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 Good morning. We all have a system for ranking sin.

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 There are ones which we think are major sins, ones which we think we're not quite so concerned about

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 because they don't seem so important to us as others.

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 Over the centuries, Christians have tended to categorise certain sins as being the really bad ones,

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 the ones that are sexual sins, the getting drunk, the swearing, smoking,

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 the ones that happen on Friday night at Lan Kui Fong.

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 And then there are the other ones, the ones like a little bit of gossip or a little bit of criticalness,

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 those ones which may be not quite so bad.

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 And so we live our life segregating our lives into the major things and the minor ones.

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 But the commandment that Jesus says is the greatest one is,

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 love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind and with all your strength.

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 And it's easy for us as Christians to think that we are good, respectable Christians

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 who have avoided all the major bad sins in our lives,

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 when actually there's this whole other area of sins which we are not concerned about,

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 which we have said, that's okay,

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 and yet maybe we are not loving God with everything that we're called to love him with.

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 So today we're going to look at one of those more subtle sins,

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 which is called apathy.

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 Now when Tobin asked me to talk on apathy, I said,

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 I'm afraid I just can't be bothered.

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 But in fact, this is a topic which really resonates deep with my heart.

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 And so I am speaking as much to me as to anyone else here this morning.

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 Three years ago, in China, a two-year-old girl was knocked down by a truck.

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 She was left bleeding and dying by the roadside.

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 Eighteen people walked past her and not one of them stopped.

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 The rest of the world was shocked.

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 China started morally questioning itself.

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 How could we be so callous?

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 How could we be so indifferent to the suffering of someone so small and young?

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 One of my ex-students in Hong Kong was going down an escalator in Central, in rush hour.

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 Got halfway down and then tripped and fell down the rest of the escalator,

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 collapsed on the floor, hurt their leg and was lying on the floor.

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 For 15 minutes during rush hour, not one single person stopped to see if they were okay.

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 Apathy.

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 Nobody really cared.

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 And someone said that out of 20 of the world's major civilizations,

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 19 of them have collapsed from within side because no one really cared enough to sustain them.

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 Now the word apathy comes from a Greek word which means without strong passion,

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 indifference or simply who cares.

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 And we're going to look today specifically at the issue of spiritual apathy today in the book of Haggai.

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 Now Haggai is one of those books in the Old Testament that we rarely read.

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 In fact, when my wife told me, asked me, what are you going to be preaching on?

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 And I said Haggai.

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 She thought I said Hangai, which is the Cantonese word for shopping.

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 Now you may prefer that I'm going to be talking about shopping this morning.

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 But in fact, we're going to be looking at this book of Haggai.

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 And to do so, we need to just do a little bit of background before we really get into the book.

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 Now, in the Old Testament, Israel had kings.

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 Kings who were supposed to lead God's people to follow God.

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 But God's people ended up rebelling and rebelling against God

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 until the point where God sent in the Babylonian army to destroy Jerusalem

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 and to take some of the most influential people off into exile, into Babylon,

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 which is now in modern day Iraq.

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 And at the same time as they destroyed the city, they also destroyed the temple.

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 Now, in Hong Kong, the shopping mall is at the center of Hong Kong society.

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 But in Israel's day, the temple was really what defined the people as the people of God.

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 Israel was a nation because God had made them a nation.

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 He was what defined them as a people.

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 And the temple represented God being at the center of his community.

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 And without the temple, the people struggled to know who they really were.

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 Now, for 70 years, this group of exiles in Babylon

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 waited until one day the government changed

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 and they were allowed to go back into their land if they chose to.

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 And a group of committed Jews went back to Israel

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 in order to rebuild the temple, to restore their nation.

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 And they come back enthusiastically.

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 And they start rebuilding the temple

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 and they start building the foundations and the altar.

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 And then they get opposition and they're forced to stop.

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 And 14 years go by and nothing happens to the temple.

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 And then Haggai comes to speak to them.

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 So this morning we're going to look at three questions.

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 What is your passion?

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 Where has your passion got you?

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 And how does God become your greatest passion?

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 Okay, what's your passion?

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 Where's your passion got you?

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 And how does God become your greatest passion?

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 So what's your passion?

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 It's 29th of August, 520 BC in Jerusalem,

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 right in the middle of the busiest time of year, the harvest.

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 And we know the date because Haggai tells us

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 the date according to the year of a pagan king.

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 Now, elsewhere in the Old Testament,

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 dates are given by the reign of Israelite kings.

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 So what you know from this is that Israel is still under foreign domination

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 and the people are still insecure.

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 They're not in their own place, under their own rule.

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 But what have the people of Jerusalem been doing for the last 14 years?

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 Have they been lazily sitting on their backside doing nothing?

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 No, not at all.

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 These guys have been busy.

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 And remember, it's an agricultural society.

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 There's no park and shop or international.

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 You have to grow your own food.

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 If you don't, you're going to die.

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 And they've been busy trying to make a living,

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 trying to support their families,

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 trying to find accommodation,

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 trying to make a secure, comfortable life for themselves

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 and their kids and their spouses.

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 And Haggai comes along to them and says,

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 God's got something to say to you.

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 These people say the time has not yet come to rebuild the house of the Lord.

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 Now, you know, when God starts calling Israel these people and not my people,

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 you know there's a problem in the relationship.

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 The people have not been building the temple.

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 Every day they've been walking past it,

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 getting on with their own life,

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 looking at it there,

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 lying run down,

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 dilapidated in ruins.

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 And nobody's done anything to change it.

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 Now, if you'd have said to one of the Jews at that time,

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 is God important to you?

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 They'd have said,

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 absolutely.

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 If you'd have said,

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 do you want the temple to be rebuilt?

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 They'd have said,

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 absolutely.

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 That's the reason we came back to this land,

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 was to rebuild the temple.

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 But why weren't they?

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 Well, they got distracted,

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 overwhelmed by life,

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 stressed out by other things.

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 They were feeling insecure,

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 and they'd taken their focus off of God.

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 They'd forgotten who they were,

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 and they'd forgotten what they were here for.

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 They'd become apathetic,

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 indifferent.

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 And they kept saying,

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 later,

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 not now,

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 but later.

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 And I don't think if you'd have accused them of being apathetic,

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 they would have said,

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 yes.

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 No,

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 they would have given you a thousand good reasons

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 why they couldn't have been building the temple.

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 I can imagine them.

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 It's the end of the financial year.

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 It's the busiest time,

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 Haggai.

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 Just when I've got some breathing space,

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 then I'll have time to think about the temple.

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 Just not now.

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 Economically,

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 things aren't so great.

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 These are tough times.

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 How are we going to find the resources to start a building project?

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 Listen,

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 it's all very well to start talking about building.

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 We've got to be practical.

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 We've got mouths to feed.

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 Or maybe,

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 I'd love to help,

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 but the kids are just taking their tomato planting class,

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 and I've got to be there to bring the manure.

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 Just not now,

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 later.

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 Or maybe,

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 they thought it was somebody else's responsibility.

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 You know,

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 that temple's been looking really bad lately.

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 It's about time the elders in our community did something about it.

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 You know,

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 that other temple that we had before,

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 that was so much better.

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 But look at this one.

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 I can't believe it.

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 It's so bad.

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 But Haggai comes to all of those reasons and excuses,

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 and he uses incredible sarcasm.

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 I think he must have been British.

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 He says,

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 verse 4,

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 Is it a time for you yourselves to dwell in your panelled houses,

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 while this house lies in ruins?

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 What he's saying is,

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 yeah,

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 it's interesting,

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 isn't it?

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 It's not a time for building God's house,

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 but it seems a perfectly great time for you to build your own.

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 In fact,

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 not just building it,

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 but adding extra panelling features on the side.

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 Renovating the kitchen,

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 adding a jacuzzi in the bathroom,

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 making sure that gold-plated toilet seat,

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 which has fallen off so many times,

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 well,

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 it's going to be fixed again,

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 and you know,

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 I've got to wait for the builder.

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 I'd love to be helping building the temple,

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 but you know,

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 not now,

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 later.

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 I'm busy.

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 And apathy comes with a whole list of seemingly legitimate excuses.

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 Not now,

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 later.

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 And I don't think God had anything against panelled houses.

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 Panelled houses weren't on God's top ten list of major sins in the Bible.

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 The issue wasn't either,

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 okay,

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 you've got to stop all your farming,

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 and starve yourself,

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 and prove how much you love God.

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 No,

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 the question that Haggai is bringing is,

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 where's your passion?

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 What is it that you plan for,

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 that you spend your time thinking about?

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 What is it that you talk about,

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 what you pray for,

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 what is it that you delight in?

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 Because it seems like you've been so busy,

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 that your heart has lost its passion for me.

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 It's lost its passion for what pleases me.

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 And that can be like so many of us,

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 busy with the day-to-day things of our lives.

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 Good things,

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 but we forget who we are,

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 and that we're here to glorify God with our lives.

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 And speaking from experience,

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 I'm often the most indifferent to God when I am busiest.

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 I get distracted by good things.

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 I can become indifferent to my wife's needs,

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 indifferent to other people in the church.

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 I can become indifferent to sharing the gospel with other people,

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 because I've got so many other things going on in my head,

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 even doing lots of Christian activity,

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 that it's not now,

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 but later.

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 Listen,

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 I was even preparing this sermon,

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 and a friend sends me a message

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 asking them to pray for something specific at this time.

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 And I read the message,

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 and you know,

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 you kind of say these things like,

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 oh, praying for you.

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 And then I just carried on preparing.

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 Completely forgot about praying for the person.

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 I got distracted,

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 and I just carried on preparing

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 until I got to this part of the sermon,

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 and suddenly I remembered.

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 And now,

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 I thought about it.

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 What happened there?

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 Now,

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 I didn't kill anybody.

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 I didn't abuse her.

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 I didn't send any nasty messages to her.

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 But did I love her?

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 No.

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 I didn't.

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 Because it didn't seem as important.

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 That important.

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 To what I had to do.

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 I was indifferent.

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 And over time,

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 that is deadly.

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 In our lives,

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 and in the life of the church.

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 The number of people I've known over the years

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 who are even leaders in the church,

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 active,

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 doing so many things,

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 and then you ask them,

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 how it's going with reading the Bible.

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 How's your relationship with God at the moment?

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 And they say,

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 well, like,

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 yeah, I'm struggling with that.

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 But, you know,

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 I've got so many other things to do,

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 I just don't have the time.

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 And maybe God is sitting there in central,

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 and we just walk past,

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 and he calls out to you,

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 come and spend time with me.

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 And we say,

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 not now,

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 but later.

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 Or maybe he's calling to you

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 to text that lady from your CG

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 who you haven't seen in two weeks,

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 and we say,

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 not now,

00:14:47.039 --> 00:14:47.459
 later,

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 I'm busy.

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 Or he says,

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 listen,

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 I want you to go

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 and offer to pray for the cleaner

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 in your office

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 whose husband is leaving her,

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 and you don't know

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 because you haven't taken the time

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 to speak to her.

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 And we say,

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 yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

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 I'll do that,

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 it's great,

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 but it's not time now.

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 I'm in a hurry,

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 I've got to get to the tutoring classes

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 for the kids.

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 Jesus,

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 I'll do it another time.

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 I'm a little busy right now.

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 Don't you know

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 the new iPhone's coming out?

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 And you know what that means?

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 It means, actually,

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 I don't really care enough about it.

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 It's not that important to me.

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 And we need to strip away

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 some of our excuses

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 and come to the fact

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 that sometimes we are so distracted

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 because other things

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 have become more important

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 to us than God.

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 We say things like,

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 I know I should be reading my Bible,

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 but I really struggle

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 with self-discipline.

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 And Haggai would say to us,

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 isn't it amazing

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 how disciplined you can be

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 with your investments,

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 with your revision for exams,

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 for your yoga classes,

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 and yet you can't be disciplined

00:16:02.779 --> 00:16:03.620
 for my word?

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 Strip away those excuses

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 and we need to be honest

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 with ourselves and with God

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 and to say,

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 the reason I don't get into

00:16:12.419 --> 00:16:13.379
 God's word daily

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 is because I'm more passionate

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 about my Facebook profile

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 than about you.

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 That's scary,

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 but it's honest.

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 And that's the first step

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 to God breaking our apathy.

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 So that's the first thing.

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 Where is your passion?

00:16:31.639 --> 00:16:32.119
 Next,

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 where has your passion got you?

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 You may be saying,

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 oh, thanks Haggai,

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 you really know how to make me

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 feel good about myself.

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 But here's the next step

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 God takes his people on

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 to move them out of apathy.

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 He says this,

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 consider your ways.

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 In fact,

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 he says it twice

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 in verse 5

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 and in verse 7

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 so you know that this is important.

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 Literally,

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 he says,

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 set your heart

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 on your ways.

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 Bring everything

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 into the open

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 and see your life

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 as it really is.

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 Think about things

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 deep and hard.

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 Be real.

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 Examine yourself

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 and consider

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 where has your

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 ceaseless activity

00:17:13.480 --> 00:17:14.259
 got you?

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 What is your real passion?

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 Switch off

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 your technology

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 for just five minutes

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 and actually begin

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 to take a real

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 assessment of your life.

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 You know,

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 people often complain

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 about the education system

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 in Hong Kong

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 not producing people

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 who can think critically.

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 But I think

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 the ultimate lack

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 of critical thinking

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 is our inability

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 to examine our own lives

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 in true perspective.

00:17:43.379 --> 00:17:44.819
 Haggai verse 5 or 6

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 says this,

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 you've sown much

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 and harvested little.

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 You eat

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 but you never have enough.

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 You drink

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 but you never have your fill.

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 You clothe yourselves

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 but no one is warm.

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 And he who earns wages

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 does so

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 to put them

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 into a bag

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 with holes.

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 Does that not sound

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 like Hong Kong to you?

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 Look at all your activity

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 where you're focusing on.

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 Where is it actually

00:18:11.080 --> 00:18:11.800
 getting you?

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 You're working yourself

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 to the bone

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 but are you truly satisfied?

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 You're trying to make

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 yourself secure

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 but are you secure?

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 I mean deep down

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 are you lastingly satisfied?

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 Or are you just saying

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 okay, nearly there

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 but just a little bit more?

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 We say just a little bit more

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 and then they raise

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 the school fees

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 and we say a little bit more

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 and then the rents

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 are going up

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 and a little bit more

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 and the education

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 is becoming more competitive

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 and a little bit more.

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 The jobs are harder

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 to come by

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 and we've got to work harder.

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 We've got to be busier.

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 And it's not just

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 the work we're doing

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 but underneath

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 all that activity

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 we're all trying

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 to prove ourselves

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 because we think

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 once we prove

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 that I'm valuable

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 that I'm worth something

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 then I'll be satisfied.

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 I want to prove

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 I'm a good mother

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 prove that I'm a good student

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 valuable employee.

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 I want to prove

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 I'm smart enough

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 cool enough

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 good looking enough

00:19:05.259 --> 00:19:06.660
 Christian enough

00:19:06.660 --> 00:19:09.180
 prove that I'm worth something.

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 As that great Christian thinker

00:19:14.920 --> 00:19:16.840
 Madonna once said

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 in an interview

00:19:17.700 --> 00:19:18.880
 in Vogue magazine

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 after having achieved

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 some success

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 she said

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 now I've got the verdict

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 that I'm somebody

00:19:27.820 --> 00:19:29.560
 but the next day

00:19:29.560 --> 00:19:30.500
 I realise that

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 unless I keep going

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 I'm not.

00:19:34.019 --> 00:19:34.860
 My ego

00:19:34.860 --> 00:19:36.640
 cannot be satisfied

00:19:36.640 --> 00:19:38.700
 my sense of self

00:19:38.700 --> 00:19:40.340
 my desire for self worth

00:19:40.340 --> 00:19:42.019
 my need to be somebody

00:19:42.019 --> 00:19:44.200
 it is not fulfilled.

00:19:45.180 --> 00:19:46.220
 I keep thinking

00:19:46.220 --> 00:19:47.000
 I've won it

00:19:47.000 --> 00:19:47.640
 from what people

00:19:47.640 --> 00:19:48.620
 have said about me

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 and what the magazines

00:19:49.779 --> 00:19:50.559
 and newspapers

00:19:50.559 --> 00:19:51.100
 have written

00:19:51.100 --> 00:19:52.759
 but the next day

00:19:52.759 --> 00:19:54.160
 I have to go back

00:19:54.160 --> 00:19:55.460
 and look somewhere else.

00:19:55.960 --> 00:19:56.259
 Why?

00:19:56.880 --> 00:19:58.059
 Because my ego

00:19:58.059 --> 00:19:59.319
 is insatiable

00:19:59.319 --> 00:20:00.700
 it's a black hole

00:20:00.700 --> 00:20:01.380
 it doesn't matter

00:20:01.380 --> 00:20:02.860
 how much I throw into it

00:20:02.860 --> 00:20:03.980
 the cupboard is bare

00:20:03.980 --> 00:20:05.340
 I've become somebody

00:20:05.339 --> 00:20:07.639
 but I still need

00:20:07.639 --> 00:20:09.220
 to become somebody

00:20:09.220 --> 00:20:12.019
 I've become somebody

00:20:12.019 --> 00:20:14.359
 but I still need

00:20:14.359 --> 00:20:15.659
 to become somebody

00:20:15.659 --> 00:20:17.980
 and she concludes

00:20:17.980 --> 00:20:19.240
 my struggle

00:20:19.240 --> 00:20:20.859
 has never ended

00:20:20.859 --> 00:20:22.339
 and I guess

00:20:22.339 --> 00:20:23.939
 it never will.

00:20:25.939 --> 00:20:27.519
 Madonna at least

00:20:27.519 --> 00:20:29.379
 has some more self-awareness

00:20:29.379 --> 00:20:30.599
 than many of us have.

00:20:30.599 --> 00:20:34.319
 I wonder how many of us

00:20:34.319 --> 00:20:36.179
 we're told by society

00:20:36.179 --> 00:20:37.619
 that ceaseless activity

00:20:37.619 --> 00:20:38.480
 is essential

00:20:38.480 --> 00:20:39.599
 where we're pressured

00:20:39.599 --> 00:20:40.759
 by the competitiveness

00:20:40.759 --> 00:20:41.599
 of society

00:20:41.599 --> 00:20:42.579
 where we're pressured

00:20:42.579 --> 00:20:43.599
 by the comparisons

00:20:43.599 --> 00:20:44.819
 with everybody else

00:20:44.819 --> 00:20:46.339
 and we keep going

00:20:46.339 --> 00:20:47.619
 trying to prove ourselves

00:20:47.619 --> 00:20:48.559
 but I wonder

00:20:48.559 --> 00:20:49.759
 if we looked at our life

00:20:49.759 --> 00:20:50.439
 in perspective

00:20:50.439 --> 00:20:52.059
 and on our tombstone

00:20:52.059 --> 00:20:52.500
 was written

00:20:52.500 --> 00:20:54.079
 in a summary of our life

00:20:54.079 --> 00:20:55.299
 what they would write.

00:20:55.899 --> 00:20:56.559
 I wondered

00:20:56.559 --> 00:20:57.559
 if they would write

00:20:57.559 --> 00:20:59.460
 she worked hard

00:20:59.460 --> 00:21:02.000
 or would they write

00:21:02.000 --> 00:21:03.579
 she loved God

00:21:03.579 --> 00:21:08.679
 and the difference is

00:21:08.679 --> 00:21:11.139
 not in the amount

00:21:11.139 --> 00:21:12.319
 of activity you do

00:21:12.319 --> 00:21:15.480
 the difference between

00:21:15.480 --> 00:21:16.440
 working with God

00:21:16.440 --> 00:21:17.480
 as your great passion

00:21:17.480 --> 00:21:18.619
 and working with yourself

00:21:18.619 --> 00:21:19.700
 as your great passion

00:21:19.700 --> 00:21:21.839
 isn't in how much

00:21:21.839 --> 00:21:23.240
 or how little you do.

00:21:23.240 --> 00:21:25.900
 You see

00:21:25.900 --> 00:21:27.559
 a Christian knows

00:21:27.559 --> 00:21:28.039
 that no matter

00:21:28.039 --> 00:21:29.720
 how many tutorial classes

00:21:29.720 --> 00:21:30.740
 their kids attend

00:21:30.740 --> 00:21:31.660
 or how many exams

00:21:31.660 --> 00:21:32.440
 they pass

00:21:32.440 --> 00:21:33.920
 or how many promotions

00:21:33.920 --> 00:21:34.680
 they get

00:21:34.680 --> 00:21:36.380
 that's not really

00:21:36.380 --> 00:21:37.759
 the ultimate thing.

00:21:38.319 --> 00:21:39.539
 Achieving success

00:21:39.539 --> 00:21:40.940
 is not ultimately

00:21:40.940 --> 00:21:42.359
 where my worth is found

00:21:42.359 --> 00:21:43.259
 that that's not

00:21:43.259 --> 00:21:44.039
 what is ultimately

00:21:44.039 --> 00:21:45.359
 going to satisfy me.

00:21:46.220 --> 00:21:47.259
 My identity

00:21:47.259 --> 00:21:48.559
 and satisfaction

00:21:48.559 --> 00:21:49.900
 whether I succeed

00:21:49.900 --> 00:21:50.660
 or fail

00:21:50.660 --> 00:21:52.160
 are not at stake

00:21:52.160 --> 00:21:53.620
 because Jesus

00:21:53.620 --> 00:21:55.120
 is the one

00:21:55.120 --> 00:21:56.720
 who died a death

00:21:56.720 --> 00:21:58.080
 to satisfy

00:21:58.080 --> 00:21:59.160
 that thirst

00:21:59.160 --> 00:22:00.019
 which otherwise

00:22:00.019 --> 00:22:01.519
 is unquenchable.

00:22:02.240 --> 00:22:03.220
 He declares us

00:22:03.220 --> 00:22:04.400
 of infinite value

00:22:04.400 --> 00:22:05.200
 he says

00:22:05.200 --> 00:22:06.500
 we are right in his sight

00:22:06.500 --> 00:22:07.779
 he gives us freedom

00:22:07.779 --> 00:22:08.640
 in a world

00:22:08.640 --> 00:22:09.620
 that is enslaved

00:22:09.620 --> 00:22:11.519
 to this insatiable desire

00:22:11.519 --> 00:22:13.460
 that will never be satisfied

00:22:13.460 --> 00:22:14.860
 except for Christ.

00:22:17.180 --> 00:22:18.460
 So where's your passion

00:22:18.460 --> 00:22:18.880
 got you?

00:22:19.860 --> 00:22:21.259
 What is your passion?

00:22:22.160 --> 00:22:23.840
 And thirdly

00:22:23.840 --> 00:22:25.519
 how does God

00:22:25.519 --> 00:22:26.120
 become

00:22:26.120 --> 00:22:27.420
 your greatest passion?

00:22:29.880 --> 00:22:30.820
 To move out

00:22:30.820 --> 00:22:31.500
 of that apathy

00:22:31.500 --> 00:22:34.120
 we need to look at

00:22:34.120 --> 00:22:36.240
 being honest

00:22:36.240 --> 00:22:37.279
 with what our passions

00:22:37.279 --> 00:22:37.940
 really are.

00:22:38.800 --> 00:22:39.720
 We've got to think about

00:22:39.720 --> 00:22:40.540
 how valuable

00:22:40.540 --> 00:22:41.519
 are those passions

00:22:41.519 --> 00:22:42.600
 where are they getting us?

00:22:43.080 --> 00:22:44.180
 And then in verse 8

00:22:44.180 --> 00:22:45.800
 Haggai says

00:22:45.799 --> 00:22:47.460
 go up to the hills

00:22:47.460 --> 00:22:48.460
 and bring wood

00:22:48.460 --> 00:22:49.659
 and build the house

00:22:49.659 --> 00:22:51.220
 that I may take pleasure

00:22:51.220 --> 00:22:51.720
 in it

00:22:51.720 --> 00:22:53.539
 that I may be glorified.

00:22:54.159 --> 00:22:55.039
 And then in verse 12

00:22:55.039 --> 00:22:55.500
 it says

00:22:55.500 --> 00:22:56.659
 then the governor

00:22:56.659 --> 00:22:57.559
 the high priest

00:22:57.559 --> 00:22:58.279
 and all the remnant

00:22:58.279 --> 00:22:58.759
 of the people

00:22:58.759 --> 00:22:59.859
 obeyed the voice

00:22:59.859 --> 00:23:00.940
 of the Lord their God

00:23:00.940 --> 00:23:02.079
 and the people

00:23:02.079 --> 00:23:03.419
 feared the Lord

00:23:03.419 --> 00:23:05.440
 and then God spoke

00:23:05.440 --> 00:23:06.339
 and he said

00:23:06.339 --> 00:23:10.440
 I am with you.

00:23:10.440 --> 00:23:15.240
 How does God

00:23:15.240 --> 00:23:16.580
 revive the hearts

00:23:16.580 --> 00:23:17.120
 of the people

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 of Israel?

00:23:18.259 --> 00:23:19.500
 Because he then

00:23:19.500 --> 00:23:20.779
 stirs the hearts

00:23:20.779 --> 00:23:21.360
 of the people.

00:23:22.180 --> 00:23:22.700
 He does it

00:23:22.700 --> 00:23:23.500
 in three ways.

00:23:24.440 --> 00:23:24.920
 First

00:23:24.920 --> 00:23:26.700
 God speaks to them.

00:23:27.279 --> 00:23:27.820
 He speaks

00:23:27.820 --> 00:23:28.640
 through Haggai

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 and he speaks

00:23:29.900 --> 00:23:31.120
 through the circumstances

00:23:31.120 --> 00:23:31.900
 that he brings.

00:23:32.000 --> 00:23:32.960
 That's what verse 9

00:23:32.960 --> 00:23:33.320
 and 11

00:23:33.320 --> 00:23:33.980
 are all about.

00:23:34.360 --> 00:23:34.759
 He says

00:23:34.759 --> 00:23:36.019
 I brought you drought

00:23:36.019 --> 00:23:37.240
 I brought you famine

00:23:37.240 --> 00:23:38.700
 I brought you hard times

00:23:38.700 --> 00:23:40.600
 because I wanted to wake you up

00:23:40.600 --> 00:23:42.100
 to what is really important

00:23:42.100 --> 00:23:42.940
 in your life.

00:23:44.340 --> 00:23:45.220
 American pastor

00:23:45.220 --> 00:23:45.759
 Tim Keller

00:23:45.759 --> 00:23:46.279
 tells of

00:23:46.279 --> 00:23:47.720
 how he made a deal

00:23:47.720 --> 00:23:48.420
 with his wife

00:23:48.420 --> 00:23:49.620
 that he would go around

00:23:49.620 --> 00:23:51.140
 be around

00:23:51.140 --> 00:23:51.819
 less at home

00:23:51.819 --> 00:23:52.900
 for about three years

00:23:52.900 --> 00:23:54.039
 while he planted a church

00:23:54.039 --> 00:23:54.680
 in New York.

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 And three years go by

00:23:56.819 --> 00:23:57.720
 and he's still working

00:23:57.720 --> 00:23:58.380
 like crazy

00:23:58.380 --> 00:23:59.900
 not listening to his wife's

00:23:59.900 --> 00:24:00.720
 plea for him to

00:24:00.720 --> 00:24:02.200
 engage in the family.

00:24:03.620 --> 00:24:04.779
 And then several months later

00:24:04.779 --> 00:24:06.440
 he arrives at home

00:24:06.440 --> 00:24:07.340
 to hear the sound

00:24:07.339 --> 00:24:09.119
 of smashing crockery

00:24:09.119 --> 00:24:09.959
 on the balcony

00:24:09.959 --> 00:24:12.539
 shaking and trembling

00:24:12.539 --> 00:24:13.559
 he goes over

00:24:13.559 --> 00:24:14.259
 to the balcony

00:24:14.259 --> 00:24:14.959
 to find

00:24:14.959 --> 00:24:17.019
 his neglected wife there

00:24:17.019 --> 00:24:17.859
 smashing

00:24:17.859 --> 00:24:18.819
 some of the best

00:24:18.819 --> 00:24:20.179
 plates and saucers

00:24:20.179 --> 00:24:21.299
 on the floor

00:24:21.299 --> 00:24:22.220
 of the balcony.

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 That got his attention

00:24:25.659 --> 00:24:27.439
 and he told his wife

00:24:27.439 --> 00:24:27.720
 come on

00:24:27.720 --> 00:24:28.480
 we need to talk

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 and he went and sat down

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 and he said

00:24:30.299 --> 00:24:31.599
 I'll listen to whatever

00:24:31.599 --> 00:24:32.639
 you want to say to me.

00:24:34.419 --> 00:24:35.639
 At that point

00:24:35.639 --> 00:24:36.939
 he began to change

00:24:36.940 --> 00:24:38.720
 and reprioritize

00:24:38.720 --> 00:24:39.259
 his life.

00:24:40.680 --> 00:24:41.220
 And sometimes

00:24:41.220 --> 00:24:42.019
 God does that

00:24:42.019 --> 00:24:42.980
 smashing of the

00:24:42.980 --> 00:24:44.080
 sources in our lives

00:24:44.080 --> 00:24:45.100
 by making us lose

00:24:45.100 --> 00:24:45.740
 our jobs

00:24:45.740 --> 00:24:47.220
 by moving home

00:24:47.220 --> 00:24:47.759
 the things which

00:24:47.759 --> 00:24:48.559
 stress us out

00:24:48.559 --> 00:24:49.000
 the things which

00:24:49.000 --> 00:24:49.720
 cause us fear

00:24:49.720 --> 00:24:50.259
 and panic

00:24:50.259 --> 00:24:51.360
 he smashes those

00:24:51.360 --> 00:24:52.039
 sources down

00:24:52.039 --> 00:24:52.460
 to say

00:24:52.460 --> 00:24:53.559
 wake up

00:24:53.559 --> 00:24:54.759
 see what is

00:24:54.759 --> 00:24:55.700
 really important

00:24:55.700 --> 00:24:56.700
 where your passion

00:24:56.700 --> 00:24:57.220
 for me

00:24:57.220 --> 00:24:57.840
 has gone

00:24:57.840 --> 00:24:59.380
 and come back

00:24:59.380 --> 00:24:59.920
 to me

00:24:59.920 --> 00:25:00.779
 to find

00:25:00.779 --> 00:25:02.120
 satisfaction in me.

00:25:02.119 --> 00:25:04.819
 because as God

00:25:04.819 --> 00:25:05.459
 speaks

00:25:05.459 --> 00:25:06.599
 then the people

00:25:06.599 --> 00:25:07.259
 respond

00:25:07.259 --> 00:25:08.719
 by obeying God

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 and in the Old Testament

00:25:10.679 --> 00:25:12.279
 this is so rare

00:25:12.279 --> 00:25:13.059
 God's people

00:25:13.059 --> 00:25:14.099
 hardly ever

00:25:14.099 --> 00:25:14.839
 respond

00:25:14.839 --> 00:25:16.119
 but the Israelites

00:25:16.119 --> 00:25:17.219
 here do act

00:25:17.219 --> 00:25:18.319
 and they act

00:25:18.319 --> 00:25:19.379
 because deep down

00:25:19.379 --> 00:25:21.079
 they do love God

00:25:21.079 --> 00:25:21.839
 and they do

00:25:21.839 --> 00:25:22.779
 want to follow

00:25:22.779 --> 00:25:23.859
 his ways

00:25:23.859 --> 00:25:25.559
 but you see

00:25:25.559 --> 00:25:28.419
 sometimes

00:25:28.419 --> 00:25:29.319
 we say

00:25:29.319 --> 00:25:30.759
 oh I've got to

00:25:30.759 --> 00:25:31.339
 wait for this

00:25:31.339 --> 00:25:32.199
 kind of feeling

00:25:32.199 --> 00:25:32.740
 I've got to

00:25:32.740 --> 00:25:33.240
 wait for

00:25:33.240 --> 00:25:34.179
 the passion

00:25:34.179 --> 00:25:35.059
 to stir in me

00:25:35.059 --> 00:25:35.799
 before I can

00:25:35.799 --> 00:25:36.579
 obey God

00:25:36.579 --> 00:25:37.199
 before I can

00:25:37.199 --> 00:25:37.939
 read my Bible

00:25:37.939 --> 00:25:38.579
 I need to

00:25:38.579 --> 00:25:39.599
 really want it

00:25:39.599 --> 00:25:40.419
 but actually

00:25:40.419 --> 00:25:41.179
 now here

00:25:41.179 --> 00:25:42.619
 Haggai is saying

00:25:42.619 --> 00:25:43.000
 no

00:25:43.000 --> 00:25:44.039
 obey me

00:25:44.039 --> 00:25:46.039
 and then

00:25:46.039 --> 00:25:46.699
 I will stir

00:25:46.699 --> 00:25:47.399
 your heart

00:25:47.400 --> 00:25:50.240
 and

00:25:50.240 --> 00:25:52.140
 if you look

00:25:52.140 --> 00:25:52.519
 at the way

00:25:52.519 --> 00:25:52.920
 Jesus

00:25:52.920 --> 00:25:53.920
 when Jesus

00:25:53.920 --> 00:25:54.280
 comes

00:25:54.280 --> 00:25:54.700
 there are so

00:25:54.700 --> 00:25:55.519
 many spiritually

00:25:55.519 --> 00:25:56.620
 apathetic people

00:25:56.620 --> 00:25:57.360
 who respond

00:25:57.360 --> 00:25:57.740
 to him

00:25:57.740 --> 00:25:58.320
 and when they

00:25:58.320 --> 00:25:59.240
 hear a sermon

00:25:59.240 --> 00:25:59.880
 on forgiveness

00:25:59.880 --> 00:26:00.460
 they say

00:26:00.460 --> 00:26:01.080
 things like

00:26:01.080 --> 00:26:02.560
 that was a

00:26:02.560 --> 00:26:03.360
 very inspiring

00:26:03.360 --> 00:26:03.860
 message

00:26:03.860 --> 00:26:04.960
 I wish my

00:26:04.960 --> 00:26:05.600
 husband was

00:26:05.600 --> 00:26:06.380
 here to hear

00:26:06.380 --> 00:26:06.620
 that

00:26:06.620 --> 00:26:07.960
 but then

00:26:07.960 --> 00:26:08.580
 they continue

00:26:08.580 --> 00:26:09.140
 to harbour

00:26:09.140 --> 00:26:09.860
 that resentment

00:26:09.860 --> 00:26:10.500
 towards their

00:26:10.500 --> 00:26:10.900
 boss

00:26:10.900 --> 00:26:11.620
 their spouse

00:26:11.620 --> 00:26:12.160
 and the real

00:26:12.160 --> 00:26:12.820
 people in their

00:26:12.820 --> 00:26:13.300
 lives

00:26:13.300 --> 00:26:15.120
 because we

00:26:15.120 --> 00:26:15.780
 say

00:26:15.779 --> 00:26:17.339
 even when

00:26:17.339 --> 00:26:17.740
 you hear

00:26:17.740 --> 00:26:18.559
 this sermon

00:26:18.559 --> 00:26:19.220
 when you

00:26:19.220 --> 00:26:19.559
 go and

00:26:19.559 --> 00:26:20.079
 read your

00:26:20.079 --> 00:26:20.559
 Bible

00:26:20.559 --> 00:26:21.460
 we say

00:26:21.460 --> 00:26:22.480
 oh that's

00:26:22.480 --> 00:26:22.899
 a great

00:26:22.899 --> 00:26:23.279
 message

00:26:23.279 --> 00:26:23.779
 but I

00:26:23.779 --> 00:26:24.200
 won't have

00:26:24.200 --> 00:26:24.539
 to deal

00:26:24.539 --> 00:26:24.720
 with it

00:26:24.720 --> 00:26:24.960
 I don't

00:26:24.960 --> 00:26:25.180
 have to

00:26:25.180 --> 00:26:25.519
 respond

00:26:25.519 --> 00:26:25.980
 now

00:26:25.980 --> 00:26:26.460
 I'll do

00:26:26.460 --> 00:26:27.000
 it later

00:26:27.000 --> 00:26:27.839
 now's

00:26:27.839 --> 00:26:28.200
 not the

00:26:28.200 --> 00:26:28.539
 time

00:26:28.539 --> 00:26:28.799
 and we

00:26:28.799 --> 00:26:29.099
 have a

00:26:29.099 --> 00:26:29.519
 thousand

00:26:29.519 --> 00:26:30.279
 excuses

00:26:30.279 --> 00:26:30.980
 why we

00:26:30.980 --> 00:26:31.599
 just walk

00:26:31.599 --> 00:26:32.139
 past

00:26:32.139 --> 00:26:32.940
 that little

00:26:32.940 --> 00:26:33.279
 girl

00:26:33.279 --> 00:26:33.700
 like all

00:26:33.700 --> 00:26:34.019
 those other

00:26:34.019 --> 00:26:34.440
 Chinese

00:26:34.440 --> 00:26:35.220
 people did

00:26:35.220 --> 00:26:40.619
 but people

00:26:40.619 --> 00:26:41.240
 who listen

00:26:41.240 --> 00:26:41.859
 to God

00:26:41.859 --> 00:26:43.940
 they know

00:26:43.940 --> 00:26:44.460
 that he's

00:26:44.460 --> 00:26:44.980
 telling them

00:26:44.980 --> 00:26:45.379
 something

00:26:45.380 --> 00:26:45.820
 and they

00:26:45.820 --> 00:26:46.360
 respond

00:26:46.360 --> 00:26:46.700
 when he

00:26:46.700 --> 00:26:46.880
 says

00:26:46.880 --> 00:26:47.180
 cut

00:26:47.180 --> 00:26:47.500
 something

00:26:47.500 --> 00:26:47.780
 out of

00:26:47.780 --> 00:26:47.920
 your

00:26:47.920 --> 00:26:48.340
 diary

00:26:48.340 --> 00:26:48.960
 slow

00:26:48.960 --> 00:26:49.420
 down

00:26:49.420 --> 00:26:49.980
 spend

00:26:49.980 --> 00:26:50.340
 time

00:26:50.340 --> 00:26:50.520
 with

00:26:50.520 --> 00:26:50.780
 me

00:26:50.780 --> 00:26:51.580
 prioritize

00:26:51.580 --> 00:26:52.000
 going

00:26:52.000 --> 00:26:52.160
 to

00:26:52.160 --> 00:26:52.480
 CG

00:26:52.480 --> 00:26:53.920
 they

00:26:53.920 --> 00:26:54.420
 say

00:26:54.420 --> 00:26:55.620
 I

00:26:55.620 --> 00:26:56.040
 know

00:26:56.040 --> 00:26:56.400
 that's

00:26:56.400 --> 00:26:56.700
 what I

00:26:56.700 --> 00:26:56.860
 need

00:26:56.860 --> 00:26:57.340
 to do

00:26:57.340 --> 00:26:58.300
 and they

00:26:58.300 --> 00:26:58.880
 act

00:26:58.880 --> 00:27:03.540
 and whenever

00:27:03.540 --> 00:27:05.140
 you come

00:27:05.140 --> 00:27:06.060
 into a

00:27:06.060 --> 00:27:06.660
 circumstance

00:27:06.660 --> 00:27:07.620
 where God

00:27:07.620 --> 00:27:08.200
 is smashing

00:27:08.200 --> 00:27:08.900
 the plates

00:27:08.900 --> 00:27:09.840
 whenever

00:27:09.840 --> 00:27:10.880
 you come

00:27:10.880 --> 00:27:11.640
 to hear

00:27:11.640 --> 00:27:12.060
 God's

00:27:12.060 --> 00:27:12.360
 word

00:27:12.360 --> 00:27:13.120
 you need

00:27:13.120 --> 00:27:13.880
 to say

00:27:13.880 --> 00:27:14.440
 and I

00:27:14.440 --> 00:27:14.880
 need to

00:27:14.880 --> 00:27:15.240
 say

00:27:15.240 --> 00:27:16.019
 God

00:27:16.019 --> 00:27:16.920
 where do

00:27:16.920 --> 00:27:17.240
 you want

00:27:17.240 --> 00:27:17.500
 me to

00:27:17.500 --> 00:27:17.819
 obey

00:27:17.819 --> 00:27:18.120
 you

00:27:18.120 --> 00:27:18.579
 this

00:27:18.579 --> 00:27:19.059
 week

00:27:19.059 --> 00:27:19.900
 something

00:27:19.900 --> 00:27:20.759
 specific

00:27:20.759 --> 00:27:21.900
 not in

00:27:21.900 --> 00:27:23.140
 just general

00:27:23.140 --> 00:27:23.420
 terms

00:27:23.420 --> 00:27:23.900
 because if you

00:27:23.900 --> 00:27:24.400
 just make it

00:27:24.400 --> 00:27:24.859
 general

00:27:24.859 --> 00:27:25.579
 it's always

00:27:25.579 --> 00:27:25.980
 going to be

00:27:25.980 --> 00:27:26.700
 not now

00:27:26.700 --> 00:27:27.460
 but later

00:27:27.460 --> 00:27:28.400
 but no

00:27:28.400 --> 00:27:29.160
 this week

00:27:29.160 --> 00:27:29.700
 God

00:27:29.700 --> 00:27:30.420
 where

00:27:30.420 --> 00:27:31.440
 how do you

00:27:31.440 --> 00:27:31.900
 want me to

00:27:31.900 --> 00:27:32.519
 obey you

00:27:32.519 --> 00:27:33.360
 and respond

00:27:33.360 --> 00:27:35.440
 because when

00:27:35.440 --> 00:27:35.799
 we do

00:27:35.799 --> 00:27:36.240
 that

00:27:36.240 --> 00:27:38.480
 when God

00:27:38.480 --> 00:27:39.160
 speaks

00:27:39.160 --> 00:27:39.980
 when we

00:27:39.980 --> 00:27:40.640
 respond in

00:27:40.640 --> 00:27:41.140
 obedience

00:27:41.140 --> 00:27:42.000
 God

00:27:42.000 --> 00:27:42.040
 God

00:27:42.040 --> 00:27:42.060
 God

00:27:42.060 --> 00:27:42.080
 God

00:27:42.080 --> 00:27:42.140
 God

00:27:42.140 --> 00:27:42.600
 God

00:27:42.600 --> 00:27:42.920
 God

00:27:42.920 --> 00:27:44.200
 God

00:27:44.200 --> 00:27:45.920
 God

00:27:45.920 --> 00:27:46.500
 God

00:27:46.500 --> 00:27:46.960
 revive

00:27:46.960 --> 00:27:47.320
 your

00:27:47.320 --> 00:27:47.720
 heart

00:27:47.720 --> 00:27:48.140
 your

00:27:48.140 --> 00:27:48.720
 community

00:27:48.720 --> 00:27:49.140
 group

00:27:49.140 --> 00:27:49.720
 this

00:27:49.720 --> 00:27:50.240
 church

00:27:50.240 --> 00:27:50.560
 with a

00:27:50.560 --> 00:27:50.920
 greater

00:27:50.920 --> 00:27:51.540
 passion

00:27:51.540 --> 00:27:52.080
 for him

00:27:52.080 --> 00:27:52.840
 then we

00:27:52.840 --> 00:27:53.400
 need

00:27:53.400 --> 00:27:53.980
 his

00:27:53.980 --> 00:27:54.420
 word

00:27:54.420 --> 00:27:55.080
 we need

00:27:55.080 --> 00:27:55.880
 to respond

00:27:55.880 --> 00:27:56.660
 step by

00:27:56.660 --> 00:27:57.080
 step

00:27:57.080 --> 00:27:57.320
 with

00:27:57.320 --> 00:27:57.820
 obedience

00:27:57.820 --> 00:27:58.420
 and God

00:27:58.420 --> 00:27:58.860
 says

00:27:58.860 --> 00:27:59.460
 he

00:27:59.460 --> 00:28:00.220
 will

00:28:00.220 --> 00:28:00.860
 be

00:28:00.860 --> 00:28:01.519
 with

00:28:01.519 --> 00:28:02.300
 us

00:28:02.300 --> 00:28:09.420
 but we

00:28:09.420 --> 00:28:09.740
 need to

00:28:09.740 --> 00:28:10.019
 remember

00:28:10.019 --> 00:28:10.519
 this

00:28:10.519 --> 00:28:11.300
 the

00:28:11.300 --> 00:28:11.539
 apostle

00:28:11.539 --> 00:28:11.840
 Paul

00:28:11.840 --> 00:28:12.080
 said

00:28:12.080 --> 00:28:12.360
 that the

00:28:12.360 --> 00:28:12.740
 gospel

00:28:12.740 --> 00:28:13.380
 is

00:28:13.380 --> 00:28:13.700
 Jesus

00:28:13.700 --> 00:28:14.160
 Christ

00:28:14.160 --> 00:28:14.500
 came

00:28:14.500 --> 00:28:14.700
 into

00:28:14.700 --> 00:28:14.900
 the

00:28:14.900 --> 00:28:15.120
 world

00:28:15.120 --> 00:28:15.360
 to

00:28:15.360 --> 00:28:15.660
 save

00:28:15.660 --> 00:28:16.080
 sinners

00:28:16.080 --> 00:28:16.300
 of

00:28:16.300 --> 00:28:16.539
 whom

00:28:16.539 --> 00:28:16.759
 I

00:28:16.759 --> 00:28:16.880
 am

00:28:16.880 --> 00:28:17.019
 the

00:28:17.019 --> 00:28:17.460
 worst

00:28:17.460 --> 00:28:19.080
 there

00:28:19.080 --> 00:28:19.160
 have

00:28:19.160 --> 00:28:19.259
 been

00:28:19.259 --> 00:28:19.620
 few

00:28:19.620 --> 00:28:20.460
 Christians

00:28:20.460 --> 00:28:20.800
 who

00:28:20.800 --> 00:28:20.940
 were

00:28:20.940 --> 00:28:21.000
 as

00:28:21.000 --> 00:28:21.420
 passionate

00:28:21.420 --> 00:28:21.720
 for

00:28:21.720 --> 00:28:21.900
 God

00:28:21.900 --> 00:28:22.080
 as

00:28:22.080 --> 00:28:22.420
 Paul

00:28:22.420 --> 00:28:24.420
 and

00:28:24.420 --> 00:28:24.720
 Paul

00:28:24.720 --> 00:28:25.180
 knew

00:28:25.180 --> 00:28:25.779
 that

00:28:25.779 --> 00:28:26.300
 spiritual

00:28:26.300 --> 00:28:26.860
 apathy

00:28:26.860 --> 00:28:27.380
 is not

00:28:27.380 --> 00:28:27.519
 a

00:28:27.519 --> 00:28:27.759
 one

00:28:27.759 --> 00:28:27.960
 off

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 problem

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 as

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 you

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 walk

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 in

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 obedience

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 to

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 him

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 you

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 will

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 continually

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 struggle

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 in

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 that

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 fight

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 between

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 loving

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 God

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 above

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 all

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 other

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 things

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 and

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 placing

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 other

00:28:37.800 --> 00:28:38.160
 things

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 before

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 him

00:28:39.000 --> 00:28:40.720
 apathy

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 is a

00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:41.759
 continuous

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 fight

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 that we

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 need

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 to do

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 but here's

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 the beautiful

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 thing

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 when God

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 exposes

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 the areas

00:28:48.840 --> 00:28:49.200
 of your

00:28:49.200 --> 00:28:49.620
 life

00:28:49.620 --> 00:28:50.000
 where you

00:28:50.000 --> 00:28:50.500
 need to

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 love him

00:28:51.220 --> 00:28:51.580
 more

00:28:51.580 --> 00:28:52.100
 and where

00:28:52.100 --> 00:28:52.400
 you are

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 loving

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 something

00:28:53.160 --> 00:28:53.500
 else

00:28:53.500 --> 00:28:53.900
 he

00:28:53.900 --> 00:28:54.240
 does

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 it

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 so you

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 can

00:28:54.980 --> 00:28:55.500
 understand

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 the gospel

00:28:56.000 --> 00:28:56.400
 better

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 because

00:28:58.299 --> 00:29:00.159
 though we

00:29:00.159 --> 00:29:00.659
 may be

00:29:00.659 --> 00:29:01.240
 indifferent

00:29:01.240 --> 00:29:01.899
 to God

00:29:01.899 --> 00:29:02.440
 in many

00:29:02.440 --> 00:29:02.940
 areas

00:29:02.940 --> 00:29:03.279
 of our

00:29:03.279 --> 00:29:03.799
 lives

00:29:03.799 --> 00:29:05.079
 walking

00:29:05.079 --> 00:29:05.720
 past

00:29:05.720 --> 00:29:06.399
 like those

00:29:06.399 --> 00:29:06.839
 18

00:29:06.839 --> 00:29:07.319
 Chinese

00:29:07.319 --> 00:29:07.720
 people

00:29:07.720 --> 00:29:08.099
 did

00:29:08.099 --> 00:29:09.419
 he

00:29:09.419 --> 00:29:09.839
 is

00:29:09.839 --> 00:29:10.240
 never

00:29:10.240 --> 00:29:10.899
 indifferent

00:29:10.899 --> 00:29:11.919
 to us

00:29:11.920 --> 00:29:14.060
 Jesus

00:29:14.060 --> 00:29:15.220
 passion

00:29:15.220 --> 00:29:15.560
 was

00:29:15.560 --> 00:29:15.880
 shown

00:29:15.880 --> 00:29:16.080
 in

00:29:16.080 --> 00:29:16.440
 dying

00:29:16.440 --> 00:29:16.840
 on

00:29:16.840 --> 00:29:17.000
 a

00:29:17.000 --> 00:29:17.460
 cross

00:29:17.460 --> 00:29:17.740
 for

00:29:17.740 --> 00:29:18.460
 apathetic

00:29:18.460 --> 00:29:19.100
 unloving

00:29:19.100 --> 00:29:19.560
 people

00:29:19.560 --> 00:29:20.220
 like you

00:29:20.220 --> 00:29:21.200
 and me

00:29:21.200 --> 00:29:23.440
 so that

00:29:23.440 --> 00:29:24.340
 our hearts

00:29:24.340 --> 00:29:24.680
 will be

00:29:24.680 --> 00:29:25.140
 changed

00:29:25.140 --> 00:29:25.519
 to have

00:29:25.519 --> 00:29:26.279
 a consuming

00:29:26.279 --> 00:29:26.920
 passion

00:29:26.920 --> 00:29:27.620
 for him

00:29:27.620 --> 00:29:29.620
 to be

00:29:29.620 --> 00:29:30.180
 obeying

00:29:30.180 --> 00:29:30.600
 him

00:29:30.600 --> 00:29:31.840
 to not

00:29:31.840 --> 00:29:32.380
 just walk

00:29:32.380 --> 00:29:32.800
 past

00:29:32.800 --> 00:29:33.279
 to not

00:29:33.279 --> 00:29:33.580
 say

00:29:33.580 --> 00:29:34.980
 not now

00:29:34.980 --> 00:29:35.620
 but later

00:29:35.620 --> 00:29:36.820
 but to say

00:29:36.820 --> 00:29:37.240
 God

00:29:37.240 --> 00:29:38.420
 now here

00:29:38.420 --> 00:29:38.980
 I am

00:29:38.980 --> 00:29:40.259
 what do

00:29:40.259 --> 00:29:40.519
 you want

00:29:40.519 --> 00:29:40.800
 me to

00:29:40.800 --> 00:29:41.160
 do

00:29:41.160 --> 00:29:42.000
 change

00:29:42.000 --> 00:29:42.720
 my heart

00:29:42.720 --> 00:29:43.420
 I want

00:29:43.420 --> 00:29:43.660
 to be

00:29:43.660 --> 00:29:44.200
 passionate

00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:44.820
 for you

00:29:44.820 --> 00:29:46.019
 let's

00:29:46.019 --> 00:29:46.320
 pray

00:29:46.319 --> 00:29:48.559
 to be

00:29:48.559 --> 00:29:49.119
 what do

00:29:49.119 --> 00:29:50.359
 you have

00:29:50.359 --> 00:29:50.919
 to be

00:29:50.919 --> 00:29:51.079
 an

00:29:51.079 --> 00:29:51.460
ью

00:29:56.799 --> 00:29:58.059
 to be

00:29:58.059 --> 00:29:58.220
 one

00:29:58.220 --> 00:29:59.439
 of

00:29:59.439 --> 00:30:00.639
 four

00:30:00.639 --> 00:30:01.339
 his

00:30:01.339 --> 00:30:01.659
 but

00:30:01.659 --> 00:30:02.159
 he

00:30:02.159 --> 00:30:02.659
 has

00:30:02.659 --> 00:30:03.039
 to be

00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:04.779
 as

00:30:04.779 --> 00:30:05.099
 he

00:30:05.099 --> 00:30:05.399
 said

00:30:05.399 --> 00:30:06.139
 he

00:30:06.139 --> 00:30:07.019
 has

00:30:07.019 --> 00:30:07.740
 one

00:30:08.799 --> 00:30:09.099
 some

00:30:09.099 --> 00:30:09.700
 he

00:30:09.700 --> 00:30:10.279
 and

00:30:10.279 --> 00:30:10.859
 he

00:30:10.859 --> 00:30:12.259
 has

00:30:12.259 --> 00:30:12.759
 clged

00:30:12.759 --> 00:30:13.259
 away

00:30:13.259 --> 00:30:13.480
 and

00:30:13.480 --> 00:30:14.240
 he

00:30:14.939 --> 00:30:15.399
 but

00:30:15.399 --> 00:30:15.859
 I

00:30:15.859 --> 00:30:15.980
 wanted