WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:29.980 He was about seven years of age, a PK, a preacher's kid, and his father, Moody Stewart, was amongst that galaxy of Scottish Presbyterian ministers, Bannam, Cunningham, the Bonner brothers and McShane, that make the 19th century in Scotland. 00:00:30.000 --> 00:00:54.039 He was in such a terrific time. And his father Moody Stewart had a church, and he loved his father, and his father loved him. His name was Kenny, and one day his father was speaking to him and said, you know, there's an aristocrat up there in Inverness, and he's been converted. 00:00:54.039 --> 00:01:10.039 And he's starting to preach, and great crowds are coming to hear him. He has an awakening ministry. And lots of people are professing faith through his testimony. 00:01:10.040 --> 00:01:25.700 I've asked him to come and preach for us. So within a month or so, Brownlow North came down to the church where Moody Stewart was a minister for so long. 00:01:25.700 --> 00:01:42.420 And little boy saw him and listened and was a god and was his biggest supporter and learned so much and came to make a profession, really. It was one of the great influences in his life. 00:01:42.420 --> 00:01:54.879 And when, 40 years later, Moody Brownlow North died, he was the choice of everyone to write the biography. 00:01:54.879 --> 00:02:06.920 And so, he wrote this volume. And so, he wrote this volume. This is a first edition. Brownlow North. Records and Recollections. 00:02:06.920 --> 00:02:20.920 So, a beautiful work. I got it from the library in Hackney of the Black Reformed Church here in London, the only Reformed Church of Caribbean and Nigerians in Europe, I suppose. 00:02:20.919 --> 00:02:50.899 And the banner brought it from the library in Hackney of the Black Reformed Church. 00:02:50.919 --> 00:02:57.139 The second edition, which was smaller, which was smaller, where those chapters were omitted. But he died doing that. 00:02:58.159 --> 00:03:07.439 And then, his family, his wife and children, they finished the second edition, which really is based on that. 00:03:07.539 --> 00:03:19.500 And that's also been brought out by Paisley's Press. And that's a photocopy, really, where the banner put a new typeface and so on. 00:03:19.500 --> 00:03:24.000 This is John Ritchie. No, that's not the Paisley Press. 00:03:24.819 --> 00:03:33.240 But we were, we got to know this name Brownlow North, firstly, by the appearance of this book, The Rich Man and Lazarus. 00:03:33.240 --> 00:03:38.219 And these are the sermons he preached in the 1859 revival in Ireland. 00:03:39.000 --> 00:03:46.800 And they go through that whole wonderful story of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Great. 00:03:46.800 --> 00:03:53.560 It's been reprinted now under the title, The Great Girl Fix, Sermons on the Rich Man and Lazarus. 00:03:53.840 --> 00:03:59.900 And when I did the life of, I wrote a book on the life of Ernest Reisinger. 00:04:00.219 --> 00:04:03.020 And I once said to him, oh, what was the first ban on the book you came across? 00:04:03.100 --> 00:04:06.200 I was in Canary, he said, and I saw The Rich Man and Lazarus. 00:04:06.199 --> 00:04:08.479 And that made such an impact on me. 00:04:09.099 --> 00:04:14.619 And then also his sermons in Ireland and elsewhere, he taught with them, 00:04:14.899 --> 00:04:16.180 Wilt thou go with this man? 00:04:17.060 --> 00:04:19.839 And they have been greatly used. 00:04:19.839 --> 00:04:24.819 And then there's this publisher. 00:04:26.119 --> 00:04:33.120 And he photocopies tracts and treatises. 00:04:34.079 --> 00:04:40.199 And he's done at least four of the Brownlow North books. 00:04:40.939 --> 00:04:46.199 And you see how he just puts them like this. 00:04:46.199 --> 00:04:52.139 And the prodigal son on the way home. 00:04:52.439 --> 00:04:53.620 And they are like this. 00:04:55.599 --> 00:04:57.360 And they are like this very valuable. 00:04:57.560 --> 00:04:58.939 Great stuff, you know what? 00:04:58.939 --> 00:05:06.279 He was a colleague of J.C. Ryle. 00:05:06.800 --> 00:05:15.099 And the man who published Holiness and Practical Religion and Thoughts on the Gospels. 00:05:15.100 --> 00:05:18.879 He also published Ryle and Brownlow North. 00:05:19.820 --> 00:05:21.840 And so it's done. 00:05:22.060 --> 00:05:23.580 Look at that, for example. 00:05:23.820 --> 00:05:26.460 It's done so clumsily, some of them. 00:05:27.820 --> 00:05:29.320 That couldn't be avoided. 00:05:30.820 --> 00:05:32.500 And there we are. 00:05:32.560 --> 00:05:33.740 But it's fair to have them. 00:05:33.740 --> 00:05:38.519 So, I read the book called Brownlow North. 00:05:39.160 --> 00:05:40.160 And it's coming out. 00:05:41.319 --> 00:05:43.720 Joel Beeky is publishing it in the summer. 00:05:44.579 --> 00:05:51.280 And that's why I'm fascinated by him and love him. 00:05:51.519 --> 00:05:55.400 And I hope I can communicate my enthusiasm. 00:05:55.399 --> 00:05:58.339 And the blessing he's been to me, to you. 00:05:58.819 --> 00:06:03.279 He was born 207 years ago, 1810. 00:06:03.679 --> 00:06:08.299 On January the 6th, it was the year Beethoven wrote his 4th symphony. 00:06:09.179 --> 00:06:11.399 And his violin concerto came out that year. 00:06:11.560 --> 00:06:14.659 Napoleon was expanding his control of Europe. 00:06:14.660 --> 00:06:21.580 And just a couple of months after his birth, Elizabeth Barrett Browning was born. 00:06:22.180 --> 00:06:23.820 And William Pitt the Younger died. 00:06:24.460 --> 00:06:28.940 The foundations of Darwin Prison were laid. 00:06:29.680 --> 00:06:31.960 It was the year before Chalmers was converted. 00:06:31.959 --> 00:06:37.139 And the same year that Andrew Bonner was born. 00:06:37.239 --> 00:06:39.599 With his older brother Horatius, two years of age. 00:06:40.339 --> 00:06:42.579 And McShane was born two years later. 00:06:43.479 --> 00:06:45.000 So, 1810. 00:06:45.799 --> 00:06:49.799 To the Reverend Charles Augustus North, his wife Rachel, their only child. 00:06:50.879 --> 00:06:51.240 Brownlow. 00:06:51.379 --> 00:06:52.339 Born in Chelsea. 00:06:53.039 --> 00:06:56.919 In the townhouse of his distinguished grandfather, Brownlow North. 00:06:56.959 --> 00:06:57.799 This is the family. 00:06:58.500 --> 00:07:00.299 He was a bishop in the Church of England. 00:07:00.300 --> 00:07:03.360 And Brownlow was named after that Brownlow. 00:07:03.840 --> 00:07:06.500 And he wrote quite a number of Christian books. 00:07:06.920 --> 00:07:11.139 And you can go online and you must check that with the dates. 00:07:11.500 --> 00:07:15.960 That it isn't, you're not reading the grandfather. 00:07:17.420 --> 00:07:20.840 The bishop's brother was Lord North, who was the Prime Minister. 00:07:21.720 --> 00:07:26.199 So, we are really in the aristocracy now, aren't we? 00:07:26.379 --> 00:07:29.480 One of the most distinguished families in England. 00:07:29.480 --> 00:07:33.960 But most important of all, his mother was devoted to Jesus Christ. 00:07:34.420 --> 00:07:36.680 She loved him and served him. 00:07:37.319 --> 00:07:40.259 Never stopped praying for her son. 00:07:40.259 --> 00:07:45.120 He was a precocious child, one of the stories. 00:07:45.120 --> 00:07:46.959 You know how stories come from the families. 00:07:47.279 --> 00:07:48.939 And then we remember what you said. 00:07:49.439 --> 00:07:51.339 When you were a little boy and so on. 00:07:51.480 --> 00:07:52.620 We've all got those stories. 00:07:53.099 --> 00:07:59.199 And he was five years old and he was walking with his aunt, Lady Lucy North. 00:07:59.560 --> 00:08:02.259 And he saw, it was at one of the deer parks of London. 00:08:02.259 --> 00:08:07.879 And he said to her, Aunt Lucy, why are you like that big stock over there? 00:08:08.699 --> 00:08:10.759 Well, I have no idea, Brownlow. 00:08:11.240 --> 00:08:13.240 I don't think I'm a bit like that stock. 00:08:14.159 --> 00:08:20.079 Because Aunt Lassie, Aunt Lucy, you're a great deer. 00:08:20.079 --> 00:08:28.219 Well, for a six-year-old, he earned half a crop. 00:08:30.800 --> 00:08:39.399 He went to Eton at nine and remained there six years, rebellious, disinterested in study. 00:08:39.399 --> 00:08:44.539 When he was 19, his father died and he went to Corfu to a theological college. 00:08:44.639 --> 00:08:52.079 When he was too well-spirited, he had a personal tutor who was to keep an eye on him and toured Europe with him. 00:08:52.159 --> 00:08:53.899 The grand tour of coming out. 00:08:54.439 --> 00:08:57.459 The men did it like that and he learned nothing. 00:08:57.799 --> 00:09:00.879 Enjoyed dancing, horse riding, the company of women. 00:09:00.879 --> 00:09:09.659 One winter, he proposed to no fewer than 19 girls, all of whom accepted his offer of marriage. 00:09:11.659 --> 00:09:17.559 He was a terrific horse rider and he became a kind of jockey. 00:09:17.840 --> 00:09:20.679 He raced other aristocrats in places like Chatham. 00:09:23.159 --> 00:09:29.120 After one of those escapades, he went to Galway on the west coast of Ireland to live quietly for a while. 00:09:29.120 --> 00:09:34.340 And he met a clergyman's daughter, Grace Ann Coffey. 00:09:34.980 --> 00:09:37.279 And at 18 years of age, he married her. 00:09:37.379 --> 00:09:41.440 By the time he was 21, he had two sons to care for. 00:09:41.539 --> 00:09:45.039 They had four boys in the end and one died in infancy. 00:09:46.419 --> 00:09:55.159 And his income came from a post that his grandfather, the Bishop of Winchester, gave to him. 00:09:55.159 --> 00:09:59.519 He was appointed registrar of the Diocese of Winchester and Surrey. 00:10:00.179 --> 00:10:06.240 And he took this post very seriously, although it was administered by a couple of lawyers. 00:10:07.019 --> 00:10:14.439 His salary was £300 a year, which wasn't enough to keep up his interest in horses and riding. 00:10:14.440 --> 00:10:20.860 And so he became a gambler and he lost hundreds of pounds. 00:10:21.220 --> 00:10:24.320 And he went to Boulogne to escape those demanding their money. 00:10:24.440 --> 00:10:26.020 Another fruitless escapade. 00:10:27.440 --> 00:10:32.140 He sent his family back home, his wife and boys, and he joined the Portuguese army. 00:10:32.700 --> 00:10:34.020 And that was another day battle. 00:10:34.220 --> 00:10:36.460 And so he returned home at 25. 00:10:36.680 --> 00:10:37.900 His life was going nowhere. 00:10:37.899 --> 00:10:41.439 His debts were covered by this family. 00:10:42.279 --> 00:10:44.079 And he decided he would go to Scotland. 00:10:45.539 --> 00:10:49.379 To his brother-in-law's home to shoot grouse. 00:10:50.659 --> 00:10:52.919 And there he fell in love with Scotland. 00:10:53.259 --> 00:10:53.919 Well, who wouldn't? 00:10:54.980 --> 00:10:59.879 And there he remained for the rest of his life, virtually becoming a naturalised Scot. 00:10:59.879 --> 00:11:05.259 For the next four summers, he spent them shooting. 00:11:06.039 --> 00:11:09.139 And the winters in a large house near Aberdeen. 00:11:09.720 --> 00:11:13.320 In the winter he raced horses, winning many of the races. 00:11:14.019 --> 00:11:20.320 And shooting energetically across the moors of Scotland, breaking the spirit of all who tried to give up with him. 00:11:20.759 --> 00:11:23.340 His motto was, every day and all day. 00:11:23.340 --> 00:11:31.000 In one season at Glenbucket, he shot 770 brace of grouse in six weeks. 00:11:32.620 --> 00:11:36.980 At times, the emptiness of his life would convict him. 00:11:37.120 --> 00:11:39.660 And he would kick against the goads of a troubled conscience. 00:11:41.120 --> 00:11:42.240 The teaching of his mother. 00:11:42.860 --> 00:11:44.280 Her little letters to him. 00:11:44.980 --> 00:11:47.400 His knowledge that she was praying for him. 00:11:47.740 --> 00:11:49.920 Couldn't be eradicated from his mind. 00:11:50.519 --> 00:11:51.620 He had Christian friends. 00:11:51.620 --> 00:11:53.080 Christian family. 00:11:53.259 --> 00:11:54.480 Who prayed for his conversion. 00:11:55.500 --> 00:11:57.860 But there'd be a season of repentance. 00:11:58.399 --> 00:11:59.519 And conviction. 00:11:59.840 --> 00:12:00.980 And a new determination. 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:03.179 A resolution to turn over a new leaf. 00:12:03.279 --> 00:12:05.039 It came to nothing. 00:12:05.840 --> 00:12:08.740 Once at a dinner party, he turned to a Christian lady. 00:12:08.860 --> 00:12:09.840 The Duchess of Gordon. 00:12:10.000 --> 00:12:10.700 And he said to her. 00:12:11.580 --> 00:12:15.899 What should a man do who has often prayed to God and never been answered? 00:12:17.100 --> 00:12:18.759 And she looked straight back at him. 00:12:18.759 --> 00:12:19.379 And she said. 00:12:20.460 --> 00:12:21.259 He asked. 00:12:21.620 --> 00:12:23.259 And receive not. 00:12:24.019 --> 00:12:26.440 Because ye ask amiss. 00:12:27.100 --> 00:12:31.179 That ye may consume it upon your lusts. 00:12:31.179 --> 00:12:35.359 And it made a real impact. 00:12:36.759 --> 00:12:37.959 The ministry of rebuke. 00:12:38.719 --> 00:12:40.019 What a ministry it is. 00:12:41.599 --> 00:12:42.919 When his son Brownlow. 00:12:43.879 --> 00:12:44.959 The third Brownlow. 00:12:45.059 --> 00:12:45.679 The grandfather. 00:12:46.099 --> 00:12:48.319 The father of the son. 00:12:48.559 --> 00:12:49.459 Became very ill. 00:12:49.659 --> 00:12:51.299 He was subdued. 00:12:51.419 --> 00:12:54.479 And the Duchess of Gordon gave his wife a book to read to the boy. 00:12:54.579 --> 00:12:55.620 And he also read it. 00:12:55.620 --> 00:12:58.000 And it was a fine Christian book. 00:12:58.000 --> 00:12:59.139 And he was convicted. 00:13:00.200 --> 00:13:02.340 Well then he turned over a new leaf. 00:13:02.539 --> 00:13:04.299 And he trained for the ministry. 00:13:05.539 --> 00:13:07.419 So he went to. 00:13:08.679 --> 00:13:10.279 Magdalene Warden Hall. 00:13:10.419 --> 00:13:11.120 In Oxford. 00:13:11.120 --> 00:13:14.799 And he took it very seriously. 00:13:15.799 --> 00:13:18.879 He studied church history. 00:13:19.759 --> 00:13:24.879 And the apologias that were very popular at that time. 00:13:24.879 --> 00:13:26.340 And. 00:13:28.639 --> 00:13:30.419 In his books later on. 00:13:30.419 --> 00:13:31.799 When he became a Christian. 00:13:32.100 --> 00:13:34.179 And these tracts and books were written. 00:13:35.980 --> 00:13:37.240 His name was given. 00:13:38.200 --> 00:13:38.659 And then. 00:13:39.399 --> 00:13:40.360 Magdalene Hall. 00:13:40.559 --> 00:13:41.059 Oxford. 00:13:42.159 --> 00:13:45.059 Registrar of the Diocese of Winchester and Surrey. 00:13:45.059 --> 00:13:48.939 So. 00:13:49.259 --> 00:13:50.579 Should he go into the ministry. 00:13:50.739 --> 00:13:52.079 He went to see the Bishop of Lincoln. 00:13:53.219 --> 00:13:53.579 And. 00:13:53.739 --> 00:13:55.379 Someone had written to the Bishop of Lincoln. 00:13:55.599 --> 00:13:55.719 And. 00:13:55.799 --> 00:13:56.639 And described. 00:13:57.819 --> 00:13:58.179 His. 00:13:58.939 --> 00:13:59.419 Excesses. 00:14:00.719 --> 00:14:01.079 His. 00:14:01.619 --> 00:14:02.379 Wildness of life. 00:14:02.479 --> 00:14:02.599 His. 00:14:02.859 --> 00:14:03.379 Partying. 00:14:04.619 --> 00:14:05.799 And he went to see the Bishop. 00:14:05.859 --> 00:14:07.059 And he was laid back. 00:14:07.179 --> 00:14:07.779 And cool. 00:14:08.659 --> 00:14:11.219 And there didn't seem to be any evidence of a call. 00:14:11.359 --> 00:14:12.319 And the Bishop said to him. 00:14:12.419 --> 00:14:13.699 If I were in your position. 00:14:13.700 --> 00:14:15.620 And you were in mine. 00:14:16.259 --> 00:14:17.240 Would you ordain me? 00:14:17.800 --> 00:14:18.560 No I wouldn't. 00:14:18.560 --> 00:14:19.060 My Lord. 00:14:19.300 --> 00:14:19.680 He said. 00:14:22.220 --> 00:14:22.740 Well. 00:14:22.879 --> 00:14:24.820 What was his position at that time? 00:14:26.040 --> 00:14:26.520 He. 00:14:26.840 --> 00:14:27.879 Had a sense of guilt. 00:14:28.000 --> 00:14:28.640 And shame. 00:14:29.160 --> 00:14:31.120 He knew he was under the wrath of God. 00:14:32.560 --> 00:14:33.920 But there's a difference between. 00:14:34.620 --> 00:14:35.920 Acknowledging one as a sinner. 00:14:36.320 --> 00:14:37.320 And experiencing. 00:14:37.840 --> 00:14:39.840 A divine change of heart. 00:14:41.379 --> 00:14:42.780 And his training in Oxford. 00:14:42.779 --> 00:14:45.740 And his awakened conviction of personal sin. 00:14:46.399 --> 00:14:47.360 Was true. 00:14:47.559 --> 00:14:48.159 But he says. 00:14:48.959 --> 00:14:51.299 I never apprehended Christ. 00:14:52.399 --> 00:14:54.360 I never accepted him. 00:14:54.459 --> 00:14:55.899 As my sin bearer. 00:14:56.019 --> 00:14:57.199 And my righteousness. 00:14:58.399 --> 00:14:59.839 So he felt like a man. 00:14:59.980 --> 00:15:00.919 Who had cleaned. 00:15:01.120 --> 00:15:01.919 And garnished. 00:15:02.379 --> 00:15:03.519 His house. 00:15:04.939 --> 00:15:06.379 And driven out the demon. 00:15:06.379 --> 00:15:08.000 Who lived there. 00:15:08.159 --> 00:15:09.759 But he had opened the doors. 00:15:09.839 --> 00:15:10.679 Of every room. 00:15:10.679 --> 00:15:12.359 And welcomed the Lord Jesus. 00:15:13.139 --> 00:15:13.479 In. 00:15:14.099 --> 00:15:15.519 And the demons were hovering. 00:15:16.359 --> 00:15:17.539 Waiting to return. 00:15:17.819 --> 00:15:19.000 In legion force. 00:15:19.679 --> 00:15:21.259 He later said to a Christian woman. 00:15:21.399 --> 00:15:22.279 The house was swept. 00:15:22.439 --> 00:15:23.059 And garnished. 00:15:23.459 --> 00:15:24.059 But empty. 00:15:24.579 --> 00:15:26.120 And the last state of that man. 00:15:26.219 --> 00:15:27.359 Was worse than the first. 00:15:28.719 --> 00:15:29.539 Think of it. 00:15:29.739 --> 00:15:30.859 Think of the love. 00:15:31.299 --> 00:15:32.159 Of Jesus. 00:15:33.159 --> 00:15:34.279 That came to me. 00:15:34.339 --> 00:15:35.279 In spite of that. 00:15:35.279 --> 00:15:37.879 So. 00:15:39.959 --> 00:15:41.419 His mind was. 00:15:42.240 --> 00:15:43.459 Filled with the theology. 00:15:43.659 --> 00:15:44.279 That he learned. 00:15:44.360 --> 00:15:45.259 And the books he read. 00:15:45.379 --> 00:15:45.860 In Oxford. 00:15:47.319 --> 00:15:48.879 And it was a challenge. 00:15:49.240 --> 00:15:50.199 For him. 00:15:50.459 --> 00:15:50.720 To. 00:15:51.860 --> 00:15:53.179 Give up the racing. 00:15:53.500 --> 00:15:53.919 And the. 00:15:54.600 --> 00:15:55.120 Jockeying. 00:15:55.480 --> 00:15:56.879 And the shooting of grouse. 00:15:56.959 --> 00:15:57.500 And the fishing. 00:15:57.500 --> 00:15:59.899 He knew. 00:15:59.899 --> 00:16:01.120 Evidences of religion. 00:16:01.340 --> 00:16:01.740 Paley. 00:16:02.320 --> 00:16:03.059 And Butler. 00:16:03.299 --> 00:16:03.740 The two. 00:16:04.460 --> 00:16:04.980 Standard. 00:16:05.620 --> 00:16:06.299 Defenses. 00:16:06.779 --> 00:16:07.379 Evidentialism. 00:16:09.299 --> 00:16:10.639 And that was useful. 00:16:10.639 --> 00:16:11.220 For him. 00:16:12.600 --> 00:16:13.120 And. 00:16:13.379 --> 00:16:14.279 When he. 00:16:14.679 --> 00:16:15.059 Preached. 00:16:15.179 --> 00:16:16.179 After his conversion. 00:16:16.419 --> 00:16:16.559 The. 00:16:17.039 --> 00:16:18.279 The information. 00:16:18.500 --> 00:16:19.220 That he had learned. 00:16:19.220 --> 00:16:19.980 At that time. 00:16:20.360 --> 00:16:21.320 It wasn't. 00:16:21.419 --> 00:16:21.820 Wasted. 00:16:21.820 --> 00:16:25.660 He never had to. 00:16:25.700 --> 00:16:26.600 Withdraw words. 00:16:26.700 --> 00:16:27.180 Publicly. 00:16:27.260 --> 00:16:28.220 From the very beginning. 00:16:28.300 --> 00:16:28.900 Of his preaching. 00:16:29.040 --> 00:16:30.240 That he had made mistakes. 00:16:30.520 --> 00:16:30.620 And. 00:16:31.360 --> 00:16:31.620 He. 00:16:32.500 --> 00:16:33.740 Didn't understand. 00:16:34.140 --> 00:16:34.920 The gospel. 00:16:35.240 --> 00:16:35.940 And the articles. 00:16:36.040 --> 00:16:36.580 Of religion. 00:16:36.820 --> 00:16:37.440 And so on. 00:16:38.640 --> 00:16:39.040 And. 00:16:39.300 --> 00:16:39.860 When. 00:16:40.180 --> 00:16:41.000 He was accepted. 00:16:41.000 --> 00:16:41.980 In the free church. 00:16:41.980 --> 00:16:43.379 And set apart. 00:16:43.940 --> 00:16:45.060 Almost unanimously. 00:16:45.460 --> 00:16:46.660 To be an evangelist. 00:16:46.800 --> 00:16:47.280 For them. 00:16:49.240 --> 00:16:49.800 His. 00:16:50.620 --> 00:16:51.140 Proponents. 00:16:51.139 --> 00:16:51.919 On the floor. 00:16:52.000 --> 00:16:52.460 Of general. 00:16:52.559 --> 00:16:52.980 As family. 00:16:53.159 --> 00:16:53.379 Could. 00:16:54.000 --> 00:16:54.500 Get up. 00:16:54.539 --> 00:16:55.179 And they could say. 00:16:55.399 --> 00:16:56.319 He studied. 00:16:56.580 --> 00:16:57.100 Theology. 00:16:57.799 --> 00:16:58.720 In Oxford. 00:16:58.939 --> 00:16:59.759 For two years. 00:17:03.679 --> 00:17:04.160 But. 00:17:05.539 --> 00:17:06.019 With. 00:17:06.420 --> 00:17:07.339 No doors opening. 00:17:07.879 --> 00:17:08.779 He drifted. 00:17:08.779 --> 00:17:09.720 Back to his old way. 00:17:09.779 --> 00:17:10.000 Of like. 00:17:10.139 --> 00:17:11.359 35 years of age. 00:17:11.420 --> 00:17:11.879 He walked. 00:17:11.879 --> 00:17:12.960 The moors of Scotland. 00:17:13.160 --> 00:17:13.980 Around Inverness. 00:17:14.099 --> 00:17:14.859 Gun in hand. 00:17:15.319 --> 00:17:16.259 Month after month. 00:17:16.819 --> 00:17:17.339 Increasingly. 00:17:17.539 --> 00:17:18.539 He forgot God. 00:17:19.139 --> 00:17:20.059 For three years. 00:17:20.059 --> 00:17:21.299 He shot grouse. 00:17:21.299 --> 00:17:21.859 In the summer. 00:17:22.099 --> 00:17:22.779 Raised horses. 00:17:22.779 --> 00:17:23.379 In the winter. 00:17:23.819 --> 00:17:24.200 His children. 00:17:24.319 --> 00:17:24.819 Got married. 00:17:25.539 --> 00:17:26.519 When he was 40. 00:17:26.639 --> 00:17:27.899 He settled in a large house. 00:17:28.399 --> 00:17:29.299 In Dallas. 00:17:29.859 --> 00:17:30.740 Near Inverness. 00:17:31.460 --> 00:17:31.819 And there. 00:17:31.879 --> 00:17:32.480 He continued. 00:17:32.619 --> 00:17:33.619 A life without God. 00:17:34.619 --> 00:17:35.079 It was. 00:17:35.599 --> 00:17:36.039 Unhelpful. 00:17:36.240 --> 00:17:36.980 To any. 00:17:38.240 --> 00:17:38.799 Evangelical. 00:17:38.919 --> 00:17:39.279 Christian. 00:17:39.980 --> 00:17:40.839 Any moral. 00:17:41.000 --> 00:17:41.399 Person. 00:17:42.839 --> 00:17:43.599 None of his. 00:17:43.799 --> 00:17:44.279 Friends. 00:17:45.480 --> 00:17:46.240 Cared anything. 00:17:46.240 --> 00:17:46.819 For God. 00:17:46.819 --> 00:17:47.319 And yet. 00:17:47.419 --> 00:17:47.879 He hated. 00:17:47.879 --> 00:17:49.000 Foul conversation. 00:17:49.200 --> 00:17:49.960 He could never stay. 00:17:50.079 --> 00:17:50.460 In a room. 00:17:50.579 --> 00:17:50.980 With a man. 00:17:51.099 --> 00:17:51.539 Who used. 00:17:52.299 --> 00:17:52.740 Blasphemies. 00:17:53.399 --> 00:17:54.359 But on the Lord's day. 00:17:54.759 --> 00:17:55.619 Get on his horse. 00:17:55.659 --> 00:17:56.359 With his friends. 00:17:56.519 --> 00:17:56.939 And they would. 00:17:57.299 --> 00:17:58.599 Ride along the lanes. 00:17:58.779 --> 00:17:59.659 They would pass people. 00:17:59.859 --> 00:18:00.179 Who were. 00:18:00.419 --> 00:18:01.539 On their way to church. 00:18:01.859 --> 00:18:02.740 To worship. 00:18:03.359 --> 00:18:04.159 And he would spend. 00:18:04.319 --> 00:18:04.859 His Sundays. 00:18:05.259 --> 00:18:06.059 Fishing for salmon. 00:18:07.379 --> 00:18:08.519 And this is how he described. 00:18:08.679 --> 00:18:09.599 This period of his life. 00:18:09.700 --> 00:18:10.759 For 44 years. 00:18:10.839 --> 00:18:11.319 Of my life. 00:18:11.399 --> 00:18:11.859 My object. 00:18:12.000 --> 00:18:12.859 Was to pass time. 00:18:13.559 --> 00:18:13.960 Pleasantly. 00:18:13.960 --> 00:18:16.100 So long as the days. 00:18:16.100 --> 00:18:16.680 Were spent. 00:18:16.960 --> 00:18:17.400 Agreeably. 00:18:17.920 --> 00:18:18.920 I was satisfied. 00:18:19.819 --> 00:18:20.759 During those years. 00:18:21.079 --> 00:18:21.799 Whatever harm. 00:18:21.880 --> 00:18:22.460 I may have done. 00:18:22.539 --> 00:18:23.059 I don't believe. 00:18:23.120 --> 00:18:23.620 I ever did. 00:18:23.700 --> 00:18:24.579 Any real good. 00:18:25.220 --> 00:18:26.700 To any human being. 00:18:27.440 --> 00:18:28.660 From 1835. 00:18:28.759 --> 00:18:30.160 Until 1854. 00:18:30.500 --> 00:18:31.100 With the exception. 00:18:31.240 --> 00:18:32.059 About three years. 00:18:32.140 --> 00:18:32.960 The greater part. 00:18:32.980 --> 00:18:33.480 Of my life. 00:18:33.559 --> 00:18:33.880 Was spent. 00:18:34.240 --> 00:18:34.960 In Scotland. 00:18:35.180 --> 00:18:35.860 I rented. 00:18:36.059 --> 00:18:36.420 Moors. 00:18:36.420 --> 00:18:37.400 And fisheries. 00:18:37.519 --> 00:18:38.299 And my greatest. 00:18:38.420 --> 00:18:38.819 Idea. 00:18:38.980 --> 00:18:39.539 Of pleasure. 00:18:39.880 --> 00:18:40.819 Was to shoot grouse. 00:18:41.079 --> 00:18:41.819 And catch salmon. 00:18:41.819 --> 00:18:44.119 I believe. 00:18:45.339 --> 00:18:45.879 At the different. 00:18:46.000 --> 00:18:46.759 Shooting quarters. 00:18:46.759 --> 00:18:47.399 I rented. 00:18:47.539 --> 00:18:48.019 I treated. 00:18:48.480 --> 00:18:48.960 The poor. 00:18:49.700 --> 00:18:50.099 With. 00:18:50.460 --> 00:18:50.960 An average. 00:18:51.319 --> 00:18:51.759 Liberality. 00:18:52.200 --> 00:18:52.679 Contributing. 00:18:52.839 --> 00:18:53.439 To their different. 00:18:53.599 --> 00:18:54.240 Collections. 00:18:54.399 --> 00:18:55.059 What I fancy. 00:18:55.159 --> 00:18:55.919 Would be expected. 00:18:56.299 --> 00:18:57.480 And on five shillings. 00:18:57.559 --> 00:18:58.259 When an old woman. 00:18:58.379 --> 00:18:59.099 Lost a cow. 00:19:00.220 --> 00:19:00.939 All I consider. 00:19:01.059 --> 00:19:01.740 My great act. 00:19:01.759 --> 00:19:02.279 Of kindness. 00:19:02.279 --> 00:19:03.039 Of the people. 00:19:03.039 --> 00:19:03.679 And that. 00:19:03.779 --> 00:19:04.619 For which I expected. 00:19:04.779 --> 00:19:05.779 Them to be most thankful. 00:19:06.019 --> 00:19:06.799 Was to give them. 00:19:07.379 --> 00:19:08.279 At the end. 00:19:08.339 --> 00:19:09.539 Of the shooting season. 00:19:10.079 --> 00:19:10.720 A dance. 00:19:10.720 --> 00:19:11.940 And supper. 00:19:13.100 --> 00:19:13.860 To this party. 00:19:13.960 --> 00:19:14.500 Of my old. 00:19:14.720 --> 00:19:15.140 Tenants. 00:19:15.220 --> 00:19:15.779 In the neighborhood. 00:19:15.920 --> 00:19:16.480 Where their wives. 00:19:16.680 --> 00:19:17.380 And their daughters. 00:19:17.380 --> 00:19:18.039 Were invited. 00:19:18.440 --> 00:19:19.299 The gamekeepers. 00:19:19.480 --> 00:19:20.079 The gillies. 00:19:20.200 --> 00:19:20.900 The shopkeepers. 00:19:20.900 --> 00:19:21.559 Of the village. 00:19:21.640 --> 00:19:22.460 My old servants. 00:19:22.700 --> 00:19:23.779 All in sundry. 00:19:24.400 --> 00:19:25.620 And every acquaintance. 00:19:25.620 --> 00:19:26.779 That any of these. 00:19:26.779 --> 00:19:27.480 Like to bring. 00:19:27.839 --> 00:19:29.319 They were very merry. 00:19:29.460 --> 00:19:30.160 Late in the evening. 00:19:30.279 --> 00:19:31.539 Some were very noisy. 00:19:31.940 --> 00:19:32.819 Early in the morning. 00:19:32.940 --> 00:19:33.640 I've seen some. 00:19:33.900 --> 00:19:34.680 Very tipsy. 00:19:35.200 --> 00:19:36.100 It would be daylight. 00:19:36.380 --> 00:19:37.900 When a number of both sexes. 00:19:38.019 --> 00:19:39.039 Gave me three cheers. 00:19:39.039 --> 00:19:41.119 And thank me for my kindness. 00:19:41.259 --> 00:19:41.799 They would cry. 00:19:41.899 --> 00:19:42.779 God bless you. 00:19:43.180 --> 00:19:44.359 And walk home. 00:19:44.440 --> 00:19:45.879 They thanked me for my kindness. 00:19:47.500 --> 00:19:48.339 Was it kindness? 00:19:49.619 --> 00:19:50.420 They cried. 00:19:50.500 --> 00:19:51.440 God bless me. 00:19:53.019 --> 00:19:54.139 Could either they. 00:19:54.259 --> 00:19:54.720 Or I. 00:19:54.779 --> 00:19:56.259 Expect God's blessing. 00:19:56.259 --> 00:19:56.599 On. 00:19:57.259 --> 00:19:58.180 Such a meeting. 00:19:59.379 --> 00:20:00.159 It's true. 00:20:00.279 --> 00:20:01.700 It was intended kindly. 00:20:02.639 --> 00:20:04.079 And as a return for kindness. 00:20:04.259 --> 00:20:06.139 To those who had taken care of my shooting. 00:20:06.140 --> 00:20:07.880 And preserved my game. 00:20:08.000 --> 00:20:09.400 And I knew no better way. 00:20:09.680 --> 00:20:10.280 Of saying. 00:20:10.380 --> 00:20:11.460 I'm obliged to you. 00:20:11.660 --> 00:20:11.920 Yet. 00:20:12.020 --> 00:20:12.360 Again. 00:20:12.480 --> 00:20:13.040 I ask. 00:20:13.420 --> 00:20:14.759 Was it kindness? 00:20:16.420 --> 00:20:17.800 In the end of 1854. 00:20:18.000 --> 00:20:18.640 It pleased God. 00:20:18.720 --> 00:20:19.380 To bring home. 00:20:19.500 --> 00:20:19.900 With power. 00:20:20.060 --> 00:20:20.740 To my heart. 00:20:21.160 --> 00:20:21.700 It would be. 00:20:21.940 --> 00:20:22.300 Profit. 00:20:22.300 --> 00:20:23.020 It would profit. 00:20:23.620 --> 00:20:23.900 Me. 00:20:24.580 --> 00:20:24.900 Nothing. 00:20:25.660 --> 00:20:26.680 If I should gain. 00:20:27.140 --> 00:20:28.020 The whole world. 00:20:28.680 --> 00:20:29.920 And lose my own soul. 00:20:29.920 --> 00:20:32.200 Well then. 00:20:32.279 --> 00:20:32.820 How did that. 00:20:33.080 --> 00:20:34.420 Great truth come to him. 00:20:34.900 --> 00:20:35.820 With convicting. 00:20:36.160 --> 00:20:37.340 And life transforming. 00:20:37.660 --> 00:20:38.060 Energy. 00:20:39.300 --> 00:20:40.279 He was blessed. 00:20:40.660 --> 00:20:41.259 With his mother. 00:20:41.519 --> 00:20:42.200 Still alive. 00:20:43.220 --> 00:20:44.720 More spiritually minded. 00:20:45.240 --> 00:20:46.039 And prayerful. 00:20:46.120 --> 00:20:46.440 Than ever. 00:20:47.300 --> 00:20:48.120 There was his aunt. 00:20:48.779 --> 00:20:49.420 Miss Gordon. 00:20:49.560 --> 00:20:50.259 Of Ward House. 00:20:50.400 --> 00:20:50.860 In Elgin. 00:20:50.960 --> 00:20:52.200 Never stopped praying for him. 00:20:53.039 --> 00:20:53.680 And thinking. 00:20:53.920 --> 00:20:55.560 The potential he had. 00:20:56.039 --> 00:20:57.279 And the wasted life. 00:20:57.279 --> 00:20:59.839 And one day. 00:20:59.960 --> 00:21:00.700 He heard a sermon. 00:21:01.139 --> 00:21:02.000 On let me die. 00:21:02.099 --> 00:21:02.559 The death. 00:21:02.920 --> 00:21:03.579 Of the righteous. 00:21:04.240 --> 00:21:05.319 And she came. 00:21:06.559 --> 00:21:06.899 She. 00:21:07.359 --> 00:21:08.079 Hearing it. 00:21:08.720 --> 00:21:09.740 Brought him to mind. 00:21:10.859 --> 00:21:11.619 And she remembered. 00:21:11.819 --> 00:21:12.500 Much of the sermon. 00:21:12.599 --> 00:21:13.119 She got home. 00:21:13.220 --> 00:21:13.619 And she said. 00:21:14.339 --> 00:21:15.180 Dear Brownlow. 00:21:15.299 --> 00:21:16.579 I was in church today. 00:21:16.759 --> 00:21:17.639 And this was the text. 00:21:17.759 --> 00:21:18.039 We heard. 00:21:18.139 --> 00:21:18.460 And you know. 00:21:18.500 --> 00:21:19.740 This is what the preacher said. 00:21:22.200 --> 00:21:23.240 He read the letter. 00:21:23.399 --> 00:21:24.399 And he replied to her. 00:21:25.299 --> 00:21:26.099 Dear auntie. 00:21:26.099 --> 00:21:27.199 To die the death. 00:21:27.240 --> 00:21:27.779 Of the righteous. 00:21:28.779 --> 00:21:29.980 We must live the life. 00:21:30.119 --> 00:21:30.799 Of the righteous. 00:21:31.059 --> 00:21:31.759 I'm not prepared. 00:21:31.879 --> 00:21:32.639 To do that yet. 00:21:35.059 --> 00:21:35.859 And he would. 00:21:36.119 --> 00:21:36.719 Later on. 00:21:36.799 --> 00:21:37.579 When he was a preacher. 00:21:37.779 --> 00:21:38.099 He would. 00:21:39.259 --> 00:21:40.119 Tell people. 00:21:40.379 --> 00:21:41.379 That he had written that. 00:21:42.639 --> 00:21:43.679 And he would say. 00:21:44.359 --> 00:21:45.219 I said to God. 00:21:46.000 --> 00:21:47.019 I must have. 00:21:47.699 --> 00:21:48.419 My sins. 00:21:49.699 --> 00:21:51.039 I know the consequences. 00:21:51.480 --> 00:21:52.619 But I accept them. 00:21:53.339 --> 00:21:54.139 I accept. 00:21:54.459 --> 00:21:54.939 Damnation. 00:21:54.940 --> 00:21:56.059 As my portion. 00:21:57.000 --> 00:21:58.799 I said that. 00:22:02.660 --> 00:22:03.480 And so. 00:22:03.680 --> 00:22:04.539 His life continued. 00:22:04.640 --> 00:22:05.140 Until he was. 00:22:05.340 --> 00:22:06.680 Forty five years of age. 00:22:07.680 --> 00:22:08.600 Until the autumn. 00:22:08.720 --> 00:22:09.680 Of 1854. 00:22:11.120 --> 00:22:11.980 And in that summer. 00:22:12.120 --> 00:22:13.160 He was slaughtering. 00:22:13.360 --> 00:22:13.779 Grouse. 00:22:13.840 --> 00:22:14.920 As if there was a famine. 00:22:15.019 --> 00:22:15.600 In the land. 00:22:16.180 --> 00:22:17.380 And he was responsible. 00:22:17.380 --> 00:22:18.660 For feeding in Venice. 00:22:19.460 --> 00:22:19.960 One day. 00:22:20.059 --> 00:22:20.820 He and his son. 00:22:21.259 --> 00:22:22.180 Brunner North Junior. 00:22:22.180 --> 00:22:24.220 Competed with one another. 00:22:25.180 --> 00:22:25.400 And. 00:22:25.940 --> 00:22:27.039 He killed. 00:22:27.140 --> 00:22:27.860 Fifty brace. 00:22:28.860 --> 00:22:29.980 And a single bird. 00:22:30.779 --> 00:22:32.400 While his son. 00:22:32.779 --> 00:22:33.100 Killed. 00:22:33.640 --> 00:22:34.480 Fifty one brace. 00:22:34.640 --> 00:22:35.320 Hundred and two. 00:22:38.000 --> 00:22:38.799 Four drugs. 00:22:40.700 --> 00:22:41.700 But the Christians. 00:22:41.799 --> 00:22:42.259 In the family. 00:22:42.400 --> 00:22:43.360 Never stopped praying for him. 00:22:43.440 --> 00:22:44.460 They never gave up. 00:22:44.580 --> 00:22:44.920 For him. 00:22:44.920 --> 00:22:46.440 And. 00:22:46.700 --> 00:22:47.700 There was an increased. 00:22:47.820 --> 00:22:48.340 Activity. 00:22:48.600 --> 00:22:49.259 And an increased. 00:22:49.640 --> 00:22:50.080 Heaviness. 00:22:50.080 --> 00:22:50.680 About him. 00:22:50.840 --> 00:22:51.340 And a burden. 00:22:51.519 --> 00:22:52.039 And they would say. 00:22:52.500 --> 00:22:53.519 We must keep praying. 00:22:53.820 --> 00:22:54.120 Come on. 00:22:54.160 --> 00:22:54.880 Keep praying now. 00:22:55.060 --> 00:22:55.860 Don't stop praying. 00:22:57.500 --> 00:22:59.180 He visited his aunt. 00:22:59.340 --> 00:22:59.900 In Elgin. 00:23:00.120 --> 00:23:00.360 And. 00:23:01.160 --> 00:23:02.160 She would say to him. 00:23:02.740 --> 00:23:03.320 How are things. 00:23:03.400 --> 00:23:04.279 Between you and God. 00:23:05.759 --> 00:23:06.539 And he said. 00:23:06.539 --> 00:23:08.180 I'm always saying things to you. 00:23:08.299 --> 00:23:09.079 That make you think. 00:23:09.200 --> 00:23:09.960 I'm promising. 00:23:10.399 --> 00:23:10.879 Spiritually. 00:23:11.759 --> 00:23:13.039 And giving you the impression. 00:23:13.180 --> 00:23:13.839 That I'm better. 00:23:14.500 --> 00:23:15.420 Than I really am. 00:23:18.740 --> 00:23:19.700 But one day. 00:23:20.559 --> 00:23:21.759 He was weary. 00:23:21.759 --> 00:23:22.680 Of shooting. 00:23:22.899 --> 00:23:23.480 And weary. 00:23:23.480 --> 00:23:24.359 Of fishing. 00:23:26.359 --> 00:23:27.579 And he spoke to her. 00:23:27.680 --> 00:23:28.099 And he said. 00:23:28.519 --> 00:23:30.039 I'm going to see Blackwell. 00:23:33.399 --> 00:23:34.819 Blackwell was his cousin. 00:23:34.819 --> 00:23:36.519 He was an. 00:23:36.899 --> 00:23:37.919 Anglican evangelical. 00:23:38.299 --> 00:23:38.579 Preacher. 00:23:39.200 --> 00:23:40.059 And he liked him. 00:23:40.339 --> 00:23:41.299 And he would call. 00:23:41.419 --> 00:23:41.960 And see him. 00:23:42.720 --> 00:23:43.720 And he was so patient. 00:23:44.159 --> 00:23:44.740 And kind. 00:23:45.039 --> 00:23:45.500 With him. 00:23:46.619 --> 00:23:47.399 And he was. 00:23:47.579 --> 00:23:47.939 A man. 00:23:48.039 --> 00:23:48.960 Who explained to him. 00:23:49.019 --> 00:23:50.039 The grace of God. 00:23:50.339 --> 00:23:50.559 You know. 00:23:50.559 --> 00:23:50.899 We. 00:23:51.359 --> 00:23:52.759 Deserve eternal death. 00:23:52.960 --> 00:23:53.799 Because we're sinners. 00:23:54.139 --> 00:23:54.299 But. 00:23:54.500 --> 00:23:55.379 Jesus Christ. 00:23:55.559 --> 00:23:55.839 Because. 00:23:56.519 --> 00:23:57.299 He loved us. 00:23:58.339 --> 00:23:59.220 Died for us. 00:23:59.460 --> 00:24:00.439 He took our guilt. 00:24:01.119 --> 00:24:01.720 And gave us. 00:24:01.819 --> 00:24:02.500 His righteousness. 00:24:02.500 --> 00:24:07.099 Not because of our deserving. 00:24:08.180 --> 00:24:10.779 But all because of what Jesus Christ has done. 00:24:10.920 --> 00:24:12.380 And salvation is offered to us. 00:24:12.539 --> 00:24:12.599 In. 00:24:13.119 --> 00:24:13.859 In the gospel. 00:24:18.500 --> 00:24:19.799 And that was the message. 00:24:19.900 --> 00:24:20.880 That he always heard. 00:24:21.259 --> 00:24:21.920 From Blackwell. 00:24:21.980 --> 00:24:23.339 And he was drawn to him. 00:24:23.880 --> 00:24:24.880 He would come back to him. 00:24:24.900 --> 00:24:26.160 He wouldn't see him for six months. 00:24:26.240 --> 00:24:27.039 And then he'd go home. 00:24:27.619 --> 00:24:28.640 Blackwell always knew. 00:24:29.279 --> 00:24:30.440 What his duty was. 00:24:30.440 --> 00:24:31.680 To speak to him. 00:24:31.740 --> 00:24:32.620 Of Jesus Christ. 00:24:38.259 --> 00:24:39.080 Soon after. 00:24:39.200 --> 00:24:39.740 He visited. 00:24:40.259 --> 00:24:41.299 His aunt. 00:24:41.420 --> 00:24:42.120 In Elgin. 00:24:42.759 --> 00:24:43.640 She had a. 00:24:44.539 --> 00:24:45.019 Letter. 00:24:45.160 --> 00:24:45.600 The post. 00:24:45.720 --> 00:24:46.620 Was very efficient. 00:24:46.840 --> 00:24:47.920 You could send a letter. 00:24:48.640 --> 00:24:49.500 And it would. 00:24:49.740 --> 00:24:50.559 Be received. 00:24:50.880 --> 00:24:51.160 And. 00:24:51.580 --> 00:24:52.039 You could. 00:24:52.700 --> 00:24:53.740 Get a response. 00:24:53.860 --> 00:24:54.539 By the afternoon. 00:24:54.799 --> 00:24:55.240 The post. 00:24:55.360 --> 00:24:55.539 Was. 00:24:55.940 --> 00:24:56.259 Wonderful. 00:24:56.259 --> 00:24:59.059 And. 00:24:59.680 --> 00:25:00.379 His wife. 00:25:00.440 --> 00:25:01.359 Wrote to the aunt. 00:25:01.440 --> 00:25:01.740 And said. 00:25:01.799 --> 00:25:02.220 He's ill. 00:25:03.839 --> 00:25:04.299 And. 00:25:04.619 --> 00:25:05.619 It's as much. 00:25:06.119 --> 00:25:07.440 A state of soul. 00:25:08.059 --> 00:25:08.839 As of body. 00:25:10.420 --> 00:25:10.660 And. 00:25:10.859 --> 00:25:11.079 In fact. 00:25:11.140 --> 00:25:11.759 Bromelow North. 00:25:11.839 --> 00:25:12.779 Had told his wife. 00:25:13.339 --> 00:25:14.180 Right to auntie. 00:25:14.879 --> 00:25:15.619 To auntie. 00:25:16.619 --> 00:25:18.039 Will she come and visit me. 00:25:18.039 --> 00:25:20.720 It was the favorite time. 00:25:21.879 --> 00:25:22.279 November. 00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:23.519 In 1854. 00:25:24.240 --> 00:25:25.899 He was speaking at the Christian Union. 00:25:26.539 --> 00:25:27.839 At Edinburgh University. 00:25:27.980 --> 00:25:28.799 A few years later. 00:25:29.119 --> 00:25:30.359 And this is how he described. 00:25:31.039 --> 00:25:31.940 What occurred. 00:25:33.019 --> 00:25:33.799 He pleased God. 00:25:33.879 --> 00:25:34.819 In the month of November. 00:25:34.960 --> 00:25:35.759 1854. 00:25:35.920 --> 00:25:36.359 One night. 00:25:36.940 --> 00:25:37.639 When I was sitting. 00:25:37.779 --> 00:25:38.779 Playing at cards. 00:25:39.720 --> 00:25:41.039 To make me concerned. 00:25:41.539 --> 00:25:41.940 About. 00:25:42.279 --> 00:25:42.859 My soul. 00:25:44.000 --> 00:25:45.139 The instrument used. 00:25:45.220 --> 00:25:46.079 Was a sensation. 00:25:46.079 --> 00:25:47.339 Of sudden illness. 00:25:48.039 --> 00:25:49.240 Which led me to think. 00:25:49.299 --> 00:25:50.139 That I was going to die. 00:25:50.279 --> 00:25:51.039 I said to my son. 00:25:51.119 --> 00:25:51.879 I'm a dead man. 00:25:52.439 --> 00:25:53.559 Take me upstairs. 00:25:54.859 --> 00:25:56.019 As soon as this was done. 00:25:56.099 --> 00:25:57.019 I threw myself down. 00:25:57.119 --> 00:25:57.599 Along the bed. 00:25:58.740 --> 00:25:59.960 My first thought was. 00:26:01.359 --> 00:26:01.799 Now. 00:26:02.299 --> 00:26:02.740 What. 00:26:02.980 --> 00:26:03.379 Has. 00:26:03.639 --> 00:26:04.759 44 years. 00:26:04.899 --> 00:26:05.679 Of following. 00:26:06.339 --> 00:26:07.119 The devices. 00:26:08.199 --> 00:26:09.359 Of your own heart. 00:26:10.419 --> 00:26:11.119 Profited you. 00:26:11.779 --> 00:26:12.699 In a few minutes. 00:26:13.199 --> 00:26:14.419 I shall be in hell. 00:26:14.420 --> 00:26:16.340 And what good. 00:26:17.340 --> 00:26:18.440 Will all those things. 00:26:18.580 --> 00:26:18.920 Do me. 00:26:19.600 --> 00:26:20.180 For which. 00:26:20.500 --> 00:26:21.519 I have sold. 00:26:21.779 --> 00:26:22.980 My soul. 00:26:24.779 --> 00:26:25.840 And at that moment. 00:26:26.000 --> 00:26:26.920 I was constrained. 00:26:27.060 --> 00:26:27.539 To pray. 00:26:27.740 --> 00:26:28.080 It was. 00:26:28.740 --> 00:26:29.440 The prayer. 00:26:29.519 --> 00:26:30.360 Of a coward. 00:26:30.940 --> 00:26:32.140 A cry for mercy. 00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:33.000 I wasn't sorry. 00:26:33.080 --> 00:26:33.779 For what I'd done. 00:26:33.860 --> 00:26:34.680 But I was afraid. 00:26:34.680 --> 00:26:35.340 Of hell. 00:26:37.279 --> 00:26:38.019 And yet. 00:26:38.900 --> 00:26:39.840 There was still. 00:26:40.019 --> 00:26:40.380 Something. 00:26:40.380 --> 00:26:41.180 That stopped me. 00:26:41.259 --> 00:26:42.300 Getting on my knees. 00:26:42.480 --> 00:26:43.039 To pray. 00:26:43.039 --> 00:26:45.599 Because the maid servant. 00:26:45.599 --> 00:26:46.200 Came in. 00:26:46.259 --> 00:26:47.119 To clear out. 00:26:47.379 --> 00:26:47.839 The ash. 00:26:47.940 --> 00:26:48.460 From the fire. 00:26:48.599 --> 00:26:49.000 And lay. 00:26:49.159 --> 00:26:50.240 A new fire. 00:26:50.920 --> 00:26:51.440 And you know. 00:26:51.599 --> 00:26:52.879 If your father did this. 00:26:52.960 --> 00:26:53.659 When you were a boy. 00:26:54.039 --> 00:26:55.259 He'd put the ash. 00:26:55.500 --> 00:26:56.339 In the ash bucket. 00:26:56.599 --> 00:26:57.720 And he'd put. 00:26:57.960 --> 00:26:59.200 The unburned. 00:26:59.539 --> 00:26:59.859 Coke. 00:26:59.940 --> 00:27:00.759 On one side. 00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:01.059 And. 00:27:01.460 --> 00:27:02.779 And then he'd lay. 00:27:03.559 --> 00:27:04.039 Finally. 00:27:04.200 --> 00:27:04.480 Then. 00:27:04.659 --> 00:27:05.059 Paper. 00:27:05.279 --> 00:27:05.720 And sticks. 00:27:05.839 --> 00:27:06.519 On top of it. 00:27:06.579 --> 00:27:07.180 And the coal. 00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:07.940 On top of it. 00:27:08.039 --> 00:27:09.000 And he'd have a blower. 00:27:09.000 --> 00:27:10.740 That he'd put. 00:27:10.920 --> 00:27:11.839 And he'd light. 00:27:12.559 --> 00:27:13.900 The paper underneath. 00:27:14.119 --> 00:27:14.759 And seal it. 00:27:14.799 --> 00:27:15.559 With a newspaper. 00:27:15.759 --> 00:27:16.980 So that there'd be a draft. 00:27:18.380 --> 00:27:19.599 I sold my father to it. 00:27:20.400 --> 00:27:21.079 For years. 00:27:22.779 --> 00:27:24.160 And then he'd go over and wash. 00:27:24.480 --> 00:27:25.319 And he'd shave. 00:27:25.460 --> 00:27:26.700 And my mother would be. 00:27:26.880 --> 00:27:27.619 Alongside him. 00:27:27.839 --> 00:27:29.000 And she would be. 00:27:30.160 --> 00:27:31.299 Cooking eggs and bacon. 00:27:31.640 --> 00:27:32.099 Which we always. 00:27:32.779 --> 00:27:33.779 We never had. 00:27:34.140 --> 00:27:34.660 Cereals. 00:27:34.660 --> 00:27:38.300 We had eggs and bacon. 00:27:38.440 --> 00:27:38.960 Every day. 00:27:40.600 --> 00:27:41.880 And then the fire would. 00:27:42.740 --> 00:27:43.640 So this woman. 00:27:43.779 --> 00:27:44.640 She took ages. 00:27:44.860 --> 00:27:46.259 And he wanted to get on his knees. 00:27:47.759 --> 00:27:49.460 And cried to God. 00:27:49.540 --> 00:27:50.160 For mercy. 00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:54.240 I didn't believe. 00:27:54.300 --> 00:27:54.940 At that time. 00:27:55.080 --> 00:27:56.460 I had ten minutes to live. 00:27:57.360 --> 00:27:57.820 And I knew. 00:27:57.900 --> 00:27:58.440 There was no. 00:27:58.680 --> 00:27:59.759 Possible hope for me. 00:27:59.840 --> 00:28:01.040 But in the mercy of God. 00:28:01.100 --> 00:28:02.500 And if I didn't seek that mercy. 00:28:02.500 --> 00:28:04.440 I couldn't expect to have it. 00:28:04.920 --> 00:28:06.980 Yet such was the nature of my heart. 00:28:07.060 --> 00:28:07.759 And of my spirit. 00:28:07.840 --> 00:28:08.180 Within me. 00:28:08.220 --> 00:28:09.440 That was a balance with me. 00:28:09.840 --> 00:28:10.180 A thing. 00:28:10.660 --> 00:28:11.540 To turn this way. 00:28:11.600 --> 00:28:12.120 Or that. 00:28:12.240 --> 00:28:13.279 I couldn't tell how. 00:28:13.380 --> 00:28:14.259 Whether I should wait. 00:28:14.340 --> 00:28:15.080 Till the woman. 00:28:15.580 --> 00:28:16.600 Left the room. 00:28:17.220 --> 00:28:19.140 Or whether I would fall on my knees. 00:28:19.240 --> 00:28:20.500 And cry for mercy. 00:28:20.620 --> 00:28:21.580 Before that girl. 00:28:23.300 --> 00:28:24.519 I believe it was. 00:28:24.759 --> 00:28:25.820 The turning point. 00:28:26.480 --> 00:28:26.960 With me. 00:28:28.019 --> 00:28:28.580 I believe. 00:28:28.779 --> 00:28:29.660 If then. 00:28:29.660 --> 00:28:30.620 I had resisted. 00:28:30.740 --> 00:28:31.200 The Holy Spirit. 00:28:31.360 --> 00:28:31.620 Of course. 00:28:31.800 --> 00:28:32.300 Who can say. 00:28:32.980 --> 00:28:33.940 Who can limit. 00:28:33.940 --> 00:28:34.820 The Holy Ghost. 00:28:35.380 --> 00:28:36.640 But my belief is that. 00:28:37.460 --> 00:28:38.140 It would have been. 00:28:38.259 --> 00:28:39.220 Once too often. 00:28:42.440 --> 00:28:44.019 But I wasn't held back. 00:28:44.519 --> 00:28:45.539 I got on my knees. 00:28:45.620 --> 00:28:46.080 With her. 00:28:46.779 --> 00:28:47.640 Lighting the fire. 00:28:48.220 --> 00:28:48.900 And I prayed. 00:28:50.480 --> 00:28:51.000 Although. 00:28:51.320 --> 00:28:52.480 I'm not that I should be. 00:28:53.480 --> 00:28:54.200 Yet I am. 00:28:54.279 --> 00:28:54.820 This day. 00:28:54.920 --> 00:28:55.580 What I am. 00:28:56.080 --> 00:28:56.700 Which at least. 00:28:56.700 --> 00:28:58.019 Is not what I was. 00:28:58.019 --> 00:29:00.099 I mention this. 00:29:00.099 --> 00:29:01.160 Because I believe. 00:29:01.700 --> 00:29:02.400 Every man. 00:29:02.660 --> 00:29:03.339 In his life. 00:29:03.839 --> 00:29:05.200 Has a turning point. 00:29:07.139 --> 00:29:08.099 I believe. 00:29:08.259 --> 00:29:08.680 That the sin. 00:29:08.779 --> 00:29:09.900 Against the Holy Ghost. 00:29:10.740 --> 00:29:11.579 Is grieving. 00:29:12.099 --> 00:29:12.900 That spirit. 00:29:13.279 --> 00:29:14.319 Once too often. 00:29:14.319 --> 00:29:18.759 So. 00:29:20.379 --> 00:29:21.059 The servant. 00:29:21.059 --> 00:29:21.099 The servant. 00:29:21.179 --> 00:29:22.000 I went downstairs. 00:29:22.299 --> 00:29:22.439 And said. 00:29:23.039 --> 00:29:23.919 He's praying. 00:29:24.119 --> 00:29:24.720 He's on his knees. 00:29:25.019 --> 00:29:25.299 He's praying. 00:29:26.899 --> 00:29:27.419 So. 00:29:27.859 --> 00:29:28.519 They all gathered. 00:29:28.679 --> 00:29:29.119 For breakfast. 00:29:29.279 --> 00:29:29.839 In the morning. 00:29:30.200 --> 00:29:30.439 And. 00:29:32.059 --> 00:29:33.119 He joined them. 00:29:35.759 --> 00:29:36.299 And. 00:29:36.299 --> 00:29:41.619 He took. 00:29:41.960 --> 00:29:42.359 Pen. 00:29:42.519 --> 00:29:43.000 To paper. 00:29:43.319 --> 00:29:43.779 And he wrote. 00:29:43.899 --> 00:29:44.500 To everybody. 00:29:44.899 --> 00:29:45.240 Everyone. 00:29:45.500 --> 00:29:46.500 He wrote letters to. 00:29:46.599 --> 00:29:47.240 He wrote a letter. 00:29:47.240 --> 00:29:47.700 To them. 00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:48.680 And announced. 00:29:48.859 --> 00:29:49.599 I've become. 00:29:49.599 --> 00:29:50.559 A Christian. 00:29:52.139 --> 00:29:52.619 And. 00:29:52.879 --> 00:29:53.519 At 11 o'clock. 00:29:53.619 --> 00:29:54.419 His auntie. 00:29:54.500 --> 00:29:54.940 Miss Gordon. 00:29:55.079 --> 00:29:55.639 Arrived. 00:29:56.220 --> 00:29:56.919 And she found him. 00:29:56.960 --> 00:29:57.779 Writing these letters. 00:29:57.940 --> 00:29:58.720 And he was quiet. 00:29:58.919 --> 00:29:59.740 And he was gentle. 00:30:00.819 --> 00:30:01.779 And at 8 o'clock. 00:30:01.980 --> 00:30:02.579 He joined. 00:30:02.960 --> 00:30:03.399 The family. 00:30:03.539 --> 00:30:04.039 In worship. 00:30:04.720 --> 00:30:05.279 And he read. 00:30:05.339 --> 00:30:06.259 A portion of scripture. 00:30:06.299 --> 00:30:07.440 And he made a few comments. 00:30:07.980 --> 00:30:08.599 About it. 00:30:08.740 --> 00:30:09.619 No hysteria. 00:30:10.559 --> 00:30:11.339 He had found. 00:30:11.740 --> 00:30:12.659 Peace with God. 00:30:12.759 --> 00:30:13.759 Through Jesus Christ. 00:30:15.879 --> 00:30:16.279 And. 00:30:16.279 --> 00:30:17.019 He just. 00:30:17.919 --> 00:30:18.399 Spent. 00:30:19.039 --> 00:30:19.980 The days. 00:30:21.379 --> 00:30:22.220 In much prayer. 00:30:23.720 --> 00:30:24.019 And then. 00:30:24.099 --> 00:30:24.980 He would stretch out. 00:30:25.099 --> 00:30:25.319 On. 00:30:25.759 --> 00:30:26.259 The carpet. 00:30:26.440 --> 00:30:27.200 With his mouth. 00:30:27.319 --> 00:30:28.240 Next to the rug. 00:30:30.139 --> 00:30:30.700 Longing. 00:30:30.819 --> 00:30:31.180 That God. 00:30:31.319 --> 00:30:31.519 Would. 00:30:32.119 --> 00:30:32.940 Be hearing him. 00:30:33.960 --> 00:30:35.159 And would listen to him. 00:30:35.619 --> 00:30:36.119 And answer. 00:30:36.119 --> 00:30:36.399 To him. 00:30:36.939 --> 00:30:37.419 He stopped. 00:30:37.419 --> 00:30:37.819 He stopped smoking. 00:30:37.819 --> 00:30:38.500 His cigars. 00:30:38.679 --> 00:30:39.119 Immediately. 00:30:39.439 --> 00:30:39.879 He'd been. 00:30:40.039 --> 00:30:40.439 Addicted. 00:30:40.559 --> 00:30:41.079 To nicotine. 00:30:41.879 --> 00:30:42.299 He couldn't. 00:30:42.339 --> 00:30:43.219 Play billiards again. 00:30:43.839 --> 00:30:44.479 For months. 00:30:44.739 --> 00:30:45.379 He would read. 00:30:45.439 --> 00:30:45.699 Nothing. 00:30:45.799 --> 00:30:46.379 But the bible. 00:30:46.819 --> 00:30:47.799 The crimean war. 00:30:47.959 --> 00:30:48.539 Was going on. 00:30:48.599 --> 00:30:48.979 He wouldn't. 00:30:49.419 --> 00:30:50.319 Read the newspapers. 00:30:51.579 --> 00:30:52.679 With a change. 00:30:52.679 --> 00:30:53.019 In him. 00:30:53.099 --> 00:30:53.859 Was staggering. 00:30:54.000 --> 00:30:54.699 And you were fearful. 00:30:54.919 --> 00:30:55.099 Then. 00:30:56.699 --> 00:30:57.139 Things. 00:30:57.139 --> 00:30:57.899 That are human. 00:30:58.899 --> 00:30:59.819 Are not sinful. 00:30:59.939 --> 00:31:00.379 Will be. 00:31:00.699 --> 00:31:01.219 Given up. 00:31:01.419 --> 00:31:02.239 Whereas you want them. 00:31:02.240 --> 00:31:02.680 To be. 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:02.680 00:31:02.680 --> 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00:31:28.320 it was soon get over 00:31:28.320 --> 00:31:30.539 he withdrew from hunting 00:31:30.539 --> 00:31:32.980 and racing and the newspapers 00:31:32.980 --> 00:31:35.159 reported this and journalists wrote 00:31:35.159 --> 00:31:36.759 ah it's for a wager 00:31:36.759 --> 00:31:39.379 he's made a bet that he could 00:31:39.379 --> 00:31:41.639 gather a thousand people 00:31:41.639 --> 00:31:42.779 to listen to him 00:31:42.779 --> 00:31:45.299 do you know how Christian people are 00:31:45.299 --> 00:31:47.779 when a 00:31:47.779 --> 00:31:49.619 notable figure, a media star 00:31:49.619 --> 00:31:50.899 a sportsman, a 00:31:50.899 --> 00:31:52.099 singer 00:31:52.099 --> 00:31:55.200 professors faith in Christ 00:31:55.200 --> 00:31:57.779 Saul of 00:31:57.779 --> 00:31:58.839 Tarsus conversion 00:31:58.839 --> 00:32:02.740 the early church said 00:32:02.740 --> 00:32:04.839 if there's anybody 00:32:04.839 --> 00:32:06.319 who would be the last 00:32:06.319 --> 00:32:07.259 to be converted 00:32:07.259 --> 00:32:08.500 it's Saul of Tarsus 00:32:08.500 --> 00:32:11.240 and so when he was converted 00:32:11.240 --> 00:32:13.699 they were very uncertain 00:32:13.699 --> 00:32:16.139 he wrote in 00:32:16.139 --> 00:32:17.459 Brownlow North 00:32:18.039 --> 00:32:19.159 wrote in the margin 00:32:19.159 --> 00:32:20.099 it was by black 00:32:20.099 --> 00:32:21.220 721 00:32:21.220 --> 00:32:24.079 so it was with 00:32:24.079 --> 00:32:24.899 Brownlow North 00:32:24.899 --> 00:32:26.159 and no wonder 00:32:26.160 --> 00:32:28.860 and yet for all that 00:32:28.860 --> 00:32:29.820 he does believe 00:32:29.820 --> 00:32:30.500 that the Lord 00:32:30.500 --> 00:32:31.820 has spoken to him 00:32:31.820 --> 00:32:33.240 to him be the gratitude 00:32:33.240 --> 00:32:34.040 and the glory 00:32:34.040 --> 00:32:36.880 and then along 00:32:36.880 --> 00:32:37.779 the words 00:32:37.779 --> 00:32:39.420 of Tarsus 00:32:39.420 --> 00:32:39.920 to Paul 00:32:39.920 --> 00:32:41.220 Acts 26-24 00:32:41.220 --> 00:32:42.800 that Paul was beside 00:32:42.800 --> 00:32:43.279 himself 00:32:43.279 --> 00:32:43.920 and mad 00:32:43.920 --> 00:32:47.519 Christians in all ages 00:32:47.519 --> 00:32:48.620 have been called mad 00:32:48.620 --> 00:32:50.660 but who was the most mad 00:32:50.660 --> 00:32:51.940 Paul 00:32:51.940 --> 00:32:52.700 or Tarsus 00:32:52.700 --> 00:32:57.180 but the Christians 00:32:57.180 --> 00:32:58.319 who knew him 00:32:58.319 --> 00:32:59.279 his mother 00:32:59.279 --> 00:33:00.319 and his family 00:33:00.319 --> 00:33:01.279 his aunt 00:33:01.279 --> 00:33:03.980 his cousin 00:33:03.980 --> 00:33:06.220 the evangelical 00:33:06.220 --> 00:33:06.640 vicar 00:33:06.640 --> 00:33:10.700 those who believed 00:33:10.700 --> 00:33:12.279 in the triumph 00:33:12.279 --> 00:33:13.039 of grace 00:33:13.039 --> 00:33:14.400 and regeneration 00:33:14.400 --> 00:33:15.779 by the Holy Spirit 00:33:15.779 --> 00:33:18.799 they stood by him 00:33:18.799 --> 00:33:22.660 and they encouraged 00:33:22.660 --> 00:33:23.279 him to visit 00:33:23.279 --> 00:33:24.059 some old friends 00:33:24.059 --> 00:33:24.559 who were not 00:33:24.559 --> 00:33:25.079 Christians 00:33:25.079 --> 00:33:28.180 and that he could 00:33:28.180 --> 00:33:28.759 write to them 00:33:28.759 --> 00:33:29.720 and go and see them 00:33:29.720 --> 00:33:30.619 and talk to them 00:33:30.619 --> 00:33:32.039 he wouldn't travel 00:33:32.039 --> 00:33:32.740 on the Sabbath 00:33:32.740 --> 00:33:35.160 he had been kept 00:33:35.160 --> 00:33:36.619 twice in the free church 00:33:36.619 --> 00:33:37.399 in Inverness 00:33:37.399 --> 00:33:39.019 on the boat 00:33:39.019 --> 00:33:39.940 on the Caledonian 00:33:39.940 --> 00:33:40.700 Canal 00:33:40.700 --> 00:33:41.440 on the Monday 00:33:41.440 --> 00:33:42.299 he sailed to 00:33:42.299 --> 00:33:42.819 Fort William 00:33:42.819 --> 00:33:43.359 and the steward 00:33:43.359 --> 00:33:44.240 recognised him 00:33:44.240 --> 00:33:44.759 was amazed 00:33:44.759 --> 00:33:45.519 of the difference 00:33:45.519 --> 00:33:46.519 appearance 00:33:46.519 --> 00:33:47.500 that he had 00:33:47.500 --> 00:33:50.220 going north 00:33:50.220 --> 00:33:51.680 on that boat 00:33:51.680 --> 00:33:54.259 a few months earlier 00:33:54.259 --> 00:33:55.240 he had consumed 00:33:55.240 --> 00:33:56.680 glass after glass 00:33:56.680 --> 00:33:57.420 of scotch 00:33:57.420 --> 00:33:59.339 but on this journey 00:33:59.339 --> 00:33:59.839 he was 00:33:59.839 --> 00:34:01.180 a broken man 00:34:01.180 --> 00:34:01.779 he was leaning 00:34:01.779 --> 00:34:02.740 on his staff 00:34:02.740 --> 00:34:03.980 he was deeply 00:34:03.980 --> 00:34:05.220 serious and thoughtful 00:34:05.220 --> 00:34:07.539 he didn't slip 00:34:07.539 --> 00:34:08.260 easily 00:34:08.260 --> 00:34:08.739 into 00:34:08.739 --> 00:34:10.019 a religious 00:34:10.019 --> 00:34:10.820 laid back 00:34:10.820 --> 00:34:12.000 frame of mind 00:34:12.000 --> 00:34:12.739 at all 00:34:12.739 --> 00:34:14.460 the fiery dogs 00:34:14.460 --> 00:34:16.139 were enormous 00:34:16.139 --> 00:34:17.300 he was becoming 00:34:17.300 --> 00:34:17.880 acquainted 00:34:17.880 --> 00:34:19.720 with the deceitfulness 00:34:19.720 --> 00:34:20.840 of his own heart 00:34:20.840 --> 00:34:22.920 he was striving 00:34:22.920 --> 00:34:24.320 to enter the narrow gate 00:34:24.320 --> 00:34:26.740 and walk on the narrow path 00:34:26.740 --> 00:34:27.659 and mortified 00:34:27.659 --> 00:34:29.840 by the Holy Spirit 00:34:29.840 --> 00:34:31.360 remaining sin 00:34:31.360 --> 00:34:33.659 and God was preparing him 00:34:33.659 --> 00:34:34.059 for 00:34:34.059 --> 00:34:36.519 this extraordinary future 00:34:36.519 --> 00:34:37.619 that lay before him 00:34:37.619 --> 00:34:40.079 he came 00:34:40.079 --> 00:34:40.539 to 00:34:40.539 --> 00:34:41.699 growing assurance 00:34:41.699 --> 00:34:42.500 day by day 00:34:42.500 --> 00:34:42.880 he could 00:34:42.880 --> 00:34:43.779 appropriate 00:34:43.779 --> 00:34:45.359 Jesus Christ 00:34:45.359 --> 00:34:46.000 as his Lord 00:34:46.000 --> 00:34:46.519 and Saviour 00:34:46.519 --> 00:34:47.139 at the beginning 00:34:47.139 --> 00:34:47.960 of every day 00:34:47.960 --> 00:34:49.319 and keep 00:34:49.319 --> 00:34:49.940 in communion 00:34:49.940 --> 00:34:50.539 with him 00:34:50.539 --> 00:34:51.839 through those 00:34:51.839 --> 00:34:52.319 days 00:34:52.319 --> 00:34:55.199 he told a friend 00:34:55.199 --> 00:34:56.679 he couldn't pray 00:34:56.679 --> 00:34:58.039 that Jesus Christ 00:34:58.039 --> 00:34:59.739 would come again 00:34:59.739 --> 00:35:00.199 soon 00:35:00.199 --> 00:35:00.559 you know 00:35:00.559 --> 00:35:01.519 it was a very 00:35:01.519 --> 00:35:02.059 popular 00:35:02.059 --> 00:35:03.079 time 00:35:03.079 --> 00:35:04.339 for speculation 00:35:04.339 --> 00:35:05.460 eschatological 00:35:05.460 --> 00:35:06.279 speculation 00:35:06.280 --> 00:35:06.980 about the coming 00:35:06.980 --> 00:35:07.600 of Christ 00:35:07.600 --> 00:35:08.560 he said 00:35:08.560 --> 00:35:09.600 I can't pray 00:35:09.600 --> 00:35:10.160 that Jesus 00:35:10.160 --> 00:35:11.880 I don't want 00:35:11.880 --> 00:35:12.080 that 00:35:12.080 --> 00:35:12.720 I'm afraid 00:35:12.720 --> 00:35:14.360 we'll ask 00:35:14.360 --> 00:35:14.880 God 00:35:14.880 --> 00:35:15.760 to make you 00:35:15.760 --> 00:35:16.480 want it 00:35:16.480 --> 00:35:17.700 his friend 00:35:17.700 --> 00:35:18.120 said 00:35:18.120 --> 00:35:18.560 and that 00:35:18.560 --> 00:35:20.100 helped him 00:35:20.100 --> 00:35:20.680 he thought 00:35:20.680 --> 00:35:21.740 of the atonement 00:35:21.740 --> 00:35:22.440 what has 00:35:22.440 --> 00:35:23.480 Christ accomplished 00:35:23.480 --> 00:35:23.840 then 00:35:23.840 --> 00:35:25.840 has he accomplished 00:35:25.840 --> 00:35:26.240 for me 00:35:26.240 --> 00:35:27.040 in his death 00:35:27.039 --> 00:35:30.860 that I 00:35:30.860 --> 00:35:31.219 should be 00:35:31.219 --> 00:35:31.800 afraid 00:35:31.800 --> 00:35:34.800 of 00:35:34.800 --> 00:35:35.719 seeing 00:35:35.719 --> 00:35:36.380 Jesus 00:35:36.380 --> 00:35:37.119 Christ 00:35:37.119 --> 00:35:38.460 haven't 00:35:38.460 --> 00:35:38.980 all my 00:35:38.980 --> 00:35:39.539 sins 00:35:39.539 --> 00:35:41.159 been laid 00:35:41.159 --> 00:35:41.779 on the 00:35:41.779 --> 00:35:42.219 Redeemer 00:35:42.219 --> 00:35:43.900 and when 00:35:43.900 --> 00:35:44.619 he returns 00:35:44.619 --> 00:35:45.159 doesn't he 00:35:45.159 --> 00:35:45.639 return 00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:46.219 as 00:35:46.219 --> 00:35:48.679 my Saviour 00:35:48.679 --> 00:35:49.279 and I will 00:35:49.279 --> 00:35:49.820 be like 00:35:49.820 --> 00:35:50.159 him 00:35:50.159 --> 00:35:54.099 so he 00:35:54.099 --> 00:35:54.599 began to 00:35:54.599 --> 00:35:54.799 pray 00:35:54.799 --> 00:35:55.199 come 00:35:55.199 --> 00:35:55.519 Lord 00:35:55.519 --> 00:35:55.920 Jesus 00:35:55.920 --> 00:35:56.539 come 00:35:56.539 --> 00:35:56.839 Lord 00:35:56.839 --> 00:35:57.199 Jesus 00:35:57.199 --> 00:36:00.619 the first 00:36:00.619 --> 00:36:01.039 Christmas 00:36:01.039 --> 00:36:01.519 as a 00:36:01.519 --> 00:36:01.920 disciple 00:36:01.920 --> 00:36:02.839 1854 00:36:02.839 --> 00:36:03.319 we spent 00:36:03.319 --> 00:36:03.659 with his 00:36:03.659 --> 00:36:03.879 mother 00:36:03.879 --> 00:36:04.399 he stayed 00:36:04.399 --> 00:36:04.679 with her 00:36:04.679 --> 00:36:05.039 for a 00:36:05.039 --> 00:36:05.259 week 00:36:05.259 --> 00:36:06.839 the joy 00:36:06.839 --> 00:36:07.799 was full 00:36:07.799 --> 00:36:09.079 as a much 00:36:09.079 --> 00:36:09.480 grateful 00:36:09.480 --> 00:36:10.579 only child 00:36:10.579 --> 00:36:11.420 who had 00:36:11.420 --> 00:36:11.960 been dead 00:36:11.960 --> 00:36:12.980 was alive 00:36:12.980 --> 00:36:13.359 again 00:36:13.359 --> 00:36:14.379 who had 00:36:14.379 --> 00:36:15.019 been lost 00:36:15.019 --> 00:36:16.440 was found 00:36:16.440 --> 00:36:18.280 and in 00:36:18.280 --> 00:36:18.599 the next 00:36:18.599 --> 00:36:18.900 months 00:36:18.900 --> 00:36:19.340 he came 00:36:19.340 --> 00:36:19.760 to a 00:36:19.760 --> 00:36:20.079 clearer 00:36:20.079 --> 00:36:20.760 understanding 00:36:20.760 --> 00:36:21.059 of the 00:36:21.059 --> 00:36:21.380 Christian 00:36:21.380 --> 00:36:21.780 faith 00:36:21.780 --> 00:36:23.420 he learned 00:36:23.420 --> 00:36:24.079 to harm 00:36:24.079 --> 00:36:24.579 the dear 00:36:24.579 --> 00:36:24.940 life 00:36:24.940 --> 00:36:25.260 on the 00:36:25.260 --> 00:36:25.539 naked 00:36:25.539 --> 00:36:25.780 wood 00:36:25.780 --> 00:36:26.179 of God 00:36:26.179 --> 00:36:27.000 he learned 00:36:27.000 --> 00:36:28.519 the blood 00:36:28.519 --> 00:36:29.019 of Christ 00:36:29.019 --> 00:36:29.960 the atonement 00:36:29.960 --> 00:36:30.460 of Jesus 00:36:30.460 --> 00:36:30.940 Christ 00:36:30.940 --> 00:36:32.179 the all 00:36:32.179 --> 00:36:33.019 sufficient 00:36:33.019 --> 00:36:33.940 answer 00:36:33.940 --> 00:36:35.280 for the 00:36:35.280 --> 00:36:36.059 past years 00:36:36.059 --> 00:36:36.980 of wickedness 00:36:36.980 --> 00:36:37.760 and emptiness 00:36:37.760 --> 00:36:39.940 he had 00:36:39.940 --> 00:36:40.720 many 00:36:40.720 --> 00:36:41.320 difficulties 00:36:41.320 --> 00:36:41.960 but going 00:36:41.960 --> 00:36:42.320 to the 00:36:42.320 --> 00:36:42.619 Bible 00:36:42.619 --> 00:36:44.039 he found 00:36:44.039 --> 00:36:44.599 peace 00:36:44.599 --> 00:36:45.260 again and 00:36:45.260 --> 00:36:45.519 again 00:36:45.519 --> 00:36:45.960 he said 00:36:45.960 --> 00:36:46.260 aloud 00:36:46.260 --> 00:36:46.780 to himself 00:36:46.780 --> 00:36:47.520 do you 00:36:47.520 --> 00:36:47.780 think 00:36:47.780 --> 00:36:48.160 by your 00:36:48.160 --> 00:36:48.400 own 00:36:48.400 --> 00:36:48.820 reason 00:36:48.820 --> 00:36:49.320 or deep 00:36:49.320 --> 00:36:49.760 thinking 00:36:49.760 --> 00:36:50.160 that you 00:36:50.160 --> 00:36:50.700 can find 00:36:50.700 --> 00:36:50.960 out 00:36:50.960 --> 00:36:51.400 God 00:36:51.400 --> 00:36:52.480 or know 00:36:52.480 --> 00:36:52.920 Christ 00:36:52.920 --> 00:36:53.480 better 00:36:53.480 --> 00:36:54.400 than 00:36:54.400 --> 00:36:56.740 the Bible 00:36:56.740 --> 00:36:57.300 can teach 00:36:57.300 --> 00:36:57.520 you 00:36:57.520 --> 00:36:58.020 how to 00:36:58.020 --> 00:36:58.220 know 00:36:58.220 --> 00:36:58.540 him 00:36:58.540 --> 00:36:59.740 if you 00:36:59.740 --> 00:37:00.240 can't 00:37:00.240 --> 00:37:00.620 then why 00:37:00.620 --> 00:37:00.860 are you 00:37:00.860 --> 00:37:01.520 perplexing 00:37:01.520 --> 00:37:02.180 your brain 00:37:02.180 --> 00:37:02.880 with worse 00:37:02.880 --> 00:37:03.520 than useless 00:37:03.520 --> 00:37:04.200 speculation 00:37:04.200 --> 00:37:04.900 why aren't 00:37:04.900 --> 00:37:05.420 you learning 00:37:05.420 --> 00:37:06.100 from scripture 00:37:06.100 --> 00:37:07.260 and holding 00:37:07.260 --> 00:37:07.960 on to what 00:37:07.960 --> 00:37:08.520 you've got 00:37:08.520 --> 00:37:10.240 you must 00:37:10.240 --> 00:37:10.780 either make 00:37:10.780 --> 00:37:11.240 a God 00:37:11.240 --> 00:37:11.800 and religion 00:37:11.800 --> 00:37:12.620 for yourself 00:37:12.620 --> 00:37:13.360 and stand 00:37:13.360 --> 00:37:13.880 and fall 00:37:13.880 --> 00:37:14.380 entirely 00:37:14.380 --> 00:37:15.020 and eternally 00:37:15.020 --> 00:37:15.600 on the God 00:37:15.599 --> 00:37:16.360 you've made 00:37:16.360 --> 00:37:17.819 or 00:37:17.819 --> 00:37:19.539 you must 00:37:19.539 --> 00:37:20.059 take the 00:37:20.059 --> 00:37:20.480 religion 00:37:20.480 --> 00:37:21.239 of Jesus 00:37:21.239 --> 00:37:21.860 Christ 00:37:21.860 --> 00:37:22.500 as revealed 00:37:22.500 --> 00:37:22.799 to you 00:37:22.799 --> 00:37:23.480 in his word 00:37:23.480 --> 00:37:24.099 you can't 00:37:24.099 --> 00:37:24.619 take a little 00:37:24.619 --> 00:37:25.239 of God's 00:37:25.239 --> 00:37:25.559 teaching 00:37:25.559 --> 00:37:26.039 and a little 00:37:26.039 --> 00:37:26.619 of your own 00:37:26.619 --> 00:37:28.019 you can't 00:37:28.019 --> 00:37:28.519 believe 00:37:28.519 --> 00:37:29.259 on the Lord 00:37:29.259 --> 00:37:29.980 Jesus Christ 00:37:29.980 --> 00:37:30.900 and the wisdom 00:37:30.900 --> 00:37:31.440 of your own 00:37:31.440 --> 00:37:31.739 heart 00:37:31.739 --> 00:37:32.259 at the same 00:37:32.259 --> 00:37:32.539 time 00:37:32.539 --> 00:37:33.380 choose 00:37:33.380 --> 00:37:33.699 that 00:37:33.699 --> 00:37:34.719 now 00:37:34.719 --> 00:37:35.679 and forever 00:37:35.679 --> 00:37:36.980 by which 00:37:36.980 --> 00:37:37.500 you will 00:37:37.500 --> 00:37:37.980 stand 00:37:37.980 --> 00:37:39.000 or fall 00:37:39.000 --> 00:37:40.380 and he 00:37:40.380 --> 00:37:40.699 put his 00:37:40.699 --> 00:37:40.960 hand 00:37:40.960 --> 00:37:41.239 on the 00:37:41.239 --> 00:37:41.500 open 00:37:41.500 --> 00:37:41.840 Bible 00:37:41.840 --> 00:37:42.179 and he 00:37:42.179 --> 00:37:42.360 said 00:37:42.360 --> 00:37:42.639 God 00:37:42.639 --> 00:37:43.039 helping 00:37:43.039 --> 00:37:43.260 me 00:37:43.260 --> 00:37:43.420 I 00:37:43.420 --> 00:37:43.579 will 00:37:43.579 --> 00:37:43.960 stand 00:37:43.960 --> 00:37:44.599 or fall 00:37:44.599 --> 00:37:45.420 by the 00:37:45.420 --> 00:37:45.639 Lord 00:37:45.639 --> 00:37:45.960 Jesus 00:37:45.960 --> 00:37:46.400 Christ 00:37:46.400 --> 00:37:46.699 I will 00:37:46.699 --> 00:37:47.099 put my 00:37:47.099 --> 00:37:47.579 trust 00:37:47.579 --> 00:37:47.960 in his 00:37:47.960 --> 00:37:48.300 truth 00:37:48.300 --> 00:37:48.639 and in 00:37:48.639 --> 00:37:48.800 his 00:37:48.800 --> 00:37:49.239 teaching 00:37:49.239 --> 00:37:49.860 as I 00:37:49.860 --> 00:37:50.340 find it 00:37:50.340 --> 00:37:50.639 in the 00:37:50.639 --> 00:37:50.860 written 00:37:50.860 --> 00:37:51.199 word 00:37:51.199 --> 00:37:51.719 of God 00:37:51.719 --> 00:37:53.340 as sure 00:37:53.340 --> 00:37:53.719 as the 00:37:53.719 --> 00:37:53.960 Lord 00:37:53.960 --> 00:37:54.300 Jesus 00:37:54.300 --> 00:37:54.760 Christ 00:37:54.760 --> 00:37:55.179 is the 00:37:55.179 --> 00:37:55.599 truth 00:37:55.599 --> 00:37:56.559 I 00:37:56.559 --> 00:37:57.159 must be 00:37:57.159 --> 00:37:57.659 forgiven 00:37:57.659 --> 00:37:58.539 and 00:37:58.539 --> 00:37:59.199 saved 00:37:59.199 --> 00:38:00.939 and that 00:38:00.939 --> 00:38:01.259 then 00:38:01.259 --> 00:38:02.000 established 00:38:02.000 --> 00:38:02.379 his 00:38:02.379 --> 00:38:03.000 attitude 00:38:03.000 --> 00:38:03.839 from that 00:38:03.839 --> 00:38:04.439 time on 00:38:04.439 --> 00:38:04.980 to his 00:38:04.980 --> 00:38:05.480 much 00:38:05.480 --> 00:38:05.960 read 00:38:05.960 --> 00:38:06.500 Bible 00:38:06.500 --> 00:38:07.239 and much 00:38:07.239 --> 00:38:08.279 written 00:38:08.279 --> 00:38:09.259 Bible 00:38:09.259 --> 00:38:09.859 how he 00:38:09.859 --> 00:38:10.419 fed 00:38:10.419 --> 00:38:11.019 on it 00:38:11.019 --> 00:38:13.259 three months 00:38:13.259 --> 00:38:13.619 after 00:38:13.619 --> 00:38:14.939 Christmas 00:38:14.939 --> 00:38:15.559 he and his 00:38:15.559 --> 00:38:16.179 wife became 00:38:16.179 --> 00:38:16.839 members of 00:38:16.839 --> 00:38:17.559 the congregation 00:38:17.559 --> 00:38:18.319 of Donald 00:38:18.319 --> 00:38:18.719 Gordon 00:38:18.719 --> 00:38:19.019 in the 00:38:19.019 --> 00:38:19.500 free church 00:38:19.500 --> 00:38:20.000 in Elgin 00:38:20.000 --> 00:38:20.379 you can 00:38:20.379 --> 00:38:20.919 still see 00:38:20.919 --> 00:38:21.899 the same 00:38:21.899 --> 00:38:22.299 building 00:38:22.299 --> 00:38:22.980 it stands 00:38:22.980 --> 00:38:24.059 today 00:38:24.059 --> 00:38:25.639 and he 00:38:25.639 --> 00:38:26.359 sat under 00:38:26.359 --> 00:38:26.839 an 00:38:26.839 --> 00:38:28.279 expository 00:38:28.279 --> 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--> 00:54:13.900 he'd lost 00:54:13.900 --> 00:54:14.199 a bit 00:54:14.199 --> 00:54:14.599 of paper 00:54:14.599 --> 00:54:15.940 so he 00:54:15.940 --> 00:54:16.239 took a 00:54:16.239 --> 00:54:16.619 camp to 00:54:16.619 --> 00:54:17.119 the station 00:54:17.119 --> 00:54:17.699 to go 00:54:17.699 --> 00:54:18.339 to Glasgow 00:54:18.339 --> 00:54:18.719 and in 00:54:18.719 --> 00:54:19.119 the camp 00:54:19.119 --> 00:54:19.400 he put 00:54:19.400 --> 00:54:19.739 his hand 00:54:19.739 --> 00:54:20.000 in his 00:54:20.000 --> 00:54:20.239 pocket 00:54:20.239 --> 00:54:20.519 and he 00:54:20.519 --> 00:54:20.839 found a 00:54:20.839 --> 00:54:21.119 piece of 00:54:21.119 --> 00:54:21.360 paper 00:54:21.360 --> 00:54:22.219 so he 00:54:22.219 --> 00:54:22.860 told straight 00:54:22.860 --> 00:54:23.099 away 00:54:23.099 --> 00:54:24.239 turn around 00:54:24.239 --> 00:54:24.659 and go 00:54:24.659 --> 00:54:25.019 to this 00:54:25.019 --> 00:54:25.460 address 00:54:25.460 --> 00:54:27.239 he could 00:54:27.239 --> 00:54:27.460 have 00:54:27.460 --> 00:54:27.980 pleaded 00:54:27.980 --> 00:54:28.739 the providence 00:54:28.739 --> 00:54:29.299 of God 00:54:29.300 --> 00:54:31.320 but he 00:54:31.320 --> 00:54:31.640 went to 00:54:31.640 --> 00:54:31.940 see the 00:54:31.940 --> 00:54:32.200 man 00:54:32.200 --> 00:54:33.620 and spoke 00:54:33.620 --> 00:54:34.340 earnestly 00:54:34.340 --> 00:54:35.260 and lovingly 00:54:35.260 --> 00:54:35.820 to him 00:54:35.820 --> 00:54:37.660 fourthly 00:54:37.660 --> 00:54:37.940 there was 00:54:37.940 --> 00:54:38.260 street 00:54:38.260 --> 00:54:38.680 preaching 00:54:38.680 --> 00:54:39.180 next 00:54:39.180 --> 00:54:40.000 he'd 00:54:40.000 --> 00:54:40.400 gone to 00:54:40.400 --> 00:54:40.780 London 00:54:40.780 --> 00:54:41.740 to visit 00:54:41.740 --> 00:54:42.300 his mother 00:54:42.300 --> 00:54:43.200 and one 00:54:43.200 --> 00:54:43.480 Sunday 00:54:43.480 --> 00:54:44.100 afternoon 00:54:44.100 --> 00:54:45.019 he called 00:54:45.019 --> 00:54:45.300 on a 00:54:45.300 --> 00:54:45.519 young 00:54:45.519 --> 00:54:46.200 Scotsman 00:54:46.200 --> 00:54:46.480 who'd 00:54:46.480 --> 00:54:46.640 been 00:54:46.640 --> 00:54:47.100 converted 00:54:47.100 --> 00:54:47.480 in a 00:54:47.480 --> 00:54:47.900 remarkable 00:54:47.900 --> 00:54:48.340 way 00:54:48.340 --> 00:54:48.820 and had 00:54:48.820 --> 00:54:49.080 begun 00:54:49.080 --> 00:54:49.260 to 00:54:49.260 --> 00:54:49.500 preach 00:54:49.500 --> 00:54:49.740 in the 00:54:49.740 --> 00:54:50.080 street 00:54:50.080 --> 00:54:51.920 and 00:54:51.920 --> 00:54:52.780 Braulot 00:54:52.780 --> 00:54:53.200 knocked 00:54:53.200 --> 00:54:53.340 him 00:54:53.340 --> 00:54:53.600 the door 00:54:53.600 --> 00:54:53.800 and he 00:54:53.800 --> 00:54:53.940 said 00:54:53.940 --> 00:54:54.160 if I 00:54:54.160 --> 00:54:54.460 can't 00:54:54.460 --> 00:54:54.720 ask 00:54:54.720 --> 00:54:54.900 you 00:54:54.900 --> 00:54:55.080 in 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00:55:07.599 --> 00:55:08.079 seemed to 00:55:08.079 --> 00:55:09.099 just be like 00:55:09.099 --> 00:55:10.000 barbarians 00:55:10.000 --> 00:55:10.579 bouncing 00:55:10.579 --> 00:55:11.719 around the 00:55:11.719 --> 00:55:12.039 place 00:55:12.039 --> 00:55:12.539 not making 00:55:12.539 --> 00:55:13.779 any impact 00:55:13.779 --> 00:55:14.139 and there 00:55:14.139 --> 00:55:14.920 was frustration 00:55:14.920 --> 00:55:15.739 in the air 00:55:15.739 --> 00:55:17.440 and somebody 00:55:17.440 --> 00:55:18.139 in the crowd 00:55:18.139 --> 00:55:18.880 we want to 00:55:18.880 --> 00:55:19.259 hear the 00:55:19.259 --> 00:55:19.880 Stoutman 00:55:19.880 --> 00:55:20.259 with the 00:55:20.259 --> 00:55:21.259 dark eyes 00:55:21.259 --> 00:55:22.880 Brownman 00:55:22.880 --> 00:55:23.460 all standing 00:55:23.460 --> 00:55:24.299 next to 00:55:24.299 --> 00:55:24.699 him 00:55:24.699 --> 00:55:25.739 and there 00:55:25.739 --> 00:55:26.039 was no 00:55:26.039 --> 00:55:26.519 escape 00:55:26.519 --> 00:55:27.639 and he 00:55:27.639 --> 00:55:28.000 wasn't 00:55:28.000 --> 00:55:28.440 ashamed 00:55:28.440 --> 00:55:28.920 of 00:55:28.920 --> 00:55:29.159 the 00:55:29.159 --> 00:55:29.559 gospel 00:55:29.559 --> 00:55:30.740 and there 00:55:30.740 --> 00:55:31.079 on the 00:55:31.079 --> 00:55:31.320 street 00:55:31.320 --> 00:55:31.680 corner 00:55:31.680 --> 00:55:31.980 near 00:55:31.980 --> 00:55:32.400 King's 00:55:32.400 --> 00:55:32.760 Cross 00:55:32.760 --> 00:55:33.000 he 00:55:33.000 --> 00:55:33.280 began 00:55:33.280 --> 00:55:33.500 to 00:55:33.500 --> 00:55:33.840 preach 00:55:33.840 --> 00:55:34.680 and 00:55:34.680 --> 00:55:35.180 immediately 00:55:35.180 --> 00:55:35.860 his 00:55:35.860 --> 00:55:36.400 voice 00:55:36.400 --> 00:55:39.300 and his 00:55:39.300 --> 00:55:40.019 presence 00:55:40.019 --> 00:55:41.340 and his 00:55:41.340 --> 00:55:42.099 conviction 00:55:42.099 --> 00:55:42.740 that what 00:55:42.740 --> 00:55:43.119 he was 00:55:43.119 --> 00:55:43.500 saying 00:55:43.500 --> 00:55:43.920 was the 00:55:43.920 --> 00:55:44.119 very 00:55:44.119 --> 00:55:44.460 word 00:55:44.460 --> 00:55:44.659 of 00:55:44.659 --> 00:55:45.099 God 00:55:45.099 --> 00:55:48.260 impacted 00:55:48.260 --> 00:55:49.180 and a 00:55:49.180 --> 00:55:49.780 crowd 00:55:49.780 --> 00:55:50.320 came 00:55:50.320 --> 00:55:51.180 and people 00:55:51.180 --> 00:55:51.860 stopped 00:55:51.860 --> 00:55:53.119 a large 00:55:53.119 --> 00:55:53.599 crowd 00:55:53.599 --> 00:55:55.300 and when 00:55:55.300 --> 00:55:56.119 he preached 00:55:56.119 --> 00:55:56.639 until he 00:55:56.639 --> 00:55:57.460 was exhausted 00:55:57.460 --> 00:55:58.280 people cried 00:55:58.280 --> 00:55:58.519 out 00:55:58.519 --> 00:55:58.940 don't 00:55:58.940 --> 00:55:59.460 stop 00:55:59.460 --> 00:56:00.720 go on 00:56:00.720 --> 00:56:02.240 but he 00:56:02.240 --> 00:56:02.460 couldn't 00:56:02.460 --> 00:56:02.720 preach 00:56:02.720 --> 00:56:02.960 any 00:56:02.960 --> 00:56:03.360 further 00:56:03.360 --> 00:56:04.860 and so 00:56:04.860 --> 00:56:05.280 he was 00:56:05.280 --> 00:56:05.920 persuaded 00:56:05.920 --> 00:56:06.400 from that 00:56:06.400 --> 00:56:06.880 experience 00:56:06.880 --> 00:56:07.400 of the 00:56:07.400 --> 00:56:07.960 usefulness 00:56:07.960 --> 00:56:08.420 of open 00:56:08.420 --> 00:56:08.619 air 00:56:08.619 --> 00:56:08.960 preaching 00:56:08.960 --> 00:56:10.220 and his 00:56:10.220 --> 00:56:10.440 own 00:56:10.440 --> 00:56:11.000 ability 00:56:11.000 --> 00:56:11.940 to speak 00:56:11.940 --> 00:56:12.800 without 00:56:12.800 --> 00:56:13.380 notes 00:56:13.380 --> 00:56:14.860 of the 00:56:14.860 --> 00:56:15.340 God he 00:56:15.340 --> 00:56:15.559 knew 00:56:15.559 --> 00:56:15.900 and the 00:56:15.900 --> 00:56:16.220 Bible 00:56:16.220 --> 00:56:16.659 that he 00:56:16.659 --> 00:56:16.940 knew 00:56:16.940 --> 00:56:19.039 and then 00:56:19.039 --> 00:56:20.000 fifthly 00:56:20.000 --> 00:56:20.539 Sunday 00:56:20.539 --> 00:56:20.980 preaching 00:56:20.980 --> 00:56:21.639 from the 00:56:21.639 --> 00:56:21.960 pulpit 00:56:21.960 --> 00:56:25.480 and that 00:56:25.480 --> 00:56:25.860 was a 00:56:25.860 --> 00:56:26.380 providence 00:56:26.380 --> 00:56:26.800 out of 00:56:26.800 --> 00:56:27.000 his 00:56:27.000 --> 00:56:27.500 control 00:56:27.500 --> 00:56:27.940 he 00:56:27.940 --> 00:56:28.300 returned 00:56:28.300 --> 00:56:28.480 to 00:56:28.480 --> 00:56:29.079 Inverness 00:56:29.079 --> 00:56:29.320 to 00:56:29.320 --> 00:56:29.760 Dallas 00:56:29.760 --> 00:56:30.820 where he 00:56:30.820 --> 00:56:31.380 lived for 00:56:31.380 --> 00:56:31.880 years 00:56:31.880 --> 00:56:32.380 and hunted 00:56:32.380 --> 00:56:33.260 and fished 00:56:33.260 --> 00:56:33.820 and raced 00:56:33.820 --> 00:56:36.260 and he 00:56:36.260 --> 00:56:36.720 told them 00:56:36.720 --> 00:56:37.019 he was 00:56:37.019 --> 00:56:37.699 looking forward 00:56:37.699 --> 00:56:38.900 to being 00:56:38.900 --> 00:56:39.320 with them 00:56:39.320 --> 00:56:39.559 in the 00:56:39.559 --> 00:56:40.059 free church 00:56:40.059 --> 00:56:41.340 on Sunday 00:56:41.340 --> 00:56:42.780 he said 00:56:42.780 --> 00:56:43.059 oh 00:56:43.059 --> 00:56:44.240 we haven't 00:56:44.240 --> 00:56:44.800 got anybody 00:56:44.800 --> 00:56:46.960 the preacher 00:56:46.960 --> 00:56:47.240 has been 00:56:47.240 --> 00:56:47.820 called away 00:56:47.820 --> 00:56:49.019 and there's 00:56:49.019 --> 00:56:49.300 nobody 00:56:49.300 --> 00:56:49.800 we looked 00:56:49.800 --> 00:56:51.700 and visited 00:56:51.700 --> 00:56:52.140 lots of 00:56:52.140 --> 00:56:52.360 people 00:56:52.360 --> 00:56:52.860 they can't 00:56:52.860 --> 00:56:53.740 will you 00:56:53.740 --> 00:56:54.120 preach 00:56:54.120 --> 00:56:55.840 there'd be 00:56:55.840 --> 00:56:56.380 no sermon 00:56:56.380 --> 00:56:56.960 unless you 00:56:56.960 --> 00:56:57.680 come and 00:56:57.680 --> 00:56:58.000 preach 00:56:58.000 --> 00:56:58.940 they pleaded 00:56:58.940 --> 00:56:59.300 with him 00:56:59.300 --> 00:57:00.100 I'm not 00:57:00.100 --> 00:57:00.720 ordained 00:57:00.720 --> 00:57:03.120 well let 00:57:03.120 --> 00:57:03.519 an elder 00:57:03.519 --> 00:57:04.019 take the 00:57:04.019 --> 00:57:04.640 devotions 00:57:04.640 --> 00:57:05.060 and I'll 00:57:05.060 --> 00:57:05.360 preach 00:57:05.360 --> 00:57:07.800 and that's 00:57:07.800 --> 00:57:08.440 what happened 00:57:08.440 --> 00:57:10.220 and they 00:57:10.220 --> 00:57:10.660 thought of 00:57:10.660 --> 00:57:11.260 18 months 00:57:11.260 --> 00:57:12.340 ago 00:57:12.340 --> 00:57:13.740 and that 00:57:13.740 --> 00:57:14.380 long 00:57:14.380 --> 00:57:15.519 long 00:57:15.519 --> 00:57:16.280 wealthy 00:57:16.280 --> 00:57:17.000 hunting 00:57:17.000 --> 00:57:18.019 shooting 00:57:18.019 --> 00:57:19.019 riding 00:57:19.019 --> 00:57:21.139 Sunday 00:57:21.139 --> 00:57:22.300 riding 00:57:22.300 --> 00:57:22.679 out 00:57:22.679 --> 00:57:23.340 to fish 00:57:23.340 --> 00:57:24.559 and hunt 00:57:24.559 --> 00:57:28.460 the next 00:57:28.460 --> 00:57:28.739 day 00:57:28.739 --> 00:57:29.259 the Monday 00:57:29.259 --> 00:57:29.940 after that 00:57:29.940 --> 00:57:30.360 Sunday 00:57:30.360 --> 00:57:32.699 when they 00:57:32.699 --> 00:57:32.900 thought 00:57:32.900 --> 00:57:33.300 what has 00:57:33.300 --> 00:57:33.840 grace 00:57:33.840 --> 00:57:34.420 wrought 00:57:34.420 --> 00:57:34.840 in this 00:57:34.840 --> 00:57:35.219 man's 00:57:35.219 --> 00:57:35.480 life 00:57:35.480 --> 00:57:35.980 to preach 00:57:35.980 --> 00:57:36.320 to us 00:57:36.320 --> 00:57:36.840 like that 00:57:36.840 --> 00:57:38.500 the next 00:57:38.500 --> 00:57:38.860 Monday 00:57:38.860 --> 00:57:39.159 there was 00:57:39.159 --> 00:57:39.679 a tragedy 00:57:39.679 --> 00:57:40.480 it was 00:57:40.480 --> 00:57:41.019 a heavy 00:57:41.019 --> 00:57:41.619 rain 00:57:41.619 --> 00:57:42.699 and two 00:57:42.699 --> 00:57:42.980 little 00:57:42.980 --> 00:57:43.340 children 00:57:43.340 --> 00:57:43.739 had tried 00:57:43.739 --> 00:57:44.179 to cross 00:57:44.179 --> 00:57:44.559 the river 00:57:44.559 --> 00:57:45.259 on a plank 00:57:45.259 --> 00:57:45.579 and they 00:57:45.579 --> 00:57:45.940 had fallen 00:57:45.940 --> 00:57:46.360 in and 00:57:46.360 --> 00:57:46.940 were drowned 00:57:46.940 --> 00:57:49.059 and the 00:57:49.059 --> 00:57:49.380 minister 00:57:49.380 --> 00:57:50.019 was away 00:57:50.019 --> 00:57:51.019 and the 00:57:51.019 --> 00:57:51.659 father came 00:57:51.659 --> 00:57:52.280 to Brown 00:57:52.280 --> 00:57:52.500 Row 00:57:52.500 --> 00:57:53.820 and asked 00:57:53.820 --> 00:57:54.119 him to 00:57:54.119 --> 00:57:54.460 come and 00:57:54.460 --> 00:57:54.800 speak to 00:57:54.800 --> 00:57:55.380 his wife 00:57:55.380 --> 00:57:56.800 and where 00:57:56.800 --> 00:57:57.159 he did 00:57:57.159 --> 00:57:58.099 so the 00:57:58.099 --> 00:57:58.519 bodies 00:57:58.519 --> 00:57:58.900 of the 00:57:58.900 --> 00:57:59.300 children 00:57:59.300 --> 00:58:01.119 were brought 00:58:01.119 --> 00:58:01.940 from downstream 00:58:01.940 --> 00:58:02.740 and were 00:58:02.740 --> 00:58:03.460 brought and 00:58:03.460 --> 00:58:04.019 the crowd of 00:58:04.019 --> 00:58:04.659 people gathered 00:58:04.659 --> 00:58:05.119 and they 00:58:05.119 --> 00:58:05.519 looked to 00:58:05.519 --> 00:58:05.760 Brown 00:58:05.760 --> 00:58:07.440 and he 00:58:07.440 --> 00:58:08.039 stood outside 00:58:08.039 --> 00:58:08.659 the house 00:58:08.659 --> 00:58:09.099 and he 00:58:09.099 --> 00:58:09.579 spoke to 00:58:09.579 --> 00:58:10.880 of the 00:58:10.880 --> 00:58:11.380 providence 00:58:11.380 --> 00:58:12.059 of God 00:58:12.059 --> 00:58:13.079 and the 00:58:13.079 --> 00:58:13.440 love of 00:58:13.440 --> 00:58:13.960 God in 00:58:13.960 --> 00:58:14.280 Jesus 00:58:14.280 --> 00:58:14.860 Christ 00:58:14.860 --> 00:58:15.580 and 00:58:15.580 --> 00:58:15.760 to 00:58:15.760 --> 00:58:16.080 sympathy 00:58:16.080 --> 00:58:16.440 with 00:58:16.440 --> 00:58:16.640 them 00:58:16.640 --> 00:58:18.140 and 00:58:18.140 --> 00:58:18.800 urged 00:58:18.800 --> 00:58:19.100 them 00:58:19.100 --> 00:58:19.720 to be 00:58:19.720 --> 00:58:20.080 ready 00:58:20.080 --> 00:58:21.760 to 00:58:21.760 --> 00:58:22.019 meet 00:58:22.019 --> 00:58:22.460 God 00:58:22.460 --> 00:58:23.800 themselves 00:58:23.800 --> 00:58:26.480 and the 00:58:26.480 --> 00:58:26.740 minister 00:58:26.740 --> 00:58:27.400 came back 00:58:27.400 --> 00:58:27.660 and he 00:58:27.660 --> 00:58:28.100 was told 00:58:28.100 --> 00:58:28.600 that everything 00:58:28.600 --> 00:58:29.220 had happened 00:58:29.220 --> 00:58:29.620 and he 00:58:29.620 --> 00:58:29.940 went to 00:58:29.940 --> 00:58:30.260 see him 00:58:30.260 --> 00:58:30.700 straight away 00:58:30.700 --> 00:58:30.960 and said 00:58:30.960 --> 00:58:31.740 will you 00:58:31.740 --> 00:58:32.260 preach next 00:58:32.260 --> 00:58:32.560 Sunday 00:58:32.560 --> 00:58:32.980 again 00:58:32.980 --> 00:58:34.519 preach again 00:58:34.519 --> 00:58:34.960 and the 00:58:34.960 --> 00:58:35.240 building 00:58:35.240 --> 00:58:35.820 was full 00:58:35.820 --> 00:58:37.640 and in 00:58:37.640 --> 00:58:38.440 the congregation 00:58:38.440 --> 00:58:38.940 were two 00:58:38.940 --> 00:58:39.440 men who 00:58:39.440 --> 00:58:40.060 walked eight 00:58:40.060 --> 00:58:40.700 miles to 00:58:40.700 --> 00:58:41.519 hear him 00:58:41.519 --> 00:58:42.060 and 00:58:42.060 --> 00:58:43.880 they came 00:58:43.880 --> 00:58:44.160 and said 00:58:44.160 --> 00:58:44.539 can you 00:58:44.539 --> 00:58:45.880 come to 00:58:45.880 --> 00:58:46.320 where we 00:58:46.320 --> 00:58:46.720 live 00:58:46.720 --> 00:58:47.280 and preach 00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:47.780 there 00:58:47.780 --> 00:58:48.400 and he 00:58:48.400 --> 00:58:48.579 said 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