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 I recently was in a bookstore, and I was just walking around and I picked up a book by Penn from Penn and Teller, if you know who that is.

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 He's a comedy guy, a magician, I think in some ways, but I haven't really seen his act before.

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 He's a very, very outspoken atheist as well.

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 So I knew that, and I picked it up, and I just kind of started reading some stuff.

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 And I do not at all suggest you reading the book. It is very, very vulgar and very profane.

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 But through that, it's just like in reading it, in a couple of chapters of it, it was just kind of a good reminder, I guess,

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 of how much some people in this world really do hate Christ and hate the gospel and hate us that promote it.

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 That's the world that we live in.

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 It's a world that hates Jesus. It's a world that despises the Word of God.

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 It's a world that flees from obedience to it, that suppresses all the truth that's contained within it,

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 in their unrighteousness and in their sin.

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 And in light of that, I just wanted to kind of make the point by saying that it is our responsibility, I think,

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 in light of what was just said, to love Christ all the more, to make up for their loss,

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 and also to show them the joy and the blessing, just the benefit of being a child of God

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 and being a son of Jesus Christ, a brother of Christ.

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 So, tonight, we're going to be discussing the doctrine of conversion.

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 And to put it simply, if you haven't experienced the converting work of the Holy Spirit,

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 then you are not a Christian.

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 That is very important, I think, to understand from the outset of things,

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 is that conversion is how someone is transformed from dead in their sin,

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 from unregenerate, from a hater of God, to saved and a lover of Christ,

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 and obedient to God's Word.

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 The road of salvation is very narrow.

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 The gate of entry to that road is very small,

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 and few there be, says Matthew 7, that find it.

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 Salvation is a very specific thing,

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 and the world would have you think otherwise.

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 The world would have you think that salvation can be achieved or attained

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 through various ways and mediums,

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 and that Christ is not the only way to heaven,

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 but He says very specifically of Himself that He is.

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 There is only one way to get to God, and that is through Christ.

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 He is the door of our salvation.

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 And faith is the opening of that door,

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 and repentance, you can think of it as the key that unlocks it.

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 Okay?

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 The doctrine of conversion, in fact, is composed of those two things.

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 It's composed of faith, it's composed of repentance.

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 And so, when we're dealing with conversion,

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 again, the idea of Jesus being the door,

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 faith is the thing that opens up the door,

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 and the key to unlock the door is repentance.

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 They work hand in hand.

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 They all have a function.

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 They are two different things, faith and repentance are,

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 but they are always together.

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 Like best friends, they can't be separated.

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 To lessen or to diminish one is to dishonor the other,

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 because they are married to each other.

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 If you were to dishonor your spouse,

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 or you were to do something dishonoring,

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 just in general,

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 then your spouse would also receive that dishonor,

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 as being unified with you.

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 These are two doctrines that are meant to be unified as one,

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 that are meant to be seen,

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 and spoken of,

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 and pictured as one.

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 They are the gatekeeper that stands before the city of heaven,

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 and if you wish to enter,

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 you must enter by them.

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 Christ is their Father,

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 and they carry His traits.

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 Jesus Himself came preaching the Gospel of,

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 repent and believe in Me.

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 John the Baptist said the same thing,

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 repent and believe,

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 for the Kingdom of God is at hand.

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 Peter said the same thing.

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 Paul said the same thing.

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 Repent and believe,

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 repent and believe,

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 repent and believe.

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 They always came together.

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 Believe, obviously, being referred to as faith.

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 So we need to listen carefully to the words of repent and believe.

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 We need to study them.

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 We need to obey them,

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 because apart from them,

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 you cannot be saved.

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 Apart from a right understanding of what it means to repent from your sins,

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 and to put your faith in God,

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 you cannot be saved.

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 For many of us in here,

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 we're already Christians.

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 So to make it practical for you,

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 understanding this message is how we take the Gospel to the lost world.

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 If you're a missionary in India,

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 if you're a missionary in Donovan,

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 if you're a missionary in wherever,

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 if you do what I do on a Thursday night,

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 or what Clay does on a Thursday night,

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 or what Chris does on a Sunday morning,

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 no matter what your capacity is for teaching and preaching the Gospel,

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 this is the Gospel.

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 Repentance and faith is the Gospel.

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 And being able to communicate that is very important.

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 How frightening would it be if you were to die one day,

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 and you find out at the judgment that you never truly repented of your sins,

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 and you never truly trusted in Christ as your Savior.

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 Matthew 7 says,

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 Many will say to me on that day,

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 Lord, Lord,

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 did I not fill in the blank?

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 Did I not perform miracles in your name?

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 Did I not cast out demons in your name?

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 Did I not do all these mighty works in your name?

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 And he will say to them,

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 I never knew you.

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 Depart from me,

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 you workers of lawlessness.

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 There's a lot of people on the last day that are going to be confused.

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 They're going to be really confused,

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 confounded,

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 afraid,

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 terrified,

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 of the fact that they didn't know Christ,

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 genuinely,

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 and with a heart that was sincere.

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 They think they did.

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 They were deceived people.

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 Even what's said there in Matthew 7

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 could be likened to pastoral work.

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 So there's pastors that don't even know Christ.

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 That don't even love Christ genuinely.

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 It's a frightening thought.

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 And I don't want that to be true for you.

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 So this topic can't be overestimated,

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 but often it is underestimated.

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 It's cheapened by phony altar calls

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 with dim lighting and lit candles

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 and an extra stanza or two from the choir.

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 How quick we are to apply

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 to ourselves

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 a false forgiveness

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 and a fake peace

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 by responding to a moment

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 and not a message,

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 by responding to a method

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 and not a man.

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 A lot of your friends,

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 a lot of the people that you know,

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 maybe even you yourself,

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 have been duped into believing

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 that you know Christ

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 because you had some experience

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 in the past.

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 Because you prayed a prayer

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 when you were seven years old

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 and walked down an aisle

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 and signed a card

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 and got baptized.

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 That doesn't save you.

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 That doesn't save you.

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 True repentance is a different thing.

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 And it's my hope

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 to explain to you what that is.

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 So don't apply that false forgiveness.

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 Do not apply that fake peace.

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 Let God apply it to your heart

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 in His own timing.

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 We must learn to wait upon God

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 to give us peace.

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 Because His peace is a peace

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 that surpasses all comprehension.

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 It is a supernatural thing

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 that you can't apply to yourself.

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 You can't manufacture it.

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 You can't contrive it.

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 You can't create it.

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 It's a spiritual work

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 done by Christ in the heart.

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 Turn to Zechariah 12.10.

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 I know we're in the Old Testament

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 a lot tonight.

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 But it's a good thing

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 to do a little Bible drill

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 right now, no?

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 Zechariah 12.10.

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 It's really towards the very end

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 of the Old Testament.

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 One book away, in fact.

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 Just to prove my point

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 that this is a spiritual work

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 done by the Holy Spirit

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 that you can't make yourself repent.

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 That a lot of times

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 what you see as repentance

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 is not repentance.

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 It is false.

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 It is fake.

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 It is manipulation.

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 Zechariah 12.10 says this,

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 And I will pour out

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 on the house of David

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 and on the inhabitants of Jerusalem

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 the Spirit of grace

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 and of supplication.

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 So He's going to pour out

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 the Holy Spirit on these people

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 so that they will look on Me

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 whom they have pierced

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 and they will mourn for Him

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 as one mourns

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 as for an only son

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 and they will weep bitterly over Him

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 like the bitter weeping

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 over the first one.

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 So you see in that passage

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 what?

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 That the Spirit of grace

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 is going to be poured out

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 on a body of believers.

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 They're going to receive that Spirit.

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 They're going to,

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 through that Spirit,

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 then see Him

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 whom they have pierced.

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 You see in Acts

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 different places

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 where it says

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 where Paul or Peter

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 preaches the Gospel

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 and then the people

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 are cut to the quick.

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 It says.

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 Or they're pierced to the heart.

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 Or they're convicted

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 of their sin, basically.

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 And they cry out

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 in anguish,

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 you know,

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 what can I do?

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 What should I say?

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 And he says,

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 repent and believe in Christ.

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 So this is the work

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 of the Spirit.

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 Repentance is not reciting

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 a systematized prayer

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 that we learned

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 in vacation Bible school.

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 It is wrestling with God.

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 It is a very violent thing.

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 It's not for the faint of heart.

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 The Scriptures are so adamant

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 about waiting on the Lord,

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 tarrying along with Him

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 in prayer,

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 being patient

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 in your repenting,

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 and then He will be patient

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 and plentiful

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 in His forgiving.

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 If you're patient with God

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 in your repenting,

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 He'll be patient,

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 I keep saying patient,

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 I mean plentiful

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 in His forgiving.

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 Those who truly seek God

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 will never be neglected,

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 but you must learn

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 what it means

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 to truly seek Him.

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 So tonight,

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 we're going to be discussing

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 repentance exclusively, okay?

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 And then next week,

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 we're going to discuss faith.

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 Because I don't want to

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 leave each other out,

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 but I don't also,

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 at the same time,

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 have enough time tonight

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 to teach on both of them fully.

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 So,

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 one at a time.

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 Tonight is repentance.

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 So first,

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 let me explain to you

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 what repentance is not.

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 Okay,

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 I have three little points here.

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 What repentance isn't.

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 What false repentance looks like.

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 Think about this, okay?

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 The Scripture says

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 in 2 Corinthians 13

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 that we should test ourselves

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 continually to the Scriptures

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 to make sure that we're in Christ,

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 to make sure that we know Christ,

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 that we love Christ.

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 And actually,

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 the Greek phrasing there

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 is like,

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 be continually testing yourself.

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 It's not a one-time thing.

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 It's an all-the-time kind of thing.

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 And let your heart just,

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 you know,

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 be sensitive to this moment

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 and test yourself genuinely

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 to know whether or not

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 you are truly a believer

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 in Jesus.

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 So number one reason,

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 or number one,

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 what repentance isn't.

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 Repentance is not a fear

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 of punishment.

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 Repentance is not a fear

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 of punishment.

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 A lot of people,

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 having continued in their sins

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 for a while,

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 have at some point

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 felt strong conviction

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 of sin.

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 This may be you.

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 Maybe you sinned

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 for a long time

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 in a certain way,

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 then all of a sudden

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 you felt a strong conviction

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 of sin.

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 Finally,

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 at last,

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 you were found out.

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 And like a thief

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 or an adulterer

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 who's caught in the very act,

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 you are filled

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 with anguish

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 and fright

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 because of your shameless deeds.

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 You're filled with fright

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 and anguish

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 and you shy away,

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 you bow your head

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 and you shy away

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 from any kind of sin,

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 from whatever sin

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 that might be

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 that you were caught in.

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 And it seems like

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 you've repented from it.

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 You cry out

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 in shame.

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 You feel exposed.

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 But then,

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 eventually,

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 that terror

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 that you once felt

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 subsides.

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 and you're not

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 the guy

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 in the spotlight anymore.

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 And since they have now,

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 and since you have now,

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 in a sense,

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 tasted of the bitterness

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 of sin,

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 you've tasted of its anguish,

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 you've been upset

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 with it for a time,

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 you think

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 that as a result of that

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 or you conclude

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 that you have now repented

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 because of your shame,

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 because you drew away

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 from it

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 for a time.

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 Even though deep down

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 you still loved your sin.

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 And you will return to it

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 as soon as you possibly can,

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 as soon as it's safe.

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 So is that you?

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 Have you turned

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 away from sin?

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 Have you repented

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 at one point in time

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 in your life?

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 Have you fallen away

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 from that pattern of sin

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 that you once lived in

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 and then all of a sudden,

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 when the time comes,

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 when the terror subsides,

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 when the conviction

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 is cooled off,

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 gone back to it again?

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 In a habitual way.

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 In a loving way.

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 In a joyful way.

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 In a thankful way.

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 Don't be deceived.

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 That's not repentance.

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 A thief feels remorse

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 when he's caught.

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 Not because he stole,

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 but because he was caught.

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 A sinner who feels remorse

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 because he is caught

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 is not regenerate.

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 When Judas betrayed Jesus,

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 he felt troubled,

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 the Bible says.

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 He felt guilty.

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 He felt remorse.

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 So much so that he

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 went and hung himself.

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 He didn't repent though.

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 Because you see,

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 he didn't have a love

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 for Christ.

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 He had a love for himself.

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 Judas didn't have a love

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 for Christ.

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 He had a love for himself.

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 He knew that he was damned

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 and because of this

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 damnation that he felt,

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 he was incited towards sorrow

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 and towards remorse.

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 So have you repented

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 only because you wish

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 to escape punishment

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 or shame

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 or because it's embarrassing?

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 That's not repentance.

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 That's not godly repentance.

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 Secondly,

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 repentance is not merely

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 resolution against sin.

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 Repentance is not merely

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 a resolution against sin.

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 Fear is a powerful thing.

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 And many men

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 have made empty resolutions

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 as a result of being afraid.

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 Suppose a banker

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 was taken hostage

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 and put to gunpoint.

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 And then he was asked

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 this question,

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 will you tell us the code

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 to get into the vault?

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 And sure enough,

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 the banker responds

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 by saying,

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 I'd be happy to.

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 You know,

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 it's da-da-da-da-da,

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 you know,

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 it's 5, 7, 6, 5, 4, 5.

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 Although this banker

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 had previously,

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 okay,

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 promised,

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 when he first took the job,

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 to never divulge

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 that information.

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 He had promised

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 his boss,

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 I will never tell the code,

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 it will be between

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 myself and the vault,

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 and that's it.

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 But with a gun to his head,

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 he's changing his resolution.

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 He's saying,

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 oh yeah,

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 of course,

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 I'll do that.

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 Or maybe you can put it

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 another way and say,

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 I'll never do that again,

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 you know,

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 because of whatever

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 the situation requires.

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 A man will say

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 and will do anything

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 to escape the judgment

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 of God.

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 Revelation 6, 8 says,

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 I looked,

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 and there before me

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 was a pale horse.

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 Its rider was named

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 Death,

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 and hell was following

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 close behind him.

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 What will the sinner

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 not do?

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 What vows will he not make

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 when he knows

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 that he must die

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 and stand before the God

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 in judgment?

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 Self-love

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 raises a sickbed

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 repentance.

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 There's a lot of people

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 that have tried to get

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 repentance

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 on their last days

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 and they feel sick

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 when death is staring

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 them right in the face

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 and they don't want to be

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 judged for what they've done.

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 But it's not a love

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 of Christ.

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 It's a love of

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 self-preservation.

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 But when this sick person

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 supposedly recovers,

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 the love of sin

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 will prevail against it.

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 Do not trust

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 in a passionate resolution.

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 It is raised in a storm,

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 said this one author,

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 and will die in a calm.

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 So maybe you get aggravated

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 because you're confronted

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 by your sin.

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 Somebody says something

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 that accuses your conscience

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 and yet

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 you make some silly resolution

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 but you don't ever

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 come through it

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 because you don't have

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 any love for Christ.

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 Thirdly,

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 repentance is not

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 leaving

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 of some sins

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 for others.

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 Repentance is not

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 the leaving

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 of some sins

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 for others.

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 Repentance is not

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 the leaving

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 of some sins

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 for others.

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 A slave can be traded

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 from one master

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 to another

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 and yet he's still

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 a slave.

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 So a sinner can trade

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 one kind of sin

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 for another

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 but he is still

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 a slave of sin.

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 John Owen said this,

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 He that changes

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 pride for worldliness,

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 sensuality for Phariseeism,

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 vanity in himself

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 or thinking highly

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 of himself

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 to the contempt

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 of others,

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 let him not think

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 that he has killed

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 the sin

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 that he seems

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 to have left.

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 He has changed

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 his master

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 but is a servant

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 still.

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 A lot of people

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 do this.

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 A lot of people

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 think

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 that they are

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 maturing

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 in their Christianity

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 because they have

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 left one certain sin

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 and yet they have

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 taken on a brand new one.

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 One certain sin

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 has maybe diminished

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 a little bit

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 in their life.

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 There's a lot of reasons

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 for that.

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 Maybe shame

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 because of the sin.

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 Maybe that sin

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 is not as profitable

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 to them as it once was.

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 Maybe it's not as beneficial

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 as it once was.

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 Maybe it brings a lot

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 of dishonor or shame

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 or whatever to the families

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 it once did.

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 But that sinner

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 is going to find

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 a new way

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 to express himself.

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 So look for that.

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 Just because somebody

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 doesn't do one thing

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 doesn't mean

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 they're not a slave

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 of sin

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 in some other way.

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 Don't think

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 that you've repented

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 when all that has

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 really happened

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 in your life

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 is a trade

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 and not a transformation.

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 Now I'm not saying

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 that we're ever going

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 to be perfect

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 or sinless.

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 That's why we need Christ

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 because we're not

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 going to be.

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 But if you have never

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 seen in your life

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 and in your heart

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 any growth

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 in your love

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 for Jesus Christ

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 and if you have never

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 seen any kind

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 of diminishing

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 of sin

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 if your affections

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 have not been

00:18:19.200 --> 00:18:20.079
 turned towards God

00:18:20.079 --> 00:18:21.160
 and away from Satan

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 and the devil

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 and his ways

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 and sin

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 if you don't despise it

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 but you love it

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 but you enjoy it

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 this isn't repentance

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 this is

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 empty resolution

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 this is

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 leaving some sins

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 for other sins

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 okay

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 in light of that

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 we need to examine

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 ourselves

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 we need to pray

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 to God

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 like David did

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 in Psalm 139

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 turn there real quick

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 I want to show you

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 this

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 Psalm 139

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 this is the prayer

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 this is the

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 the request

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 to God

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 from a truly

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 penitent man

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 a truly

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 broken man

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 Psalm 139

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 David wanted

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 every kind of sin

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 that he had

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 in himself

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 to die

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 he didn't want

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 to keep any of them

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 verse 23

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 he says

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 search me

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 oh God

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 and know my heart

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 try me

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 and know

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 my anxious thoughts

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 and see if there

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 be any hurtful

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 way in me

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 and lead me

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 in the everlasting way

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 search me

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 he begged God

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 expose me

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 show me

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 where I'm falling

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 short

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 let me see

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 where the sin

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 is in my heart

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 let me see

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 where I'm defaming you

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 let me see

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 where I'm dishonoring you

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 let me see

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 where my love

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 is inferior

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 for you

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 try me

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 know my anxious heart

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 the ways in which

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 I'm not trusting you

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 see if there be

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 any evil

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 or wicked

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 or harmful

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 way in me

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 and lead me

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 in the path

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 everlasting

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 lead me in the way

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 everlasting

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 he wanted to walk

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 in righteousness

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 this is the true heart

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 of any true believer

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 they want to walk

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 in obedience to Christ

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 they love Jesus

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 okay

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 so those are the three things

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 that I'm going to

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 try to point out there

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 for what repentance

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 isn't

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 but next we're going to

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 move on to four things

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 that repentance is

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 number one

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 repentance is

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 seeing one's sin

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 repentance is

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 seeing one's sin

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 getting excited

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 Paul's commission

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 by Christ

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 was to

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 open their eyes

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 it says this in

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 Acts 26

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 God said

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 Jesus said to them

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 open their eyes

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 so that they may

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 turn from darkness

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 to light

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 and from the

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 dominion of Satan

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 to God

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 that was Paul's

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 commission

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 that was his

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 responsibility

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 in the Lord

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 was to turn

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 help them to see

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 their sin

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 help them to turn

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 away from it

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 from those

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 ways of darkness

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 and to light

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 to Christ

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 this is our salvation

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 and this is our mission

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 that's the heart of it

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 we saw our sin

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 for what it really was

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 and we hated ourselves

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 for it

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 if you're a Christian

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 in here

00:21:25.360 --> 00:21:26.759
 you saw your sin

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 one day

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 and you hated it

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 you despised

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 the thought of it

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 that you would do

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 something so heinous

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 to somebody you love

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 so much

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 and then you saw

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 Jesus

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 and your heart

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 burst with love

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 for him

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 because you saw

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 him on his cross

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 you saw him

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 bloodied and battered

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 and beaten down

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 and killed

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 and destroyed

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 and the wrath of God

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 poured out upon him

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 for your sake

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 and he became your savior

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 and you became his slave

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 and his son

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 repentance begins

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 with the recognition

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 of sin

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 this is where it starts

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 there's a lot of

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 different levels

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 to repentance

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 I simply thought of

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 repentance before

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 I was doing all this

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 study as just

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 turning away from sin

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 that is

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 one of many

00:22:08.199 --> 00:22:08.960
 aspects of it

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 okay

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 the first part

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 of it

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 is recognizing

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 one's sin

00:22:13.659 --> 00:22:14.419
 seeing it

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 for what it really is

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 the prodigal son

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 some of you guys

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 know this story

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 some of you may not

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 I'll tell you

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 to you briefly

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 there was a son

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 a younger son

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 and an older son

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 the younger son

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 was known as

00:22:25.720 --> 00:22:26.519
 the prodigal son

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 which means

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 kind of like

00:22:28.000 --> 00:22:28.419
 wayward

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 basically

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 he was

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 really

00:22:29.980 --> 00:22:31.199
 probably know

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 what a prodigal

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 is

00:22:32.139 --> 00:22:32.579
 it's kind of

00:22:32.579 --> 00:22:33.220
 a common term

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 so

00:22:33.480 --> 00:22:34.259
 anyway

00:22:34.259 --> 00:22:34.700
 he was

00:22:34.700 --> 00:22:36.240
 he was a prodigal

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 and he

00:22:36.759 --> 00:22:38.140
 asked for his father's

00:22:38.140 --> 00:22:38.559
 inheritance

00:22:38.559 --> 00:22:40.860
 before his father

00:22:40.860 --> 00:22:41.360
 had died

00:22:41.360 --> 00:22:41.940
 so basically

00:22:41.940 --> 00:22:42.400
 that was like

00:22:42.400 --> 00:22:42.759
 saying

00:22:42.759 --> 00:22:43.900
 dad you're dead

00:22:43.900 --> 00:22:44.259
 to me

00:22:44.259 --> 00:22:45.059
 give me my money

00:22:45.059 --> 00:22:45.860
 I'm taking off

00:22:45.860 --> 00:22:47.720
 so he gets the

00:22:47.720 --> 00:22:48.100
 inheritance

00:22:48.100 --> 00:22:48.539
 the father

00:22:48.539 --> 00:22:49.279
 gives it to him

00:22:49.279 --> 00:22:49.579
 freely

00:22:49.579 --> 00:22:51.120
 he runs off

00:22:51.120 --> 00:22:51.920
 and does what's

00:22:51.920 --> 00:22:52.360
 in the bible

00:22:52.360 --> 00:22:52.660
 is called

00:22:52.660 --> 00:22:53.180
 loose living

00:22:53.180 --> 00:22:53.740
 that's a very

00:22:53.740 --> 00:22:55.539
 2000 year ago

00:22:55.539 --> 00:22:56.079
 kind of term

00:22:56.079 --> 00:22:56.579
 for that

00:22:56.579 --> 00:22:58.120
 loose living

00:22:58.119 --> 00:22:59.859
 and then

00:22:59.859 --> 00:23:00.299
 sure enough

00:23:00.299 --> 00:23:00.899
 finds himself

00:23:00.899 --> 00:23:01.319
 poor

00:23:01.319 --> 00:23:02.399
 and impoverished

00:23:02.399 --> 00:23:03.659
 and in a

00:23:03.659 --> 00:23:04.239
 puddle of mud

00:23:04.239 --> 00:23:04.779
 with some pigs

00:23:04.779 --> 00:23:05.199
 and he's like

00:23:05.199 --> 00:23:06.159
 I gotta get back

00:23:06.159 --> 00:23:06.979
 to my father's house

00:23:06.979 --> 00:23:08.039
 not as a son

00:23:08.039 --> 00:23:08.919
 but maybe just as a servant

00:23:08.919 --> 00:23:09.579
 I can get some food

00:23:09.579 --> 00:23:09.939
 that way

00:23:09.939 --> 00:23:10.979
 I'm starving to death

00:23:10.979 --> 00:23:12.259
 so he goes back

00:23:12.259 --> 00:23:12.799
 to his father

00:23:12.799 --> 00:23:13.639
 and he says to him

00:23:13.639 --> 00:23:18.219
 father please

00:23:18.219 --> 00:23:19.199
 forgive me

00:23:19.199 --> 00:23:19.719
 for what I've done

00:23:19.719 --> 00:23:20.059
 to you

00:23:20.059 --> 00:23:20.479
 in a sense

00:23:20.479 --> 00:23:20.959
 he says

00:23:20.959 --> 00:23:21.579
 I'm not worthy

00:23:21.579 --> 00:23:22.019
 to be called

00:23:22.019 --> 00:23:22.559
 your son

00:23:22.559 --> 00:23:23.559
 please hire me

00:23:23.559 --> 00:23:24.039
 as a servant

00:23:24.039 --> 00:23:27.519
 so we see

00:23:27.519 --> 00:23:29.799
 actually in Luke

00:23:29.799 --> 00:23:30.639
 15 17

00:23:30.639 --> 00:23:31.980
 this whole thing

00:23:31.980 --> 00:23:32.440
 is accounted

00:23:32.440 --> 00:23:34.779
 that the penitent

00:23:34.779 --> 00:23:36.420
 this prodigal

00:23:36.420 --> 00:23:38.379
 came to his senses

00:23:38.379 --> 00:23:38.980
 in the scriptures

00:23:38.980 --> 00:23:40.039
 came to his senses

00:23:40.039 --> 00:23:41.180
 or came to himself

00:23:41.180 --> 00:23:45.980
 so he recognized

00:23:45.980 --> 00:23:46.859
 or he saw himself

00:23:46.859 --> 00:23:47.379
 in that moment

00:23:47.379 --> 00:23:47.960
 as a sinner

00:23:47.960 --> 00:23:48.940
 and nothing but a sinner

00:23:48.940 --> 00:23:50.319
 ok

00:23:50.319 --> 00:23:51.200
 that was the turning point

00:23:51.200 --> 00:23:51.660
 for this man

00:23:51.660 --> 00:23:52.440
 that's what made him

00:23:52.440 --> 00:23:53.000
 that's what gave him

00:23:53.000 --> 00:23:53.720
 the humility

00:23:53.720 --> 00:23:55.139
 to go back to his father

00:23:55.139 --> 00:23:55.799
 and to ask

00:23:55.799 --> 00:23:57.000
 to become his servant

00:23:57.000 --> 00:23:59.059
 he came to himself

00:23:59.059 --> 00:23:59.960
 he saw himself

00:23:59.960 --> 00:24:00.440
 rightly

00:24:00.440 --> 00:24:03.740
 we must know

00:24:03.740 --> 00:24:04.740
 we must learn

00:24:04.740 --> 00:24:05.220
 and know

00:24:05.220 --> 00:24:06.079
 from this passage

00:24:06.079 --> 00:24:07.480
 that we are

00:24:07.480 --> 00:24:08.299
 reprobates

00:24:08.299 --> 00:24:10.019
 that we are

00:24:10.019 --> 00:24:10.819
 wicked

00:24:10.819 --> 00:24:11.539
 that we are

00:24:11.539 --> 00:24:12.359
 cast away

00:24:12.359 --> 00:24:12.900
 that we are

00:24:12.900 --> 00:24:13.920
 not of God

00:24:13.920 --> 00:24:15.160
 apart from Christ

00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:17.819
 that's what I want you

00:24:17.819 --> 00:24:18.400
 to learn from that

00:24:18.400 --> 00:24:20.619
 we must see ourselves

00:24:20.619 --> 00:24:22.039
 as God sees us

00:24:22.039 --> 00:24:25.019
 Thomas Watson

00:24:25.019 --> 00:24:25.640
 said this

00:24:25.640 --> 00:24:27.540
 the eye is made

00:24:27.540 --> 00:24:28.280
 both for seeing

00:24:28.280 --> 00:24:28.980
 and for weeping

00:24:28.980 --> 00:24:31.120
 sin must be first

00:24:31.120 --> 00:24:31.660
 seen

00:24:31.660 --> 00:24:33.200
 before it can be

00:24:33.200 --> 00:24:33.600
 wept for

00:24:33.600 --> 00:24:35.700
 so the prodigal

00:24:35.700 --> 00:24:36.520
 having come to his senses

00:24:36.520 --> 00:24:37.300
 says what

00:24:37.300 --> 00:24:38.200
 this is in Luke 15

00:24:38.200 --> 00:24:38.580
 21

00:24:38.580 --> 00:24:39.480
 father I have sinned

00:24:39.480 --> 00:24:39.980
 against heaven

00:24:39.980 --> 00:24:41.520
 and in your sight

00:24:41.520 --> 00:24:42.520
 I am no longer

00:24:42.520 --> 00:24:43.140
 worthy to be called

00:24:43.140 --> 00:24:43.580
 your son

00:24:43.580 --> 00:24:45.540
 he saw his sin

00:24:45.540 --> 00:24:46.259
 as an offense

00:24:46.259 --> 00:24:47.520
 against God

00:24:47.520 --> 00:24:48.300
 first

00:24:48.300 --> 00:24:48.759
 he says

00:24:48.759 --> 00:24:49.140
 I have sinned

00:24:49.140 --> 00:24:49.660
 against heaven

00:24:49.660 --> 00:24:51.140
 but then he also

00:24:51.140 --> 00:24:51.860
 saw it as a sin

00:24:51.860 --> 00:24:52.620
 against his dad

00:24:52.619 --> 00:24:53.159
 on earth

00:24:53.159 --> 00:24:55.479
 his sin was bitter

00:24:55.479 --> 00:24:56.839
 because he

00:24:56.839 --> 00:24:57.519
 in that moment

00:24:57.519 --> 00:24:58.259
 realized

00:24:58.259 --> 00:24:58.899
 or he saw

00:24:58.899 --> 00:24:59.639
 how unworthy

00:24:59.639 --> 00:25:00.399
 he was

00:25:00.399 --> 00:25:01.359
 of his father's

00:25:01.359 --> 00:25:01.859
 compassion

00:25:01.859 --> 00:25:04.159
 it was bitter

00:25:04.159 --> 00:25:04.699
 because of that

00:25:04.699 --> 00:25:05.059
 reality

00:25:05.059 --> 00:25:06.099
 he didn't deserve it

00:25:06.099 --> 00:25:08.359
 it was humbling

00:25:08.359 --> 00:25:09.059
 for him to even

00:25:09.059 --> 00:25:09.919
 ask that question

00:25:09.919 --> 00:25:12.919
 he had done

00:25:12.919 --> 00:25:13.619
 so much wrong

00:25:13.619 --> 00:25:14.079
 to his father

00:25:14.079 --> 00:25:14.699
 so much evil

00:25:14.699 --> 00:25:15.479
 so much harm

00:25:15.479 --> 00:25:16.719
 dishonored him

00:25:16.720 --> 00:25:21.000
 so in the same way

00:25:21.000 --> 00:25:22.039
 we must be

00:25:22.039 --> 00:25:22.620
 deeply humbled

00:25:22.620 --> 00:25:23.160
 and I would even

00:25:23.160 --> 00:25:24.000
 question whether or

00:25:24.000 --> 00:25:24.380
 not you have

00:25:24.380 --> 00:25:25.100
 truly repented

00:25:25.100 --> 00:25:25.940
 if you've never

00:25:25.940 --> 00:25:26.759
 been deeply humbled

00:25:26.759 --> 00:25:27.319
 like this man

00:25:27.319 --> 00:25:27.940
 once was

00:25:27.940 --> 00:25:29.140
 understanding that

00:25:29.140 --> 00:25:29.779
 you're the prodigal

00:25:29.779 --> 00:25:30.440
 in this scenario

00:25:30.440 --> 00:25:31.900
 understanding that

00:25:31.900 --> 00:25:32.559
 you did not love

00:25:32.559 --> 00:25:33.279
 Christ in this

00:25:33.279 --> 00:25:33.640
 scenario

00:25:33.640 --> 00:25:37.059
 so be deeply

00:25:37.059 --> 00:25:37.799
 humbled by your

00:25:37.799 --> 00:25:38.460
 sin against God

00:25:38.460 --> 00:25:39.299
 and you can say

00:25:39.299 --> 00:25:41.000
 that you have

00:25:41.000 --> 00:25:41.319
 repented

00:25:41.319 --> 00:25:43.100
 Romans 2

00:25:43.100 --> 00:25:43.559
 4 says

00:25:43.559 --> 00:25:44.120
 do you think

00:25:44.120 --> 00:25:44.700
 lightly of the

00:25:44.700 --> 00:25:45.059
 riches

00:25:45.059 --> 00:25:46.079
 of God's

00:25:46.079 --> 00:25:46.480
 kindness

00:25:46.480 --> 00:25:47.539
 and his

00:25:47.539 --> 00:25:48.120
 forbearance

00:25:48.120 --> 00:25:48.360
 and his

00:25:48.360 --> 00:25:48.799
 patience

00:25:48.799 --> 00:25:50.440
 not knowing

00:25:50.440 --> 00:25:50.700
 that the

00:25:50.700 --> 00:25:51.259
 kindness of

00:25:51.259 --> 00:25:51.740
 God leads

00:25:51.740 --> 00:25:51.960
 you to

00:25:51.960 --> 00:25:52.339
 repentance

00:25:52.339 --> 00:25:54.480
 okay

00:25:54.480 --> 00:25:55.120
 so it's the

00:25:55.120 --> 00:25:55.700
 kindness of

00:25:55.700 --> 00:25:56.000
 God

00:25:56.000 --> 00:25:57.079
 it's the

00:25:57.079 --> 00:25:57.680
 patience of

00:25:57.680 --> 00:25:57.799
 God

00:25:57.799 --> 00:25:58.180
 it's not the

00:25:58.180 --> 00:25:58.660
 wrath of

00:25:58.660 --> 00:25:58.920
 God

00:25:58.920 --> 00:25:59.380
 it's not the

00:25:59.380 --> 00:25:59.779
 fear of

00:25:59.779 --> 00:26:00.000
 God

00:26:00.000 --> 00:26:00.539
 it's the

00:26:00.539 --> 00:26:00.900
 kindness

00:26:00.900 --> 00:26:01.380
 and the

00:26:01.380 --> 00:26:01.700
 patience

00:26:01.700 --> 00:26:02.120
 and the

00:26:02.120 --> 00:26:02.480
 love

00:26:02.480 --> 00:26:03.220
 of God

00:26:03.220 --> 00:26:03.460
 that's going

00:26:03.460 --> 00:26:03.779
 to lead

00:26:03.779 --> 00:26:04.000
 you to

00:26:04.000 --> 00:26:04.319
 repentance

00:26:04.319 --> 00:26:08.980
 so hopefully

00:26:08.980 --> 00:26:09.220
 you don't

00:26:09.220 --> 00:26:09.579
 think you're

00:26:09.579 --> 00:26:10.120
 worthy of the

00:26:10.120 --> 00:26:10.700
 fattened calf

00:26:10.700 --> 00:26:11.140
 like the

00:26:11.140 --> 00:26:11.860
 elder brother

00:26:11.860 --> 00:26:12.220
 did

00:26:12.220 --> 00:26:13.299
 of God's

00:26:13.299 --> 00:26:13.599
 love and

00:26:13.599 --> 00:26:13.960
 forgiveness

00:26:13.960 --> 00:26:15.180
 and if you

00:26:15.180 --> 00:26:15.480
 do you're

00:26:15.480 --> 00:26:15.900
 still blind

00:26:15.900 --> 00:26:16.140
 in your

00:26:16.140 --> 00:26:16.380
 sin

00:26:16.380 --> 00:26:17.160
 you haven't

00:26:17.160 --> 00:26:17.460
 seen it

00:26:17.460 --> 00:26:17.700
 rightly

00:26:17.700 --> 00:26:18.500
 you don't

00:26:18.500 --> 00:26:19.220
 understand your

00:26:19.220 --> 00:26:21.080
 offense against

00:26:21.080 --> 00:26:21.540
 your father

00:26:21.540 --> 00:26:23.960
 one author said

00:26:23.960 --> 00:26:24.820
 the sinner knows

00:26:24.820 --> 00:26:25.820
 not his own

00:26:25.820 --> 00:26:26.140
 heart

00:26:26.140 --> 00:26:27.860
 nor what a

00:26:27.860 --> 00:26:28.760
 hell he carries

00:26:28.760 --> 00:26:29.300
 about him

00:26:29.300 --> 00:26:30.840
 under a veil

00:26:30.840 --> 00:26:32.040
 a deformed face

00:26:32.040 --> 00:26:32.600
 is hidden

00:26:32.600 --> 00:26:34.980
 people are veiled

00:26:34.980 --> 00:26:35.480
 over with

00:26:35.480 --> 00:26:36.120
 ignorance and

00:26:36.120 --> 00:26:36.800
 self-love

00:26:36.800 --> 00:26:38.360
 they see not

00:26:38.360 --> 00:26:38.560
 what

00:26:38.560 --> 00:26:39.920
 they see not

00:26:39.920 --> 00:26:40.560
 what deformed

00:26:40.560 --> 00:26:41.620
 souls they have

00:26:41.619 --> 00:26:42.399
 the devil

00:26:42.399 --> 00:26:42.699
 the devil does

00:26:42.699 --> 00:26:43.139
 with them

00:26:43.139 --> 00:26:43.479
 as the

00:26:43.479 --> 00:26:43.759
 trainer

00:26:43.759 --> 00:26:44.119
 with the

00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:44.579
 hawk

00:26:44.579 --> 00:26:46.119
 he covers

00:26:46.119 --> 00:26:46.779
 their eyes

00:26:46.779 --> 00:26:47.559
 and carries

00:26:47.559 --> 00:26:47.959
 them put

00:26:47.959 --> 00:26:48.439
 into hell

00:26:48.439 --> 00:26:50.799
 okay in

00:26:50.799 --> 00:26:51.099
 second

00:26:51.099 --> 00:26:51.459
 corinthians

00:26:51.459 --> 00:26:52.039
 four paul

00:26:52.039 --> 00:26:52.559
 talks about

00:26:52.559 --> 00:26:53.779
 how satan

00:26:53.779 --> 00:26:55.179
 is the

00:26:55.179 --> 00:26:55.539
 one that

00:26:55.539 --> 00:26:56.079
 blinds

00:26:56.079 --> 00:26:57.199
 people to

00:26:57.199 --> 00:26:57.599
 the light

00:26:57.599 --> 00:26:57.859
 of the

00:26:57.859 --> 00:26:58.159
 knowledge

00:26:58.159 --> 00:26:58.419
 of the

00:26:58.419 --> 00:26:58.879
 glory of

00:26:58.879 --> 00:26:59.279
 christ

00:26:59.279 --> 00:27:00.479
 that's his

00:27:00.479 --> 00:27:00.919
 function

00:27:00.919 --> 00:27:01.219
 that's what

00:27:01.219 --> 00:27:01.699
 he does

00:27:01.699 --> 00:27:01.959
 that's what

00:27:01.959 --> 00:27:02.319
 he's good

00:27:02.319 --> 00:27:02.559
 at

00:27:02.559 --> 00:27:03.000
 as he

00:27:03.000 --> 00:27:03.539
 blinds

00:27:03.539 --> 00:27:04.159
 you to

00:27:04.159 --> 00:27:04.779
 the reality

00:27:04.779 --> 00:27:05.619
 of the

00:27:05.619 --> 00:27:06.240
 glory of

00:27:06.240 --> 00:27:06.759
 christ

00:27:06.759 --> 00:27:10.079
 okay if

00:27:10.079 --> 00:27:10.359
 you're a

00:27:10.359 --> 00:27:10.619
 sinner

00:27:10.619 --> 00:27:11.200
 or if

00:27:11.200 --> 00:27:11.460
 you're a

00:27:11.460 --> 00:27:11.759
 saint

00:27:11.759 --> 00:27:12.660
 if you've

00:27:12.660 --> 00:27:13.180
 been saved

00:27:13.180 --> 00:27:13.740
 by god

00:27:13.740 --> 00:27:15.000
 satan is

00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:15.480
 still doing

00:27:15.480 --> 00:27:15.899
 this

00:27:15.899 --> 00:27:17.539
 by leading

00:27:17.539 --> 00:27:17.859
 you into

00:27:17.859 --> 00:27:18.180
 sin

00:27:18.180 --> 00:27:19.019
 sure enough

00:27:19.019 --> 00:27:19.519
 you are

00:27:19.519 --> 00:27:20.180
 blinded

00:27:20.180 --> 00:27:20.440
 again

00:27:20.440 --> 00:27:21.379
 not blinded

00:27:21.379 --> 00:27:21.700
 completely

00:27:21.700 --> 00:27:22.180
 but you're

00:27:22.180 --> 00:27:23.119
 it's like

00:27:23.119 --> 00:27:23.680
 you're contracting

00:27:23.680 --> 00:27:24.240
 cataracts

00:27:24.240 --> 00:27:24.539
 or something

00:27:24.539 --> 00:27:24.879
 i mean you

00:27:24.879 --> 00:27:25.259
 are really

00:27:25.259 --> 00:27:25.700
 literally

00:27:25.700 --> 00:27:26.039
 like your

00:27:26.039 --> 00:27:26.460
 vision is

00:27:26.460 --> 00:27:27.039
 getting worse

00:27:27.039 --> 00:27:27.619
 for christ

00:27:27.619 --> 00:27:28.319
 because you're

00:27:28.319 --> 00:27:28.740
 allowing all

00:27:28.740 --> 00:27:29.700
 this slime

00:27:29.700 --> 00:27:30.099
 of sin

00:27:30.099 --> 00:27:30.460
 to cover

00:27:30.460 --> 00:27:30.740
 you

00:27:30.740 --> 00:27:35.200
 that's what

00:27:35.200 --> 00:27:35.799
 sin does

00:27:35.799 --> 00:27:36.200
 to you

00:27:36.200 --> 00:27:37.980
 it keeps

00:27:37.980 --> 00:27:38.359
 you from

00:27:38.359 --> 00:27:39.279
 seeing christ

00:27:39.279 --> 00:27:40.359
 in a pure

00:27:40.359 --> 00:27:40.720
 way

00:27:40.720 --> 00:27:41.319
 blessed are

00:27:41.319 --> 00:27:41.660
 the pure

00:27:41.660 --> 00:27:41.900
 in heart

00:27:41.900 --> 00:27:42.140
 for they

00:27:42.140 --> 00:27:42.660
 shall see

00:27:42.660 --> 00:27:43.079
 god

00:27:43.079 --> 00:27:44.940
 that's my

00:27:44.940 --> 00:27:45.620
 favorite beatitude

00:27:45.620 --> 00:27:47.019
 blessed are

00:27:47.019 --> 00:27:47.299
 the pure

00:27:47.299 --> 00:27:47.500
 in heart

00:27:47.500 --> 00:27:47.720
 for they

00:27:47.720 --> 00:27:48.099
 shall see

00:27:48.099 --> 00:27:48.420
 god

00:27:48.420 --> 00:27:51.880
 number two

00:27:51.880 --> 00:27:53.620
 repentance

00:27:53.620 --> 00:27:54.279
 is sorrow

00:27:54.279 --> 00:27:55.460
 over one's

00:27:55.460 --> 00:27:55.720
 sin

00:27:55.720 --> 00:27:56.980
 repentance

00:27:56.980 --> 00:27:58.019
 is sorrow

00:27:58.019 --> 00:27:59.400
 over one's

00:27:59.400 --> 00:27:59.640
 sin

00:27:59.640 --> 00:28:02.540
 turn to

00:28:02.540 --> 00:28:03.100
 james 4

00:28:03.100 --> 00:28:03.580
 real quick

00:28:03.580 --> 00:28:12.460
 james 4

00:28:12.460 --> 00:28:13.020
 verse 9

00:28:13.020 --> 00:28:13.400
 and 10

00:28:13.400 --> 00:28:22.200
 it says

00:28:22.200 --> 00:28:22.420
 this

00:28:22.420 --> 00:28:23.000
 be miserable

00:28:23.000 --> 00:28:25.000
 and mourn

00:28:25.000 --> 00:28:25.820
 and weep

00:28:25.820 --> 00:28:26.500
 let your

00:28:26.500 --> 00:28:27.060
 laughter be

00:28:27.060 --> 00:28:27.580
 turned into

00:28:27.580 --> 00:28:27.880
 mourning

00:28:27.880 --> 00:28:29.300
 and your

00:28:29.299 --> 00:28:29.680
 joy

00:28:29.680 --> 00:28:30.299
 to gloom

00:28:30.299 --> 00:28:31.240
 humble

00:28:31.240 --> 00:28:31.700
 yourselves

00:28:31.700 --> 00:28:31.960
 in the

00:28:31.960 --> 00:28:32.240
 presence

00:28:32.240 --> 00:28:32.559
 of the

00:28:32.559 --> 00:28:32.859
 lord

00:28:32.859 --> 00:28:33.940
 and he

00:28:33.940 --> 00:28:34.059
 will

00:28:34.059 --> 00:28:34.379
 exalt

00:28:34.379 --> 00:28:34.659
 you

00:28:34.659 --> 00:28:38.379
 be

00:28:38.379 --> 00:28:38.759
 miserable

00:28:38.759 --> 00:28:39.039
 be

00:28:39.039 --> 00:28:39.419
 mourning

00:28:39.419 --> 00:28:39.700
 be

00:28:39.700 --> 00:28:40.139
 weeping

00:28:40.139 --> 00:28:42.759
 that's not

00:28:42.759 --> 00:28:43.019
 what i would

00:28:43.019 --> 00:28:43.299
 normally

00:28:43.299 --> 00:28:43.819
 characterize

00:28:43.819 --> 00:28:44.339
 the spiritual

00:28:44.339 --> 00:28:44.859
 life of a

00:28:44.859 --> 00:28:45.159
 christian

00:28:45.159 --> 00:28:45.460
 has

00:28:45.460 --> 00:28:46.519
 but we

00:28:46.519 --> 00:28:46.759
 probably

00:28:46.759 --> 00:28:47.019
 should

00:28:47.019 --> 00:28:47.279
 more than

00:28:47.279 --> 00:28:47.639
 we do

00:28:47.639 --> 00:28:49.180
 and let

00:28:49.180 --> 00:28:49.359
 me just

00:28:49.359 --> 00:28:49.579
 take this

00:28:49.579 --> 00:28:49.899
 opportunity

00:28:49.899 --> 00:28:50.440
 i should

00:28:50.440 --> 00:28:50.599
 have said

00:28:50.599 --> 00:28:50.759
 this

00:28:50.759 --> 00:28:51.019
 earlier

00:28:51.019 --> 00:28:52.720
 i really

00:28:52.720 --> 00:28:53.440
 feel like

00:28:53.440 --> 00:28:55.059
 i shouldn't

00:28:55.059 --> 00:28:55.379
 be up here

00:28:55.379 --> 00:28:55.779
 talking about

00:28:55.779 --> 00:28:56.119
 this

00:28:56.119 --> 00:28:57.459
 because i

00:28:57.459 --> 00:28:57.859
 in a lot

00:28:57.859 --> 00:28:58.219
 of ways

00:28:58.219 --> 00:28:58.719
 fall short

00:28:58.719 --> 00:28:58.939
 in this

00:28:58.939 --> 00:28:59.199
 area

00:28:59.199 --> 00:28:59.500
 of my

00:28:59.500 --> 00:28:59.739
 life

00:28:59.739 --> 00:29:00.079
 i said

00:29:00.079 --> 00:29:00.379
 it last

00:29:00.379 --> 00:29:00.659
 i said

00:29:00.659 --> 00:29:00.859
 it two

00:29:00.859 --> 00:29:01.139
 weeks ago

00:29:01.139 --> 00:29:01.339
 when i

00:29:01.339 --> 00:29:01.619
 spoke

00:29:01.619 --> 00:29:03.559
 that the

00:29:03.559 --> 00:29:03.979
 fact that

00:29:03.979 --> 00:29:04.519
 i don't cry

00:29:04.519 --> 00:29:04.879
 over the

00:29:04.879 --> 00:29:06.000
 sin that

00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:06.459
 i commit

00:29:06.459 --> 00:29:07.119
 as often

00:29:07.119 --> 00:29:07.439
 as i

00:29:07.439 --> 00:29:07.639
 should

00:29:07.639 --> 00:29:08.019
 the fact

00:29:08.019 --> 00:29:08.399
 that i

00:29:08.399 --> 00:29:09.279
 rarely have

00:29:09.279 --> 00:29:09.679
 fears in

00:29:09.679 --> 00:29:10.139
 my eyes

00:29:10.139 --> 00:29:10.399
 and i

00:29:10.399 --> 00:29:10.959
 rarely have

00:29:10.959 --> 00:29:11.379
 a spirit

00:29:11.379 --> 00:29:11.639
 that could

00:29:11.639 --> 00:29:12.079
 be defined

00:29:12.079 --> 00:29:12.719
 as mourning

00:29:12.720 --> 00:29:14.039
 is a

00:29:14.039 --> 00:29:14.559
 testimony to

00:29:14.559 --> 00:29:14.880
 the fact

00:29:14.880 --> 00:29:15.420
 that i'm

00:29:15.420 --> 00:29:16.759
 i'm seared

00:29:16.759 --> 00:29:17.019
 in my

00:29:17.019 --> 00:29:17.339
 conscience

00:29:17.339 --> 00:29:17.680
 in many

00:29:17.680 --> 00:29:18.059
 ways

00:29:18.059 --> 00:29:19.539
 and though

00:29:19.539 --> 00:29:19.839
 there are

00:29:19.839 --> 00:29:20.339
 times when

00:29:20.339 --> 00:29:20.759
 of course

00:29:20.759 --> 00:29:21.400
 i'm more

00:29:21.400 --> 00:29:21.740
 sensitive

00:29:21.740 --> 00:29:22.240
 than others

00:29:22.240 --> 00:29:23.480
 i'm certainly

00:29:23.480 --> 00:29:24.120
 not perfect

00:29:24.120 --> 00:29:25.519
 and i

00:29:25.519 --> 00:29:25.880
 certainly

00:29:25.880 --> 00:29:26.980
 don't

00:29:26.980 --> 00:29:27.640
 understand

00:29:27.640 --> 00:29:30.600
 how good

00:29:30.600 --> 00:29:31.039
 my god

00:29:31.039 --> 00:29:31.500
 is and how

00:29:31.500 --> 00:29:31.819
 gracious

00:29:31.819 --> 00:29:32.299
 he's been

00:29:32.299 --> 00:29:32.519
 and i

00:29:32.519 --> 00:29:33.079
 don't wake

00:29:33.079 --> 00:29:33.460
 up with

00:29:33.460 --> 00:29:34.000
 the gospel

00:29:34.000 --> 00:29:35.700
 just piercing

00:29:35.700 --> 00:29:36.220
 my mind

00:29:36.220 --> 00:29:36.680
 every morning

00:29:36.680 --> 00:29:37.000
 it's got

00:29:37.000 --> 00:29:37.299
 to be

00:29:37.299 --> 00:29:38.420
 something i

00:29:38.420 --> 00:29:39.019
 need a lot

00:29:39.019 --> 00:29:39.299
 of prayer

00:29:39.299 --> 00:29:39.600
 for

00:29:39.599 --> 00:29:43.119
 i understand

00:29:43.119 --> 00:29:43.419
 a lot

00:29:43.419 --> 00:29:44.059
 i understand

00:29:44.059 --> 00:29:44.500
 very little

00:29:44.500 --> 00:29:45.399
 of this godly

00:29:45.399 --> 00:29:45.719
 sorrow

00:29:45.719 --> 00:29:47.199
 and so i

00:29:47.199 --> 00:29:47.480
 think that we

00:29:47.480 --> 00:29:47.759
 should pray

00:29:47.759 --> 00:29:48.199
 for one another

00:29:48.199 --> 00:29:49.299
 in this way

00:29:49.299 --> 00:29:49.839
 we should

00:29:49.839 --> 00:29:51.240
 ask god to

00:29:51.240 --> 00:29:51.859
 just give us

00:29:51.859 --> 00:29:52.759
 a better

00:29:52.759 --> 00:29:53.299
 appretention

00:29:53.299 --> 00:29:55.419
 of the

00:29:55.419 --> 00:29:55.779
 sorrow that

00:29:55.779 --> 00:29:56.000
 we should

00:29:56.000 --> 00:29:56.299
 have as

00:29:56.299 --> 00:29:56.759
 christians

00:29:56.759 --> 00:29:58.699
 christ was a

00:29:58.699 --> 00:29:59.419
 man of many

00:29:59.419 --> 00:29:59.819
 sorrows

00:29:59.819 --> 00:30:00.919
 and well

00:30:00.919 --> 00:30:01.379
 acquainted with

00:30:01.379 --> 00:30:01.699
 grief

00:30:01.699 --> 00:30:02.899
 it says that

00:30:02.899 --> 00:30:03.459
 in isaiah i

00:30:03.459 --> 00:30:03.779
 believe

00:30:03.779 --> 00:30:05.679
 so we should

00:30:05.679 --> 00:30:06.079
 be like him

00:30:06.079 --> 00:30:06.480
 in that way

00:30:06.480 --> 00:30:08.859
 so you see

00:30:08.859 --> 00:30:10.439
 there's a

00:30:10.439 --> 00:30:10.959
 certain sorrow

00:30:10.959 --> 00:30:11.419
 in scripture

00:30:11.419 --> 00:30:13.039
 that is so

00:30:13.039 --> 00:30:13.619
 pure that is

00:30:13.619 --> 00:30:14.419
 so god

00:30:14.419 --> 00:30:15.599
 centered that

00:30:15.599 --> 00:30:16.339
 is so christ

00:30:16.339 --> 00:30:16.839
 exalting that

00:30:16.839 --> 00:30:17.699
 is so self

00:30:17.699 --> 00:30:18.979
 crucifying that

00:30:18.979 --> 00:30:19.519
 the world can't

00:30:19.519 --> 00:30:20.219
 emulate this

00:30:20.219 --> 00:30:22.199
 okay the

00:30:22.199 --> 00:30:22.759
 world can't

00:30:22.759 --> 00:30:23.259
 emulate what

00:30:23.259 --> 00:30:23.779
 this godly

00:30:23.779 --> 00:30:24.539
 sorrow actually

00:30:24.539 --> 00:30:26.339
 is what it

00:30:26.339 --> 00:30:28.399
 does to the

00:30:28.399 --> 00:30:30.899
 person it

00:30:30.899 --> 00:30:31.539
 isn't child's

00:30:31.539 --> 00:30:31.919
 play either

00:30:31.919 --> 00:30:32.479
 it's not a

00:30:32.479 --> 00:30:32.939
 simple little

00:30:32.939 --> 00:30:33.699
 work it's

00:30:33.699 --> 00:30:34.159
 it's it's

00:30:34.159 --> 00:30:35.179
 warrior work

00:30:35.179 --> 00:30:37.419
 um it's

00:30:37.419 --> 00:30:38.240
 deep contrition

00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:38.839
 of your

00:30:38.839 --> 00:30:39.240
 heart and

00:30:39.240 --> 00:30:39.460
 of your

00:30:39.460 --> 00:30:39.920
 mind

00:30:39.920 --> 00:30:42.200
 desires so

00:30:42.200 --> 00:30:42.900
 badly for

00:30:42.900 --> 00:30:43.440
 christ to be

00:30:43.440 --> 00:30:44.259
 honored that

00:30:44.259 --> 00:30:45.160
 anything contrary

00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:45.660
 or anything

00:30:45.660 --> 00:30:46.240
 defaming to

00:30:46.240 --> 00:30:46.720
 jesus is

00:30:46.720 --> 00:30:47.920
 despised it's

00:30:47.920 --> 00:30:48.240
 like if you

00:30:48.240 --> 00:30:48.799
 have spiders

00:30:48.799 --> 00:30:49.160
 on your

00:30:49.160 --> 00:30:49.980
 back and

00:30:49.980 --> 00:30:50.519
 somebody tells

00:30:50.519 --> 00:30:50.759
 you you're

00:30:50.759 --> 00:30:51.120
 not aware

00:30:51.120 --> 00:30:51.460
 of it and

00:30:51.460 --> 00:30:51.620
 then they

00:30:51.620 --> 00:30:51.980
 then you

00:30:51.980 --> 00:30:52.380
 see them

00:30:52.380 --> 00:30:52.880
 you shoo

00:30:52.880 --> 00:30:53.220
 them off

00:30:53.220 --> 00:30:53.859
 you're freaked

00:30:53.859 --> 00:30:54.579
 out by it

00:30:54.579 --> 00:30:56.720
 right that's

00:30:56.720 --> 00:30:57.079
 what sin

00:30:57.079 --> 00:30:57.579
 should be like

00:30:57.579 --> 00:30:58.039
 to us

00:30:58.039 --> 00:30:58.960
 i hate

00:30:58.960 --> 00:30:59.259
 spiders

00:30:59.259 --> 00:30:59.480
 that's why

00:30:59.480 --> 00:30:59.660
 i like

00:30:59.660 --> 00:30:59.980
 saying i

00:30:59.980 --> 00:31:00.400
 mean that's

00:31:00.400 --> 00:31:00.620
 that's a

00:31:00.620 --> 00:31:01.019
 good illustration

00:31:01.019 --> 00:31:01.400
 for me

00:31:01.400 --> 00:31:01.700
 because i

00:31:01.700 --> 00:31:01.960
 hate

00:31:01.960 --> 00:31:02.740
 spiders

00:31:02.740 --> 00:31:05.019
 so sin

00:31:05.019 --> 00:31:05.319
 should be

00:31:05.319 --> 00:31:05.900
 like spiders

00:31:05.900 --> 00:31:06.319
 i guess

00:31:06.319 --> 00:31:08.259
 in a sense

00:31:08.259 --> 00:31:10.299
 sorry if you

00:31:10.299 --> 00:31:10.839
 like spiders

00:31:10.839 --> 00:31:14.419
 um what

00:31:14.419 --> 00:31:15.799
 frogs yeah

00:31:15.799 --> 00:31:16.379
 same yeah

00:31:16.379 --> 00:31:17.039
 same thing i

00:31:17.039 --> 00:31:17.579
 hate any kind

00:31:17.579 --> 00:31:18.220
 of insect or

00:31:18.220 --> 00:31:18.599
 small thing

00:31:18.599 --> 00:31:19.480
 like that

00:31:19.480 --> 00:31:19.939
 uh

00:31:19.939 --> 00:31:24.419
 but sorrow

00:31:24.419 --> 00:31:25.259
 is also unique

00:31:25.259 --> 00:31:25.740
 in other ways

00:31:25.740 --> 00:31:26.439
 sorrow is also

00:31:26.439 --> 00:31:26.899
 unique in that

00:31:26.899 --> 00:31:27.179
 it brings

00:31:27.179 --> 00:31:27.619
 comfort

00:31:27.619 --> 00:31:29.859
 it brings

00:31:29.859 --> 00:31:30.579
 comfort

00:31:30.579 --> 00:31:31.219
 godly

00:31:31.219 --> 00:31:31.639
 comfort

00:31:31.639 --> 00:31:32.599
 psalm 126

00:31:32.599 --> 00:31:33.799
 says this

00:31:33.799 --> 00:31:34.439
 in verse 5

00:31:34.439 --> 00:31:35.019
 those who

00:31:35.019 --> 00:31:36.639
 sow in tears

00:31:36.639 --> 00:31:37.679
 shall reap

00:31:37.679 --> 00:31:38.119
 in joy

00:31:38.119 --> 00:31:39.980
 those who

00:31:39.980 --> 00:31:40.639
 sow in tears

00:31:40.639 --> 00:31:41.259
 shall reap

00:31:41.259 --> 00:31:41.719
 in joy

00:31:41.719 --> 00:31:42.839
 thomas

00:31:42.839 --> 00:31:43.119
 watson

00:31:43.119 --> 00:31:43.519
 said the

00:31:43.519 --> 00:31:43.959
 penitent

00:31:43.959 --> 00:31:45.399
 sinner

00:31:45.399 --> 00:31:46.679
 has a

00:31:46.679 --> 00:31:46.879
 wet

00:31:46.879 --> 00:31:47.219
 sowing

00:31:47.219 --> 00:31:47.619
 time

00:31:47.619 --> 00:31:49.500
 but a

00:31:49.500 --> 00:31:49.799
 delicious

00:31:49.799 --> 00:31:50.359
 harvest

00:31:50.359 --> 00:31:52.459
 he has a

00:31:52.459 --> 00:31:52.639
 wet

00:31:52.639 --> 00:31:53.179
 sowing time

00:31:53.179 --> 00:31:53.399
 but a

00:31:53.399 --> 00:31:53.699
 delicious

00:31:53.699 --> 00:31:54.199
 harvest

00:31:54.199 --> 00:31:55.539
 he sows

00:31:55.539 --> 00:31:55.839
 and it's

00:31:55.839 --> 00:31:56.279
 rainy and

00:31:56.279 --> 00:31:56.659
 it's wet

00:31:56.659 --> 00:31:56.979
 and it's

00:31:56.979 --> 00:31:57.319
 miserable

00:31:57.319 --> 00:31:57.839
 but then he

00:31:57.839 --> 00:31:58.599
 reaps and the

00:31:58.599 --> 00:31:59.079
 harvest is

00:31:59.079 --> 00:31:59.799
 plentiful and

00:31:59.799 --> 00:32:00.959
 bountiful and

00:32:00.959 --> 00:32:01.500
 that's exactly

00:32:01.500 --> 00:32:02.119
 what christ

00:32:02.119 --> 00:32:03.459
 and the fruits

00:32:03.459 --> 00:32:03.939
 of the spirit

00:32:03.939 --> 00:32:04.339
 should be like

00:32:04.339 --> 00:32:04.839
 to us

00:32:04.839 --> 00:32:08.819
 sow in tears

00:32:08.819 --> 00:32:10.379
 reap in joy

00:32:10.379 --> 00:32:13.399
 some of you may

00:32:13.399 --> 00:32:14.099
 say why should i

00:32:14.099 --> 00:32:14.559
 be sorrowful

00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:14.739
 though

00:32:14.739 --> 00:32:16.839
 you may ask

00:32:16.839 --> 00:32:17.359
 that why should

00:32:17.359 --> 00:32:17.919
 i be sorrowful

00:32:17.919 --> 00:32:18.219
 like what's

00:32:18.219 --> 00:32:19.199
 to be sorrowful

00:32:19.199 --> 00:32:19.659
 about we have

00:32:19.659 --> 00:32:20.439
 christ right we

00:32:20.439 --> 00:32:21.139
 have the holy

00:32:21.139 --> 00:32:21.859
 spirit right we

00:32:21.859 --> 00:32:22.319
 have you know

00:32:22.319 --> 00:32:22.979
 forgiveness right

00:32:22.979 --> 00:32:23.439
 like you know

00:32:23.439 --> 00:32:24.539
 i know i sin

00:32:24.539 --> 00:32:24.939
 every now and

00:32:24.939 --> 00:32:25.159
 again but i

00:32:25.159 --> 00:32:25.579
 mean what should

00:32:25.579 --> 00:32:26.299
 i be truly

00:32:26.299 --> 00:32:27.079
 sorrowful about

00:32:27.079 --> 00:32:27.539
 why should i

00:32:27.539 --> 00:32:28.319
 cry anymore

00:32:28.319 --> 00:32:29.519
 in light of all

00:32:29.519 --> 00:32:29.959
 the things that

00:32:29.959 --> 00:32:30.500
 god's done for

00:32:30.500 --> 00:32:30.819
 me

00:32:30.819 --> 00:32:32.519
 isn't the gospel

00:32:32.519 --> 00:32:33.179
 supposed to

00:32:33.179 --> 00:32:34.000
 liberate me from

00:32:34.000 --> 00:32:35.339
 all this sadness

00:32:35.339 --> 00:32:37.979
 let me give you

00:32:37.979 --> 00:32:38.459
 an illustration

00:32:38.459 --> 00:32:41.379
 suppose this is a

00:32:41.379 --> 00:32:42.059
 weird illustration

00:32:42.059 --> 00:32:42.939
 i thought of this

00:32:42.939 --> 00:32:43.939
 today and this is

00:32:43.939 --> 00:32:44.459
 strange but

00:32:44.460 --> 00:32:46.240
 suppose there

00:32:46.240 --> 00:32:46.700
 was a woman

00:32:46.700 --> 00:32:48.539
 who fervently

00:32:48.539 --> 00:32:49.400
 and passionately

00:32:49.400 --> 00:32:50.380
 loved her

00:32:50.380 --> 00:32:50.740
 husband

00:32:50.740 --> 00:32:51.799
 okay

00:32:51.799 --> 00:32:53.900
 and this

00:32:53.900 --> 00:32:54.660
 woman's husband

00:32:54.660 --> 00:32:56.039
 was crucified

00:32:56.039 --> 00:32:56.799
 till death

00:32:56.799 --> 00:32:58.079
 in front of

00:32:58.079 --> 00:32:58.279
 her

00:32:58.279 --> 00:33:00.360
 she saw the

00:33:00.360 --> 00:33:00.819
 whole thing

00:33:00.819 --> 00:33:01.100
 the whole

00:33:01.100 --> 00:33:01.720
 bloody thing

00:33:01.720 --> 00:33:02.880
 it was

00:33:02.880 --> 00:33:05.980
 gut-wrenching

00:33:05.980 --> 00:33:09.640
 this woman

00:33:09.640 --> 00:33:10.039
 loved to read

00:33:10.039 --> 00:33:10.519
 the newspaper

00:33:10.519 --> 00:33:12.799
 okay she

00:33:12.799 --> 00:33:13.460
 was then told

00:33:13.460 --> 00:33:13.880
 that if she

00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:14.620
 ever again read

00:33:14.620 --> 00:33:15.259
 the newspaper

00:33:15.259 --> 00:33:16.880
 that she would

00:33:16.880 --> 00:33:18.000
 be forced to

00:33:18.000 --> 00:33:18.579
 relive that

00:33:18.579 --> 00:33:19.460
 moment second

00:33:19.460 --> 00:33:20.000
 for second

00:33:20.000 --> 00:33:21.599
 if she ever

00:33:21.599 --> 00:33:22.019
 didn't read the

00:33:22.019 --> 00:33:22.620
 newspaper again

00:33:22.620 --> 00:33:25.079
 she would in a

00:33:25.079 --> 00:33:26.099
 sense crucify

00:33:26.099 --> 00:33:27.099
 her husband

00:33:27.099 --> 00:33:27.700
 afresh

00:33:27.700 --> 00:33:29.980
 okay

00:33:29.980 --> 00:33:32.779
 what kind of a

00:33:32.779 --> 00:33:33.339
 sadistic

00:33:33.339 --> 00:33:34.860
 fool

00:33:34.860 --> 00:33:35.680
 would she have

00:33:35.680 --> 00:33:36.039
 to be

00:33:36.039 --> 00:33:36.940
 to pick up a

00:33:36.940 --> 00:33:37.200
 newspaper

00:33:37.200 --> 00:33:38.400
 and read it

00:33:38.400 --> 00:33:42.539
 what if i told

00:33:42.539 --> 00:33:42.799
 you

00:33:42.799 --> 00:33:43.920
 that sin

00:33:43.920 --> 00:33:45.019
 is the

00:33:45.019 --> 00:33:45.420
 newspaper

00:33:45.420 --> 00:33:47.480
 and christ

00:33:47.480 --> 00:33:47.759
 is the

00:33:47.759 --> 00:33:48.059
 husband

00:33:48.059 --> 00:33:51.980
 seems ridiculous

00:33:51.980 --> 00:33:52.620
 in that

00:33:52.620 --> 00:33:53.360
 analogy

00:33:53.360 --> 00:33:55.259
 so would

00:33:55.259 --> 00:33:55.660
 those of you

00:33:55.660 --> 00:33:56.000
 who love

00:33:56.000 --> 00:33:56.319
 christ

00:33:56.319 --> 00:33:56.940
 still persist

00:33:56.940 --> 00:33:57.299
 in sin

00:33:57.299 --> 00:33:57.819
 how could

00:33:57.819 --> 00:33:58.120
 us

00:33:58.120 --> 00:33:58.720
 how could

00:33:58.720 --> 00:33:58.980
 we

00:33:58.980 --> 00:33:59.680
 right

00:33:59.680 --> 00:34:01.840
 persist in

00:34:01.840 --> 00:34:02.039
 sin

00:34:02.039 --> 00:34:02.340
 read a

00:34:02.340 --> 00:34:02.799
 newspaper

00:34:02.799 --> 00:34:03.680
 and relive

00:34:03.680 --> 00:34:04.060
 that

00:34:04.060 --> 00:34:05.539
 no

00:34:05.539 --> 00:34:07.820
 it's a

00:34:07.820 --> 00:34:08.360
 sorrowful

00:34:08.360 --> 00:34:08.860
 thing

00:34:08.860 --> 00:34:11.559
 how can we

00:34:11.559 --> 00:34:12.200
 trade such

00:34:12.200 --> 00:34:12.740
 a lesser

00:34:12.740 --> 00:34:13.200
 pleasure

00:34:13.200 --> 00:34:14.059
 like reading

00:34:14.059 --> 00:34:14.680
 a newspaper

00:34:14.680 --> 00:34:15.740
 for such a

00:34:15.740 --> 00:34:16.579
 for such a

00:34:16.579 --> 00:34:17.240
 greater torment

00:34:17.240 --> 00:34:22.220
 well we do

00:34:22.220 --> 00:34:24.599
 all the time

00:34:24.599 --> 00:34:27.280
 and it's a

00:34:27.280 --> 00:34:27.860
 sorrowful

00:34:27.860 --> 00:34:28.740
 sorrowful

00:34:28.740 --> 00:34:29.420
 thing

00:34:29.420 --> 00:34:33.059
 it is

00:34:33.059 --> 00:34:33.500
 only when the

00:34:33.500 --> 00:34:34.139
 woman realizes

00:34:34.139 --> 00:34:34.460
 that the

00:34:34.460 --> 00:34:35.079
 reliving of

00:34:35.079 --> 00:34:35.659
 that moment

00:34:35.659 --> 00:34:37.039
 is a

00:34:37.039 --> 00:34:37.360
 nightmare

00:34:37.360 --> 00:34:38.200
 it's a

00:34:38.200 --> 00:34:38.740
 dream

00:34:38.740 --> 00:34:40.539
 it's a

00:34:40.539 --> 00:34:40.820
 nightmare

00:34:40.820 --> 00:34:41.659
 it's not

00:34:41.659 --> 00:34:42.220
 reality

00:34:42.220 --> 00:34:44.619
 and that the

00:34:44.619 --> 00:34:45.280
 actual event

00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:45.539
 of her

00:34:45.539 --> 00:34:45.840
 beloved

00:34:45.840 --> 00:34:46.700
 husband's

00:34:46.700 --> 00:34:46.960
 death

00:34:46.960 --> 00:34:47.400
 is many

00:34:47.400 --> 00:34:47.780
 years in

00:34:47.780 --> 00:34:48.260
 the past

00:34:48.260 --> 00:34:48.900
 that she

00:34:48.900 --> 00:34:49.440
 finds any

00:34:49.440 --> 00:34:49.800
 comfort

00:34:49.800 --> 00:34:52.360
 but not only

00:34:52.360 --> 00:34:52.639
 comfort

00:34:52.639 --> 00:34:53.180
 she finds

00:34:53.180 --> 00:34:53.500
 joy

00:34:53.500 --> 00:34:54.000
 because then

00:34:54.000 --> 00:34:54.599
 she realizes

00:34:54.599 --> 00:34:54.920
 that her

00:34:54.920 --> 00:34:55.519
 husband's

00:34:55.519 --> 00:34:55.900
 death

00:34:55.900 --> 00:34:56.960
 while very

00:34:56.960 --> 00:34:57.440
 tragic

00:34:57.440 --> 00:34:59.440
 was sacrificial

00:34:59.440 --> 00:35:00.260
 and it

00:35:00.260 --> 00:35:00.920
 secured their

00:35:00.920 --> 00:35:01.639
 union in the

00:35:01.639 --> 00:35:02.220
 next life

00:35:02.220 --> 00:35:02.900
 for all

00:35:02.900 --> 00:35:03.300
 eternity

00:35:03.300 --> 00:35:04.539
 never to be

00:35:04.539 --> 00:35:05.180
 separated again

00:35:05.180 --> 00:35:07.820
 so Christ

00:35:07.820 --> 00:35:08.420
 likewise

00:35:08.420 --> 00:35:09.440
 purchased us

00:35:09.440 --> 00:35:09.960
 with his own

00:35:09.960 --> 00:35:10.639
 blood so that we

00:35:10.639 --> 00:35:11.300
 might forever

00:35:11.300 --> 00:35:12.119
 enjoy him

00:35:12.119 --> 00:35:13.220
 and his love

00:35:13.219 --> 00:35:16.659
 so why go back

00:35:16.659 --> 00:35:16.859
 to the

00:35:16.859 --> 00:35:17.259
 newspaper

00:35:17.259 --> 00:35:18.000
 Peter says

00:35:18.000 --> 00:35:18.339
 why go back

00:35:18.339 --> 00:35:18.559
 to the

00:35:18.559 --> 00:35:18.839
 vomit

00:35:18.839 --> 00:35:21.980
 it's so

00:35:21.980 --> 00:35:22.500
 stupid

00:35:22.500 --> 00:35:23.559
 it's not

00:35:23.559 --> 00:35:24.219
 worth it

00:35:24.219 --> 00:35:25.319
 but when we

00:35:25.319 --> 00:35:25.939
 do sin

00:35:25.940 --> 00:35:26.820
 and this is

00:35:26.820 --> 00:35:27.139
 the reason

00:35:27.139 --> 00:35:27.599
 why it's

00:35:27.599 --> 00:35:28.579
 worthy of

00:35:28.579 --> 00:35:29.200
 sorrow

00:35:29.200 --> 00:35:30.240
 is because

00:35:30.240 --> 00:35:30.639
 we are in

00:35:30.639 --> 00:35:30.980
 a sense

00:35:30.980 --> 00:35:31.440
 saying

00:35:31.440 --> 00:35:32.740
 God you

00:35:32.740 --> 00:35:33.019
 are not

00:35:33.019 --> 00:35:33.599
 satisfying

00:35:33.599 --> 00:35:37.119
 God I

00:35:37.119 --> 00:35:37.700
 care more

00:35:37.700 --> 00:35:38.260
 for my

00:35:38.260 --> 00:35:38.780
 selfish

00:35:38.780 --> 00:35:39.740
 sin

00:35:39.740 --> 00:35:40.099
 in this

00:35:40.099 --> 00:35:40.400
 moment

00:35:40.400 --> 00:35:40.639
 than I

00:35:40.639 --> 00:35:41.019
 do for

00:35:41.019 --> 00:35:41.340
 your

00:35:41.340 --> 00:35:42.519
 glory

00:35:42.519 --> 00:35:43.179
 and I

00:35:43.179 --> 00:35:43.840
 do for

00:35:43.840 --> 00:35:44.240
 your

00:35:44.240 --> 00:35:46.079
 cross

00:35:46.079 --> 00:35:46.480
 which you

00:35:46.480 --> 00:35:46.780
 bore on

00:35:46.780 --> 00:35:47.280
 my behalf

00:35:47.280 --> 00:35:50.220
 I prefer

00:35:50.220 --> 00:35:50.639
 that

00:35:50.639 --> 00:35:51.300
 over you

00:35:51.300 --> 00:35:52.980
 and it's

00:35:52.980 --> 00:35:53.320
 shameful

00:35:53.320 --> 00:35:53.880
 to him

00:35:53.880 --> 00:35:54.220
 and it

00:35:54.220 --> 00:35:54.780
 should be

00:35:54.780 --> 00:35:55.059
 shameful

00:35:55.059 --> 00:35:55.559
 to us

00:35:55.559 --> 00:35:56.679
 and it's

00:35:56.679 --> 00:35:57.119
 in a sense

00:35:57.119 --> 00:35:57.420
 like we're

00:35:57.420 --> 00:35:57.920
 crucifying

00:35:57.920 --> 00:35:58.360
 Christ

00:35:58.360 --> 00:35:58.920
 afresh

00:35:58.920 --> 00:35:59.299
 with that

00:35:59.299 --> 00:35:59.599
 kind of

00:35:59.599 --> 00:35:59.960
 a life

00:35:59.960 --> 00:36:00.279
 I mean

00:36:00.279 --> 00:36:00.900
 the Hebrews

00:36:00.900 --> 00:36:01.380
 writer says

00:36:01.380 --> 00:36:01.699
 it himself

00:36:01.699 --> 00:36:01.920
 it's like

00:36:01.920 --> 00:36:02.299
 if you can

00:36:02.299 --> 00:36:02.860
 do this

00:36:02.860 --> 00:36:03.460
 willingly

00:36:03.460 --> 00:36:04.860
 there's no

00:36:04.860 --> 00:36:05.159
 repentance

00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:05.659
 for you

00:36:05.659 --> 00:36:08.199
 you can't

00:36:08.199 --> 00:36:08.779
 be saved

00:36:08.779 --> 00:36:10.340
 it's impossible

00:36:10.340 --> 00:36:11.039
 to renew

00:36:11.039 --> 00:36:11.440
 this person

00:36:11.440 --> 00:36:11.940
 to repentance

00:36:11.940 --> 00:36:13.519
 if they can

00:36:13.519 --> 00:36:13.880
 willingly

00:36:13.880 --> 00:36:14.619
 mindfully

00:36:14.619 --> 00:36:15.239
 crucify

00:36:15.239 --> 00:36:15.599
 Christ

00:36:15.599 --> 00:36:16.059
 afresh

00:36:16.059 --> 00:36:17.000
 and so

00:36:17.000 --> 00:36:17.440
 of course

00:36:17.440 --> 00:36:19.340
 we can't

00:36:19.340 --> 00:36:19.719
 keep doing

00:36:19.719 --> 00:36:20.199
 this

00:36:20.199 --> 00:36:22.119
 true repentance

00:36:22.119 --> 00:36:22.940
 is sorrow

00:36:22.940 --> 00:36:23.619
 over one

00:36:23.619 --> 00:36:24.079
 sin

00:36:24.079 --> 00:36:25.400
 because sin

00:36:25.400 --> 00:36:25.820
 is the

00:36:25.820 --> 00:36:26.260
 nails

00:36:26.260 --> 00:36:26.880
 that hung

00:36:26.880 --> 00:36:27.660
 Christ

00:36:27.660 --> 00:36:28.320
 the cross

00:36:28.320 --> 00:36:30.940
 that's

00:36:30.940 --> 00:36:31.300
 why it's

00:36:31.300 --> 00:36:31.840
 sorrowful

00:36:31.840 --> 00:36:33.599
 we should

00:36:33.599 --> 00:36:33.840
 hate it

00:36:33.840 --> 00:36:34.039
 more than

00:36:34.039 --> 00:36:34.220
 we do

00:36:34.220 --> 00:36:34.559
 I should

00:36:34.559 --> 00:36:34.800
 hate it

00:36:34.800 --> 00:36:35.139
 more than

00:36:35.139 --> 00:36:35.500
 I do

00:36:35.500 --> 00:36:37.420
 I should

00:36:37.420 --> 00:36:37.820
 be crying

00:36:37.820 --> 00:36:38.200
 right now

00:36:38.200 --> 00:36:38.740
 you should

00:36:38.740 --> 00:36:39.139
 be crying

00:36:39.139 --> 00:36:39.559
 right now

00:36:39.559 --> 00:36:40.000
 we should

00:36:40.000 --> 00:36:40.460
 be praying

00:36:40.460 --> 00:36:40.940
 to God

00:36:40.940 --> 00:36:41.360
 right now

00:36:41.360 --> 00:36:41.860
 we should

00:36:41.860 --> 00:36:42.380
 be praising

00:36:42.380 --> 00:36:42.660
 him

00:36:42.660 --> 00:36:42.940
 we should

00:36:42.940 --> 00:36:43.119
 be

00:36:43.119 --> 00:36:44.360
 begging

00:36:44.360 --> 00:36:44.599
 him

00:36:44.599 --> 00:36:44.940
 for more

00:36:44.940 --> 00:36:45.340
 mercy

00:36:45.340 --> 00:36:50.400
 don't

00:36:50.400 --> 00:36:52.119
 but

00:36:52.119 --> 00:36:52.180
 I

00:36:52.180 --> 00:36:52.440
 bet

00:36:52.440 --> 00:36:52.619
 you

00:36:52.619 --> 00:36:52.880
 that

00:36:52.880 --> 00:36:52.980
 if

00:36:52.980 --> 00:36:53.039
 you

00:36:53.039 --> 00:36:53.200
 got

00:36:53.200 --> 00:36:53.500
 closer

00:36:53.500 --> 00:36:53.660
 to

00:36:53.660 --> 00:36:54.039
 Christ

00:36:54.039 --> 00:36:55.480
 by

00:36:55.480 --> 00:36:55.660
 his

00:36:55.660 --> 00:36:56.019
 word

00:36:56.019 --> 00:36:56.519
 by

00:36:56.519 --> 00:36:56.940
 prayer

00:36:56.940 --> 00:36:58.119
 that

00:36:58.119 --> 00:36:58.320
 you'd

00:36:58.320 --> 00:36:58.480
 find

00:36:58.480 --> 00:36:58.579
 it

00:36:58.579 --> 00:36:58.780
 harder

00:36:58.780 --> 00:36:58.980
 to

00:36:58.980 --> 00:36:59.200
 sin

00:36:59.200 --> 00:37:01.760
 that

00:37:01.760 --> 00:37:01.960
 you'd

00:37:01.960 --> 00:37:02.099
 find

00:37:02.099 --> 00:37:02.220
 it

00:37:02.220 --> 00:37:02.460
 easier

00:37:02.460 --> 00:37:02.619
 to

00:37:02.619 --> 00:37:02.780
 love

00:37:02.780 --> 00:37:03.019
 him

00:37:03.019 --> 00:37:03.920
 to

00:37:03.920 --> 00:37:04.119
 think

00:37:04.119 --> 00:37:04.260
 of

00:37:04.260 --> 00:37:04.460
 him

00:37:04.460 --> 00:37:04.760
 to

00:37:04.760 --> 00:37:05.160
 appreciate

00:37:05.160 --> 00:37:05.519
 him

00:37:05.519 --> 00:37:05.820
 to

00:37:05.820 --> 00:37:06.200
 enjoy

00:37:06.200 --> 00:37:06.500
 him

00:37:06.500 --> 00:37:07.160
 to

00:37:07.160 --> 00:37:07.320
 tell

00:37:07.320 --> 00:37:07.559
 others

00:37:07.559 --> 00:37:07.820
 about

00:37:07.820 --> 00:37:08.099
 him

00:37:08.099 --> 00:37:10.980
 so

00:37:10.980 --> 00:37:11.260
 we need

00:37:11.260 --> 00:37:11.460
 him

00:37:11.460 --> 00:37:12.400
 thirdly

00:37:12.400 --> 00:37:17.260
 repentance

00:37:17.260 --> 00:37:17.500
 is

00:37:17.500 --> 00:37:17.980
 confessing

00:37:17.980 --> 00:37:18.380
 one's

00:37:18.380 --> 00:37:18.740
 sin

00:37:18.740 --> 00:37:20.460
 repentance

00:37:20.460 --> 00:37:20.780
 is

00:37:20.780 --> 00:37:21.400
 confessing

00:37:21.400 --> 00:37:23.139
 one's

00:37:23.139 --> 00:37:23.400
 sin

00:37:23.400 --> 00:37:26.579
 one

00:37:26.579 --> 00:37:26.780
 author

00:37:26.780 --> 00:37:27.019
 said

00:37:27.019 --> 00:37:27.320
 this

00:37:27.320 --> 00:37:28.420
 sorrow

00:37:28.420 --> 00:37:30.059
 vents

00:37:30.059 --> 00:37:30.500
 itself

00:37:30.500 --> 00:37:31.139
 or expresses

00:37:31.139 --> 00:37:31.660
 itself

00:37:31.660 --> 00:37:32.539
 at the

00:37:32.539 --> 00:37:32.880
 eyes

00:37:32.880 --> 00:37:33.539
 by weeping

00:37:33.539 --> 00:37:34.720
 and at

00:37:34.720 --> 00:37:35.059
 the tongue

00:37:35.059 --> 00:37:35.740
 by confession

00:37:35.740 --> 00:37:39.519
 when

00:37:39.519 --> 00:37:39.840
 godly

00:37:39.840 --> 00:37:40.160
 sorrow

00:37:40.160 --> 00:37:42.019
 desires

00:37:42.019 --> 00:37:42.559
 to express

00:37:42.559 --> 00:37:42.960
 itself

00:37:42.960 --> 00:37:43.139
 it

00:37:43.139 --> 00:37:43.360
 sounds

00:37:43.360 --> 00:37:43.699
 something

00:37:43.699 --> 00:37:43.940
 like

00:37:43.940 --> 00:37:44.099
 the

00:37:44.099 --> 00:37:44.340
 tax

00:37:44.340 --> 00:37:44.699
 collector

00:37:44.699 --> 00:37:45.780
 from

00:37:45.780 --> 00:37:46.000
 luke

00:37:46.000 --> 00:37:46.380
 18

00:37:46.380 --> 00:37:48.500
 he

00:37:48.500 --> 00:37:48.780
 bowed

00:37:48.780 --> 00:37:48.920
 his

00:37:48.920 --> 00:37:49.199
 head

00:37:49.199 --> 00:37:49.480
 he

00:37:49.480 --> 00:37:49.659
 wouldn't

00:37:49.659 --> 00:37:49.800
 even

00:37:49.800 --> 00:37:49.940
 look

00:37:49.940 --> 00:37:50.039
 up

00:37:50.039 --> 00:37:50.139
 to

00:37:50.139 --> 00:37:50.380
 heaven

00:37:50.380 --> 00:37:51.360
 he's

00:37:51.360 --> 00:37:51.659
 beating

00:37:51.659 --> 00:37:51.860
 his

00:37:51.860 --> 00:37:52.219
 breast

00:37:52.219 --> 00:37:52.960
 repetitively

00:37:52.960 --> 00:37:53.340
 he's

00:37:53.340 --> 00:37:54.519
 mourning

00:37:54.519 --> 00:37:54.880
 over what

00:37:54.880 --> 00:37:55.059
 he had

00:37:55.059 --> 00:37:55.219
 done

00:37:55.219 --> 00:37:55.440
 and he

00:37:55.440 --> 00:37:55.699
 yells

00:37:55.699 --> 00:37:55.940
 out

00:37:55.940 --> 00:37:56.159
 and he

00:37:56.159 --> 00:37:56.400
 says

00:37:56.400 --> 00:37:56.820
 god

00:37:56.820 --> 00:37:57.019
 be

00:37:57.019 --> 00:37:57.480
 merciful

00:37:57.480 --> 00:37:57.699
 to

00:37:57.699 --> 00:37:57.940
 me

00:37:57.940 --> 00:37:58.639
 a

00:37:58.639 --> 00:37:58.960
 sinner

00:37:58.960 --> 00:38:00.119
 the

00:38:00.119 --> 00:38:00.500
 sinner

00:38:00.500 --> 00:38:03.460
 the

00:38:03.460 --> 00:38:03.699
 tax

00:38:03.699 --> 00:38:04.039
 collector

00:38:04.039 --> 00:38:04.400
 jesus

00:38:04.400 --> 00:38:04.699
 spoke

00:38:04.699 --> 00:38:04.840
 of

00:38:04.840 --> 00:38:05.079
 wasn't

00:38:05.079 --> 00:38:05.380
 willing

00:38:05.380 --> 00:38:06.119
 to

00:38:06.119 --> 00:38:06.280
 look

00:38:06.280 --> 00:38:06.400
 up

00:38:06.400 --> 00:38:06.539
 to

00:38:06.539 --> 00:38:06.780
 heaven

00:38:06.780 --> 00:38:08.460
 because

00:38:08.460 --> 00:38:08.539
 he

00:38:08.539 --> 00:38:08.659
 was

00:38:08.659 --> 00:38:08.820
 so

00:38:08.820 --> 00:38:08.820


00:38:08.820 --> 00:38:09.239
 ashamed

00:38:09.239 --> 00:38:09.239


00:38:09.239 --> 00:38:09.360
 of

00:38:09.360 --> 00:38:09.460
!

00:38:09.460 --> 00:38:09.539
 he

00:38:09.539 --> 00:38:09.619
 had

00:38:09.619 --> 00:38:09.860
 done

00:38:09.860 --> 00:38:12.159
 he

00:38:12.159 --> 00:38:12.300
 was

00:38:12.300 --> 00:38:12.500
 beating

00:38:12.500 --> 00:38:12.659
 his

00:38:12.659 --> 00:38:12.860
 breast

00:38:12.860 --> 00:38:13.019
 in

00:38:13.019 --> 00:38:13.400
 anguish

00:38:13.400 --> 00:38:14.119
 he

00:38:14.119 --> 00:38:14.260
 was

00:38:14.260 --> 00:38:14.619
 ashamed

00:38:14.619 --> 00:38:14.760
 he

00:38:14.760 --> 00:38:14.860
 was

00:38:14.860 --> 00:38:15.139
 broken

00:38:15.139 --> 00:38:15.300
 he

00:38:15.300 --> 00:38:15.420
 was

00:38:15.420 --> 00:38:15.740
 humbled

00:38:15.740 --> 00:38:16.840
 and god

00:38:16.840 --> 00:38:17.019
 did not

00:38:17.019 --> 00:38:17.500
 despise him

00:38:17.500 --> 00:38:17.699
 did he

00:38:17.699 --> 00:38:17.960
 jesus

00:38:17.960 --> 00:38:18.460
 said this

00:38:18.460 --> 00:38:18.960
 i tell

00:38:18.960 --> 00:38:19.260
 you

00:38:19.260 --> 00:38:20.240
 this man

00:38:20.240 --> 00:38:20.480
 this

00:38:20.480 --> 00:38:21.159
 tax

00:38:21.159 --> 00:38:21.599
 collector

00:38:21.599 --> 00:38:22.539
 went down

00:38:22.539 --> 00:38:22.820
 to his

00:38:22.820 --> 00:38:23.039
 house

00:38:23.039 --> 00:38:23.500
 justified

00:38:23.500 --> 00:38:23.940
 rather than

00:38:23.940 --> 00:38:24.280
 the other

00:38:24.280 --> 00:38:25.019
 for

00:38:25.019 --> 00:38:25.199
 everyone

00:38:25.199 --> 00:38:25.360
 who

00:38:25.360 --> 00:38:25.679
 exalts

00:38:25.679 --> 00:38:26.039
 himself

00:38:26.039 --> 00:38:26.260
 shall

00:38:26.260 --> 00:38:26.360
 be

00:38:26.360 --> 00:38:26.639
 humbled

00:38:26.639 --> 00:38:26.780
 but

00:38:26.780 --> 00:38:26.900
 he

00:38:26.900 --> 00:38:27.019
 who

00:38:27.019 --> 00:38:27.280
 humbles

00:38:27.280 --> 00:38:27.760
 himself

00:38:27.760 --> 00:38:28.760
 shall

00:38:28.760 --> 00:38:28.900
 be

00:38:28.900 --> 00:38:29.400
 exhausted

00:38:29.400 --> 00:38:35.599
 confessions

00:38:35.599 --> 00:38:36.059
 is

00:38:36.059 --> 00:38:37.000
 expression

00:38:37.000 --> 00:38:37.320
 of

00:38:37.320 --> 00:38:37.460
 the

00:38:37.460 --> 00:38:37.720
 heart

00:38:37.720 --> 00:38:39.639
 true

00:38:39.639 --> 00:38:40.139
 confession

00:38:40.139 --> 00:38:40.460
 is

00:38:40.460 --> 00:38:40.780
 true

00:38:40.780 --> 00:38:41.360
 expression

00:38:41.360 --> 00:38:42.240
 of

00:38:42.240 --> 00:38:42.420
 the

00:38:42.420 --> 00:38:42.760
 heart

00:38:42.760 --> 00:38:44.160
 you

00:38:44.160 --> 00:38:44.300
 are

00:38:44.300 --> 00:38:44.500
 not

00:38:44.500 --> 00:38:45.000
 saved

00:38:45.000 --> 00:38:46.079
 because

00:38:46.079 --> 00:38:46.280
 you

00:38:46.280 --> 00:38:46.519
 said

00:38:46.519 --> 00:38:46.900
 something

00:38:46.900 --> 00:38:47.160
 out

00:38:47.160 --> 00:38:47.460
 loud

00:38:47.460 --> 00:38:49.599
 maybe

00:38:49.599 --> 00:38:49.800
 some

00:38:49.800 --> 00:38:49.900
 of

00:38:49.900 --> 00:38:49.980
 you

00:38:49.980 --> 00:38:50.099
 in

00:38:50.099 --> 00:38:50.220
 here

00:38:50.220 --> 00:38:50.340
 have

00:38:50.340 --> 00:38:50.680
 trusted

00:38:50.680 --> 00:38:50.840
 in

00:38:50.840 --> 00:38:51.000
 that

00:38:51.000 --> 00:38:51.360
 you

00:38:51.360 --> 00:38:51.960
 you

00:38:51.960 --> 00:38:52.079
 have

00:38:52.079 --> 00:38:52.380
 spoken

00:38:52.380 --> 00:38:52.559
 a

00:38:52.559 --> 00:38:52.840
 prayer

00:38:52.840 --> 00:38:53.139
 out

00:38:53.139 --> 00:38:53.440
 loud

00:38:53.440 --> 00:38:53.660
 you

00:38:53.660 --> 00:38:53.820
 have

00:38:53.820 --> 00:38:54.180
 recited

00:38:54.180 --> 00:38:54.460
 something

00:38:54.460 --> 00:38:54.660
 after

00:38:54.660 --> 00:38:54.960
 somebody

00:38:54.960 --> 00:38:55.160
 else

00:38:55.160 --> 00:38:55.320
 has

00:38:55.320 --> 00:38:55.599
 said

00:38:55.599 --> 00:38:56.200
 hey

00:38:56.200 --> 00:38:56.559
 say

00:38:56.559 --> 00:38:56.720
 this

00:38:56.720 --> 00:38:56.900
 prayer

00:38:56.900 --> 00:38:57.340
 all

00:38:57.340 --> 00:38:57.460
 the

00:38:57.460 --> 00:38:57.619
 time

00:38:57.619 --> 00:38:57.740
 on

00:38:57.740 --> 00:38:58.039
 television

00:38:58.039 --> 00:38:58.320
 say

00:38:58.320 --> 00:38:58.480
 this

00:38:58.480 --> 00:38:58.660
 prayer

00:38:58.660 --> 00:38:58.820
 with

00:38:58.820 --> 00:38:58.980
 me

00:38:58.980 --> 00:38:59.320
 if

00:38:59.320 --> 00:38:59.420
 you

00:38:59.420 --> 00:38:59.559
 pray

00:38:59.559 --> 00:38:59.719
 this

00:38:59.719 --> 00:38:59.860
 prayer

00:38:59.860 --> 00:38:59.980
 with

00:38:59.980 --> 00:39:00.059
 a

00:39:00.059 --> 00:39:00.280
 genuine

00:39:00.280 --> 00:39:00.599
 heart

00:39:00.599 --> 00:39:01.119
 then

00:39:01.119 --> 00:39:01.260
 you

00:39:01.260 --> 00:39:01.360
 will

00:39:01.360 --> 00:39:01.519
 be

00:39:01.519 --> 00:39:01.940
 saved

00:39:01.940 --> 00:39:03.780
 I'm

00:39:03.780 --> 00:39:03.940
 really

00:39:03.940 --> 00:39:04.119
 weary

00:39:04.119 --> 00:39:04.280
 of

00:39:04.280 --> 00:39:04.440
 things

00:39:04.440 --> 00:39:04.619
 like

00:39:04.619 --> 00:39:04.880
 that

00:39:04.880 --> 00:39:06.440
 you're

00:39:06.440 --> 00:39:06.559
 not

00:39:06.559 --> 00:39:06.659
 going

00:39:06.659 --> 00:39:06.820
 to be

00:39:06.820 --> 00:39:07.019
 saved

00:39:07.019 --> 00:39:07.159
 because

00:39:07.159 --> 00:39:07.420
 you said

00:39:07.420 --> 00:39:07.639
 something

00:39:07.639 --> 00:39:07.820
 out

00:39:07.820 --> 00:39:08.039
 loud

00:39:08.039 --> 00:39:08.380
 angels

00:39:08.380 --> 00:39:08.599
 don't

00:39:08.599 --> 00:39:08.980
 rejoice

00:39:08.980 --> 00:39:09.179
 in

00:39:09.179 --> 00:39:09.340
 heaven

00:39:09.340 --> 00:39:09.599
 because

00:39:09.599 --> 00:39:09.760
 you

00:39:09.760 --> 00:39:09.940
 use

00:39:09.940 --> 00:39:10.079
 the

00:39:10.079 --> 00:39:10.420
 proper

00:39:10.420 --> 00:39:11.179
 salvation

00:39:11.179 --> 00:39:12.159
 wording

00:39:12.159 --> 00:39:12.860
 and vernacular

00:39:12.860 --> 00:39:15.280
 angels

00:39:15.280 --> 00:39:15.840
 rejoice

00:39:15.840 --> 00:39:16.579
 in Christ

00:39:16.579 --> 00:39:17.199
 Jesus

00:39:17.199 --> 00:39:17.980
 smiles

00:39:17.980 --> 00:39:18.699
 because

00:39:18.699 --> 00:39:19.199
 accused

00:39:19.199 --> 00:39:19.559
 sinners

00:39:19.559 --> 00:39:20.059
 see

00:39:20.059 --> 00:39:20.679
 Jesus

00:39:20.679 --> 00:39:21.340
 cross

00:39:21.340 --> 00:39:21.780
 and

00:39:21.780 --> 00:39:21.960
 they

00:39:21.960 --> 00:39:22.400
 cling

00:39:22.400 --> 00:39:22.639
 to

00:39:22.639 --> 00:39:22.880
 it

00:39:22.880 --> 00:39:24.260
 they

00:39:24.260 --> 00:39:24.639
 cry

00:39:24.639 --> 00:39:24.820
 out

00:39:24.820 --> 00:39:24.960
 to

00:39:24.960 --> 00:39:25.240
 God

00:39:25.240 --> 00:39:25.719
 save

00:39:25.719 --> 00:39:26.019
 me

00:39:26.019 --> 00:39:26.519
 from

00:39:26.519 --> 00:39:26.780
 my

00:39:26.780 --> 00:39:27.079
 sin

00:39:27.079 --> 00:39:27.320
 in the

00:39:28.980 --> 00:39:29.240
 son

00:39:29.240 --> 00:39:30.619
 they

00:39:30.619 --> 00:39:30.980
 beg

00:39:30.980 --> 00:39:31.260
 God

00:39:31.260 --> 00:39:31.460
 for

00:39:31.460 --> 00:39:31.960
 repentance

00:39:31.960 --> 00:39:33.699
 as if

00:39:33.699 --> 00:39:33.860
 he's

00:39:33.860 --> 00:39:34.159
 the only

00:39:34.159 --> 00:39:34.400
 thing

00:39:34.400 --> 00:39:34.659
 that they

00:39:34.659 --> 00:39:34.800
 could

00:39:34.800 --> 00:39:34.980
 ever

00:39:34.980 --> 00:39:35.300
 have

00:39:35.300 --> 00:39:35.539
 this

00:39:35.539 --> 00:39:35.880
 brings

00:39:35.880 --> 00:39:36.179
 God

00:39:36.179 --> 00:39:36.519
 glory

00:39:36.519 --> 00:39:36.679
 the

00:39:36.679 --> 00:39:37.199
 confession

00:39:37.199 --> 00:39:38.039
 which

00:39:38.039 --> 00:39:38.440
 points

00:39:38.440 --> 00:39:38.639
 the

00:39:38.639 --> 00:39:38.880
 finger

00:39:38.880 --> 00:39:39.039
 to

00:39:39.039 --> 00:39:39.420
 Christ

00:39:39.420 --> 00:39:39.579
 and

00:39:39.579 --> 00:39:39.699
 it

00:39:39.699 --> 00:39:40.019
 says

00:39:40.019 --> 00:39:41.539
 not

00:39:41.539 --> 00:39:41.840
 me

00:39:41.840 --> 00:39:43.820
 not

00:39:43.820 --> 00:39:44.000
 me

00:39:44.000 --> 00:39:44.219
 don't

00:39:44.219 --> 00:39:44.380
 look

00:39:44.380 --> 00:39:44.480
 at

00:39:44.480 --> 00:39:44.740
 me

00:39:44.740 --> 00:39:45.639
 in

00:39:45.639 --> 00:39:45.860
 my

00:39:45.860 --> 00:39:46.199
 sin

00:39:46.199 --> 00:39:47.800
 look

00:39:47.800 --> 00:39:47.920
 at

00:39:47.920 --> 00:39:48.099
 him

00:39:48.099 --> 00:39:48.300
 look

00:39:48.300 --> 00:39:48.420
 at

00:39:48.420 --> 00:39:48.760
 Christ

00:39:48.760 --> 00:39:49.139
 accept

00:39:49.139 --> 00:39:49.420
 his

00:39:49.420 --> 00:39:49.659
 work

00:39:49.659 --> 00:39:49.840
 on

00:39:49.840 --> 00:39:50.019
 my

00:39:50.019 --> 00:39:50.440
 behalf

00:39:50.440 --> 00:39:50.920
 have

00:39:50.920 --> 00:39:51.219
 mercy

00:39:51.219 --> 00:39:51.480
 on

00:39:51.480 --> 00:39:51.740
 me

00:39:51.740 --> 00:39:52.199
 because

00:39:52.199 --> 00:39:52.400
 you

00:39:52.400 --> 00:39:52.740
 didn't

00:39:52.740 --> 00:39:52.940
 on

00:39:52.940 --> 00:39:53.240
 him

00:39:53.240 --> 00:39:55.480
 that

00:39:55.480 --> 00:39:55.699
 kind

00:39:55.699 --> 00:39:55.900
 of a

00:39:55.900 --> 00:39:55.880
!

00:39:55.880 --> 00:39:56.280
 confession

00:39:56.280 --> 00:39:56.300
!

00:39:56.300 --> 00:39:56.579
 is

00:39:56.579 --> 00:39:56.960
 pleasing

00:39:56.960 --> 00:39:57.179
 to

00:39:57.179 --> 00:39:57.500
 God

00:39:57.500 --> 00:39:59.440
 a

00:39:59.440 --> 00:39:59.880
 deep

00:39:59.880 --> 00:40:00.219
 trust

00:40:00.219 --> 00:40:00.400
 in

00:40:00.400 --> 00:40:00.820
 Christ

00:40:00.820 --> 00:40:04.860
 on

00:40:04.860 --> 00:40:04.980
 the

00:40:04.980 --> 00:40:05.139
 other

00:40:05.139 --> 00:40:05.519
 hand

00:40:05.519 --> 00:40:07.079
 the

00:40:07.079 --> 00:40:07.500
 confession

00:40:07.500 --> 00:40:07.719
 which

00:40:07.719 --> 00:40:07.940
 says

00:40:07.940 --> 00:40:08.199
 something

00:40:08.199 --> 00:40:08.500
 like

00:40:08.500 --> 00:40:09.880
 God

00:40:09.880 --> 00:40:12.280
 I

00:40:12.280 --> 00:40:12.420
 hear

00:40:12.420 --> 00:40:12.500
 that

00:40:12.500 --> 00:40:12.599
 your

00:40:12.599 --> 00:40:12.760
 son

00:40:12.760 --> 00:40:12.960
 Jesus

00:40:12.960 --> 00:40:13.219
 Christ

00:40:13.219 --> 00:40:13.460
 died

00:40:13.460 --> 00:40:13.639
 for

00:40:13.639 --> 00:40:13.880
 me

00:40:13.880 --> 00:40:14.360
 and

00:40:14.360 --> 00:40:15.000
 that

00:40:15.000 --> 00:40:15.099
 if

00:40:15.099 --> 00:40:15.199
 I

00:40:15.199 --> 00:40:15.320
 pray

00:40:15.320 --> 00:40:15.500
 this

00:40:15.500 --> 00:40:15.820
 prayer

00:40:15.820 --> 00:40:17.659
 genuinely

00:40:17.659 --> 00:40:19.380
 then

00:40:19.380 --> 00:40:19.920
 and if

00:40:19.920 --> 00:40:19.980
 I

00:40:19.980 --> 00:40:20.119
 stop

00:40:20.119 --> 00:40:20.420
 drinking

00:40:20.420 --> 00:40:20.880
 and if

00:40:20.880 --> 00:40:20.980
 I

00:40:20.980 --> 00:40:21.300
 stop

00:40:21.300 --> 00:40:22.059
 smoking

00:40:22.059 --> 00:40:23.300
 then

00:40:23.300 --> 00:40:24.119
 I

00:40:24.119 --> 00:40:24.280
 can

00:40:24.280 --> 00:40:24.420
 have

00:40:24.420 --> 00:40:24.639
 peace

00:40:24.639 --> 00:40:24.800
 with

00:40:24.800 --> 00:40:24.920
 you

00:40:24.920 --> 00:40:25.099
 and

00:40:25.099 --> 00:40:25.179
 I

00:40:25.179 --> 00:40:25.280
 can

00:40:25.280 --> 00:40:25.400
 be

00:40:25.400 --> 00:40:25.619
 forgiven

00:40:25.619 --> 00:40:25.739
 of

00:40:25.739 --> 00:40:25.860
 my

00:40:25.860 --> 00:40:26.099
 sin

00:40:26.099 --> 00:40:27.260
 and

00:40:27.260 --> 00:40:28.640
 so

00:40:28.640 --> 00:40:28.860
 please

00:40:28.860 --> 00:40:29.080
 forgive

00:40:29.080 --> 00:40:29.320
 me

00:40:29.320 --> 00:40:30.140
 and I

00:40:30.140 --> 00:40:30.360
 trust

00:40:30.360 --> 00:40:30.500
 in

00:40:30.500 --> 00:40:30.620
 you

00:40:30.620 --> 00:40:31.380
 amen

00:40:31.380 --> 00:40:35.380
 that's

00:40:35.380 --> 00:40:37.140
 light

00:40:37.140 --> 00:40:37.520
 hearted

00:40:37.520 --> 00:40:39.180
 it's

00:40:39.180 --> 00:40:39.440
 silly

00:40:39.440 --> 00:40:40.360
 it's

00:40:40.360 --> 00:40:40.520
 not

00:40:40.520 --> 00:40:40.860
 real

00:40:40.860 --> 00:40:42.760
 that's

00:40:42.760 --> 00:40:43.060
 hell

00:40:43.060 --> 00:40:43.420
 bound

00:40:43.420 --> 00:40:44.580
 impersonation

00:40:44.580 --> 00:40:45.940
 that

00:40:45.940 --> 00:40:46.200
 is

00:40:46.200 --> 00:40:46.600
 a

00:40:46.600 --> 00:40:47.960
 what

00:40:47.960 --> 00:40:48.060
 I

00:40:48.060 --> 00:40:48.200
 like

00:40:48.200 --> 00:40:48.300
 to

00:40:48.300 --> 00:40:48.480
 call

00:40:48.480 --> 00:40:48.620
 a

00:40:48.620 --> 00:40:48.940
 non

00:40:48.940 --> 00:40:49.420
 pardoned

00:40:49.420 --> 00:40:49.820
 parrot

00:40:49.820 --> 00:40:49.860
!

00:40:50.980 --> 00:40:51.320
 reciting

00:40:51.320 --> 00:40:51.640
 something

00:40:51.640 --> 00:40:51.860
 after

00:40:51.860 --> 00:40:52.180
 somebody

00:40:52.180 --> 00:40:52.560
 else

00:40:52.560 --> 00:40:54.040
 doesn't

00:40:54.040 --> 00:40:54.200
 have

00:40:54.200 --> 00:40:54.620
 the

00:40:54.620 --> 00:40:54.980
 forgiveness

00:40:54.980 --> 00:40:55.220
 of

00:40:55.220 --> 00:40:55.560
 Christ

00:40:55.559 --> 00:40:56.699
 let

00:40:56.699 --> 00:40:56.759
 me

00:40:56.759 --> 00:40:56.920
 give

00:40:56.920 --> 00:40:57.000
 you

00:40:57.000 --> 00:40:57.199
 a few

00:40:57.199 --> 00:40:57.699
 characteristics

00:40:57.699 --> 00:40:58.059
 of

00:40:58.059 --> 00:40:58.519
 genuine

00:40:58.519 --> 00:40:59.000
 confession

00:40:59.000 --> 00:40:59.380
 number

00:40:59.380 --> 00:40:59.719
 one

00:40:59.719 --> 00:41:01.679
 genuine

00:41:01.679 --> 00:41:02.179
 confession

00:41:02.179 --> 00:41:03.239
 is

00:41:03.239 --> 00:41:03.779
 voluntary

00:41:03.779 --> 00:41:05.719
 it's

00:41:05.719 --> 00:41:06.259
 voluntary

00:41:06.259 --> 00:41:06.559
 true

00:41:06.559 --> 00:41:06.980
 confession

00:41:06.980 --> 00:41:07.299
 is not

00:41:07.299 --> 00:41:07.679
 forced

00:41:07.679 --> 00:41:07.980
 out

00:41:07.980 --> 00:41:08.239
 of

00:41:08.239 --> 00:41:08.440
 you

00:41:08.440 --> 00:41:09.679
 like

00:41:09.679 --> 00:41:10.860
 a

00:41:10.860 --> 00:41:11.139
 POW

00:41:11.139 --> 00:41:11.679
 being

00:41:11.679 --> 00:41:12.039
 tortured

00:41:12.039 --> 00:41:12.380
 for

00:41:12.380 --> 00:41:12.840
 information

00:41:12.840 --> 00:41:14.500
 okay

00:41:14.500 --> 00:41:17.299
 it's

00:41:17.299 --> 00:41:17.519
 offered

00:41:17.519 --> 00:41:17.699
 up

00:41:17.699 --> 00:41:17.980
 freely

00:41:17.980 --> 00:41:18.159
 like

00:41:18.159 --> 00:41:18.299
 the

00:41:18.299 --> 00:41:18.719
 prodigal

00:41:18.719 --> 00:41:19.299
 the

00:41:19.299 --> 00:41:19.619
 prodigal

00:41:19.619 --> 00:41:19.860
 wasn't

00:41:19.860 --> 00:41:20.099
 near

00:41:20.099 --> 00:41:20.259
 his

00:41:20.259 --> 00:41:20.559
 father

00:41:20.559 --> 00:41:21.840
 wasn't

00:41:21.840 --> 00:41:22.000
 even

00:41:22.000 --> 00:41:22.420
 close

00:41:22.420 --> 00:41:22.699
 he

00:41:22.699 --> 00:41:22.860
 was

00:41:22.860 --> 00:41:23.079
 in

00:41:23.079 --> 00:41:23.900
 a

00:41:23.900 --> 00:41:24.380
 pigsty

00:41:24.380 --> 00:41:24.599
 with

00:41:24.599 --> 00:41:24.980
 mud

00:41:24.980 --> 00:41:25.099
 and

00:41:25.099 --> 00:41:25.420
 stuff

00:41:25.420 --> 00:41:25.579
 and

00:41:25.579 --> 00:41:25.679
 he

00:41:25.679 --> 00:41:26.179
 comes

00:41:26.179 --> 00:41:26.340
 to

00:41:26.340 --> 00:41:26.500
 his

00:41:26.500 --> 00:41:26.719
 senses

00:41:26.719 --> 00:41:26.960
 he

00:41:26.960 --> 00:41:27.420
 realizes

00:41:27.420 --> 00:41:27.679
 his

00:41:27.679 --> 00:41:28.099
 offense

00:41:28.099 --> 00:41:28.740
 he's

00:41:28.740 --> 00:41:29.039
 broken

00:41:29.039 --> 00:41:29.380
 by

00:41:29.380 --> 00:41:29.599
 it

00:41:29.599 --> 00:41:30.320
 and

00:41:30.320 --> 00:41:30.420
 he

00:41:30.420 --> 00:41:30.639
 comes

00:41:30.639 --> 00:41:30.900
 back

00:41:30.900 --> 00:41:31.240
 humbly

00:41:31.240 --> 00:41:31.420
 and

00:41:31.420 --> 00:41:32.039
 he

00:41:32.039 --> 00:41:32.320
 says

00:41:32.320 --> 00:41:32.519
 even

00:41:32.519 --> 00:41:32.820
 in

00:41:32.820 --> 00:41:32.920
 the

00:41:32.920 --> 00:41:33.079
 moment

00:41:33.079 --> 00:41:33.199
 in

00:41:33.199 --> 00:41:33.300
 the

00:41:33.300 --> 00:41:33.619
 pigsty

00:41:33.619 --> 00:41:33.780
 he's

00:41:33.780 --> 00:41:33.940
 like

00:41:33.940 --> 00:41:34.159
 I

00:41:34.159 --> 00:41:34.320
 just

00:41:34.320 --> 00:41:34.440
 want

00:41:34.440 --> 00:41:34.500
 to

00:41:34.500 --> 00:41:34.719
 go back

00:41:34.719 --> 00:41:34.820
 and

00:41:34.820 --> 00:41:35.079
 become

00:41:35.079 --> 00:41:35.280
 a

00:41:35.280 --> 00:41:35.679
 servant

00:41:35.679 --> 00:41:36.460
 it's

00:41:36.460 --> 00:41:36.860
 humility

00:41:36.860 --> 00:41:37.119
 it's

00:41:37.119 --> 00:41:37.740
 voluntary

00:41:37.740 --> 00:41:38.199
 he

00:41:38.199 --> 00:41:38.440
 comes

00:41:38.440 --> 00:41:38.539
 of

00:41:38.539 --> 00:41:38.639
 his

00:41:38.639 --> 00:41:38.760
 own

00:41:38.760 --> 00:41:39.179
 accord

00:41:39.179 --> 00:41:40.219
 he

00:41:40.219 --> 00:41:40.420
 wasn't

00:41:40.420 --> 00:41:40.760
 forced

00:41:40.760 --> 00:41:40.920
 to

00:41:40.920 --> 00:41:41.039
 do

00:41:41.039 --> 00:41:41.360
 that

00:41:41.360 --> 00:41:42.740
 I

00:41:42.740 --> 00:41:42.900
 was

00:41:42.900 --> 00:41:43.000
 a

00:41:43.000 --> 00:41:43.139
 very

00:41:43.139 --> 00:41:43.579
 shameful

00:41:43.579 --> 00:41:43.820
 thing

00:41:43.820 --> 00:41:43.940
 to

00:41:43.940 --> 00:41:44.099
 do

00:41:44.099 --> 00:41:44.699
 even

00:41:44.699 --> 00:41:44.920
 to

00:41:44.920 --> 00:41:45.280
 show

00:41:45.280 --> 00:41:45.440
 his

00:41:45.440 --> 00:41:45.740
 face

00:41:45.739 --> 00:41:45.939
 back

00:41:45.939 --> 00:41:46.039
 in

00:41:46.039 --> 00:41:46.139
 the

00:41:46.139 --> 00:41:46.299
 same

00:41:46.299 --> 00:41:46.619
 town

00:41:46.619 --> 00:41:47.500
 was

00:41:47.500 --> 00:41:49.059
 not

00:41:49.059 --> 00:41:49.439
 kosher

00:41:49.439 --> 00:41:49.699
 not

00:41:49.699 --> 00:41:49.979
 cool

00:41:49.979 --> 00:41:50.139
 at

00:41:50.139 --> 00:41:50.379
 all

00:41:50.379 --> 00:41:52.419
 so

00:41:52.419 --> 00:41:53.019
 confession

00:41:53.019 --> 00:41:53.219
 is

00:41:53.219 --> 00:41:53.639
 voluntary

00:41:53.639 --> 00:41:54.099
 secondly

00:41:54.099 --> 00:41:54.559
 confession

00:41:54.559 --> 00:41:54.779
 is

00:41:54.779 --> 00:41:55.299
 sincere

00:41:55.299 --> 00:41:57.199
 it's

00:41:57.199 --> 00:41:57.739
 sincere

00:41:57.739 --> 00:42:00.959
 hypocrites

00:42:00.959 --> 00:42:01.639
 confess sin

00:42:01.639 --> 00:42:01.959
 all the

00:42:01.959 --> 00:42:02.379
 time

00:42:02.379 --> 00:42:03.779
 but

00:42:03.779 --> 00:42:03.879
 they

00:42:03.879 --> 00:42:04.119
 still

00:42:04.119 --> 00:42:04.319
 love

00:42:04.319 --> 00:42:04.479
 their

00:42:04.479 --> 00:42:04.799
 sin

00:42:04.799 --> 00:42:06.519
 like

00:42:06.519 --> 00:42:06.659
 a

00:42:06.659 --> 00:42:06.879
 drunk

00:42:06.879 --> 00:42:07.219
 driver

00:42:07.219 --> 00:42:07.419
 who

00:42:07.419 --> 00:42:07.859
 commits

00:42:07.859 --> 00:42:08.599
 vehicular

00:42:08.599 --> 00:42:09.079
 homicide

00:42:09.079 --> 00:42:09.839
 then

00:42:09.839 --> 00:42:10.299
 confesses

00:42:10.299 --> 00:42:10.539
 to the

00:42:10.539 --> 00:42:10.899
 crime

00:42:10.899 --> 00:42:11.459
 and

00:42:11.459 --> 00:42:11.579
 then

00:42:11.579 --> 00:42:11.779
 after

00:42:11.779 --> 00:42:11.859
 he

00:42:11.859 --> 00:42:11.959
 gets

00:42:11.959 --> 00:42:12.059
 out

00:42:12.059 --> 00:42:12.159
 of

00:42:12.159 --> 00:42:12.459
 prison

00:42:12.459 --> 00:42:13.279
 drinks

00:42:13.279 --> 00:42:13.439
 and

00:42:13.439 --> 00:42:13.659
 drives

00:42:13.659 --> 00:42:14.000
 again

00:42:14.000 --> 00:42:16.239
 people

00:42:16.239 --> 00:42:16.380
 do

00:42:16.380 --> 00:42:16.519
 this

00:42:16.519 --> 00:42:16.619
 all

00:42:16.619 --> 00:42:16.719
 the

00:42:16.719 --> 00:42:17.059
 time

00:42:17.059 --> 00:42:18.300
 they're

00:42:18.300 --> 00:42:18.460
 caught

00:42:18.460 --> 00:42:18.539
 in

00:42:18.539 --> 00:42:18.619
 the

00:42:18.619 --> 00:42:18.940
 acrobes

00:42:18.940 --> 00:42:19.139
 like

00:42:19.139 --> 00:42:19.280
 we

00:42:19.280 --> 00:42:19.420
 said

00:42:19.420 --> 00:42:19.639
 earlier

00:42:19.639 --> 00:42:19.800
 they

00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:19.960
 make

00:42:19.960 --> 00:42:20.119
 some

00:42:20.119 --> 00:42:20.599
 profession

00:42:20.599 --> 00:42:21.320
 they

00:42:21.320 --> 00:42:21.619
 confess

00:42:21.619 --> 00:42:22.039
 it

00:42:22.039 --> 00:42:23.619
 but

00:42:23.619 --> 00:42:23.739
 it's

00:42:23.739 --> 00:42:23.900
 not

00:42:23.900 --> 00:42:24.280
 genuine

00:42:24.280 --> 00:42:24.900
 you

00:42:24.900 --> 00:42:25.139
 find

00:42:25.139 --> 00:42:25.239
 them

00:42:25.239 --> 00:42:25.320
 the

00:42:25.320 --> 00:42:25.500
 next

00:42:25.500 --> 00:42:25.679
 week

00:42:25.679 --> 00:42:25.840
 doing

00:42:25.840 --> 00:42:25.960
 the

00:42:25.960 --> 00:42:26.119
 very

00:42:26.119 --> 00:42:26.400
 same

00:42:26.400 --> 00:42:26.760
 thing

00:42:26.760 --> 00:42:28.900
 no

00:42:28.900 --> 00:42:29.219
 change

00:42:29.219 --> 00:42:29.340
 is

00:42:29.340 --> 00:42:29.519
 taking

00:42:29.519 --> 00:42:30.039
 place

00:42:30.039 --> 00:42:31.239
 and

00:42:31.239 --> 00:42:31.659
 salvation

00:42:31.659 --> 00:42:32.139
 isn't

00:42:32.139 --> 00:42:33.059
 you

00:42:33.059 --> 00:42:33.500
 becoming

00:42:33.500 --> 00:42:34.960
 a

00:42:34.960 --> 00:42:35.159
 better

00:42:35.159 --> 00:42:35.639
 person

00:42:35.639 --> 00:42:36.539
 you

00:42:36.539 --> 00:42:36.780
 going

00:42:36.780 --> 00:42:37.019
 from

00:42:37.019 --> 00:42:37.280
 bad

00:42:37.280 --> 00:42:37.440
 to

00:42:37.440 --> 00:42:37.599
 good

00:42:37.599 --> 00:42:38.019
 salvation

00:42:38.019 --> 00:42:38.199
 is

00:42:38.199 --> 00:42:38.280
 you

00:42:38.280 --> 00:42:38.679
 becoming

00:42:38.679 --> 00:42:39.679
 alive

00:42:39.679 --> 00:42:40.199
 from

00:42:40.199 --> 00:42:40.340
 a

00:42:40.340 --> 00:42:40.480
 dead

00:42:40.480 --> 00:42:40.920
 state

00:42:40.920 --> 00:42:42.500
 salvation

00:42:42.500 --> 00:42:42.739
 is

00:42:42.739 --> 00:42:42.840
 you

00:42:42.840 --> 00:42:43.239
 becoming

00:42:43.239 --> 00:42:44.139
 transformed

00:42:44.139 --> 00:42:44.759
 from

00:42:44.759 --> 00:42:45.119
 a

00:42:45.119 --> 00:42:45.579
 totally

00:42:45.579 --> 00:42:47.119
 from

00:42:47.119 --> 00:42:47.359
 one

00:42:47.359 --> 00:42:47.779
 creation

00:42:47.779 --> 00:42:48.000
 to

00:42:48.000 --> 00:42:48.339
 another

00:42:48.339 --> 00:42:52.079
 salvation

00:42:52.079 --> 00:42:52.519
 I'd like

00:42:52.519 --> 00:42:52.719
 to tell

00:42:52.719 --> 00:42:52.859
 this

00:42:52.859 --> 00:42:53.039
 story

00:42:53.039 --> 00:42:53.759
 my dad

00:42:53.759 --> 00:42:54.119
 is here

00:42:54.119 --> 00:42:54.359
 he likes

00:42:54.359 --> 00:42:54.579
 to hear

00:42:54.579 --> 00:42:54.739
 this

00:42:54.739 --> 00:42:54.979
 story

00:42:54.979 --> 00:42:55.239
 so

00:42:55.239 --> 00:42:58.699
 before

00:42:58.699 --> 00:42:59.299
 your salvation

00:42:59.299 --> 00:42:59.719
 think of

00:42:59.719 --> 00:43:00.019
 yourself

00:43:00.019 --> 00:43:00.339
 as a

00:43:00.339 --> 00:43:00.659
 fish

00:43:00.659 --> 00:43:02.199
 okay

00:43:02.199 --> 00:43:03.500
 you're

00:43:03.500 --> 00:43:03.959
 a fish

00:43:03.959 --> 00:43:04.439
 you swim

00:43:04.439 --> 00:43:04.679
 in the

00:43:04.679 --> 00:43:04.959
 water

00:43:04.959 --> 00:43:05.479
 your natural

00:43:05.479 --> 00:43:05.839
 habitat

00:43:05.839 --> 00:43:06.299
 is the

00:43:06.299 --> 00:43:06.619
 water

00:43:06.619 --> 00:43:07.719
 you

00:43:07.719 --> 00:43:08.479
 breathe

00:43:08.479 --> 00:43:08.919
 in

00:43:08.919 --> 00:43:09.259
 through

00:43:09.259 --> 00:43:09.679
 water

00:43:09.679 --> 00:43:10.099
 you have

00:43:10.099 --> 00:43:10.399
 gills

00:43:10.399 --> 00:43:10.599
 and all

00:43:10.599 --> 00:43:10.699
 that

00:43:10.699 --> 00:43:11.000
 stuff

00:43:11.000 --> 00:43:11.539
 okay

00:43:11.539 --> 00:43:12.699
 that's

00:43:12.699 --> 00:43:12.800
 where

00:43:12.800 --> 00:43:12.920
 you

00:43:12.920 --> 00:43:13.239
 exist

00:43:13.239 --> 00:43:13.480
 that's

00:43:13.480 --> 00:43:13.699
 your

00:43:13.699 --> 00:43:14.119
 habitat

00:43:14.119 --> 00:43:15.779
 then

00:43:15.779 --> 00:43:17.259
 miraculously

00:43:17.259 --> 00:43:17.860
 you are

00:43:17.860 --> 00:43:18.480
 saved

00:43:18.480 --> 00:43:18.960
 and god

00:43:18.960 --> 00:43:19.440
 creates

00:43:19.440 --> 00:43:19.759
 you

00:43:19.759 --> 00:43:20.619
 anew

00:43:20.619 --> 00:43:20.980
 into

00:43:20.980 --> 00:43:21.179
 a

00:43:21.179 --> 00:43:21.420
 human

00:43:21.420 --> 00:43:21.820
 being

00:43:21.820 --> 00:43:22.940
 no

00:43:22.940 --> 00:43:23.159
 longer

00:43:23.159 --> 00:43:23.360
 any

00:43:23.360 --> 00:43:23.679
 gills

00:43:23.679 --> 00:43:23.960
 now

00:43:23.960 --> 00:43:24.179
 I live

00:43:24.179 --> 00:43:24.320
 in the

00:43:24.320 --> 00:43:24.500
 land

00:43:24.500 --> 00:43:24.860
 I breathe

00:43:24.860 --> 00:43:25.340
 in air

00:43:25.340 --> 00:43:26.300
 I eat

00:43:26.300 --> 00:43:26.480
 of the

00:43:26.480 --> 00:43:26.619
 fruit

00:43:26.619 --> 00:43:26.820
 of the

00:43:26.820 --> 00:43:27.159
 land

00:43:27.159 --> 00:43:28.000
 that's

00:43:28.000 --> 00:43:28.099
 where

00:43:28.099 --> 00:43:28.380
 I live

00:43:28.380 --> 00:43:28.559
 that's

00:43:28.559 --> 00:43:28.659
 where

00:43:28.659 --> 00:43:28.759
 I

00:43:28.759 --> 00:43:29.539
 exist

00:43:29.539 --> 00:43:29.900
 that's

00:43:29.900 --> 00:43:30.019
 where

00:43:30.019 --> 00:43:30.099
 I

00:43:30.099 --> 00:43:30.219
 have

00:43:30.219 --> 00:43:30.380
 my

00:43:30.380 --> 00:43:30.699
 habitat

00:43:30.699 --> 00:43:31.239
 that's

00:43:31.239 --> 00:43:31.679
 the

00:43:31.679 --> 00:43:31.880
 new

00:43:31.880 --> 00:43:32.259
 creation

00:43:32.259 --> 00:43:32.460
 in

00:43:32.460 --> 00:43:32.699
 Christ

00:43:32.699 --> 00:43:32.960
 is

00:43:32.960 --> 00:43:33.300
 this

00:43:33.300 --> 00:43:33.519
 human

00:43:33.519 --> 00:43:33.860
 being

00:43:33.860 --> 00:43:35.460
 okay

00:43:35.460 --> 00:43:35.860
 now

00:43:35.860 --> 00:43:36.500
 you can

00:43:36.500 --> 00:43:37.119
 choose

00:43:37.119 --> 00:43:37.860
 for a

00:43:37.860 --> 00:43:38.320
 time

00:43:38.320 --> 00:43:39.420
 to go

00:43:39.420 --> 00:43:39.639
 back

00:43:39.639 --> 00:43:39.779
 into

00:43:39.780 --> 00:43:39.920
 the

00:43:39.920 --> 00:43:40.200
 water

00:43:40.200 --> 00:43:41.100
 I

00:43:41.100 --> 00:43:41.220
 can

00:43:41.220 --> 00:43:41.360
 go

00:43:41.360 --> 00:43:41.700
 swimming

00:43:41.700 --> 00:43:42.320
 I

00:43:42.320 --> 00:43:42.440
 can

00:43:42.440 --> 00:43:42.560
 go

00:43:42.560 --> 00:43:42.680
 into

00:43:42.680 --> 00:43:42.880
 water

00:43:42.880 --> 00:43:43.019
 hold

00:43:43.019 --> 00:43:43.120
 my

00:43:43.120 --> 00:43:43.280
 breath

00:43:43.280 --> 00:43:43.460
 like

00:43:43.460 --> 00:43:43.560
 a

00:43:43.560 --> 00:43:43.740
 minute

00:43:43.740 --> 00:43:45.360
 but

00:43:45.360 --> 00:43:45.440
 I

00:43:45.440 --> 00:43:45.560
 gotta

00:43:45.560 --> 00:43:45.740
 come

00:43:45.740 --> 00:43:45.940
 back

00:43:45.940 --> 00:43:46.100
 out

00:43:46.100 --> 00:43:46.200
 I

00:43:46.200 --> 00:43:46.280
 don't

00:43:46.280 --> 00:43:46.380
 have

00:43:46.380 --> 00:43:46.900
 the

00:43:46.900 --> 00:43:47.300
 ability

00:43:47.300 --> 00:43:47.640
 to

00:43:47.640 --> 00:43:48.040
 live

00:43:48.040 --> 00:43:48.220
 in

00:43:48.220 --> 00:43:48.360
 the

00:43:48.360 --> 00:43:48.620
 water

00:43:48.620 --> 00:43:49.040
 anymore

00:43:49.039 --> 00:43:50.920
 okay

00:43:50.920 --> 00:43:52.559
 likewise

00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:53.019
 a

00:43:53.019 --> 00:43:53.480
 Christian

00:43:53.480 --> 00:43:54.920
 true

00:43:54.920 --> 00:43:55.539
 Christians

00:43:55.539 --> 00:43:56.219
 can

00:43:56.219 --> 00:43:56.619
 sin

00:43:56.619 --> 00:43:58.159
 they

00:43:58.159 --> 00:43:58.320
 can

00:43:58.320 --> 00:43:58.420
 go

00:43:58.420 --> 00:43:58.579
 back

00:43:58.579 --> 00:43:58.719
 into

00:43:58.719 --> 00:43:58.840
 the

00:43:58.840 --> 00:43:59.139
 water

00:43:59.139 --> 00:44:00.039
 and

00:44:00.039 --> 00:44:00.219
 swim

00:44:00.219 --> 00:44:00.480
 around

00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:00.679
 for

00:44:00.679 --> 00:44:00.800
 a

00:44:00.800 --> 00:44:01.179
 time

00:44:01.179 --> 00:44:02.820
 and

00:44:02.820 --> 00:44:03.039
 even

00:44:03.039 --> 00:44:03.460
 dunk

00:44:03.460 --> 00:44:03.619
 their

00:44:03.619 --> 00:44:03.800
 heads

00:44:03.800 --> 00:44:04.000
 for

00:44:04.000 --> 00:44:04.119
 a

00:44:04.119 --> 00:44:04.400
 while

00:44:04.400 --> 00:44:05.259
 but

00:44:05.259 --> 00:44:05.480
 you

00:44:05.480 --> 00:44:05.860
 can't

00:44:05.860 --> 00:44:06.179
 live

00:44:06.179 --> 00:44:06.480
 there

00:44:06.480 --> 00:44:07.699
 you

00:44:07.699 --> 00:44:08.000
 can't

00:44:08.000 --> 00:44:08.300
 exist

00:44:08.300 --> 00:44:08.599
 there

00:44:08.599 --> 00:44:08.960
 you've

00:44:08.960 --> 00:44:09.199
 gotta

00:44:09.199 --> 00:44:09.519
 get

00:44:09.519 --> 00:44:09.920
 out

00:44:09.920 --> 00:44:10.599
 and

00:44:10.599 --> 00:44:11.119
 breathe

00:44:11.119 --> 00:44:11.360
 and

00:44:11.360 --> 00:44:11.759
 eat

00:44:11.759 --> 00:44:14.639
 okay

00:44:14.639 --> 00:44:17.839
 so

00:44:17.839 --> 00:44:18.619
 it's

00:44:18.619 --> 00:44:19.159
 sincere

00:44:19.159 --> 00:44:20.139
 the

00:44:20.139 --> 00:44:20.359
 truer

00:44:20.359 --> 00:44:20.739
 Christian

00:44:20.739 --> 00:44:21.379
 confesses

00:44:21.379 --> 00:44:21.579
 his

00:44:21.579 --> 00:44:21.839
 sin

00:44:21.839 --> 00:44:22.039
 and

00:44:22.039 --> 00:44:22.659
 abhors

00:44:22.659 --> 00:44:22.920
 it

00:44:22.920 --> 00:44:24.159
 the

00:44:24.159 --> 00:44:24.400
 reason

00:44:24.400 --> 00:44:24.639
 why

00:44:24.639 --> 00:44:25.059
 Christian

00:44:25.059 --> 00:44:25.379
 can't

00:44:25.379 --> 00:44:25.480
 go

00:44:25.480 --> 00:44:25.639
 back

00:44:25.639 --> 00:44:25.739
 in

00:44:25.739 --> 00:44:25.819
 the

00:44:25.819 --> 00:44:26.000
 water

00:44:26.000 --> 00:44:26.139
 is

00:44:26.139 --> 00:44:26.279
 because

00:44:26.279 --> 00:44:26.440
 he

00:44:26.440 --> 00:44:26.859
 hates

00:44:26.859 --> 00:44:27.119
 the

00:44:27.119 --> 00:44:27.400
 water

00:44:27.400 --> 00:44:28.519
 and

00:44:28.519 --> 00:44:28.639
 he

00:44:28.639 --> 00:44:28.859
 loves

00:44:28.859 --> 00:44:29.299
 Jesus

00:44:29.299 --> 00:44:32.099
 number

00:44:32.099 --> 00:44:32.420
 three

00:44:32.420 --> 00:44:32.920
 it's

00:44:32.920 --> 00:44:33.879
 specific

00:44:33.879 --> 00:44:35.099
 or

00:44:35.099 --> 00:44:35.519
 particular

00:44:35.519 --> 00:44:35.699
 you

00:44:35.699 --> 00:44:35.819
 can

00:44:35.819 --> 00:44:35.980
 say

00:44:35.980 --> 00:44:36.119
 the

00:44:36.119 --> 00:44:36.359
 one

00:44:36.359 --> 00:44:37.019
 true

00:44:37.019 --> 00:44:37.480
 confession

00:44:37.480 --> 00:44:37.779
 is

00:44:37.779 --> 00:44:38.559
 specific

00:44:38.559 --> 00:44:42.460
 confessing

00:44:42.460 --> 00:44:42.639
 you

00:44:42.639 --> 00:44:42.779
 were

00:44:42.779 --> 00:44:42.920
 a

00:44:42.920 --> 00:44:43.079
 sinner

00:44:43.079 --> 00:44:43.239
 in

00:44:43.239 --> 00:44:43.339
 a

00:44:43.339 --> 00:44:43.599
 general

00:44:43.599 --> 00:44:43.619
!

00:44:43.619 --> 00:44:43.900
 way

00:44:43.900 --> 00:44:44.099
 is

00:44:44.099 --> 00:44:44.440
!

00:44:44.639 --> 00:44:45.000
 there's

00:44:45.000 --> 00:44:45.179
 no

00:44:45.179 --> 00:44:45.500
 weight

00:44:45.500 --> 00:44:45.699
 to

00:44:45.699 --> 00:44:45.920
 it

00:44:45.920 --> 00:44:48.239
 it's

00:44:48.239 --> 00:44:48.359
 like

00:44:48.359 --> 00:44:48.619
 saying

00:44:48.619 --> 00:44:48.759
 yeah

00:44:48.759 --> 00:44:48.839
 I've

00:44:48.839 --> 00:44:48.940
 done

00:44:48.940 --> 00:44:49.119
 bad

00:44:49.119 --> 00:44:49.420
 things

00:44:49.420 --> 00:44:49.599
 when

00:44:49.599 --> 00:44:49.839
 really

00:44:49.839 --> 00:44:50.039
 you're

00:44:50.039 --> 00:44:50.179
 a

00:44:50.179 --> 00:44:51.000
 psychopathic

00:44:51.000 --> 00:44:51.940
 serial

00:44:51.940 --> 00:44:52.319
 murderer

00:44:52.319 --> 00:44:54.159
 I've

00:44:54.159 --> 00:44:54.279
 done

00:44:54.279 --> 00:44:54.460
 bad

00:44:54.460 --> 00:44:54.679
 things

00:44:54.679 --> 00:44:54.879
 though

00:44:54.879 --> 00:44:56.440
 yeah

00:44:56.440 --> 00:44:56.719
 you've

00:44:56.719 --> 00:44:56.839
 done

00:44:56.839 --> 00:44:57.059
 bad

00:44:57.059 --> 00:44:57.319
 things

00:44:57.319 --> 00:44:57.440
 but

00:44:57.440 --> 00:44:57.539
 I

00:44:57.539 --> 00:44:57.659
 could

00:44:57.659 --> 00:44:57.759
 say

00:44:57.759 --> 00:44:57.900
 I've

00:44:57.900 --> 00:44:58.019
 done

00:44:58.019 --> 00:44:58.219
 bad

00:44:58.219 --> 00:44:58.440
 things

00:44:58.440 --> 00:44:58.559
 but

00:44:58.559 --> 00:44:58.659
 I'm

00:44:58.659 --> 00:44:58.759
 not

00:44:58.759 --> 00:44:58.900
 a

00:44:58.900 --> 00:44:59.500
 psychopathic

00:44:59.500 --> 00:44:59.759
 serial

00:44:59.759 --> 00:45:00.099
 murderer

00:45:00.099 --> 00:45:00.960
 when

00:45:00.960 --> 00:45:01.059
 you

00:45:01.059 --> 00:45:01.199
 get

00:45:01.199 --> 00:45:01.619
 specific

00:45:01.619 --> 00:45:01.879
 about

00:45:01.879 --> 00:45:02.000
 it

00:45:02.000 --> 00:45:02.079
 it

00:45:02.079 --> 00:45:02.199
 kind

00:45:02.199 --> 00:45:02.299
 of

00:45:02.299 --> 00:45:02.440
 puts

00:45:02.440 --> 00:45:02.639
 some

00:45:02.639 --> 00:45:02.859
 weight

00:45:02.859 --> 00:45:03.039
 to

00:45:03.039 --> 00:45:03.460
 it

00:45:03.460 --> 00:45:04.920
 okay

00:45:04.920 --> 00:45:05.400
 a

00:45:05.400 --> 00:45:05.279
 genuine

00:45:05.279 --> 00:45:06.079
 Christian

00:45:06.079 --> 00:45:07.159
 confesses

00:45:07.159 --> 00:45:07.379
 his

00:45:07.379 --> 00:45:07.699
 sin

00:45:07.699 --> 00:45:09.139
 specifically

00:45:09.139 --> 00:45:11.299
 he

00:45:11.299 --> 00:45:11.559
 wants

00:45:11.559 --> 00:45:11.759
 to be

00:45:14.639 --> 00:45:17.000
 143

00:45:17.000 --> 00:45:17.259
 whatever

00:45:17.259 --> 00:45:19.259
 right

00:45:19.259 --> 00:45:20.000
 you

00:45:20.000 --> 00:45:20.319
 confess

00:45:20.319 --> 00:45:20.539
 your

00:45:20.539 --> 00:45:20.739
 sins

00:45:20.739 --> 00:45:21.239
 specifically

00:45:21.239 --> 00:45:21.619
 so

00:45:21.619 --> 00:45:22.000
 that

00:45:22.000 --> 00:45:22.639
 God

00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:22.799
 can

00:45:22.799 --> 00:45:22.900
 get

00:45:22.900 --> 00:45:23.079
 more

00:45:23.079 --> 00:45:23.480
 glory

00:45:23.480 --> 00:45:24.199
 Christ

00:45:24.199 --> 00:45:24.359
 can

00:45:24.359 --> 00:45:24.480
 be

00:45:24.480 --> 00:45:24.839
 exalted

00:45:24.839 --> 00:45:25.000
 in

00:45:25.000 --> 00:45:25.099
 your

00:45:25.099 --> 00:45:25.440
 life

00:45:25.440 --> 00:45:25.940
 you

00:45:25.940 --> 00:45:26.139
 can

00:45:26.139 --> 00:45:26.639
 feel

00:45:26.639 --> 00:45:27.579
 the

00:45:27.579 --> 00:45:28.079
 gospel

00:45:28.079 --> 00:45:29.159
 bearing

00:45:29.159 --> 00:45:29.400
 down

00:45:29.400 --> 00:45:29.719
 upon

00:45:29.719 --> 00:45:30.000
 you

00:45:30.000 --> 00:45:31.219
 the

00:45:31.219 --> 00:45:31.559
 blessings

00:45:31.559 --> 00:45:31.920
 of God

00:45:31.920 --> 00:45:32.460
 overflowing

00:45:32.460 --> 00:45:32.759
 on your

00:45:32.759 --> 00:45:33.139
 life

00:45:33.139 --> 00:45:34.920
 I mean

00:45:34.920 --> 00:45:35.119
 the more

00:45:35.119 --> 00:45:35.480
 I understand

00:45:35.480 --> 00:45:35.779
 my sin

00:45:35.779 --> 00:45:36.119
 the more

00:45:36.119 --> 00:45:36.599
 I

00:45:36.599 --> 00:45:37.119
 appreciate

00:45:37.119 --> 00:45:37.420
 my

00:45:37.420 --> 00:45:37.719
 savior

00:45:37.719 --> 00:45:38.619
 right

00:45:38.619 --> 00:45:41.619
 it's

00:45:41.619 --> 00:45:41.900
 the same

00:45:41.900 --> 00:45:42.259
 thing

00:45:42.260 --> 00:45:45.160
 one

00:45:45.160 --> 00:45:45.340
 author

00:45:45.340 --> 00:45:45.600
 said

00:45:45.600 --> 00:45:45.980
 this

00:45:45.980 --> 00:45:47.300
 as

00:45:47.300 --> 00:45:47.440
 it

00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:47.660
 is

00:45:47.660 --> 00:45:47.840
 with

00:45:47.840 --> 00:45:47.980
 the

00:45:47.980 --> 00:45:48.280
 wounded

00:45:48.280 --> 00:45:48.700
 man

00:45:48.700 --> 00:45:49.880
 who

00:45:49.880 --> 00:45:50.140
 comes

00:45:50.140 --> 00:45:50.280
 to

00:45:50.280 --> 00:45:50.440
 the

00:45:50.440 --> 00:45:50.780
 surgeon

00:45:50.780 --> 00:45:50.980
 and

00:45:50.980 --> 00:45:51.100
 he

00:45:51.100 --> 00:45:51.340
 shows

00:45:51.340 --> 00:45:51.460
 him

00:45:51.460 --> 00:45:51.600
 all

00:45:51.600 --> 00:45:51.700
 of

00:45:51.700 --> 00:45:51.820
 his

00:45:51.820 --> 00:45:52.240
 wounds

00:45:52.240 --> 00:45:53.000
 here

00:45:53.000 --> 00:45:53.140
 I

00:45:53.140 --> 00:45:53.280
 was

00:45:53.280 --> 00:45:53.520
 cut

00:45:53.520 --> 00:45:53.600
 in

00:45:53.600 --> 00:45:53.700
 the

00:45:53.700 --> 00:45:54.020
 head

00:45:54.020 --> 00:45:54.620
 there

00:45:54.620 --> 00:45:54.740
 I

00:45:54.740 --> 00:45:54.880
 was

00:45:54.880 --> 00:45:55.120
 shot

00:45:55.120 --> 00:45:55.220
 in

00:45:55.220 --> 00:45:55.320
 the

00:45:55.320 --> 00:45:55.620
 arm

00:45:55.620 --> 00:45:56.160
 so

00:45:56.160 --> 00:45:56.360
 a

00:45:56.360 --> 00:45:56.740
 mournful

00:45:56.740 --> 00:45:57.000
 sinner

00:45:57.000 --> 00:45:57.640
 confesses

00:45:57.640 --> 00:45:57.780
 the

00:45:57.780 --> 00:45:58.120
 various

00:45:58.120 --> 00:45:58.440
 sins

00:45:58.440 --> 00:45:58.560
 of

00:45:58.560 --> 00:45:58.700
 his

00:45:58.700 --> 00:45:58.980
 soul

00:45:58.980 --> 00:46:00.000
 God

00:46:00.000 --> 00:46:00.400
 heals

00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:00.360
!

00:46:00.360 --> 00:46:00.560
 in

00:46:00.560 --> 00:46:00.960
 specific

00:46:00.960 --> 00:46:01.480
 ways

00:46:01.480 --> 00:46:04.580
 God

00:46:04.580 --> 00:46:05.040
 heals

00:46:05.040 --> 00:46:05.040


00:46:05.040 --> 00:46:05.340
 in

00:46:05.340 --> 00:46:05.680
 specific

00:46:05.680 --> 00:46:05.980
 ways

00:46:05.980 --> 00:46:06.160
 He

00:46:06.160 --> 00:46:06.460
 says

00:46:06.460 --> 00:46:07.000
 repetitively

00:46:07.000 --> 00:46:07.140
 in

00:46:07.140 --> 00:46:07.340
 scripture

00:46:07.340 --> 00:46:07.620
 that

00:46:07.620 --> 00:46:08.160
 when

00:46:08.160 --> 00:46:08.280
 you

00:46:08.280 --> 00:46:08.680
 confess

00:46:08.680 --> 00:46:08.880
 your

00:46:08.880 --> 00:46:09.080
 sin

00:46:09.079 --> 00:46:09.239
 to

00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:09.340
 one

00:46:09.340 --> 00:46:09.500
 another

00:46:09.500 --> 00:46:09.679
 when

00:46:09.679 --> 00:46:09.840
 you

00:46:09.840 --> 00:46:10.059
 pray

00:46:10.059 --> 00:46:10.219
 with

00:46:10.219 --> 00:46:10.319
 one

00:46:10.319 --> 00:46:10.539
 another

00:46:10.539 --> 00:46:10.920
 that

00:46:10.920 --> 00:46:11.139
 there's

00:46:11.139 --> 00:46:11.440
 healing

00:46:11.440 --> 00:46:11.599
 in

00:46:11.599 --> 00:46:11.840
 that

00:46:11.840 --> 00:46:12.980
 that's

00:46:12.980 --> 00:46:13.340
 implying

00:46:13.340 --> 00:46:13.500
 you

00:46:13.500 --> 00:46:13.799
 confess

00:46:13.799 --> 00:46:14.279
 specific

00:46:14.279 --> 00:46:14.559
 sins

00:46:14.559 --> 00:46:14.739
 not

00:46:14.739 --> 00:46:14.920
 hey

00:46:14.920 --> 00:46:15.139
 man

00:46:15.139 --> 00:46:15.779
 I'm

00:46:15.779 --> 00:46:15.920
 in

00:46:15.920 --> 00:46:16.079
 sin

00:46:16.079 --> 00:46:16.380
 today

00:46:16.380 --> 00:46:17.880
 okay

00:46:17.880 --> 00:46:18.099
 let's

00:46:18.099 --> 00:46:18.239
 pray

00:46:18.239 --> 00:46:18.420
 about

00:46:18.420 --> 00:46:18.639
 that

00:46:18.639 --> 00:46:19.059
 God

00:46:19.059 --> 00:46:19.319
 forgive

00:46:19.319 --> 00:46:19.420
 him

00:46:19.420 --> 00:46:19.539
 for

00:46:19.539 --> 00:46:19.659
 his

00:46:19.659 --> 00:46:19.880
 sin

00:46:19.880 --> 00:46:20.199
 alright

00:46:20.199 --> 00:46:20.340
 we're

00:46:20.340 --> 00:46:20.440
 good

00:46:20.440 --> 00:46:20.519
 to

00:46:20.519 --> 00:46:20.659
 go

00:46:20.659 --> 00:46:20.819
 no

00:46:20.819 --> 00:46:21.039
 it's

00:46:21.039 --> 00:46:21.239
 it's

00:46:21.239 --> 00:46:21.539
 a

00:46:21.539 --> 00:46:22.039
 confession

00:46:22.039 --> 00:46:23.179
 and

00:46:23.179 --> 00:46:23.319
 in

00:46:23.319 --> 00:46:23.480
 that

00:46:23.480 --> 00:46:23.920
 confession

00:46:23.920 --> 00:46:24.219
 there's

00:46:24.219 --> 00:46:24.380
 found

00:46:24.380 --> 00:46:24.719
 freedom

00:46:24.719 --> 00:46:25.039
 because

00:46:25.039 --> 00:46:25.199
 in

00:46:25.199 --> 00:46:25.360
 that

00:46:25.360 --> 00:46:25.960
 freedom

00:46:25.960 --> 00:46:26.480
 or

00:46:26.480 --> 00:46:26.579
 in

00:46:26.579 --> 00:46:26.719
 that

00:46:26.719 --> 00:46:27.099
 confession

00:46:27.099 --> 00:46:27.319
 you

00:46:27.319 --> 00:46:27.699
 find

00:46:27.699 --> 00:46:28.119
 that

00:46:28.119 --> 00:46:28.539
 Christ

00:46:28.539 --> 00:46:29.019
 has

00:46:29.019 --> 00:46:29.279
 indeed

00:46:29.279 --> 00:46:29.599
 freed

00:46:29.599 --> 00:46:29.619
!

00:46:39.079 --> 00:46:41.239
 therefore

00:46:41.239 --> 00:46:41.539
 true

00:46:41.539 --> 00:46:41.980
 confession

00:46:41.980 --> 00:46:42.340
 is an

00:46:42.340 --> 00:46:42.799
 expression

00:46:42.799 --> 00:46:43.400
 of the

00:46:43.400 --> 00:46:43.719
 heart

00:46:43.719 --> 00:46:44.059
 work

00:46:44.059 --> 00:46:44.860
 that is

00:46:44.860 --> 00:46:45.099
 done

00:46:45.099 --> 00:46:45.420
 by the

00:46:45.420 --> 00:46:45.679
 spirit

00:46:45.679 --> 00:46:47.440
 it

00:46:47.440 --> 00:46:47.779
 happens

00:46:47.779 --> 00:46:48.099
 first

00:46:48.099 --> 00:46:48.380
 in our

00:46:48.380 --> 00:46:48.779
 conversion

00:46:48.779 --> 00:46:49.039
 and then

00:46:49.039 --> 00:46:49.239
 for the

00:46:49.239 --> 00:46:49.420
 rest

00:46:49.420 --> 00:46:49.659
 of our

00:46:49.659 --> 00:46:49.980
 lives

00:46:49.980 --> 00:46:50.259
 in our

00:46:50.259 --> 00:46:50.860
 sanctification

00:46:50.860 --> 00:46:51.699
 the

00:46:51.699 --> 00:46:52.039
 Christian

00:46:52.039 --> 00:46:52.319
 life

00:46:52.319 --> 00:46:52.679
 is a

00:46:52.679 --> 00:46:52.920
 life

00:46:52.920 --> 00:46:53.059
 of

00:46:53.059 --> 00:46:53.380
 repentance

00:46:53.380 --> 00:46:54.980
 it's

00:46:54.980 --> 00:46:55.099
 a

00:46:55.099 --> 00:46:55.299
 life

00:46:55.299 --> 00:46:55.440
 of

00:46:55.440 --> 00:46:55.699
 repentance

00:46:55.699 --> 00:46:56.420
 you

00:46:56.420 --> 00:46:56.739
 begin

00:46:56.739 --> 00:46:56.860
 in

00:46:56.860 --> 00:46:57.279
 repentance

00:46:57.279 --> 00:46:57.799
 and

00:46:57.799 --> 00:46:57.920
 you

00:46:57.920 --> 00:46:58.079
 end

00:46:58.079 --> 00:46:58.179
 in

00:46:58.179 --> 00:46:58.599
 repentance

00:46:58.599 --> 00:46:59.279
 and

00:46:59.279 --> 00:46:59.380
 you

00:46:59.380 --> 00:46:59.659
 repent

00:46:59.659 --> 00:46:59.940
 all

00:46:59.940 --> 00:47:00.079
 in

00:47:00.079 --> 00:47:00.400
 between

00:47:00.400 --> 00:47:01.480
 Colossians

00:47:01.480 --> 00:47:01.639
 I

00:47:01.639 --> 00:47:01.779
 think

00:47:01.779 --> 00:47:01.980
 2

00:47:01.980 --> 00:47:02.259
 6

00:47:02.259 --> 00:47:02.539
 says

00:47:02.539 --> 00:47:02.739
 that

00:47:02.739 --> 00:47:03.279
 just

00:47:03.279 --> 00:47:03.400
 in

00:47:03.400 --> 00:47:03.519
 the

00:47:03.519 --> 00:47:03.739
 same

00:47:03.739 --> 00:47:03.980
 ways

00:47:03.980 --> 00:47:04.119
 you

00:47:04.119 --> 00:47:04.599
 receive

00:47:04.599 --> 00:47:04.940
 Christ

00:47:04.940 --> 00:47:05.219
 Jesus

00:47:05.219 --> 00:47:05.480
 the

00:47:05.480 --> 00:47:05.739
 Lord

00:47:05.739 --> 00:47:06.439
 so

00:47:06.439 --> 00:47:06.719
 walk

00:47:06.719 --> 00:47:06.879
 in

00:47:06.879 --> 00:47:07.119
 him

00:47:07.119 --> 00:47:08.579
 how

00:47:08.579 --> 00:47:08.699
 did

00:47:08.699 --> 00:47:08.799
 you

00:47:08.799 --> 00:47:09.079
 receive

00:47:09.079 --> 00:47:09.419
 Christ

00:47:09.419 --> 00:47:09.699
 well

00:47:09.699 --> 00:47:09.859
 you

00:47:09.859 --> 00:47:10.179
 repented

00:47:10.179 --> 00:47:10.339
 of

00:47:10.339 --> 00:47:10.479
 your

00:47:10.479 --> 00:47:10.839
 sins

00:47:10.839 --> 00:47:10.979
 and

00:47:10.979 --> 00:47:11.059
 you

00:47:11.059 --> 00:47:11.179
 had

00:47:11.179 --> 00:47:11.459
 faith

00:47:11.459 --> 00:47:11.619
 in

00:47:11.619 --> 00:47:11.979
 Christ

00:47:11.979 --> 00:47:13.979
 that's

00:47:13.979 --> 00:47:14.059
 how

00:47:14.059 --> 00:47:14.159
 you

00:47:14.159 --> 00:47:14.279
 live

00:47:14.279 --> 00:47:14.379
 the

00:47:14.379 --> 00:47:14.539
 rest

00:47:14.539 --> 00:47:14.599
 of

00:47:14.599 --> 00:47:14.679
 your

00:47:14.679 --> 00:47:14.939
 Christian

00:47:14.939 --> 00:47:15.179
 life

00:47:15.179 --> 00:47:15.379
 it's

00:47:15.379 --> 00:47:15.559
 very

00:47:15.559 --> 00:47:15.959
 simple

00:47:15.959 --> 00:47:19.239
 number

00:47:19.239 --> 00:47:19.559
 four

00:47:19.559 --> 00:47:22.619
 lastly

00:47:22.619 --> 00:47:23.539
 almost

00:47:23.539 --> 00:47:23.839
 done

00:47:23.839 --> 00:47:24.619
 repentance

00:47:24.619 --> 00:47:24.859
 is

00:47:24.859 --> 00:47:25.159
 turning

00:47:25.159 --> 00:47:25.419
 from

00:47:25.419 --> 00:47:25.679
 one

00:47:25.679 --> 00:47:25.919
 sin

00:47:25.919 --> 00:47:27.659
 repentance

00:47:27.659 --> 00:47:28.279
 is

00:47:28.279 --> 00:47:28.599
 turning

00:47:28.599 --> 00:47:28.859
 from

00:47:28.859 --> 00:47:29.139
 one

00:47:29.139 --> 00:47:29.419
 sin

00:47:29.419 --> 00:47:32.859
 apple

00:47:32.859 --> 00:47:33.179
 trees

00:47:33.179 --> 00:47:33.359
 bear

00:47:33.359 --> 00:47:33.799
 apples

00:47:33.799 --> 00:47:35.079
 so

00:47:35.079 --> 00:47:35.400
 godly

00:47:35.400 --> 00:47:35.779
 repentance

00:47:35.779 --> 00:47:36.059
 bears

00:47:36.059 --> 00:47:36.519
 godliness

00:47:36.519 --> 00:47:39.639
 this

00:47:39.639 --> 00:47:39.759
 is

00:47:39.759 --> 00:47:39.880
 the

00:47:39.880 --> 00:47:40.119
 aspect

00:47:40.119 --> 00:47:40.279
 of

00:47:40.279 --> 00:47:40.539
 repentance

00:47:40.539 --> 00:47:40.699
 that

00:47:40.699 --> 00:47:40.799
 we

00:47:40.799 --> 00:47:40.960
 can

00:47:40.960 --> 00:47:41.360
 see

00:47:41.360 --> 00:47:43.159
 all

00:47:43.159 --> 00:47:43.279
 the

00:47:43.279 --> 00:47:43.440
 other

00:47:43.440 --> 00:47:43.779
 qualities

00:47:43.779 --> 00:47:43.920
 of

00:47:43.920 --> 00:47:44.199
 repentance

00:47:44.199 --> 00:47:44.480
 take

00:47:44.480 --> 00:47:44.840
 place

00:47:44.840 --> 00:47:45.000
 in

00:47:45.000 --> 00:47:45.119
 the

00:47:45.119 --> 00:47:45.440
 heart

00:47:45.440 --> 00:47:46.039
 and

00:47:46.039 --> 00:47:46.179
 this

00:47:46.179 --> 00:47:46.299
 one

00:47:46.299 --> 00:47:46.519
 takes

00:47:46.519 --> 00:47:46.880
 place

00:47:46.880 --> 00:47:47.079
 in

00:47:47.079 --> 00:47:47.199
 the

00:47:47.199 --> 00:47:47.579
 life

00:47:47.579 --> 00:47:48.920
 John

00:47:48.920 --> 00:47:49.039
 the

00:47:49.039 --> 00:47:49.259
 Baptist

00:47:49.259 --> 00:47:49.539
 came

00:47:49.539 --> 00:47:49.840
 preaching

00:47:49.840 --> 00:47:50.019
 this

00:47:50.019 --> 00:47:50.199
 kind

00:47:50.199 --> 00:47:50.299
 of

00:47:50.299 --> 00:47:50.539
 repentance

00:47:50.539 --> 00:47:50.739
 he

00:47:50.739 --> 00:47:50.940
 said

00:47:50.940 --> 00:47:51.159
 this

00:47:51.159 --> 00:47:51.659
 therefore

00:47:51.659 --> 00:47:53.139
 bring

00:47:53.139 --> 00:47:53.519
 forth

00:47:53.519 --> 00:47:54.159
 fruits

00:47:54.159 --> 00:47:55.000
 in

00:47:55.000 --> 00:47:55.259
 keeping

00:47:55.259 --> 00:47:55.440
 with

00:47:55.440 --> 00:47:55.880
 repentance

00:47:55.880 --> 00:47:59.059
 bring

00:47:59.059 --> 00:47:59.380
 forth

00:47:59.380 --> 00:47:59.880
 fruits

00:47:59.880 --> 00:48:00.920
 in

00:48:00.920 --> 00:48:01.159
 keeping

00:48:01.159 --> 00:48:01.340
 with

00:48:01.340 --> 00:48:02.460
 repentance

00:48:02.460 --> 00:48:03.880
 he

00:48:03.880 --> 00:48:04.000
 is

00:48:04.000 --> 00:48:04.000


00:48:04.000 --> 00:48:04.199
 not

00:48:04.199 --> 00:48:04.460
 saying

00:48:04.460 --> 00:48:04.460


00:48:04.460 --> 00:48:04.579
 that

00:48:04.579 --> 00:48:04.579


00:48:04.579 --> 00:48:04.920
 repentance

00:48:04.920 --> 00:48:05.159
 is

00:48:05.159 --> 00:48:05.340
 a

00:48:05.340 --> 00:48:05.639
 work

00:48:05.639 --> 00:48:06.219
 repentance

00:48:06.219 --> 00:48:06.400
 is

00:48:06.400 --> 00:48:06.539
 not

00:48:06.539 --> 00:48:06.679
 a

00:48:06.679 --> 00:48:06.920
 work

00:48:06.920 --> 00:48:07.019
 in

00:48:07.019 --> 00:48:07.099
 and

00:48:07.099 --> 00:48:07.179
 of

00:48:07.179 --> 00:48:07.380
 itself

00:48:07.380 --> 00:48:07.699
 repentance

00:48:07.699 --> 00:48:07.900
 is

00:48:07.900 --> 00:48:08.599
 about

00:48:08.599 --> 00:48:08.739
 as

00:48:08.739 --> 00:48:08.880
 much

00:48:08.880 --> 00:48:08.980
 of

00:48:08.980 --> 00:48:09.059
 a

00:48:09.059 --> 00:48:09.219
 work

00:48:09.219 --> 00:48:09.360
 as

00:48:09.360 --> 00:48:09.639
 faith

00:48:09.639 --> 00:48:09.860
 is

00:48:09.860 --> 00:48:09.960
 you

00:48:09.960 --> 00:48:10.199
 don't

00:48:10.199 --> 00:48:11.179
 work

00:48:11.179 --> 00:48:11.799
 faith

00:48:11.799 --> 00:48:12.599
 faith

00:48:12.599 --> 00:48:12.759
 is

00:48:12.759 --> 00:48:12.980
 given

00:48:12.980 --> 00:48:13.179
 to

00:48:13.179 --> 00:48:13.480
 you

00:48:13.480 --> 00:48:14.119
 and

00:48:14.119 --> 00:48:14.360
 that

00:48:14.360 --> 00:48:14.900
 bears

00:48:14.900 --> 00:48:15.420
 fruits

00:48:15.420 --> 00:48:15.980
 through

00:48:15.980 --> 00:48:16.299
 that

00:48:16.299 --> 00:48:17.500
 so

00:48:17.500 --> 00:48:17.920
 repentance

00:48:17.920 --> 00:48:18.380
 is

00:48:18.380 --> 00:48:18.539
 a

00:48:18.539 --> 00:48:19.019
 work

00:48:19.019 --> 00:48:19.179
 of

00:48:19.179 --> 00:48:19.519
 Christ

00:48:19.519 --> 00:48:19.699
 the

00:48:19.699 --> 00:48:19.840
 work

00:48:19.840 --> 00:48:19.940
 of

00:48:19.940 --> 00:48:20.079
 the

00:48:20.079 --> 00:48:20.279
 spirit

00:48:20.279 --> 00:48:20.440
 in

00:48:20.440 --> 00:48:20.559
 your

00:48:20.559 --> 00:48:20.920
 heart

00:48:20.920 --> 00:48:22.179
 that

00:48:22.179 --> 00:48:22.340
 when

00:48:22.340 --> 00:48:22.480
 you

00:48:22.480 --> 00:48:22.980
 respond

00:48:22.980 --> 00:48:23.340
 to

00:48:23.340 --> 00:48:24.579
 produces

00:48:24.579 --> 00:48:25.219
 fruits

00:48:25.219 --> 00:48:27.259
 produces

00:48:27.259 --> 00:48:27.259


00:48:27.259 --> 00:48:27.460
 a

00:48:27.460 --> 00:48:28.019
 change

00:48:28.019 --> 00:48:28.259
 in

00:48:28.259 --> 00:48:28.380
 your

00:48:28.380 --> 00:48:28.819
 life

00:48:28.819 --> 00:48:31.840
 literally

00:48:31.840 --> 00:48:32.299
 repentance

00:48:32.299 --> 00:48:32.619
 is a

00:48:32.619 --> 00:48:32.880
 turning

00:48:32.880 --> 00:48:33.299
 around

00:48:33.300 --> 00:48:33.620
 it's like

00:48:33.620 --> 00:48:33.720
 an

00:48:33.720 --> 00:48:33.920
 about

00:48:33.920 --> 00:48:34.300
 face

00:48:34.300 --> 00:48:34.660
 for those

00:48:34.660 --> 00:48:34.800
 of you

00:48:34.800 --> 00:48:34.940
 in the

00:48:34.940 --> 00:48:35.220
 military

00:48:35.220 --> 00:48:36.180
 it's a

00:48:36.180 --> 00:48:36.519
 turning

00:48:36.519 --> 00:48:36.800
 around

00:48:36.800 --> 00:48:37.140
 180

00:48:37.140 --> 00:48:37.680
 degrees

00:48:37.680 --> 00:48:38.720
 and going

00:48:38.720 --> 00:48:38.860
 a

00:48:38.860 --> 00:48:39.039
 different

00:48:39.039 --> 00:48:39.519
 direction

00:48:39.519 --> 00:48:44.940
 so in

00:48:44.940 --> 00:48:45.180
 fact

00:48:45.180 --> 00:48:45.460
 repentance

00:48:45.460 --> 00:48:49.280
 when

00:48:49.280 --> 00:48:49.800
 John

00:48:49.800 --> 00:48:50.059
 says

00:48:50.059 --> 00:48:50.240
 this

00:48:50.240 --> 00:48:50.360
 he

00:48:50.360 --> 00:48:50.480
 is

00:48:50.480 --> 00:48:50.659
 saying

00:48:50.659 --> 00:48:50.800
 that

00:48:50.800 --> 00:48:50.900
 you

00:48:50.900 --> 00:48:51.000
 are

00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:51.539
 truly

00:48:51.539 --> 00:48:51.980
 repenting

00:48:51.980 --> 00:48:52.119
 from

00:48:52.119 --> 00:48:52.280
 your

00:48:52.280 --> 00:48:52.500
 sin

00:48:52.500 --> 00:48:52.619
 and

00:48:52.619 --> 00:48:52.699
 you

00:48:52.699 --> 00:48:52.820
 are

00:48:52.820 --> 00:48:53.199
 clinging

00:48:53.199 --> 00:48:53.400
 to

00:48:53.400 --> 00:48:53.539
 the

00:48:53.539 --> 00:48:53.840
 love

00:48:53.840 --> 00:48:54.000
 and

00:48:54.000 --> 00:48:54.119
 the

00:48:54.119 --> 00:48:54.679
 appreciation

00:48:54.679 --> 00:48:54.960
 of

00:48:54.960 --> 00:48:55.300
 Christ

00:48:55.300 --> 00:48:55.980
 in

00:48:55.980 --> 00:48:56.400
 faith

00:48:56.400 --> 00:48:56.559
 and

00:48:56.559 --> 00:48:56.659
 you

00:48:56.659 --> 00:48:56.820
 will

00:48:56.820 --> 00:48:57.300
 exercise

00:48:57.300 --> 00:48:57.740
 this

00:48:57.740 --> 00:48:57.960
 new

00:48:57.960 --> 00:48:58.360
 faith

00:48:58.360 --> 00:48:59.119
 in

00:48:59.119 --> 00:48:59.260
 the

00:48:59.260 --> 00:48:59.440
 death

00:48:59.440 --> 00:48:59.579
 of

00:48:59.579 --> 00:48:59.720
 your

00:48:59.720 --> 00:49:00.039
 sin

00:49:00.039 --> 00:49:00.240
 or

00:49:00.240 --> 00:49:00.320
 in

00:49:00.320 --> 00:49:00.440
 a

00:49:00.440 --> 00:49:00.659
 turning

00:49:00.659 --> 00:49:00.880
 away

00:49:00.880 --> 00:49:01.059
 from

00:49:01.059 --> 00:49:01.220
 your

00:49:01.220 --> 00:49:01.559
 sin

00:49:01.559 --> 00:49:02.659
 and

00:49:02.659 --> 00:49:02.760
 in

00:49:02.760 --> 00:49:02.860
 the

00:49:02.860 --> 00:49:03.119
 beginning

00:49:03.119 --> 00:49:03.300
 of

00:49:03.300 --> 00:49:03.699
 obedience

00:49:03.699 --> 00:49:03.940
 to

00:49:03.940 --> 00:49:04.360
 Christ

00:49:04.360 --> 00:49:06.440
 repentance

00:49:06.440 --> 00:49:06.659
 and

00:49:06.659 --> 00:49:06.880
 faith

00:49:06.880 --> 00:49:07.119
 work

00:49:07.119 --> 00:49:07.320
 hand

00:49:07.320 --> 00:49:07.320


00:49:07.320 --> 00:49:07.440
 in

00:49:07.440 --> 00:49:07.579
 hand

00:49:07.579 --> 00:49:07.800
 one

00:49:07.800 --> 00:49:08.159
 turns

00:49:08.159 --> 00:49:08.300
 you

00:49:08.300 --> 00:49:08.659
 away

00:49:08.659 --> 00:49:10.679
 one

00:49:10.679 --> 00:49:11.199
 propels

00:49:11.199 --> 00:49:11.360
 you

00:49:15.460 --> 00:49:15.579
 way

00:49:15.579 --> 00:49:16.039
 aspect

00:49:16.039 --> 00:49:16.240
 of

00:49:16.240 --> 00:49:16.400
 it

00:49:16.400 --> 00:49:16.599
 right

00:49:16.599 --> 00:49:18.820
 the

00:49:18.820 --> 00:49:19.059
 key

00:49:19.059 --> 00:49:19.420
 aspect

00:49:19.420 --> 00:49:19.659
 of

00:49:19.659 --> 00:49:19.820
 it

00:49:19.820 --> 00:49:19.980
 and

00:49:19.980 --> 00:49:20.280
 next

00:49:20.280 --> 00:49:20.440
 week

00:49:20.440 --> 00:49:20.760
 we'll

00:49:20.760 --> 00:49:21.240
 discuss

00:49:21.240 --> 00:49:22.199
 the

00:49:22.199 --> 00:49:22.740
 propelling

00:49:22.740 --> 00:49:23.099
 forward

00:49:23.099 --> 00:49:23.619
 how we

00:49:23.619 --> 00:49:23.980
 walk

00:49:23.980 --> 00:49:24.179
 in

00:49:24.179 --> 00:49:24.500
 faith

00:49:24.500 --> 00:49:24.820
 how we

00:49:24.820 --> 00:49:25.039
 look

00:49:25.039 --> 00:49:25.199
 to

00:49:25.199 --> 00:49:25.500
 Christ

00:49:25.500 --> 00:49:25.720
 in

00:49:25.720 --> 00:49:26.079
 faith

00:49:26.079 --> 00:49:28.079
 Thomas

00:49:28.079 --> 00:49:28.440
 Watson

00:49:28.440 --> 00:49:28.760
 again

00:49:28.760 --> 00:49:29.000
 wrote

00:49:29.000 --> 00:49:29.380
 this

00:49:29.380 --> 00:49:31.300
 there

00:49:31.300 --> 00:49:31.559
 is a

00:49:31.559 --> 00:49:32.119
 change

00:49:32.119 --> 00:49:32.720
 wrought

00:49:32.720 --> 00:49:32.860
 in

00:49:32.860 --> 00:49:32.980
 the

00:49:32.980 --> 00:49:33.340
 life

00:49:33.340 --> 00:49:34.380
 turning

00:49:34.380 --> 00:49:34.659
 from

00:49:34.659 --> 00:49:35.019
 sin

00:49:35.019 --> 00:49:35.240
 is

00:49:35.240 --> 00:49:35.559
 so

00:49:35.559 --> 00:49:35.980
 visible

00:49:35.980 --> 00:49:36.980
 that

00:49:36.980 --> 00:49:37.240
 others

00:49:37.240 --> 00:49:37.420
 may

00:49:37.420 --> 00:49:37.760
 discern

00:49:37.760 --> 00:49:38.079
 it

00:49:38.079 --> 00:49:40.159
 therefore

00:49:40.159 --> 00:49:40.380
 it

00:49:40.380 --> 00:49:40.500
 is

00:49:40.500 --> 00:49:40.699
 called

00:49:40.699 --> 00:49:40.860
 a

00:49:40.860 --> 00:49:41.220
 change

00:49:41.220 --> 00:49:41.420
 from

00:49:41.420 --> 00:49:41.820
 darkness

00:49:41.820 --> 00:49:42.220
 into

00:49:42.220 --> 00:49:42.659
 light

00:49:42.659 --> 00:49:44.300
 Paul

00:49:44.300 --> 00:49:44.539
 after

00:49:44.539 --> 00:49:44.699
 he

00:49:44.699 --> 00:49:44.860
 had

00:49:44.860 --> 00:49:46.460
 seen

00:49:46.460 --> 00:49:46.619
 the

00:49:46.619 --> 00:49:46.820
 heavenly

00:49:46.820 --> 00:49:47.179
 vision

00:49:47.179 --> 00:49:47.380
 was

00:49:47.380 --> 00:49:47.619
 so

00:49:47.619 --> 00:49:48.079
 different

00:49:48.079 --> 00:49:48.579
 that

00:49:48.579 --> 00:49:48.920
 all

00:49:48.920 --> 00:49:49.179
 men

00:49:49.179 --> 00:49:49.500
 wondered

00:49:49.500 --> 00:49:49.619
 at

00:49:49.619 --> 00:49:50.420
 the

00:49:50.420 --> 00:49:50.739
 change

00:49:50.739 --> 00:49:50.880
 they

00:49:50.880 --> 00:49:51.019
 were

00:49:51.019 --> 00:49:52.019
 confused

00:49:52.019 --> 00:49:53.460
 in

00:49:53.460 --> 00:49:53.659
 Acts

00:49:53.659 --> 00:49:53.860
 9

00:49:53.860 --> 00:49:54.259
 21

00:49:54.259 --> 00:49:55.320
 repentance

00:49:55.320 --> 00:49:55.900
 changed

00:49:55.900 --> 00:49:56.139
 the

00:49:56.139 --> 00:49:56.599
 jailer

00:49:56.599 --> 00:49:56.860
 into

00:49:56.860 --> 00:49:57.079
 a

00:49:57.079 --> 00:49:57.360
 nurse

00:49:57.360 --> 00:49:57.519
 and

00:49:57.519 --> 00:49:57.639
 a

00:49:57.639 --> 00:49:57.880
 servant

00:49:57.880 --> 00:49:58.139
 Acts

00:49:58.139 --> 00:49:58.500
 16

00:49:58.500 --> 00:49:58.920
 33

00:49:58.920 --> 00:49:59.880
 he

00:49:59.880 --> 00:50:00.059
 took

00:50:00.059 --> 00:50:00.219
 the

00:50:00.219 --> 00:50:00.599
 apostles

00:50:00.599 --> 00:50:00.800
 and

00:50:00.800 --> 00:50:00.900
 he

00:50:00.900 --> 00:50:01.139
 washed

00:50:01.139 --> 00:50:01.340
 their

00:50:01.340 --> 00:50:01.619
 wounds

00:50:01.619 --> 00:50:01.759
 and

00:50:01.759 --> 00:50:01.860
 he

00:50:01.860 --> 00:50:02.059
 set

00:50:02.059 --> 00:50:02.279
 food

00:50:02.279 --> 00:50:02.579
 before

00:50:02.579 --> 00:50:02.820
 them

00:50:02.820 --> 00:50:04.199
 a

00:50:04.199 --> 00:50:04.400
 ship

00:50:04.400 --> 00:50:04.539
 is

00:50:04.539 --> 00:50:04.759
 going

00:50:04.759 --> 00:50:05.199
 eastward

00:50:05.199 --> 00:50:05.900
 there

00:50:05.900 --> 00:50:06.179
 comes

00:50:06.179 --> 00:50:06.360
 a

00:50:06.360 --> 00:50:06.539
 wind

00:50:06.539 --> 00:50:06.739
 which

00:50:06.739 --> 00:50:07.039
 turns

00:50:07.039 --> 00:50:07.159
 it

00:50:07.159 --> 00:50:07.679
 westward

00:50:07.679 --> 00:50:10.000
 likewise

00:50:10.000 --> 00:50:10.340
 a

00:50:10.340 --> 00:50:10.579
 man

00:50:10.579 --> 00:50:10.800
 was

00:50:10.800 --> 00:50:11.159
 turning

00:50:11.159 --> 00:50:11.739
 hellward

00:50:11.739 --> 00:50:12.300
 before

00:50:12.300 --> 00:50:12.500
 the

00:50:12.500 --> 00:50:12.920
 contrary

00:50:12.920 --> 00:50:13.159
 wind

00:50:13.159 --> 00:50:13.260
 of

00:50:13.260 --> 00:50:13.400
 the

00:50:13.400 --> 00:50:13.619
 spirit

00:50:13.619 --> 00:50:13.940
 blew

00:50:13.940 --> 00:50:15.219
 turned

00:50:15.219 --> 00:50:15.420
 his

00:50:15.420 --> 00:50:15.820
 course

00:50:15.820 --> 00:50:16.059
 and

00:50:16.059 --> 00:50:16.400
 caused

00:50:16.400 --> 00:50:16.559
 him

00:50:16.559 --> 00:50:16.739
 to

00:50:16.739 --> 00:50:16.960
 sail

00:50:16.960 --> 00:50:17.579
 heavenward

00:50:17.579 --> 00:50:18.820
 end

00:50:18.820 --> 00:50:19.079
 quote

00:50:19.079 --> 00:50:21.239
 okay so

00:50:21.239 --> 00:50:21.639
 once we

00:50:21.639 --> 00:50:22.400
 were on

00:50:22.400 --> 00:50:23.019
 this path

00:50:23.019 --> 00:50:23.539
 towards

00:50:23.539 --> 00:50:25.199
 unrighteousness

00:50:25.199 --> 00:50:25.559
 towards

00:50:25.559 --> 00:50:25.940
 hell

00:50:25.940 --> 00:50:27.059
 and when

00:50:27.059 --> 00:50:27.360
 Christ

00:50:27.360 --> 00:50:27.699
 saved

00:50:27.699 --> 00:50:27.920
 you

00:50:27.920 --> 00:50:28.320
 he says

00:50:28.320 --> 00:50:28.559
 this in

00:50:28.559 --> 00:50:28.920
 Colossians

00:50:28.920 --> 00:50:29.119
 1

00:50:29.119 --> 00:50:29.440
 13

00:50:29.440 --> 00:50:29.780
 he

00:50:29.780 --> 00:50:31.360
 took

00:50:31.360 --> 00:50:31.659
 you out

00:50:31.659 --> 00:50:31.820
 of the

00:50:31.820 --> 00:50:32.079
 domain

00:50:32.079 --> 00:50:32.260
 of

00:50:32.260 --> 00:50:32.579
 darkness

00:50:32.579 --> 00:50:32.920
 and he

00:50:32.920 --> 00:50:33.480
 freed

00:50:33.480 --> 00:50:33.840
 you to

00:50:33.840 --> 00:50:33.980
 the

00:50:33.980 --> 00:50:34.159
 kingdom

00:50:34.159 --> 00:50:34.420
 of his

00:50:34.420 --> 00:50:34.659
 beloved

00:50:34.659 --> 00:50:35.019
 son

00:50:35.019 --> 00:50:36.139
 he

00:50:36.139 --> 00:50:36.320
 took

00:50:36.320 --> 00:50:36.440
 you

00:50:36.440 --> 00:50:36.619
 out

00:50:36.619 --> 00:50:36.699
 of

00:50:36.699 --> 00:50:36.760
 the

00:50:36.760 --> 00:50:36.880
 way

00:50:36.880 --> 00:50:37.000
 in

00:50:37.000 --> 00:50:37.119
 which

00:50:37.119 --> 00:50:37.219
 you

00:50:37.219 --> 00:50:37.340
 were

00:50:37.340 --> 00:50:37.599
 going

00:50:37.599 --> 00:50:37.800
 and he

00:50:37.800 --> 00:50:37.800


00:50:37.800 --> 00:50:37.940
 put

00:50:37.940 --> 00:50:38.039
 you

00:50:38.039 --> 00:50:38.119
 in

00:50:38.119 --> 00:50:38.280
 this

00:50:38.280 --> 00:50:38.600
 new

00:50:38.600 --> 00:50:38.920
 way

00:50:38.920 --> 00:50:40.160
 in

00:50:40.160 --> 00:50:40.300
 which

00:50:40.300 --> 00:50:40.400
 we

00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:40.600
 now

00:50:40.600 --> 00:50:40.940
 walk

00:50:40.940 --> 00:50:43.140
 turning

00:50:43.140 --> 00:50:43.360
 away

00:50:43.360 --> 00:50:43.540
 from

00:50:43.540 --> 00:50:43.880
 sin

00:50:43.880 --> 00:50:44.060
 is

00:50:44.060 --> 00:50:44.400
 dying

00:50:44.400 --> 00:50:44.620
 to

00:50:44.620 --> 00:50:44.860
 sin

00:50:44.860 --> 00:50:45.060
 it's

00:50:45.060 --> 00:50:45.440
 living

00:50:45.440 --> 00:50:46.300
 in

00:50:46.300 --> 00:50:46.740
 repentance

00:50:46.740 --> 00:50:50.140
 we

00:50:50.140 --> 00:50:50.260
 are

00:50:50.260 --> 00:50:50.640
 Christ

00:50:50.640 --> 00:50:50.960
 and he

00:50:50.960 --> 00:50:51.120
 is

00:50:51.120 --> 00:50:51.280
 our

00:50:51.280 --> 00:50:51.620
 God

00:50:51.620 --> 00:50:53.400
 and we

00:50:53.400 --> 00:50:53.680
 need to be

00:50:53.680 --> 00:50:53.980
 preparing

00:50:53.980 --> 00:50:54.380
 ourselves

00:50:54.380 --> 00:50:54.840
 for him

00:50:54.840 --> 00:50:55.040
 I have

00:50:55.040 --> 00:50:55.200
 a good

00:50:55.200 --> 00:50:55.360
 friend

00:50:55.360 --> 00:50:55.560
 of mine

00:50:55.560 --> 00:50:55.860
 that always

00:50:55.860 --> 00:50:56.080
 says

00:50:56.080 --> 00:50:56.280
 that

00:50:56.280 --> 00:50:56.500
 we need

00:50:56.500 --> 00:50:56.640
 to be

00:50:56.640 --> 00:50:56.880
 preparing

00:50:56.880 --> 00:50:57.240
 ourselves

00:50:57.240 --> 00:50:57.820
 for Christ

00:50:57.820 --> 00:50:58.480
 when he

00:50:58.480 --> 00:50:58.820
 comes

00:50:58.820 --> 00:50:59.940
 she's a

00:50:59.940 --> 00:51:00.140
 girl

00:51:00.140 --> 00:51:00.440
 so

00:51:00.440 --> 00:51:01.340
 it's

00:51:01.340 --> 00:51:01.480
 more

00:51:01.480 --> 00:51:01.900
 like a

00:51:01.900 --> 00:51:02.480
 husband

00:51:02.480 --> 00:51:02.800
 wife

00:51:02.800 --> 00:51:03.040
 thing

00:51:03.040 --> 00:51:03.320
 for her

00:51:03.320 --> 00:51:05.280
 she

00:51:05.280 --> 00:51:05.460
 wants

00:51:05.460 --> 00:51:05.660
 to be

00:51:05.660 --> 00:51:05.900
 ready

00:51:05.900 --> 00:51:06.780
 when

00:51:06.780 --> 00:51:06.960
 Jesus

00:51:06.960 --> 00:51:07.220
 comes

00:51:07.220 --> 00:51:07.660
 back

00:51:07.660 --> 00:51:09.300
 likewise

00:51:09.300 --> 00:51:09.680
 we need

00:51:09.680 --> 00:51:09.800
 to be

00:51:09.800 --> 00:51:10.080
 ready

00:51:10.080 --> 00:51:11.019
 when he

00:51:11.019 --> 00:51:11.240
 comes

00:51:11.240 --> 00:51:11.660
 back

00:51:11.660 --> 00:51:11.960
 and this

00:51:11.960 --> 00:51:12.140
 is the

00:51:12.140 --> 00:51:12.240
 way

00:51:12.240 --> 00:51:12.420
 that we

00:51:12.420 --> 00:51:12.580
 do

00:51:12.580 --> 00:51:12.880
 that

00:51:12.880 --> 00:51:14.580
 this

00:51:14.580 --> 00:51:14.700
 is

00:51:14.700 --> 00:51:14.840
 from

00:51:14.840 --> 00:51:15.059
 Romans

00:51:15.059 --> 00:51:15.400
 13

00:51:15.400 --> 00:51:16.019
 I'm

00:51:16.019 --> 00:51:16.180
 going to

00:51:16.180 --> 00:51:16.380
 kind of

00:51:16.380 --> 00:51:16.700
 elaborate

00:51:16.700 --> 00:51:17.080
 it a little

00:51:17.080 --> 00:51:17.320
 bit

00:51:17.320 --> 00:51:19.640
 Paul

00:51:19.640 --> 00:51:19.880
 says

00:51:19.880 --> 00:51:20.059
 this

00:51:20.059 --> 00:51:20.360
 the day

00:51:20.360 --> 00:51:20.620
 of our

00:51:20.620 --> 00:51:21.039
 salvation

00:51:21.039 --> 00:51:22.460
 is

00:51:22.460 --> 00:51:22.760
 near

00:51:22.760 --> 00:51:23.120
 today

00:51:23.120 --> 00:51:23.380
 than it

00:51:23.380 --> 00:51:23.559
 ever

00:51:23.559 --> 00:51:23.740
 has

00:51:23.740 --> 00:51:23.880
 been

00:51:23.880 --> 00:51:24.260
 before

00:51:24.260 --> 00:51:26.100
 you

00:51:26.100 --> 00:51:26.360
 realize

00:51:26.360 --> 00:51:26.620
 that

00:51:26.620 --> 00:51:27.700
 the

00:51:27.700 --> 00:51:27.960
 day

00:51:27.960 --> 00:51:28.260
 of our

00:51:28.260 --> 00:51:28.620
 salvation

00:51:28.620 --> 00:51:28.960
 the day

00:51:28.960 --> 00:51:29.160
 of our

00:51:29.160 --> 00:51:29.760
 glorification

00:51:29.760 --> 00:51:30.100
 the day

00:51:30.100 --> 00:51:30.320
 of our

00:51:30.320 --> 00:51:30.640
 union

00:51:30.640 --> 00:51:30.920
 with

00:51:30.920 --> 00:51:31.300
 Christ

00:51:31.300 --> 00:51:32.420
 is

00:51:32.420 --> 00:51:32.780
 closer

00:51:32.780 --> 00:51:33.060
 today

00:51:33.060 --> 00:51:33.220
 than

00:51:33.220 --> 00:51:33.420
 ever

00:51:33.420 --> 00:51:33.880
 it

00:51:33.880 --> 00:51:34.040
 has

00:51:34.040 --> 00:51:34.160
 been

00:51:34.160 --> 00:51:34.540
 before

00:51:34.540 --> 00:51:35.640
 closer

00:51:35.640 --> 00:51:35.860
 right

00:51:35.860 --> 00:51:36.000
 now

00:51:36.000 --> 00:51:36.080
 in

00:51:36.080 --> 00:51:36.200
 this

00:51:36.200 --> 00:51:36.440
 moment

00:51:36.440 --> 00:51:36.580
 than

00:51:36.580 --> 00:51:36.660
 it

00:51:36.660 --> 00:51:36.820
 ever

00:51:36.820 --> 00:51:36.980
 will

00:51:36.980 --> 00:51:37.200
 be

00:51:37.200 --> 00:51:38.340
 in

00:51:38.340 --> 00:51:38.440
 the

00:51:38.440 --> 00:51:38.840
 past

00:51:38.840 --> 00:51:40.740
 the

00:51:40.740 --> 00:51:40.940
 night

00:51:40.940 --> 00:51:41.080
 is

00:51:41.080 --> 00:51:41.320
 almost

00:51:41.320 --> 00:51:41.760
 gone

00:51:41.760 --> 00:51:42.480
 the

00:51:42.480 --> 00:51:42.780
 day

00:51:42.780 --> 00:51:42.940
 is

00:51:42.940 --> 00:51:43.040
 at

00:51:43.040 --> 00:51:43.400
 hand

00:51:43.400 --> 00:51:43.880
 let

00:51:43.880 --> 00:51:44.519
 us

00:51:44.519 --> 00:51:44.940
 therefore

00:51:44.940 --> 00:51:45.400
 lay

00:51:45.400 --> 00:51:45.820
 aside

00:51:45.820 --> 00:51:46.040
 the

00:51:46.040 --> 00:51:46.380
 deeds

00:51:46.380 --> 00:51:46.540
 of

00:51:46.540 --> 00:51:46.920
 darkness

00:51:46.920 --> 00:51:47.840
 and

00:51:47.840 --> 00:51:48.040
 put

00:51:48.040 --> 00:51:48.260
 on

00:51:48.260 --> 00:51:48.420
 the

00:51:48.420 --> 00:51:48.680
 armor

00:51:48.680 --> 00:51:48.900
 of

00:51:48.900 --> 00:51:49.220
 light

00:51:49.220 --> 00:51:50.400
 let

00:51:50.400 --> 00:51:50.540
 us

00:51:50.540 --> 00:51:50.800
 behave

00:51:50.800 --> 00:51:51.440
 properly

00:51:51.440 --> 00:51:51.740
 as

00:51:51.740 --> 00:51:52.080
 Christ

00:51:52.080 --> 00:51:52.600
 deserves

00:51:52.600 --> 00:51:52.880
 as

00:51:52.880 --> 00:51:53.019
 in

00:51:53.019 --> 00:51:53.140
 the

00:51:53.140 --> 00:51:53.440
 day

00:51:53.440 --> 00:51:55.140
 not

00:51:55.140 --> 00:51:55.320
 in

00:51:55.320 --> 00:51:55.800
 carousing

00:51:55.800 --> 00:51:56.080
 not

00:51:56.080 --> 00:51:56.240
 in

00:51:56.240 --> 00:51:56.820
 drunkenness

00:51:56.820 --> 00:51:57.019
 not

00:51:57.019 --> 00:51:57.200
 in

00:51:57.200 --> 00:51:57.540
 sexual

00:51:57.540 --> 00:51:58.180
 promiscuity

00:51:58.180 --> 00:51:58.400
!

00:51:58.400 --> 00:51:58.380
 not

00:51:58.380 --> 00:51:58.540
 in

00:51:58.539 --> 00:51:59.340
 sensuality

00:51:59.340 --> 00:52:00.179
 not

00:52:00.179 --> 00:52:00.340
 in

00:52:00.340 --> 00:52:00.779
 strife

00:52:00.779 --> 00:52:00.980
 not

00:52:00.980 --> 00:52:01.179
 in

00:52:01.179 --> 00:52:01.599
 jealousy

00:52:01.599 --> 00:52:03.920
 but

00:52:03.920 --> 00:52:04.219
 put

00:52:04.219 --> 00:52:04.420
 on

00:52:04.420 --> 00:52:04.579
 the

00:52:04.579 --> 00:52:04.800
 Lord

00:52:04.800 --> 00:52:05.119
 Jesus

00:52:05.119 --> 00:52:05.860
 Christ

00:52:05.860 --> 00:52:07.340
 aka

00:52:07.340 --> 00:52:08.279
 be

00:52:08.279 --> 00:52:08.659
 filled

00:52:08.659 --> 00:52:08.840
 with

00:52:08.840 --> 00:52:09.019
 his

00:52:09.019 --> 00:52:09.400
 joy

00:52:09.400 --> 00:52:10.239
 be

00:52:10.239 --> 00:52:10.699
 showered

00:52:10.699 --> 00:52:10.860
 with

00:52:10.860 --> 00:52:11.019
 his

00:52:11.019 --> 00:52:11.480
 blessings

00:52:11.480 --> 00:52:12.960
 be

00:52:12.960 --> 00:52:13.400
 consumed

00:52:13.400 --> 00:52:13.599
 with

00:52:13.599 --> 00:52:13.759
 his

00:52:13.759 --> 00:52:14.039
 glory

00:52:14.039 --> 00:52:14.279
 be

00:52:14.279 --> 00:52:14.759
 convinced

00:52:14.759 --> 00:52:14.940
 of

00:52:14.940 --> 00:52:15.099
 his

00:52:15.099 --> 00:52:15.400
 truth

00:52:15.400 --> 00:52:15.659
 be

00:52:15.659 --> 00:52:16.039
 fearless

00:52:16.039 --> 00:52:17.039
 for

00:52:17.039 --> 00:52:17.400
 him

00:52:17.400 --> 00:52:18.219
 and

00:52:18.219 --> 00:52:18.539
 pray

00:52:18.539 --> 00:52:18.960
 always

00:52:18.960 --> 00:52:19.159
 to

00:52:19.159 --> 00:52:19.440
 him

00:52:19.440 --> 00:52:21.480
 and

00:52:21.480 --> 00:52:21.639
 make

00:52:21.639 --> 00:52:21.820
 no

00:52:21.820 --> 00:52:22.139
 provision

00:52:22.139 --> 00:52:22.360
 for

00:52:22.360 --> 00:52:22.500
 the

00:52:22.500 --> 00:52:22.780
 flesh

00:52:22.780 --> 00:52:22.920
 in

00:52:22.920 --> 00:52:23.200
 regard

00:52:23.200 --> 00:52:23.380
 to

00:52:23.380 --> 00:52:23.539
 its

00:52:23.539 --> 00:52:23.840
 lust

00:52:23.840 --> 00:52:25.360
 let's

00:52:25.360 --> 00:52:25.599
 pray

00:52:25.599 --> 00:52:33.400
 God

00:52:33.400 --> 00:52:33.519
 I

00:52:33.519 --> 00:52:33.619
 know

00:52:33.619 --> 00:52:33.760
 that

00:52:33.760 --> 00:52:33.860
 I

00:52:33.860 --> 00:52:34.260
 barely

00:52:34.260 --> 00:52:35.700
 grace

00:52:35.700 --> 00:52:35.920
 the

00:52:35.920 --> 00:52:36.260
 surface

00:52:36.260 --> 00:52:36.519
 of

00:52:36.519 --> 00:52:36.679
 this

00:52:36.679 --> 00:52:37.039
 doctrine

00:52:37.039 --> 00:52:37.240
 and

00:52:37.240 --> 00:52:37.340
 that

00:52:37.340 --> 00:52:37.500
 there's

00:52:37.500 --> 00:52:37.639
 so

00:52:37.639 --> 00:52:37.760
 much

00:52:37.760 --> 00:52:37.940
 more

00:52:37.940 --> 00:52:38.099
 for

00:52:38.099 --> 00:52:38.220
 us

00:52:38.220 --> 00:52:38.340
 to

00:52:38.340 --> 00:52:38.559
 learn

00:52:38.559 --> 00:52:38.700
 and

00:52:38.700 --> 00:52:38.940
 know

00:52:38.940 --> 00:52:40.740
 God

00:52:40.740 --> 00:52:40.880
 I

00:52:40.880 --> 00:52:41.300
 confess

00:52:41.300 --> 00:52:41.519
 that

00:52:41.519 --> 00:52:41.659
 I

00:52:41.659 --> 00:52:41.820
 do

00:52:41.820 --> 00:52:41.940
 a

00:52:41.940 --> 00:52:42.099
 really

00:52:42.099 --> 00:52:42.639
 poor

00:52:42.639 --> 00:52:42.980
 job

00:52:42.980 --> 00:52:43.099
 of

00:52:43.099 --> 00:52:43.420
 repenting

00:52:43.420 --> 00:52:43.500
 of

00:52:43.500 --> 00:52:43.679
 my

00:52:43.679 --> 00:52:43.960
 sin

00:52:43.960 --> 00:52:44.099
 and

00:52:44.099 --> 00:52:44.240
 I

00:52:44.240 --> 00:52:44.619
 confess

00:52:44.619 --> 00:52:44.820
 that

00:52:44.820 --> 00:52:45.039
 often

00:52:45.039 --> 00:52:45.559
 times

00:52:45.559 --> 00:52:46.460
 in

00:52:46.460 --> 00:52:46.599
 the

00:52:46.599 --> 00:52:46.820
 midst

00:52:46.820 --> 00:52:47.119
 of

00:52:47.119 --> 00:52:48.679
 my

00:52:48.679 --> 00:52:49.099
 sin

00:52:49.099 --> 00:52:49.380
 I

00:52:49.380 --> 00:52:49.619
 kind

00:52:49.619 --> 00:52:49.699
 of

00:52:49.699 --> 00:52:49.860
 just

00:52:49.860 --> 00:52:50.179
 yawned

00:52:50.179 --> 00:52:50.480
 away

00:52:50.480 --> 00:52:52.699
 or

00:52:52.699 --> 00:52:52.839
 I

00:52:52.839 --> 00:52:53.000
 say

00:52:53.000 --> 00:52:53.179
 a

00:52:53.179 --> 00:52:53.380
 couple

00:52:53.380 --> 00:52:53.500
 of

00:52:53.500 --> 00:52:53.739
 words

00:52:53.739 --> 00:52:53.860
 that

00:52:53.860 --> 00:52:54.019
 I've

00:52:54.019 --> 00:52:54.279
 learned

00:52:54.279 --> 00:52:54.460
 from

00:52:54.460 --> 00:52:54.619
 other

00:52:54.619 --> 00:52:54.940
 people

00:52:54.940 --> 00:52:55.179
 and

00:52:55.179 --> 00:52:55.839
 I

00:52:55.839 --> 00:52:55.980
 don't

00:52:55.980 --> 00:52:56.360
 genuinely

00:52:56.360 --> 00:52:56.639
 get

00:52:56.639 --> 00:52:57.119
 on my

00:52:57.119 --> 00:52:57.380
 knees

00:52:57.380 --> 00:52:57.519
 and

00:52:57.519 --> 00:52:57.619
 get

00:52:57.619 --> 00:52:57.839
 on my

00:52:57.839 --> 00:52:58.199
 face

00:52:58.199 --> 00:52:58.380
 and

00:52:58.380 --> 00:52:58.619
 wrestle

00:52:58.619 --> 00:52:58.839
 with

00:52:58.839 --> 00:52:59.019
 you

00:52:59.019 --> 00:52:59.119
 in

00:52:59.119 --> 00:52:59.400
 repentance

00:52:59.400 --> 00:52:59.639
 and

00:52:59.639 --> 00:52:59.719
 I

00:52:59.719 --> 00:53:00.139
 don't

00:53:00.139 --> 00:53:00.779
 genuinely

00:53:00.779 --> 00:53:01.380
 believe

00:53:01.380 --> 00:53:01.719
 that

00:53:01.719 --> 00:53:04.440
 God

00:53:04.440 --> 00:53:04.579
 I

00:53:04.579 --> 00:53:04.719
 have

00:53:04.719 --> 00:53:05.179
 sinned

00:53:05.179 --> 00:53:05.480
 against

00:53:05.480 --> 00:53:05.659
 the

00:53:05.659 --> 00:53:05.880
 holy

00:53:05.880 --> 00:53:06.119
 God

00:53:06.119 --> 00:53:06.219
 I

00:53:06.219 --> 00:53:06.400
 don't

00:53:06.400 --> 00:53:06.920
 really

00:53:06.920 --> 00:53:07.480
 comprehend

00:53:07.480 --> 00:53:07.799
 that

00:53:07.799 --> 00:53:07.900
 in

00:53:07.900 --> 00:53:07.980
 the

00:53:07.980 --> 00:53:08.219
 moment

00:53:08.219 --> 00:53:08.440
 like

00:53:08.440 --> 00:53:08.599
 I

00:53:08.599 --> 00:53:08.920
 should

00:53:08.920 --> 00:53:10.279
 so

00:53:10.279 --> 00:53:10.440
 God

00:53:10.440 --> 00:53:10.559
 I

00:53:10.559 --> 00:53:10.759
 pray

00:53:10.759 --> 00:53:10.920
 that

00:53:10.920 --> 00:53:11.039
 you

00:53:11.039 --> 00:53:11.380
 please

00:53:11.380 --> 00:53:11.759
 bestow

00:53:11.759 --> 00:53:12.000
 upon

00:53:12.000 --> 00:53:12.219
 these

00:53:12.219 --> 00:53:12.519
 people

00:53:12.519 --> 00:53:12.739
 and

00:53:12.739 --> 00:53:13.079
 bestow

00:53:13.079 --> 00:53:13.380
 upon

00:53:13.380 --> 00:53:13.599
 me

00:53:13.599 --> 00:53:13.820
 just

00:53:13.820 --> 00:53:13.980
 an

00:53:13.980 --> 00:53:14.559
 understanding

00:53:14.559 --> 00:53:15.400
 a deeper

00:53:15.400 --> 00:53:15.920
 understanding

00:53:15.920 --> 00:53:16.280
 of what

00:53:16.280 --> 00:53:16.639
 it means

00:53:16.639 --> 00:53:17.059
 to truly

00:53:17.059 --> 00:53:17.460
 repent

00:53:17.460 --> 00:53:17.980
 what it

00:53:17.980 --> 00:53:18.179
 means

00:53:18.179 --> 00:53:18.639
 to truly

00:53:18.639 --> 00:53:19.800
 turn to

00:53:19.800 --> 00:53:20.219
 Christ

00:53:20.219 --> 00:53:20.840
 and to

00:53:20.840 --> 00:53:21.679
 turn away

00:53:21.679 --> 00:53:22.079
 from our

00:53:22.079 --> 00:53:22.519
 sins

00:53:22.519 --> 00:53:23.179
 and to

00:53:23.179 --> 00:53:24.219
 just

00:53:24.219 --> 00:53:24.780
 love on

00:53:24.780 --> 00:53:25.179
 the Lord

00:53:25.179 --> 00:53:25.760
 in a way

00:53:25.760 --> 00:53:26.119
 that is

00:53:26.119 --> 00:53:27.659
 really

00:53:27.659 --> 00:53:28.099
 pleasing

00:53:28.099 --> 00:53:28.539
 to Him

00:53:28.539 --> 00:53:29.820
 God

00:53:29.820 --> 00:53:30.239
 you've

00:53:30.239 --> 00:53:30.559
 purchased

00:53:30.559 --> 00:53:30.920
 us

00:53:30.920 --> 00:53:31.179
 you've

00:53:31.179 --> 00:53:31.380
 bought

00:53:31.380 --> 00:53:31.679
 us

00:53:31.679 --> 00:53:32.300
 with

00:53:32.300 --> 00:53:32.440
 your

00:53:32.440 --> 00:53:32.699
 own

00:53:32.699 --> 00:53:33.039
 blood

00:53:33.039 --> 00:53:33.300
 and

00:53:33.300 --> 00:53:33.539
 you've

00:53:33.539 --> 00:53:33.699
 set

00:53:33.699 --> 00:53:33.900
 us

00:53:33.900 --> 00:53:34.219
 free

00:53:34.219 --> 00:53:34.860
 that

00:53:34.860 --> 00:53:35.000
 we

00:53:35.000 --> 00:53:35.179
 could

00:53:35.179 --> 00:53:35.539
 love

00:53:35.539 --> 00:53:35.780
 you

00:53:35.780 --> 00:53:36.599
 that

00:53:36.599 --> 00:53:36.699
 we

00:53:36.699 --> 00:53:36.860
 could

00:53:36.860 --> 00:53:37.159
 live

00:53:37.159 --> 00:53:37.320
 for

00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:37.400
 you

00:53:37.400 --> 00:53:37.500
 that

00:53:37.500 --> 00:53:37.579
 we

00:53:37.579 --> 00:53:37.699
 could

00:53:37.699 --> 00:53:38.059
 worship

00:53:38.059 --> 00:53:38.400
 you

00:53:38.400 --> 00:53:38.900
 and

00:53:38.900 --> 00:53:39.920
 we

00:53:42.000 --> 00:53:43.360
 as we

00:53:43.360 --> 00:53:43.639
 should

00:53:43.639 --> 00:53:44.639
 so

00:53:44.639 --> 00:53:45.239
 God

00:53:45.239 --> 00:53:45.900
 thank you

00:53:45.900 --> 00:53:46.119
 Father

00:53:46.119 --> 00:53:46.480
 for just

00:53:46.480 --> 00:53:46.880
 the mercy

00:53:46.880 --> 00:53:47.199
 that you

00:53:47.199 --> 00:53:47.579
 show us

00:53:47.579 --> 00:53:47.800
 and the

00:53:47.800 --> 00:53:48.320
 compassion

00:53:48.320 --> 00:53:49.260
 and the

00:53:49.260 --> 00:53:49.699
 patience

00:53:49.699 --> 00:53:51.539
 it's

00:53:51.539 --> 00:53:52.679
 so much

00:53:52.679 --> 00:53:54.559
 and I'm

00:53:54.559 --> 00:53:54.860
 just so

00:53:54.860 --> 00:53:55.139
 thankful

00:53:55.139 --> 00:53:55.440
 God

00:53:55.440 --> 00:53:55.760
 please

00:53:55.760 --> 00:53:56.199
 just give

00:53:56.199 --> 00:53:56.500
 yourself

00:53:56.500 --> 00:53:56.880
 glory

00:53:56.880 --> 00:53:57.519
 through the

00:53:57.519 --> 00:53:57.840
 rest of

00:53:57.840 --> 00:53:58.159
 the things

00:53:58.159 --> 00:53:58.400
 we do

00:53:58.400 --> 00:53:58.739
 tonight

00:53:58.739 --> 00:53:59.340
 through our

00:53:59.340 --> 00:53:59.699
 hearts

00:53:59.699 --> 00:54:00.639
 and our

00:54:00.639 --> 00:54:00.900
 minds

00:54:00.900 --> 00:54:01.199
 as we

00:54:01.199 --> 00:54:01.480
 leave

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 and just

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 through the

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 rest of

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 our

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 activities

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 the rest

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 of this

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 week

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 Lord

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 be with

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 us

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 as we

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 go

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 we

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 love

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 you

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 we

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 trust

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 you

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 for

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 all

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 these

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 things

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 in Christ

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 name

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!