:04.059 --> 00:44:04.519
 that that's

00:44:04.519 --> 00:44:04.980
 the way

00:44:04.980 --> 00:44:05.260
 to go

00:44:05.260 --> 00:44:05.760
 forward

00:44:05.760 --> 00:44:07.700
 has to be

00:44:07.700 --> 00:44:08.180
 God's power

00:44:08.180 --> 00:44:08.640
 has to be

00:44:08.640 --> 00:44:08.960
 used in

00:44:08.960 --> 00:44:09.480
 some other

00:44:09.480 --> 00:44:09.900
 way

00:44:09.900 --> 00:44:11.120
 but what

00:44:11.120 --> 00:44:11.680
 would happen

00:44:11.680 --> 00:44:12.160
 if we

00:44:12.160 --> 00:44:12.320
 could

00:44:12.320 --> 00:44:12.620
 if I

00:44:12.620 --> 00:44:12.960
 was to

00:44:12.960 --> 00:44:13.160
 say

00:44:13.160 --> 00:44:13.920
 if God

00:44:13.920 --> 00:44:14.260
 was to

00:44:14.260 --> 00:44:14.579
 announce

00:44:14.579 --> 00:44:14.960
 somehow

00:44:14.960 --> 00:44:15.280
 he put

00:44:15.280 --> 00:44:15.620
 a big

00:44:15.620 --> 00:44:15.900
 ad

00:44:15.900 --> 00:44:16.260
 in the

00:44:16.260 --> 00:44:16.519
 paper

00:44:16.519 --> 00:44:16.760
 and he

00:44:16.760 --> 00:44:16.940
 said

00:44:16.940 --> 00:44:17.920
 everybody

00:44:17.920 --> 00:44:18.600
 on

00:44:18.600 --> 00:44:19.780
 the

00:44:19.780 --> 00:44:20.860
 31st

00:44:20.860 --> 00:44:21.579
 of July

00:44:21.579 --> 00:44:22.360
 on the

00:44:22.360 --> 00:44:23.059
 31st

00:44:23.059 --> 00:44:23.720
 of July

00:44:23.720 --> 00:44:25.180
 I

00:44:25.180 --> 00:44:25.420
 am

00:44:25.420 --> 00:44:25.760
 going

00:44:25.760 --> 00:44:26.100
 to

00:44:26.100 --> 00:44:26.960
 rewire

00:44:26.960 --> 00:44:27.240
 the

00:44:27.240 --> 00:44:27.840
 entire

00:44:27.840 --> 00:44:28.440
 human

00:44:28.440 --> 00:44:29.000
 race

00:44:29.000 --> 00:44:30.519
 and I'm

00:44:30.519 --> 00:44:30.720
 going to

00:44:30.720 --> 00:44:31.220
 rewire

00:44:31.220 --> 00:44:31.980
 the entire

00:44:31.980 --> 00:44:32.420
 human

00:44:32.420 --> 00:44:32.840
 race

00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:33.740
 so that

00:44:33.740 --> 00:44:34.019
 there's

00:44:34.019 --> 00:44:34.519
 no more

00:44:34.519 --> 00:44:34.920
 hatred

00:44:34.920 --> 00:44:35.800
 and everybody

00:44:35.800 --> 00:44:36.640
 loves me

00:44:36.640 --> 00:44:39.000
 would that

00:44:39.000 --> 00:44:39.539
 make our

00:44:39.539 --> 00:44:40.079
 culture

00:44:40.079 --> 00:44:40.760
 happy

00:44:40.760 --> 00:44:44.220
 would that

00:44:44.220 --> 00:44:44.680
 make you

00:44:44.680 --> 00:44:45.059
 happy

00:44:45.059 --> 00:44:46.840
 would you

00:44:46.840 --> 00:44:47.420
 be fearful

00:44:47.420 --> 00:44:48.000
 about the

00:44:48.000 --> 00:44:48.980
 July 31st

00:44:48.980 --> 00:44:49.200
 if you

00:44:49.200 --> 00:44:49.700
 really thought

00:44:49.700 --> 00:44:49.860
 it was

00:44:49.860 --> 00:44:50.059
 going to

00:44:50.059 --> 00:44:50.260
 happen

00:44:50.260 --> 00:44:50.680
 if he

00:44:50.680 --> 00:44:50.900
 said

00:44:50.900 --> 00:44:51.600
 just to

00:44:51.600 --> 00:44:52.059
 model this

00:44:52.059 --> 00:44:52.260
 I'm going

00:44:52.260 --> 00:44:52.620
 to do it

00:44:52.620 --> 00:44:52.920
 for this

00:44:52.920 --> 00:44:53.440
 human being

00:44:53.440 --> 00:44:54.000
 and zap

00:44:54.000 --> 00:44:54.860
 God

00:44:54.860 --> 00:44:55.139
 just

00:44:55.139 --> 00:44:56.159
 sovereignly

00:44:56.159 --> 00:44:57.039
 rewires

00:44:57.039 --> 00:44:57.800
 who they

00:44:57.800 --> 00:44:58.119
 are in

00:44:58.119 --> 00:44:58.280
 their

00:44:58.280 --> 00:44:58.639
 heart

00:44:58.639 --> 00:45:00.760
 and we

00:45:00.760 --> 00:45:01.119
 wouldn't

00:45:01.119 --> 00:45:03.099
 want that

00:45:03.099 --> 00:45:03.460
 and we

00:45:03.460 --> 00:45:03.719
 wouldn't

00:45:03.719 --> 00:45:04.159
 think that

00:45:04.159 --> 00:45:04.539
 that was

00:45:04.539 --> 00:45:04.739
 the

00:45:04.739 --> 00:45:05.260
 solution

00:45:05.260 --> 00:45:06.820
 and so

00:45:06.820 --> 00:45:07.360
 if God

00:45:07.360 --> 00:45:07.639
 is going

00:45:07.639 --> 00:45:08.039
 to help

00:45:08.039 --> 00:45:08.440
 us to

00:45:08.440 --> 00:45:08.800
 solve

00:45:08.800 --> 00:45:09.320
 the problem

00:45:09.320 --> 00:45:09.599
 of the

00:45:09.599 --> 00:45:09.840
 crooked

00:45:09.840 --> 00:45:10.260
 heart

00:45:10.260 --> 00:45:10.699
 it's going

00:45:10.699 --> 00:45:10.940
 to have

00:45:10.940 --> 00:45:11.199
 to be

00:45:11.199 --> 00:45:11.400
 through

00:45:11.400 --> 00:45:11.639
 some

00:45:11.639 --> 00:45:11.840
 other

00:45:11.840 --> 00:45:12.380
 means

00:45:12.380 --> 00:45:13.480
 could you

00:45:13.480 --> 00:45:13.760
 put up

00:45:13.760 --> 00:45:14.099
 the next

00:45:14.099 --> 00:45:14.440
 verse

00:45:14.440 --> 00:45:14.920
 Andrew

00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:15.400
 Proverbs

00:45:15.400 --> 00:45:15.860
 21

00:45:15.860 --> 00:45:16.280
 2

00:45:16.280 --> 00:45:16.739
 would you

00:45:16.739 --> 00:45:17.000
 say it

00:45:17.000 --> 00:45:17.300
 with me

00:45:17.300 --> 00:45:17.699
 please

00:45:17.699 --> 00:45:19.359
 every way

00:45:19.359 --> 00:45:20.159
 of a man

00:45:20.159 --> 00:45:21.000
 is right

00:45:21.000 --> 00:45:21.399
 in his

00:45:21.399 --> 00:45:22.259
 own eyes

00:45:22.259 --> 00:45:22.960
 but the

00:45:22.960 --> 00:45:23.679
 Lord weighs

00:45:23.679 --> 00:45:24.299
 the heart

00:45:24.299 --> 00:45:25.699
 what this

00:45:25.699 --> 00:45:26.259
 text is

00:45:26.259 --> 00:45:26.859
 telling us

00:45:26.859 --> 00:45:27.839
 is that

00:45:27.839 --> 00:45:29.239
 God sees

00:45:29.239 --> 00:45:29.799
 and knows

00:45:29.799 --> 00:45:30.699
 my heart

00:45:30.699 --> 00:45:33.219
 God sees

00:45:33.219 --> 00:45:33.739
 and knows

00:45:33.739 --> 00:45:34.299
 my heart

00:45:34.299 --> 00:45:34.839
 I think

00:45:34.839 --> 00:45:35.439
 everything I

00:45:35.439 --> 00:45:35.839
 do is right

00:45:35.839 --> 00:45:36.239
 in my own

00:45:36.239 --> 00:45:36.639
 ways

00:45:36.639 --> 00:45:37.739
 eventually

00:45:37.739 --> 00:45:38.539
 I'll grudgingly

00:45:38.539 --> 00:45:38.939
 acknowledge

00:45:38.939 --> 00:45:39.279
 that I'm

00:45:39.279 --> 00:45:39.639
 wrong

00:45:39.639 --> 00:45:40.899
 but only

00:45:40.899 --> 00:45:41.539
 the Lord

00:45:41.539 --> 00:45:42.179
 weighs

00:45:42.179 --> 00:45:42.679
 means he

00:45:42.679 --> 00:45:43.119
 judges

00:45:43.119 --> 00:45:44.000
 it implies

00:45:44.000 --> 00:45:44.359
 that he

00:45:44.359 --> 00:45:44.799
 has a

00:45:44.799 --> 00:45:45.299
 proper

00:45:45.299 --> 00:45:45.939
 accurate

00:45:45.939 --> 00:45:46.559
 way of

00:45:46.559 --> 00:45:46.960
 judging

00:45:46.960 --> 00:45:47.419
 that he

00:45:47.420 --> 00:45:47.880
 actually

00:45:47.880 --> 00:45:49.820
 knows

00:45:49.820 --> 00:45:50.440
 the

00:45:50.440 --> 00:45:51.000
 depth

00:45:51.000 --> 00:45:51.720
 and the

00:45:51.720 --> 00:45:52.099
 breadth

00:45:52.099 --> 00:45:52.920
 and the

00:45:52.920 --> 00:45:53.320
 weight

00:45:53.320 --> 00:45:54.280
 and the

00:45:54.280 --> 00:45:55.019
 volume

00:45:55.019 --> 00:45:55.400
 of the

00:45:55.400 --> 00:45:55.659
 human

00:45:55.659 --> 00:45:56.059
 heart

00:45:56.059 --> 00:45:56.440
 and that

00:45:56.440 --> 00:45:56.900
 he

00:45:56.900 --> 00:45:57.440
 weighs

00:45:57.440 --> 00:45:57.599
 it

00:45:57.599 --> 00:45:57.980
 that he

00:45:57.980 --> 00:45:58.220
 can

00:45:58.220 --> 00:45:58.659
 actually

00:45:58.659 --> 00:45:59.099
 go in

00:45:59.099 --> 00:45:59.440
 and see

00:45:59.440 --> 00:45:59.599
 it

00:45:59.599 --> 00:46:00.340
 and it

00:46:00.340 --> 00:46:00.579
 means

00:46:00.579 --> 00:46:00.880
 that he

00:46:00.880 --> 00:46:01.559
 understands

00:46:01.559 --> 00:46:01.860
 things

00:46:01.860 --> 00:46:02.720
 at the

00:46:02.720 --> 00:46:02.920
 level

00:46:02.920 --> 00:46:03.200
 of our

00:46:03.200 --> 00:46:03.720
 motives

00:46:03.720 --> 00:46:04.800
 in fact

00:46:04.800 --> 00:46:05.680
 this text

00:46:05.680 --> 00:46:05.980
 is a

00:46:05.980 --> 00:46:06.440
 profound

00:46:06.440 --> 00:46:06.920
 critique

00:46:06.920 --> 00:46:07.139
 of

00:46:07.139 --> 00:46:07.599
 spirituality

00:46:07.599 --> 00:46:08.420
 and religion

00:46:08.420 --> 00:46:09.159
 because

00:46:09.159 --> 00:46:09.860
 the fact

00:46:09.860 --> 00:46:10.059
 of the

00:46:10.059 --> 00:46:10.240
 matter

00:46:10.240 --> 00:46:10.599
 is

00:46:10.599 --> 00:46:11.019
 that we

00:46:11.019 --> 00:46:11.340
 can do

00:46:11.340 --> 00:46:11.860
 external

00:46:11.860 --> 00:46:12.260
 types

00:46:12.260 --> 00:46:12.639
 of things

00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:12.920
 to try

00:46:12.920 --> 00:46:13.180
 to make

00:46:13.180 --> 00:46:13.519
 ourselves

00:46:13.519 --> 00:46:13.760
 right

00:46:13.760 --> 00:46:14.180
 with God

00:46:14.180 --> 00:46:15.059
 but we

00:46:15.059 --> 00:46:15.940
 can tithe

00:46:15.940 --> 00:46:16.460
 but maybe

00:46:16.460 --> 00:46:16.880
 we're just

00:46:16.880 --> 00:46:17.340
 tithing

00:46:17.340 --> 00:46:18.420
 not out of

00:46:18.420 --> 00:46:18.940
 the fact

00:46:18.940 --> 00:46:19.360
 that God

00:46:19.360 --> 00:46:19.640
 is our

00:46:19.640 --> 00:46:19.880
 greatest

00:46:19.880 --> 00:46:20.320
 treasure

00:46:20.320 --> 00:46:20.680
 and we're

00:46:20.680 --> 00:46:21.160
 grateful for

00:46:21.160 --> 00:46:21.620
 what Jesus

00:46:21.620 --> 00:46:22.000
 has done

00:46:22.000 --> 00:46:22.260
 for us

00:46:22.260 --> 00:46:22.480
 on the

00:46:22.480 --> 00:46:22.800
 cross

00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:23.640
 but to put

00:46:23.640 --> 00:46:23.860
 God

00:46:23.860 --> 00:46:24.140
 in our

00:46:24.140 --> 00:46:24.500
 debt

00:46:24.500 --> 00:46:25.480
 and maybe

00:46:25.480 --> 00:46:25.980
 our different

00:46:25.980 --> 00:46:26.460
 ways of

00:46:26.460 --> 00:46:27.079
 serving the

00:46:27.079 --> 00:46:27.400
 poor

00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:28.440
 or serving

00:46:28.440 --> 00:46:29.120
 somebody in

00:46:29.120 --> 00:46:29.400
 church

00:46:29.400 --> 00:46:29.800
 or something

00:46:29.800 --> 00:46:30.160
 like that

00:46:30.160 --> 00:46:30.480
 is really

00:46:30.480 --> 00:46:30.900
 just a way

00:46:30.900 --> 00:46:31.180
 of putting

00:46:31.180 --> 00:46:31.559
 ourselves

00:46:31.559 --> 00:46:32.280
 front and

00:46:32.280 --> 00:46:32.660
 forward

00:46:32.660 --> 00:46:33.039
 to make

00:46:33.039 --> 00:46:33.380
 ourselves

00:46:33.380 --> 00:46:33.940
 look good

00:46:33.940 --> 00:46:34.300
 to other

00:46:34.300 --> 00:46:34.559
 people

00:46:34.559 --> 00:46:35.140
 to impress

00:46:35.140 --> 00:46:35.680
 other people

00:46:35.680 --> 00:46:36.100
 or to make

00:46:36.100 --> 00:46:37.160
 brownie points

00:46:37.159 --> 00:46:38.059
 I remember

00:46:38.059 --> 00:46:38.539
 when I was

00:46:38.539 --> 00:46:38.980
 at a

00:46:38.980 --> 00:46:39.359
 Kiwanis

00:46:39.359 --> 00:46:39.559
 head

00:46:39.559 --> 00:46:39.879
 table

00:46:39.879 --> 00:46:40.179
 because I

00:46:40.179 --> 00:46:40.460
 was the

00:46:40.460 --> 00:46:40.960
 guest speaker

00:46:40.960 --> 00:46:41.199
 and there

00:46:41.199 --> 00:46:41.639
 was somebody

00:46:41.639 --> 00:46:42.039
 there from

00:46:42.039 --> 00:46:42.500
 the University

00:46:42.500 --> 00:46:43.599
 of Ottawa

00:46:43.599 --> 00:46:44.259
 who was part

00:46:44.259 --> 00:46:44.599
 of the

00:46:44.599 --> 00:46:45.239
 Kiwanis

00:46:45.239 --> 00:46:45.480
 club

00:46:45.480 --> 00:46:45.799
 or whatever

00:46:45.799 --> 00:46:46.259
 they called

00:46:46.259 --> 00:46:46.579
 it that

00:46:46.579 --> 00:46:46.819
 club

00:46:46.819 --> 00:46:47.420
 and I

00:46:47.420 --> 00:46:47.719
 said oh

00:46:47.719 --> 00:46:47.920
 wow

00:46:47.920 --> 00:46:48.519
 so you

00:46:48.519 --> 00:46:48.980
 like to do

00:46:48.980 --> 00:46:49.279
 all these

00:46:49.279 --> 00:46:49.719
 things to help

00:46:49.719 --> 00:46:50.000
 the poor

00:46:50.000 --> 00:46:50.219
 and she

00:46:50.219 --> 00:46:50.539
 said no

00:46:50.539 --> 00:46:50.839
 I'm just

00:46:50.839 --> 00:46:51.219
 doing this

00:46:51.219 --> 00:46:51.460
 so I can

00:46:51.460 --> 00:46:51.679
 get into

00:46:51.679 --> 00:46:52.239
 med school

00:46:52.239 --> 00:46:54.940
 because to

00:46:54.940 --> 00:46:55.219
 get into

00:46:55.219 --> 00:46:55.639
 med school

00:46:55.639 --> 00:46:55.920
 they're going

00:46:55.920 --> 00:46:56.179
 to look

00:46:56.179 --> 00:46:56.500
 that you're

00:46:56.500 --> 00:46:56.920
 doing these

00:46:56.920 --> 00:46:57.359
 types of

00:46:57.359 --> 00:46:57.659
 things

00:46:57.659 --> 00:46:58.759
 and in fact

00:46:58.759 --> 00:46:59.099
 she said

00:46:59.099 --> 00:46:59.359
 at that

00:46:59.359 --> 00:46:59.699
 particular

00:46:59.699 --> 00:47:00.119
 time that

00:47:00.119 --> 00:47:00.440
 just about

00:47:00.440 --> 00:47:01.039
 every single

00:47:01.039 --> 00:47:01.500
 person in

00:47:01.500 --> 00:47:02.019
 that club

00:47:02.019 --> 00:47:02.780
 was all

00:47:02.780 --> 00:47:03.099
 doing it

00:47:03.099 --> 00:47:03.340
 so they

00:47:03.340 --> 00:47:03.619
 could get

00:47:03.619 --> 00:47:03.780
 into

00:47:03.780 --> 00:47:04.300
 med school

00:47:04.300 --> 00:47:08.239
 and then

00:47:08.239 --> 00:47:09.039
 moments later

00:47:09.039 --> 00:47:09.579
 she got up

00:47:09.579 --> 00:47:09.960
 and she got

00:47:09.960 --> 00:47:10.659
 praised for

00:47:10.659 --> 00:47:11.400
 her selfless

00:47:11.400 --> 00:47:11.820
 labor

00:47:11.820 --> 00:47:16.280
 but that

00:47:16.280 --> 00:47:16.920
 happens in

00:47:16.920 --> 00:47:17.539
 the church

00:47:17.539 --> 00:47:18.980
 that happens

00:47:18.980 --> 00:47:19.440
 in the church

00:47:19.440 --> 00:47:19.820
 doesn't just

00:47:19.820 --> 00:47:20.159
 happen in

00:47:20.159 --> 00:47:20.699
 Kiwanis

00:47:20.699 --> 00:47:23.219
 could you put

00:47:23.219 --> 00:47:23.679
 up the next

00:47:23.679 --> 00:47:24.000
 one

00:47:24.000 --> 00:47:25.119
 Proverbs 21

00:47:25.119 --> 00:47:25.420
 3

00:47:25.420 --> 00:47:25.920
 it's not on

00:47:25.920 --> 00:47:26.539
 your sheet

00:47:26.539 --> 00:47:26.880
 here

00:47:26.880 --> 00:47:28.039
 you want to

00:47:28.039 --> 00:47:28.440
 say it with

00:47:28.440 --> 00:47:28.679
 me

00:47:28.679 --> 00:47:29.739
 to do

00:47:29.739 --> 00:47:30.380
 righteousness

00:47:30.380 --> 00:47:31.380
 and justice

00:47:31.380 --> 00:47:32.340
 is more

00:47:32.340 --> 00:47:32.940
 acceptable

00:47:32.940 --> 00:47:33.460
 to the

00:47:33.460 --> 00:47:33.760
 Lord

00:47:33.760 --> 00:47:34.079
 than

00:47:34.079 --> 00:47:34.900
 sacrifice

00:47:34.900 --> 00:47:35.920
 say it

00:47:35.920 --> 00:47:36.240
 again

00:47:36.240 --> 00:47:37.140
 to do

00:47:37.140 --> 00:47:37.720
 righteousness

00:47:37.720 --> 00:47:38.619
 and justice

00:47:38.619 --> 00:47:39.400
 is more

00:47:39.400 --> 00:47:40.140
 acceptable

00:47:40.140 --> 00:47:40.619
 than

00:47:40.619 --> 00:47:41.079
 sacrifice

00:47:41.079 --> 00:47:42.019
 sorry

00:47:42.019 --> 00:47:42.340
 to the

00:47:42.340 --> 00:47:42.500
 Lord

00:47:42.500 --> 00:47:43.119
 you got

00:47:43.119 --> 00:47:43.340
 it right

00:47:43.340 --> 00:47:43.579
 I got

00:47:43.579 --> 00:47:43.900
 it wrong

00:47:43.900 --> 00:47:44.980
 so here's

00:47:44.980 --> 00:47:45.400
 the thing

00:47:45.400 --> 00:47:46.559
 and

00:47:46.559 --> 00:47:48.079
 these

00:47:48.079 --> 00:47:48.460
 little

00:47:48.460 --> 00:47:49.039
 Proverbs

00:47:49.039 --> 00:47:49.519
 and these

00:47:49.519 --> 00:47:49.900
 different

00:47:49.900 --> 00:47:50.460
 in a sense

00:47:50.460 --> 00:47:51.019
 riddles

00:47:51.019 --> 00:47:51.300
 that the

00:47:51.300 --> 00:47:51.680
 Proverbs

00:47:51.680 --> 00:47:52.200
 set to

00:47:52.200 --> 00:47:52.380
 us

00:47:52.380 --> 00:47:52.880
 help us

00:47:52.880 --> 00:47:53.640
 to understand

00:47:53.640 --> 00:47:55.160
 how God

00:47:55.160 --> 00:47:55.599
 is to use

00:47:55.599 --> 00:47:56.140
 his sovereign

00:47:56.140 --> 00:47:56.640
 power

00:47:56.640 --> 00:47:58.960
 you see

00:47:58.960 --> 00:47:59.280
 in the

00:47:59.280 --> 00:47:59.900
 incarnation

00:47:59.900 --> 00:48:01.800
 the

00:48:01.800 --> 00:48:02.099
 Bible

00:48:02.099 --> 00:48:02.539
 says

00:48:02.539 --> 00:48:03.039
 that God

00:48:03.039 --> 00:48:03.280
 just

00:48:03.280 --> 00:48:03.660
 doesn't

00:48:03.660 --> 00:48:03.940
 sing

00:48:03.940 --> 00:48:04.480
 songs

00:48:04.480 --> 00:48:05.099
 to us

00:48:05.099 --> 00:48:05.720
 with our

00:48:05.720 --> 00:48:06.039
 troubled

00:48:06.039 --> 00:48:06.579
 hearts

00:48:06.579 --> 00:48:08.519
 but that

00:48:08.519 --> 00:48:08.800
 in the

00:48:08.800 --> 00:48:09.440
 incarnation

00:48:09.440 --> 00:48:10.980
 God

00:48:10.980 --> 00:48:11.579
 himself

00:48:11.579 --> 00:48:11.900
 in the

00:48:11.900 --> 00:48:12.240
 person

00:48:12.240 --> 00:48:12.559
 of his

00:48:12.559 --> 00:48:12.940
 son

00:48:12.940 --> 00:48:13.500
 comes

00:48:13.500 --> 00:48:14.160
 and lives

00:48:14.160 --> 00:48:14.660
 amongst

00:48:14.660 --> 00:48:15.039
 us

00:48:15.039 --> 00:48:16.160
 and when

00:48:16.160 --> 00:48:16.380
 in the

00:48:16.380 --> 00:48:16.740
 book of

00:48:16.740 --> 00:48:17.099
 Hebrews

00:48:17.099 --> 00:48:17.760
 it says

00:48:17.760 --> 00:48:18.220
 that there's

00:48:18.220 --> 00:48:19.180
 no temptation

00:48:19.180 --> 00:48:19.480
 that's

00:48:19.480 --> 00:48:19.960
 undertaken

00:48:19.960 --> 00:48:20.280
 man

00:48:20.280 --> 00:48:20.680
 that didn't

00:48:20.680 --> 00:48:21.360
 also happen

00:48:21.360 --> 00:48:21.880
 to Jesus

00:48:21.880 --> 00:48:22.840
 it's saying

00:48:22.840 --> 00:48:23.360
 that Jesus

00:48:23.360 --> 00:48:23.940
 actually

00:48:23.940 --> 00:48:24.619
 enters into

00:48:24.619 --> 00:48:25.519
 our experience

00:48:25.519 --> 00:48:26.619
 and experiences

00:48:26.619 --> 00:48:27.659
 our experience

00:48:27.659 --> 00:48:28.139
 to its

00:48:28.139 --> 00:48:28.679
 depths

00:48:28.679 --> 00:48:31.159
 he doesn't

00:48:31.159 --> 00:48:31.679
 just sing

00:48:31.679 --> 00:48:32.360
 songs

00:48:32.360 --> 00:48:33.960
 he enters

00:48:33.960 --> 00:48:34.280
 in

00:48:34.280 --> 00:48:36.820
 and the

00:48:36.820 --> 00:48:37.559
 Bible tells

00:48:37.559 --> 00:48:37.900
 us that

00:48:37.900 --> 00:48:38.239
 on the

00:48:38.239 --> 00:48:38.780
 cross

00:48:38.780 --> 00:48:39.440
 what we

00:48:39.440 --> 00:48:39.800
 see in

00:48:39.800 --> 00:48:40.400
 the cross

00:48:40.400 --> 00:48:41.360
 is that

00:48:41.360 --> 00:48:43.039
 on one

00:48:43.039 --> 00:48:43.519
 hand it's

00:48:43.519 --> 00:48:44.280
 a sacrifice

00:48:44.280 --> 00:48:45.440
 but it's

00:48:45.440 --> 00:48:46.119
 more than

00:48:46.119 --> 00:48:46.960
 a sacrifice

00:48:46.960 --> 00:48:48.759
 because it's

00:48:48.759 --> 00:48:49.380
 also the

00:48:49.380 --> 00:48:49.900
 righteousness

00:48:49.900 --> 00:48:50.940
 and justice

00:48:50.940 --> 00:48:51.900
 of God

00:48:51.900 --> 00:48:53.219
 being displayed

00:48:53.219 --> 00:48:56.359
 it's the

00:48:56.359 --> 00:48:56.779
 righteousness

00:48:56.779 --> 00:48:57.439
 and justice

00:48:57.439 --> 00:48:58.039
 of God

00:48:58.039 --> 00:48:58.819
 being displayed

00:48:58.819 --> 00:48:59.859
 because

00:48:59.859 --> 00:49:03.759
 Jesus has

00:49:03.759 --> 00:49:04.199
 lived a

00:49:04.199 --> 00:49:05.059
 perfect life

00:49:05.059 --> 00:49:06.819
 he's

00:49:06.819 --> 00:49:07.599
 the one

00:49:07.599 --> 00:49:08.059
 man

00:49:08.059 --> 00:49:09.139
 whose heart

00:49:09.139 --> 00:49:10.319
 has not

00:49:10.319 --> 00:49:10.980
 been crooked

00:49:10.980 --> 00:49:12.199
 but is

00:49:12.199 --> 00:49:12.699
 straight

00:49:12.699 --> 00:49:15.119
 and

00:49:15.119 --> 00:49:19.579
 he sees

00:49:19.579 --> 00:49:20.199
 my crooked

00:49:20.199 --> 00:49:20.679
 heart

00:49:20.679 --> 00:49:21.279
 and that

00:49:21.279 --> 00:49:22.099
 I cannot

00:49:22.099 --> 00:49:24.940
 straighten

00:49:24.940 --> 00:49:25.719
 my heart

00:49:25.719 --> 00:49:28.119
 and in

00:49:28.119 --> 00:49:28.699
 a sense

00:49:28.699 --> 00:49:30.019
 he says

00:49:30.019 --> 00:49:30.819
 I'll let

00:49:30.819 --> 00:49:31.900
 my heart

00:49:31.900 --> 00:49:34.159
 be yours

00:49:34.159 --> 00:49:36.779
 I'll give

00:49:36.779 --> 00:49:37.539
 my heart

00:49:37.539 --> 00:49:38.380
 myself

00:49:38.380 --> 00:49:38.940
 for you

00:49:38.940 --> 00:49:40.900
 and it's

00:49:40.900 --> 00:49:41.360
 not then

00:49:41.360 --> 00:49:41.719
 that it's

00:49:41.719 --> 00:49:42.139
 just that

00:49:42.139 --> 00:49:43.199
 it's as

00:49:43.199 --> 00:49:43.960
 if when

00:49:43.960 --> 00:49:44.719
 Jesus dies

00:49:44.719 --> 00:49:45.179
 upon the

00:49:45.179 --> 00:49:45.500
 cross

00:49:45.500 --> 00:49:45.739
 and he

00:49:45.739 --> 00:49:46.099
 rises

00:49:46.099 --> 00:49:46.440
 again

00:49:46.440 --> 00:49:46.799
 from the

00:49:46.799 --> 00:49:47.079
 dead

00:49:47.079 --> 00:49:49.179
 it comes

00:49:49.179 --> 00:49:49.659
 from the

00:49:49.659 --> 00:49:50.079
 heart of

00:49:50.079 --> 00:49:50.460
 God

00:49:50.460 --> 00:49:50.839
 and the

00:49:50.839 --> 00:49:51.199
 heart of

00:49:51.199 --> 00:49:52.000
 God

00:49:52.000 --> 00:49:52.340
 the heart

00:49:52.340 --> 00:49:52.840
 of Jesus

00:49:52.840 --> 00:49:53.500
 to redeem

00:49:53.500 --> 00:49:53.780
 us

00:49:53.780 --> 00:49:54.360
 and to

00:49:54.360 --> 00:49:55.000
 love us

00:49:55.000 --> 00:49:56.260
 and it's

00:49:56.260 --> 00:49:56.920
 a true

00:49:56.920 --> 00:49:57.539
 loving of

00:49:57.539 --> 00:49:57.719
 us

00:49:57.719 --> 00:49:57.980
 and a

00:49:57.980 --> 00:49:58.440
 knowing of

00:49:58.440 --> 00:49:58.619
 us

00:49:58.619 --> 00:49:59.179
 because of

00:49:59.179 --> 00:49:59.320
 the

00:49:59.320 --> 00:49:59.760
 incarnation

00:49:59.760 --> 00:50:00.539
 he knows

00:50:00.539 --> 00:50:01.119
 the depths

00:50:01.119 --> 00:50:01.599
 of human

00:50:01.599 --> 00:50:02.400
 experience

00:50:02.400 --> 00:50:03.619
 he

00:50:03.619 --> 00:50:04.760
 you and I

00:50:04.760 --> 00:50:05.940
 we have

00:50:05.940 --> 00:50:06.639
 this temptation

00:50:06.639 --> 00:50:07.000
 to do

00:50:07.000 --> 00:50:07.340
 something

00:50:07.340 --> 00:50:07.699
 and then

00:50:07.699 --> 00:50:08.119
 maybe we

00:50:08.119 --> 00:50:08.480
 eventually

00:50:08.480 --> 00:50:09.019
 give into

00:50:09.019 --> 00:50:09.199
 it

00:50:09.199 --> 00:50:09.400
 but

00:50:09.400 --> 00:50:10.159
 every

00:50:10.159 --> 00:50:10.840
 temptation

00:50:10.840 --> 00:50:11.159
 that a

00:50:11.159 --> 00:50:11.360
 human

00:50:11.360 --> 00:50:11.579
 being

00:50:11.579 --> 00:50:11.820
 can

00:50:11.820 --> 00:50:12.239
 possibly

00:50:12.239 --> 00:50:12.559
 have

00:50:12.559 --> 00:50:12.920
 Jesus

00:50:12.920 --> 00:50:13.699
 experiences

00:50:13.699 --> 00:50:14.079
 and he

00:50:14.079 --> 00:50:14.300
 never

00:50:14.300 --> 00:50:14.619
 gives

00:50:14.619 --> 00:50:14.900
 and he

00:50:14.900 --> 00:50:15.420
 knows

00:50:15.420 --> 00:50:16.460
 it right

00:50:16.460 --> 00:50:17.059
 until the

00:50:17.059 --> 00:50:17.539
 temptation

00:50:17.539 --> 00:50:18.239
 loses all

00:50:18.239 --> 00:50:18.519
 of its

00:50:18.519 --> 00:50:18.800
 force

00:50:18.800 --> 00:50:19.139
 and all

00:50:19.139 --> 00:50:19.380
 of its

00:50:19.380 --> 00:50:19.820
 power

00:50:19.820 --> 00:50:22.539
 and this

00:50:22.539 --> 00:50:23.519
 righteous

00:50:23.519 --> 00:50:24.559
 life can

00:50:24.559 --> 00:50:25.220
 stand for

00:50:25.220 --> 00:50:25.559
 you and

00:50:25.559 --> 00:50:25.760
 me

00:50:25.760 --> 00:50:29.019
 and the

00:50:29.019 --> 00:50:29.660
 things that

00:50:29.660 --> 00:50:31.100
 I do that

00:50:31.100 --> 00:50:32.000
 deserve God's

00:50:32.000 --> 00:50:32.820
 justice and that

00:50:32.820 --> 00:50:33.600
 would unmake me

00:50:33.600 --> 00:50:35.340
 Jesus comes and

00:50:35.340 --> 00:50:36.920
 says I will

00:50:36.920 --> 00:50:37.660
 stand in your

00:50:37.660 --> 00:50:39.039
 place I will

00:50:39.039 --> 00:50:39.680
 take that

00:50:39.680 --> 00:50:40.180
 punishment

00:50:40.180 --> 00:50:42.140
 you know the

00:50:42.140 --> 00:50:43.380
 anger over what

00:50:43.380 --> 00:50:43.980
 you've done that's

00:50:43.980 --> 00:50:44.800
 wrong I will

00:50:44.800 --> 00:50:45.780
 take that for

00:50:45.780 --> 00:50:46.519
 you I will

00:50:46.519 --> 00:50:47.220
 take your

00:50:47.220 --> 00:50:48.460
 doom I will

00:50:48.460 --> 00:50:49.139
 offer you my

00:50:49.139 --> 00:50:50.840
 destiny I

00:50:50.840 --> 00:50:51.980
 will take what

00:50:51.980 --> 00:50:52.559
 your crooked

00:50:52.559 --> 00:50:53.639
 heart deserves

00:50:53.639 --> 00:50:54.720
 and I will

00:50:54.720 --> 00:50:55.559
 offer you my

00:50:55.559 --> 00:50:57.900
 heart and I'll

00:50:57.900 --> 00:50:58.720
 offer to live in

00:50:58.720 --> 00:50:59.360
 your heart I'll

00:50:59.360 --> 00:51:00.079
 offer to give you

00:51:00.079 --> 00:51:01.139
 a new heart and

00:51:01.139 --> 00:51:02.220
 in this we see

00:51:02.220 --> 00:51:03.639
 both a sacrifice

00:51:03.639 --> 00:51:05.019
 but more than a

00:51:05.019 --> 00:51:05.960
 sacrifice we see

00:51:05.960 --> 00:51:06.539
 the righteousness

00:51:06.539 --> 00:51:07.760
 and the justice

00:51:07.760 --> 00:51:08.360
 of God

00:51:08.360 --> 00:51:11.119
 and

00:51:11.119 --> 00:51:15.099
 so what are we

00:51:15.099 --> 00:51:15.860
 to do Andrew

00:51:15.860 --> 00:51:16.360
 could you put up

00:51:16.360 --> 00:51:16.940
 the next proverb

00:51:16.940 --> 00:51:17.400
 please

00:51:17.400 --> 00:51:20.160
 2326 do you

00:51:20.160 --> 00:51:20.579
 want to say it

00:51:20.579 --> 00:51:22.079
 with me my

00:51:22.079 --> 00:51:23.420
 son give me

00:51:23.420 --> 00:51:24.760
 your heart and

00:51:24.760 --> 00:51:25.800
 let your eyes

00:51:25.800 --> 00:51:26.980
 observe my ways

00:51:26.980 --> 00:51:27.579
 let's say it

00:51:27.579 --> 00:51:29.119
 again my son

00:51:29.119 --> 00:51:30.160
 give me your

00:51:30.160 --> 00:51:31.480
 heart and let

00:51:31.480 --> 00:51:32.639
 your eyes observe

00:51:32.639 --> 00:51:34.420
 my ways here's

00:51:34.420 --> 00:51:35.460
 how grace works

00:51:35.460 --> 00:51:39.400
 the fact of

00:51:39.400 --> 00:51:39.660
 the matter is

00:51:39.660 --> 00:51:40.200
 I remember I

00:51:40.200 --> 00:51:40.639
 said our hearts

00:51:40.639 --> 00:51:41.180
 always giving

00:51:41.180 --> 00:51:41.800
 ourselves to

00:51:41.800 --> 00:51:43.300
 something this

00:51:43.300 --> 00:51:44.360
 text is addressed

00:51:44.360 --> 00:51:45.400
 it's a it's a

00:51:45.400 --> 00:51:46.420
 fundamental text

00:51:46.420 --> 00:51:47.180
 about the heart

00:51:47.180 --> 00:51:48.800
 God says to

00:51:48.800 --> 00:51:49.460
 each of us

00:51:49.460 --> 00:51:49.960
 son and

00:51:49.960 --> 00:51:50.619
 daughter give

00:51:50.619 --> 00:51:51.019
 me your

00:51:51.019 --> 00:51:52.920
 heart and

00:51:52.920 --> 00:51:53.340
 here's how

00:51:53.340 --> 00:51:54.019
 grace works

00:51:54.019 --> 00:51:54.380
 remember I

00:51:54.380 --> 00:51:54.720
 said that

00:51:54.720 --> 00:51:55.400
 two-year-old

00:51:55.400 --> 00:51:57.860
 who knows

00:51:57.860 --> 00:51:58.260
 where it's

00:51:58.260 --> 00:51:58.579
 going to go

00:51:58.579 --> 00:51:58.980
 if we try to

00:51:58.980 --> 00:51:59.260
 give our

00:51:59.260 --> 00:51:59.720
 heart to God

00:51:59.720 --> 00:52:00.059
 I have a

00:52:00.059 --> 00:52:00.500
 crooked heart

00:52:00.500 --> 00:52:01.000
 how can a

00:52:01.000 --> 00:52:01.579
 crooked heart

00:52:01.579 --> 00:52:02.539
 successfully give

00:52:02.539 --> 00:52:03.480
 itself to God

00:52:03.480 --> 00:52:05.619
 in some ways our

00:52:05.619 --> 00:52:06.539
 hearts are like a

00:52:06.539 --> 00:52:07.240
 balloon you take a

00:52:07.240 --> 00:52:07.780
 balloon you blow

00:52:07.780 --> 00:52:08.500
 it up and then

00:52:08.500 --> 00:52:09.380
 you don't tie it

00:52:09.380 --> 00:52:09.800
 and you let the

00:52:09.800 --> 00:52:10.340
 air out and who

00:52:10.340 --> 00:52:10.860
 knows where that

00:52:10.860 --> 00:52:11.340
 balloon is going

00:52:11.340 --> 00:52:13.000
 to go and

00:52:13.000 --> 00:52:13.940
 it's almost as if

00:52:13.940 --> 00:52:14.800
 we say you

00:52:14.800 --> 00:52:15.360
 know we blow up

00:52:15.360 --> 00:52:16.059
 the balloon that's

00:52:16.059 --> 00:52:16.800
 our heart and

00:52:16.800 --> 00:52:17.980
 say God I want

00:52:17.980 --> 00:52:18.780
 you to have this

00:52:18.780 --> 00:52:19.679
 and you let go of

00:52:19.679 --> 00:52:20.340
 it and who knows

00:52:20.340 --> 00:52:21.400
 where it goes you

00:52:21.400 --> 00:52:23.179
 see what matters is

00:52:23.179 --> 00:52:24.460
 not my crooked

00:52:24.460 --> 00:52:25.880
 heart's ability to

00:52:25.880 --> 00:52:28.000
 throw but God's

00:52:28.000 --> 00:52:29.059
 ability to catch

00:52:29.059 --> 00:52:31.420
 that's what grace

00:52:31.420 --> 00:52:34.280
 is not my ability

00:52:34.280 --> 00:52:36.840
 to give but God's

00:52:36.840 --> 00:52:38.360
 ability to receive

00:52:38.360 --> 00:52:42.000
 my ability to

00:52:42.000 --> 00:52:43.340
 give is crooked

00:52:43.340 --> 00:52:45.840
 God's ability to

00:52:45.840 --> 00:52:47.460
 receive is perfect

00:52:47.460 --> 00:52:51.820
 that's the gospel

00:52:51.820 --> 00:52:57.500
 the final proverb

00:52:57.500 --> 00:52:58.360
 please Andrew

00:52:58.360 --> 00:53:01.599
 let's say it

00:53:01.599 --> 00:53:03.200
 together let not

00:53:03.200 --> 00:53:04.400
 your heart envy

00:53:04.400 --> 00:53:06.300
 sinners but continue

00:53:06.300 --> 00:53:07.500
 in the fear of the

00:53:07.500 --> 00:53:08.699
 Lord all the day

00:53:08.699 --> 00:53:11.099
 in the original

00:53:11.099 --> 00:53:12.199
 language the

00:53:12.199 --> 00:53:14.579
 the the in

00:53:14.579 --> 00:53:17.159
 envy and

00:53:17.159 --> 00:53:18.079
 continue are the

00:53:18.079 --> 00:53:19.880
 same word and

00:53:19.880 --> 00:53:20.500
 and what it's

00:53:20.500 --> 00:53:21.360
 saying is

00:53:21.360 --> 00:53:24.780
 stop in a sense

00:53:24.780 --> 00:53:26.619
 giving your heart

00:53:26.619 --> 00:53:27.599
 and being this

00:53:27.599 --> 00:53:28.659
 constant giving of

00:53:28.659 --> 00:53:30.000
 your heart to

00:53:30.000 --> 00:53:32.000
 sinners but give

00:53:32.000 --> 00:53:33.780
 your heart to the

00:53:33.780 --> 00:53:35.320
 God who's worthy

00:53:35.320 --> 00:53:36.739
 of our praise who's

00:53:36.739 --> 00:53:37.219
 sovereign

00:53:37.219 --> 00:53:38.339
 who's awesome

00:53:38.339 --> 00:53:40.459
 who's completely

00:53:40.459 --> 00:53:40.899
 and utterly

00:53:40.899 --> 00:53:42.139
 different who's

00:53:42.139 --> 00:53:43.899
 not crooked but

00:53:43.899 --> 00:53:45.219
 offers to give us

00:53:45.219 --> 00:53:47.199
 a new heart and

00:53:47.199 --> 00:53:48.339
 write his laws on

00:53:48.339 --> 00:53:50.219
 our heart and

00:53:50.219 --> 00:53:52.599
 take that which we

00:53:52.599 --> 00:53:53.519
 cannot fix for it

00:53:53.519 --> 00:53:54.439
 he's he's willing

00:53:54.439 --> 00:53:58.599
 he we we have all

00:53:58.599 --> 00:54:00.179
 sorts of loves that

00:54:00.179 --> 00:54:01.019
 are out of order

00:54:01.019 --> 00:54:02.559
 but we can never

00:54:02.559 --> 00:54:03.959
 when we have God as

00:54:03.959 --> 00:54:05.199
 as the primary thing

00:54:05.199 --> 00:54:05.739
 that we want to

00:54:05.739 --> 00:54:06.859
 give it's never out

00:54:06.859 --> 00:54:09.119
 of order so here's

00:54:09.119 --> 00:54:12.619
 the thing the gospel

00:54:12.619 --> 00:54:13.699
 is all about God's

00:54:13.699 --> 00:54:17.179
 ability to catch and

00:54:17.179 --> 00:54:18.679
 the Christian life is

00:54:18.679 --> 00:54:20.500
 begins by us giving

00:54:20.500 --> 00:54:22.699
 our heart to God and

00:54:22.699 --> 00:54:23.559
 he catches it and

00:54:23.559 --> 00:54:24.619
 receives it but we

00:54:24.619 --> 00:54:25.980
 grow in our Christian

00:54:25.980 --> 00:54:28.059
 life by continuing to

00:54:28.059 --> 00:54:29.399
 give our hearts to the

00:54:29.399 --> 00:54:31.079
 one who out of a heart

00:54:31.079 --> 00:54:32.419
 of love for us was

00:54:32.420 --> 00:54:33.200
 willing to die on the

00:54:33.200 --> 00:54:35.220
 cross for us that in

00:54:35.220 --> 00:54:36.460
 a sense this act of

00:54:36.460 --> 00:54:37.539
 giving of our heart to

00:54:37.539 --> 00:54:39.280
 God is what grounds our

00:54:39.280 --> 00:54:41.340
 life and it's also what

00:54:41.340 --> 00:54:42.519
 starts to shape our

00:54:42.519 --> 00:54:45.159
 lives that it that the

00:54:45.159 --> 00:54:47.139
 gospel does just leave us

00:54:47.139 --> 00:54:48.500
 alone but starts to shape

00:54:48.500 --> 00:54:49.840
 our lives that our lives

00:54:49.840 --> 00:54:51.539
 are to be characterized by

00:54:51.539 --> 00:54:53.260
 us as we live our daily

00:54:53.260 --> 00:54:54.539
 lives as we're making our

00:54:54.539 --> 00:54:55.860
 plans as we're feeling our

00:54:55.860 --> 00:54:57.000
 feelings as we're thinking

00:54:57.000 --> 00:54:58.760
 our thoughts and and the

00:54:58.760 --> 00:55:00.220
 gospel invites us that now

00:55:00.219 --> 00:55:02.139
 that now that we have in

00:55:02.139 --> 00:55:03.480
 a sense been caught by

00:55:03.480 --> 00:55:06.119
 God and Jesus can live in

00:55:06.119 --> 00:55:08.819
 our heart and and and

00:55:08.819 --> 00:55:11.239
 it's our worth to him is

00:55:11.239 --> 00:55:12.459
 is not because of our

00:55:12.459 --> 00:55:13.739
 ability to throw but his

00:55:13.739 --> 00:55:15.839
 ability to catch that we

00:55:15.839 --> 00:55:17.159
 can have this grounded

00:55:17.159 --> 00:55:20.480
 security to understand how

00:55:20.480 --> 00:55:21.899
 we go through our lives and

00:55:21.899 --> 00:55:24.439
 how we are giving how our

00:55:24.439 --> 00:55:26.599
 loves and our are just out

00:55:26.599 --> 00:55:28.839
 of order and so we have the

00:55:28.840 --> 00:55:30.440
 freedom to go in and say to

00:55:30.440 --> 00:55:33.019
 Jesus Jesus take my heart

00:55:33.019 --> 00:55:36.420
 order my loves help me

00:55:36.420 --> 00:55:38.460
 father to understand this

00:55:38.460 --> 00:55:40.780
 drive to this particular sin

00:55:40.780 --> 00:55:42.720
 or help me to understand this

00:55:42.720 --> 00:55:44.740
 this heart sickness that I

00:55:44.740 --> 00:55:47.120
 have that that that what is

00:55:47.120 --> 00:55:48.600
 that treasure that's going on

00:55:48.600 --> 00:55:50.100
 and Jesus I know you're

00:55:50.100 --> 00:55:51.019
 supposed to be the greatest

00:55:51.019 --> 00:55:51.940
 treasure I know you won't

00:55:51.940 --> 00:55:53.900
 remove all other desires from

00:55:53.900 --> 00:55:54.700
 me that you'll put them

00:55:54.700 --> 00:55:55.720
 straight you'll put them in

00:55:55.720 --> 00:55:58.660
 order Jesus please order

00:55:58.659 --> 00:56:02.099
 my heart my heart is yours

00:56:02.099 --> 00:56:04.960
 please order my heart order

00:56:04.960 --> 00:56:09.799
 my desires please Jesus and

00:56:09.799 --> 00:56:11.239
 the Christian walk is a

00:56:11.239 --> 00:56:12.359
 matter of walking with

00:56:12.359 --> 00:56:14.500
 Jesus day by day calling out

00:56:14.500 --> 00:56:16.719
 to him to help him asking him

00:56:16.719 --> 00:56:18.199
 to help us order our hearts

00:56:18.199 --> 00:56:20.519
 until that final day comes

00:56:20.519 --> 00:56:22.059
 when we see him face to face

00:56:22.059 --> 00:56:24.039
 and the promise of the new

00:56:24.039 --> 00:56:25.480
 heart that we already start to

00:56:25.480 --> 00:56:27.679
 experience we experience it in

00:56:27.679 --> 00:56:28.840
 its fullness and its

00:56:28.840 --> 00:56:30.639
 perfection in the new heaven

00:56:30.639 --> 00:56:32.619
 in the new earth please stand

00:56:32.619 --> 00:56:43.639
 let's pray

00:56:43.639 --> 00:56:53.139
 father we confess before you that

00:56:53.139 --> 00:56:56.480
 father you know some of us we're

00:56:56.480 --> 00:56:57.679
 struggling some of us are

00:56:57.679 --> 00:56:58.980
 struggling maybe with a very

00:56:58.980 --> 00:57:00.900
 persistent type of evil or

00:57:00.900 --> 00:57:02.679
 persistent sadness

00:57:02.679 --> 00:57:05.519
 father we ask that your holy

00:57:05.519 --> 00:57:07.440
 spirit would break into our lives

00:57:07.440 --> 00:57:09.199
 and help us to understand what

00:57:09.199 --> 00:57:11.199
 what our heart is trusting and

00:57:11.199 --> 00:57:11.779
 hoping in

00:57:11.779 --> 00:57:14.159
 and father we ask that you

00:57:14.159 --> 00:57:16.319
 would bring proper your order

00:57:16.319 --> 00:57:17.919
 your healing order and your

00:57:17.919 --> 00:57:18.919
 healing authority

00:57:18.919 --> 00:57:22.039
 to what our hearts are hoping and

00:57:22.039 --> 00:57:22.679
 trusting in

00:57:22.679 --> 00:57:25.659
 and father maybe there are some

00:57:25.659 --> 00:57:27.339
 here who've never trusted their

00:57:27.339 --> 00:57:28.039
 heart to you

00:57:28.039 --> 00:57:30.199
 never given their heart to you

00:57:30.199 --> 00:57:32.480
 and father we ask that for

00:57:32.480 --> 00:57:33.899
 everyone who's here who's not

00:57:33.899 --> 00:57:35.699
 given their heart to Jesus that

00:57:35.699 --> 00:57:36.919
 they would do that now that you

00:57:36.920 --> 00:57:39.240
 would help them father that that

00:57:39.240 --> 00:57:40.980
 father that they would just call

00:57:40.980 --> 00:57:42.900
 out to you and say father take my

00:57:42.900 --> 00:57:44.260
 heart it is your own

00:57:44.260 --> 00:57:48.420
 Jesus take my heart as my savior

00:57:48.420 --> 00:57:49.059
 and my lord

00:57:49.059 --> 00:57:53.400
 and father we ask that your holy

00:57:53.400 --> 00:57:56.380
 spirit would move in our hearts

00:57:56.380 --> 00:57:58.700
 help us to understand what we're

00:57:58.700 --> 00:58:00.860
 hoping and trusting in and may you

00:58:00.860 --> 00:58:02.740
 be our greatest treasure in this we

00:58:02.740 --> 00:58:04.440
 ask in the name of Jesus your son

00:58:04.440 --> 00:58:05.720
 and our savior amen