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 You are listening to a message from Southwood Presbyterian Church in Huntsville, Alabama.

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 Our passion is to experience and express grace.

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 Join us.

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 This morning we're going to look at Philippians chapter 3.

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 I'd like to read the first three, the first 16 verses.

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 Philippians 3, beginning at verse 1, and I'll read down through verse 16.

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 Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord.

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 To write the same things to you is no trouble to me and is safe for you.

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 Look out for the dogs.

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 Look out for the evildoers.

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 Look out for those who mutilate the flesh.

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 For we are the circumcision who worship by the Spirit of God and glory in Christ Jesus and put no confidence in the flesh.

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 Though I myself have reason for confidence in the flesh also.

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 If anyone else thinks he has reason for confidence in the flesh, I have more.

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 As to the law, a Pharisee.

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 As to zeal, a persecutor of the church.

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 And as to righteousness under the law, blameless.

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 But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ.

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 Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.

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 For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish.

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 In order that I may gain Christ and be found in him.

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 Not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law.

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 But that which comes through faith in Christ.

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 The righteousness from God that depends on faith.

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 That I may know him and the power of his resurrection.

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 And may share his sufferings.

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 Becoming like him in his death.

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 That by any means possible, I may attain the resurrection from the dead.

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 Not that I've already obtained this or am already perfect.

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 But I press on to make it my own.

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 Because Christ Jesus has made me his own.

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 Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own.

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 But one thing I do.

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 Forgetting what lies behind.

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 And straining forward to what lies ahead.

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 I press on towards the goal.

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 For the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

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 Let those of us who are mature think this way.

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 And if anything you think otherwise.

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 God will reveal that also to you.

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 Only let us hold true to what we have attained.

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 One of these days my voice will clear.

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 At least in theory.

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 You know, this is the time of year where.

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 And I've been, you see it.

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 I've been seeing it on social media.

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 And seeing it all over the place.

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 It's just that time of year where we all kind of want to take stock.

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 Of, you know, looking back on the last year.

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 How's it gone?

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 And thinking ahead to the new year.

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 You know, and this is why at this time of year.

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 We make New Year's resolutions.

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 We don't make Fourth of July resolutions.

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 We make New Year's.

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 Because it's the end of the old beginning of something new.

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 And I know that there's a lot of different thoughts and ideas about resolutions.

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 Some people just don't like to make resolutions.

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 You know, some people do every year.

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 Some people don't think much of them.

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 Because it seems almost like an exercise in futility.

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 And I use that word exercise.

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 Because it's probably one of those very common themes in some of our resolutions.

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 You know, it's the season that if you watch television, you're going to see.

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 Really, you've already seen it.

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 The exercise machine advertisements are going to multiply.

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 All the diet programs are going to multiply.

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 And you're going to see that heavy on TV.

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 And then what that's going to do, it's going to last for a little bit.

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 But it's actually going to supply eBay with a lot of new merchandise come February.

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 Because, you know, it just doesn't get us very far.

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 The self-help section in the bookstore and on Amazon is by far the most popular.

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 But again, where does it get us?

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 You know, regardless of hair color, exercise, makeup, diets, or spandex if the diets don't work.

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 Or hair transplants, self-management techniques, or other self-help.

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 All that does for most of us is just increase our frustration with life.

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 And so, New Year's resolutions are really a waste of time.

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 And besides, we're grace people.

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 God loves us unconditionally.

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 And he accepts us exactly the way we are.

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 So, here you have it.

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 That said, you know, if I don't have any resolve to be different,

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 maybe I've gotten too content with this broken self that I am.

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 You know, maybe I've come to the point where I've got this very unhealthy sense of contentment

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 for sinful patterns in my life.

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 Ways that I damage relationships and other wasteful things.

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 Yes, I am to accept myself fully as I am, as the broken self that I am.

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 That is very true.

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 But yet, am I to be content?

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 The Bible says, be content in all circumstances.

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 But does that mean that I have to be content

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 in all of this junk that still seems to run rampant through my life?

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 I think the gospel calls me to something different.

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 Yes, the gospel says it calls me just as I am.

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 And I am embraced just as I am.

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 But the gospel comes never to leave me as I am.

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 The gospel comes to take me somewhere.

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 And God, because what Christ has come to do in his work of redemption

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 is to make all things new and all things includes me.

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 And he's not waiting until the last day when he comes again

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 and I enter into heaven.

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 The process has begun.

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 And it's continuing.

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 And so this is his desire for me.

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 And I love in this passage how Paul marries two glorious concepts.

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 He marries this idea of my full acceptance and embracing of the Father

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 through the work of Christ alone.

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 That I am righteous in Christ.

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 He takes that concept and then weds it with a passion

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 to be something different.

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 Because you see, in the first part of this chapter,

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 there's a lot of passive ideas, passive concepts

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 where he wants to be found in the righteousness of Christ.

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 Not because of my works, but I want to be found in Christ.

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 But then as soon as this, in his next breath,

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 he says, I press on.

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 And so how does all this work?

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 Well, this is what I want us to look at

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 in this passage this morning.

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 And so I want us to see a couple of things.

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 First, we are going to look at this reality of Christ.

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 The reality of who we are because of the work of Christ alone.

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 But then secondly, we're going to look at

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 then the resulting call to pursue Christ.

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 And then finally after that, we're going to look at

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 at least I'm going to give you a window

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 into some personal resolutions

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 that I think flow from these words of Paul.

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 First, let's look at the reality of being in Christ.

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 You know, in the first six verses of this chapter,

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 I really, this is one of my favorite chapters

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 in all of Scripture.

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 Because in these first six verses,

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 what Paul does, he first gives us a warning

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 about some false gospels.

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 In one of those false gospels,

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 the primary one is putting confidence in the flesh.

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 And that is simply that I'm going to trust me

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 to make everything happen.

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 I'm going to trust me to be good enough.

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 I'm going to trust me to gain my acceptance before God.

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 And he calls those who promote such a gospel

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 dogs.

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 And he's not using dogs the way we use them,

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 the word.

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 We use the word dogs as people.

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 He's talking about mongrels.

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 These are beasts that are hated.

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 So we're not talking about your little pet schnauzer.

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 This is a junkyard dog who's vicious

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 and will devour you.

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 But then he goes through, starting in verse four,

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 then he goes through his own testimony

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 of how he used to put confidence in the flesh.

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 And he said, I did it better than anybody.

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 He said, I've got the pedigree.

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 I was a Hebrew of Hebrews.

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 I was no Johnny-come-lately convert.

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 I was, I can trace my lineage

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 all the way back to the tribe of Benjamin.

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 He said, I was, I was zealous for the faith.

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 But then he makes this statement and he says,

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 as to the righteousness which is in the law,

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 blameless.

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 How many of you could say that about yourself?

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 Blameless?

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 Not me.

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 Paul was the goodest of the good.

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 But then he makes this amazing statement.

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 He said he found something else.

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 In all of this other stuff,

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 he said, I counted his loss

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 because of the surpassing value

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 of knowing Christ.

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 And what was it he found in Christ?

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 He found righteousness

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 or rightness.

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 He was right.

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 He was good.

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 He was perfect.

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 He was beautiful.

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 He was as he should be.

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 That's righteousness.

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 And he found that in Christ.

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 Not in his own works.

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 Not in what he did.

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 He found it through faith.

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 It was passive.

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 It was something he received.

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 That he was in Christ right.

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 It means he was good enough.

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 It means he was beautiful enough.

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 It means he was perfect enough

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 that he would have God's full acceptance,

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 approval, and delight.

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 Wow.

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 Wow.

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 You know what?

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 I'm not right.

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 And I'm not.

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 Just in and of myself.

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 And I think this is the common experience

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 for all of us.

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 We feel guilty.

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 When we do things

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 or when we don't do things,

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 when we fail

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 to keep up that standard,

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 we know.

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 We sense it down inside.

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 We're not right.

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 But it's not just that.

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 There's something else.

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 It's not just guilt

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 that makes us feel not right.

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 It's shame.

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 Because you go and look in the mirror

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 in the mornings

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 and you,

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 what you see

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 looking back at you

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 is not right.

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 You see all the flaws,

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 all the mistakes,

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 places where there used to be hair

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 and now you see places

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 where there is hair

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 where there shouldn't be.

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 And you,

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 you see parts sagging out

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 and,

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 but that's just the physical.

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 And we work hard

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 at hiding all of that.

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 But it's also that behavior,

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 the words that we say,

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 the things that we do,

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 we're just not right.

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 And we know it.

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 So what do we do with that?

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 Well,

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 our options are

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 basically two.

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 The first one is

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 you fix it yourself.

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 You become right.

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 You change your behavior

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 to be good.

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 You fix all the flaws

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 so that you can be beautiful.

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 Or you just try to

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 cover them over

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 and deny that they're there.

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 It's kind of the

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 Photoshop approach

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 to life.

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 that at least

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 I can make a good impression

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 out there

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 for everyone else

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 to see.

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 I can fix myself

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 well enough

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 that when people

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 look at me,

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 they'll approve

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 and accept me.

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 But we still know

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 the truth.

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 It doesn't get us

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 very far.

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 It doesn't get us

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 very far.

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 There's another option.

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 You can get it

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 from somebody else.

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 And this is what Paul did.

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 As good as he was

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 and as well as he did,

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 he could not be good enough.

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 He could not stand

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 before God

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 and say,

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 I've done enough.

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 But what he could do

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 is he could stand

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 before God

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 with what he received.

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 You see,

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 he was clothed

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 with rightness.

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 It was kind of like

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 being covered

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 with all of your

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 dirt and your filth

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 and your dirty clothes

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 and ragged pants

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 and shirt.

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 All of that is covered

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 with glorious,

00:17:34.280 --> 00:17:35.540
 beautiful wedding garments

00:17:35.539 --> 00:17:36.960
 that you didn't make,

00:17:37.119 --> 00:17:38.099
 you didn't purchase,

00:17:38.399 --> 00:17:39.759
 were given to you

00:17:39.759 --> 00:17:41.180
 and were put on you

00:17:41.180 --> 00:17:42.039
 by another.

00:17:43.359 --> 00:17:44.159
 And now,

00:17:44.319 --> 00:17:45.299
 in those garments,

00:17:46.099 --> 00:17:47.799
 we're beautiful.

00:17:50.299 --> 00:17:51.859
 In that rightness,

00:17:52.500 --> 00:17:55.799
 I am beautiful.

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 It's amazing, isn't it?

00:18:01.879 --> 00:18:01.920
 It's amazing, isn't it?

00:18:05.539 --> 00:18:06.539
 It's amazing.

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 It's amazing.

00:18:07.460 --> 00:18:07.539
 It's amazing.

00:18:07.539 --> 00:18:08.039
 It's amazing.

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 That's who we are

00:18:08.839 --> 00:18:10.059
 in Christ.

00:18:10.159 --> 00:18:11.059
 That's what we get

00:18:11.059 --> 00:18:12.119
 from Christ

00:18:12.119 --> 00:18:13.279
 and we receive it

00:18:13.279 --> 00:18:14.019
 by faith.

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 That is the gift,

00:18:18.000 --> 00:18:19.859
 the surpassing value

00:18:19.859 --> 00:18:21.180
 of knowing Christ

00:18:21.180 --> 00:18:22.779
 that I can quit working.

00:18:23.079 --> 00:18:24.579
 I can quit covering up.

00:18:25.220 --> 00:18:27.379
 I can just enjoy

00:18:27.379 --> 00:18:28.839
 the pleasure

00:18:28.839 --> 00:18:30.359
 and delight

00:18:30.359 --> 00:18:31.680
 and approval

00:18:31.680 --> 00:18:33.039
 and acceptance

00:18:33.039 --> 00:18:35.019
 of this holy God.

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 And that's the gospel.

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 It has nothing to do

00:18:42.519 --> 00:18:43.359
 with what we do.

00:18:43.759 --> 00:18:44.980
 It has nothing to do

00:18:44.980 --> 00:18:46.460
 with what we can earn.

00:18:47.799 --> 00:18:49.799
 It's everything to do

00:18:49.799 --> 00:18:50.740
 with Christ.

00:18:54.139 --> 00:18:55.940
 Coming to Christ means

00:18:55.940 --> 00:18:58.740
 I simply quit

00:18:58.740 --> 00:19:00.720
 this self-centered,

00:19:00.940 --> 00:19:01.579
 self-focused,

00:19:01.579 --> 00:19:02.480
 self-sufficient,

00:19:03.019 --> 00:19:04.039
 self-justification.

00:19:06.460 --> 00:19:07.399
 And I rest

00:19:07.399 --> 00:19:08.159
 in a righteousness

00:19:08.159 --> 00:19:09.359
 which is given to me

00:19:09.359 --> 00:19:10.919
 that is enough

00:19:10.919 --> 00:19:12.819
 and will always be enough.

00:19:13.519 --> 00:19:14.539
 And I'll never be,

00:19:14.659 --> 00:19:15.539
 when I get to heaven

00:19:15.539 --> 00:19:16.619
 and stand before Christ,

00:19:16.779 --> 00:19:17.819
 I will not then

00:19:17.819 --> 00:19:18.639
 be more righteous

00:19:18.639 --> 00:19:20.439
 than I am right now.

00:19:21.399 --> 00:19:22.619
 And it's all because

00:19:22.619 --> 00:19:24.019
 of Christ.

00:19:28.359 --> 00:19:29.539
 Think about that.

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 Every time I think about this,

00:19:33.059 --> 00:19:33.299
 it just,

00:19:33.379 --> 00:19:34.200
 it blows me away

00:19:34.200 --> 00:19:35.180
 because when I look back

00:19:35.180 --> 00:19:36.019
 at all my failure,

00:19:36.539 --> 00:19:38.500
 all of the crud

00:19:38.500 --> 00:19:39.659
 that I can see,

00:19:39.799 --> 00:19:41.220
 especially you take stock

00:19:41.220 --> 00:19:41.720
 and look back

00:19:41.720 --> 00:19:42.579
 over a whole year

00:19:42.579 --> 00:19:43.779
 and there's plenty there.

00:19:46.579 --> 00:19:47.359
 But God,

00:19:47.460 --> 00:19:48.480
 the Holy One,

00:19:49.819 --> 00:19:50.879
 looks upon me

00:19:50.879 --> 00:19:52.139
 with delight.

00:19:52.139 --> 00:19:52.359
 He's not.

00:19:55.700 --> 00:19:56.980
 He's pleased.

00:19:56.980 --> 00:20:01.620
 because of Christ.

00:20:02.799 --> 00:20:04.480
 And we have to get this.

00:20:05.700 --> 00:20:07.360
 This cannot be diluted.

00:20:10.440 --> 00:20:11.640
 If we don't get this,

00:20:11.720 --> 00:20:12.480
 we miss everything.

00:20:14.880 --> 00:20:16.500
 I stand before God

00:20:16.500 --> 00:20:21.839
 and I am pleasing to him

00:20:21.839 --> 00:20:25.539
 because someone else

00:20:25.539 --> 00:20:27.140
 was righteous

00:20:27.140 --> 00:20:29.980
 and gave that credit to me.

00:20:35.720 --> 00:20:36.279
 Now,

00:20:37.019 --> 00:20:40.279
 that is glorious.

00:20:40.279 --> 00:20:44.319
 But Paul doesn't stop there.

00:20:45.839 --> 00:20:46.899
 He moves on.

00:20:47.059 --> 00:20:48.399
 That truth,

00:20:49.339 --> 00:20:52.099
 that wonderful theology

00:20:52.099 --> 00:20:55.899
 does something to Paul.

00:20:56.660 --> 00:20:57.940
 It doesn't make him

00:20:57.940 --> 00:20:59.799
 just sit back on his laurels

00:20:59.799 --> 00:21:00.720
 and do nothing.

00:21:02.319 --> 00:21:03.819
 It drives him.

00:21:03.819 --> 00:21:08.679
 It energizes him

00:21:08.679 --> 00:21:12.119
 for a whole new work,

00:21:12.379 --> 00:21:14.279
 a whole new pursuit.

00:21:15.279 --> 00:21:16.439
 And it's not something

00:21:16.439 --> 00:21:17.919
 that's from self-effort.

00:21:18.339 --> 00:21:19.960
 It's something else

00:21:19.960 --> 00:21:21.379
 inside of him

00:21:21.379 --> 00:21:23.139
 that is now driving him.

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 And I think,

00:21:24.279 --> 00:21:25.500
 I want to call our attention,

00:21:25.960 --> 00:21:27.179
 especially as we look now

00:21:27.179 --> 00:21:28.099
 in verses 12

00:21:28.099 --> 00:21:29.240
 down through verse 16.

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 There's four things

00:21:31.359 --> 00:21:33.039
 I want us to see

00:21:33.039 --> 00:21:35.400
 about what is now

00:21:35.400 --> 00:21:36.940
 at work in Paul.

00:21:37.259 --> 00:21:38.160
 And the first thing is

00:21:38.160 --> 00:21:39.220
 there's a new calling.

00:21:42.039 --> 00:21:43.140
 Look what he says.

00:21:43.220 --> 00:21:44.059
 He talks about this

00:21:44.059 --> 00:21:45.579
 upward call

00:21:45.579 --> 00:21:46.759
 of God

00:21:46.759 --> 00:21:48.019
 which is in Christ Jesus.

00:21:48.640 --> 00:21:49.480
 I am called

00:21:49.480 --> 00:21:51.200
 to something new.

00:21:51.740 --> 00:21:52.940
 He is called

00:21:52.940 --> 00:21:54.620
 out of the old.

00:21:56.380 --> 00:21:57.640
 But he's called

00:21:57.640 --> 00:21:58.339
 to something.

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 And this is where

00:21:59.619 --> 00:22:01.439
 I may have used

00:22:01.439 --> 00:22:03.159
 this illustration before

00:22:03.159 --> 00:22:06.119
 but I love fairy tales

00:22:06.119 --> 00:22:07.500
 because they reflect

00:22:07.500 --> 00:22:09.199
 realities of,

00:22:09.859 --> 00:22:10.539
 I think,

00:22:10.939 --> 00:22:12.480
 even some spiritual realities,

00:22:12.599 --> 00:22:13.659
 some hopes

00:22:13.659 --> 00:22:15.220
 that we have.

00:22:16.879 --> 00:22:17.740
 And one of my favorite

00:22:17.740 --> 00:22:18.779
 in this is Cinderella.

00:22:20.419 --> 00:22:21.339
 Cinderella lived

00:22:21.859 --> 00:22:22.779
 in the ash heap

00:22:22.779 --> 00:22:24.379
 with these three ugly

00:22:24.379 --> 00:22:26.419
 brutal stepsisters.

00:22:28.339 --> 00:22:29.980
 But she was called

00:22:29.980 --> 00:22:31.019
 to something new.

00:22:32.419 --> 00:22:33.500
 She was called

00:22:33.500 --> 00:22:34.599
 out of that world.

00:22:34.740 --> 00:22:35.559
 She was now called

00:22:35.559 --> 00:22:37.000
 to live in the palace.

00:22:37.799 --> 00:22:38.799
 She was called

00:22:38.799 --> 00:22:39.859
 to be the bride

00:22:39.859 --> 00:22:42.480
 of the prince himself.

00:22:45.220 --> 00:22:47.000
 To have nothing more

00:22:47.000 --> 00:22:47.879
 to do

00:22:47.879 --> 00:22:50.579
 with the ash bin.

00:22:50.579 --> 00:22:55.759
 It says,

00:22:56.159 --> 00:22:57.019
 and in Christ

00:22:57.019 --> 00:22:58.319
 I am now the bride.

00:23:01.259 --> 00:23:03.439
 I am more beautiful

00:23:03.439 --> 00:23:04.659
 than Cinderella

00:23:04.659 --> 00:23:06.859
 ever dreamed of.

00:23:12.399 --> 00:23:13.939
 Because I'm with the prince.

00:23:14.579 --> 00:23:15.359
 I am called

00:23:15.359 --> 00:23:16.079
 to be like him.

00:23:16.220 --> 00:23:16.759
 I am called

00:23:16.759 --> 00:23:17.519
 to serve him.

00:23:17.519 --> 00:23:18.539
 I am called

00:23:18.539 --> 00:23:20.039
 to reflect his glory.

00:23:20.480 --> 00:23:21.400
 And let me tell you something.

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 This is not laborious.

00:23:23.680 --> 00:23:24.559
 If you would have

00:23:24.559 --> 00:23:25.339
 asked Cinderella,

00:23:25.680 --> 00:23:26.859
 what do you want to do?

00:23:28.359 --> 00:23:28.619
 She says,

00:23:28.660 --> 00:23:29.519
 I want to be with him.

00:23:31.759 --> 00:23:32.680
 Because he's totally

00:23:32.680 --> 00:23:33.759
 changed my life.

00:23:34.500 --> 00:23:36.160
 So there's this new calling

00:23:36.160 --> 00:23:37.960
 out of the old

00:23:37.960 --> 00:23:39.859
 to glory.

00:23:39.859 --> 00:23:43.559
 Because we are now

00:23:43.559 --> 00:23:44.919
 wedded

00:23:44.919 --> 00:23:46.179
 to

00:23:46.179 --> 00:23:47.699
 the glorious

00:23:47.699 --> 00:23:48.759
 prince.

00:23:49.019 --> 00:23:49.339
 You know,

00:23:49.379 --> 00:23:50.559
 I experienced this somewhat

00:23:50.559 --> 00:23:53.279
 when I got married

00:23:53.279 --> 00:23:55.119
 to my wife,

00:23:55.399 --> 00:23:56.019
 my bride,

00:23:56.199 --> 00:23:56.759
 a little over

00:23:56.759 --> 00:23:58.059
 34 years ago.

00:23:58.339 --> 00:23:59.779
 34 and a half years ago.

00:24:01.179 --> 00:24:02.139
 Because I know

00:24:02.139 --> 00:24:02.359
 for,

00:24:02.759 --> 00:24:03.619
 when you think about

00:24:03.619 --> 00:24:04.719
 weddings for so many,

00:24:05.559 --> 00:24:06.539
 you have

00:24:06.539 --> 00:24:07.500
 the night before

00:24:07.500 --> 00:24:08.019
 the wedding,

00:24:08.159 --> 00:24:09.299
 these bachelor parties

00:24:09.299 --> 00:24:10.099
 and so forth.

00:24:10.159 --> 00:24:10.720
 And they're almost

00:24:10.720 --> 00:24:11.940
 kind of like wakes.

00:24:12.259 --> 00:24:13.259
 It's kind of a last

00:24:13.259 --> 00:24:14.480
 ditch

00:24:14.480 --> 00:24:16.980
 thrill session

00:24:16.980 --> 00:24:20.059
 before

00:24:20.059 --> 00:24:21.700
 you take on

00:24:21.700 --> 00:24:22.960
 the bondage

00:24:22.960 --> 00:24:24.759
 of marriage.

00:24:26.079 --> 00:24:26.619
 So it's this,

00:24:26.779 --> 00:24:27.639
 we're going to celebrate,

00:24:27.740 --> 00:24:27.879
 you know,

00:24:27.919 --> 00:24:28.799
 these last moments

00:24:28.799 --> 00:24:29.319
 of freedom.

00:24:29.319 --> 00:24:30.819
 We're going to have fun

00:24:30.819 --> 00:24:31.599
 because that's all

00:24:31.599 --> 00:24:32.599
 going to end tomorrow.

00:24:37.599 --> 00:24:38.419
 I'm sorry.

00:24:39.299 --> 00:24:41.740
 I never had one of those.

00:24:43.839 --> 00:24:45.119
 And I didn't want one.

00:24:47.980 --> 00:24:48.799
 Because I wanted to be

00:24:48.799 --> 00:24:49.259
 with her.

00:24:52.879 --> 00:24:53.759
 There was no,

00:24:54.099 --> 00:24:55.000
 this was no labor.

00:24:55.819 --> 00:24:57.339
 This is no bondage.

00:24:59.440 --> 00:25:00.759
 This was a fulfillment

00:25:00.759 --> 00:25:02.039
 of the dreams

00:25:02.039 --> 00:25:02.960
 of my life.

00:25:02.960 --> 00:25:03.019
 life.

00:25:05.500 --> 00:25:07.039
 And it still is.

00:25:11.500 --> 00:25:12.319
 And so,

00:25:12.700 --> 00:25:13.519
 for me

00:25:13.519 --> 00:25:14.579
 to give myself

00:25:14.579 --> 00:25:15.279
 to her

00:25:15.279 --> 00:25:16.600
 alone

00:25:16.600 --> 00:25:19.559
 and now say

00:25:19.559 --> 00:25:20.180
 no

00:25:20.180 --> 00:25:21.360
 to everyone

00:25:21.360 --> 00:25:21.980
 else,

00:25:23.380 --> 00:25:23.880
 to say

00:25:23.880 --> 00:25:24.660
 no

00:25:24.660 --> 00:25:25.640
 to just

00:25:25.640 --> 00:25:26.200
 a life

00:25:26.200 --> 00:25:26.660
 of

00:25:26.660 --> 00:25:28.559
 self-focus,

00:25:28.559 --> 00:25:32.179
 I'm not

00:25:32.179 --> 00:25:32.740
 complaining.

00:25:36.019 --> 00:25:36.940
 Because it's the

00:25:36.940 --> 00:25:37.480
 great joy

00:25:37.480 --> 00:25:38.159
 of my life.

00:25:40.339 --> 00:25:41.039
 And when we

00:25:41.039 --> 00:25:41.919
 come to Christ,

00:25:42.500 --> 00:25:43.619
 this is the call

00:25:43.619 --> 00:25:46.200
 to a glorious

00:25:46.200 --> 00:25:47.720
 wedding

00:25:47.720 --> 00:25:50.099
 where our

00:25:50.099 --> 00:25:50.619
 prince

00:25:50.619 --> 00:25:52.159
 is the fulfillment

00:25:52.160 --> 00:25:54.660
 of every desire.

00:25:56.740 --> 00:25:57.220
 Secondly,

00:25:57.360 --> 00:25:57.860
 there is this

00:25:57.860 --> 00:25:58.680
 new focus.

00:25:59.400 --> 00:25:59.980
 Paul says

00:25:59.980 --> 00:26:00.800
 in verse 13,

00:26:00.920 --> 00:26:01.160
 he says,

00:26:01.259 --> 00:26:02.040
 forgetting what

00:26:02.040 --> 00:26:03.040
 lies behind

00:26:03.040 --> 00:26:04.820
 and straining

00:26:04.820 --> 00:26:05.720
 forward

00:26:05.720 --> 00:26:06.840
 to what lies

00:26:06.840 --> 00:26:07.100
 ahead.

00:26:07.180 --> 00:26:07.840
 I love these

00:26:07.840 --> 00:26:08.360
 verbs.

00:26:09.120 --> 00:26:09.700
 As you read

00:26:09.700 --> 00:26:10.120
 through this,

00:26:10.200 --> 00:26:11.120
 look at the verbs.

00:26:11.540 --> 00:26:12.820
 He's straining.

00:26:13.680 --> 00:26:14.580
 He's not just

00:26:14.580 --> 00:26:15.120
 leaning.

00:26:15.320 --> 00:26:15.800
 He's not just

00:26:15.800 --> 00:26:16.080
 looking.

00:26:16.160 --> 00:26:17.320
 He's straining.

00:26:17.319 --> 00:26:21.740
 You know,

00:26:21.980 --> 00:26:22.639
 this is

00:26:22.639 --> 00:26:23.460
 how he

00:26:23.460 --> 00:26:24.259
 describes

00:26:24.259 --> 00:26:25.000
 his new

00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:25.480
 calling,

00:26:25.700 --> 00:26:26.200
 this upward

00:26:26.200 --> 00:26:26.740
 call.

00:26:27.139 --> 00:26:27.740
 His focus

00:26:27.740 --> 00:26:28.539
 is no longer

00:26:28.539 --> 00:26:29.679
 on the past,

00:26:30.319 --> 00:26:32.279
 but it's

00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:32.779
 all on

00:26:32.779 --> 00:26:33.220
 what's to

00:26:33.220 --> 00:26:33.559
 come.

00:26:35.500 --> 00:26:36.019
 And it's

00:26:36.019 --> 00:26:36.779
 the past,

00:26:36.939 --> 00:26:37.079
 you know,

00:26:37.139 --> 00:26:37.740
 we can think

00:26:37.740 --> 00:26:38.379
 of it in two

00:26:38.379 --> 00:26:39.099
 different ways.

00:26:39.220 --> 00:26:39.899
 That past

00:26:39.899 --> 00:26:40.059
 is,

00:26:40.200 --> 00:26:40.500
 okay,

00:26:40.980 --> 00:26:41.839
 I no longer

00:26:41.839 --> 00:26:42.659
 look on the

00:26:42.659 --> 00:26:43.039
 negative.

00:26:43.700 --> 00:26:44.399
 I no longer

00:26:44.399 --> 00:26:45.460
 look on

00:26:45.460 --> 00:26:47.000
 the bad

00:26:47.000 --> 00:26:48.039
 and all

00:26:48.039 --> 00:26:48.480
 of that

00:26:48.480 --> 00:26:49.420
 that's behind

00:26:49.420 --> 00:26:49.660
 me.

00:26:49.740 --> 00:26:50.519
 It's done.

00:26:50.720 --> 00:26:51.619
 It's forgiven.

00:26:52.180 --> 00:26:52.839
 But there's

00:26:52.839 --> 00:26:53.500
 something else

00:26:53.500 --> 00:26:54.200
 I turn away

00:26:54.200 --> 00:26:54.440
 from.

00:26:54.559 --> 00:26:55.099
 I don't look

00:26:55.099 --> 00:26:55.480
 on my

00:26:55.480 --> 00:26:56.180
 successes

00:26:56.180 --> 00:26:56.680
 either.

00:26:58.420 --> 00:26:58.799
 You know,

00:26:58.859 --> 00:26:59.319
 I can go

00:26:59.319 --> 00:27:00.220
 back in

00:27:00.220 --> 00:27:01.240
 time and

00:27:01.240 --> 00:27:02.019
 relive

00:27:02.019 --> 00:27:03.759
 those glorious

00:27:03.759 --> 00:27:04.619
 moments and

00:27:04.619 --> 00:27:05.400
 you have them

00:27:05.400 --> 00:27:05.880
 too.

00:27:06.640 --> 00:27:07.839
 Those moments

00:27:07.839 --> 00:27:08.900
 where you

00:27:08.900 --> 00:27:10.380
 experience just

00:27:10.380 --> 00:27:11.420
 a taste of

00:27:11.420 --> 00:27:12.000
 glory.

00:27:12.880 --> 00:27:13.920
 Like for me,

00:27:14.079 --> 00:27:15.079
 it was that

00:27:15.079 --> 00:27:16.299
 backwards,

00:27:16.299 --> 00:27:17.220
 over the

00:27:17.220 --> 00:27:17.559
 top,

00:27:17.740 --> 00:27:18.319
 catch the

00:27:18.319 --> 00:27:18.779
 ball in

00:27:18.779 --> 00:27:19.079
 the air,

00:27:19.279 --> 00:27:20.379
 slam dunk,

00:27:20.720 --> 00:27:22.680
 goal on

00:27:22.680 --> 00:27:23.460
 a foosball

00:27:23.460 --> 00:27:23.940
 table.

00:27:25.539 --> 00:27:26.659
 The very

00:27:26.659 --> 00:27:27.599
 last shot I

00:27:27.599 --> 00:27:28.359
 took as I

00:27:28.359 --> 00:27:28.899
 was leaving

00:27:28.899 --> 00:27:29.859
 World Harvest

00:27:29.859 --> 00:27:30.519
 Mission,

00:27:31.559 --> 00:27:32.339
 I left

00:27:32.339 --> 00:27:33.460
 in glory.

00:27:38.980 --> 00:27:39.960
 And I can

00:27:39.960 --> 00:27:40.659
 relive that

00:27:40.659 --> 00:27:41.519
 and obviously

00:27:41.519 --> 00:27:42.079
 I do.

00:27:42.079 --> 00:27:42.139
 I do.

00:27:42.139 --> 00:27:42.180
 I do.

00:27:42.180 --> 00:27:42.220
 I do.

00:27:42.220 --> 00:27:42.680
 I do.

00:27:42.680 --> 00:27:42.700
 I do.

00:27:46.299 --> 00:27:50.659
 It doesn't

00:27:50.659 --> 00:27:51.059
 count for

00:27:51.059 --> 00:27:51.779
 anything anymore

00:27:51.779 --> 00:27:56.639
 because I've

00:27:56.639 --> 00:27:57.180
 got something

00:27:57.180 --> 00:27:57.779
 else.

00:27:59.839 --> 00:28:01.460
 The past,

00:28:02.899 --> 00:28:04.619
 the negative

00:28:04.619 --> 00:28:05.419
 is resolved

00:28:05.419 --> 00:28:06.220
 in Christ.

00:28:08.220 --> 00:28:08.759
 And even

00:28:08.759 --> 00:28:09.159
 what was

00:28:09.159 --> 00:28:10.399
 positive is

00:28:10.399 --> 00:28:11.220
 swallowed up

00:28:11.220 --> 00:28:13.460
 in righteousness

00:28:13.460 --> 00:28:14.039
 which is

00:28:14.039 --> 00:28:14.559
 far,

00:28:15.039 --> 00:28:16.240
 far more

00:28:16.240 --> 00:28:17.840
 profitable

00:28:17.840 --> 00:28:19.279
 and glorious.

00:28:21.440 --> 00:28:22.400
 So all

00:28:22.400 --> 00:28:22.840
 of that,

00:28:22.960 --> 00:28:23.579
 all that I

00:28:23.579 --> 00:28:24.200
 would count

00:28:24.200 --> 00:28:25.279
 as valuable,

00:28:25.860 --> 00:28:27.340
 it's nothing

00:28:27.340 --> 00:28:29.220
 now because

00:28:29.220 --> 00:28:29.720
 I'm looking

00:28:29.720 --> 00:28:31.759
 forward to

00:28:31.759 --> 00:28:32.299
 what I have

00:28:32.299 --> 00:28:32.860
 in Christ.

00:28:32.980 --> 00:28:33.799
 That is my

00:28:33.799 --> 00:28:34.180
 goal.

00:28:34.500 --> 00:28:35.319
 That is my

00:28:35.319 --> 00:28:35.840
 identity.

00:28:37.079 --> 00:28:37.579
 And to

00:28:37.579 --> 00:28:38.240
 that I

00:28:38.240 --> 00:28:38.840
 strain.

00:28:38.839 --> 00:28:41.279
 thirdly,

00:28:41.339 --> 00:28:41.619
 there's a

00:28:41.619 --> 00:28:42.299
 new passion

00:28:42.299 --> 00:28:43.919
 in Paul.

00:28:44.839 --> 00:28:45.539
 In these

00:28:45.539 --> 00:28:45.899
 verses,

00:28:46.259 --> 00:28:47.099
 twice he

00:28:47.099 --> 00:28:47.699
 uses the

00:28:47.699 --> 00:28:48.359
 same word.

00:28:49.099 --> 00:28:49.500
 He says,

00:28:49.619 --> 00:28:50.480
 I press

00:28:50.480 --> 00:28:51.000
 on.

00:28:52.500 --> 00:28:53.139
 And that

00:28:53.139 --> 00:28:54.159
 word is a

00:28:54.159 --> 00:28:56.079
 strong word.

00:28:56.480 --> 00:28:57.079
 It's a little

00:28:57.079 --> 00:28:57.759
 stronger than

00:28:57.759 --> 00:28:58.639
 what's communicated

00:28:58.639 --> 00:28:59.199
 in English.

00:28:59.899 --> 00:29:00.399
 And especially

00:29:00.399 --> 00:29:01.099
 since this is

00:29:01.099 --> 00:29:02.039
 a great football

00:29:02.039 --> 00:29:02.539
 weekend,

00:29:04.259 --> 00:29:04.740
 this is,

00:29:04.919 --> 00:29:05.399
 the way I

00:29:05.399 --> 00:29:06.059
 think of this

00:29:06.059 --> 00:29:07.299
 word is that

00:29:07.299 --> 00:29:07.899
 that pressing

00:29:07.899 --> 00:29:08.639
 on is kind

00:29:08.640 --> 00:29:09.400
 of the gleam

00:29:09.400 --> 00:29:10.300
 in the eye

00:29:10.300 --> 00:29:11.020
 of a defensive

00:29:11.020 --> 00:29:12.120
 end with a

00:29:12.120 --> 00:29:13.140
 quarterback in

00:29:13.140 --> 00:29:13.620
 his sight.

00:29:15.180 --> 00:29:15.880
 And there's

00:29:15.880 --> 00:29:16.440
 nothing going to

00:29:16.440 --> 00:29:17.280
 stop him from

00:29:17.280 --> 00:29:17.720
 getting there.

00:29:21.100 --> 00:29:22.000
 That is the

00:29:22.000 --> 00:29:23.000
 passion now that

00:29:23.000 --> 00:29:24.220
 is driving Paul

00:29:24.220 --> 00:29:25.780
 to press on.

00:29:29.140 --> 00:29:30.080
 He has one

00:29:30.080 --> 00:29:30.960
 thing in mind.

00:29:31.380 --> 00:29:31.960
 Notice there

00:29:31.960 --> 00:29:32.660
 again he says,

00:29:32.940 --> 00:29:34.420
 one thing I

00:29:34.420 --> 00:29:35.020
 do.

00:29:36.440 --> 00:29:37.200
 Just one.

00:29:38.640 --> 00:29:41.180
 And basically

00:29:41.180 --> 00:29:41.860
 this is a new

00:29:41.860 --> 00:29:42.300
 love.

00:29:43.100 --> 00:29:44.020
 It's a new

00:29:44.020 --> 00:29:45.200
 heart passion.

00:29:46.880 --> 00:29:47.620
 And that's

00:29:47.620 --> 00:29:48.320
 where Paul's

00:29:48.320 --> 00:29:48.780
 getting his

00:29:48.780 --> 00:29:49.280
 energy.

00:29:49.620 --> 00:29:49.980
 And that's

00:29:49.980 --> 00:29:50.640
 what's driving

00:29:50.640 --> 00:29:50.900
 him.

00:29:51.120 --> 00:29:51.940
 We are driven

00:29:51.940 --> 00:29:52.900
 by our loves.

00:29:53.080 --> 00:29:53.460
 We're not

00:29:53.460 --> 00:29:54.600
 driven by our

00:29:54.600 --> 00:29:55.080
 thoughts,

00:29:55.220 --> 00:29:55.759
 but the things

00:29:55.759 --> 00:29:57.040
 that we love

00:29:57.040 --> 00:29:58.920
 drive us.

00:30:00.600 --> 00:30:01.420
 And Paul now

00:30:01.420 --> 00:30:02.120
 had one

00:30:02.120 --> 00:30:02.900
 love.

00:30:02.900 --> 00:30:05.420
 fourthly,

00:30:05.480 --> 00:30:05.860
 there's new

00:30:05.860 --> 00:30:06.420
 resources.

00:30:07.660 --> 00:30:08.380
 And you have

00:30:08.380 --> 00:30:08.960
 to step back

00:30:08.960 --> 00:30:09.700
 to verse 10.

00:30:10.140 --> 00:30:10.480
 He says,

00:30:10.580 --> 00:30:11.000
 I want to

00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:11.700
 know him

00:30:11.700 --> 00:30:12.700
 and the

00:30:12.700 --> 00:30:13.540
 power of

00:30:13.540 --> 00:30:14.259
 his resurrection.

00:30:14.960 --> 00:30:15.420
 And in

00:30:15.420 --> 00:30:16.200
 that power,

00:30:16.460 --> 00:30:16.940
 that's the

00:30:16.940 --> 00:30:17.820
 same power

00:30:17.820 --> 00:30:18.880
 now working

00:30:18.880 --> 00:30:19.660
 in Paul

00:30:19.660 --> 00:30:20.460
 that raised

00:30:20.460 --> 00:30:21.440
 Christ from

00:30:21.440 --> 00:30:22.060
 the dead.

00:30:24.060 --> 00:30:24.759
 And a lot

00:30:24.759 --> 00:30:25.360
 of times we

00:30:25.360 --> 00:30:26.840
 think that we

00:30:26.840 --> 00:30:27.540
 are beyond

00:30:27.540 --> 00:30:28.280
 change.

00:30:28.860 --> 00:30:30.100
 I have tried

00:30:30.100 --> 00:30:30.680
 to change

00:30:30.680 --> 00:30:31.220
 year after

00:30:31.220 --> 00:30:31.680
 year,

00:30:31.880 --> 00:30:32.400
 month after

00:30:32.400 --> 00:30:32.800
 month.

00:30:32.880 --> 00:30:33.300
 I'm getting

00:30:33.300 --> 00:30:33.840
 nowhere.

00:30:35.840 --> 00:30:36.880
 I can't

00:30:36.880 --> 00:30:37.540
 do it,

00:30:38.200 --> 00:30:41.820
 but the

00:30:41.820 --> 00:30:42.500
 Holy Spirit

00:30:42.500 --> 00:30:43.240
 himself,

00:30:44.180 --> 00:30:45.160
 the one

00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:45.900
 who brought

00:30:45.900 --> 00:30:46.640
 Christ up

00:30:46.640 --> 00:30:47.120
 from the

00:30:47.120 --> 00:30:47.720
 dead,

00:30:48.460 --> 00:30:49.780
 now dwells

00:30:49.780 --> 00:30:50.600
 in me,

00:30:52.200 --> 00:30:52.720
 and I

00:30:52.720 --> 00:30:53.180
 think I

00:30:53.180 --> 00:30:53.519
 can't

00:30:53.519 --> 00:30:54.040
 change.

00:30:57.240 --> 00:30:57.740
 See,

00:30:57.840 --> 00:30:58.400
 for Paul,

00:30:58.880 --> 00:30:59.540
 he knew

00:30:59.540 --> 00:30:59.960
 it wasn't

00:30:59.960 --> 00:31:00.259
 up to

00:31:00.259 --> 00:31:00.580
 him.

00:31:02.400 --> 00:31:02.900
 But he

00:31:02.900 --> 00:31:03.200
 had a

00:31:03.200 --> 00:31:03.900
 resource

00:31:03.900 --> 00:31:05.280
 that now

00:31:05.280 --> 00:31:05.580
 he could

00:31:05.580 --> 00:31:06.180
 turn to.

00:31:08.740 --> 00:31:09.560
 In all

00:31:09.560 --> 00:31:09.900
 of these

00:31:09.900 --> 00:31:10.360
 things,

00:31:10.519 --> 00:31:11.019
 this new

00:31:11.019 --> 00:31:11.900
 calling,

00:31:12.080 --> 00:31:12.320
 this new

00:31:12.320 --> 00:31:13.019
 focus,

00:31:13.460 --> 00:31:14.340
 new passion,

00:31:15.340 --> 00:31:15.900
 in this new

00:31:15.900 --> 00:31:16.440
 resource,

00:31:16.800 --> 00:31:17.680
 it's not just

00:31:17.680 --> 00:31:18.600
 true of Paul.

00:31:19.740 --> 00:31:20.720
 It's true of

00:31:20.720 --> 00:31:21.740
 every one of

00:31:21.740 --> 00:31:22.220
 us in

00:31:22.220 --> 00:31:22.660
 Christ.

00:31:24.380 --> 00:31:24.860
 So,

00:31:25.300 --> 00:31:26.280
 what does

00:31:26.280 --> 00:31:26.620
 it mean?

00:31:28.060 --> 00:31:28.700
 What does

00:31:28.700 --> 00:31:29.080
 this mean

00:31:29.080 --> 00:31:29.500
 for me?

00:31:29.500 --> 00:31:31.059
 I'll try

00:31:31.059 --> 00:31:31.339
 to go

00:31:31.339 --> 00:31:31.500
 through

00:31:31.500 --> 00:31:31.700
 these

00:31:31.700 --> 00:31:32.079
 quickly.

00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:35.380
 But that's

00:31:35.380 --> 00:31:35.880
 probably one

00:31:35.880 --> 00:31:36.559
 resolution I

00:31:36.559 --> 00:31:36.819
 won't

00:31:36.819 --> 00:31:37.680
 fulfill.

00:31:40.819 --> 00:31:41.299
 First,

00:31:42.500 --> 00:31:43.200
 there's three

00:31:43.200 --> 00:31:43.539
 things.

00:31:43.940 --> 00:31:44.599
 I need to

00:31:44.599 --> 00:31:46.339
 develop a

00:31:46.339 --> 00:31:46.740
 healthier

00:31:46.740 --> 00:31:47.819
 discontentment.

00:31:50.480 --> 00:31:51.279
 I need to

00:31:51.279 --> 00:31:51.880
 develop a

00:31:51.880 --> 00:31:52.779
 healthier

00:31:52.779 --> 00:31:53.759
 discontentment

00:31:53.759 --> 00:31:56.019
 with myself,

00:31:56.599 --> 00:31:57.240
 with where

00:31:57.240 --> 00:31:57.819
 I am,

00:31:58.660 --> 00:31:59.000
 and what

00:31:59.000 --> 00:31:59.460
 I'm doing.

00:32:01.119 --> 00:32:02.160
 I need to

00:32:02.160 --> 00:32:02.819
 more fully

00:32:02.819 --> 00:32:03.720
 comprehend

00:32:03.720 --> 00:32:06.339
 the things

00:32:06.339 --> 00:32:06.640
 that I

00:32:06.640 --> 00:32:07.019
 love,

00:32:08.400 --> 00:32:09.019
 and the

00:32:09.019 --> 00:32:09.559
 things that I

00:32:09.559 --> 00:32:09.940
 love that

00:32:09.940 --> 00:32:10.480
 are worthless

00:32:10.480 --> 00:32:11.819
 and cheap.

00:32:13.180 --> 00:32:13.980
 Paul says

00:32:13.980 --> 00:32:14.359
 in verse

00:32:14.359 --> 00:32:14.720
 eight,

00:32:16.019 --> 00:32:16.640
 he says,

00:32:16.640 --> 00:32:17.520
 I count

00:32:17.520 --> 00:32:18.100
 everything as

00:32:18.100 --> 00:32:18.560
 a loss

00:32:18.560 --> 00:32:19.100
 because of

00:32:19.100 --> 00:32:19.759
 the surpassing

00:32:19.759 --> 00:32:20.240
 value of

00:32:20.240 --> 00:32:20.759
 knowing Christ

00:32:20.759 --> 00:32:21.080
 Jesus,

00:32:21.220 --> 00:32:21.820
 my Lord.

00:32:22.780 --> 00:32:23.000
 He said,

00:32:23.060 --> 00:32:23.400
 for his

00:32:23.400 --> 00:32:23.940
 sake I have

00:32:23.940 --> 00:32:24.380
 suffered the

00:32:24.380 --> 00:32:24.720
 loss of

00:32:24.720 --> 00:32:25.560
 all things

00:32:25.560 --> 00:32:26.220
 and count

00:32:26.220 --> 00:32:27.060
 them as

00:32:27.060 --> 00:32:28.280
 rubbish.

00:32:30.220 --> 00:32:30.960
 That word

00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:32.960
 rubbish is a

00:32:32.960 --> 00:32:33.720
 four-letter word.

00:32:36.000 --> 00:32:36.580
 And it

00:32:36.580 --> 00:32:37.000
 describes

00:32:37.000 --> 00:32:37.540
 something you

00:32:37.540 --> 00:32:37.980
 would flush

00:32:37.980 --> 00:32:38.380
 down a

00:32:38.380 --> 00:32:38.660
 toilet.

00:32:42.759 --> 00:32:43.520
 And that's

00:32:43.520 --> 00:32:44.100
 the value

00:32:44.100 --> 00:32:45.200
 he gives

00:32:45.200 --> 00:32:45.860
 all of his

00:32:45.860 --> 00:32:46.200
 past

00:32:46.200 --> 00:32:46.900
 accomplishments.

00:32:48.059 --> 00:32:48.460
 And there

00:32:48.460 --> 00:32:48.940
 are a lot

00:32:48.940 --> 00:32:49.559
 of things

00:32:49.559 --> 00:32:50.340
 that I am

00:32:50.340 --> 00:32:51.420
 pursuing in

00:32:51.420 --> 00:32:52.100
 my life

00:32:52.100 --> 00:32:53.100
 that smell

00:32:53.100 --> 00:32:53.740
 bad.

00:32:55.920 --> 00:32:56.580
 And I

00:32:56.580 --> 00:32:56.920
 need to

00:32:56.920 --> 00:32:57.220
 know.

00:32:59.120 --> 00:32:59.920
 This last

00:32:59.920 --> 00:33:00.840
 fall, I'm

00:33:00.840 --> 00:33:01.799
 given some

00:33:01.799 --> 00:33:02.519
 insight into

00:33:02.519 --> 00:33:02.880
 some of

00:33:02.880 --> 00:33:03.279
 these things.

00:33:03.779 --> 00:33:04.200
 One of the

00:33:04.200 --> 00:33:04.500
 things the

00:33:04.500 --> 00:33:04.860
 Lord has

00:33:04.860 --> 00:33:05.319
 begun to

00:33:05.319 --> 00:33:05.779
 show me,

00:33:06.160 --> 00:33:06.580
 well, not

00:33:06.580 --> 00:33:07.120
 show me for

00:33:07.120 --> 00:33:07.580
 the first

00:33:07.580 --> 00:33:08.640
 time, this

00:33:08.640 --> 00:33:09.279
 is a long

00:33:09.279 --> 00:33:10.880
 running issue

00:33:10.880 --> 00:33:11.519
 with me,

00:33:11.920 --> 00:33:12.660
 is that I

00:33:12.660 --> 00:33:14.220
 can be

00:33:14.220 --> 00:33:15.299
 very,

00:33:15.299 --> 00:33:15.799
 very,

00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:16.659
 very

00:33:16.659 --> 00:33:18.139
 arrogant.

00:33:20.579 --> 00:33:21.399
 To the

00:33:21.399 --> 00:33:22.539
 point which

00:33:22.539 --> 00:33:24.379
 I will,

00:33:24.599 --> 00:33:25.159
 any group

00:33:25.159 --> 00:33:25.799
 of people,

00:33:26.319 --> 00:33:27.119
 in order for

00:33:27.119 --> 00:33:27.779
 me to get

00:33:27.779 --> 00:33:29.940
 attention and

00:33:29.940 --> 00:33:31.159
 recognition and

00:33:31.159 --> 00:33:31.839
 acknowledgement,

00:33:32.000 --> 00:33:33.599
 even just by

00:33:33.599 --> 00:33:34.399
 way of a few

00:33:34.399 --> 00:33:35.899
 laughs, I'll

00:33:35.899 --> 00:33:36.659
 throw you under

00:33:36.659 --> 00:33:37.159
 the bus.

00:33:39.019 --> 00:33:39.919
 I'll put you

00:33:39.919 --> 00:33:40.659
 down, I'll

00:33:40.659 --> 00:33:41.440
 belittle you,

00:33:41.440 --> 00:33:44.279
 and I'm not

00:33:44.279 --> 00:33:45.059
 proud of that.

00:33:45.980 --> 00:33:47.259
 I hate it.

00:33:48.340 --> 00:33:49.259
 I grieve

00:33:49.259 --> 00:33:50.080
 over it.

00:33:53.559 --> 00:33:54.600
 But that

00:33:54.600 --> 00:33:56.799
 revelation is

00:33:56.799 --> 00:33:57.380
 a gift.

00:33:59.759 --> 00:34:00.860
 Because what he's

00:34:00.860 --> 00:34:01.860
 showing me is

00:34:01.860 --> 00:34:03.420
 that there's this

00:34:03.420 --> 00:34:05.100
 value that I

00:34:05.100 --> 00:34:09.920
 have is

00:34:09.920 --> 00:34:10.599
 rubbish.

00:34:13.800 --> 00:34:14.320
 And we

00:34:14.320 --> 00:34:14.760
 need to get

00:34:14.760 --> 00:34:15.240
 rid of it.

00:34:17.480 --> 00:34:18.440
 And so I

00:34:18.440 --> 00:34:19.500
 think I need

00:34:19.500 --> 00:34:20.099
 more of this.

00:34:20.180 --> 00:34:20.500
 How and

00:34:20.500 --> 00:34:20.680
 when we're

00:34:20.680 --> 00:34:21.039
 going to do

00:34:21.039 --> 00:34:21.400
 this?

00:34:22.280 --> 00:34:24.079
 Well, one of

00:34:24.079 --> 00:34:24.659
 the things that I

00:34:24.659 --> 00:34:25.900
 need to do is a

00:34:25.900 --> 00:34:26.599
 practice that I

00:34:26.599 --> 00:34:27.579
 did some years

00:34:27.579 --> 00:34:27.920
 ago.

00:34:28.820 --> 00:34:29.680
 I need to have

00:34:29.680 --> 00:34:30.500
 people praying

00:34:30.500 --> 00:34:31.220
 for me.

00:34:31.599 --> 00:34:32.119
 Some of you

00:34:32.119 --> 00:34:32.579
 think in your

00:34:32.579 --> 00:34:33.360
 resolutions you

00:34:33.360 --> 00:34:33.920
 need to start

00:34:33.920 --> 00:34:34.639
 praying more.

00:34:34.920 --> 00:34:35.340
 Well, that

00:34:35.340 --> 00:34:36.220
 might be, and

00:34:36.220 --> 00:34:36.780
 we'll talk about

00:34:36.780 --> 00:34:37.180
 that in a

00:34:37.180 --> 00:34:38.220
 second, but I

00:34:38.220 --> 00:34:38.740
 need people

00:34:38.739 --> 00:34:39.699
 praying for me.

00:34:41.000 --> 00:34:41.939
 I need to go

00:34:41.939 --> 00:34:42.859
 out and enlist a

00:34:42.859 --> 00:34:44.139
 few people who

00:34:44.139 --> 00:34:44.879
 will faithfully

00:34:44.879 --> 00:34:46.559
 pray that God

00:34:46.559 --> 00:34:47.359
 would make me

00:34:47.359 --> 00:34:48.079
 very, very

00:34:48.079 --> 00:34:50.799
 discontent with

00:34:50.799 --> 00:34:52.500
 who I am until

00:34:52.500 --> 00:34:53.959
 I get to the

00:34:53.959 --> 00:34:54.599
 perfection of

00:34:54.599 --> 00:34:54.919
 Christ.

00:34:57.919 --> 00:34:59.000
 Second thing, I

00:34:59.000 --> 00:34:59.799
 need to develop a

00:34:59.799 --> 00:35:01.000
 healthier obsession.

00:35:04.000 --> 00:35:04.719
 And that

00:35:04.719 --> 00:35:05.559
 obsession needs to

00:35:05.559 --> 00:35:06.179
 be with Jesus.

00:35:06.179 --> 00:35:09.239
 you know, what I

00:35:09.239 --> 00:35:09.940
 find is that I'm

00:35:09.940 --> 00:35:10.919
 willing, you

00:35:10.919 --> 00:35:11.719
 know, I fill my

00:35:11.719 --> 00:35:12.519
 life with so many

00:35:12.519 --> 00:35:15.779
 things, so many

00:35:15.779 --> 00:35:16.639
 worthless things.

00:35:16.779 --> 00:35:17.179
 I mean, they're

00:35:17.179 --> 00:35:18.119
 not bad in

00:35:18.119 --> 00:35:19.419
 themselves, but

00:35:19.419 --> 00:35:20.059
 they're just,

00:35:21.339 --> 00:35:22.919
 they're not the

00:35:22.919 --> 00:35:23.359
 best.

00:35:24.539 --> 00:35:25.500
 And so I need

00:35:25.500 --> 00:35:27.239
 this year, I

00:35:27.239 --> 00:35:27.940
 need more and

00:35:27.940 --> 00:35:28.839
 more to fill my

00:35:28.839 --> 00:35:30.039
 eyes, to fill my

00:35:30.039 --> 00:35:31.079
 mind, to fill my

00:35:31.079 --> 00:35:33.440
 vision with

00:35:33.440 --> 00:35:34.380
 glory.

00:35:36.119 --> 00:35:37.200
 Real glory.

00:35:40.079 --> 00:35:40.860
 So what does

00:35:40.860 --> 00:35:41.360
 that mean?

00:35:42.679 --> 00:35:43.280
 Well, how do I

00:35:43.280 --> 00:35:43.840
 do that?

00:35:44.599 --> 00:35:45.320
 Well, it probably

00:35:45.320 --> 00:35:46.559
 means that I start

00:35:46.559 --> 00:35:47.400
 reading my Bible

00:35:47.400 --> 00:35:49.840
 from my Bible and

00:35:49.840 --> 00:35:50.400
 not from my

00:35:50.400 --> 00:35:50.740
 iPad.

00:35:54.059 --> 00:35:55.119
 The iPad is

00:35:55.119 --> 00:35:56.920
 great, especially

00:35:56.920 --> 00:35:57.619
 the older you get,

00:35:57.720 --> 00:35:58.840
 you can make that

00:35:58.840 --> 00:36:00.059
 text really big.

00:36:00.059 --> 00:36:02.440
 but there's too

00:36:02.440 --> 00:36:03.139
 many things on

00:36:03.139 --> 00:36:03.659
 there that are

00:36:03.659 --> 00:36:07.500
 distracting, that

00:36:07.500 --> 00:36:08.340
 take my attention,

00:36:09.539 --> 00:36:10.659
 that again are not

00:36:10.659 --> 00:36:11.739
 evil in themselves,

00:36:12.860 --> 00:36:14.320
 but when they

00:36:14.320 --> 00:36:15.440
 capture the love of

00:36:15.440 --> 00:36:18.159
 my heart, they've

00:36:18.159 --> 00:36:18.840
 become evil.

00:36:18.840 --> 00:36:18.900
 people.

00:36:22.740 --> 00:36:27.900
 So, I need to

00:36:27.900 --> 00:36:28.800
 probably put that

00:36:28.800 --> 00:36:30.600
 away and get

00:36:30.600 --> 00:36:31.519
 back to filling my

00:36:31.519 --> 00:36:32.840
 mind, my eyes, with

00:36:32.840 --> 00:36:33.940
 the vision of the

00:36:33.940 --> 00:36:34.900
 beauty of Christ.

00:36:36.600 --> 00:36:38.380
 To read more

00:36:38.380 --> 00:36:40.240
 from people who

00:36:40.240 --> 00:36:42.140
 also see this

00:36:42.140 --> 00:36:43.039
 beauty.

00:36:44.039 --> 00:36:45.800
 Finally, the

00:36:45.800 --> 00:36:46.860
 third thing is I

00:36:46.860 --> 00:36:48.059
 need to develop a

00:36:48.059 --> 00:36:49.139
 healthier dependence.

00:36:50.679 --> 00:36:51.940
 A dependence on the

00:36:51.940 --> 00:36:52.880
 power of God to

00:36:52.880 --> 00:36:53.440
 transform.

00:36:54.259 --> 00:36:54.679
 And this is

00:36:54.679 --> 00:36:56.019
 something I, like

00:36:56.019 --> 00:36:56.840
 many of you, have

00:36:56.840 --> 00:36:57.559
 trouble believing.

00:36:59.739 --> 00:37:00.420
 You know, if I'm

00:37:00.420 --> 00:37:01.900
 honest, this is

00:37:01.900 --> 00:37:02.639
 where I struggle

00:37:02.639 --> 00:37:03.960
 because, like you,

00:37:04.039 --> 00:37:04.960
 I have tried to

00:37:04.960 --> 00:37:05.460
 change.

00:37:05.840 --> 00:37:07.000
 I have tried to

00:37:07.000 --> 00:37:09.400
 reform my life.

00:37:09.480 --> 00:37:10.360
 I have tried to do

00:37:10.360 --> 00:37:11.199
 better in a lot of

00:37:11.199 --> 00:37:11.920
 these areas.

00:37:12.460 --> 00:37:14.159
 And sometimes, when I

00:37:14.159 --> 00:37:15.159
 don't see a whole lot

00:37:15.159 --> 00:37:16.259
 of success, I get

00:37:16.259 --> 00:37:17.099
 very cynical.

00:37:18.059 --> 00:37:19.059
 I have tried to

00:37:19.059 --> 00:37:19.940
 do better in a

00:37:19.940 --> 00:37:20.440
 way.

00:37:20.440 --> 00:37:20.940
 I have tried to

00:37:20.940 --> 00:37:21.440
 do better in a

00:37:21.440 --> 00:37:22.500
 way.

00:37:22.500 --> 00:37:22.940
 I have tried to

00:37:22.940 --> 00:37:23.440
 do better in a

00:37:23.440 --> 00:37:23.460
 way.

00:37:23.460 --> 00:37:24.360
 The problem is, though,

00:37:24.599 --> 00:37:26.440
 it's me that I've

00:37:26.440 --> 00:37:28.940
 been trusting and not

00:37:28.940 --> 00:37:29.199
 him.

00:37:32.699 --> 00:37:33.840
 And so, instead of

00:37:33.840 --> 00:37:35.659
 determining myself what

00:37:35.659 --> 00:37:36.420
 must be done and

00:37:36.420 --> 00:37:38.099
 determining that I

00:37:38.099 --> 00:37:39.159
 myself will make it

00:37:39.159 --> 00:37:40.380
 happen, I need a

00:37:40.380 --> 00:37:41.239
 different outlook.

00:37:41.239 --> 00:37:41.299
 work.

00:37:43.679 --> 00:37:45.519
 It's not up to me.

00:37:47.619 --> 00:37:48.559
 But I am not

00:37:48.559 --> 00:37:48.919
 helpless.

00:37:50.539 --> 00:37:51.579
 And I have not been

00:37:51.579 --> 00:37:53.000
 abandoned to myself.

00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:56.440
 I have the spirit.

00:37:58.000 --> 00:38:01.159
 And to him, I need to

00:38:01.159 --> 00:38:03.260
 more often, more

00:38:03.260 --> 00:38:05.840
 constantly turn in

00:38:05.840 --> 00:38:07.039
 prayer and

00:38:07.039 --> 00:38:08.780
 dependence that he

00:38:08.780 --> 00:38:10.579
 might come and do in

00:38:10.579 --> 00:38:14.019
 me what he desires to

00:38:14.019 --> 00:38:14.360
 do.

00:38:14.360 --> 00:38:18.240
 and then rest in his

00:38:18.240 --> 00:38:19.519
 work.

00:38:24.360 --> 00:38:25.420
 So how am I going to

00:38:25.420 --> 00:38:26.280
 see all this happen?

00:38:26.280 --> 00:38:31.620
 If it's just me, it

00:38:31.620 --> 00:38:32.180
 won't.

00:38:34.519 --> 00:38:35.860
 But it has to start

00:38:35.860 --> 00:38:36.160
 here.

00:38:37.680 --> 00:38:40.460
 That I am in

00:38:40.460 --> 00:38:41.600
 Christ.

00:38:45.340 --> 00:38:47.180
 I am righteous.

00:38:47.800 --> 00:38:48.960
 I am pleasing.

00:38:49.660 --> 00:38:50.700
 I have been drawn

00:38:50.700 --> 00:38:51.220
 near.

00:38:51.620 --> 00:38:52.920
 I have been approved.

00:38:53.260 --> 00:38:54.480
 He accepts me.

00:38:54.840 --> 00:38:55.519
 And I am the

00:38:55.519 --> 00:38:57.199
 delight of his

00:38:57.199 --> 00:38:58.019
 heart.

00:38:58.239 --> 00:39:00.380
 Because I am

00:39:00.380 --> 00:39:01.320
 his bride.

00:39:05.579 --> 00:39:07.519
 And that has

00:39:07.519 --> 00:39:08.980
 to capture my

00:39:08.980 --> 00:39:09.420
 heart.

00:39:10.199 --> 00:39:11.599
 So that now

00:39:11.599 --> 00:39:12.440
 me,

00:39:14.280 --> 00:39:15.739
 the bride,

00:39:16.639 --> 00:39:18.099
 who is totally

00:39:18.099 --> 00:39:19.239
 overcome

00:39:19.239 --> 00:39:22.199
 by the love

00:39:22.199 --> 00:39:23.500
 of my bridegroom,

00:39:23.500 --> 00:39:28.039
 I want nothing

00:39:28.039 --> 00:39:30.320
 more than

00:39:30.320 --> 00:39:30.659
 him.

00:39:32.659 --> 00:39:33.679
 May this

00:39:33.679 --> 00:39:34.199
 year,

00:39:35.199 --> 00:39:36.239
 may God

00:39:36.239 --> 00:39:36.719
 through his

00:39:36.719 --> 00:39:37.219
 spirit,

00:39:38.039 --> 00:39:38.559
 give me

00:39:38.559 --> 00:39:40.059
 a greater

00:39:40.059 --> 00:39:40.719
 sense

00:39:40.719 --> 00:39:42.280
 of him.

00:39:44.239 --> 00:39:45.000
 And I hope

00:39:45.000 --> 00:39:45.679
 he'll do it for you

00:39:45.679 --> 00:39:45.880
 too.

00:39:46.480 --> 00:39:47.000
 Let's pray.

00:39:47.519 --> 00:39:48.059
 Father,

00:39:48.179 --> 00:39:48.860
 thank you for

00:39:48.860 --> 00:39:49.659
 your grace.

00:39:49.659 --> 00:39:51.420
 thank you for

00:39:51.420 --> 00:39:52.079
 your love.

00:39:54.659 --> 00:39:55.539
 Help us to

00:39:55.539 --> 00:39:56.239
 comprehend it

00:39:56.239 --> 00:39:56.759
 more fully.

00:39:58.399 --> 00:39:59.159
 That you would

00:39:59.159 --> 00:39:59.859
 have our hearts

00:39:59.859 --> 00:40:01.339
 holy to

00:40:01.339 --> 00:40:01.859
 yourself.

00:40:02.960 --> 00:40:03.639
 Because it's

00:40:03.639 --> 00:40:04.859
 only in you

00:40:04.859 --> 00:40:06.059
 that we will

00:40:06.059 --> 00:40:06.859
 find the joy

00:40:06.859 --> 00:40:07.799
 that you've

00:40:07.799 --> 00:40:08.139
 promised.

00:40:10.000 --> 00:40:10.599
 Thank you,

00:40:10.679 --> 00:40:11.399
 in Jesus' name.

00:40:11.519 --> 00:40:11.719
 Amen.

00:40:11.719 --> 00:40:11.819
 Amen.

00:40:11.820 --> 00:40:17.640
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00:40:17.640 --> 00:40:18.180
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00:40:18.539 --> 00:40:18.960
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