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 I don't know what you think about profits.

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 Not the kind of profits that you want to have in your bank account,

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 but the ones who kind of speak messages to us.

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 Because I think actually every one of us in life wants our own profit.

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 The other day I saw, I was walking along, I saw on a bus an advertisement.

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 And on the advert, I think it's for a tutorial center,

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 there was this guy looking like he was a member of a boy band.

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 And emblazoned next to him on the bus was the title something like,

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 Edwin Wong, he is considered by some to be an exam profit.

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 And I got thinking, we all want our own profit.

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 If you're in business on the stock market,

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 wouldn't you just love to have a profit who could tell you what was going to happen?

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 In your family life, for your kids, wouldn't you like to have a profit?

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 Well, in the Bible, there are profits.

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 And these profits are maybe not quite the kind of profits

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 that you might like to have in your life.

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 Because these profits didn't just tell you about the future,

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 they told you about what God was like, what God was thinking,

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 and how God felt about his people.

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 They were a bit like an alarm clock.

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 You know, an alarm clock is very annoying, and you want to turn them off.

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 But actually, you need an alarm clock to wake you up.

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 Otherwise, you won't be able to live.

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 You won't be able to work.

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 You won't be able to function.

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 At least, if you are like me.

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 But if you were to imagine and to go back in time,

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 into the time when the Bible was written,

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 and you were to look in the Jerusalem classified post,

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 and you were to look at the job description of a prophet,

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 you would see some very unusual, strange things.

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 You would see things like wanted,

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 wanted, man who can lie on his side, on his left side, for a year,

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 and then turn over and for 40 more days lie on his right side.

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 You might see wanted, man skilled in cooking bread over human poo.

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 You might see wanted, man who can walk around butt naked for three years.

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 Some of you might like to take that one.

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 But these were unusual things that they were asked to do,

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 because prophets were like this alarm clock to Israel,

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 a nation which was slipping and sleeping further and further away from God.

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 And the prophets came on the scene at the same time as the kings.

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 And if this is your first time here,

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 we've been going through a series looking at the Bible's story,

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 calling it God's story, our story,

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 and seeing what is God up to in the world.

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 We've seen how God created human beings for relationship with him.

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 Human beings, Adam and Eve, turned away from God.

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 They rejected him.

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 And yet God came again, and he promised a man, Abraham,

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 that he was going to give a people a land and blessing

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 that was going to go to all the nations.

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 And so God raises up a people, Israel.

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 He releases them from captivity.

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 He brings them to Mount Sinai.

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 He makes this marriage covenant where he says,

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 I want you to be mine.

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 I've rescued you.

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 I want you in relationship with me.

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 And Israel then continually, time and time again,

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 goes away from God.

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 God continues to be faithful,

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 bringing them into the land that he's promised them.

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 He then gives them a king,

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 even though they wanted a king because they were rejecting God.

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 He gives them a good king, David.

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 But then he gives them kings,

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 and he tells them,

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 you must obey me.

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 You must trust me.

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 You must love me because the way that you live

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 will affect the whole of the nation.

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 Because as goes the kings,

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 goes the rest of the nation.

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 And the problem is,

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 if you know the story,

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 the kings, time and time again, mess up.

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 They disobey God,

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 and their legacy is destruction

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 in the nation of Israel.

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 The nation splits in two,

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 a bit like North and South Korea,

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 and then the northern kingdom of Israel

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 has 20 wicked kings.

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 And God sends them prophets,

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 like the one we're going to look at today,

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 called,

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 who will light that alarm clock

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 to wake them up to what was happening

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 in their lives.

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 Because they were good

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 at turning their ears off,

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 putting the alarm on snooze function.

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 And so God had to do

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 some dramatic demonstrations

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 so they could visibly see

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 what he was trying to tell them.

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 So that's what we're going to look at today.

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 We're looking at the life

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 of this guy, Hosea,

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 this prophet.

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 Okay?

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 I know some of you say Hosea,

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 but Hosea is the correct way to say it.

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 And we're going to look at it

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 in three parts.

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 We're going to look at this

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 as a story of marriage.

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 It's a story of a terrible marriage.

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 And it's a story of a cost

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 of restoring this marriage.

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 Okay?

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 A marriage,

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 a terrible marriage,

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 but a cost of restoring this marriage.

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 So I don't know if you,

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 if you think about an image of God,

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 what comes into your mind?

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 In the Bible,

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 there's lots of images.

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 There's king,

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 judge,

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 shepherd,

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 father.

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 There's lots of beautiful images.

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 But one of the images

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 that the Bible has of God

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 is that he is a lover.

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 He is a husband.

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 Here's a couple of verses.

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 Isaiah 54 says,

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 your maker is your husband.

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 In Isaiah 62,

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 it says,

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 and this is beautiful,

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 it says,

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 for as a bridegroom

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 rejoices over his bride,

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 so the Lord,

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 God,

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 shall rejoice over you.

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 Now,

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 if you think about that image,

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 that picture,

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 just for a minute,

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 the images of a wedding day.

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 And I remember,

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 I went to see,

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 I went to one of my friends' weddings.

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 And,

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 you know,

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 they'd been waiting there for a while.

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 And then,

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 the music played,

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 and the bride started walking down the aisle.

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 And my friend,

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 the groom,

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 was at the front.

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 And I looked at his face

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 as he looked around

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 to see the bride coming.

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 And I wish I had had a camera at that moment,

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 because his face was just stunned.

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 He was captivated.

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 He was amazed

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 at the dazzling beauty

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 of his wife.

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 And at that moment,

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 I can imagine

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 that he just wanted

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 to sweep her off her feet

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 and make her his,

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 because

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 that

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 was just

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 his greatest desire

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 at that moment.

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 The problem was,

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 he had the rest of the ceremony

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 to keep going,

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 so he couldn't do that

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 and express his emotions.

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 But the thing is,

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 that picture

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 is the image

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 of God

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 looking at his relationship

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 with his people.

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 Have you ever thought about that?

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 That is his image

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 of how he looks at his people.

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 And we've seen

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 in the story

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 that God was the one

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 who made the first move

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 in this relationship

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 because he wants us

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 to be in this marriage

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 relationship with him.

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 Now, if you think about it,

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 what's distinctive

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 about a marriage relationship?

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 Because if you're married,

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 you know that being single

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 and being married

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 is quite different.

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 I feel you, brother.

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 Confirmation from the Lord.

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 You see,

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 when I was single,

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 I remember

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 I lived in France

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 for a year

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 and I stayed with this

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 in a person's house

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 and the owner of the house

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 once sat me down

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 very kind of,

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 you know,

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 properly

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 and she looked across

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 at me and said,

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 you know,

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 you really need

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 to get a wife.

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 And,

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 you know,

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 I totally got

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 what she was saying.

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 I mean,

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 I would eat

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 baked beans

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 for breakfast

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 cold straight out

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 of the can.

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 Okay?

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 I'd wear the same

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 t-shirt for a week.

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 I mean,

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 anyone who knew me

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 would say that

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 getting married

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 for me was a good thing.

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 Okay?

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 And when I did get married,

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 things did begin to change.

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 You know,

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 your sleeping habits,

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 your eating habits,

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 your cooking habits,

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 your dressing habits.

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 All your habits

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 begin to change

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 because marriage,

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 and I think most people

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 would say for the better,

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 that marriage

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 shapes you.

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 Marriage is meant

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 to direct

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 the course of your life.

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 It shapes every aspect

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 of your life.

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 You can't just say,

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 okay,

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 let's do marriage

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 at 10.30

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 on a Sunday morning,

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 shall we,

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 and then we'll book

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 another appointment

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 a week later.

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 That's not marriage.

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 Marriage shapes

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 everything in your life,

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 your decisions,

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 the way you think,

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 what you do.

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 It shapes you

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 because marriage

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 becomes your priority,

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 and if your marriage

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 is not your priority,

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 then your spouse

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 will soon tell you

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 that it should be.

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 That's what our relationship

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 with God

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 is meant to be like.

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 Our relationship with God

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 is not just

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 for a Sunday morning.

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 It's meant to shape

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 every aspect

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 of your life.

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 But it's not just

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 this aspect.

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 It's also the aspect

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 that marriage

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 is also about intimacy.

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 When you're married,

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 you're known

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 by someone.

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 You see,

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 if someone comes up

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 to me and says,

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 hey, listen, Chris,

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 you're a pretty calm

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 kind of guy.

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 You know,

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 you don't get stressed

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 out so easily.

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 You can just go

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 and talk to my wife,

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 and she will soon

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 tell you

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 all the areas

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 that I get stressed in

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 because

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 I may think,

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 okay,

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 I fooled you guys,

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 okay,

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 but I can't fool

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 my wife.

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 I can hide

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 from most of you,

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 but I can't hide

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 from her.

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 And

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 there's intimacy

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 because you're known.

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 And more than that,

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 if

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 other people

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 criticize me,

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 you know,

00:10:55.019 --> 00:10:55.960
 someone could come up

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 to me and say,

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 you know,

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 Chris,

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 you're the most stupid

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 guy in the world.

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 And I would say to you,

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 I probably agree with you.

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 Fine.

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 It doesn't bother me.

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 Really,

00:11:06.280 --> 00:11:07.060
 it wouldn't bother me.

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 But if my wife

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 said that to me,

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 that would be devastating

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 because my wife

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 actually really knows me.

00:11:16.860 --> 00:11:17.379
 Right?

00:11:20.140 --> 00:11:21.160
 Because your wife

00:11:21.160 --> 00:11:21.700
 or your husband

00:11:21.700 --> 00:11:22.620
 has a power

00:11:22.620 --> 00:11:24.759
 that nobody else

00:11:24.759 --> 00:11:25.620
 has over you.

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 But it's not just a power

00:11:27.080 --> 00:11:28.580
 that can damage you.

00:11:28.639 --> 00:11:29.160
 It's a power

00:11:29.160 --> 00:11:30.100
 that can also bring

00:11:30.100 --> 00:11:30.900
 great healing.

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 Because if all the rest

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 of the world says

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 you are useless,

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 and yet your wife

00:11:36.900 --> 00:11:38.080
 or your husband says,

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 I believe in you,

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 I can keep going.

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 I can carry on.

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 But if all the world

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 says to me,

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 you're amazing,

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 and my wife says to me,

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 you're useless,

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 then I'll think

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 I'm useless.

00:11:51.000 --> 00:11:51.300
 Right?

00:11:53.400 --> 00:11:54.240
 Because marriage

00:11:54.240 --> 00:11:55.080
 is a place

00:11:55.080 --> 00:11:58.400
 that shapes

00:11:58.400 --> 00:11:59.520
 all of your life.

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 It's a place

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 of intimacy,

00:12:01.360 --> 00:12:02.139
 but it's also

00:12:02.139 --> 00:12:02.820
 a place

00:12:02.820 --> 00:12:03.860
 of great healing

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 and restoration.

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 Because your wife

00:12:06.720 --> 00:12:07.300
 or your husband

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 can speak words

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 into you

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 which can give you

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 the strength

00:12:10.680 --> 00:12:11.340
 to keep going.

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 And by the way,

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 that's as an aside.

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 Be your wife

00:12:15.840 --> 00:12:16.460
 or your husband's

00:12:16.460 --> 00:12:17.480
 greatest encourager

00:12:17.480 --> 00:12:18.940
 if you are married.

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 Because you should be.

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 Because you have

00:12:21.020 --> 00:12:21.740
 that power

00:12:21.740 --> 00:12:22.900
 in their lives.

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 And that's what

00:12:24.740 --> 00:12:25.439
 God is saying

00:12:25.439 --> 00:12:26.319
 he wants

00:12:26.319 --> 00:12:27.419
 for each one of us.

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 He wants

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 that relationship

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 where we make him

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 our greatest priority

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 and where we come

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 into that place

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 where we are known

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 by him,

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 where we share

00:12:37.459 --> 00:12:38.459
 our hearts with him

00:12:38.459 --> 00:12:40.139
 and where we can feel

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 safe and secure

00:12:41.579 --> 00:12:42.500
 with him.

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 Because that's where

00:12:43.519 --> 00:12:44.340
 we get restoration

00:12:44.340 --> 00:12:45.459
 to keep going

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 in life.

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 Well,

00:12:49.159 --> 00:12:50.799
 that's how

00:12:50.799 --> 00:12:52.240
 relationship with God,

00:12:52.240 --> 00:12:52.980
 and this story

00:12:52.980 --> 00:12:53.700
 is going to be

00:12:53.700 --> 00:12:54.080
 going to be

00:12:54.080 --> 00:12:55.100
 going to unpack it

00:12:55.100 --> 00:12:56.259
 is about marriage.

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 But as we get

00:12:57.879 --> 00:12:58.460
 into the story

00:12:58.460 --> 00:12:58.860
 we're going to see

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 it's not just about marriage

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 it's about a terrible marriage.

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 And so let's go

00:13:02.480 --> 00:13:04.240
 and dive into this story

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 a little bit.

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 Because right at the beginning

00:13:07.080 --> 00:13:07.799
 of this guy

00:13:07.799 --> 00:13:08.500
 Hosea's

00:13:08.500 --> 00:13:09.919
 profiting career

00:13:09.919 --> 00:13:12.840
 God basically says

00:13:12.840 --> 00:13:13.240
 to him

00:13:13.240 --> 00:13:15.360
 if you're going to go

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 and deliver

00:13:16.019 --> 00:13:17.080
 my message

00:13:17.080 --> 00:13:19.580
 you need to show

00:13:19.580 --> 00:13:20.360
 people what

00:13:20.360 --> 00:13:21.500
 my heart is like.

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 And if you want

00:13:22.980 --> 00:13:23.580
 to show people

00:13:23.580 --> 00:13:24.559
 what my heart is like

00:13:24.559 --> 00:13:25.259
 you're going to have

00:13:25.259 --> 00:13:25.980
 to feel

00:13:25.980 --> 00:13:27.740
 what my heart is like.

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 And you're going

00:13:29.799 --> 00:13:30.460
 to feel

00:13:30.460 --> 00:13:31.460
 the agony

00:13:31.460 --> 00:13:32.980
 that I feel

00:13:32.980 --> 00:13:34.240
 over my people.

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 And so what does God do?

00:13:37.659 --> 00:13:38.539
 He tells him

00:13:38.539 --> 00:13:39.340
 go

00:13:39.340 --> 00:13:40.340
 you see that woman

00:13:40.340 --> 00:13:40.840
 over there

00:13:40.840 --> 00:13:41.700
 Goma

00:13:41.700 --> 00:13:43.419
 I want you to go

00:13:43.419 --> 00:13:44.019
 and marry her.

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 And

00:13:45.379 --> 00:13:46.600
 by the way

00:13:46.600 --> 00:13:48.080
 she slept

00:13:48.080 --> 00:13:48.759
 with more women

00:13:48.759 --> 00:13:49.379
 than you've had

00:13:49.379 --> 00:13:50.059
 hot dinners.

00:13:50.439 --> 00:13:51.960
 And most of the kids

00:13:51.960 --> 00:13:52.740
 that you're going

00:13:52.740 --> 00:13:53.639
 to have with her

00:13:53.639 --> 00:13:56.340
 they won't be yours.

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 And we don't know

00:14:00.480 --> 00:14:01.759
 if Goma

00:14:01.759 --> 00:14:02.600
 was actually

00:14:02.600 --> 00:14:03.679
 a prostitute

00:14:03.679 --> 00:14:04.379
 or whether she was

00:14:04.379 --> 00:14:05.399
 just promiscuous

00:14:05.399 --> 00:14:06.759
 as the passage says

00:14:06.759 --> 00:14:07.580
 but

00:14:07.580 --> 00:14:09.299
 imagine how Hosea

00:14:09.299 --> 00:14:09.799
 is feeling

00:14:09.799 --> 00:14:10.320
 at this moment.

00:14:10.460 --> 00:14:11.120
 I mean he's going

00:14:11.120 --> 00:14:12.720
 but I like Linda

00:14:12.720 --> 00:14:13.620
 over there.

00:14:14.120 --> 00:14:14.379
 You know

00:14:14.379 --> 00:14:15.600
 she's got great career

00:14:15.600 --> 00:14:16.059
 prospects

00:14:16.059 --> 00:14:17.699
 my mum really loves her

00:14:17.699 --> 00:14:18.279
 you know

00:14:18.279 --> 00:14:19.839
 but God says

00:14:19.839 --> 00:14:22.039
 marry Goma.

00:14:23.699 --> 00:14:24.359
 I mean

00:14:24.359 --> 00:14:26.000
 imagine

00:14:26.000 --> 00:14:27.719
 him going home

00:14:27.719 --> 00:14:28.500
 and telling his mum

00:14:28.500 --> 00:14:29.759
 you know

00:14:29.759 --> 00:14:30.319
 mum

00:14:30.319 --> 00:14:30.959
 I'm

00:14:30.959 --> 00:14:31.679
 decided that

00:14:31.679 --> 00:14:32.419
 I want to get married

00:14:32.419 --> 00:14:33.759
 and

00:14:33.759 --> 00:14:35.539
 it's to

00:14:35.539 --> 00:14:37.359
 Goma

00:14:37.359 --> 00:14:38.579
 you know

00:14:38.579 --> 00:14:39.379
 the one who goes

00:14:39.379 --> 00:14:39.899
 with anyone.

00:14:40.839 --> 00:14:42.159
 Imagine her mum's

00:14:42.159 --> 00:14:43.439
 his mum's reaction

00:14:43.439 --> 00:14:44.679
 imagine the family's

00:14:44.679 --> 00:14:45.199
 reaction

00:14:45.199 --> 00:14:46.099
 and yet

00:14:46.099 --> 00:14:47.559
 he marries her

00:14:47.559 --> 00:14:48.819
 and they

00:14:48.819 --> 00:14:50.179
 have their first

00:14:50.179 --> 00:14:50.819
 child together

00:14:50.819 --> 00:14:52.799
 and then

00:14:52.799 --> 00:14:53.599
 the story

00:14:53.599 --> 00:14:54.799
 begins to unfold

00:14:54.799 --> 00:14:55.039
 and

00:14:55.039 --> 00:14:57.019
 I haven't given you

00:14:57.019 --> 00:14:58.099
 all of Hosea 1

00:14:58.099 --> 00:14:58.479
 but

00:14:58.479 --> 00:14:59.219
 the story

00:14:59.219 --> 00:15:00.079
 basically shows

00:15:00.079 --> 00:15:00.559
 that maybe

00:15:00.559 --> 00:15:02.239
 one night

00:15:02.239 --> 00:15:03.679
 Goma doesn't

00:15:03.679 --> 00:15:04.219
 come home.

00:15:05.759 --> 00:15:06.659
 She comes back

00:15:06.659 --> 00:15:07.279
 the next morning

00:15:07.279 --> 00:15:07.939
 makes up some

00:15:07.939 --> 00:15:08.659
 lame excuse

00:15:08.659 --> 00:15:09.659
 about where she's been

00:15:09.659 --> 00:15:11.479
 and frequently

00:15:11.479 --> 00:15:12.500
 more and more

00:15:12.500 --> 00:15:13.039
 frequently

00:15:13.039 --> 00:15:14.459
 she's just missing

00:15:14.460 --> 00:15:15.240
 one night

00:15:15.240 --> 00:15:15.820
 two nights

00:15:15.820 --> 00:15:16.560
 three nights

00:15:16.560 --> 00:15:19.300
 and Hosea

00:15:19.300 --> 00:15:19.780
 must have been

00:15:19.780 --> 00:15:20.519
 thinking at this

00:15:20.519 --> 00:15:20.840
 moment

00:15:20.840 --> 00:15:21.680
 what did I

00:15:21.680 --> 00:15:22.540
 get myself

00:15:22.540 --> 00:15:23.019
 into?

00:15:23.360 --> 00:15:23.860
 Did I do

00:15:23.860 --> 00:15:24.379
 something wrong?

00:15:24.560 --> 00:15:25.280
 Did I hear from

00:15:25.280 --> 00:15:26.080
 God all wrong?

00:15:26.400 --> 00:15:27.000
 Look at who

00:15:27.000 --> 00:15:27.600
 I've married.

00:15:30.220 --> 00:15:30.940
 Some of you

00:15:30.940 --> 00:15:31.420
 maybe know

00:15:31.420 --> 00:15:32.139
 what that's like

00:15:32.139 --> 00:15:32.700
 that sense

00:15:32.700 --> 00:15:33.400
 of betrayal

00:15:33.400 --> 00:15:34.580
 and if

00:15:34.580 --> 00:15:35.519
 you haven't

00:15:35.519 --> 00:15:36.300
 experienced it

00:15:36.300 --> 00:15:36.879
 then you're

00:15:36.879 --> 00:15:37.360
 sure to know

00:15:37.360 --> 00:15:38.379
 somebody who has

00:15:38.379 --> 00:15:39.840
 but it gets

00:15:39.840 --> 00:15:40.320
 worse

00:15:40.320 --> 00:15:40.860
 because

00:15:40.860 --> 00:15:41.700
 she finds

00:15:41.700 --> 00:15:42.140
 that she's

00:15:42.140 --> 00:15:42.620
 pregnant

00:15:42.620 --> 00:15:43.400
 again

00:15:43.400 --> 00:15:44.140
 and Hosea

00:15:44.140 --> 00:15:45.000
 1 shows us

00:15:45.000 --> 00:15:45.780
 that Hosea

00:15:45.780 --> 00:15:46.500
 it doesn't

00:15:46.500 --> 00:15:47.200
 mention Hosea

00:15:47.200 --> 00:15:47.520
 was the

00:15:47.520 --> 00:15:47.879
 father

00:15:47.879 --> 00:15:49.600
 and imagine

00:15:49.600 --> 00:15:50.340
 Hosea has to

00:15:50.340 --> 00:15:50.879
 bring up

00:15:50.879 --> 00:15:52.160
 two children

00:15:52.160 --> 00:15:54.000
 who are the

00:15:54.000 --> 00:15:54.720
 fruit of his

00:15:54.720 --> 00:15:55.700
 wife's

00:15:55.700 --> 00:15:56.300
 adultery

00:15:56.299 --> 00:15:57.979
 and maybe

00:15:57.979 --> 00:15:58.479
 he's got to

00:15:58.479 --> 00:15:58.740
 do it

00:15:58.740 --> 00:15:59.539
 single-handedly

00:15:59.539 --> 00:16:00.179
 because

00:16:00.179 --> 00:16:01.939
 Goma's

00:16:01.939 --> 00:16:02.459
 off with

00:16:02.459 --> 00:16:02.859
 her latest

00:16:02.859 --> 00:16:03.319
 boyfriend

00:16:03.319 --> 00:16:06.699
 and things

00:16:06.699 --> 00:16:07.019
 are getting

00:16:07.019 --> 00:16:07.719
 worse and

00:16:07.719 --> 00:16:08.179
 worse

00:16:08.179 --> 00:16:08.819
 and chapter

00:16:08.819 --> 00:16:09.120
 two

00:16:09.120 --> 00:16:09.439
 I've just

00:16:09.439 --> 00:16:09.839
 put it in

00:16:09.839 --> 00:16:10.319
 your bulletin

00:16:10.319 --> 00:16:10.979
 for reference

00:16:10.979 --> 00:16:12.159
 but shows

00:16:12.159 --> 00:16:13.120
 that one

00:16:13.120 --> 00:16:13.459
 day she

00:16:13.459 --> 00:16:13.879
 finds a

00:16:13.879 --> 00:16:14.199
 note on

00:16:14.199 --> 00:16:14.659
 the table

00:16:14.659 --> 00:16:15.139
 saying

00:16:15.139 --> 00:16:17.199
 thanks for

00:16:17.199 --> 00:16:17.639
 everything

00:16:17.639 --> 00:16:18.479
 but I got

00:16:18.479 --> 00:16:18.799
 a better

00:16:18.799 --> 00:16:19.159
 offer

00:16:19.159 --> 00:16:20.059
 you were

00:16:20.059 --> 00:16:20.759
 disappointing

00:16:20.759 --> 00:16:21.399
 Hosea

00:16:21.399 --> 00:16:22.759
 my boyfriends

00:16:22.759 --> 00:16:23.120
 give me

00:16:23.120 --> 00:16:23.859
 what I want

00:16:23.859 --> 00:16:24.559
 they give

00:16:24.559 --> 00:16:25.000
 me everything

00:16:25.000 --> 00:16:25.539
 I need

00:16:25.539 --> 00:16:28.639
 and he

00:16:28.639 --> 00:16:29.279
 has given

00:16:29.279 --> 00:16:30.120
 everything to

00:16:30.120 --> 00:16:30.740
 her but she

00:16:30.740 --> 00:16:31.240
 does not

00:16:31.240 --> 00:16:31.879
 recognize

00:16:31.879 --> 00:16:32.639
 anything that

00:16:32.639 --> 00:16:32.959
 he has

00:16:32.959 --> 00:16:33.240
 given

00:16:33.240 --> 00:16:35.500
 and angry

00:16:35.500 --> 00:16:36.579
 and hurting

00:16:36.579 --> 00:16:37.939
 and betrayed

00:16:37.939 --> 00:16:39.379
 Hosea

00:16:39.379 --> 00:16:42.240
 is crushed

00:16:42.240 --> 00:16:44.599
 and maybe

00:16:44.599 --> 00:16:45.139
 his friends

00:16:45.139 --> 00:16:45.519
 are telling

00:16:45.519 --> 00:16:46.139
 him just

00:16:46.139 --> 00:16:46.639
 get rid

00:16:46.639 --> 00:16:46.839
 of her

00:16:46.839 --> 00:16:47.779
 forget about

00:16:47.779 --> 00:16:47.919
 it

00:16:47.919 --> 00:16:48.559
 she's not

00:16:48.559 --> 00:16:49.099
 worth it

00:16:49.099 --> 00:16:49.639
 put it

00:16:49.639 --> 00:16:50.339
 behind you

00:16:50.339 --> 00:16:51.279
 because he's

00:16:51.279 --> 00:16:52.179
 such full

00:16:52.179 --> 00:16:52.839
 of shame

00:16:52.839 --> 00:16:53.519
 imagine in

00:16:53.519 --> 00:16:54.099
 the community

00:16:54.099 --> 00:16:55.099
 everyone knows

00:16:55.100 --> 00:16:55.480
 what he's

00:16:55.480 --> 00:16:55.759
 like

00:16:55.759 --> 00:16:56.379
 everyone

00:16:56.379 --> 00:16:57.159
 knows his

00:16:57.159 --> 00:16:57.879
 situation

00:16:57.879 --> 00:17:01.420
 every time

00:17:01.420 --> 00:17:01.779
 he looks

00:17:01.779 --> 00:17:02.040
 at his

00:17:02.040 --> 00:17:02.700
 two children

00:17:02.700 --> 00:17:05.620
 he feels

00:17:05.620 --> 00:17:06.660
 that same

00:17:06.660 --> 00:17:07.500
 sense of

00:17:07.500 --> 00:17:08.039
 betrayal

00:17:08.039 --> 00:17:11.779
 and then

00:17:11.779 --> 00:17:12.240
 in chapter

00:17:12.240 --> 00:17:12.620
 three

00:17:12.620 --> 00:17:13.480
 God comes

00:17:13.480 --> 00:17:14.180
 to Hosea

00:17:14.180 --> 00:17:14.660
 again

00:17:14.660 --> 00:17:15.779
 and says

00:17:15.779 --> 00:17:18.079
 go again

00:17:18.079 --> 00:17:20.120
 go again

00:17:20.119 --> 00:17:21.979
 love a

00:17:21.979 --> 00:17:22.299
 woman

00:17:22.299 --> 00:17:23.779
 love a

00:17:23.779 --> 00:17:24.659
 woman

00:17:24.659 --> 00:17:25.779
 love your

00:17:25.779 --> 00:17:26.199
 wife

00:17:26.199 --> 00:17:26.699
 again

00:17:26.699 --> 00:17:27.839
 even though

00:17:27.839 --> 00:17:28.279
 she's an

00:17:28.279 --> 00:17:29.199
 adulteress

00:17:29.199 --> 00:17:31.000
 go again

00:17:31.000 --> 00:17:31.779
 Hosea

00:17:31.779 --> 00:17:33.319
 didn't want

00:17:33.319 --> 00:17:33.759
 to go

00:17:33.759 --> 00:17:34.259
 so God

00:17:34.259 --> 00:17:34.799
 has to say

00:17:34.799 --> 00:17:35.559
 go again

00:17:35.559 --> 00:17:36.159
 because

00:17:36.159 --> 00:17:38.159
 you need to

00:17:38.159 --> 00:17:38.539
 know my

00:17:38.539 --> 00:17:39.079
 heart in

00:17:39.079 --> 00:17:39.439
 this

00:17:39.439 --> 00:17:40.359
 you're hurt

00:17:40.359 --> 00:17:41.079
 so badly

00:17:41.079 --> 00:17:42.059
 and

00:17:42.059 --> 00:17:43.339
 and the

00:17:43.339 --> 00:17:43.579
 thing is

00:17:43.579 --> 00:17:44.000
 when she

00:17:44.000 --> 00:17:44.599
 says go

00:17:44.599 --> 00:17:44.919
 again

00:17:44.919 --> 00:17:45.659
 she's with

00:17:45.659 --> 00:17:46.599
 somebody else

00:17:46.599 --> 00:17:47.259
 already

00:17:47.259 --> 00:17:49.980
 but what

00:17:49.980 --> 00:17:50.759
 Hosea does

00:17:50.759 --> 00:17:51.379
 he goes

00:17:51.379 --> 00:17:52.379
 and he says

00:17:52.379 --> 00:17:53.079
 he buys

00:17:53.079 --> 00:17:53.500
 her for

00:17:53.500 --> 00:17:54.440
 15 shekels

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 and some

00:17:54.720 --> 00:17:55.059
 barley

00:17:55.059 --> 00:17:57.339
 and most

00:17:57.339 --> 00:17:58.059
 scholars think

00:17:58.059 --> 00:17:59.720
 that the

00:17:59.720 --> 00:18:00.579
 reason why

00:18:00.579 --> 00:18:01.319
 he bought

00:18:01.319 --> 00:18:01.619
 her

00:18:01.619 --> 00:18:04.000
 was because

00:18:04.000 --> 00:18:05.440
 she'd either

00:18:05.440 --> 00:18:06.220
 become so

00:18:06.220 --> 00:18:06.759
 heavily

00:18:06.759 --> 00:18:07.700
 indebted

00:18:07.700 --> 00:18:08.440
 through her

00:18:08.440 --> 00:18:08.879
 work that

00:18:08.879 --> 00:18:09.160
 she could

00:18:09.160 --> 00:18:09.740
 pay nothing

00:18:09.740 --> 00:18:10.140
 off

00:18:10.140 --> 00:18:11.520
 or her

00:18:11.520 --> 00:18:12.160
 boyfriends

00:18:12.160 --> 00:18:12.660
 had actually

00:18:12.660 --> 00:18:13.259
 made her

00:18:13.259 --> 00:18:14.040
 had become

00:18:14.040 --> 00:18:14.720
 her pimp

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 and they'd

00:18:16.100 --> 00:18:16.720
 used her

00:18:16.720 --> 00:18:17.520
 and exploited

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 her so

00:18:18.160 --> 00:18:18.700
 much

00:18:18.700 --> 00:18:19.660
 until the

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 point where

00:18:20.500 --> 00:18:20.800
 she was

00:18:20.800 --> 00:18:21.420
 past her

00:18:21.420 --> 00:18:22.340
 sell-by date

00:18:22.340 --> 00:18:23.200
 and so

00:18:23.200 --> 00:18:23.620
 then they

00:18:23.620 --> 00:18:24.259
 just threw

00:18:24.259 --> 00:18:25.000
 her on the

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 bargain section

00:18:26.100 --> 00:18:27.100
 of the slave

00:18:27.100 --> 00:18:27.840
 market which

00:18:27.840 --> 00:18:28.860
 happened in

00:18:28.860 --> 00:18:29.420
 the town

00:18:29.420 --> 00:18:30.840
 and so

00:18:30.840 --> 00:18:31.520
 there is

00:18:31.520 --> 00:18:32.120
 Goma

00:18:32.120 --> 00:18:33.660
 stripped down

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 naked in

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 the middle

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 of the town

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 because all

00:18:37.360 --> 00:18:37.940
 the buyers

00:18:37.940 --> 00:18:38.540
 of the slaves

00:18:38.540 --> 00:18:38.940
 wanted to

00:18:38.940 --> 00:18:39.280
 see what

00:18:39.280 --> 00:18:39.500
 they were

00:18:39.500 --> 00:18:39.800
 getting

00:18:39.799 --> 00:18:39.899
 down

00:18:39.899 --> 00:18:43.159
 head bowed

00:18:43.159 --> 00:18:43.559
 down

00:18:43.559 --> 00:18:45.000
 covered

00:18:45.000 --> 00:18:45.779
 with shame

00:18:45.779 --> 00:18:46.839
 maybe closing

00:18:46.839 --> 00:18:47.279
 her eyes

00:18:47.279 --> 00:18:47.619
 to just

00:18:47.619 --> 00:18:48.379
 salvage some

00:18:48.379 --> 00:18:48.879
 dignity

00:18:48.879 --> 00:18:49.839
 from this

00:18:49.839 --> 00:18:50.440
 situation

00:18:50.440 --> 00:18:52.579
 and all

00:18:52.579 --> 00:18:52.960
 the men

00:18:52.960 --> 00:18:53.460
 around in

00:18:53.460 --> 00:18:53.839
 the town

00:18:53.839 --> 00:18:54.759
 examine her

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 wondering

00:18:55.619 --> 00:18:56.259
 how much

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 she's worth

00:18:57.379 --> 00:18:58.500
 maybe shouting

00:18:58.500 --> 00:18:59.039
 obscene

00:18:59.039 --> 00:18:59.599
 comments

00:18:59.599 --> 00:19:00.079
 at her

00:19:00.079 --> 00:19:02.200
 because

00:19:02.200 --> 00:19:02.599
 Goma

00:19:02.599 --> 00:19:03.240
 is to be

00:19:03.240 --> 00:19:03.680
 sold as

00:19:03.680 --> 00:19:04.200
 property

00:19:04.200 --> 00:19:05.700
 she's there

00:19:05.700 --> 00:19:06.680
 exposed

00:19:06.680 --> 00:19:08.079
 naked

00:19:08.079 --> 00:19:09.259
 fearful

00:19:09.259 --> 00:19:11.160
 and she

00:19:11.160 --> 00:19:11.500
 knows

00:19:11.500 --> 00:19:11.879
 it's all

00:19:11.879 --> 00:19:12.339
 her own

00:19:12.339 --> 00:19:12.759
 fault

00:19:12.759 --> 00:19:16.220
 and one

00:19:16.220 --> 00:19:16.779
 guy starts

00:19:16.779 --> 00:19:17.220
 the bidding

00:19:17.220 --> 00:19:17.740
 it's an

00:19:17.740 --> 00:19:18.140
 auction

00:19:18.140 --> 00:19:18.700
 one guy

00:19:18.700 --> 00:19:19.119
 starts the

00:19:19.119 --> 00:19:19.259
 bidding

00:19:19.259 --> 00:19:19.599
 he says

00:19:19.599 --> 00:19:20.400
 I'll give

00:19:20.400 --> 00:19:20.720
 you 10

00:19:20.720 --> 00:19:21.180
 shekels

00:19:21.180 --> 00:19:21.500
 for her

00:19:21.500 --> 00:19:21.700
 another

00:19:21.700 --> 00:19:21.960
 says

00:19:21.960 --> 00:19:22.119
 I'll give

00:19:22.119 --> 00:19:22.500
 you 11

00:19:22.500 --> 00:19:22.759
 another

00:19:22.759 --> 00:19:23.000
 says

00:19:23.000 --> 00:19:23.619
 give you 12

00:19:23.619 --> 00:19:24.400
 and then

00:19:24.400 --> 00:19:24.839
 finally

00:19:24.839 --> 00:19:25.480
 someone says

00:19:25.480 --> 00:19:25.940
 15

00:19:25.940 --> 00:19:26.420
 and Hosea

00:19:26.420 --> 00:19:26.660
 says

00:19:26.660 --> 00:19:27.039
 no I'll give

00:19:27.039 --> 00:19:27.519
 you 15

00:19:27.519 --> 00:19:27.879
 and a load

00:19:27.879 --> 00:19:28.319
 of barley

00:19:28.319 --> 00:19:29.460
 and everyone

00:19:29.460 --> 00:19:29.879
 says

00:19:29.879 --> 00:19:30.539
 okay

00:19:30.539 --> 00:19:31.379
 she's not

00:19:31.379 --> 00:19:31.799
 worth any

00:19:31.799 --> 00:19:32.119
 more than

00:19:32.119 --> 00:19:32.399
 that

00:19:32.399 --> 00:19:33.480
 go on

00:19:33.480 --> 00:19:33.919
 take her

00:19:33.919 --> 00:19:34.480
 do what

00:19:34.480 --> 00:19:34.799
 you want

00:19:34.799 --> 00:19:35.099
 with her

00:19:35.099 --> 00:19:35.659
 we know

00:19:35.659 --> 00:19:36.079
 how she's

00:19:36.079 --> 00:19:36.799
 treated you

00:19:36.799 --> 00:19:40.720
 and Hosea

00:19:40.720 --> 00:19:42.460
 goes to

00:19:42.460 --> 00:19:43.299
 take Goma

00:19:43.299 --> 00:19:44.519
 and if you

00:19:44.519 --> 00:19:45.059
 were Goma

00:19:45.059 --> 00:19:46.299
 maybe she's

00:19:46.299 --> 00:19:46.799
 been trying to

00:19:46.799 --> 00:19:47.399
 blot out the

00:19:47.399 --> 00:19:48.019
 sound of

00:19:48.019 --> 00:19:48.759
 people because

00:19:48.759 --> 00:19:49.359
 it's such a

00:19:49.359 --> 00:19:49.819
 harrowing

00:19:49.819 --> 00:19:50.319
 experience

00:19:50.319 --> 00:19:51.019
 and she

00:19:51.019 --> 00:19:51.720
 looks up

00:19:51.720 --> 00:19:53.059
 at who

00:19:53.059 --> 00:19:53.639
 has actually

00:19:53.639 --> 00:19:54.220
 bought her

00:19:54.220 --> 00:19:56.019
 and as

00:19:56.019 --> 00:19:56.480
 she looks

00:19:56.480 --> 00:19:56.940
 up she

00:19:56.940 --> 00:19:57.640
 sees

00:19:57.640 --> 00:19:58.940
 the one

00:19:58.940 --> 00:19:59.940
 that she

00:19:59.940 --> 00:20:00.880
 has betrayed

00:20:00.880 --> 00:20:02.480
 so badly

00:20:02.480 --> 00:20:03.779
 coming towards

00:20:03.779 --> 00:20:04.100
 her

00:20:04.100 --> 00:20:05.620
 and terror

00:20:05.620 --> 00:20:06.680
 grips her

00:20:06.680 --> 00:20:07.160
 heart

00:20:07.160 --> 00:20:08.500
 because you

00:20:08.500 --> 00:20:08.880
 know in

00:20:08.880 --> 00:20:09.640
 that culture

00:20:09.640 --> 00:20:10.299
 if you

00:20:10.299 --> 00:20:10.640
 were a

00:20:10.640 --> 00:20:11.140
 slave

00:20:11.140 --> 00:20:11.960
 your master

00:20:11.960 --> 00:20:12.400
 could do

00:20:12.400 --> 00:20:12.940
 anything

00:20:12.940 --> 00:20:13.920
 with you

00:20:13.920 --> 00:20:14.480
 they could

00:20:14.480 --> 00:20:15.000
 even

00:20:15.000 --> 00:20:16.039
 kill you

00:20:16.039 --> 00:20:17.779
 that's what

00:20:17.779 --> 00:20:18.460
 everyone else

00:20:18.460 --> 00:20:18.920
 thought was

00:20:18.920 --> 00:20:19.200
 going to

00:20:19.200 --> 00:20:19.460
 happen

00:20:19.460 --> 00:20:20.180
 that's why

00:20:20.180 --> 00:20:20.600
 they thought

00:20:20.600 --> 00:20:21.059
 Hosea was

00:20:21.059 --> 00:20:21.700
 buying her

00:20:21.700 --> 00:20:22.620
 but actually

00:20:22.620 --> 00:20:23.299
 as she

00:20:23.299 --> 00:20:23.720
 comes

00:20:23.720 --> 00:20:24.140
 thinking

00:20:24.140 --> 00:20:24.920
 this is

00:20:24.920 --> 00:20:25.460
 my last

00:20:25.460 --> 00:20:25.840
 moments

00:20:25.840 --> 00:20:26.220
 alive

00:20:26.220 --> 00:20:26.780
 as Hosea

00:20:26.780 --> 00:20:27.300
 takes her

00:20:27.300 --> 00:20:27.560
 out of

00:20:27.560 --> 00:20:28.000
 the market

00:20:28.000 --> 00:20:28.620
 she's

00:20:28.620 --> 00:20:28.820
 thinking

00:20:28.820 --> 00:20:29.060
 he's

00:20:29.060 --> 00:20:29.280
 going to

00:20:29.280 --> 00:20:29.540
 lay

00:20:29.540 --> 00:20:29.820
 into

00:20:29.820 --> 00:20:30.080
 me

00:20:30.080 --> 00:20:30.580
 and

00:20:30.580 --> 00:20:30.780
 then

00:20:30.780 --> 00:20:31.000
 she

00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:31.340
 looks

00:20:31.340 --> 00:20:31.620
 up

00:20:31.620 --> 00:20:31.880
 into

00:20:31.880 --> 00:20:32.100
 his

00:20:32.100 --> 00:20:32.380
 eyes

00:20:32.380 --> 00:20:32.520
 and

00:20:32.520 --> 00:20:32.700
 what

00:20:32.700 --> 00:20:32.840
 does

00:20:32.840 --> 00:20:32.980
 he

00:20:32.980 --> 00:20:33.220
 say

00:20:33.220 --> 00:20:33.560
 to her

00:20:33.560 --> 00:20:34.120
 he says

00:20:34.120 --> 00:20:34.880
 not

00:20:34.880 --> 00:20:35.700
 words

00:20:35.700 --> 00:20:35.820
 of

00:20:35.820 --> 00:20:36.120
 anger

00:20:36.120 --> 00:20:36.480
 but he

00:20:36.480 --> 00:20:36.840
 says

00:20:36.840 --> 00:20:38.040
 I want

00:20:38.040 --> 00:20:38.240
 you to

00:20:38.240 --> 00:20:38.380
 be

00:20:38.380 --> 00:20:38.580
 with

00:20:38.580 --> 00:20:38.800
 me

00:20:38.800 --> 00:20:40.780
 I

00:20:40.780 --> 00:20:41.040
 want

00:20:41.040 --> 00:20:41.380
 you

00:20:41.380 --> 00:20:41.800
 to

00:20:41.800 --> 00:20:41.980
 be

00:20:41.980 --> 00:20:42.220
 my

00:20:42.220 --> 00:20:42.540
 wife

00:20:42.540 --> 00:20:43.080
 stop

00:20:43.080 --> 00:20:43.460
 playing

00:20:43.460 --> 00:20:43.620
 around

00:20:43.620 --> 00:20:43.759
 I

00:20:43.759 --> 00:20:44.020
 don't

00:20:44.020 --> 00:20:44.160
 want

00:20:44.160 --> 00:20:44.259
 you

00:20:44.259 --> 00:20:44.320
 to

00:20:44.320 --> 00:20:44.460
 go

00:20:44.460 --> 00:20:44.640
 with

00:20:44.640 --> 00:20:44.980
 any

00:20:44.980 --> 00:20:45.300
 other

00:20:45.300 --> 00:20:45.680
 men

00:20:45.680 --> 00:20:46.100
 now

00:20:46.100 --> 00:20:47.200
 come

00:20:47.200 --> 00:20:47.660
 and

00:20:47.660 --> 00:20:48.000
 be

00:20:48.000 --> 00:20:48.500
 with

00:20:48.500 --> 00:20:48.900
 me

00:20:48.900 --> 00:20:49.759
 stay

00:20:49.759 --> 00:20:50.259
 with

00:20:50.259 --> 00:20:50.640
 me

00:20:50.640 --> 00:20:51.099
 I

00:20:51.099 --> 00:20:51.519
 want

00:20:51.519 --> 00:20:52.079
 you

00:20:52.079 --> 00:20:52.379
 to

00:20:52.379 --> 00:20:52.700
 be

00:20:52.700 --> 00:20:53.259
 my

00:20:53.259 --> 00:20:53.960
 wife

00:20:53.960 --> 00:20:54.240
 and

00:20:54.240 --> 00:20:54.700
 I

00:20:54.700 --> 00:20:54.980
 am

00:20:54.980 --> 00:20:55.140
 going

00:20:55.140 --> 00:20:55.299
 to

00:20:55.299 --> 00:20:55.579
 be

00:20:55.579 --> 00:20:56.079
 faithful

00:20:56.079 --> 00:20:56.640
 to

00:20:56.640 --> 00:20:56.900
 you

00:20:56.900 --> 00:20:57.460
 I

00:20:57.460 --> 00:20:57.839
 haven't

00:20:57.839 --> 00:20:58.079
 given

00:20:58.079 --> 00:20:58.339
 up

00:20:58.339 --> 00:20:58.519
 on

00:20:58.519 --> 00:20:58.759
 you

00:20:58.759 --> 00:21:01.640
 she's

00:21:01.640 --> 00:21:02.180
 stunned

00:21:02.180 --> 00:21:05.059
 stunned

00:21:05.059 --> 00:21:08.180
 that's

00:21:08.180 --> 00:21:08.500
 what the

00:21:08.500 --> 00:21:08.799
 Bible

00:21:08.799 --> 00:21:09.500
 calls

00:21:09.500 --> 00:21:10.779
 grace

00:21:10.779 --> 00:21:13.259
 God's

00:21:13.259 --> 00:21:14.879
 undeserved

00:21:14.879 --> 00:21:15.960
 incredible

00:21:15.960 --> 00:21:16.920
 love

00:21:16.920 --> 00:21:17.700
 for us

00:21:17.700 --> 00:21:19.360
 that's

00:21:19.360 --> 00:21:19.480
 what

00:21:19.480 --> 00:21:19.720
 God

00:21:19.720 --> 00:21:19.880
 is

00:21:19.880 --> 00:21:20.279
 like

00:21:20.279 --> 00:21:20.860
 that's

00:21:20.860 --> 00:21:21.019
 how

00:21:21.019 --> 00:21:21.539
 beautiful

00:21:21.539 --> 00:21:21.940
 he

00:21:21.940 --> 00:21:22.180
 is

00:21:22.180 --> 00:21:22.799
 that's

00:21:22.799 --> 00:21:22.940
 the

00:21:22.940 --> 00:21:23.140
 kind

00:21:23.140 --> 00:21:23.259
 of

00:21:23.259 --> 00:21:23.680
 husband

00:21:23.680 --> 00:21:24.140
 the

00:21:24.140 --> 00:21:24.299
 kind

00:21:24.299 --> 00:21:24.440
 of

00:21:24.440 --> 00:21:24.779
 lover

00:21:24.779 --> 00:21:25.299
 that

00:21:25.299 --> 00:21:25.700
 God

00:21:25.700 --> 00:21:26.460
 is

00:21:26.460 --> 00:21:27.080
 and

00:21:27.080 --> 00:21:27.420
 if

00:21:27.420 --> 00:21:27.620
 you

00:21:27.620 --> 00:21:27.980
 think

00:21:27.980 --> 00:21:28.259
 just

00:21:28.259 --> 00:21:28.480
 for

00:21:28.480 --> 00:21:28.660
 a

00:21:28.660 --> 00:21:28.960
 moment

00:21:28.960 --> 00:21:29.580
 if

00:21:29.580 --> 00:21:29.759
 you

00:21:29.759 --> 00:21:30.180
 really

00:21:30.180 --> 00:21:30.740
 know

00:21:30.740 --> 00:21:31.220
 that

00:21:31.220 --> 00:21:31.779
 somebody

00:21:31.779 --> 00:21:32.440
 loves

00:21:32.440 --> 00:21:32.660
 you

00:21:32.660 --> 00:21:33.000
 that

00:21:33.000 --> 00:21:33.400
 much

00:21:33.400 --> 00:21:33.580
 in

00:21:33.580 --> 00:21:33.880
 spite

00:21:33.880 --> 00:21:34.019
 of

00:21:34.019 --> 00:21:34.319
 all

00:21:34.319 --> 00:21:34.759
 you've

00:21:34.759 --> 00:21:35.140
 done

00:21:35.140 --> 00:21:35.860
 how

00:21:35.860 --> 00:21:36.700
 secure

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 will

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 you

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 be

00:21:37.460 --> 00:21:39.380
 how

00:21:39.380 --> 00:21:40.160
 secure

00:21:40.160 --> 00:21:40.660
 that

00:21:40.660 --> 00:21:40.920
 you

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 know

00:21:41.240 --> 00:21:41.600
 even

00:21:41.600 --> 00:21:41.819
 if

00:21:41.819 --> 00:21:41.960
 you

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 failed

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 even

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 if

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 everyone

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 else

00:21:43.980 --> 00:21:44.420
 tells

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 you

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 that

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 you

00:21:45.559 --> 00:21:46.059
 have

00:21:46.059 --> 00:21:46.460
 messed

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 up

00:21:46.700 --> 00:21:46.860
 that

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 you

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 have

00:21:47.219 --> 00:21:47.599
 failed

00:21:47.599 --> 00:21:47.779
 that

00:21:47.779 --> 00:21:47.939
 you

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 have

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 screwed

00:21:48.459 --> 00:21:48.679
 up

00:21:48.679 --> 00:21:48.859
 your

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 life

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 but

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 he

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 says

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 to

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 you

00:21:51.799 --> 00:21:53.759
 I

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 love

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 you

00:21:54.379 --> 00:21:54.779
 I

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 want

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 you

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 to

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 be

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 mine

00:21:55.859 --> 00:21:57.579
 come

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 and

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 be

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 with

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 me

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 how

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 does

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 that

00:22:01.959 --> 00:22:02.159
 now

00:22:02.159 --> 00:22:02.740
 change

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 the

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 way

00:22:04.359 --> 00:22:04.559
 that

00:22:04.559 --> 00:22:04.699
 you

00:22:04.699 --> 00:22:05.039
 view

00:22:05.039 --> 00:22:05.579
 yourself

00:22:05.579 --> 00:22:06.039
 in

00:22:06.039 --> 00:22:06.639
 marriage

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 your

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 husband

00:22:07.339 --> 00:22:07.579
 or

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 your

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 wife

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 can

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 bring

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 that

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 power

00:22:09.199 --> 00:22:09.399
 of

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 healing

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 and

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 restoration

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 that's

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 what

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 God

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 wants

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 to

00:22:13.359 --> 00:22:13.539
 do

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 in

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 our

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 lives

00:22:14.440 --> 00:22:17.500
 that's

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 just

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 liberating

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 is that

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 you don't

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 have to

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 go

00:22:19.960 --> 00:22:20.720
 around

00:22:20.720 --> 00:22:21.140
 trying to

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 prove

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 your

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 worth

00:22:22.380 --> 00:22:22.600
 to

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 anybody

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 else

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 because

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 even if

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 the rest

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 of the

00:22:24.740 --> 00:22:24.980
 world

00:22:24.980 --> 00:22:25.259
 says

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 you're

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 useless

00:22:25.920 --> 00:22:26.600
 he

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 comes

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 to

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 you

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 and

00:22:27.380 --> 00:22:27.720
 says

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 you're

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 mine

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 and

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 I

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 ain't

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 never

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 letting

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 you

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 go

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 isn't

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 that

00:22:33.460 --> 00:22:33.940
 amazing

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 but

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 I

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 think

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 if

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 I'm

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 honest

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 if

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 I'm

00:22:40.539 --> 00:22:40.740
 really

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 honest

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 I

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 actually

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 know

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 this

00:22:43.279 --> 00:22:44.740
 I've

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 preached

00:22:44.940 --> 00:22:45.160
 on it

00:22:45.160 --> 00:22:45.420
 before

00:22:45.420 --> 00:22:46.779
 I

00:22:46.779 --> 00:22:46.960
 can

00:22:46.960 --> 00:22:47.240
 tell

00:22:47.240 --> 00:22:47.360
 you

00:22:47.360 --> 00:22:47.480
 all

00:22:47.480 --> 00:22:47.600
 the

00:22:47.600 --> 00:22:47.880
 places

00:22:47.880 --> 00:22:48.059
 in

00:22:48.059 --> 00:22:48.160
 the

00:22:48.160 --> 00:22:48.400
 Bible

00:22:48.400 --> 00:22:48.600
 which

00:22:48.600 --> 00:22:48.820
 tell

00:22:48.820 --> 00:22:49.000
 it

00:22:49.000 --> 00:22:49.680
 but

00:22:49.680 --> 00:22:49.820
 I

00:22:49.820 --> 00:22:50.160
 forget

00:22:50.160 --> 00:22:50.460
 this

00:22:50.460 --> 00:22:50.680
 so

00:22:50.680 --> 00:22:51.120
 quickly

00:22:51.120 --> 00:22:52.220
 and

00:22:52.220 --> 00:22:52.360
 in

00:22:52.360 --> 00:22:52.500
 fact

00:22:52.500 --> 00:22:52.660
 I

00:22:52.660 --> 00:22:52.840
 can

00:22:52.840 --> 00:22:53.340
 guarantee

00:22:53.340 --> 00:22:53.640
 there

00:22:53.640 --> 00:22:53.759
 is

00:22:53.759 --> 00:22:53.900
 not

00:22:53.900 --> 00:22:54.120
 one

00:22:54.120 --> 00:22:54.480
 person

00:22:54.480 --> 00:22:54.660
 in

00:22:54.660 --> 00:22:54.799
 this

00:22:54.799 --> 00:22:55.120
 room

00:22:55.120 --> 00:22:55.680
 who

00:22:55.680 --> 00:22:56.019
 doesn't

00:22:56.019 --> 00:22:56.400
 forget

00:22:56.400 --> 00:22:56.660
 this

00:22:56.660 --> 00:22:57.100
 regularly

00:22:57.100 --> 00:22:59.100
 when

00:22:59.100 --> 00:22:59.240
 it

00:22:59.240 --> 00:22:59.580
 comes

00:22:59.580 --> 00:22:59.779
 to

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 Monday

00:23:00.059 --> 00:23:00.480
 morning

00:23:00.480 --> 00:23:00.779
 we

00:23:00.779 --> 00:23:01.059
 suddenly

00:23:01.059 --> 00:23:01.440
 start

00:23:01.440 --> 00:23:01.740
 feeling

00:23:01.740 --> 00:23:02.220
 insecure

00:23:02.220 --> 00:23:02.740
 again

00:23:02.740 --> 00:23:03.839
 because

00:23:03.839 --> 00:23:04.160
 we've

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 forgotten

00:23:04.500 --> 00:23:05.779
 something

00:23:05.779 --> 00:23:07.480
 why

00:23:07.480 --> 00:23:07.880
 do I

00:23:07.880 --> 00:23:08.339
 try

00:23:08.339 --> 00:23:08.880
 and prove

00:23:08.880 --> 00:23:09.319
 myself

00:23:09.319 --> 00:23:09.640
 again

00:23:09.640 --> 00:23:10.039
 and again

00:23:10.039 --> 00:23:10.359
 well

00:23:10.359 --> 00:23:11.779
 imagine

00:23:11.779 --> 00:23:12.279
 Hosea

00:23:12.279 --> 00:23:12.599
 is in

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 your

00:23:12.759 --> 00:23:13.200
 community

00:23:13.200 --> 00:23:13.500
 group

00:23:13.500 --> 00:23:13.660
 or

00:23:13.660 --> 00:23:13.839
 he's

00:23:13.839 --> 00:23:13.960
 your

00:23:13.960 --> 00:23:14.180
 next

00:23:14.180 --> 00:23:14.319
 door

00:23:14.319 --> 00:23:14.599
 neighbor

00:23:14.599 --> 00:23:17.120
 imagine

00:23:17.120 --> 00:23:19.059
 living

00:23:19.059 --> 00:23:19.859
 he's

00:23:19.859 --> 00:23:20.339
 living out

00:23:20.339 --> 00:23:20.559
 this

00:23:20.559 --> 00:23:21.000
 message

00:23:21.000 --> 00:23:21.220
 you're

00:23:21.220 --> 00:23:21.539
 seeing

00:23:21.539 --> 00:23:21.759
 him

00:23:21.759 --> 00:23:22.299
 working

00:23:22.299 --> 00:23:24.180
 struggling

00:23:24.180 --> 00:23:24.700
 wrestling

00:23:24.700 --> 00:23:25.660
 with all

00:23:25.660 --> 00:23:25.980
 of these

00:23:25.980 --> 00:23:26.240
 things

00:23:26.240 --> 00:23:26.660
 a sense

00:23:26.660 --> 00:23:26.779
 of

00:23:26.779 --> 00:23:27.220
 betrayal

00:23:27.220 --> 00:23:27.779
 and

00:23:27.779 --> 00:23:28.000
 what

00:23:28.000 --> 00:23:28.120
 do

00:23:28.120 --> 00:23:28.339
 you

00:23:28.339 --> 00:23:28.640
 think

00:23:28.640 --> 00:23:28.900
 you're

00:23:28.900 --> 00:23:29.200
 living

00:23:29.200 --> 00:23:29.480
 next

00:23:29.480 --> 00:23:29.660
 door

00:23:29.660 --> 00:23:29.740
 to

00:23:29.740 --> 00:23:29.799
 him

00:23:29.799 --> 00:23:29.920
 what

00:23:29.920 --> 00:23:30.000
 do

00:23:30.000 --> 00:23:30.099
 you

00:23:30.099 --> 00:23:30.319
 think

00:23:30.319 --> 00:23:30.519
 about

00:23:30.519 --> 00:23:30.680
 him

00:23:30.680 --> 00:23:32.120
 you

00:23:32.120 --> 00:23:32.480
 think

00:23:32.480 --> 00:23:33.180
 what

00:23:33.180 --> 00:23:33.420
 an

00:23:33.420 --> 00:23:33.779
 idiot

00:23:33.779 --> 00:23:35.220
 don't

00:23:35.220 --> 00:23:35.400
 you

00:23:35.400 --> 00:23:35.860
 like

00:23:35.860 --> 00:23:36.319
 who

00:23:36.319 --> 00:23:36.559
 would

00:23:36.559 --> 00:23:37.019
 marry

00:23:37.019 --> 00:23:37.460
 a

00:23:37.460 --> 00:23:37.920
 prostitute

00:23:37.920 --> 00:23:38.500
 you've

00:23:38.500 --> 00:23:38.660
 just

00:23:38.660 --> 00:23:39.259
 you deserve

00:23:39.259 --> 00:23:39.799
 everything

00:23:39.799 --> 00:23:40.140
 you've

00:23:40.140 --> 00:23:40.420
 got

00:23:40.420 --> 00:23:42.000
 okay

00:23:42.000 --> 00:23:42.740
 you should

00:23:42.740 --> 00:23:42.940
 have been

00:23:42.940 --> 00:23:43.339
 more like

00:23:43.339 --> 00:23:43.599
 me

00:23:43.599 --> 00:23:43.819
 who

00:23:43.819 --> 00:23:44.059
 married

00:23:44.059 --> 00:23:44.299
 more

00:23:44.299 --> 00:23:44.819
 sensibly

00:23:44.819 --> 00:23:46.079
 I

00:23:46.079 --> 00:23:46.440
 married

00:23:46.440 --> 00:23:46.900
 up

00:23:46.900 --> 00:23:47.579
 okay

00:23:47.579 --> 00:23:49.339
 we

00:23:49.339 --> 00:23:49.779
 all do

00:23:49.779 --> 00:23:50.099
 if you're

00:23:50.099 --> 00:23:50.279
 men

00:23:50.279 --> 00:23:50.920
 okay

00:23:50.920 --> 00:23:52.519
 but

00:23:52.519 --> 00:23:55.799
 the thing

00:23:55.799 --> 00:23:56.120
 is

00:23:56.120 --> 00:23:58.039
 we

00:23:58.039 --> 00:23:58.660
 miss

00:23:58.660 --> 00:24:00.060
 what

00:24:00.060 --> 00:24:00.620
 Hosea

00:24:00.620 --> 00:24:00.900
 is

00:24:00.900 --> 00:24:02.160
 what

00:24:02.160 --> 00:24:03.560
 Hosea

00:24:03.560 --> 00:24:04.120
 is

00:24:04.120 --> 00:24:04.660
 speaking

00:24:04.660 --> 00:24:05.060
 through

00:24:05.060 --> 00:24:05.279
 his

00:24:05.279 --> 00:24:05.800
 life

00:24:05.800 --> 00:24:06.220
 and

00:24:06.220 --> 00:24:06.360
 to

00:24:06.360 --> 00:24:06.640
 all

00:24:06.640 --> 00:24:06.820
 the

00:24:06.820 --> 00:24:07.160
 people

00:24:07.160 --> 00:24:07.680
 around

00:24:07.680 --> 00:24:08.140
 him

00:24:08.140 --> 00:24:08.519
 who

00:24:08.519 --> 00:24:08.940
 couldn't

00:24:08.940 --> 00:24:09.279
 see

00:24:09.279 --> 00:24:09.480
 it

00:24:09.480 --> 00:24:09.800
 but

00:24:09.800 --> 00:24:10.040
 what

00:24:10.040 --> 00:24:10.279
 he's

00:24:10.279 --> 00:24:10.540
 saying

00:24:10.540 --> 00:24:10.740
 to

00:24:10.740 --> 00:24:10.960
 them

00:24:10.960 --> 00:24:11.440
 is

00:24:11.440 --> 00:24:11.940
 this

00:24:11.940 --> 00:24:14.019
 this

00:24:14.019 --> 00:24:14.300
 isn't

00:24:14.300 --> 00:24:14.560
 just

00:24:14.560 --> 00:24:14.820
 about

00:24:14.820 --> 00:24:15.140
 the way

00:24:15.140 --> 00:24:15.460
 Gomer

00:24:15.460 --> 00:24:15.720
 is

00:24:15.720 --> 00:24:16.060
 treating

00:24:16.060 --> 00:24:16.400
 me

00:24:16.400 --> 00:24:18.480
 this

00:24:18.480 --> 00:24:18.660
 is

00:24:18.660 --> 00:24:18.940
 about

00:24:18.940 --> 00:24:19.180
 how

00:24:19.180 --> 00:24:19.560
 you

00:24:19.560 --> 00:24:19.860
 are

00:24:19.860 --> 00:24:20.140
 treating

00:24:20.140 --> 00:24:20.660
 God

00:24:20.660 --> 00:24:22.600
 because

00:24:22.600 --> 00:24:23.120
 you

00:24:23.120 --> 00:24:23.800
 are

00:24:23.800 --> 00:24:24.120
 just

00:24:24.120 --> 00:24:24.600
 like

00:24:24.600 --> 00:24:25.140
 Gomer

00:24:25.140 --> 00:24:28.580
 I

00:24:28.580 --> 00:24:28.720
 don't

00:24:28.720 --> 00:24:28.900
 want to

00:24:28.900 --> 00:24:29.160
 admit

00:24:29.160 --> 00:24:29.460
 that

00:24:29.460 --> 00:24:31.640
 but

00:24:31.640 --> 00:24:31.840
 the

00:24:31.840 --> 00:24:32.140
 way

00:24:32.140 --> 00:24:32.460
 God

00:24:32.460 --> 00:24:32.660
 is

00:24:32.660 --> 00:24:33.040
 saying

00:24:33.040 --> 00:24:33.420
 the

00:24:33.420 --> 00:24:33.740
 way

00:24:33.740 --> 00:24:34.000
 that

00:24:34.000 --> 00:24:34.420
 you

00:24:34.420 --> 00:24:35.060
 treat

00:24:35.060 --> 00:24:35.520
 me

00:24:35.520 --> 00:24:36.540
 the

00:24:36.540 --> 00:24:36.759
 way

00:24:36.759 --> 00:24:36.920
 that

00:24:36.920 --> 00:24:37.060
 you

00:24:37.060 --> 00:24:37.300
 think

00:24:37.300 --> 00:24:37.480
 you

00:24:37.480 --> 00:24:37.600
 can

00:24:37.600 --> 00:24:37.800
 just

00:24:37.800 --> 00:24:38.060
 come

00:24:38.060 --> 00:24:38.380
 once

00:24:38.380 --> 00:24:38.520
 a

00:24:38.520 --> 00:24:38.700
 week

00:24:38.700 --> 00:24:38.840
 on

00:24:38.840 --> 00:24:39.000
 a

00:24:39.000 --> 00:24:39.340
 Sunday

00:24:39.340 --> 00:24:39.780
 and

00:24:39.780 --> 00:24:39.940
 just

00:24:39.940 --> 00:24:40.160
 have

00:24:40.160 --> 00:24:40.280
 your

00:24:40.280 --> 00:24:40.480
 little

00:24:40.480 --> 00:24:40.680
 bit

00:24:40.680 --> 00:24:40.800
 of

00:24:40.800 --> 00:24:41.160
 religion

00:24:41.160 --> 00:24:41.540
 and

00:24:41.540 --> 00:24:41.680
 then

00:24:41.680 --> 00:24:41.940
 go

00:24:41.940 --> 00:24:42.400
 away

00:24:42.400 --> 00:24:42.600
 for

00:24:42.600 --> 00:24:42.720
 the

00:24:42.720 --> 00:24:42.920
 rest

00:24:42.920 --> 00:24:43.020
 of

00:24:43.020 --> 00:24:43.120
 the

00:24:43.120 --> 00:24:43.280
 week

00:24:43.280 --> 00:24:43.480
 doing

00:24:43.480 --> 00:24:43.800
 whatever

00:24:43.800 --> 00:24:44.080
 you

00:24:44.080 --> 00:24:44.640
 want

00:24:44.640 --> 00:24:46.280
 that

00:24:46.280 --> 00:24:46.960
 hurts

00:24:46.960 --> 00:24:47.300
 and

00:24:47.300 --> 00:24:47.780
 breaks

00:24:47.780 --> 00:24:48.140
 my

00:24:48.140 --> 00:24:48.780
 heart

00:24:48.780 --> 00:24:50.400
 the

00:24:50.400 --> 00:24:50.620
 way

00:24:50.620 --> 00:24:50.820
 that

00:24:50.820 --> 00:24:50.980
 we

00:24:50.980 --> 00:24:51.280
 you

00:24:51.280 --> 00:24:51.580
 come

00:24:51.580 --> 00:24:51.740
 to

00:24:51.740 --> 00:24:51.840
 me

00:24:51.840 --> 00:24:51.960
 and

00:24:51.960 --> 00:24:52.080
 you

00:24:52.080 --> 00:24:52.400
 only

00:24:52.400 --> 00:24:52.720
 pray

00:24:52.720 --> 00:24:52.900
 to

00:24:52.900 --> 00:24:53.060
 me

00:24:53.060 --> 00:24:53.400
 when

00:24:53.400 --> 00:24:53.519
 you

00:24:53.519 --> 00:24:53.680
 want

00:24:53.680 --> 00:24:53.800
 to

00:24:53.800 --> 00:24:54.040
 get

00:24:54.040 --> 00:24:54.500
 something

00:24:54.500 --> 00:24:54.840
 from

00:24:54.840 --> 00:24:55.140
 me

00:24:55.140 --> 00:24:55.700
 or

00:24:55.700 --> 00:24:55.980
 life

00:24:55.980 --> 00:24:56.320
 suddenly

00:24:56.320 --> 00:24:56.600
 gone

00:24:56.600 --> 00:24:56.920
 bad

00:24:56.920 --> 00:24:57.380
 that's

00:24:57.380 --> 00:24:57.500
 the

00:24:57.500 --> 00:24:57.780
 only

00:24:57.780 --> 00:24:58.080
 time

00:24:58.080 --> 00:24:58.200
 you

00:24:58.200 --> 00:24:58.340
 ever

00:24:58.340 --> 00:24:58.560
 come

00:24:58.560 --> 00:24:58.680
 to

00:24:58.680 --> 00:24:58.759
 me

00:24:58.759 --> 00:24:58.900
 you

00:24:58.900 --> 00:24:59.240
 forget

00:24:59.240 --> 00:24:59.540
 about

00:24:59.540 --> 00:24:59.680
 me

00:24:59.680 --> 00:24:59.840
 the

00:24:59.840 --> 00:25:00.040
 rest

00:25:00.040 --> 00:25:00.160
 of

00:25:00.160 --> 00:25:00.240
 the

00:25:00.240 --> 00:25:00.480
 time

00:25:00.480 --> 00:25:01.140
 that

00:25:01.140 --> 00:25:01.820
 breaks

00:25:01.820 --> 00:25:02.300
 my

00:25:02.300 --> 00:25:02.920
 heart

00:25:02.920 --> 00:25:04.380
 because

00:25:04.380 --> 00:25:04.620
 I

00:25:04.620 --> 00:25:05.060
 want

00:25:05.060 --> 00:25:05.920
 you

00:25:05.920 --> 00:25:06.380
 in

00:25:06.380 --> 00:25:07.019
 relationship

00:25:07.019 --> 00:25:07.320
 with

00:25:07.320 --> 00:25:07.620
 me

00:25:07.620 --> 00:25:07.840
 in

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 this

00:25:08.000 --> 00:25:08.620
 marriage

00:25:08.620 --> 00:25:09.019
 with

00:25:09.019 --> 00:25:09.259
 me

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 and

00:25:11.080 --> 00:25:11.220
 the

00:25:11.220 --> 00:25:11.620
 way

00:25:11.620 --> 00:25:12.060
 that

00:25:12.060 --> 00:25:12.340
 I

00:25:12.340 --> 00:25:12.480
 am

00:25:12.480 --> 00:25:12.880
 calling

00:25:12.880 --> 00:25:13.500
 Hosea

00:25:13.500 --> 00:25:13.920
 to

00:25:13.920 --> 00:25:14.340
 love

00:25:14.340 --> 00:25:14.840
 Goma

00:25:14.840 --> 00:25:15.160
 is

00:25:15.160 --> 00:25:15.320
 the

00:25:15.320 --> 00:25:15.480
 way

00:25:15.480 --> 00:25:15.640
 that

00:25:15.640 --> 00:25:16.080
 I

00:25:16.080 --> 00:25:16.680
 love

00:25:16.680 --> 00:25:17.040
 you

00:25:17.040 --> 00:25:17.280
 and

00:25:17.280 --> 00:25:17.460
 I'm

00:25:17.460 --> 00:25:17.880
 calling

00:25:17.880 --> 00:25:18.259
 you

00:25:18.259 --> 00:25:18.720
 back

00:25:18.720 --> 00:25:18.960
 to

00:25:18.960 --> 00:25:19.539
 myself

00:25:19.539 --> 00:25:22.480
 you

00:25:22.480 --> 00:25:22.620
 see

00:25:22.620 --> 00:25:22.960
 God

00:25:22.960 --> 00:25:23.420
 if

00:25:23.420 --> 00:25:23.539
 you

00:25:23.539 --> 00:25:23.700
 know

00:25:23.700 --> 00:25:23.900
 the

00:25:23.900 --> 00:25:24.259
 story

00:25:24.259 --> 00:25:24.519
 God

00:25:24.519 --> 00:25:24.680
 has

00:25:24.680 --> 00:25:25.299
 continually

00:25:25.299 --> 00:25:26.180
 lavished

00:25:26.180 --> 00:25:26.400
 his

00:25:26.400 --> 00:25:26.960
 blessings

00:25:26.960 --> 00:25:27.319
 on the

00:25:27.319 --> 00:25:27.579
 people

00:25:27.579 --> 00:25:27.740
 of

00:25:27.740 --> 00:25:28.160
 Israel

00:25:28.160 --> 00:25:29.620
 he's

00:25:29.620 --> 00:25:30.140
 continually

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 every

00:25:30.660 --> 00:25:31.200
 promise

00:25:31.200 --> 00:25:31.420
 he's

00:25:31.420 --> 00:25:31.680
 made

00:25:31.680 --> 00:25:31.920
 he's

00:25:31.920 --> 00:25:32.299
 kept

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 he's

00:25:33.019 --> 00:25:33.240
 brought

00:25:33.240 --> 00:25:33.400
 them

00:25:33.400 --> 00:25:33.680
 into

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 the

00:25:33.880 --> 00:25:34.140
 land

00:25:34.140 --> 00:25:34.380
 he's

00:25:34.380 --> 00:25:34.600
 made

00:25:34.600 --> 00:25:34.740
 them

00:25:34.740 --> 00:25:34.860
 a

00:25:34.860 --> 00:25:35.140
 people

00:25:35.140 --> 00:25:35.420
 he's

00:25:35.420 --> 00:25:35.779
 blessed

00:25:35.779 --> 00:25:35.980
 them

00:25:35.980 --> 00:25:36.420
 again

00:25:36.420 --> 00:25:36.779
 and

00:25:36.779 --> 00:25:37.120
 again

00:25:37.120 --> 00:25:37.500
 and

00:25:37.500 --> 00:25:37.920
 again

00:25:37.920 --> 00:25:40.059
 and

00:25:40.059 --> 00:25:40.220
 what

00:25:40.220 --> 00:25:40.319
 do

00:25:40.319 --> 00:25:40.420
 the

00:25:40.420 --> 00:25:40.700
 people

00:25:40.700 --> 00:25:40.860
 of

00:25:40.860 --> 00:25:41.140
 Israel

00:25:41.140 --> 00:25:41.440
 do

00:25:41.440 --> 00:25:42.640
 in

00:25:42.640 --> 00:25:42.839
 spite

00:25:42.839 --> 00:25:42.960
 of

00:25:42.960 --> 00:25:43.079
 all

00:25:43.079 --> 00:25:43.220
 the

00:25:43.220 --> 00:25:43.579
 wealth

00:25:43.579 --> 00:25:44.140
 and

00:25:44.140 --> 00:25:44.279
 the

00:25:44.279 --> 00:25:44.819
 prosperity

00:25:44.819 --> 00:25:46.039
 what

00:25:46.039 --> 00:25:46.200
 they

00:25:46.200 --> 00:25:46.319
 were

00:25:46.319 --> 00:25:46.539
 doing

00:25:46.539 --> 00:25:46.720
 they

00:25:46.720 --> 00:25:46.839
 were

00:25:46.839 --> 00:25:47.100
 running

00:25:47.099 --> 00:25:47.379
 after

00:25:47.379 --> 00:25:47.659
 other

00:25:47.659 --> 00:25:47.959
 gods

00:25:47.959 --> 00:25:48.099
 and

00:25:48.099 --> 00:25:48.199
 they

00:25:48.199 --> 00:25:48.299
 were

00:25:48.299 --> 00:25:48.579
 saying

00:25:48.579 --> 00:25:49.219
 they're

00:25:49.219 --> 00:25:49.339
 the

00:25:49.339 --> 00:25:49.579
 ones

00:25:49.579 --> 00:25:49.799
 who've

00:25:49.799 --> 00:25:49.959
 made

00:25:49.959 --> 00:25:50.119
 us

00:25:50.119 --> 00:25:50.459
 rich

00:25:50.459 --> 00:25:52.039
 and

00:25:52.039 --> 00:25:52.159
 if

00:25:52.159 --> 00:25:52.259
 you

00:25:52.259 --> 00:25:52.359
 were

00:25:52.359 --> 00:25:52.439
 to

00:25:52.439 --> 00:25:52.599
 look

00:25:52.599 --> 00:25:52.759
 in

00:25:52.759 --> 00:25:53.240
 verse

00:25:53.240 --> 00:25:53.659
 one

00:25:53.659 --> 00:25:54.699
 of

00:25:54.699 --> 00:25:55.099
 chapter

00:25:55.099 --> 00:25:55.459
 three

00:25:55.459 --> 00:25:56.159
 it

00:25:56.159 --> 00:25:56.539
 says

00:25:56.539 --> 00:25:58.099
 God

00:25:58.099 --> 00:25:58.399
 says

00:25:58.399 --> 00:25:58.659
 to

00:25:58.659 --> 00:25:59.659
 love

00:25:59.659 --> 00:26:00.539
 Gomer

00:26:00.539 --> 00:26:00.899
 as

00:26:00.899 --> 00:26:01.119
 the

00:26:01.119 --> 00:26:01.419
 Lord

00:26:01.419 --> 00:26:01.980
 loves

00:26:01.980 --> 00:26:02.199
 the

00:26:02.199 --> 00:26:02.799
 Israelites

00:26:02.799 --> 00:26:03.639
 though

00:26:03.639 --> 00:26:03.839
 they

00:26:03.839 --> 00:26:04.279
 turn

00:26:04.279 --> 00:26:04.500
 to

00:26:04.500 --> 00:26:04.879
 other

00:26:04.879 --> 00:26:05.339
 gods

00:26:05.339 --> 00:26:05.779
 and

00:26:05.779 --> 00:26:06.139
 love

00:26:06.139 --> 00:26:06.379
 the

00:26:06.379 --> 00:26:06.819
 sacred

00:26:06.819 --> 00:26:07.339
 raisin

00:26:07.339 --> 00:26:07.759
 cakes

00:26:07.759 --> 00:26:10.459
 I

00:26:10.459 --> 00:26:10.599
 don't

00:26:10.599 --> 00:26:10.679
 know

00:26:10.679 --> 00:26:10.740
 if

00:26:10.740 --> 00:26:10.819
 you

00:26:10.819 --> 00:26:11.039
 notice

00:26:11.039 --> 00:26:11.319
 anything

00:26:11.319 --> 00:26:11.819
 strange

00:26:11.819 --> 00:26:12.119
 there

00:26:12.119 --> 00:26:15.039
 is

00:26:15.039 --> 00:26:15.679
 raisin

00:26:15.679 --> 00:26:16.099
 cakes

00:26:16.099 --> 00:26:16.419
 in

00:26:16.419 --> 00:26:16.579
 your

00:26:16.579 --> 00:26:16.839
 top

00:26:16.839 --> 00:26:17.099
 ten

00:26:17.099 --> 00:26:17.379
 list

00:26:17.379 --> 00:26:17.579
 of

00:26:17.579 --> 00:26:17.959
 sins

00:26:17.959 --> 00:26:19.439
 I

00:26:19.439 --> 00:26:19.579
 don't

00:26:19.579 --> 00:26:19.759
 know

00:26:19.759 --> 00:26:20.139
 did

00:26:20.139 --> 00:26:20.240
 you

00:26:20.240 --> 00:26:20.419
 have

00:26:20.419 --> 00:26:20.539
 a

00:26:20.539 --> 00:26:20.839
 cheeky

00:26:20.839 --> 00:26:21.000
 little

00:26:21.000 --> 00:26:21.319
 cinnamon

00:26:21.319 --> 00:26:21.720
 raisin

00:26:21.720 --> 00:26:21.939
 bun

00:26:21.939 --> 00:26:22.159
 this

00:26:22.159 --> 00:26:22.419
 morning

00:26:22.419 --> 00:26:22.559
 and

00:26:22.559 --> 00:26:22.699
 think

00:26:22.699 --> 00:26:23.079
 oh

00:26:23.079 --> 00:26:23.480
 I'm

00:26:23.480 --> 00:26:23.980
 disobeying

00:26:23.980 --> 00:26:24.339
 God

00:26:24.339 --> 00:26:28.500
 no

00:26:28.500 --> 00:26:28.720
 I

00:26:28.720 --> 00:26:28.899
 mean

00:26:28.899 --> 00:26:30.939
 God

00:26:30.939 --> 00:26:31.579
 is not

00:26:31.579 --> 00:26:32.019
 anti

00:26:32.019 --> 00:26:32.599
 desserts

00:26:32.599 --> 00:26:33.720
 okay

00:26:33.720 --> 00:26:34.859
 some

00:26:34.859 --> 00:26:35.079
 of you

00:26:35.079 --> 00:26:35.199
 are

00:26:35.199 --> 00:26:35.579
 worried

00:26:35.579 --> 00:26:36.299
 okay

00:26:36.299 --> 00:26:36.539
 it's

00:26:36.539 --> 00:26:36.899
 okay

00:26:36.899 --> 00:26:37.859
 but

00:26:37.859 --> 00:26:38.159
 what

00:26:38.159 --> 00:26:38.319
 is

00:26:38.319 --> 00:26:38.519
 God

00:26:38.519 --> 00:26:38.919
 saying

00:26:38.919 --> 00:26:39.379
 why

00:26:39.379 --> 00:26:39.819
 does

00:26:39.819 --> 00:26:39.919
 he

00:26:39.919 --> 00:26:40.099
 talk

00:26:40.099 --> 00:26:40.359
 about

00:26:40.359 --> 00:26:40.799
 raisin

00:26:40.799 --> 00:26:41.059
 cakes

00:26:41.059 --> 00:26:41.199
 I

00:26:41.199 --> 00:26:41.279
 mean

00:26:41.279 --> 00:26:41.419
 he

00:26:41.419 --> 00:26:41.539
 could

00:26:41.539 --> 00:26:41.639
 have

00:26:41.639 --> 00:26:41.799
 picked

00:26:41.799 --> 00:26:42.259
 anything

00:26:42.259 --> 00:26:43.079
 why

00:26:43.079 --> 00:26:43.500
 raisin

00:26:43.500 --> 00:26:43.939
 cakes

00:26:43.939 --> 00:26:44.459
 well

00:26:44.459 --> 00:26:44.599
 the

00:26:44.599 --> 00:26:44.959
 raisin

00:26:44.959 --> 00:26:45.279
 cakes

00:26:45.279 --> 00:26:45.679
 were

00:26:45.679 --> 00:26:45.799
 the

00:26:45.799 --> 00:26:46.139
 things

00:26:46.140 --> 00:26:46.840
 that the

00:26:46.840 --> 00:26:47.860
 Israelites

00:26:47.860 --> 00:26:48.400
 would

00:26:48.400 --> 00:26:49.259
 sacrifice

00:26:49.259 --> 00:26:50.480
 and offer

00:26:50.480 --> 00:26:51.620
 to all

00:26:51.620 --> 00:26:52.020
 the other

00:26:52.020 --> 00:26:52.380
 gods

00:26:52.380 --> 00:26:52.940
 around them

00:26:52.940 --> 00:26:53.220
 and they'd

00:26:53.220 --> 00:26:53.540
 have this

00:26:53.540 --> 00:26:54.080
 little feast

00:26:54.080 --> 00:26:54.460
 together

00:26:54.460 --> 00:26:55.080
 and they'd

00:26:55.080 --> 00:26:55.520
 celebrate

00:26:55.520 --> 00:26:55.980
 these other

00:26:55.980 --> 00:26:56.259
 gods

00:26:56.259 --> 00:26:56.620
 and eat

00:26:56.620 --> 00:26:56.780
 the

00:26:56.780 --> 00:26:57.080
 raisin

00:26:57.080 --> 00:26:57.320
 cakes

00:26:57.320 --> 00:26:57.780
 together

00:26:57.779 --> 00:27:00.920
 and what

00:27:00.920 --> 00:27:01.160
 God

00:27:01.160 --> 00:27:01.839
 is saying

00:27:01.839 --> 00:27:02.920
 in this

00:27:02.920 --> 00:27:04.940
 is

00:27:04.940 --> 00:27:05.139
 he's

00:27:05.139 --> 00:27:05.500
 saying

00:27:05.500 --> 00:27:06.799
 do you

00:27:06.799 --> 00:27:07.440
 realize

00:27:07.440 --> 00:27:07.899
 Israelites

00:27:07.899 --> 00:27:08.160
 how

00:27:08.160 --> 00:27:08.920
 extraordinarily

00:27:08.920 --> 00:27:09.759
 stunning

00:27:09.759 --> 00:27:10.819
 my love

00:27:10.819 --> 00:27:11.259
 for you

00:27:11.259 --> 00:27:12.200
 the cost

00:27:12.200 --> 00:27:12.579
 of my

00:27:12.579 --> 00:27:12.960
 love

00:27:12.960 --> 00:27:13.839
 the betrayal

00:27:13.839 --> 00:27:14.240
 and yet

00:27:14.240 --> 00:27:14.839
 I keep

00:27:14.839 --> 00:27:15.799
 loving you

00:27:15.799 --> 00:27:16.519
 and look

00:27:16.519 --> 00:27:17.119
 what you do

00:27:17.119 --> 00:27:17.619
 in return

00:27:17.619 --> 00:27:18.259
 how do you

00:27:18.259 --> 00:27:18.619
 love me

00:27:18.619 --> 00:27:18.859
 do you

00:27:18.859 --> 00:27:19.299
 love me

00:27:19.299 --> 00:27:19.859
 faithfully

00:27:19.859 --> 00:27:20.399
 in return

00:27:20.399 --> 00:27:21.019
 no

00:27:21.019 --> 00:27:21.680
 what do

00:27:21.680 --> 00:27:22.139
 you love

00:27:22.139 --> 00:27:23.339
 you just

00:27:23.339 --> 00:27:23.619
 love

00:27:23.619 --> 00:27:23.899
 little

00:27:23.899 --> 00:27:24.379
 raisin

00:27:24.379 --> 00:27:24.839
 cakes

00:27:24.839 --> 00:27:26.039
 that's

00:27:26.039 --> 00:27:26.399
 what you

00:27:26.399 --> 00:27:27.039
 go after

00:27:27.039 --> 00:27:27.740
 you are

00:27:27.740 --> 00:27:28.759
 captivated

00:27:28.759 --> 00:27:29.579
 by something

00:27:29.579 --> 00:27:30.519
 so small

00:27:30.519 --> 00:27:31.139
 and so

00:27:31.139 --> 00:27:31.679
 trivial

00:27:31.679 --> 00:27:32.339
 as a

00:27:32.339 --> 00:27:32.559
 little

00:27:32.559 --> 00:27:32.980
 raisin

00:27:32.980 --> 00:27:33.359
 cake

00:27:33.359 --> 00:27:35.379
 because

00:27:35.379 --> 00:27:36.099
 they thought

00:27:36.099 --> 00:27:37.019
 if I can

00:27:37.019 --> 00:27:37.359
 get a

00:27:37.359 --> 00:27:37.699
 blessed

00:27:37.699 --> 00:27:38.019
 life

00:27:38.019 --> 00:27:38.259
 you know

00:27:38.259 --> 00:27:38.879
 I'll have

00:27:38.879 --> 00:27:39.279
 maybe a

00:27:39.279 --> 00:27:39.539
 bit of

00:27:39.539 --> 00:27:39.839
 God

00:27:39.839 --> 00:27:40.480
 but I'll

00:27:40.480 --> 00:27:40.859
 also have

00:27:40.859 --> 00:27:41.159
 the other

00:27:41.159 --> 00:27:41.359
 ones

00:27:41.359 --> 00:27:41.939
 just in

00:27:41.939 --> 00:27:42.439
 case

00:27:42.439 --> 00:27:43.740
 and they

00:27:43.740 --> 00:27:44.039
 seem to

00:27:44.039 --> 00:27:44.399
 be working

00:27:44.399 --> 00:27:44.720
 out a bit

00:27:44.720 --> 00:27:45.079
 better than

00:27:45.079 --> 00:27:45.339
 God

00:27:45.339 --> 00:27:45.779
 so we'll

00:27:45.779 --> 00:27:46.139
 go with

00:27:46.139 --> 00:27:46.459
 them

00:27:46.459 --> 00:27:47.240
 okay

00:27:47.240 --> 00:27:50.539
 and what

00:27:50.539 --> 00:27:51.099
 he's saying

00:27:51.099 --> 00:27:51.539
 is

00:27:51.539 --> 00:27:54.500
 if you

00:27:54.500 --> 00:27:55.039
 don't

00:27:55.039 --> 00:27:55.579
 see

00:27:55.579 --> 00:27:56.539
 that all

00:27:56.539 --> 00:27:56.799
 these

00:27:56.799 --> 00:27:57.119
 other

00:27:57.119 --> 00:27:57.740
 gods

00:27:57.740 --> 00:27:59.660
 that eventually

00:27:59.660 --> 00:28:00.299
 if you keep

00:28:00.299 --> 00:28:01.079
 following them

00:28:01.079 --> 00:28:01.480
 and if you

00:28:01.480 --> 00:28:01.920
 know the rest

00:28:01.920 --> 00:28:02.519
 of the story

00:28:02.519 --> 00:28:03.200
 Israel goes

00:28:03.200 --> 00:28:03.700
 sent into

00:28:03.700 --> 00:28:04.279
 exile

00:28:04.279 --> 00:28:04.960
 because of

00:28:04.960 --> 00:28:05.279
 this

00:28:05.279 --> 00:28:06.039
 if you

00:28:06.039 --> 00:28:06.380
 keep

00:28:06.380 --> 00:28:06.740
 following

00:28:06.740 --> 00:28:07.119
 all these

00:28:07.119 --> 00:28:07.319
 other

00:28:07.319 --> 00:28:07.640
 gods

00:28:07.640 --> 00:28:07.920
 they're

00:28:07.920 --> 00:28:08.059
 just

00:28:08.059 --> 00:28:08.359
 going to

00:28:08.359 --> 00:28:08.660
 pimp

00:28:08.660 --> 00:28:09.240
 you out

00:28:09.240 --> 00:28:09.900
 you're

00:28:09.900 --> 00:28:10.079
 going to

00:28:10.079 --> 00:28:10.400
 become

00:28:10.400 --> 00:28:10.920
 a slave

00:28:10.920 --> 00:28:11.440
 the thing

00:28:11.440 --> 00:28:12.140
 that you

00:28:12.140 --> 00:28:12.599
 think

00:28:12.599 --> 00:28:13.500
 you need

00:28:13.500 --> 00:28:14.019
 the most

00:28:14.019 --> 00:28:14.460
 in your

00:28:14.460 --> 00:28:14.819
 life

00:28:14.819 --> 00:28:15.319
 that you

00:28:15.319 --> 00:28:15.539
 think

00:28:15.539 --> 00:28:15.859
 is going

00:28:15.859 --> 00:28:16.039
 to be

00:28:16.039 --> 00:28:16.619
 the greatest

00:28:16.619 --> 00:28:17.079
 lover

00:28:17.079 --> 00:28:17.900
 is actually

00:28:17.900 --> 00:28:18.220
 going to

00:28:18.220 --> 00:28:18.759
 enslave

00:28:18.759 --> 00:28:19.140
 you and

00:28:19.140 --> 00:28:19.579
 just pimp

00:28:19.579 --> 00:28:20.019
 you out

00:28:20.019 --> 00:28:20.819
 that's

00:28:20.819 --> 00:28:21.079
 what he's

00:28:21.079 --> 00:28:21.339
 saying

00:28:21.339 --> 00:28:25.240
 and if

00:28:25.240 --> 00:28:25.579
 you think

00:28:25.579 --> 00:28:25.839
 today

00:28:25.839 --> 00:28:26.179
 what are

00:28:26.179 --> 00:28:26.419
 those

00:28:26.419 --> 00:28:26.799
 things

00:28:26.799 --> 00:28:27.500
 that we

00:28:27.500 --> 00:28:28.379
 do

00:28:28.379 --> 00:28:29.220
 the same

00:28:29.220 --> 00:28:29.980
 because

00:28:29.980 --> 00:28:30.319
 this is

00:28:30.319 --> 00:28:30.699
 not just

00:28:30.699 --> 00:28:30.939
 to the

00:28:30.939 --> 00:28:31.259
 Israelites

00:28:31.259 --> 00:28:31.579
 it's

00:28:31.579 --> 00:28:31.980
 to us

00:28:31.980 --> 00:28:32.319
 as well

00:28:32.319 --> 00:28:32.779
 what are

00:28:32.779 --> 00:28:33.000
 our

00:28:33.000 --> 00:28:33.220
 little

00:28:33.220 --> 00:28:33.659
 raisin

00:28:33.659 --> 00:28:34.000
 cakes

00:28:34.000 --> 00:28:34.419
 that we

00:28:34.419 --> 00:28:34.659
 go

00:28:34.659 --> 00:28:35.039
 after

00:28:35.039 --> 00:28:37.859
 I think

00:28:37.859 --> 00:28:38.019
 it can

00:28:38.019 --> 00:28:38.399
 be many

00:28:38.399 --> 00:28:38.939
 things

00:28:38.939 --> 00:28:39.839
 one thing

00:28:39.839 --> 00:28:40.519
 other

00:28:40.519 --> 00:28:41.039
 people's

00:28:41.039 --> 00:28:41.579
 approval

00:28:41.579 --> 00:28:43.240
 you know

00:28:43.240 --> 00:28:44.299
 I remember

00:28:44.299 --> 00:28:44.839
 and

00:28:44.839 --> 00:28:45.959
 I can't

00:28:45.959 --> 00:28:46.139
 remember

00:28:46.139 --> 00:28:46.539
 the exact

00:28:46.539 --> 00:28:47.000
 details

00:28:47.000 --> 00:28:47.259
 but

00:28:47.259 --> 00:28:48.619
 I remember

00:28:48.619 --> 00:28:49.379
 a long

00:28:49.379 --> 00:28:49.879
 time ago

00:28:49.879 --> 00:28:50.500
 when indie

00:28:50.500 --> 00:28:50.839
 music

00:28:50.839 --> 00:28:51.299
 had just

00:28:51.299 --> 00:28:51.779
 come out

00:28:51.779 --> 00:28:52.799
 and

00:28:52.799 --> 00:28:53.420
 I didn't

00:28:53.420 --> 00:28:53.799
 really know

00:28:53.799 --> 00:28:54.180
 what indie

00:28:54.180 --> 00:28:54.799
 music was

00:28:54.799 --> 00:28:55.200
 I mean

00:28:55.200 --> 00:28:55.680
 I thought

00:28:55.680 --> 00:28:55.859
 it was

00:28:55.859 --> 00:28:56.299
 something to

00:28:56.299 --> 00:28:56.619
 do with

00:28:56.619 --> 00:28:57.359
 Indiana Jones

00:28:57.359 --> 00:28:57.859
 or something

00:28:57.859 --> 00:28:58.299
 like that

00:28:58.299 --> 00:28:58.740
 but

00:28:58.740 --> 00:29:00.279
 I

00:29:00.279 --> 00:29:01.599
 had some

00:29:01.599 --> 00:29:02.180
 I was

00:29:02.180 --> 00:29:02.559
 with some

00:29:02.559 --> 00:29:02.920
 friends

00:29:02.920 --> 00:29:03.759
 well in fact

00:29:03.759 --> 00:29:04.079
 they weren't

00:29:04.079 --> 00:29:04.700
 really friends

00:29:04.700 --> 00:29:04.940
 they were

00:29:04.940 --> 00:29:05.319
 people I

00:29:05.319 --> 00:29:05.839
 wanted to

00:29:05.839 --> 00:29:06.140
 be my

00:29:06.140 --> 00:29:06.519
 friends

00:29:06.519 --> 00:29:07.680
 and

00:29:07.680 --> 00:29:09.460
 they were

00:29:09.460 --> 00:29:09.920
 talking about

00:29:09.920 --> 00:29:10.480
 indie music

00:29:10.480 --> 00:29:10.819
 and how

00:29:10.819 --> 00:29:11.220
 amazing

00:29:11.220 --> 00:29:11.720
 indie music

00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:12.160
 was

00:29:12.160 --> 00:29:12.559
 and this

00:29:12.559 --> 00:29:12.920
 is this

00:29:12.920 --> 00:29:14.099
 and I

00:29:14.099 --> 00:29:14.400
 was like

00:29:14.400 --> 00:29:14.779
 yeah

00:29:14.779 --> 00:29:15.359
 yeah

00:29:15.359 --> 00:29:16.460
 it's great

00:29:16.460 --> 00:29:17.140
 no idea

00:29:17.140 --> 00:29:17.380
 what it

00:29:17.380 --> 00:29:17.579
 is

00:29:17.579 --> 00:29:18.000
 but it's

00:29:18.000 --> 00:29:18.380
 great

00:29:18.380 --> 00:29:19.059
 and

00:29:19.059 --> 00:29:19.599
 and then

00:29:19.599 --> 00:29:20.799
 one of

00:29:20.799 --> 00:29:20.959
 them

00:29:20.959 --> 00:29:22.099
 in some

00:29:22.099 --> 00:29:22.319
 way

00:29:22.319 --> 00:29:22.959
 turned around

00:29:22.959 --> 00:29:23.199
 to me

00:29:23.199 --> 00:29:23.439
 and said

00:29:23.439 --> 00:29:23.799
 something

00:29:23.799 --> 00:29:24.099
 like

00:29:24.099 --> 00:29:24.839
 yeah

00:29:24.839 --> 00:29:25.099
 Chris

00:29:25.099 --> 00:29:25.319
 so

00:29:25.319 --> 00:29:26.099
 what's

00:29:26.099 --> 00:29:26.259
 your

00:29:26.259 --> 00:29:26.639
 favorite

00:29:26.639 --> 00:29:26.919
 indie

00:29:26.919 --> 00:29:27.279
 band

00:29:27.279 --> 00:29:30.879
 and I'm

00:29:30.879 --> 00:29:31.039
 like

00:29:31.039 --> 00:29:31.459
 going a

00:29:31.459 --> 00:29:31.819
 pale

00:29:31.819 --> 00:29:32.219
 shade

00:29:32.219 --> 00:29:32.719
 of white

00:29:32.719 --> 00:29:33.419
 at this

00:29:33.419 --> 00:29:33.740
 stage

00:29:33.740 --> 00:29:34.500
 and

00:29:34.500 --> 00:29:35.459
 I said

00:29:35.459 --> 00:29:35.859
 something

00:29:35.859 --> 00:29:36.240
 vague

00:29:36.240 --> 00:29:36.480
 like

00:29:36.480 --> 00:29:36.779
 well

00:29:36.779 --> 00:29:37.099
 there are

00:29:37.099 --> 00:29:37.299
 so

00:29:37.299 --> 00:29:37.639
 many

00:29:37.639 --> 00:29:38.039
 you know

00:29:38.039 --> 00:29:38.299
 I just

00:29:38.299 --> 00:29:38.619
 can't

00:29:38.619 --> 00:29:38.799
 pick

00:29:38.799 --> 00:29:39.119
 one

00:29:39.119 --> 00:29:40.139
 but

00:29:40.140 --> 00:29:42.920
 but

00:29:42.920 --> 00:29:43.340
 inside

00:29:43.340 --> 00:29:44.940
 I

00:29:44.940 --> 00:29:45.380
 knew

00:29:45.380 --> 00:29:46.040
 you know

00:29:46.040 --> 00:29:46.700
 at that

00:29:46.700 --> 00:29:47.040
 moment

00:29:47.040 --> 00:29:47.400
 I was

00:29:47.400 --> 00:29:47.980
 exposed

00:29:47.980 --> 00:29:48.920
 I was

00:29:48.920 --> 00:29:49.580
 shamed

00:29:49.580 --> 00:29:50.400
 I was

00:29:50.400 --> 00:29:51.100
 shown to

00:29:51.100 --> 00:29:51.560
 be the

00:29:51.560 --> 00:29:51.960
 fraud

00:29:51.960 --> 00:29:52.660
 because

00:29:52.660 --> 00:29:53.700
 even though

00:29:53.700 --> 00:29:54.259
 if other

00:29:54.259 --> 00:29:54.900
 people hadn't

00:29:54.900 --> 00:29:55.380
 recognized

00:29:55.380 --> 00:29:55.900
 that I was

00:29:55.900 --> 00:29:56.360
 a phony

00:29:56.360 --> 00:29:57.080
 I knew

00:29:57.080 --> 00:29:57.780
 inside me

00:29:57.780 --> 00:29:58.140
 that I

00:29:58.140 --> 00:29:58.520
 was

00:29:58.520 --> 00:29:59.320
 I knew

00:29:59.320 --> 00:29:59.640
 that I

00:29:59.640 --> 00:29:59.900
 felt

00:29:59.900 --> 00:30:00.380
 shamed

00:30:00.380 --> 00:30:00.900
 and guilty

00:30:00.900 --> 00:30:01.740
 inside me

00:30:01.740 --> 00:30:02.520
 because

00:30:02.520 --> 00:30:02.880
 what did

00:30:02.880 --> 00:30:03.340
 I chase

00:30:03.340 --> 00:30:03.440
 it

00:30:03.440 --> 00:30:03.900
 I wanted

00:30:03.900 --> 00:30:04.420
 people's

00:30:04.420 --> 00:30:04.920
 approval

00:30:04.920 --> 00:30:05.600
 that was

00:30:05.600 --> 00:30:05.820
 my

00:30:05.820 --> 00:30:06.300
 raisin

00:30:06.300 --> 00:30:06.520
 cake

00:30:06.520 --> 00:30:07.000
 and I

00:30:07.000 --> 00:30:07.300
 was willing

00:30:07.300 --> 00:30:07.580
 to do

00:30:07.580 --> 00:30:07.920
 anything

00:30:07.920 --> 00:30:08.240
 I was willing

00:30:08.240 --> 00:30:08.759
 to laugh

00:30:08.759 --> 00:30:09.160
 along with

00:30:09.160 --> 00:30:09.660
 everybody

00:30:09.660 --> 00:30:10.440
 and then

00:30:10.440 --> 00:30:11.100
 at one

00:30:11.100 --> 00:30:11.480
 moment

00:30:11.480 --> 00:30:12.200
 I became

00:30:12.200 --> 00:30:12.800
 exposed

00:30:12.800 --> 00:30:13.500
 just like

00:30:13.500 --> 00:30:13.880
 Goma

00:30:13.880 --> 00:30:14.779
 you think

00:30:14.779 --> 00:30:15.240
 you're getting

00:30:15.240 --> 00:30:15.620
 everything

00:30:15.620 --> 00:30:16.180
 you want

00:30:16.180 --> 00:30:16.640
 and then

00:30:16.640 --> 00:30:16.920
 you get

00:30:16.920 --> 00:30:17.400
 exposed

00:30:17.400 --> 00:30:17.840
 by your

00:30:17.840 --> 00:30:18.160
 raisin

00:30:18.160 --> 00:30:18.540
 cakes

00:30:18.540 --> 00:30:19.640
 because

00:30:19.640 --> 00:30:20.759
 you always

00:30:20.759 --> 00:30:21.400
 will

00:30:21.400 --> 00:30:23.060
 anything

00:30:23.060 --> 00:30:23.720
 you chase

00:30:23.720 --> 00:30:24.140
 after

00:30:24.140 --> 00:30:24.660
 other than

00:30:24.660 --> 00:30:25.040
 God

00:30:25.040 --> 00:30:25.640
 will at

00:30:25.640 --> 00:30:26.279
 some point

00:30:26.279 --> 00:30:26.900
 or other

00:30:26.900 --> 00:30:27.880
 leave you

00:30:27.880 --> 00:30:28.460
 shamed

00:30:28.460 --> 00:30:29.540
 and exposed

00:30:29.540 --> 00:30:31.300
 and even

00:30:31.300 --> 00:30:31.800
 if other

00:30:31.800 --> 00:30:32.460
 people don't

00:30:32.460 --> 00:30:32.860
 see it

00:30:32.860 --> 00:30:33.759
 you know

00:30:33.759 --> 00:30:34.460
 it yourself

00:30:34.460 --> 00:30:35.279
 and we

00:30:35.279 --> 00:30:35.759
 spend the

00:30:35.759 --> 00:30:36.140
 rest of

00:30:36.140 --> 00:30:36.700
 our lives

00:30:36.700 --> 00:30:37.340
 doing this

00:30:37.340 --> 00:30:37.980
 little dance

00:30:37.980 --> 00:30:38.380
 trying to

00:30:38.380 --> 00:30:38.779
 hide

00:30:38.779 --> 00:30:39.440
 from the

00:30:39.440 --> 00:30:39.779
 shame

00:30:39.779 --> 00:30:40.160
 that we

00:30:40.160 --> 00:30:40.460
 know

00:30:40.460 --> 00:30:40.720
 we

00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:41.160
 have

00:30:41.160 --> 00:30:46.200
 so think

00:30:46.200 --> 00:30:46.559
 about it

00:30:46.559 --> 00:30:46.859
 in your

00:30:46.859 --> 00:30:47.139
 life

00:30:47.139 --> 00:30:47.480
 what is

00:30:47.480 --> 00:30:47.660
 your

00:30:47.660 --> 00:30:48.039
 raisin

00:30:48.039 --> 00:30:48.339
 cake

00:30:48.339 --> 00:30:50.200
 what is

00:30:50.200 --> 00:30:50.779
 that thing

00:30:50.779 --> 00:30:51.440
 that wraps

00:30:51.440 --> 00:30:51.960
 up your

00:30:51.960 --> 00:30:52.480
 life

00:30:52.480 --> 00:30:53.940
 what is

00:30:53.940 --> 00:30:54.500
 that God

00:30:54.500 --> 00:30:55.059
 which takes

00:30:55.059 --> 00:30:55.599
 you away

00:30:55.599 --> 00:30:55.960
 if you're

00:30:55.960 --> 00:30:56.559
 truly honest

00:30:56.559 --> 00:30:57.480
 what sets

00:30:57.480 --> 00:30:58.099
 the course

00:30:58.099 --> 00:30:58.399
 of your

00:30:58.399 --> 00:30:58.660
 life

00:30:58.660 --> 00:30:59.500
 what shapes

00:30:59.500 --> 00:31:00.660
 your thinking

00:31:00.660 --> 00:31:00.960
 what do you

00:31:00.960 --> 00:31:01.680
 think about

00:31:01.680 --> 00:31:03.619
 throughout the

00:31:03.619 --> 00:31:03.859
 day

00:31:03.859 --> 00:31:04.660
 what are your

00:31:04.660 --> 00:31:05.500
 decisions

00:31:05.500 --> 00:31:06.140
 based

00:31:06.140 --> 00:31:06.660
 around

00:31:06.660 --> 00:31:08.160
 how do you

00:31:08.160 --> 00:31:08.660
 spend your

00:31:08.660 --> 00:31:09.019
 money

00:31:09.019 --> 00:31:10.039
 because those

00:31:10.039 --> 00:31:10.599
 will show

00:31:10.599 --> 00:31:11.019
 you

00:31:11.019 --> 00:31:12.359
 are you

00:31:12.359 --> 00:31:12.839
 really

00:31:12.839 --> 00:31:13.720
 investing

00:31:13.720 --> 00:31:14.079
 in your

00:31:14.079 --> 00:31:14.500
 marriage

00:31:14.500 --> 00:31:15.160
 relationship

00:31:15.160 --> 00:31:15.980
 is that

00:31:15.980 --> 00:31:16.759
 with God

00:31:16.759 --> 00:31:17.640
 or have you

00:31:17.640 --> 00:31:18.119
 got a little

00:31:18.119 --> 00:31:18.920
 raisin cake

00:31:18.920 --> 00:31:22.140
 anything else

00:31:22.140 --> 00:31:22.480
 that you're

00:31:22.480 --> 00:31:23.299
 chasing after

00:31:23.299 --> 00:31:24.759
 your other

00:31:24.759 --> 00:31:25.140
 lover

00:31:25.140 --> 00:31:26.079
 will disappoint

00:31:26.079 --> 00:31:26.539
 you

00:31:26.539 --> 00:31:31.339
 we've said

00:31:31.339 --> 00:31:32.220
 the relationship

00:31:32.220 --> 00:31:32.899
 that God

00:31:32.899 --> 00:31:33.519
 wants is like

00:31:33.519 --> 00:31:34.059
 a marriage

00:31:34.059 --> 00:31:35.559
 we've said

00:31:35.559 --> 00:31:35.980
 it's like

00:31:35.980 --> 00:31:37.319
 a terrible

00:31:37.319 --> 00:31:37.940
 marriage

00:31:37.940 --> 00:31:40.159
 but actually

00:31:40.159 --> 00:31:40.940
 to restore

00:31:40.940 --> 00:31:41.920
 this relationship

00:31:41.920 --> 00:31:43.539
 requires

00:31:43.539 --> 00:31:44.899
 an extreme

00:31:44.899 --> 00:31:45.779
 cost

00:31:45.779 --> 00:31:48.079
 because

00:31:48.079 --> 00:31:49.059
 Hosea

00:31:49.059 --> 00:31:49.619
 doesn't just

00:31:49.619 --> 00:31:49.940
 have the

00:31:49.940 --> 00:31:50.779
 personal cost

00:31:50.779 --> 00:31:51.019
 of the

00:31:51.019 --> 00:31:51.759
 humiliation

00:31:51.759 --> 00:31:52.619
 to himself

00:31:52.619 --> 00:31:53.059
 with all

00:31:53.059 --> 00:31:53.279
 his

00:31:53.279 --> 00:31:54.159
 neighbors

00:31:54.159 --> 00:31:54.960
 his relatives

00:31:54.960 --> 00:31:55.819
 people around

00:31:55.819 --> 00:31:56.939
 he doesn't

00:31:56.939 --> 00:31:57.319
 just have

00:31:57.319 --> 00:31:58.220
 the ridicule

00:31:58.220 --> 00:31:59.079
 from people

00:31:59.079 --> 00:31:59.799
 about why

00:31:59.799 --> 00:32:00.119
 he's been

00:32:00.119 --> 00:32:00.740
 so stupid

00:32:00.740 --> 00:32:01.159
 he doesn't

00:32:01.159 --> 00:32:01.519
 just have

00:32:01.519 --> 00:32:02.339
 the emotional

00:32:02.339 --> 00:32:03.379
 turmoil

00:32:03.379 --> 00:32:05.980
 of seeing

00:32:05.980 --> 00:32:06.859
 his wife

00:32:06.859 --> 00:32:07.460
 betray him

00:32:07.460 --> 00:32:07.879
 again and

00:32:07.879 --> 00:32:08.200
 again

00:32:08.200 --> 00:32:09.759
 he also

00:32:09.759 --> 00:32:10.159
 has to

00:32:10.159 --> 00:32:10.460
 go and

00:32:10.460 --> 00:32:11.259
 buy her

00:32:11.259 --> 00:32:12.220
 physically

00:32:12.220 --> 00:32:13.159
 back

00:32:13.159 --> 00:32:13.839
 from the

00:32:13.839 --> 00:32:14.559
 slave market

00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:15.980
 and in

00:32:15.980 --> 00:32:17.000
 verse 3

00:32:17.000 --> 00:32:17.519
 you'll see

00:32:17.519 --> 00:32:18.019
 there's a

00:32:18.019 --> 00:32:18.919
 verse which

00:32:18.919 --> 00:32:19.619
 is in

00:32:19.619 --> 00:32:20.200
 chapter 3

00:32:20.200 --> 00:32:20.740
 which is a

00:32:20.740 --> 00:32:21.240
 little difficult

00:32:21.240 --> 00:32:21.919
 to translate

00:32:21.919 --> 00:32:22.439
 actually

00:32:22.439 --> 00:32:22.779
 it says

00:32:22.779 --> 00:32:23.519
 you are to

00:32:23.519 --> 00:32:24.099
 live with me

00:32:24.099 --> 00:32:24.779
 for many days

00:32:24.779 --> 00:32:25.279
 you must not

00:32:25.279 --> 00:32:25.539
 be a

00:32:25.539 --> 00:32:25.980
 prostitute

00:32:25.980 --> 00:32:26.259
 or be

00:32:26.259 --> 00:32:26.559
 intimate

00:32:26.559 --> 00:32:26.940
 with any

00:32:26.940 --> 00:32:27.119
 man

00:32:27.119 --> 00:32:27.420
 and I

00:32:27.420 --> 00:32:28.000
 will behave

00:32:28.000 --> 00:32:28.759
 the same

00:32:28.759 --> 00:32:29.460
 way towards

00:32:29.460 --> 00:32:29.799
 you

00:32:29.799 --> 00:32:30.559
 what it

00:32:30.559 --> 00:32:32.779
 basically

00:32:32.779 --> 00:32:33.559
 means is

00:32:33.559 --> 00:32:34.279
 this

00:32:34.279 --> 00:32:37.319
 God says

00:32:37.319 --> 00:32:37.960
 to Hosea

00:32:37.960 --> 00:32:39.920
 the relationship

00:32:39.920 --> 00:32:40.720
 that you have

00:32:40.720 --> 00:32:41.700
 is not actually

00:32:41.700 --> 00:32:42.220
 just going to

00:32:42.220 --> 00:32:43.039
 suddenly become

00:32:43.039 --> 00:32:44.039
 all a bed

00:32:44.039 --> 00:32:44.500
 of roses

00:32:44.500 --> 00:32:46.240
 that there's

00:32:46.240 --> 00:32:46.599
 going to be

00:32:46.599 --> 00:32:47.059
 a period

00:32:47.059 --> 00:32:47.839
 of time

00:32:47.839 --> 00:32:49.460
 where you

00:32:49.460 --> 00:32:50.099
 I want you

00:32:50.099 --> 00:32:50.420
 to come

00:32:50.420 --> 00:32:50.779
 and live

00:32:50.779 --> 00:32:51.359
 with me

00:32:51.359 --> 00:32:52.599
 and we're

00:32:52.599 --> 00:32:52.839
 going to

00:32:52.839 --> 00:32:53.680
 work through

00:32:53.680 --> 00:32:54.240
 all the

00:32:54.240 --> 00:32:54.779
 baggage

00:32:54.779 --> 00:32:55.660
 all the

00:32:55.660 --> 00:32:56.279
 emotional

00:32:56.279 --> 00:32:57.220
 turmoil

00:32:57.220 --> 00:32:57.799
 all the

00:32:57.799 --> 00:32:58.039
 things

00:32:58.039 --> 00:32:58.379
 which have

00:32:58.379 --> 00:32:58.680
 happened

00:32:58.680 --> 00:32:59.059
 in your

00:32:59.059 --> 00:32:59.420
 life

00:32:59.420 --> 00:32:59.839
 up to

00:32:59.839 --> 00:33:00.059
 this

00:33:00.059 --> 00:33:00.519
 point

00:33:00.519 --> 00:33:02.079
 we're

00:33:02.079 --> 00:33:02.240
 going to

00:33:02.240 --> 00:33:02.639
 work it

00:33:02.639 --> 00:33:03.019
 through

00:33:03.019 --> 00:33:03.740
 and no

00:33:03.740 --> 00:33:04.059
 matter

00:33:04.059 --> 00:33:04.639
 what

00:33:04.639 --> 00:33:05.019
 no matter

00:33:05.019 --> 00:33:05.759
 how hard

00:33:05.759 --> 00:33:06.259
 this is

00:33:06.259 --> 00:33:06.599
 as we're

00:33:06.599 --> 00:33:06.920
 working

00:33:06.920 --> 00:33:07.420
 I'm not

00:33:07.420 --> 00:33:07.660
 going to

00:33:07.660 --> 00:33:08.000
 give up

00:33:08.000 --> 00:33:08.440
 on you

00:33:08.440 --> 00:33:09.379
 because I'm

00:33:09.379 --> 00:33:09.879
 here

00:33:09.879 --> 00:33:10.660
 faithful

00:33:10.660 --> 00:33:13.859
 because I'm

00:33:13.859 --> 00:33:14.259
 going to bring

00:33:14.259 --> 00:33:14.920
 healing into

00:33:14.920 --> 00:33:15.519
 your life

00:33:15.519 --> 00:33:17.519
 because that's

00:33:17.519 --> 00:33:18.059
 what a marriage

00:33:18.059 --> 00:33:18.940
 relationship is

00:33:18.940 --> 00:33:19.500
 meant to do

00:33:19.500 --> 00:33:20.680
 and I don't

00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:21.319
 know if

00:33:21.319 --> 00:33:23.180
 you've ever

00:33:23.180 --> 00:33:23.680
 had those

00:33:23.680 --> 00:33:24.400
 experiences

00:33:24.400 --> 00:33:25.440
 as you're

00:33:25.440 --> 00:33:25.740
 trying to

00:33:25.740 --> 00:33:26.400
 work through

00:33:26.400 --> 00:33:27.079
 baggage with

00:33:27.079 --> 00:33:27.519
 somebody

00:33:27.519 --> 00:33:28.180
 I don't know

00:33:28.180 --> 00:33:28.480
 if you've

00:33:28.480 --> 00:33:28.799
 had that

00:33:28.799 --> 00:33:29.440
 where somebody

00:33:29.440 --> 00:33:30.000
 rings you up

00:33:30.000 --> 00:33:30.319
 a friend

00:33:30.319 --> 00:33:30.839
 rings you up

00:33:30.839 --> 00:33:31.259
 on a Sunday

00:33:31.259 --> 00:33:31.619
 night

00:33:31.619 --> 00:33:32.259
 and says

00:33:32.259 --> 00:33:33.579
 hey I've

00:33:33.579 --> 00:33:34.160
 just got to

00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:34.660
 talk to you

00:33:34.660 --> 00:33:35.099
 I've got some

00:33:35.099 --> 00:33:35.740
 things I just

00:33:35.740 --> 00:33:36.279
 really need to

00:33:36.279 --> 00:33:36.599
 share

00:33:36.599 --> 00:33:37.359
 and you're

00:33:37.359 --> 00:33:37.940
 watching your

00:33:37.940 --> 00:33:38.920
 favorite TV

00:33:38.920 --> 00:33:39.420
 program

00:33:39.420 --> 00:33:40.059
 you don't want

00:33:40.059 --> 00:33:40.460
 to get off

00:33:40.460 --> 00:33:40.960
 the sofa

00:33:40.960 --> 00:33:42.759
 and at that

00:33:42.759 --> 00:33:43.700
 moment it's

00:33:43.700 --> 00:33:44.160
 either

00:33:44.160 --> 00:33:45.380
 sofa

00:33:45.380 --> 00:33:46.380
 get up and

00:33:46.380 --> 00:33:47.000
 talk to my

00:33:47.000 --> 00:33:47.440
 friend

00:33:47.440 --> 00:33:48.680
 but because

00:33:48.680 --> 00:33:49.059
 they're your

00:33:49.059 --> 00:33:49.600
 friend you

00:33:49.600 --> 00:33:50.180
 decide you're

00:33:50.180 --> 00:33:50.519
 going to get

00:33:50.519 --> 00:33:51.019
 up maybe you

00:33:51.019 --> 00:33:51.500
 go down and

00:33:51.500 --> 00:33:52.000
 you meet with

00:33:52.000 --> 00:33:53.400
 them and as

00:33:53.400 --> 00:33:54.200
 you do that

00:33:54.200 --> 00:33:55.720
 you listen to

00:33:55.720 --> 00:33:56.400
 them pour out

00:33:56.400 --> 00:33:57.140
 their heart for

00:33:57.140 --> 00:33:58.019
 three hours

00:33:58.019 --> 00:34:00.140
 and at the end

00:34:00.140 --> 00:34:01.039
 of three hours

00:34:01.039 --> 00:34:01.740
 how is your

00:34:01.740 --> 00:34:02.580
 friend feeling

00:34:02.580 --> 00:34:04.519
 they feel great

00:34:04.519 --> 00:34:05.140
 they say thank

00:34:05.140 --> 00:34:06.140
 you so much

00:34:06.140 --> 00:34:07.960
 just such a

00:34:07.960 --> 00:34:08.679
 burden off my

00:34:08.679 --> 00:34:09.240
 shoulders

00:34:09.240 --> 00:34:10.559
 how are you

00:34:10.559 --> 00:34:11.000
 feeling

00:34:11.000 --> 00:34:12.519
 terrible

00:34:12.519 --> 00:34:14.220
 you're like why

00:34:14.220 --> 00:34:14.820
 did you have to

00:34:14.820 --> 00:34:15.579
 go on for so

00:34:15.579 --> 00:34:16.019
 long

00:34:16.019 --> 00:34:17.259
 you're feeling

00:34:17.259 --> 00:34:17.699
 tired

00:34:17.699 --> 00:34:18.259
 you're exhausted

00:34:18.259 --> 00:34:18.900
 and you missed

00:34:18.900 --> 00:34:19.360
 your favorite

00:34:19.360 --> 00:34:19.860
 program

00:34:19.860 --> 00:34:21.539
 and you go

00:34:21.539 --> 00:34:22.059
 home

00:34:22.059 --> 00:34:23.619
 and she's

00:34:23.619 --> 00:34:24.259
 feeling great

00:34:24.259 --> 00:34:24.719
 but you're

00:34:24.719 --> 00:34:25.480
 feeling terrible

00:34:25.480 --> 00:34:28.539
 but that's

00:34:28.539 --> 00:34:28.920
 love

00:34:28.920 --> 00:34:32.300
 because love

00:34:32.300 --> 00:34:33.340
 always has

00:34:33.340 --> 00:34:34.019
 what you might

00:34:34.019 --> 00:34:34.599
 call a

00:34:34.599 --> 00:34:35.960
 substitutionary

00:34:35.960 --> 00:34:37.420
 cost to it

00:34:37.420 --> 00:34:39.340
 there's always

00:34:39.340 --> 00:34:40.880
 something where

00:34:40.880 --> 00:34:43.039
 you may take

00:34:43.039 --> 00:34:43.960
 the pain of

00:34:43.960 --> 00:34:44.739
 somebody so

00:34:44.739 --> 00:34:45.380
 that somebody

00:34:45.380 --> 00:34:46.119
 else may get

00:34:46.119 --> 00:34:46.619
 joy

00:34:46.619 --> 00:34:48.519
 where you

00:34:48.519 --> 00:34:50.340
 may lose

00:34:50.340 --> 00:34:51.079
 your comfort

00:34:51.079 --> 00:34:51.680
 so somebody

00:34:51.680 --> 00:34:52.420
 else may get

00:34:52.420 --> 00:34:52.900
 comfort

00:34:52.900 --> 00:34:54.440
 that's the way

00:34:54.440 --> 00:34:55.420
 love works

00:34:55.420 --> 00:34:55.800
 right

00:34:55.800 --> 00:35:00.079
 and Hosea

00:35:00.079 --> 00:35:00.920
 is feeling

00:35:00.920 --> 00:35:01.760
 the heart

00:35:01.760 --> 00:35:02.140
 ache

00:35:02.140 --> 00:35:02.800
 and the

00:35:02.800 --> 00:35:03.400
 pain

00:35:03.400 --> 00:35:04.240
 of God

00:35:04.240 --> 00:35:05.280
 and this

00:35:05.280 --> 00:35:06.640
 enormous cost

00:35:06.640 --> 00:35:07.200
 must have been

00:35:07.200 --> 00:35:08.220
 overwhelming for

00:35:08.220 --> 00:35:08.360
 him

00:35:08.360 --> 00:35:09.079
 for him to

00:35:09.079 --> 00:35:09.980
 forgive someone

00:35:09.980 --> 00:35:10.700
 who has hurt

00:35:10.700 --> 00:35:11.440
 you badly

00:35:11.440 --> 00:35:13.119
 costs you

00:35:13.119 --> 00:35:15.059
 it always

00:35:15.059 --> 00:35:16.279
 costs to

00:35:16.279 --> 00:35:16.859
 forgive

00:35:16.859 --> 00:35:17.859
 it always

00:35:17.859 --> 00:35:19.179
 costs to

00:35:19.179 --> 00:35:20.179
 walk with

00:35:20.179 --> 00:35:20.819
 somebody

00:35:20.819 --> 00:35:21.519
 loving

00:35:21.519 --> 00:35:22.460
 it is not a

00:35:22.460 --> 00:35:23.440
 light thing

00:35:23.440 --> 00:35:27.679
 but Goma

00:35:27.679 --> 00:35:28.880
 knows

00:35:28.880 --> 00:35:30.380
 the stunning

00:35:30.380 --> 00:35:31.819
 grace

00:35:31.819 --> 00:35:33.460
 Hosea

00:35:33.460 --> 00:35:34.539
 knows the

00:35:34.539 --> 00:35:34.960
 pain

00:35:34.960 --> 00:35:36.940
 Hosea is

00:35:36.940 --> 00:35:37.380
 broken

00:35:37.380 --> 00:35:38.300
 so that

00:35:38.300 --> 00:35:38.720
 Goma

00:35:38.720 --> 00:35:39.500
 might be

00:35:39.500 --> 00:35:39.940
 healed

00:35:39.940 --> 00:35:43.480
 and some

00:35:43.480 --> 00:35:44.039
 of you may

00:35:44.039 --> 00:35:44.960
 even be

00:35:44.960 --> 00:35:45.420
 thinking about

00:35:45.420 --> 00:35:46.000
 how does this

00:35:46.000 --> 00:35:46.720
 relate to

00:35:46.720 --> 00:35:47.440
 even issues

00:35:47.440 --> 00:35:48.119
 like divorce

00:35:48.119 --> 00:35:49.740
 and you know

00:35:49.740 --> 00:35:50.280
 I know many

00:35:50.280 --> 00:35:50.940
 people who come

00:35:50.940 --> 00:35:51.360
 for marriage

00:35:51.360 --> 00:35:51.880
 counseling

00:35:51.880 --> 00:35:52.660
 they will say

00:35:52.660 --> 00:35:53.380
 their first

00:35:53.380 --> 00:35:53.960
 question is

00:35:53.960 --> 00:35:54.539
 can I get

00:35:54.539 --> 00:35:55.000
 a divorce

00:35:55.000 --> 00:35:58.340
 and this

00:35:58.340 --> 00:35:59.019
 passage really

00:35:59.019 --> 00:35:59.660
 isn't actually

00:35:59.660 --> 00:36:00.500
 talking about

00:36:00.500 --> 00:36:00.920
 divorce

00:36:00.920 --> 00:36:01.320
 because it's

00:36:01.320 --> 00:36:01.760
 talking about

00:36:01.760 --> 00:36:02.880
 God's saving

00:36:02.880 --> 00:36:03.980
 redeeming love

00:36:03.980 --> 00:36:04.599
 for us

00:36:04.599 --> 00:36:05.460
 in the Bible

00:36:05.460 --> 00:36:06.079
 it does give

00:36:06.079 --> 00:36:06.679
 reasons

00:36:06.679 --> 00:36:07.940
 some reasons

00:36:07.940 --> 00:36:08.460
 for when you

00:36:08.460 --> 00:36:08.920
 can get

00:36:08.920 --> 00:36:09.420
 divorced

00:36:09.420 --> 00:36:11.339
 but what this

00:36:11.339 --> 00:36:12.099
 passage I think

00:36:12.099 --> 00:36:13.019
 shows us about

00:36:13.019 --> 00:36:13.639
 God's heart

00:36:13.639 --> 00:36:14.079
 is

00:36:14.079 --> 00:36:16.519
 aren't we

00:36:16.519 --> 00:36:17.059
 glad

00:36:17.059 --> 00:36:18.360
 that God's

00:36:18.360 --> 00:36:19.279
 first question

00:36:19.279 --> 00:36:19.980
 to us

00:36:19.980 --> 00:36:21.000
 is not

00:36:21.000 --> 00:36:22.299
 can I get

00:36:22.299 --> 00:36:22.819
 a divorce

00:36:22.819 --> 00:36:23.339
 from you

00:36:23.339 --> 00:36:25.699
 that's not

00:36:25.699 --> 00:36:26.299
 God's first

00:36:26.299 --> 00:36:26.860
 question

00:36:26.860 --> 00:36:29.519
 he is willing

00:36:29.519 --> 00:36:30.139
 to go through

00:36:30.139 --> 00:36:30.659
 the cost

00:36:30.659 --> 00:36:31.360
 for us

00:36:31.360 --> 00:36:32.760
 and right

00:36:32.760 --> 00:36:33.120
 in this

00:36:33.120 --> 00:36:33.720
 passage

00:36:33.720 --> 00:36:35.460
 God promises

00:36:35.460 --> 00:36:36.140
 he says

00:36:36.140 --> 00:36:36.440
 there's going

00:36:36.440 --> 00:36:36.680
 to come

00:36:36.680 --> 00:36:37.500
 David a king

00:36:37.500 --> 00:36:38.900
 who we know

00:36:38.900 --> 00:36:39.360
 is Jesus

00:36:39.360 --> 00:36:40.620
 that there's

00:36:40.620 --> 00:36:41.079
 going to come

00:36:41.079 --> 00:36:41.500
 a time

00:36:41.500 --> 00:36:41.940
 where people

00:36:41.940 --> 00:36:42.180
 are going

00:36:42.180 --> 00:36:42.720
 to go back

00:36:42.720 --> 00:36:43.019
 and are going

00:36:43.019 --> 00:36:43.539
 to seek him

00:36:43.539 --> 00:36:43.780
 and this

00:36:43.780 --> 00:36:44.320
 relationship

00:36:44.320 --> 00:36:44.740
 is going

00:36:44.740 --> 00:36:44.960
 to be

00:36:44.960 --> 00:36:45.460
 restored

00:36:45.460 --> 00:36:46.880
 and in

00:36:46.880 --> 00:36:47.220
 Matthew

00:36:47.220 --> 00:36:48.099
 chapter 9

00:36:48.099 --> 00:36:48.559
 which is in

00:36:48.559 --> 00:36:48.880
 the New

00:36:48.880 --> 00:36:49.300
 Testament

00:36:49.300 --> 00:36:49.800
 of the Bible

00:36:49.800 --> 00:36:50.940
 Jesus comes

00:36:50.940 --> 00:36:52.039
 and some

00:36:52.039 --> 00:36:52.519
 of the religious

00:36:52.519 --> 00:36:53.380
 leaders ask

00:36:53.380 --> 00:36:53.660
 him

00:36:53.660 --> 00:36:54.800
 why are your

00:36:54.800 --> 00:36:55.320
 followers

00:36:55.320 --> 00:36:56.400
 not fasting

00:36:56.400 --> 00:36:57.059
 and do you

00:36:57.059 --> 00:36:57.320
 know what

00:36:57.320 --> 00:36:57.940
 Jesus says

00:36:57.940 --> 00:36:58.320
 to them

00:36:58.320 --> 00:36:58.920
 he says

00:36:58.920 --> 00:36:59.240
 this

00:36:59.240 --> 00:36:59.780
 he says

00:36:59.780 --> 00:37:00.280
 you know

00:37:00.280 --> 00:37:02.620
 can the

00:37:02.620 --> 00:37:03.540
 wedding guests

00:37:03.540 --> 00:37:04.180
 mourn

00:37:04.180 --> 00:37:04.800
 as long

00:37:04.800 --> 00:37:05.140
 as the

00:37:05.140 --> 00:37:06.060
 bridegroom

00:37:06.060 --> 00:37:07.200
 is with

00:37:07.200 --> 00:37:07.480
 them

00:37:07.480 --> 00:37:09.700
 can the

00:37:09.700 --> 00:37:10.360
 wedding guests

00:37:10.360 --> 00:37:11.040
 mourn

00:37:11.040 --> 00:37:11.640
 fast

00:37:11.640 --> 00:37:12.380
 while the

00:37:12.380 --> 00:37:13.100
 bridegroom

00:37:13.100 --> 00:37:13.680
 is with

00:37:13.680 --> 00:37:13.940
 them

00:37:13.940 --> 00:37:14.700
 what he's

00:37:14.700 --> 00:37:15.000
 saying

00:37:15.000 --> 00:37:15.620
 is this

00:37:15.620 --> 00:37:16.240
 Jesus

00:37:16.240 --> 00:37:16.920
 is saying

00:37:16.920 --> 00:37:18.440
 I am

00:37:18.440 --> 00:37:19.600
 that husband

00:37:19.600 --> 00:37:20.400
 Hosea

00:37:20.400 --> 00:37:20.840
 was just

00:37:20.840 --> 00:37:21.460
 a picture

00:37:21.460 --> 00:37:22.820
 I am

00:37:22.820 --> 00:37:23.519
 that husband

00:37:23.519 --> 00:37:23.960
 who has

00:37:23.960 --> 00:37:24.580
 come to

00:37:24.580 --> 00:37:25.240
 get my

00:37:25.240 --> 00:37:25.700
 bride

00:37:25.700 --> 00:37:28.360
 and the

00:37:28.360 --> 00:37:28.800
 agony

00:37:28.800 --> 00:37:29.580
 that Hosea

00:37:29.580 --> 00:37:29.960
 felt

00:37:29.960 --> 00:37:30.559
 was nothing

00:37:30.559 --> 00:37:31.139
 compared

00:37:31.139 --> 00:37:32.220
 to the

00:37:32.220 --> 00:37:32.659
 agony

00:37:32.659 --> 00:37:33.820
 that Christ

00:37:33.820 --> 00:37:34.420
 went

00:37:34.420 --> 00:37:35.059
 through

00:37:35.059 --> 00:37:35.920
 for us

00:37:35.920 --> 00:37:36.579
 he was

00:37:36.579 --> 00:37:37.000
 broken

00:37:37.000 --> 00:37:37.840
 that we

00:37:37.840 --> 00:37:38.240
 may be

00:37:38.240 --> 00:37:38.579
 healed

00:37:38.579 --> 00:37:40.139
 he sweated

00:37:40.139 --> 00:37:40.579
 blood

00:37:40.579 --> 00:37:41.159
 he knew

00:37:41.159 --> 00:37:41.940
 emotional

00:37:41.940 --> 00:37:42.420
 turmoil

00:37:42.420 --> 00:37:43.099
 physical

00:37:43.099 --> 00:37:43.659
 turmoil

00:37:43.659 --> 00:37:44.639
 he knew

00:37:44.639 --> 00:37:45.400
 betrayal

00:37:45.400 --> 00:37:46.179
 that we

00:37:46.179 --> 00:37:46.659
 will never

00:37:46.659 --> 00:37:47.119
 know

00:37:47.119 --> 00:37:51.139
 because he

00:37:51.139 --> 00:37:51.780
 came because

00:37:51.780 --> 00:37:52.360
 we're so

00:37:52.360 --> 00:37:52.920
 often

00:37:52.920 --> 00:37:54.240
 captivated

00:37:54.240 --> 00:37:55.139
 by so

00:37:55.139 --> 00:37:55.940
 many other

00:37:55.940 --> 00:37:56.559
 things

00:37:56.559 --> 00:37:57.179
 and he

00:37:57.179 --> 00:37:57.639
 comes to

00:37:57.639 --> 00:37:58.000
 us and

00:37:58.000 --> 00:37:58.460
 says

00:37:58.460 --> 00:38:00.840
 will

00:38:00.840 --> 00:38:01.019
 you

00:38:01.019 --> 00:38:01.340
 come

00:38:01.340 --> 00:38:01.619
 back

00:38:01.619 --> 00:38:01.840
 to

00:38:01.840 --> 00:38:02.119
 me

00:38:02.119 --> 00:38:03.139
 I

00:38:03.139 --> 00:38:03.720
 want

00:38:03.720 --> 00:38:04.659
 relationship

00:38:04.659 --> 00:38:05.199
 with

00:38:05.199 --> 00:38:05.519
 you

00:38:05.519 --> 00:38:06.039
 I

00:38:06.039 --> 00:38:06.260
 want

00:38:06.260 --> 00:38:06.480
 to

00:38:06.480 --> 00:38:07.240
 captivate

00:38:07.240 --> 00:38:07.519
 your

00:38:07.519 --> 00:38:07.920
 heart

00:38:07.920 --> 00:38:08.400
 with

00:38:08.400 --> 00:38:08.699
 me

00:38:08.699 --> 00:38:09.880
 and to

00:38:09.880 --> 00:38:10.440
 restore

00:38:10.440 --> 00:38:10.720
 you

00:38:10.720 --> 00:38:11.079
 in this

00:38:11.079 --> 00:38:11.380
 marriage

00:38:11.380 --> 00:38:11.940
 relationship

00:38:11.940 --> 00:38:13.059
 that's

00:38:13.059 --> 00:38:13.300
 what he

00:38:13.300 --> 00:38:13.519
 wants

00:38:13.519 --> 00:38:13.940
 for you

00:38:13.940 --> 00:38:15.019
 that's

00:38:15.019 --> 00:38:15.280
 what he

00:38:15.280 --> 00:38:15.699
 wants

00:38:15.699 --> 00:38:19.039
 some

00:38:19.039 --> 00:38:19.059
 some

00:38:19.059 --> 00:38:19.539
 of us

00:38:19.539 --> 00:38:19.879
 I

00:38:19.879 --> 00:38:20.139
 think

00:38:20.139 --> 00:38:20.659
 maybe

00:38:20.659 --> 00:38:20.919
 like

00:38:20.919 --> 00:38:21.419
 Hosea

00:38:21.419 --> 00:38:23.079
 you

00:38:23.079 --> 00:38:23.399
 really

00:38:23.399 --> 00:38:23.839
 know

00:38:23.839 --> 00:38:24.159
 that

00:38:24.159 --> 00:38:24.719
 pain

00:38:24.719 --> 00:38:25.119
 and that

00:38:25.119 --> 00:38:25.919
 brokenness

00:38:25.919 --> 00:38:26.699
 that

00:38:26.699 --> 00:38:27.259
 betrayal

00:38:27.259 --> 00:38:27.659
 at the

00:38:27.659 --> 00:38:28.000
 moment

00:38:28.000 --> 00:38:29.460
 and

00:38:29.460 --> 00:38:29.899
 God

00:38:29.899 --> 00:38:31.759
 sometimes

00:38:31.759 --> 00:38:32.460
 takes us

00:38:32.460 --> 00:38:32.759
 through

00:38:32.759 --> 00:38:33.119
 these

00:38:33.119 --> 00:38:33.399
 things

00:38:33.399 --> 00:38:33.739
 because

00:38:33.739 --> 00:38:34.599
 as you

00:38:34.599 --> 00:38:34.819
 go

00:38:34.819 --> 00:38:35.139
 through

00:38:35.139 --> 00:38:35.319
 it

00:38:35.319 --> 00:38:35.539
 you

00:38:35.539 --> 00:38:35.719
 will

00:38:35.719 --> 00:38:35.980
 begin

00:38:35.980 --> 00:38:36.239
 to

00:38:36.239 --> 00:38:36.500
 get

00:38:36.500 --> 00:38:37.039
 something

00:38:37.039 --> 00:38:37.299
 of

00:38:37.299 --> 00:38:37.659
 God's

00:38:37.659 --> 00:38:37.980
 heart

00:38:37.980 --> 00:38:38.980
 and

00:38:38.980 --> 00:38:39.179
 you

00:38:39.179 --> 00:38:39.319
 will

00:38:39.319 --> 00:38:39.579
 begin

00:38:39.579 --> 00:38:39.859
 to

00:38:39.859 --> 00:38:40.059
 be

00:38:40.059 --> 00:38:40.239
 able

00:38:40.239 --> 00:38:40.419
 to

00:38:40.419 --> 00:38:40.859
 show

00:38:40.859 --> 00:38:41.319
 God's

00:38:41.319 --> 00:38:41.639
 heart

00:38:41.639 --> 00:38:42.399
 and

00:38:42.399 --> 00:38:42.799
 God's

00:38:42.799 --> 00:38:43.019
 love

00:38:43.019 --> 00:38:43.199
 to

00:38:43.199 --> 00:38:43.379
 other

00:38:43.379 --> 00:38:43.759
 people

00:38:43.759 --> 00:38:44.259
 through

00:38:44.259 --> 00:38:44.579
 that

00:38:44.579 --> 00:38:45.019
 pain

00:38:45.019 --> 00:38:47.619
 some

00:38:47.619 --> 00:38:47.840
 of

00:38:47.840 --> 00:38:48.139
 you

00:38:48.139 --> 00:38:49.280
 are

00:38:49.280 --> 00:38:49.519
 like

00:38:49.519 --> 00:38:50.000
 Goma

00:38:50.000 --> 00:38:50.619
 in

00:38:50.619 --> 00:38:50.880
 fact

00:38:50.880 --> 00:38:51.039
 I

00:38:51.039 --> 00:38:51.159
 would

00:38:51.159 --> 00:38:51.320
 say

00:38:51.320 --> 00:38:51.599
 probably

00:38:51.599 --> 00:38:51.960
 most

00:38:51.960 --> 00:38:52.139
 of

00:38:52.139 --> 00:38:52.440
 us

00:38:52.440 --> 00:38:53.059
 all

00:38:53.059 --> 00:38:53.199
 of

00:38:53.199 --> 00:38:53.559
 us

00:38:53.559 --> 00:38:57.300
 some

00:38:57.300 --> 00:38:57.460
 of

00:38:57.460 --> 00:38:57.619
 us

00:38:57.619 --> 00:38:58.019
 have

00:38:58.019 --> 00:38:59.259
 such

00:38:59.259 --> 00:38:59.699
 guilt

00:38:59.699 --> 00:39:00.280
 and

00:39:00.280 --> 00:39:00.840
 shame

00:39:00.840 --> 00:39:01.099
 that

00:39:01.099 --> 00:39:01.300
 we

00:39:01.300 --> 00:39:01.659
 know

00:39:01.659 --> 00:39:01.820
 is

00:39:01.820 --> 00:39:02.000
 there

00:39:02.000 --> 00:39:02.159
 we

00:39:02.159 --> 00:39:02.360
 trying

00:39:02.360 --> 00:39:02.480
 to

00:39:02.480 --> 00:39:02.719
 hide

00:39:02.719 --> 00:39:02.880
 it

00:39:02.880 --> 00:39:03.000
 we

00:39:03.000 --> 00:39:03.139
 trying

00:39:03.139 --> 00:39:03.280
 to

00:39:03.280 --> 00:39:03.559
 prove

00:39:03.559 --> 00:39:03.940
 ourselves

00:39:03.940 --> 00:39:04.139
 that

00:39:04.139 --> 00:39:04.280
 it's

00:39:04.280 --> 00:39:04.480
 not

00:39:04.480 --> 00:39:04.739
 there

00:39:04.739 --> 00:39:04.920
 but

00:39:04.920 --> 00:39:05.099
 if

00:39:05.099 --> 00:39:05.239
 you

00:39:05.239 --> 00:39:05.579
 come

00:39:05.579 --> 00:39:06.059
 and

00:39:06.059 --> 00:39:06.139
 you

00:39:06.139 --> 00:39:06.280
 have

00:39:06.280 --> 00:39:06.460
 a

00:39:06.460 --> 00:39:06.800
 moment

00:39:06.800 --> 00:39:07.019
 to

00:39:07.019 --> 00:39:07.460
 yourself

00:39:07.460 --> 00:39:07.639
 to

00:39:07.639 --> 00:39:07.900
 stop

00:39:07.900 --> 00:39:08.019
 and

00:39:08.019 --> 00:39:08.360
 think

00:39:08.360 --> 00:39:08.599
 about

00:39:08.599 --> 00:39:08.800
 what

00:39:08.800 --> 00:39:09.000
 you've

00:39:09.000 --> 00:39:09.139
 done

00:39:09.139 --> 00:39:09.280
 in

00:39:09.280 --> 00:39:09.400
 your

00:39:09.400 --> 00:39:09.759
 life

00:39:09.759 --> 00:39:11.280
 the

00:39:11.280 --> 00:39:11.599
 things

00:39:11.599 --> 00:39:11.780
 that

00:39:11.780 --> 00:39:11.940
 you're

00:39:11.940 --> 00:39:12.320
 ashamed

00:39:12.320 --> 00:39:12.559
 of

00:39:12.559 --> 00:39:12.700
 the

00:39:12.700 --> 00:39:12.940
 things

00:39:12.940 --> 00:39:13.080
 that

00:39:13.080 --> 00:39:13.240
 you're

00:39:13.240 --> 00:39:13.580
 afraid

00:39:13.580 --> 00:39:13.920
 of

00:39:13.920 --> 00:39:14.680
 it

00:39:14.680 --> 00:39:14.820
 may

00:39:14.820 --> 00:39:14.900
 be

00:39:14.900 --> 00:39:15.000
 an

00:39:15.000 --> 00:39:15.340
 affair

00:39:15.340 --> 00:39:15.760
 you've

00:39:15.760 --> 00:39:16.000
 had

00:39:16.000 --> 00:39:16.539
 it

00:39:16.539 --> 00:39:16.740
 may

00:39:16.740 --> 00:39:16.860
 be

00:39:16.860 --> 00:39:17.059
 just

00:39:17.059 --> 00:39:17.380
 poor

00:39:17.380 --> 00:39:17.920
 choices

00:39:17.920 --> 00:39:18.280
 that

00:39:18.280 --> 00:39:18.440
 you

00:39:18.440 --> 00:39:18.600
 have

00:39:18.600 --> 00:39:19.019
 made

00:39:19.019 --> 00:39:19.580
 in

00:39:19.580 --> 00:39:19.740
 your

00:39:19.740 --> 00:39:20.220
 life

00:39:20.220 --> 00:39:21.920
 and

00:39:21.920 --> 00:39:22.140
 you're

00:39:22.140 --> 00:39:22.380
 like

00:39:22.380 --> 00:39:22.760
 Goma

00:39:22.760 --> 00:39:23.460
 who

00:39:23.460 --> 00:39:23.660
 is

00:39:23.660 --> 00:39:24.160
 fearful

00:39:24.160 --> 00:39:24.519
 because

00:39:24.519 --> 00:39:24.820
 you

00:39:24.820 --> 00:39:25.120
 don't

00:39:25.120 --> 00:39:25.300
 want

00:39:25.300 --> 00:39:25.440
 to

00:39:25.440 --> 00:39:25.620
 see

00:39:25.620 --> 00:39:25.880
 God

00:39:25.880 --> 00:39:26.360
 again

00:39:26.360 --> 00:39:27.780
 because

00:39:27.780 --> 00:39:28.059
 you

00:39:28.059 --> 00:39:28.240
 are

00:39:28.240 --> 00:39:28.740
 afraid

00:39:28.740 --> 00:39:29.280
 that

00:39:29.280 --> 00:39:29.539
 if

00:39:29.539 --> 00:39:29.680
 you

00:39:29.680 --> 00:39:29.980
 look

00:39:29.980 --> 00:39:30.220
 up

00:39:30.220 --> 00:39:30.420
 and

00:39:30.420 --> 00:39:30.760
 see

00:39:30.760 --> 00:39:31.080
 like

00:39:31.080 --> 00:39:31.700
 Hosea

00:39:31.700 --> 00:39:32.580
 Goma

00:39:32.580 --> 00:39:32.920
 saw

00:39:32.920 --> 00:39:33.440
 Hosea

00:39:33.440 --> 00:39:33.620
 that

00:39:33.620 --> 00:39:33.780
 if

00:39:33.780 --> 00:39:33.940
 you

00:39:33.940 --> 00:39:34.240
 see

00:39:34.240 --> 00:39:34.539
 God

00:39:34.539 --> 00:39:34.860
 you're

00:39:34.860 --> 00:39:35.220
 afraid

00:39:35.220 --> 00:39:35.440
 he's

00:39:35.440 --> 00:39:35.539
 going

00:39:35.539 --> 00:39:35.680
 to

00:39:35.680 --> 00:39:36.080
 punish

00:39:36.080 --> 00:39:36.360
 you

00:39:42.320 --> 00:39:42.640
 expose

00:39:42.640 --> 00:39:42.880
 some

00:39:42.880 --> 00:39:43.000
 of

00:39:43.000 --> 00:39:43.160
 those

00:39:43.160 --> 00:39:43.559
 issues

00:39:43.559 --> 00:39:43.780
 in

00:39:43.780 --> 00:39:43.940
 your

00:39:43.940 --> 00:39:44.260
 life

00:39:44.260 --> 00:39:44.660
 he's

00:39:44.660 --> 00:39:44.780
 going

00:39:44.780 --> 00:39:44.900
 to

00:39:44.900 --> 00:39:45.300
 strike

00:39:45.300 --> 00:39:45.500
 you

00:39:45.500 --> 00:39:45.900
 down

00:39:45.900 --> 00:39:49.340
 and

00:39:49.340 --> 00:39:49.539
 maybe

00:39:49.539 --> 00:39:49.700
 you're

00:39:49.700 --> 00:39:49.800
 just

00:39:49.800 --> 00:39:49.960
 trying

00:39:49.960 --> 00:39:50.080
 to

00:39:50.080 --> 00:39:50.500
 prove

00:39:50.500 --> 00:39:50.880
 yourself

00:39:50.880 --> 00:39:51.100
 that

00:39:51.100 --> 00:39:51.480
 I'm

00:39:51.480 --> 00:39:52.000
 worth

00:39:52.000 --> 00:39:52.160
 it

00:39:52.160 --> 00:39:52.420
 I'm

00:39:52.420 --> 00:39:52.700
 hiding

00:39:52.700 --> 00:39:52.940
 my

00:39:52.940 --> 00:39:53.220
 shame

00:39:53.220 --> 00:39:53.420
 but

00:39:53.420 --> 00:39:53.680
 God

00:39:53.680 --> 00:39:54.080
 says

00:39:54.080 --> 00:39:54.480
 this

00:39:54.480 --> 00:39:55.340
 everyone

00:39:55.340 --> 00:39:55.900
 else

00:39:55.900 --> 00:39:56.059
 in

00:39:56.059 --> 00:39:56.200
 the

00:39:56.200 --> 00:39:56.440
 crowd

00:39:56.440 --> 00:39:56.760
 everyone

00:39:56.760 --> 00:39:57.059
 else

00:39:57.059 --> 00:39:57.440
 around

00:39:57.440 --> 00:39:57.960
 you

00:39:57.960 --> 00:40:00.400
 like

00:40:00.400 --> 00:40:00.600
 with

00:40:00.600 --> 00:40:01.019
 Goma

00:40:01.019 --> 00:40:01.840
 may

00:40:01.840 --> 00:40:02.200
 say

00:40:02.200 --> 00:40:02.440
 you're

00:40:02.440 --> 00:40:02.620
 a

00:40:02.620 --> 00:40:02.880
 failure

00:40:02.880 --> 00:40:03.120
 may

00:40:03.120 --> 00:40:03.400
 say

00:40:03.400 --> 00:40:03.620
 you're

00:40:03.620 --> 00:40:04.080
 ashamed

00:40:04.080 --> 00:40:04.340
 may

00:40:04.340 --> 00:40:04.820
 say

00:40:04.820 --> 00:40:05.320
 all

00:40:05.320 --> 00:40:05.660
 kinds

00:40:05.660 --> 00:40:05.820
 of

00:40:05.820 --> 00:40:06.220
 things

00:40:06.220 --> 00:40:06.740
 but

00:40:06.740 --> 00:40:07.080
 God

00:40:07.080 --> 00:40:07.539
 comes

00:40:07.539 --> 00:40:07.740
 to

00:40:07.740 --> 00:40:08.000
 you

00:40:08.000 --> 00:40:08.580
 God

00:40:08.580 --> 00:40:08.980
 comes

00:40:08.980 --> 00:40:09.200
 to

00:40:09.200 --> 00:40:09.519
 us

00:40:09.519 --> 00:40:09.880
 and

00:40:09.880 --> 00:40:10.000
 he

00:40:10.000 --> 00:40:10.320
 looks

00:40:10.320 --> 00:40:10.500
 us

00:40:10.500 --> 00:40:10.800
 right

00:40:10.800 --> 00:40:10.980
 in

00:40:10.980 --> 00:40:11.119
 the

00:40:11.119 --> 00:40:11.440
 eyes

00:40:11.440 --> 00:40:11.559
 and

00:40:11.559 --> 00:40:11.720
 he

00:40:11.720 --> 00:40:12.079
 says

00:40:12.079 --> 00:40:12.619
 I

00:40:12.619 --> 00:40:12.940
 want

00:40:12.940 --> 00:40:13.260
 you

00:40:13.260 --> 00:40:13.640
 to

00:40:13.640 --> 00:40:13.820
 be

00:40:13.820 --> 00:40:14.300
 mine

00:40:14.300 --> 00:40:14.880
 come

00:40:14.880 --> 00:40:15.220
 back

00:40:15.220 --> 00:40:15.700
 to

00:40:15.700 --> 00:40:16.039
 me

00:40:16.039 --> 00:40:16.400
 or

00:40:16.400 --> 00:40:16.619
 let's

00:40:16.619 --> 00:40:17.039
 work

00:40:17.039 --> 00:40:17.740
 through

00:40:17.740 --> 00:40:18.480
 all

00:40:18.480 --> 00:40:18.640
 of

00:40:18.640 --> 00:40:18.920
 this

00:40:18.920 --> 00:40:19.380
 together

00:40:19.380 --> 00:40:21.559
 because

00:40:21.559 --> 00:40:21.800
 I'm

00:40:21.800 --> 00:40:21.940
 not

00:40:21.940 --> 00:40:22.079
 going

00:40:22.079 --> 00:40:22.180
 to

00:40:22.180 --> 00:40:22.340
 give

00:40:22.340 --> 00:40:22.519
 up

00:40:22.519 --> 00:40:22.720
 on

00:40:22.720 --> 00:40:22.940
 you

00:40:22.940 --> 00:40:23.920
 that's

00:40:23.920 --> 00:40:24.059
 how

00:40:24.059 --> 00:40:24.280
 much

00:40:24.280 --> 00:40:24.440
 I

00:40:24.440 --> 00:40:24.640
 love

00:40:24.640 --> 00:40:24.940
 you

00:40:24.940 --> 00:40:28.500
 some

00:40:28.500 --> 00:40:28.640
 of

00:40:28.640 --> 00:40:28.720
 you

00:40:28.720 --> 00:40:28.860
 may

00:40:28.860 --> 00:40:29.039
 not

00:40:29.039 --> 00:40:29.180
 be

00:40:29.180 --> 00:40:29.320
 a

00:40:29.320 --> 00:40:29.640
 Christian

00:40:29.640 --> 00:40:30.059
 some

00:40:30.059 --> 00:40:30.160
 of

00:40:30.160 --> 00:40:30.240
 you

00:40:30.240 --> 00:40:30.420
 may

00:40:30.420 --> 00:40:30.539
 be

00:40:30.539 --> 00:40:30.660
 a

00:40:30.660 --> 00:40:31.000
 Christian

00:40:31.000 --> 00:40:33.720
 and

00:40:33.720 --> 00:40:33.840
 the

00:40:33.840 --> 00:40:34.200
 question

00:40:34.200 --> 00:40:34.460
 is

00:40:34.460 --> 00:40:34.700
 are

00:40:34.700 --> 00:40:34.860
 you

00:40:34.860 --> 00:40:35.180
 acting

00:40:35.180 --> 00:40:35.460
 like

00:40:35.460 --> 00:40:35.780
 Goma

00:40:35.780 --> 00:40:37.579
 what

00:40:37.579 --> 00:40:37.800
 is

00:40:37.800 --> 00:40:38.019
 it

00:40:38.019 --> 00:40:38.260
 that

00:40:38.260 --> 00:40:38.519
 is

00:40:38.519 --> 00:40:39.139
 directing

00:40:39.139 --> 00:40:39.480
 and

00:40:39.480 --> 00:40:39.759
 shaping

00:40:39.759 --> 00:40:39.980
 the

00:40:39.980 --> 00:40:40.239
 course

00:40:40.239 --> 00:40:40.380
 of

00:40:40.380 --> 00:40:40.519
 your

00:40:40.519 --> 00:40:40.900
 life

00:40:40.900 --> 00:40:41.860
 is

00:40:41.860 --> 00:40:42.079
 it

00:40:42.079 --> 00:40:42.500
 something

00:40:42.500 --> 00:40:42.800
 that

00:40:42.800 --> 00:40:42.940
 is

00:40:42.940 --> 00:40:43.099
 as

00:40:43.099 --> 00:40:43.559
 beautiful

00:40:43.559 --> 00:40:44.300
 as

00:40:44.300 --> 00:40:44.840
 secure

00:40:44.840 --> 00:40:45.539
 as

00:40:45.539 --> 00:40:45.940
 healing

00:40:45.940 --> 00:40:46.639
 as

00:40:46.639 --> 00:40:47.079
 this

00:40:47.079 --> 00:40:47.800
 love

00:40:47.800 --> 00:40:48.500
 that

00:40:48.500 --> 00:40:48.759
 God

00:40:48.759 --> 00:40:49.199
 has

00:40:49.199 --> 00:40:49.659
 for

00:40:49.659 --> 00:40:49.860
 each

00:40:49.860 --> 00:40:50.059
 one

00:40:50.059 --> 00:40:50.219
 of

00:40:50.219 --> 00:40:50.420
 you

00:40:50.420 --> 00:40:52.239
 each

00:40:52.239 --> 00:40:52.440
 one

00:40:52.440 --> 00:40:52.579
 of

00:40:52.579 --> 00:40:53.000
 us

00:40:53.000 --> 00:40:54.159
 who

00:40:54.159 --> 00:40:54.300
 are

00:40:54.300 --> 00:40:54.519
 just

00:40:54.519 --> 00:40:54.800
 like

00:40:54.800 --> 00:40:55.139
 Goma

00:40:55.139 --> 00:40:56.920
 but

00:40:56.920 --> 00:40:57.519
 loved

00:40:57.519 --> 00:40:58.280
 beyond

00:40:58.280 --> 00:40:58.519
 what

00:40:58.519 --> 00:40:58.679
 we

00:40:58.679 --> 00:40:58.820
 could

00:40:58.820 --> 00:40:59.199
 imagine

00:40:59.199 --> 00:41:00.960
 let's

00:41:00.960 --> 00:41:01.280
 pray

00:41:01.280 --> 00:41:10.960
 father

00:41:10.960 --> 00:41:10.980
 father

00:41:10.980 --> 00:41:15.000
 i don't

00:41:15.000 --> 00:41:15.480
 really want

00:41:15.480 --> 00:41:15.820
 to think

00:41:15.820 --> 00:41:16.420
 of myself

00:41:16.420 --> 00:41:17.940
 like

00:41:17.940 --> 00:41:18.240
 Goma

00:41:18.240 --> 00:41:23.320
 because

00:41:23.320 --> 00:41:27.880
 that's

00:41:27.880 --> 00:41:28.080
 maybe

00:41:28.080 --> 00:41:28.360
 too

00:41:28.360 --> 00:41:28.780
 honest

00:41:28.780 --> 00:41:32.880
 and

00:41:32.880 --> 00:41:33.240
 sometimes

00:41:33.240 --> 00:41:33.700
 i don't

00:41:33.700 --> 00:41:33.920
 see

00:41:33.920 --> 00:41:34.100
 the

00:41:34.100 --> 00:41:34.360
 things

00:41:34.360 --> 00:41:34.519
 that

00:41:34.519 --> 00:41:34.640
 i

00:41:34.640 --> 00:41:34.940
 do

00:41:34.940 --> 00:41:36.280
 which

00:41:36.280 --> 00:41:36.720
 i

00:41:36.720 --> 00:41:37.080
 know

00:41:37.080 --> 00:41:38.120
 i'm

00:41:38.120 --> 00:41:38.440
 chasing

00:41:38.440 --> 00:41:38.740
 after

00:41:38.740 --> 00:41:38.960
 other

00:41:38.960 --> 00:41:39.440
 things

00:41:39.440 --> 00:41:42.960
 i don't

00:41:42.960 --> 00:41:43.160
 see

00:41:43.160 --> 00:41:43.460
 those

00:41:43.460 --> 00:41:43.800
 things

00:41:43.800 --> 00:41:44.060
 as

00:41:44.060 --> 00:41:44.380
 really

00:41:44.380 --> 00:41:44.780
 breaking

00:41:44.780 --> 00:41:45.040
 your

00:41:45.040 --> 00:41:45.380
 heart

00:41:45.380 --> 00:41:46.860
 i think

00:41:46.860 --> 00:41:47.019
 they're

00:41:47.019 --> 00:41:47.160
 just

00:41:47.160 --> 00:41:47.540
 rules

00:41:47.540 --> 00:41:47.780
 that

00:41:47.780 --> 00:41:48.060
 i'm

00:41:48.060 --> 00:41:49.120
 maybe

00:41:49.120 --> 00:41:50.420
 can

00:41:50.420 --> 00:41:50.580
 be

00:41:50.580 --> 00:41:50.920
 twisted

00:41:50.920 --> 00:41:51.160
 can

00:41:51.160 --> 00:41:51.300
 be

00:41:51.300 --> 00:41:51.580
 bent

00:41:51.580 --> 00:41:52.320
 loopholes

00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:52.519
 can

00:41:52.519 --> 00:41:52.660
 be

00:41:52.660 --> 00:41:53.019
 found

00:41:53.019 --> 00:41:53.340
 but

00:41:53.340 --> 00:41:53.580
 lord

00:41:53.580 --> 00:41:54.040
 please

00:41:54.040 --> 00:41:54.980
 show

00:41:54.980 --> 00:41:55.160
 us

00:41:55.160 --> 00:41:55.420
 just

00:41:55.420 --> 00:41:55.640
 how

00:41:55.640 --> 00:41:55.860
 much

00:41:55.860 --> 00:41:55.980
 you

00:41:55.980 --> 00:41:56.180
 love

00:41:56.180 --> 00:41:56.560
 us

00:41:56.559 --> 00:41:58.480
 please

00:41:58.480 --> 00:41:58.719
 lord

00:41:58.719 --> 00:41:59.159
 for

00:41:59.159 --> 00:41:59.480
 those

00:41:59.480 --> 00:41:59.619
 of

00:41:59.619 --> 00:42:00.599
 us

00:42:00.599 --> 00:42:00.840
 here

00:42:00.840 --> 00:42:01.059
 lord

00:42:01.059 --> 00:42:01.219
 who

00:42:01.219 --> 00:42:01.340
 are

00:42:01.340 --> 00:42:01.539
 really

00:42:01.539 --> 00:42:01.980
 struggling

00:42:01.980 --> 00:42:02.219
 with

00:42:02.219 --> 00:42:02.360
 the

00:42:02.360 --> 00:42:02.719
 pain

00:42:02.719 --> 00:42:03.840
 of

00:42:03.840 --> 00:42:04.239
 broken

00:42:04.239 --> 00:42:04.840
 relationships

00:42:04.840 --> 00:42:05.400
 i pray

00:42:05.400 --> 00:42:05.799
 that they

00:42:05.799 --> 00:42:05.980
 would

00:42:05.980 --> 00:42:06.299
 just

00:42:06.299 --> 00:42:07.199
 know

00:42:07.199 --> 00:42:09.420
 that

00:42:09.420 --> 00:42:09.679
 you

00:42:09.679 --> 00:42:09.940
 know

00:42:09.940 --> 00:42:10.139
 what

00:42:10.139 --> 00:42:10.340
 it's

00:42:10.340 --> 00:42:10.699
 like

00:42:10.699 --> 00:42:12.279
 and

00:42:12.279 --> 00:42:12.420
 that

00:42:12.420 --> 00:42:12.599
 it

00:42:12.599 --> 00:42:12.719
 will

00:42:12.719 --> 00:42:13.019
 run

00:42:13.019 --> 00:42:13.239
 to

00:42:13.239 --> 00:42:13.519
 you

00:42:13.519 --> 00:42:14.619
 in

00:42:14.619 --> 00:42:14.799
 this

00:42:14.799 --> 00:42:15.139
 moment

00:42:15.139 --> 00:42:16.420
 and

00:42:16.420 --> 00:42:16.559
 that

00:42:16.559 --> 00:42:16.779
 you

00:42:16.779 --> 00:42:16.940
 will

00:42:16.940 --> 00:42:17.119
 bring

00:42:17.119 --> 00:42:17.539
 healing

00:42:17.539 --> 00:42:20.679
 i pray

00:42:20.679 --> 00:42:20.900
 for

00:42:20.900 --> 00:42:21.199
 those

00:42:21.199 --> 00:42:21.380
 of

00:42:21.380 --> 00:42:21.619
 us

00:42:21.619 --> 00:42:21.880
 who

00:42:21.880 --> 00:42:22.300
 are

00:42:22.300 --> 00:42:26.079
 who

00:42:26.079 --> 00:42:26.239
 are

00:42:26.239 --> 00:42:26.539
 struggling

00:42:26.539 --> 00:42:26.759
 with

00:42:26.759 --> 00:42:26.900
 the

00:42:26.900 --> 00:42:27.119
 guilt

00:42:27.119 --> 00:42:27.279
 and

00:42:27.279 --> 00:42:27.420
 the

00:42:27.420 --> 00:42:27.759
 shame

00:42:27.759 --> 00:42:28.000
 and

00:42:28.000 --> 00:42:28.139
 we

00:42:28.139 --> 00:42:28.300
 just

00:42:28.300 --> 00:42:28.519
 don't

00:42:28.519 --> 00:42:28.679
 want

00:42:28.679 --> 00:42:28.759
 to

00:42:28.759 --> 00:42:28.920
 be

00:42:28.920 --> 00:42:29.320
 exposed

00:42:29.320 --> 00:42:30.079
 because

00:42:30.079 --> 00:42:30.639
 it's

00:42:30.639 --> 00:42:30.860
 too

00:42:30.860 --> 00:42:31.279
 painful

00:42:31.279 --> 00:42:33.619
 i pray

00:42:33.619 --> 00:42:33.860
 lord

00:42:33.860 --> 00:42:34.039
 that

00:42:34.039 --> 00:42:34.239
 you

00:42:34.239 --> 00:42:34.420
 would

00:42:34.420 --> 00:42:35.159
 open

00:42:35.159 --> 00:42:35.400
 our

00:42:35.400 --> 00:42:35.679
 eyes

00:42:35.679 --> 00:42:35.880
 help

00:42:35.880 --> 00:42:36.000
 us

00:42:36.000 --> 00:42:36.119
 to

00:42:36.119 --> 00:42:36.300
 look

00:42:36.300 --> 00:42:36.480
 up

00:42:36.480 --> 00:42:36.659
 to

00:42:36.659 --> 00:42:36.840
 you

00:42:36.840 --> 00:42:36.960
 and

00:42:36.960 --> 00:42:37.119
 to

00:42:37.119 --> 00:42:37.380
 see

00:42:37.380 --> 00:42:37.719
 you

00:42:37.719 --> 00:42:39.039
 not

00:42:39.039 --> 00:42:39.179
 as

00:42:39.179 --> 00:42:39.340
 we

00:42:39.340 --> 00:42:39.739
 think

00:42:39.739 --> 00:42:39.980
 you

00:42:39.980 --> 00:42:40.179
 are

00:42:40.179 --> 00:42:40.360
 but

00:42:40.360 --> 00:42:40.559
 as

00:42:40.559 --> 00:42:40.699
 you

00:42:40.699 --> 00:42:40.980
 really

00:42:40.980 --> 00:42:41.380
 are

00:42:41.380 --> 00:42:42.559
 and

00:42:42.559 --> 00:42:42.699
 with

00:42:42.699 --> 00:42:42.960
 all

00:42:42.960 --> 00:42:43.079
 of

00:42:43.079 --> 00:42:43.219
 that

00:42:43.219 --> 00:42:43.860
 emotional

00:42:43.860 --> 00:42:44.340
 and

00:42:44.340 --> 00:42:45.980
 guilt

00:42:45.980 --> 00:42:46.380
 and

00:42:46.380 --> 00:42:46.960
 baggage

00:42:46.960 --> 00:42:47.260
 lord

00:42:47.260 --> 00:42:47.619
 i pray

00:42:47.619 --> 00:42:47.760
 that

00:42:47.760 --> 00:42:47.920
 we

00:42:47.920 --> 00:42:48.059
 would

00:42:48.059 --> 00:42:48.240
 just

00:42:48.240 --> 00:42:48.480
 lay

00:42:48.480 --> 00:42:48.720
 that

00:42:48.720 --> 00:42:49.360
 honestly

00:42:49.360 --> 00:42:49.800
 and

00:42:49.800 --> 00:42:50.260
 openly

00:42:50.260 --> 00:42:50.659
 before

00:42:50.659 --> 00:42:51.019
 you

00:42:51.019 --> 00:42:52.000
 and

00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:52.360
 know

00:42:52.360 --> 00:42:52.639
 your

00:42:52.639 --> 00:42:53.039
 grace

00:42:53.039 --> 00:42:53.220
 of

00:42:53.220 --> 00:42:53.820
 restoration

00:42:53.820 --> 00:42:55.139
 i pray

00:42:55.139 --> 00:42:55.579
 for those

00:42:55.579 --> 00:42:55.720
 who

00:42:55.720 --> 00:42:55.980
 don't

00:42:55.980 --> 00:42:56.179
 know

00:42:56.179 --> 00:42:56.360
 you

00:42:56.360 --> 00:42:56.599
 here

00:42:56.599 --> 00:42:56.800
 that

00:42:56.800 --> 00:42:57.079
 they

00:42:57.079 --> 00:42:57.300
 would

00:42:57.300 --> 00:42:57.740
 see

00:42:57.740 --> 00:42:57.960
 that

00:42:57.960 --> 00:42:58.220
 you

00:42:58.220 --> 00:42:58.400
 are

00:42:58.400 --> 00:42:58.840
 actually

00:42:58.840 --> 00:42:59.280
 so

00:42:59.280 --> 00:42:59.579
 much

00:42:59.579 --> 00:42:59.800
 more

00:42:59.800 --> 00:43:00.220
 beautiful

00:43:00.220 --> 00:43:01.559
 so

00:43:01.559 --> 00:43:01.960
 much

00:43:01.960 --> 00:43:02.179
 more

00:43:02.179 --> 00:43:02.599
 beautiful

00:43:02.599 --> 00:43:03.960
 than

00:43:03.960 --> 00:43:04.139
 all

00:43:04.139 --> 00:43:04.300
 the

00:43:04.300 --> 00:43:04.500
 other

00:43:04.500 --> 00:43:04.940
 things

00:43:04.940 --> 00:43:05.159
 the

00:43:05.159 --> 00:43:05.740
 careers

00:43:05.740 --> 00:43:06.000
 we

00:43:06.000 --> 00:43:06.360
 chase

00:43:06.360 --> 00:43:06.780
 after

00:43:06.780 --> 00:43:08.000
 the

00:43:08.000 --> 00:43:09.659
 relationships

00:43:09.659 --> 00:43:10.019
 the

00:43:10.019 --> 00:43:10.559
 status

00:43:10.559 --> 00:43:10.840
 the

00:43:10.840 --> 00:43:11.320
 power

00:43:11.320 --> 00:43:11.980
 the

00:43:11.980 --> 00:43:12.659
 respect

00:43:12.659 --> 00:43:12.960
 and

00:43:12.960 --> 00:43:13.400
 approval

00:43:13.400 --> 00:43:13.659
 from

00:43:13.659 --> 00:43:14.039
 everybody

00:43:14.039 --> 00:43:14.500
 else

00:43:14.500 --> 00:43:14.679
 that

00:43:14.679 --> 00:43:14.840
 we

00:43:14.840 --> 00:43:15.179
 chase

00:43:15.179 --> 00:43:15.539
 after

00:43:15.539 --> 00:43:15.740
 and

00:43:15.740 --> 00:43:15.960
 yet

00:43:15.960 --> 00:43:16.659
 so

00:43:16.659 --> 00:43:16.859
 many

00:43:16.859 --> 00:43:16.980
 of

00:43:16.980 --> 00:43:17.099
 them

00:43:17.099 --> 00:43:17.399
 care

00:43:17.399 --> 00:43:17.619
 so

00:43:17.619 --> 00:43:17.920
 little

00:43:17.920 --> 00:43:18.219
 about

00:43:18.219 --> 00:43:18.440
 us

00:43:18.440 --> 00:43:18.599
 the

00:43:18.599 --> 00:43:18.879
 people

00:43:18.879 --> 00:43:19.059
 that

00:43:19.059 --> 00:43:19.159
 we

00:43:19.159 --> 00:43:19.259
 are

00:43:19.259 --> 00:43:19.539
 worried

00:43:19.539 --> 00:43:19.799
 about

00:43:19.799 --> 00:43:20.000
 their

00:43:20.000 --> 00:43:20.619
 opinions

00:43:20.619 --> 00:43:21.299
 yet

00:43:21.299 --> 00:43:21.579
 you

00:43:21.579 --> 00:43:21.920
 care

00:43:21.920 --> 00:43:22.219
 so

00:43:22.219 --> 00:43:22.539
 much

00:43:22.539 --> 00:43:22.799
 about

00:43:22.799 --> 00:43:23.179
 us

00:43:23.179 --> 00:43:24.440
 please

00:43:24.440 --> 00:43:26.279
 show us

00:43:26.279 --> 00:43:26.739
 your

00:43:26.739 --> 00:43:27.099
 beauty

00:43:27.099 --> 00:43:28.299
 show us

00:43:28.299 --> 00:43:28.440
 your

00:43:28.440 --> 00:43:28.839
 glory

00:43:28.839 --> 00:43:29.239
 let us

00:43:29.239 --> 00:43:29.420
 be

00:43:29.420 --> 00:43:30.019
 captivated

00:43:30.019 --> 00:43:30.219
 by

00:43:30.219 --> 00:43:30.420
 you

00:43:30.420 --> 00:43:30.739
 again

00:43:30.739 --> 00:43:32.279
 thank

00:43:32.279 --> 00:43:32.539
 you

00:43:32.539 --> 00:43:33.099
 that

00:43:33.099 --> 00:43:33.399
 that's

00:43:33.399 --> 00:43:33.539
 who

00:43:33.539 --> 00:43:33.719
 you

00:43:33.719 --> 00:43:34.019
 are

00:43:34.019 --> 00:43:34.460
 you

00:43:34.460 --> 00:43:34.539
 are

00:43:34.539 --> 00:43:34.699
 a

00:43:34.699 --> 00:43:35.339
 gracious

00:43:35.339 --> 00:43:36.359
 gracious

00:43:36.359 --> 00:43:36.960
 God

00:43:36.960 --> 00:43:38.659
 amen

00:43:38.659 --> 00:43:39.699
 you

00:43:39.699 --> 00:43:40.699
 for

00:43:40.699 --> 00:43:40.920
 to

00:43:40.920 --> 00:43:41.139
 we

00:43:41.139 --> 00:43:43.619
 have

00:43:43.619 --> 00:43:54.339
 together

00:43:54.339 --> 00:43:55.759
 to