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 As Eric mentioned earlier, Tobin continues his series right now on gospel and work.

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 And as he's been preparing for this, he's been asking for some feedback from us as a family.

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 What does that mean to us?

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 And we've gotten several letters about that.

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 And so this morning, we just want to share a couple of excerpts from those letters.

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 This first one reads, Dear Tobin, thanks for talking about this topic.

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 I always feel like it's something, as a Christian, I should be dealing with.

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 But I tend to get so busy just performing at work that I really have no time to get involved in an office outreach or a Bible study or a mission trip.

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 What should I do?

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 Dear Tobin, my struggle is this.

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 If I do what I really want to do or feel a passion to do, then there is no way I can live the lifestyle that I live now in Hong Kong.

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 In fact, it could mean that I give up some things and actually move away from Hong Kong.

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 Am I being selfish?

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 Dear Pastor, I actually feel very discouraged by what I do in my job.

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 I feel like my job has very little redeeming value in society.

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 And that instead of trying to make society a better place to live in for the many,

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 I'm actually taking resources away from the many who could use them

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 and giving them to a minority that already has more than they could ever use in this lifetime.

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 Help me see how to redeem my job and my life.

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 Dear Pastor Tobin,

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 My job and profession seems so broken that I actually do not know where to begin as one person trying to make it all right.

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 It used to be that people entered my profession because they were idealists

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 and wanted to help people and make life and society better.

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 Now, it seems like the main reason people enter my field is to make money.

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 Then if it happens to also help people and make life better,

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 it's purely by happenstance.

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 How can one person fight for change in the midst of the craziness?

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 Thanks for any thoughts that you might have.

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 From God's word, we find this passage in Genesis 2 and 3, which you will find in your bulletin.

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 Thus the heavens and the earth were finished and all the host of them.

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 And on the seventh day, God finished his work that he had done.

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 And he rested on the seventh day from all his work that he had done.

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 So God blessed the seventh day and made it holy,

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 because on it God rested from all his work that he had done in creation.

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 The Lord God took the man and put him in the garden of Eden to work it and keep it.

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 The Lord God commanded the man, saying,

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 From any tree of the garden you may eat freely,

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 but from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat,

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 for in the day that you eat from it you will surely die.

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 The serpent said to the woman,

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 You surely won't die,

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 for God knows that in the day you eat from it,

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 your eyes will be opened,

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 and you will be like God,

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 knowing good and evil.

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 When the woman saw that the tree was good for food,

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 and that it was a delight to the eyes,

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 and that the tree was desirable to make one wise,

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 she took from its fruit and ate,

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 and she gave also to her husband with her,

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 and he ate.

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 Then the eyes of both of them were opened,

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 and they knew that they were naked,

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 and they sewed fig leaves together and made themselves loin coverings.

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 They heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day,

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 and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden.

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 Then the Lord God called to the man and said to him,

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 Where are you?

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 He said,

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 I heard the sound of you in the garden,

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 and I was afraid because I was naked,

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 so I hid myself.

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 And he said,

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 Who told you that you were naked?

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 Have you eaten from the tree of which I command you not to eat?

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 Then God said to Adam,

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 Cursed is the ground because of you.

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 In toil you will eat of it all the days of your life.

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 Both thorns and thistles it shall grow for you.

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 And you will eat the plants of the field.

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 By the sweat of your face you will eat bread.

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 Till you return to the ground.

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 This is the reading of the word of the Lord.

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 How are you guys doing?

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 How is everybody doing this beautiful day?

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 Good, good, good.

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 Wow.

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 Well, we are continuing a sermon series on the gospel

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 and how that impacts our work.

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 What does it look like for us to be followers of Christ

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 in the workplace or wherever God has us go?

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 My fear is sometimes as you hear us up here talking

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 that you'll find out a lot about us.

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 And you'll find out,

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 oh, our quirks and all these things.

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 And, you know, it's just interesting

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 as you come up and present things

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 and just trying to figure out

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 what are people thinking as we do this

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 and how they're responding to this.

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 And we've said before that we have no illusion

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 that just after one talk you'll say,

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 oh, yeah, I totally agree with all that.

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 And so we've been basically just kind of putting out

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 some thoughts and ideas about work

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 and what does it look like for us to deal with that.

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 I am a sixth-generation German farmer.

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 So always when we get to passages about the farming,

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 it's something that kind of I pick up and go,

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 wow, I can understand that.

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 I can relate to that.

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 My dad is 100% German, I think,

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 five or six generations here in America.

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 My mom is Norwegian, Scandinavian, and American Indian.

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 So we have all the minorities

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 and all the free schooling captured there.

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 And we grew up on a ranch, especially in the summers.

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 My family has a ranch in Montana

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 and we'll hopefully go see that in two weeks

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 and hang out with our kiddos there.

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 And I learned a lot about farming and ranching

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 in my summers in Montana

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 and hanging out with my grandparents.

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 I learned a lot about plants and how they grow.

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 There's a thing called plant competition.

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 There's certain plants that come in

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 and they're introduced into your granary

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 or your harvest or your field.

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 They compete with the good crops

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 and they take away things that are needed

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 for those crops like moisture and nutrients

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 and space and root space.

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 And I learned a lot about weeds

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 and I learned a lot about thistles

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 and I learned a lot about thorns.

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 One day it came time to mow the yard.

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 My dad said, hey, let's go out and mow the yard.

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 And so I was put in charge of that

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 and they were going to go to town

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 to buy some supplies.

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 And he took me out

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 and he walked me around the yard.

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 And as he walked around the yard,

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 he showed me these little patches of dandelions.

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 I don't know if you ever know what a dandelion,

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 have you ever seen those?

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 They're a little beautiful yellow flower

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 that kind of sprouts up in your yard

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 and they look really cool.

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 There might be things your kids would collect

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 and give to mom as a present.

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 But what happens with dandelion

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 after it is fertilized

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 is it kind of looks like it dies.

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 It kind of closes up.

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 And then in a little time,

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 it opens up and it's this white flower.

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 But it's not really a flower.

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 It's full of all these seeds.

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 And these seeds spread everywhere.

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 And so the dandelion is a weed.

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 It's a bad plant.

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 It's a competitive plant

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 for all the things that you would harvest,

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 like wheat and barley and rye

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 and things like that.

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 And so as we're mowing the yard,

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 my dad said, okay,

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 I want you to come out and mow the yard.

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 But before you mow the yard,

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 you've got to pull these weeds up.

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 Because if you don't pull them up,

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 if you just mow over them,

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 it's going to be a bad idea, a bad thing.

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 And then he left.

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 And as any 10-year-old boy did,

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 you know, I walked out there

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 and I bent down

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 and I pulled the first weed up

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 and the tap roots are like that long, right?

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 And I was like, man,

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 this is going to take forever.

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 And I got to mow the yard.

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 I got to get it done before they come back.

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 So I just ignored my dad's instructions.

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 And I figured,

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 well, if I just run across it quick enough

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 with a lawnmower,

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 it will just chop up everything.

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 And I don't have to worry about the seeds

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 or anything like that.

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 And so that's what I did.

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 I took out there

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 and I ran through the yard

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 and I was trying to suck up

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 the dandelions and everything

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 and making sure that nothing got on the grass.

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 And at the end, I go,

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 well, this is really good.

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 I finished the job.

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 My parents came home.

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 Great job.

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 You did a great job.

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 You mowed the yard.

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 Great thing.

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 About four days later,

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 my dad and I are sitting at the kitchen table

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 and we're looking out into the yard

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 and there's hundreds of little flowers

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 budding up all over the grass.

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 And my dad looks at me and he goes,

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 did you pull up those dandelions

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 before you mowed the yard?

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 Well, he knew the answer to that, right?

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 The answer was no.

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 And because of that,

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 the weeds grew up

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 and they took over everything.

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 And my job the next time

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 became harder and harder.

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 And this passage is about weeds in our life.

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 Last week, we talked about

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 what the gospel means in our work.

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 And we said that when we come to our workplace,

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 that our ultimate boss is God.

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 He's the one that we work for.

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 He's the one that we're to please.

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 He's the one that we're to work hard about.

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 And he's the one that we're to trust for our future.

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 As we got in all these emails

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 and people asking these questions,

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 it seemed as I looked at them

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 or prayed about them,

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 that they seemed to have these same common themes.

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 The themes were brokenness.

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 The themes were frustration with their work.

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 The themes were things aren't as they should be.

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 The themes were what really is work as a Christian?

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 How do I approach it?

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 The things were that things are not perfect

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 in my work life, in my world.

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 The themes continually were of brokenness,

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 in chaos, in weeds, in thorns, in thistles.

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 So I wanted to look at this passage

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 because this passage today takes us back

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 to the very beginning

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 because I think that as we talk about

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 the gospel in our workplace,

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 we need to continually redefine terms and ideas

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 and what does it mean and how does it all begin.

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 And we need to think about

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 what does it look like in the very beginning.

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 If you look in your bulletin,

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 you see the story of Genesis.

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 And in the story,

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 you see that God created everything

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 and then it was good

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 and God was actually working in the Bible.

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 At the very beginning,

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 we're told that God works,

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 that work is a good thing,

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 that God is working.

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 And he works and he hands over the work

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 to you and me.

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 He puts us in a garden

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 and he says,

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 I want you to take everything that I've left there

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 and I want you to build it.

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 I want you to fix it.

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 I want you to tweak it.

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 I want you to make something useful

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 and good for society out of it.

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 And he gives a man and a woman one thing.

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 He says,

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 but all these things,

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 I don't want you to do this one thing.

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 I don't want you to eat out of this tree.

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 The tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

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 Well, you know the story, right?

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 Because it's in there

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 and you've heard it a billion,

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 gazillion times,

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 they do that.

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 They think that,

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 well, you know,

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 I know God said don't do this,

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 but I know better than that.

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 I can do these things.

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 I'm just as smart as God.

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 I've been around for a long time.

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 I can get these things done.

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 And so instead of picking up the dandelions

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 before they mow the yard,

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 they act as God

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 and they go and they eat the fruit.

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 And you know what happens

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 because chaos ensues.

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 Things start to break

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 because of their choices.

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 And this place called Eden,

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 which used to mean pleasure

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 and goodness

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 and providing

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 this place of our work,

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 this place where we live,

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 all of a sudden became a curse.

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 And it became broken.

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 And it wasn't as God meant for it

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 to originally be.

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 And so we see that these thorns

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 in verse 18 come out

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 and these thistles grow

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 and they take over

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 and they compete

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 and they compete

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 with our lives

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 and they compete

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 with everything that's going on.

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 And in the thorns

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 and thistles in Hebrew,

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 actually the idea

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 is this strong idea

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 of hardship.

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 That where the ground

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 used to be good,

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 now it's going to be hardship.

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 Now it's going to be disappointment.

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 Now you're going to go to work

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 and you're going to feel frustrated

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 because there's so many things

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 you want to do

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 and you wish you could do.

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 And if you only had

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 the right resources,

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 you could do it.

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 Or if you got all the right resources

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 in place

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 and all of a sudden

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 the right people move

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 right before that big project

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 and you get frustrated

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 and you're not in the position

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 that you want to be

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 because if you were

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 in the best position

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 you could really help the company

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 but your boss

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 just doesn't seem

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 to understand that.

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 And instead of pleasure

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 and happiness

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 you feel frustration

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 and pain

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 and toil

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 and work

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 and setbacks

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 and hardships.

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 and it doesn't just happen

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 with creation.

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 The Bible says

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 the same thing happens

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 in our mind

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 and how we look at things

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 around us.

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 We see brokenness.

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 We see things

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 that don't work

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 the way they should be.

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 We don't understand

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 work anymore.

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 We have different words

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 for work.

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 Work isn't valuable anymore.

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 It's not anything good.

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 All we can think about

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 sometimes is just

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 it's a necessary evil.

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 And if I can get it done with

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 then I can do the things

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 that I really want to do.

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 And we all play those games

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 don't we?

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 Kind of.

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 And we create

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 new terminology, right?

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 We have the sacred

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 and we have the secular.

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 We have the weak

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 and then we have

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 our weekend.

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 Some of us

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 if you're like me

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 like Eric said

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 we divide our lives

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 into sections.

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 The first half of my section

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 is for success.

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 I want to make power

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 and money

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 and position.

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 I want to provide

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 for my family.

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 I want to be secure.

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 But then in the second half

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 of my life

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 I want significance.

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 I want to do something

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 with eternal meaning.

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 I want to do something

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 that's transcendent.

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 I want to do something

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 that's spiritual.

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 I want to do something

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 that is considered

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 ministry.

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 ministry.

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 And I got to come

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 to you right now

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 and apologize

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 to you guys

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 because I feel like

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 the church has done

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 a terrible job

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 talking about these things.

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 I mean the reason

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 we have this confusion

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 I think sometimes

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 is because pastors

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 in the church

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 don't understand it.

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 They don't want

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 to stand up.

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 They don't want

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 to talk about it.

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 They don't want

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 to hurt people's feelings.

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 but it shouldn't be

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 like that.

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 We shouldn't be thinking

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 this is the secular

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 and this is the sacred.

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 This is necessary

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 but this is best.

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 But the scripture says

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 that it is all

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 to God's honor.

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 It's all to God's glory.

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 Sometimes I talk

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 to people in Hong Kong

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 business people

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 and they say things

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 like this to me.

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 You know sometimes

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 I just feel like a bank.

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 That Christians

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 and Christian groups

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 come to from around

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 the world

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 and they just ask

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 for money.

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 And so all I am

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 is a bank

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 and I feed people

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 and I do funds

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 and that's all I do.

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 That's what I'm good for.

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 That's my work.

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 One day I can retire

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 and I'll stop being a bank

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 and then I can go

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 ask people for money also.

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 But sometimes

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 I just feel like a bank.

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 Some people have

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 a hard time understanding

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 ministry in their workplace.

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 What if I ask you

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 the question

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 we're having coffee

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 this week

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 and I said

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 so tell me about

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 your ministry

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 in your workplace.

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 How is God using you?

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 How would you answer that?

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 What if I ask you

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 the question

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 how do you see

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 your workplace

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 in relationship

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 to church?

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 Do the two

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 work together?

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 Or is the workplace

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 just something you do

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 during the week

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 and churches

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 just something you do

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 on the weekend

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 and they hardly

00:16:45.659 --> 00:16:46.560
 ever, ever

00:16:46.560 --> 00:16:47.920
 collide?

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 In the ten years

00:16:52.719 --> 00:16:53.159
 that I've been

00:16:53.159 --> 00:16:53.759
 in Hong Kong

00:16:53.759 --> 00:16:54.219
 so far

00:16:54.219 --> 00:16:55.039
 and listening to people

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 in the business world

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 I've heard comments

00:16:57.059 --> 00:16:57.719
 like this

00:16:57.719 --> 00:16:59.139
 I can't wait

00:16:59.139 --> 00:16:59.959
 to go into ministry

00:16:59.959 --> 00:17:00.699
 but then I can do

00:17:00.699 --> 00:17:01.479
 something significant.

00:17:02.879 --> 00:17:03.259
 You know

00:17:03.259 --> 00:17:04.299
 I feel guilty

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 I feel guilty

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 because

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 I'm working

00:17:08.359 --> 00:17:09.259
 in the secular

00:17:09.259 --> 00:17:10.460
 and I know

00:17:10.460 --> 00:17:11.039
 that the sacred

00:17:11.039 --> 00:17:12.200
 is the most important thing

00:17:12.200 --> 00:17:13.359
 and I'm not doing

00:17:13.359 --> 00:17:14.059
 much ministry

00:17:14.059 --> 00:17:14.799
 in my work

00:17:14.799 --> 00:17:16.399
 and I feel

00:17:16.399 --> 00:17:17.099
 really guilty.

00:17:17.099 --> 00:17:18.980
 I can't wait

00:17:18.980 --> 00:17:19.559
 to retire

00:17:19.559 --> 00:17:20.259
 and then I can do

00:17:20.259 --> 00:17:21.000
 something significant

00:17:21.000 --> 00:17:21.639
 with my ministry

00:17:21.639 --> 00:17:22.219
 with my gifts

00:17:22.219 --> 00:17:22.899
 and my talents.

00:17:23.240 --> 00:17:24.000
 My only hope

00:17:24.000 --> 00:17:24.619
 is if I can just

00:17:24.619 --> 00:17:26.099
 live long enough

00:17:26.099 --> 00:17:27.219
 that someday

00:17:27.219 --> 00:17:28.240
 I can get to a point

00:17:28.240 --> 00:17:28.879
 where I can leave

00:17:28.879 --> 00:17:29.679
 all of these things

00:17:29.679 --> 00:17:30.099
 behind

00:17:30.099 --> 00:17:31.500
 and I can do

00:17:31.500 --> 00:17:33.000
 something eternal

00:17:33.000 --> 00:17:35.559
 and significant.

00:17:37.079 --> 00:17:37.719
 I don't know

00:17:37.719 --> 00:17:38.500
 if you've ever heard

00:17:38.500 --> 00:17:39.980
 people say that.

00:17:41.419 --> 00:17:42.059
 I don't know

00:17:42.059 --> 00:17:42.659
 if you've ever

00:17:42.659 --> 00:17:43.319
 said that.

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 but I have

00:17:47.659 --> 00:17:51.480
 and I'm in the ministry

00:17:51.480 --> 00:17:53.299
 whatever that means.

00:17:55.539 --> 00:17:56.839
 The passage says

00:17:56.839 --> 00:17:57.359
 that because

00:17:57.359 --> 00:17:57.899
 the choices

00:17:57.899 --> 00:17:59.240
 that our parents made

00:17:59.240 --> 00:18:00.500
 because of open

00:18:00.500 --> 00:18:01.099
 disobedience

00:18:01.099 --> 00:18:01.899
 because they thought

00:18:01.899 --> 00:18:02.700
 they could be God

00:18:02.700 --> 00:18:03.939
 better than God

00:18:03.939 --> 00:18:04.519
 could be God

00:18:04.519 --> 00:18:05.099
 in their life

00:18:05.099 --> 00:18:06.839
 sin came into their life

00:18:06.839 --> 00:18:07.539
 and thorns

00:18:07.539 --> 00:18:08.519
 and thistles

00:18:08.519 --> 00:18:10.159
 grew up everywhere

00:18:10.160 --> 00:18:11.160
 and for the rest

00:18:11.160 --> 00:18:11.800
 of our lives

00:18:11.800 --> 00:18:12.180
 we're going to

00:18:12.180 --> 00:18:13.040
 struggle with this

00:18:13.040 --> 00:18:14.080
 and many of us

00:18:14.080 --> 00:18:14.500
 are going to have

00:18:14.500 --> 00:18:15.240
 a hard time

00:18:15.240 --> 00:18:15.740
 understanding

00:18:15.740 --> 00:18:16.200
 the difference

00:18:16.200 --> 00:18:17.040
 between the

00:18:17.040 --> 00:18:18.279
 intrinsic goodness

00:18:18.279 --> 00:18:19.279
 of work

00:18:19.279 --> 00:18:20.840
 and the

00:18:20.840 --> 00:18:21.680
 extrinsic

00:18:21.680 --> 00:18:22.400
 goodness

00:18:22.400 --> 00:18:23.220
 of work.

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 Most of us

00:18:25.180 --> 00:18:26.300
 get the extrinsic

00:18:26.300 --> 00:18:27.560
 I work

00:18:27.560 --> 00:18:28.279
 and it provides

00:18:28.279 --> 00:18:28.940
 me food

00:18:28.940 --> 00:18:29.400
 it provides

00:18:29.400 --> 00:18:30.080
 me education

00:18:30.080 --> 00:18:30.519
 it provides

00:18:30.519 --> 00:18:31.080
 me housing

00:18:31.080 --> 00:18:31.820
 it provides

00:18:31.820 --> 00:18:32.560
 me money

00:18:32.560 --> 00:18:32.900
 to give

00:18:32.900 --> 00:18:33.300
 the missions

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 trips

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 it provides

00:18:34.320 --> 00:18:34.880
 me all these

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 things

00:18:35.040 --> 00:18:35.580
 most of us

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 get those

00:18:36.240 --> 00:18:36.420
 things

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 but very few

00:18:37.100 --> 00:18:37.380
 of us

00:18:37.380 --> 00:18:37.960
 understand

00:18:37.960 --> 00:18:39.120
 the intrinsic

00:18:39.120 --> 00:18:40.480
 value

00:18:40.480 --> 00:18:41.140
 of work

00:18:41.140 --> 00:18:42.940
 and the

00:18:42.940 --> 00:18:43.340
 intrinsic

00:18:43.340 --> 00:18:43.779
 value

00:18:43.779 --> 00:18:44.200
 of work

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 is this

00:18:44.940 --> 00:18:46.420
 that God

00:18:46.420 --> 00:18:47.319
 made you

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 to work

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 whatever you

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 do

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 and as you're

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 a doctor

00:18:54.539 --> 00:18:56.039
 and as you're

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 a lawyer

00:18:56.480 --> 00:18:57.819
 and as you're

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 a teacher

00:18:58.259 --> 00:18:59.660
 and as you're

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 a pastor

00:19:00.400 --> 00:19:01.779
 and as you're

00:19:01.779 --> 00:19:02.380
 a mom

00:19:02.380 --> 00:19:03.380
 and as you're

00:19:03.380 --> 00:19:03.880
 a helper

00:19:03.880 --> 00:19:04.940
 and as you're

00:19:04.940 --> 00:19:05.660
 a politician

00:19:05.660 --> 00:19:07.100
 all of those

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 things

00:19:07.480 --> 00:19:08.079
 according to

00:19:08.079 --> 00:19:08.720
 God's word

00:19:08.720 --> 00:19:10.120
 have ultimate

00:19:10.120 --> 00:19:11.059
 value

00:19:11.059 --> 00:19:12.860
 and worth

00:19:12.860 --> 00:19:15.440
 the problem

00:19:15.440 --> 00:19:16.240
 is we start

00:19:16.240 --> 00:19:16.740
 to think of

00:19:16.740 --> 00:19:17.299
 things as

00:19:17.299 --> 00:19:18.220
 sacred

00:19:18.220 --> 00:19:19.920
 and secular

00:19:19.920 --> 00:19:21.339
 and those

00:19:21.339 --> 00:19:22.400
 two words

00:19:22.400 --> 00:19:23.259
 bifurcate

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 all of our

00:19:23.779 --> 00:19:24.200
 life

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 and what

00:19:25.799 --> 00:19:26.079
 does that

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 mean

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 you come

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 into church

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 today

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 and you're

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 in the sacred

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 and all of a sudden

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 somebody hurts

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 your feelings

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 maybe they

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 ignore you

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 maybe they've

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 had a bad

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 day

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 maybe they're

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 just upset

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 and you look

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 at them

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 and you go

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 how can a

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 church person

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 do that

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 this is the

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 sacred

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 we're never

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 supposed to

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 act that

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 way

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 but then you

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 go to your

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 workplace

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 and you expect

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 everybody to do

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 that

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 because they're

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 all jerks

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 but the passage

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 says

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 no

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 the passage

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 says that

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 we're all

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 broken

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 if you expect

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 me as your

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 pastor to be

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 perfect

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 you're going

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 to be incredibly

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 disappointed

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 really quickly

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 if you expect

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 your community

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 group

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 or the people

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 in your group

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 to be perfect

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 you're going

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 to be incredibly

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 disappointed

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 right away

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 and all of this

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 comes back

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 from the garden

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 all these thoughts

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 all of these

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 programs come

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 back from the

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 brokenness

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 the thorns

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 and the thistles

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 and if you think

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 anything else

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 but that your

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 work

00:20:25.420 --> 00:20:26.279
 and what you're

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 doing

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 has ultimate

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 intrinsic value

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 you're lost

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 in the weeds

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 does that make

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 sense

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 it's taken me

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 a long time

00:20:36.820 --> 00:20:37.160
 to get my

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 head around

00:20:37.519 --> 00:20:37.660
 that

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 I'm still

00:20:38.000 --> 00:20:38.380
 getting my

00:20:38.380 --> 00:20:38.759
 head around

00:20:38.759 --> 00:20:38.940
 that

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 I still

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 make mistakes

00:20:40.400 --> 00:20:40.940
 I still say

00:20:40.940 --> 00:20:41.340
 things like

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 I can't wait

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 to do ministry

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 I can't wait

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 to go on a

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 mission trip

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 but the bible

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 says our

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 mission trip

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 is everywhere

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 the ministry

00:20:50.180 --> 00:20:50.880
 and mission

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 and work

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 and calling

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 all those

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 are the same

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 thing

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 and if we

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 don't see

00:20:56.639 --> 00:20:57.000
 it like

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 that

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 we'll never

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 experience

00:21:00.359 --> 00:21:00.980
 the joy

00:21:00.980 --> 00:21:02.659
 that God

00:21:02.659 --> 00:21:03.559
 created you

00:21:03.559 --> 00:21:04.700
 to have

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 in your

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 workplace

00:21:06.700 --> 00:21:08.480
 in this

00:21:08.480 --> 00:21:08.940
 sermon series

00:21:08.940 --> 00:21:09.319
 I've asked

00:21:09.319 --> 00:21:09.779
 people to come

00:21:09.779 --> 00:21:10.240
 up and share

00:21:10.240 --> 00:21:10.639
 some of their

00:21:10.639 --> 00:21:11.079
 stories

00:21:11.079 --> 00:21:11.899
 and so I've

00:21:11.899 --> 00:21:12.579
 asked Ian

00:21:12.579 --> 00:21:13.539
 to come up

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 and share

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 with him

00:21:14.299 --> 00:21:14.759
 so Ian

00:21:14.759 --> 00:21:15.579
 is on the

00:21:15.579 --> 00:21:16.879
 hot chair

00:21:16.879 --> 00:21:17.200
 today

00:21:17.200 --> 00:21:17.879
 and Ian

00:21:17.879 --> 00:21:19.179
 come on in

00:21:19.179 --> 00:21:19.399
 Ian

00:21:19.399 --> 00:21:19.779
 you have to

00:21:19.779 --> 00:21:20.159
 come up

00:21:20.159 --> 00:21:21.759
 Ian has been

00:21:21.759 --> 00:21:22.179
 serving

00:21:22.179 --> 00:21:23.000
 and he and his

00:21:23.000 --> 00:21:23.659
 wife Shireen

00:21:23.659 --> 00:21:24.000
 have been

00:21:24.000 --> 00:21:24.379
 serving

00:21:24.380 --> 00:21:25.340
 in the

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 church

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 and other

00:21:26.720 --> 00:21:27.140
 things in

00:21:27.140 --> 00:21:27.660
 their life

00:21:27.660 --> 00:21:28.660
 and so he's

00:21:28.660 --> 00:21:29.060
 usually on the

00:21:29.060 --> 00:21:29.440
 back of the

00:21:29.440 --> 00:21:29.980
 sound board

00:21:29.980 --> 00:21:30.660
 and Shireen

00:21:30.660 --> 00:21:31.520
 is helping

00:21:31.520 --> 00:21:31.840
 with the

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 kids

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 and I

00:21:33.200 --> 00:21:33.800
 promise not

00:21:33.800 --> 00:21:34.520
 to beat

00:21:34.520 --> 00:21:34.900
 him up

00:21:34.900 --> 00:21:35.460
 too much

00:21:35.460 --> 00:21:36.160
 we had

00:21:36.160 --> 00:21:36.440
 Bernard

00:21:36.440 --> 00:21:36.900
 up here

00:21:36.900 --> 00:21:37.500
 last week

00:21:37.500 --> 00:21:37.980
 and so

00:21:37.980 --> 00:21:39.640
 Ian

00:21:39.640 --> 00:21:39.880
 I just

00:21:39.880 --> 00:21:40.320
 wanted you

00:21:40.320 --> 00:21:41.020
 we gave

00:21:41.020 --> 00:21:41.640
 some questions

00:21:41.640 --> 00:21:41.980
 or some

00:21:41.980 --> 00:21:42.280
 thoughts

00:21:42.280 --> 00:21:43.000
 ideas

00:21:43.000 --> 00:21:43.420
 that go

00:21:43.420 --> 00:21:43.680
 on

00:21:43.680 --> 00:21:44.260
 and then

00:21:44.260 --> 00:21:44.400
 I'm

00:21:44.400 --> 00:21:44.500
 going to

00:21:44.500 --> 00:21:44.980
 ask you

00:21:44.980 --> 00:21:45.800
 two or

00:21:45.800 --> 00:21:45.980
 three

00:21:45.980 --> 00:21:46.520
 incredibly

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 hard and

00:21:47.020 --> 00:21:47.300
 difficult

00:21:47.300 --> 00:21:47.720
 personal

00:21:47.720 --> 00:21:48.180
 questions

00:21:48.180 --> 00:21:48.480
 that you

00:21:48.480 --> 00:21:48.780
 don't know

00:21:48.780 --> 00:21:49.000
 about

00:21:49.000 --> 00:21:49.280
 okay

00:21:49.280 --> 00:21:49.760
 right

00:21:49.760 --> 00:21:50.320
 okay

00:21:50.320 --> 00:21:50.860
 so

00:21:50.860 --> 00:21:51.860
 but the

00:21:51.860 --> 00:21:52.240
 first question

00:21:52.240 --> 00:21:52.480
 we just

00:21:52.480 --> 00:21:52.880
 talked about

00:21:52.880 --> 00:21:53.380
 was just

00:21:53.380 --> 00:21:53.800
 share a little

00:21:53.799 --> 00:21:54.240
 bit about

00:21:54.240 --> 00:21:55.079
 you know

00:21:55.079 --> 00:21:55.740
 where you're

00:21:55.740 --> 00:21:56.099
 coming from

00:21:56.099 --> 00:21:56.339
 on this

00:21:56.339 --> 00:21:56.759
 journey of

00:21:56.759 --> 00:21:57.039
 work

00:21:57.039 --> 00:21:57.319
 and what

00:21:57.319 --> 00:21:57.639
 has God

00:21:57.639 --> 00:21:58.940
 been teaching

00:21:58.940 --> 00:21:59.139
 you

00:21:59.139 --> 00:21:59.480
 maybe a little

00:21:59.480 --> 00:21:59.839
 bit about

00:21:59.839 --> 00:22:00.379
 your history

00:22:00.379 --> 00:22:01.500
 right

00:22:01.500 --> 00:22:02.579
 I am

00:22:02.579 --> 00:22:03.039
 Ian

00:22:03.039 --> 00:22:04.139
 I've been

00:22:04.139 --> 00:22:05.240
 in Watermark

00:22:05.240 --> 00:22:06.700
 since it

00:22:06.700 --> 00:22:07.099
 started

00:22:07.099 --> 00:22:08.099
 practically

00:22:08.099 --> 00:22:09.639
 and I was

00:22:09.639 --> 00:22:10.240
 born in the

00:22:10.240 --> 00:22:10.539
 UK

00:22:10.539 --> 00:22:11.139
 grew up in

00:22:11.139 --> 00:22:11.579
 Hong Kong

00:22:11.579 --> 00:22:12.559
 spent a lot

00:22:12.559 --> 00:22:12.960
 of time

00:22:12.960 --> 00:22:13.759
 in the UK

00:22:13.759 --> 00:22:15.139
 I was a

00:22:15.139 --> 00:22:15.779
 medical doctor

00:22:15.779 --> 00:22:17.419
 for about

00:22:17.419 --> 00:22:19.339
 14 years

00:22:19.339 --> 00:22:20.659
 and then

00:22:20.659 --> 00:22:22.240
 I have a

00:22:22.240 --> 00:22:22.839
 wonderful wife

00:22:22.839 --> 00:22:23.279
 Shireen

00:22:23.279 --> 00:22:24.539
 over there

00:22:24.539 --> 00:22:26.339
 and she's

00:22:26.339 --> 00:22:26.740
 a corporate

00:22:26.740 --> 00:22:26.980
 lawyer

00:22:26.980 --> 00:22:27.839
 she used

00:22:27.839 --> 00:22:28.119
 to be a

00:22:28.119 --> 00:22:28.319
 corporate

00:22:28.319 --> 00:22:28.559
 lawyer

00:22:28.559 --> 00:22:32.059
 and a

00:22:32.059 --> 00:22:32.759
 while back

00:22:32.759 --> 00:22:34.259
 we were

00:22:34.259 --> 00:22:34.740
 blessed by

00:22:34.740 --> 00:22:35.039
 God

00:22:35.039 --> 00:22:36.119
 and we

00:22:36.119 --> 00:22:36.679
 were very

00:22:36.679 --> 00:22:37.139
 privileged

00:22:37.139 --> 00:22:37.720
 to be able

00:22:37.720 --> 00:22:39.619
 to stop

00:22:39.619 --> 00:22:41.259
 doing our

00:22:41.259 --> 00:22:41.779
 profession

00:22:41.779 --> 00:22:43.039
 professional

00:22:43.039 --> 00:22:43.459
 work

00:22:43.459 --> 00:22:44.679
 and started

00:22:44.679 --> 00:22:45.240
 our own

00:22:45.240 --> 00:22:45.699
 investment

00:22:45.699 --> 00:22:46.339
 company

00:22:46.339 --> 00:22:48.699
 and here

00:22:48.699 --> 00:22:49.059
 we are

00:22:49.059 --> 00:22:50.700
 I told

00:22:50.700 --> 00:22:51.339
 Suzanne

00:22:51.339 --> 00:22:51.700
 is here

00:22:51.700 --> 00:22:51.980
 today

00:22:51.980 --> 00:22:52.500
 Suzanne

00:22:52.500 --> 00:22:53.399
 is supposed

00:22:53.399 --> 00:22:53.879
 to deliver

00:22:53.879 --> 00:22:54.480
 her baby

00:22:54.480 --> 00:22:55.240
 and so

00:22:55.240 --> 00:22:55.740
 she's here

00:22:55.740 --> 00:22:56.359
 in church

00:22:56.359 --> 00:22:56.960
 and so

00:22:56.960 --> 00:22:57.299
 I told

00:22:57.299 --> 00:22:57.579
 her up

00:22:57.579 --> 00:22:57.720
 here

00:22:57.720 --> 00:22:58.319
 that if

00:22:58.319 --> 00:22:59.059
 she starts

00:22:59.059 --> 00:22:59.599
 happening

00:22:59.599 --> 00:23:00.299
 right now

00:23:00.299 --> 00:23:00.960
 it's okay

00:23:00.960 --> 00:23:01.299
 because

00:23:01.299 --> 00:23:01.659
 Ian

00:23:01.659 --> 00:23:02.559
 is OBGYN

00:23:02.559 --> 00:23:04.659
 and I

00:23:04.659 --> 00:23:04.940
 worked

00:23:04.940 --> 00:23:05.379
 two years

00:23:05.379 --> 00:23:05.579
 in a

00:23:05.579 --> 00:23:05.819
 trauma

00:23:05.819 --> 00:23:06.019
 unit

00:23:06.019 --> 00:23:06.319
 so we

00:23:06.319 --> 00:23:06.579
 got it

00:23:06.579 --> 00:23:06.839
 made

00:23:06.839 --> 00:23:07.579
 and Katie

00:23:07.579 --> 00:23:07.839
 is a

00:23:07.839 --> 00:23:08.159
 nurse

00:23:08.159 --> 00:23:08.659
 so we

00:23:08.659 --> 00:23:09.000
 got all

00:23:09.000 --> 00:23:09.399
 the things

00:23:09.399 --> 00:23:09.559
 here

00:23:09.559 --> 00:23:10.779
 so I

00:23:10.779 --> 00:23:10.960
 thought

00:23:10.960 --> 00:23:11.679
 what a

00:23:11.679 --> 00:23:12.019
 great day

00:23:12.019 --> 00:23:12.279
 we have

00:23:12.279 --> 00:23:12.700
 Ian up

00:23:12.700 --> 00:23:12.839
 here

00:23:12.839 --> 00:23:13.139
 just in

00:23:13.139 --> 00:23:13.299
 case

00:23:13.299 --> 00:23:13.559
 he goes

00:23:13.559 --> 00:23:13.700
 into

00:23:13.700 --> 00:23:14.059
 delivery

00:23:14.059 --> 00:23:14.460
 and

00:23:14.460 --> 00:23:15.059
 it'll

00:23:15.059 --> 00:23:15.339
 be a

00:23:15.339 --> 00:23:15.639
 church

00:23:15.639 --> 00:23:16.059
 service

00:23:16.059 --> 00:23:16.399
 you'll

00:23:16.399 --> 00:23:16.599
 never

00:23:16.599 --> 00:23:17.019
 forget

00:23:17.019 --> 00:23:17.359
 right

00:23:17.359 --> 00:23:19.359
 you'll

00:23:19.359 --> 00:23:19.479
 just

00:23:19.479 --> 00:23:19.679
 hear

00:23:19.679 --> 00:23:20.479
 boil

00:23:20.479 --> 00:23:20.959
 water

00:23:20.959 --> 00:23:21.359
 get

00:23:21.359 --> 00:23:21.639
 clean

00:23:21.639 --> 00:23:22.039
 cloth

00:23:22.039 --> 00:23:22.339
 right

00:23:22.339 --> 00:23:22.599
 or things

00:23:22.599 --> 00:23:23.240
 like that

00:23:23.240 --> 00:23:23.839
 so

00:23:23.839 --> 00:23:24.699
 I

00:23:24.699 --> 00:23:25.000
 thought

00:23:25.000 --> 00:23:25.779
 Ian

00:23:25.779 --> 00:23:26.639
 all

00:23:26.639 --> 00:23:27.199
 joking

00:23:27.199 --> 00:23:27.539
 aside

00:23:27.539 --> 00:23:27.699
 but

00:23:27.699 --> 00:23:27.859
 it

00:23:27.859 --> 00:23:28.479
 is

00:23:28.479 --> 00:23:28.799
 joking

00:23:28.799 --> 00:23:29.799
 can

00:23:29.799 --> 00:23:29.899
 you

00:23:29.899 --> 00:23:30.059
 just

00:23:30.059 --> 00:23:30.219
 share

00:23:30.219 --> 00:23:30.419
 a little

00:23:30.419 --> 00:23:30.519
 bit

00:23:30.519 --> 00:23:30.740
 about

00:23:30.740 --> 00:23:31.319
 as you

00:23:31.319 --> 00:23:32.740
 as a

00:23:32.740 --> 00:23:33.079
 doctor

00:23:33.079 --> 00:23:33.419
 in

00:23:33.419 --> 00:23:33.779
 London

00:23:33.779 --> 00:23:34.439
 what

00:23:34.439 --> 00:23:34.699
 are

00:23:34.699 --> 00:23:34.879
 some

00:23:34.879 --> 00:23:35.059
 of the

00:23:35.059 --> 00:23:35.339
 things

00:23:35.339 --> 00:23:35.579
 that

00:23:35.579 --> 00:23:36.419
 were

00:23:36.419 --> 00:23:37.599
 tensions

00:23:37.599 --> 00:23:37.959
 for

00:23:37.959 --> 00:23:38.219
 you

00:23:38.219 --> 00:23:38.779
 the

00:23:38.779 --> 00:23:39.059
 question

00:23:39.059 --> 00:23:39.179
 we

00:23:39.179 --> 00:23:39.359
 talked

00:23:39.359 --> 00:23:39.539
 about

00:23:39.539 --> 00:23:39.679
 was

00:23:39.679 --> 00:23:40.859
 what

00:23:40.859 --> 00:23:40.979
 do

00:23:40.979 --> 00:23:41.059
 you

00:23:41.059 --> 00:23:41.240
 feel

00:23:41.240 --> 00:23:41.519
 like

00:23:41.519 --> 00:23:42.199
 when

00:23:42.199 --> 00:23:42.359
 you

00:23:42.359 --> 00:23:42.839
 experience

00:23:42.839 --> 00:23:43.019
 the

00:23:43.019 --> 00:23:43.379
 thorns

00:23:43.379 --> 00:23:43.619
 and

00:23:43.619 --> 00:23:44.039
 thistles

00:23:44.039 --> 00:23:44.500
 in

00:23:44.500 --> 00:23:44.639
 the

00:23:44.639 --> 00:23:44.919
 medical

00:23:44.919 --> 00:23:45.399
 field

00:23:45.399 --> 00:23:46.039
 what

00:23:46.039 --> 00:23:46.179
 were

00:23:46.179 --> 00:23:46.319
 some

00:23:46.319 --> 00:23:46.399
 of

00:23:46.399 --> 00:23:46.559
 those

00:23:47.359 --> 00:23:48.019
 you

00:23:48.019 --> 00:23:48.179
 had

00:23:48.179 --> 00:23:48.299
 to

00:23:48.299 --> 00:23:48.500
 deal

00:23:48.500 --> 00:23:48.819
 with

00:23:48.819 --> 00:23:50.539
 when

00:23:50.539 --> 00:23:50.659
 I

00:23:50.659 --> 00:23:51.059
 first

00:23:51.059 --> 00:23:52.099
 graduated

00:23:52.099 --> 00:23:52.679
 I

00:23:52.679 --> 00:23:53.359
 was

00:23:53.359 --> 00:23:53.619
 very

00:23:53.619 --> 00:23:54.059
 naive

00:23:54.059 --> 00:23:54.399
 I

00:23:54.399 --> 00:23:54.679
 thought

00:23:54.679 --> 00:23:54.919
 that

00:23:54.919 --> 00:23:55.259
 being

00:23:55.259 --> 00:23:55.399
 a

00:23:55.399 --> 00:23:55.699
 doctor

00:23:55.699 --> 00:23:56.779
 clearly

00:23:56.779 --> 00:23:57.279
 doesn't

00:23:57.279 --> 00:23:57.500
 really

00:23:57.500 --> 00:23:57.699
 have

00:23:57.699 --> 00:23:58.000
 any

00:23:58.000 --> 00:23:58.539
 kind

00:23:58.539 --> 00:23:58.619
 of

00:23:58.619 --> 00:23:58.819
 moral

00:23:58.819 --> 00:23:59.359
 conflict

00:23:59.359 --> 00:23:59.579
 as

00:23:59.579 --> 00:23:59.799
 such

00:23:59.799 --> 00:24:00.099
 compared

00:24:00.099 --> 00:24:00.259
 to

00:24:00.259 --> 00:24:00.459
 some

00:24:00.459 --> 00:24:00.639
 other

00:24:00.639 --> 00:24:00.959
 jobs

00:24:00.959 --> 00:24:01.219
 because

00:24:01.219 --> 00:24:01.419
 you're

00:24:01.419 --> 00:24:01.539
 only

00:24:01.539 --> 00:24:01.759
 there

00:24:01.759 --> 00:24:01.899
 to

00:24:01.899 --> 00:24:02.119
 help

00:24:02.119 --> 00:24:02.419
 people

00:24:02.419 --> 00:24:02.619
 who

00:24:02.619 --> 00:24:02.699
 are

00:24:02.699 --> 00:24:02.939
 ill

00:24:02.939 --> 00:24:04.039
 and

00:24:04.039 --> 00:24:04.659
 they

00:24:04.659 --> 00:24:04.919
 trust

00:24:04.919 --> 00:24:05.099
 you

00:24:05.099 --> 00:24:05.359
 because

00:24:05.359 --> 00:24:05.519
 they're

00:24:05.519 --> 00:24:05.659
 your

00:24:05.659 --> 00:24:06.000
 patients

00:24:06.000 --> 00:24:06.759
 and

00:24:06.759 --> 00:24:06.919
 they

00:24:06.919 --> 00:24:07.059
 don't

00:24:07.059 --> 00:24:07.219
 know

00:24:07.219 --> 00:24:07.439
 anything

00:24:07.439 --> 00:24:07.740
 about

00:24:07.740 --> 00:24:07.899
 their

00:24:07.899 --> 00:24:08.259
 condition

00:24:08.259 --> 00:24:09.279
 and

00:24:09.279 --> 00:24:10.779
 it's

00:24:10.779 --> 00:24:11.599
 one

00:24:11.599 --> 00:24:11.679
 of

00:24:11.679 --> 00:24:11.740
 the

00:24:11.740 --> 00:24:11.919
 most

00:24:11.919 --> 00:24:12.159
 one

00:24:12.159 --> 00:24:12.439
 side

00:24:12.439 --> 00:24:12.619
 in

00:24:12.619 --> 00:24:12.839
 terms

00:24:12.839 --> 00:24:12.939
 of

00:24:12.940 --> 00:24:13.420
 information

00:24:13.420 --> 00:24:14.180
 regarding

00:24:14.180 --> 00:24:16.279
 a job

00:24:16.279 --> 00:24:16.440
 is

00:24:16.440 --> 00:24:16.759
 concerned

00:24:16.759 --> 00:24:17.019
 maybe

00:24:17.019 --> 00:24:17.220
 with

00:24:17.220 --> 00:24:17.360
 the

00:24:17.360 --> 00:24:17.680
 exception

00:24:17.680 --> 00:24:18.400
 of

00:24:18.400 --> 00:24:18.880
 iBanking

00:24:18.880 --> 00:24:19.320
 I think

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 yes

00:24:23.480 --> 00:24:24.240
 so

00:24:24.240 --> 00:24:25.019
 I

00:24:25.019 --> 00:24:25.779
 didn't

00:24:25.779 --> 00:24:26.019
 think

00:24:26.019 --> 00:24:26.519
 that I

00:24:26.519 --> 00:24:27.000
 would have

00:24:27.000 --> 00:24:27.340
 to deal

00:24:27.340 --> 00:24:27.580
 with

00:24:27.580 --> 00:24:28.000
 too many

00:24:28.000 --> 00:24:28.259
 moral

00:24:28.259 --> 00:24:28.620
 issues

00:24:28.620 --> 00:24:28.900
 or

00:24:28.900 --> 00:24:29.340
 conflict

00:24:29.340 --> 00:24:29.900
 I

00:24:29.900 --> 00:24:30.259
 was

00:24:30.259 --> 00:24:30.500
 already

00:24:30.500 --> 00:24:30.680
 a

00:24:30.680 --> 00:24:30.940
 Christian

00:24:30.940 --> 00:24:31.259
 I

00:24:31.259 --> 00:24:31.519
 was

00:24:31.519 --> 00:24:31.900
 very

00:24:31.900 --> 00:24:32.120
 happy

00:24:32.120 --> 00:24:32.340
 going

00:24:32.340 --> 00:24:32.460
 to

00:24:32.460 --> 00:24:32.700
 work

00:24:32.700 --> 00:24:34.000
 and

00:24:34.000 --> 00:24:34.279
 I

00:24:34.279 --> 00:24:34.519
 think

00:24:34.519 --> 00:24:34.779
 that

00:24:34.779 --> 00:24:35.700
 my

00:24:35.700 --> 00:24:36.600
 first

00:24:36.600 --> 00:24:36.900
 real

00:24:36.900 --> 00:24:37.320
 challenge

00:24:37.320 --> 00:24:37.660
 come

00:24:37.660 --> 00:24:38.160
 after

00:24:38.160 --> 00:24:38.759
 I

00:24:38.759 --> 00:24:39.019
 finish

00:24:39.019 --> 00:24:39.259
 being

00:24:39.259 --> 00:24:39.400
 a

00:24:39.400 --> 00:24:39.620
 health

00:24:39.620 --> 00:24:40.000
 officer

00:24:40.000 --> 00:24:40.559
 so

00:24:40.559 --> 00:24:40.700
 there

00:24:40.700 --> 00:24:40.820
 will

00:24:40.820 --> 00:24:41.059
 be

00:24:41.059 --> 00:24:41.380
 for

00:24:41.380 --> 00:24:41.799
 Americans

00:24:41.799 --> 00:24:42.059
 out

00:24:42.059 --> 00:24:42.240
 there

00:24:42.240 --> 00:24:42.380
 there

00:24:42.380 --> 00:24:45.040
 was

00:24:45.040 --> 00:24:45.500
 a

00:24:45.500 --> 00:24:45.740
 grade

00:24:45.740 --> 00:24:45.980
 in

00:24:45.980 --> 00:24:46.160
 the

00:24:46.160 --> 00:24:46.380
 UK

00:24:46.380 --> 00:24:46.840
 between

00:24:46.840 --> 00:24:47.440
 internship

00:24:47.440 --> 00:24:47.920
 and

00:24:47.920 --> 00:24:48.940
 residency

00:24:48.940 --> 00:24:50.000
 so

00:24:50.000 --> 00:24:50.320
 I

00:24:50.320 --> 00:24:50.720
 started

00:24:50.720 --> 00:24:51.360
 my

00:24:51.360 --> 00:24:51.700
 first

00:24:51.700 --> 00:24:52.020
 job

00:24:52.020 --> 00:24:52.340
 in

00:24:52.340 --> 00:24:53.240
 gynecology

00:24:53.240 --> 00:24:54.420
 and

00:24:54.420 --> 00:24:55.380
 in

00:24:55.380 --> 00:24:55.480
 the

00:24:55.480 --> 00:24:55.660
 first

00:24:55.660 --> 00:24:55.920
 week

00:24:55.920 --> 00:24:56.060
 I

00:24:56.060 --> 00:24:56.200
 got

00:24:56.200 --> 00:24:56.400
 given

00:24:56.400 --> 00:24:56.620
 my

00:24:56.620 --> 00:24:57.180
 timetable

00:24:57.180 --> 00:24:57.680
 and

00:24:57.680 --> 00:24:58.120
 there

00:24:58.120 --> 00:24:58.500
 was

00:24:58.500 --> 00:25:00.440
 in

00:25:00.440 --> 00:25:00.600
 it

00:25:00.600 --> 00:25:00.960
 there

00:25:00.960 --> 00:25:01.080
 was

00:25:01.080 --> 00:25:01.280
 a

00:25:01.280 --> 00:25:01.620
 TOP

00:25:01.620 --> 00:25:02.700
 surgical

00:25:02.700 --> 00:25:03.140
 list

00:25:03.140 --> 00:25:03.820
 and

00:25:03.820 --> 00:25:03.980
 I

00:25:03.980 --> 00:25:04.320
 didn't

00:25:04.320 --> 00:25:04.520
 really

00:25:04.520 --> 00:25:04.680
 know

00:25:04.680 --> 00:25:04.860
 what

00:25:04.860 --> 00:25:05.020
 that

00:25:05.020 --> 00:25:05.340
 means

00:25:05.340 --> 00:25:05.660
 so

00:25:05.660 --> 00:25:05.900
 I

00:25:05.900 --> 00:25:06.200
 went

00:25:06.200 --> 00:25:06.360
 and

00:25:06.360 --> 00:25:06.680
 asked

00:25:06.680 --> 00:25:07.020
 my

00:25:07.020 --> 00:25:07.440
 colleague

00:25:07.440 --> 00:25:07.700
 who

00:25:07.700 --> 00:25:07.840
 are

00:25:07.840 --> 00:25:08.120
 more

00:25:08.120 --> 00:25:08.420
 senior

00:25:08.420 --> 00:25:08.680
 than

00:25:08.680 --> 00:25:08.860
 I

00:25:08.860 --> 00:25:09.040
 am

00:25:09.040 --> 00:25:09.680
 and

00:25:09.680 --> 00:25:09.780
 they

00:25:09.780 --> 00:25:09.940
 told

00:25:09.940 --> 00:25:10.060
 me

00:25:10.060 --> 00:25:10.200
 that

00:25:10.200 --> 00:25:10.420
 was

00:25:10.420 --> 00:25:10.640
 a

00:25:10.640 --> 00:25:11.240
 termination

00:25:11.240 --> 00:25:11.440
 of

00:25:11.440 --> 00:25:11.880
 pregnancy

00:25:11.880 --> 00:25:12.360
 list

00:25:12.360 --> 00:25:13.340
 so

00:25:13.340 --> 00:25:13.620
 in

00:25:13.620 --> 00:25:13.880
 UK

00:25:13.880 --> 00:25:14.480
 since

00:25:14.480 --> 00:25:14.840
 the

00:25:14.840 --> 00:25:15.400
 legalisation

00:25:15.400 --> 00:25:15.620
 of

00:25:15.620 --> 00:25:15.980
 abortion

00:25:15.980 --> 00:25:16.540
 in

00:25:16.540 --> 00:25:16.760
 the

00:25:16.760 --> 00:25:17.340
 late

00:25:17.340 --> 00:25:18.300
 60s

00:25:18.300 --> 00:25:18.880
 that

00:25:18.880 --> 00:25:19.120
 has

00:25:19.120 --> 00:25:19.720
 in

00:25:19.720 --> 00:25:20.080
 all

00:25:20.080 --> 00:25:20.460
 national

00:25:20.460 --> 00:25:20.800
 hospitals

00:25:20.800 --> 00:25:20.960
 in

00:25:20.960 --> 00:25:21.060
 the

00:25:21.060 --> 00:25:21.320
 UK

00:25:21.320 --> 00:25:21.740
 there

00:25:21.740 --> 00:25:22.280
 are

00:25:22.280 --> 00:25:22.540
 these

00:25:22.540 --> 00:25:22.780
 kind

00:25:22.780 --> 00:25:23.200
 of

00:25:23.200 --> 00:25:23.540
 surgical

00:25:23.540 --> 00:25:23.860
 lists

00:25:23.859 --> 00:25:25.079
 and

00:25:25.079 --> 00:25:25.099
 and

00:25:25.099 --> 00:25:25.119
 and

00:25:25.119 --> 00:25:25.139
 and

00:25:25.139 --> 00:25:25.359
 when

00:25:25.359 --> 00:25:25.599
 I

00:25:25.599 --> 00:25:26.299
 saw

00:25:26.299 --> 00:25:26.579
 that

00:25:26.579 --> 00:25:27.000
 I

00:25:27.000 --> 00:25:27.219
 thought

00:25:27.219 --> 00:25:28.079
 this

00:25:28.079 --> 00:25:28.219
 is

00:25:28.219 --> 00:25:28.639
 not

00:25:28.639 --> 00:25:28.839
 very

00:25:28.839 --> 00:25:29.119
 good

00:25:29.119 --> 00:25:29.500
 this

00:25:29.500 --> 00:25:29.579
 is

00:25:29.579 --> 00:25:29.839
 clearly

00:25:29.839 --> 00:25:30.159
 something

00:25:30.159 --> 00:25:30.359
 that

00:25:30.359 --> 00:25:30.479
 I

00:25:30.479 --> 00:25:30.759
 feel

00:25:30.759 --> 00:25:30.979
 that

00:25:30.979 --> 00:25:31.159
 I

00:25:31.159 --> 00:25:31.399
 shouldn't

00:25:31.399 --> 00:25:31.539
 be

00:25:31.539 --> 00:25:31.839
 doing

00:25:31.839 --> 00:25:33.179
 and

00:25:33.179 --> 00:25:33.899
 but

00:25:33.899 --> 00:25:34.419
 at

00:25:34.419 --> 00:25:34.579
 that

00:25:34.579 --> 00:25:34.919
 particular

00:25:34.919 --> 00:25:35.159
 point

00:25:35.159 --> 00:25:35.299
 in

00:25:35.299 --> 00:25:35.539
 time

00:25:35.539 --> 00:25:35.719
 I

00:25:35.719 --> 00:25:35.899
 just

00:25:35.899 --> 00:25:36.079
 feel

00:25:36.079 --> 00:25:36.199
 that

00:25:36.199 --> 00:25:36.399
 okay

00:25:36.399 --> 00:25:36.599
 I

00:25:36.599 --> 00:25:36.719
 am

00:25:36.719 --> 00:25:36.959
 here

00:25:36.959 --> 00:25:37.199
 to

00:25:37.199 --> 00:25:38.099
 do

00:25:38.099 --> 00:25:38.219
 a

00:25:38.219 --> 00:25:38.479
 job

00:25:38.479 --> 00:25:39.339
 and

00:25:39.339 --> 00:25:39.599
 also

00:25:39.599 --> 00:25:39.799
 that

00:25:39.799 --> 00:25:39.899
 I

00:25:39.899 --> 00:25:40.039
 need

00:25:40.039 --> 00:25:40.139
 to

00:25:40.139 --> 00:25:40.279
 keep

00:25:40.279 --> 00:25:40.439
 my

00:25:40.439 --> 00:25:40.719
 bosses

00:25:40.719 --> 00:25:41.119
 happy

00:25:41.119 --> 00:25:42.039
 and

00:25:42.039 --> 00:25:42.240
 if

00:25:42.240 --> 00:25:42.359
 I

00:25:42.359 --> 00:25:42.579
 don't

00:25:42.579 --> 00:25:42.679
 do

00:25:42.679 --> 00:25:42.779
 it

00:25:42.779 --> 00:25:42.879
 who

00:25:42.879 --> 00:25:42.959
 is

00:25:42.959 --> 00:25:43.099
 going

00:25:43.099 --> 00:25:43.179
 to

00:25:43.179 --> 00:25:43.319
 do

00:25:43.319 --> 00:25:43.479
 it

00:25:43.479 --> 00:25:44.319
 and

00:25:44.319 --> 00:25:44.579
 I

00:25:44.579 --> 00:25:45.000
 briefly

00:25:45.000 --> 00:25:45.379
 for a

00:25:53.859 --> 00:25:54.659
 sacred

00:25:54.659 --> 00:25:54.959
 part

00:25:54.959 --> 00:25:55.079
 of

00:25:55.079 --> 00:25:55.319
 life

00:25:55.319 --> 00:25:56.039
 and

00:25:56.039 --> 00:25:56.279
 since

00:25:56.279 --> 00:25:56.459
 my

00:25:56.459 --> 00:25:56.759
 patient

00:25:56.759 --> 00:25:56.919
 is

00:25:56.919 --> 00:25:57.099
 not

00:25:57.099 --> 00:25:57.219
 going

00:25:57.219 --> 00:25:57.299
 to

00:25:57.299 --> 00:25:57.459
 meet

00:25:57.459 --> 00:25:57.719
 my

00:25:57.719 --> 00:25:58.019
 church

00:25:58.019 --> 00:25:58.379
 friends

00:25:58.379 --> 00:25:58.719
 maybe

00:25:58.719 --> 00:25:59.159
 nobody

00:25:59.159 --> 00:25:59.299
 is

00:25:59.299 --> 00:25:59.459
 ever

00:25:59.459 --> 00:25:59.619
 going

00:25:59.619 --> 00:25:59.659
 to

00:25:59.659 --> 00:25:59.899
 know

00:25:59.899 --> 00:26:02.619
 but

00:26:02.619 --> 00:26:02.719
 I

00:26:02.719 --> 00:26:02.879
 didn't

00:26:02.879 --> 00:26:03.059
 feel

00:26:03.059 --> 00:26:03.279
 very

00:26:03.279 --> 00:26:03.399
 good

00:26:03.399 --> 00:26:03.599
 about

00:26:03.599 --> 00:26:03.819
 it

00:26:03.819 --> 00:26:04.079
 and

00:26:04.079 --> 00:26:04.399
 also

00:26:04.399 --> 00:26:05.000
 that

00:26:05.000 --> 00:26:06.000
 I

00:26:06.000 --> 00:26:08.179
 I

00:26:08.179 --> 00:26:08.359
 guess

00:26:08.359 --> 00:26:08.479
 I

00:26:08.479 --> 00:26:08.639
 was

00:26:08.639 --> 00:26:08.939
 angry

00:26:08.939 --> 00:26:09.359
 myself

00:26:09.359 --> 00:26:09.619
 that

00:26:09.619 --> 00:26:09.819
 I

00:26:09.819 --> 00:26:10.179
 allowed

00:26:10.179 --> 00:26:10.740
 myself

00:26:10.740 --> 00:26:10.939
 to

00:26:10.939 --> 00:26:11.079
 be

00:26:11.079 --> 00:26:11.179
 in

00:26:11.179 --> 00:26:11.339
 that

00:26:11.339 --> 00:26:11.740
 position

00:26:11.740 --> 00:26:12.299
 that

00:26:12.299 --> 00:26:12.419
 I

00:26:12.419 --> 00:26:12.699
 didn't

00:26:12.699 --> 00:26:12.959
 really

00:26:12.959 --> 00:26:13.359
 research

00:26:13.359 --> 00:26:13.619
 very

00:26:13.619 --> 00:26:13.919
 carefully

00:26:13.919 --> 00:26:14.199
 about

00:26:14.199 --> 00:26:14.379
 what

00:26:14.379 --> 00:26:14.479
 I

00:26:14.479 --> 00:26:14.639
 have

00:26:14.639 --> 00:26:14.740
 to

00:26:14.740 --> 00:26:14.839
 do

00:26:14.839 --> 00:26:14.959
 in

00:26:14.959 --> 00:26:15.179
 work

00:26:15.179 --> 00:26:17.079
 at

00:26:17.079 --> 00:26:17.199
 the

00:26:17.199 --> 00:26:17.479
 end

00:26:17.479 --> 00:26:17.959
 I

00:26:17.959 --> 00:26:18.139
 pray

00:26:18.139 --> 00:26:18.419
 about

00:26:18.419 --> 00:26:18.599
 it

00:26:18.599 --> 00:26:18.799
 but

00:26:18.799 --> 00:26:19.099
 it

00:26:19.099 --> 00:26:19.279
 was

00:26:19.279 --> 00:26:19.680
 a

00:26:19.680 --> 00:26:19.799
 good

00:26:19.799 --> 00:26:20.099
 result

00:26:20.099 --> 00:26:20.379
 because

00:26:20.379 --> 00:26:20.599
 I

00:26:20.599 --> 00:26:21.039
 met

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 another

00:26:21.519 --> 00:26:22.200
 colleague

00:26:22.200 --> 00:26:22.460
 more

00:26:22.460 --> 00:26:22.659
 senior

00:26:22.659 --> 00:26:22.940
 than

00:26:22.940 --> 00:26:23.159
 I

00:26:23.159 --> 00:26:23.500
 am

00:26:23.500 --> 00:26:23.879
 and

00:26:23.879 --> 00:26:24.079
 she

00:26:24.079 --> 00:26:24.220
 is

00:26:24.220 --> 00:26:24.440
 a

00:26:24.440 --> 00:26:24.740
 very

00:26:24.740 --> 00:26:25.000
 devout

00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:25.379
 Christian

00:26:25.379 --> 00:26:26.079
 and

00:26:26.079 --> 00:26:26.200
 she

00:26:26.200 --> 00:26:26.539
 explained

00:26:26.539 --> 00:26:26.659
 to

00:26:26.659 --> 00:26:26.740
 me

00:26:26.740 --> 00:26:27.079
 you

00:26:27.079 --> 00:26:27.240
 don't

00:26:27.240 --> 00:26:27.460
 really

00:26:27.460 --> 00:26:27.700
 have

00:26:27.700 --> 00:26:27.819
 to

00:26:27.819 --> 00:26:27.980
 do

00:26:27.980 --> 00:26:28.159
 that

00:26:28.159 --> 00:26:28.299
 you

00:26:28.299 --> 00:26:28.440
 need

00:26:28.440 --> 00:26:28.539
 to

00:26:28.539 --> 00:26:28.819
 find

00:26:28.819 --> 00:26:29.500
 another

00:26:29.500 --> 00:26:29.879
 doctor

00:26:29.879 --> 00:26:30.159
 that

00:26:30.159 --> 00:26:30.399
 does

00:26:30.399 --> 00:26:30.599
 that

00:26:30.599 --> 00:26:30.759
 but

00:26:30.759 --> 00:26:30.859
 you

00:26:30.859 --> 00:26:31.039
 need

00:26:31.039 --> 00:26:31.159
 to

00:26:31.159 --> 00:26:31.419
 do

00:26:31.419 --> 00:26:31.819
 his

00:26:31.819 --> 00:26:31.919
 or

00:26:31.919 --> 00:26:32.039
 her

00:26:32.039 --> 00:26:32.379
 clinical

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 duties

00:26:32.859 --> 00:26:33.099
 in

00:26:33.099 --> 00:26:33.500
 place

00:26:33.500 --> 00:26:34.279
 of

00:26:34.279 --> 00:26:34.579
 that

00:26:34.579 --> 00:26:34.879
 person

00:26:34.879 --> 00:26:35.740
 so

00:26:35.740 --> 00:26:35.859
 I

00:26:35.859 --> 00:26:36.000
 was

00:26:36.000 --> 00:26:36.180
 very

00:26:36.180 --> 00:26:36.759
 relieved

00:26:36.759 --> 00:26:37.539
 but

00:26:37.539 --> 00:26:38.079
 that

00:26:38.079 --> 00:26:38.500
 was

00:26:38.500 --> 00:26:38.919
 a

00:26:38.919 --> 00:26:39.119
 moment

00:26:39.119 --> 00:26:39.299
 in

00:26:39.299 --> 00:26:39.519
 time

00:26:39.519 --> 00:26:39.720
 that

00:26:39.720 --> 00:26:39.940
 I

00:26:39.940 --> 00:26:41.879
 clearly

00:26:41.880 --> 00:26:42.280
 stepped

00:26:42.280 --> 00:26:42.680
 into

00:26:42.680 --> 00:26:43.540
 a

00:26:43.540 --> 00:26:44.040
 gray

00:26:44.040 --> 00:26:44.400
 area

00:26:44.400 --> 00:26:44.580
 or

00:26:44.580 --> 00:26:44.740
 maybe

00:26:44.740 --> 00:26:44.880
 a

00:26:44.880 --> 00:26:45.160
 black

00:26:45.160 --> 00:26:45.440
 area

00:26:45.440 --> 00:26:45.680
 even

00:26:45.680 --> 00:26:46.620
 and

00:26:46.620 --> 00:26:47.320
 that

00:26:47.320 --> 00:26:47.500
 I

00:26:47.500 --> 00:26:48.400
 didn't

00:26:48.400 --> 00:26:48.800
 think

00:26:48.800 --> 00:26:49.800
 beforehand

00:26:49.800 --> 00:26:50.180
 didn't

00:26:50.180 --> 00:26:50.820
 find out

00:26:50.820 --> 00:26:51.300
 beforehand

00:26:51.300 --> 00:26:52.460
 so

00:26:52.460 --> 00:26:52.960
 almost

00:26:52.960 --> 00:26:53.280
 if you

00:26:53.280 --> 00:26:53.460
 had

00:26:53.460 --> 00:26:53.720
 talked

00:26:53.720 --> 00:26:53.920
 about

00:26:53.920 --> 00:26:54.080
 that

00:26:54.080 --> 00:26:54.300
 maybe

00:26:54.300 --> 00:26:54.500
 in

00:26:54.500 --> 00:26:54.660
 your

00:26:54.660 --> 00:26:54.980
 church

00:26:54.980 --> 00:26:55.440
 beforehand

00:26:55.440 --> 00:26:55.660
 with

00:26:55.660 --> 00:26:55.960
 people

00:26:55.960 --> 00:26:56.620
 with

00:26:56.620 --> 00:26:56.880
 other

00:26:56.880 --> 00:26:57.440
 doctors

00:26:57.440 --> 00:26:57.700
 and they

00:26:57.700 --> 00:26:58.000
 were able

00:26:58.000 --> 00:26:58.340
 to give

00:26:58.340 --> 00:26:58.520
 you a

00:26:58.520 --> 00:26:58.720
 heads

00:26:58.720 --> 00:26:58.980
 up

00:26:58.980 --> 00:26:59.560
 that

00:26:59.560 --> 00:26:59.660
 would

00:26:59.660 --> 00:26:59.720
 have

00:26:59.720 --> 00:26:59.800
 been

00:26:59.800 --> 00:26:59.900
 a

00:26:59.900 --> 00:27:00.020
 good

00:27:00.020 --> 00:27:00.200
 thing

00:27:00.200 --> 00:27:00.520
 that

00:27:00.520 --> 00:27:00.680
 would

00:27:00.680 --> 00:27:00.800
 have

00:27:00.800 --> 00:27:00.940
 been

00:27:00.940 --> 00:27:01.180
 very

00:27:01.180 --> 00:27:01.480
 good

00:27:01.480 --> 00:27:02.800
 yeah

00:27:02.800 --> 00:27:03.160
 yes

00:27:03.160 --> 00:27:03.860
 yeah

00:27:03.860 --> 00:27:03.960
 I

00:27:03.960 --> 00:27:04.100
 think

00:27:04.100 --> 00:27:04.260
 that

00:27:04.260 --> 00:27:04.580
 again

00:27:04.580 --> 00:27:04.960
 that's

00:27:04.960 --> 00:27:05.660
 one

00:27:05.660 --> 00:27:05.820
 of the

00:27:05.820 --> 00:27:06.000
 reasons

00:27:06.000 --> 00:27:06.140
 we're

00:27:06.140 --> 00:27:06.280
 doing

00:27:06.280 --> 00:27:06.460
 this

00:27:06.460 --> 00:27:06.700
 series

00:27:06.700 --> 00:27:06.880
 is

00:27:06.880 --> 00:27:06.980
 because

00:27:06.980 --> 00:27:07.100
 we

00:27:07.100 --> 00:27:07.259
 feel

00:27:07.259 --> 00:27:07.440
 like

00:27:07.440 --> 00:27:07.819
 sometimes

00:27:07.819 --> 00:27:08.000
 we

00:27:08.000 --> 00:27:08.240
 don't

00:27:08.240 --> 00:27:09.340
 talk

00:27:09.340 --> 00:27:09.559
 about

00:27:09.559 --> 00:27:09.700
 that

00:27:09.700 --> 00:27:09.880
 very

00:27:09.880 --> 00:27:10.140
 much

00:27:10.140 --> 00:27:10.319
 in

00:27:10.319 --> 00:27:10.539
 church

00:27:10.539 --> 00:27:10.720
 what

00:27:10.720 --> 00:27:10.840
 does

00:27:10.840 --> 00:27:10.940
 it

00:27:10.940 --> 00:27:11.100
 mean

00:27:11.100 --> 00:27:11.240
 to

00:27:11.240 --> 00:27:11.440
 go

00:27:11.440 --> 00:27:11.600
 out

00:27:11.600 --> 00:27:11.779
 into

00:27:11.779 --> 00:27:11.900
 your

00:27:11.900 --> 00:27:12.160
 workplace

00:27:12.160 --> 00:27:12.579
 and

00:27:12.579 --> 00:27:13.380
 honor

00:27:13.380 --> 00:27:13.579
 the

00:27:13.579 --> 00:27:13.860
 Lord

00:27:13.860 --> 00:27:14.100
 and

00:27:14.100 --> 00:27:14.460
 what's

00:27:14.460 --> 00:27:14.740
 happening

00:27:14.740 --> 00:27:15.000
 there

00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:15.720
 okay

00:27:15.720 --> 00:27:15.860
 so

00:27:15.860 --> 00:27:15.980
 the

00:27:15.980 --> 00:27:16.140
 hard

00:27:16.140 --> 00:27:16.420
 question

00:27:16.420 --> 00:27:16.579
 one

00:27:16.579 --> 00:27:16.660
 of

00:27:36.460 --> 00:27:36.940
 and

00:27:36.940 --> 00:27:37.319
 sometimes

00:27:37.319 --> 00:27:37.799
 I

00:27:37.799 --> 00:27:38.259
 known

00:27:38.259 --> 00:27:38.799
 all

00:27:38.799 --> 00:27:39.059
 my

00:27:39.059 --> 00:27:39.299
 friends

00:27:39.299 --> 00:27:39.440
 who

00:27:39.440 --> 00:27:39.559
 went

00:27:39.559 --> 00:27:39.740
 into

00:27:39.740 --> 00:27:40.100
 medicine

00:27:40.100 --> 00:27:41.720
 they

00:27:41.720 --> 00:27:42.120
 sometimes

00:27:42.120 --> 00:27:42.360
 go

00:27:42.360 --> 00:27:42.500
 through

00:27:42.500 --> 00:27:42.840
 periods

00:27:42.840 --> 00:27:42.980
 of

00:27:42.980 --> 00:27:43.140
 being

00:27:43.140 --> 00:27:43.640
 lost

00:27:43.640 --> 00:27:44.799
 and

00:27:44.799 --> 00:27:45.000
 they

00:27:45.000 --> 00:27:45.340
 get

00:27:45.340 --> 00:27:45.779
 lost

00:27:45.779 --> 00:27:46.059
 within

00:27:46.059 --> 00:27:46.279
 their

00:27:46.279 --> 00:27:46.700
 profession

00:27:46.700 --> 00:27:47.220
 and

00:27:47.220 --> 00:27:47.920
 the

00:27:47.920 --> 00:27:48.180
 things

00:27:48.180 --> 00:27:48.279
 that

00:27:48.279 --> 00:27:48.400
 their

00:27:48.400 --> 00:27:48.720
 profession

00:27:48.720 --> 00:27:48.980
 can

00:27:48.980 --> 00:27:49.360
 buy

00:27:49.360 --> 00:27:49.519
 and

00:27:49.519 --> 00:27:49.680
 all

00:27:49.680 --> 00:27:50.019
 that

00:27:50.019 --> 00:27:50.740
 I

00:27:50.740 --> 00:27:50.860
 mean

00:27:50.860 --> 00:27:51.019
 was

00:27:51.019 --> 00:27:51.279
 that

00:27:51.279 --> 00:27:52.220
 how

00:27:52.220 --> 00:27:52.380
 did

00:27:52.380 --> 00:27:52.480
 you

00:27:52.480 --> 00:27:52.680
 deal

00:27:52.680 --> 00:27:52.860
 with

00:27:52.860 --> 00:27:53.100
 that

00:27:53.100 --> 00:27:53.259
 in

00:27:53.259 --> 00:27:53.420
 your

00:27:53.420 --> 00:27:53.700
 life

00:27:53.700 --> 00:27:53.799
 and

00:27:53.799 --> 00:27:53.920
 that

00:27:53.920 --> 00:27:54.220
 struggle

00:27:54.220 --> 00:27:54.380
 and

00:27:54.380 --> 00:27:54.840
 things

00:27:54.840 --> 00:27:55.620
 I

00:27:55.620 --> 00:27:55.799
 think

00:27:55.799 --> 00:27:55.980
 that

00:27:55.980 --> 00:27:56.100
 I

00:27:56.100 --> 00:27:56.259
 was

00:27:56.259 --> 00:27:56.539
 already

00:27:56.539 --> 00:27:56.720
 a

00:27:56.720 --> 00:27:56.980
 Christian

00:27:56.980 --> 00:27:57.279
 really

00:27:57.279 --> 00:27:57.539
 helped

00:27:57.539 --> 00:27:57.720
 me

00:27:57.720 --> 00:27:57.840
 a

00:27:57.840 --> 00:27:58.019
 great

00:27:58.019 --> 00:27:58.240
 deal

00:27:58.240 --> 00:27:58.460
 but

00:27:58.460 --> 00:27:58.600
 I

00:27:58.600 --> 00:27:58.920
 certainly

00:27:58.920 --> 00:27:59.200
 do

00:27:59.200 --> 00:27:59.559
 see

00:28:06.460 --> 00:28:08.180
 it

00:28:08.180 --> 00:28:08.460
 is

00:28:08.460 --> 00:28:09.259
 a

00:28:09.259 --> 00:28:09.700
 profession

00:28:09.700 --> 00:28:10.059
 that

00:28:10.059 --> 00:28:10.319
 a

00:28:10.319 --> 00:28:10.420
 lot

00:28:10.420 --> 00:28:10.519
 of

00:28:10.519 --> 00:28:10.700
 people

00:28:10.700 --> 00:28:10.920
 see

00:28:10.920 --> 00:28:11.079
 that

00:28:11.079 --> 00:28:11.579
 defines

00:28:11.579 --> 00:28:11.940
 them

00:28:11.940 --> 00:28:12.380
 I

00:28:12.380 --> 00:28:12.500
 mean

00:28:12.500 --> 00:28:12.600
 they

00:28:12.600 --> 00:28:12.720
 give

00:28:12.720 --> 00:28:12.860
 them

00:28:12.860 --> 00:28:12.960
 a

00:28:12.960 --> 00:28:13.160
 different

00:28:13.160 --> 00:28:13.740
 title

00:28:13.740 --> 00:28:14.039
 some

00:28:14.039 --> 00:28:14.319
 doctors

00:28:14.319 --> 00:28:14.519
 even

00:28:14.519 --> 00:28:14.819
 have

00:28:14.819 --> 00:28:15.059
 like

00:28:15.059 --> 00:28:15.440
 doctors

00:28:15.440 --> 00:28:15.700
 so and

00:28:15.700 --> 00:28:16.019
 so on

00:28:16.019 --> 00:28:16.140
 their

00:28:16.140 --> 00:28:16.380
 credit

00:28:16.380 --> 00:28:16.640
 card

00:28:16.640 --> 00:28:17.039
 printed

00:28:17.039 --> 00:28:17.259
 on

00:28:17.259 --> 00:28:17.380
 their

00:28:17.380 --> 00:28:17.799
 passport

00:28:17.799 --> 00:28:18.539
 they

00:28:18.539 --> 00:28:18.660
 would

00:28:18.660 --> 00:28:18.700
 be

00:28:18.700 --> 00:28:19.059
 very

00:28:19.059 --> 00:28:20.940
 fast

00:28:20.940 --> 00:28:21.279
 to

00:28:21.279 --> 00:28:21.579
 admit

00:28:21.579 --> 00:28:21.819
 that

00:28:21.819 --> 00:28:22.000
 they

00:28:22.000 --> 00:28:22.160
 are

00:28:22.160 --> 00:28:22.340
 a

00:28:22.340 --> 00:28:22.660
 doctor

00:28:22.660 --> 00:28:24.360
 except

00:28:24.360 --> 00:28:24.759
 when

00:28:24.759 --> 00:28:25.019
 they

00:28:25.019 --> 00:28:25.120
 are

00:28:25.120 --> 00:28:25.319
 called

00:28:25.319 --> 00:28:25.559
 upon

00:28:25.559 --> 00:28:25.720
 to

00:28:25.720 --> 00:28:25.840
 do

00:28:25.840 --> 00:28:26.059
 some

00:28:26.059 --> 00:28:26.460
 emergency

00:28:26.460 --> 00:28:26.920
 things

00:28:26.920 --> 00:28:27.079
 on

00:28:27.079 --> 00:28:27.200
 an

00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:27.500
 airplane

00:28:27.500 --> 00:28:27.740
 or

00:28:27.740 --> 00:28:27.920
 something

00:28:27.920 --> 00:28:30.200
 is

00:28:30.200 --> 00:28:30.279
 there

00:28:30.279 --> 00:28:30.380
 a

00:28:30.380 --> 00:28:30.579
 doctor

00:28:30.579 --> 00:28:30.799
 here

00:28:30.799 --> 00:28:31.380
 yes

00:28:31.380 --> 00:28:31.579
 I

00:28:31.579 --> 00:28:31.840
 did

00:28:31.840 --> 00:28:31.960
 have

00:28:31.960 --> 00:28:32.079
 a

00:28:32.079 --> 00:28:32.340
 colleague

00:28:32.340 --> 00:28:32.640
 that

00:28:32.640 --> 00:28:33.400
 was

00:28:33.400 --> 00:28:33.559
 on

00:28:33.559 --> 00:28:33.680
 a

00:28:33.680 --> 00:28:33.920
 plane

00:28:33.920 --> 00:28:34.120
 and

00:28:34.120 --> 00:28:34.220
 they

00:28:34.220 --> 00:28:34.440
 asked

00:28:34.440 --> 00:28:34.559
 for

00:28:34.559 --> 00:28:34.660
 a

00:28:34.660 --> 00:28:34.900
 doctor

00:28:34.900 --> 00:28:35.759
 and

00:28:35.759 --> 00:28:35.940
 he

00:28:35.940 --> 00:28:36.500
 said

00:28:36.500 --> 00:28:37.000
 surely

00:28:37.000 --> 00:28:37.100
 there

00:28:37.100 --> 00:28:37.259
 must

00:28:37.259 --> 00:28:37.400
 be

00:28:37.400 --> 00:28:37.620
 another

00:28:37.620 --> 00:28:37.980
 doctor

00:28:37.980 --> 00:28:38.579
 and

00:28:38.579 --> 00:28:38.680
 they

00:28:38.680 --> 00:28:38.819
 make

00:28:38.819 --> 00:28:39.120
 another

00:28:39.120 --> 00:28:39.680
 announcement

00:28:39.680 --> 00:28:39.960
 and

00:28:39.960 --> 00:28:40.200
 nobody

00:28:40.200 --> 00:28:40.799
 stand up

00:28:40.799 --> 00:28:41.079
 and

00:28:41.079 --> 00:28:41.180
 they

00:28:41.180 --> 00:28:41.319
 make

00:28:41.319 --> 00:28:41.420
 a

00:28:41.420 --> 00:28:41.620
 third

00:28:41.620 --> 00:28:42.120
 announcement

00:28:42.120 --> 00:28:42.360
 and

00:28:42.360 --> 00:28:42.620
 suddenly

00:28:42.620 --> 00:28:42.940
 five

00:28:42.940 --> 00:28:43.200
 people

00:28:43.200 --> 00:28:43.680
 stood up

00:28:43.680 --> 00:28:46.079
 so

00:28:46.079 --> 00:28:47.700
 that's

00:28:47.700 --> 00:28:48.019
 that's

00:28:48.019 --> 00:28:48.340
 kind of like

00:28:48.340 --> 00:28:48.759
 the totally

00:28:48.759 --> 00:28:49.319
 opposite of

00:28:49.319 --> 00:28:49.680
 lawyers

00:28:49.680 --> 00:28:50.059
 right

00:28:50.059 --> 00:28:50.440
 if you

00:28:50.440 --> 00:28:50.600
 say

00:28:50.600 --> 00:28:50.720
 I

00:28:50.720 --> 00:28:50.860
 need

00:28:50.860 --> 00:28:50.980
 a

00:28:50.980 --> 00:28:51.279
 lawyer

00:28:51.279 --> 00:28:51.840
 you

00:28:51.840 --> 00:28:51.940
 have

00:28:51.940 --> 00:28:52.079
 like

00:28:52.079 --> 00:28:52.380
 50

00:28:52.380 --> 00:28:52.740
 lawyers

00:28:52.740 --> 00:28:52.980
 come

00:28:52.980 --> 00:28:53.140
 to

00:28:53.140 --> 00:28:53.319
 you

00:28:53.319 --> 00:28:53.519
 because

00:28:53.519 --> 00:28:53.720
 they

00:28:53.720 --> 00:28:54.500
 expect

00:28:54.500 --> 00:28:54.740
 some

00:28:54.740 --> 00:28:54.880
 big

00:28:54.880 --> 00:28:55.100
 pay

00:28:55.100 --> 00:28:55.360
 out

00:28:55.360 --> 00:28:55.559
 but

00:29:01.960 --> 00:29:03.000
 I

00:29:03.000 --> 00:29:03.160
 think

00:29:03.160 --> 00:29:03.340
 that

00:29:03.340 --> 00:29:03.519
 it

00:29:03.519 --> 00:29:03.680
 is

00:29:03.680 --> 00:29:03.940
 also

00:29:03.940 --> 00:29:04.380
 very

00:29:04.380 --> 00:29:04.720
 true

00:29:04.720 --> 00:29:05.019
 that

00:29:05.019 --> 00:29:05.539
 they

00:29:05.539 --> 00:29:05.920
 see

00:29:05.920 --> 00:29:06.380
 their

00:29:06.380 --> 00:29:06.819
 patients

00:29:06.819 --> 00:29:07.240
 at

00:29:07.240 --> 00:29:07.420
 their

00:29:07.420 --> 00:29:07.640
 most

00:29:07.640 --> 00:29:08.120
 vulnerable

00:29:08.120 --> 00:29:08.880
 like

00:29:08.880 --> 00:29:09.000
 I

00:29:09.000 --> 00:29:09.299
 mentioned

00:29:09.299 --> 00:29:09.600
 earlier

00:29:09.600 --> 00:29:09.840
 on

00:29:09.840 --> 00:29:10.059
 that

00:29:10.059 --> 00:29:10.259
 the

00:29:10.259 --> 00:29:10.660
 information

00:29:10.660 --> 00:29:10.940
 is

00:29:10.940 --> 00:29:11.100
 so

00:29:11.100 --> 00:29:11.720
 one-sided

00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:12.420
 a

00:29:12.420 --> 00:29:12.660
 patient

00:29:12.660 --> 00:29:12.980
 put a

00:29:12.980 --> 00:29:13.100
 lot

00:29:13.100 --> 00:29:13.220
 of

00:29:13.220 --> 00:29:13.539
 trust

00:29:13.539 --> 00:29:13.799
 in

00:29:13.799 --> 00:29:13.960
 their

00:29:13.960 --> 00:29:14.340
 doctor

00:29:14.340 --> 00:29:15.340
 and

00:29:15.340 --> 00:29:16.960
 the

00:29:16.960 --> 00:29:17.279
 doctor

00:29:17.279 --> 00:29:17.740
 likes

00:29:17.740 --> 00:29:18.140
 to

00:29:18.140 --> 00:29:18.980
 quite a

00:29:18.980 --> 00:29:19.100
 lot

00:29:19.100 --> 00:29:19.200
 of

00:29:19.200 --> 00:29:19.440
 doctors

00:29:19.440 --> 00:29:19.640
 feel

00:29:19.640 --> 00:29:19.840
 that

00:29:19.840 --> 00:29:19.980
 they

00:29:19.980 --> 00:29:20.140
 are

00:29:20.140 --> 00:29:20.480
 doing

00:29:20.480 --> 00:29:20.799
 something

00:29:20.799 --> 00:29:21.120
 good

00:29:21.120 --> 00:29:21.340
 for

00:29:21.340 --> 00:29:21.460
 the

00:29:21.460 --> 00:29:21.940
 patients

00:29:21.940 --> 00:29:23.500
 sometimes

00:29:23.500 --> 00:29:24.299
 they

00:29:24.299 --> 00:29:24.900
 might

00:29:24.900 --> 00:29:25.500
 mistake

00:29:25.500 --> 00:29:25.840
 that

00:29:25.840 --> 00:29:26.059
 they

00:29:26.059 --> 00:29:26.220
 are

00:29:26.220 --> 00:29:26.819
 instrument

00:29:26.819 --> 00:29:27.660
 of

00:29:27.660 --> 00:29:28.000
 God

00:29:28.000 --> 00:29:30.160
 for

00:29:30.160 --> 00:29:30.620
 they

00:29:30.620 --> 00:29:30.819
 might

00:29:30.819 --> 00:29:31.019
 think

00:29:31.019 --> 00:29:31.140
 that

00:29:31.140 --> 00:29:31.240
 they

00:29:31.960 --> 00:29:32.299
 might

00:29:32.299 --> 00:29:32.480
 have

00:29:32.480 --> 00:29:32.600
 a

00:29:32.600 --> 00:29:32.779
 God

00:29:32.779 --> 00:29:32.940
 like

00:29:32.940 --> 00:29:33.460
 complex

00:29:33.460 --> 00:29:35.079
 they

00:29:35.079 --> 00:29:35.640
 fail

00:29:35.640 --> 00:29:36.019
 to

00:29:36.019 --> 00:29:36.480
 or

00:29:36.480 --> 00:29:36.579
 they

00:29:36.579 --> 00:29:36.680
 might

00:29:36.680 --> 00:29:36.819
 have

00:29:36.819 --> 00:29:37.200
 forgotten

00:29:37.200 --> 00:29:37.759
 after a

00:29:37.759 --> 00:29:37.940
 while

00:29:37.940 --> 00:29:38.140
 that

00:29:38.140 --> 00:29:38.279
 it

00:29:38.279 --> 00:29:38.440
 is

00:29:38.440 --> 00:29:38.600
 a

00:29:38.600 --> 00:29:38.900
 privilege

00:29:38.900 --> 00:29:39.220
 to

00:29:39.220 --> 00:29:39.420
 be

00:29:39.420 --> 00:29:39.539
 in

00:29:39.539 --> 00:29:39.700
 that

00:29:39.700 --> 00:29:40.100
 position

00:29:40.100 --> 00:29:40.420
 to

00:29:40.420 --> 00:29:40.579
 be

00:29:40.579 --> 00:29:40.759
 able

00:29:40.759 --> 00:29:41.180
 to

00:29:41.180 --> 00:29:42.600
 help

00:29:42.600 --> 00:29:43.059
 and

00:29:43.059 --> 00:29:43.640
 interact

00:29:43.640 --> 00:29:43.840
 with

00:29:43.840 --> 00:29:44.100
 patients

00:29:44.100 --> 00:29:44.420
 in that

00:29:44.420 --> 00:29:44.579
 kind

00:29:44.579 --> 00:29:44.660
 of

00:29:44.660 --> 00:29:44.860
 way

00:29:44.860 --> 00:29:46.480
 one of

00:29:46.480 --> 00:29:46.579
 the

00:29:46.579 --> 00:29:46.840
 stories

00:29:46.840 --> 00:29:46.980
 we

00:29:46.980 --> 00:29:47.440
 talked

00:29:47.440 --> 00:29:47.600
 in

00:29:47.600 --> 00:29:47.940
 community

00:29:47.940 --> 00:29:48.140
 group

00:29:48.140 --> 00:29:48.299
 you

00:29:48.299 --> 00:29:48.740
 shared

00:29:48.740 --> 00:29:48.920
 that

00:29:48.920 --> 00:29:49.039
 you

00:29:49.039 --> 00:29:49.200
 had

00:29:49.200 --> 00:29:49.340
 the

00:29:49.340 --> 00:29:49.779
 frustration

00:29:49.779 --> 00:29:50.640
 of

00:29:50.640 --> 00:29:51.120
 sometimes

00:29:51.120 --> 00:29:51.340
 not

00:29:51.340 --> 00:29:51.519
 even

00:29:51.519 --> 00:29:51.640
 being

00:29:51.640 --> 00:29:51.759
 able

00:29:51.759 --> 00:29:51.819
 to

00:29:51.819 --> 00:29:51.940
 give

00:29:51.940 --> 00:29:52.360
 people

00:29:52.360 --> 00:29:52.840
 the

00:29:52.840 --> 00:29:53.059
 best

00:29:53.059 --> 00:29:53.519
 care

00:29:53.519 --> 00:29:54.299
 and

00:29:54.299 --> 00:29:54.460
 some

00:29:54.460 --> 00:29:54.559
 of

00:29:54.559 --> 00:29:54.700
 that

00:29:54.700 --> 00:29:54.940
 led

00:29:54.940 --> 00:29:55.299
 to

00:29:55.299 --> 00:29:55.740
 you

00:30:01.960 --> 00:30:02.120
 there

00:30:02.120 --> 00:30:02.279
 was

00:30:02.279 --> 00:30:02.480
 a

00:30:02.480 --> 00:30:02.759
 national

00:30:02.759 --> 00:30:03.019
 health

00:30:03.019 --> 00:30:03.440
 service

00:30:03.440 --> 00:30:03.680
 so

00:30:03.680 --> 00:30:03.940
 the

00:30:03.940 --> 00:30:05.039
 Americans

00:30:05.039 --> 00:30:05.279
 out

00:30:05.279 --> 00:30:05.500
 there

00:30:05.500 --> 00:30:06.880
 this

00:30:06.880 --> 00:30:07.120
 is

00:30:07.120 --> 00:30:08.360
 a

00:30:08.360 --> 00:30:08.660
 country

00:30:08.660 --> 00:30:08.960
 where

00:30:08.960 --> 00:30:09.180
 you

00:30:09.180 --> 00:30:09.400
 just

00:30:09.400 --> 00:30:09.660
 walk

00:30:09.660 --> 00:30:09.840
 into

00:30:09.840 --> 00:30:09.960
 the

00:30:09.960 --> 00:30:10.279
 hospital

00:30:10.279 --> 00:30:10.579
 have

00:30:10.579 --> 00:30:11.400
 all

00:30:11.400 --> 00:30:11.620
 your

00:30:11.620 --> 00:30:11.900
 illness

00:30:11.900 --> 00:30:12.220
 treated

00:30:12.220 --> 00:30:12.440
 have

00:30:12.440 --> 00:30:12.600
 all

00:30:12.600 --> 00:30:12.700
 the

00:30:12.700 --> 00:30:13.140
 operations

00:30:13.140 --> 00:30:13.600
 that

00:30:13.600 --> 00:30:13.720
 you

00:30:13.720 --> 00:30:13.980
 need

00:30:13.980 --> 00:30:14.600
 and

00:30:14.600 --> 00:30:14.720
 then

00:30:14.720 --> 00:30:14.799
 you

00:30:14.799 --> 00:30:14.920
 just

00:30:14.920 --> 00:30:15.140
 walk

00:30:15.140 --> 00:30:15.380
 out

00:30:15.380 --> 00:30:15.559
 and

00:30:15.559 --> 00:30:15.680
 you

00:30:15.680 --> 00:30:15.819
 don't

00:30:15.819 --> 00:30:15.940
 have

00:30:15.940 --> 00:30:16.039
 to

00:30:16.039 --> 00:30:16.220
 pay

00:30:16.220 --> 00:30:16.640
 anything

00:30:16.640 --> 00:30:17.620
 but

00:30:17.620 --> 00:30:17.860
 because

00:30:17.860 --> 00:30:17.980
 of

00:30:17.980 --> 00:30:18.200
 that

00:30:18.200 --> 00:30:19.120
 there

00:30:19.120 --> 00:30:19.220
 is

00:30:19.220 --> 00:30:19.319
 a

00:30:19.319 --> 00:30:19.539
 huge

00:30:19.539 --> 00:30:19.920
 funding

00:30:19.920 --> 00:30:20.360
 issue

00:30:20.360 --> 00:30:21.299
 and

00:30:21.299 --> 00:30:21.579
 a

00:30:21.579 --> 00:30:21.720
 lot

00:30:21.720 --> 00:30:21.819
 of

00:30:21.819 --> 00:30:22.180
 hospitals

00:30:22.180 --> 00:30:22.440
 are

00:30:22.440 --> 00:30:22.819
 hugely

00:30:22.819 --> 00:30:23.440
 underfunded

00:30:23.440 --> 00:30:23.700
 there's

00:30:23.700 --> 00:30:23.860
 not

00:30:23.860 --> 00:30:24.019
 enough

00:30:24.019 --> 00:30:24.380
 hospital

00:30:24.380 --> 00:30:24.759
 beds

00:30:24.759 --> 00:30:25.019
 there's

00:30:25.019 --> 00:30:25.180
 not

00:30:25.180 --> 00:30:25.320
 enough

00:30:25.320 --> 00:30:25.660
 medicine

00:30:25.660 --> 00:30:26.120
 there's

00:30:26.120 --> 00:30:26.259
 not

00:30:26.259 --> 00:30:26.519
 enough

00:30:26.519 --> 00:30:28.019
 everything

00:30:28.019 --> 00:30:29.000
 and

00:30:29.000 --> 00:30:29.920
 I used

00:30:29.920 --> 00:30:30.060
 to

00:30:30.060 --> 00:30:30.380
 when we

00:30:30.380 --> 00:30:30.620
 have to

00:30:30.620 --> 00:30:30.759
 see

00:30:30.759 --> 00:30:31.200
 patients

00:30:31.200 --> 00:30:31.759
 we need

00:30:31.759 --> 00:30:32.039
 to look

00:30:32.039 --> 00:30:32.299
 at their

00:30:32.299 --> 00:30:32.680
 address

00:30:32.680 --> 00:30:33.320
 and see

00:30:33.320 --> 00:30:33.900
 which

00:30:33.900 --> 00:30:35.060
 health

00:30:35.060 --> 00:30:35.500
 authority

00:30:35.500 --> 00:30:36.580
 comes in

00:30:36.580 --> 00:30:37.420
 and some

00:30:37.420 --> 00:30:37.799
 health

00:30:37.799 --> 00:30:38.220
 authority

00:30:38.220 --> 00:30:38.600
 will fund

00:30:38.600 --> 00:30:38.720
 the

00:30:38.720 --> 00:30:39.000
 treatment

00:30:39.000 --> 00:30:39.580
 and some

00:30:39.580 --> 00:30:39.779
 health

00:30:39.779 --> 00:30:40.160
 authority

00:30:40.160 --> 00:30:40.620
 will not

00:30:40.620 --> 00:30:41.480
 so when

00:30:41.480 --> 00:30:41.700
 you see

00:30:41.700 --> 00:30:42.039
 a patient

00:30:42.039 --> 00:30:42.400
 you say

00:30:42.400 --> 00:30:42.799
 well the

00:30:42.799 --> 00:30:42.980
 best

00:30:42.980 --> 00:30:43.360
 treatment

00:30:43.360 --> 00:30:43.759
 that is

00:30:43.759 --> 00:30:44.100
 available

00:30:44.100 --> 00:30:44.560
 for your

00:30:44.560 --> 00:30:45.140
 condition

00:30:45.140 --> 00:30:46.380
 is this

00:30:46.380 --> 00:30:47.279
 but

00:30:47.279 --> 00:30:47.960
 if you

00:30:47.960 --> 00:30:48.259
 were to

00:30:48.259 --> 00:30:48.660
 live on

00:30:48.660 --> 00:30:48.960
 the street

00:30:48.960 --> 00:30:49.600
 next to

00:30:49.600 --> 00:30:50.019
 yourself

00:30:50.019 --> 00:30:50.840
 then you

00:30:50.840 --> 00:30:51.080
 can have

00:30:51.080 --> 00:30:51.279
 something

00:30:51.279 --> 00:30:51.560
 better

00:30:51.560 --> 00:30:53.140
 and

00:30:53.140 --> 00:30:54.019
 that's

00:30:54.019 --> 00:30:54.180
 not

00:30:54.180 --> 00:30:54.460
 very

00:30:54.460 --> 00:30:54.759
 good

00:30:54.759 --> 00:30:56.059
 also

00:30:56.059 --> 00:30:56.500
 that we

00:30:56.500 --> 00:30:56.940
 often

00:30:56.940 --> 00:30:57.559
 have to

00:30:57.559 --> 00:30:58.220
 lie

00:30:58.220 --> 00:30:58.539
 about

00:30:58.539 --> 00:30:58.879
 certain

00:30:58.879 --> 00:30:59.379
 things

00:30:59.379 --> 00:30:59.779
 like

00:30:59.779 --> 00:31:00.099
 our

00:31:00.099 --> 00:31:00.319
 patient

00:31:00.319 --> 00:31:00.579
 may be

00:31:00.579 --> 00:31:00.759
 in a

00:31:00.759 --> 00:31:00.879
 more

00:31:00.879 --> 00:31:01.180
 serious

00:31:01.180 --> 00:31:01.539
 condition

00:31:01.539 --> 00:31:01.859
 than

00:31:01.859 --> 00:31:02.279
 they

00:31:02.279 --> 00:31:02.480
 really

00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:02.759
 are

00:31:02.759 --> 00:31:03.359
 so that

00:31:03.359 --> 00:31:03.460
 we

00:31:03.460 --> 00:31:03.640
 can

00:31:03.640 --> 00:31:03.920
 get

00:31:03.920 --> 00:31:04.720
 operating

00:31:04.720 --> 00:31:05.000
 theater

00:31:05.000 --> 00:31:05.379
 time

00:31:05.379 --> 00:31:06.700
 OR

00:31:06.700 --> 00:31:07.200
 time

00:31:07.200 --> 00:31:07.500
 sorry

00:31:07.500 --> 00:31:08.579
 operating

00:31:08.579 --> 00:31:08.920
 room

00:31:08.920 --> 00:31:11.259
 and

00:31:11.259 --> 00:31:11.519
 that

00:31:11.519 --> 00:31:11.759
 kind

00:31:11.759 --> 00:31:11.859
 of

00:31:11.859 --> 00:31:12.079
 thing

00:31:12.079 --> 00:31:12.420
 so

00:31:12.420 --> 00:31:13.200
 one

00:31:13.200 --> 00:31:13.799
 shouldn't

00:31:13.799 --> 00:31:14.900
 really

00:31:14.900 --> 00:31:15.319
 have to

00:31:15.319 --> 00:31:15.559
 lie

00:31:15.559 --> 00:31:15.839
 about

00:31:15.839 --> 00:31:16.220
 things

00:31:16.220 --> 00:31:16.379
 in

00:31:16.379 --> 00:31:16.579
 order

00:31:16.579 --> 00:31:16.920
 to

00:31:16.920 --> 00:31:17.339
 do

00:31:17.339 --> 00:31:17.480
 the

00:31:17.480 --> 00:31:17.680
 best

00:31:17.680 --> 00:31:17.940
 for

00:31:17.940 --> 00:31:18.200
 your

00:31:18.200 --> 00:31:19.019
 customers

00:31:19.019 --> 00:31:19.279
 or

00:31:19.279 --> 00:31:19.680
 clients

00:31:19.680 --> 00:31:19.940
 or

00:31:19.940 --> 00:31:20.460
 patients

00:31:20.460 --> 00:31:20.700
 or

00:31:20.700 --> 00:31:20.960
 whatever

00:31:20.960 --> 00:31:21.759
 but

00:31:21.759 --> 00:31:22.099
 that

00:31:22.099 --> 00:31:22.359
 seems

00:31:22.359 --> 00:31:22.519
 to

00:31:22.519 --> 00:31:22.640
 be

00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:22.799
 the

00:31:22.799 --> 00:31:23.059
 case

00:31:23.059 --> 00:31:23.900
 so

00:31:23.900 --> 00:31:25.740
 I did

00:31:25.740 --> 00:31:26.040
 become

00:31:26.040 --> 00:31:26.240
 quite

00:31:26.240 --> 00:31:26.820
 disillusioned

00:31:26.820 --> 00:31:27.240
 about it

00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:27.720
 as well

00:31:27.720 --> 00:31:29.220
 but of course

00:31:29.220 --> 00:31:29.980
 no job

00:31:29.980 --> 00:31:30.460
 is perfect

00:31:30.460 --> 00:31:30.900
 I'm sure

00:31:30.900 --> 00:31:31.660
 a lot of

00:31:31.660 --> 00:31:32.400
 people face

00:31:32.400 --> 00:31:33.400
 similar difficulties

00:31:33.400 --> 00:31:34.000
 in their job

00:31:34.000 --> 00:31:34.320
 as well

00:31:34.319 --> 00:31:35.720
 so now

00:31:35.720 --> 00:31:36.500
 what is

00:31:36.500 --> 00:31:36.779
 God

00:31:36.779 --> 00:31:37.539
 what is

00:31:37.539 --> 00:31:37.819
 the work

00:31:37.819 --> 00:31:38.019
 you're

00:31:38.019 --> 00:31:38.159
 doing

00:31:38.159 --> 00:31:38.460
 for the

00:31:38.460 --> 00:31:38.700
 Lord

00:31:38.700 --> 00:31:39.099
 right now

00:31:39.099 --> 00:31:39.339
 in your

00:31:39.339 --> 00:31:39.659
 life

00:31:39.659 --> 00:31:41.079
 Shireen

00:31:41.079 --> 00:31:41.460
 and I

00:31:41.460 --> 00:31:41.939
 are very

00:31:41.939 --> 00:31:42.399
 privileged

00:31:42.399 --> 00:31:43.480
 we

00:31:43.480 --> 00:31:44.779
 have

00:31:44.779 --> 00:31:46.220
 God

00:31:46.220 --> 00:31:46.619
 has blessed

00:31:46.619 --> 00:31:47.179
 us a lot

00:31:47.179 --> 00:31:47.539
 and

00:31:47.539 --> 00:31:48.399
 we also

00:31:48.399 --> 00:31:49.259
 during our

00:31:49.259 --> 00:31:49.720
 time

00:31:49.720 --> 00:31:50.599
 in London

00:31:50.599 --> 00:31:51.139
 when we

00:31:51.139 --> 00:31:51.679
 were serving

00:31:51.679 --> 00:31:51.919
 in our

00:31:51.919 --> 00:31:52.119
 church

00:31:52.119 --> 00:31:52.759
 we

00:31:52.759 --> 00:31:53.339
 encounter

00:31:53.339 --> 00:31:54.439
 some

00:31:54.439 --> 00:31:55.000
 missionaries

00:31:55.000 --> 00:31:55.299
 that

00:31:55.299 --> 00:31:55.779
 either

00:31:55.779 --> 00:31:56.279
 they have

00:31:56.279 --> 00:31:57.299
 come back

00:31:57.299 --> 00:31:57.720
 from mission

00:31:57.720 --> 00:31:57.960
 work

00:31:57.960 --> 00:31:58.299
 or they're

00:31:58.299 --> 00:31:58.679
 going to

00:31:58.679 --> 00:31:58.879
 mission

00:31:58.879 --> 00:31:59.079
 work

00:31:59.079 --> 00:31:59.359
 or in

00:31:59.359 --> 00:31:59.659
 between

00:31:59.659 --> 00:32:00.059
 mission

00:32:00.059 --> 00:32:00.299
 work

00:32:00.299 --> 00:32:00.659
 we also

00:32:00.659 --> 00:32:01.159
 encounter

00:32:01.160 --> 00:32:02.259
 children

00:32:02.259 --> 00:32:02.700
 of

00:32:02.700 --> 00:32:03.480
 missionaries

00:32:03.480 --> 00:32:03.800
 when

00:32:03.800 --> 00:32:04.480
 they were

00:32:04.480 --> 00:32:05.040
 growing up

00:32:05.040 --> 00:32:05.640
 their parents

00:32:05.640 --> 00:32:06.300
 suddenly become

00:32:06.300 --> 00:32:06.880
 full time

00:32:06.880 --> 00:32:07.820
 working for

00:32:07.820 --> 00:32:08.180
 the Lord

00:32:08.180 --> 00:32:09.120
 and

00:32:09.120 --> 00:32:10.960
 quite a lot

00:32:10.960 --> 00:32:11.440
 of them

00:32:11.440 --> 00:32:12.220
 feel

00:32:12.220 --> 00:32:12.779
 very

00:32:12.779 --> 00:32:13.660
 even

00:32:13.660 --> 00:32:14.460
 like many

00:32:14.460 --> 00:32:15.160
 years later

00:32:15.160 --> 00:32:16.820
 feel that

00:32:16.820 --> 00:32:18.100
 their lifestyle

00:32:18.100 --> 00:32:18.960
 basically have to

00:32:18.960 --> 00:32:19.360
 change

00:32:19.360 --> 00:32:20.500
 their parents

00:32:20.500 --> 00:32:20.960
 used to have

00:32:20.960 --> 00:32:21.380
 a high paying

00:32:21.380 --> 00:32:21.700
 job

00:32:21.700 --> 00:32:22.120
 and suddenly

00:32:22.120 --> 00:32:22.460
 they have

00:32:22.460 --> 00:32:22.820
 nothing

00:32:22.820 --> 00:32:23.900
 so go from

00:32:23.900 --> 00:32:24.500
 they go from

00:32:24.500 --> 00:32:24.960
 living in a

00:32:24.960 --> 00:32:25.420
 big place

00:32:25.420 --> 00:32:25.800
 to a small

00:32:25.800 --> 00:32:26.160
 place

00:32:26.160 --> 00:32:26.800
 even the clothes

00:32:26.800 --> 00:32:27.200
 they wear

00:32:27.200 --> 00:32:27.519
 has to be

00:32:27.519 --> 00:32:27.940
 different

00:32:27.940 --> 00:32:28.500
 some people

00:32:28.500 --> 00:32:29.240
 wear second hand

00:32:29.240 --> 00:32:29.640
 clothes

00:32:29.640 --> 00:32:30.820
 and that is

00:32:30.819 --> 00:32:31.299
 like their

00:32:31.299 --> 00:32:31.859
 main childhood

00:32:31.859 --> 00:32:32.299
 memory

00:32:32.299 --> 00:32:33.819
 and we feel

00:32:33.819 --> 00:32:34.179
 very

00:32:34.179 --> 00:32:35.119
 Shireen and I

00:32:35.119 --> 00:32:35.859
 feel very sad

00:32:35.859 --> 00:32:36.519
 about that

00:32:36.519 --> 00:32:37.259
 because we feel

00:32:37.259 --> 00:32:38.119
 that just because

00:32:38.119 --> 00:32:39.019
 your parents

00:32:39.019 --> 00:32:39.819
 decided to

00:32:39.819 --> 00:32:41.039
 serve God

00:32:41.039 --> 00:32:41.619
 doesn't mean

00:32:41.619 --> 00:32:42.200
 that you should

00:32:42.200 --> 00:32:43.099
 have a bad

00:32:43.099 --> 00:32:43.480
 memory

00:32:43.480 --> 00:32:44.419
 about this

00:32:44.419 --> 00:32:45.659
 so we feel

00:32:45.659 --> 00:32:46.220
 very moved

00:32:46.220 --> 00:32:46.819
 by that

00:32:46.819 --> 00:32:47.960
 and since then

00:32:47.960 --> 00:32:48.399
 we've been

00:32:48.399 --> 00:32:49.700
 trying as

00:32:49.700 --> 00:32:50.379
 best as we

00:32:50.379 --> 00:32:50.679
 can

00:32:50.679 --> 00:32:52.740
 to finance

00:32:52.740 --> 00:32:53.919
 missionaries

00:32:53.919 --> 00:32:54.559
 or finance

00:32:54.559 --> 00:32:55.200
 mission work

00:32:55.200 --> 00:32:57.379
 in different

00:32:57.379 --> 00:32:57.859
 countries

00:32:57.859 --> 00:32:59.879
 we don't

00:32:59.879 --> 00:33:00.460
 really have

00:33:00.460 --> 00:33:01.180
 like a

00:33:01.180 --> 00:33:02.240
 definite

00:33:02.240 --> 00:33:03.940
 donation

00:33:03.940 --> 00:33:05.000
 every year

00:33:05.000 --> 00:33:05.720
 but whenever

00:33:05.720 --> 00:33:07.019
 we can

00:33:07.019 --> 00:33:07.519
 we will

00:33:07.519 --> 00:33:08.200
 try our

00:33:08.200 --> 00:33:08.720
 very best

00:33:08.720 --> 00:33:09.759
 to help

00:33:09.759 --> 00:33:11.279
 and God

00:33:11.279 --> 00:33:11.660
 has led

00:33:11.660 --> 00:33:12.319
 us down

00:33:12.319 --> 00:33:14.059
 very good

00:33:14.059 --> 00:33:14.500
 paths

00:33:14.500 --> 00:33:14.900
 and we

00:33:14.900 --> 00:33:15.319
 meet some

00:33:15.319 --> 00:33:15.799
 amazing

00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:16.299
 incredible

00:33:16.299 --> 00:33:16.779
 people

00:33:16.779 --> 00:33:17.660
 that really

00:33:17.660 --> 00:33:18.059
 is on

00:33:18.059 --> 00:33:18.600
 fire for

00:33:18.600 --> 00:33:18.840
 God

00:33:18.840 --> 00:33:20.039
 and it

00:33:20.039 --> 00:33:20.279
 is a

00:33:20.279 --> 00:33:20.539
 privilege

00:33:20.539 --> 00:33:21.000
 that we

00:33:21.000 --> 00:33:21.720
 were able

00:33:21.720 --> 00:33:22.279
 to help

00:33:22.279 --> 00:33:24.600
 for someone

00:33:24.600 --> 00:33:25.100
 sitting out

00:33:25.100 --> 00:33:25.460
 here

00:33:25.460 --> 00:33:26.200
 and they're

00:33:26.200 --> 00:33:26.860
 maybe struggling

00:33:26.860 --> 00:33:27.440
 or in their

00:33:27.440 --> 00:33:27.799
 profession

00:33:27.799 --> 00:33:28.100
 with some

00:33:28.099 --> 00:33:28.399
 of those

00:33:28.399 --> 00:33:28.679
 things

00:33:28.679 --> 00:33:29.659
 that you

00:33:29.659 --> 00:33:30.059
 struggle

00:33:30.059 --> 00:33:30.319
 with

00:33:30.319 --> 00:33:30.539
 and you

00:33:30.539 --> 00:33:31.019
 still struggle

00:33:31.019 --> 00:33:31.419
 with

00:33:31.419 --> 00:33:32.419
 what would

00:33:32.419 --> 00:33:32.799
 be some

00:33:32.799 --> 00:33:33.319
 of the

00:33:33.319 --> 00:33:33.819
 advice

00:33:33.819 --> 00:33:34.219
 you would

00:33:34.219 --> 00:33:34.859
 give them

00:33:34.859 --> 00:33:35.179
 or what

00:33:35.179 --> 00:33:35.619
 would be

00:33:35.619 --> 00:33:36.619
 some words

00:33:36.619 --> 00:33:37.139
 of encouragement

00:33:37.139 --> 00:33:37.480
 that you

00:33:37.480 --> 00:33:37.819
 would share

00:33:37.819 --> 00:33:38.259
 with them

00:33:38.259 --> 00:33:40.059
 yeah like I

00:33:40.059 --> 00:33:42.039
 would tell my

00:33:42.039 --> 00:33:42.859
 kids that

00:33:42.859 --> 00:33:45.500
 in life

00:33:45.500 --> 00:33:46.059
 there are often

00:33:46.059 --> 00:33:46.779
 situations that

00:33:46.779 --> 00:33:47.159
 you need to

00:33:47.159 --> 00:33:47.740
 make a decision

00:33:47.740 --> 00:33:49.399
 that you need

00:33:49.399 --> 00:33:50.619
 to be doing

00:33:50.619 --> 00:33:51.379
 the right thing

00:33:51.379 --> 00:33:52.179
 even when

00:33:52.179 --> 00:33:52.899
 no one is

00:33:52.899 --> 00:33:53.219
 watching

00:33:53.220 --> 00:33:54.779
 and I

00:33:54.779 --> 00:33:55.160
 think that

00:33:55.160 --> 00:33:55.839
 one of the

00:33:55.839 --> 00:33:56.299
 things that

00:33:56.299 --> 00:33:56.740
 comes with

00:33:56.740 --> 00:33:57.380
 that that

00:33:57.380 --> 00:33:57.880
 I find

00:33:57.880 --> 00:33:58.519
 that helps

00:33:58.519 --> 00:33:59.180
 me is that

00:33:59.180 --> 00:33:59.799
 you really

00:33:59.799 --> 00:34:00.380
 have to spend

00:34:00.380 --> 00:34:00.839
 time with

00:34:00.839 --> 00:34:02.299
 God a lot

00:34:02.299 --> 00:34:03.240
 in order to

00:34:03.240 --> 00:34:04.039
 know what

00:34:04.039 --> 00:34:04.440
 he thinks

00:34:04.440 --> 00:34:04.940
 is the right

00:34:04.940 --> 00:34:06.019
 thing so

00:34:06.019 --> 00:34:06.980
 that God's

00:34:06.980 --> 00:34:07.319
 preference

00:34:07.319 --> 00:34:07.960
 becomes your

00:34:07.960 --> 00:34:08.440
 preference

00:34:08.440 --> 00:34:09.559
 and then

00:34:09.559 --> 00:34:10.019
 when you

00:34:10.019 --> 00:34:11.079
 face another

00:34:11.079 --> 00:34:12.199
 moral dilemma

00:34:12.199 --> 00:34:13.179
 in work

00:34:13.179 --> 00:34:14.240
 then it will

00:34:14.240 --> 00:34:14.579
 be much

00:34:14.579 --> 00:34:15.240
 easier for

00:34:15.240 --> 00:34:15.940
 you because

00:34:15.940 --> 00:34:16.380
 you know

00:34:16.380 --> 00:34:16.980
 that this

00:34:16.980 --> 00:34:17.420
 is the right

00:34:17.420 --> 00:34:17.960
 thing to do

00:34:17.960 --> 00:34:19.500
 and if

00:34:19.500 --> 00:34:19.800
 God's

00:34:19.800 --> 00:34:20.380
 preference is

00:34:20.380 --> 00:34:20.940
 also your

00:34:20.940 --> 00:34:21.380
 preference

00:34:21.380 --> 00:34:22.519
 then there'll

00:34:22.519 --> 00:34:22.860
 be less

00:34:22.860 --> 00:34:23.320
 difficulty

00:34:23.320 --> 00:34:23.740
 achieving

00:34:23.740 --> 00:34:24.000
 that

00:34:24.000 --> 00:34:25.539
 second

00:34:25.539 --> 00:34:25.920
 thing that

00:34:25.920 --> 00:34:26.240
 I would

00:34:26.240 --> 00:34:26.940
 say is

00:34:26.940 --> 00:34:27.740
 that I

00:34:27.740 --> 00:34:28.099
 think serving

00:34:28.099 --> 00:34:28.480
 God is

00:34:28.480 --> 00:34:29.000
 important

00:34:29.000 --> 00:34:31.320
 like the

00:34:31.320 --> 00:34:32.019
 example that

00:34:32.019 --> 00:34:32.519
 Eric gives

00:34:32.519 --> 00:34:32.940
 and also

00:34:32.940 --> 00:34:33.300
 that you

00:34:33.300 --> 00:34:33.620
 mentioned

00:34:33.620 --> 00:34:34.120
 just now

00:34:34.120 --> 00:34:34.539
 a lot of

00:34:34.539 --> 00:34:35.000
 people feel

00:34:35.000 --> 00:34:35.880
 that okay

00:34:35.880 --> 00:34:36.440
 I'm very

00:34:36.440 --> 00:34:36.940
 busy right

00:34:36.940 --> 00:34:37.360
 now

00:34:37.360 --> 00:34:38.340
 maybe if

00:34:38.340 --> 00:34:39.480
 I am

00:34:39.480 --> 00:34:40.120
 in a more

00:34:40.120 --> 00:34:40.420
 stable

00:34:40.420 --> 00:34:40.980
 condition

00:34:40.980 --> 00:34:41.740
 then I

00:34:41.740 --> 00:34:42.019
 will go

00:34:42.019 --> 00:34:42.360
 and serve

00:34:42.360 --> 00:34:42.960
 God more

00:34:42.960 --> 00:34:43.780
 maybe when

00:34:43.780 --> 00:34:44.760
 I meet

00:34:44.760 --> 00:34:45.559
 my fiscal

00:34:45.559 --> 00:34:46.000
 year's

00:34:46.000 --> 00:34:46.420
 target

00:34:46.420 --> 00:34:47.059
 next year

00:34:47.059 --> 00:34:47.440
 I'm going

00:34:47.440 --> 00:34:47.680
 to do

00:34:47.680 --> 00:34:48.079
 this for

00:34:48.079 --> 00:34:48.420
 God

00:34:48.420 --> 00:34:51.120
 or when

00:34:51.120 --> 00:34:51.340
 I have

00:34:51.340 --> 00:34:51.820
 more money

00:34:51.820 --> 00:34:52.320
 then I can

00:34:52.320 --> 00:34:52.960
 donate more

00:34:52.960 --> 00:34:54.019
 then I

00:34:54.019 --> 00:34:54.840
 would say

00:34:54.840 --> 00:34:56.900
 based on my

00:34:56.900 --> 00:34:57.500
 experience

00:34:57.500 --> 00:34:57.980
 based on our

00:34:57.980 --> 00:34:58.519
 experience

00:34:58.519 --> 00:35:00.440
 although quite

00:35:00.440 --> 00:35:01.220
 accidental

00:35:01.220 --> 00:35:02.559
 I think that

00:35:02.559 --> 00:35:03.580
 it is actually

00:35:03.580 --> 00:35:04.700
 a huge privilege

00:35:04.700 --> 00:35:05.260
 to be able to

00:35:05.260 --> 00:35:05.640
 serve God

00:35:05.640 --> 00:35:06.500
 even when you

00:35:06.500 --> 00:35:06.780
 don't have

00:35:06.780 --> 00:35:07.180
 time

00:35:07.179 --> 00:35:08.719
 when we were

00:35:08.719 --> 00:35:10.699
 more junior

00:35:10.699 --> 00:35:12.039
 Shireen used

00:35:12.039 --> 00:35:12.539
 to have long

00:35:12.539 --> 00:35:13.199
 hours as well

00:35:13.199 --> 00:35:13.679
 she works

00:35:13.679 --> 00:35:14.339
 till 11

00:35:14.339 --> 00:35:15.019
 most nights

00:35:15.019 --> 00:35:16.500
 and for me

00:35:16.500 --> 00:35:17.519
 like 100

00:35:17.519 --> 00:35:18.039
 hour weeks

00:35:18.039 --> 00:35:18.699
 is the norm

00:35:18.699 --> 00:35:19.500
 and 120

00:35:19.500 --> 00:35:20.079
 hour week

00:35:20.079 --> 00:35:21.019
 is not

00:35:21.019 --> 00:35:21.440
 uncommon

00:35:21.440 --> 00:35:24.500
 we still

00:35:24.500 --> 00:35:26.359
 help out

00:35:26.359 --> 00:35:27.559
 in church

00:35:27.559 --> 00:35:28.339
 and we were

00:35:28.339 --> 00:35:28.859
 teaching

00:35:28.859 --> 00:35:30.539
 the teenagers

00:35:30.539 --> 00:35:31.179
 back then

00:35:31.179 --> 00:35:35.059
 they do

00:35:35.059 --> 00:35:35.399
 have children

00:35:35.399 --> 00:35:35.779
 now

00:35:35.779 --> 00:35:37.159
 they're still

00:35:37.159 --> 00:35:37.559
 my Facebook

00:35:37.559 --> 00:35:37.919
 friends

00:35:37.919 --> 00:35:38.239
 I'm quite

00:35:38.239 --> 00:35:38.579
 happy to

00:35:38.579 --> 00:35:38.719
 say

00:35:38.719 --> 00:35:39.299
 and also

00:35:39.299 --> 00:35:39.799
 that I

00:35:39.799 --> 00:35:40.679
 met one

00:35:40.679 --> 00:35:41.079
 of them

00:35:41.079 --> 00:35:42.079
 serving coffee

00:35:42.079 --> 00:35:42.579
 in Ireland

00:35:42.579 --> 00:35:44.119
 a couple

00:35:44.119 --> 00:35:44.419
 of years

00:35:44.419 --> 00:35:44.619
 ago

00:35:44.619 --> 00:35:45.500
 I was very

00:35:45.500 --> 00:35:45.960
 pleased

00:35:45.960 --> 00:35:47.099
 that he's

00:35:47.099 --> 00:35:47.379
 still in

00:35:47.379 --> 00:35:47.699
 church

00:35:47.699 --> 00:35:48.679
 that no

00:35:48.679 --> 00:35:49.019
 harm was

00:35:49.019 --> 00:35:49.259
 done

00:35:49.259 --> 00:35:52.899
 but in

00:35:52.899 --> 00:35:53.199
 this kind

00:35:53.199 --> 00:35:53.500
 of service

00:35:53.500 --> 00:35:54.159
 it doesn't

00:35:54.159 --> 00:35:54.519
 matter what

00:35:54.519 --> 00:35:54.819
 you serve

00:35:54.819 --> 00:35:55.799
 it is

00:35:55.799 --> 00:35:56.139
 always

00:35:56.139 --> 00:35:57.539
 a blessing

00:35:57.539 --> 00:35:58.319
 we feel

00:35:58.319 --> 00:35:58.739
 that it is

00:35:58.739 --> 00:35:59.059
 a blessing

00:35:59.059 --> 00:35:59.739
 they ask

00:35:59.739 --> 00:36:00.099
 difficult

00:36:00.099 --> 00:36:00.599
 questions

00:36:00.599 --> 00:36:01.219
 they ask

00:36:01.219 --> 00:36:02.119
 should we

00:36:02.119 --> 00:36:02.539
 be dating

00:36:02.539 --> 00:36:03.420
 non-Christians

00:36:03.420 --> 00:36:05.420
 what is the

00:36:05.420 --> 00:36:06.019
 origin of the

00:36:06.019 --> 00:36:06.259
 Bible

00:36:06.259 --> 00:36:06.759
 how do we

00:36:06.759 --> 00:36:07.179
 know that

00:36:07.179 --> 00:36:07.539
 it is

00:36:07.539 --> 00:36:07.960
 trustworthy

00:36:07.960 --> 00:36:09.380
 we have

00:36:09.380 --> 00:36:09.619
 to do

00:36:09.619 --> 00:36:10.119
 the research

00:36:10.119 --> 00:36:10.579
 for them

00:36:10.579 --> 00:36:11.199
 and I think

00:36:11.199 --> 00:36:11.519
 that through

00:36:11.519 --> 00:36:11.900
 that we

00:36:11.900 --> 00:36:12.440
 also feel

00:36:12.440 --> 00:36:13.139
 blessed by it

00:36:13.139 --> 00:36:13.599
 because it

00:36:13.599 --> 00:36:14.279
 helps us

00:36:14.279 --> 00:36:14.880
 to understand

00:36:14.880 --> 00:36:15.460
 God better

00:36:15.460 --> 00:36:16.259
 and whenever

00:36:16.259 --> 00:36:16.619
 you serve

00:36:16.619 --> 00:36:17.219
 God you see

00:36:17.219 --> 00:36:17.699
 a living

00:36:17.699 --> 00:36:18.219
 God at

00:36:18.219 --> 00:36:18.599
 work

00:36:18.599 --> 00:36:19.440
 and you

00:36:19.440 --> 00:36:19.739
 know that

00:36:19.739 --> 00:36:20.159
 he's not

00:36:20.159 --> 00:36:22.380
 just a

00:36:22.380 --> 00:36:23.199
 fictional figure

00:36:23.199 --> 00:36:23.940
 that's described

00:36:23.940 --> 00:36:24.460
 in the Bible

00:36:24.460 --> 00:36:25.039
 you begin to

00:36:25.039 --> 00:36:26.139
 see the

00:36:26.139 --> 00:36:26.840
 Bible a bit

00:36:26.840 --> 00:36:27.619
 more like

00:36:27.619 --> 00:36:29.719
 a blog

00:36:29.719 --> 00:36:30.119
 or like a

00:36:30.119 --> 00:36:30.779
 Facebook page

00:36:30.779 --> 00:36:31.259
 of God

00:36:31.259 --> 00:36:32.159
 that you

00:36:32.159 --> 00:36:33.019
 get to know

00:36:33.019 --> 00:36:34.359
 how he works

00:36:34.359 --> 00:36:35.000
 I mean if I

00:36:35.000 --> 00:36:35.279
 look at

00:36:35.279 --> 00:36:35.719
 Millen's

00:36:35.719 --> 00:36:36.259
 Facebook page

00:36:36.259 --> 00:36:36.679
 I know what

00:36:36.679 --> 00:36:36.920
 he eats

00:36:36.920 --> 00:36:37.319
 with dinner

00:36:37.319 --> 00:36:37.859
 last night

00:36:37.859 --> 00:36:38.099
 right

00:36:38.099 --> 00:36:42.259
 so I think

00:36:42.259 --> 00:36:42.699
 it's a little

00:36:42.699 --> 00:36:43.380
 bit like that

00:36:43.380 --> 00:36:44.259
 that you

00:36:44.259 --> 00:36:45.799
 that you

00:36:45.799 --> 00:36:46.119
 find out

00:36:46.119 --> 00:36:46.440
 more about

00:36:46.440 --> 00:36:46.719
 God

00:36:46.719 --> 00:36:47.339
 and going

00:36:47.339 --> 00:36:47.579
 back to

00:36:47.579 --> 00:36:47.960
 my original

00:36:47.960 --> 00:36:48.319
 point

00:36:48.319 --> 00:36:48.799
 which is

00:36:48.799 --> 00:36:50.400
 like the

00:36:50.400 --> 00:36:51.239
 Jesus

00:36:51.239 --> 00:36:52.099
 observed

00:36:52.099 --> 00:36:52.719
 the donation

00:36:52.719 --> 00:36:53.779
 in the

00:36:53.779 --> 00:36:54.099
 temple

00:36:54.099 --> 00:36:54.859
 how the

00:36:54.859 --> 00:36:55.559
 widows

00:36:55.559 --> 00:36:56.159
 give

00:36:56.159 --> 00:36:57.119
 actually more

00:36:57.119 --> 00:36:57.900
 because she

00:36:57.900 --> 00:36:58.339
 didn't really

00:36:58.339 --> 00:36:58.699
 have

00:36:58.699 --> 00:36:59.799
 I would say

00:36:59.799 --> 00:37:00.099
 that even

00:37:00.099 --> 00:37:00.380
 if you

00:37:00.380 --> 00:37:00.819
 don't have

00:37:00.819 --> 00:37:01.319
 time

00:37:01.319 --> 00:37:01.839
 that you

00:37:01.839 --> 00:37:02.839
 carve out

00:37:02.839 --> 00:37:03.319
 the time

00:37:03.319 --> 00:37:03.759
 to serve

00:37:03.759 --> 00:37:04.179
 your God

00:37:04.179 --> 00:37:04.500
 and get

00:37:04.500 --> 00:37:04.779
 to know

00:37:04.779 --> 00:37:05.199
 him better

00:37:05.199 --> 00:37:05.679
 I think

00:37:05.679 --> 00:37:06.099
 that will

00:37:06.099 --> 00:37:07.119
 help you

00:37:07.119 --> 00:37:07.559
 along

00:37:07.559 --> 00:37:08.359
 a lot

00:37:08.359 --> 00:37:08.960
 in your

00:37:08.960 --> 00:37:10.199
 work life

00:37:10.199 --> 00:37:10.759
 okay

00:37:10.759 --> 00:37:11.299
 that's great

00:37:11.299 --> 00:37:12.039
 can I pray

00:37:12.039 --> 00:37:12.519
 for you guys

00:37:12.519 --> 00:37:13.519
 by the way

00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:13.839
 thank you

00:37:13.839 --> 00:37:14.279
 for Ian

00:37:14.279 --> 00:37:14.900
 and Shereen

00:37:14.900 --> 00:37:15.500
 and the girls

00:37:15.500 --> 00:37:15.859
 thank you

00:37:15.859 --> 00:37:16.099
 that you

00:37:16.099 --> 00:37:16.519
 brought them

00:37:16.519 --> 00:37:16.759
 on this

00:37:16.759 --> 00:37:17.000
 journey

00:37:17.000 --> 00:37:17.400
 and you

00:37:17.400 --> 00:37:17.719
 are not

00:37:17.719 --> 00:37:18.039
 finished

00:37:18.039 --> 00:37:18.380
 with the

00:37:18.380 --> 00:37:18.659
 journey

00:37:18.659 --> 00:37:19.079
 thank you

00:37:19.079 --> 00:37:19.400
 for the

00:37:19.400 --> 00:37:19.880
 experiences

00:37:19.880 --> 00:37:20.920
 and for

00:37:20.920 --> 00:37:21.420
 the testimony

00:37:21.420 --> 00:37:21.859
 and I pray

00:37:21.859 --> 00:37:22.199
 if there's

00:37:22.199 --> 00:37:22.460
 anybody

00:37:22.460 --> 00:37:23.139
 here that

00:37:23.139 --> 00:37:23.940
 they have

00:37:23.940 --> 00:37:24.179
 some of

00:37:24.179 --> 00:37:24.559
 these same

00:37:24.559 --> 00:37:24.940
 struggles

00:37:27.119 --> 00:37:27.759
 to share

00:37:27.759 --> 00:37:28.920
 and to

00:37:28.920 --> 00:37:29.380
 help in

00:37:29.380 --> 00:37:29.779
 the heads

00:37:29.779 --> 00:37:30.000
 up

00:37:30.000 --> 00:37:30.319
 and what's

00:37:30.319 --> 00:37:30.839
 going on

00:37:30.839 --> 00:37:31.519
 and to

00:37:31.519 --> 00:37:31.819
 help us

00:37:31.819 --> 00:37:32.319
 to meet

00:37:32.319 --> 00:37:33.339
 you

00:37:33.339 --> 00:37:34.199
 in community

00:37:34.199 --> 00:37:35.259
 and help

00:37:35.259 --> 00:37:35.599
 us Lord

00:37:35.599 --> 00:37:35.859
 just to

00:37:35.859 --> 00:37:36.119
 realize

00:37:36.119 --> 00:37:36.539
 that our

00:37:36.539 --> 00:37:37.019
 relationship

00:37:37.019 --> 00:37:37.460
 with you

00:37:37.460 --> 00:37:37.880
 is the

00:37:37.880 --> 00:37:38.400
 most important

00:37:38.400 --> 00:37:38.819
 thing

00:37:38.819 --> 00:37:39.500
 so we

00:37:39.500 --> 00:37:39.779
 thank you

00:37:39.779 --> 00:37:40.039
 for this

00:37:40.039 --> 00:37:40.239
 dear

00:37:40.239 --> 00:37:40.599
 precious

00:37:40.599 --> 00:37:41.000
 family

00:37:41.000 --> 00:37:41.279
 that you

00:37:41.279 --> 00:37:41.639
 would watch

00:37:41.639 --> 00:37:42.099
 over them

00:37:42.099 --> 00:37:42.500
 and guard

00:37:42.500 --> 00:37:42.759
 them

00:37:42.759 --> 00:37:43.480
 we pray

00:37:43.480 --> 00:37:43.819
 these things

00:37:43.819 --> 00:37:44.000
 in your

00:37:44.000 --> 00:37:44.359
 son Jesus

00:37:44.359 --> 00:37:44.739
 name

00:37:44.739 --> 00:37:45.119
 amen

00:37:45.119 --> 00:37:46.279
 thanks

00:37:46.280 --> 00:37:54.320
 I'm

00:37:54.320 --> 00:37:54.480
 gonna

00:37:54.480 --> 00:37:56.080
 I have

00:37:56.080 --> 00:37:56.740
 10 minutes

00:37:56.740 --> 00:37:57.160
 but I

00:37:57.160 --> 00:37:57.460
 have like

00:37:57.460 --> 00:37:58.180
 80 minutes

00:37:58.180 --> 00:37:59.060
 of content

00:37:59.060 --> 00:37:59.500
 right

00:37:59.500 --> 00:38:00.120
 so that's

00:38:00.120 --> 00:38:00.460
 what always

00:38:00.460 --> 00:38:00.800
 happens

00:38:00.800 --> 00:38:01.200
 when you

00:38:01.200 --> 00:38:01.640
 think and

00:38:01.640 --> 00:38:02.040
 pray through

00:38:02.040 --> 00:38:02.440
 these things

00:38:02.440 --> 00:38:03.200
 because these

00:38:03.200 --> 00:38:03.780
 topics

00:38:03.780 --> 00:38:05.560
 are huge

00:38:05.560 --> 00:38:05.860
 and we're

00:38:05.860 --> 00:38:06.140
 just kind

00:38:06.140 --> 00:38:06.400
 of throwing

00:38:06.400 --> 00:38:06.680
 it out

00:38:06.680 --> 00:38:06.840
 there

00:38:06.840 --> 00:38:07.019
 and you

00:38:07.019 --> 00:38:07.300
 can think

00:38:07.300 --> 00:38:07.620
 about it

00:38:07.620 --> 00:38:07.820
 you can

00:38:07.820 --> 00:38:08.040
 argue

00:38:08.040 --> 00:38:08.440
 with me

00:38:08.440 --> 00:38:08.860
 we're

00:38:08.860 --> 00:38:09.000
 going to

00:38:09.000 --> 00:38:09.140
 do

00:38:09.140 --> 00:38:09.620
 Q&A

00:38:09.620 --> 00:38:10.200
 next week

00:38:10.200 --> 00:38:10.400
 we're

00:38:10.400 --> 00:38:10.440
 going to

00:38:10.440 --> 00:38:10.519
 have

00:38:10.519 --> 00:38:10.640
 some

00:38:10.640 --> 00:38:10.960
 questions

00:38:10.960 --> 00:38:11.320
 answers

00:38:11.320 --> 00:38:11.700
 after

00:38:11.700 --> 00:38:11.900
 the

00:38:11.900 --> 00:38:12.160
 sermon

00:38:12.160 --> 00:38:13.280
 and so

00:38:13.280 --> 00:38:13.620
 we want

00:38:13.620 --> 00:38:13.860
 you to

00:38:13.860 --> 00:38:14.100
 talk

00:38:14.100 --> 00:38:14.260
 about

00:38:14.260 --> 00:38:14.440
 these

00:38:14.440 --> 00:38:14.620
 things

00:38:14.620 --> 00:38:15.120
 but

00:38:15.120 --> 00:38:15.440
 just a

00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:15.680
 couple

00:38:15.680 --> 00:38:16.040
 things

00:38:16.039 --> 00:38:16.340
 in this

00:38:16.340 --> 00:38:16.779
 passage

00:38:16.779 --> 00:38:17.719
 that stick

00:38:17.719 --> 00:38:17.960
 out

00:38:17.960 --> 00:38:18.259
 and I

00:38:18.259 --> 00:38:18.599
 want you

00:38:18.599 --> 00:38:19.179
 to consider

00:38:19.179 --> 00:38:19.960
 or think

00:38:19.960 --> 00:38:20.239
 about

00:38:20.239 --> 00:38:20.579
 as we

00:38:20.579 --> 00:38:20.980
 go into

00:38:20.980 --> 00:38:21.199
 it

00:38:21.199 --> 00:38:21.860
 and the

00:38:21.860 --> 00:38:22.380
 first thing

00:38:22.380 --> 00:38:22.920
 is this

00:38:22.920 --> 00:38:24.619
 the Bible

00:38:24.619 --> 00:38:25.860
 says this

00:38:25.860 --> 00:38:26.759
 that your

00:38:26.759 --> 00:38:27.159
 work

00:38:27.159 --> 00:38:29.019
 your business

00:38:29.019 --> 00:38:30.900
 your calling

00:38:30.900 --> 00:38:32.079
 and your

00:38:32.079 --> 00:38:32.500
 ministry

00:38:32.500 --> 00:38:33.800
 are all

00:38:33.800 --> 00:38:34.179
 the same

00:38:34.179 --> 00:38:34.500
 thing

00:38:34.500 --> 00:38:37.480
 you're not

00:38:37.480 --> 00:38:38.019
 separating

00:38:38.019 --> 00:38:38.619
 I work

00:38:38.619 --> 00:38:39.099
 here for

00:38:39.099 --> 00:38:39.659
 this time

00:38:39.659 --> 00:38:40.059
 and I do

00:38:40.059 --> 00:38:40.440
 ministry

00:38:40.440 --> 00:38:40.820
 here

00:38:40.820 --> 00:38:41.519
 the Bible

00:38:41.519 --> 00:38:41.980
 says that

00:38:41.980 --> 00:38:42.380
 all of

00:38:42.380 --> 00:38:43.039
 these things

00:38:43.039 --> 00:38:44.219
 are offering

00:38:44.219 --> 00:38:45.219
 to the

00:38:45.219 --> 00:38:45.539
 Lord

00:38:45.539 --> 00:38:46.980
 there's

00:38:46.980 --> 00:38:47.259
 all

00:38:47.259 --> 00:38:47.739
 worship

00:38:47.739 --> 00:38:47.960
 to

00:38:47.960 --> 00:38:48.079
 the

00:38:48.079 --> 00:38:48.360
 Lord

00:38:48.360 --> 00:38:49.880
 if I

00:38:49.880 --> 00:38:50.079
 were to

00:38:50.079 --> 00:38:50.360
 talk

00:38:50.360 --> 00:38:50.759
 to you

00:38:50.759 --> 00:38:51.159
 at your

00:38:51.159 --> 00:38:51.539
 workplace

00:38:51.539 --> 00:38:51.960
 or after

00:38:51.960 --> 00:38:52.079
 your

00:38:52.079 --> 00:38:52.340
 workplace

00:38:52.340 --> 00:38:52.659
 and I

00:38:52.659 --> 00:38:52.759
 would

00:38:52.759 --> 00:38:53.019
 say

00:38:53.019 --> 00:38:53.259
 something

00:38:53.259 --> 00:38:53.599
 like

00:38:53.599 --> 00:38:54.699
 tell me

00:38:54.699 --> 00:38:54.840
 about

00:38:54.840 --> 00:38:54.980
 your

00:38:54.980 --> 00:38:55.420
 ministry

00:38:55.420 --> 00:38:56.340
 what's

00:38:56.340 --> 00:38:56.500
 God

00:38:56.500 --> 00:38:56.719
 doing

00:38:56.719 --> 00:38:56.880
 in

00:38:56.880 --> 00:38:56.980
 your

00:38:56.980 --> 00:38:57.500
 workplace

00:38:57.500 --> 00:38:58.259
 if

00:38:58.259 --> 00:38:58.420
 you're

00:38:58.420 --> 00:38:58.659
 like

00:38:58.659 --> 00:38:59.099
 me

00:38:59.099 --> 00:39:01.119
 when I

00:39:01.119 --> 00:39:01.279
 was

00:39:01.279 --> 00:39:01.679
 working

00:39:01.679 --> 00:39:02.099
 I

00:39:02.099 --> 00:39:02.279
 would

00:39:02.279 --> 00:39:02.460
 say

00:39:02.460 --> 00:39:02.779
 things

00:39:02.779 --> 00:39:03.079
 like

00:39:03.079 --> 00:39:03.679
 well

00:39:03.679 --> 00:39:03.840
 I'm

00:39:03.840 --> 00:39:04.039
 trying

00:39:04.039 --> 00:39:04.159
 to

00:39:04.159 --> 00:39:04.300
 share

00:39:04.300 --> 00:39:04.480
 my

00:39:04.480 --> 00:39:04.739
 faith

00:39:04.739 --> 00:39:04.900
 with

00:39:04.900 --> 00:39:05.099
 this

00:39:05.099 --> 00:39:05.460
 person

00:39:05.460 --> 00:39:05.619
 and

00:39:05.619 --> 00:39:05.779
 I'm

00:39:05.779 --> 00:39:06.039
 trying

00:39:06.039 --> 00:39:06.279
 to

00:39:06.279 --> 00:39:06.759
 lead

00:39:06.759 --> 00:39:06.940
 this

00:39:06.940 --> 00:39:07.239
 person

00:39:07.239 --> 00:39:07.400
 in

00:39:07.400 --> 00:39:07.500
 a

00:39:07.500 --> 00:39:07.699
 Bible

00:39:07.699 --> 00:39:08.019
 study

00:39:08.019 --> 00:39:08.559
 and

00:39:08.559 --> 00:39:08.699
 I'm

00:39:08.699 --> 00:39:08.940
 trying

00:39:08.940 --> 00:39:09.079
 to

00:39:09.079 --> 00:39:09.219
 do

00:39:09.219 --> 00:39:09.360
 a

00:39:09.360 --> 00:39:09.579
 prayer

00:39:09.579 --> 00:39:09.880
 walk

00:39:09.880 --> 00:39:10.200
 around

00:39:10.200 --> 00:39:10.720
 the

00:39:10.720 --> 00:39:11.039
 office

00:39:11.039 --> 00:39:11.480
 place

00:39:11.480 --> 00:39:11.620
 and

00:39:11.620 --> 00:39:12.160
 I'm

00:39:12.160 --> 00:39:12.420
 trying

00:39:12.420 --> 00:39:12.680
 to

00:39:12.680 --> 00:39:13.200
 listen

00:39:13.200 --> 00:39:13.360
 to

00:39:13.360 --> 00:39:13.599
 people

00:39:13.599 --> 00:39:13.760
 who

00:39:13.760 --> 00:39:13.860
 are

00:39:13.860 --> 00:39:14.120
 hurting

00:39:14.120 --> 00:39:14.320
 in

00:39:14.320 --> 00:39:14.420
 the

00:39:14.420 --> 00:39:14.660
 office

00:39:14.660 --> 00:39:14.940
 place

00:39:14.940 --> 00:39:15.099
 I'm

00:39:15.099 --> 00:39:15.240
 trying

00:39:15.240 --> 00:39:15.380
 to

00:39:15.380 --> 00:39:15.579
 pray

00:39:15.579 --> 00:39:15.740
 for

00:39:15.740 --> 00:39:15.900
 those

00:39:15.900 --> 00:39:16.120
 people

00:39:16.120 --> 00:39:16.300
 and

00:39:16.300 --> 00:39:16.700
 encourage

00:39:16.700 --> 00:39:16.940
 them

00:39:16.940 --> 00:39:17.079
 to

00:39:17.079 --> 00:39:17.340
 walk

00:39:17.340 --> 00:39:17.460
 with

00:39:17.460 --> 00:39:17.539
 the

00:39:17.539 --> 00:39:17.740
 Lord

00:39:17.740 --> 00:39:18.240
 and

00:39:18.240 --> 00:39:18.500
 all

00:39:18.500 --> 00:39:18.599
 of

00:39:18.599 --> 00:39:18.820
 those

00:39:18.820 --> 00:39:19.140
 things

00:39:19.140 --> 00:39:19.519
 I

00:39:19.519 --> 00:39:19.620
 would

00:39:19.620 --> 00:39:19.740
 say

00:39:19.740 --> 00:39:19.900
 this

00:39:19.900 --> 00:39:20.059
 is

00:39:20.059 --> 00:39:20.780
 what

00:39:20.780 --> 00:39:20.980
 I'm

00:39:20.980 --> 00:39:21.420
 doing

00:39:21.420 --> 00:39:22.599
 in

00:39:22.599 --> 00:39:22.760
 my

00:39:22.760 --> 00:39:23.140
 ministry

00:39:23.140 --> 00:39:24.200
 but

00:39:24.200 --> 00:39:24.300
 I

00:39:24.300 --> 00:39:24.420
 would

00:39:24.420 --> 00:39:24.579
 never

00:39:24.579 --> 00:39:24.920
 mention

00:39:24.920 --> 00:39:25.140
 that

00:39:25.140 --> 00:39:25.420
 I'm

00:39:25.420 --> 00:39:25.980
 working

00:39:25.980 --> 00:39:26.539
 in

00:39:26.539 --> 00:39:27.400
 retail

00:39:27.400 --> 00:39:28.860
 I

00:39:28.860 --> 00:39:28.980
 would

00:39:28.980 --> 00:39:29.140
 never

00:39:29.140 --> 00:39:29.440
 mention

00:39:29.440 --> 00:39:29.720
 my

00:39:29.720 --> 00:39:30.019
 ministry

00:39:30.019 --> 00:39:30.300
 is

00:39:30.300 --> 00:39:31.039
 sales

00:39:31.039 --> 00:39:31.260
 and

00:39:31.260 --> 00:39:31.360
 I'm

00:39:31.360 --> 00:39:31.539
 doing

00:39:31.539 --> 00:39:31.820
 these

00:39:31.820 --> 00:39:32.259
 things

00:39:32.259 --> 00:39:33.259
 and

00:39:33.259 --> 00:39:33.500
 the

00:39:33.500 --> 00:39:33.739
 Bible

00:39:33.739 --> 00:39:34.079
 says

00:39:34.079 --> 00:39:34.259
 that

00:39:34.259 --> 00:39:36.079
 is

00:39:36.079 --> 00:39:37.380
 your

00:39:37.380 --> 00:39:37.820
 ministry

00:39:37.820 --> 00:39:39.279
 in

00:39:39.279 --> 00:39:39.440
 fact

00:39:39.440 --> 00:39:39.579
 the

00:39:39.579 --> 00:39:39.820
 things

00:39:39.820 --> 00:39:40.179
 often

00:39:40.179 --> 00:39:40.300
 that

00:39:40.300 --> 00:39:40.420
 we

00:39:40.420 --> 00:39:40.679
 think

00:39:40.679 --> 00:39:41.019
 are

00:39:41.019 --> 00:39:41.279
 our

00:39:41.279 --> 00:39:41.840
 ministries

00:39:41.840 --> 00:39:42.579
 like

00:39:42.579 --> 00:39:42.880
 sharing

00:39:42.880 --> 00:39:43.059
 our

00:39:43.059 --> 00:39:43.300
 faith

00:39:43.300 --> 00:39:43.460
 and

00:39:43.460 --> 00:39:43.699
 reading

00:39:43.699 --> 00:39:43.920
 our

00:39:43.920 --> 00:39:44.199
 Bible

00:39:44.199 --> 00:39:44.380
 and

00:39:44.380 --> 00:39:44.679
 praying

00:39:44.679 --> 00:39:44.920
 and

00:39:44.920 --> 00:39:45.179
 talking

00:39:45.179 --> 00:39:45.320
 to

00:39:45.320 --> 00:39:45.539
 people

00:39:45.539 --> 00:39:46.259
 sometimes

00:39:46.259 --> 00:39:46.480
 we

00:39:46.480 --> 00:39:46.659
 do

00:39:46.659 --> 00:39:46.920
 those

00:39:46.920 --> 00:39:47.159
 things

00:39:47.159 --> 00:39:47.360
 on

00:39:47.360 --> 00:39:47.480
 our

00:39:47.480 --> 00:39:47.820
 office

00:39:47.820 --> 00:39:48.300
 hours

00:39:48.300 --> 00:39:50.579
 right

00:39:50.579 --> 00:39:52.099
 Facebook

00:39:52.099 --> 00:39:52.599
 or other

00:39:52.599 --> 00:39:53.059
 things like

00:39:53.059 --> 00:39:53.340
 that

00:39:53.340 --> 00:39:54.199
 and

00:39:54.199 --> 00:39:54.320
 the

00:39:54.320 --> 00:39:54.539
 Bible

00:39:54.539 --> 00:39:54.739
 would

00:39:54.739 --> 00:39:54.900
 say

00:39:54.900 --> 00:39:55.059
 that

00:39:55.059 --> 00:39:55.360
 that's

00:39:55.360 --> 00:39:55.659
 actually

00:39:55.659 --> 00:39:56.239
 stealing

00:39:56.239 --> 00:39:57.579
 from

00:39:57.579 --> 00:39:57.739
 your

00:39:57.739 --> 00:39:58.159
 employer

00:39:58.159 --> 00:40:00.400
 I

00:40:00.400 --> 00:40:00.679
 had a

00:40:00.679 --> 00:40:00.980
 friend

00:40:00.980 --> 00:40:01.280
 we were

00:40:01.280 --> 00:40:01.380
 in

00:40:01.380 --> 00:40:01.639
 college

00:40:01.639 --> 00:40:01.860
 and

00:40:01.860 --> 00:40:01.940
 he

00:40:01.940 --> 00:40:02.099
 got

00:40:02.099 --> 00:40:02.420
 fired

00:40:02.420 --> 00:40:02.579
 from

00:40:02.579 --> 00:40:02.699
 his

00:40:02.699 --> 00:40:02.900
 job

00:40:02.900 --> 00:40:03.059
 because

00:40:03.059 --> 00:40:03.139
 he

00:40:03.139 --> 00:40:03.219
 was

00:40:03.219 --> 00:40:03.420
 reading

00:40:03.420 --> 00:40:03.559
 his

00:40:03.559 --> 00:40:03.820
 Bible

00:40:03.820 --> 00:40:04.019
 at

00:40:04.019 --> 00:40:04.320
 work

00:40:04.320 --> 00:40:05.619
 and

00:40:05.619 --> 00:40:05.740
 he

00:40:05.740 --> 00:40:05.900
 was

00:40:05.900 --> 00:40:06.159
 really

00:40:06.159 --> 00:40:06.559
 proud

00:40:06.559 --> 00:40:06.740
 that

00:40:06.740 --> 00:40:06.840
 he

00:40:06.840 --> 00:40:07.039
 got

00:40:07.039 --> 00:40:07.380
 fired

00:40:07.380 --> 00:40:07.559
 because

00:40:07.559 --> 00:40:07.639
 he

00:40:07.639 --> 00:40:07.719
 was

00:40:07.719 --> 00:40:07.920
 reading

00:40:07.920 --> 00:40:08.059
 his

00:40:08.059 --> 00:40:08.320
 Bible

00:40:08.320 --> 00:40:08.500
 at

00:40:08.500 --> 00:40:08.820
 work

00:40:08.820 --> 00:40:10.300
 and

00:40:10.300 --> 00:40:10.420
 we

00:40:10.420 --> 00:40:10.740
 talked

00:40:10.740 --> 00:40:11.000
 about

00:40:11.000 --> 00:40:11.159
 that

00:40:11.159 --> 00:40:11.300
 I said

00:40:11.300 --> 00:40:11.460
 dude

00:40:11.460 --> 00:40:11.619
 what

00:40:11.619 --> 00:40:11.880
 happened

00:40:11.880 --> 00:40:12.000
 he

00:40:12.000 --> 00:40:12.119
 goes

00:40:12.119 --> 00:40:12.260
 I

00:40:12.260 --> 00:40:12.360
 got

00:40:12.360 --> 00:40:12.639
 fired

00:40:12.639 --> 00:40:12.760
 I

00:40:12.760 --> 00:40:12.820
 said

00:40:12.820 --> 00:40:13.059
 why

00:40:13.059 --> 00:40:13.800
 I

00:40:13.800 --> 00:40:13.900
 was

00:40:13.900 --> 00:40:14.039
 being

00:40:14.039 --> 00:40:14.199
 a

00:40:14.199 --> 00:40:14.500
 Christian

00:40:14.500 --> 00:40:15.360
 I

00:40:15.360 --> 00:40:15.460
 was

00:40:15.460 --> 00:40:15.579
 reading

00:40:15.579 --> 00:40:15.719
 my

00:40:15.719 --> 00:40:15.940
 Bible

00:40:15.940 --> 00:40:16.099
 at

00:40:16.099 --> 00:40:16.400
 work

00:40:16.400 --> 00:40:17.519
 I

00:40:17.519 --> 00:40:17.719
 talked

00:40:17.719 --> 00:40:17.820
 to

00:40:17.820 --> 00:40:18.079
 friends

00:40:18.079 --> 00:40:18.219
 in

00:40:18.219 --> 00:40:18.320
 the

00:40:18.320 --> 00:40:18.559
 office

00:40:18.559 --> 00:40:18.719
 and

00:40:18.719 --> 00:40:18.780
 he

00:40:18.780 --> 00:40:18.900
 said

00:40:18.900 --> 00:40:19.019
 yeah

00:40:19.019 --> 00:40:19.140
 he

00:40:19.140 --> 00:40:19.220
 was

00:40:19.220 --> 00:40:19.580
 lazy

00:40:19.580 --> 00:40:21.060
 he

00:40:21.060 --> 00:40:21.380
 wasn't

00:40:21.380 --> 00:40:21.740
 working

00:40:21.740 --> 00:40:22.840
 he

00:40:22.840 --> 00:40:22.960
 was

00:40:22.960 --> 00:40:23.240
 stealing

00:40:23.240 --> 00:40:23.440
 from

00:40:23.440 --> 00:40:23.580
 the

00:40:23.580 --> 00:40:23.900
 team

00:40:23.900 --> 00:40:25.160
 and

00:40:25.160 --> 00:40:25.300
 the

00:40:25.300 --> 00:40:25.519
 scripture

00:40:25.519 --> 00:40:25.900
 says

00:40:25.900 --> 00:40:26.019
 that

00:40:26.019 --> 00:40:26.160
 your

00:40:26.160 --> 00:40:26.580
 work

00:40:26.580 --> 00:40:26.760
 and

00:40:26.760 --> 00:40:26.920
 your

00:40:26.920 --> 00:40:27.320
 business

00:40:27.320 --> 00:40:27.560
 and

00:40:27.560 --> 00:40:27.700
 your

00:40:27.700 --> 00:40:28.100
 calling

00:40:28.100 --> 00:40:28.280
 and

00:40:28.280 --> 00:40:28.400
 your

00:40:28.400 --> 00:40:28.680
 ministry

00:40:28.680 --> 00:40:29.200
 they're

00:40:29.200 --> 00:40:29.400
 all

00:40:29.400 --> 00:40:29.560
 the

00:40:29.560 --> 00:40:29.760
 same

00:40:29.760 --> 00:40:30.040
 thing

00:40:30.040 --> 00:40:30.360
 and

00:40:30.360 --> 00:40:30.460
 that

00:40:30.460 --> 00:40:30.580
 your

00:40:30.580 --> 00:40:30.840
 first

00:40:30.840 --> 00:40:31.380
 responsibility

00:40:31.380 --> 00:40:31.760
 is to

00:40:31.760 --> 00:40:31.840
 be

00:40:31.840 --> 00:40:31.980
 the

00:40:31.980 --> 00:40:32.220
 best

00:40:32.220 --> 00:40:32.540
 doctor

00:40:32.540 --> 00:40:32.720
 that

00:40:32.720 --> 00:40:32.800
 you

00:40:32.800 --> 00:40:32.940
 can

00:40:32.940 --> 00:40:33.160
 be

00:40:33.160 --> 00:40:34.920
 to

00:40:34.920 --> 00:40:35.019
 be

00:40:35.019 --> 00:40:35.120
 the

00:40:35.120 --> 00:40:35.340
 best

00:40:35.340 --> 00:40:35.680
 lawyer

00:40:35.680 --> 00:40:35.880
 that

00:40:35.880 --> 00:40:35.980
 you

00:40:35.980 --> 00:40:36.100
 can

00:40:36.100 --> 00:40:36.320
 be

00:40:36.320 --> 00:40:37.420
 to

00:40:37.420 --> 00:40:37.500
 be

00:40:37.500 --> 00:40:37.600
 the

00:40:37.600 --> 00:40:37.780
 best

00:40:37.780 --> 00:40:38.100
 teacher

00:40:38.100 --> 00:40:38.260
 that

00:40:38.260 --> 00:40:38.340
 you

00:40:38.340 --> 00:40:38.460
 can

00:40:38.460 --> 00:40:38.720
 be

00:40:38.720 --> 00:40:39.860
 to

00:40:39.860 --> 00:40:39.960
 be

00:40:39.960 --> 00:40:40.060
 the

00:40:40.060 --> 00:40:40.300
 best

00:40:40.300 --> 00:40:40.900
 pastor

00:40:40.900 --> 00:40:41.100
 that

00:40:48.780 --> 00:40:48.880
 in

00:40:48.880 --> 00:40:49.000
 your

00:40:49.000 --> 00:40:49.420
 life

00:40:49.420 --> 00:40:51.280
 that

00:40:51.280 --> 00:40:51.480
 he's

00:40:51.480 --> 00:40:51.620
 the

00:40:51.620 --> 00:40:51.840
 ultimate

00:40:51.840 --> 00:40:52.280
 one

00:40:52.280 --> 00:40:54.460
 that

00:40:54.460 --> 00:40:54.760
 that's

00:40:54.760 --> 00:40:54.900
 your

00:40:54.900 --> 00:40:55.320
 ministry

00:40:55.320 --> 00:40:57.640
 so

00:40:57.640 --> 00:40:57.760
 what

00:40:57.760 --> 00:40:57.860
 does

00:40:57.860 --> 00:40:57.960
 that

00:40:57.960 --> 00:40:58.160
 look

00:40:58.160 --> 00:40:58.460
 like

00:40:58.460 --> 00:40:58.640
 on

00:40:58.640 --> 00:40:59.000
 Monday

00:40:59.000 --> 00:40:59.360
 when

00:40:59.360 --> 00:40:59.480
 you

00:40:59.480 --> 00:40:59.620
 go

00:40:59.620 --> 00:40:59.760
 into

00:40:59.760 --> 00:40:59.940
 the

00:40:59.940 --> 00:41:00.380
 office

00:41:00.380 --> 00:41:02.800
 what

00:41:02.800 --> 00:41:02.900
 does

00:41:02.900 --> 00:41:02.980
 it

00:41:02.980 --> 00:41:03.100
 look

00:41:03.100 --> 00:41:03.280
 like

00:41:03.280 --> 00:41:03.400
 for

00:41:03.400 --> 00:41:03.500
 you

00:41:03.500 --> 00:41:03.620
 to

00:41:03.620 --> 00:41:03.840
 walk

00:41:03.840 --> 00:41:04.000
 into

00:41:04.000 --> 00:41:04.140
 the

00:41:04.140 --> 00:41:04.360
 office

00:41:04.360 --> 00:41:04.540
 and

00:41:04.540 --> 00:41:04.680
 say

00:41:04.680 --> 00:41:04.920
 okay

00:41:04.920 --> 00:41:05.560
 my

00:41:05.560 --> 00:41:06.000
 ministry

00:41:06.000 --> 00:41:06.480
 is

00:41:06.480 --> 00:41:06.660
 to

00:41:06.660 --> 00:41:06.860
 be

00:41:06.860 --> 00:41:07.080
 the

00:41:07.080 --> 00:41:07.440
 best

00:41:07.440 --> 00:41:07.900
 lawyer

00:41:07.900 --> 00:41:08.120
 that

00:41:08.120 --> 00:41:08.240
 I

00:41:08.240 --> 00:41:08.360
 can

00:41:08.360 --> 00:41:08.480
 be

00:41:08.480 --> 00:41:08.580
 in

00:41:08.580 --> 00:41:08.740
 this

00:41:08.740 --> 00:41:09.140
 place

00:41:09.140 --> 00:41:10.260
 my

00:41:10.260 --> 00:41:10.580
 ministry

00:41:10.580 --> 00:41:10.720
 is

00:41:10.720 --> 00:41:10.800
 to

00:41:10.800 --> 00:41:10.980
 take

00:41:10.980 --> 00:41:11.360
 everything

00:41:11.360 --> 00:41:11.540
 that

00:41:11.540 --> 00:41:11.760
 God

00:41:11.760 --> 00:41:12.140
 created

00:41:12.140 --> 00:41:12.360
 in

00:41:12.360 --> 00:41:12.460
 the

00:41:12.460 --> 00:41:12.660
 field

00:41:12.660 --> 00:41:12.820
 of

00:41:12.820 --> 00:41:13.060
 medicine

00:41:13.060 --> 00:41:13.500
 and

00:41:13.500 --> 00:41:13.720
 start

00:41:13.720 --> 00:41:13.900
 to

00:41:13.900 --> 00:41:14.240
 shape

00:41:14.240 --> 00:41:14.380
 it

00:41:14.380 --> 00:41:14.559
 and

00:41:14.559 --> 00:41:14.840
 mold

00:41:14.840 --> 00:41:14.980
 it

00:41:14.980 --> 00:41:15.360
 and

00:41:15.360 --> 00:41:15.619
 use

00:41:15.619 --> 00:41:15.720
 it

00:41:15.720 --> 00:41:15.860
 to

00:41:15.860 --> 00:41:16.079
 help

00:41:16.079 --> 00:41:16.280
 and

00:41:16.280 --> 00:41:16.519
 serve

00:41:16.519 --> 00:41:16.780
 other

00:41:16.780 --> 00:41:17.220
 people

00:41:17.220 --> 00:41:18.260
 my

00:41:18.260 --> 00:41:18.519
 ministry

00:41:18.519 --> 00:41:18.720
 is to

00:41:18.720 --> 00:41:18.940
 take

00:41:18.940 --> 00:41:19.380
 the

00:41:19.380 --> 00:41:19.700
 banking

00:41:19.700 --> 00:41:20.260
 situation

00:41:20.260 --> 00:41:20.559
 that's

00:41:20.559 --> 00:41:20.880
 happening

00:41:20.880 --> 00:41:21.099
 right

00:41:21.099 --> 00:41:21.300
 now

00:41:21.300 --> 00:41:21.660
 and

00:41:21.660 --> 00:41:22.000
 understand

00:41:22.000 --> 00:41:22.180
 that

00:41:22.180 --> 00:41:22.380
 there's

00:41:22.380 --> 00:41:23.380
 amazing

00:41:23.380 --> 00:41:23.660
 amount

00:41:23.660 --> 00:41:23.800
 of

00:41:23.800 --> 00:41:24.180
 chaos

00:41:24.180 --> 00:41:24.380
 and

00:41:24.380 --> 00:41:24.700
 thorns

00:41:24.700 --> 00:41:24.920
 and

00:41:24.920 --> 00:41:25.280
 thistles

00:41:25.280 --> 00:41:25.539
 and

00:41:25.539 --> 00:41:26.260
 weeds

00:41:26.260 --> 00:41:26.539
 and

00:41:26.539 --> 00:41:26.920
 they're

00:41:26.920 --> 00:41:27.059
 in

00:41:27.059 --> 00:41:27.400
 all

00:41:27.400 --> 00:41:27.680
 over

00:41:27.680 --> 00:41:27.840
 the

00:41:27.840 --> 00:41:28.240
 creation

00:41:28.240 --> 00:41:28.559
 they're

00:41:28.559 --> 00:41:29.240
 everywhere

00:41:29.240 --> 00:41:29.700
 but

00:41:29.700 --> 00:41:29.840
 my

00:41:29.840 --> 00:41:30.160
 ministry

00:41:30.160 --> 00:41:30.340
 is

00:41:30.340 --> 00:41:30.980
 as a

00:41:30.980 --> 00:41:31.180
 person

00:41:31.180 --> 00:41:31.340
 who

00:41:31.340 --> 00:41:31.599
 walks

00:41:31.599 --> 00:41:31.720
 with

00:41:31.720 --> 00:41:31.800
 the

00:41:31.800 --> 00:41:32.000
 Lord

00:41:32.000 --> 00:41:32.400
 is

00:41:32.400 --> 00:41:32.519
 to

00:41:32.519 --> 00:41:32.780
 walk

00:41:32.780 --> 00:41:32.940
 into

00:41:32.940 --> 00:41:33.119
 the

00:41:33.119 --> 00:41:33.360
 bank

00:41:33.360 --> 00:41:33.720
 and

00:41:33.720 --> 00:41:33.840
 say

00:41:33.840 --> 00:41:34.019
 okay

00:41:34.019 --> 00:41:34.320
 God

00:41:34.320 --> 00:41:34.880
 how

00:41:34.880 --> 00:41:35.240
 should

00:41:35.239 --> 00:41:35.579
 things

00:41:35.579 --> 00:41:35.919
 be

00:41:35.919 --> 00:41:38.479
 how

00:41:38.479 --> 00:41:38.819
 are

00:41:38.819 --> 00:41:39.399
 things

00:41:39.399 --> 00:41:42.159
 what

00:41:42.159 --> 00:41:42.319
 do

00:41:42.319 --> 00:41:42.439
 you

00:41:42.439 --> 00:41:42.619
 want

00:41:42.619 --> 00:41:42.839
 me

00:41:42.839 --> 00:41:43.599
 to

00:41:43.599 --> 00:41:43.759
 do

00:41:43.759 --> 00:41:44.039
 about

00:41:44.039 --> 00:41:44.319
 it

00:41:44.319 --> 00:41:47.579
 that's

00:41:47.579 --> 00:41:47.699
 what

00:41:47.699 --> 00:41:48.139
 business

00:41:48.139 --> 00:41:49.019
 is

00:41:49.019 --> 00:41:49.319
 in

00:41:49.319 --> 00:41:49.439
 the

00:41:49.439 --> 00:41:49.799
 gospel

00:41:49.799 --> 00:41:50.699
 does

00:41:50.699 --> 00:41:50.799
 that

00:41:50.799 --> 00:41:50.939
 make

00:41:50.939 --> 00:41:51.299
 sense

00:41:51.299 --> 00:41:52.759
 everybody's

00:41:52.759 --> 00:41:53.019
 really

00:41:53.019 --> 00:41:53.500
 quiet

00:41:53.500 --> 00:41:53.719
 and

00:41:53.719 --> 00:41:53.839
 they're

00:41:53.839 --> 00:41:54.099
 looking

00:41:54.099 --> 00:41:54.259
 up

00:41:54.259 --> 00:41:54.359
 here

00:41:54.359 --> 00:41:54.519
 like

00:41:54.519 --> 00:41:54.659
 I'm

00:41:54.659 --> 00:41:55.000
 talking

00:41:55.000 --> 00:41:55.959
 Spanish

00:41:55.959 --> 00:41:56.139
 or

00:41:56.139 --> 00:41:56.539
 Portuguese

00:41:56.539 --> 00:41:58.239
 but

00:41:58.239 --> 00:41:58.479
 I

00:41:58.479 --> 00:41:58.779
 still

00:41:58.779 --> 00:41:59.019
 think

00:41:59.019 --> 00:41:59.179
 that

00:41:59.179 --> 00:41:59.359
 I

00:41:59.359 --> 00:41:59.559
 have

00:41:59.559 --> 00:41:59.679
 a

00:41:59.679 --> 00:41:59.839
 hard

00:41:59.839 --> 00:42:00.059
 time

00:42:00.059 --> 00:42:00.239
 getting

00:42:00.239 --> 00:42:00.479
 my

00:42:00.479 --> 00:42:00.679
 head

00:42:00.679 --> 00:42:01.019
 around

00:42:01.019 --> 00:42:01.319
 that

00:42:01.319 --> 00:42:02.039
 because

00:42:02.039 --> 00:42:02.199
 for

00:42:02.199 --> 00:42:02.439
 such

00:42:02.439 --> 00:42:02.619
 a

00:42:02.619 --> 00:42:02.919
 long

00:42:02.919 --> 00:42:03.259
 time

00:42:03.259 --> 00:42:03.459
 in

00:42:03.459 --> 00:42:03.619
 the

00:42:03.619 --> 00:42:03.959
 church

00:42:03.959 --> 00:42:04.500
 we've

00:42:04.500 --> 00:42:04.679
 said

00:42:04.679 --> 00:42:05.059
 hey

00:42:05.059 --> 00:42:05.239
 you're

00:42:05.239 --> 00:42:05.440
 going

00:42:05.440 --> 00:42:05.619
 on

00:42:05.619 --> 00:42:05.739
 a

00:42:05.739 --> 00:42:05.920
 mission

00:42:05.920 --> 00:42:06.179
 trip

00:42:06.179 --> 00:42:06.320
 and

00:42:06.320 --> 00:42:06.460
 that's

00:42:06.460 --> 00:42:06.539
 where

00:42:06.539 --> 00:42:06.679
 you're

00:42:06.679 --> 00:42:06.719
 going

00:42:06.719 --> 00:42:06.759
 to

00:42:06.759 --> 00:42:06.860
 do

00:42:06.860 --> 00:42:07.059
 real

00:42:07.059 --> 00:42:07.460
 ministry

00:42:07.460 --> 00:42:08.360
 hey

00:42:08.360 --> 00:42:08.519
 you're

00:42:08.519 --> 00:42:08.599
 going

00:42:08.599 --> 00:42:08.659
 to

00:42:08.659 --> 00:42:08.940
 support

00:42:08.940 --> 00:42:09.159
 these

00:42:09.159 --> 00:42:09.599
 missionaries

00:42:09.599 --> 00:42:09.719
 and

00:42:09.719 --> 00:42:09.880
 that's

00:42:09.880 --> 00:42:09.980
 where

00:42:09.980 --> 00:42:10.159
 you're

00:42:10.159 --> 00:42:10.239
 going

00:42:10.239 --> 00:42:10.279
 to

00:42:10.279 --> 00:42:10.400
 do

00:42:10.400 --> 00:42:10.480
 it

00:42:10.480 --> 00:42:10.679
 because

00:42:10.679 --> 00:42:11.059
 you can't

00:42:11.059 --> 00:42:11.239
 do

00:42:11.239 --> 00:42:11.460
 it

00:42:11.460 --> 00:42:13.119
 hey

00:42:13.119 --> 00:42:13.320
 you're

00:42:13.320 --> 00:42:13.400
 going

00:42:13.400 --> 00:42:13.440
 to

00:42:13.440 --> 00:42:13.559
 do

00:42:13.559 --> 00:42:13.820
 these

00:42:13.820 --> 00:42:14.159
 things

00:42:14.159 --> 00:42:14.360
 at

00:42:14.360 --> 00:42:14.820
 church

00:42:14.820 --> 00:42:16.219
 and

00:42:16.219 --> 00:42:16.340
 so

00:42:16.340 --> 00:42:16.440
 we

00:42:16.440 --> 00:42:16.739
 leave

00:42:16.739 --> 00:42:16.940
 these

00:42:16.940 --> 00:42:17.360
 separated

00:42:17.360 --> 00:42:17.799
 lives

00:42:17.799 --> 00:42:18.059
 and in

00:42:18.059 --> 00:42:18.239
 these

00:42:18.239 --> 00:42:18.559
 separated

00:42:18.559 --> 00:42:18.840
 lives

00:42:18.840 --> 00:42:19.159
 sometimes

00:42:19.159 --> 00:42:19.320
 we

00:42:19.320 --> 00:42:19.460
 go

00:42:19.460 --> 00:42:19.920
 crazy

00:42:19.920 --> 00:42:20.400
 but

00:42:20.400 --> 00:42:20.559
 the

00:42:20.559 --> 00:42:20.880
 passage

00:42:20.880 --> 00:42:21.259
 says

00:42:21.259 --> 00:42:21.420
 in

00:42:21.420 --> 00:42:21.579
 the

00:42:21.579 --> 00:42:21.860
 garden

00:42:21.860 --> 00:42:22.320
 that

00:42:22.320 --> 00:42:22.699
 everything

00:42:22.699 --> 00:42:22.980
 is

00:42:22.980 --> 00:42:23.159
 the

00:42:23.159 --> 00:42:23.400
 same

00:42:23.400 --> 00:42:23.559
 that

00:42:23.559 --> 00:42:23.660
 we

00:42:23.660 --> 00:42:23.920
 all

00:42:23.920 --> 00:42:24.119
 work

00:42:24.119 --> 00:42:24.519
 together

00:42:24.519 --> 00:42:25.099
 that

00:42:25.099 --> 00:42:25.360
 whether

00:42:25.360 --> 00:42:25.579
 we're

00:42:25.579 --> 00:42:25.700
 a

00:42:25.700 --> 00:42:25.940
 banker

00:42:25.940 --> 00:42:26.139
 or

00:42:26.139 --> 00:42:26.400
 teacher

00:42:26.400 --> 00:42:26.599
 or

00:42:26.599 --> 00:42:26.960
 pastor

00:42:26.960 --> 00:42:27.740
 all

00:42:27.740 --> 00:42:27.880
 of

00:42:27.880 --> 00:42:28.059
 these

00:42:28.059 --> 00:42:28.280
 things

00:42:28.280 --> 00:42:28.500
 bring

00:42:28.500 --> 00:42:28.800
 honor

00:42:28.800 --> 00:42:28.980
 and

00:42:28.980 --> 00:42:29.200
 glory

00:42:29.200 --> 00:42:29.340
 to

00:42:29.340 --> 00:42:29.480
 the

00:42:29.480 --> 00:42:29.800
 Lord

00:42:29.800 --> 00:42:31.280
 now

00:42:31.280 --> 00:42:31.500
 maybe

00:42:31.500 --> 00:42:31.660
 you're

00:42:31.660 --> 00:42:31.860
 sitting

00:42:31.860 --> 00:42:32.019
 there

00:42:32.019 --> 00:42:32.099
 and

00:42:32.099 --> 00:42:32.200
 you're

00:42:32.200 --> 00:42:32.380
 listening

00:42:32.380 --> 00:42:32.579
 to it

00:42:32.579 --> 00:42:32.720
 and say

00:42:32.720 --> 00:42:33.340
 that's

00:42:33.340 --> 00:42:33.559
 great

00:42:33.559 --> 00:42:33.800
 for you

00:42:33.800 --> 00:42:33.920
 but

00:42:33.920 --> 00:42:34.099
 my

00:42:34.099 --> 00:42:34.460
 job

00:42:34.460 --> 00:42:34.619
 is

00:42:34.619 --> 00:42:35.119
 impossible

00:42:35.119 --> 00:42:35.700
 it's

00:42:35.700 --> 00:42:35.900
 no

00:42:35.900 --> 00:42:36.320
 redeeming

00:42:36.320 --> 00:42:36.599
 value

00:42:36.599 --> 00:42:36.800
 like

00:42:36.800 --> 00:42:36.940
 that

00:42:36.940 --> 00:42:37.280
 question

00:42:37.280 --> 00:42:37.400
 that

00:42:37.400 --> 00:42:37.519
 was

00:42:37.519 --> 00:42:37.800
 asked

00:42:37.800 --> 00:42:38.220
 I

00:42:38.220 --> 00:42:38.460
 need

00:42:38.460 --> 00:42:38.559
 to

00:42:38.559 --> 00:42:38.760
 just

00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:39.340
 escape

00:42:39.340 --> 00:42:41.500
 well

00:42:41.500 --> 00:42:41.700
 maybe

00:42:41.700 --> 00:42:41.940
 you

00:42:41.940 --> 00:42:42.260
 do

00:42:42.260 --> 00:42:44.619
 but

00:42:44.619 --> 00:42:44.980
 Paul

00:42:44.980 --> 00:42:45.220
 wrote

00:42:45.220 --> 00:42:45.539
 a book

00:42:45.539 --> 00:42:45.780
 to

00:42:45.780 --> 00:42:46.260
 a church

00:42:46.260 --> 00:42:46.460
 in

00:42:46.460 --> 00:42:46.880
 Corinth

00:42:46.880 --> 00:42:47.539
 with

00:42:47.539 --> 00:42:47.880
 a lot

00:42:47.880 --> 00:42:48.000
 of

00:42:48.000 --> 00:42:48.260
 people

00:42:48.260 --> 00:42:48.420
 who

00:42:48.420 --> 00:42:48.519
 are

00:42:48.519 --> 00:42:48.820
 trying

00:42:48.820 --> 00:42:48.980
 to

00:42:48.980 --> 00:42:49.420
 escape

00:42:49.420 --> 00:42:51.000
 they

00:42:51.000 --> 00:42:51.119
 were

00:42:51.119 --> 00:42:51.340
 new

00:42:51.340 --> 00:42:51.700
 Christians

00:42:51.700 --> 00:42:51.960
 they

00:42:51.960 --> 00:42:52.059
 were

00:42:52.059 --> 00:42:52.340
 trying

00:42:52.340 --> 00:42:52.500
 to

00:42:52.500 --> 00:42:53.380
 fit

00:42:53.380 --> 00:42:53.640
 in

00:42:53.640 --> 00:42:53.900
 and

00:42:53.900 --> 00:42:54.240
 they

00:42:54.240 --> 00:42:54.559
 realized

00:42:54.559 --> 00:42:54.700
 it's

00:42:54.700 --> 00:42:54.820
 just

00:42:54.820 --> 00:42:55.000
 too

00:42:55.000 --> 00:42:55.220
 hard

00:42:55.220 --> 00:42:55.460
 I

00:42:55.460 --> 00:42:55.760
 need

00:42:55.760 --> 00:42:55.840
 to

00:42:55.840 --> 00:42:55.940
 do

00:42:55.940 --> 00:42:56.160
 something

00:42:56.160 --> 00:42:56.340
 else

00:42:56.340 --> 00:42:56.440
 I

00:42:56.440 --> 00:42:56.539
 need

00:42:56.539 --> 00:42:56.619
 to

00:42:56.619 --> 00:42:56.760
 be

00:42:56.760 --> 00:42:56.980
 something

00:42:56.980 --> 00:42:57.160
 else

00:42:57.160 --> 00:42:57.240
 I

00:42:57.240 --> 00:42:57.340
 need

00:42:57.340 --> 00:42:57.400
 to

00:42:57.400 --> 00:42:57.500
 go

00:42:57.500 --> 00:42:57.780
 someplace

00:42:57.780 --> 00:42:58.039
 else

00:42:58.039 --> 00:42:58.519
 and

00:42:58.519 --> 00:42:58.900
 Paul's

00:42:58.900 --> 00:42:59.280
 advice

00:42:59.280 --> 00:42:59.440
 to

00:42:59.440 --> 00:42:59.599
 them

00:42:59.599 --> 00:42:59.760
 as

00:42:59.760 --> 00:43:00.160
 Christians

00:43:00.160 --> 00:43:00.480
 were

00:43:00.480 --> 00:43:01.700
 God

00:43:01.700 --> 00:43:02.079
 has

00:43:02.079 --> 00:43:02.340
 you

00:43:02.340 --> 00:43:03.940
 right

00:43:03.940 --> 00:43:04.099
 where

00:43:04.099 --> 00:43:04.280
 you

00:43:04.280 --> 00:43:04.640
 are

00:43:04.640 --> 00:43:06.200
 he

00:43:06.200 --> 00:43:06.480
 has

00:43:06.480 --> 00:43:06.660
 you

00:43:06.660 --> 00:43:06.920
 for

00:43:06.920 --> 00:43:07.740
 purpose

00:43:07.740 --> 00:43:08.280
 and

00:43:08.280 --> 00:43:08.460
 for

00:43:08.460 --> 00:43:08.800
 meaning

00:43:08.800 --> 00:43:09.240
 and

00:43:09.240 --> 00:43:09.360
 that

00:43:09.360 --> 00:43:09.500
 your

00:43:09.500 --> 00:43:09.960
 ministry

00:43:09.960 --> 00:43:10.420
 is

00:43:10.420 --> 00:43:10.559
 to

00:43:16.880 --> 00:43:17.559
 around

00:43:17.559 --> 00:43:17.860
 you

00:43:17.860 --> 00:43:20.000
 don't

00:43:20.000 --> 00:43:20.400
 leave

00:43:20.400 --> 00:43:22.460
 don't

00:43:22.460 --> 00:43:22.680
 give

00:43:22.680 --> 00:43:23.019
 up

00:43:23.019 --> 00:43:24.320
 don't

00:43:24.320 --> 00:43:24.519
 think

00:43:24.519 --> 00:43:24.640
 that

00:43:24.640 --> 00:43:24.800
 there's

00:43:24.800 --> 00:43:25.039
 better

00:43:25.039 --> 00:43:25.519
 pastures

00:43:25.519 --> 00:43:25.660
 or

00:43:25.660 --> 00:43:25.820
 better

00:43:25.820 --> 00:43:26.160
 ministry

00:43:26.160 --> 00:43:26.760
 positions

00:43:26.760 --> 00:43:27.420
 someplace

00:43:27.420 --> 00:43:27.700
 else

00:43:27.700 --> 00:43:27.840
 where

00:43:27.840 --> 00:43:28.019
 the

00:43:28.019 --> 00:43:28.260
 grass

00:43:28.260 --> 00:43:28.400
 is

00:43:28.400 --> 00:43:28.579
 always

00:43:28.579 --> 00:43:28.920
 greener

00:43:28.920 --> 00:43:29.380
 because

00:43:29.380 --> 00:43:29.539
 the

00:43:29.539 --> 00:43:29.740
 scripture

00:43:29.740 --> 00:43:30.079
 says

00:43:30.079 --> 00:43:30.240
 that

00:43:30.240 --> 00:43:30.619
 that's

00:43:30.619 --> 00:43:31.640
 not

00:43:31.640 --> 00:43:32.099
 true

00:43:32.099 --> 00:43:33.860
 and

00:43:33.860 --> 00:43:34.059
 where

00:43:34.059 --> 00:43:34.260
 you

00:43:34.260 --> 00:43:34.660
 are

00:43:34.660 --> 00:43:35.700
 is

00:43:35.700 --> 00:43:35.880
 where

00:43:35.880 --> 00:43:36.240
 God

00:43:36.240 --> 00:43:36.559
 wants

00:43:36.559 --> 00:43:36.680
 you

00:43:36.680 --> 00:43:36.800
 to

00:43:36.800 --> 00:43:36.980
 be

00:43:36.980 --> 00:43:37.180
 and

00:43:37.180 --> 00:43:37.599
 sometimes

00:43:37.599 --> 00:43:37.800
 we

00:43:37.800 --> 00:43:37.940
 have

00:43:37.940 --> 00:43:38.039
 a

00:43:38.039 --> 00:43:38.220
 hard

00:43:38.220 --> 00:43:38.460
 time

00:43:38.460 --> 00:43:38.960
 understanding

00:43:38.960 --> 00:43:39.220
 that

00:43:39.220 --> 00:43:39.360
 and

00:43:39.360 --> 00:43:39.640
 seeing

00:43:39.640 --> 00:43:39.900
 that

00:43:39.900 --> 00:43:40.480
 because

00:43:40.480 --> 00:43:40.720
 we're

00:43:40.720 --> 00:43:41.059
 surrounded

00:43:41.059 --> 00:43:41.300
 by

00:43:41.300 --> 00:43:41.800
 thorns

00:43:41.800 --> 00:43:42.960
 and

00:43:42.960 --> 00:43:43.380
 thistles

00:43:43.380 --> 00:43:45.380
 in

00:43:45.380 --> 00:43:45.599
 your

00:43:45.599 --> 00:43:46.160
 bulletin

00:43:46.159 --> 00:43:47.579
 I

00:43:47.579 --> 00:43:47.859
 wrote

00:43:47.859 --> 00:43:48.099
 out

00:43:48.099 --> 00:43:48.239
 or

00:43:48.239 --> 00:43:48.420
 we

00:43:48.420 --> 00:43:48.659
 wrote

00:43:48.659 --> 00:43:48.839
 out

00:43:48.839 --> 00:43:49.039
 some

00:43:49.039 --> 00:43:49.420
 thoughts

00:43:49.420 --> 00:43:49.719
 here

00:43:49.719 --> 00:43:51.539
 take it

00:43:51.539 --> 00:43:51.679
 out

00:43:51.679 --> 00:43:51.920
 and look

00:43:51.920 --> 00:43:52.179
 at it

00:43:52.179 --> 00:43:52.399
 really

00:43:52.399 --> 00:43:52.739
 quickly

00:43:52.739 --> 00:43:53.159
 as we

00:43:53.159 --> 00:43:53.679
 close

00:43:53.679 --> 00:43:55.599
 we

00:43:55.599 --> 00:43:55.920
 prayed

00:43:55.920 --> 00:43:56.139
 about

00:43:56.139 --> 00:43:56.299
 what

00:43:56.299 --> 00:43:56.440
 does

00:43:56.440 --> 00:43:56.679
 scripture

00:43:56.679 --> 00:43:57.000
 say

00:43:57.000 --> 00:43:57.259
 about

00:43:57.259 --> 00:43:57.420
 us

00:43:57.420 --> 00:43:57.599
 as

00:43:57.599 --> 00:43:58.039
 Christians

00:43:58.039 --> 00:43:58.759
 as

00:43:58.759 --> 00:43:58.899
 we

00:43:58.899 --> 00:43:59.239
 walk

00:43:59.239 --> 00:43:59.379
 and

00:43:59.379 --> 00:43:59.500
 as

00:43:59.500 --> 00:43:59.639
 we

00:43:59.639 --> 00:43:59.960
 serve

00:43:59.960 --> 00:44:00.079
 and

00:44:00.079 --> 00:44:00.179
 as

00:44:00.179 --> 00:44:00.299
 we

00:44:00.299 --> 00:44:00.480
 do

00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:00.819
 things

00:44:00.819 --> 00:44:00.960
 in

00:44:00.960 --> 00:44:01.039
 the

00:44:01.039 --> 00:44:01.379
 place

00:44:01.379 --> 00:44:02.119
 of

00:44:02.119 --> 00:44:02.539
 thorns

00:44:02.539 --> 00:44:02.799
 and

00:44:02.799 --> 00:44:03.279
 thistles

00:44:03.279 --> 00:44:06.139
 God

00:44:06.139 --> 00:44:06.359
 is

00:44:06.359 --> 00:44:07.139
 glorified

00:44:07.139 --> 00:44:07.539
 when

00:44:07.539 --> 00:44:07.679
 we

00:44:07.679 --> 00:44:07.879
 put

00:44:07.879 --> 00:44:08.039
 our

00:44:08.039 --> 00:44:08.299
 whole

00:44:08.299 --> 00:44:08.799
 selves

00:44:08.799 --> 00:44:09.059
 into

00:44:09.059 --> 00:44:09.319
 our

00:44:09.319 --> 00:44:09.639
 work

00:44:09.639 --> 00:44:09.859
 with

00:44:09.859 --> 00:44:10.000
 a

00:44:10.000 --> 00:44:10.179
 view

00:44:10.179 --> 00:44:10.579
 towards

00:44:10.579 --> 00:44:10.960
 pleasing

00:44:10.960 --> 00:44:11.519
 God

00:44:11.519 --> 00:44:12.599
 not

00:44:12.599 --> 00:44:13.019
 men

00:44:13.019 --> 00:44:15.279
 we

00:44:15.279 --> 00:44:15.500
 do

00:44:15.500 --> 00:44:15.699
 our

00:44:15.699 --> 00:44:15.960
 work

00:44:15.960 --> 00:44:16.699
 excellently

00:44:16.699 --> 00:44:17.939
 in

00:44:17.939 --> 00:44:18.119
 the

00:44:18.119 --> 00:44:18.460
 garden

00:44:18.460 --> 00:44:18.719
 of

00:44:18.719 --> 00:44:19.000
 thorns

00:44:19.000 --> 00:44:19.219
 and

00:44:19.219 --> 00:44:19.599
 thistles

00:44:19.599 --> 00:44:20.419
 when

00:44:20.419 --> 00:44:20.500
 we

00:44:20.500 --> 00:44:20.619
 are

00:44:20.619 --> 00:44:21.000
 honest

00:44:21.000 --> 00:44:21.359
 even

00:44:21.359 --> 00:44:21.539
 when

00:44:21.539 --> 00:44:21.659
 it

00:44:21.659 --> 00:44:21.899
 hurts

00:44:21.899 --> 00:44:22.139
 us

00:44:22.139 --> 00:44:22.279
 or

00:44:22.279 --> 00:44:22.579
 prevents

00:44:22.579 --> 00:44:22.759
 us

00:44:22.759 --> 00:44:22.899
 from

00:44:22.899 --> 00:44:23.079
 getting

00:44:23.079 --> 00:44:23.519
 ahead

00:44:23.519 --> 00:44:25.759
 we

00:44:25.759 --> 00:44:25.939
 do

00:44:25.939 --> 00:44:26.099
 our

00:44:26.099 --> 00:44:26.439
 work

00:44:26.439 --> 00:44:26.859
 well

00:44:26.859 --> 00:44:27.099
 to

00:44:27.099 --> 00:44:27.519
 God's

00:44:27.519 --> 00:44:27.879
 glory

00:44:27.879 --> 00:44:28.199
 when

00:44:28.199 --> 00:44:28.339
 we

00:44:28.339 --> 00:44:28.599
 honor

00:44:28.599 --> 00:44:28.819
 our

00:44:28.819 --> 00:44:29.319
 superiors

00:44:29.319 --> 00:44:29.519
 and

00:44:29.519 --> 00:44:29.799
 submit

00:44:29.799 --> 00:44:29.980
 to

00:44:29.980 --> 00:44:30.159
 their

00:44:30.159 --> 00:44:30.659
 authority

00:44:30.659 --> 00:44:31.799
 God

00:44:31.799 --> 00:44:31.939
 is

00:44:31.939 --> 00:44:32.419
 glorified

00:44:32.419 --> 00:44:32.559
 when

00:44:32.559 --> 00:44:32.659
 we

00:44:32.659 --> 00:44:32.859
 treat

00:44:32.859 --> 00:44:33.000
 our

00:44:33.000 --> 00:44:33.259
 work

00:44:33.259 --> 00:44:33.639
 associates

00:44:33.639 --> 00:44:33.960
 with

00:44:33.960 --> 00:44:34.339
 kindness

00:44:34.339 --> 00:44:34.599
 and

00:44:34.599 --> 00:44:35.139
 respect

00:44:35.139 --> 00:44:36.739
 God

00:44:36.739 --> 00:44:36.879
 is

00:44:36.879 --> 00:44:37.279
 glorified

00:44:37.279 --> 00:44:37.439
 when

00:44:37.439 --> 00:44:37.539
 we

00:44:37.539 --> 00:44:37.859
 expose

00:44:37.860 --> 00:44:38.280
 fraud

00:44:38.280 --> 00:44:38.400
 and

00:44:38.400 --> 00:44:38.920
 dishonesty

00:44:38.920 --> 00:44:39.039
 and

00:44:39.039 --> 00:44:39.400
 unethical

00:44:39.400 --> 00:44:39.820
 behavior

00:44:39.820 --> 00:44:40.120
 God

00:44:40.120 --> 00:44:40.260
 is

00:44:40.260 --> 00:44:40.660
 glorified

00:44:40.660 --> 00:44:40.820
 when

00:44:40.820 --> 00:44:40.940
 we

00:44:40.940 --> 00:44:41.380
 approach

00:44:41.380 --> 00:44:41.860
 our

00:44:41.860 --> 00:44:42.180
 work

00:44:42.180 --> 00:44:42.980
 prayerfully

00:44:42.980 --> 00:44:45.900
 God

00:44:45.900 --> 00:44:46.039
 is

00:44:46.039 --> 00:44:46.480
 glorified

00:44:46.480 --> 00:44:46.640
 when

00:44:46.640 --> 00:44:46.740
 we

00:44:46.740 --> 00:44:47.019
 avoid

00:44:47.019 --> 00:44:47.539
 complaining

00:44:47.539 --> 00:44:47.780
 or

00:44:47.780 --> 00:44:48.099
 grumbling

00:44:48.099 --> 00:44:48.480
 even

00:44:48.480 --> 00:44:48.720
 in

00:44:48.720 --> 00:44:48.940
 less

00:44:48.940 --> 00:44:49.120
 than

00:44:49.120 --> 00:44:49.519
 ideal

00:44:49.519 --> 00:44:50.280
 situations

00:44:50.280 --> 00:44:50.680
 God

00:44:50.680 --> 00:44:50.820
 is

00:44:50.820 --> 00:44:51.240
 glorified

00:44:51.240 --> 00:44:51.380
 when

00:44:51.380 --> 00:44:51.500
 we

00:44:51.500 --> 00:44:51.780
 refuse

00:44:51.780 --> 00:44:51.960
 to

00:44:51.960 --> 00:44:52.200
 make

00:44:52.200 --> 00:44:52.620
 work

00:44:52.620 --> 00:44:53.400
 and

00:44:53.400 --> 00:44:53.720
 money

00:44:53.720 --> 00:44:54.920
 or

00:44:54.920 --> 00:44:55.300
 idols

00:44:55.300 --> 00:44:57.260
 it's

00:44:57.260 --> 00:44:57.500
 one of

00:44:57.500 --> 00:44:57.579
 the

00:44:57.579 --> 00:44:57.760
 things

00:44:57.760 --> 00:44:57.880
 I

00:44:57.880 --> 00:44:58.099
 learned

00:44:58.099 --> 00:44:58.320
 about

00:44:58.320 --> 00:44:58.599
 work

00:44:58.599 --> 00:44:58.820
 really

00:44:58.820 --> 00:44:59.140
 quickly

00:44:59.140 --> 00:44:59.280
 is

00:44:59.280 --> 00:44:59.360
 if

00:44:59.360 --> 00:44:59.460
 you

00:44:59.460 --> 00:44:59.599
 want

00:44:59.599 --> 00:44:59.680
 to

00:44:59.680 --> 00:44:59.820
 know

00:44:59.820 --> 00:44:59.940
 what

00:44:59.940 --> 00:45:00.079
 your

00:45:00.079 --> 00:45:00.400
 idol

00:45:00.400 --> 00:45:00.620
 is

00:45:00.620 --> 00:45:00.800
 what

00:45:00.800 --> 00:45:01.000
 that

00:45:01.000 --> 00:45:01.220
 thing

00:45:01.220 --> 00:45:01.380
 is

00:45:01.380 --> 00:45:01.579
 you

00:45:01.579 --> 00:45:01.920
 cling

00:45:01.920 --> 00:45:02.140
 to

00:45:02.139 --> 00:45:02.400
 more

00:45:02.400 --> 00:45:02.579
 than

00:45:02.579 --> 00:45:03.000
 God

00:45:03.000 --> 00:45:04.219
 there's

00:45:04.219 --> 00:45:04.400
 two

00:45:04.400 --> 00:45:04.639
 things

00:45:04.639 --> 00:45:04.739
 that

00:45:04.739 --> 00:45:04.839
 will

00:45:04.839 --> 00:45:05.059
 bring

00:45:05.059 --> 00:45:05.259
 that

00:45:05.259 --> 00:45:05.480
 out

00:45:05.480 --> 00:45:05.799
 quicker

00:45:05.799 --> 00:45:06.000
 than

00:45:06.000 --> 00:45:06.259
 anything

00:45:06.259 --> 00:45:06.659
 else

00:45:06.659 --> 00:45:07.460
 the

00:45:07.460 --> 00:45:07.639
 first

00:45:07.639 --> 00:45:07.799
 thing

00:45:07.799 --> 00:45:07.920
 is

00:45:07.920 --> 00:45:08.259
 marriage

00:45:08.259 --> 00:45:08.500
 and

00:45:08.500 --> 00:45:08.859
 children

00:45:08.859 --> 00:45:10.239
 and

00:45:10.239 --> 00:45:10.339
 the

00:45:10.339 --> 00:45:10.519
 second

00:45:10.519 --> 00:45:10.739
 thing

00:45:10.739 --> 00:45:10.879
 is

00:45:10.879 --> 00:45:11.259
 work

00:45:11.259 --> 00:45:14.359
 God

00:45:14.359 --> 00:45:14.579
 is

00:45:14.579 --> 00:45:15.159
 glorified

00:45:15.159 --> 00:45:15.299
 when

00:45:15.299 --> 00:45:15.420
 we

00:45:15.420 --> 00:45:15.699
 refuse

00:45:15.699 --> 00:45:15.859
 to

00:45:15.859 --> 00:45:16.039
 make

00:45:16.039 --> 00:45:16.339
 work

00:45:16.339 --> 00:45:16.480
 and

00:45:16.480 --> 00:45:16.659
 money

00:45:16.659 --> 00:45:16.839
 our

00:45:16.839 --> 00:45:17.279
 idols

00:45:17.279 --> 00:45:18.039
 God

00:45:18.039 --> 00:45:18.179
 is

00:45:18.179 --> 00:45:18.519
 glorified

00:45:18.519 --> 00:45:18.639
 when

00:45:18.639 --> 00:45:18.719
 we

00:45:18.719 --> 00:45:18.940
 plan

00:45:18.940 --> 00:45:19.400
 diligently

00:45:19.400 --> 00:45:19.699
 for

00:45:19.699 --> 00:45:19.799
 the

00:45:19.799 --> 00:45:20.019
 future

00:45:20.019 --> 00:45:20.299
 God

00:45:20.299 --> 00:45:20.440
 is

00:45:20.440 --> 00:45:20.839
 glorified

00:45:20.839 --> 00:45:21.000
 when

00:45:21.000 --> 00:45:21.119
 we

00:45:21.119 --> 00:45:21.319
 live

00:45:21.319 --> 00:45:21.799
 simply

00:45:21.799 --> 00:45:22.699
 and

00:45:22.699 --> 00:45:22.940
 give

00:45:22.940 --> 00:45:23.480
 generously

00:45:23.480 --> 00:45:25.000
 God

00:45:25.000 --> 00:45:25.139
 is

00:45:25.139 --> 00:45:25.539
 glorified

00:45:25.539 --> 00:45:25.679
 when

00:45:25.679 --> 00:45:25.759
 we

00:45:25.759 --> 00:45:26.039
 trust

00:45:26.039 --> 00:45:26.179
 him

00:45:26.179 --> 00:45:26.319
 to

00:45:26.319 --> 00:45:26.639
 provide

00:45:26.639 --> 00:45:27.579
 to

00:45:27.579 --> 00:45:27.900
 trust

00:45:27.900 --> 00:45:28.380
 him

00:45:28.380 --> 00:45:28.500
 to

00:45:28.500 --> 00:45:28.780
 provide

00:45:28.780 --> 00:45:29.119
 today

00:45:29.119 --> 00:45:29.300
 what

00:45:29.300 --> 00:45:29.440
 we

00:45:29.440 --> 00:45:29.639
 need

00:45:29.639 --> 00:45:29.840
 for

00:45:29.840 --> 00:45:30.360
 today

00:45:30.360 --> 00:45:31.300
 and

00:45:31.300 --> 00:45:31.840
 tomorrow

00:45:31.840 --> 00:45:33.240
 God

00:45:33.240 --> 00:45:33.380
 is

00:45:33.380 --> 00:45:33.860
 glorified

00:45:33.860 --> 00:45:34.019
 when

00:45:34.019 --> 00:45:34.160
 we

00:45:34.160 --> 00:45:34.579
 rest

00:45:34.579 --> 00:45:35.660
 from

00:45:35.660 --> 00:45:35.860
 our

00:45:35.860 --> 00:45:36.280
 work

00:45:36.280 --> 00:45:38.180
 all

00:45:38.180 --> 00:45:38.280
 of

00:45:38.280 --> 00:45:38.440
 these

00:45:38.440 --> 00:45:38.740
 things

00:45:38.740 --> 00:45:39.119
 scripture

00:45:39.119 --> 00:45:39.460
 said

00:45:39.460 --> 00:45:39.760
 this is

00:45:39.760 --> 00:45:39.900
 what

00:45:39.900 --> 00:45:40.019
 it

00:45:40.019 --> 00:45:40.400
 means

00:45:40.400 --> 00:45:40.740
 to

00:45:40.740 --> 00:45:41.320
 be

00:45:41.320 --> 00:45:41.519
 in

00:45:41.519 --> 00:45:41.780
 full

00:45:41.780 --> 00:45:42.160
 time

00:45:42.160 --> 00:45:42.539
 work

00:45:42.539 --> 00:45:42.740
 for

00:45:42.740 --> 00:45:42.900
 the

00:45:42.900 --> 00:45:43.160
 Lord

00:45:43.160 --> 00:45:43.320
 in

00:45:43.320 --> 00:45:43.460
 our

00:45:43.460 --> 00:45:44.099
 workplace

00:45:44.099 --> 00:45:45.539
 that

00:45:45.539 --> 00:45:46.099
 ministry

00:45:46.099 --> 00:45:46.920
 and

00:45:46.920 --> 00:45:47.480
 calling

00:45:47.480 --> 00:45:48.160
 and

00:45:48.160 --> 00:45:48.840
 vocation

00:45:48.840 --> 00:45:49.660
 are

00:45:49.660 --> 00:45:49.860
 the

00:45:49.860 --> 00:45:50.119
 same

00:45:50.119 --> 00:45:50.539
 thing

00:45:50.539 --> 00:45:52.039
 one

00:45:52.039 --> 00:45:52.340
 final

00:45:52.340 --> 00:45:52.700
 thought

00:45:52.700 --> 00:45:54.519
 you're

00:45:54.519 --> 00:45:54.700
 going to

00:45:54.700 --> 00:45:55.119
 walk

00:45:55.119 --> 00:45:55.480
 into

00:45:55.480 --> 00:45:55.820
 work

00:45:55.820 --> 00:45:55.980
 on

00:45:55.980 --> 00:45:56.340
 Monday

00:45:56.340 --> 00:45:58.120
 and

00:45:58.120 --> 00:45:58.280
 there

00:45:58.280 --> 00:45:58.360
 are

00:45:58.360 --> 00:45:58.460
 going

00:45:58.460 --> 00:45:58.500
 to

00:45:58.500 --> 00:45:58.620
 be

00:45:58.620 --> 00:45:58.920
 people

00:45:58.920 --> 00:45:59.100
 who

00:45:59.100 --> 00:45:59.220
 are

00:45:59.220 --> 00:45:59.460
 living

00:45:59.460 --> 00:45:59.640
 in

00:45:59.640 --> 00:45:59.780
 the

00:45:59.780 --> 00:46:00.180
 thorns

00:46:00.180 --> 00:46:00.400
 and

00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:00.539
 the

00:46:00.539 --> 00:46:00.920
 thistles

00:46:00.920 --> 00:46:01.160
 and

00:46:01.160 --> 00:46:01.300
 the

00:46:01.300 --> 00:46:01.800
 briars

00:46:01.800 --> 00:46:02.880
 and

00:46:02.880 --> 00:46:03.019
 they're

00:46:03.019 --> 00:46:03.120
 going

00:46:03.120 --> 00:46:03.180
 to

00:46:03.180 --> 00:46:03.320
 be

00:46:03.320 --> 00:46:03.740
 living

00:46:03.740 --> 00:46:04.400
 and

00:46:04.400 --> 00:46:04.780
 working

00:46:04.780 --> 00:46:05.240
 and

00:46:05.240 --> 00:46:05.680
 killing

00:46:05.680 --> 00:46:06.340
 themselves

00:46:06.340 --> 00:46:08.260
 for

00:46:08.260 --> 00:46:08.660
 meaning

00:46:08.660 --> 00:46:09.340
 and

00:46:09.340 --> 00:46:09.760
 purpose

00:46:09.760 --> 00:46:10.300
 in

00:46:10.300 --> 00:46:10.400
 their

00:46:10.400 --> 00:46:10.620
 life

00:46:10.620 --> 00:46:10.740
 and

00:46:10.740 --> 00:46:11.000
 work

00:46:11.000 --> 00:46:12.900
 for

00:46:12.900 --> 00:46:13.400
 identity

00:46:13.400 --> 00:46:14.559
 who

00:46:14.559 --> 00:46:14.760
 are

00:46:14.760 --> 00:46:14.920
 they

00:46:14.920 --> 00:46:15.240
 really

00:46:15.240 --> 00:46:15.800
 and

00:46:15.800 --> 00:46:15.980
 why

00:46:15.980 --> 00:46:16.120
 are

00:46:16.120 --> 00:46:16.260
 they

00:46:16.260 --> 00:46:16.519
 here

00:46:16.519 --> 00:46:17.820
 for

00:46:17.820 --> 00:46:18.559
 significance

00:46:18.559 --> 00:46:20.460
 for

00:46:20.460 --> 00:46:20.980
 success

00:46:20.980 --> 00:46:21.160
 and

00:46:21.160 --> 00:46:21.640
 recognition

00:46:21.640 --> 00:46:23.480
 for

00:46:23.480 --> 00:46:23.860
 self

00:46:23.860 --> 00:46:24.180
 worth

00:46:24.180 --> 00:46:24.400
 for

00:46:24.400 --> 00:46:24.900
 security

00:46:24.900 --> 00:46:25.180
 for

00:46:25.180 --> 00:46:25.720
 finances

00:46:25.719 --> 00:46:27.399
 to

00:46:27.399 --> 00:46:27.679
 gain

00:46:27.679 --> 00:46:28.099
 face

00:46:28.099 --> 00:46:28.319
 to

00:46:28.319 --> 00:46:28.500
 have

00:46:28.500 --> 00:46:28.619
 a

00:46:28.619 --> 00:46:28.980
 future

00:46:28.980 --> 00:46:29.539
 for

00:46:29.539 --> 00:46:30.039
 validation

00:46:30.039 --> 00:46:30.339
 for

00:46:30.339 --> 00:46:30.699
 redemption

00:46:30.699 --> 00:46:30.899
 and

00:46:30.899 --> 00:46:31.139
 what I

00:46:31.139 --> 00:46:31.319
 found

00:46:31.319 --> 00:46:31.879
 mostly

00:46:31.879 --> 00:46:32.199
 people

00:46:32.199 --> 00:46:32.459
 work

00:46:32.459 --> 00:46:32.659
 for

00:46:32.659 --> 00:46:32.799
 is

00:46:32.799 --> 00:46:32.980
 for

00:46:32.980 --> 00:46:33.339
 hope

00:46:33.339 --> 00:46:34.919
 in

00:46:34.919 --> 00:46:35.039
 the

00:46:35.039 --> 00:46:35.519
 workplace

00:46:35.519 --> 00:46:36.779
 and

00:46:36.779 --> 00:46:36.919
 you're

00:46:36.919 --> 00:46:37.059
 going to

00:46:37.059 --> 00:46:37.259
 walk

00:46:37.259 --> 00:46:37.419
 into

00:46:37.419 --> 00:46:37.539
 your

00:46:37.539 --> 00:46:37.859
 workplace

00:46:37.859 --> 00:46:38.079
 and

00:46:38.079 --> 00:46:38.459
 people

00:46:38.459 --> 00:46:39.639
 95%

00:46:39.639 --> 00:46:39.779
 of

00:46:39.779 --> 00:46:39.919
 those

00:46:39.919 --> 00:46:40.199
 people

00:46:40.199 --> 00:46:40.419
 in

00:46:40.419 --> 00:46:40.659
 Hong

00:46:40.659 --> 00:46:40.839
 Kong

00:46:40.839 --> 00:46:41.279
 are

00:46:41.279 --> 00:46:41.419
 going

00:46:41.419 --> 00:46:41.439
 to

00:46:41.439 --> 00:46:41.579
 be

00:46:41.579 --> 00:46:41.899
 living

00:46:41.899 --> 00:46:42.459
 and

00:46:42.459 --> 00:46:42.739
 working

00:46:42.739 --> 00:46:43.239
 for

00:46:43.239 --> 00:46:43.439
 those

00:46:43.439 --> 00:46:43.759
 exact

00:46:43.759 --> 00:46:44.039
 same

00:46:44.039 --> 00:46:44.519
 things

00:46:44.519 --> 00:46:47.099
 and

00:46:47.099 --> 00:46:47.219
 the

00:46:47.219 --> 00:46:47.459
 Bible

00:46:47.459 --> 00:46:47.839
 tells

00:46:47.839 --> 00:46:48.059
 us

00:46:48.059 --> 00:46:48.319
 that

00:46:48.319 --> 00:46:49.519
 Jesus

00:46:49.519 --> 00:46:53.639
 was

00:46:53.639 --> 00:46:54.099
 crucified

00:46:54.099 --> 00:46:54.699
 on a

00:46:54.699 --> 00:46:55.219
 cross

00:46:55.219 --> 00:46:56.859
 with

00:46:56.859 --> 00:46:57.039
 a

00:46:57.039 --> 00:46:57.359
 crown

00:46:57.359 --> 00:46:57.579
 of

00:46:57.579 --> 00:46:58.139
 thorns

00:46:58.139 --> 00:46:58.539
 which

00:46:58.539 --> 00:46:58.679
 I

00:46:58.679 --> 00:46:58.839
 think

00:46:58.839 --> 00:46:59.019
 is

00:46:59.019 --> 00:46:59.619
 symbolic

00:46:59.619 --> 00:47:00.559
 of

00:47:00.559 --> 00:47:00.799
 this

00:47:00.799 --> 00:47:01.299
 curse

00:47:01.299 --> 00:47:01.619
 that

00:47:01.619 --> 00:47:01.739
 was

00:47:01.739 --> 00:47:01.939
 put

00:47:01.939 --> 00:47:02.099
 on

00:47:02.099 --> 00:47:02.480
 nature

00:47:02.480 --> 00:47:03.619
 crushed

00:47:03.619 --> 00:47:03.819
 on

00:47:03.819 --> 00:47:04.000
 his

00:47:04.000 --> 00:47:04.319
 head

00:47:04.319 --> 00:47:05.919
 and

00:47:05.919 --> 00:47:06.059
 on

00:47:06.059 --> 00:47:06.239
 that

00:47:06.239 --> 00:47:06.679
 cross

00:47:06.679 --> 00:47:06.939
 he

00:47:06.939 --> 00:47:07.439
 died

00:47:07.439 --> 00:47:08.239
 to

00:47:08.239 --> 00:47:08.519
 give

00:47:08.519 --> 00:47:08.739
 you

00:47:08.739 --> 00:47:09.159
 all

00:47:09.159 --> 00:47:09.539
 those

00:47:09.539 --> 00:47:10.099
 things

00:47:10.099 --> 00:47:10.619
 everybody

00:47:10.619 --> 00:47:10.899
 in

00:47:10.899 --> 00:47:11.019
 your

00:47:11.019 --> 00:47:11.359
 office

00:47:11.359 --> 00:47:11.599
 is

00:47:11.599 --> 00:47:11.859
 looking

00:47:11.859 --> 00:47:12.279
 for

00:47:12.279 --> 00:47:13.599
 identity

00:47:13.599 --> 00:47:14.959
 significance

00:47:14.959 --> 00:47:15.980
 purpose

00:47:15.980 --> 00:47:17.119
 meaning

00:47:17.119 --> 00:47:18.219
 value

00:47:18.219 --> 00:47:19.119
 security

00:47:19.119 --> 00:47:19.759
 the Bible

00:47:19.759 --> 00:47:20.039
 says that

00:47:20.039 --> 00:47:20.419
 when Christ

00:47:20.419 --> 00:47:20.739
 died

00:47:20.739 --> 00:47:21.079
 he took

00:47:21.079 --> 00:47:21.599
 the curse

00:47:21.599 --> 00:47:22.239
 and he

00:47:22.239 --> 00:47:22.779
 gave us

00:47:22.779 --> 00:47:23.179
 all

00:47:23.179 --> 00:47:23.539
 those

00:47:23.539 --> 00:47:24.059
 things

00:47:24.059 --> 00:47:26.099
 and the

00:47:26.099 --> 00:47:26.400
 question

00:47:26.400 --> 00:47:26.739
 is

00:47:26.739 --> 00:47:28.019
 do you

00:47:28.019 --> 00:47:28.299
 believe

00:47:28.299 --> 00:47:28.539
 it

00:47:28.539 --> 00:47:31.759
 will you

00:47:31.759 --> 00:47:32.000
 live

00:47:32.000 --> 00:47:32.259
 like

00:47:32.259 --> 00:47:32.659
 that

00:47:32.659 --> 00:47:36.019
 or

00:47:36.019 --> 00:47:36.259
 will you

00:47:36.259 --> 00:47:36.719
 choose to

00:47:36.719 --> 00:47:37.119
 walk back

00:47:37.119 --> 00:47:37.480
 into the

00:47:37.480 --> 00:47:38.199
 briar bushes

00:47:38.199 --> 00:47:41.679
 trying to

00:47:41.679 --> 00:47:42.139
 find those

00:47:42.139 --> 00:47:42.539
 things that

00:47:42.539 --> 00:47:42.900
 Christ has

00:47:42.900 --> 00:47:43.079
 already

00:47:43.079 --> 00:47:43.579
 given you

00:47:43.579 --> 00:47:45.099
 the amazing

00:47:45.099 --> 00:47:45.599
 thing about

00:47:45.599 --> 00:47:46.340
 walking with

00:47:46.340 --> 00:47:46.820
 the Lord

00:47:46.820 --> 00:47:47.739
 isn't that

00:47:47.739 --> 00:47:47.940
 you're

00:47:47.940 --> 00:47:48.340
 perfect

00:47:48.340 --> 00:47:48.719
 but you

00:47:48.719 --> 00:47:49.360
 realize that

00:47:49.360 --> 00:47:50.099
 God has

00:47:50.099 --> 00:47:50.639
 given you

00:47:50.639 --> 00:47:51.320
 everything

00:47:51.320 --> 00:47:52.420
 that was

00:47:52.420 --> 00:47:52.960
 lost in

00:47:52.960 --> 00:47:53.380
 the garden

00:47:53.380 --> 00:47:53.760
 with our

00:47:53.760 --> 00:47:54.240
 father and

00:47:54.240 --> 00:47:54.460
 mother

00:47:54.460 --> 00:47:56.160
 and because

00:47:56.160 --> 00:47:56.640
 we have

00:47:56.640 --> 00:47:57.100
 those things

00:47:57.100 --> 00:47:57.620
 now you

00:47:57.620 --> 00:47:57.860
 and I

00:47:57.860 --> 00:47:58.200
 have the

00:47:58.200 --> 00:47:58.720
 freedom

00:47:58.720 --> 00:48:00.820
 to walk

00:48:00.820 --> 00:48:01.420
 forward

00:48:01.420 --> 00:48:03.160
 and to

00:48:03.160 --> 00:48:03.420
 serve

00:48:03.420 --> 00:48:03.900
 people

00:48:03.900 --> 00:48:06.460
 to love

00:48:06.460 --> 00:48:06.900
 people

00:48:06.900 --> 00:48:09.059
 to care

00:48:09.059 --> 00:48:09.640
 for them

00:48:09.640 --> 00:48:11.880
 to do all

00:48:11.880 --> 00:48:12.400
 those things

00:48:12.400 --> 00:48:12.740
 we are

00:48:12.740 --> 00:48:13.600
 afraid of

00:48:13.600 --> 00:48:14.059
 doing

00:48:14.059 --> 00:48:15.840
 and that

00:48:15.840 --> 00:48:16.100
 they would

00:48:16.100 --> 00:48:16.780
 never do

00:48:16.780 --> 00:48:18.740
 but we have

00:48:18.740 --> 00:48:19.300
 that assurity

00:48:19.300 --> 00:48:19.539
 of what

00:48:19.539 --> 00:48:19.960
 Christ has

00:48:19.960 --> 00:48:20.240
 done

00:48:20.240 --> 00:48:21.620
 my prayer

00:48:21.620 --> 00:48:21.960
 for us

00:48:21.960 --> 00:48:22.280
 as a

00:48:22.280 --> 00:48:22.740
 church

00:48:22.740 --> 00:48:23.920
 is that

00:48:23.920 --> 00:48:24.120
 we would

00:48:24.120 --> 00:48:24.539
 understand

00:48:24.539 --> 00:48:25.060
 the gospel

00:48:25.060 --> 00:48:25.539
 more and

00:48:25.539 --> 00:48:25.860
 more

00:48:25.860 --> 00:48:27.280
 and we

00:48:27.280 --> 00:48:27.660
 would walk

00:48:27.660 --> 00:48:28.340
 in freedom

00:48:28.340 --> 00:48:30.039
 instead of

00:48:30.039 --> 00:48:30.560
 bondage

00:48:30.560 --> 00:48:32.360
 does that

00:48:32.360 --> 00:48:32.840
 make sense

00:48:32.840 --> 00:48:34.740
 it always

00:48:34.740 --> 00:48:35.100
 comes back

00:48:35.100 --> 00:48:35.600
 to Christ

00:48:35.600 --> 00:48:36.780
 it always

00:48:36.780 --> 00:48:37.140
 comes back

00:48:37.140 --> 00:48:37.400
 to the

00:48:37.400 --> 00:48:37.800
 cross

00:48:37.800 --> 00:48:38.760
 it always

00:48:38.760 --> 00:48:39.080
 comes back

00:48:39.080 --> 00:48:39.260
 to what

00:48:39.260 --> 00:48:39.700
 we lost

00:48:39.700 --> 00:48:39.940
 in the

00:48:39.940 --> 00:48:40.180
 garden

00:48:40.180 --> 00:48:40.840
 he gave

00:48:40.840 --> 00:48:41.220
 us back

00:48:41.220 --> 00:48:41.860
 on Calvary

00:48:41.860 --> 00:48:43.140
 it always

00:48:43.140 --> 00:48:43.480
 comes back

00:48:43.480 --> 00:48:43.600
 to what

00:48:43.600 --> 00:48:43.780
 we were

00:48:43.780 --> 00:48:44.140
 looking for

00:48:44.140 --> 00:48:44.300
 in the

00:48:44.300 --> 00:48:44.480
 garden

00:48:44.480 --> 00:48:44.940
 significance

00:48:44.940 --> 00:48:45.360
 and being

00:48:45.360 --> 00:48:45.660
 our own

00:48:45.660 --> 00:48:45.960
 God

00:48:45.960 --> 00:48:46.580
 he comes

00:48:46.580 --> 00:48:46.900
 back and

00:48:46.900 --> 00:48:47.140
 he gives

00:48:47.140 --> 00:48:47.560
 those things

00:48:47.560 --> 00:48:48.019
 to us

00:48:48.019 --> 00:48:48.539
 again

00:48:48.539 --> 00:48:50.400
 and the

00:48:50.400 --> 00:48:50.659
 question

00:48:50.659 --> 00:48:51.000
 you and

00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:51.239
 I have

00:48:51.239 --> 00:48:51.719
 to ask

00:48:51.719 --> 00:48:52.059
 is

00:48:52.059 --> 00:48:54.259
 are we

00:48:54.259 --> 00:48:54.480
 going to

00:48:54.480 --> 00:48:54.840
 accept

00:48:54.840 --> 00:48:55.219
 that

00:48:55.219 --> 00:48:58.639
 or are

00:48:58.639 --> 00:48:58.900
 we just

00:48:58.900 --> 00:48:59.139
 going to

00:48:59.139 --> 00:48:59.440
 mow the

00:48:59.440 --> 00:48:59.980
 yard over

00:48:59.980 --> 00:49:01.159
 thinking

00:49:01.159 --> 00:49:01.420
 that if

00:49:01.420 --> 00:49:01.579
 we do

00:49:01.579 --> 00:49:01.840
 it quick

00:49:01.840 --> 00:49:02.159
 enough

00:49:02.159 --> 00:49:03.739
 all the

00:49:03.739 --> 00:49:04.199
 dami lines

00:49:04.199 --> 00:49:04.619
 get picked

00:49:04.619 --> 00:49:04.920
 up

00:49:04.920 --> 00:49:07.500
 most of

00:49:07.500 --> 00:49:07.779
 us know

00:49:07.779 --> 00:49:08.340
 by experience

00:49:08.340 --> 00:49:08.679
 that that's

00:49:08.679 --> 00:49:08.940
 not going

00:49:08.940 --> 00:49:09.279
 to happen

00:49:09.279 --> 00:49:10.940
 father we

00:49:10.940 --> 00:49:11.239
 thank you

00:49:11.239 --> 00:49:11.519
 for this

00:49:11.519 --> 00:49:11.920
 day we

00:49:11.920 --> 00:49:12.159
 thank you

00:49:12.159 --> 00:49:12.440
 for your

00:49:12.440 --> 00:49:12.719
 goodness

00:49:12.719 --> 00:49:13.139
 we thank

00:49:13.139 --> 00:49:13.400
 you for

00:49:13.400 --> 00:49:13.840
 your mercy

00:49:13.840 --> 00:49:15.119
 we thank

00:49:15.119 --> 00:49:15.380
 you for

00:49:15.380 --> 00:49:15.980
 this topic

00:49:15.980 --> 00:49:16.440
 which I

00:49:16.440 --> 00:49:16.860
 think is

00:49:16.860 --> 00:49:17.360
 just a

00:49:17.360 --> 00:49:17.639
 topic

00:49:17.639 --> 00:49:17.860
 we

00:49:17.860 --> 00:49:19.240
 are

00:49:19.240 --> 00:49:22.120
 going to

00:49:22.120 --> 00:49:22.420
 talk about

00:49:22.420 --> 00:49:23.400
 it's

00:49:23.400 --> 00:49:23.960
 fearful

00:49:23.960 --> 00:49:25.000
 and we

00:49:25.000 --> 00:49:25.620
 wonder what

00:49:25.620 --> 00:49:25.980
 people are

00:49:25.980 --> 00:49:26.200
 going to

00:49:26.200 --> 00:49:26.680
 think and

00:49:26.680 --> 00:49:27.079
 how we're

00:49:27.079 --> 00:49:27.280
 going to

00:49:27.280 --> 00:49:27.780
 handle these

00:49:27.780 --> 00:49:28.539
 things but

00:49:28.539 --> 00:49:28.940
 we know that

00:49:28.940 --> 00:49:29.480
 as we're in

00:49:29.480 --> 00:49:30.320
 relationship with

00:49:30.320 --> 00:49:30.860
 you as we

00:49:30.860 --> 00:49:31.380
 walk with

00:49:31.380 --> 00:49:32.460
 you as we

00:49:32.460 --> 00:49:33.140
 trust you

00:49:33.140 --> 00:49:33.860
 that you

00:49:33.860 --> 00:49:34.220
 will make

00:49:34.220 --> 00:49:34.820
 all things

00:49:34.820 --> 00:49:35.260
 right

00:49:35.260 --> 00:49:36.820
 what I

00:49:36.820 --> 00:49:37.260
 realize that

00:49:37.260 --> 00:49:37.559
 there's some

00:49:37.559 --> 00:49:37.920
 people in

00:49:37.920 --> 00:49:38.240
 here right

00:49:38.240 --> 00:49:38.700
 now who

00:49:38.700 --> 00:49:39.160
 are living

00:49:39.160 --> 00:49:39.539
 in the

00:49:39.539 --> 00:49:40.099
 briar bushes

00:49:40.099 --> 00:49:40.740
 that they

00:49:40.740 --> 00:49:41.320
 are covered

00:49:41.320 --> 00:49:42.099
 by thorns

00:49:42.099 --> 00:49:42.800
 and thistles

00:49:42.800 --> 00:49:44.059
 and work has

00:49:44.059 --> 00:49:44.519
 no meaning

00:49:44.519 --> 00:49:45.160
 or purpose

00:49:45.159 --> 00:49:46.139
 and Lord

00:49:46.139 --> 00:49:46.480
 I pray

00:49:46.480 --> 00:49:46.899
 for them

00:49:46.899 --> 00:49:47.259
 we pray

00:49:47.259 --> 00:49:47.579
 that they

00:49:47.579 --> 00:49:47.980
 would see

00:49:47.980 --> 00:49:48.460
 your word

00:49:48.460 --> 00:49:48.739
 they would

00:49:48.739 --> 00:49:49.099
 see your

00:49:49.099 --> 00:49:49.440
 son

00:49:49.440 --> 00:49:50.259
 they would

00:49:50.259 --> 00:49:50.559
 see that

00:49:50.559 --> 00:49:50.839
 he's

00:49:50.839 --> 00:49:51.460
 taking this

00:49:51.460 --> 00:49:51.819
 curse

00:49:51.819 --> 00:49:52.059
 that they

00:49:52.059 --> 00:49:52.500
 feel every

00:49:52.500 --> 00:49:52.940
 Monday

00:49:52.940 --> 00:49:54.460
 and he's

00:49:54.460 --> 00:49:54.879
 given them

00:49:54.879 --> 00:49:55.440
 freedom

00:49:55.440 --> 00:49:57.019
 and I pray

00:49:57.019 --> 00:49:57.219
 that they

00:49:57.219 --> 00:49:57.519
 would come

00:49:57.519 --> 00:49:57.799
 to know

00:49:57.799 --> 00:49:58.339
 that freedom

00:49:58.339 --> 00:49:58.819
 through your

00:49:58.819 --> 00:49:59.259
 son Jesus

00:49:59.259 --> 00:49:59.920
 Christ

00:49:59.920 --> 00:50:01.179
 and Lord

00:50:01.179 --> 00:50:01.420
 I pray

00:50:01.420 --> 00:50:01.819
 for those

00:50:01.819 --> 00:50:02.039
 of us

00:50:02.039 --> 00:50:02.219
 who are

00:50:02.219 --> 00:50:02.480
 in here

00:50:02.480 --> 00:50:03.199
 who've

00:50:03.199 --> 00:50:03.599
 had that

00:50:03.599 --> 00:50:03.839
 freedom

00:50:03.839 --> 00:50:04.139
 but we

00:50:04.139 --> 00:50:04.579
 slip away

00:50:04.579 --> 00:50:04.940
 from that

00:50:04.940 --> 00:50:05.259
 freedom

00:50:05.259 --> 00:50:05.920
 I pray

00:50:05.920 --> 00:50:06.139
 Lord

00:50:06.139 --> 00:50:06.379
 that you

00:50:06.379 --> 00:50:06.539
 would

00:50:06.539 --> 00:50:07.500
 just continue

00:50:07.500 --> 00:50:07.980
 to show

00:50:07.980 --> 00:50:08.299
 us

00:50:08.299 --> 00:50:09.019
 mercy

00:50:09.019 --> 00:50:09.920
 and grace

00:50:09.920 --> 00:50:10.980
 and how

00:50:10.980 --> 00:50:11.359
 the gospel

00:50:11.359 --> 00:50:12.039
 changes us

00:50:12.039 --> 00:50:12.539
 and renews

00:50:12.539 --> 00:50:12.879
 us

00:50:12.880 --> 00:50:14.280
 Lord help

00:50:14.280 --> 00:50:14.720
 us to

00:50:14.720 --> 00:50:15.619
 surrender

00:50:15.619 --> 00:50:17.000
 to repent

00:50:17.000 --> 00:50:18.079
 of our

00:50:18.079 --> 00:50:18.619
 wrongdoing

00:50:18.619 --> 00:50:20.200
 we have

00:50:20.200 --> 00:50:20.480
 to be

00:50:20.480 --> 00:50:20.940
 repenting

00:50:20.940 --> 00:50:21.619
 over and

00:50:21.619 --> 00:50:22.220
 over and

00:50:22.220 --> 00:50:22.519
 over

00:50:22.519 --> 00:50:24.340
 because we

00:50:24.340 --> 00:50:25.720
 just tend

00:50:25.720 --> 00:50:26.119
 to run

00:50:26.119 --> 00:50:26.640
 back into

00:50:26.640 --> 00:50:27.360
 those thorns

00:50:27.360 --> 00:50:28.019
 and thistles

00:50:28.019 --> 00:50:29.500
 because we

00:50:29.500 --> 00:50:29.800
 look for

00:50:29.800 --> 00:50:30.320
 something you've

00:50:30.320 --> 00:50:30.760
 already given

00:50:30.760 --> 00:50:31.119
 us

00:50:31.119 --> 00:50:32.180
 so Lord

00:50:32.180 --> 00:50:32.599
 we're so

00:50:32.599 --> 00:50:32.940
 thankful

00:50:32.940 --> 00:50:33.480
 that you're

00:50:33.480 --> 00:50:34.099
 a God

00:50:34.099 --> 00:50:34.519
 who never

00:50:34.519 --> 00:50:34.960
 gives up

00:50:34.960 --> 00:50:35.200
 on your

00:50:35.200 --> 00:50:35.579
 people

00:50:35.579 --> 00:50:36.900
 that you're

00:50:36.900 --> 00:50:37.300
 the God

00:50:37.300 --> 00:50:37.820
 of second

00:50:37.820 --> 00:50:38.340
 and third

00:50:38.340 --> 00:50:38.980
 chances

00:50:38.980 --> 00:50:40.380
 and this

00:50:40.380 --> 00:50:40.659
 is a

00:50:40.659 --> 00:50:40.900
 journey

00:50:40.900 --> 00:50:41.320
 that we're

00:50:41.320 --> 00:50:41.679
 on

00:50:41.679 --> 00:50:42.659
 and we're

00:50:42.659 --> 00:50:43.260
 trusting you

00:50:43.260 --> 00:50:43.619
 for this

00:50:43.619 --> 00:50:43.960
 journey

00:50:43.960 --> 00:50:45.039
 so we

00:50:45.039 --> 00:50:45.440
 come before

00:50:45.440 --> 00:50:45.860
 you as a

00:50:45.860 --> 00:50:46.139
 church

00:50:46.139 --> 00:50:46.440
 as we

00:50:46.440 --> 00:50:46.960
 walk out

00:50:46.960 --> 00:50:47.260
 today

00:50:47.260 --> 00:50:47.840
 realizing

00:50:47.840 --> 00:50:48.840
 that there

00:50:48.840 --> 00:50:49.460
 are not

00:50:49.460 --> 00:50:50.440
 just clergy

00:50:50.440 --> 00:50:51.820
 and normal

00:50:51.820 --> 00:50:52.260
 people

00:50:52.260 --> 00:50:53.460
 but that we

00:50:53.460 --> 00:50:53.840
 are all

00:50:53.840 --> 00:50:54.340
 ministers

00:50:54.340 --> 00:50:55.719
 that we

00:50:55.719 --> 00:50:56.280
 all hold

00:50:56.280 --> 00:50:56.639
 sacred

00:50:56.639 --> 00:50:57.159
 jobs

00:50:57.159 --> 00:50:58.139
 and we're

00:50:58.139 --> 00:50:58.699
 all called

00:50:58.699 --> 00:50:59.179
 to point

00:50:59.179 --> 00:50:59.699
 people to

00:50:59.699 --> 00:51:00.300
 your son

00:51:00.300 --> 00:51:01.280
 so they

00:51:01.280 --> 00:51:01.659
 might have

00:51:01.659 --> 00:51:02.139
 the freedom

00:51:02.139 --> 00:51:02.980
 that we

00:51:02.980 --> 00:51:03.420
 have

00:51:03.420 --> 00:51:04.659
 Lord we

00:51:04.659 --> 00:51:05.139
 love you

00:51:05.139 --> 00:51:05.719
 we pray

00:51:05.719 --> 00:51:06.019
 all these

00:51:06.019 --> 00:51:06.240
 things

00:51:06.240 --> 00:51:06.619
 your son

00:51:06.619 --> 00:51:06.860
 Jesus

00:51:06.860 --> 00:51:07.300
 Christ

00:51:07.300 --> 00:51:08.500
 holy name

00:51:08.500 --> 00:51:09.219
 amen