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 Well, when speaking to God, Jesus always called God Dada, Father, except once.

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 We're about to hear a story that Jesus told.

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 We've already heard it in the kids' talk.

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 We're going to hear what Jesus said through the word as well.

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 And it's a story of father and two sons.

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 And we're told that listening to this story, there's two groups of people listening in when Jesus first said this.

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 There were sinners who had clearly broken God's rules, who thought they could find fulfillment in life by making their own rules.

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 And then there was the devoutly religious types who thought they could find fulfillment in life by keeping God's rules.

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 And Jesus is saying both groups have a wrong picture of God.

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 So as we hear this story, I hope we're all prepared to have our view of God challenged by this story.

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 So I'm going to invite James up to read us part one, and then I'll say a few more words.

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 So we'll be reading from Luke 15.

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 Now the tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to him.

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 And the Pharisees and the scribes grumbled, saying,

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 This man receives sinners and eats with them.

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 And he said,

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 There was a man who had two sons.

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 And the younger of them said to his father,

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 Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.

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 And he divided his property between them.

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 Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country.

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 And there he squandered his property in reckless living.

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 And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country.

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 And he began to be in need.

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 So he went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country,

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 who sent him into the fields to feed pigs.

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 And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate.

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 And no one gave him anything.

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 But when he came to himself, he said,

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 How many of my father's hired servants have more than enough bread?

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 But I will perish here with hunger.

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 I will arise and go to my father.

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 And I will say to him,

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 Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you.

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 I am no longer worthy to be called your son.

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 Treat me as one of your hired servants.

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 And he arose and came to his father.

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 But while he was still a long way off,

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 his father saw him and felt compassion,

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 and ran and embraced him and kissed him.

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 And the son said to him,

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 Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you.

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 I am no longer worthy to be called your son.

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 But the father said to his servants,

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 Bring quickly the best robe and put it on him,

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 and put a ring on his hand and shoes on his feet,

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 and bring the fattened calf and kill it,

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 and let us eat and celebrate.

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 For this my son was dead and is alive again.

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 He was lost and is found.

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 And they began to celebrate.

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 Well, let's imagine a family-owned farm.

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 It's been passed down generation to generation,

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 and we hear the younger son say to his father,

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 Father, give me my share of the property.

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 Now, you know as well as I do,

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 plenty of families argue over the will when someone dies.

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 But do you hear what he's saying?

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 To ask for this while his dad is still alive is to wish him dead.

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 It's to go, I want your stuff, not you.

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 Now, that would get the blood boiling in anyone, right,

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 in any father today.

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 But in ancient Middle Eastern culture back then,

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 to have your honour so blatantly offended like that,

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 any self-respecting man would have just cut him from the family,

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 kicked him out,

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 and said, you're not getting anything.

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 Get out.

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 So as shocking as the request is,

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 like it should shock us that a son would treat a dad like this,

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 what's more shocking is the father's response.

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 He divided his property between his sons.

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 His life was bound up with the land.

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 I think our indigenous brothers and sisters understand this better,

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 that it's not so much that the land belonged to him,

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 it's more that he belonged to the land.

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 So the word used here is actually he divided his life between them.

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 He didn't tear shreds off his son.

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 This father bears the pain of rejected love and he tears himself apart.

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 And then this younger son, thinking he can have a better life,

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 making his own rules,

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 takes his wealth as far away from the family as possible

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 and lives in self-indulgence.

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 And of course it eventually runs out.

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 If you live for things that can't last,

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 they don't last.

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 It runs out.

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 A feminine hits.

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 And his actions had cut himself off from all true family

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 because of his self-indulgence

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 and he ends up alone.

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 No one will give him anything.

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 Now I think self-indulgence,

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 it can't end in any other place.

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 If you put yourself before family,

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 you put yourself before community,

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 you put yourself before God,

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 when we lose everything,

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 of course we end up alone.

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 It's in hard times that we feel how empty life is

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 when we live for things that don't last.

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 So I'm wondering,

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 have you experienced rock bottom yet?

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 Have you hit rock bottom like this son did?

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 There's some things in life that just come from left field

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 and things you've been building in life on

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 just get stripped away.

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 Have you hit rock bottom before?

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 Maybe that's what's prompted you to come to church today.

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 If it is,

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 I hope you hear in Jesus' story

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 that you might feel really hopeless at the moment,

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 but Jesus is saying that hopeless feeling,

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 it feels like hell,

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 but it's actually the doorway to true hope.

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 This story gives you a picture of God

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 of the way back to true life.

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 But it's not in the way

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 that most people try and reinvent themselves,

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 and this story shows us that.

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 This son does what many try to do.

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 He comes up with a plan to redeem himself.

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 He knows he can't undo the past.

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 He can't.

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 He's done too much damage to the relationship.

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 But he comes up with a plan,

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 at least let me make it up to you a bit.

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 I know I can't be in the family,

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 but let me work for you.

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 Let me pay something back.

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 So he turns around

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 and he goes home.

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 And I think when we try,

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 when we experience hard times in life,

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 when we hit rock bottom,

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 I think a lot of people try and turn to religion,

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 thinking that if I come back to God,

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 if I come back to church,

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 if I give something back,

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 if I give a bit of money,

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 if I turn up a little bit,

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 if I volunteer a little bit,

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 then I can reinvent myself.

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 If I give something back to God,

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 he might help me turn my life around.

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 Now again, this story,

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 Jesus wants your life to be turned around,

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 but not in the way you might expect.

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 This father won't hear anything

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 of your self-made plan to redeem yourself.

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 He'll have none of it.

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 We hear in the story,

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 while the son's still a long way off,

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 his father saw him and felt compassion

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 and ran and embraced him and kissed him.

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 Now fathers back then,

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 they did not run.

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 Women ran.

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 Children ran.

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 So this guy,

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 his emotions are just letting loose.

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 His son's back.

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 He doesn't care what people think of him.

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 He doesn't hit or scold the son.

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 How dare you show your face?

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 He embraces him.

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 He doesn't rub his son's nose in what he's done,

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 like keeping him in guilt,

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 going,

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 you better make it up to me.

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 He doesn't do that.

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 He kisses him.

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 The son tries to implement his plan.

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 I've sinned against heaven and against you,

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 but he can't even get the words out.

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 This father will have none of it.

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 He won't even let him take a bath.

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 This son has no opportunity to clean up his act.

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 This father gets the coat,

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 puts it on him.

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 The father brings him back,

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 puts a ring on his finger.

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 He's part of the family.

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 You can't earn your way back.

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 This father will bring you back at his own cost.

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 Bring quickly the best robe and put it on him.

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 Ring on his hand,

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 shoes on his feet.

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 And this father wants to celebrate

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 because he's got his son back.

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 This son of mine was dead and is alive again.

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 He was lost and is found.

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 Do you know God like this kind of father?

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 You might be here today, like I've said,

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 trying to have a fresh start for yourself,

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 thinking that getting into religion

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 might start improving things.

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 But this father, God the father,

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 he won't let you clean up your act and prove yourself.

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 He will come to you.

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 At his own cost, he will bring you back.

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 He wants to embrace and kiss

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 and bring you back into the family.

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 And we know this for sure

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 because the one telling this story

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 is on the road to Jerusalem.

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 He's on a road where he knows at the end of it

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 is a cross.

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 And he's telling this story.

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 This father will bring you back at his cost

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 and he paid that cost on the cross.

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 It's not your plan of redemption that works.

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 It's his plan of redemption.

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 It's his cost.

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 He wants to bring you back.

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 So can I urge you to leave whatever plan you've got

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 to clean up your act at the cross

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 and just look to him.

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 Let him clean you.

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 Let him clothe you.

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 Let him make you God's child again.

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 You might feel a very long way from God.

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 But the moment he sees a desire to come back,

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 he will come to you.

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 He will meet you where you're at right now.

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 So can I urge you,

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 turn back to this kind of father.

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 Do it in your mind now.

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 Do it in the car on the way home.

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 But I suggest you get ready to pull over

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 because the tears are going to flow.

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 Be careful about that.

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 But do it.

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 This father just wants you back.

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 That's the kind of God he is.

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 And he wants to celebrate when you come back.

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 So that's part one of the story.

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 We've got part two coming.

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 But I want to pause there.

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 And we're going to sing another song.

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 And then we're going to hear from Don McMurray

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 who's going to tell us a bit of his story

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 of how he was brought to this father.

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 And he asked me to say he's truncated the story down.

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 And then James will bring us part two of the story

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 and I'll say a few more words.

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 So let's sing and then we'll hear from Don

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 and then we'll hear the next part.

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 If anyone's looking for pride and prejudice,

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 I've got the DVD at home.

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 Of course, the first thing that God hates

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 out of six things is pride.

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 And I think pride was the downfall of my life

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 in part of it at any rate.

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 But at the age of zero, being born,

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 like the newborn baby just heard about,

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 they called me Donald.

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 Donald meets proud chief.

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 And pride is always there with me

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 as a bit of an extrovert

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 and a show off in so many ways.

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 But I can't remember never being at church

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 unless I was sick or something else was drastically wrong

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 from the age of two,

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 riding on my father's shoulders,

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 coming from the Presbyterian church at Bangalore.

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 And even as we moved to Newcastle in 1938,

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 my father was an elder in the Presbyterian church

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 at St Andrews,

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 superintendent of the Sunday school.

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 And I was always there at church.

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 By the time I was 14,

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 I was in year nine

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 and knocked around with a bit of a mob

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 around the Cooksville area,

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 stealing, lying, cheating,

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 and filthy and thought and word and deed.

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 And I was so bad at school,

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 I neglected everything then

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 and failed every subject

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 and they put me back to year eight from year nine.

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 I shamed my father and my mother

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 and people that looked to me

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 and thought I was a lovely little boy,

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 they didn't know my heart.

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 I brushed up my act,

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 left the mob

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 and did well at school the following year

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 and I thought I'd be a teacher,

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 went on to year 10,

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 but mucked up a bit at school

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 and decided I'd leave school again

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 and earn some money like my mates.

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 My third job was in a bank,

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 a union bank in Hunter Street

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 and at 18 they wanted to send me to the country

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 and no way was I going to go

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 because I just started playing state under 21 hockey

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 and hockey became my god.

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 Sport was the thing that I lived for really,

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 although I was everything at church.

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 At 18 also I joined the Freemasons

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 with my father and two brothers.

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 To be a Freemason you had to be good enough

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 and so I felt pretty good about that

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 and everyone blackballed me

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 and I thought, well, I'm doing pretty good.

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 By the time I was 20

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 I'd been selected in a

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 under 21 Australian hockey team on paper.

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 It was all amateurish then

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 and we never went anywhere

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 but here I was,

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 I thought, boy, this is good,

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 I'm heading for the 56 Olympics

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 and then after church one Sunday

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 I went to, down to the park

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 just nearest it at Cooks Hill

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 and the boys were playing a game of hockey.

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 There was no Sunday sport

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 but they organised a social game

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 and they said, come on, we want you to play.

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 I said, oh, no, I promised the Lord

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 I wouldn't play any Sunday sport

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 and so they badgered me

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 and not being a true believer

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 I soon got my gear on

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 and said, something's going to happen

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 and sure enough

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 towards the end of the game

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 I was flat on my back

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 my nose splattered across my face

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 and that was the end of my Olympic dreams.

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 By 21 I was engaged to a teacher

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 by 22 I was disengaged

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 and then I started to go with my wife

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 who was in the choir with me, June

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 my later wife-to-be

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 and we were married

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 and we moved to the house

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 that I now live in at Charlestown.

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 After we'd had two children

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 still going into town

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 we had no car for seven years

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 still going into town

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 to St Andrew's Preparation Church

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 pushing a stroller up

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 towards Charlestown Road

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 there was no footpaths in those days

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 and we just got a bit sick of it

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 and we thought

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 well, let's go to the local church

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 so we went to Charlestown Presbyterian.

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 Now the Presbyterian Church

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 in those days was all liberal

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 in other words

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 that they preached

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 they didn't preach the gospel

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 that we're hearing today

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 they preached about

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 a moralistic type of life

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 a good life

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 and we had a wonderful time

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 amongst the people

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 but we went up to Charlestown Presbyterian Church

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 just a kilometre up the road

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 and it was there that we met

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 Bruce and Olive Boots

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 they were later the ones

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 that started Courant Books

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 but Bruce and Olive Boots

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 are in this church

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 a liberal church

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 and they were true believers

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 they'd been converted

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 in the New England area

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 and they saw that

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 we were quite religious people

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 through the Freemasonry

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 I'd now come to the point

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 where I'd become

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 Master of the Masonic Lodge

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 at Lord Robert's Temperance

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 and I was feeling pretty proud about that

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 that I'd reached to this height

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 in Freemasonry

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 but Bruce and Olive could see

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 that we were very religious

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 but not Christians

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 I was then elected

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 to the eldership

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 of St. David's Presbyterian Church

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 at Charlestown

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 unconverted

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 with a number of other people

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 unconverted

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 very few Christians

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 in the whole church

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 and

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 I must say

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 that we

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 I'd had a few tragedies

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 in the house

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 in the home

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 my father died

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 nine months before

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 we were married

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 I had a brother

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 who died in

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 Morristet Mental Hospital

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 on a criminal charge

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 he was 44

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 left six children

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 I had another

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 my oldest brother

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 was dying

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 of lung cancer

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 and

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 in the

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 January of

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 1961

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 I

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 I was just

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 I went to visit him

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 I could hear the death

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 rattles in his throat

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 and I just couldn't

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 stand it any longer

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 I was caring for my mother

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 trying to provide

00:19:42.559 --> 00:19:43.279
 for my wife

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 and two children

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 and

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 with all these deaths

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 and things going on

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 I just couldn't cope

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 and I just wanted

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 to commit suicide

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 I spoke to my wife

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 and to my cousin

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 and

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 we went

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 I went to see

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 Dr Chambers

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 at

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 near the police station

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 up in Newcastle

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 and told him my story

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 and

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 he said

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 well how are you

00:20:06.000 --> 00:20:06.539
 with God

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 I thought

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 this man's a bit of a nut

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 I've always been at church

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 who could be more

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 better than I am

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 I'm always there

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 everything at church

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 I go out talking to people

00:20:18.139 --> 00:20:18.859
 about God

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 and at any rate

00:20:21.799 --> 00:20:23.000
 that night in bed

00:20:23.000 --> 00:20:23.960
 I hadn't slept well

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 and

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 conviction came over me

00:20:27.440 --> 00:20:29.420
 that

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 I wanted to be like my father

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 an elder

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 I was

00:20:35.860 --> 00:20:38.340
 but had no peace with God

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 I'd risen to the height

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 of a sonic

00:20:41.259 --> 00:20:45.059
 lodge in the first three degrees

00:20:45.059 --> 00:20:47.160
 but I had no peace with God

00:20:47.160 --> 00:20:50.040
 I thought

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 well

00:20:50.400 --> 00:20:52.560
 I was pretty good

00:20:52.560 --> 00:20:53.340
 going to church

00:20:53.340 --> 00:20:53.920
 all the time

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 but then

00:20:54.400 --> 00:20:56.160
 the Lord

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 just showed me

00:20:56.960 --> 00:20:57.220
 that

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 the church

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 didn't die

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 for my sins

00:20:59.500 --> 00:21:01.060
 showed me

00:21:01.060 --> 00:21:01.820
 that my sin

00:21:01.820 --> 00:21:02.320
 was against

00:21:02.320 --> 00:21:03.160
 the holy God

00:21:03.160 --> 00:21:05.500
 I'd done plenty

00:21:05.500 --> 00:21:06.220
 of things wrong

00:21:06.220 --> 00:21:07.220
 but

00:21:07.220 --> 00:21:08.120
 I was better

00:21:08.120 --> 00:21:09.019
 than most people

00:21:09.019 --> 00:21:11.640
 but when he

00:21:11.640 --> 00:21:12.080
 showed me

00:21:12.080 --> 00:21:12.720
 that my sin

00:21:12.720 --> 00:21:13.180
 was against

00:21:13.180 --> 00:21:14.060
 the holy God

00:21:14.059 --> 00:21:14.500
 and that

00:21:14.500 --> 00:21:16.220
 Christ came into the world

00:21:16.220 --> 00:21:16.919
 to save sinners

00:21:16.919 --> 00:21:17.779
 not good people

00:21:17.779 --> 00:21:20.379
 that I went out

00:21:20.379 --> 00:21:21.059
 in the lounge room

00:21:21.059 --> 00:21:21.720
 during the sleep

00:21:21.720 --> 00:21:22.220
 in the bed

00:21:22.220 --> 00:21:22.720
 and I just

00:21:22.720 --> 00:21:23.339
 clonked down

00:21:23.339 --> 00:21:24.299
 in front of the chair

00:21:24.299 --> 00:21:25.359
 that I now sit in

00:21:25.359 --> 00:21:27.720
 and I

00:21:27.720 --> 00:21:29.839
 just called on the Lord

00:21:29.839 --> 00:21:31.519
 that he might save me

00:21:31.519 --> 00:21:34.159
 first the scripture

00:21:34.159 --> 00:21:34.980
 came to mind

00:21:34.980 --> 00:21:36.179
 which I can't remember

00:21:36.179 --> 00:21:36.740
 ever reading

00:21:36.740 --> 00:21:37.480
 but it did

00:21:37.480 --> 00:21:40.079
 no temptation

00:21:40.079 --> 00:21:41.000
 has taken you

00:21:41.000 --> 00:21:41.740
 except such

00:21:41.740 --> 00:21:42.299
 as is common

00:21:42.299 --> 00:21:42.860
 to man

00:21:42.860 --> 00:21:44.660
 but God

00:21:44.660 --> 00:21:45.279
 is faithful

00:21:45.279 --> 00:21:45.819
 who will not

00:21:45.819 --> 00:21:46.220
 allow you

00:21:46.220 --> 00:21:46.839
 to be tempted

00:21:46.839 --> 00:21:47.519
 beyond what

00:21:47.519 --> 00:21:48.019
 you're able

00:21:48.019 --> 00:21:49.220
 but with the

00:21:49.220 --> 00:21:49.779
 temptation

00:21:49.779 --> 00:21:50.319
 will also

00:21:50.319 --> 00:21:50.940
 make a way

00:21:50.940 --> 00:21:51.440
 of escape

00:21:51.440 --> 00:21:51.980
 that you may

00:21:51.980 --> 00:21:52.200
 be able

00:21:52.200 --> 00:21:52.839
 to bear it

00:21:52.839 --> 00:21:54.440
 I didn't

00:21:54.440 --> 00:21:55.200
 want to bear it

00:21:55.200 --> 00:21:56.460
 I wanted to be

00:21:56.460 --> 00:21:56.980
 zapped out

00:21:56.980 --> 00:21:57.680
 of my problem

00:21:57.680 --> 00:22:00.700
 but the boots

00:22:00.700 --> 00:22:01.640
 kept pointing me

00:22:01.640 --> 00:22:02.440
 to Christ

00:22:02.440 --> 00:22:04.339
 and I believe

00:22:04.339 --> 00:22:04.660
 the Lord

00:22:04.660 --> 00:22:05.299
 changed me

00:22:05.299 --> 00:22:05.680
 on that

00:22:05.680 --> 00:22:06.519
 that evening

00:22:06.519 --> 00:22:08.039
 and gave me

00:22:08.039 --> 00:22:08.519
 a hope

00:22:08.519 --> 00:22:09.559
 that God

00:22:09.559 --> 00:22:10.180
 is faithful

00:22:10.180 --> 00:22:11.700
 I started

00:22:11.700 --> 00:22:12.000
 to read

00:22:12.000 --> 00:22:12.619
 my dad's

00:22:12.619 --> 00:22:13.220
 old Bible

00:22:13.220 --> 00:22:14.400
 and Lord

00:22:14.400 --> 00:22:14.980
 was speaking

00:22:14.980 --> 00:22:15.619
 to me

00:22:15.619 --> 00:22:16.940
 I was in

00:22:16.940 --> 00:22:17.299
 depression

00:22:17.299 --> 00:22:17.740
 for about

00:22:17.740 --> 00:22:18.619
 three years

00:22:18.619 --> 00:22:19.539
 before I left

00:22:19.539 --> 00:22:20.559
 the Freemasonry

00:22:20.559 --> 00:22:21.680
 and then there

00:22:21.680 --> 00:22:22.519
 was this peace

00:22:22.519 --> 00:22:23.900
 that I had

00:22:23.900 --> 00:22:25.559
 that God

00:22:25.559 --> 00:22:26.139
 is good

00:22:26.139 --> 00:22:27.740
 pride

00:22:27.740 --> 00:22:28.440
 is awful

00:22:28.440 --> 00:22:30.879
 self-righteousness

00:22:30.879 --> 00:22:31.680
 God hates

00:22:31.680 --> 00:22:33.480
 but Lord

00:22:33.480 --> 00:22:34.400
 he loves

00:22:34.400 --> 00:22:35.099
 sinners

00:22:35.099 --> 00:22:35.579
 who come

00:22:35.579 --> 00:22:36.039
 to him

00:22:36.039 --> 00:22:37.460
 with nothing

00:22:37.460 --> 00:22:38.700
 but a hope

00:22:38.700 --> 00:22:39.200
 that he might

00:22:39.200 --> 00:22:39.859
 save them

00:22:39.859 --> 00:22:45.139
 now his oldest

00:22:45.139 --> 00:22:45.779
 son was in

00:22:45.779 --> 00:22:46.240
 the field

00:22:46.240 --> 00:22:47.179
 and as he

00:22:47.179 --> 00:22:47.740
 came and

00:22:47.740 --> 00:22:48.119
 drew near to

00:22:48.119 --> 00:22:48.579
 the house

00:22:48.579 --> 00:22:49.079
 he heard

00:22:49.079 --> 00:22:49.599
 music and

00:22:49.599 --> 00:22:50.000
 dancing

00:22:50.000 --> 00:22:51.419
 and he

00:22:51.419 --> 00:22:51.859
 called one

00:22:51.859 --> 00:22:52.119
 of the

00:22:52.119 --> 00:22:52.439
 servants

00:22:52.439 --> 00:22:52.919
 and asked

00:22:52.919 --> 00:22:53.359
 what these

00:22:53.359 --> 00:22:54.000
 things meant

00:22:54.000 --> 00:22:55.039
 and he

00:22:55.039 --> 00:22:55.379
 said to

00:22:55.379 --> 00:22:55.599
 him

00:22:55.599 --> 00:22:56.439
 your brother

00:22:56.439 --> 00:22:57.000
 has come

00:22:57.000 --> 00:22:57.439
 and your

00:22:57.439 --> 00:22:57.979
 father has

00:22:57.979 --> 00:22:58.399
 killed the

00:22:58.399 --> 00:22:59.119
 fattened calf

00:22:59.119 --> 00:22:59.740
 because he

00:22:59.740 --> 00:23:00.259
 has received

00:23:00.259 --> 00:23:00.719
 him back

00:23:00.719 --> 00:23:01.199
 safe and

00:23:01.199 --> 00:23:01.539
 sound

00:23:01.539 --> 00:23:03.399
 but he

00:23:03.399 --> 00:23:03.879
 was angry

00:23:03.879 --> 00:23:04.659
 and refused

00:23:04.659 --> 00:23:05.240
 to go in

00:23:05.240 --> 00:23:06.380
 his father

00:23:06.380 --> 00:23:06.859
 came out

00:23:06.859 --> 00:23:07.359
 and entreated

00:23:07.359 --> 00:23:07.700
 him

00:23:07.700 --> 00:23:08.319
 but he

00:23:08.319 --> 00:23:08.620
 answered

00:23:08.620 --> 00:23:09.180
 his father

00:23:09.180 --> 00:23:10.299
 look

00:23:10.299 --> 00:23:10.579
 these

00:23:10.579 --> 00:23:10.839
 many

00:23:10.839 --> 00:23:11.220
 years

00:23:11.220 --> 00:23:11.400
 I

00:23:11.400 --> 00:23:11.559
 have

00:23:11.559 --> 00:23:11.940
 served

00:23:11.940 --> 00:23:12.200
 you

00:23:12.200 --> 00:23:12.839
 and I

00:23:12.839 --> 00:23:13.120
 never

00:23:13.120 --> 00:23:13.380
 have

00:23:13.380 --> 00:23:13.940
 disobeyed

00:23:13.940 --> 00:23:14.539
 your command

00:23:14.539 --> 00:23:15.259
 yet you

00:23:15.259 --> 00:23:15.980
 never gave

00:23:15.980 --> 00:23:16.519
 me a young

00:23:16.519 --> 00:23:16.920
 goat

00:23:16.920 --> 00:23:17.440
 that I

00:23:17.440 --> 00:23:17.920
 might celebrate

00:23:17.920 --> 00:23:18.299
 with my

00:23:18.299 --> 00:23:18.759
 friends

00:23:18.759 --> 00:23:20.120
 but when

00:23:20.120 --> 00:23:20.579
 this son

00:23:20.579 --> 00:23:20.940
 of yours

00:23:20.940 --> 00:23:21.299
 came

00:23:21.299 --> 00:23:21.839
 who has

00:23:21.839 --> 00:23:22.279
 devoured

00:23:22.279 --> 00:23:22.779
 your property

00:23:22.779 --> 00:23:23.779
 with prostitutes

00:23:23.779 --> 00:23:24.620
 you killed

00:23:24.620 --> 00:23:25.160
 the fattened

00:23:25.160 --> 00:23:25.400
 calf

00:23:25.400 --> 00:23:25.859
 for him

00:23:25.859 --> 00:23:27.819
 and he

00:23:27.819 --> 00:23:28.140
 said to

00:23:28.140 --> 00:23:28.400
 him

00:23:28.400 --> 00:23:29.559
 son

00:23:29.559 --> 00:23:30.140
 you are

00:23:30.140 --> 00:23:30.740
 always with

00:23:30.740 --> 00:23:31.000
 me

00:23:31.000 --> 00:23:31.819
 and all

00:23:31.819 --> 00:23:32.160
 that is

00:23:32.160 --> 00:23:32.500
 mine

00:23:32.500 --> 00:23:33.220
 is yours

00:23:33.220 --> 00:23:34.160
 it was

00:23:34.160 --> 00:23:34.440
 fitting

00:23:34.440 --> 00:23:35.039
 to celebrate

00:23:35.039 --> 00:23:35.440
 and be

00:23:35.440 --> 00:23:35.859
 glad

00:23:35.859 --> 00:23:36.720
 for this

00:23:36.720 --> 00:23:37.220
 your brother

00:23:37.220 --> 00:23:37.880
 was dead

00:23:37.880 --> 00:23:38.440
 and is

00:23:38.440 --> 00:23:38.960
 alive

00:23:38.960 --> 00:23:39.680
 he was

00:23:39.680 --> 00:23:40.160
 lost

00:23:40.160 --> 00:23:40.759
 and is

00:23:40.759 --> 00:23:41.079
 found

00:23:41.079 --> 00:23:44.259
 well

00:23:44.259 --> 00:23:45.339
 like Don

00:23:45.339 --> 00:23:45.799
 I'm

00:23:45.799 --> 00:23:46.779
 assuming

00:23:46.779 --> 00:23:47.279
 that many

00:23:47.279 --> 00:23:47.779
 here today

00:23:47.779 --> 00:23:48.059
 have

00:23:48.059 --> 00:23:49.839
 grown up

00:23:49.839 --> 00:23:50.200
 in and

00:23:50.200 --> 00:23:50.500
 around

00:23:50.500 --> 00:23:50.900
 church

00:23:50.900 --> 00:23:51.359
 circles

00:23:51.359 --> 00:23:52.200
 as I

00:23:52.200 --> 00:23:52.440
 have

00:23:52.440 --> 00:23:53.240
 and if

00:23:53.240 --> 00:23:53.740
 that's

00:23:53.740 --> 00:23:53.980
 you

00:23:53.980 --> 00:23:55.339
 it's

00:23:55.339 --> 00:23:55.759
 the story

00:23:55.759 --> 00:23:55.980
 of the

00:23:55.980 --> 00:23:56.220
 elder

00:23:56.220 --> 00:23:56.519
 brother

00:23:56.519 --> 00:23:58.180
 that really

00:23:58.180 --> 00:23:58.720
 challenges

00:23:58.720 --> 00:24:00.400
 your view

00:24:00.400 --> 00:24:00.980
 of God

00:24:00.980 --> 00:24:01.279
 and your

00:24:01.279 --> 00:24:01.720
 view of

00:24:01.720 --> 00:24:02.079
 sin

00:24:02.079 --> 00:24:02.419
 and your

00:24:02.419 --> 00:24:02.919
 view of

00:24:02.919 --> 00:24:03.639
 why Jesus

00:24:03.639 --> 00:24:04.659
 came to

00:24:04.659 --> 00:24:05.220
 save us

00:24:05.220 --> 00:24:08.559
 so as we

00:24:08.559 --> 00:24:09.179
 picture this

00:24:09.179 --> 00:24:09.939
 elder brother

00:24:09.939 --> 00:24:11.599
 dirty and

00:24:11.599 --> 00:24:12.460
 tired

00:24:12.460 --> 00:24:13.319
 working in

00:24:13.319 --> 00:24:13.939
 the field

00:24:13.939 --> 00:24:15.220
 and he

00:24:15.220 --> 00:24:16.000
 hears music

00:24:16.000 --> 00:24:16.619
 and dancing

00:24:16.619 --> 00:24:17.559
 and what is

00:24:17.559 --> 00:24:17.879
 that

00:24:17.879 --> 00:24:18.460
 what's going

00:24:18.460 --> 00:24:18.839
 on

00:24:18.839 --> 00:24:20.079
 and he

00:24:20.079 --> 00:24:20.659
 finds out

00:24:20.659 --> 00:24:21.079
 and he

00:24:21.079 --> 00:24:21.299
 is

00:24:21.299 --> 00:24:22.279
 he is

00:24:22.279 --> 00:24:22.740
 livid

00:24:22.740 --> 00:24:23.419
 like he

00:24:23.419 --> 00:24:24.379
 is furious

00:24:24.379 --> 00:24:26.399
 now who's

00:24:26.399 --> 00:24:26.779
 he angry

00:24:26.779 --> 00:24:27.099
 at

00:24:27.099 --> 00:24:29.399
 he's mainly

00:24:29.399 --> 00:24:30.119
 angry at

00:24:30.119 --> 00:24:31.379
 his dad

00:24:31.380 --> 00:24:33.620
 and he

00:24:33.620 --> 00:24:34.280
 shows his

00:24:34.280 --> 00:24:34.800
 anger at

00:24:34.800 --> 00:24:35.280
 his father

00:24:35.280 --> 00:24:36.360
 by publicly

00:24:36.360 --> 00:24:37.400
 humiliating

00:24:37.400 --> 00:24:38.100
 him by

00:24:38.100 --> 00:24:38.860
 not going

00:24:38.860 --> 00:24:39.340
 into the

00:24:39.340 --> 00:24:39.740
 greatest

00:24:39.740 --> 00:24:40.580
 party his

00:24:40.580 --> 00:24:41.160
 dad has

00:24:41.160 --> 00:24:41.680
 ever thrown

00:24:41.680 --> 00:24:42.740
 it's like

00:24:42.740 --> 00:24:43.640
 at a

00:24:43.640 --> 00:24:44.120
 wedding where

00:24:44.120 --> 00:24:44.580
 everyone's

00:24:44.580 --> 00:24:45.000
 celebrating

00:24:45.000 --> 00:24:45.640
 inside and

00:24:45.640 --> 00:24:45.960
 there's a

00:24:45.960 --> 00:24:46.700
 family argument

00:24:46.700 --> 00:24:47.040
 happening

00:24:47.040 --> 00:24:47.500
 outside

00:24:47.500 --> 00:24:48.340
 he's standing

00:24:48.340 --> 00:24:48.940
 outside

00:24:48.940 --> 00:24:50.340
 and he

00:24:50.340 --> 00:24:50.720
 lets

00:24:50.720 --> 00:24:51.660
 he just

00:24:51.660 --> 00:24:52.200
 gives full

00:24:52.200 --> 00:24:52.740
 vent to

00:24:52.740 --> 00:24:53.180
 his anger

00:24:53.180 --> 00:24:54.260
 he doesn't

00:24:54.260 --> 00:24:55.080
 respect him

00:24:55.080 --> 00:24:55.640
 calling him

00:24:55.640 --> 00:24:56.060
 father

00:24:56.060 --> 00:24:56.460
 he goes

00:24:56.460 --> 00:24:56.880
 look

00:24:56.880 --> 00:24:59.480
 these

00:24:59.480 --> 00:24:59.860
 many

00:24:59.860 --> 00:25:00.380
 years

00:25:00.380 --> 00:25:00.700
 I've

00:25:00.700 --> 00:25:01.120
 served

00:25:01.120 --> 00:25:01.279
 you

00:25:01.279 --> 00:25:01.539
 and I

00:25:01.539 --> 00:25:01.940
 never

00:25:01.940 --> 00:25:02.579
 disobeyed

00:25:02.579 --> 00:25:02.700
 your

00:25:02.700 --> 00:25:03.279
 command

00:25:03.279 --> 00:25:04.279
 yet you

00:25:04.279 --> 00:25:04.539
 never

00:25:04.539 --> 00:25:04.880
 gave me

00:25:04.880 --> 00:25:05.220
 a young

00:25:05.220 --> 00:25:05.640
 goat

00:25:05.640 --> 00:25:06.480
 that I

00:25:06.480 --> 00:25:06.680
 might

00:25:06.680 --> 00:25:07.120
 celebrate

00:25:07.120 --> 00:25:07.500
 with my

00:25:07.500 --> 00:25:07.880
 friends

00:25:07.880 --> 00:25:08.220
 but when

00:25:08.220 --> 00:25:08.400
 this

00:25:08.400 --> 00:25:08.720
 son of

00:25:08.720 --> 00:25:08.900
 yours

00:25:08.900 --> 00:25:09.259
 came

00:25:09.259 --> 00:25:09.660
 who

00:25:09.660 --> 00:25:09.840
 has

00:25:09.840 --> 00:25:10.480
 devoured

00:25:10.480 --> 00:25:10.840
 your

00:25:10.840 --> 00:25:11.240
 property

00:25:11.240 --> 00:25:11.480
 with

00:25:11.480 --> 00:25:12.259
 prostitutes

00:25:12.259 --> 00:25:12.620
 you

00:25:12.620 --> 00:25:12.920
 killed

00:25:12.920 --> 00:25:13.160
 the

00:25:13.160 --> 00:25:13.640
 fattened

00:25:13.640 --> 00:25:14.019
 calf

00:25:14.019 --> 00:25:14.240
 for

00:25:14.240 --> 00:25:14.559
 him

00:25:14.559 --> 00:25:19.600
 why

00:25:19.600 --> 00:25:20.000
 is he

00:25:20.000 --> 00:25:20.460
 angry

00:25:20.460 --> 00:25:21.920
 and

00:25:21.920 --> 00:25:22.160
 not

00:25:22.160 --> 00:25:23.019
 relieved

00:25:23.019 --> 00:25:23.779
 and

00:25:23.779 --> 00:25:24.039
 full

00:25:24.039 --> 00:25:24.460
 of joy

00:25:24.460 --> 00:25:24.779
 like

00:25:24.779 --> 00:25:24.960
 his

00:25:24.960 --> 00:25:25.279
 dad

00:25:25.279 --> 00:25:28.240
 I

00:25:28.240 --> 00:25:28.440
 think

00:25:28.440 --> 00:25:28.859
 notice

00:25:28.859 --> 00:25:29.160
 that

00:25:29.160 --> 00:25:29.920
 he's

00:25:29.920 --> 00:25:30.299
 upset

00:25:30.299 --> 00:25:30.700
 about

00:25:30.700 --> 00:25:30.899
 the

00:25:30.899 --> 00:25:31.359
 fattened

00:25:31.359 --> 00:25:31.799
 calf

00:25:31.799 --> 00:25:33.220
 you

00:25:33.220 --> 00:25:33.539
 gave

00:25:33.539 --> 00:25:33.779
 the

00:25:33.779 --> 00:25:34.240
 calf

00:25:34.240 --> 00:25:34.920
 to

00:25:34.920 --> 00:25:35.279
 him

00:25:35.279 --> 00:25:38.019
 I

00:25:38.019 --> 00:25:38.500
 deserve

00:25:38.500 --> 00:25:38.779
 your

00:25:38.779 --> 00:25:39.279
 stuff

00:25:39.279 --> 00:25:40.019
 not

00:25:40.019 --> 00:25:40.940
 him

00:25:40.940 --> 00:25:42.039
 you

00:25:42.039 --> 00:25:42.259
 haven't

00:25:42.259 --> 00:25:42.440
 even

00:25:42.440 --> 00:25:42.639
 given

00:25:42.639 --> 00:25:42.839
 me

00:25:42.839 --> 00:25:43.019
 a

00:25:43.019 --> 00:25:43.319
 goat

00:25:43.319 --> 00:25:44.119
 now

00:25:44.119 --> 00:25:44.240
 I

00:25:44.240 --> 00:25:44.379
 know

00:25:44.379 --> 00:25:44.579
 that

00:25:44.579 --> 00:25:44.879
 calf

00:25:44.879 --> 00:25:45.019
 and

00:25:45.019 --> 00:25:45.220
 goat

00:25:45.220 --> 00:25:45.500
 probably

00:25:45.500 --> 00:25:45.799
 isn't

00:25:45.799 --> 00:25:46.279
 relating

00:25:46.279 --> 00:25:46.599
 too

00:25:46.599 --> 00:25:46.839
 well

00:25:46.839 --> 00:25:47.019
 to

00:25:47.019 --> 00:25:47.220
 us

00:25:47.220 --> 00:25:48.119
 you

00:25:48.119 --> 00:25:48.399
 gave

00:25:48.399 --> 00:25:48.539
 the

00:25:48.539 --> 00:25:48.879
 family

00:25:48.879 --> 00:25:49.319
 car

00:25:49.319 --> 00:25:49.539
 to

00:25:49.539 --> 00:25:49.839
 him

00:25:49.839 --> 00:25:51.119
 you

00:25:51.119 --> 00:25:51.480
 kidding

00:25:51.480 --> 00:25:53.480
 after

00:25:53.480 --> 00:25:53.980
 years

00:25:53.980 --> 00:25:54.099
 of

00:25:54.099 --> 00:25:54.539
 obeying

00:25:54.539 --> 00:25:54.819
 you

00:25:54.819 --> 00:25:55.779
 surely

00:25:55.779 --> 00:25:56.059
 I

00:25:56.059 --> 00:25:56.439
 deserve

00:25:56.439 --> 00:25:56.720
 some

00:25:56.720 --> 00:25:57.139
 reward

00:25:57.139 --> 00:25:57.319
 for

00:25:57.319 --> 00:25:57.500
 my

00:25:57.500 --> 00:25:57.819
 efforts

00:25:57.819 --> 00:25:58.700
 surely

00:25:58.700 --> 00:25:59.039
 this

00:25:59.039 --> 00:25:59.539
 gathering

00:25:59.539 --> 00:25:59.879
 if we're

00:25:59.879 --> 00:26:00.099
 going to

00:26:00.099 --> 00:26:00.439
 celebrate

00:26:00.439 --> 00:26:00.859
 anyone

00:26:00.859 --> 00:26:01.619
 it should

00:26:01.619 --> 00:26:01.779
 be

00:26:01.779 --> 00:26:02.220
 celebrating

00:26:02.220 --> 00:26:02.619
 me

00:26:02.619 --> 00:26:02.980
 for

00:26:02.980 --> 00:26:03.379
 my

00:26:03.379 --> 00:26:03.919
 obedience

00:26:03.919 --> 00:26:04.599
 not

00:26:04.599 --> 00:26:04.839
 this

00:26:04.839 --> 00:26:05.159
 self

00:26:05.159 --> 00:26:05.799
 indulgent

00:26:05.799 --> 00:26:06.099
 son

00:26:06.099 --> 00:26:06.259
 of

00:26:06.259 --> 00:26:06.559
 yours

00:26:06.559 --> 00:26:10.079
 can

00:26:10.079 --> 00:26:10.220
 you

00:26:10.220 --> 00:26:10.659
 understand

00:26:10.659 --> 00:26:10.899
 his

00:26:10.899 --> 00:26:11.179
 anger

00:26:11.179 --> 00:26:11.700
 I

00:26:11.700 --> 00:26:11.939
 can

00:26:11.939 --> 00:26:13.099
 I

00:26:13.099 --> 00:26:13.279
 think

00:26:13.279 --> 00:26:13.419
 I

00:26:13.419 --> 00:26:13.579
 know

00:26:13.579 --> 00:26:13.759
 it

00:26:13.759 --> 00:26:14.519
 too

00:26:14.519 --> 00:26:14.839
 well

00:26:14.839 --> 00:26:17.819
 I

00:26:17.819 --> 00:26:18.039
 think

00:26:18.039 --> 00:26:18.599
 I

00:26:18.599 --> 00:26:18.779
 know

00:26:18.779 --> 00:26:18.939
 when

00:26:18.939 --> 00:26:19.079
 I'm

00:26:19.079 --> 00:26:19.339
 thinking

00:26:19.339 --> 00:26:19.599
 like

00:26:19.599 --> 00:26:19.839
 this

00:26:19.839 --> 00:26:20.059
 when

00:26:20.059 --> 00:26:20.339
 things

00:26:20.339 --> 00:26:20.659
 don't

00:26:20.659 --> 00:26:20.879
 go

00:26:20.879 --> 00:26:21.139
 well

00:26:21.139 --> 00:26:21.299
 in

00:26:21.299 --> 00:26:21.519
 life

00:26:21.519 --> 00:26:21.639
 and

00:26:21.639 --> 00:26:21.779
 I

00:26:21.779 --> 00:26:21.980
 feel

00:26:21.980 --> 00:26:22.200
 like

00:26:22.200 --> 00:26:22.419
 God

00:26:22.419 --> 00:26:22.619
 has

00:26:22.619 --> 00:26:22.919
 short

00:26:22.919 --> 00:26:23.359
 changed

00:26:23.359 --> 00:26:23.639
 me

00:26:23.640 --> 00:26:26.180
 I'm

00:26:26.180 --> 00:26:26.420
 one of

00:26:26.420 --> 00:26:26.540
 the

00:26:26.540 --> 00:26:26.700
 good

00:26:26.700 --> 00:26:27.100
 ones

00:26:27.100 --> 00:26:29.040
 like

00:26:29.040 --> 00:26:29.160
 I

00:26:29.160 --> 00:26:29.360
 try

00:26:29.360 --> 00:26:29.580
 my

00:26:29.580 --> 00:26:30.020
 best

00:26:30.020 --> 00:26:30.320
 with

00:26:30.320 --> 00:26:30.480
 my

00:26:30.480 --> 00:26:30.960
 family

00:26:30.960 --> 00:26:31.140
 I

00:26:31.140 --> 00:26:31.620
 sacrifice

00:26:31.620 --> 00:26:31.960
 the

00:26:31.960 --> 00:26:32.200
 church

00:26:32.200 --> 00:26:32.360
 I

00:26:32.360 --> 00:26:32.540
 did

00:26:32.540 --> 00:26:32.700
 the

00:26:32.700 --> 00:26:33.040
 prayers

00:26:33.040 --> 00:26:33.540
 you

00:26:33.540 --> 00:26:33.820
 haven't

00:26:33.820 --> 00:26:34.060
 given

00:26:34.060 --> 00:26:34.220
 me

00:26:34.220 --> 00:26:34.420
 the

00:26:34.420 --> 00:26:34.820
 health

00:26:34.820 --> 00:26:35.680
 for

00:26:35.680 --> 00:26:35.880
 me

00:26:35.880 --> 00:26:36.000
 and

00:26:36.000 --> 00:26:36.140
 my

00:26:36.140 --> 00:26:36.340
 family

00:26:36.340 --> 00:26:36.520
 you

00:26:36.520 --> 00:26:36.880
 haven't

00:26:36.880 --> 00:26:38.260
 helped

00:26:38.260 --> 00:26:38.280
 helped

00:26:38.280 --> 00:26:38.500
 me

00:26:38.500 --> 00:26:38.880
 given

00:26:38.880 --> 00:26:39.380
 me

00:26:39.380 --> 00:26:41.360
 that

00:26:41.360 --> 00:26:41.820
 peaceful

00:26:41.820 --> 00:26:42.320
 holiday

00:26:42.320 --> 00:26:42.580
 you

00:26:42.580 --> 00:26:44.700
 just

00:26:44.700 --> 00:26:44.860
 feel

00:26:44.860 --> 00:26:45.380
 angry

00:26:45.380 --> 00:26:45.700
 that

00:26:45.700 --> 00:26:46.080
 you're

00:26:46.080 --> 00:26:46.220
 not

00:26:46.220 --> 00:26:46.460
 getting

00:26:46.460 --> 00:26:46.640
 what

00:26:46.640 --> 00:26:46.740
 you

00:26:46.740 --> 00:26:47.260
 deserve

00:26:47.260 --> 00:26:50.380
 and

00:26:50.380 --> 00:26:50.500
 I

00:26:50.500 --> 00:26:50.720
 got to

00:26:50.720 --> 00:26:50.880
 admit

00:26:50.880 --> 00:26:51.060
 I

00:26:51.060 --> 00:26:51.480
 struggled

00:26:51.480 --> 00:26:51.680
 to

00:26:51.680 --> 00:26:51.840
 get

00:26:51.840 --> 00:26:52.520
 my

00:26:52.520 --> 00:26:52.760
 head

00:26:52.760 --> 00:26:53.220
 around

00:26:53.220 --> 00:26:53.540
 the

00:26:53.540 --> 00:26:53.980
 father's

00:26:53.980 --> 00:26:54.540
 response

00:26:54.540 --> 00:26:55.200
 and

00:26:55.200 --> 00:26:55.340
 I

00:26:55.340 --> 00:26:55.580
 think

00:26:55.580 --> 00:26:55.760
 I

00:26:55.760 --> 00:26:56.180
 struggled

00:26:56.180 --> 00:26:56.800
 because

00:26:56.800 --> 00:26:58.840
 if

00:26:58.840 --> 00:26:59.080
 I'm

00:26:59.080 --> 00:26:59.320
 like

00:26:59.320 --> 00:26:59.620
 anyone

00:26:59.620 --> 00:26:59.940
 I

00:26:59.940 --> 00:27:00.600
 think

00:27:00.600 --> 00:27:00.740
 I

00:27:00.740 --> 00:27:00.880
 can

00:27:00.880 --> 00:27:01.180
 relate

00:27:01.180 --> 00:27:01.420
 more

00:27:01.420 --> 00:27:01.580
 to

00:27:01.580 --> 00:27:01.700
 the

00:27:01.700 --> 00:27:01.880
 elder

00:27:01.880 --> 00:27:02.200
 brother

00:27:02.200 --> 00:27:04.200
 here's

00:27:04.200 --> 00:27:04.340
 what

00:27:04.340 --> 00:27:05.000
 the

00:27:05.000 --> 00:27:05.240
 father

00:27:05.240 --> 00:27:05.540
 said

00:27:05.539 --> 00:27:06.359
 son

00:27:06.359 --> 00:27:08.819
 probably

00:27:08.819 --> 00:27:09.359
 more tender

00:27:09.359 --> 00:27:09.759
 than that

00:27:09.759 --> 00:27:10.159
 son

00:27:10.159 --> 00:27:12.399
 you

00:27:12.399 --> 00:27:12.579
 are

00:27:12.579 --> 00:27:13.019
 always

00:27:13.019 --> 00:27:13.319
 with

00:27:13.319 --> 00:27:13.639
 me

00:27:13.639 --> 00:27:15.720
 as

00:27:15.720 --> 00:27:16.059
 compared

00:27:16.059 --> 00:27:16.240
 to

00:27:16.240 --> 00:27:16.379
 the

00:27:16.379 --> 00:27:16.599
 other

00:27:16.599 --> 00:27:17.680
 you

00:27:17.680 --> 00:27:17.879
 are

00:27:17.879 --> 00:27:18.139
 always

00:27:18.139 --> 00:27:18.379
 with

00:27:18.379 --> 00:27:18.519
 me

00:27:18.519 --> 00:27:18.680
 and

00:27:18.680 --> 00:27:19.240
 all

00:27:19.240 --> 00:27:19.440
 that

00:27:19.440 --> 00:27:19.579
 is

00:27:19.579 --> 00:27:19.940
 mine

00:27:19.940 --> 00:27:20.139
 is

00:27:20.139 --> 00:27:20.639
 yours

00:27:20.639 --> 00:27:23.720
 now

00:27:23.720 --> 00:27:23.960
 how

00:27:23.960 --> 00:27:24.180
 does

00:27:24.180 --> 00:27:24.500
 that

00:27:24.500 --> 00:27:25.319
 answer

00:27:25.319 --> 00:27:25.519
 the

00:27:25.519 --> 00:27:25.859
 claim

00:27:25.859 --> 00:27:26.039
 of

00:27:26.039 --> 00:27:26.839
 unfairness

00:27:26.839 --> 00:27:28.159
 you're

00:27:28.159 --> 00:27:28.460
 always

00:27:28.460 --> 00:27:28.680
 with

00:27:28.680 --> 00:27:28.899
 me

00:27:28.899 --> 00:27:29.399
 and

00:27:29.399 --> 00:27:29.599
 all

00:27:29.599 --> 00:27:29.700
 that

00:27:29.700 --> 00:27:29.819
 is

00:27:29.819 --> 00:27:30.039
 mine

00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:30.180
 is

00:27:30.180 --> 00:27:30.379
 yours

00:27:30.379 --> 00:27:30.599
 how

00:27:30.599 --> 00:27:30.799
 does

00:27:30.799 --> 00:27:31.019
 that

00:27:31.019 --> 00:27:31.920
 answer

00:27:31.920 --> 00:27:32.119
 the

00:27:32.119 --> 00:27:32.420
 claim

00:27:32.420 --> 00:27:32.579
 of

00:27:32.579 --> 00:27:33.279
 unfairness

00:27:33.279 --> 00:27:35.599
 because

00:27:35.599 --> 00:27:36.000
 he hasn't

00:27:36.000 --> 00:27:36.279
 been

00:27:36.279 --> 00:27:36.740
 rewarded

00:27:36.740 --> 00:27:37.119
 for his

00:27:37.119 --> 00:27:37.559
 obedience

00:27:37.559 --> 00:27:39.039
 I

00:27:39.039 --> 00:27:39.180
 think

00:27:39.180 --> 00:27:39.319
 to

00:27:39.319 --> 00:27:39.700
 understand

00:27:39.700 --> 00:27:39.839
 that

00:27:39.839 --> 00:27:39.960
 we

00:27:39.960 --> 00:27:40.079
 need

00:27:40.079 --> 00:27:40.180
 to

00:27:40.180 --> 00:27:40.339
 put

00:27:40.339 --> 00:27:40.720
 ourselves

00:27:40.720 --> 00:27:40.899
 in

00:27:40.899 --> 00:27:41.019
 the

00:27:41.019 --> 00:27:41.420
 father's

00:27:41.420 --> 00:27:41.740
 shoes

00:27:41.740 --> 00:27:41.940
 and

00:27:41.940 --> 00:27:42.079
 we

00:27:42.079 --> 00:27:42.240
 need

00:27:42.240 --> 00:27:42.399
 to

00:27:42.399 --> 00:27:42.700
 feel

00:27:42.700 --> 00:27:42.920
 the

00:27:42.920 --> 00:27:43.619
 heartbreak

00:27:43.619 --> 00:27:44.180
 that

00:27:44.180 --> 00:27:44.339
 the

00:27:44.339 --> 00:27:44.599
 father

00:27:44.599 --> 00:27:44.980
 felt

00:27:44.980 --> 00:27:46.680
 he's

00:27:46.680 --> 00:27:47.059
 hearing

00:27:47.059 --> 00:27:47.319
 his

00:27:47.319 --> 00:27:47.579
 son

00:27:47.579 --> 00:27:48.119
 basically

00:27:48.119 --> 00:27:48.559
 say

00:27:48.559 --> 00:27:49.519
 I

00:27:49.519 --> 00:27:49.720
 was

00:27:49.720 --> 00:27:50.039
 doing

00:27:50.039 --> 00:27:50.279
 all

00:27:50.279 --> 00:27:50.639
 this

00:27:50.639 --> 00:27:52.079
 I

00:27:52.079 --> 00:27:52.220
 was

00:27:52.220 --> 00:27:52.660
 obeying

00:27:52.660 --> 00:27:52.879
 you

00:27:52.879 --> 00:27:53.059
 to

00:27:53.059 --> 00:27:53.220
 get

00:27:53.220 --> 00:27:53.399
 the

00:27:53.399 --> 00:27:53.920
 calf

00:27:53.920 --> 00:27:55.000
 to

00:27:55.000 --> 00:27:55.220
 get

00:27:55.220 --> 00:27:55.539
 the

00:27:55.539 --> 00:27:55.859
 goat

00:27:55.859 --> 00:27:59.579
 you

00:27:59.579 --> 00:27:59.960
 mean

00:27:59.960 --> 00:28:00.299
 all

00:28:00.299 --> 00:28:00.599
 these

00:28:00.599 --> 00:28:01.099
 years

00:28:01.099 --> 00:28:02.200
 you

00:28:02.200 --> 00:28:02.660
 obeyed

00:28:02.660 --> 00:28:02.759
 me

00:28:02.759 --> 00:28:02.880
 to

00:28:02.880 --> 00:28:03.019
 get

00:28:03.019 --> 00:28:03.180
 the

00:28:03.180 --> 00:28:03.580
 stuff

00:28:03.580 --> 00:28:06.840
 all

00:28:06.840 --> 00:28:07.040
 I

00:28:07.040 --> 00:28:07.360
 own

00:28:07.360 --> 00:28:07.620
 is

00:28:07.620 --> 00:28:08.400
 yours

00:28:08.400 --> 00:28:09.480
 we're

00:28:09.480 --> 00:28:09.960
 family

00:28:09.960 --> 00:28:12.060
 I

00:28:12.060 --> 00:28:12.300
 thought

00:28:12.300 --> 00:28:12.420
 you

00:28:12.420 --> 00:28:12.540
 were

00:28:12.540 --> 00:28:12.880
 obeying

00:28:12.880 --> 00:28:13.060
 me

00:28:13.060 --> 00:28:13.360
 because

00:28:13.360 --> 00:28:13.519
 you

00:28:13.519 --> 00:28:13.800
 love

00:28:13.800 --> 00:28:14.120
 me

00:28:14.120 --> 00:28:15.900
 here

00:28:15.900 --> 00:28:16.080
 I

00:28:16.080 --> 00:28:16.400
 thought

00:28:16.400 --> 00:28:17.279
 relationship

00:28:17.279 --> 00:28:17.840
 is

00:28:17.840 --> 00:28:18.100
 the

00:28:18.100 --> 00:28:18.640
 reward

00:28:18.640 --> 00:28:20.800
 I

00:28:20.800 --> 00:28:21.040
 thought

00:28:21.040 --> 00:28:21.180
 you

00:28:21.180 --> 00:28:21.320
 were

00:28:21.320 --> 00:28:22.779
 obeying

00:28:22.779 --> 00:28:22.920
 me

00:28:22.920 --> 00:28:23.160
 because

00:28:23.160 --> 00:28:23.300
 you

00:28:23.300 --> 00:28:23.440
 wanted

00:28:23.440 --> 00:28:23.620
 to

00:28:23.620 --> 00:28:24.160
 express

00:28:24.160 --> 00:28:25.480
 your

00:28:25.480 --> 00:28:25.800
 love

00:28:25.800 --> 00:28:25.960
 for

00:28:25.960 --> 00:28:26.060
 me

00:28:26.060 --> 00:28:26.200
 you

00:28:26.200 --> 00:28:26.440
 love

00:28:26.440 --> 00:28:26.700
 being

00:28:26.700 --> 00:28:26.940
 my

00:28:26.940 --> 00:28:27.300
 son

00:28:27.300 --> 00:28:27.700
 but

00:28:27.700 --> 00:28:27.960
 you

00:28:27.960 --> 00:28:28.400
 too

00:28:28.400 --> 00:28:29.040
 just

00:28:29.040 --> 00:28:29.259
 want

00:28:29.259 --> 00:28:29.420
 the

00:28:29.420 --> 00:28:29.740
 stuff

00:28:29.740 --> 00:28:29.880
 and

00:28:29.880 --> 00:28:30.060
 not

00:28:30.060 --> 00:28:30.360
 me

00:28:30.360 --> 00:28:32.320
 both

00:28:32.319 --> 00:28:33.059
 sons

00:28:33.059 --> 00:28:34.319
 saw

00:28:34.319 --> 00:28:34.619
 their

00:28:34.619 --> 00:28:34.980
 father

00:28:34.980 --> 00:28:35.200
 in

00:28:35.200 --> 00:28:35.480
 terms

00:28:35.480 --> 00:28:35.700
 of

00:28:35.700 --> 00:28:36.240
 rules

00:28:36.240 --> 00:28:38.220
 the

00:28:38.220 --> 00:28:38.599
 younger

00:28:38.599 --> 00:28:39.139
 son

00:28:39.139 --> 00:28:42.259
 didn't

00:28:42.259 --> 00:28:42.439
 want

00:28:42.439 --> 00:28:42.839
 anything

00:28:42.839 --> 00:28:43.279
 to do

00:28:43.279 --> 00:28:43.399
 with

00:28:43.399 --> 00:28:43.539
 the

00:28:43.539 --> 00:28:43.839
 rules

00:28:43.839 --> 00:28:44.079
 they

00:28:44.079 --> 00:28:44.279
 thought

00:28:44.279 --> 00:28:44.519
 no

00:28:44.519 --> 00:28:44.819
 way

00:28:44.819 --> 00:28:45.399
 I'm

00:28:45.399 --> 00:28:45.539
 getting

00:28:45.539 --> 00:28:45.740
 out

00:28:45.740 --> 00:28:45.859
 of

00:28:45.859 --> 00:28:46.099
 here

00:28:46.099 --> 00:28:46.980
 I'm

00:28:46.980 --> 00:28:47.059
 going

00:28:47.059 --> 00:28:47.139
 to

00:28:47.139 --> 00:28:47.500
 find

00:28:47.500 --> 00:28:47.879
 life

00:28:47.879 --> 00:28:48.679
 away

00:28:48.679 --> 00:28:48.980
 from

00:28:48.980 --> 00:28:49.279
 God's

00:28:49.279 --> 00:28:49.460
 rules

00:28:49.460 --> 00:28:49.899
 whereas

00:28:49.899 --> 00:28:50.099
 the

00:28:50.099 --> 00:28:50.379
 older

00:28:50.379 --> 00:28:50.659
 son

00:28:50.659 --> 00:28:51.079
 was

00:28:51.079 --> 00:28:51.299
 thinking

00:28:51.299 --> 00:28:51.500
 in

00:28:51.500 --> 00:28:51.659
 terms

00:28:51.659 --> 00:28:51.819
 of

00:28:51.819 --> 00:28:52.039
 rules

00:28:52.039 --> 00:28:52.220
 as

00:28:52.220 --> 00:28:52.419
 well

00:28:52.419 --> 00:28:53.119
 okay

00:28:53.119 --> 00:28:54.019
 I

00:28:54.019 --> 00:28:54.200
 don't

00:28:54.200 --> 00:28:54.399
 like

00:28:54.399 --> 00:28:54.519
 the

00:28:54.519 --> 00:28:54.639
 rule

00:28:54.639 --> 00:28:55.000
 I'll

00:28:55.000 --> 00:28:55.259
 do

00:28:55.259 --> 00:28:55.539
 it

00:28:55.539 --> 00:28:56.379
 they

00:28:56.379 --> 00:28:56.839
 both

00:28:56.839 --> 00:28:57.539
 were

00:28:57.539 --> 00:28:57.899
 thinking

00:28:57.899 --> 00:28:58.159
 in

00:28:58.159 --> 00:28:58.319
 terms

00:28:58.319 --> 00:28:58.460
 of

00:28:58.460 --> 00:28:58.939
 rules

00:28:58.939 --> 00:28:59.179
 when

00:28:59.179 --> 00:28:59.339
 the

00:28:59.339 --> 00:28:59.639
 father

00:28:59.639 --> 00:28:59.980
 wanted

00:28:59.980 --> 00:29:00.599
 relationship

00:29:00.599 --> 00:29:01.139
 they

00:29:01.139 --> 00:29:01.439
 both

00:29:01.439 --> 00:29:01.699
 wanted

00:29:01.699 --> 00:29:01.919
 the

00:29:01.919 --> 00:29:02.399
 stuff

00:29:02.399 --> 00:29:03.659
 and

00:29:03.659 --> 00:29:03.819
 not

00:29:03.819 --> 00:29:03.980
 the

00:29:03.980 --> 00:29:04.259
 father

00:29:04.259 --> 00:29:04.740
 himself

00:29:04.740 --> 00:29:09.000
 and

00:29:09.000 --> 00:29:09.119
 I

00:29:09.119 --> 00:29:09.240
 think

00:29:09.240 --> 00:29:09.399
 this

00:29:09.399 --> 00:29:09.519
 is

00:29:09.519 --> 00:29:09.740
 why

00:29:09.740 --> 00:29:09.899
 there

00:29:09.899 --> 00:29:10.019
 can

00:29:10.019 --> 00:29:10.139
 be

00:29:10.139 --> 00:29:10.579
 so

00:29:10.579 --> 00:29:10.959
 much

00:29:10.959 --> 00:29:11.419
 religious

00:29:11.419 --> 00:29:12.039
 activity

00:29:12.039 --> 00:29:12.599
 going on

00:29:12.599 --> 00:29:12.799
 and

00:29:12.799 --> 00:29:13.059
 we

00:29:13.059 --> 00:29:13.419
 heard

00:29:13.419 --> 00:29:13.799
 a glimpse

00:29:13.799 --> 00:29:13.919
 to

00:29:13.919 --> 00:29:14.119
 that

00:29:14.119 --> 00:29:15.919
 without

00:29:15.919 --> 00:29:15.940
 without

00:29:15.940 --> 00:29:17.379
 real

00:29:17.379 --> 00:29:17.639
 love

00:29:17.639 --> 00:29:17.819
 for

00:29:17.819 --> 00:29:18.119
 God

00:29:18.119 --> 00:29:22.399
 we

00:29:22.399 --> 00:29:22.720
 don't

00:29:22.720 --> 00:29:23.139
 fully

00:29:23.139 --> 00:29:23.919
 appreciate

00:29:23.919 --> 00:29:25.079
 why

00:29:25.079 --> 00:29:25.539
 Jesus

00:29:25.539 --> 00:29:25.899
 had to

00:29:25.899 --> 00:29:26.099
 die

00:29:26.099 --> 00:29:26.220
 on

00:29:26.220 --> 00:29:26.339
 the

00:29:26.339 --> 00:29:26.639
 cross

00:29:26.639 --> 00:29:26.980
 until

00:29:26.980 --> 00:29:27.259
 we

00:29:27.259 --> 00:29:27.839
 understand

00:29:27.839 --> 00:29:28.220
 that

00:29:28.220 --> 00:29:29.720
 I

00:29:29.720 --> 00:29:30.500
 we

00:29:30.500 --> 00:29:30.919
 need

00:29:30.919 --> 00:29:31.200
 to be

00:29:31.200 --> 00:29:31.680
 saved

00:29:31.680 --> 00:29:32.079
 for the

00:29:32.079 --> 00:29:32.740
 motivations

00:29:32.740 --> 00:29:33.500
 for doing

00:29:33.500 --> 00:29:34.019
 right

00:29:34.019 --> 00:29:36.700
 we need

00:29:36.700 --> 00:29:36.899
 to be

00:29:36.899 --> 00:29:37.180
 saved

00:29:37.180 --> 00:29:37.440
 for the

00:29:37.440 --> 00:29:37.639
 wrong

00:29:37.639 --> 00:29:38.319
 things we

00:29:38.319 --> 00:29:38.440
 do

00:29:38.440 --> 00:29:38.740
 but we

00:29:38.740 --> 00:29:38.980
 also

00:29:38.980 --> 00:29:39.159
 need

00:29:39.159 --> 00:29:39.379
 to be

00:29:39.379 --> 00:29:39.799
 saved

00:29:39.799 --> 00:29:41.579
 for the

00:29:41.579 --> 00:29:42.259
 motivations

00:29:42.259 --> 00:29:43.839
 for why

00:29:43.839 --> 00:29:44.160
 we do

00:29:44.160 --> 00:29:44.319
 the

00:29:44.319 --> 00:29:44.559
 right

00:29:44.559 --> 00:29:44.879
 thing

00:29:44.879 --> 00:29:48.019
 because

00:29:48.019 --> 00:29:48.339
 if we

00:29:48.339 --> 00:29:48.619
 do

00:29:48.619 --> 00:29:49.000
 the

00:29:49.000 --> 00:29:49.299
 right

00:29:49.299 --> 00:29:49.720
 thing

00:29:49.720 --> 00:29:50.500
 to

00:29:50.500 --> 00:29:50.759
 try

00:29:50.759 --> 00:29:50.920
 and

00:29:50.920 --> 00:29:51.400
 control

00:29:51.400 --> 00:29:51.859
 God

00:29:51.859 --> 00:29:52.299
 if I

00:29:52.299 --> 00:29:52.440
 do

00:29:52.440 --> 00:29:52.640
 this

00:29:52.640 --> 00:29:52.819
 for

00:29:52.819 --> 00:29:53.099
 you

00:29:53.099 --> 00:29:53.980
 you

00:29:53.980 --> 00:29:54.279
 owe

00:29:54.279 --> 00:29:54.519
 me

00:29:54.519 --> 00:29:57.759
 or

00:29:57.759 --> 00:29:57.960
 if

00:29:57.960 --> 00:29:58.240
 we

00:29:58.240 --> 00:29:58.859
 do

00:29:58.859 --> 00:29:59.000
 the

00:29:59.000 --> 00:29:59.180
 right

00:29:59.180 --> 00:29:59.519
 things

00:29:59.519 --> 00:29:59.740
 to

00:29:59.740 --> 00:30:00.200
 bolster

00:30:00.200 --> 00:30:00.420
 our

00:30:00.420 --> 00:30:00.700
 sense

00:30:00.700 --> 00:30:00.900
 of

00:30:00.900 --> 00:30:01.200
 self

00:30:01.200 --> 00:30:01.819
 importance

00:30:01.819 --> 00:30:02.059
 we

00:30:02.059 --> 00:30:02.420
 compare

00:30:02.420 --> 00:30:02.779
 ourselves

00:30:02.779 --> 00:30:02.960
 to

00:30:02.960 --> 00:30:03.339
 others

00:30:03.339 --> 00:30:05.720
 they're

00:30:05.720 --> 00:30:06.119
 failing

00:30:06.119 --> 00:30:06.500
 I'm

00:30:06.500 --> 00:30:07.039
 succeeding

00:30:07.039 --> 00:30:10.559
 then

00:30:10.559 --> 00:30:10.740
 it's

00:30:10.740 --> 00:30:10.960
 not

00:30:10.960 --> 00:30:11.220
 true

00:30:11.220 --> 00:30:11.460
 love

00:30:11.460 --> 00:30:11.640
 for

00:30:11.640 --> 00:30:11.920
 God

00:30:11.920 --> 00:30:14.300
 it's

00:30:14.300 --> 00:30:14.480
 the

00:30:14.480 --> 00:30:14.740
 elder

00:30:14.740 --> 00:30:15.320
 brother's

00:30:15.320 --> 00:30:15.660
 self

00:30:15.660 --> 00:30:16.060
 righteous

00:30:16.060 --> 00:30:16.680
 goodness

00:30:16.680 --> 00:30:18.140
 that

00:30:18.140 --> 00:30:18.380
 makes

00:30:18.380 --> 00:30:18.539
 him

00:30:18.539 --> 00:30:19.000
 lost

00:30:19.000 --> 00:30:19.860
 he

00:30:19.860 --> 00:30:20.060
 is

00:30:20.060 --> 00:30:20.480
 just

00:30:20.480 --> 00:30:20.759
 as

00:30:20.759 --> 00:30:21.180
 lost

00:30:21.180 --> 00:30:21.400
 as

00:30:21.400 --> 00:30:21.519
 the

00:30:21.519 --> 00:30:21.740
 younger

00:30:21.740 --> 00:30:22.060
 brother

00:30:22.060 --> 00:30:22.300
 it

00:30:22.300 --> 00:30:22.460
 just

00:30:22.460 --> 00:30:22.759
 looks

00:30:22.759 --> 00:30:23.820
 different

00:30:23.820 --> 00:30:24.779
 he

00:30:24.779 --> 00:30:24.980
 is

00:30:24.980 --> 00:30:25.660
 worlds

00:30:25.660 --> 00:30:26.060
 away

00:30:26.060 --> 00:30:28.300
 from

00:30:28.300 --> 00:30:29.240
 loving

00:30:29.240 --> 00:30:29.460
 the

00:30:29.460 --> 00:30:29.779
 father

00:30:29.779 --> 00:30:30.080
 for

00:30:30.080 --> 00:30:30.480
 his

00:30:30.480 --> 00:30:30.840
 sake

00:30:30.840 --> 00:30:36.759
 we

00:30:36.759 --> 00:30:36.960
 can

00:30:36.960 --> 00:30:37.240
 know

00:30:37.240 --> 00:30:37.480
 we

00:30:37.480 --> 00:30:37.620
 are

00:30:37.620 --> 00:30:37.880
 lost

00:30:37.880 --> 00:30:38.180
 like

00:30:38.180 --> 00:30:38.580
 this

00:30:38.580 --> 00:30:39.500
 I

00:30:39.500 --> 00:30:39.680
 think

00:30:39.680 --> 00:30:39.820
 we

00:30:39.820 --> 00:30:40.019
 can

00:30:40.019 --> 00:30:40.600
 feel

00:30:40.600 --> 00:30:40.960
 it

00:30:40.960 --> 00:30:41.440
 and

00:30:41.440 --> 00:30:41.860
 sense

00:30:41.860 --> 00:30:42.120
 it

00:30:42.120 --> 00:30:43.460
 when

00:30:43.460 --> 00:30:43.660
 we

00:30:43.660 --> 00:30:43.759
 are

00:30:43.759 --> 00:30:44.160
 comparing

00:30:44.160 --> 00:30:44.620
 ourselves

00:30:44.620 --> 00:30:44.920
 to

00:30:44.920 --> 00:30:45.299
 others

00:30:45.299 --> 00:30:47.700
 we

00:30:47.700 --> 00:30:47.940
 hear

00:30:47.940 --> 00:30:48.160
 this

00:30:48.160 --> 00:30:48.420
 older

00:30:48.420 --> 00:30:48.700
 brother

00:30:48.700 --> 00:30:49.039
 go

00:30:49.039 --> 00:30:49.759
 this

00:30:49.759 --> 00:30:50.259
 son

00:30:50.259 --> 00:30:50.420
 of

00:30:50.420 --> 00:30:50.740
 yours

00:30:50.740 --> 00:30:50.960
 he

00:30:50.960 --> 00:30:51.200
 wants

00:30:51.200 --> 00:30:51.819
 nothing

00:30:51.819 --> 00:30:52.400
 to do

00:30:52.400 --> 00:30:52.579
 with

00:30:52.579 --> 00:30:52.759
 him

00:30:52.759 --> 00:30:54.000
 he's

00:30:54.000 --> 00:30:54.460
 comparing

00:30:54.460 --> 00:30:54.920
 himself

00:30:54.920 --> 00:30:55.340
 and I

00:30:55.340 --> 00:30:55.519
 think

00:30:55.519 --> 00:30:56.000
 we can

00:30:56.000 --> 00:30:56.299
 do the

00:30:56.299 --> 00:30:56.579
 same

00:30:56.579 --> 00:30:58.420
 when

00:30:58.420 --> 00:30:58.779
 we

00:30:58.779 --> 00:30:59.640
 don't

00:30:59.640 --> 00:31:00.380
 want

00:31:00.380 --> 00:31:00.720
 others

00:31:00.720 --> 00:31:01.039
 to be

00:31:01.039 --> 00:31:01.400
 forgiven

00:31:01.400 --> 00:31:03.340
 because

00:31:03.340 --> 00:31:03.759
 we

00:31:03.759 --> 00:31:04.160
 think

00:31:04.160 --> 00:31:04.360
 we

00:31:04.360 --> 00:31:04.579
 don't

00:31:04.579 --> 00:31:04.759
 need

00:31:04.759 --> 00:31:05.120
 forgiveness

00:31:05.120 --> 00:31:05.740
 ourselves

00:31:05.740 --> 00:31:09.140
 a

00:31:09.140 --> 00:31:09.500
 true

00:31:09.500 --> 00:31:09.960
 son

00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:11.859
 wouldn't

00:31:11.859 --> 00:31:12.039
 be

00:31:12.039 --> 00:31:12.519
 comparing

00:31:12.519 --> 00:31:12.799
 like

00:31:12.799 --> 00:31:13.079
 that

00:31:13.079 --> 00:31:14.420
 a

00:31:14.420 --> 00:31:14.720
 true

00:31:14.720 --> 00:31:15.099
 son

00:31:15.099 --> 00:31:15.319
 would

00:31:15.319 --> 00:31:15.900
 share

00:31:15.900 --> 00:31:16.700
 this

00:31:16.700 --> 00:31:17.500
 father's

00:31:17.500 --> 00:31:18.059
 longing

00:31:18.059 --> 00:31:18.700
 to have

00:31:18.700 --> 00:31:19.200
 all the

00:31:19.200 --> 00:31:19.539
 family

00:31:19.539 --> 00:31:19.839
 come

00:31:19.839 --> 00:31:20.180
 home

00:31:20.180 --> 00:31:23.339
 so

00:31:23.339 --> 00:31:23.819
 this

00:31:23.819 --> 00:31:24.220
 story

00:31:24.220 --> 00:31:24.519
 Jesus

00:31:24.519 --> 00:31:24.740
 is

00:31:24.740 --> 00:31:25.079
 telling

00:31:25.079 --> 00:31:26.799
 is a

00:31:26.799 --> 00:31:27.180
 confronting

00:31:27.180 --> 00:31:27.740
 story

00:31:27.740 --> 00:31:27.960
 it's

00:31:27.960 --> 00:31:28.960
 bad

00:31:28.960 --> 00:31:29.319
 people

00:31:29.319 --> 00:31:29.599
 good

00:31:29.599 --> 00:31:30.019
 people

00:31:30.019 --> 00:31:30.420
 you're

00:31:30.420 --> 00:31:30.680
 all

00:31:30.680 --> 00:31:31.180
 lost

00:31:31.180 --> 00:31:31.519
 we're

00:31:31.519 --> 00:31:31.819
 all

00:31:31.819 --> 00:31:32.400
 lost

00:31:32.400 --> 00:31:35.800
 because

00:31:35.800 --> 00:31:36.060
 we're

00:31:36.060 --> 00:31:36.300
 all

00:31:36.300 --> 00:31:36.620
 looking

00:31:36.620 --> 00:31:36.820
 at

00:31:36.820 --> 00:31:37.160
 God

00:31:37.160 --> 00:31:37.460
 as

00:31:37.460 --> 00:31:37.700
 if

00:31:37.700 --> 00:31:39.500
 it's

00:31:39.500 --> 00:31:39.660
 all

00:31:39.660 --> 00:31:39.900
 about

00:31:39.900 --> 00:31:40.540
 rules

00:31:40.540 --> 00:31:41.080
 trying

00:31:41.080 --> 00:31:41.240
 to

00:31:41.240 --> 00:31:41.400
 run

00:31:41.400 --> 00:31:41.640
 away

00:31:41.640 --> 00:31:41.860
 from

00:31:41.860 --> 00:31:42.180
 rules

00:31:42.180 --> 00:31:42.340
 or

00:31:42.340 --> 00:31:42.500
 trying

00:31:42.500 --> 00:31:42.620
 to

00:31:42.620 --> 00:31:42.820
 keep

00:31:42.820 --> 00:31:42.960
 the

00:31:42.960 --> 00:31:43.180
 rules

00:31:43.180 --> 00:31:43.360
 to

00:31:43.360 --> 00:31:43.519
 get

00:31:43.519 --> 00:31:43.700
 his

00:31:43.700 --> 00:31:44.040
 stuff

00:31:44.040 --> 00:31:44.740
 we're

00:31:44.740 --> 00:31:45.000
 all

00:31:45.000 --> 00:31:45.560
 lost

00:31:45.560 --> 00:31:48.440
 when

00:31:48.440 --> 00:31:48.680
 this

00:31:48.680 --> 00:31:49.000
 father

00:31:49.000 --> 00:31:49.320
 wants

00:31:49.320 --> 00:31:49.940
 relationship

00:31:49.940 --> 00:31:50.700
 as

00:31:50.700 --> 00:31:50.860
 the

00:31:50.860 --> 00:31:51.259
 reward

00:31:51.259 --> 00:31:56.240
 all

00:31:56.240 --> 00:31:56.580
 year

00:31:56.580 --> 00:31:57.000
 round

00:31:57.000 --> 00:31:57.220
 but

00:31:57.220 --> 00:31:57.700
 especially

00:31:57.700 --> 00:31:57.980
 at

00:31:57.980 --> 00:31:58.259
 Easter

00:31:58.259 --> 00:31:58.920
 we

00:31:58.920 --> 00:31:59.420
 celebrate

00:31:59.420 --> 00:32:00.360
 that

00:32:00.360 --> 00:32:01.280
 we

00:32:01.280 --> 00:32:01.440
 have

00:32:01.440 --> 00:32:01.580
 a

00:32:01.580 --> 00:32:02.100
 true

00:32:02.099 --> 00:32:03.199
 elder

00:32:03.199 --> 00:32:03.559
 brother

00:32:03.559 --> 00:32:06.679
 this

00:32:06.679 --> 00:32:06.980
 elder

00:32:06.980 --> 00:32:07.259
 brother

00:32:07.259 --> 00:32:07.599
 could

00:32:07.599 --> 00:32:07.740
 have

00:32:07.740 --> 00:32:08.059
 left

00:32:08.059 --> 00:32:08.259
 the

00:32:08.259 --> 00:32:08.559
 home

00:32:08.559 --> 00:32:08.779
 and

00:32:08.779 --> 00:32:09.319
 searched

00:32:09.319 --> 00:32:09.519
 for

00:32:09.519 --> 00:32:09.619
 the

00:32:09.619 --> 00:32:09.819
 younger

00:32:09.819 --> 00:32:10.179
 brother

00:32:10.179 --> 00:32:10.939
 and

00:32:10.939 --> 00:32:11.199
 brought

00:32:11.199 --> 00:32:11.359
 him

00:32:11.359 --> 00:32:11.740
 home

00:32:11.740 --> 00:32:14.679
 but

00:32:14.679 --> 00:32:14.799
 he

00:32:14.799 --> 00:32:15.139
 didn't

00:32:15.139 --> 00:32:15.579
 but

00:32:15.579 --> 00:32:15.759
 we

00:32:15.759 --> 00:32:15.879
 have

00:32:15.879 --> 00:32:16.019
 a

00:32:16.019 --> 00:32:16.299
 true

00:32:16.299 --> 00:32:16.599
 one

00:32:16.599 --> 00:32:16.879
 we

00:32:16.879 --> 00:32:17.059
 have

00:32:17.059 --> 00:32:17.299
 one

00:32:17.299 --> 00:32:17.439
 who

00:32:17.439 --> 00:32:17.719
 left

00:32:17.719 --> 00:32:18.079
 heaven

00:32:18.079 --> 00:32:18.759
 to

00:32:18.759 --> 00:32:18.959
 come

00:32:18.959 --> 00:32:19.119
 and

00:32:19.119 --> 00:32:19.379
 find

00:32:19.379 --> 00:32:19.740
 us

00:32:19.740 --> 00:32:20.240
 he

00:32:20.240 --> 00:32:20.480
 left

00:32:20.480 --> 00:32:20.659
 his

00:32:20.659 --> 00:32:20.859
 home

00:32:20.859 --> 00:32:21.019
 in

00:32:21.019 --> 00:32:21.259
 heaven

00:32:21.259 --> 00:32:22.240
 there

00:32:22.240 --> 00:32:22.459
 is

00:32:22.459 --> 00:32:22.819
 one

00:32:22.819 --> 00:32:23.219
 son

00:32:23.219 --> 00:32:24.139
 who

00:32:24.139 --> 00:32:24.859
 always

00:32:24.859 --> 00:32:25.179
 saw

00:32:25.179 --> 00:32:25.359
 his

00:32:25.359 --> 00:32:25.779
 father

00:32:25.779 --> 00:32:26.319
 as

00:32:26.319 --> 00:32:26.819
 he

00:32:26.819 --> 00:32:27.119
 really

00:32:27.119 --> 00:32:27.519
 is

00:32:27.519 --> 00:32:28.079
 and

00:32:28.079 --> 00:32:28.219
 who

00:32:28.219 --> 00:32:28.719
 obeyed

00:32:28.719 --> 00:32:28.959
 him

00:32:28.959 --> 00:32:29.240
 out

00:32:29.240 --> 00:32:29.359
 of

00:32:29.359 --> 00:32:29.740
 love

00:32:29.740 --> 00:32:29.959
 not

00:32:29.959 --> 00:32:30.099
 to

00:32:30.099 --> 00:32:30.259
 get

00:32:30.259 --> 00:32:30.419
 his

00:32:30.419 --> 00:32:30.779
 stuff

00:32:30.779 --> 00:32:31.179
 but

00:32:31.179 --> 00:32:31.519
 willing

00:32:31.519 --> 00:32:31.740
 to

00:32:31.740 --> 00:32:32.160
 lose

00:32:32.160 --> 00:32:32.279
 it

00:32:32.279 --> 00:32:32.579
 all

00:32:32.579 --> 00:32:32.940
 even

00:32:32.940 --> 00:32:33.079
 to

00:32:33.079 --> 00:32:33.220
 the

00:32:33.220 --> 00:32:33.420
 point

00:32:33.420 --> 00:32:33.559
 of

00:32:33.559 --> 00:32:33.900
 death

00:32:33.900 --> 00:32:36.180
 there

00:32:36.180 --> 00:32:36.279
 was

00:32:36.279 --> 00:32:36.579
 one

00:32:36.579 --> 00:32:37.019
 time

00:32:37.019 --> 00:32:37.200
 he

00:32:37.200 --> 00:32:37.400
 didn't

00:32:37.400 --> 00:32:37.639
 call

00:32:37.639 --> 00:32:37.900
 god

00:32:37.900 --> 00:32:38.279
 father

00:32:38.279 --> 00:32:39.039
 and

00:32:39.039 --> 00:32:39.139
 it

00:32:39.139 --> 00:32:39.259
 was

00:32:39.259 --> 00:32:39.400
 on

00:32:39.400 --> 00:32:39.519
 the

00:32:39.519 --> 00:32:39.920
 cross

00:32:39.920 --> 00:32:41.920
 my

00:32:41.920 --> 00:32:42.519
 god

00:32:42.519 --> 00:32:42.779
 my

00:32:42.779 --> 00:32:43.259
 god

00:32:43.259 --> 00:32:44.279
 why

00:32:44.279 --> 00:32:44.519
 have

00:32:44.519 --> 00:32:44.680
 you

00:32:44.680 --> 00:32:45.160
 forsaken

00:32:45.160 --> 00:32:45.460
 me

00:32:45.460 --> 00:32:46.740
 he

00:32:46.740 --> 00:32:47.000
 was

00:32:47.000 --> 00:32:47.259
 cut

00:32:47.259 --> 00:32:47.480
 out

00:32:47.480 --> 00:32:47.559
 of

00:32:47.559 --> 00:32:47.680
 the

00:32:47.680 --> 00:32:48.099
 family

00:32:48.099 --> 00:32:49.420
 so

00:32:49.420 --> 00:32:49.579
 that

00:32:49.579 --> 00:32:49.720
 you

00:32:49.720 --> 00:32:49.859
 and

00:32:49.859 --> 00:32:50.039
 I

00:32:50.039 --> 00:32:50.220
 can

00:32:50.220 --> 00:32:50.339
 be

00:32:50.339 --> 00:32:50.599
 brought

00:32:50.599 --> 00:32:50.859
 in

00:32:50.859 --> 00:32:55.460
 with

00:32:55.460 --> 00:32:55.700
 his

00:32:55.700 --> 00:32:56.319
 resurrection

00:32:56.319 --> 00:32:57.859
 we

00:32:57.859 --> 00:32:58.180
 can

00:32:58.180 --> 00:32:58.480
 now

00:32:58.480 --> 00:32:59.059
 enjoy

00:32:59.059 --> 00:32:59.379
 a

00:32:59.379 --> 00:32:59.940
 relationship

00:32:59.940 --> 00:33:00.299
 with

00:33:00.299 --> 00:33:00.599
 this

00:33:00.599 --> 00:33:01.039
 father

00:33:01.039 --> 00:33:01.980
 as

00:33:01.980 --> 00:33:02.480
 close

00:33:02.480 --> 00:33:02.700
 as

00:33:02.700 --> 00:33:03.039
 Jesus

00:33:03.039 --> 00:33:03.299
 has

00:33:03.299 --> 00:33:03.420
 a

00:33:03.420 --> 00:33:03.879
 relationship

00:33:03.879 --> 00:33:04.139
 with

00:33:04.139 --> 00:33:04.420
 God

00:33:04.420 --> 00:33:04.579
 the

00:33:04.579 --> 00:33:04.859
 father

00:33:04.859 --> 00:33:06.099
 and

00:33:06.099 --> 00:33:06.259
 we

00:33:06.259 --> 00:33:06.440
 can

00:33:06.440 --> 00:33:06.859
 celebrate

00:33:06.859 --> 00:33:07.079
 that

00:33:07.079 --> 00:33:07.480
 forgiveness

00:33:07.480 --> 00:33:07.879
 is

00:33:07.879 --> 00:33:08.799
 done

00:33:08.799 --> 00:33:09.799
 reconciliation

00:33:09.799 --> 00:33:10.500
 is

00:33:10.500 --> 00:33:10.879
 done

00:33:10.879 --> 00:33:14.759
 so

00:33:14.759 --> 00:33:15.139
 Jesus

00:33:15.139 --> 00:33:15.680
 gives us

00:33:15.680 --> 00:33:16.200
 a picture

00:33:16.200 --> 00:33:16.539
 of what

00:33:16.539 --> 00:33:16.799
 God

00:33:16.799 --> 00:33:17.139
 is really

00:33:17.139 --> 00:33:17.519
 like

00:33:17.519 --> 00:33:17.740
 he

00:33:17.740 --> 00:33:18.180
 runs

00:33:18.180 --> 00:33:18.440
 out

00:33:18.440 --> 00:33:18.619
 to

00:33:18.619 --> 00:33:18.859
 us

00:33:18.859 --> 00:33:19.099
 he

00:33:19.099 --> 00:33:19.420
 comes

00:33:19.420 --> 00:33:19.779
 out

00:33:19.779 --> 00:33:20.000
 to

00:33:20.000 --> 00:33:20.180
 us

00:33:20.180 --> 00:33:20.359
 to

00:33:20.359 --> 00:33:20.720
 plead

00:33:20.720 --> 00:33:20.940
 to

00:33:20.940 --> 00:33:21.159
 come

00:33:21.159 --> 00:33:21.399
 in

00:33:21.399 --> 00:33:24.180
 and

00:33:24.180 --> 00:33:24.339
 there's

00:33:24.339 --> 00:33:24.839
 only one

00:33:24.839 --> 00:33:25.299
 question

00:33:25.299 --> 00:33:25.599
 that

00:33:25.599 --> 00:33:26.119
 remains

00:33:26.119 --> 00:33:27.679
 it's

00:33:27.679 --> 00:33:27.859
 the

00:33:27.859 --> 00:33:28.179
 cliff

00:33:28.179 --> 00:33:28.459
 hanger

00:33:28.459 --> 00:33:28.739
 of

00:33:28.739 --> 00:33:29.079
 Jesus

00:33:29.079 --> 00:33:29.739
 story

00:33:29.739 --> 00:33:30.639
 will

00:33:30.639 --> 00:33:30.919
 the

00:33:30.919 --> 00:33:31.179
 elder

00:33:31.179 --> 00:33:31.459
 brother

00:33:31.459 --> 00:33:31.759
 come

00:33:31.759 --> 00:33:32.000
 in

00:33:32.000 --> 00:33:32.939
 he's

00:33:32.939 --> 00:33:33.359
 outside

00:33:33.359 --> 00:33:33.759
 in

00:33:33.759 --> 00:33:33.879
 the

00:33:33.879 --> 00:33:34.319
 dark

00:33:34.319 --> 00:33:35.199
 angry

00:33:35.199 --> 00:33:36.219
 feeling

00:33:36.219 --> 00:33:36.819
 entitled

00:33:36.819 --> 00:33:38.299
 he

00:33:38.299 --> 00:33:38.539
 won't

00:33:38.539 --> 00:33:38.759
 come

00:33:38.759 --> 00:33:39.019
 into

00:33:39.019 --> 00:33:39.219
 the

00:33:39.219 --> 00:33:39.719
 celebration

00:33:39.719 --> 00:33:40.079
 because

00:33:40.079 --> 00:33:40.219
 he

00:33:40.219 --> 00:33:40.479
 doesn't

00:33:40.479 --> 00:33:40.679
 think

00:33:40.679 --> 00:33:40.799
 he

00:33:40.799 --> 00:33:41.039
 needs

00:33:41.039 --> 00:33:41.500
 forgiveness

00:33:41.500 --> 00:33:41.759
 will

00:33:41.759 --> 00:33:41.879
 he

00:33:41.879 --> 00:33:42.059
 come

00:33:42.059 --> 00:33:42.259
 in

00:33:42.259 --> 00:33:42.579
 we

00:33:42.579 --> 00:33:42.759
 don't

00:33:42.759 --> 00:33:43.000
 find

00:33:43.000 --> 00:33:43.299
 out

00:33:43.299 --> 00:33:45.639
 and

00:33:45.639 --> 00:33:45.759
 it's

00:33:45.759 --> 00:33:45.899
 the

00:33:45.899 --> 00:33:46.119
 cliff

00:33:46.119 --> 00:33:46.359
 hanger

00:33:46.359 --> 00:33:46.619
 of

00:33:46.619 --> 00:33:46.919
 my

00:33:46.919 --> 00:33:47.199
 story

00:33:47.199 --> 00:33:47.459
 your

00:33:47.459 --> 00:33:48.019
 story

00:33:48.019 --> 00:33:49.319
 will

00:33:49.319 --> 00:33:49.479
 you

00:33:49.479 --> 00:33:49.699
 come

00:33:49.699 --> 00:33:49.979
 in

00:33:49.980 --> 00:33:53.420
 or

00:33:53.420 --> 00:33:53.620
 will

00:33:53.620 --> 00:33:53.779
 you

00:33:53.779 --> 00:33:54.180
 stand

00:33:54.180 --> 00:33:54.579
 outside

00:33:54.579 --> 00:33:55.059
 and

00:33:55.059 --> 00:33:55.339
 be

00:33:55.339 --> 00:33:55.460
 in

00:33:55.460 --> 00:33:55.559
 the

00:33:55.559 --> 00:33:55.980
 dark

00:33:55.980 --> 00:33:56.480
 because

00:33:56.480 --> 00:33:56.680
 you

00:33:56.680 --> 00:33:56.900
 think

00:33:56.900 --> 00:33:57.059
 you're

00:33:57.059 --> 00:33:57.240
 too

00:33:57.240 --> 00:33:57.599
 good

00:33:57.599 --> 00:34:01.920
 will

00:34:01.920 --> 00:34:02.039
 you

00:34:02.039 --> 00:34:02.299
 come

00:34:02.299 --> 00:34:02.559
 in

00:34:02.559 --> 00:34:02.839
 and

00:34:02.839 --> 00:34:03.519
 celebrate

00:34:03.519 --> 00:34:04.099
 forgiveness

00:34:04.099 --> 00:34:06.099
 and

00:34:06.099 --> 00:34:06.599
 see

00:34:06.599 --> 00:34:06.940
 this

00:34:06.940 --> 00:34:07.440
 father

00:34:07.440 --> 00:34:07.660
 as

00:34:07.660 --> 00:34:07.900
 wanting

00:34:07.900 --> 00:34:08.619
 relationship

00:34:08.619 --> 00:34:09.019
 not

00:34:09.019 --> 00:34:09.579
 rules

00:34:09.579 --> 00:34:10.679
 yes

00:34:10.679 --> 00:34:11.260
 obedience

00:34:11.260 --> 00:34:11.519
 but

00:34:11.519 --> 00:34:11.920
 obedience

00:34:11.920 --> 00:34:12.240
 because

00:34:12.240 --> 00:34:12.400
 you

00:34:12.400 --> 00:34:12.840
 love

00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:13.099
 the

00:34:13.099 --> 00:34:13.460
 father

00:34:13.460 --> 00:34:14.579
 not

00:34:14.579 --> 00:34:14.719
 to

00:34:14.719 --> 00:34:14.980
 get

00:34:14.980 --> 00:34:15.320
 stuff

00:34:15.320 --> 00:34:15.559
 from

00:34:15.559 --> 00:34:15.760
 him

00:34:15.760 --> 00:34:16.240
 so

00:34:16.240 --> 00:34:17.139
 I'll

00:34:17.139 --> 00:34:17.300
 leave

00:34:17.300 --> 00:34:17.400
 it

00:34:17.400 --> 00:34:17.579
 with

00:34:17.579 --> 00:34:17.840
 you

00:34:17.840 --> 00:34:18.900
 will

00:34:18.900 --> 00:34:19.119
 you

00:34:19.119 --> 00:34:19.400
 come

00:34:19.400 --> 00:34:19.659
 in

00:34:19.659 --> 00:34:20.019
 to

00:34:20.019 --> 00:34:20.339
 the

00:34:20.339 --> 00:34:20.779
 party

00:34:20.779 --> 00:34:21.500
 that

00:34:21.500 --> 00:34:21.699
 has

00:34:21.699 --> 00:34:22.139
 started

00:34:22.139 --> 00:34:23.239
 the

00:34:23.239 --> 00:34:23.659
 resurrection

00:34:23.659 --> 00:34:24.339
 means

00:34:24.339 --> 00:34:25.899
 the

00:34:25.899 --> 00:34:26.179
 party

00:34:26.179 --> 00:34:26.299
 has

00:34:26.299 --> 00:34:26.619
 begun

00:34:26.619 --> 00:34:30.139
 peace

00:34:30.139 --> 00:34:30.399
 with

00:34:30.399 --> 00:34:30.679
 God

00:34:30.679 --> 00:34:30.859
 as

00:34:30.859 --> 00:34:31.039
 Don

00:34:31.039 --> 00:34:31.319
 talked

00:34:31.319 --> 00:34:31.599
 about

00:34:31.599 --> 00:34:32.639
 has

00:34:32.639 --> 00:34:32.819
 been

00:34:32.819 --> 00:34:33.379
 achieved

00:34:33.379 --> 00:34:34.299
 it's

00:34:34.299 --> 00:34:34.519
 time

00:34:34.519 --> 00:34:34.679
 to

00:34:34.679 --> 00:34:35.139
 celebrate

00:34:35.139 --> 00:34:37.259
 and

00:34:37.259 --> 00:34:37.399
 I

00:34:37.399 --> 00:34:37.579
 think

00:34:37.579 --> 00:34:37.859
 the

00:34:37.859 --> 00:34:38.159
 moment

00:34:38.159 --> 00:34:38.420
 we're

00:34:38.420 --> 00:34:38.559
 in

00:34:38.559 --> 00:34:38.759
 right

00:34:38.759 --> 00:34:39.019
 now

00:34:39.019 --> 00:34:39.359
 is

00:34:39.359 --> 00:34:39.779
 kind

00:34:39.779 --> 00:34:39.899
 of

00:34:39.899 --> 00:34:40.239
 like

00:34:40.239 --> 00:34:40.980
 at

00:34:40.980 --> 00:34:41.099
 a

00:34:41.099 --> 00:34:41.299
 wedding

00:34:41.299 --> 00:34:41.759
 reception

00:34:41.759 --> 00:34:42.199
 when

00:34:42.199 --> 00:34:42.500
 the

00:34:42.500 --> 00:34:42.739
 party

00:34:42.739 --> 00:34:42.859
 has

00:34:42.859 --> 00:34:43.159
 begun

00:34:43.159 --> 00:34:43.339
 but

00:34:43.339 --> 00:34:43.480
 we're

00:34:43.480 --> 00:34:43.839
 waiting

00:34:43.839 --> 00:34:44.139
 for

00:34:44.139 --> 00:34:44.899
 the

00:34:44.899 --> 00:34:45.339
 groom

00:34:45.339 --> 00:34:45.759
 the

00:34:45.759 --> 00:34:46.099
 bridal

00:34:46.099 --> 00:34:46.339
 party

00:34:46.339 --> 00:34:46.519
 to

00:34:46.519 --> 00:34:46.739
 show

00:34:46.739 --> 00:34:46.940
 up

00:34:46.940 --> 00:34:47.839
 it's

00:34:47.839 --> 00:34:47.980
 going

00:34:47.980 --> 00:34:48.079
 to

00:34:48.079 --> 00:34:48.279
 kick

00:34:48.279 --> 00:34:48.480
 up

00:34:48.480 --> 00:34:48.599
 a

00:34:48.599 --> 00:34:48.819
 notch

00:34:48.820 --> 00:34:49.140
 when he

00:34:49.140 --> 00:34:49.380
 comes

00:34:49.380 --> 00:34:49.640
 back

00:34:49.640 --> 00:34:49.820
 but

00:34:49.820 --> 00:34:50.039
 right

00:34:50.039 --> 00:34:50.280
 now

00:34:50.280 --> 00:34:50.660
 we can

00:34:50.660 --> 00:34:50.980
 start

00:34:50.980 --> 00:34:51.160
 to

00:34:51.160 --> 00:34:51.600
 celebrate

00:34:51.600 --> 00:34:53.539
 because

00:34:53.539 --> 00:34:53.880
 we have

00:34:53.880 --> 00:34:54.160
 peace

00:34:54.160 --> 00:34:54.360
 with

00:34:54.360 --> 00:34:54.580
 God

00:34:54.580 --> 00:34:54.880
 so

00:34:54.880 --> 00:34:55.460
 will

00:34:55.460 --> 00:34:55.600
 you

00:34:55.600 --> 00:34:55.840
 come

00:34:55.840 --> 00:34:56.100
 in

00:34:56.100 --> 00:34:57.900
 and

00:34:57.900 --> 00:34:58.280
 celebrate

00:34:58.280 --> 00:34:58.539
 his

00:34:58.539 --> 00:34:58.900
 forgiveness

00:34:59.119 --> 00:35:07.079
 and

00:35:07.160 --> 00:35:20.240
 begr

00:35:20.440 --> 00:35:21.019
 they