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 The scripture reading today comes from the Gospel of Mark, chapter 6.

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 Please follow along in your bulletin.

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 No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other,

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 or he will be devoted to one and despise the other.

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 You cannot serve God and wealth.

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 For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life

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 as to what you will eat or what you will drink,

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 nor for your body as to what you will put on.

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 Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing?

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 Look at the birds of the air.

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 They do not sow nor reap nor gather into the barns,

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 and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.

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 Are you not worth much more than they?

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 And who of you, by being worried, can add a single hour to his life?

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 And why are you worried about clothing?

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 Observe how the lilies of the field grow.

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 They do not toil nor do they spin.

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 Yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory

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 clothed himself like one of these.

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 But if God so clothes the grass of the field,

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 which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace,

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 will he not much more clothe you?

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 You of little faith.

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 Do not worry then, saying,

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 What will we eat?

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 Or what will we drink?

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 Or what will we wear for clothing?

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 For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things.

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 For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.

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 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness,

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 and all these things will be added to you.

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 So do not worry about tomorrow,

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 for tomorrow will care for itself.

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 Each day has enough trouble of its own.

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 This is God's word.

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 Amen.

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 Every Sunday we pray about what we're going to teach.

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 And several of us spend many hours

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 thinking about the messages that are said and sung.

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 Thinking is there a theme and a foundation?

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 Because what we do here is we build a foundation.

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 We build a foundation on God's word

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 and point people to Christ so they fall in love with him.

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 We sing about is God's love never failing.

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 The question we should ask ourselves is do we believe that?

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 Is that true?

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 As we sit here and we listen to the words

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 and we parrot them back,

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 is that a prayer of our heart?

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 Or is it not?

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 We talk about he's our treasure

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 and that he's our hope.

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 And all that we want is him.

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 Is that really true?

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 We spent 30 minutes singing and worshiping him.

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 But how easily we forget him.

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 How easily we forget that his love lasts forever.

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 For many of us, we're going to leave here.

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 And within about five minutes, we'll walk out.

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 We'll find that we have a parking ticket on our car

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 or something like that.

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 And quickly, the songs and the message

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 will lose its meaning

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 and we'll be sucked back in.

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 Our hope is that you come today

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 and you meet the Lord

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 and you see how beautiful he is

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 and you fall in love with him.

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 We're on our last sermon

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 of the Gospel and Work series.

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 We've been discussing

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 how we as Christians should work.

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 What does it look like

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 to work in a way that honors the Lord?

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 What does it look like

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 to work in a way

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 wherever the Lord has put us?

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 In the first three,

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 we talked about

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 some very foundational things.

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 We're actually going to get together

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 two Sundays from now

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 after church.

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 We're going to do a brown bag lunch

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 and gather people

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 who are in the workplace

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 and talk about

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 what does it look like

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 all these five lessons

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 we've talked about.

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 Now, okay, so what does it mean

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 for me to put flesh on those?

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 So you're not going to want

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 to miss that

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 if you're struggling with

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 how you walk

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 and honor the Lord

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 in your workplace.

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 That'll be two Sundays from now.

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 We've laid out

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 three foundational things

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 and in these next two sermons

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 we're talking about dangers.

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 Dangers that will happen to us

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 if we don't understand

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 our work

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 and why God has placed us

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 in this garden

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 that seems to be out of control.

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 Last week we talked about

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 coveting

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 and desire

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 and we learned several things.

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 We learned that we all

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 have a Big Mac toy

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 that we're looking for

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 and we're hoping

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 that if we get that Big Mac toy

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 and that Happy Meal

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 that it will bring us

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 everything we've ever wanted

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 and it will last forever.

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 We learned that Americans

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 in the rest of the world

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 think very different about law

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 and that a barista

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 is someone who serves coffee

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 and a barrister

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 is a lawyer

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 in American terms.

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 We learned a lot about

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 what do we allow

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 our heart to focus on.

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 And so today

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 I want to talk

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 and end this time

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 these five sermons

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 with one of the greatest dangers

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 I think I see in my life

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 is where I've camped

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 most of my life

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 and my days

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 and it's what I see us

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 in our lives in Hong Kong

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 and I want to talk a little bit

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 about the idea of control.

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 I want to talk about

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 how we are probably

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 the most controlling persons

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 in all the world.

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 I mean I meet people

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 in other churches

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 in different places

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 and I talk to them

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 about Hong Kong

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 and business people

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 and how our world works

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 and I just say

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 I think this is probably

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 the most controlling place

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 in the world

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 that I've ever seen.

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 People have it under control.

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 But I realize

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 that underneath it

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 if we're honest

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 that we all struggle with it.

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 I was re-watching this movie.

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 It's one of my favorite movies.

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 Someone told me

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 I should throw a clip up here

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 but I thought

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 that maybe I would offend

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 certain people

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 in the church congregation

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 but the movie is Invictus.

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 It's about the South African

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 rugby team

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 and Nelson Mandela

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 and this country

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 struggling to be born

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 and in the middle

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 of this movie

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 I don't know

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 if it is true

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 but I know

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 that poem was

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 and by the way

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 I'm not going to talk

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 about South Africa

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 and the Kiwis

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 playing rugby this week

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 because I might

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 cause some trouble there

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 but what I understand

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 from my South African friends

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 is it takes 15 Kiwis

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 to beat 14 South Africans.

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 I'll just leave it at that.

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 But in this movie

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 the story is around

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 Nelson Mandela

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 and he's talking

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 and he's hoping

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 that rugby

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 will bring health

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 and newness

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 to their country

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 that they're trying

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 to pray for

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 and create

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 and in this movie

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 Mandela hands

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 he hands the captain

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 this poem

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 that he's memorized

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 in prison.

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 I've been told

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 that it's a poem

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 that means a lot

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 to him in his life.

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 It's a poem

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 by a Victorian poet

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 named W.E. Henley.

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 I don't know

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 if you've ever read Henley.

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 This poem

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 is a powerful poem.

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 It's called Invictus.

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 Let me read

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 a couple lines

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 for you about this.

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 It says something

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 like this.

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 Beyond this place

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 of wrath and tears

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 looms but the horror

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 of the shade.

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 He's talking about death.

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 In the menace

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 of the years

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 finds and shall find me

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 unafraid.

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 It matters not

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 how straight the gate

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 it's talking about judgment.

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 How charged

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 with punishments

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 the scroll.

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 I am the master

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 of my fate.

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 I am the captain

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 of my soul.

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 And when you watch

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 that movie

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 and you read those lines

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 you're like

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 yes!

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 you just want

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 to get out there

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 and beat up somebody

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 or play rugby

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 or something like that.

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 But the whole poem

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 is about control

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 and it's about being

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 unconquerable.

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 And I wonder

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 if that's what

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 we really believe

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 in our world today.

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 I mean if we're

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 sitting here

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 and we're thinking

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 about that

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 do we really feel

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 like we are

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 in control of life?

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 Do we really feel

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 like we have

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 life in this bottle

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 and that we understand it?

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 Because as I talk

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 to people

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 it doesn't seem

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 like that

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 if we're really honest.

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 I mean at work

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 are you the master

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 of your destiny?

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 Are you the captain

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 of your soul

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 at work?

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 I mean most people

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 I talk to

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 and 80% of those

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 who were just interviewed

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 by the Hong Kong

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 happiness welfare

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 interview

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 said that most people

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 80% feel

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 a sense of powerlessness

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 hopelessness

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 hopelessness

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 worry

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 anxiety

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 at home

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 at home

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 are you

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 are you the master

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 of your fate at home?

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 I mean some of us guys

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 like to think that we are

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 but are we

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 the ones who control

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 our destiny?

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 I mean most of the people

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 I talk about

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 in their homes

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 they have a deep sense

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 of worry

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 and they feel powerless

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 whether it's about

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 the rent

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 and whether they're

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 going to be able

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 to stay there

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 or what it's going

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 to look like

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 or can they get

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 to a place

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 where their kids

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 can go to school

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 or maybe it's

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 about their kiddos

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 who are out of control

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 and no matter how much

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 they've given

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 and given

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 and given

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 their kids just

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 don't appreciate

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 those things

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 or maybe it's

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 about their spouse

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 because as I talk

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 to spouses

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 every one of us

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 feels like we give

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 more than the other person

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 and so instead of feeling

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 like the master

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 of our fate

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 we feel out of control

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 I mean personally

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 do you feel

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 in control of your life

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 right now?

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 I mean yourself?

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 your health?

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 I mean it seems like

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 most of us are

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 desperately seeking ways

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 to assure ourselves

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 that we're in control

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 but everything says

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 that we're not

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 I mean we're told

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 by the scripture

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 and by doctors

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 and by psychiatrists

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 and by everything

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 that all of us

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 are out of control

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 with insecurity

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 and fears

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 and worries

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 and these insecurity

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 and these fears

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 and these worries

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 create these massive

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 desires for control

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 in all aspects

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 of our life

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 I mean the more

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 controlling a person

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 is

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 the Bible says

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 the more controlling

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 you are

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 psychiatrists say

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 the more controlling

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 you are

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 the more worry

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 there is underneath you

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 and the more desperate

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 your life really is

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 and that this control

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 is just a mask

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 it's a facade

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 that we wear

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 to make people think

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 that our lives

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 are great

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 but in reality

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 scripture says

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 that it's not

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 and that we feel

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 this deep sense

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 of powerlessness

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 at work

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 do you feel

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 in control

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 I mean it seems

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 like most of the people

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 I talk to

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 try to control

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 their image

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 they try to control

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 the information

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 that comes through them

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 to other people

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 and who gives

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 that information

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 they try to control

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 alliances

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 they can try to

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 control their stuff

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 they can try to

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 control their staff

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 they can try to

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 control their bosses

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 they can try to

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 control their career path

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 they try to control

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 clients and media

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 and governments

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 in time

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 at home

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 our lives

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 feel out of control

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 and so we try

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 to compensate

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 for that

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 we try to

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 control our spouses

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 we try to

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 control our

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 our kids

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 I mean I

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 I think Hong Kong

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 is one of the

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 most controlling

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 places for children

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 I've ever heard of

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 in the whole world

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 when I hear about

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 kids being tutored

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 for 100 hours

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 a week

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 and that's

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 that abnormal

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 and I think about

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 the parents

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 whose lives

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 are out of control

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 and I wonder

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 if they're trying

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 to grab control

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 in their kids lives

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 because they can't

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 control their own lives

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 and so they try

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 to control their kids

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 and shape their kids

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 and make sure their kids

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 and we say

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 it's for their health

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 and their wealth

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 and their future

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 but is it really

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 or are we just

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 trying to control them

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 we're told by doctors

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 at the Mayo Clinic

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 that 85% of the people

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 who are in the hospital

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 today

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 are there

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 because they have

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 anxieties

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 and worries

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 and they're out

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 of control

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 and these anxiety

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 issues are massive

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 and in fact

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 in the states

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 this is the number

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 one health care issue

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 the next is obesity

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 but people say

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 that people are obese

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 because they feel

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 out of control

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 so they're kind of

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 control by their food

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 I don't know

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 if that makes sense

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 and then as we try

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 to get our lives

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 into control

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 we read a book

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 like Malcolm Gladwell's

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 Outliers

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 and he tells us

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 in this book

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 can you imagine

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 what he tells us

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 he tells us

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 that 90%

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 of what puts

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 our life

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 in motion

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 is beyond

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 our control

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 I mean he wrote

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 in there like

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 our time of birth

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 our place of birth

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 the country of birth

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 the hospital

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 the doctor

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 the parents

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 the siblings

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 our health

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 our intellect

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 our childhood experiences

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 our body makeup

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 our talents

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 our dispositions

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 whether that car

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 crosses that lane

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 just at the right time

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 and it smacks us

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 Gladwell says

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 that 90% of our life

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 is out of control

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 and yet we so desperately

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 seek to

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 assure ourselves

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 that we are in control

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 that we are the masters

00:13:30.480 --> 00:13:31.220
 of our fate

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 that we control

00:13:32.379 --> 00:13:33.539
 our soul

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 but if we're honest

00:13:34.299 --> 00:13:35.059
 it seems like

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 all of us here

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 even myself

00:13:38.720 --> 00:13:40.100
 we are a bunch of people

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 who are out of control

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 and we worry

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 and we're anxious

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 we're in Matthew 6

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 it's probably

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 the most famous

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 of all of Jesus' teachings

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 it's a sermon

00:13:53.639 --> 00:13:54.200
 on the mount

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 he's being followed

00:13:55.539 --> 00:13:56.779
 by about 10,000 people

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 in the northern part

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 of the Galilee

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 it's on this hillside

00:14:00.559 --> 00:14:01.259
 and they've ate

00:14:01.259 --> 00:14:02.340
 and he's talking to them

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 and in this passage

00:14:03.519 --> 00:14:04.620
 he starts to talk to them

00:14:04.620 --> 00:14:05.080
 about things

00:14:05.080 --> 00:14:05.960
 that they're going to experience

00:14:05.960 --> 00:14:06.600
 in their life

00:14:06.600 --> 00:14:08.080
 and he warns them

00:14:08.080 --> 00:14:08.840
 over and over

00:14:08.840 --> 00:14:10.679
 about worry

00:14:10.679 --> 00:14:12.559
 and fear

00:14:12.559 --> 00:14:14.399
 and anxiety

00:14:14.399 --> 00:14:15.879
 and control

00:14:15.879 --> 00:14:16.639
 and he basically says

00:14:16.639 --> 00:14:17.099
 that control

00:14:17.099 --> 00:14:18.259
 is an illusion

00:14:18.259 --> 00:14:18.939
 and we saw that

00:14:18.939 --> 00:14:19.839
 last week in the sermon

00:14:19.839 --> 00:14:20.959
 as we talked about Genesis

00:14:20.959 --> 00:14:22.139
 we realized that

00:14:22.139 --> 00:14:23.759
 control is an illusion

00:14:23.759 --> 00:14:26.620
 so when you came in here today

00:14:26.620 --> 00:14:28.059
 I put a seat

00:14:28.059 --> 00:14:29.359
 a little sheet

00:14:29.359 --> 00:14:30.319
 in everybody's chair

00:14:30.319 --> 00:14:32.059
 it's a worry sheet

00:14:32.059 --> 00:14:34.620
 what I want you to do

00:14:34.620 --> 00:14:36.179
 is as you're here

00:14:36.179 --> 00:14:37.439
 and you're listening to God

00:14:37.439 --> 00:14:37.959
 and you're listening

00:14:37.959 --> 00:14:38.500
 to the sermon

00:14:38.500 --> 00:14:40.019
 if a worry pops into your head

00:14:40.019 --> 00:14:40.840
 write that worry down

00:14:40.840 --> 00:14:43.039
 don't let it dwell on you

00:14:43.039 --> 00:14:43.840
 don't let it pull you down

00:14:43.840 --> 00:14:44.539
 just write it down

00:14:44.539 --> 00:14:46.399
 now the first worry

00:14:46.399 --> 00:14:46.980
 you're going to worry about

00:14:46.980 --> 00:14:48.139
 is yes you are going

00:14:48.139 --> 00:14:48.960
 to get lunch today

00:14:48.960 --> 00:14:49.899
 we're going to get out

00:14:49.899 --> 00:14:50.419
 of here in time

00:14:50.419 --> 00:14:51.240
 so you can write that out

00:14:51.240 --> 00:14:52.600
 I'm worried when this is going

00:14:52.600 --> 00:14:53.440
 and where this is going

00:14:53.440 --> 00:14:54.399
 write it out

00:14:54.399 --> 00:14:56.139
 so whenever a worry

00:14:56.139 --> 00:14:56.980
 pops into your head

00:14:56.980 --> 00:14:58.139
 I want you to write it out

00:14:58.139 --> 00:14:59.059
 because we're going to do

00:14:59.059 --> 00:14:59.580
 something special

00:14:59.580 --> 00:15:00.340
 with that at the end

00:15:00.340 --> 00:15:02.500
 so what I want to talk today

00:15:02.500 --> 00:15:03.639
 is I want to talk about control

00:15:03.639 --> 00:15:04.480
 and specifically

00:15:04.480 --> 00:15:05.580
 I want to talk about worry

00:15:05.580 --> 00:15:06.120
 and I want to talk about

00:15:06.120 --> 00:15:07.240
 what worry is

00:15:07.240 --> 00:15:09.620
 where does worry come from

00:15:09.620 --> 00:15:11.740
 and what do we do

00:15:11.740 --> 00:15:13.360
 when worry enters into our life

00:15:13.360 --> 00:15:15.000
 I'm going to be very personable

00:15:15.000 --> 00:15:16.259
 I'm going to be very personal

00:15:16.259 --> 00:15:17.879
 I'm going to share some experiences

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 I appreciate it

00:15:18.740 --> 00:15:19.960
 if you don't share around

00:15:19.960 --> 00:15:20.340
 with everybody

00:15:20.340 --> 00:15:21.220
 but this is a family

00:15:21.220 --> 00:15:21.820
 we talked about

00:15:21.820 --> 00:15:22.400
 this is what we do

00:15:22.400 --> 00:15:23.000
 in families

00:15:23.000 --> 00:15:24.940
 how I handle worry

00:15:24.940 --> 00:15:26.940
 so the first thing is worry

00:15:26.940 --> 00:15:27.540
 what it is

00:15:27.540 --> 00:15:28.480
 is it's basically seen

00:15:28.480 --> 00:15:29.080
 in our lives

00:15:29.080 --> 00:15:29.759
 and it's understand

00:15:29.759 --> 00:15:31.280
 is something that happens

00:15:31.280 --> 00:15:32.259
 physiologically

00:15:32.259 --> 00:15:32.980
 spiritually

00:15:32.980 --> 00:15:33.640
 emotionally

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 when we experience something

00:15:34.980 --> 00:15:36.039
 that's out of our control

00:15:36.039 --> 00:15:37.559
 I mean

00:15:37.559 --> 00:15:38.340
 this is something

00:15:38.340 --> 00:15:39.840
 that's worrying us

00:15:39.840 --> 00:15:40.580
 it could be real

00:15:40.580 --> 00:15:42.620
 it could be imagined

00:15:42.620 --> 00:15:44.259
 it could be tangible

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 it could be potential

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 in fact

00:15:47.159 --> 00:15:48.179
 what I've been told

00:15:48.179 --> 00:15:49.399
 is that most of the things

00:15:49.399 --> 00:15:49.980
 we worry about

00:15:49.980 --> 00:15:51.659
 never ever happen

00:15:51.659 --> 00:15:53.460
 if you do this statistical chart

00:15:53.460 --> 00:15:54.740
 30% of what

00:15:54.740 --> 00:15:56.139
 the average person worries about

00:15:56.139 --> 00:15:57.379
 happened in the past

00:15:57.379 --> 00:15:59.080
 and so they're worried

00:15:59.080 --> 00:15:59.720
 about what happened

00:15:59.720 --> 00:16:00.240
 in the past

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 and how it's going to be received

00:16:01.200 --> 00:16:01.819
 and what's going to happen

00:16:01.819 --> 00:16:02.279
 from that

00:16:02.279 --> 00:16:04.659
 50% is what's going to happen

00:16:04.659 --> 00:16:05.799
 in the future

00:16:05.799 --> 00:16:09.240
 and 8% has something

00:16:09.240 --> 00:16:10.199
 other correspondence

00:16:10.199 --> 00:16:11.299
 with just yourself

00:16:11.299 --> 00:16:12.019
 and your life

00:16:12.019 --> 00:16:13.000
 and your health

00:16:13.000 --> 00:16:14.579
 but what we're told

00:16:14.579 --> 00:16:15.839
 is that 88%

00:16:15.839 --> 00:16:16.480
 of these things

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 we worry about

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 never happen

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 they consume our lives

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 and they never happen

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 the Bible says

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 that at the core

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 of worry

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 is the desire

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 for control

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 if we're honest

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 we realize

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 that we're not in control

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 whether it's our work

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 our house

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 our health

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 our life

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 and we try to maintain

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 that thing

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 that we cannot control

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 by worrying about it

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 and so worry

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 in a way

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 assumes

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 the possibility

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 of controlling

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 the uncontrollable

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 you want me to repeat that

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 because I've been trying

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 to think through that

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 in my life

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 for years

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 worry

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 assumes the possibility

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 of controlling

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 the uncontrollable

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 I mean

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 now I know

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 as we worry

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 and we think about it

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 we can't handle these things

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 and so we become obsessed

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 and we think about it

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 and in the passage here

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 what Jesus is going to tell us

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 as we look at it

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 as we continue to look at it

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 as we look through this week

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 is that basically

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 that worry

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 and control

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 is an illusion

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 there's nothing

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 that we can do about it

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 there's no way

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 we can control it

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 it's just out there

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 where does worry

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 come from

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 look at verse 27

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 would you read that

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 with me

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 verse 27

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 in who of you

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 in who of you

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 by being worried

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 can add a single hour

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 to his life

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 can you read that

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 one more time

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 in

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 in the Greek

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 and Hebrew

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 the word there

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 is actually cubit

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 it's a measurement

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 of length

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 18 inches

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 but when the guys

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 came to translate it

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 they didn't really know

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 how to translate it

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 they basically said

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 it means

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 either adding time

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 to our life

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 or making ourselves

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 grow taller

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 or adding capacity

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 to our life

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 but what Jesus says

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 there is that

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 who of us

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 can do that

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 we saw it

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 last week

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 in Genesis

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 remember the story

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 of Genesis

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 we're building

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 that foundation

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 we'll keep going

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 back and forth

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 and back and forth

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 they're in the garden

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 right

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 God builds this garden

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 it's good

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 every time God

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 builds a garden

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 it's great

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 he says this is good

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 this is good

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 this is good

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 when is the first time

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 the man or the woman

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 says something is good

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 when is the first time

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 the woman says

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 something is good

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 the apple

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 I mean she's surrounded

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 by all these great things

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 that God creates

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 and the first thing

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 she sees as good

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 when she's being tempted

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 is she sees this beautiful

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 apple or fruit

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 or whatever it looks like

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 I don't know what it is

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 but we've just said

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 traditionally

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 there's an apple

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 and it's the first time

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 that the woman says

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 this looks good

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 for me

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 how does she describe

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 that apple

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 you remember

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 what'd she say

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 the apple is beautiful

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 it looks tasty

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 and it's desirable

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 for what

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 come on guys

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 it's just like a

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 like a family

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 someone asks a question

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 and then we respond

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 it's desirable for what

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 it's desirable for wisdom

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 it's desirable

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 to make somebody wise

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 let me ask you a question

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 God creates everything

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 he puts a man

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 and a woman

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 in a garden

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 he gives them

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 control

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 of everything

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 why does she want

00:19:43.280 --> 00:19:44.060
 more control

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 what's she trying

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 to control

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 you and I

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 in the garden

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 we're given command

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 of everything

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 we're told to control

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 everything

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 to prosper

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 to multiply

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 to make everything good

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 to make it beautiful

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 she sees the apple

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 it's good for wisdom

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 it's good for control

00:20:04.819 --> 00:20:06.620
 she wants it

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 what does she

00:20:07.259 --> 00:20:08.519
 have control over

00:20:08.519 --> 00:20:12.519
 God

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 she doesn't have control

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 over God

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 I mean she has control

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 over everything else

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 in scripture

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 but she doesn't have

00:20:21.279 --> 00:20:21.880
 control

00:20:21.880 --> 00:20:22.779
 over God

00:20:22.779 --> 00:20:23.779
 and so when she sees that

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 she says

00:20:24.180 --> 00:20:25.000
 this is something

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 that's going to make me wise

00:20:26.079 --> 00:20:27.939
 and in control

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 and so she grabs that

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 and in trying to control

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 God

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 everything

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 falls apart

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 and she's deceived

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 and I would submit

00:20:39.639 --> 00:20:40.379
 that that's the way

00:20:40.379 --> 00:20:41.579
 most of us live our lives

00:20:41.579 --> 00:20:41.960
 today

00:20:41.960 --> 00:20:44.339
 that most of us

00:20:44.339 --> 00:20:44.980
 live our lives

00:20:44.980 --> 00:20:46.000
 trying to control

00:20:46.000 --> 00:20:46.419
 God

00:20:46.419 --> 00:20:47.379
 trying to put on

00:20:47.379 --> 00:20:47.759
 a facade

00:20:47.759 --> 00:20:48.599
 trying to act

00:20:48.599 --> 00:20:49.199
 a certain way

00:20:49.199 --> 00:20:50.159
 trying to act

00:20:50.159 --> 00:20:50.960
 in control

00:20:50.960 --> 00:20:57.380
 I have an incredible

00:20:57.380 --> 00:20:57.960
 privilege

00:20:57.960 --> 00:20:58.819
 as a pastor

00:20:58.819 --> 00:21:03.160
 people call me

00:21:03.160 --> 00:21:04.220
 into their lives

00:21:04.220 --> 00:21:05.819
 when their lives

00:21:05.819 --> 00:21:06.539
 are out of control

00:21:06.539 --> 00:21:09.880
 I walk into

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 some of the most

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 powerful

00:21:11.120 --> 00:21:12.539
 beautiful

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 offices

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 and houses

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 in all the world

00:21:17.079 --> 00:21:19.500
 I sit in front

00:21:19.500 --> 00:21:19.980
 of people

00:21:19.980 --> 00:21:21.799
 who are powerful

00:21:21.799 --> 00:21:23.079
 like you

00:21:23.079 --> 00:21:24.299
 beautiful

00:21:24.299 --> 00:21:25.680
 like you

00:21:25.680 --> 00:21:27.000
 in control

00:21:27.000 --> 00:21:28.180
 like you

00:21:28.180 --> 00:21:30.180
 and I sit

00:21:30.180 --> 00:21:30.759
 in front of them

00:21:30.759 --> 00:21:31.420
 at their time

00:21:31.420 --> 00:21:32.200
 that they're most

00:21:32.200 --> 00:21:33.720
 out of control

00:21:33.720 --> 00:21:36.519
 when they get

00:21:36.519 --> 00:21:37.339
 that phone call

00:21:37.339 --> 00:21:39.460
 from the HR department

00:21:39.460 --> 00:21:40.940
 and you're asked

00:21:40.940 --> 00:21:41.259
 to go down

00:21:41.259 --> 00:21:42.099
 to that special room

00:21:42.099 --> 00:21:42.940
 on that special floor

00:21:42.940 --> 00:21:43.819
 where no one wants to go

00:21:43.819 --> 00:21:44.500
 and hey by the way

00:21:44.500 --> 00:21:45.059
 you don't need to worry

00:21:45.059 --> 00:21:45.799
 about your stuff

00:21:45.799 --> 00:21:49.860
 when you get that call

00:21:49.859 --> 00:21:50.539
 from the doctor

00:21:50.539 --> 00:21:51.879
 and the doctor

00:21:51.879 --> 00:21:52.259
 says hey

00:21:52.259 --> 00:21:53.119
 oh by the way

00:21:53.119 --> 00:21:55.099
 something happened

00:21:55.099 --> 00:21:55.719
 with this test

00:21:55.719 --> 00:21:56.199
 and we need you

00:21:56.199 --> 00:21:56.679
 to come back

00:21:56.679 --> 00:21:57.059
 we need you

00:21:57.059 --> 00:21:57.719
 to take some more

00:21:57.719 --> 00:21:58.500
 tests

00:21:58.500 --> 00:22:01.539
 when you have

00:22:01.539 --> 00:22:02.240
 that heart attack

00:22:02.240 --> 00:22:04.740
 and you think

00:22:04.740 --> 00:22:05.740
 your life's in control

00:22:05.740 --> 00:22:06.319
 and you're healthy

00:22:06.319 --> 00:22:07.319
 and everything's going well

00:22:07.319 --> 00:22:07.740
 and all of a sudden

00:22:07.740 --> 00:22:08.659
 you have that heart attack

00:22:08.659 --> 00:22:10.279
 and I go in beside

00:22:10.279 --> 00:22:11.579
 these powerful people

00:22:11.579 --> 00:22:12.419
 who are in control

00:22:12.419 --> 00:22:14.979
 and I get to see them

00:22:14.979 --> 00:22:15.719
 for the first time

00:22:15.719 --> 00:22:16.979
 realize the reality

00:22:16.979 --> 00:22:17.740
 of their world

00:22:17.740 --> 00:22:19.319
 and the reality is

00:22:19.319 --> 00:22:21.259
 they are not in control

00:22:21.259 --> 00:22:24.579
 they try to act

00:22:24.579 --> 00:22:25.099
 in control

00:22:25.099 --> 00:22:26.759
 they try to wear a mask

00:22:26.759 --> 00:22:27.400
 like they're in control

00:22:27.400 --> 00:22:28.839
 but they are not in control

00:22:28.839 --> 00:22:29.579
 when you're getting

00:22:29.579 --> 00:22:30.200
 pushed through that

00:22:30.200 --> 00:22:30.839
 cat scanner

00:22:30.839 --> 00:22:32.460
 and you're worried

00:22:32.460 --> 00:22:33.180
 about that cancer

00:22:33.180 --> 00:22:33.920
 coming back

00:22:33.920 --> 00:22:35.779
 no matter how powerful

00:22:35.779 --> 00:22:36.359
 you are

00:22:36.359 --> 00:22:37.259
 no matter how in control

00:22:37.259 --> 00:22:37.660
 you are

00:22:37.660 --> 00:22:38.539
 at that moment

00:22:38.539 --> 00:22:40.019
 you are show yourself

00:22:40.019 --> 00:22:40.700
 that you're not

00:22:40.700 --> 00:22:41.420
 in control

00:22:41.420 --> 00:22:43.759
 and you start to worry

00:22:43.759 --> 00:22:45.299
 and you know

00:22:45.299 --> 00:22:46.059
 we hate worry

00:22:46.059 --> 00:22:48.159
 you know why we hate worry

00:22:48.159 --> 00:22:51.119
 because worry shows us

00:22:51.119 --> 00:22:52.879
 that we're not God

00:22:52.879 --> 00:22:56.460
 and we hate it

00:22:56.460 --> 00:22:58.299
 because we want to be

00:22:58.299 --> 00:22:58.859
 in control

00:22:58.859 --> 00:23:00.460
 but when worry comes

00:23:00.460 --> 00:23:01.039
 into our life

00:23:01.039 --> 00:23:01.519
 it shows us

00:23:01.519 --> 00:23:02.079
 that we're not

00:23:02.079 --> 00:23:04.419
 in control

00:23:04.419 --> 00:23:09.119
 every sermon

00:23:09.119 --> 00:23:10.000
 we've had the privilege

00:23:10.000 --> 00:23:10.879
 of inviting people

00:23:10.879 --> 00:23:11.619
 to come up front

00:23:11.619 --> 00:23:12.539
 and just to share

00:23:12.539 --> 00:23:12.859
 a little bit

00:23:12.859 --> 00:23:13.539
 about their story

00:23:13.539 --> 00:23:14.539
 and so today

00:23:14.539 --> 00:23:15.700
 I've asked Kristen

00:23:15.700 --> 00:23:16.879
 to come in

00:23:16.879 --> 00:23:17.279
 and share

00:23:17.279 --> 00:23:17.980
 where is Kristen

00:23:17.980 --> 00:23:18.700
 okay

00:23:18.700 --> 00:23:20.059
 and so she is

00:23:20.059 --> 00:23:20.779
 very worried

00:23:20.779 --> 00:23:21.500
 about not being

00:23:21.500 --> 00:23:22.059
 in control

00:23:22.059 --> 00:23:23.579
 so we talked

00:23:23.579 --> 00:23:24.019
 last night

00:23:24.019 --> 00:23:24.720
 on the phone

00:23:24.720 --> 00:23:25.139
 and I said

00:23:25.139 --> 00:23:25.779
 so are you worried

00:23:25.779 --> 00:23:26.440
 and she started laughing

00:23:26.440 --> 00:23:27.379
 ha ha ha ha

00:23:27.379 --> 00:23:28.460
 that's what the sermon's

00:23:28.460 --> 00:23:29.059
 about right

00:23:29.059 --> 00:23:30.519
 I said yes it is

00:23:30.519 --> 00:23:32.079
 and so I think

00:23:32.079 --> 00:23:32.599
 that she was

00:23:32.599 --> 00:23:33.299
 mostly worried

00:23:33.299 --> 00:23:35.059
 about me

00:23:35.059 --> 00:23:36.259
 not remembering

00:23:36.259 --> 00:23:36.980
 my questions

00:23:36.980 --> 00:23:37.740
 that I'd written out

00:23:37.740 --> 00:23:38.079
 to say

00:23:38.079 --> 00:23:38.639
 we're going to ask

00:23:38.639 --> 00:23:39.180
 these questions

00:23:39.180 --> 00:23:41.359
 you refuse to rehearse

00:23:41.359 --> 00:23:42.359
 yeah I refuse to rehearse

00:23:42.359 --> 00:23:43.240
 I just feel like

00:23:43.240 --> 00:23:43.759
 we're raw

00:23:43.759 --> 00:23:44.339
 and organic

00:23:44.339 --> 00:23:45.559
 you can't rehearse

00:23:45.559 --> 00:23:46.279
 for a family

00:23:46.279 --> 00:23:46.679
 and so

00:23:46.679 --> 00:23:48.099
 so I did tell you

00:23:48.099 --> 00:23:48.399
 Kristen

00:23:48.399 --> 00:23:48.879
 that I

00:23:48.879 --> 00:23:50.479
 I forgot the questions

00:23:50.479 --> 00:23:52.159
 okay so

00:23:52.159 --> 00:23:54.679
 so I thought

00:23:54.679 --> 00:23:55.459
 just being here

00:23:55.459 --> 00:23:55.959
 with you

00:23:55.959 --> 00:23:57.639
 maybe you could

00:23:57.639 --> 00:23:58.459
 share with us

00:23:58.459 --> 00:23:59.279
 because you know

00:23:59.279 --> 00:23:59.839
 the questions

00:23:59.839 --> 00:24:00.679
 hopefully

00:24:00.679 --> 00:24:01.879
 maybe just share

00:24:01.879 --> 00:24:02.159
 a little bit

00:24:02.159 --> 00:24:02.859
 about yourself

00:24:02.859 --> 00:24:03.819
 with the

00:24:03.819 --> 00:24:04.679
 Watermark family

00:24:04.679 --> 00:24:05.179
 your family

00:24:05.179 --> 00:24:08.119
 so I'm Kristen

00:24:08.119 --> 00:24:09.079
 and my husband

00:24:09.079 --> 00:24:09.799
 Colin and I

00:24:09.799 --> 00:24:10.680
 we've been in

00:24:10.680 --> 00:24:11.720
 Watermark for

00:24:11.720 --> 00:24:13.079
 about a year and a half

00:24:13.079 --> 00:24:13.859
 and we've been going

00:24:13.859 --> 00:24:14.899
 to your fellowship group

00:24:14.899 --> 00:24:18.819
 I grew up in Indonesia

00:24:18.819 --> 00:24:20.539
 Indonesian born Chinese

00:24:20.539 --> 00:24:23.139
 and I grew up

00:24:23.139 --> 00:24:23.919
 in a happy family

00:24:23.919 --> 00:24:25.419
 and we always had

00:24:25.419 --> 00:24:26.759
 more than enough

00:24:26.759 --> 00:24:28.539
 but my mom grew up

00:24:28.539 --> 00:24:29.680
 grew up poor

00:24:29.680 --> 00:24:30.940
 and she worked

00:24:30.940 --> 00:24:31.619
 really hard

00:24:31.619 --> 00:24:32.819
 to get out of

00:24:32.819 --> 00:24:33.339
 poverty

00:24:33.339 --> 00:24:34.159
 and to support

00:24:34.159 --> 00:24:34.659
 herself

00:24:34.659 --> 00:24:36.859
 and by the time

00:24:36.859 --> 00:24:38.359
 she and my dad

00:24:38.359 --> 00:24:39.039
 had my sister

00:24:39.039 --> 00:24:39.619
 and I basically

00:24:39.619 --> 00:24:40.200
 we were well

00:24:40.200 --> 00:24:40.980
 provided for

00:24:40.980 --> 00:24:42.339
 but they

00:24:42.339 --> 00:24:44.119
 especially my mom

00:24:44.119 --> 00:24:45.659
 always talked about

00:24:45.659 --> 00:24:46.700
 how you know

00:24:46.700 --> 00:24:47.859
 difficult being poor

00:24:47.859 --> 00:24:48.639
 is and

00:24:48.639 --> 00:24:50.000
 she always wants

00:24:50.000 --> 00:24:50.839
 us to know

00:24:50.839 --> 00:24:51.879
 that we should

00:24:51.879 --> 00:24:53.460
 avoid being poor

00:24:53.460 --> 00:24:54.839
 and we should

00:24:54.839 --> 00:24:55.879
 do whatever we can

00:24:55.879 --> 00:24:57.500
 to sort out

00:24:57.500 --> 00:24:58.159
 our lives

00:24:58.159 --> 00:24:58.819
 so that we

00:24:58.819 --> 00:25:00.599
 won't fall

00:25:00.599 --> 00:25:01.279
 into poverty

00:25:01.279 --> 00:25:02.299
 because it's a

00:25:02.299 --> 00:25:03.000
 terrible thing

00:25:03.000 --> 00:25:03.599
 to be in

00:25:03.599 --> 00:25:05.619
 so because of that

00:25:05.619 --> 00:25:06.519
 it makes me thankful

00:25:06.519 --> 00:25:07.579
 for whatever I have

00:25:07.579 --> 00:25:08.519
 but it also gives me

00:25:08.519 --> 00:25:10.279
 this fear of poverty

00:25:10.279 --> 00:25:11.799
 and I've never been poor

00:25:11.799 --> 00:25:12.740
 but I'm very afraid

00:25:12.740 --> 00:25:13.159
 of it

00:25:13.159 --> 00:25:15.679
 and it also makes me

00:25:15.679 --> 00:25:16.579
 risk averse

00:25:16.579 --> 00:25:17.159
 in the choices

00:25:17.159 --> 00:25:17.899
 that I make

00:25:17.899 --> 00:25:19.439
 and it also makes me

00:25:19.439 --> 00:25:20.019
 a planner

00:25:20.019 --> 00:25:21.279
 which is just a nice

00:25:21.279 --> 00:25:21.799
 way of saying

00:25:21.799 --> 00:25:22.779
 being a controller

00:25:22.779 --> 00:25:24.679
 so

00:25:24.679 --> 00:25:26.639
 I'm glad you said that

00:25:26.639 --> 00:25:28.679
 because so many of us

00:25:28.679 --> 00:25:29.399
 here are planners

00:25:29.399 --> 00:25:30.059
 and if I say

00:25:30.059 --> 00:25:30.539
 you're just

00:25:30.539 --> 00:25:31.480
 trying to hide

00:25:31.480 --> 00:25:32.019
 your worry

00:25:32.019 --> 00:25:33.579
 people will get

00:25:33.579 --> 00:25:34.039
 mad at me

00:25:34.039 --> 00:25:34.779
 right

00:25:34.779 --> 00:25:35.559
 and we

00:25:35.559 --> 00:25:36.139
 yeah

00:25:36.139 --> 00:25:36.859
 so my

00:25:36.859 --> 00:25:37.720
 yeah

00:25:37.720 --> 00:25:38.720
 so I tend to

00:25:38.720 --> 00:25:39.960
 I mean

00:25:39.960 --> 00:25:40.720
 the good thing is

00:25:40.720 --> 00:25:41.879
 it makes me a good planner

00:25:41.879 --> 00:25:42.759
 which is

00:25:42.759 --> 00:25:43.599
 kind of like

00:25:43.599 --> 00:25:44.259
 my gift

00:25:44.259 --> 00:25:46.159
 but it's also

00:25:46.159 --> 00:25:46.799
 my weakness

00:25:46.799 --> 00:25:47.559
 and

00:25:47.559 --> 00:25:49.079
 so basically

00:25:49.079 --> 00:25:50.379
 I tend to worry

00:25:50.379 --> 00:25:51.619
 if I am

00:25:51.619 --> 00:25:52.740
 unable to plan

00:25:52.740 --> 00:25:53.299
 for something

00:25:53.299 --> 00:25:54.859
 or if I've planned

00:25:54.859 --> 00:25:55.379
 for something

00:25:55.379 --> 00:25:57.000
 and it doesn't

00:25:57.000 --> 00:25:57.659
 work out

00:25:57.659 --> 00:25:58.420
 and then that's

00:25:58.420 --> 00:25:59.240
 when I panic

00:25:59.240 --> 00:26:00.240
 and so

00:26:00.240 --> 00:26:00.700
 that's

00:26:00.700 --> 00:26:01.539
 yeah

00:26:01.539 --> 00:26:01.980
 so then

00:26:01.980 --> 00:26:02.619
 that's when

00:26:02.619 --> 00:26:03.259
 I'm forced

00:26:03.259 --> 00:26:05.519
 to go to God

00:26:05.519 --> 00:26:06.940
 and trust in Him

00:26:06.940 --> 00:26:07.559
 basically

00:26:07.559 --> 00:26:08.039
 yeah

00:26:08.039 --> 00:26:09.279
 so we're talking

00:26:09.279 --> 00:26:10.440
 about this idea

00:26:10.440 --> 00:26:10.960
 of control

00:26:10.960 --> 00:26:11.619
 in the workplace

00:26:11.619 --> 00:26:13.859
 and how that is

00:26:13.859 --> 00:26:15.119
 manifested

00:26:15.119 --> 00:26:15.839
 in maybe

00:26:15.839 --> 00:26:16.579
 in your life

00:26:16.579 --> 00:26:17.399
 or a boss

00:26:17.399 --> 00:26:18.839
 or other people

00:26:18.839 --> 00:26:19.779
 and then just the

00:26:19.779 --> 00:26:22.659
 the converse side

00:26:22.659 --> 00:26:23.059
 of that one

00:26:23.059 --> 00:26:24.059
 because the reality

00:26:24.059 --> 00:26:24.500
 is control

00:26:24.500 --> 00:26:24.940
 is an illusion

00:26:24.940 --> 00:26:25.420
 so we don't really

00:26:25.420 --> 00:26:25.839
 have control

00:26:25.839 --> 00:26:26.359
 so we're always

00:26:26.359 --> 00:26:26.879
 just fearful

00:26:26.879 --> 00:26:27.399
 worried

00:26:27.399 --> 00:26:28.740
 and out of control

00:26:28.740 --> 00:26:30.000
 how do you see

00:26:30.000 --> 00:26:30.579
 that played out

00:26:30.579 --> 00:26:31.759
 in your workplace

00:26:31.759 --> 00:26:33.619
 is that the question

00:26:33.619 --> 00:26:34.899
 yes it was

00:26:34.899 --> 00:26:35.839
 you did remember

00:26:35.839 --> 00:26:36.579
 the questions

00:26:36.579 --> 00:26:40.379
 so basically

00:26:40.379 --> 00:26:41.679
 control in the workplace

00:26:41.679 --> 00:26:42.319
 for me

00:26:42.319 --> 00:26:43.099
 I would feel

00:26:43.099 --> 00:26:43.659
 in control

00:26:43.659 --> 00:26:44.379
 in my workplace

00:26:44.379 --> 00:26:46.639
 if I know

00:26:46.639 --> 00:26:47.519
 what's going on

00:26:47.519 --> 00:26:48.399
 in the area

00:26:48.399 --> 00:26:49.439
 of my responsibility

00:26:49.439 --> 00:26:51.599
 and I know

00:26:51.599 --> 00:26:52.199
 what my team

00:26:52.199 --> 00:26:52.799
 is doing

00:26:52.799 --> 00:26:54.399
 what they're handling

00:26:54.399 --> 00:26:55.359
 what they're dealing

00:26:55.359 --> 00:26:55.779
 with

00:26:55.779 --> 00:26:57.019
 I know that

00:26:57.019 --> 00:26:57.659
 they're happy

00:26:57.659 --> 00:26:58.339
 and I know

00:26:58.339 --> 00:26:59.339
 people like me

00:26:59.339 --> 00:27:01.939
 and yeah

00:27:01.939 --> 00:27:02.480
 just know

00:27:02.480 --> 00:27:03.220
 what's going on

00:27:03.220 --> 00:27:04.439
 and have control

00:27:04.439 --> 00:27:05.339
 of what's going on

00:27:05.339 --> 00:27:06.059
 so if my boss

00:27:06.059 --> 00:27:07.240
 asks me something

00:27:07.240 --> 00:27:08.279
 like I have an answer

00:27:08.279 --> 00:27:08.859
 for it

00:27:08.859 --> 00:27:10.819
 if situations come up

00:27:10.819 --> 00:27:11.919
 but it's something

00:27:11.919 --> 00:27:12.779
 that I know

00:27:12.779 --> 00:27:13.399
 how to handle

00:27:13.399 --> 00:27:14.240
 I still feel like

00:27:14.240 --> 00:27:15.000
 I'm in control

00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:16.519
 and basically

00:27:16.519 --> 00:27:18.079
 being in control

00:27:18.079 --> 00:27:19.119
 when I have

00:27:19.119 --> 00:27:20.279
 these situations

00:27:20.279 --> 00:27:21.039
 all tick

00:27:21.039 --> 00:27:22.379
 I would feel

00:27:22.379 --> 00:27:23.279
 quite comfortable

00:27:23.279 --> 00:27:24.779
 quite confident

00:27:24.779 --> 00:27:27.519
 and I would feel

00:27:27.519 --> 00:27:28.119
 quite good

00:27:28.119 --> 00:27:28.879
 about myself

00:27:28.879 --> 00:27:29.779
 I would feel

00:27:29.779 --> 00:27:30.259
 like I'm good

00:27:30.259 --> 00:27:30.980
 at my job

00:27:30.980 --> 00:27:31.980
 and

00:27:31.980 --> 00:27:34.039
 basically

00:27:34.039 --> 00:27:35.720
 I would somewhat

00:27:35.720 --> 00:27:36.559
 feel important

00:27:36.559 --> 00:27:37.859
 like I'm

00:27:37.859 --> 00:27:38.539
 indispensable

00:27:38.539 --> 00:27:39.619
 to the company

00:27:39.619 --> 00:27:40.319
 or something

00:27:40.319 --> 00:27:41.599
 and

00:27:41.599 --> 00:27:42.460
 yeah

00:27:42.460 --> 00:27:43.339
 so that's

00:27:43.339 --> 00:27:43.960
 when I feel

00:27:43.960 --> 00:27:44.460
 in control

00:27:44.460 --> 00:27:45.539
 and

00:27:45.539 --> 00:27:47.000
 when I don't

00:27:47.000 --> 00:27:47.720
 have things

00:27:47.720 --> 00:27:48.339
 in control

00:27:48.339 --> 00:27:49.819
 is when

00:27:49.819 --> 00:27:51.200
 I don't know

00:27:51.200 --> 00:27:52.079
 the full extent

00:27:52.079 --> 00:27:52.980
 of what's going on

00:27:52.980 --> 00:27:53.839
 within the area

00:27:53.839 --> 00:27:54.779
 of my responsibility

00:27:54.779 --> 00:27:56.200
 which is what's

00:27:56.200 --> 00:27:56.740
 happening now

00:27:56.740 --> 00:27:57.279
 because I just

00:27:57.279 --> 00:27:58.099
 got a new role

00:27:58.099 --> 00:27:59.240
 in my company

00:27:59.240 --> 00:28:00.039
 and

00:28:00.039 --> 00:28:00.519
 yeah

00:28:00.519 --> 00:28:01.079
 I feel

00:28:01.079 --> 00:28:02.000
 quite insecure

00:28:02.000 --> 00:28:02.539
 because

00:28:02.539 --> 00:28:03.180
 I don't know

00:28:03.180 --> 00:28:03.599
 everything

00:28:03.599 --> 00:28:04.539
 I don't know

00:28:04.539 --> 00:28:05.140
 what my teams

00:28:05.140 --> 00:28:05.779
 are doing

00:28:05.779 --> 00:28:06.759
 and

00:28:06.759 --> 00:28:08.620
 situations come up

00:28:08.620 --> 00:28:09.180
 and I don't know

00:28:09.180 --> 00:28:09.799
 how to

00:28:09.799 --> 00:28:10.660
 handle it

00:28:10.660 --> 00:28:11.920
 so it makes me

00:28:11.920 --> 00:28:13.019
 feel out of control

00:28:13.019 --> 00:28:14.000
 very insecure

00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:14.900
 you know

00:28:14.900 --> 00:28:15.339
 what do people

00:28:15.339 --> 00:28:16.099
 think of me

00:28:16.099 --> 00:28:16.920
 in this position

00:28:16.920 --> 00:28:19.039
 and

00:28:19.039 --> 00:28:19.539
 it

00:28:19.539 --> 00:28:20.240
 makes me

00:28:20.240 --> 00:28:20.720
 uncomfortable

00:28:20.720 --> 00:28:22.079
 and quite stressed

00:28:22.079 --> 00:28:24.179
 and

00:28:24.179 --> 00:28:24.439
 it

00:28:24.439 --> 00:28:25.059
 forces me

00:28:25.059 --> 00:28:25.299
 to

00:28:25.299 --> 00:28:25.720
 go to

00:28:25.720 --> 00:28:26.059
 God

00:28:26.059 --> 00:28:26.379
 and

00:28:26.379 --> 00:28:26.740
 trust

00:28:26.740 --> 00:28:27.139
 him

00:28:27.139 --> 00:28:27.619
 because

00:28:27.619 --> 00:28:27.740
 it's

00:28:27.740 --> 00:28:28.039
 amazing

00:28:28.039 --> 00:28:28.199
 because

00:28:28.199 --> 00:28:28.539
 I've never

00:28:28.539 --> 00:28:29.240
 seen you

00:28:29.240 --> 00:28:29.619
 and we've

00:28:29.619 --> 00:28:30.039
 gone to Israel

00:28:30.039 --> 00:28:30.399
 together

00:28:30.399 --> 00:28:30.779
 and all that

00:28:30.779 --> 00:28:31.099
 I've never

00:28:31.099 --> 00:28:31.460
 seen

00:28:31.460 --> 00:28:33.000
 you stressed

00:28:33.000 --> 00:28:33.359
 right

00:28:33.359 --> 00:28:33.899
 so you

00:28:33.899 --> 00:28:34.119
 oh

00:28:34.119 --> 00:28:34.539
 you don't

00:28:34.539 --> 00:28:34.859
 know me

00:28:34.859 --> 00:28:35.199
 well

00:28:35.199 --> 00:28:36.899
 or

00:28:36.899 --> 00:28:37.639
 or maybe

00:28:37.639 --> 00:28:37.960
 you

00:28:37.960 --> 00:28:38.599
 wear

00:28:38.599 --> 00:28:39.519
 your mask

00:28:39.519 --> 00:28:40.099
 of control

00:28:40.099 --> 00:28:41.359
 very well

00:28:41.359 --> 00:28:42.220
 because it

00:28:42.220 --> 00:28:42.679
 seems like

00:28:42.679 --> 00:28:43.199
 when I look

00:28:43.199 --> 00:28:43.539
 at you

00:28:43.539 --> 00:28:44.220
 or Colin

00:28:44.220 --> 00:28:44.799
 I've seen

00:28:44.799 --> 00:28:45.359
 Colin a little

00:28:45.359 --> 00:28:45.859
 more stressed

00:28:45.859 --> 00:28:46.240
 because he's

00:28:46.240 --> 00:28:46.839
 kind of red

00:28:46.839 --> 00:28:47.759
 but you

00:28:47.759 --> 00:28:48.539
 you just

00:28:48.539 --> 00:28:49.579
 you just

00:28:49.579 --> 00:28:50.199
 a mask

00:28:50.199 --> 00:28:51.079
 of coolness

00:28:51.079 --> 00:28:51.740
 yeah you're

00:28:51.740 --> 00:28:52.179
 an iceberg

00:28:52.179 --> 00:28:52.960
 yeah

00:28:52.960 --> 00:28:54.980
 in a good

00:28:54.980 --> 00:28:55.319
 way

00:28:55.319 --> 00:28:55.779
 I guess

00:28:55.779 --> 00:28:58.419
 sorry about

00:28:58.419 --> 00:28:58.839
 that Colin

00:28:58.839 --> 00:29:01.859
 so what

00:29:01.859 --> 00:29:02.259
 would you

00:29:02.259 --> 00:29:02.779
 say in

00:29:02.779 --> 00:29:03.059
 this whole

00:29:03.059 --> 00:29:03.639
 process of

00:29:03.639 --> 00:29:04.079
 being out

00:29:04.079 --> 00:29:04.439
 of control

00:29:04.439 --> 00:29:05.039
 in control

00:29:05.039 --> 00:29:06.379
 and realizing

00:29:06.379 --> 00:29:07.139
 that you

00:29:07.139 --> 00:29:07.460
 need to

00:29:07.460 --> 00:29:08.019
 continually

00:29:08.019 --> 00:29:09.019
 be going

00:29:09.019 --> 00:29:09.500
 before the

00:29:09.500 --> 00:29:09.759
 Lord

00:29:09.759 --> 00:29:10.240
 and help

00:29:10.240 --> 00:29:11.159
 asking him

00:29:11.159 --> 00:29:11.500
 to show

00:29:11.500 --> 00:29:11.720
 you what

00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:12.039
 that looks

00:29:12.039 --> 00:29:12.339
 like

00:29:12.339 --> 00:29:13.139
 what are

00:29:13.139 --> 00:29:14.019
 things you've

00:29:14.019 --> 00:29:14.779
 been learning

00:29:14.779 --> 00:29:15.139
 right

00:29:15.139 --> 00:29:15.759
 and that

00:29:15.759 --> 00:29:16.379
 process for

00:29:16.379 --> 00:29:16.740
 you as a

00:29:16.740 --> 00:29:17.059
 couple

00:29:17.059 --> 00:29:17.960
 and as

00:29:17.960 --> 00:29:18.439
 individual

00:29:18.439 --> 00:29:19.879
 and things

00:29:19.879 --> 00:29:20.259
 like that

00:29:20.259 --> 00:29:21.359
 so as

00:29:21.359 --> 00:29:21.900
 much as

00:29:21.900 --> 00:29:23.240
 I don't

00:29:23.240 --> 00:29:23.980
 enjoy being

00:29:23.980 --> 00:29:24.420
 out of

00:29:24.420 --> 00:29:24.819
 control

00:29:24.819 --> 00:29:25.500
 not being

00:29:25.500 --> 00:29:25.900
 in my

00:29:25.900 --> 00:29:26.799
 comfort zone

00:29:26.799 --> 00:29:27.740
 but I

00:29:27.740 --> 00:29:28.480
 realize that's

00:29:28.480 --> 00:29:28.819
 really the

00:29:28.819 --> 00:29:29.440
 time when

00:29:29.440 --> 00:29:30.079
 I'm closest

00:29:30.079 --> 00:29:30.680
 to God

00:29:30.680 --> 00:29:31.599
 because I

00:29:31.599 --> 00:29:32.759
 it's the

00:29:32.759 --> 00:29:33.319
 only time

00:29:33.319 --> 00:29:34.119
 I literally

00:29:34.119 --> 00:29:35.039
 seek God

00:29:35.039 --> 00:29:35.559
 you know

00:29:35.559 --> 00:29:36.099
 daily

00:29:36.099 --> 00:29:37.839
 for his

00:29:37.839 --> 00:29:38.220
 wisdom

00:29:38.220 --> 00:29:38.799
 for his

00:29:38.799 --> 00:29:39.299
 strength

00:29:39.299 --> 00:29:40.720
 because I

00:29:40.720 --> 00:29:40.960
 don't know

00:29:40.960 --> 00:29:41.259
 what to

00:29:41.259 --> 00:29:41.500
 do

00:29:41.500 --> 00:29:42.180
 when I'm

00:29:42.180 --> 00:29:42.779
 in control

00:29:42.779 --> 00:29:43.279
 I really

00:29:43.279 --> 00:29:43.900
 just go

00:29:43.900 --> 00:29:44.359
 to my

00:29:44.359 --> 00:29:45.559
 normal mode

00:29:45.559 --> 00:29:46.160
 which is

00:29:46.160 --> 00:29:47.039
 like do

00:29:47.039 --> 00:29:47.519
 what I

00:29:47.519 --> 00:29:47.900
 know

00:29:47.900 --> 00:29:48.559
 I can

00:29:48.559 --> 00:29:48.960
 do

00:29:48.960 --> 00:29:50.220
 and

00:29:50.220 --> 00:29:51.779
 it's

00:29:51.779 --> 00:29:52.340
 so when

00:29:52.340 --> 00:29:52.740
 I'm

00:29:52.740 --> 00:29:54.360
 in control

00:29:54.360 --> 00:29:55.039
 it's actually

00:29:55.039 --> 00:29:55.720
 it makes me

00:29:55.720 --> 00:29:56.140
 feel good

00:29:56.140 --> 00:29:56.600
 but actually

00:29:56.600 --> 00:29:57.039
 it's really

00:29:57.039 --> 00:29:57.519
 tiring

00:29:57.519 --> 00:29:58.460
 because

00:29:58.460 --> 00:30:00.000
 I'm the

00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:00.480
 one running

00:30:00.480 --> 00:30:01.079
 everything

00:30:01.079 --> 00:30:01.740
 myself

00:30:01.740 --> 00:30:03.720
 when I'm

00:30:03.720 --> 00:30:03.980
 not in

00:30:03.980 --> 00:30:04.360
 control

00:30:04.360 --> 00:30:05.240
 it's very

00:30:05.240 --> 00:30:05.740
 uncomfortable

00:30:05.740 --> 00:30:06.799
 but in

00:30:06.799 --> 00:30:07.100
 the end

00:30:07.100 --> 00:30:07.579
 when God

00:30:07.579 --> 00:30:08.279
 comes through

00:30:08.279 --> 00:30:08.779
 I find it

00:30:08.779 --> 00:30:09.559
 really refreshing

00:30:09.559 --> 00:30:10.340
 because

00:30:10.340 --> 00:30:12.019
 oh somebody

00:30:12.019 --> 00:30:12.460
 else is

00:30:12.460 --> 00:30:13.279
 taking care

00:30:13.279 --> 00:30:13.700
 of it

00:30:13.700 --> 00:30:14.640
 instead of

00:30:14.640 --> 00:30:15.079
 myself

00:30:15.079 --> 00:30:15.900
 so it's

00:30:15.900 --> 00:30:17.000
 really refreshing

00:30:17.000 --> 00:30:17.299
 but it's

00:30:17.299 --> 00:30:17.840
 very uncomfortable

00:30:17.840 --> 00:30:18.600
 in the beginning

00:30:18.599 --> 00:30:19.639
 so that's

00:30:19.639 --> 00:30:19.919
 what I'm

00:30:19.919 --> 00:30:20.359
 learning

00:30:20.359 --> 00:30:22.299
 and I

00:30:22.299 --> 00:30:22.819
 realized

00:30:22.819 --> 00:30:23.179
 that

00:30:23.179 --> 00:30:24.139
 yeah

00:30:24.139 --> 00:30:24.500
 I

00:30:24.500 --> 00:30:25.819
 I

00:30:25.819 --> 00:30:26.219
 probably

00:30:26.219 --> 00:30:26.480
 should

00:30:26.480 --> 00:30:26.799
 do it

00:30:26.799 --> 00:30:27.419
 more often

00:30:27.419 --> 00:30:28.079
 because

00:30:28.079 --> 00:30:28.899
 I tend

00:30:28.899 --> 00:30:29.179
 at the

00:30:29.179 --> 00:30:29.359
 moment

00:30:29.359 --> 00:30:29.980
 I tend

00:30:29.980 --> 00:30:30.240
 to do

00:30:30.240 --> 00:30:30.379
 this

00:30:30.379 --> 00:30:30.599
 only

00:30:30.599 --> 00:30:31.059
 when I'm

00:30:31.059 --> 00:30:31.179
 in

00:30:31.179 --> 00:30:31.619
 crisis

00:30:31.619 --> 00:30:32.359
 you know

00:30:32.359 --> 00:30:32.879
 when I

00:30:32.879 --> 00:30:33.819
 my plans

00:30:33.819 --> 00:30:34.240
 don't work

00:30:34.240 --> 00:30:34.459
 out

00:30:34.459 --> 00:30:35.059
 but I

00:30:35.059 --> 00:30:35.179
 should

00:30:35.179 --> 00:30:35.459
 probably

00:30:35.459 --> 00:30:35.759
 do it

00:30:35.759 --> 00:30:36.379
 more often

00:30:36.379 --> 00:30:37.079
 like on

00:30:37.079 --> 00:30:37.339
 little

00:30:37.339 --> 00:30:37.859
 things

00:30:37.859 --> 00:30:38.480
 yeah

00:30:38.480 --> 00:30:40.119
 that was

00:30:40.119 --> 00:30:40.559
 it right

00:30:40.559 --> 00:30:41.219
 let me

00:30:41.219 --> 00:30:41.439
 ask you

00:30:41.439 --> 00:30:41.719
 another hard

00:30:41.719 --> 00:30:42.139
 question

00:30:42.139 --> 00:30:44.139
 can I pray

00:30:44.139 --> 00:30:44.539
 for you

00:30:44.539 --> 00:30:45.219
 sure

00:30:45.220 --> 00:30:45.700
 okay

00:30:45.700 --> 00:30:46.360
 father

00:30:46.360 --> 00:30:46.579
 we just

00:30:46.579 --> 00:30:47.039
 thank you

00:30:47.039 --> 00:30:47.440
 for

00:30:47.440 --> 00:30:47.759
 Kristen

00:30:47.759 --> 00:30:48.100
 and for

00:30:48.100 --> 00:30:48.460
 Colin

00:30:48.460 --> 00:30:48.860
 and just

00:30:48.860 --> 00:30:49.200
 for bringing

00:30:49.200 --> 00:30:49.700
 them here

00:30:49.700 --> 00:30:49.980
 and just

00:30:49.980 --> 00:30:51.279
 for all

00:30:51.279 --> 00:30:51.839
 the amazing

00:30:51.839 --> 00:30:52.279
 things you've

00:30:52.279 --> 00:30:52.640
 done in their

00:30:52.640 --> 00:30:53.579
 life and experiences

00:30:53.579 --> 00:30:54.299
 we pray for them

00:30:54.299 --> 00:30:55.420
 as a family

00:30:55.420 --> 00:30:55.980
 that you would

00:30:55.980 --> 00:30:56.620
 just continue to

00:30:56.620 --> 00:30:57.259
 watch over them

00:30:57.259 --> 00:30:57.960
 and bless them

00:30:57.960 --> 00:30:58.640
 as they grow

00:30:58.640 --> 00:31:00.059
 pray for her work

00:31:00.059 --> 00:31:00.480
 that you would

00:31:00.480 --> 00:31:01.200
 give her wisdom

00:31:01.200 --> 00:31:01.860
 and favor

00:31:01.860 --> 00:31:03.980
 and the freedom

00:31:03.980 --> 00:31:04.940
 not to always

00:31:04.940 --> 00:31:05.680
 wear a mask

00:31:05.680 --> 00:31:06.600
 so that people

00:31:06.600 --> 00:31:07.180
 would see

00:31:07.180 --> 00:31:07.980
 your son

00:31:07.980 --> 00:31:08.420
 coming through

00:31:08.420 --> 00:31:08.680
 her

00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:09.519
 and we pray

00:31:09.519 --> 00:31:10.140
 that for all

00:31:10.140 --> 00:31:10.480
 of us

00:31:10.480 --> 00:31:10.759
 and so I

00:31:10.759 --> 00:31:11.140
 just thank you

00:31:11.140 --> 00:31:11.660
 for her heart

00:31:11.660 --> 00:31:12.380
 and her desire

00:31:12.380 --> 00:31:13.280
 and just

00:31:13.280 --> 00:31:14.400
 amazing story

00:31:14.400 --> 00:31:15.020
 of your goodness

00:31:15.020 --> 00:31:16.080
 and faithfulness

00:31:16.080 --> 00:31:16.540
 in our life

00:31:16.540 --> 00:31:16.980
 and we just pray

00:31:16.980 --> 00:31:17.220
 these things

00:31:17.220 --> 00:31:17.540
 in your son

00:31:17.540 --> 00:31:18.180
 Jesus name

00:31:18.180 --> 00:31:18.660
 amen

00:31:18.660 --> 00:31:20.360
 thank you so much

00:31:20.360 --> 00:31:28.520
 she's a good

00:31:28.520 --> 00:31:29.160
 Texas girl

00:31:29.160 --> 00:31:29.440
 if you didn't

00:31:29.440 --> 00:31:29.860
 know that

00:31:29.860 --> 00:31:30.260
 so she went

00:31:30.260 --> 00:31:30.520
 to school

00:31:30.520 --> 00:31:31.000
 at Rice

00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:31.300
 so

00:31:31.300 --> 00:31:34.680
 giving you

00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:35.140
 a hard time

00:31:35.140 --> 00:31:35.720
 hey

00:31:35.720 --> 00:31:36.740
 one final thing

00:31:36.740 --> 00:31:37.020
 and I want

00:31:37.020 --> 00:31:37.480
 to end here

00:31:37.480 --> 00:31:40.000
 we know

00:31:40.000 --> 00:31:40.360
 what worry

00:31:40.360 --> 00:31:40.800
 is

00:31:40.799 --> 00:31:42.619
 we know

00:31:42.619 --> 00:31:43.180
 how worry

00:31:43.180 --> 00:31:44.119
 comes into

00:31:44.119 --> 00:31:44.659
 our life

00:31:44.659 --> 00:31:45.000
 and it

00:31:45.000 --> 00:31:45.659
 dominates

00:31:45.659 --> 00:31:45.980
 us

00:31:45.980 --> 00:31:46.220
 and it

00:31:46.220 --> 00:31:46.639
 tries to

00:31:46.639 --> 00:31:47.220
 show us

00:31:47.220 --> 00:31:48.960
 control

00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:49.539
 is better

00:31:49.539 --> 00:31:50.139
 and we need

00:31:50.139 --> 00:31:50.799
 to wear a mask

00:31:50.799 --> 00:31:51.180
 and not let

00:31:51.180 --> 00:31:51.759
 people see

00:31:51.759 --> 00:31:52.700
 what's happening

00:31:52.700 --> 00:31:53.079
 ultimately

00:31:53.079 --> 00:31:53.919
 what we're

00:31:53.919 --> 00:31:54.960
 actually struggling

00:31:54.960 --> 00:31:55.460
 with is

00:31:55.460 --> 00:31:56.259
 the issue

00:31:56.259 --> 00:31:56.740
 of who is

00:31:56.740 --> 00:31:57.240
 God in our

00:31:57.240 --> 00:31:57.539
 life

00:31:57.539 --> 00:31:57.839
 are we

00:31:57.839 --> 00:31:58.180
 going to be

00:31:58.180 --> 00:31:58.559
 God

00:31:58.559 --> 00:31:59.559
 or is

00:31:59.559 --> 00:31:59.819
 God

00:31:59.819 --> 00:32:00.019
 going to

00:32:00.019 --> 00:32:00.519
 be God

00:32:00.519 --> 00:32:01.960
 but the

00:32:01.960 --> 00:32:02.419
 question for

00:32:02.419 --> 00:32:02.759
 me is

00:32:02.759 --> 00:32:03.039
 always

00:32:03.039 --> 00:32:03.299
 what do

00:32:03.299 --> 00:32:03.619
 I do

00:32:03.619 --> 00:32:04.259
 when worry

00:32:04.259 --> 00:32:04.639
 comes into

00:32:04.639 --> 00:32:05.200
 my life

00:32:05.200 --> 00:32:09.779
 here

00:32:09.779 --> 00:32:10.220
 did I lose

00:32:10.220 --> 00:32:10.559
 the mic

00:32:10.559 --> 00:32:11.519
 I'm scared

00:32:11.519 --> 00:32:11.960
 cheering up

00:32:11.960 --> 00:32:12.079
 here

00:32:12.079 --> 00:32:12.379
 because

00:32:12.379 --> 00:32:13.079
 I don't

00:32:13.079 --> 00:32:13.399
 have my

00:32:13.399 --> 00:32:13.599
 act

00:32:13.599 --> 00:32:13.799
 to get

00:32:13.799 --> 00:32:14.319
 and we're

00:32:14.319 --> 00:32:14.700
 going on

00:32:14.700 --> 00:32:15.000
 a journey

00:32:15.000 --> 00:32:15.220
 we're

00:32:15.220 --> 00:32:15.399
 learning

00:32:15.399 --> 00:32:15.659
 these

00:32:15.659 --> 00:32:15.940
 things

00:32:15.940 --> 00:32:16.619
 but let

00:32:16.619 --> 00:32:16.859
 me just

00:32:16.859 --> 00:32:17.059
 share

00:32:17.059 --> 00:32:17.419
 some things

00:32:17.419 --> 00:32:17.659
 that this

00:32:17.659 --> 00:32:17.960
 passage

00:32:17.960 --> 00:32:18.419
 says

00:32:18.419 --> 00:32:19.519
 continually

00:32:19.519 --> 00:32:19.799
 as you

00:32:19.799 --> 00:32:20.059
 go to

00:32:20.059 --> 00:32:20.339
 today

00:32:20.339 --> 00:32:21.000
 ponder

00:32:21.000 --> 00:32:21.519
 consider

00:32:21.519 --> 00:32:22.079
 ponder

00:32:22.079 --> 00:32:22.539
 consider

00:32:22.539 --> 00:32:22.960
 ponder

00:32:22.960 --> 00:32:23.339
 consider

00:32:23.339 --> 00:32:24.079
 when worry

00:32:24.079 --> 00:32:24.419
 comes in

00:32:24.419 --> 00:32:24.839
 he asks us

00:32:24.839 --> 00:32:25.220
 to ponder

00:32:25.220 --> 00:32:25.599
 and consider

00:32:25.599 --> 00:32:26.179
 two things

00:32:26.179 --> 00:32:27.019
 and he asks

00:32:27.019 --> 00:32:27.639
 us to seek

00:32:27.639 --> 00:32:28.059
 or set

00:32:28.059 --> 00:32:28.460
 our heart

00:32:28.460 --> 00:32:29.220
 on one

00:32:29.220 --> 00:32:29.500
 thing

00:32:29.500 --> 00:32:30.179
 to seek

00:32:30.179 --> 00:32:30.460
 means

00:32:30.460 --> 00:32:30.740
 to set

00:32:30.740 --> 00:32:31.339
 our course

00:32:31.339 --> 00:32:32.059
 to set

00:32:32.059 --> 00:32:32.440
 our wheels

00:32:32.440 --> 00:32:32.819
 down

00:32:32.819 --> 00:32:33.359
 and to

00:32:33.359 --> 00:32:33.619
 follow

00:32:33.619 --> 00:32:34.179
 that thing

00:32:34.179 --> 00:32:34.859
 and not

00:32:34.859 --> 00:32:35.279
 to stop

00:32:35.279 --> 00:32:35.759
 following

00:32:35.759 --> 00:32:36.299
 that thing

00:32:36.299 --> 00:32:37.220
 I'm just

00:32:37.220 --> 00:32:40.919
 going to

00:32:40.919 --> 00:32:41.180
 show you

00:32:41.180 --> 00:32:41.519
 this is

00:32:41.519 --> 00:32:42.059
 how this

00:32:42.059 --> 00:32:42.399
 plays out

00:32:42.399 --> 00:32:42.599
 in my

00:32:42.599 --> 00:32:42.960
 life

00:32:42.960 --> 00:32:44.079
 so I'm

00:32:44.079 --> 00:32:44.200
 going to

00:32:44.200 --> 00:32:44.619
 talk through

00:32:44.619 --> 00:32:45.119
 some things

00:32:45.119 --> 00:32:45.379
 that go in

00:32:45.379 --> 00:32:45.879
 my world

00:32:45.879 --> 00:32:46.839
 as I look

00:32:46.839 --> 00:32:47.139
 at this

00:32:47.139 --> 00:32:47.579
 passage

00:32:47.579 --> 00:32:49.139
 God you know

00:32:49.139 --> 00:32:49.680
 I'm so

00:32:49.680 --> 00:32:50.440
 worried

00:32:50.440 --> 00:32:51.259
 about

00:32:51.259 --> 00:32:52.500
 these heart

00:32:52.500 --> 00:32:52.779
 tests

00:32:52.779 --> 00:32:53.379
 coming up

00:32:53.379 --> 00:32:54.500
 because I

00:32:54.500 --> 00:32:54.740
 had my

00:32:54.740 --> 00:32:55.139
 heart attack

00:32:55.139 --> 00:32:55.639
 ten years

00:32:55.639 --> 00:32:56.019
 ago

00:32:56.019 --> 00:32:56.859
 and I

00:32:56.859 --> 00:32:57.119
 wonder

00:32:57.119 --> 00:32:57.440
 and I

00:32:57.440 --> 00:32:57.759
 worry

00:32:57.759 --> 00:32:58.680
 if I'm

00:32:58.680 --> 00:32:59.039
 still

00:32:59.039 --> 00:32:59.680
 taking care

00:32:59.680 --> 00:32:59.940
 of my

00:32:59.940 --> 00:33:00.180
 heart

00:33:00.180 --> 00:33:00.419
 the way

00:33:00.419 --> 00:33:00.659
 I do

00:33:00.659 --> 00:33:00.919
 I know

00:33:00.919 --> 00:33:01.379
 I'm

00:33:01.379 --> 00:33:01.960
 exercising

00:33:01.960 --> 00:33:02.440
 I know

00:33:02.440 --> 00:33:02.799
 I'm

00:33:02.799 --> 00:33:03.299
 probably

00:33:03.299 --> 00:33:03.799
 not drinking

00:33:03.799 --> 00:33:04.220
 that one

00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:04.599
 glass of

00:33:04.599 --> 00:33:04.839
 wine

00:33:04.839 --> 00:33:05.259
 like I

00:33:05.259 --> 00:33:05.559
 should

00:33:05.559 --> 00:33:05.960
 I'm not

00:33:05.960 --> 00:33:06.259
 drinking

00:33:06.259 --> 00:33:07.160
 or eating

00:33:07.160 --> 00:33:07.559
 a dark

00:33:07.559 --> 00:33:07.960
 chocolate

00:33:07.960 --> 00:33:08.480
 but I'm

00:33:08.480 --> 00:33:08.920
 trying to

00:33:08.920 --> 00:33:09.299
 exercise

00:33:09.299 --> 00:33:09.740
 and do

00:33:09.740 --> 00:33:09.980
 these

00:33:09.980 --> 00:33:10.299
 things

00:33:10.299 --> 00:33:11.220
 and all

00:33:11.220 --> 00:33:11.400
 of a

00:33:11.400 --> 00:33:11.480
 sudden

00:33:11.480 --> 00:33:11.779
 I get

00:33:11.779 --> 00:33:12.440
 this slip

00:33:12.440 --> 00:33:12.879
 from the

00:33:12.879 --> 00:33:13.220
 doctor

00:33:13.220 --> 00:33:13.599
 saying

00:33:13.599 --> 00:33:14.059
 it's time

00:33:14.059 --> 00:33:14.400
 for your

00:33:14.400 --> 00:33:14.720
 annual

00:33:14.720 --> 00:33:15.480
 checkup

00:33:15.480 --> 00:33:15.960
 and treadmill

00:33:15.960 --> 00:33:16.319
 run

00:33:16.319 --> 00:33:17.119
 and Lord

00:33:17.119 --> 00:33:17.480
 I am

00:33:17.480 --> 00:33:18.079
 so

00:33:18.079 --> 00:33:19.240
 worried

00:33:19.240 --> 00:33:19.900
 about that

00:33:19.900 --> 00:33:21.940
 because on

00:33:21.940 --> 00:33:22.420
 that treadmill

00:33:22.420 --> 00:33:24.059
 I feel

00:33:24.059 --> 00:33:24.319
 out of

00:33:24.319 --> 00:33:24.759
 control

00:33:24.759 --> 00:33:26.319
 and no

00:33:26.319 --> 00:33:26.720
 matter how

00:33:26.720 --> 00:33:27.099
 much I

00:33:27.099 --> 00:33:27.379
 present

00:33:27.379 --> 00:33:27.980
 controlness

00:33:27.980 --> 00:33:28.299
 in front

00:33:28.299 --> 00:33:28.619
 of you

00:33:28.619 --> 00:33:30.359
 when you

00:33:30.359 --> 00:33:30.660
 have those

00:33:30.660 --> 00:33:31.079
 monitors

00:33:31.079 --> 00:33:32.259
 and you're

00:33:32.259 --> 00:33:32.700
 watching your

00:33:32.700 --> 00:33:33.019
 heart

00:33:33.019 --> 00:33:34.440
 you wonder

00:33:34.440 --> 00:33:35.200
 am I really

00:33:35.200 --> 00:33:35.920
 in control

00:33:35.920 --> 00:33:37.440
 and God

00:33:37.440 --> 00:33:38.180
 speaks to me

00:33:38.180 --> 00:33:38.480
 in those

00:33:38.480 --> 00:33:38.860
 times

00:33:38.860 --> 00:33:39.140
 and he

00:33:39.140 --> 00:33:39.660
 says things

00:33:39.660 --> 00:33:40.100
 like verse

00:33:40.100 --> 00:33:40.720
 26

00:33:40.720 --> 00:33:41.700
 Tobin

00:33:41.700 --> 00:33:42.660
 look at

00:33:42.660 --> 00:33:43.180
 the birds

00:33:43.180 --> 00:33:43.940
 of the air

00:33:43.940 --> 00:33:45.779
 don't you

00:33:45.779 --> 00:33:46.100
 know

00:33:46.100 --> 00:33:47.180
 that I have

00:33:47.180 --> 00:33:47.779
 control over

00:33:47.779 --> 00:33:48.000
 them

00:33:48.000 --> 00:33:49.900
 don't you

00:33:49.900 --> 00:33:50.220
 know

00:33:50.220 --> 00:33:51.120
 that I

00:33:51.120 --> 00:33:51.700
 provide for

00:33:51.700 --> 00:33:51.920
 them

00:33:51.920 --> 00:33:53.320
 don't you

00:33:53.320 --> 00:33:53.600
 know that

00:33:53.600 --> 00:33:53.960
 I've given

00:33:53.960 --> 00:33:55.140
 them all

00:33:55.140 --> 00:33:56.120
 that they

00:33:56.120 --> 00:33:56.539
 need

00:33:56.539 --> 00:33:57.140
 and I'm

00:33:57.140 --> 00:33:57.800
 totally in

00:33:57.800 --> 00:33:58.279
 control of

00:33:58.279 --> 00:33:58.980
 their lives

00:33:58.980 --> 00:34:01.240
 and yours

00:34:01.240 --> 00:34:04.620
 if I

00:34:04.620 --> 00:34:04.940
 care for

00:34:04.940 --> 00:34:05.120
 these

00:34:05.120 --> 00:34:05.339
 little

00:34:05.339 --> 00:34:05.819
 birds

00:34:05.819 --> 00:34:06.720
 how much

00:34:06.720 --> 00:34:07.079
 more am I

00:34:07.079 --> 00:34:07.299
 going to

00:34:07.299 --> 00:34:07.559
 care

00:34:07.559 --> 00:34:09.000
 for you

00:34:09.000 --> 00:34:10.780
 made in

00:34:10.780 --> 00:34:11.380
 my image

00:34:11.380 --> 00:34:14.079
 Tobin you

00:34:14.079 --> 00:34:14.699
 can trust me

00:34:14.699 --> 00:34:15.239
 because everything

00:34:15.239 --> 00:34:15.699
 happening

00:34:15.699 --> 00:34:16.320
 everything from

00:34:16.320 --> 00:34:16.639
 your heart

00:34:16.639 --> 00:34:17.320
 attack on

00:34:17.320 --> 00:34:18.280
 everything I've

00:34:18.280 --> 00:34:18.559
 been in

00:34:18.559 --> 00:34:19.239
 control over

00:34:19.239 --> 00:34:19.880
 I've been

00:34:19.880 --> 00:34:20.340
 in that

00:34:20.340 --> 00:34:20.960
 I've been a

00:34:20.960 --> 00:34:21.360
 part of that

00:34:21.360 --> 00:34:21.920
 I've allowed

00:34:21.920 --> 00:34:22.519
 all those

00:34:22.519 --> 00:34:23.239
 things happening

00:34:23.239 --> 00:34:25.739
 I've given

00:34:25.739 --> 00:34:26.440
 you my son

00:34:26.440 --> 00:34:26.820
 I've given

00:34:26.820 --> 00:34:27.340
 him on the

00:34:27.340 --> 00:34:27.679
 cross

00:34:27.679 --> 00:34:28.340
 I've given

00:34:28.340 --> 00:34:28.980
 you everything

00:34:28.980 --> 00:34:30.579
 that you

00:34:30.579 --> 00:34:31.019
 need

00:34:31.019 --> 00:34:32.860
 you can

00:34:32.860 --> 00:34:33.240
 trust me

00:34:33.240 --> 00:34:33.480
 to be

00:34:33.480 --> 00:34:33.760
 sovereign

00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:34.079
 in your

00:34:34.079 --> 00:34:34.440
 life

00:34:34.440 --> 00:34:36.980
 I think

00:34:36.980 --> 00:34:37.280
 about that

00:34:37.280 --> 00:34:37.579
 over and

00:34:37.579 --> 00:34:38.059
 over again

00:34:38.059 --> 00:34:39.500
 I think

00:34:39.500 --> 00:34:39.760
 about that

00:34:39.760 --> 00:34:40.199
 heart attack

00:34:40.199 --> 00:34:40.659
 ten years

00:34:40.659 --> 00:34:41.000
 ago

00:34:41.000 --> 00:34:42.639
 I realized

00:34:42.639 --> 00:34:43.099
 for sure

00:34:43.099 --> 00:34:43.480
 that if I

00:34:43.480 --> 00:34:44.079
 had died

00:34:44.079 --> 00:34:45.440
 this church

00:34:45.440 --> 00:34:45.860
 wouldn't be

00:34:45.860 --> 00:34:46.159
 here

00:34:46.159 --> 00:34:47.099
 or I

00:34:47.099 --> 00:34:47.460
 wouldn't be

00:34:47.460 --> 00:34:47.880
 here in

00:34:47.880 --> 00:34:48.539
 this church

00:34:48.539 --> 00:34:50.940
 but for some

00:34:50.940 --> 00:34:51.460
 reason God

00:34:51.460 --> 00:34:52.039
 allowed me to

00:34:52.039 --> 00:34:52.400
 have that

00:34:52.400 --> 00:34:52.920
 heart attack

00:34:52.920 --> 00:34:53.199
 and as I

00:34:53.199 --> 00:34:53.579
 look back

00:34:53.579 --> 00:34:53.940
 on it now

00:34:53.940 --> 00:34:54.380
 these ten

00:34:54.380 --> 00:34:54.639
 years

00:34:54.639 --> 00:34:55.420
 so many

00:34:55.420 --> 00:34:55.920
 things have

00:34:55.920 --> 00:34:56.619
 transformed

00:34:56.619 --> 00:34:57.539
 because of

00:34:57.539 --> 00:34:58.380
 those events

00:34:58.380 --> 00:35:00.740
 and it's

00:35:00.740 --> 00:35:01.220
 pretty safe

00:35:01.220 --> 00:35:01.559
 for me to

00:35:01.559 --> 00:35:01.900
 say that

00:35:01.900 --> 00:35:02.360
 Christina and

00:35:02.360 --> 00:35:02.700
 I wouldn't

00:35:02.700 --> 00:35:03.079
 have planted

00:35:03.079 --> 00:35:03.740
 a church

00:35:03.740 --> 00:35:05.780
 if God

00:35:05.780 --> 00:35:06.220
 hadn't allowed

00:35:06.220 --> 00:35:06.500
 me to have

00:35:06.500 --> 00:35:07.079
 a heart attack

00:35:07.079 --> 00:35:09.000
 and show me

00:35:09.000 --> 00:35:09.240
 that there's

00:35:09.240 --> 00:35:09.820
 more to life

00:35:09.820 --> 00:35:10.119
 than being

00:35:10.119 --> 00:35:10.700
 comfortable

00:35:10.700 --> 00:35:12.860
 and in

00:35:12.860 --> 00:35:13.340
 control

00:35:13.340 --> 00:35:15.660
 but God

00:35:15.660 --> 00:35:16.019
 you might

00:35:16.019 --> 00:35:16.599
 ask me to

00:35:16.599 --> 00:35:17.240
 do something

00:35:17.240 --> 00:35:17.920
 I don't

00:35:17.920 --> 00:35:19.280
 want to do

00:35:19.280 --> 00:35:19.920
 you might

00:35:19.920 --> 00:35:20.619
 ask me to

00:35:20.619 --> 00:35:20.980
 give up

00:35:20.980 --> 00:35:21.340
 medicine

00:35:21.340 --> 00:35:21.800
 you might

00:35:21.800 --> 00:35:22.360
 ask me to

00:35:22.360 --> 00:35:23.079
 go to

00:35:23.079 --> 00:35:23.400
 Asia

00:35:23.400 --> 00:35:23.740
 and if I

00:35:23.740 --> 00:35:24.019
 go to

00:35:24.019 --> 00:35:24.300
 Asia

00:35:24.300 --> 00:35:24.619
 I'm going

00:35:24.619 --> 00:35:25.099
 to seem

00:35:25.099 --> 00:35:25.720
 irrelevant

00:35:25.719 --> 00:35:28.399
 because all

00:35:28.399 --> 00:35:28.719
 the big

00:35:28.719 --> 00:35:29.119
 Christian

00:35:29.119 --> 00:35:29.519
 things are

00:35:29.519 --> 00:35:29.819
 happening

00:35:29.819 --> 00:35:30.159
 in the

00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:30.539
 states

00:35:30.539 --> 00:35:31.579
 and I'm

00:35:31.579 --> 00:35:31.699
 going to

00:35:31.699 --> 00:35:32.199
 lose track

00:35:32.199 --> 00:35:32.500
 of all

00:35:32.500 --> 00:35:32.719
 those

00:35:32.719 --> 00:35:32.939
 things

00:35:32.939 --> 00:35:33.500
 you might

00:35:33.500 --> 00:35:33.879
 ask me

00:35:33.879 --> 00:35:34.219
 to do

00:35:34.219 --> 00:35:34.739
 things

00:35:34.739 --> 00:35:35.599
 that I

00:35:35.599 --> 00:35:35.739
 don't

00:35:35.739 --> 00:35:36.079
 want to

00:35:36.079 --> 00:35:36.319
 do

00:35:36.319 --> 00:35:39.919
 and God

00:35:39.919 --> 00:35:40.199
 says

00:35:40.199 --> 00:35:40.399
 you're

00:35:40.399 --> 00:35:40.679
 right

00:35:40.679 --> 00:35:42.739
 I will

00:35:42.739 --> 00:35:44.419
 because I

00:35:44.419 --> 00:35:44.919
 love you

00:35:44.919 --> 00:35:46.839
 because I

00:35:46.839 --> 00:35:47.119
 want your

00:35:47.119 --> 00:35:47.559
 best

00:35:47.559 --> 00:35:48.799
 and just

00:35:48.799 --> 00:35:49.239
 like Tobin

00:35:49.239 --> 00:35:49.679
 you ask

00:35:49.679 --> 00:35:50.199
 your kids

00:35:50.199 --> 00:35:50.539
 to do

00:35:50.539 --> 00:35:50.959
 things they

00:35:50.959 --> 00:35:51.379
 don't want

00:35:51.379 --> 00:35:51.699
 to do

00:35:51.699 --> 00:35:52.419
 because you

00:35:52.419 --> 00:35:52.919
 want them

00:35:52.919 --> 00:35:53.279
 and you

00:35:53.279 --> 00:35:53.539
 want the

00:35:53.539 --> 00:35:53.939
 best for

00:35:53.939 --> 00:35:54.219
 them

00:35:54.219 --> 00:35:55.980
 in the

00:35:55.980 --> 00:35:56.379
 same way

00:35:56.379 --> 00:35:56.919
 I want

00:35:56.919 --> 00:35:57.439
 the best

00:35:57.439 --> 00:35:58.659
 for you

00:35:58.659 --> 00:36:00.799
 you can

00:36:00.799 --> 00:36:01.319
 trust me

00:36:01.319 --> 00:36:03.819
 I gave

00:36:03.819 --> 00:36:04.099
 you my

00:36:04.099 --> 00:36:04.439
 son on

00:36:04.439 --> 00:36:04.919
 the cross

00:36:04.919 --> 00:36:07.359
 I gave

00:36:07.359 --> 00:36:07.859
 you everything

00:36:07.859 --> 00:36:10.679
 dear Lord

00:36:10.679 --> 00:36:10.959
 I'm starting

00:36:10.959 --> 00:36:11.199
 to worry

00:36:11.199 --> 00:36:11.639
 about my

00:36:11.639 --> 00:36:12.419
 future

00:36:12.419 --> 00:36:13.039
 what am I

00:36:13.039 --> 00:36:13.619
 doing here

00:36:13.619 --> 00:36:14.980
 what about

00:36:14.980 --> 00:36:15.259
 our

00:36:15.259 --> 00:36:15.939
 what about

00:36:15.939 --> 00:36:16.439
 our apartments

00:36:16.439 --> 00:36:16.919
 what about

00:36:16.919 --> 00:36:17.439
 these other

00:36:17.439 --> 00:36:17.879
 things that are

00:36:17.879 --> 00:36:18.179
 happening

00:36:18.179 --> 00:36:18.619
 where are we

00:36:18.619 --> 00:36:18.839
 going to

00:36:18.839 --> 00:36:19.059
 meet

00:36:19.059 --> 00:36:19.879
 what's going

00:36:19.879 --> 00:36:20.539
 on here

00:36:20.539 --> 00:36:22.579
 and God

00:36:22.579 --> 00:36:22.980
 says verses

00:36:22.980 --> 00:36:23.719
 28 through

00:36:23.719 --> 00:36:24.059
 30

00:36:24.059 --> 00:36:25.500
 why are you

00:36:25.500 --> 00:36:25.900
 worried about

00:36:25.900 --> 00:36:26.299
 clothing

00:36:26.299 --> 00:36:27.519
 observe how

00:36:27.519 --> 00:36:27.860
 the lilies

00:36:27.860 --> 00:36:28.199
 of the field

00:36:28.199 --> 00:36:28.639
 grow they

00:36:28.639 --> 00:36:28.880
 do not

00:36:28.880 --> 00:36:29.299
 toil or

00:36:29.299 --> 00:36:29.840
 they spin

00:36:29.840 --> 00:36:31.340
 Tobin look

00:36:31.340 --> 00:36:32.119
 at the grass

00:36:32.119 --> 00:36:33.679
 look at the

00:36:33.679 --> 00:36:34.099
 flowers in

00:36:34.099 --> 00:36:34.519
 the field

00:36:34.519 --> 00:36:36.039
 how beautiful

00:36:36.039 --> 00:36:36.679
 they are

00:36:36.679 --> 00:36:38.059
 how much I

00:36:38.059 --> 00:36:38.739
 care for

00:36:38.739 --> 00:36:39.000
 them

00:36:39.000 --> 00:36:39.799
 how much I

00:36:39.799 --> 00:36:40.440
 love them

00:36:40.440 --> 00:36:41.440
 surely I

00:36:41.440 --> 00:36:41.860
 love you

00:36:41.860 --> 00:36:42.400
 more than I

00:36:42.400 --> 00:36:42.940
 love them

00:36:42.940 --> 00:36:44.299
 I will

00:36:44.299 --> 00:36:44.860
 clothe you

00:36:44.860 --> 00:36:45.460
 so much

00:36:45.460 --> 00:36:45.840
 better

00:36:45.840 --> 00:36:46.820
 than the

00:36:46.820 --> 00:36:47.299
 flowers

00:36:47.299 --> 00:36:48.759
 you can

00:36:48.759 --> 00:36:49.400
 trust me

00:36:49.400 --> 00:36:52.159
 because I'm

00:36:52.159 --> 00:36:52.480
 good

00:36:52.480 --> 00:36:55.260
 and I

00:36:55.260 --> 00:36:55.579
 gave you

00:36:55.579 --> 00:36:55.980
 my son

00:36:55.980 --> 00:36:56.219
 on the

00:36:56.219 --> 00:36:56.659
 cross

00:36:56.659 --> 00:36:59.079
 and you

00:36:59.079 --> 00:36:59.460
 don't have

00:36:59.460 --> 00:36:59.800
 to worry

00:36:59.800 --> 00:37:00.320
 about things

00:37:00.320 --> 00:37:00.579
 in your

00:37:00.579 --> 00:37:00.900
 life that

00:37:00.900 --> 00:37:01.039
 you're

00:37:01.039 --> 00:37:01.199
 going to

00:37:01.199 --> 00:37:01.440
 need

00:37:01.440 --> 00:37:04.260
 the Bible

00:37:04.260 --> 00:37:04.740
 says that

00:37:04.740 --> 00:37:05.139
 the moment

00:37:05.139 --> 00:37:05.760
 we start

00:37:05.760 --> 00:37:06.639
 to worry

00:37:06.639 --> 00:37:07.240
 basically what

00:37:07.240 --> 00:37:07.659
 we're saying

00:37:07.659 --> 00:37:08.059
 to God

00:37:08.059 --> 00:37:08.380
 is that

00:37:08.380 --> 00:37:08.980
 God isn't

00:37:08.980 --> 00:37:09.539
 in control

00:37:09.539 --> 00:37:12.400
 that God

00:37:12.400 --> 00:37:13.019
 isn't good

00:37:13.019 --> 00:37:15.019
 that we

00:37:15.019 --> 00:37:15.480
 doubt that

00:37:15.480 --> 00:37:15.880
 God

00:37:15.880 --> 00:37:17.420
 will truly

00:37:17.420 --> 00:37:18.639
 take care

00:37:18.639 --> 00:37:19.240
 of us

00:37:19.239 --> 00:37:21.099
 maybe that's

00:37:21.099 --> 00:37:21.439
 a question

00:37:21.439 --> 00:37:21.739
 we should

00:37:21.739 --> 00:37:22.159
 all ask

00:37:22.159 --> 00:37:22.519
 before we

00:37:22.519 --> 00:37:22.839
 leave here

00:37:22.839 --> 00:37:23.079
 do we

00:37:23.079 --> 00:37:23.599
 really believe

00:37:23.599 --> 00:37:24.019
 that God

00:37:24.019 --> 00:37:24.699
 will take

00:37:24.699 --> 00:37:25.099
 care of

00:37:25.099 --> 00:37:25.299
 you

00:37:25.299 --> 00:37:29.239
 because how

00:37:29.239 --> 00:37:29.599
 you answer

00:37:29.599 --> 00:37:30.099
 that question

00:37:30.099 --> 00:37:30.559
 determines

00:37:30.559 --> 00:37:30.879
 the rest

00:37:30.879 --> 00:37:31.139
 of your

00:37:31.139 --> 00:37:31.599
 life

00:37:31.599 --> 00:37:33.319
 and I

00:37:33.319 --> 00:37:33.579
 know we're

00:37:33.579 --> 00:37:33.919
 on this

00:37:33.919 --> 00:37:34.179
 journey

00:37:34.179 --> 00:37:34.419
 and we're

00:37:34.419 --> 00:37:34.919
 taking these

00:37:34.919 --> 00:37:35.500
 baby steps

00:37:35.500 --> 00:37:36.039
 and we're

00:37:36.039 --> 00:37:36.319
 learning

00:37:36.319 --> 00:37:36.619
 and we're

00:37:36.619 --> 00:37:36.959
 following

00:37:36.959 --> 00:37:37.199
 and we're

00:37:37.199 --> 00:37:37.459
 learning

00:37:37.459 --> 00:37:37.739
 and we're

00:37:37.739 --> 00:37:38.019
 following

00:37:38.019 --> 00:37:38.259
 and we're

00:37:38.259 --> 00:37:38.599
 walking

00:37:38.599 --> 00:37:39.019
 forward

00:37:39.019 --> 00:37:39.559
 but the

00:37:39.559 --> 00:37:39.939
 question you

00:37:39.939 --> 00:37:40.159
 have to

00:37:40.159 --> 00:37:40.619
 ask is

00:37:40.619 --> 00:37:41.459
 will God

00:37:41.459 --> 00:37:41.899
 take care

00:37:41.899 --> 00:37:42.119
 of you

00:37:42.119 --> 00:37:42.479
 today

00:37:42.479 --> 00:37:46.559
 is he

00:37:46.559 --> 00:37:46.879
 good

00:37:46.880 --> 00:37:50.099
 does he

00:37:50.099 --> 00:37:50.480
 want your

00:37:50.480 --> 00:37:50.940
 best

00:37:50.940 --> 00:37:53.820
 Lord I

00:37:53.820 --> 00:37:54.220
 just feel

00:37:54.220 --> 00:37:54.460
 like

00:37:54.460 --> 00:37:55.039
 sometimes

00:37:55.039 --> 00:37:55.680
 if I

00:37:55.680 --> 00:37:56.380
 do these

00:37:56.380 --> 00:37:56.760
 things

00:37:56.760 --> 00:37:57.340
 if I

00:37:57.340 --> 00:37:58.260
 move in

00:37:58.260 --> 00:37:58.480
 this

00:37:58.480 --> 00:37:58.940
 direction

00:37:58.940 --> 00:37:59.400
 if I

00:37:59.400 --> 00:37:59.940
 give up

00:37:59.940 --> 00:38:00.800
 this

00:38:00.800 --> 00:38:02.280
 idol

00:38:02.280 --> 00:38:02.940
 or something

00:38:02.940 --> 00:38:03.320
 that I've

00:38:03.320 --> 00:38:03.920
 clung to

00:38:03.920 --> 00:38:04.300
 in my

00:38:04.300 --> 00:38:04.640
 life

00:38:04.640 --> 00:38:05.240
 to give

00:38:05.240 --> 00:38:05.400
 me

00:38:05.400 --> 00:38:05.940
 security

00:38:05.940 --> 00:38:06.559
 and purpose

00:38:06.559 --> 00:38:07.039
 and hope

00:38:07.039 --> 00:38:07.660
 if I

00:38:07.660 --> 00:38:08.059
 do this

00:38:08.059 --> 00:38:08.480
 I will

00:38:08.480 --> 00:38:09.160
 lose

00:38:09.160 --> 00:38:10.880
 everything

00:38:10.880 --> 00:38:14.519
 I don't

00:38:14.519 --> 00:38:14.599
 know if

00:38:14.599 --> 00:38:14.820
 you ever

00:38:14.820 --> 00:38:15.200
 felt that

00:38:15.200 --> 00:38:15.460
 way

00:38:15.460 --> 00:38:18.139
 but I

00:38:18.139 --> 00:38:18.420
 do

00:38:18.420 --> 00:38:21.000
 as I

00:38:21.000 --> 00:38:21.360
 worry

00:38:21.360 --> 00:38:23.380
 and as I

00:38:23.380 --> 00:38:23.699
 worry

00:38:23.699 --> 00:38:25.039
 Christ says

00:38:25.039 --> 00:38:25.500
 to me

00:38:25.500 --> 00:38:26.400
 verse 33

00:38:26.400 --> 00:38:27.179
 and 34

00:38:27.179 --> 00:38:29.860
 but seek

00:38:29.860 --> 00:38:30.760
 first his

00:38:30.760 --> 00:38:31.360
 kingdom

00:38:31.360 --> 00:38:32.099
 Tobin

00:38:32.099 --> 00:38:34.139
 seek my

00:38:34.139 --> 00:38:34.619
 kingdom

00:38:34.619 --> 00:38:36.880
 focus your

00:38:36.880 --> 00:38:37.460
 life on

00:38:37.460 --> 00:38:37.880
 me

00:38:37.880 --> 00:38:39.139
 put me at

00:38:39.139 --> 00:38:39.460
 the center

00:38:39.460 --> 00:38:39.699
 of your

00:38:39.699 --> 00:38:40.119
 life

00:38:40.119 --> 00:38:40.480
 Tobin

00:38:40.480 --> 00:38:40.920
 put me at

00:38:40.920 --> 00:38:41.199
 the center

00:38:41.199 --> 00:38:41.420
 of your

00:38:41.420 --> 00:38:41.699
 work

00:38:41.699 --> 00:38:42.059
 Tobin

00:38:42.059 --> 00:38:42.780
 put me at

00:38:42.780 --> 00:38:43.059
 the center

00:38:43.059 --> 00:38:43.300
 of your

00:38:43.300 --> 00:38:43.619
 family

00:38:43.619 --> 00:38:44.000
 Tobin

00:38:44.000 --> 00:38:44.619
 put me at

00:38:44.619 --> 00:38:44.840
 the center

00:38:44.840 --> 00:38:45.059
 of your

00:38:45.059 --> 00:38:45.559
 finances

00:38:45.559 --> 00:38:45.980
 Tobin

00:38:45.980 --> 00:38:46.480
 put me

00:38:46.480 --> 00:38:46.680
 at the

00:38:46.680 --> 00:38:46.780
 center

00:38:46.780 --> 00:38:46.960
 of your

00:38:46.960 --> 00:38:47.380
 time

00:38:47.380 --> 00:38:47.720
 Tobin

00:38:47.720 --> 00:38:48.260
 put me

00:38:48.260 --> 00:38:48.460
 in the

00:38:48.460 --> 00:38:48.620
 center

00:38:48.620 --> 00:38:49.160
 of everything

00:38:49.160 --> 00:38:49.559
 in your

00:38:49.559 --> 00:38:49.900
 life

00:38:49.900 --> 00:38:50.700
 Tobin

00:38:50.700 --> 00:38:52.360
 I'll

00:38:52.360 --> 00:38:52.840
 take care

00:38:52.840 --> 00:38:53.200
 of you

00:38:53.200 --> 00:38:56.380
 I love

00:38:56.380 --> 00:38:56.780
 the story

00:38:56.780 --> 00:38:57.160
 I heard it

00:38:57.160 --> 00:38:57.640
 many many

00:38:57.640 --> 00:38:58.200
 many years

00:38:58.200 --> 00:38:58.579
 ago

00:38:58.579 --> 00:38:59.820
 Queen Elizabeth

00:38:59.820 --> 00:39:00.480
 II went

00:39:00.480 --> 00:39:00.760
 to this

00:39:00.760 --> 00:39:01.180
 businessman

00:39:01.180 --> 00:39:01.579
 she needed

00:39:01.579 --> 00:39:01.820
 something

00:39:01.820 --> 00:39:02.400
 really important

00:39:02.400 --> 00:39:02.680
 for him

00:39:02.680 --> 00:39:03.059
 to do

00:39:03.059 --> 00:39:04.420
 he was

00:39:04.420 --> 00:39:04.579
 going to

00:39:04.579 --> 00:39:04.820
 have to

00:39:04.820 --> 00:39:05.200
 leave

00:39:05.200 --> 00:39:05.760
 England

00:39:05.760 --> 00:39:06.240
 to do

00:39:06.240 --> 00:39:06.460
 it

00:39:06.460 --> 00:39:07.640
 and she

00:39:07.640 --> 00:39:08.079
 came to

00:39:08.079 --> 00:39:08.240
 him

00:39:08.240 --> 00:39:08.440
 and said

00:39:08.440 --> 00:39:08.720
 I need

00:39:08.720 --> 00:39:08.900
 you to

00:39:08.900 --> 00:39:09.019
 do

00:39:09.019 --> 00:39:09.240
 these

00:39:09.240 --> 00:39:09.500
 things

00:39:09.500 --> 00:39:09.980
 and he

00:39:09.980 --> 00:39:10.160
 looked

00:39:10.160 --> 00:39:10.380
 at her

00:39:10.380 --> 00:39:10.519
 and he

00:39:10.519 --> 00:39:10.640
 said

00:39:10.640 --> 00:39:11.720
 my

00:39:11.720 --> 00:39:12.059
 business

00:39:12.059 --> 00:39:12.280
 is

00:39:12.280 --> 00:39:12.640
 failing

00:39:12.639 --> 00:39:15.159
 if I

00:39:15.159 --> 00:39:15.819
 leave

00:39:15.819 --> 00:39:16.400
 my

00:39:16.400 --> 00:39:16.719
 business

00:39:16.719 --> 00:39:16.900
 will

00:39:16.900 --> 00:39:17.139
 shut

00:39:17.139 --> 00:39:17.379
 down

00:39:17.379 --> 00:39:17.559
 my

00:39:17.559 --> 00:39:17.900
 family

00:39:17.900 --> 00:39:18.119
 will

00:39:18.119 --> 00:39:18.460
 starve

00:39:18.460 --> 00:39:18.900
 I'll

00:39:18.900 --> 00:39:19.099
 have

00:39:19.099 --> 00:39:19.339
 no

00:39:19.339 --> 00:39:19.579
 hope

00:39:19.579 --> 00:39:19.879
 no

00:39:19.879 --> 00:39:20.319
 control

00:39:20.319 --> 00:39:20.900
 I

00:39:20.900 --> 00:39:21.259
 just

00:39:21.259 --> 00:39:21.579
 cannot

00:39:21.579 --> 00:39:21.879
 do

00:39:21.879 --> 00:39:22.259
 that

00:39:22.259 --> 00:39:23.480
 and

00:39:23.480 --> 00:39:23.699
 Queen

00:39:23.699 --> 00:39:23.940
 Elizabeth

00:39:23.940 --> 00:39:24.460
 looked at

00:39:24.460 --> 00:39:24.619
 him

00:39:24.619 --> 00:39:24.940
 and said

00:39:24.940 --> 00:39:26.619
 if you

00:39:26.619 --> 00:39:27.059
 take care

00:39:27.059 --> 00:39:27.319
 of my

00:39:27.319 --> 00:39:27.759
 business

00:39:27.759 --> 00:39:30.139
 I'll

00:39:30.139 --> 00:39:30.559
 take care

00:39:30.559 --> 00:39:30.799
 of your

00:39:30.799 --> 00:39:31.239
 business

00:39:31.239 --> 00:39:34.459
 if you

00:39:34.459 --> 00:39:34.799
 take care

00:39:34.799 --> 00:39:35.079
 of my

00:39:35.079 --> 00:39:35.559
 business

00:39:35.559 --> 00:39:37.799
 I'll

00:39:37.799 --> 00:39:38.179
 take care

00:39:38.179 --> 00:39:38.419
 of your

00:39:38.419 --> 00:39:38.859
 business

00:39:38.859 --> 00:39:41.319
 the question

00:39:41.319 --> 00:39:41.779
 is do we

00:39:41.779 --> 00:39:42.559
 believe that

00:39:42.559 --> 00:39:44.019
 do we

00:39:44.019 --> 00:39:44.799
 trust God

00:39:44.799 --> 00:39:46.199
 to be good

00:39:46.199 --> 00:39:46.500
 do we

00:39:46.500 --> 00:39:47.000
 understand

00:39:47.000 --> 00:39:47.599
 that if we

00:39:47.599 --> 00:39:48.239
 seek first

00:39:48.239 --> 00:39:48.759
 his king

00:39:48.759 --> 00:39:49.279
 if we put

00:39:49.279 --> 00:39:50.079
 him at the

00:39:50.079 --> 00:39:50.339
 center of

00:39:50.339 --> 00:39:50.679
 our life

00:39:50.679 --> 00:39:50.979
 because the

00:39:50.979 --> 00:39:51.379
 Bible says

00:39:51.379 --> 00:39:51.699
 if we put

00:39:51.699 --> 00:39:52.299
 anything else

00:39:52.299 --> 00:39:52.879
 at the

00:39:52.879 --> 00:39:53.119
 center of

00:39:53.119 --> 00:39:53.479
 our life

00:39:53.479 --> 00:39:53.899
 our life

00:39:53.899 --> 00:39:54.219
 is going

00:39:54.219 --> 00:39:54.559
 to be

00:39:54.559 --> 00:39:55.259
 a mess

00:39:55.259 --> 00:39:55.599
 we're going

00:39:55.599 --> 00:39:55.819
 to be

00:39:55.819 --> 00:39:56.199
 full of

00:39:56.199 --> 00:39:56.519
 worry

00:39:56.519 --> 00:39:57.339
 and fear

00:39:57.339 --> 00:39:58.039
 and doubt

00:39:58.039 --> 00:39:58.759
 and anxiety

00:39:58.759 --> 00:39:59.379
 but if we

00:39:59.379 --> 00:39:59.799
 put him

00:39:59.799 --> 00:40:00.099
 at the

00:40:00.099 --> 00:40:00.319
 first

00:40:00.319 --> 00:40:00.619
 if we

00:40:00.619 --> 00:40:01.380
 seek his

00:40:01.380 --> 00:40:01.679
 kingdom

00:40:01.679 --> 00:40:01.980
 if we

00:40:01.980 --> 00:40:02.339
 care about

00:40:02.339 --> 00:40:02.799
 what he's

00:40:02.799 --> 00:40:03.059
 doing

00:40:03.059 --> 00:40:03.739
 if we

00:40:03.739 --> 00:40:04.099
 put him

00:40:04.099 --> 00:40:04.759
 in control

00:40:04.759 --> 00:40:05.099
 if we

00:40:05.099 --> 00:40:05.599
 understand

00:40:05.599 --> 00:40:06.619
 that he's

00:40:06.619 --> 00:40:07.019
 good

00:40:07.019 --> 00:40:11.380
 he gave

00:40:11.380 --> 00:40:11.880
 his son

00:40:11.880 --> 00:40:12.159
 at the

00:40:12.159 --> 00:40:12.460
 cross

00:40:12.460 --> 00:40:13.099
 for us

00:40:13.099 --> 00:40:16.339
 can we

00:40:16.339 --> 00:40:16.920
 trust him

00:40:16.920 --> 00:40:19.139
 to take

00:40:19.139 --> 00:40:19.400
 care of

00:40:19.400 --> 00:40:19.900
 our business

00:40:19.900 --> 00:40:23.400
 the passage

00:40:23.400 --> 00:40:23.920
 says if we

00:40:23.920 --> 00:40:24.319
 put anything

00:40:24.319 --> 00:40:24.859
 else at the

00:40:24.859 --> 00:40:25.119
 center of

00:40:25.119 --> 00:40:25.559
 our lives

00:40:25.559 --> 00:40:25.880
 we're going

00:40:25.880 --> 00:40:26.239
 to be

00:40:26.239 --> 00:40:27.880
 destroyed

00:40:27.880 --> 00:40:28.279
 we're going

00:40:28.279 --> 00:40:28.639
 to walk

00:40:28.639 --> 00:40:29.099
 in fear

00:40:29.099 --> 00:40:29.380
 we're going

00:40:29.380 --> 00:40:29.799
 to walk

00:40:29.799 --> 00:40:30.259
 in worry

00:40:30.260 --> 00:40:30.540
 we're going

00:40:30.540 --> 00:40:30.940
 to walk

00:40:30.940 --> 00:40:31.640
 in anxiety

00:40:31.640 --> 00:40:33.660
 our lives

00:40:33.660 --> 00:40:34.000
 will fall

00:40:34.000 --> 00:40:34.300
 apart

00:40:34.300 --> 00:40:35.020
 because fear

00:40:35.020 --> 00:40:35.460
 and worry

00:40:35.460 --> 00:40:36.080
 is interesting

00:40:36.080 --> 00:40:36.440
 when you

00:40:36.440 --> 00:40:36.920
 think about

00:40:36.920 --> 00:40:37.360
 things that

00:40:37.360 --> 00:40:37.820
 fear and

00:40:37.820 --> 00:40:38.320
 things happen

00:40:38.320 --> 00:40:38.660
 and fear

00:40:38.660 --> 00:40:39.060
 comes into

00:40:39.060 --> 00:40:39.420
 your life

00:40:39.420 --> 00:40:40.200
 the thing

00:40:40.200 --> 00:40:40.600
 you know

00:40:40.600 --> 00:40:41.080
 immediately

00:40:41.080 --> 00:40:41.360
 is that

00:40:41.360 --> 00:40:41.800
 whatever that

00:40:41.800 --> 00:40:42.160
 thing is

00:40:42.160 --> 00:40:42.600
 pointing to

00:40:42.600 --> 00:40:42.980
 that's your

00:40:42.980 --> 00:40:43.300
 idol

00:40:43.300 --> 00:40:45.660
 whatever your

00:40:45.660 --> 00:40:46.220
 fear that's

00:40:46.220 --> 00:40:46.420
 going to

00:40:46.420 --> 00:40:46.680
 happen

00:40:46.680 --> 00:40:47.000
 whether it's

00:40:47.000 --> 00:40:47.420
 my heart

00:40:47.420 --> 00:40:48.520
 my health

00:40:48.520 --> 00:40:49.480
 my family

00:40:49.480 --> 00:40:50.340
 whatever that

00:40:50.340 --> 00:40:50.740
 thing is

00:40:50.740 --> 00:40:51.340
 that I fear

00:40:51.340 --> 00:40:51.700
 the scripture

00:40:51.700 --> 00:40:52.260
 says that if

00:40:52.260 --> 00:40:52.880
 I focus on

00:40:52.880 --> 00:40:53.340
 it too much

00:40:53.340 --> 00:40:53.800
 if I become

00:40:53.800 --> 00:40:54.600
 consumed with

00:40:54.600 --> 00:40:55.180
 it too much

00:40:55.180 --> 00:40:56.120
 that's

00:40:56.120 --> 00:40:57.420
 my God

00:40:57.420 --> 00:41:00.220
 that's the

00:41:00.220 --> 00:41:00.680
 beautiful

00:41:00.680 --> 00:41:01.720
 wisdom

00:41:01.720 --> 00:41:02.619
 that I want

00:41:02.619 --> 00:41:03.200
 to grab

00:41:03.200 --> 00:41:05.159
 in control

00:41:05.159 --> 00:41:06.440
 in the garden

00:41:06.440 --> 00:41:11.920
 so what are you

00:41:11.920 --> 00:41:12.280
 fearing

00:41:12.280 --> 00:41:16.800
 what are you

00:41:16.800 --> 00:41:17.420
 worrying about

00:41:17.420 --> 00:41:21.760
 the passage

00:41:21.760 --> 00:41:22.700
 here says

00:41:22.700 --> 00:41:23.300
 that God

00:41:23.300 --> 00:41:24.659
 is in total

00:41:24.659 --> 00:41:25.200
 control of

00:41:25.200 --> 00:41:25.559
 everything

00:41:25.559 --> 00:41:28.059
 he knows

00:41:28.059 --> 00:41:28.420
 all your

00:41:28.420 --> 00:41:28.779
 needs

00:41:28.779 --> 00:41:30.679
 he knows

00:41:30.679 --> 00:41:30.960
 all your

00:41:30.960 --> 00:41:31.400
 past

00:41:31.400 --> 00:41:33.340
 he loves

00:41:33.340 --> 00:41:33.699
 you

00:41:33.699 --> 00:41:35.099
 unconditionally

00:41:35.099 --> 00:41:35.559
 as his

00:41:35.559 --> 00:41:36.000
 child

00:41:36.000 --> 00:41:38.039
 he loves

00:41:38.039 --> 00:41:38.420
 you so

00:41:38.420 --> 00:41:38.799
 much

00:41:38.799 --> 00:41:40.000
 that he

00:41:40.000 --> 00:41:40.320
 gave the

00:41:40.320 --> 00:41:40.900
 most important

00:41:40.900 --> 00:41:41.299
 thing in

00:41:41.299 --> 00:41:41.759
 his world

00:41:41.759 --> 00:41:42.380
 his son

00:41:42.380 --> 00:41:44.000
 so that we

00:41:44.000 --> 00:41:44.299
 could come

00:41:44.299 --> 00:41:44.679
 back to

00:41:44.679 --> 00:41:44.980
 him

00:41:44.980 --> 00:41:48.299
 do we

00:41:48.299 --> 00:41:48.840
 believe that

00:41:48.840 --> 00:41:52.039
 are we

00:41:52.039 --> 00:41:52.360
 just playing

00:41:52.360 --> 00:41:52.900
 games in

00:41:52.900 --> 00:41:53.239
 church

00:41:53.239 --> 00:41:56.239
 do we

00:41:56.239 --> 00:41:56.599
 think about

00:41:56.599 --> 00:41:57.159
 the songs

00:41:57.159 --> 00:41:59.539
 what the

00:41:59.539 --> 00:42:00.099
 words say

00:42:00.099 --> 00:42:02.139
 do we

00:42:02.139 --> 00:42:02.579
 understand

00:42:02.579 --> 00:42:03.139
 that God's

00:42:03.139 --> 00:42:03.619
 word is

00:42:03.619 --> 00:42:04.039
 the message

00:42:04.039 --> 00:42:04.679
 of life

00:42:04.679 --> 00:42:06.519
 or do we

00:42:06.519 --> 00:42:06.879
 just go to

00:42:06.879 --> 00:42:07.379
 God's word

00:42:07.379 --> 00:42:07.659
 when our

00:42:07.659 --> 00:42:08.099
 life is out

00:42:08.099 --> 00:42:08.479
 of control

00:42:08.479 --> 00:42:08.819
 and we need

00:42:08.819 --> 00:42:09.239
 some help

00:42:09.239 --> 00:42:10.619
 but are we

00:42:10.619 --> 00:42:11.439
 studying God's

00:42:11.439 --> 00:42:12.339
 word all

00:42:12.339 --> 00:42:12.819
 the time

00:42:12.819 --> 00:42:13.239
 because it

00:42:13.239 --> 00:42:14.079
 is the

00:42:14.079 --> 00:42:14.779
 pathway to

00:42:14.779 --> 00:42:15.339
 walking and

00:42:15.339 --> 00:42:15.959
 knowing him

00:42:15.959 --> 00:42:16.500
 better and

00:42:16.500 --> 00:42:16.779
 deeper

00:42:16.779 --> 00:42:20.000
 I want to

00:42:20.000 --> 00:42:20.419
 try something

00:42:20.419 --> 00:42:20.819
 for the very

00:42:20.819 --> 00:42:21.379
 first time

00:42:21.380 --> 00:42:23.599
 I want to

00:42:23.599 --> 00:42:23.820
 take an

00:42:23.820 --> 00:42:24.180
 offering

00:42:24.180 --> 00:42:27.039
 we've never

00:42:27.039 --> 00:42:27.280
 had an

00:42:27.280 --> 00:42:27.700
 offering in

00:42:27.700 --> 00:42:28.160
 our church

00:42:28.160 --> 00:42:30.200
 we've always

00:42:30.200 --> 00:42:30.519
 said that

00:42:30.519 --> 00:42:31.440
 offering before

00:42:31.440 --> 00:42:32.019
 the Lord

00:42:32.019 --> 00:42:33.180
 is the

00:42:33.180 --> 00:42:33.500
 greatest

00:42:33.500 --> 00:42:34.380
 indicator of

00:42:34.380 --> 00:42:34.940
 your spiritual

00:42:34.940 --> 00:42:35.519
 understanding

00:42:35.519 --> 00:42:36.700
 of the cross

00:42:36.700 --> 00:42:38.800
 and so we

00:42:38.800 --> 00:42:39.320
 haven't passed

00:42:39.320 --> 00:42:40.059
 around baskets

00:42:40.059 --> 00:42:40.519
 or buckets

00:42:40.519 --> 00:42:40.920
 or anything

00:42:40.920 --> 00:42:41.500
 like that

00:42:41.500 --> 00:42:42.840
 we talk about

00:42:42.840 --> 00:42:43.360
 it a lot

00:42:43.360 --> 00:42:44.160
 because we

00:42:44.160 --> 00:42:44.559
 feel like it's

00:42:44.559 --> 00:42:44.940
 the greatest

00:42:44.940 --> 00:42:45.700
 idol we face

00:42:45.700 --> 00:42:46.280
 in Hong Kong

00:42:46.280 --> 00:42:46.579
 and if we

00:42:46.579 --> 00:42:46.940
 don't talk

00:42:46.940 --> 00:42:47.340
 about it

00:42:47.340 --> 00:42:48.340
 people are

00:42:48.340 --> 00:42:48.579
 going to be

00:42:48.579 --> 00:42:49.059
 lost

00:42:49.059 --> 00:42:51.019
 but I

00:42:51.019 --> 00:42:51.199
 want to

00:42:51.199 --> 00:42:51.440
 take an

00:42:51.440 --> 00:42:51.739
 offering

00:42:51.739 --> 00:42:52.159
 today

00:42:52.159 --> 00:42:54.139
 I want to

00:42:54.139 --> 00:42:54.400
 take a

00:42:54.400 --> 00:42:54.659
 worry

00:42:54.659 --> 00:42:55.139
 offering

00:42:55.139 --> 00:42:58.019
 as the

00:42:58.019 --> 00:42:58.519
 worship band

00:42:58.519 --> 00:42:59.119
 comes up

00:42:59.119 --> 00:42:59.579
 the team

00:42:59.579 --> 00:43:00.219
 comes up

00:43:00.219 --> 00:43:01.460
 they're going

00:43:01.460 --> 00:43:01.719
 to play

00:43:01.719 --> 00:43:02.320
 some music

00:43:02.320 --> 00:43:04.340
 we're going

00:43:04.340 --> 00:43:04.539
 to end

00:43:04.539 --> 00:43:04.759
 with a

00:43:04.759 --> 00:43:04.920
 couple

00:43:04.920 --> 00:43:05.539
 songs

00:43:05.539 --> 00:43:07.239
 and as

00:43:07.239 --> 00:43:07.340
 you're

00:43:07.340 --> 00:43:07.539
 thinking

00:43:07.539 --> 00:43:07.960
 about the

00:43:07.960 --> 00:43:08.259
 message

00:43:08.259 --> 00:43:08.519
 if you're

00:43:08.519 --> 00:43:08.719
 thinking

00:43:08.719 --> 00:43:08.980
 of the

00:43:08.980 --> 00:43:09.360
 passages

00:43:09.360 --> 00:43:09.679
 if you're

00:43:09.679 --> 00:43:09.840
 thinking

00:43:09.840 --> 00:43:10.239
 of these

00:43:10.239 --> 00:43:10.619
 songs

00:43:10.619 --> 00:43:11.219
 as a

00:43:11.219 --> 00:43:11.420
 worry

00:43:11.420 --> 00:43:11.960
 comes to

00:43:11.960 --> 00:43:12.279
 your head

00:43:12.279 --> 00:43:12.739
 just jot

00:43:12.739 --> 00:43:12.940
 it on

00:43:12.940 --> 00:43:13.259
 that piece

00:43:13.259 --> 00:43:13.659
 of paper

00:43:13.659 --> 00:43:15.420
 and at

00:43:15.420 --> 00:43:16.039
 any time

00:43:16.039 --> 00:43:16.980
 in this

00:43:16.980 --> 00:43:17.380
 service

00:43:17.380 --> 00:43:18.199
 before I

00:43:18.199 --> 00:43:18.519
 come at

00:43:18.519 --> 00:43:18.900
 the end

00:43:18.900 --> 00:43:19.680
 we want

00:43:19.680 --> 00:43:20.039
 you to

00:43:20.039 --> 00:43:20.579
 bring this

00:43:20.579 --> 00:43:21.059
 offering

00:43:21.059 --> 00:43:21.740
 of worry

00:43:21.740 --> 00:43:23.980
 to God

00:43:23.980 --> 00:43:26.480
 and to

00:43:26.480 --> 00:43:26.900
 place it

00:43:26.900 --> 00:43:27.160
 in this

00:43:27.160 --> 00:43:27.420
 bucket

00:43:27.420 --> 00:43:28.039
 right here

00:43:28.039 --> 00:43:29.780
 at the

00:43:29.780 --> 00:43:30.019
 foot of

00:43:30.019 --> 00:43:30.619
 the cross

00:43:30.619 --> 00:43:33.079
 because the

00:43:33.079 --> 00:43:34.059
 passage says

00:43:34.059 --> 00:43:35.720
 that God

00:43:35.720 --> 00:43:35.980
 is in

00:43:35.980 --> 00:43:36.519
 control

00:43:36.519 --> 00:43:39.180
 that he

00:43:39.180 --> 00:43:39.920
 loves us

00:43:39.920 --> 00:43:42.280
 there's no

00:43:42.280 --> 00:43:42.539
 need to

00:43:42.539 --> 00:43:42.880
 worry

00:43:42.880 --> 00:43:43.539
 or fear

00:43:43.539 --> 00:43:45.599
 if you're

00:43:45.599 --> 00:43:45.900
 here for

00:43:45.900 --> 00:43:46.200
 the first

00:43:46.200 --> 00:43:46.519
 time

00:43:46.519 --> 00:43:46.780
 you don't

00:43:46.780 --> 00:43:47.059
 have to

00:43:47.059 --> 00:43:47.320
 give an

00:43:47.320 --> 00:43:47.660
 offering

00:43:47.659 --> 00:43:49.519
 if you're

00:43:49.519 --> 00:43:49.759
 part of

00:43:49.759 --> 00:43:49.859
 the

00:43:49.859 --> 00:43:50.199
 watermark

00:43:50.199 --> 00:43:50.519
 family

00:43:50.519 --> 00:43:50.779
 we would

00:43:50.779 --> 00:43:51.159
 love for

00:43:51.159 --> 00:43:51.440
 you

00:43:51.440 --> 00:43:52.819
 some of

00:43:52.819 --> 00:43:53.119
 you got

00:43:53.119 --> 00:43:53.480
 that

00:43:53.480 --> 00:43:54.719
 if you're

00:43:54.719 --> 00:43:54.940
 part of

00:43:54.940 --> 00:43:55.039
 the

00:43:55.039 --> 00:43:55.359
 watermark

00:43:55.359 --> 00:43:55.659
 family

00:43:55.659 --> 00:43:55.879
 we would

00:43:55.879 --> 00:43:56.219
 love for

00:43:56.219 --> 00:43:56.519
 you to

00:43:56.519 --> 00:43:57.119
 think about

00:43:57.119 --> 00:43:57.539
 what are

00:43:57.539 --> 00:43:57.920
 the things

00:43:57.920 --> 00:43:58.179
 that you

00:43:58.179 --> 00:43:58.579
 fear

00:43:58.579 --> 00:44:00.719
 write them

00:44:00.719 --> 00:44:01.019
 out

00:44:01.019 --> 00:44:02.460
 and when

00:44:02.460 --> 00:44:02.879
 you're ready

00:44:02.879 --> 00:44:03.839
 come up

00:44:03.839 --> 00:44:04.159
 and lay

00:44:04.159 --> 00:44:04.579
 them before

00:44:04.579 --> 00:44:05.079
 the Lord

00:44:05.079 --> 00:44:06.819
 in this

00:44:06.819 --> 00:44:07.039
 bucket

00:44:07.039 --> 00:44:07.819
 right here

00:44:07.820 --> 00:44:09.039
 we

00:44:09.039 --> 00:44:09.140
 we

00:44:09.140 --> 00:44:09.820
 come

00:44:09.820 --> 00:44:10.180
 before

00:44:10.180 --> 00:44:10.580
 you

00:44:10.580 --> 00:44:11.039
 and

00:44:11.039 --> 00:44:11.120
 I

00:44:11.120 --> 00:44:11.460
 realize

00:44:11.460 --> 00:44:11.700
 even

00:44:11.700 --> 00:44:12.019
 as we

00:44:12.019 --> 00:44:12.480
 share

00:44:12.480 --> 00:44:12.860
 some

00:44:12.860 --> 00:44:13.200
 people

00:44:13.200 --> 00:44:13.480
 are in

00:44:13.480 --> 00:44:13.720
 here

00:44:13.720 --> 00:44:14.080
 wondering

00:44:14.080 --> 00:44:14.600
 what the

00:44:14.600 --> 00:44:14.840
 heck

00:44:14.840 --> 00:44:15.380
 was that

00:44:15.380 --> 00:44:16.920
 and they

00:44:16.920 --> 00:44:17.720
 don't have

00:44:17.720 --> 00:44:18.420
 that relationship

00:44:18.420 --> 00:44:18.980
 with you

00:44:18.980 --> 00:44:20.180
 their lives

00:44:20.180 --> 00:44:21.760
 their families

00:44:21.760 --> 00:44:22.860
 their work

00:44:22.860 --> 00:44:24.880
 everything is

00:44:24.880 --> 00:44:25.800
 perfectly in

00:44:25.800 --> 00:44:26.320
 control

00:44:26.320 --> 00:44:27.320
 they have no

00:44:27.320 --> 00:44:28.360
 need of you

00:44:28.360 --> 00:44:29.940
 Lord I pray

00:44:29.940 --> 00:44:30.480
 for those

00:44:30.480 --> 00:44:31.500
 brothers and

00:44:31.500 --> 00:44:32.280
 sisters here

00:44:32.280 --> 00:44:33.580
 who live life

00:44:33.580 --> 00:44:34.260
 if that is

00:44:34.260 --> 00:44:34.760
 true and

00:44:34.760 --> 00:44:35.200
 if that is

00:44:35.200 --> 00:44:35.620
 true

00:44:35.619 --> 00:44:36.940
 Lord we

00:44:36.940 --> 00:44:37.199
 pray that

00:44:37.199 --> 00:44:37.460
 you would

00:44:37.460 --> 00:44:38.000
 just show

00:44:38.000 --> 00:44:38.380
 them your

00:44:38.380 --> 00:44:38.839
 son

00:44:38.839 --> 00:44:40.279
 pray that

00:44:40.279 --> 00:44:40.480
 you would

00:44:40.480 --> 00:44:41.059
 quickly show

00:44:41.059 --> 00:44:41.380
 them and

00:44:41.380 --> 00:44:41.719
 you do

00:44:41.719 --> 00:44:42.119
 that in

00:44:42.119 --> 00:44:42.480
 so many

00:44:42.480 --> 00:44:42.719
 different

00:44:42.719 --> 00:44:43.219
 ways

00:44:43.219 --> 00:44:44.339
 through

00:44:44.339 --> 00:44:44.880
 checkups

00:44:44.880 --> 00:44:46.539
 and redundancy

00:44:46.539 --> 00:44:47.099
 and other

00:44:47.099 --> 00:44:47.859
 things that

00:44:47.859 --> 00:44:49.259
 control is

00:44:49.259 --> 00:44:49.739
 an illusion

00:44:49.739 --> 00:44:50.400
 and that we

00:44:50.400 --> 00:44:50.799
 aren't

00:44:50.799 --> 00:44:52.099
 really in

00:44:52.099 --> 00:44:52.519
 control

00:44:52.519 --> 00:44:54.279
 I pray for

00:44:54.279 --> 00:44:54.799
 those in

00:44:54.799 --> 00:44:55.299
 here who

00:44:55.299 --> 00:44:56.359
 are worrying

00:44:56.359 --> 00:44:57.279
 and fear

00:44:57.279 --> 00:44:58.059
 and anxiety

00:44:58.059 --> 00:44:59.380
 and they

00:44:59.380 --> 00:44:59.960
 worry so

00:44:59.960 --> 00:45:01.019
 much about

00:45:01.019 --> 00:45:02.099
 what had

00:45:02.099 --> 00:45:02.799
 already happened

00:45:02.799 --> 00:45:03.239
 or what's

00:45:03.239 --> 00:45:03.739
 going to

00:45:03.739 --> 00:45:04.039
 maybe

00:45:04.039 --> 00:45:04.759
 probably

00:45:04.760 --> 00:45:06.000
 possibly

00:45:06.000 --> 00:45:06.500
 happen

00:45:06.500 --> 00:45:08.180
 or other

00:45:08.180 --> 00:45:08.860
 things

00:45:08.860 --> 00:45:10.820
 and sometimes

00:45:10.820 --> 00:45:11.340
 we don't

00:45:11.340 --> 00:45:12.920
 want an

00:45:12.920 --> 00:45:13.420
 answer

00:45:13.420 --> 00:45:13.980
 but we

00:45:13.980 --> 00:45:15.100
 I think in

00:45:15.100 --> 00:45:15.620
 reality what

00:45:15.620 --> 00:45:16.300
 we want is

00:45:16.300 --> 00:45:16.800
 we want the

00:45:16.800 --> 00:45:17.500
 answerer

00:45:17.500 --> 00:45:19.620
 we need that

00:45:19.620 --> 00:45:20.240
 relationship

00:45:20.240 --> 00:45:21.080
 with you

00:45:21.080 --> 00:45:22.820
 so Lord I

00:45:22.820 --> 00:45:23.600
 pray for those

00:45:23.600 --> 00:45:24.100
 who are

00:45:24.100 --> 00:45:24.580
 struggling

00:45:24.580 --> 00:45:26.700
 and realizing

00:45:26.700 --> 00:45:27.100
 that they're

00:45:27.100 --> 00:45:27.480
 not in

00:45:27.480 --> 00:45:27.760
 control

00:45:27.760 --> 00:45:28.040
 but they

00:45:28.040 --> 00:45:28.400
 don't know

00:45:28.400 --> 00:45:28.940
 who is

00:45:28.940 --> 00:45:29.340
 I pray that

00:45:29.340 --> 00:45:29.620
 they would

00:45:29.620 --> 00:45:29.980
 see your

00:45:29.980 --> 00:45:30.400
 son and

00:45:30.400 --> 00:45:30.720
 they would

00:45:30.720 --> 00:45:32.080
 see him

00:45:32.080 --> 00:45:32.580
 as beautiful

00:45:32.580 --> 00:45:33.260
 and who

00:45:33.260 --> 00:45:33.620
 gave

00:45:33.620 --> 00:45:34.180
 everything

00:45:34.179 --> 00:45:35.719
 Jesus

00:45:35.719 --> 00:45:36.239
 who gave

00:45:36.239 --> 00:45:36.460
 up

00:45:36.460 --> 00:45:36.960
 control

00:45:36.960 --> 00:45:37.980
 he gave

00:45:37.980 --> 00:45:38.199
 up

00:45:38.199 --> 00:45:38.579
 control

00:45:38.579 --> 00:45:38.960
 to come

00:45:38.960 --> 00:45:39.440
 to earth

00:45:39.440 --> 00:45:39.779
 to be

00:45:39.779 --> 00:45:40.079
 beaten

00:45:40.079 --> 00:45:41.279
 and crucified

00:45:41.279 --> 00:45:42.899
 and to

00:45:42.899 --> 00:45:43.379
 die

00:45:43.379 --> 00:45:43.960
 and to

00:45:43.960 --> 00:45:44.419
 rise

00:45:44.419 --> 00:45:44.839
 he gave

00:45:44.839 --> 00:45:45.019
 up

00:45:45.019 --> 00:45:45.539
 control

00:45:45.539 --> 00:45:47.019
 so that

00:45:47.019 --> 00:45:47.359
 he might

00:45:47.359 --> 00:45:47.759
 gain

00:45:47.759 --> 00:45:48.379
 control

00:45:48.379 --> 00:45:49.619
 and that

00:45:49.619 --> 00:45:50.000
 through him

00:45:50.000 --> 00:45:50.440
 we might

00:45:50.440 --> 00:45:50.940
 gain

00:45:50.940 --> 00:45:52.219
 you

00:45:52.219 --> 00:45:54.500
 well I

00:45:54.500 --> 00:45:54.719
 pray for

00:45:54.719 --> 00:45:55.039
 those of

00:45:55.039 --> 00:45:55.239
 us who

00:45:55.239 --> 00:45:55.559
 are on

00:45:55.559 --> 00:45:55.759
 this

00:45:55.759 --> 00:45:56.039
 journey

00:45:56.039 --> 00:45:56.379
 and we

00:45:56.379 --> 00:45:56.719
 forget

00:45:56.719 --> 00:45:57.139
 these

00:45:57.139 --> 00:45:57.480
 words

00:45:57.480 --> 00:45:57.879
 sometimes

00:45:57.879 --> 00:45:58.359
 we forget

00:45:58.359 --> 00:45:58.859
 that you've

00:45:58.859 --> 00:45:59.319
 never left

00:45:59.319 --> 00:45:59.799
 us alone

00:45:59.799 --> 00:46:00.079
 and we

00:46:00.079 --> 00:46:00.299
 forget

00:46:00.299 --> 00:46:00.679
 that you

00:46:00.679 --> 00:46:01.879
 are faithful

00:46:01.879 --> 00:46:02.199
 and that

00:46:02.199 --> 00:46:02.460
 you are

00:46:02.460 --> 00:46:02.879
 true

00:46:02.879 --> 00:46:04.139
 sometimes

00:46:04.139 --> 00:46:04.579
 we forget

00:46:04.579 --> 00:46:04.859
 it because

00:46:04.859 --> 00:46:05.279
 we leave

00:46:05.279 --> 00:46:05.639
 here right

00:46:05.639 --> 00:46:06.000
 away and

00:46:06.000 --> 00:46:06.299
 we're not

00:46:06.299 --> 00:46:06.899
 in community

00:46:06.899 --> 00:46:08.019
 we're by

00:46:08.019 --> 00:46:08.519
 ourselves

00:46:08.519 --> 00:46:08.859
 and the

00:46:08.859 --> 00:46:09.440
 voices hit

00:46:09.440 --> 00:46:09.739
 us and

00:46:09.739 --> 00:46:10.659
 we just

00:46:10.659 --> 00:46:11.179
 start believing

00:46:11.179 --> 00:46:13.559
 the lies

00:46:13.559 --> 00:46:15.480
 sometimes

00:46:15.480 --> 00:46:17.279
 we leave

00:46:17.279 --> 00:46:17.579
 here and we're

00:46:17.579 --> 00:46:17.960
 not by

00:46:17.960 --> 00:46:18.239
 ourselves

00:46:18.239 --> 00:46:18.899
 we're around

00:46:18.899 --> 00:46:19.379
 people who

00:46:19.379 --> 00:46:20.299
 also believe

00:46:20.299 --> 00:46:20.759
 the lies

00:46:20.759 --> 00:46:21.139
 and so as

00:46:21.139 --> 00:46:21.500
 they share

00:46:21.500 --> 00:46:21.960
 the lies

00:46:21.960 --> 00:46:22.259
 and their

00:46:22.259 --> 00:46:22.739
 fears and

00:46:22.739 --> 00:46:23.079
 worries

00:46:23.079 --> 00:46:24.019
 it just

00:46:24.019 --> 00:46:24.719
 quickly

00:46:24.719 --> 00:46:26.379
 smothers out

00:46:26.379 --> 00:46:26.819
 the truth

00:46:26.819 --> 00:46:27.419
 of your word

00:46:27.419 --> 00:46:28.119
 and the gospel

00:46:28.119 --> 00:46:28.899
 in our life

00:46:28.900 --> 00:46:29.160
 and we

00:46:29.160 --> 00:46:30.079
 de-gospelize

00:46:30.079 --> 00:46:30.660
 ourselves

00:46:30.660 --> 00:46:32.440
 and when I

00:46:32.440 --> 00:46:33.000
 pray for those

00:46:33.000 --> 00:46:33.519
 who are by

00:46:33.519 --> 00:46:33.920
 themselves

00:46:33.920 --> 00:46:34.360
 or in the

00:46:34.360 --> 00:46:35.000
 wrong company

00:46:35.000 --> 00:46:35.480
 I pray that

00:46:35.480 --> 00:46:35.740
 they would

00:46:35.740 --> 00:46:36.900
 find the

00:46:36.900 --> 00:46:37.519
 family of

00:46:37.519 --> 00:46:38.160
 God who

00:46:38.160 --> 00:46:39.340
 clings to

00:46:39.340 --> 00:46:40.039
 your word

00:46:40.039 --> 00:46:41.500
 and who

00:46:41.500 --> 00:46:41.740
 are not

00:46:41.740 --> 00:46:41.980
 necessarily

00:46:41.980 --> 00:46:42.420
 looking for

00:46:42.420 --> 00:46:42.960
 the answers

00:46:42.960 --> 00:46:43.420
 because they're

00:46:43.420 --> 00:46:43.660
 going to need

00:46:43.660 --> 00:46:44.180
 another answer

00:46:44.180 --> 00:46:44.680
 next week

00:46:44.680 --> 00:46:44.940
 but they're

00:46:44.940 --> 00:46:45.440
 looking for

00:46:45.440 --> 00:46:46.619
 the answerer

00:46:46.619 --> 00:46:48.280
 they're looking

00:46:48.280 --> 00:46:48.539
 for that

00:46:48.539 --> 00:46:48.980
 relationship

00:46:48.980 --> 00:46:49.619
 with you

00:46:49.619 --> 00:46:51.519
 so may we

00:46:51.519 --> 00:46:51.960
 be that

00:46:51.960 --> 00:46:52.420
 people

00:46:52.420 --> 00:46:53.200
 realizing our

00:46:53.200 --> 00:46:53.760
 brokenness

00:46:53.760 --> 00:46:54.019
 and our

00:46:54.019 --> 00:46:54.400
 sin

00:46:54.400 --> 00:46:55.340
 and our

00:46:55.340 --> 00:46:55.700
 struggle

00:46:55.700 --> 00:46:55.980
 and our

00:46:55.980 --> 00:46:56.280
 trouble

00:46:56.280 --> 00:46:56.559
 that we

00:46:56.559 --> 00:46:56.940
 walk

00:46:56.940 --> 00:46:57.160
 and we

00:46:57.160 --> 00:46:57.460
 fall

00:46:57.460 --> 00:46:57.700
 and we

00:46:57.700 --> 00:46:58.000
 walk

00:46:58.000 --> 00:46:58.220
 and we

00:46:58.220 --> 00:46:58.480
 fall

00:46:58.480 --> 00:46:59.240
 but you're

00:46:59.240 --> 00:46:59.860
 always there

00:46:59.860 --> 00:47:00.320
 you never

00:47:00.320 --> 00:47:01.159
 leave us

00:47:01.159 --> 00:47:02.579
 may we

00:47:02.579 --> 00:47:03.079
 be a church

00:47:03.079 --> 00:47:03.659
 that reminds

00:47:03.659 --> 00:47:04.099
 each other

00:47:04.099 --> 00:47:04.400
 of that

00:47:04.400 --> 00:47:04.780
 all the

00:47:04.780 --> 00:47:05.240
 time

00:47:05.240 --> 00:47:06.320
 and comes

00:47:06.320 --> 00:47:06.679
 alongside

00:47:06.679 --> 00:47:07.619
 each other

00:47:07.619 --> 00:47:08.000
 when things

00:47:08.000 --> 00:47:08.360
 are hard

00:47:08.360 --> 00:47:08.800
 or difficult

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 and comes

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 alongside

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 of our

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 brothers and

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 sisters at

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 work who

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 aren't in

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 the family

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 who walk

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 in darkness

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 may we

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 be people

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 who speak

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 this truth

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 and we

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 gospelize

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 everybody

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 we meet

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 of your

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 goodness

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 in the

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 cross

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 Lord we

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 need you

00:47:25.119 --> 00:47:25.480
 we just

00:47:25.480 --> 00:47:25.980
 pray that

00:47:25.980 --> 00:47:26.280
 you would

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 change us

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 that none

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 of us

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 would leave

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 here with

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 worries or

00:47:28.239 --> 00:47:28.699
 fears

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 because we

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 have your

00:47:31.519 --> 00:47:31.980
 son

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 help us

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 to realize

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 that we're

00:47:36.099 --> 00:47:36.799
 not God

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 but we

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 follow one

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 who is

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 who cares

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 for the

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 sparrows

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 who clothes

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 the flowers

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 who feeds

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 his children

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 and never

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 ever

00:47:51.659 --> 00:47:52.980
 leaves them

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 Lord

00:47:55.000 --> 00:47:55.360
 you are

00:47:55.360 --> 00:47:55.880
 beautiful

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 and you

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 are wonderful

00:47:58.719 --> 00:48:00.800
 we come

00:48:00.800 --> 00:48:01.039
 and we

00:48:01.039 --> 00:48:01.320
 worship

00:48:01.320 --> 00:48:01.699
 you

00:48:01.699 --> 00:48:03.820
 we pray

00:48:03.820 --> 00:48:04.179
 all these

00:48:04.179 --> 00:48:04.559
 things in

00:48:04.559 --> 00:48:04.800
 Jesus

00:48:04.800 --> 00:48:05.579
 holy name

00:48:05.579 --> 00:48:07.280
 amen