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 Last month in Tokyo, there was an exhibition.

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 It was an exhibition that was put on for anybody who worked in,

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 if I can use the phrase, the funeral industry.

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 And at the exhibition, there was a particular thing that was launched.

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 In Japan, apparently there is a shortage of human resources

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 when it comes to people who can lead funerals.

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 And so, a new robot has been designed.

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 Hey, can we have a picture, please?

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 This is Pepper, the robot, principally designed to lead Buddhist funerals,

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 but I guess, bearing in mind he's a robot, you can program him to do whatever you want.

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 But Pepper hasn't actually been hired yet to preside, funnily enough.

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 But there it is. Watch this space.

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 Clive, I was just wondering if we could get them to chair meetings for us

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 and attend synods and stuff like that.

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 In the reading that we had this morning,

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 I want to focus in on one particular phrase that they said,

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 which is what Paul and Barnabas, this comes from the book of Acts,

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 which tells the story of the early church.

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 So Jesus has been among his disciples, he's died, he's come back to life,

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 he's gone back to heaven.

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 He sends his Holy Spirit and we see the church in action at this time.

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 And as this happens in this story, we see a healing take place.

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 We see people are healed and the crowds begin to go around

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 because they can't believe that someone has been healed miraculously.

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 And they go nuts over it.

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 And to the extent that they start actually bowing down to Paul and Barnabas,

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 who have prayed just as this healing has happened.

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 And they respond to this saying, no, look, we too are human.

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 We're human.

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 Now, robots didn't exist in those days, so they're not trying to say we're not robots.

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 They're saying we're not divine.

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 But yet, the point is, is that sometimes we can think that, you know,

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 that the stories we read of in the scriptures that are mind-blowing,

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 whether it's people healed or whatever it may be,

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 these extraordinary signs and wonders of God,

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 and they can be so removed from our own human experience,

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 we can think, where's the humanity in this?

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 These can't be human beings.

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 These people must be robots, or must be divine themselves,

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 but there's something that isn't human in it.

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 What I actually love about not just this story,

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 and not just the whole of the book of Acts,

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 which tells the story of the earliest Christians,

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 but the whole of scripture is that it actually talks,

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 the stories that are there are stories about real human beings

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 who experience an extraordinary God.

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 And so they were made of flesh.

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 They weren't robots.

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 They weren't themselves divine.

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 They were ordinary people like you and me,

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 but experienced extraordinary things.

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 They experienced the mix of the good and the bad and the ugly.

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 stories of real people that experience both joy and suffering,

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 who experience opportunity and opposition,

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 who experience blessing and sorrow.

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 And in just these few verses,

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 we see people who are, on the one hand,

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 coming to faith, and it's really exciting,

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 and the early church is growing,

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 and yet at the same time we hear of people

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 who start to resent that

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 and begin to plot against the early Christians.

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 We see stories of healing and miracles,

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 and yet we also see them trying to stone Paul to death.

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 And that theme, that juxtaposition of the amazingly exciting

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 and the horrific going hand in hand

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 is something that runs right through the Bible,

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 and we see it compacted in these few verses

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 that we have read to us this morning.

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 Now, whatever our own lives might look like,

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 I think we can relate to all of that

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 by the reality, the simple but very, very great reality,

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 that life is a mix of the good and the bad.

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 Whatever we have going on in our lives right now,

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 whatever you have going on in your life right now,

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 my guess is that it's going to be a mix of good stuff

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 and the not so good.

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 Sure, we might have a particular day,

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 a week or a month or even a year,

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 that is absolutely awful,

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 where everything seems to be going wrong.

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 On the other hand, we might be having a really good day.

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 But most of the time,

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 most of life is a bit of a mix of the good and the not good.

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 And that is where this reading can really speak to us.

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 Because we can ask ourselves the question,

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 how was it then that these two people,

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 Paul and Barnabas,

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 dealt with that reality of the good and the ugly going on at the same time?

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 And I think the hint lies in the verse,

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 which wasn't read to us,

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 but lies at the very end of the chapter,

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 right before this story from the book of Acts,

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 where we're told simply that the disciples,

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 that is the followers of Jesus,

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 were filled with joy and with the Holy Spirit.

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 See, the reason why I think that is the insight,

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 it's how they actually went through life and lived life like this,

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 is because for them,

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 they knew where their focus was.

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 Even though there was the mix of the good and the painful in their lives,

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 they knew where their focus needed to be.

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 There's a saying, a phrase,

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 and I don't know who first came up with it,

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 but it's been around a few years,

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 and it goes like this,

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 glance at your problems,

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 but gaze upon God.

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 Glance at your problems,

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 but gaze on God.

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 And I think that's what we find in Paul and Barnabas

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 and those early followers of Jesus.

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 That is what they did,

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 and that is how they survived.

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 That is not only how they survived,

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 but how they flourished,

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 because they knew that that is the way to deal

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 with the mix of the good and the not so good in life.

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 Glance at your problems,

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 but gaze upon God.

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 Let's just think about what that might mean.

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 When you're driving a car,

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 if you're sat behind the wheel,

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 and you're going along the road,

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 my guess is,

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 you're going to be gazing through the windscreen.

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 Now, when I say gaze,

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 I don't mean in a trance.

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 I mean gazing as in focused.

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 You're going to be looking at what's going on,

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 hopefully immediately in front of you.

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 You're also going to be,

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 hopefully, looking ahead at what's further ahead of you.

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 That's what I mean by gazing.

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 But also,

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 you're going to be taking the occasional glance

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 in your mirrors,

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 either side and in your rear view mirror.

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 What would happen

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 if you did it the other way around?

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 In other words,

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 your gaze was in your mirrors,

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 and you took the occasional glance in front.

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 And yet, that's exactly what happens,

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 I think,

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 with us in the way we live our lives

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 when it comes to the relationship

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 between the mess and the problems that we have,

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 and we all have it going on in our lives,

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 and God.

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 That we instinctively

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 gaze upon what's going wrong

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 and take the occasional glance at God.

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 You might even send up the occasional prayer.

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 These people in Scripture,

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 in the Bible,

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 Paul, Barnabas,

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 and all the rest,

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 they were ordinary human beings,

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 but they grasped

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 the importance of getting it the other way around.

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 To glance

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 at your problems,

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 but to gaze upon God.

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 Now,

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 let's see what

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 that doesn't mean.

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 It doesn't mean

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 burying your head in the sand.

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 It doesn't mean denying

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 the reality of problems.

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 It just means

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 the way in which

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 we allow ourselves

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 to become preoccupied.

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 A few years ago,

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 when I used to live in Devon,

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 I was going to buy

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 a laptop one day,

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 I went into

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 this shop,

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 and

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 a sales assistant

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 came over

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 and asked

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 what I was looking for.

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 We got about

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 a minute or so

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 into a conversation,

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 and his phone rang,

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 and he said to me,

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 sorry,

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 do you mind if I just take that?

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 Fair enough.

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 And he said,

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 sorry,

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 it's just that I'm trying

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 to sell my car right now,

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 and I think this could be

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 an important call.

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 And off he went.

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 Now,

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 call me old-fashioned,

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 but my understanding

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 of a sales assistant

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 in a shop

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 is that their primary purpose,

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 their role,

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 is to sell

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 the stuff

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 that is in the shop.

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 Now,

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 let's just say

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 this particular sales assistant

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 didn't succeed

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 in assisting

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 a sale with me

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 on that particular occasion.

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 I've no idea

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 if he sold his car.

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 The thing is,

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 you see,

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 his mind was in the wrong place.

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 His preoccupation

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 was elsewhere.

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 And sometimes people

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 might think

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 that Christians,

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 when they talk about prayer,

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 and particularly

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 if they come out

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 with a phrase

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 like the one

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 I'm using right now,

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 you know,

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 glance at your problems

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 but gaze upon God,

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 that it's that.

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 It's kind of like

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 being away with the fairies.

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 It's just like,

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 you know,

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 you ignore,

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 pretend that reality

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 doesn't exist

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 because you're

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 preoccupied

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 with this idea

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 of a God

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 in a distant heaven.

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 No,

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 it's not that at all.

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 It really isn't.

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 To gaze upon God

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 means,

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 yes,

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 we glance upon our problems.

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 We know they're there.

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 Think of the car.

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 You're driving along.

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 You know what's going on

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 in the mirror

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 because you're glancing at it.

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 But you're preoccupied

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 by what's in front.

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 Why?

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 Because you need

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 to keep moving.

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 Gaze upon your problems.

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 Gaze upon God

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 but glance upon problems.

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 It's not denying the problems.

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 It does involve

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 a shift of focus.

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 Now,

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 I'm not going to pretend

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 that's easy.

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 It's not.

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 I'm,

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 like anybody else,

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 instinctively

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 tend to gravitate

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 towards what's going wrong.

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 It's something I know

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 takes effort.

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 It's hard

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 and it's

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 counterintuitive.

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 But I believe

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 it's what we see

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 Paul and Barnabas do.

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 So let's just

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 quickly go back

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 to that reading

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 and see

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 what it is

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 that they do

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 because I think

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 there's two things

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 that stand out

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 that gives us

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 a little bit

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 of practical advice

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 as to what that

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 actually might mean

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 in real life terms.

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 To glance at your problems

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 but to gaze upon God.

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 The first is this.

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 They keep going.

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 You know,

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 when trouble

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 comes their way

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 and there's a fair dose

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 of it in just

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 these few verses

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 of scripture,

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 Paul nearly gets

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 stoned to death.

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 But they keep going.

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 Verse 3 tells us

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 Paul and Barnabas

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 spent considerable time

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 there.

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 Then in verse 7

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 it says

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 they continued

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 to preach.

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 In other words,

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 they didn't stop.

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 They didn't give up

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 the first hurdle.

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 They carried on.

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 They kept on

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 keeping on.

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 I've just had

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 that amazing privilege

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 of being on sabbatical

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 for three months.

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 I'm smiling.

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 I'm happy.

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 Even though it's September.

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 But whilst I was

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 on sabbatical

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 one of the things

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 I was able to do

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 was go to a few churches

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 where I'm not the minister

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 and where I just pitched up.

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 And a few churches

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 not in the immediate vicinity

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 but within the region.

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 And it was a wonderful experience.

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 One particular Sunday

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 I was sat in a church

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 in Bristol

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 and somebody was telling

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 a story.

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 A story about how

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 they were going through

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 a really, really tough time.

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 And because they were

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 going through a tough time

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 they were crying out

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 to God in prayer.

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 They were convinced

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 and the phrase

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 that they used was this

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 that they were at the end

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 of their tether.

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 I don't know if you've ever

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 used that phrase before.

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 I know I have.

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 They felt that they were

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 at the end of their tether

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 and that they made their prayer.

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 And they cried out to God

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 in their prayer

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 Lord I am at the end

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 of my tether.

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 Now they said they felt

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 a very, very real answer back.

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 Not an audible voice

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 but they sensed

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 an overwhelming feeling

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 that God was actually saying

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 you're telling me

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 that you're at the end

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 of your tether.

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 You're not.

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 Now as another human being

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 I would not ever say that

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 to another human being.

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 I wouldn't say to somebody else

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 no you're not.

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 Because that would

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 that would seem like

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 I'm not human.

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 It would seem like

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 I don't take them seriously.

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 But I think God's entitled

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 to talk like that

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 to people when he wants to.

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 Now this person

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 they couldn't prove

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 that it was God

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 speaking to them

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 but it was this overwhelming

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 sense of liberation

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 came over them.

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 This sense of peace

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 that actually God

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 was saying to them

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 no your perception

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 your perception

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 is that you've got

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 no more left to give.

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 That you're at the end

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 of that tether.

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 That you cannot go any further

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 no matter how far

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 you dig deep.

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 There is nothing left.

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 But no.

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 You're wrong.

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 There is far more there

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 and I'm going to help you.

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 And I think that is a basic

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 simple reality

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 that is there

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 that often our perception

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 is that we've hitched the end

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 and we've got nothing left

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 inside of us.

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 I want to say to you

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 that if you ever feel that way

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 just remember that story

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 I've just shared

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 because God's view of you

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 is different from your view of you.

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 Paul and Barnabas

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 kept on keeping on

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 because they knew

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 that the God

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 upon whom they gazed

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 was so much bigger

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 upon the problems

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 upon which they glanced.

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 The second thing

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 that we can put out of this

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 and I want to come back

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 to where we started

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 is when they said

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 to the crowds

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 we too are only human.

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 As the crowd started going

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 absolute bananas

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 over the response

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 to the prayer

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 that they just made

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 when somebody had been healed

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 they said no no

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 there's nothing special about us

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 we too are human.

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 Translated into a practical strategy

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 in terms of

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 what it means to

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 glance at your problems

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 but to gaze upon God

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 it tells us this

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 quite simply

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 they pointed away

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 from themselves

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 and to God.

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 They pointed away

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 from themselves.

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 See that's what it means

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 to gaze upon God

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 means not to gaze

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 inwardly on yourself

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 not to become

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 preoccupied

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 with what you've got

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 going on

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 in yourself.

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 Notice

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 not only did they

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 glance at their problems

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 but they only glanced

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 at the miracle as well.

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 Somebody had just

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 been healed.

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 If you or I

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 were in that situation

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 that's where our attention

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 would be

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 but not theirs.

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 You see it applied

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 to everything

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 both the good

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 and the exciting

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 and the amazing

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 as well as the bad.

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 They just glanced on it

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 because their focus

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 their preoccupation

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 was on God.