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 And who's a morning person here? Hands up for the morning people. Becca, put your hands up immediately. Right, I'm just going to describe my morning before pre-arriving. Becca turned up at my house to collect me. I got a chauffeur today, ladies. It's the way to go, mainly because I was tired.

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 And I moved house on Monday. I was working away for two days. And so my whole life is in boxes. And this morning, I was basically, I called myself the morning mole. Because I walked around my room like this, looking for things, looking for items that would be conference ready. You know, like, where are my shoes? Where are my shoes? I can't wear my train. I need to look a bit smarter. And then, where is my makeup? And I didn't quite manage to find all the things that I felt like I wanted for today.

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 So I've got no rings on, which I normally am clothed in rings. So lacking in rings. And then got in the car, did my makeup. I did my eyeliner in the car on the move today. Look, relatively okay. So that's a good win for all. And then we had some croissants, didn't we, in the car? Has anyone ever eaten a croissant in a car? I think I'm going to have to pay for a valet, or a valette, however we say it.

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 So I'm just logging onto my laptop, because it's decided to log off, by the way, if you're wondering what the floor is.

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 And then we sang some songs. And Becca put on disco tunes on a Saturday morning. So we were, like, raving on the way here.

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 And I realised I don't actually know very well the lyrics to pretty much any disco song.

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 So we confidently sang possibly the wrong words all the way here. What was our favourite one? Michael Jackson.

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 Do you know that one? What are the words? We only know that bit, don't we?

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 Great, we don't know what that was. Anyway, so that was that. It was quite a funny little situation.

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 All these things are coming up on my laptop. Messages. I hope you're enjoying this. Can you see all this on the screen?

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 Skype for Business cannot connect, apparently. So there we go. That's all right. Okay.

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 I got it.

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 Let me just start from the beginning, which would be ideal.

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 Ta-da!

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 So this morning we're going to look, and this afternoon we're kind of following on the same thing.

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 We've got the banner on the wall with the verse. Woo! Isn't that cool?

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 I love these banners. They're really good. Sometimes banners are a bit tacky, aren't they? Let's be honest.

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 These ones are good. Well done, team.

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 Sorry, was that really judgmental? I sometimes just say what I think. Are you okay with that, ladies?

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 It's just going to come out. Out of our hearts, our mouths speak, don't they?

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 So the thing that I really feel on my heart for this season, and it really ties in when Mandy sent me the topic,

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 I was just really excited because I really feel, and I don't know whether you feel like this,

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 I have been a Christian since I was five years old. I can't remember a day where I didn't know Jesus,

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 but I have made some really ridiculous decisions given the fact that I know God.

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 I mean, sometimes I look at my life and I think, what was wrong with me?

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 Like, where was my faith?

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 And that was a bad move.

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 Now I've got the consequences.

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 And then there's other times where I feel like I'm a bit like the Israelites,

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 walking around their new lands with Joshua, you know, marching around the walls of Jericho,

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 like round and round in circles with my faith and thinking, oh gosh, I've been here before.

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 Do you know what I mean?

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 Been here before, looked at this wall a few times.

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 And actually there's something about a real, I like to call myself a faithful plodder,

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 you know, there's something about passing things, passing things, but with the expectation

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 that even if we end up past the same place, something could change in the end.

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 And I want to encourage you today, ladies, that I believe that, you know,

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 even if we've been round and round in circles, round the houses with our faith for a long time,

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 you know, there's something that God can do that's a breakthrough moment that changes how we've walked before.

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 And I really think that that's what he wants to do this season.

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 And I get around lots of people from all over the world who are listening to God's spirit for our Western church.

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 And they're all saying the same thing over 2019.

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 And it's this, God is going to do a new thing.

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 God is able to do a new thing.

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 God is the God of impossible things.

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 Otherwise, he wouldn't be titled with God.

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 He'd be titled with mere mortal.

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 And that gives us a hope and excitement that we can't shake off because we've bought into this faith in this living God.

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 And he is alive and his word is sharper than a double-edged sword.

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 And so as I speak his words today, I want it and I have an expectation that he's going to do something new in us.

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 Something new in our faith.

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 Something new with our hope.

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 Something new in our expectations.

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 Something new in the way that we walk around our walls, walk around our lives, walk our faith every day.

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 He wants to do something new.

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 And so I thought I'd introduce us to the concept of this new by reminding us, and I Googled it.

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 Every good speaker Googles.

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 What new could mean.

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 And so these are the things that came up with.

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 New is something that we are unaccustomed to.

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 Anyone need something that they're unaccustomed to in their faith walk?

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 Something a bit unaccustomed with God.

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 Oh God, I knew you were like that, but I forgot you were like that.

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 But so some of us, all of our testimonies, we carry an aspect of what God's like.

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 Some of us carry the saving power of God.

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 And it means, you know, we've all got that, but some of us really know we have been utterly saved.

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 You know, I know people who've come off heroin addiction, and they are now completely free and leading others into freedom.

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 That is not my story.

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 I don't have that amazing saving power of God.

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 I can't remember a day without him, so I forget he saves.

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 Does that make sense?

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 So God wants to introduce me to the concept that he is a savior.

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 Some of us know him as a healer.

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 Some of us don't, but that doesn't mean he's not a healer.

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 Is this making sense?

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 And it's like he wants to introduce us to another part of him that we're unaccustomed to today.

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 And from now on, I really believe that.

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 We say, don't we, to people, hey, what's new?

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 We have to quickly think, what is new?

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 And so we're looking for what the new thing is, and I want you to alert yourselves and alert your spirits today, ladies, that God wants to show you something new.

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 And by the end of it, hey, what's new for you today?

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 What did you take a hold of from Jesus Christ that you didn't have before you came?

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 What's changed and what's different?

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 We say, that's a new one on me, and I want us to have that today.

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 I want us to go, oh, that's a new one on me.

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 I've walked with God a long, long time, but that's something new.

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 There's no transcript for new.

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 We have the word of God, but there's no actual transcript for a completely new thing.

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 And God says, you know, behold, I'm doing a new thing.

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 Can you perceive it?

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 It's springing right up before your very eyes, like, look out.

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 But there's no transcript.

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 There's no model and there's no method.

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 There might be principles from his word and ways we can look back and see him at work and other people, but for us today, it's new.

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 It might be unfamiliar, which sometimes brings a slight, like, edge of your seat moment, doesn't it?

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 But it's going to be new.

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 It's not just going to be a covered over version of the old.

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 It's not just going to be a slightly upgraded version of the old.

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 It's not even just going to be a refreshed thing, although this whole concept is that we are refreshed.

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 It hasn't existed before.

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 It's not going to just be patched up.

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 It's not going to be the same again.

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 Does anyone need that?

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 I do.

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 But with God, all things are possible.

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 And if I was to do a kind of survey of the different ways that you've related to God and you've known God to be true in your life, we would patch together the most amazing picture.

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 But we've got it all together, but we haven't got it on our own.

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 And that is the beauty of being a family, isn't it?

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 But we don't look at each other and go, oh, I'm jealous of that or I wish I had that.

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 We go, that means God is like that and he could be like that for me.

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 So can we agree to be like that in our posture?

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 Like, let's stop this stupid comparison thing that we sometimes do as women because we do it.

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 Let's just like own ourselves and celebrate who God is to each other and not believe like God's run out now because they did it for them, but believe he could do it for me and he's doing a new thing.

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 So ready to go?

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 I'm excited.

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 And when we feel like he's doing a new thing, sometimes we're not there yet.

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 And so I want to introduce us to a really peculiar thing and there are some peculiar things in the Bible, are there not?

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 And here we have a love triangle of two wives.

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 Awkward.

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 Greedy.

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 I can't even find one husband.

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 And I'm not up for sharing.

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 So Alcana has Panina, however we say this.

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 We'll go for that, Panina and Hannah.

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 And it says in 1 Samuel, this is where it's all documented.

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 And it's a little hilarious and it's also horrendously awful if we were actually one of these women.

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 So whilst we find the concept of who God wants to be in it, let's remember these were real people.

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 And it could have been us.

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 It might be us.

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 We might find ourselves in this.

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 But Hannah was given a double portion because he loved her and the Lord had closed her womb.

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 Because the Lord had closed Hannah's womb, her rival kept provoking her in order to irritate her.

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 So we've got one lady here who's got stuff but no child.

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 And then another lady who's got children and is like, yeah, I've got kids.

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 And that's a horrible thing to deal with, isn't it?

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 When you see that God's put something in someone else that you haven't got in you.

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 It's like, let's be honest, it's horrible.

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 And it's disappointing.

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 And then it says here in verse 7, it went on year after year.

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 And some of you ladies, you've watched things in others that you haven't got.

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 And it's gone on for year after year after year.

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 And it's not very nice, is it?

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 It's horrible.

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 And whenever Hannah went up to the house of the Lord, her rival provoked her till she wept.

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 And she would not eat.

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 So it's caused this awful reaction internally in her.

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 And in her deep anguish, Hannah prayed to the Lord, weeping bitterly.

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 I wonder what you do with your stuff when you see something in someone else that you haven't got.

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 I wonder where you take it.

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 This is a good lesson, isn't it?

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 To take it to God.

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 And she made a vow to the Lord, saying,

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 Lord Almighty, if only you will look on your servant's misery and remember me,

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 and not forget your servant, but give her a son.

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 I'll give him to the Lord for all the days of his life.

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 And no razor will ever be used on his head.

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 He was going to be a hairy man, girls.

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 And as she kept on praying to the Lord,

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 in the course of time,

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 Hannah became pregnant and gave birth to a son.

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 And she named him Samuel.

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 And I've added this bit.

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 It means God has heard.

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 God has heard.

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 And then she said,

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 I asked the Lord for him.

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 And I want to say to us today,

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 we may feel like her.

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 Waiting.

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 Saying,

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 if you give me this, God,

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 it'll be yours.

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 But will it?

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 I don't know.

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 That's something only we can answer.

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 But the most amazing thing is,

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 God heard her.

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 And she had made this decision

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 that she would give him to God.

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 But she had had this

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 year after year after year.

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 She had been provoked

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 year after year after year.

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 She had cried

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 year after year

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 after year.

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 She had felt alone in her marriage

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 year after year

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 after year.

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 She had had to walk closely

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 with someone who was like,

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 look what I've got

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 and look what you don't.

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 Year after year

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 after year.

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 But then God

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 did something different

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 because God had heard.

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 And I want to say to us today,

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 God wants to do something new

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 because he has heard you.

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 He has seen those cries

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 that might have not even

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 got out of your eyes

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 that have been on the inside.

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 And I want to give you my proof,

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 if you like,

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 from the life of Jesus

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 that he can do something different

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 and something new.

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 Even if year after year

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 after year

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 it has not changed.

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 Even if year after year

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 after year

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 you've walked around in circles

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 and said,

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 we're back here again,

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 we're back here again,

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 nothing has changed,

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 we're back here again.

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 Because there can be a moment

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 where the trumpets go off,

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 the walls come down,

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 and everything that you thought

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 you were waiting for

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 can come,

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 but it can sometimes take time.

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 Because God

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 can do impossible things

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 that we can't do.

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 And we have to keep on walking

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 in the right direction

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 in the way that God wants us to

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 and give these things to God.

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 So this is case study A,

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 if you like,

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 from the life of Jesus Christ

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 who was involved

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 in all of our lives,

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 I'm assuming.

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 If not,

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 I'd love to do an introduction.

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 He's pretty good.

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 And it's headed,

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 Jesus turns water into wine.

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 It's great news.

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 I went on holiday to Portugal.

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 I got such a lovely taste for port.

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 Everyone's like,

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 you've got expensive taste, Ellie.

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 I was like, I love it.

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 Only a little bit though.

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 Otherwise you can't feel your face

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 and no one needs

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 that kind of behavior.

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 So, this is in John chapter 2.

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 And Jesus has been,

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 I don't know what the correct term is,

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 he's been a carpenter.

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 He's been carpeting

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 for a very long time.

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 He was known around Nazareth

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 as the, you know,

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 the little kid who grew up.

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 He ran away from home,

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 naughty Jesus.

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 Everyone was looking for him.

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 He was like,

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 doing his woodcraft.

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 He was forming tables

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 out of trees

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 and making things

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 that people would sit on

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 in their homes.

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 He was a carpenter.

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 He was known as a carpenter.

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 He knew he was something different,

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 kind of a big deal

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 around these pots,

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 but one day everyone would know.

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 But he did his faithful things

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 for 30 years.

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 And then suddenly,

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 he went to a wedding

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 and he did something different.

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 And on the third day,

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 a wedding took place

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 in Cana,

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 in Galilee.

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 And Jesus' mother was there

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 and Jesus and his disciples

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 had also been invited

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 to the wedding.

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 Have you invited Jesus

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 into your life,

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 into your events,

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 into your stuff?

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 Because that seems important

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 to me that they did.

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 And when the wine was gone,

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 because everyone has an occasion

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 where our resources run out,

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 our energy runs low,

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 we've done our walking

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 and we're knackered

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 and all we want to do

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 is we want to lie down.

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 We have not seen any change,

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 so I'm not going to walk

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 around these walls anymore,

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 thank you very much.

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 I'm not going to pray for that anymore.

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 I am done.

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 I am tired.

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 My resources are out.

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 But when the wine was gone,

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 Jesus' mother said to him,

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 go Jesus' mother,

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 that's what I say,

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 they have no more wine.

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 Obvious statement.

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 Everyone could see it anyway,

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 but she was like,

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 I just better tell Jesus.

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 And can I encourage you,

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 remember to tell Jesus

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 when you need help.

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 Like we're quite good

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 at telling each other,

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 aren't we?

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 Don't forget to tell Jesus.

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 And then Jesus replies,

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 this is where we are introduced

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 to a whole new Jesus,

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 cheeky Jesus.

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 He says,

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 woman,

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 why would you involve me?

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 Add that one to your

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 unaccustomed to list.

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 The new Jesus.

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 And he says,

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 my hour has not yet come.

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 And his mother said to the servants,

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 do whatever he tells you.

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 And today,

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 Jesus Christ wants to give us instructions

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 because we have invited him in

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 to the party of our lives.

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 And he wants to tell us things to do.

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 And listen to those things today.

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 Listen to what he's saying.

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 Because he's about to do something new.

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 He's been carpeting for a long time.

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 And he's about to shake it all up

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 and do something new

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 and show people who he really is.

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 And his mom knew.

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 And nearby stood six stone water jars.

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 These things would have been huge.

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 Huge.

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 They wouldn't have just been able

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 to carry one on their own.

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 And these were the kind used by the Jews

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 for ceremonial washing.

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 Each holding from 80 to 120 litres.

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 That's quite a lot.

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 And Jesus said to the servants,

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 fill the jars with water.

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 So they filled them to the brim.

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 And he told them,

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 now draw some out

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 and take it to the master of the banquet.

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 And they did.

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 That's good, isn't it?

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 Remember?

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 Do what Jesus tells you to do.

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 And they did.

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 And the master of the banquet

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 tasted the water

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 that had been turned into wine.

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 He didn't realize where it had come from.

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 But the servants who'd drawn the water knew.

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 Hmm, that's interesting, isn't it?

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 I'd not seen that book before.

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 The servants knew.

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 So he called the bridegroom aside

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 and he said,

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 everyone brings out the choice wine first.

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 And then the cheaper wine

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 after the guests have had too much to drink.

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 But you've saved the best till now.

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 Good job that the Lego people were there at the time

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 to document the moment.

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 Woo, the best wines now!

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 The best is sometimes last.

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 And what Jesus did here in Cana of Gali

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 was the first of the signs

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 through which he revealed his glory.

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 It was a sign.

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 And a sign always points to something or someone.

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 And here we're pointing to Jesus

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 who we previously went carpenter.

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 Who we previously would have said,

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 dusty feet, ran away from home.

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 Naughty Jesus.

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 Born from that teenager.

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 How strange.

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 And here,

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 he's like,

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 introducing

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 water to wine guy.

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 Let me remind you,

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 with God,

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 all things

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 are possible.

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 And the Jesus you may have walked with

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 for years and years and years,

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 the Jesus you may have poured your heart out to

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 for years and years and years,

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 the Jesus you've cried with

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 when no one else is watching

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 for years and years and years.

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 He wants to introduce

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 a different Jesus to you today.

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 He wants to say,

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 I also do this.

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 He wants to remind you,

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 I can also be this.

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 You knew me like this.

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 Allow me to introduce

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 this side of my character.

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 It was always there

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 that those guys saw that first.

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 But it doesn't mean

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 I'm not coming to you.

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 And then,

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 his disciples

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 believed in him.

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 And now,

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 these guys,

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 it says they were already

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 the disciples.

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 But it's clear

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 that they didn't really know

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 who he was.

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 And then,

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 they were like,

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 oh.

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 And for some of us,

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 we've been friends with God

00:20:09.839 --> 00:20:10.680
 for a long time.

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 But actually,

00:20:12.700 --> 00:20:13.559
 we need to really

00:20:13.559 --> 00:20:14.859
 believe in him again.

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 Like,

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 I used to just,

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 I've just moved out of the house,

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 but I lived with a lovely girl

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 this last year.

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 And she's been a Christian.

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 Well,

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 she says she's had faith

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 all her life,

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 but she describes it as

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 she's only practiced

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 her faith

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 for two years.

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 And I thought that was

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 a lovely way of

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 describing it.

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 Whereas I would have said,

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 oh,

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 you've been a Christian

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 for two years

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 and you didn't know God before.

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 No,

00:20:37.800 --> 00:20:38.080
 she said,

00:20:38.120 --> 00:20:39.259
 I always had faith,

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 but I've only practiced

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 my faith

00:20:41.560 --> 00:20:43.040
 for the last two years.

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 And I think some of us,

00:20:44.180 --> 00:20:44.880
 we've had faith

00:20:44.880 --> 00:20:45.480
 a long time,

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 but God's calling us today.

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 Like,

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 really practice it.

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 Really choose to believe

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 in God being who he says he is.

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 And look for his signs.

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 Look for where

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 there are things in the world

00:20:56.980 --> 00:20:57.740
 that are pointing

00:20:57.740 --> 00:20:58.759
 to Jesus Christ

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 and a different version

00:21:00.399 --> 00:21:01.599
 of the Jesus we know.

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 Because they are there.

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 Let me remind you

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 of some amazingly

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 encouraging verses

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 and then I'll tell you

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 something that happens

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 to me over Christmas.

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 These are truths

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 for us today.

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 If anyone is in Christ,

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 he is a new

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 creation.

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 The old has passed away.

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 Behold,

00:21:21.099 --> 00:21:23.099
 the new has come.

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 Paul writes that

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 to the Corinthian church.

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 And do you know what?

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 God's tagging us in

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 and saying,

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 and that's for you too today.

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 And so does anyone

00:21:32.420 --> 00:21:33.160
 need to feel

00:21:33.160 --> 00:21:34.519
 like they're a new creation?

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 That the old is gone

00:21:36.839 --> 00:21:38.019
 and the new has come?

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 I do.

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 Every day,

00:21:40.339 --> 00:21:41.299
 I need a new mercy

00:21:41.299 --> 00:21:41.920
 from God.

00:21:43.359 --> 00:21:44.180
 It's for us.

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 God will give us

00:21:47.120 --> 00:21:48.580
 a new heart

00:21:48.580 --> 00:21:50.680
 and put a new spirit

00:21:50.680 --> 00:21:51.920
 within us.

00:21:52.860 --> 00:21:53.720
 Ezekiel's prophecy.

00:21:54.680 --> 00:21:55.880
 Anyone need a new heart?

00:21:56.880 --> 00:21:57.500
 Anyone's heart

00:21:57.500 --> 00:21:58.900
 a bit tired and sad?

00:21:59.460 --> 00:22:00.320
 Feeling a bit weary?

00:22:01.259 --> 00:22:01.980
 That's for you.

00:22:03.320 --> 00:22:04.180
 Anyone feel like

00:22:04.180 --> 00:22:05.320
 their spirit is a bit,

00:22:05.400 --> 00:22:06.220
 I am tired,

00:22:06.580 --> 00:22:07.560
 I am on the ground,

00:22:07.740 --> 00:22:08.880
 I have walked around a lot?

00:22:08.880 --> 00:22:09.360
 God,

00:22:09.720 --> 00:22:10.720
 this is for you.

00:22:11.140 --> 00:22:12.520
 A new spirit.

00:22:15.780 --> 00:22:17.720
 John in his revelation

00:22:17.720 --> 00:22:18.220
 said,

00:22:18.320 --> 00:22:19.260
 the former things

00:22:19.260 --> 00:22:20.040
 have passed away.

00:22:20.240 --> 00:22:21.320
 He who is seated

00:22:21.320 --> 00:22:22.000
 on the throne

00:22:22.000 --> 00:22:22.340
 said,

00:22:22.500 --> 00:22:23.080
 behold,

00:22:23.640 --> 00:22:24.940
 I am making

00:22:24.940 --> 00:22:26.400
 all things

00:22:26.400 --> 00:22:27.580
 new.

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 Then he said,

00:22:31.040 --> 00:22:31.960
 write this down.

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 These words

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 are trustworthy

00:22:34.599 --> 00:22:35.759
 and these words

00:22:35.759 --> 00:22:36.519
 are true.

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 I'm loving

00:22:38.679 --> 00:22:39.159
 looking out

00:22:39.159 --> 00:22:39.439
 and seeing

00:22:39.439 --> 00:22:39.779
 some of you

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 writing this.

00:22:41.199 --> 00:22:41.819
 When God

00:22:41.819 --> 00:22:42.659
 tells you something,

00:22:42.839 --> 00:22:43.199
 don't forget

00:22:43.199 --> 00:22:44.119
 to write it down.

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 If you're anything

00:22:46.079 --> 00:22:46.599
 like me,

00:22:46.759 --> 00:22:48.039
 colander brain

00:22:48.039 --> 00:22:49.379
 leaks information.

00:22:50.099 --> 00:22:51.099
 I have to write it down.

00:22:51.179 --> 00:22:51.899
 I take my phone

00:22:51.899 --> 00:22:52.939
 everywhere for notes

00:22:52.939 --> 00:22:53.480
 and then I can

00:22:53.480 --> 00:22:54.619
 find them at any moment

00:22:54.619 --> 00:22:55.240
 although it gets

00:22:55.240 --> 00:22:55.779
 very upsetting

00:22:55.779 --> 00:22:56.439
 when they delete

00:22:56.439 --> 00:22:56.779
 themselves.

00:22:58.319 --> 00:22:59.679
 Over Christmas,

00:22:59.939 --> 00:23:00.879
 I realised,

00:23:01.099 --> 00:23:01.519
 I was praying

00:23:01.519 --> 00:23:02.079
 with my friends

00:23:02.079 --> 00:23:02.740
 and I just had

00:23:02.740 --> 00:23:03.819
 this really strange

00:23:03.819 --> 00:23:05.019
 experience

00:23:05.019 --> 00:23:06.419
 because at New Year

00:23:06.419 --> 00:23:06.919
 you always do

00:23:06.919 --> 00:23:07.299
 this thing,

00:23:07.359 --> 00:23:07.559
 don't you,

00:23:07.599 --> 00:23:07.939
 where you're like,

00:23:08.019 --> 00:23:09.119
 how was the last year?

00:23:09.200 --> 00:23:09.679
 What's going to

00:23:09.679 --> 00:23:10.299
 happen this year?

00:23:10.359 --> 00:23:11.539
 Let's analyse our lives.

00:23:11.619 --> 00:23:12.299
 Let's cry a bit

00:23:12.299 --> 00:23:12.879
 and then let's

00:23:12.879 --> 00:23:14.119
 put our big girl

00:23:14.119 --> 00:23:14.619
 pants on and

00:23:14.619 --> 00:23:15.439
 carry on with our year.

00:23:17.319 --> 00:23:18.399
 I just realised,

00:23:18.519 --> 00:23:19.079
 I just had this

00:23:19.079 --> 00:23:19.759
 really weird thing.

00:23:19.859 --> 00:23:20.039
 I went,

00:23:20.179 --> 00:23:21.139
 oh, my heart?

00:23:21.259 --> 00:23:21.579
 Like that.

00:23:21.659 --> 00:23:22.359
 My friend Jo went,

00:23:22.839 --> 00:23:23.639
 what's wrong with you?

00:23:24.039 --> 00:23:24.359
 I said,

00:23:24.399 --> 00:23:24.799
 I don't know.

00:23:24.839 --> 00:23:25.279
 I don't know

00:23:25.279 --> 00:23:26.240
 what's wrong with my heart.

00:23:26.720 --> 00:23:28.240
 I've never been this.

00:23:28.339 --> 00:23:28.519
 I mean,

00:23:28.559 --> 00:23:29.500
 I am very analytical

00:23:29.500 --> 00:23:30.319
 but I've never had

00:23:30.319 --> 00:23:31.200
 a thing about my heart

00:23:31.200 --> 00:23:31.419
 before.

00:23:31.420 --> 00:23:33.900
 And I had had

00:23:33.900 --> 00:23:35.720
 a relationship breakdown

00:23:35.720 --> 00:23:36.680
 a couple of years ago

00:23:36.680 --> 00:23:38.940
 and I felt really sad

00:23:38.940 --> 00:23:39.779
 and really disappointed

00:23:39.779 --> 00:23:40.900
 and then people I knew

00:23:40.900 --> 00:23:41.340
 and loved,

00:23:41.460 --> 00:23:41.960
 their marriages

00:23:41.960 --> 00:23:43.100
 went a bit Pete Tong

00:23:43.100 --> 00:23:44.200
 and I just said

00:23:44.200 --> 00:23:44.640
 to my friends,

00:23:44.700 --> 00:23:44.860
 I said,

00:23:44.940 --> 00:23:45.840
 I don't think I believe

00:23:45.840 --> 00:23:46.320
 that verse,

00:23:46.420 --> 00:23:47.519
 love never fails anymore.

00:23:48.320 --> 00:23:49.880
 I think I don't believe it.

00:23:50.400 --> 00:23:51.600
 I don't believe God

00:23:51.600 --> 00:23:52.920
 anymore for that.

00:23:53.000 --> 00:23:53.580
 I don't believe it

00:23:53.580 --> 00:23:54.180
 for my life.

00:23:54.340 --> 00:23:54.880
 I think everything,

00:23:55.340 --> 00:23:55.960
 I just don't think

00:23:55.960 --> 00:23:56.320
 it's true.

00:23:56.319 --> 00:23:56.819
 And she was like,

00:23:56.899 --> 00:23:57.960
 so you're arguing

00:23:57.960 --> 00:23:59.019
 with God.

00:23:59.299 --> 00:23:59.619
 Interesting.

00:24:01.220 --> 00:24:01.659
 I was like,

00:24:01.700 --> 00:24:01.899
 okay,

00:24:01.980 --> 00:24:02.339
 fine.

00:24:02.399 --> 00:24:02.960
 And so I just said

00:24:02.960 --> 00:24:03.259
 to the Lord,

00:24:03.399 --> 00:24:04.379
 why Holy Spirit?

00:24:04.480 --> 00:24:05.559
 Why am I doing this?

00:24:05.559 --> 00:24:05.939
 And he said,

00:24:05.980 --> 00:24:06.839
 it is your heart.

00:24:07.079 --> 00:24:08.399
 You have a hope deferred

00:24:08.399 --> 00:24:09.319
 and it has made

00:24:09.319 --> 00:24:10.359
 your heart sick.

00:24:11.240 --> 00:24:12.000
 And so I just said

00:24:12.000 --> 00:24:12.439
 to God,

00:24:12.599 --> 00:24:13.139
 please can you

00:24:13.139 --> 00:24:14.179
 show me my heart?

00:24:15.000 --> 00:24:16.659
 And I put my hands

00:24:16.659 --> 00:24:17.259
 out like this.

00:24:17.299 --> 00:24:17.579
 I don't know

00:24:17.579 --> 00:24:17.960
 whether you've done

00:24:17.960 --> 00:24:18.759
 the prayer exercise.

00:24:18.879 --> 00:24:19.619
 It's called palms up,

00:24:19.759 --> 00:24:20.200
 palms down,

00:24:20.319 --> 00:24:20.819
 palms up.

00:24:20.899 --> 00:24:21.240
 We'll do it

00:24:21.240 --> 00:24:21.799
 in a minute actually.

00:24:22.179 --> 00:24:23.240
 And you go palms up

00:24:23.240 --> 00:24:23.900
 and you imagine

00:24:23.900 --> 00:24:24.960
 something in you

00:24:24.960 --> 00:24:25.680
 that God wants

00:24:25.680 --> 00:24:26.359
 to work on

00:24:26.359 --> 00:24:28.620
 and mine was my heart.

00:24:28.700 --> 00:24:29.099
 And I said,

00:24:29.200 --> 00:24:30.079
 show me my heart,

00:24:30.180 --> 00:24:30.440
 thank God.

00:24:30.559 --> 00:24:31.680
 And my dad used

00:24:31.680 --> 00:24:32.640
 to be really anti-smoking

00:24:32.640 --> 00:24:33.220
 and he had this

00:24:33.220 --> 00:24:34.539
 like lung in a jar.

00:24:36.099 --> 00:24:36.940
 It was black

00:24:36.940 --> 00:24:37.339
 and horrible.

00:24:38.079 --> 00:24:38.599
 And he was like,

00:24:38.859 --> 00:24:39.599
 stop smoking

00:24:39.599 --> 00:24:40.420
 because your lungs

00:24:40.420 --> 00:24:40.839
 are going to look

00:24:40.839 --> 00:24:41.220
 like that.

00:24:41.259 --> 00:24:41.660
 And I was like,

00:24:42.259 --> 00:24:44.620
 just to be rebellious.

00:24:44.680 --> 00:24:45.359
 That was one of my

00:24:45.359 --> 00:24:46.420
 ridiculous decisions,

00:24:46.500 --> 00:24:46.859
 I made.

00:24:47.920 --> 00:24:48.680
 Well done me.

00:24:51.200 --> 00:24:51.519
 Anyway,

00:24:51.880 --> 00:24:52.640
 it didn't last very long.

00:24:52.640 --> 00:24:53.460
 I was a terrible rebel.

00:24:53.580 --> 00:24:54.740
 I analysed way too much

00:24:54.740 --> 00:24:55.400
 at night time.

00:24:55.500 --> 00:24:55.680
 I was like,

00:24:55.700 --> 00:24:56.640
 I can't do this.

00:24:57.940 --> 00:24:59.280
 I'm too goody two-shoes.

00:25:00.060 --> 00:25:00.420
 Anyway,

00:25:00.940 --> 00:25:01.940
 I was like,

00:25:01.980 --> 00:25:02.759
 what's my heart like?

00:25:02.780 --> 00:25:03.720
 And I saw that sort

00:25:03.720 --> 00:25:04.800
 of lung picture,

00:25:04.940 --> 00:25:05.500
 like black

00:25:05.500 --> 00:25:07.380
 and like damaged

00:25:07.380 --> 00:25:07.900
 and I thought,

00:25:07.960 --> 00:25:08.420
 oh goodness,

00:25:08.560 --> 00:25:09.660
 my heart looks like

00:25:09.660 --> 00:25:10.480
 it's got pantser.

00:25:10.680 --> 00:25:11.800
 It's like black

00:25:11.800 --> 00:25:12.460
 and damn,

00:25:12.500 --> 00:25:12.940
 I don't know

00:25:12.940 --> 00:25:13.820
 what a genuine heart

00:25:13.820 --> 00:25:14.180
 looks like.

00:25:14.259 --> 00:25:15.180
 I'm too grossed out

00:25:15.180 --> 00:25:16.320
 by biology

00:25:16.320 --> 00:25:17.140
 to look at the pictures.

00:25:17.259 --> 00:25:18.500
 But it wasn't pink

00:25:18.500 --> 00:25:19.020
 and fleshy

00:25:19.020 --> 00:25:19.540
 and nice

00:25:19.540 --> 00:25:20.580
 like I would imagine

00:25:20.580 --> 00:25:21.720
 our hearts should look like.

00:25:21.720 --> 00:25:22.940
 And so God was like,

00:25:22.980 --> 00:25:23.519
 are you going to give me

00:25:23.519 --> 00:25:23.960
 your heart?

00:25:24.039 --> 00:25:24.220
 I was like,

00:25:24.240 --> 00:25:25.140
 I can't give you my heart.

00:25:25.220 --> 00:25:26.140
 That's how I'm alive.

00:25:26.279 --> 00:25:26.880
 And then I thought,

00:25:27.180 --> 00:25:28.059
 what ridiculous thing

00:25:28.059 --> 00:25:29.000
 to come into your mind.

00:25:29.640 --> 00:25:31.660
 I can't give God my heart

00:25:31.660 --> 00:25:33.000
 because I think

00:25:33.000 --> 00:25:34.299
 it keeps me alive.

00:25:35.120 --> 00:25:35.440
 Wrong.

00:25:36.720 --> 00:25:37.680
 Of course I need

00:25:37.680 --> 00:25:38.799
 to give God my heart.

00:25:39.120 --> 00:25:39.779
 He's not literally

00:25:39.779 --> 00:25:40.559
 going to take it out

00:25:40.559 --> 00:25:41.579
 and kill me on the spot.

00:25:42.059 --> 00:25:42.740
 So I was like,

00:25:42.779 --> 00:25:43.299
 okay God,

00:25:43.480 --> 00:25:44.360
 this is my heart

00:25:44.360 --> 00:25:45.100
 and I just told him,

00:25:45.160 --> 00:25:45.440
 I was like,

00:25:45.480 --> 00:25:46.100
 here it is.

00:25:46.100 --> 00:25:47.360
 It's like a bit wounded

00:25:47.359 --> 00:25:48.259
 and then I just felt

00:25:48.259 --> 00:25:48.759
 like him say,

00:25:48.879 --> 00:25:49.379
 it's wounded,

00:25:49.699 --> 00:25:50.399
 it's sick,

00:25:50.579 --> 00:25:51.639
 it's hurt,

00:25:51.740 --> 00:25:52.519
 it's disappointed

00:25:52.519 --> 00:25:54.079
 with your friends' marriages

00:25:54.079 --> 00:25:56.059
 and then God said,

00:25:56.219 --> 00:25:57.000
 but it's mine.

00:25:58.079 --> 00:25:58.639
 I love it

00:25:58.639 --> 00:25:59.179
 and I want you

00:25:59.179 --> 00:25:59.799
 to give it to me

00:25:59.799 --> 00:26:01.039
 and see what I'll do with it.

00:26:01.119 --> 00:26:02.059
 And I love in Isaiah

00:26:02.059 --> 00:26:03.819
 how there's all these

00:26:03.819 --> 00:26:04.719
 amazing concepts

00:26:04.719 --> 00:26:05.579
 in Isaiah 61

00:26:05.579 --> 00:26:07.359
 about we give this to God

00:26:07.359 --> 00:26:07.899
 and instead

00:26:07.899 --> 00:26:08.679
 he gives us this.

00:26:08.759 --> 00:26:09.919
 We give us our grieving

00:26:09.920 --> 00:26:14.860
 and we give him our mourning

00:26:14.860 --> 00:26:15.860
 and he puts on us

00:26:15.860 --> 00:26:16.700
 a crown of beauty

00:26:16.700 --> 00:26:17.560
 instead of ashes

00:26:17.560 --> 00:26:18.980
 and a garment of praise

00:26:18.980 --> 00:26:21.039
 instead of a spirit of despair.

00:26:21.120 --> 00:26:21.320
 So I thought,

00:26:21.380 --> 00:26:21.640
 oh yeah,

00:26:21.720 --> 00:26:23.860
 God does like swapping things.

00:26:24.640 --> 00:26:25.140
 So I was like,

00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:25.500
 okay,

00:26:25.640 --> 00:26:26.519
 here's my heart.

00:26:27.140 --> 00:26:27.860
 I'll give it to you.

00:26:27.960 --> 00:26:29.680
 Could you do something with it?

00:26:29.920 --> 00:26:31.279
 Like plummet better

00:26:31.279 --> 00:26:32.700
 or pump a bit of color

00:26:32.700 --> 00:26:33.440
 back into it.

00:26:33.460 --> 00:26:33.960
 And he was like,

00:26:33.960 --> 00:26:34.240
 no,

00:26:34.800 --> 00:26:35.480
 I'm going to give you

00:26:35.480 --> 00:26:36.140
 a new heart.

00:26:36.960 --> 00:26:37.620
 I'm going to give you

00:26:37.620 --> 00:26:38.340
 a new heart.

00:26:39.060 --> 00:26:39.720
 And so I went,

00:26:39.920 --> 00:26:40.779
 here's the heart then

00:26:40.779 --> 00:26:41.200
 and I did,

00:26:41.400 --> 00:26:42.060
 so with my palms,

00:26:42.300 --> 00:26:42.759
 palms down,

00:26:43.100 --> 00:26:43.660
 here's my heart

00:26:43.660 --> 00:26:44.279
 and I put them

00:26:44.279 --> 00:26:45.220
 and I imagine putting it

00:26:45.220 --> 00:26:46.160
 into the hands of God

00:26:46.160 --> 00:26:46.519
 underneath.

00:26:47.960 --> 00:26:49.080
 And I love that verse.

00:26:49.240 --> 00:26:49.860
 Do you like that verse?

00:26:50.160 --> 00:26:51.720
 Underneath of the everlasting arms.

00:26:52.019 --> 00:26:52.380
 I was like,

00:26:52.720 --> 00:26:53.460
 here it is.

00:26:54.320 --> 00:26:55.060
 And then I was like,

00:26:55.080 --> 00:26:55.580
 don't kill me,

00:26:55.620 --> 00:26:56.420
 I don't want to die.

00:26:57.160 --> 00:26:58.080
 I'm still alive,

00:26:58.160 --> 00:26:58.539
 who knew?

00:26:59.380 --> 00:27:00.279
 And then I did

00:27:00.279 --> 00:27:01.440
 palms up

00:27:01.440 --> 00:27:02.300
 and I was like,

00:27:02.300 --> 00:27:03.019
 what are you going to give me

00:27:03.019 --> 00:27:03.700
 in exchange?

00:27:03.860 --> 00:27:04.759
 And I saw

00:27:04.759 --> 00:27:06.220
 this beautiful,

00:27:06.560 --> 00:27:07.600
 and I know it wasn't

00:27:07.600 --> 00:27:08.960
 biologically factually correct,

00:27:08.960 --> 00:27:09.700
 I saw a heart

00:27:09.700 --> 00:27:10.720
 like you draw a heart,

00:27:11.180 --> 00:27:13.000
 but a really nice pink one.

00:27:13.640 --> 00:27:15.079
 And it was like soft

00:27:15.079 --> 00:27:16.660
 and I said to God,

00:27:16.740 --> 00:27:17.920
 can you just describe it to me?

00:27:17.960 --> 00:27:18.360
 And he said,

00:27:18.420 --> 00:27:18.579
 yeah,

00:27:18.759 --> 00:27:19.000
 yeah,

00:27:19.539 --> 00:27:20.960
 I love this heart,

00:27:21.059 --> 00:27:22.019
 I made this heart

00:27:22.019 --> 00:27:23.700
 and you've got to put this in.

00:27:23.759 --> 00:27:24.299
 And he was like,

00:27:24.360 --> 00:27:24.920
 it's lovable,

00:27:25.500 --> 00:27:26.140
 it's kind,

00:27:26.240 --> 00:27:26.920
 it's compassionate

00:27:26.920 --> 00:27:28.200
 and it's healthy

00:27:28.200 --> 00:27:29.019
 and it's clean

00:27:29.019 --> 00:27:29.880
 and it's pure.

00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:31.140
 I give you a pure heart

00:27:31.140 --> 00:27:32.000
 and a new heart.

00:27:32.160 --> 00:27:33.840
 And I was sobbing,

00:27:34.100 --> 00:27:34.519
 ladies,

00:27:34.840 --> 00:27:35.960
 absolutely sobbing.

00:27:36.180 --> 00:27:36.660
 And I thought,

00:27:36.720 --> 00:27:37.740
 I did not realise

00:27:37.740 --> 00:27:39.259
 how battered my old little heart

00:27:39.259 --> 00:27:39.980
 had become

00:27:39.980 --> 00:27:41.539
 and how sad it was

00:27:41.539 --> 00:27:42.920
 and how hard it had become

00:27:42.920 --> 00:27:44.660
 and how sick it had become.

00:27:45.240 --> 00:27:46.560
 And I literally feel,

00:27:47.140 --> 00:27:47.800
 all I can say is

00:27:47.800 --> 00:27:48.860
 I feel really different

00:27:48.860 --> 00:27:50.539
 since that point.

00:27:51.200 --> 00:27:52.880
 I think I'm a bit nicer as well.

00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:54.220
 I was vile over Christmas.

00:27:54.360 --> 00:27:54.940
 I was jealous

00:27:54.940 --> 00:27:56.560
 of a one-year-old niece.

00:27:58.000 --> 00:27:59.340
 That's how sick my heart was.

00:27:59.400 --> 00:27:59.840
 I was like,

00:28:00.040 --> 00:28:00.520
 what do you mean

00:28:00.520 --> 00:28:02.160
 I can't watch Poirot on the telly

00:28:02.160 --> 00:28:02.720
 because she needs,

00:28:02.800 --> 00:28:03.780
 she can't have screens.

00:28:04.340 --> 00:28:04.680
 I was like,

00:28:04.860 --> 00:28:06.580
 and everyone was like,

00:28:06.600 --> 00:28:08.020
 you're very selfish this Christmas.

00:28:08.100 --> 00:28:08.540
 I was like,

00:28:08.620 --> 00:28:09.420
 I am not.

00:28:09.980 --> 00:28:10.980
 Hard heart talking.

00:28:11.680 --> 00:28:11.880
 Anyway,

00:28:11.880 --> 00:28:13.300
 I feel quite convicted

00:28:13.300 --> 00:28:14.140
 about this now

00:28:14.140 --> 00:28:16.780
 and my jealousy

00:28:16.780 --> 00:28:17.640
 of a one-year-old.

00:28:18.640 --> 00:28:19.200
 So weird.

00:28:19.800 --> 00:28:20.000
 Anyway,

00:28:20.360 --> 00:28:20.880
 but you see,

00:28:20.940 --> 00:28:21.320
 God does.

00:28:21.420 --> 00:28:22.580
 He gives us

00:28:22.579 --> 00:28:23.419
 a new heart

00:28:23.419 --> 00:28:24.720
 and some of you

00:28:24.720 --> 00:28:26.199
 might need a new heart today

00:28:26.199 --> 00:28:26.779
 but some of you

00:28:26.779 --> 00:28:28.079
 might need a new spirit today.

00:28:28.359 --> 00:28:28.720
 Some of you

00:28:28.720 --> 00:28:29.339
 might need the mind

00:28:29.339 --> 00:28:30.359
 of Christ today

00:28:30.359 --> 00:28:31.419
 because you need

00:28:31.419 --> 00:28:32.220
 your mind renewing.

00:28:32.299 --> 00:28:32.639
 Some of you

00:28:32.639 --> 00:28:33.779
 might need new hands

00:28:33.779 --> 00:28:34.980
 because you've served

00:28:34.980 --> 00:28:35.559
 and served

00:28:35.559 --> 00:28:36.439
 and they're knackered.

00:28:37.379 --> 00:28:37.819
 But you know,

00:28:37.879 --> 00:28:39.059
 we're the body of Jesus

00:28:39.059 --> 00:28:40.960
 and he is a resurrected

00:28:40.960 --> 00:28:42.099
 saviour

00:28:42.099 --> 00:28:44.179
 and everything of him

00:28:44.179 --> 00:28:46.039
 can become in us.

00:28:46.740 --> 00:28:48.019
 So let's just kind of

00:28:48.019 --> 00:28:49.339
 remind ourselves

00:28:49.339 --> 00:28:50.559
 how God is just

00:28:50.559 --> 00:28:51.639
 all in for

00:28:51.640 --> 00:28:53.140
 doing these new things.

00:28:54.340 --> 00:28:55.500
 How were Bibles

00:28:55.500 --> 00:28:56.259
 and territory

00:28:56.259 --> 00:28:57.420
 taken according

00:28:57.420 --> 00:28:58.160
 to the Bible?

00:28:58.420 --> 00:28:58.740
 Sorry,

00:28:58.860 --> 00:28:59.140
 battles.

00:28:59.400 --> 00:29:00.020
 How were battles

00:29:00.020 --> 00:29:00.700
 and territory

00:29:00.700 --> 00:29:02.280
 won and territory

00:29:02.280 --> 00:29:02.680
 taken?

00:29:02.920 --> 00:29:03.180
 Well,

00:29:03.820 --> 00:29:04.700
 let's just remind

00:29:04.700 --> 00:29:05.120
 ourselves.

00:29:05.280 --> 00:29:06.040
 On one occasion

00:29:06.040 --> 00:29:07.340
 God blinded

00:29:07.340 --> 00:29:08.360
 the enemy's eyes.

00:29:08.700 --> 00:29:09.740
 On another occasion

00:29:09.740 --> 00:29:11.140
 God turned

00:29:11.140 --> 00:29:11.620
 the enemy

00:29:11.620 --> 00:29:12.320
 on each other.

00:29:12.580 --> 00:29:13.780
 On another occasion

00:29:13.780 --> 00:29:15.040
 Esther fasted

00:29:15.040 --> 00:29:15.640
 and the nation

00:29:15.640 --> 00:29:16.320
 was saved.

00:29:16.680 --> 00:29:17.680
 On another occasion

00:29:17.680 --> 00:29:18.240
 they walked

00:29:18.240 --> 00:29:19.020
 around the walls

00:29:19.019 --> 00:29:19.700
 of Jericho

00:29:19.700 --> 00:29:20.460
 a number

00:29:20.460 --> 00:29:21.220
 of times.

00:29:21.359 --> 00:29:21.680
 In fact,

00:29:21.740 --> 00:29:22.160
 lots and lots

00:29:22.160 --> 00:29:22.539
 of times.

00:29:23.180 --> 00:29:24.680
 But each time

00:29:24.680 --> 00:29:25.980
 God took territory

00:29:25.980 --> 00:29:27.119
 and won a battle

00:29:27.119 --> 00:29:27.619
 for people

00:29:27.619 --> 00:29:28.879
 in a new way.

00:29:30.819 --> 00:29:31.900
 Because he doesn't

00:29:31.900 --> 00:29:32.480
 just repeat,

00:29:32.740 --> 00:29:33.799
 he starts things new.

00:29:34.799 --> 00:29:35.720
 So if you're facing

00:29:35.720 --> 00:29:36.139
 a battle

00:29:36.139 --> 00:29:36.759
 or if you need

00:29:36.759 --> 00:29:37.359
 some territory

00:29:37.359 --> 00:29:38.139
 I wonder

00:29:38.139 --> 00:29:39.400
 how God will show you

00:29:39.400 --> 00:29:40.480
 he wants to do it.

00:29:41.299 --> 00:29:42.379
 How many times

00:29:42.379 --> 00:29:43.519
 did healing come?

00:29:44.319 --> 00:29:44.940
 One time

00:29:44.940 --> 00:29:45.700
 it was because

00:29:45.700 --> 00:29:47.059
 a deaf and mute man

00:29:47.059 --> 00:29:48.119
 needed exercising.

00:29:48.379 --> 00:29:49.099
 He had demons.

00:29:50.039 --> 00:29:50.899
 Another occasion

00:29:50.899 --> 00:29:52.659
 it was by a woman's face.

00:29:53.079 --> 00:29:54.099
 Another occasion

00:29:54.099 --> 00:29:55.500
 Naaman had to dip

00:29:55.500 --> 00:29:56.559
 into a dirty river

00:29:56.559 --> 00:29:57.500
 seven times.

00:29:57.759 --> 00:29:58.240
 Would you have

00:29:58.240 --> 00:29:58.940
 described that?

00:29:59.899 --> 00:30:00.619
 Would you have thought

00:30:00.619 --> 00:30:01.259
 that's the way?

00:30:02.279 --> 00:30:03.279
 Another occasion

00:30:03.279 --> 00:30:03.960
 it was completely

00:30:03.960 --> 00:30:04.639
 from a distance

00:30:04.639 --> 00:30:05.879
 Jesus wasn't even there

00:30:05.879 --> 00:30:07.179
 and the captain's servant

00:30:07.179 --> 00:30:07.679
 was healed.

00:30:08.179 --> 00:30:09.240
 Another occasion

00:30:09.240 --> 00:30:10.579
 an ear was touched

00:30:10.579 --> 00:30:11.759
 and it was regrown

00:30:11.759 --> 00:30:12.460
 that's when someone

00:30:12.460 --> 00:30:13.099
 dropped it off.

00:30:13.399 --> 00:30:14.179
 Another occasion

00:30:14.179 --> 00:30:15.240
 it was from the fear

00:30:15.240 --> 00:30:15.960
 of God

00:30:15.960 --> 00:30:17.740
 and his wisdom

00:30:17.740 --> 00:30:19.160
 refreshes the body

00:30:19.160 --> 00:30:20.440
 and heals.

00:30:20.900 --> 00:30:22.759
 So there's no one way.

00:30:24.480 --> 00:30:25.660
 How did provision

00:30:25.660 --> 00:30:26.620
 come from God?

00:30:26.819 --> 00:30:27.400
 One time

00:30:27.400 --> 00:30:27.940
 it came from

00:30:27.940 --> 00:30:28.840
 a fish's mouth.

00:30:30.200 --> 00:30:31.059
 One time

00:30:31.059 --> 00:30:31.460
 it was when

00:30:31.460 --> 00:30:32.079
 a little boy

00:30:32.079 --> 00:30:33.200
 bought his packed lunch

00:30:33.200 --> 00:30:33.940
 and it fed

00:30:33.940 --> 00:30:35.500
 5,000 hungry men.

00:30:36.000 --> 00:30:36.900
 Perished the thought.

00:30:37.840 --> 00:30:38.799
 Another occasion

00:30:38.799 --> 00:30:39.799
 Jesus said

00:30:39.799 --> 00:30:40.500
 you need to be

00:30:40.500 --> 00:30:41.500
 fishing over there.

00:30:42.900 --> 00:30:43.880
 And then that's

00:30:43.880 --> 00:30:44.860
 how provision came

00:30:44.859 --> 00:30:45.979
 because they were

00:30:45.979 --> 00:30:46.500
 shown the right

00:30:46.500 --> 00:30:47.059
 place to fish.

00:30:47.339 --> 00:30:48.119
 Another occasion

00:30:48.119 --> 00:30:48.559
 in the Bible

00:30:48.559 --> 00:30:50.339
 it says good hard work

00:30:50.339 --> 00:30:52.119
 is how you get provision.

00:30:54.019 --> 00:30:56.179
 So there's no one

00:30:56.179 --> 00:30:56.740
 transcript.

00:30:58.959 --> 00:31:00.159
 But how does God

00:31:00.159 --> 00:31:00.979
 want to do things

00:31:00.979 --> 00:31:02.019
 in this new season

00:31:02.019 --> 00:31:02.519
 for you?

00:31:03.519 --> 00:31:04.299
 It's a completely

00:31:04.299 --> 00:31:05.059
 blank canvas

00:31:05.059 --> 00:31:06.899
 which is amazingly

00:31:06.899 --> 00:31:07.559
 exciting.

00:31:07.559 --> 00:31:11.099
 You're wondering

00:31:11.099 --> 00:31:11.899
 why I'm showing you

00:31:11.899 --> 00:31:12.539
 a picture of Sky

00:31:12.539 --> 00:31:12.919
 and cars.

00:31:13.539 --> 00:31:15.159
 When I was moving

00:31:15.159 --> 00:31:15.599
 to Bristol

00:31:15.599 --> 00:31:16.139
 this is about

00:31:16.139 --> 00:31:16.940
 nine months ago

00:31:16.940 --> 00:31:17.679
 I felt like God

00:31:17.679 --> 00:31:18.399
 say you need

00:31:18.399 --> 00:31:19.159
 a new car

00:31:19.159 --> 00:31:20.619
 and I wasn't

00:31:20.619 --> 00:31:22.379
 in the

00:31:22.379 --> 00:31:23.220
 let's say

00:31:23.220 --> 00:31:24.200
 financial position

00:31:24.200 --> 00:31:25.500
 to be

00:31:25.500 --> 00:31:26.679
 getting myself

00:31:26.679 --> 00:31:27.639
 a brand new car

00:31:27.639 --> 00:31:29.279
 and I did think

00:31:29.279 --> 00:31:29.740
 oh yeah that would

00:31:29.740 --> 00:31:30.519
 be a really great idea

00:31:30.519 --> 00:31:31.099
 because I had this

00:31:31.099 --> 00:31:32.119
 clapped out banger

00:31:32.119 --> 00:31:32.819
 of an old

00:31:32.819 --> 00:31:34.200
 Peugeot 206

00:31:34.200 --> 00:31:35.799
 black in colour

00:31:35.799 --> 00:31:37.900
 broken seats

00:31:37.900 --> 00:31:39.000
 people were starting

00:31:39.000 --> 00:31:39.700
 to not want to

00:31:39.700 --> 00:31:40.180
 come with me

00:31:40.180 --> 00:31:40.840
 when I talked.

00:31:42.440 --> 00:31:43.220
 It might have been

00:31:43.220 --> 00:31:43.860
 because I had a heavy

00:31:43.860 --> 00:31:44.940
 right foot when I drove

00:31:44.940 --> 00:31:46.080
 confession of the day

00:31:46.080 --> 00:31:46.819
 or it might have

00:31:46.819 --> 00:31:47.700
 thanks God for Becca

00:31:47.700 --> 00:31:48.880
 for driving today

00:31:48.880 --> 00:31:50.019
 no one got a speeding

00:31:50.019 --> 00:31:50.319
 flight

00:31:50.319 --> 00:31:52.980
 and it might have been

00:31:52.980 --> 00:31:54.039
 the state of my car

00:31:54.039 --> 00:31:54.700
 I think it was more

00:31:54.700 --> 00:31:55.400
 the state of my car

00:31:55.400 --> 00:31:57.120
 and it used to like

00:31:57.120 --> 00:31:58.019
 shake on the way home

00:31:58.019 --> 00:31:58.799
 and I often end up

00:31:58.799 --> 00:31:59.680
 driving because I speak

00:31:59.680 --> 00:32:00.460
 often in an evening

00:32:00.460 --> 00:32:00.940
 as well

00:32:00.940 --> 00:32:02.080
 driving late at night

00:32:02.080 --> 00:32:03.120
 down country roads

00:32:03.120 --> 00:32:03.660
 in the dark

00:32:03.660 --> 00:32:04.460
 and everyone's saying

00:32:04.460 --> 00:32:05.040
 you know you should

00:32:05.040 --> 00:32:06.080
 get a light colour car

00:32:06.080 --> 00:32:08.120
 because like that car

00:32:08.120 --> 00:32:08.740
 is not very good

00:32:08.740 --> 00:32:09.220
 in the dark

00:32:09.220 --> 00:32:10.620
 and particularly my dad

00:32:10.620 --> 00:32:11.600
 was starting to say that

00:32:11.600 --> 00:32:13.779
 and so I did think

00:32:13.779 --> 00:32:14.420
 oh it would be really

00:32:14.420 --> 00:32:15.259
 good to have a light

00:32:15.259 --> 00:32:16.080
 coloured car

00:32:16.080 --> 00:32:17.160
 so that I'm visible

00:32:17.160 --> 00:32:18.920
 and my name means light

00:32:18.920 --> 00:32:19.560
 and I thought it's good

00:32:19.560 --> 00:32:20.040
 to have you know

00:32:20.040 --> 00:32:21.040
 character integrity

00:32:21.040 --> 00:32:21.900
 running through your life

00:32:21.900 --> 00:32:23.040
 so I'll have a light car

00:32:23.040 --> 00:32:24.360
 as well as having a name

00:32:24.360 --> 00:32:24.960
 that means light

00:32:24.960 --> 00:32:27.100
 and then

00:32:27.100 --> 00:32:28.660
 and I'm literally

00:32:28.660 --> 00:32:29.460
 thinking about it

00:32:29.460 --> 00:32:30.240
 as I'm driving back

00:32:30.240 --> 00:32:31.340
 from Bristol to Cheltenham

00:32:31.340 --> 00:32:32.180
 which was where I was

00:32:32.180 --> 00:32:33.040
 still living at the time

00:32:33.039 --> 00:32:34.460
 and then smoke

00:32:34.460 --> 00:32:35.420
 started to come out

00:32:35.420 --> 00:32:35.920
 of the bonnet

00:32:35.920 --> 00:32:37.799
 and I was like

00:32:37.799 --> 00:32:38.099
 oh

00:32:38.099 --> 00:32:39.960
 and I'm on the M5

00:32:39.960 --> 00:32:40.839
 which as you know

00:32:40.839 --> 00:32:41.559
 when you're on the M5

00:32:41.559 --> 00:32:42.259
 it's not ideal

00:32:42.259 --> 00:32:43.139
 to look like you're

00:32:43.139 --> 00:32:43.920
 about to cause a fire

00:32:43.920 --> 00:32:46.420
 and I don't know

00:32:46.420 --> 00:32:46.839
 what to do

00:32:46.839 --> 00:32:48.299
 so I started to pull over

00:32:48.299 --> 00:32:49.079
 to the little

00:32:49.079 --> 00:32:50.059
 the hard shoulder

00:32:50.059 --> 00:32:50.740
 but I didn't actually

00:32:50.740 --> 00:32:51.200
 get there

00:32:51.200 --> 00:32:52.379
 I got to the slow

00:32:52.379 --> 00:32:53.119
 like halfway

00:32:53.119 --> 00:32:54.319
 between the middle lane

00:32:54.319 --> 00:32:55.299
 and the slow lane

00:32:55.299 --> 00:32:56.379
 and I was like

00:32:56.379 --> 00:32:56.700
 oh

00:32:56.700 --> 00:32:57.440
 and I was literally

00:32:57.440 --> 00:32:57.940
 stopped

00:32:57.940 --> 00:32:59.059
 with bellows

00:32:59.059 --> 00:32:59.779
 of smoke

00:32:59.779 --> 00:33:00.200
 so I thought

00:33:00.200 --> 00:33:01.220
 I'm going to have

00:33:01.220 --> 00:33:01.980
 to get out of the car

00:33:01.980 --> 00:33:02.580
 I feel like I'm

00:33:02.580 --> 00:33:03.240
 on the telly

00:33:03.240 --> 00:33:05.779
 save me now

00:33:05.779 --> 00:33:06.660
 so I stood on the side

00:33:06.660 --> 00:33:07.000
 and I was like

00:33:07.000 --> 00:33:08.059
 my car

00:33:08.059 --> 00:33:09.259
 no one hit it

00:33:09.259 --> 00:33:09.740
 fortunately

00:33:09.740 --> 00:33:10.720
 and a lorry came

00:33:10.720 --> 00:33:11.319
 and blocked the road

00:33:11.319 --> 00:33:12.380
 it was a very dramatic

00:33:12.380 --> 00:33:12.740
 lady

00:33:12.740 --> 00:33:13.880
 and on the side

00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:14.279
 of the road

00:33:14.279 --> 00:33:14.720
 I was like

00:33:14.720 --> 00:33:15.279
 right that's it

00:33:15.279 --> 00:33:16.360
 I need that new car

00:33:16.360 --> 00:33:18.039
 like that's

00:33:18.039 --> 00:33:18.940
 this is a sign

00:33:18.940 --> 00:33:19.840
 and so I was like

00:33:19.840 --> 00:33:20.240
 God

00:33:20.240 --> 00:33:21.380
 I want a car

00:33:21.380 --> 00:33:23.400
 I want a white car

00:33:23.400 --> 00:33:24.380
 a big car

00:33:24.380 --> 00:33:25.559
 to take people with me

00:33:25.559 --> 00:33:26.340
 when I'm speaking

00:33:26.339 --> 00:33:27.740
 and I want

00:33:27.740 --> 00:33:28.799
 and then I just found

00:33:28.799 --> 00:33:29.359
 myself going

00:33:29.359 --> 00:33:30.899
 a Nissan Qashqai

00:33:30.899 --> 00:33:33.059
 with comfy seats

00:33:33.059 --> 00:33:34.000
 I don't want leather

00:33:34.000 --> 00:33:35.119
 because it's slippy and cold

00:33:35.119 --> 00:33:36.079
 some of you might like that

00:33:36.079 --> 00:33:37.139
 but personally you know

00:33:37.139 --> 00:33:40.519
 I want cameras all around

00:33:40.519 --> 00:33:41.459
 so I don't hit it

00:33:41.459 --> 00:33:42.599
 like I hit the other one

00:33:42.599 --> 00:33:43.539
 and I want people

00:33:43.539 --> 00:33:45.019
 to want to travel with me

00:33:45.019 --> 00:33:45.799
 because it's comfy

00:33:45.799 --> 00:33:46.740
 anyway

00:33:46.740 --> 00:33:47.139
 so I

00:33:47.139 --> 00:33:47.619
 and I thought

00:33:47.619 --> 00:33:48.959
 that sounded a cocky prayer

00:33:48.959 --> 00:33:49.720
 you know how you're thinking

00:33:49.720 --> 00:33:50.659
 oh that was cocky

00:33:50.659 --> 00:33:51.319
 well done me

00:33:51.319 --> 00:33:53.019
 quite like asking your receipt

00:33:53.019 --> 00:33:53.779
 knocking on the door

00:33:53.779 --> 00:33:54.939
 that was one of those

00:33:54.939 --> 00:33:55.919
 and I'm standing on the side

00:33:55.920 --> 00:33:56.180
 of the road

00:33:56.180 --> 00:33:57.259
 watching my smoking

00:33:57.259 --> 00:33:58.200
 Peugeot

00:33:58.200 --> 00:34:00.340
 waiting for the RAC

00:34:00.340 --> 00:34:02.039
 who took four hours

00:34:02.039 --> 00:34:02.840
 which wasn't ideal

00:34:02.840 --> 00:34:03.920
 but there we go

00:34:03.920 --> 00:34:05.420
 sorry if you work for the RAC

00:34:05.420 --> 00:34:07.920
 they're a very nice organisation

00:34:07.920 --> 00:34:10.280
 anyway

00:34:10.280 --> 00:34:11.440
 so I

00:34:11.440 --> 00:34:12.519
 I went back

00:34:12.519 --> 00:34:13.159
 and I was like

00:34:13.159 --> 00:34:14.079
 my dad said

00:34:14.079 --> 00:34:14.740
 do you think now

00:34:14.740 --> 00:34:16.420
 you should be getting a car

00:34:16.420 --> 00:34:17.420
 I'll lend you some money

00:34:17.420 --> 00:34:18.059
 if you want

00:34:18.059 --> 00:34:18.460
 I was like

00:34:18.460 --> 00:34:19.200
 I think that's quite a lot

00:34:19.200 --> 00:34:20.019
 of money to ask for

00:34:20.019 --> 00:34:20.460
 and you know

00:34:20.460 --> 00:34:21.659
 when you borrow from parents

00:34:21.659 --> 00:34:22.240
 it makes you feel

00:34:22.240 --> 00:34:23.420
 about four years old

00:34:23.420 --> 00:34:25.260
 so I was like

00:34:25.260 --> 00:34:25.500
 oh

00:34:25.500 --> 00:34:27.079
 do I have to borrow money again

00:34:27.079 --> 00:34:28.619
 why I'm such a needy adult

00:34:28.619 --> 00:34:30.460
 anyway

00:34:30.460 --> 00:34:31.659
 I thought

00:34:31.659 --> 00:34:33.019
 I thought

00:34:33.019 --> 00:34:33.500
 okay

00:34:33.500 --> 00:34:34.019
 God

00:34:34.019 --> 00:34:35.460
 you've shown me a Nissan

00:34:35.460 --> 00:34:36.500
 I will

00:34:36.500 --> 00:34:37.639
 please could you pay

00:34:37.639 --> 00:34:38.420
 for what you order

00:34:38.420 --> 00:34:39.000
 if that's you

00:34:39.000 --> 00:34:40.320
 please could you provide for me

00:34:40.320 --> 00:34:40.980
 and that was literally

00:34:40.980 --> 00:34:41.699
 about as profound

00:34:41.699 --> 00:34:42.539
 as my prayer went

00:34:42.539 --> 00:34:43.940
 and I didn't particularly

00:34:43.940 --> 00:34:45.239
 hammer the floor

00:34:45.239 --> 00:34:46.079
 with intercession

00:34:46.079 --> 00:34:47.280
 I didn't pray in tongues

00:34:47.280 --> 00:34:48.239
 every morning for money

00:34:48.239 --> 00:34:49.039
 and then

00:34:49.039 --> 00:34:49.920
 over the course

00:34:49.920 --> 00:34:50.880
 of the next two weeks

00:34:50.880 --> 00:34:51.599
 random people

00:34:51.599 --> 00:34:52.739
 from all around the UK

00:34:52.739 --> 00:34:53.799
 just friends

00:34:53.799 --> 00:34:54.979
 who I hadn't actually told

00:34:54.979 --> 00:34:57.039
 of my tragic circumstances

00:34:57.039 --> 00:34:57.939
 rest in peace

00:34:57.939 --> 00:34:58.419
 Milo

00:34:58.419 --> 00:34:59.699
 the Peugeot 206

00:34:59.699 --> 00:35:02.059
 didn't tell them

00:35:02.059 --> 00:35:02.579
 what happened

00:35:02.579 --> 00:35:03.799
 do you know what the ROC

00:35:03.799 --> 00:35:04.479
 said when they came

00:35:04.479 --> 00:35:04.759
 they said

00:35:04.759 --> 00:35:05.759
 you have cooked your car

00:35:05.759 --> 00:35:08.000
 thank you very much

00:35:08.000 --> 00:35:09.439
 I love baking

00:35:09.439 --> 00:35:13.819
 anyway

00:35:13.819 --> 00:35:16.039
 I just started to get

00:35:16.039 --> 00:35:16.539
 these messages

00:35:16.539 --> 00:35:17.299
 from friends

00:35:17.299 --> 00:35:18.099
 saying could you send me

00:35:18.099 --> 00:35:18.799
 your bank details

00:35:18.799 --> 00:35:19.459
 we were just praying

00:35:19.459 --> 00:35:20.019
 for you today

00:35:20.019 --> 00:35:21.119
 God's really prompted us

00:35:21.119 --> 00:35:21.519
 to pray

00:35:21.519 --> 00:35:22.679
 and I was talking

00:35:22.679 --> 00:35:23.960
 at a women's conference

00:35:23.960 --> 00:35:24.460
 just saying

00:35:24.460 --> 00:35:25.500
 feel free to do this

00:35:25.500 --> 00:35:26.279
 today if you want to

00:35:26.279 --> 00:35:27.559
 someone was sitting there

00:35:27.559 --> 00:35:27.900
 and said

00:35:27.900 --> 00:35:28.480
 oh I feel like

00:35:28.480 --> 00:35:29.119
 God's meant to give you

00:35:29.119 --> 00:35:29.539
 some money

00:35:29.539 --> 00:35:30.739
 that's just a bit of a joke

00:35:30.739 --> 00:35:31.219
 not really

00:35:31.219 --> 00:35:33.839
 and she came on

00:35:33.839 --> 00:35:34.920
 and not judging the amount

00:35:34.920 --> 00:35:35.500
 either because

00:35:35.500 --> 00:35:36.219
 obviously if you want to

00:35:36.219 --> 00:35:37.099
 aim a bit higher than this

00:35:37.099 --> 00:35:37.599
 this is ideal

00:35:37.599 --> 00:35:38.599
 she said I'll give you

00:35:38.599 --> 00:35:39.339
 what's in my pocket

00:35:39.339 --> 00:35:39.839
 she pulled out

00:35:39.839 --> 00:35:40.719
 £4.72

00:35:40.719 --> 00:35:42.679
 I was like ideal

00:35:42.679 --> 00:35:43.319
 won't buy a Nissan

00:35:43.319 --> 00:35:44.239
 but thank you so much

00:35:44.239 --> 00:35:45.400
 and then

00:35:45.400 --> 00:35:47.239
 I looked in the bank

00:35:47.239 --> 00:35:48.359
 to see what someone

00:35:48.359 --> 00:35:48.900
 had transferred

00:35:48.900 --> 00:35:50.380
 and it was £250

00:35:50.380 --> 00:35:50.960
 I was like

00:35:50.960 --> 00:35:52.000
 that is great news

00:35:52.000 --> 00:35:52.940
 and I was like

00:35:52.940 --> 00:35:53.640
 checking that off

00:35:53.640 --> 00:35:54.579
 the large sum

00:35:54.579 --> 00:35:55.280
 that I was possibly

00:35:55.280 --> 00:35:55.880
 going to have to borrow

00:35:55.880 --> 00:35:56.500
 from my father

00:35:56.500 --> 00:35:58.200
 anyway someone else

00:35:58.200 --> 00:35:58.700
 then texted

00:35:58.700 --> 00:36:00.160
 and they transferred

00:36:00.160 --> 00:36:00.860
 £700

00:36:00.860 --> 00:36:02.000
 then someone else

00:36:02.000 --> 00:36:02.380
 texted

00:36:02.380 --> 00:36:02.980
 and they said

00:36:02.980 --> 00:36:03.760
 oh we were just

00:36:03.760 --> 00:36:04.720
 together praying for you

00:36:04.720 --> 00:36:05.260
 the other day

00:36:05.260 --> 00:36:06.000
 and we really feel

00:36:06.000 --> 00:36:06.599
 like God wants

00:36:06.599 --> 00:36:07.300
 to give you some money

00:36:07.300 --> 00:36:08.360
 they transferred

00:36:08.360 --> 00:36:09.220
 over £5,000

00:36:09.220 --> 00:36:10.780
 and honestly

00:36:10.780 --> 00:36:12.260
 it just kept coming

00:36:12.260 --> 00:36:13.400
 to the point where

00:36:13.400 --> 00:36:14.780
 over the next two weeks

00:36:14.780 --> 00:36:15.820
 I rang up

00:36:15.820 --> 00:36:17.820
 I found a really nice

00:36:17.820 --> 00:36:18.940
 Nissan on the internet

00:36:18.940 --> 00:36:20.000
 hadn't seen it

00:36:20.000 --> 00:36:20.960
 but it was up in Glasgow

00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:21.360
 and I thought

00:36:21.360 --> 00:36:22.420
 well I can't go to Glasgow

00:36:22.420 --> 00:36:23.780
 it's quite a long way

00:36:23.780 --> 00:36:25.239
 and they said

00:36:25.239 --> 00:36:25.860
 oh well we don't

00:36:25.860 --> 00:36:26.599
 normally do this

00:36:26.599 --> 00:36:27.820
 but we'll send it

00:36:27.820 --> 00:36:28.480
 down to Birmingham

00:36:28.480 --> 00:36:29.420
 can you get to Birmingham

00:36:29.420 --> 00:36:29.840
 and I was like

00:36:29.840 --> 00:36:30.679
 yeah because at this time

00:36:30.679 --> 00:36:32.340
 I was still living in Cheltenham

00:36:32.340 --> 00:36:33.360
 and I was determined

00:36:33.360 --> 00:36:34.440
 that when I moved to Bristol

00:36:34.440 --> 00:36:35.119
 I was going to have

00:36:35.119 --> 00:36:37.219
 a new white car

00:36:37.219 --> 00:36:38.539
 and what I was going to do

00:36:38.539 --> 00:36:39.320
 was I was going to sing

00:36:39.320 --> 00:36:40.239
 the greatest showman

00:36:40.239 --> 00:36:41.039
 this is me

00:36:41.039 --> 00:36:42.860
 at full volume

00:36:42.860 --> 00:36:44.059
 driving down the motorway

00:36:44.059 --> 00:36:45.440
 not speeding anymore

00:36:45.440 --> 00:36:46.179
 because I've done

00:36:46.179 --> 00:36:47.400
 my speed awareness course

00:36:47.400 --> 00:36:48.639
 so good

00:36:48.639 --> 00:36:51.980
 and that's how

00:36:51.980 --> 00:36:53.139
 I was going to enter Bristol

00:36:53.139 --> 00:36:54.039
 in my new season

00:36:54.039 --> 00:36:54.380
 I was like

00:36:54.380 --> 00:36:55.000
 new car

00:36:55.000 --> 00:36:55.639
 new season

00:36:55.639 --> 00:36:56.160
 new me

00:36:56.160 --> 00:36:56.760
 go

00:36:56.760 --> 00:36:57.960
 and obviously

00:36:57.960 --> 00:36:58.760
 waiting for the money

00:36:58.760 --> 00:36:59.079
 anyway

00:36:59.079 --> 00:37:00.660
 I got them to bring

00:37:00.660 --> 00:37:01.900
 the car down to Bristol

00:37:01.900 --> 00:37:02.619
 and they said

00:37:02.619 --> 00:37:03.460
 oh we won't charge you

00:37:03.460 --> 00:37:04.039
 we normally would

00:37:04.039 --> 00:37:05.160
 and we'll put it on a transporter

00:37:05.160 --> 00:37:06.039
 so it doesn't run up

00:37:06.039 --> 00:37:07.840
 the mileage

00:37:07.840 --> 00:37:08.240
 I thought

00:37:08.240 --> 00:37:09.480
 these people are amazing

00:37:09.480 --> 00:37:10.559
 and I was like

00:37:10.559 --> 00:37:11.900
 this is the favour of God

00:37:11.900 --> 00:37:13.000
 that those American people

00:37:13.000 --> 00:37:13.519
 talk about

00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:14.220
 I was like

00:37:14.220 --> 00:37:15.099
 favour of God

00:37:15.099 --> 00:37:18.000
 and I paid for this car

00:37:18.000 --> 00:37:19.119
 the whole car

00:37:19.119 --> 00:37:21.019
 on my visa debit card

00:37:21.019 --> 00:37:22.199
 with money

00:37:22.199 --> 00:37:23.159
 that two weeks ago

00:37:23.159 --> 00:37:24.380
 I did not have

00:37:24.380 --> 00:37:26.759
 and that is unusual for me

00:37:26.759 --> 00:37:28.880
 because these stories

00:37:28.880 --> 00:37:29.500
 normally happen

00:37:29.500 --> 00:37:30.679
 to someone else over there

00:37:30.679 --> 00:37:33.099
 and it doesn't make me think

00:37:33.099 --> 00:37:34.159
 God isn't a provider

00:37:34.159 --> 00:37:35.900
 but it made me realise

00:37:35.900 --> 00:37:37.900
 oh he's also a provider for me

00:37:37.900 --> 00:37:39.460
 and I've watched that

00:37:39.460 --> 00:37:40.119
 and walked that

00:37:40.119 --> 00:37:41.079
 lots of times

00:37:41.079 --> 00:37:42.539
 and not had that for me

00:37:42.539 --> 00:37:43.839
 so if you're sitting there

00:37:43.839 --> 00:37:44.679
 going I've never had that

00:37:44.679 --> 00:37:46.239
 I was that person

00:37:46.239 --> 00:37:47.359
 I'm as shocked as you guys

00:37:47.359 --> 00:37:50.699
 and I did

00:37:50.699 --> 00:37:52.000
 I moved to Bristol

00:37:52.000 --> 00:37:53.419
 literally a month later

00:37:53.419 --> 00:37:56.019
 and it was around Easter

00:37:56.019 --> 00:37:57.319
 in fact it was Easter Monday

00:37:57.319 --> 00:37:58.619
 and I thought

00:37:58.619 --> 00:37:59.839
 oh that is really cool

00:37:59.839 --> 00:38:01.759
 that God provided me

00:38:01.759 --> 00:38:03.059
 a new car for a new season

00:38:03.059 --> 00:38:04.079
 he's obviously doing

00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:04.799
 this new thing

00:38:04.799 --> 00:38:05.940
 and he cares about

00:38:05.940 --> 00:38:06.859
 these things

00:38:06.859 --> 00:38:07.839
 that I had bought

00:38:07.839 --> 00:38:08.500
 before him

00:38:08.500 --> 00:38:10.679
 and I thought

00:38:10.679 --> 00:38:11.339
 I'll just look up

00:38:11.339 --> 00:38:11.919
 because I was getting

00:38:11.919 --> 00:38:12.759
 really into the

00:38:12.759 --> 00:38:13.919
 Jewish calendar

00:38:13.920 --> 00:38:14.680
 has anyone else

00:38:14.680 --> 00:38:15.860
 sort of researched that

00:38:15.860 --> 00:38:17.019
 it's really fascinating

00:38:17.019 --> 00:38:18.220
 so the Hebrew people

00:38:18.220 --> 00:38:19.720
 in order to track

00:38:19.720 --> 00:38:20.200
 their seasons

00:38:20.200 --> 00:38:21.280
 they didn't have our months

00:38:21.280 --> 00:38:21.940
 like we have

00:38:21.940 --> 00:38:22.900
 January, February, March

00:38:22.900 --> 00:38:23.639
 they had like

00:38:23.639 --> 00:38:24.559
 they looked at the

00:38:24.559 --> 00:38:25.760
 constellation in the sky

00:38:25.760 --> 00:38:26.519
 and that's how they knew

00:38:26.519 --> 00:38:27.380
 what season they were in

00:38:27.380 --> 00:38:27.740
 and I thought

00:38:27.740 --> 00:38:28.740
 oh I'll just have a little look

00:38:28.740 --> 00:38:30.039
 and see what season it is

00:38:30.039 --> 00:38:31.380
 in the Hebrew calendar

00:38:31.380 --> 00:38:31.940
 for the Jews

00:38:31.940 --> 00:38:32.300
 and it said

00:38:32.300 --> 00:38:33.360
 this is the month of Nisan

00:38:33.360 --> 00:38:37.120
 get out of town

00:38:37.120 --> 00:38:39.300
 and it said

00:38:39.300 --> 00:38:40.680
 it's the month where

00:38:40.680 --> 00:38:42.120
 the Hebrew people

00:38:42.120 --> 00:38:43.400
 moved from their old land

00:38:43.400 --> 00:38:44.460
 to their new land

00:38:44.460 --> 00:38:45.240
 now

00:38:45.240 --> 00:38:46.180
 at this point

00:38:46.180 --> 00:38:47.579
 I put the greatest showman

00:38:47.579 --> 00:38:48.280
 on early

00:38:48.280 --> 00:38:49.720
 look out

00:38:49.720 --> 00:38:51.340
 because here I come

00:38:51.340 --> 00:38:52.120
 sorry

00:38:52.120 --> 00:38:52.780
 oh sorry

00:38:52.780 --> 00:38:53.620
 Jay that wasn't

00:38:53.620 --> 00:38:54.599
 an audition to the worship

00:38:54.599 --> 00:38:56.760
 but I thought

00:38:56.760 --> 00:38:57.680
 isn't that amazing

00:38:57.680 --> 00:38:58.380
 that God

00:38:58.380 --> 00:39:00.200
 contextualised me

00:39:00.200 --> 00:39:01.680
 provided for me

00:39:01.679 --> 00:39:02.359
 in that season

00:39:02.359 --> 00:39:03.019
 and he knew

00:39:03.019 --> 00:39:03.619
 I was moving

00:39:03.619 --> 00:39:04.359
 into the new

00:39:04.359 --> 00:39:06.079
 and he was really

00:39:06.079 --> 00:39:07.399
 determined that I knew

00:39:07.399 --> 00:39:08.259
 that he was involved

00:39:08.259 --> 00:39:08.679
 in it

00:39:08.679 --> 00:39:10.339
 and in Genesis

00:39:10.339 --> 00:39:11.619
 this is not horoscopes

00:39:11.619 --> 00:39:12.000
 by the way

00:39:12.000 --> 00:39:12.659
 this is different

00:39:12.659 --> 00:39:14.259
 Genesis says

00:39:14.259 --> 00:39:15.460
 let God says

00:39:15.460 --> 00:39:16.339
 let there be lights

00:39:16.339 --> 00:39:16.980
 in the expanse

00:39:16.980 --> 00:39:17.399
 of the heavens

00:39:17.399 --> 00:39:18.440
 to separate the day

00:39:18.440 --> 00:39:18.919
 from the night

00:39:18.919 --> 00:39:19.839
 and for signs

00:39:19.839 --> 00:39:21.119
 and for seasons

00:39:21.119 --> 00:39:21.919
 for days

00:39:21.919 --> 00:39:22.639
 and for years

00:39:22.639 --> 00:39:23.859
 and I'm telling you

00:39:23.859 --> 00:39:24.899
 ladies of refresh

00:39:24.899 --> 00:39:25.940
 this season

00:39:25.940 --> 00:39:26.940
 is a new season

00:39:26.940 --> 00:39:28.299
 and all things

00:39:28.299 --> 00:39:28.940
 are possible

00:39:28.940 --> 00:39:29.460
 with God

00:39:29.460 --> 00:39:31.099
 nothing is impossible

00:39:31.099 --> 00:39:31.759
 with God

00:39:31.759 --> 00:39:32.960
 he wants to introduce

00:39:32.960 --> 00:39:34.279
 to you

00:39:34.279 --> 00:39:35.360
 something you've seen

00:39:35.360 --> 00:39:36.139
 in someone else

00:39:36.139 --> 00:39:36.779
 for you

00:39:36.779 --> 00:39:38.860
 and I can't tell you

00:39:38.860 --> 00:39:39.739
 which bit that will be

00:39:39.739 --> 00:39:40.980
 because we don't get

00:39:40.980 --> 00:39:41.960
 to pick it unfortunately

00:39:41.960 --> 00:39:43.719
 but I'm passing on

00:39:43.719 --> 00:39:44.579
 provider

00:39:44.579 --> 00:39:46.059
 catch that

00:39:46.059 --> 00:39:48.400
 and I'm passing on

00:39:48.400 --> 00:39:49.920
 God who speaks

00:39:49.920 --> 00:39:51.139
 catch that one

00:39:51.139 --> 00:39:52.360
 don't compare

00:39:52.360 --> 00:39:53.400
 but have it for you

00:39:53.400 --> 00:39:54.460
 make it as permission

00:39:54.460 --> 00:39:55.799
 because God did it for me

00:39:55.799 --> 00:39:56.559
 he can do it again

00:39:56.559 --> 00:39:58.579
 and as Hannah

00:39:58.579 --> 00:39:59.659
 had looked in pain

00:39:59.659 --> 00:40:01.119
 thinking

00:40:01.119 --> 00:40:03.199
 that lady's got this

00:40:03.199 --> 00:40:03.940
 and I don't

00:40:03.940 --> 00:40:04.840
 remember

00:40:04.840 --> 00:40:05.679
 God had heard

00:40:05.679 --> 00:40:07.440
 and that's what she birthed

00:40:07.440 --> 00:40:09.079
 in her life

00:40:09.079 --> 00:40:11.559
 and so

00:40:11.559 --> 00:40:12.340
 I want to just

00:40:12.340 --> 00:40:13.039
 encourage you

00:40:13.039 --> 00:40:15.860
 get your jar

00:40:15.860 --> 00:40:16.400
 today

00:40:16.400 --> 00:40:17.559
 of your life

00:40:17.559 --> 00:40:19.539
 and take it

00:40:19.539 --> 00:40:20.139
 to the master

00:40:20.139 --> 00:40:22.920
 like happened

00:40:22.920 --> 00:40:23.619
 in that story

00:40:23.619 --> 00:40:25.139
 and just watch

00:40:25.139 --> 00:40:25.799
 what God does

00:40:25.799 --> 00:40:26.440
 through you

00:40:26.440 --> 00:40:28.099
 it's out of your belly

00:40:28.099 --> 00:40:28.900
 will flow rivers

00:40:28.900 --> 00:40:29.579
 of living water

00:40:29.579 --> 00:40:30.319
 you're not like

00:40:30.319 --> 00:40:31.239
 just painted white

00:40:31.239 --> 00:40:32.000
 on the outside

00:40:32.000 --> 00:40:33.359
 covering up all the black

00:40:33.359 --> 00:40:34.119
 on your inside

00:40:34.119 --> 00:40:36.139
 God does an inside out job

00:40:36.139 --> 00:40:38.219
 and you're going to leave

00:40:38.219 --> 00:40:39.199
 a really good legacy

00:40:39.199 --> 00:40:40.079
 of being together

00:40:40.079 --> 00:40:41.259
 as a girl squad today

00:40:41.259 --> 00:40:43.759
 as a team

00:40:43.759 --> 00:40:44.460
 I've got my

00:40:44.460 --> 00:40:45.579
 two squad here

00:40:45.579 --> 00:40:46.460
 but you know what

00:40:46.460 --> 00:40:47.319
 we need each other

00:40:47.319 --> 00:40:48.519
 we need to have

00:40:48.519 --> 00:40:49.199
 each other's backs

00:40:49.199 --> 00:40:49.599
 don't we

00:40:49.599 --> 00:40:50.480
 and champion each other

00:40:50.480 --> 00:40:51.259
 for what God's doing

00:40:51.259 --> 00:40:51.599
 to you

00:40:51.599 --> 00:40:53.380
 Henry Ford

00:40:53.380 --> 00:40:54.400
 allegedly said

00:40:54.400 --> 00:40:55.619
 about inventing

00:40:55.619 --> 00:40:56.400
 the motor car

00:40:56.400 --> 00:40:57.940
 and they called it

00:40:57.940 --> 00:40:58.739
 the horseless carriage

00:40:58.739 --> 00:41:00.339
 if I had asked people

00:41:00.339 --> 00:41:01.059
 what they wanted

00:41:01.059 --> 00:41:02.179
 they would have said

00:41:02.179 --> 00:41:03.059
 faster horses

00:41:03.059 --> 00:41:06.059
 but he saw

00:41:06.059 --> 00:41:06.819
 the potential

00:41:06.819 --> 00:41:07.719
 for something new

00:41:07.719 --> 00:41:09.299
 and so does God

00:41:09.299 --> 00:41:11.400
 and so should we

00:41:11.400 --> 00:41:15.839
 I am the Lord

00:41:15.839 --> 00:41:17.119
 this is a prophecy

00:41:17.119 --> 00:41:17.880
 from Isaiah

00:41:17.880 --> 00:41:19.279
 besides me

00:41:19.279 --> 00:41:20.420
 there is no

00:41:20.420 --> 00:41:21.420
 saviour

00:41:21.420 --> 00:41:23.280
 remember not

00:41:23.280 --> 00:41:24.420
 the former things

00:41:24.420 --> 00:41:25.599
 do not consider

00:41:25.599 --> 00:41:26.720
 the things of old

00:41:26.720 --> 00:41:27.780
 behold I am doing

00:41:27.780 --> 00:41:29.200
 a new thing

00:41:29.200 --> 00:41:33.420
 now it springs forth

00:41:33.420 --> 00:41:35.139
 do you not perceive it

00:41:35.139 --> 00:41:37.680
 he doesn't just want

00:41:37.680 --> 00:41:38.760
 his new thing

00:41:38.760 --> 00:41:39.539
 in an old thing

00:41:39.539 --> 00:41:41.740
 he wants new wine

00:41:41.740 --> 00:41:42.720
 in a new wineskin

00:41:42.720 --> 00:41:46.300
 he wants to do

00:41:46.300 --> 00:41:46.800
 something new

00:41:46.800 --> 00:41:49.800
 it's possible

00:41:49.800 --> 00:41:51.760
 because nothing

00:41:51.760 --> 00:41:52.420
 is impossible

00:41:52.420 --> 00:41:54.620
 with our saviour Jesus

00:41:54.619 --> 00:42:00.380
 by the way

00:42:00.960 --> 00:42:17.299
 toоже

00:42:17.299 --> 00:42:18.440
 you