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 Good morning everyone. So I guess where have you been tested this week?

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 This is the question. And what happens when God makes some big asks of us?

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 Do you trust? This is the question, especially when trust is tested. Trust, slide one,

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 trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. It says,

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 we know the verse, we know the reading, but do we trust? Do we trust in God or do we rather tend to

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 lean more often on our own understanding? Abraham, who has this foundational relationship with God,

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 a very, very close relationship with him, has to face a test. He faces a test of his trust,

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 loyalty, something here so far we think has been Abraham's strong point, but maybe it wasn't,

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 as we will find out, because we will come to his doubts and failings in a minute. But this test of

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 trust in our reading this morning goes far beyond any of us could imagine. It seems so countercultural

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 as to where we are. I mean, you know, did God not do a safeguarding course? You know, where was the DBS?

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 And you know, he's asking this of his son. It is the big ask. This is the son that was long awaited for,

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 if you remember. This is the son that was promised. This is the son that didn't come for so long.

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 And yet God is asking this of them. Sarah and Abraham had waited so long, so much, much later in life.

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 So why is God asking for this sacrifice? Why is God pushing Abraham to this point of his long-standing

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 and faithful servant? Sacrifice your son? Place on the altar the most precious thing you have,

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 and give me an offering. I confess that I was reading this again and again, and I kept going

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 back to the commentary that's there in the Hebrew. Now, don't get the misapprehension that I am in any

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 way, a Hebrew scholar. You know, I know my place. But commentaries are great. And in the commentary,

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 it said, in here, if there is another way of translating verse two, there isn't. The text is

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 surprisingly unambiguous. It says, take your son, the only son whom you love, that is Isaac,

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 and go. And it says, lek, lekha to the land, offer him up. I don't know which is worse here,

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 that God tells Abraham to sacrifice his son Isaac, or that Isaac, or that Abraham complies.

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 I don't know what your tussle with God is like, where you actually have this interaction with God

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 to say, are you really asking this of me? How far do you want me to go with this, Lord?

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 This is the ultimate test. Compounding the ethical problem is the practical one. Isaac is the long

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 awaited child for the promise. He is the succession. What is God asking of this? Is he asking to end the

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 succession? What is he asking? There must have been such a turmoil going on with Abraham in this

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 conversation with God. Maybe you have experienced that the same as I have at times. Lord, what is this

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 all about? What are you asking of me? What does this mean? And the final hope here, these thousand

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 thoughts must have been going through Abraham's mind. And here it is, the final hope that Abraham and

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 Sarah have for this great name in their son Isaac is about to be taken away from them at God's command.

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 And as readers, we were relieved when Sarah gives birth to Isaac and God confirms that his promises

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 are true. Yet Abraham's trust in God is complemented but complicated by his wavering faith.

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 Now, I don't know whether that's your experience as well of wavering faith. I often say that faith is

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 sometimes a bit like a roller coaster. You know, we have the mountaintop experiences and then suddenly

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 we have these dips. Does anybody feel like that with me? For those listening on the podcast, people are

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 nodding their heads. And let's not walk away with the impression that Abraham was the pillar of faith

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 and obedience and obedience and trust. Abraham is human, just like us. It's just that he had an

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 important job to do and God wanted to make sure he was there to do it. Trust in God is not always

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 at the foremost point of Abraham's life. And if you read through, Abraham has responded to God in several

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 places without hesitation, packing up and going to the land that God would give him. Yet at other times,

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 Abraham acts in ways that suggest doubt, like many of us. You know, twice out of fear, he passes off

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 his wife as his sister and Sarah ends up in the bedroom with a local ruler. Shock horror. And shock

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 horror is so worried about producing an error, Abraham then sleeps with a woman other than his wife, albeit

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 at Sarah's bidding. On top of this, he even laughs at God when actually God promises that his wife in later

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 years would actually give birth. He actually doesn't even believe God in his promises. Throughout, there are

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 indications that Abraham still doesn't quite trust God to accomplish that which he has asked him to do.

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 And so maybe in the context of this, we understand the ultimate test today. Do you trust me?

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 Do you ever hear that? Do you trust me?

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 Maybe God's saying that to you in something that you're dealing with at the moment.

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 Do you trust me with this?

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 You know, God has signaled to us that God had no intention of going through with this.

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 You know, that is the grace of God. There is no intention, but there is a point that comes to God

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 says, so will you do this for me? The messenger of the Lord stays Abraham's hand, preventing him from

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 killing his son. God wanted Abraham to face his own conflicted and divided loyalties.

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 Does that resonate with you sometimes? Does that resonate with you sometimes in the culture in which we live?

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 What is our conflicted and divided loyalties in life?

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 And it worked. The test serves its purpose in that it strengthens Abraham's trust and relationship

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 with God because God will provide. God provides. God provides. God provides the way out. Generously,

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 bountifully, wondrously provides. Maybe at that point, Abraham realised that God has been there all along,

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 guiding his steps, directing his path and making a future for him. Maybe that has been your experience

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 as well when you have tested and been in a testing time that you look back and reflect and say,

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 actually, I saw that God was there. Didn't seem like it at the time. In fact, I was screaming out and we

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 were having a real conversation, a real conversation, but I knew that God was there. It's all about trust.

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 And in that relationship, in that experience, God not only experiences, but it works the other way

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 because God knows that Abraham now has respect or, and in some ways for many of us, a healthy dose of fear.

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 God is God and we are not. God is our best interests at heart, appropriate to a divine human relationship.

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 Sometimes changes between Abraham and God that day has made a difference. Abraham learns to totally

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 trust in God and God proves that he can be trusted. Have you had an experience like that in your life?

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 Many of us have. So what can we take from this today? Slide two. In the Hebrew,

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 God is often referred to by the name. We're talking about the names of God and he's taught, used by the name

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 in the Hebrew as emet. And emet is translated into our language with words like faithful, reliable, sure,

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 trustworthy, and amen. Is that your experience of God? I pray that it is because that is God.

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 Reliable, sure, trustworthy, and amen. God is emet. Next slide, please.

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 And here, the shocking test of this relationship is that God has asked Abraham to make the sacrifice.

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 And although God clearly had no intention of allowing this to happen, Abraham is about to be tested and to

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 show that trust. And it comes that close. Sometimes we have to get to that point to know that God is God

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 and that God is with us. Next slide, please. Yet our God is compassionate and God provides the escape,

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 the sacrifice, if you like. Do not lay a hand on the boy. Do not do anything to him,

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 for I know that you fear God. You see, and they're presumably out of the blue, yet provided by God is the ram or lamb,

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 depending on which version you read from. And the required sacrifice was made, a substitution.

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 Now, if you've been a Christian for some time, you may know where this is going.

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 Next slide. Because it is about the cross. Because God, for those of us who know Christianity,

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 and you will find out even if you are new to Christianity, even if you are new in deepening

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 that relationship that you have with Jesus, you will know what this sacrifice actually means in your life,

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 because it's about the cross. For while Abraham's son is spared, God would know the cost himself

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 through his own son Jesus. He would know the cost because he was prepared the pain, the anguish,

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 that he would make the substitution. For God so loved the world that he gave his only son,

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 that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. God takes the cost,

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 and Jesus is sacrificed. We all, like sheep, have gone astray. We have turned each, every one of us

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 to his own way, and God has laid on him the iniquity of us all. The prophecy in Isaiah 53. This prophecy,

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 long before the cross, Isaiah is telling us, yet God and Jesus went through it. Because Christ died,

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 our relationship with God has forever been changed. That was the changing moment. The cross is the

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 changing moment. God went through with it for us, for you, for me, for every one of us. The lamb that was

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 slain, Jesus, the lamb of God. We use the term, the lamb of God. God provides.

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 God provides. What more could God do? What more does he want to do in showing his love and his

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 promise for us? Emmett, the God who is faithful, reliable, sure, and trustworthy in all things. This

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 story invites us then to a posture not only of relationship, but a posture of healthy recognition,

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 and dare I say it, holy understanding of what God did for us and does for us day by day. Faithful to

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 his covenant promises and the redemption we have through him, the God who provides. The son died,

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 yet as he promised, gloriously beats death, rises again. The sacrifice was made. Jesus rises from the

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 dead and reigns victorious. We have been set free. That is the cost. That was the sacrifice for us.

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 Free to worship, free to serve. We've shared in communion, everything about communion today is about

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 if whatever term you use for this, whether it's an altar or a table, that is what we remember as we

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 have come this morning. Everything that Jesus and God has done for us and in us and through us to

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 actually permit this for me, to go through it for me. The next slide, please. And in the light of this

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 proof, his love for you and me, in view of this amazing faithful Emmett, the Lord, I need to ask us this

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 if God to ask us this morning, if God is prepared to give it all, what are we withholding from God?

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 What do we actually withhold? What don't we place at the foremost of our life for him?

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 In the light of his great love. Next slide, please.

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 You see, if you trust him, what would you withhold? Because he's not withholding anything from us.

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 After all, we sing hymns and songs about it all, don't we? We're all very happy to sing the songs,

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 all for Jesus, I surrender, all to him I gladly give. And then maybe there should be a paraphrase

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 where we say accept. Yeah? Because there will always be, maybe, the accept that's in the back of our mind.

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 Next one, please. You see, as we sing and we often say to match our actions, you know, in Christians,

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 maybe in this teaching today, knowing that God provides, what would you withhold if he asked of you?

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 Bill Hybels once said, you know, Bill Hybels talked about ministry and about the big asks.

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 So what would be, where would your line be? Would it be your house? You know, if the Lord asked you,

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 you know, need you to sell your house and move on. Big ask.

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 Maybe it would be your second house, maybe, or your caravan or your camper van. What's the big ask?

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 Maybe your car, cherished and loved. You know, it's stuff, but what is God asking of you?

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 Maybe your jewelry, lounging in a drawer for your, to hand on to your relatives who don't really want it.

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 But, you know?

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 And then it gets personal. It says, what about your children?

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 You know?

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 There is something that says about you've come to church with your children.

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 The majority, statistically, it says, if a father and a family come to church with their children,

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 they will stay the course.

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 Something about coming as a family.

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 Something about coming together, about bringing your children, coming as one,

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 is an important part.

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 What are you prepared to do?

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 And then, of course, then there's, we talk about income.

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 You know?

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 Then, percentage, what would you get?

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 What do you want to lay on there?

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 What is, what is mine and what is yours, Lord?

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 Because I'm saying it's all yours, but what am I actually withholding?

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 And then, and then it says, your time.

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 Now, here's the really precious one, isn't it?

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 The Lord says, actually, I want some of your time here.

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 I want this.

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 Where do we divide that up and say, when he asks of us to do something, where is our time?

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 You know, Bill Hybels really spoke deeply on this.

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 We make big asks of God, don't we?

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 And we do make big asks of him, don't we?

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 It's, you know, maybe your prayer looks, you know, Lord, give us world peace.

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 Lord, heal for my loved one.

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 The list is long.

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 Yet, what happens when God makes the big ask of us?

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 As we've heard this morning.

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 What happens when that's reversed?

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 You know, in our time maybe, you know, I want you to, I think time is the big thing, personally.

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 What if God is actually prompting you at the moment and saying, actually, I want you to give up your pub night or your craft evening to help on an offer course?

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 What happens?

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 What happens?

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 I want you to give up your Sunday lie-in or a Monday evening to help lead youth and children's work.

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 I want that slice of your time.

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 I want you to get up 20 minutes earlier on a Sunday morning or during the week and give somebody a lift to church in the transport team.

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 You know, sometimes there is a cost to the ask.

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 I can think of loads of things that the Lord asks of me and has asked of me to place on that altar for him.

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 We place bread and wine on the table to remind us of that sacrifice.

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 And here this morning there is Abraham, Abraham.

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 Yes, Lord?

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 What do you want of me?

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 Music team, do you want to come back out?

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 Do not lay a hand on the boy, he said.

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 Do not do anything to him.

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 Now I know that you fear God because you have not withheld from me your son, your own very dear son.

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 Let's go.

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 I'm going to end with a really personal story which reflected this in my life.

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 And I think sometimes as we all know, this is where the rubber hits the road.

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 We have scripture, we hear the story, but when it hits in our own lives and we realise the big asks that God sometimes asks of us in testing.

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 I think it was about five, six years ago.

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 And I felt extremely flattered that a rather large and very prominent church in Bristol had asked me to join them as an associate minister.

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 I went along and had a look at this.

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 It was very flattering.

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 I felt my ego was being well and truly stroked.

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 But coming back to God and saying, so what are you asking?

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 And the last thing, to be honest, at the time I didn't want to leave you.

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 I said to God, it's not real, it doesn't feel, I love these people.

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 I still love you greatly.

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 And all of you listening on the podcast as well.

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 But I knew that I had to go and test it.

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 And we went and we tested it.

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 It wasn't, it didn't feel, it didn't.

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 But why, Lord, why are you asking this of me?

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 Why are you asking it this time?

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 And a very, very wise, wise, retired bishop who you might know.

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 He said to me, the thing is, Clive, is watch your prayer every day.

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 My prayer is to say, Lord, if you want me to go, I'll go.

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 He said, I think you just wanted to really know that that was right.

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 That you would do what I was going to ask you.

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 Not asking that of you.

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 But I just wanted to know that we were authentic in our relationship.

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 That actually, if you were authentic, if you do say you're going to do it, that you would do it.

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 I was just, I sensed that God wanted to know that you're obedient.

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 And that you trust in me.

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 Is that our experience this morning?

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 Of trusting in God and being obedient?

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 I pray that it is.

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 So should we just pray together and ask the Holy Spirit to speak to us through this scripture this morning?

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 We're talking about the names of God.

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 Is God for you, Emmett?

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 Is he trustworthy?

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 Do you trust him?

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 Do you trust him with every part of your life?

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 Holy Spirit, would you come?

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 Lord, King of Kings, Saviour, Emmett, you are faithful.

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 You are reliable.

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 You are sure.

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 You are trustworthy.

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 You are a man.

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 Come now, we pray, in the power of your Holy Spirit.

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 Amen.

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 And grow faith in us and trust in you.

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 Lord, and to the point of responding to your promptings,

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 knowing that the plans you have for us in that calling,

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 in your asks of us, is good.

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 And that you will be there for us in the joys and the challenges in doing life with you.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.