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 Good morning.

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 Good morning.

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 My name, for those of you who don't know me, is Eric.

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 I'm the youth director here at Watermark Church.

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 I'm really excited to get to share with you guys today.

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 I want to start out by telling you a story.

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 A story about a time a year and a half ago,

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 when I had a motorcycle crash.

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 Now, if you haven't heard this story before, don't feel sorry for me.

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 It was me being stupid that caused the accident.

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 My friends and I were on vacation in the Philippines.

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 I'd driven a motorcycle before, and we thought,

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 hey, it'd be fun to rent motorcycles and go for a ride.

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 So we rented some motorcycles, we went for a drive.

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 It was beautiful, blue skies, clean air, mountains on the horizon,

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 getting closer and closer and closer.

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 And then I took a turn too wide, tried to stop,

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 but hit the gravel on the side and spilled.

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 And now, for those of you who have never been in a motorcycle accident before,

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 here's what I want you to know.

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 The time when your motorcycle is going down

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 is one of the most terrifying moments in your life ever.

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 Because in this exact moment, you realize,

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 there is absolutely nothing I can do to save myself.

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 There's no amount of exercise that I can do,

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 no amount of dieting, no amount of studying in school to help myself right now.

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 Nothing I've ever done in my life up to this moment is going to help me survive

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 when the bike lands on the ground.

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 And as you're thinking these thoughts, you also have your life flash before your eyes.

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 And you think of all the significant relationships in your life,

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 and you're like, oh, if I could talk to that person one more time,

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 what would I say differently?

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 And it flashes through your head for like 10 different people.

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 And you're trying to make split-second decisions about how you want to land the bike

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 to try and minimize the pain when you hit the ground.

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 And magically, time warps so that all of this stuff flies through your head in about two seconds.

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 And in those two seconds, you recognize your absolute, utter dependence on God for survival

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 in a way that you probably have never realized it before in your life.

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 And the reason I tell this story is because we've been talking about Jonah the past couple weeks.

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 And today we pick up Jonah's story at a point where he recognizes his absolute need for God in order to survive.

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 If you haven't been here the past couple weeks, I'm going to do a brief recap.

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 If you want more in-depth about the story up to this point,

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 you can listen to the podcast on our website from Graham and Althea's sermons the past two weeks.

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 But basically, Jonah is a prophet.

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 And we said that the story of Jonah is actually a story about a great God who shows great grace.

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 And this great God reaches out to Jonah and he says,

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 I want you to take a message to this great city called Nineveh.

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 This city is wicked. This city is bloodthirsty.

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 This city is going to be destroyed in 40 days unless they change their ways.

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 And Jonah says, uh-uh, I'm not going to do it.

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 And he runs away from God.

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 He says, get me as far away from Nineveh as possible.

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 He gets on a boat sailing in the opposite direction.

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 He goes on board, starts taking a nap, and a storm hits the boat.

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 Huge waves are coming so that the men on the boat are terrified for their lives.

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 And they come and they wake him up and they say, pray to your God, Jonah.

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 We don't know if he has any power to do anything, but pray to him.

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 The men on the boat start trying to figure out whose fault the storm is,

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 who caused this storm.

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 And they figure out that it's Jonah.

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 When they ask him, why is this your fault?

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 He says, oh, you know, my God, he's in charge of the heavens and the sea,

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 and I'm running away from him.

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 And they say, okay, what do we have to do to you to make this storm go away?

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 Because we don't want to die because of you.

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 And now I think at this point God was giving Jonah a second chance to obey.

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 I think Jonah could have said, turn the boat towards Nineveh.

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 I've got to go there.

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 But instead he said, I would rather die than obey.

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 Throw me overboard.

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 And so they throw him overboard.

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 And that's where we left off the story last week.

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 They throw him overboard.

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 The storm calms down.

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 And these men recognize Jonah's God is powerful.

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 And they fear the Lord.

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 And they make sacrifices to him.

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 And then we just sort of left Jonah in the ocean.

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 And today we're going to pick up the story right there and continue on.

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 And what I want us to see today is that when God's children cry out to him from their distress,

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 that he hears them and answers them for the sake of his glory.

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 The first thing that I want us to see is that when Jonah prays to God, God hears and answers.

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 Now, growing up in the church, I heard the story of Jonah over and over and over again.

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 And I had this picture in my head of how the story played out from this point.

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 That Jonah sort of gets thrown overboard.

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 Ah!

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 And like the moment that the first part of his body touched the sea, the sea instantly went calm.

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 And he splashed into the water and then he was just sort of floating there.

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 And yeah, the land was probably pretty far away, but he was in no immediate danger.

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 Just sort of floating there.

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 And maybe the men on the boat were like, swim that way to the land.

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 And he was like, oh, okay, it's going to be a long swim, but I can do it.

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 And he starts paddling along.

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 And as he's in this place, a huge fish comes out of the water and swallows him up.

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 And he's like, oh no, now I'm in trouble.

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 And he starts praying to God, God save me.

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 And he travels down the digestive system of this fish and gets to the stomach,

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 which is this miraculously huge stomach that's like the size of my bedroom,

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 which is not miraculously huge for a bedroom, but which would be miraculously huge for a stomach,

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 where he has this incredible, you know, prayer session with God.

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 And he's dancing around in the fish's belly.

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 And you know, it's like the VeggieTales movie.

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 Did anyone see that?

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 That was like my picture of what happens to Jonah from this point.

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 But as I read the text, I realized that's not how the story happens from this point.

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 Yes, Jonah gets thrown overboard and the sea calms down when he gets in the water,

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 but it's not instant.

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 Because as we look at Jonah's prayer, we see that the waves crashed on top of him.

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 These huge waves that were threatening to down the boat,

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 smashed on top of an individual who was just in the water.

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 Maybe he could swim, maybe he couldn't.

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 But even if he could, his ability to swim was no match for the waves that were crashing in over him,

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 pushing him down, down, down into the depths of the ocean.

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 And he sunk deeper and deeper and deeper to the floor of the ocean.

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 He couldn't breathe anything.

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 If he tried to breathe anything in, he would swallow gulps of salt water.

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 He reached the bottom of the ocean and he realized,

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 I have no chance of survival.

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 And at that moment, he cried out to God,

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 God save me!

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 And he probably blacked out from a lack of oxygen.

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 God sends a fish that swallows Jonah.

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 And the fish, rather than being the danger that Jonah needs to be saved from,

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 the fish is actually the path of salvation for Jonah.

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 Because he was on the verge of drowning.

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 Jonah wakes up inside the fish and it's pitch black.

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 And his first thought was probably,

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 I'm dead.

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 This is what death is like.

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 Smells really bad.

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 Dark.

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 Pretty wet.

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 But eventually he would have realized,

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 I'm not dead.

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 God has saved me.

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 And there was one writer,

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 he wrote up an account of what it may have been like inside the fish.

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 And I just want to read this to you,

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 so that we can get a picture of what life would be like inside the fish.

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 Pitch black.

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 Sloshing gastric juices wash over you.

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 Burning skin, eyes, throat, nostrils.

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 Oxygen is scarce,

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 and each frantic gulp of air is saturated with salt water.

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 The rancid smell of digested food causes you to throw up repeatedly

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 until you only have dry heaves left.

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 Everything you touch has the slimy feel of the mucous membrane

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 that lines the stomach.

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 You feel claustrophobic.

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 With every turn and dive of the great fish,

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 you slip and slide in the cesspool of digestive fluid.

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 There are no footholds, no blankets to keep you warm from the cold, clammy depths of the sea.

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 Jonah awoke to find himself in this miserable condition.

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 And when he awoke, he began to pray.

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 But unlike what we would expect, his prayer is not, God save me from this.

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 His prayer is, God, thank you for saving me.

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 He says, I was on the verge of death and I cried out to you and you heard me.

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 You answered me.

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 You saved me.

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 And yeah, this place that I'm in right now is pretty miserable,

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 but I'm alive because God heard me and God answers my prayers.

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 And what I want us to see is that God hears us and answers our prayers.

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 When God's children cry out to him, he hears us.

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 He hears each of our individual specific prayers and cares about them.

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 God's not limited by things like cell phone range.

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 Jonah was in the middle of the ocean.

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 Not just in the middle of the ocean, but under the middle of the ocean.

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 And God heard his prayer.

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 God's not limited by things like our ability to communicate.

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 If Jonah yelled out his prayer, it probably sounded like,

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 Blub, blub, blub.

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 But God heard.

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 God understood.

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 It may have been that Jonah just mentally acknowledged,

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 God, I need you.

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 Save me.

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 But even that was enough for God to hear, to understand, to care, and to respond.

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 God's not limited in our ability to communicate or our location as to whether he can answer our prayers.

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 The thing that keeps God from answering our prayers is our unwillingness to offer our prayers to him in the first place.

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 God hears.

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 God cares.

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 God loves us.

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 And God answers.

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 So for us, maybe we're in danger of losing our job.

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 When we pray to God, he hears, he cares, he answers.

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 Maybe we don't know where we're going to live next month, and we are stressed and anxious about having a place for our family to stay.

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 When we pray, God hears, he cares, he loves us, he answers.

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 Maybe we're parents and our kids are, we just don't know what's happening to them.

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 We don't know where they're going in life, but we don't think it's a good place.

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 And we cry out to God, he hears, he cares, he loves, he answers.

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 And he doesn't just hear and answer prayers, he hears and answers our prayers.

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 But as we can see from Jonah, he doesn't always answer them necessarily the way that we would want or expect him to.

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 And that's because when God answers prayers, he doesn't do it for the sake of our convenience or ease.

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 He has a bigger plan in place.

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 You know, if God's primary purpose in saving Jonah was Jonah's comfort and ease,

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 there are lots of other ways that he could have saved Jonah.

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 He could have sent along Free Willy,

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 and Free Willy could have scooped up Jonah and swam him nice to shore on his back,

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 dropped him off on the shore, and Jonah's safe.

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 And Willy is free, yes.

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 God could have magically made it so that the storm just pushed Jonah to the shore,

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 and Jonah was safe.

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 But that's not how God saved Jonah,

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 because God's primary concern with Jonah was not Jonah's comfort and ease,

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 but something else in Jonah's life.

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 God wanted Jonah to see that Jonah needed God's salvation just as much as the pagans that Jonah was sent to reach.

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 God wanted Jonah to have time to reflect on the fact that he needed God desperately,

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 continually, every single moment of every single day of his life.

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 And so the path that God chose to save Jonah was one that gave Jonah lots of time to be able to focus,

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 to be able to think, to be able to reflect on what have I done?

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 How has God worked in my life to save me?

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 And I think for us, a lot of times when we pray, it's easy to see the way we want the prayer to be answered,

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 and to lose sight of what God is actually doing in our situation if he answers us a different way than we would have hoped for.

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 You know, this happened with Jonah, right?

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 If he was focused on the prayer being answered the way he wanted,

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 there are so many things he could have complained about.

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 Hey God, it's dark in here. Could you give me a little light?

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 It smells really bad.

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 You know, there's a reason that Ikea doesn't sell scented candles that are stomach acid and dead fish scented, right?

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 Because it doesn't smell good.

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 And if Jonah wanted his prayer answered the way he wanted it,

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 he could have complained about so many things.

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 God, I'm uncomfortable, I'm cold, I'm wet.

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 God, there's not much air in here.

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 He may have actually been fading in and out of consciousness during his time in the fish's belly

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 because there was so little air in there.

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 That's something he could have complained about.

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 But as we look at his prayer in Jonah chapter 2, we don't see this complaint.

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 We see in verse 2 that,

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 In verse 6, he says,

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 In verse 7,

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 God, my prayer came to you into your holy temple that you heard me, you answered me, you have saved me.

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 Yeah, my situation is not ideal right now, but God, you heard.

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 God, you answered.

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 And I'm going to live through this difficult time knowing that you're still God.

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 Knowing that you're still in charge.

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 I think a lot of times we live our lives with this belief that life is about us.

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 We are the center of the universe.

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 Everything in life is created for our benefit, our joy, our comfort, our ease.

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 And when God answers prayer,

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 He doesn't answer prayers to reinforce that belief in our hearts.

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 He answers prayers to point us to something bigger, something beyond ourselves, to point us to Him.

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 You know, there's a time in my life where I prayed a prayer to God,

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 and I wanted Him to answer in a certain way,

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 and got so frustrated when He wasn't answering the way that I wanted Him to.

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 It was a couple months after I had moved to Hong Kong.

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 You know, I first moved to Hong Kong,

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 and all of the people that I had known my entire life were gone.

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 They were back in the States, and I was here by myself.

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 All of the routines that I had established throughout my life, gone.

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 All of the clubs and activities, done.

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 My schedule was empty.

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 I had no friends.

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 I had nothing to do and no one to do it with.

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 And at first, I expected that, because I'm in a new place,

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 and there's this excitement of being in a new place,

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 a new experience, new adventure,

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 and then a few months go by,

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 and the place stops being so new.

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 And still I had no friends.

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 And still I had nothing really to do.

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 And I started to feel lonely.

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 And the loneliness turned into depression.

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 And I was like,

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 God, I don't like this feeling.

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 I don't want this feeling.

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 Please take it away.

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 And I realized that as I prayed to God,

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 I expected Him to answer in this certain way.

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 I expected Him to just take those feelings that I was having

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 and throw them out the window.

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 But I realized, looking back,

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 that what I was doing there is I was trying to use God for my purposes.

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 Because I didn't like the way that I was feeling,

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 and I wanted God to change that.

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 And so I prayed to Him,

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 God, do what I want for me.

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 Because I worked at a church,

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 and I didn't want the people at the church to know what I was going through.

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 And so I said,

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 God, please act as a shield to protect me

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 from having to be honest with people about what's going on in my life.

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 And as I prayed to God,

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 I would get frustrated,

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 because I would have day after day,

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 I would feel the same way.

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 And I would be like,

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 God, why are you not answering me?

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 Why are you not fixing me?

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 And I can see now what I couldn't see then,

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 that God actually was answering me the entire time.

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 That He was sending people into my life when I needed it,

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 to be able to be there for me and support me through this time,

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 and to help point me back to Him.

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 But because I was so focused on wanting my prayer answered in my way,

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 I missed it.

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 I went on for months and months,

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 thinking that God was ignoring me,

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 and that God didn't care about my prayers.

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 When in reality,

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 it was just that I didn't have the perspective to see how He was working in my life.

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 Just like Jonah,

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 I was living in this reality,

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 that God was answering my prayer in a way that was not the way I would have picked,

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 as my primary option for Him to answer it.

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 But unlike Jonah,

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 I didn't have the perspective to see that that's what He was doing at the time.

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 And just like Jonah,

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 God answered my prayers in the way that He did,

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 because He had a lot of lessons that I needed to learn during that time.

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 I needed to learn to depend on Him,

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 whether I felt like He was doing what He should be doing or not.

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 I had a lot of lessons I needed to learn about myself,

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 about how I'm not as strong as I always thought I was.

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 He needed me to learn about my need for community in my life,

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 about how I need to be open with people,

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 and share about my weaknesses,

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 and not put on this front that says I'm stronger and better than I am.

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 And He's taught me these lessons over the past few years

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 that I never could have learned

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 if He had just given me the answer to my prayer that I wanted

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 when I first asked for it.

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 But because I didn't see what He was doing or how He was doing it,

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 I missed that fact that He was answering me for so, so long.

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 And my question for us today is,

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 how often do we miss the ways that God's working in our lives

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 because He's not working in the way we would have picked?

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 How often do we offer up a prayer and say,

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 God's not answering me

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 because He's not answering in the way we would have wanted Him to answer us?

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 How often do we get angry and frustrated at God

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 because we lack the perspective to understand what He's doing

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 or why He's doing it?

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 How often do we miss the lessons that God's trying to teach us?

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 Because He's not teaching us those lessons

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 in the way that we want to learn them.

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 When God answers prayer,

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 it's not always about our ease and comfort.

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 It's not about teaching us that we are the center of the universe.

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 It's about pointing us to something greater and bigger than ourselves.

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 What is that something else?

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 It's His glory.

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 It's His glory.

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 God answers our prayers

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 to point us and the world around us back to Him.

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 To show us that He is a great God.

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 That He does love us.

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 That He does care.

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 That He is powerful.

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 With Jonah, you can see this.

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 Jonah, he gets thrown into the ocean.

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 He deserves to die.

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 But God saves him.

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 Why?

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 First, that Jonah can see how powerful and amazing God is

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 and how much Jonah needs God's salvation in his own life.

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 But there's a bigger plan to it.

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 God also saved Jonah so that Jonah could take that message of salvation

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 to the city of Nineveh.

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 And He could share with the city of Nineveh the fact that there is a God

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 that you are under His judgment right now.

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 And that you deserve to be destroyed.

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 But He loves you enough that He's giving you another chance.

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 He loves you enough that He's telling you in advance

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 so that you have a chance to turn back and trust in Him.

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 And so God saves Jonah so that Jonah can experience His great grace.

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 God saves Jonah so that the city of Nineveh can experience His great grace.

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 But even beyond that, God saves Jonah so that we can hear about His great grace.

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 If God ignored Jonah's prayer and just gave him what he deserved,

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 Jonah drowns on the bottom of the ocean.

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 End of story. No big deal.

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 But because God saved Jonah,

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 because God sent Jonah back to Nineveh,

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 because Jonah was able to deliver this message,

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 we today in 21st century Hong Kong get to hear about and know about God's grace

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 through God answering this man's prayer thousands of years ago.

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 We get to look at the city of Nineveh and know,

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 hey, there's nothing that we can do,

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 no amount of badness that we can do

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 that makes us too bad for God to love us and forgive us.

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 We today can look at Jonah,

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 and we can know that there is no distance that we can run from God

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 that's too far for Him to find us and bring us back into His love.

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 God saved Jonah for the sake of Jonah,

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 for the sake of Nineveh,

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 and for the sake of Christians throughout the years,

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 so that we can hear about His grace

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 and see this tangible example of it being played out in history.

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 And the reason for that is that the story of Jonah

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 is not just a story about a man and a fish.

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 It's primarily a story about God that just happens to involve a man and a fish.

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 Let me say that again.

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 The story of Jonah is not primarily about a man and a fish.

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 It's primarily a story about God that happens to involve a man and a fish.

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 If it was just a story about a man and a fish,

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 we could tell it to kids and be like,

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 Obey the first time! Don't be like Jonah!

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 And that's about all the good that the story would do for us, right?

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 But because the story is about God,

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 we get to learn things about God's unchanging character

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 that happened in the past,

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 and we can see how we can trust God today

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 because of how He has acted in the past.

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 We can know that He forgives

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 because He's the same God today as He was then.

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 We can know that He chases down rebels

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 and shows them His unconditional love

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 because He's the same God today

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 who chased down Jonah the rebel back then.

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 We can know that He's the God who hears us when we cry out to Him

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 because He's the same God today who answered Jonah's prayer

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 when Jonah cried out to Him.

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 We can know that He doesn't always answer prayers

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 the way we would necessarily want Him to

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 because that's what He did for Jonah.

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 But we know that when He answers prayers

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 in ways that we wouldn't expect,

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 that He has a plan and a purpose behind it.

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 That He's working maybe not for our ease and our comfort,

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 but for our good.

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 Because Jonah is primarily the story about God,

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 about God's great grace,

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 about God's great love for a man and for a city.

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 And so today when we're having trials,

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 maybe we're wondering what the future holds

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 because we just got rejected from our dream school

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 or fired from our dream job.

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 Maybe we went in for some routine medical tests

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 and the results did not come back like we expected.

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 And now we're in this place where we're wondering,

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 what does this mean for my future and my family's future?

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 We have Jonah.

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 And we have God.

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 And we have the same God today

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 who heard Jonah's prayer,

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 who answered Jonah's prayer,

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 who loved Jonah even though he didn't deserve it,

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 who loved Nineveh even though they didn't deserve it.

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 And we can turn to him and trust in him.

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 And maybe the situation won't turn out like we want it to.

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 Maybe it will result in discomfort.

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 Maybe it will be difficult.

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 Maybe it will be difficult.

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 Maybe it will be difficult.

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 But we know from Jonah and Nineveh

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 that even when we can't see it,

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 that God hears us,

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 that he loves us,

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 that he answers us,

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 and that he's working through us in our world

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 to make his fame and glory known

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 to everyone around us and us.

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 Let's pray.

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 Father, we thank you for your work in the life of Jonah.

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 Thank you that when he was a rebel and was running away,

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 that you heard his prayer,

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 that you reached out to him and you saved him

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 when he did not deserve it,

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 and that you used him to go into the city of Nineveh

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 and to save them when they did not deserve it.

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 We thank you that you are the same God today,

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 that you still hear our prayers,

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 that you still answer our prayers,

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 that you still love us,

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 that you still work in us and through us.

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 And God, we pray that we would trust you today,

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 that we would have the perspective to see that you are good,

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 that even when we don't know why you're doing what you're doing,

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 that we can trust that you have a plan,

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 that you have a purpose in it,

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 and that it will end in good.

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 God, we love you.

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 Amen.