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 Viktor Frankl was an Austrian neuroscientist, psychiatrist, more notably he was a Holocaust survivor.

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 And he wrote his most famous book, which is called Man's Search for Meaning,

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 in really about his time in the concentration camp.

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 Because it had a profound impact on him.

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 He was surrounded by people who were facing unimaginable suffering.

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 And he began to notice that some people were able to endure profound suffering,

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 and yet somehow they remained steady.

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 They were able to persevere. It didn't crush them.

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 And he shares some remarkable stories of people who seemed like the kind of people

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 who would be utterly crushed on day one, and yet somehow they remained steady.

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 And there are other people that seemed like the kind of people who would be able to survive a lot,

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 and yet they would be crushed on the first day.

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 And he began to try to figure out what is the thing that makes the difference.

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 And that's what his book is about.

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 He realized that the key thing that determines our ability to face and endure suffering

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 is not actually the suffering itself.

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 It's not the kind of suffering.

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 It's not the extent of suffering, the amount of suffering.

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 It's the meaning that we attach to suffering.

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 The meaning that we attach to suffering.

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 In other words, if we are able to find or make meaning out of the suffering that we face,

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 it makes all the difference.

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 Now, with that in mind, we want to look at the Apostle Paul

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 and what we read here in 2 Corinthians chapter 4.

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 Paul says something almost unbelievable.

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 He says,

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 Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.

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 And I would suggest that this goes well beyond what Frankl had in mind.

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 Frankl is talking about simply enduring suffering,

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 but Paul's saying something altogether more.

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 He's not just talking about enduring suffering.

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 He's talking about the fact that in his suffering,

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 as he is wasting away, as that is happening to him,

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 he is being renewed.

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 That suffering for Paul has become a place, a source of spiritual renewal.

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 And the question that we want to ask this morning is,

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 How is such a thing possible?

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 And the answer that we will see is this,

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 that Jesus Christ transformed the role that suffering plays in Paul's life

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 by giving it an entirely new meaning.

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 Suffering itself can become a source of spiritual growth and life and maturity.

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 And so we're going to look at this passage in 2 Corinthians chapter 4,

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 verses 1 through 12, and we're going to sort of examine this in three parts.

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 First of all, we want to consider the default perspective on suffering

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 that we see in Corinth, that we see, I think, in modern-day D.C.

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 Then we'll look at a new perspective on suffering

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 that comes through Paul's encounter with Jesus.

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 And then finally, we will see how that yields in our lives a new pattern

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 for how to face suffering as it comes.

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 Let's pray.

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 Our Father in heaven, we thank you that we don't even have to ask and you're here.

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 I thank you that as I look out into this room, Lord,

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 I see friends both new and old.

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 I thank you that as we look out in this room,

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 and if we're here and we are struggling or suffering,

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 feeling hopelessness or despair,

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 we can know we're not alone.

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 That, Lord, you're the one who sees the truth about our hearts

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 and however we may present on the outside.

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 You know that there are a lot of us here who are struggling in various ways.

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 And we pray that your word would minister to us

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 in ways that are only possible because of your Holy Spirit.

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 And we ask this in the name of your Son, Jesus.

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 Amen.

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 I'm going to get this because my voice is a bit on the fritz, as you can tell.

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 But praise God, it's here enough.

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 I think God wanted me to talk less this week.

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 And so he took my voice away.

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 But he's allowing me to say a few things from up here.

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 Let's look at the default perspective that we see in the church in Corinth.

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 The church in Corinth had a situation where there were false teachers who had come in,

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 and they were promoting a kind of health and wealth gospel.

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 Now, if you're not familiar with what that is, it's okay.

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 I'll explain it in a minute.

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 But they're promoting a kind of health and wealth gospel.

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 The basic idea is this, is that if you're the kind of person who is successful

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 and good-looking and wealthy and important and influential,

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 it's because you are blessed.

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 You're hashtag blessed.

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 God has blessed you.

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 And obviously the opposite is also true.

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 If you're unsuccessful, if you're poor, if you're suffering, if you're rejected,

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 then clearly you are not blessed.

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 And in fact, God may very well be punishing you.

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 So people see you sitting on the side of the road asking for money with no place to live.

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 The most common response would be to say, what did he do?

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 What did she do to end up like that?

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 They assumed that it was your fault, that you had somehow angered the gods.

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 And so this is why some of the leaders are criticizing the apostle Paul.

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 They're saying, basically, don't listen to anything that guy says.

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 Why would you listen to anything Paul says?

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 It's clear that God is not with him.

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 Look how much he suffers.

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 So they would point to the suffering in Paul's life as a way of invalidating all of Paul's teaching.

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 And here's Paul's own description in chapter 11.

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 He doesn't deny the fact that he suffers.

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 He says this, five times I received at the hands of the Jews the forty lashes less one.

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 Three times I was beaten with rods.

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 Once I was stoned.

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 Three times I was shipwrecked.

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 A night and a day I was adrift at sea.

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 I mean, it goes on and on.

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 Now, they would say, and I think it makes sense to many people, common sense anyway,

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 that doesn't sound like someone who's loved by God.

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 That doesn't sound like someone who's blessed by God.

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 It actually sounds like someone who has been cursed by God.

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 And this is the way that most people tend to think.

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 It's our common sense way of trying to make sense of our lives and the world.

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 People mistakenly assume that there is a connection between worldly success and spiritual success.

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 If somebody is successful by worldly standards, then people assume that is evidence of their spiritual success.

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 That God must really love them.

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 They must really be close to God.

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 There are many church boards and elder sessions and leadership bodies that have been built primarily out of this fallacy.

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 Well, they run a very successful, lucrative business.

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 They'd probably make a good elder.

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 And of course, if that is true, then the opposite is also true.

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 If somebody is suffering, if they're a failure by worldly standards,

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 then that's probably evidence of their spiritual failure.

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 They must have angered God somewhere along the way.

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 This is the perspective that I would say runs through many of the world's great religions.

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 You have karma religions like Hinduism that say if you're suffering, it's because of things that you did in a past life.

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 Ways that you fell short or sinned.

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 Islam teaches that if you're suffering, it's probably punishment for sins that you've committed in the present life.

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 So you see this in other world religions, but I would say it's also the perspective that we see in our culture.

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 Most people assume that life is about trying to be as happy as you can be, which we equate with material success.

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 Why am I here?

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 It's to be happy.

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 How do I be happy?

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 Well, I'm successful.

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 This is why we bust it year in and year out, pushing ourselves and our kids to climb that ladder,

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 to get the best grades so that we can get into the best colleges,

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 so that we can get the best jobs, so that we can be successful, so that we will be happy.

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 And that's the way people believe life works.

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 And if there is a God, most people assume that God's job, if he's loving, if he's good, is to help us get there.

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 Surely God wants me to be happy.

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 Surely God wants me to be successful.

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 This is essentially what the sociologist Christian Smith referred to as the default religion in America.

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 Right?

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 Life is about being happy and successful.

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 God's job is to help me get there.

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 All God cares about is I'm a basically good person.

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 And good people go to heaven when they die.

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 It's what he called moralistic therapeutic deism.

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 So whatever religious institution you affiliate with or have disaffiliated from,

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 whether you call yourself religious or irreligious, theist or atheist,

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 Smith found that down deep, this is what most Americans believe on some level.

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 Moralistic therapeutic deism.

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 This is why, by the way, the prosperity gospel televangelists of the 20th century were so successful.

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 Right?

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 They were preaching the message that everybody already believed and wanted to hear desperately, wanted to believe.

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 The self-appointed gurus that we see today on Instagram and TikTok, this is why they're successful.

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 And by the way, they are the spiritual successors of the prosperity gospel televangelists.

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 They're the next generation preaching the same message.

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 They're all selling the same thing.

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 It's just different packaging.

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 So whether you're donating money out of your retirement fund to get a prayer cloth that's been touched by the person on TV,

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 or whether you are buying supplements and deciding it's time to shift to an all-meat diet,

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 and do ice bath plunges every morning because it's going to change your life,

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 the promise is the same.

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 You can live longer.

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 You can be happier.

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 You can become more successful if you just buy this product, if you just do this thing.

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 So in our culture, in a culture that thinks that way,

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 when it comes to suffering, what you find is there's typically only one category for suffering.

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 The only category we have to really make sense of suffering, to make meaning out of suffering is,

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 well, suffering is unequivocally bad, and it means that either we have failed,

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 or some person or system out there has failed us.

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 Right?

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 If I'm suffering, if I don't have the life I want, if I'm not happy, if I'm not successful,

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 either I failed somewhere along the way, or some system or person out there failed me,

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 or some combination of both.

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 It is somebody's fault.

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 Somebody has failed.

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 Because otherwise I wouldn't be suffering.

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 And as far as God goes, for people who bring God into the equation,

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 if we assume that there is a God and that it's God's job to help us pursue a life of happiness and success,

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 then what does suffering show us?

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 Well, God's not doing his job.

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 Why not?

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 Well, either because he doesn't love me or care about me,

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 or because he can't.

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 Or because he doesn't exist.

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 And you have a lot of people who will encounter major suffering, grief, loss in their lives,

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 and because this is their view of God in life,

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 they leave their faith.

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 Because they say, well, God really let me down.

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 God really, I was trusting God to come through and give me that life,

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 but he didn't.

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 He wasn't there.

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 And so they leave.

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 Now, if this is our perspective, if this is the default operating perspective,

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 what happens when you get bad news from the doctor?

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 You know, we're, some of us are in our 40s and the check engine light comes on and the call's coming.

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 You know?

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 And some of us have gotten a few calls.

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 And it's not like when you're in your 20s.

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 Right?

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 And some of you are older still and you know that.

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 Some of you got the bad news call when you were a child or when you were a teenager.

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 Right?

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 But what happens when you get that call?

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 What happens when you get fired unexpectedly?

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 What happens when someone hurts you or betrays you?

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 What do we end up doing?

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 We spend hours ruminating, trying to figure out where we went wrong

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 or how we could have prevented it if I hadn't eaten all those cheeseburgers.

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 You know?

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 But now, I mean, you know, it's not an excuse to eat all the cheeseburgers you want.

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 I wish it were.

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 But you start trying to think of like, where did I go wrong?

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 Or how could I have prevented this bad thing from happening?

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 Because it clearly means the ball got dropped.

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 And then when it comes to God, we say, what's the most common thing we say?

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 Why me, God?

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 Why would you let something like this happen to me?

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 Why me?

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 Why now?

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 Why this?

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 So then, not only do you have the suffering itself,

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 but you have all of the meaning that you've attached to it.

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 Which is what?

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 Failure.

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 Failure.

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 God doesn't love me.

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 God doesn't exist.

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 Hopelessness.

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 It's a pile-on that only makes it worse.

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 That's no way to endure suffering.

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 It's not sustainable.

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 So suffering crushes us.

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 That's the default perspective on suffering.

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 Now, a new perspective.

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 Look what happens to Paul.

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 The thing is, you've got to understand,

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 Paul used to have this exact same perspective.

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 He was a Pharisee back in the day.

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 He was highly successful.

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 He was highly ambitious.

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 He was well-educated.

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 He had all the outward signs of blessing.

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 He didn't know that inwardly, spiritually, he was dead and disconnected from God.

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 He had all the outward signs of blessing and success.

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 And then one day, on the road to Damascus, he encounters the resurrected Jesus Christ.

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 And it changes everything.

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 Because in that encounter, he realizes this.

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 On the one hand, he recognizes immediately, as he sees that glorious light, that Jesus is the full embodiment of God's glory.

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 That's what Paul means.

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 He's thinking about that as he's writing verse 4.

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 He refers to Jesus as the image of God.

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 Jesus is so blindingly glorious that Paul falls to his face.

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 And he's struck temporarily blind.

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 On the other hand, Paul knows for a fact what happened to Jesus.

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 That Jesus suffered more than anybody in history.

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 He knew that Jesus had been humiliated and mocked and tortured and executed.

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 So simultaneously, this glorious image of God standing before him, blindingly bright.

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 And on the other hand, humiliation, torture, rejection, suffering, death.

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 And this completely turns everything upside down for Paul.

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 Because Christ is showing him that everything he thinks he knows about suffering is wrong.

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 And Christ is offering a vision, a meaning for suffering that is far more nuanced, far more beautiful than anything Paul has ever seen in his life.

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 He realizes this.

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 First of all, the reason that people suffer, the reason that some of us are suffering right now, is not because God is punishing those people.

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 It's because all human beings have rejected God.

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 As Paul says in verses 3 and 4, it's because people are spiritually blind.

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 You know, when he was struck blind seeing Jesus, it helped him understand this is the real problem with the human heart.

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 All people, Jews and Greeks, all are spiritually blind and cut off from God.

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 And that means, frankly, friends, and I'm sorry to break it to you, the world doesn't work the way it should.

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 There is no fairness.

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 You know, life is not fair.

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 You know, I had a mentor who used to say, the only kind of fair in this life is the one with cotton candy and a Ferris wheel.

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 There is no fair.

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 I would come to him and I'd say, well, that's not fair.

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 He'd be like, what'd you expect?

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 There is only an approximation of justice.

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 What that means is that some people can lie and cheat and steal, and they're going to be fabulously wealthy and successful.

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 It means that other people can live morally upright, selfless, self-sacrificial lives, and they're going to face tremendous suffering.

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 And you say, well, that's not fair.

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 I think you're starting to get it.

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 So that's the first thing.

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 Second thing, God hates suffering more than we do.

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 And God's answer to the problem of suffering when we ask him is not to give us an explanation.

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 Well, it all goes back to this and that.

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 And if you understand that, that's not God.

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 God's answer to suffering is to enter into it.

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 It's to join us in it.

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 It's to suffer more than we do.

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 It's to send his son to die so that one day suffering will ultimately be brought to an end.

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 His answer to suffering is to suffer in order to bring an end to suffering.

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 And then thirdly, Paul realizes this on that road to Damascus.

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 Suffering does not mean failure.

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 It doesn't necessarily mean that you have failed.

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 It doesn't mean that somebody or some system has failed you.

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 That might be a part of it.

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 But what Christ shows us is that suffering is actually inseparably linked to glory.

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 That God can use suffering to achieve his glorious purposes in the world.

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 And you say, well, how do we know that?

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 And Paul would say, well, the cross.

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 The place where you see the worst failure by worldly standards ever.

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 The worst suffering ever.

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 And yet simultaneously, the cross is the means by which Jesus is glorified.

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 The cross is his glory.

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 The cross is the place where Jesus becomes who he was meant to be.

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 The savior of the world.

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 It's the place where God's plans and purposes are finally accomplished.

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 So suffering is unavoidable because of human sin and rebellion.

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 It's unavoidable.

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 We're all going to suffer to some extent.

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 And yet God is so powerful and God is so loving that he's able to take the worst possible suffering

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 and bring about the greatest possible victory through it.

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 Which means no suffering is wasted.

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 God is capable of redeeming and repurposing and utilizing all of the hardships we face.

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 You know, I love to talk about Joni Eriksson Thada because her story is so powerful.

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 Being paralyzed from the shoulders down from a diving accident at age 17.

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 And so many directions could have come out of that incident.

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 But by leaning into the Lord through years of wrestling with God

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 and wrestling with the reality of suffering and glory,

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 out of that was born a ministry that has reached millions of people.

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 Especially those whose lives are impacted by disability.

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 And she often says this, one of her favorite quotes,

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 when she thinks about her own life and the lives of those who suffer,

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 sometimes God uses what he hates to accomplish what he loves.

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 Sometimes God uses what he hates to accomplish what he loves.

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 That's why Paul's able to say, in verse 8,

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 we're afflicted in every way but not crushed.

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 We're perplexed but not driven to despair.

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 We're persecuted but not forsaken.

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 We're struck down but not destroyed.

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 If you believe that suffering means that God has abandoned you or that you have failed,

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 then when you're afflicted, it's going to crush you.

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 You know, when you're perplexed, it's going to drive you to despair.

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 It's the meaning that you're attaching that makes the difference.

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 But Paul has come to see that suffering, listen to this,

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 is precisely the place where God can work most powerfully in our lives

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 and where we can connect most personally with him.

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 He's come to realize that here's the meaning of suffering.

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 Suffering is precisely that place where God can work most powerfully in our lives

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 and where we can connect most personally with him.

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 It's a radically different way of thinking about suffering.

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 And from that, in Paul's life, we begin to see a new pattern emerge,

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 a new pattern for suffering.

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 When a person becomes a Christian, they do so by putting their faith in Jesus.

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 They ask Jesus to forgive their sin.

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 They ask Jesus to make them righteous and holy, to reconcile them to God.

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 They ask Jesus that they might be adopted into God's family.

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 And God answers those prayers, how?

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 By spiritually joining that person to Jesus.

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 It will no longer be you and Jesus.

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 You will become part of Jesus.

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 His life will become your life.

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 Your life will be subsumed into his life.

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 You become one with Jesus.

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 And if you want to know the core idea that runs through all of Paul's letters,

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 what it means to be a Christian, it is that truth.

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 You become spiritually joined to Jesus.

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 Now, that's extremely important.

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 That union is marked by baptism.

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 But how does Paul often describe baptism?

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 It's a death and resurrection.

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 When you're baptized into the life of Christ,

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 you're baptized into a life that is shaped.

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 The pattern of that life is death and resurrection.

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 So here's what Paul begins to realize.

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 Since we are spiritually connected to Jesus,

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 even though that pattern of death and resurrection is a one-time thing in Jesus' life,

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 that pattern continues in the lives of Christians.

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 That pattern continues.

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 That becomes the shape of our life.

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 So this is what Paul means when he says in verse 10,

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 we are always carrying in the body the death of Jesus

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 so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies.

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 We are carrying death and resurrection.

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 For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake.

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 We're always being given over to death.

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 It's a continuous thing that is happening all the time,

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 day in and day out, year in and year out.

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 Why?

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 So that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh.

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 He's saying,

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 my entire life now is shaped by this cycle of death and resurrection

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 that is happening again and again and again.

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 The normal Christian life repeatedly reenacts the death and resurrection of Jesus.

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 So how does this work practically?

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 We enter into some kind of suffering

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 in which we realize our creatureliness,

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 we realize our weakness,

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 we realize the brokenness of the world.

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 We enter into that kind of suffering.

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 Some of you are there right now.

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 But in that suffering,

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 we also become aware of areas of our lives where there is sin,

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 where we are believing things that are not true,

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 where there is rebellion or resistance to God.

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 And then by grace,

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 in that time of suffering,

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 there is an opportunity to put those things to death.

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 Those parts of us,

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 those sinful parts of us are put to death.

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 And then we emerge from that suffering with a kind of new life,

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 a deeper faith,

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 greater maturity.

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 We're a little more conformed to the image of Christ.

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 Right?

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 So practically speaking,

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 this becomes a pattern for life.

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 It becomes like a map that gives meaning to our suffering.

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 It's a new roadmap to show us how to navigate suffering.

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 So the next time we face hardship,

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 we could spend time ruminating about where we went wrong

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 or who let us down

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 or shaking our fist at God and saying,

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 how could you do this to me?

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 And you know,

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 there's a time and a place for that.

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 God's big enough for us to be angry at him.

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 But ultimately,

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 that response is not going to change anything.

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 You can ruminate day and night

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 about all the things you could have done differently.

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 It's not going to change anything.

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 Instead,

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 what if,

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 hypothetically,

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 what if we simply say to ourselves,

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 okay,

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 this,

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 whatever it is for you,

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 this is yet another cycle

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 of death and resurrection

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 that the Lord is leading me into.

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 And here's the thing.

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 We accept the things we cannot change.

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 We simply accept them.

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 We receive them from the Lord.

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 And then we can begin to prayerfully ask,

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 in the midst of this,

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 what needs to be put to death in me?

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 And you say,

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 well,

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 what a cruel question to ask

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 somebody who's facing a hard time.

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 That's a lot.

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 No,

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 no,

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 no,

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 no.

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 It's a recognition that in the midst of the evil

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 that is a part of living in a broken world,

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 God is constantly working redemptively in our lives.

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 It's a recognition that life is ultimately not about happiness,

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 that happiness is a byproduct of deeper,

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 truer things,

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 things like holiness,

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 spiritual peace that comes with knowing the Lord.

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 And then from that place,

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 we can begin to ask questions of our own heart.

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 What inside me is being spotlighted by this suffering?

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 What is blocking me from greater trust or greater faith in the Lord?

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 What needs to be put to death in me right now?

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 What do I need to let go of?

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 What do I need to turn away from?

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 What truths do I need to embrace?

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 Right?

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 So just to give you a couple of examples,

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 if you are suffering from significant fear and anxiety,

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 significant fear and anxiety,

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 you feel like your life is just grit and a vice grip of fear,

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 what needs to be put to death?

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 What is blocking us from greater trust in the Lord?

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 Maybe we are imagining,

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 maybe we are really good at imagining

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 some future worst case scenario.

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 And in vivid detail,

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 we can see the horrible things that are going to happen.

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 And maybe you realize,

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 you know,

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 I'm actually putting more faith in that.

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 I am more certain that that imaginary scenario is going to happen

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 than I am of the Lord.

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 And you realize that.

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 That's actually,

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 that's what I believe.

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 That's my God.

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 That's my,

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 that's the reality that I'm embracing.

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 It's that imaginary thing next week.

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 Maybe that's what you realize.

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 Maybe,

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 maybe,

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 maybe you realize,

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 I actually don't believe that,

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 that,

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 that things are okay unless I'm in control.

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 I actually think that,

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 that,

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 that my life would be better and the world would be better

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 if I could just be in control of everything.

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 And maybe,

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 maybe you realize that.

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 And you realize these are things that need to be put to death.

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 And then you turn,

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 you begin to embrace these truths.

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 You know what?

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 Christ is with me.

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 Uh,

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 nothing can separate me from his love.

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 If those bad things happen,

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 Christ will be with me in those things.

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 And they're,

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 they're,

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 they're not things that he can't handle.

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 And because of him,

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 I know what Paul says in Romans eight,

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 that God is always working things for the good of people like me,

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 the good of people who have been called according to his purposes.

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 Even if it doesn't feel like it in the moment,

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 I can trust that God is working all of this toward his good in my life.

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 Right?

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 So you're,

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 you're,

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 you're letting go of,

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 you're putting to death these false beliefs and you're beginning to embrace

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 things that you know are true.

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 Or just to give you one other example,

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 if you were suffering because you are in,

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 in conflict with another person,

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 uh,

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 if you're struggling with anger or bitterness or unforgiveness,

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 and in the midst of that,

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 your heart is crying out for justice.

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 Your,

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 your heart is crying out for validation.

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 Your heart is crying out for people to take your side.

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 You want to be proven right.

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 You want to be vindicated.

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 But you also ask in the,

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 that's a form of suffering.

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 You ask what needs to be put to death in me in the midst of this?

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 Maybe,

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 maybe I'm assuming I know that other person's motives.

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 Maybe I'm assuming and filling in the blanks on what their intentions were or are.

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 That needs to be put to death.

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 Maybe I'm putting myself in a position to judge someone else's life.

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 That needs to be put to death.

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 And then we begin to embrace the truth.

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 Hey,

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 only God knows the truth about the hearts of people.

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 Only God knows what's going on.

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 The older I get,

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 the more I realize,

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 the more bad I am.

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 I realize that I am at,

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 at assuming I know what other people are thinking or feeling.

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 Or you embrace the,

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 the truth that only God can truly judge human beings.

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 And the judgment ultimately belongs to him.

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 And that God will bring justice in his time.

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 So all of these experiences like this are kind,

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 are a kind of many death and many resurrection.

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 They,

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 they contribute to the death of sin in you.

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 The mortification of sin,

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 as the Puritans used to say.

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 And they contribute to the growth of Christ in us.

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 So going back to the beginning,

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 just bringing all this back together.

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 I do think that Viktor Frankl was correct.

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 The most important thing that determines our ability to endure suffering,

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 is the meaning we attach to it.

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 But here's what we need to see.

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 You will find no greater source of meaning,

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 for the suffering in your life,

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 than the one you will find in Jesus Christ.

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 You find a new perspective,

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 that suffering is precisely that place where God can work most powerfully in our lives,

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 and where we can connect most personally with him.

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 And then you inherit a new pattern,

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 a pattern that has shaped the lives of Christians for thousands of years.

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 Suffering is an invitation to share in the death and the resurrection of Jesus Christ,

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 and ultimately to become more and more like him.

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 Let's pray.

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 Lord, would you take these words,

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 and would they be words that become flesh?

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 Would you press these truths?

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 Would you impress upon us,

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 especially those of us here who are struggling or suffering in various ways,

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 would you impress upon us?

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 Give us a vision of your cross.

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 Give us a deep understanding of the shape of your life.

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 And might that become a map of meaning for our lives?

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 That whether we feel that our suffering is meaningless and arbitrary,

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 that you're capricious,

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 or whether we feel that we're being punished,

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 whether we feel that we have failed,

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 or that someone has wronged us or let us down,

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 may we accept the things we cannot change,

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 and may we enter into this cycle

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 through which we become more and more like you,

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 until that glorious day

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 when your promise is fulfilled,

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 when we see you face to face.

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 We pray this in the name of your son, Jesus.

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 Amen.