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 Let's bow our heads in prayer for a moment.

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 Father, we ask that your Holy Spirit would gently but powerfully move in us this morning,

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 in the very center of who we are.

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 And Father, one of the things we ask is that you would awaken, that you would inflame the

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 true longings and yearnings that we have within us, the longings and yearnings to know you

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 and to be known by you, to be in your presence.

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 Father, please awaken and inflame these yearnings and desires in us.

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 And we ask this in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior.

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 Amen.

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 Please be seated.

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 So often when I tell you stories about what happens at coffee shops or other places, I

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 mix up a whole pile of the details just in case one of the people who've been talking

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 to me listens and they wouldn't necessarily know that it was them.

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 But today I'm going to do something a little bit different.

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 So yesterday I go into my local coffee shop in the morning, as I usually do on a Saturday

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 to do a bit of work on my sermon.

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 And as soon as I come in, one of the guys that's a friend of mine is there and he says,

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 oh, I really wanted to talk to you about something.

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 And he buys me a coffee.

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 And we go off to the side.

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 And he says, George, what about that Kenyan death cult?

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 That's a Christian thing, isn't it?

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 Like, what do you think about all those Christians out there in Kenya starving themselves to death?

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 Now, of course, I've been thinking deeply about this on my way over there.

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 No, I'm just joking.

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 So just anyway, a little bit of a shout out to my friend if you happen to be watching either

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 now or downstream.

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 Thank you for being my friend.

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 Thank you for asking great questions.

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 Thank you for buying me coffee as well.

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 And so I gave him a bit of an answer.

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 And the conversation moved in different ways.

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 We talked for 10 or 15 minutes.

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 And then as soon as he left, I realized that the text that we're going to look at in Ezra

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 today talks directly.

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 Like, if he had asked me to show him in the Bible where those two or the three types of

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 things I basically said to him, I realized afterwards I could have shown them in Ezra.

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 How Ezra responds to a Christian critique of a Kenyan death cult that claims to be Christian.

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 So we're going to look at it.

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 I encourage you to get your Bibles.

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 We're going to be looking at Ezra chapter 7 and 8.

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 And just so you know, it's 68 verses long.

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 And that's way too many verses for me to read all of them in the text.

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 So basically, chapter 7 and 8 tells you one long story and just a little bit of a geeky

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 type of moment to place what's happening.

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 Here's the big story of Ezra and Nehemiah.

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 Like, every week we can look at it and you can see all the trees and not notice that there's

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 a forest.

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 But in chapters 1 to 6, it tells the story of this astounding thing that happens that

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 nobody would have predicted.

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 The Babylonian Empire gets defeated.

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 It's replaced by the mighty Persian Empire.

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 And Cyrus, the pagan emperor of this mighty empire, he says, I would like Jewish people

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 to go back and build the temple.

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 Well, good grief.

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 Who saw that coming?

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 Like, how on earth did that happen?

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 So Cyrus declares this.

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 And then if you read chapters 1 to 6, you know, they go back.

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 A whole group of them go back.

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 Not all of them, but a whole group of them go back.

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 The Jewish people had been taken out of their homeland like 60, 50, 60 years earlier.

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 And they've settled in the center of Babylon and Persia primarily.

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 They have a new life there.

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 You know, 60 some odd years after, or 50 some odd years, that's like a long time.

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 Hardly anybody would even remember.

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 Like, I mean, just, I'm not going to ask for a show of hands, but if I was to, if we

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 were to talk about something, how many of us were even alive 50 years ago?

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 Well, I was.

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 I'll put my hand up.

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 But many of you weren't even alive 50 years ago.

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 Like, why on earth would you want to make this journey to a place of rubbles that you've

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 never heard of?

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 And it's a Persian emperor who says, let's do it.

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 And not only does he say, let's do it.

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 He says, by the way, here's a whole pile of stuff from your temple that you can use.

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 Here's a whole pile of money.

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 And here's a whole pile of instructions for people to respect you.

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 And then what happens in the rest of chapters 1 to 6 is there's all this pushback from the

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 locals who hate them, hate the Jewish people.

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 And it ends up, they rebuild the altar so they can worship, but they can't actually build

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 the temple because there's so much blowback and pushback and hatred and hating on them.

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 And then, lo and behold, after the work stopped for 17 years, another Persian emperor by the

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 name of Darius says, I want you to finish the temple.

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 Who saw that coming?

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 Like, who saw that coming?

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 I want you to finish the temple.

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 Well, here's the orders.

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 Tell all those haters to step down and get in line and let them build the temple.

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 And the temple's built.

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 Now, chapters 7 to 10 takes place 57 years after the temple has been built and dedicated.

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 57 or 58 years depends a little bit.

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 Numbering is a bit loose back then.

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 57, 58 years later.

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 So in terms of us, if you just think about it for a second, 57 years ago, that's 50,

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 let's say 58 years.

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 That's 1965.

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 So it's as if the story's gone to 1965.

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 Once again, I don't know how many of you were even alive in 1965.

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 Most of you weren't.

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 And now the story continues.

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 And this story is even more astounding.

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 And that's what's going to be told in 7 and 8 and then 9 and 10.

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 Because all of a sudden, another Persian emperor named Artaxerxes, 57, 58 years later, says,

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 I want that whole region around the temple, I want them to all live their lives by the Torah.

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 What?

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 Who saw that coming?

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 Nobody saw that coming.

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 A Persian emperor who's pagan says, I want everybody to live under the Jewish law who lives in that region.

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 And he doesn't just sort of say it because he was in the bathroom one day and the idea popped into his head.

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 And then like a lot of us, we have ideas pop into our head in the bathroom.

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 And 24 hours later, we forget about them.

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 But no, if you go back and you're like this, chapter 7, verses 1 to 10 sort of gives you the big picture.

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 Then it fills in the details.

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 And it even gives you the letter because Artaxerxes, he puts money in the game.

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 He picks this guy named Ezra.

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 And by the way, in Ezra, you'll see in a moment, it says he does his cry.

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 But actually, the literal translation is secretary.

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 And what that means is it isn't like secretary when we think that like a big shot, you know, boss, she has a secretary to do her.

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 No, no, no, no, no.

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 That's like the secretary of the exchequer in Britain.

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 It's like the homeland secretary in Britain.

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 It's like the secretary of defense in the United States.

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 That's the secretary.

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 So this guy is like a high-level bureaucrat.

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 He's also a priest.

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 He's also a scholar.

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 And so this emperor says, good grief, you know, I think all the people in that region should live under the Jewish law.

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 So I'm going to send my secretary.

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 He's going to go.

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 And he's going to, and I'm going to give him a whole pile of gifts.

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 I'm going to give him these three letters.

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 And these three letters say, here's all this money for Ezra to do this.

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 And by the way, Ezra, all of the priests in the future aren't taxed.

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 Aren't taxed.

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 And by the way, he gets to set, train everybody and set up the judges.

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 And so that as long as the basic law, my basic law is met, I want them all to live under the Jewish law.

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 Who saw that coming?

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 How on earth does something like this remarkable happen?

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 Three Persian emperors all going ahead and making decisions like this.

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 Cyrus, Darius, and Artaxerxes.

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 And so chapter 7 and 8 is talking about this.

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 And so now you're saying, okay, George, well, that's sort of interesting.

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 But how on earth does this fit in with the Kenyan death cult?

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 And by the way, you know, when my friend asked this, he's too polite.

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 But there's a, you know, there's a subtext to it.

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 And the subtext to it is this.

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 You know, people who become Christians are kooky.

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 And, you know, Christianity, from my point of view, often seems to be more on the side of death.

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 And I'm sort of curious to see, George, how you argue Christianly that it's wrong.

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 I can understand how if you listen to the view, Lord have mercy, Christ have mercy, Lord have mercy.

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 You listen to the view or you listen to CNN or CBC.

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 I could see that if you listen to them, you want to condemn it.

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 But if you just listen to your Bible, how are you going to speak to it?

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 Well, let's look.

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 And so we're going to, I'm just going to jump around.

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 I've told you the basic story of chapter 7 and 8.

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 And part of that early thing, verse 6 of chapter 7, here's what it says.

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 If you can put it up.

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 Sometimes, I hope it's going to be on the screen.

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 If not, that's fine.

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 You can just listen to me or I read it from the Bible or have your own Bible.

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 And so look what it says here in verse 6.

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 This Ezra, it's given the long list of his lineage.

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 This Ezra went up from Babylonia.

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 He was a scribe, skilled in the law of Moses.

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 That the Lord, the God of Israel, had given and the king granted him all that he asked.

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 That's Ezra.

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 For the hand of the Lord his God was on him.

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 We're going to look at that phrase in a moment.

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 But notice this thing.

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 Because you think, okay, that's weird, George.

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 Like how on earth do you get anything to do about the Kenyan death cult from that?

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 Look again at verse 6.

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 Here's this statement about the scriptures.

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 He was a scribe, skilled in the law of Moses.

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 Okay, that's the law of Moses.

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 That the Lord had given.

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 And it's this classic description of what Christians understand the Bible to be.

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 And by the way, why do we understand the Bible to be this?

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 That's because we learned it from Jesus.

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 And I'm not going to give you an argument for it.

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 Other than to say that I think it's a very reasonable thing to believe.

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 That if Jesus predicted he was going to die by crucifixion and rise from the dead.

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 And he did.

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 It vindicates him.

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 Like that's a reasonable thing to believe.

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 It vindicates him.

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 And it vindicates what he said.

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 And that's what he teaches about the Bible.

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 He teaches on one hand it's the words of a human being.

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 But at the end of the day, it's words that God wanted to have done.

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 And that's why it has authority.

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 That's why we listen to it.

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 And so here's the thing.

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 If you could put up the first point, that would be very handy.

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 I'm not sure if you have them.

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 But if you could, that would be great.

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 Here it is.

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 The true God has revealed himself in an open, public way through his word written.

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 Now, you see, here's the thing I said.

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 First thing I said to them about the Kenyan death cult is I, and I said, I almost said

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 my friend's name, but I'll say it's Bob.

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 I say Bob.

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 So the first thing you have to understand that what's going on here is a common human problem.

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 It's a human problem that we see in lots of areas of life.

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 And it's caused lots of heartache and turmoil throughout the world.

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 And I said, what it is, I said, there are people who come to believe that they know the future

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 and that where the future is going is good and that we need to get with the program.

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 And it's basically, some of them times they'll have a very religious thing that it came from

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 a law or that it came from, you know, it came from the Buddha or it came from Krishna or it

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 came from the Bible or God of the Christians.

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 But it has a secular form as well.

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 Like Marxism, I'm going to upset some people here today, and I will.

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 That's all I can say.

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 I don't like upsetting people, but I will.

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 At its very heart, Marxism believes that the universe has downloaded into Marx where history

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 is going and that it's a good thing that everybody should go.

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 Well, one moment, February 15, 2020, nobody predicted the lockdowns for three years.

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 Why does any human being think that they somehow know the future and that the future is good

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 and you have to do it?

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 Almost all progressive thought is the same type of thought as the Kenyan death cult.

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 Not that it's going to cause deaths like that.

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 But somehow or another, ordinary human beings think, whoa, the universe has told me how history

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 is going to move.

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 It's going to move in this direction, and we need to get with the program, and we need

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 to do that.

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 What?

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 Well, that's what this guy thought.

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 He thought he had a pipeline to God.

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 And he suckered a whole pile of people into thinking about it.

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 It's a human problem.

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 But notice what has just been said.

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 I don't know if that first point is up here.

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 Here's the thing which makes Christianity radically different.

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 God's word written is open and public.

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 It's not secret.

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 I mean, when Matt was saying the reason we have the creed is that, in a sense, it's to

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 hold me accountable.

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 And it's to hold me accountable because you folks can look at the Bible and say, George,

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 you know, you said this and you said this, but look at the Bible.

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 It says this.

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 It says this.

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 It doesn't say those things.

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 It's an open truth.

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 It's a public truth.

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 Open to all.

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 Anybody can go online and get a copy of the Bible.

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 Anybody can go to a bookstore and get a copy of the Bible.

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 It's open.

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 It's public.

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 It's the complete opposite of a Gnostic, secret, private revelation about where things

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 are going.

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 But I could see my friend thinking, aren't sort of Christians ones who just believe in faith,

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 not reason?

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 And don't you, in a sense, if you want to be a Christian, sort of have to kiss your mind

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 bye-bye or at least hold it in suspension for a period of time?

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 And yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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 You know, you can say all that.

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 And the fact of the matter is, if people say that, they've met Christians who act that way.

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 There was a group of Christians that I was involved with about a year or so, two years

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 after I became a Christian.

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 And I was having severe intellectual doubts about the Christian faith.

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 And when I tried to talk about it with them, they said, you just need to pray more.

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 Well, okay, I always need to pray more.

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 I mean, that's true.

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 But I'd actually like an answer, like, in terms of reason or evidence as to why, you know,

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 this doubt, how I can handle this doubt.

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 So, I mean, there's something.

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 But you see, when they say this, Christians who say this are often very, very well-meaning,

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 but they're wrong.

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 They're not speaking as Christians.

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 Well, why, look at what comes up in verse 10, chapter 7, verse 10, if you could put

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 it up.

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 And this is the end of that part that Monique read earlier on.

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 And it sort of here encapsulates the basic biblical message from Genesis 1 to the end of the book

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 of Revelation.

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 And it describes Ezra, verse 10, for Ezra had set his heart to study the law of the Lord

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 and to do it and to teach his statutes and rules in Israel.

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 Notice what it says.

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 Ezra has set his heart to study God's word written and to do it.

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 He's not studying it to find loopholes.

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 He's not studying it to make it look ridiculous.

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 You know, anybody with an IQ above 60 can try to make things look ridiculous.

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 Like, it's amazing how many, I've had so many conversations with people who, with a big,

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 proud, self-satisfied smile, try to make something about the Bible or the Christian faith ridiculous.

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 And they just look ridiculous.

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 Like, it's easy to do that about anything.

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 It doesn't take very much intelligence or very much thoughtfulness to do that.

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 And it's very easy to be self-satisfied about it.

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 And, in fact, actually, especially when it comes to things like the Bible, it's, in fact,

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 sort of seen as a virtue to interrogate the text.

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 And by interrogating the text, it means nitpicking over it to make it look like it's colonialist

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 and oppressive and a whole pile of bad things.

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 But, you know, what they actually don't do is actually listen to it.

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 They don't stop to think there must be some reason why this book is still being read 2,000 years later,

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 where the words of my professor or the academic article or the newspaper article that I read

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 that's teaching me to do this, it'll be forgotten in five minutes.

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 Like, they never sort of stop and think about that.

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 And so here's the point.

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 If you could put it up, that would be great.

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 The true God desires, okay?

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 It's a feature, not a bug.

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 The true God desires that you bring the best of your mind and heart to bear on understanding

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 his word written and how you shall then live.

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 It means to bring your intellect.

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 It means to bring your learning.

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 It means to bring those rational faculties.

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 It means to bring your creativity.

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 It means to bring your imagination.

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 It means to bring your will and your attention to try to understand the word.

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 And some of us have very, very high IQs.

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 Just a bit of an aside.

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 Some of you know the apologist David Woods.

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 He's sort of an odd duck.

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 He has an IQ of 185.

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 That's the stratosphere.

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 So some of us have very high IQs.

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 Some of us don't have high IQs.

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 That's fine.

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 The Bible doesn't say people with high IQs are better than people with low IQs.

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 It's just a thing indifferent to God on one level.

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 But the point is that to the best of your imagination, the best of your ability to read,

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 the best of your ability to remember and to think, the best of your creativity,

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 or to bring it to bear to hear and understand the word and then to do it.

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 That's what God desires.

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 You see, it's the complete opposite.

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 You see, once again, at the end of the day, when you have people who believe that somehow or another

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 the universe or God has dropped into their mind where history is going,

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 and how somehow or another we have to overlook normal morality and jump on this new morality

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 and go there.

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 And whether it's something secular like we see in much of first world thought,

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 or whether it's this Kenyan death cult leader, what they want you to do is stop thinking.

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 And the Bible says that's not ever God's plan.

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 I say that not because CNN says that.

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 In fact, I don't even know if CNN says that most of the time.

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 I think they just want us to accept what they say.

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 I mean, there's a reason why there's a huge desire going on in the world right now to control information,

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 and there's a reason why there's pushback against it.

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 I know there's complexity issues and all that, and that's fine.

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 But at the end of the day, the Bible wants us, and not just to that, but in general,

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 God wants me to use my mind.

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 He wants you to use your mind.

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 Wherever vocation he's called you to be in.

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 Now, it's weird, you know, because when I was in my conversation with my friend,

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 we ended up getting into, I ended up getting into the reality of evil in the world,

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 and how I said to him that there's one thing about the Christian faith which only the Christian faith holds,

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 and it's empirically provable time and time and time again,

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 and people don't sort of recognize it.

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 And that is the fact, not that every single thing a human being does is evil,

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 but that no human being can go very long without doing some evil.

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 None of us can.

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 None of us can.

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 I can't.

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 And if you think you can, you're deluded.

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 Sorry.

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 And if you were to say with a straight face, actually, I don't do anything wrong,

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 all the people around you would go, oh, yeah, they don't think they do anything wrong.

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 That sure doesn't pass the smell test.

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 And, you know, I said to him, and, you know, even at an institutional level,

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 there's, you know, you can, there's a, you know what I mean by the whiff of sulfur,

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 and that's where we got into demons.

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 And I said, surely you see that even in the world,

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 there's the whiff of sulfur about a lot of things that go on.

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 There's something demonic about what goes on.

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 And, and, and, and, and, and, and he, you know, and I said to him,

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 you know, here's the thing, if you read the Bible,

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 the Bible tells you to feed people, not starve people.

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 That's what the Bible tells you, feed people.

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 The Bible has feasts.

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 There's times when you fast, but it's called to feast.

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 It's called to feed the poor and to work hard.

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 You know, when the Bible says, give us this day our daily bread,

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 in a sense what you're doing is you're praying for farmers,

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 and you're, and you're praying for truckers,

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 and you're praying for grocery store workers.

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 You're praying for all of those that those,

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 that the coffee shops will do their work so that you can have a coffee and a muffin afterwards.

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 That's what Jesus teaches you to preach.

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 And, and the whole thrust of the Bible is towards,

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 this is what I try to tell him, is towards life.

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 It's towards light.

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 It's to be against the demonic.

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 It's to be in favor of goodness.

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 Well, let's look what Ezra, let's look what Ezra says.

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 If you just, just jump down a little bit more in chapter 7,

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 and you have this wonderful prayer,

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 and, and it's, it's, it's verses 27 to 28.

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 And one of the things,

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 which is really cool about the book of Ezra, by the way,

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 if, if you go back later on, you,

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 you can look later and you'll see the,

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 they give a copy of the,

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 of the decree that Artaxerxes wrote.

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 And you don't know this in English, but in the original language,

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 it's in Aramaic,

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 which is the language of diplomacy in Babylon and Persia at the time.

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 And it's actually in Aramaic.

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 We don't know that because it's just all translated in English.

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 And then it goes back chapter 7, 8, 9, 10,

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 all keep going back to me and I language because it's Ezra's memoirs.

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 And here we see Ezra's prayer.

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 And in Ezra's prayer, remember I said,

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 who saw that coming?

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 Then Cyrus says, I want Jewish people to go back and build the temple and worship their God.

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 Who saw coming that Darius would say,

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 stop the haters, I want them to finish the temple.

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 Who saw that Artaxerxes would say,

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 I want Ezra to go and have all the people in that region live under the Jewish?

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 Who saw that coming?

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 Well, Ezra tells you why it happened.

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 Look at verses 27 and 28.

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 And this fits back the third point that I tried to communicate to my friend about the Kenyan death cult.

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 And listen to what he says.

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 Chapter 7, verse 27, 28.

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 Blessed be the Lord, the God of our fathers,

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 who put such a thing as this into the heart of the king

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 to beautify the house of the Lord that is in Jerusalem.

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 And who extended to me, this is the Lord,

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 extended to me his steadfast love, his chesed, his unfailing, his covenant love.

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 And he extended it to me before the king and his counselors,

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 and before all of the king's mighty officers.

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 I took courage.

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 Why?

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 For the hand of the Lord my God was on me,

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 and I gathered leading men from Israel to go up with me.

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 Now, look how it begins.

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 It says, blessed be the Lord, the God of our fathers.

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 And by the way, you can look.

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 That phrase, blessed be the Lord,

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 that's all the way through the Old Testament.

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 It's a regular feature of what I call the Old Testament.

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 My Jewish friends call the Tanakh or the Torah.

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 It's all the way through.

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 And here's what, in the Bible, God blesses.

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 And when God blesses, it means to cause, to thrive, or to flourish,

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 in a way, in keeping with goodness and beauty and love and justice and mercy.

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 Okay?

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 So it's not helping, let's say, the drug dealer flourish

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 so that he can kill his rivals and addict more people to drugs.

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 I mean, when I was walking here between the services,

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 you know, I saw a guy smoking crack just a block up from here.

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 Well, God's not causing him to thrive by smoking crack.

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 It has to be the thriving is in keeping with creation,

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 God's original intention, creation,

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 and with his intention in the new creation,

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 the new heaven and the new earth.

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 And so it means it's to be in keeping with his goodness,

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 his beauty, his justice, his love, his mercy,

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 that God causes you to thrive.

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 Now, when we say, blessed be God,

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 well, here's the thing.

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 It's actually a phrase, and in fact, in the original language,

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 it implies that I kneel when I say it.

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 It implies that I kneel before God

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 and acknowledge the reality of the world as it really exists,

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 in the world as it really exists.

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 God is blessed.

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 That doesn't mean that he does good things.

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 It means he is good.

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 It doesn't mean that he does loving things.

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 He does, but it means that he is love.

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 It means that he is beauty,

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 that he is justice.

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 He is mercy.

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 He is life.

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 He is light.

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 He is freedom.

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 He is these things in his very nature,

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 and we're humbly acknowledging that

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 when we say, blessed be God,

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 that he is that in and of himself.

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 And if you think about it for a second,

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 when in a sense it says that God blesses me,

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 it's trying to get at,

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 and I don't know if I'll have time.

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 I won't probably have time to develop it,

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 but here's the thing.

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 Most human thought,

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 other than very depressed thought,

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 thinks that there's, in a sense,

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 a spark in human beings,

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 a type of light in human beings.

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 And so your religion, your spirituality,

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 your means of human technology changing,

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 you know, through the self-help gurus,

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 is, in a sense,

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 always to try to get that light to shine brighter,

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 that George has to get his light shining brighter.

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 But actually, the Bible teaches something very different.

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 And in a sense, on one level,

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 it's very counterintuitive,

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 but if you think about it for a second,

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 it's actually more realistic.

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 I do not have a divine light within me,

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 in and of myself.

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 I am not a flashlight

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 who just needs to learn your techniques

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 of religion and ritual

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 so that I can get better batteries

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 and more power

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 and shine more brightly.

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 I'm a mirror.

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 And I'll be honest with you,

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 because of my sin,

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 my mirror is a bit warped,

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 a bit cracked,

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 and it's missing a few pieces.

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 And that's all I am.

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 And no light comes from a mirror

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 unless the mirror is angled to the light.

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 And as the light hits the mirror,

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 if it's properly angled,

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 the light that comes into the mirror,

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 as warped and cracked

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 and missing pieces as it is,

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 flows into the room of darkness.

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 Every human being is a mirror.

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 None of us are flashlights.

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 Only God is blessed.

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 And when he blesses me,

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 it's that in some small way,

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 the light and the life that comes from him

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 is reflected from the mirror

00:28:30.240 --> 00:28:31.659
 into a dark world.

00:28:31.660 --> 00:28:35.800
 In a sense, salvation is,

00:28:36.660 --> 00:28:38.440
 when it's as if this was a mirror,

00:28:39.580 --> 00:28:40.779
 it's a stopwatch,

00:28:41.580 --> 00:28:43.000
 and that's me.

00:28:44.140 --> 00:28:45.200
 Salvation is a sense

00:28:45.200 --> 00:28:46.680
 when I stop running from God

00:28:46.680 --> 00:28:50.300
 and let God pick up the mirror.

00:28:52.300 --> 00:28:53.180
 And now,

00:28:54.060 --> 00:28:56.380
 God's light fills the mirror.

00:28:58.820 --> 00:28:59.740
 That's salvation.

00:28:59.740 --> 00:29:07.539
 But listen to this verse again.

00:29:07.880 --> 00:29:08.759
 Blessed be the Lord,

00:29:08.859 --> 00:29:09.960
 the God of our fathers,

00:29:10.059 --> 00:29:11.319
 who put such a thing as this

00:29:11.319 --> 00:29:12.400
 into the heart of the king

00:29:12.400 --> 00:29:14.460
 to beautify the house of the Lord

00:29:14.460 --> 00:29:15.380
 that is in Jerusalem

00:29:15.380 --> 00:29:16.980
 and who extend it to me.

00:29:17.940 --> 00:29:18.839
 Here's the thing.

00:29:20.519 --> 00:29:22.640
 The God that is blessed,

00:29:22.880 --> 00:29:24.420
 that we believe is really,

00:29:24.539 --> 00:29:25.680
 really, really true,

00:29:25.779 --> 00:29:27.779
 and has spoken to us by his word,

00:29:27.779 --> 00:29:30.180
 he moves empires.

00:29:34.180 --> 00:29:36.460
 He moves empires.

00:29:37.000 --> 00:29:38.160
 Let me tell you,

00:29:38.759 --> 00:29:39.759
 this week,

00:29:40.000 --> 00:29:42.099
 I have been terribly convicted

00:29:42.099 --> 00:29:44.279
 of how puny my prayers are.

00:29:45.160 --> 00:29:46.539
 There are large,

00:29:46.660 --> 00:29:48.740
 systemic evils in this world

00:29:48.740 --> 00:29:50.319
 that I think are too big

00:29:50.319 --> 00:29:51.500
 for God to handle,

00:29:51.639 --> 00:29:53.440
 and I do not pray against them.

00:29:53.440 --> 00:29:55.820
 And brothers and sisters,

00:29:55.820 --> 00:29:56.900
 could you pray

00:29:56.900 --> 00:29:59.299
 that this will convict me?

00:29:59.779 --> 00:30:01.539
 It might be that we as a church

00:30:01.539 --> 00:30:03.220
 have to pray for decades

00:30:03.220 --> 00:30:06.019
 against some of the systemic evils

00:30:06.019 --> 00:30:07.400
 that go on in our world.

00:30:07.860 --> 00:30:09.400
 But we are called to pray

00:30:09.400 --> 00:30:11.100
 against these systemic evils,

00:30:11.480 --> 00:30:12.759
 the systemic death,

00:30:13.200 --> 00:30:14.740
 the systemic idolatry,

00:30:14.840 --> 00:30:16.700
 the systemic darkness and evil,

00:30:16.700 --> 00:30:18.819
 that God in his mercy

00:30:18.819 --> 00:30:19.980
 would stop it

00:30:19.980 --> 00:30:24.160
 and that there would be

00:30:24.160 --> 00:30:25.220
 human flourishing

00:30:25.220 --> 00:30:27.519
 as designed and created

00:30:27.519 --> 00:30:29.279
 by God in intention.

00:30:30.559 --> 00:30:32.180
 And so you have this wonderful picture

00:30:32.180 --> 00:30:33.140
 of on one hand,

00:30:33.240 --> 00:30:35.299
 there's a God who moves empires,

00:30:35.860 --> 00:30:37.500
 but he's the same God

00:30:37.500 --> 00:30:39.100
 who has covenant love

00:30:39.100 --> 00:30:41.340
 to a guy like me

00:30:41.339 --> 00:30:43.500
 whose mirror is warped,

00:30:44.639 --> 00:30:45.059
 cracked,

00:30:45.539 --> 00:30:46.619
 and missing pieces.

00:30:47.939 --> 00:30:49.859
 And you have this wonderful phrase

00:30:49.859 --> 00:30:51.899
 that the same hand of God

00:30:51.899 --> 00:30:53.139
 that can move an empire

00:30:53.139 --> 00:30:56.899
 will rest on my shoulder and yours.

00:30:58.919 --> 00:31:00.819
 Sometimes when I'm helping a person

00:31:00.819 --> 00:31:02.000
 who's struggling with preaching

00:31:02.000 --> 00:31:02.559
 or teaching,

00:31:02.659 --> 00:31:03.879
 I say one of the things you can do

00:31:03.879 --> 00:31:04.819
 that's really helpful

00:31:04.819 --> 00:31:07.639
 is imagine that when you come to speak,

00:31:08.480 --> 00:31:10.480
 Jesus is standing right beside you

00:31:10.480 --> 00:31:11.900
 and he has his hand on you.

00:31:14.120 --> 00:31:15.660
 He has his hand on you.

00:31:17.599 --> 00:31:18.700
 It's such a close

00:31:18.700 --> 00:31:19.860
 and intimate gesture.

00:31:20.480 --> 00:31:21.799
 We all know that we don't like

00:31:21.799 --> 00:31:23.160
 inappropriate touch.

00:31:23.319 --> 00:31:24.980
 We don't want to be touched by people

00:31:24.980 --> 00:31:26.779
 unless we've given permission.

00:31:27.860 --> 00:31:28.720
 And here we have this

00:31:28.720 --> 00:31:30.360
 deeply intimate picture

00:31:30.360 --> 00:31:32.339
 of the God who can move empires

00:31:32.339 --> 00:31:35.339
 will put his hand upon you.

00:31:35.460 --> 00:31:36.339
 Could you put up the point

00:31:36.339 --> 00:31:37.259
 that goes with this, please?

00:31:37.299 --> 00:31:38.099
 That would be very helpful.

00:31:38.799 --> 00:31:39.339
 Here's the thing

00:31:39.339 --> 00:31:40.939
 I want to challenge you with.

00:31:41.039 --> 00:31:42.240
 I want to challenge you,

00:31:42.359 --> 00:31:43.740
 especially if you're watching this

00:31:43.740 --> 00:31:44.740
 and you're not quite sure

00:31:44.740 --> 00:31:45.819
 about the Christian faith,

00:31:46.959 --> 00:31:48.519
 you have a yearning

00:31:48.519 --> 00:31:49.899
 for the one

00:31:49.899 --> 00:31:52.319
 who can move empires

00:31:52.319 --> 00:31:55.159
 yet can put his strong hand of love

00:31:55.159 --> 00:31:56.740
 upon the real you.

00:31:58.859 --> 00:32:00.579
 You have a deep yearning for that.

00:32:00.579 --> 00:32:03.960
 And that yearning is only answered

00:32:03.960 --> 00:32:05.859
 by the gospel,

00:32:06.819 --> 00:32:08.699
 by the person and work of Jesus.

00:32:08.859 --> 00:32:10.119
 And you understand the message

00:32:10.119 --> 00:32:10.699
 of the Bible

00:32:10.699 --> 00:32:11.960
 in light of who Jesus is

00:32:11.960 --> 00:32:12.559
 and what he's done.

00:32:12.599 --> 00:32:13.879
 You have a yearning and a longing

00:32:13.879 --> 00:32:17.119
 to connect with the God

00:32:17.119 --> 00:32:18.419
 who can move empires,

00:32:18.599 --> 00:32:20.419
 but also will put his hand,

00:32:20.519 --> 00:32:22.240
 his strong hand of love upon you.

00:32:22.240 --> 00:32:26.539
 And we have to wrap up

00:32:26.539 --> 00:32:27.779
 over the next couple of minutes.

00:32:29.099 --> 00:32:30.880
 And the obvious question is,

00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:31.980
 does this mean that Christians

00:32:31.980 --> 00:32:33.039
 never screw up?

00:32:33.220 --> 00:32:33.960
 Well, we do.

00:32:35.059 --> 00:32:35.819
 We do.

00:32:35.819 --> 00:32:39.259
 And this text beautifully portrays

00:32:39.259 --> 00:32:42.579
 this human frailty

00:32:42.579 --> 00:32:45.079
 and the fact that it's God's goodness,

00:32:45.240 --> 00:32:46.200
 not our perfection.

00:32:47.819 --> 00:32:50.200
 That it's his hand of love upon us

00:32:50.200 --> 00:32:53.599
 helping us amongst the trials

00:32:53.599 --> 00:32:54.599
 and tribulations

00:32:54.599 --> 00:32:56.319
 and changes and chances

00:32:56.319 --> 00:32:57.339
 of this fleeting world.

00:32:58.200 --> 00:33:00.159
 You know, he's described the letters

00:33:00.159 --> 00:33:02.539
 and he's described how he gets more people

00:33:02.539 --> 00:33:04.359
 and then they come to the point in time

00:33:04.359 --> 00:33:05.200
 where they're going to leave

00:33:05.200 --> 00:33:06.400
 to go to Jerusalem

00:33:06.400 --> 00:33:08.000
 and they will end up being successful.

00:33:08.200 --> 00:33:08.900
 But they have this,

00:33:09.340 --> 00:33:10.440
 they have this, you know,

00:33:10.539 --> 00:33:11.600
 it's so funny

00:33:11.600 --> 00:33:13.600
 because in literature

00:33:13.600 --> 00:33:14.920
 or in TVs and movies,

00:33:15.039 --> 00:33:15.860
 they probably describe

00:33:15.860 --> 00:33:17.440
 as they have a come to Jesus moment.

00:33:18.019 --> 00:33:18.740
 And it's so funny

00:33:18.740 --> 00:33:19.860
 because when people in movies

00:33:19.860 --> 00:33:20.920
 say come to Jesus moment,

00:33:20.980 --> 00:33:22.019
 it means you have to be honest.

00:33:22.420 --> 00:33:23.340
 It's really sort of funny.

00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:24.539
 It's a backhanded compliment

00:33:24.539 --> 00:33:25.319
 about Christians.

00:33:25.759 --> 00:33:27.160
 You're having a come to Jesus moment.

00:33:27.259 --> 00:33:28.180
 It means you have to confess

00:33:28.180 --> 00:33:28.779
 and be honest.

00:33:29.380 --> 00:33:31.319
 And Ezra has a come to Jesus moment.

00:33:31.480 --> 00:33:32.279
 Look at what happens

00:33:32.279 --> 00:33:33.039
 in chapter 8,

00:33:33.039 --> 00:33:36.299
 verses 21 to 26 to 23.

00:33:37.039 --> 00:33:38.399
 And the text goes like this.

00:33:39.359 --> 00:33:41.519
 Then I proclaimed a fast there.

00:33:41.639 --> 00:33:42.819
 They've all gathered.

00:33:42.980 --> 00:33:44.039
 They're about to leave.

00:33:45.599 --> 00:33:47.359
 I proclaimed a fast there

00:33:47.359 --> 00:33:48.379
 at the river Ahava

00:33:48.379 --> 00:33:51.420
 that we might humble ourselves

00:33:51.420 --> 00:33:52.920
 before our God

00:33:52.920 --> 00:33:55.740
 to seek from him

00:33:55.740 --> 00:33:57.200
 a safe journey

00:33:57.200 --> 00:33:58.240
 for ourselves,

00:33:58.240 --> 00:33:58.900
 for ourselves,

00:33:59.180 --> 00:33:59.779
 our children,

00:34:00.000 --> 00:34:00.740
 and all our gods.

00:34:00.799 --> 00:34:03.480
 It's about a 1,400-kilometer trip.

00:34:05.319 --> 00:34:05.859
 And why?

00:34:06.700 --> 00:34:07.640
 Verse 22,

00:34:07.839 --> 00:34:09.239
 For I was ashamed.

00:34:11.739 --> 00:34:13.000
 I was ashamed

00:34:13.000 --> 00:34:14.579
 to ask the king

00:34:14.579 --> 00:34:16.280
 for a band of soldiers

00:34:16.280 --> 00:34:17.000
 and horsemen

00:34:17.000 --> 00:34:17.920
 to protect us

00:34:17.920 --> 00:34:18.780
 against the enemy

00:34:18.780 --> 00:34:19.400
 on our way.

00:34:19.920 --> 00:34:20.280
 Why?

00:34:21.179 --> 00:34:22.159
 Well, since we,

00:34:22.300 --> 00:34:23.340
 but he means me,

00:34:24.239 --> 00:34:26.139
 since we had told the king,

00:34:26.139 --> 00:34:27.219
 the hand of our God

00:34:27.219 --> 00:34:27.839
 is for good

00:34:27.839 --> 00:34:28.859
 and all who seek him

00:34:28.859 --> 00:34:30.199
 and the power of his wrath

00:34:30.199 --> 00:34:31.039
 is against all

00:34:31.039 --> 00:34:32.199
 who forsake him.

00:34:34.199 --> 00:34:35.339
 So we fasted

00:34:35.339 --> 00:34:35.920
 and implored

00:34:35.920 --> 00:34:37.460
 our God for this.

00:34:38.139 --> 00:34:38.539
 And then,

00:34:38.679 --> 00:34:39.039
 thank goodness,

00:34:39.159 --> 00:34:40.719
 he listened to our cry.

00:34:41.579 --> 00:34:41.819
 Now,

00:34:41.879 --> 00:34:43.299
 it's a very puzzling text.

00:34:43.440 --> 00:34:44.219
 It's a little bit,

00:34:44.440 --> 00:34:45.819
 and I guess what I'd like to say,

00:34:45.920 --> 00:34:47.039
 it's a fine line

00:34:47.039 --> 00:34:48.119
 between presumption

00:34:48.119 --> 00:34:48.759
 and faith.

00:34:49.440 --> 00:34:51.179
 And much of what

00:34:51.179 --> 00:34:52.359
 he said is true.

00:34:52.360 --> 00:34:53.780
 But the problem is,

00:34:54.240 --> 00:34:54.440
 though,

00:34:54.559 --> 00:34:54.800
 that,

00:34:55.880 --> 00:34:59.980
 you know,

00:35:00.059 --> 00:35:00.740
 when we left

00:35:00.740 --> 00:35:02.220
 the Anglican Church of Canada

00:35:02.220 --> 00:35:03.360
 in 2008,

00:35:05.180 --> 00:35:06.300
 I think you could,

00:35:06.500 --> 00:35:07.860
 you could bet $100

00:35:07.860 --> 00:35:09.300
 that the Diocese of Ottawa

00:35:09.300 --> 00:35:10.380
 didn't think we'd last

00:35:10.380 --> 00:35:11.079
 three months.

00:35:12.120 --> 00:35:13.039
 Fifteen years later,

00:35:13.099 --> 00:35:13.539
 here we are.

00:35:15.120 --> 00:35:16.340
 Are we a megachurch?

00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:16.680
 No.

00:35:18.260 --> 00:35:19.700
 Are we big and mighty

00:35:19.700 --> 00:35:20.700
 and bigger than the diocese?

00:35:20.780 --> 00:35:21.019
 No.

00:35:21.019 --> 00:35:22.739
 Are we a failure?

00:35:23.259 --> 00:35:23.599
 No.

00:35:24.159 --> 00:35:24.639
 We're here.

00:35:25.460 --> 00:35:26.259
 We've borne witness

00:35:26.259 --> 00:35:27.980
 consistently for 15 years.

00:35:28.940 --> 00:35:29.139
 You know,

00:35:29.159 --> 00:35:30.059
 if you haven't seen it,

00:35:30.119 --> 00:35:30.920
 it's really neat

00:35:30.920 --> 00:35:31.519
 to go and watch

00:35:31.519 --> 00:35:33.320
 the Giannis interview,

00:35:34.199 --> 00:35:36.059
 the star for the Milwaukee Bucks

00:35:36.059 --> 00:35:37.000
 after they were eliminated

00:35:37.000 --> 00:35:38.179
 by the eighth-place team,

00:35:38.259 --> 00:35:39.239
 and a sports reporter

00:35:39.239 --> 00:35:40.300
 asked him whether he thought

00:35:40.300 --> 00:35:40.980
 he was a failure.

00:35:41.259 --> 00:35:41.559
 And it's a,

00:35:42.019 --> 00:35:42.179
 you know,

00:35:42.199 --> 00:35:43.259
 normally interviews

00:35:43.259 --> 00:35:44.400
 with players afterwards

00:35:44.400 --> 00:35:45.219
 are sort of like

00:35:45.219 --> 00:35:45.880
 a waste of time

00:35:45.880 --> 00:35:46.360
 to listen to,

00:35:46.420 --> 00:35:47.679
 but he's really profound

00:35:47.679 --> 00:35:48.920
 about why he's not a failure.

00:35:48.920 --> 00:35:50.639
 And one level

00:35:50.639 --> 00:35:51.460
 from the eyes of the world,

00:35:51.619 --> 00:35:52.159
 I mean,

00:35:52.240 --> 00:35:52.780
 on one level,

00:35:52.940 --> 00:35:54.019
 they thought we'd just be,

00:35:54.099 --> 00:35:55.780
 we'd be disappeared by now,

00:35:55.900 --> 00:35:56.659
 and on the other hand,

00:35:56.700 --> 00:35:57.220
 they might even say,

00:35:57.280 --> 00:35:57.320
 oh,

00:35:57.360 --> 00:35:57.420
 well,

00:35:57.420 --> 00:35:58.019
 they're just tiny

00:35:58.019 --> 00:35:58.659
 and they're just like

00:35:58.659 --> 00:35:59.579
 a little ginger group

00:35:59.579 --> 00:36:00.619
 and they have no impact.

00:36:01.180 --> 00:36:01.460
 Well,

00:36:01.980 --> 00:36:02.340
 hello,

00:36:02.539 --> 00:36:03.079
 GAFCON.

00:36:03.880 --> 00:36:05.360
 But the point of matter,

00:36:05.539 --> 00:36:06.159
 here's the point,

00:36:06.200 --> 00:36:06.619
 if you could put up

00:36:06.619 --> 00:36:07.019
 the point,

00:36:07.360 --> 00:36:07.880
 Anderson,

00:36:08.019 --> 00:36:08.740
 that would be great.

00:36:09.320 --> 00:36:10.760
 The true and living God

00:36:10.760 --> 00:36:11.920
 is untamed,

00:36:12.340 --> 00:36:13.180
 untameable,

00:36:13.500 --> 00:36:15.080
 and pure goodness and love.

00:36:17.640 --> 00:36:18.180
 You see,

00:36:18.260 --> 00:36:18.980
 to sort of say

00:36:18.980 --> 00:36:19.780
 that you'd make this

00:36:19.780 --> 00:36:21.000
 correct doctrinal statement,

00:36:21.140 --> 00:36:22.320
 therefore this type of success

00:36:22.320 --> 00:36:23.100
 is going to happen to me,

00:36:23.120 --> 00:36:24.200
 that implies that God

00:36:24.200 --> 00:36:25.480
 is sort of like a labradoodle.

00:36:27.400 --> 00:36:27.980
 You know?

00:36:28.680 --> 00:36:29.440
 Something you can have

00:36:29.440 --> 00:36:30.760
 nice Instagram posts with,

00:36:30.780 --> 00:36:31.900
 they always do what you like.

00:36:33.360 --> 00:36:34.280
 But God

00:36:34.280 --> 00:36:35.720
 isn't a tame lion.

00:36:36.680 --> 00:36:37.640
 He's not tamed,

00:36:37.800 --> 00:36:39.180
 he's completely untameable,

00:36:39.340 --> 00:36:39.900
 and fortunately,

00:36:39.980 --> 00:36:40.400
 he's good.

00:36:40.760 --> 00:36:41.900
 And here's the thing,

00:36:41.960 --> 00:36:42.860
 our God is playing

00:36:42.860 --> 00:36:43.580
 the long game

00:36:43.580 --> 00:36:44.380
 and the deep game.

00:36:45.380 --> 00:36:46.880
 He's playing the deep game

00:36:46.880 --> 00:36:47.760
 because he's trying

00:36:47.760 --> 00:36:49.180
 to turn his children

00:36:49.180 --> 00:36:50.920
 into a very different person,

00:36:51.080 --> 00:36:52.360
 one who's fit for eternity.

00:36:53.020 --> 00:36:54.760
 And sometimes setbacks

00:36:54.760 --> 00:36:56.320
 help fit you for eternity.

00:36:57.140 --> 00:36:58.460
 Sometimes diminishment

00:36:58.460 --> 00:37:00.100
 helps fit you for eternity.

00:37:01.000 --> 00:37:02.200
 And he's playing

00:37:02.200 --> 00:37:03.420
 the long game for eternity,

00:37:03.560 --> 00:37:05.020
 he's playing the deep game in you.

00:37:05.740 --> 00:37:06.680
 And so you can't be,

00:37:06.920 --> 00:37:08.900
 and we take these doctrines

00:37:08.900 --> 00:37:09.860
 as if somehow or another

00:37:09.860 --> 00:37:10.900
 God is going to give us

00:37:10.900 --> 00:37:12.180
 exactly what we want

00:37:12.180 --> 00:37:12.700
 right now.

00:37:12.780 --> 00:37:13.740
 No, no, no, no, no,

00:37:13.740 --> 00:37:14.640
 he's not tamed.

00:37:15.079 --> 00:37:16.099
 He's untameable,

00:37:16.220 --> 00:37:16.800
 but he's good.

00:37:20.019 --> 00:37:21.500
 And here's the other thing.

00:37:21.559 --> 00:37:22.640
 Do you notice what it said?

00:37:23.380 --> 00:37:24.820
 It's a bit of a scary thing.

00:37:25.760 --> 00:37:26.960
 Look at what he says

00:37:26.960 --> 00:37:29.039
 in verse 22 again.

00:37:29.039 --> 00:37:29.820
 He says,

00:37:29.820 --> 00:37:31.240
 For I was ashamed

00:37:31.240 --> 00:37:31.980
 to ask the king

00:37:31.980 --> 00:37:33.420
 for a band of soldiers

00:37:33.420 --> 00:37:34.559
 and horsemen

00:37:34.559 --> 00:37:35.240
 to protect us

00:37:35.240 --> 00:37:35.880
 against the enemy

00:37:35.880 --> 00:37:36.380
 on our way

00:37:36.380 --> 00:37:37.559
 since we had told the king

00:37:37.559 --> 00:37:38.440
 the hand of our God

00:37:38.440 --> 00:37:39.039
 is for good

00:37:39.039 --> 00:37:40.000
 and all who seek him

00:37:40.000 --> 00:37:41.720
 and the power of his wrath

00:37:41.720 --> 00:37:42.500
 is against all

00:37:42.500 --> 00:37:43.820
 who forsake him.

00:37:45.580 --> 00:37:46.400
 And in a sense,

00:37:46.460 --> 00:37:47.039
 it describes

00:37:47.039 --> 00:37:48.280
 that all human beings,

00:37:48.760 --> 00:37:50.340
 apart from grace,

00:37:50.400 --> 00:37:51.539
 that we have forsaken

00:37:51.539 --> 00:37:53.559
 the true and living God.

00:37:53.559 --> 00:37:57.199
 And it's a very powerful thing

00:37:57.199 --> 00:37:57.840
 here to hear

00:37:57.840 --> 00:37:58.920
 that his wrath

00:37:58.920 --> 00:37:59.880
 is against us.

00:38:01.179 --> 00:38:01.880
 But you know,

00:38:01.980 --> 00:38:02.659
 for those of us

00:38:02.659 --> 00:38:03.380
 who are Christians,

00:38:04.179 --> 00:38:05.860
 what do two gospels say

00:38:05.860 --> 00:38:06.639
 that Jesus said

00:38:06.639 --> 00:38:07.500
 upon the cross?

00:38:08.539 --> 00:38:10.159
 My God, my God,

00:38:10.679 --> 00:38:14.279
 why have you forsaken me?

00:38:16.799 --> 00:38:17.739
 What's my hope?

00:38:17.980 --> 00:38:19.000
 If you could put up the point.

00:38:21.299 --> 00:38:22.340
 When you and I

00:38:22.340 --> 00:38:23.100
 had forsaken

00:38:23.100 --> 00:38:24.280
 the true and living God,

00:38:25.200 --> 00:38:26.559
 Jesus came to die

00:38:26.559 --> 00:38:28.579
 forsaken by God

00:38:28.579 --> 00:38:31.660
 so that you could truly live

00:38:31.660 --> 00:38:33.640
 as his adopted child.

00:38:35.300 --> 00:38:36.760
 That's the hope of the gospel.

00:38:38.660 --> 00:38:40.480
 When I had forsaken God,

00:38:41.460 --> 00:38:44.039
 Jesus came to be forsaken by God

00:38:44.039 --> 00:38:45.880
 that you and I

00:38:45.880 --> 00:38:46.760
 might truly live.

00:38:47.340 --> 00:38:48.900
 That's what the gospel is.

00:38:49.700 --> 00:38:50.840
 That's what we receive,

00:38:50.940 --> 00:38:52.280
 the personal work of Christ.

00:38:53.000 --> 00:38:54.340
 And it's in that context,

00:38:54.440 --> 00:38:55.160
 just in closing,

00:38:55.300 --> 00:38:57.039
 how we are to understand humility.

00:38:57.600 --> 00:38:59.039
 Because humility doesn't mean

00:38:59.039 --> 00:39:00.120
 thinking bad thoughts

00:39:00.120 --> 00:39:00.780
 about ourselves.

00:39:00.920 --> 00:39:01.400
 It doesn't mean

00:39:01.400 --> 00:39:02.460
 belittling ourselves.

00:39:02.700 --> 00:39:03.420
 It doesn't mean

00:39:03.420 --> 00:39:04.039
 saying,

00:39:04.140 --> 00:39:04.840
 I'm so stupid.

00:39:04.920 --> 00:39:05.620
 I'm so stupid.

00:39:05.700 --> 00:39:06.400
 I'm so stupid.

00:39:06.500 --> 00:39:07.100
 I hate my...

00:39:07.100 --> 00:39:08.200
 That's not humility.

00:39:08.880 --> 00:39:09.880
 That's the devil.

00:39:11.880 --> 00:39:12.740
 If you could put up

00:39:12.740 --> 00:39:13.519
 the last point,

00:39:13.579 --> 00:39:14.240
 that would be good.

00:39:14.940 --> 00:39:16.180
 As the person and work

00:39:16.180 --> 00:39:17.200
 of Jesus becomes

00:39:17.200 --> 00:39:18.820
 more real to your heart,

00:39:18.820 --> 00:39:20.240
 his presence

00:39:20.240 --> 00:39:21.320
 and his word

00:39:21.320 --> 00:39:23.820
 help you to de-flatter.

00:39:24.080 --> 00:39:25.480
 I just made that word up.

00:39:25.980 --> 00:39:28.039
 De-flatter yourself

00:39:28.039 --> 00:39:29.640
 and live authentic

00:39:29.640 --> 00:39:31.360
 and free in the real world.

00:39:32.500 --> 00:39:33.920
 See, what's the Bible doing?

00:39:34.640 --> 00:39:36.220
 I, in my pride and vanity,

00:39:36.340 --> 00:39:36.780
 like to think

00:39:36.780 --> 00:39:37.860
 I'm a source of light.

00:39:38.019 --> 00:39:39.059
 I'm a source of blessing.

00:39:39.280 --> 00:39:40.400
 I'm a source of wisdom.

00:39:40.840 --> 00:39:42.100
 I'm a source of power.

00:39:42.320 --> 00:39:44.000
 I'm a source of all of these things.

00:39:44.000 --> 00:39:46.000
 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

00:39:47.119 --> 00:39:48.079
 George, you're not

00:39:48.079 --> 00:39:49.800
 a spark of the divine,

00:39:50.699 --> 00:39:52.300
 blazing bright

00:39:52.300 --> 00:39:54.719
 that everybody should marvel at.

00:39:55.320 --> 00:39:56.360
 You're a warped,

00:39:56.519 --> 00:39:57.400
 cracked mirror,

00:39:57.559 --> 00:39:58.579
 missing pieces.

00:40:01.000 --> 00:40:02.159
 And all the light

00:40:02.159 --> 00:40:03.059
 that comes through you

00:40:03.059 --> 00:40:04.059
 has come from me.

00:40:04.960 --> 00:40:05.519
 And you know what?

00:40:05.579 --> 00:40:06.239
 To learn that

00:40:06.239 --> 00:40:07.579
 is to be in the real world.

00:40:08.860 --> 00:40:10.000
 That's to be humbled.

00:40:10.340 --> 00:40:10.980
 It's to be humbled

00:40:10.980 --> 00:40:12.579
 by the truth of God's word

00:40:12.579 --> 00:40:14.299
 and humbled in a way

00:40:14.299 --> 00:40:15.500
 that I don't have to be,

00:40:15.639 --> 00:40:17.019
 I don't have to try to pretend.

00:40:17.299 --> 00:40:18.259
 I start to learn

00:40:18.259 --> 00:40:19.139
 not to pretend,

00:40:19.699 --> 00:40:21.199
 not to think more of myself

00:40:21.199 --> 00:40:23.019
 because I can remember

00:40:23.019 --> 00:40:24.519
 that Jesus cried

00:40:24.519 --> 00:40:26.039
 from the cross for me

00:40:26.039 --> 00:40:27.519
 who had forsaken God,

00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:29.000
 that out of love for me

00:40:29.000 --> 00:40:29.960
 he called out,

00:40:30.079 --> 00:40:31.340
 my God, my God,

00:40:31.440 --> 00:40:33.099
 why have you forsaken me?

00:40:33.500 --> 00:40:34.779
 So I can become his child

00:40:34.779 --> 00:40:36.019
 by adoption and grace.

00:40:36.659 --> 00:40:37.960
 And as that becomes more real,

00:40:38.699 --> 00:40:39.840
 I can allow the work

00:40:39.840 --> 00:40:40.619
 and the person

00:40:40.619 --> 00:40:41.559
 and the word of Jesus

00:40:41.559 --> 00:40:43.259
 to deflatter myself

00:40:43.259 --> 00:40:44.059
 by the truth.

00:40:45.059 --> 00:40:46.719
 It is very freeing

00:40:46.719 --> 00:40:47.799
 to know that you are

00:40:47.799 --> 00:40:48.360
 but a mirror.

00:40:51.099 --> 00:40:52.299
 That Christ points

00:40:52.299 --> 00:40:52.900
 to himself

00:40:52.900 --> 00:40:53.719
 and into the world.

00:40:54.279 --> 00:40:55.860
 That is so freeing.

00:40:56.539 --> 00:40:57.799
 The burden,

00:40:58.059 --> 00:40:58.719
 pride,

00:40:59.179 --> 00:41:01.480
 pride crushes you.

00:41:02.659 --> 00:41:04.000
 Always being right

00:41:04.000 --> 00:41:05.340
 crushes you.

00:41:06.340 --> 00:41:07.619
 Never doing wrong

00:41:07.619 --> 00:41:09.099
 crushes you.

00:41:09.099 --> 00:41:12.119
 building your own identity

00:41:12.119 --> 00:41:13.559
 crushes you.

00:41:14.559 --> 00:41:15.900
 It is freeing

00:41:15.900 --> 00:41:17.880
 to know that you are a mirror

00:41:17.880 --> 00:41:20.980
 in the hands of the living God.

00:41:21.839 --> 00:41:22.779
 Please stand.

00:41:23.420 --> 00:41:24.339
 Close in prayer.

00:41:24.340 --> 00:41:31.340
 Just bow our heads

00:41:31.340 --> 00:41:31.760
 in prayer.

00:41:31.920 --> 00:41:32.220
 Father,

00:41:34.500 --> 00:41:34.940
 Father,

00:41:35.039 --> 00:41:35.800
 if there are any here

00:41:35.800 --> 00:41:36.160
 who,

00:41:36.860 --> 00:41:37.940
 they've been searching,

00:41:38.180 --> 00:41:38.900
 they've been watching,

00:41:39.100 --> 00:41:40.280
 trying to figure things out,

00:41:40.500 --> 00:41:41.100
 and Father,

00:41:41.240 --> 00:41:41.960
 this is spoken,

00:41:42.140 --> 00:41:42.360
 you're,

00:41:43.039 --> 00:41:43.920
 if there are any here

00:41:43.920 --> 00:41:44.720
 listening to this

00:41:44.720 --> 00:41:45.840
 as I pray to you,

00:41:45.920 --> 00:41:46.140
 Father,

00:41:46.280 --> 00:41:46.940
 and they conceal

00:41:46.940 --> 00:41:48.380
 a pull

00:41:48.380 --> 00:41:49.260
 that they know

00:41:49.260 --> 00:41:50.460
 they do have that longing

00:41:50.460 --> 00:41:51.320
 and that yearning

00:41:51.320 --> 00:41:53.120
 and they want to set down

00:41:53.120 --> 00:41:54.559
 the burden of their pride

00:41:54.559 --> 00:41:56.760
 and actually to finally

00:41:56.760 --> 00:41:57.900
 be authentic and free,

00:41:58.080 --> 00:41:58.300
 Father,

00:41:58.900 --> 00:41:59.680
 help them to know

00:41:59.680 --> 00:42:00.840
 that it is you,

00:42:01.039 --> 00:42:01.860
 it is your son

00:42:01.860 --> 00:42:02.700
 knocking at the door

00:42:02.700 --> 00:42:03.380
 of their heart,

00:42:03.460 --> 00:42:03.860
 and Father,

00:42:03.960 --> 00:42:04.920
 help them even now

00:42:04.920 --> 00:42:07.600
 to turn to Jesus,

00:42:08.180 --> 00:42:09.340
 to imagine

00:42:09.340 --> 00:42:10.019
 and to say,

00:42:10.160 --> 00:42:11.059
 I open the door

00:42:11.059 --> 00:42:11.640
 of my heart

00:42:11.640 --> 00:42:12.360
 and I ask that you

00:42:12.360 --> 00:42:12.960
 would come in

00:42:12.960 --> 00:42:13.800
 and that you would come in

00:42:13.800 --> 00:42:15.580
 as my Savior and Lord

00:42:15.580 --> 00:42:16.380
 and I give you

00:42:16.380 --> 00:42:17.580
 the run of the whole place

00:42:17.579 --> 00:42:19.139
 and I want to know

00:42:19.139 --> 00:42:20.559
 your love

00:42:20.559 --> 00:42:21.259
 and your freedom

00:42:21.259 --> 00:42:22.980
 and please be my Savior

00:42:22.980 --> 00:42:23.639
 and my Lord

00:42:23.639 --> 00:42:25.340
 and Father,

00:42:25.420 --> 00:42:26.279
 for all of us

00:42:26.279 --> 00:42:27.559
 who've already

00:42:27.559 --> 00:42:28.960
 maybe had that moment

00:42:28.960 --> 00:42:29.679
 or realize

00:42:29.679 --> 00:42:30.799
 that we've had that moment

00:42:30.799 --> 00:42:32.119
 or grown into that moment,

00:42:32.239 --> 00:42:32.920
 we ask, Father,

00:42:33.039 --> 00:42:34.659
 that the Holy Spirit

00:42:34.659 --> 00:42:35.360
 would help us

00:42:35.360 --> 00:42:37.599
 to so remember Jesus

00:42:37.599 --> 00:42:40.279
 and so trust his word

00:42:40.279 --> 00:42:41.059
 and his goodness

00:42:41.059 --> 00:42:43.139
 and his untamable

00:42:43.139 --> 00:42:44.880
 goodness and love

00:42:44.880 --> 00:42:46.659
 that we might trust

00:42:46.659 --> 00:42:48.319
 his hands upon us

00:42:48.319 --> 00:42:49.579
 and his hands on our life

00:42:49.579 --> 00:42:51.259
 that he is always

00:42:51.259 --> 00:42:53.299
 turning us towards you

00:42:53.299 --> 00:42:55.399
 that your light

00:42:55.399 --> 00:42:55.920
 and goodness

00:42:55.920 --> 00:42:56.519
 and beauty

00:42:56.519 --> 00:42:57.119
 and justice

00:42:57.119 --> 00:42:57.679
 and mercy

00:42:57.679 --> 00:42:59.039
 might shine into the world

00:42:59.039 --> 00:43:00.619
 and so, Father,

00:43:00.679 --> 00:43:01.659
 we ask that your Holy Spirit

00:43:01.659 --> 00:43:02.759
 would do that wonderful work

00:43:02.759 --> 00:43:03.719
 of grace within us

00:43:03.719 --> 00:43:05.079
 and we ask this

00:43:05.079 --> 00:43:05.960
 in the name of Jesus

00:43:05.960 --> 00:43:07.659
 and all God people said,

00:43:08.579 --> 00:43:08.859
 Amen.