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 You are listening to a message from Southwood Presbyterian Church in Huntsville, Alabama.

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 Our passion is to experience and express grace. Join us.

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 Amen is right. That's beautiful. Thank you, Michael, for that beautiful song and reminder of our glorious Savior.

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 What a great, great Savior we have. Turn with me to Numbers chapter 21. Numbers 21.

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 It's exciting to get to celebrate the entrance of Jesus into Jerusalem, coming as the King on Palm Sunday.

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 We see Jesus there as the true King coming into Jerusalem, but we also see that Jesus is a very unusual kind of King.

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 The sobering reality is that He's coming to be exalted on a throne that you'd never expect.

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 He's coming to be lifted up, but like that song Michael just sang, lifted up was He to die on a cross.

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 So as we anticipate that kind of, that's a unique coronation.

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 One that involves death and resurrection again before the end of this week.

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 We've been talking about some images of the cross from the Old Testament.

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 Some foreshadows of what it will mean for Jesus to give His life in our place.

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 We started talking about the scapegoat in Leviticus 16 on the Day of Atonement.

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 And saw how part of what was happening on the cross is that Jesus was being sent away from the presence of God

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 to die in our place so that we could come into the presence of God and live on His merit.

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 Then last week we looked at the blood of the Lamb from Exodus 12 and the Passover.

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 And we saw how another facet of the cross is that sinners find safety

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 and are covered from the death their sin deserves only by the blood of the spotless Lamb.

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 This morning we're looking at one more, a short story.

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 It's represented there in the middle of that slide.

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 Numbers 21, as God's people on their way to the promised land are wandering for 40 years in the wilderness, right?

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 They're wandering because of their sin.

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 And time after time, what God is doing is He's teaching them to trust Him.

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 Often by showing them some very painful consequences of their sin and their lack of trust in Him.

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 This story is no exception to that.

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 Let's read Moses' account of this situation together.

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 This is God's holy word.

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 Numbers 21 at verse 4.

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 From Mount Hor they set out by the way to the Red Sea to go around the land of Edom.

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 And the people became impatient on the way.

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 And the people spoke against God and against Moses.

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 Why have you brought us up out of Egypt to die in the wilderness?

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 For there is no food and no water and we loathe this worthless food.

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 Then the Lord sent fiery serpents among the people.

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 And they bit the people so that many people of Israel died.

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 And the people came to Moses and said,

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 We have sinned for we have spoken against the Lord and against you.

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 Pray to the Lord that He may take away the serpents from us.

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 So Moses prayed for the people.

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 And the Lord said to Moses,

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 Make a fiery serpent and set it on a pole.

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 And everyone who is bitten when he sees it shall live.

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 So Moses made a bronze serpent and set it on a pole.

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 And if a serpent bit anyone,

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 he would look at the bronze serpent and live.

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 Pray with me.

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 Father, this is Your Word.

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 And we would see Jesus in it this morning.

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 We need to see Him.

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 Would You show Him to us by Your Spirit?

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 We ask in His name.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.

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 As our story opens this morning,

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 we find God's people, the Israelites,

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 wandering in the desert, right?

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 Remember, God had delivered them out of slavery in Egypt

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 to bring them to the promised land of Canaan.

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 He was taking them somewhere,

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 but they didn't trust Him, did they?

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 They didn't trust Him to get them into the land,

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 to care for them as they went in.

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 So now they're wandering away from the promised land.

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 And they're becoming impatient, verse 4 says.

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 The word here, impatient, is the opposite of long-suffering.

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 They're tired of any suffering or difficulty very quickly.

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 No patience for it.

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 And as a result of their impatience, verse 5 says,

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 they spoke against God and against Moses.

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 Why have You brought us up out of Egypt to die in the wilderness?

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 For there's no food and no water,

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 and we loathe this worthless food.

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 If you're familiar with the story of the Old Testament,

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 this sounds a little bit familiar, doesn't it?

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 It's not the first time that God's people have asked a question like this.

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 Why did You bring us out of Egypt

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 if we're just going to die out here in the wilderness?

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 It seems that the setting sin of this generation of God's people

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 was discontentment, distrust of God's good care for them

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 and grumbling against Him.

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 They asked that question right when they had just gotten out of Egypt.

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 Did You just bring us out here to die?

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 There's no food and water, they say.

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 Or, well, we'll be honest, there is some food.

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 There is manna God sends every day,

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 but it's worthless.

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 So dull and so boringly the same every day when He sends it.

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 The way You're providing for me, God,

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 is not meeting my expectations.

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 They've complained about that

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 even though God has sent manna from heaven,

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 water out of a rock,

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 again, it's not good enough.

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 And they don't look trustingly to God, do they?

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 Thankfully, distrusting God's provision

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 and discontentment about the way that God has cared for us

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 and provided for us

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 is not something that anyone struggles with anymore.

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 It's one of those Old Testament sins, isn't it?

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 That none of us has ever experienced or known what that feels like.

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 Aren't you glad for that?

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 Plus, we don't even know what it would be like

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 to struggle with the same sin more than once, do we?

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 I mean, to come back and mess up in the same way again,

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 none of us can relate to that.

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 Let's be honest.

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 We're an entitled bunch of people, aren't we?

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 We know the things we think we deserve.

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 We deserve better.

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 And we're not willing to suffer very long

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 while waiting on God's promises to come to fruition, are we?

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 And we know very well, don't we,

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 what it's like to struggle with a sin

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 and think we've got it behind us

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 and then see it show back up.

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 Back to the same destructive patterns,

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 the same selfish habits,

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 the same empty idols that we think we deserve

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 and are going to fulfill us this time.

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 You see, that's the poison of discontentment,

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 of distrusting God

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 and always feeling He should be caring for us differently.

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 That lie of Satan back in the garden

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 creeps in again

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 and tempts us to believe that God's not really good.

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 He doesn't really have your best interest at heart.

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 You know better.

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 It keeps coming back, doesn't it?

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 It looks different each time,

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 but it keeps rearing its ugly head in our hearts.

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 It's poisonous in our hearts like that.

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 And God sends among His people here

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 the manifestation of that toxic venom in their hearts.

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 That poison of discontent that has spread

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 shows up in the form of poisonous serpents

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 that are there to remind them of

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 the toxic venom in their hearts

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 that has come out of their lips as well.

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 They've spoken against God and against Moses

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 whom He's sent to represent Him.

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 So the snakes are a constant reminder of what?

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 Of their sin.

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 That poisonous venom that is killing them spiritually

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 just as the snakes are killing them physically.

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 So what happens after God sends these snakes

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 and many are dying?

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 God's people respond to His discipline

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 and they turn back to Him for help, don't they?

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 They're desperate.

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 The snakes are killing them.

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 And they plead with Moses to intercede for them

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 and take the snakes away.

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 Verse 7.

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 The people came to Moses and said,

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 We've sinned for we've spoken against the Lord

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 and against you.

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 Pray to the Lord that He take away the serpents from us.

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 So Moses prayed for the people

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 and the Lord said to Moses,

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 Make a fiery serpent and set it on a pole

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 and everyone who is bitten when he sees it shall live.

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 So Moses made the bronze serpent and set it on a pole

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 and if a serpent bit anyone,

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 he would look at the bronze serpent and live.

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 Notice a couple of things here.

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 Notice first the merciful heart of God, right?

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 God who with these people having turned away from Him

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 and spoken against Him

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 and grumbled and complained.

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 He woos them.

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 Their distrusting and their grumbling hearts

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 He brings back to Himself

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 so that they cry out to Him.

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 And when they do, He provides healing for them.

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 He shows them mercy.

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 But notice also one other thing.

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 God doesn't actually do what the people ask Him to do, does He?

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 What is it that the people ask for?

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 What do they want God to do?

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 Pray, Moses, to the Lord

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 that He take these serpents away from us.

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 They're killing us.

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 Pray that He would make them go away.

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 Does God do what they ask?

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 No, apparently people are still getting bitten by these serpents

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 even after God responds mercifully.

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 The serpents are still there

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 but God does provide a way to be healed, doesn't He?

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 Looking to the bronze serpent held up on the pole.

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 It's interesting.

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 What are God's people told to do if they want healing?

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 They're told to look at the same thing

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 that is killing them.

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 God uses the same word here

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 for the fiery serpent that He tells Moses

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 to put up on the pole.

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 The same word as the serpents that are killing them

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 and He says, look at that in order to be healed.

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 Now imagine for a minute

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 that you're one of the Israelites in this situation.

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 Of all the things in the world,

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 what is the one thing you are absolutely sick

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 of looking at at this point?

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 Snakes, right?

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 They're all over the place.

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 First of all, they're everywhere.

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 I can't get away from them.

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 And then remember,

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 what do the snakes remind you of?

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 Do you remember what they represent?

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 They're reminding me of,

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 not of healing and deliverance

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 and what I'm longing for,

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 but my sin.

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 They remind me of the poison,

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 of distrust.

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 How I've abandoned and failed Yahweh

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 over and over.

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 And Yahweh says,

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 look at that

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 and you will live.

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 I can imagine I'd want to look anywhere else.

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 It's like sometimes when you have to look away

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 when you're watching something develop

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 in front of you

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 and you've seen too much devastation

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 and you see that there's more coming

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 and you think,

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 I can't bear to watch it.

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 I know what's about to happen.

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 You don't want to look at all.

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 But you have to.

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 Because people still get bitten.

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 The serpent is held up

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 and people trust God

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 what He says to do

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 and they look at it

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 and the toxic venom inside them

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 is healed and they live, right?

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 People full of poison

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 look at the very thing

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 that is killing them

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 and are healed.

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 And Jesus tells us

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 that we shouldn't miss

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 the foreshadow of His cross,

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 of His healing work.

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 We don't have to wonder about

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 whether or not we get a picture of Jesus here,

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 do we?

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 Are we making this up

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 in trying to connect this story to Jesus?

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 Jesus tells us

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 when He speaks with Nicodemus

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 in John chapter 3.

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 This is what Jesus tells Nicodemus.

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 As Moses lifted up the serpent

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 in the wilderness,

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 so must the Son of Man be lifted up

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 that whoever believes in Him

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 may have eternal life.

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 That sounds wonderful, doesn't it?

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 Eternal life.

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 The people in the wilderness

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 didn't even get that.

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 They were just healed temporarily

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 from the snake bite.

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 Eternal life

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 when the Son of Man is lifted up.

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 In fact, the next verse is what?

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 What comes after John 3.15?

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 That's right.

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 John 3.16.

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 Very good.

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 Very good.

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 You're awake.

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 John 3.16

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 where God so loves the world

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 that what He does is send His Son

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 because everyone needs to believe in Him

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 and therefore not perish

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 but have eternal life.

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 It sounds wonderful.

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 It sounds exciting

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 that Jesus will be lifted up

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 and people will have eternal life.

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 But what does it mean

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 that Jesus will be lifted up

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 as Moses lifted up the snake

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 in the wilderness?

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 That's why we started

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 with understanding the story

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 in numbers.

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 And so what we understand

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 from that story

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 is that Jesus, like the snake,

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 is not merely a picture of healing.

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 Right?

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 But rather as He is lifted up

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 on the cross,

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 He is a picture

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 of what is killing us.

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 Isn't He?

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 That sounds odd.

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 It was okay to talk about the snake

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 like that, Will,

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 but now you've confused me.

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 Jesus as a picture

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 of what is killing me?

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 That's not how I usually think

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 of Jesus.

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 Remember that these people

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 full of poison,

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 they look at the very thing

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 that is killing them

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 and they are healed.

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 With Jesus,

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 He Himself

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 bore our sins

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 in His body

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 on the tree

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 so that what is happening

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 on the cross

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 is that Jesus,

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 yes, He's a Savior,

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 yes, He's bringing healing,

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 but Jesus is actually

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 becoming sin

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 for us.

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 Do you remember

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 how Paul explains

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 the work of Christ

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 in 2 Corinthians?

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 God made Jesus,

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 the one who knew

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 no sin,

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 the one who'd never sinned

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 and didn't know

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 what that would be like,

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 God made Him

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 to be sin

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 for us

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 so that in Him

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 we might become

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 the righteousness

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 of God.

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 God made His

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 holy,

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 undefiled Son

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 to be

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 sin.

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 not just to bear sin,

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 but to actually

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 become sin

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 for us

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 so that we could

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 become righteous.

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 That's how eternal life

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 happens.

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 In other words,

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 on the cross,

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 Jesus receives

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 the curse

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 that sin deserves.

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 Cursed is

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 everyone

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 who is hung

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 on a tree.

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 Jesus

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 hangs on the cross

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 first

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 as the sin

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 that kills us

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 as an object

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 of scorn,

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 of rejection,

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 of cursing.

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 And only when we

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 see Him as such

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 in our place

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 can we receive

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 the healing

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 that He provides.

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 He does provide

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 healing there.

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 But until

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 He becomes

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 our sin,

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 we don't get

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 His righteousness.

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 Right?

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 Isn't that what

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 2 Corinthians 5 says?

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 It's when He

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 becomes our sin

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 that we

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 become

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 righteous.

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 So for those of us

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 who find ourselves

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 time and again

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 going back

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 to the same

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 sins

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 rather than

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 trusting God.

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 For those of us

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 who are dying

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 from the poison

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 of sin

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 that runs in our

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 blood,

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 from the toxic

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 venom that comes

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 from our hearts

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 and destroys us,

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 we must remember

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 that we will be

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 healed by looking

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 at what is

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 killing us.

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 Not perhaps

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 where we might

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 think to look,

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 but looking

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 at our sin,

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 we will be

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 healed by looking

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 at our sin

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 on another.

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 God has provided

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 for us a cure

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 as He did

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 for the people

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 in the wilderness.

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 A Savior

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 who as He is

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 lifted up

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 on the cross,

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 beaten,

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 bloodied,

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 dying,

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 is not

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 perhaps

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 what we would

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 expect

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 or even

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 want

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 to look at,

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 but who truly

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 does save us.

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 Let me share

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 with you a picture

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 of this from a

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 children's book

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 called The Watsons

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 Go to Birmingham.

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 Sometimes when we

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 don't think about

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 things a particular

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 way,

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 having a picture

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 of it,

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 especially a

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 children's book

00:17:55.620 --> 00:17:56.000
 picture,

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 can be a little

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 bit helpful.

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 In this book,

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 the main character

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 Kenny is a

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 ten-year-old boy

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 who regularly

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 gets picked on

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 and teased

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 and bullied

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 at school

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 and particularly

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 on the bus

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 this happens

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 to Kenny.

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 He writes about

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 and what I'm about

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 to read you

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 that the day

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 that all of

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 that stopped

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 when some new

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 boys came on

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 the bus.

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 Two new boys

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 who were late

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 getting on

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 the bus.

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 I'll read it to you

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 as he writes.

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 It starts with a

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 little bit of

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 background for this

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 day.

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 Every once in a

00:18:30.340 --> 00:18:30.540
 while,

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 Mama would make

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 me go to Sunday

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 school with Joey.

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 Even though it

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 was just a bunch

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 of singing and

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 coloring and

00:18:36.599 --> 00:18:37.339
 coloring books

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 and listening

00:18:37.819 --> 00:18:38.779
 to Mrs. Davidson,

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 I had learned

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 one thing.

00:18:41.419 --> 00:18:42.359
 I learned about

00:18:42.359 --> 00:18:43.179
 getting saved.

00:18:43.959 --> 00:18:44.619
 I learned how

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 someone could

00:18:45.159 --> 00:18:45.719
 come to you

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 when you were

00:18:46.119 --> 00:18:46.779
 feeling real,

00:18:46.919 --> 00:18:47.399
 real bad

00:18:47.399 --> 00:18:48.199
 and could take

00:18:48.199 --> 00:18:48.639
 all of your

00:18:48.639 --> 00:18:49.519
 problems away

00:18:49.519 --> 00:18:50.059
 and make you

00:18:50.059 --> 00:18:50.579
 feel better.

00:18:51.240 --> 00:18:52.000
 I learned that

00:18:52.000 --> 00:18:52.639
 the person who

00:18:52.639 --> 00:18:53.299
 saved you,

00:18:53.559 --> 00:18:54.199
 your personal

00:18:54.199 --> 00:18:54.740
 saver,

00:18:55.639 --> 00:18:56.599
 was sent by God

00:18:56.599 --> 00:18:57.439
 to protect you

00:18:57.439 --> 00:18:58.539
 and help you

00:18:58.539 --> 00:18:58.759
 out.

00:19:00.240 --> 00:19:01.199
 Now he takes us

00:19:01.199 --> 00:19:01.619
 to the day

00:19:01.619 --> 00:19:02.159
 that his trouble

00:19:02.159 --> 00:19:02.619
 stopped.

00:19:03.279 --> 00:19:04.159
 When the bigger

00:19:04.159 --> 00:19:04.919
 one of the two

00:19:04.920 --> 00:19:05.640
 boys who got

00:19:05.640 --> 00:19:06.200
 on the bus

00:19:06.200 --> 00:19:07.279
 late said to

00:19:07.279 --> 00:19:07.960
 the driver in

00:19:07.960 --> 00:19:08.580
 a real down

00:19:08.580 --> 00:19:09.539
 south accent,

00:19:09.880 --> 00:19:10.519
 thank you for

00:19:10.519 --> 00:19:11.039
 stopping,

00:19:11.660 --> 00:19:11.940
 sir.

00:19:13.440 --> 00:19:14.279
 I knew right

00:19:14.279 --> 00:19:14.560
 away.

00:19:15.600 --> 00:19:16.380
 I knew that

00:19:16.380 --> 00:19:17.200
 God had finally

00:19:17.200 --> 00:19:18.200
 gotten sick of

00:19:18.200 --> 00:19:19.180
 me being teased

00:19:19.180 --> 00:19:20.000
 and picked on

00:19:20.000 --> 00:19:21.000
 all the time.

00:19:21.560 --> 00:19:22.500
 As I looked at

00:19:22.500 --> 00:19:23.200
 this new boy

00:19:23.200 --> 00:19:23.759
 with the great

00:19:23.759 --> 00:19:24.700
 big smile and

00:19:24.700 --> 00:19:25.500
 the jacket with

00:19:25.500 --> 00:19:26.160
 holes in the

00:19:26.160 --> 00:19:26.880
 sleeves and the

00:19:26.880 --> 00:19:27.620
 raggedy tennis

00:19:27.620 --> 00:19:28.460
 shoes and the

00:19:28.460 --> 00:19:29.400
 tore up blue

00:19:29.400 --> 00:19:30.560
 jeans, I knew

00:19:30.560 --> 00:19:31.240
 who he was.

00:19:32.279 --> 00:19:32.940
 Maybe he didn't

00:19:32.940 --> 00:19:33.440
 live a million

00:19:33.440 --> 00:19:34.259
 years ago and

00:19:34.259 --> 00:19:35.259
 maybe he didn't

00:19:35.259 --> 00:19:35.860
 have a beard

00:19:35.860 --> 00:19:36.680
 and long hair

00:19:36.680 --> 00:19:37.240
 and maybe he

00:19:37.240 --> 00:19:37.799
 wasn't born

00:19:37.799 --> 00:19:38.600
 under a star,

00:19:39.000 --> 00:19:39.519
 but I knew

00:19:39.519 --> 00:19:39.980
 anyway.

00:19:40.720 --> 00:19:41.420
 I knew God

00:19:41.420 --> 00:19:41.940
 had finally

00:19:41.940 --> 00:19:42.640
 sent me some

00:19:42.640 --> 00:19:42.940
 help.

00:19:43.320 --> 00:19:44.039
 I knew God

00:19:44.039 --> 00:19:44.700
 had finally

00:19:44.700 --> 00:19:45.820
 sent me my

00:19:45.820 --> 00:19:47.299
 personal saver.

00:19:49.620 --> 00:19:50.420
 Not what Kenny

00:19:50.420 --> 00:19:51.160
 expected his

00:19:51.160 --> 00:19:52.200
 personal saver

00:19:52.200 --> 00:19:53.180
 to look like.

00:19:54.940 --> 00:19:55.559
 He says,

00:19:55.640 --> 00:19:56.559
 I was kind of

00:19:56.559 --> 00:19:58.200
 surprised that

00:19:58.200 --> 00:19:58.860
 God would send

00:19:58.860 --> 00:19:59.920
 a saver to me

00:19:59.920 --> 00:20:01.620
 in such raggedy

00:20:01.619 --> 00:20:02.359
 clothes.

00:20:04.419 --> 00:20:05.219
 Not what he

00:20:05.219 --> 00:20:05.779
 expected.

00:20:06.399 --> 00:20:06.879
 Perhaps he

00:20:06.879 --> 00:20:07.699
 expected someone

00:20:07.699 --> 00:20:09.439
 strong, someone

00:20:09.439 --> 00:20:11.199
 dashingly dressed,

00:20:11.439 --> 00:20:12.959
 someone noble to

00:20:12.959 --> 00:20:14.399
 come in and be

00:20:14.399 --> 00:20:15.179
 his saver.

00:20:17.500 --> 00:20:18.379
 But he knew him

00:20:18.379 --> 00:20:19.019
 when he saw him,

00:20:19.059 --> 00:20:19.379
 didn't he?

00:20:19.959 --> 00:20:20.679
 Someone who

00:20:20.679 --> 00:20:21.359
 looked like

00:20:21.359 --> 00:20:22.479
 everything he

00:20:22.479 --> 00:20:24.579
 felt and feared

00:20:24.579 --> 00:20:27.159
 he was as the

00:20:27.159 --> 00:20:27.739
 kid who got

00:20:27.739 --> 00:20:28.659
 picked on.

00:20:30.579 --> 00:20:31.099
 Outcast.

00:20:31.619 --> 00:20:32.939
 Tattered.

00:20:34.500 --> 00:20:35.199
 Shameful.

00:20:36.419 --> 00:20:37.159
 Worthy of

00:20:37.159 --> 00:20:37.919
 scorn.

00:20:39.559 --> 00:20:40.559
 Someone else

00:20:40.559 --> 00:20:41.439
 was going to be

00:20:41.439 --> 00:20:42.319
 the butt of all

00:20:42.319 --> 00:20:43.099
 the jokes.

00:20:44.059 --> 00:20:44.779
 The one who

00:20:44.779 --> 00:20:45.679
 suffered what

00:20:45.679 --> 00:20:46.419
 Kenny had

00:20:46.419 --> 00:20:47.579
 endured for so

00:20:47.579 --> 00:20:48.139
 long.

00:20:48.359 --> 00:20:49.199
 And Kenny

00:20:49.199 --> 00:20:50.099
 would be

00:20:50.099 --> 00:20:50.939
 saved.

00:20:53.439 --> 00:20:54.319
 So at the

00:20:54.319 --> 00:20:54.979
 cross, we

00:20:54.979 --> 00:20:55.899
 find healing.

00:20:56.359 --> 00:20:57.319
 A personal

00:20:57.319 --> 00:20:57.959
 saver,

00:20:58.639 --> 00:20:59.079
 Kenny would

00:20:59.079 --> 00:20:59.659
 call it,

00:21:00.059 --> 00:21:00.559
 when we

00:21:00.559 --> 00:21:01.059
 look at

00:21:01.059 --> 00:21:01.779
 our sin

00:21:01.779 --> 00:21:02.879
 on another.

00:21:02.879 --> 00:21:03.759
 When we

00:21:03.759 --> 00:21:04.579
 look to the

00:21:04.579 --> 00:21:05.240
 cross and

00:21:05.240 --> 00:21:06.480
 see Jesus,

00:21:06.819 --> 00:21:07.599
 this very

00:21:07.599 --> 00:21:08.960
 unusual kind

00:21:08.960 --> 00:21:09.679
 of king,

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 suffering shame,

00:21:12.619 --> 00:21:13.259
 rejection,

00:21:14.319 --> 00:21:14.939
 punishment,

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 that we know

00:21:16.480 --> 00:21:17.299
 are rightfully

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 ours.

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 When we see

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 him actually

00:21:20.199 --> 00:21:21.679
 become sin

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 for us.

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 So we

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 look to the

00:21:28.039 --> 00:21:28.840
 cross over

00:21:28.840 --> 00:21:29.660
 and over

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 because of

00:21:30.740 --> 00:21:31.799
 that perplexing

00:21:31.799 --> 00:21:32.519
 reality that

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 God doesn't

00:21:33.360 --> 00:21:34.420
 just take all

00:21:34.420 --> 00:21:35.060
 of our sin

00:21:35.060 --> 00:21:35.680
 away as we

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 often wish

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 he would.

00:21:38.160 --> 00:21:39.160
 He instead

00:21:39.160 --> 00:21:40.580
 provides a way

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 to be healed

00:21:41.279 --> 00:21:42.000
 from the sin

00:21:42.000 --> 00:21:42.580
 that keeps

00:21:42.580 --> 00:21:43.420
 plaguing us,

00:21:43.759 --> 00:21:44.200
 doesn't he?

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 It's just like

00:21:45.180 --> 00:21:45.900
 with his people,

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 isn't it?

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 Why not just

00:21:48.240 --> 00:21:49.019
 remove all the

00:21:49.019 --> 00:21:49.940
 snakes, God?

00:21:49.940 --> 00:21:51.460
 That would be

00:21:51.460 --> 00:21:51.900
 easy.

00:21:52.660 --> 00:21:53.559
 I've got a way

00:21:53.559 --> 00:21:54.240
 out of this

00:21:54.240 --> 00:21:54.700
 mess.

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 Just get rid

00:21:55.620 --> 00:21:56.400
 of the snakes.

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 Well, the Bible

00:21:58.880 --> 00:21:59.660
 doesn't tell us

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 all the reasons

00:22:00.400 --> 00:22:02.019
 why he doesn't

00:22:02.019 --> 00:22:02.880
 do that in this

00:22:02.880 --> 00:22:04.039
 story, but I

00:22:04.039 --> 00:22:04.559
 think at least

00:22:04.559 --> 00:22:05.480
 one is quite

00:22:05.480 --> 00:22:06.000
 apparent.

00:22:06.840 --> 00:22:07.440
 What happens

00:22:07.440 --> 00:22:08.279
 to God's people

00:22:08.279 --> 00:22:09.380
 over and over

00:22:09.380 --> 00:22:10.160
 and over when

00:22:10.160 --> 00:22:11.279
 his discipline

00:22:11.279 --> 00:22:12.039
 is removed?

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 They forget

00:22:14.140 --> 00:22:14.980
 the danger of

00:22:14.980 --> 00:22:15.640
 their sin,

00:22:15.740 --> 00:22:16.180
 don't they?

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 And in their

00:22:17.080 --> 00:22:18.140
 discontentment

00:22:18.140 --> 00:22:18.860
 with God and

00:22:18.860 --> 00:22:19.660
 how he cares

00:22:19.660 --> 00:22:20.080
 for them,

00:22:20.240 --> 00:22:21.120
 they go seeking

00:22:21.120 --> 00:22:22.040
 fulfillment in

00:22:22.040 --> 00:22:22.940
 other places

00:22:22.940 --> 00:22:24.420
 over and over.

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 And God wants

00:22:26.080 --> 00:22:27.000
 to teach us

00:22:27.000 --> 00:22:28.720
 to look trustingly

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 to him.

00:22:29.660 --> 00:22:30.400
 So he says,

00:22:30.540 --> 00:22:31.220
 if you want

00:22:31.220 --> 00:22:32.000
 to survive,

00:22:32.180 --> 00:22:32.759
 you are going

00:22:32.759 --> 00:22:33.400
 to have to

00:22:33.400 --> 00:22:34.200
 keep trusting

00:22:34.200 --> 00:22:34.620
 me,

00:22:35.380 --> 00:22:36.380
 seeing your sin

00:22:36.380 --> 00:22:37.040
 for what it is

00:22:37.040 --> 00:22:37.720
 and looking to

00:22:37.720 --> 00:22:39.519
 me for healing.

00:22:40.680 --> 00:22:41.600
 I'm convinced

00:22:41.600 --> 00:22:42.279
 that's at least

00:22:42.279 --> 00:22:43.340
 part of why

00:22:43.340 --> 00:22:44.040
 we still

00:22:44.040 --> 00:22:45.440
 struggle against

00:22:45.440 --> 00:22:45.960
 sin.

00:22:46.620 --> 00:22:47.460
 Because God

00:22:47.460 --> 00:22:48.259
 knows what we

00:22:48.259 --> 00:22:49.180
 need every

00:22:49.180 --> 00:22:50.079
 day is to

00:22:50.079 --> 00:22:50.500
 be looking

00:22:50.500 --> 00:22:51.259
 away from

00:22:51.259 --> 00:22:51.799
 ourselves

00:22:51.799 --> 00:22:52.660
 and to

00:22:52.660 --> 00:22:53.039
 him,

00:22:53.319 --> 00:22:54.000
 depending not

00:22:54.000 --> 00:22:54.720
 on what we

00:22:54.720 --> 00:22:55.619
 think is best,

00:22:55.940 --> 00:22:56.539
 but trusting

00:22:56.539 --> 00:22:57.660
 him to

00:22:57.660 --> 00:22:58.559
 heal us

00:22:58.559 --> 00:22:59.220
 from the

00:22:59.220 --> 00:22:59.920
 poison that

00:22:59.920 --> 00:23:00.759
 is running

00:23:00.759 --> 00:23:01.559
 through us.

00:23:03.559 --> 00:23:04.720
 So practically

00:23:04.720 --> 00:23:05.220
 speaking,

00:23:05.359 --> 00:23:06.200
 what happens

00:23:06.200 --> 00:23:07.660
 when we look

00:23:07.660 --> 00:23:08.180
 to Jesus

00:23:08.180 --> 00:23:08.960
 over and

00:23:08.960 --> 00:23:09.259
 over?

00:23:09.660 --> 00:23:10.660
 We talk a lot

00:23:10.660 --> 00:23:11.119
 around here

00:23:11.119 --> 00:23:12.359
 about experiencing

00:23:12.359 --> 00:23:13.200
 his grace

00:23:13.200 --> 00:23:14.299
 every moment,

00:23:14.400 --> 00:23:14.700
 right?

00:23:14.700 --> 00:23:15.500
 of our

00:23:15.500 --> 00:23:16.620
 constant needs

00:23:16.620 --> 00:23:17.440
 being constantly

00:23:17.440 --> 00:23:18.140
 met in

00:23:18.140 --> 00:23:18.640
 Christ.

00:23:19.200 --> 00:23:19.720
 You've heard

00:23:19.720 --> 00:23:20.420
 preachers like

00:23:20.420 --> 00:23:21.120
 me say things

00:23:21.120 --> 00:23:21.299
 like,

00:23:21.539 --> 00:23:21.940
 preach the

00:23:21.940 --> 00:23:22.539
 gospel to

00:23:22.539 --> 00:23:23.380
 yourself every

00:23:23.380 --> 00:23:23.819
 day.

00:23:23.980 --> 00:23:24.360
 You need to

00:23:24.360 --> 00:23:24.940
 remember it

00:23:24.940 --> 00:23:25.779
 all the time.

00:23:26.980 --> 00:23:27.900
 What happens

00:23:27.900 --> 00:23:29.240
 when we do?

00:23:30.819 --> 00:23:31.299
 I think at

00:23:31.299 --> 00:23:31.700
 least two

00:23:31.700 --> 00:23:32.539
 things happen

00:23:32.539 --> 00:23:33.680
 constantly.

00:23:34.700 --> 00:23:35.480
 The first is

00:23:35.480 --> 00:23:35.920
 that looking

00:23:35.920 --> 00:23:36.480
 to Jesus

00:23:36.480 --> 00:23:37.080
 helps me

00:23:37.080 --> 00:23:38.380
 hate my

00:23:38.380 --> 00:23:38.720
 sin.

00:23:39.440 --> 00:23:40.440
 As opposed

00:23:40.440 --> 00:23:40.960
 to my

00:23:40.960 --> 00:23:42.039
 natural tendency

00:23:42.039 --> 00:23:42.680
 to minimize

00:23:42.680 --> 00:23:43.720
 or ignore

00:23:43.720 --> 00:23:44.680
 or downplay

00:23:44.680 --> 00:23:45.400
 my sin,

00:23:46.160 --> 00:23:46.900
 I have to

00:23:46.900 --> 00:23:47.720
 look at it

00:23:47.720 --> 00:23:48.539
 head on.

00:23:49.900 --> 00:23:50.500
 I have to

00:23:50.500 --> 00:23:51.019
 face my

00:23:51.019 --> 00:23:51.900
 distrust of

00:23:51.900 --> 00:23:52.340
 God for

00:23:52.340 --> 00:23:52.620
 what it

00:23:52.620 --> 00:23:53.460
 really is

00:23:53.460 --> 00:23:53.799
 when I

00:23:53.799 --> 00:23:54.180
 see what

00:23:54.180 --> 00:23:54.680
 it cost

00:23:54.680 --> 00:23:55.140
 Jesus.

00:23:55.580 --> 00:23:55.960
 When I

00:23:55.960 --> 00:23:56.420
 look at

00:23:56.420 --> 00:23:56.700
 Him and

00:23:56.700 --> 00:23:57.100
 see the

00:23:57.100 --> 00:23:57.680
 shame

00:23:57.680 --> 00:23:58.320
 and the

00:23:58.320 --> 00:23:58.799
 disgrace

00:23:58.799 --> 00:23:59.460
 and the

00:23:59.460 --> 00:24:00.259
 pain my

00:24:00.259 --> 00:24:01.259
 Savior took

00:24:01.259 --> 00:24:02.000
 on the

00:24:02.000 --> 00:24:02.580
 cross.

00:24:03.640 --> 00:24:04.240
 And so I

00:24:04.240 --> 00:24:05.420
 hate the

00:24:05.420 --> 00:24:05.860
 sin.

00:24:07.860 --> 00:24:08.700
 But at the

00:24:08.700 --> 00:24:09.440
 same time,

00:24:09.820 --> 00:24:10.779
 I experience

00:24:10.779 --> 00:24:12.380
 freedom from

00:24:12.380 --> 00:24:13.440
 that shame

00:24:13.440 --> 00:24:14.580
 and disgrace

00:24:14.580 --> 00:24:16.020
 and pain

00:24:16.020 --> 00:24:16.460
 that I

00:24:16.460 --> 00:24:17.880
 feel as I

00:24:17.880 --> 00:24:18.720
 experience

00:24:18.720 --> 00:24:19.440
 God's

00:24:19.440 --> 00:24:19.840
 forgiveness.

00:24:20.120 --> 00:24:20.800
 As I see

00:24:20.800 --> 00:24:21.820
 someone else

00:24:21.820 --> 00:24:22.960
 become my

00:24:22.960 --> 00:24:23.940
 sin so that

00:24:23.940 --> 00:24:24.840
 I will never

00:24:24.840 --> 00:24:25.760
 be defined

00:24:25.760 --> 00:24:26.340
 by it.

00:24:27.180 --> 00:24:27.760
 I'm now

00:24:27.760 --> 00:24:28.540
 free and

00:24:28.540 --> 00:24:29.440
 when He

00:24:29.440 --> 00:24:30.240
 becomes my

00:24:30.240 --> 00:24:30.740
 sin, I

00:24:30.740 --> 00:24:32.000
 become His

00:24:32.000 --> 00:24:33.020
 righteousness.

00:24:35.040 --> 00:24:36.060
 The famous

00:24:36.060 --> 00:24:36.500
 Scottish

00:24:36.500 --> 00:24:37.700
 pastor Robert

00:24:37.700 --> 00:24:38.680
 Murray McShane

00:24:38.680 --> 00:24:39.520
 talked about

00:24:39.520 --> 00:24:40.360
 it this way.

00:24:40.359 --> 00:24:41.759
 I love

00:24:41.759 --> 00:24:42.459
 this quote.

00:24:43.139 --> 00:24:43.439
 He says,

00:24:43.519 --> 00:24:44.000
 For every

00:24:44.000 --> 00:24:44.619
 look at

00:24:44.619 --> 00:24:45.259
 yourself,

00:24:46.119 --> 00:24:46.899
 take ten

00:24:46.899 --> 00:24:47.579
 looks at

00:24:47.579 --> 00:24:48.119
 Christ.

00:24:49.039 --> 00:24:49.459
 He is

00:24:49.459 --> 00:24:50.379
 altogether

00:24:50.379 --> 00:24:51.199
 lovely.

00:24:52.259 --> 00:24:52.519
 Such

00:24:52.519 --> 00:24:52.939
 infinite

00:24:52.939 --> 00:24:53.759
 majesty and

00:24:53.759 --> 00:24:54.539
 yet such

00:24:54.539 --> 00:24:55.439
 meekness and

00:24:55.439 --> 00:24:56.199
 grace and

00:24:56.199 --> 00:24:56.779
 all for

00:24:56.779 --> 00:24:57.319
 sinners,

00:24:57.740 --> 00:24:58.439
 even the

00:24:58.439 --> 00:24:58.919
 chief.

00:25:01.359 --> 00:25:01.799
 He says,

00:25:01.879 --> 00:25:02.559
 live much

00:25:02.559 --> 00:25:03.179
 in the

00:25:03.179 --> 00:25:03.939
 smiles of

00:25:03.939 --> 00:25:04.339
 God.

00:25:04.979 --> 00:25:05.199
 I think

00:25:05.199 --> 00:25:05.459
 that's what

00:25:05.459 --> 00:25:05.699
 he meant

00:25:05.699 --> 00:25:06.159
 by preach

00:25:06.159 --> 00:25:06.699
 the gospel

00:25:06.699 --> 00:25:07.379
 to yourself

00:25:07.379 --> 00:25:07.879
 every day.

00:25:07.919 --> 00:25:08.159
 That's what

00:25:08.159 --> 00:25:08.559
 he's saying.

00:25:08.919 --> 00:25:09.500
 Live much

00:25:09.500 --> 00:25:09.819
 in the

00:25:09.819 --> 00:25:10.460
 smiles of

00:25:10.460 --> 00:25:10.779
 God.

00:25:11.279 --> 00:25:11.680
 Bask

00:25:11.680 --> 00:25:12.140
 in his

00:25:12.140 --> 00:25:12.619
 beams.

00:25:12.960 --> 00:25:13.420
 Feel his

00:25:13.420 --> 00:25:14.240
 all-seeing

00:25:14.240 --> 00:25:15.079
 eyes settled

00:25:15.079 --> 00:25:15.779
 on you in

00:25:15.779 --> 00:25:16.579
 love and

00:25:16.579 --> 00:25:17.500
 repose in

00:25:17.500 --> 00:25:18.319
 his almighty

00:25:18.319 --> 00:25:19.019
 arms.

00:25:19.680 --> 00:25:20.119
 Let your

00:25:20.119 --> 00:25:20.579
 soul be

00:25:20.579 --> 00:25:21.000
 filled with

00:25:21.000 --> 00:25:21.420
 a heart

00:25:21.420 --> 00:25:21.940
 ravishing

00:25:21.940 --> 00:25:22.559
 sense of

00:25:22.559 --> 00:25:23.099
 the sweetness

00:25:23.099 --> 00:25:23.960
 and excellency

00:25:23.960 --> 00:25:24.720
 of Christ

00:25:24.720 --> 00:25:25.640
 and all

00:25:25.640 --> 00:25:26.220
 that is in

00:25:26.220 --> 00:25:26.559
 him.

00:25:26.900 --> 00:25:27.339
 Let the

00:25:27.339 --> 00:25:28.039
 Holy Spirit

00:25:28.039 --> 00:25:28.740
 fill every

00:25:28.740 --> 00:25:29.460
 chamber of

00:25:29.460 --> 00:25:29.960
 your heart

00:25:29.960 --> 00:25:30.720
 and so

00:25:30.720 --> 00:25:31.039
 there will

00:25:31.039 --> 00:25:31.420
 be no

00:25:31.420 --> 00:25:32.079
 room for

00:25:32.079 --> 00:25:32.599
 folly

00:25:32.599 --> 00:25:33.359
 or the

00:25:33.359 --> 00:25:33.779
 world

00:25:33.779 --> 00:25:34.799
 or Satan

00:25:34.799 --> 00:25:35.700
 or the

00:25:35.700 --> 00:25:36.160
 flesh.

00:25:37.200 --> 00:25:37.500
 For

00:25:37.500 --> 00:25:38.160
 every look

00:25:38.160 --> 00:25:38.819
 at yourself

00:25:38.819 --> 00:25:40.179
 take ten

00:25:40.179 --> 00:25:41.480
 looks at

00:25:41.480 --> 00:25:42.200
 Christ.

00:25:42.960 --> 00:25:43.599
 He says

00:25:43.599 --> 00:25:45.119
 when you

00:25:45.119 --> 00:25:45.879
 see your

00:25:45.879 --> 00:25:46.859
 sin the

00:25:46.859 --> 00:25:47.980
 poison and

00:25:47.980 --> 00:25:48.460
 of your

00:25:48.460 --> 00:25:48.960
 anger

00:25:48.960 --> 00:25:50.819
 of your

00:25:50.819 --> 00:25:51.399
 lust

00:25:51.399 --> 00:25:52.460
 of your

00:25:52.460 --> 00:25:53.539
 discontent

00:25:53.539 --> 00:25:54.099
 of your

00:25:54.099 --> 00:25:55.099
 self-focused

00:25:55.099 --> 00:25:56.099
 self-obsessed

00:25:56.099 --> 00:25:56.960
 life.

00:25:57.960 --> 00:25:58.939
 Look quickly

00:25:58.939 --> 00:25:59.619
 to him

00:25:59.619 --> 00:26:00.259
 who has

00:26:00.259 --> 00:26:01.119
 taken your

00:26:01.119 --> 00:26:01.419
 sin.

00:26:01.759 --> 00:26:02.339
 See Jesus

00:26:02.339 --> 00:26:02.899
 actually

00:26:02.899 --> 00:26:03.740
 becoming

00:26:03.740 --> 00:26:04.740
 anger

00:26:04.740 --> 00:26:05.460
 anger and

00:26:05.460 --> 00:26:06.299
 lust and

00:26:06.299 --> 00:26:07.160
 discontent

00:26:07.160 --> 00:26:08.620
 and self-obsession

00:26:08.620 --> 00:26:10.299
 for you

00:26:10.299 --> 00:26:12.319
 so that you

00:26:12.319 --> 00:26:12.980
 can be filled

00:26:12.980 --> 00:26:13.819
 with him

00:26:13.819 --> 00:26:14.720
 and leave

00:26:14.720 --> 00:26:15.519
 no room

00:26:15.519 --> 00:26:16.680
 for sin

00:26:16.680 --> 00:26:17.240
 in your

00:26:17.240 --> 00:26:17.819
 heart

00:26:17.819 --> 00:26:18.440
 that you

00:26:18.440 --> 00:26:19.099
 hate it

00:26:19.099 --> 00:26:19.400
 and there's

00:26:19.400 --> 00:26:20.059
 no room

00:26:20.059 --> 00:26:20.779
 for it.

00:26:20.779 --> 00:26:21.519
 You then

00:26:21.519 --> 00:26:22.200
 experience

00:26:22.200 --> 00:26:22.900
 the freedom

00:26:22.900 --> 00:26:24.240
 of God's

00:26:24.240 --> 00:26:24.700
 forgiveness

00:26:24.700 --> 00:26:25.180
 and can

00:26:25.180 --> 00:26:25.880
 rest

00:26:25.880 --> 00:26:26.740
 in your

00:26:26.740 --> 00:26:27.259
 father's

00:26:27.259 --> 00:26:27.500
 arms.

00:26:27.579 --> 00:26:27.839
 That's the

00:26:27.839 --> 00:26:28.319
 good news

00:26:28.319 --> 00:26:28.660
 of the

00:26:28.660 --> 00:26:29.079
 gospel.

00:26:30.680 --> 00:26:31.099
 It's the

00:26:31.099 --> 00:26:32.200
 glorious reality

00:26:32.200 --> 00:26:32.900
 of preaching

00:26:32.900 --> 00:26:33.539
 the gospel

00:26:33.539 --> 00:26:34.480
 to yourself

00:26:34.480 --> 00:26:36.059
 every day.

00:26:36.259 --> 00:26:37.400
 Every time

00:26:37.400 --> 00:26:38.000
 you see

00:26:38.000 --> 00:26:38.680
 the sin

00:26:38.680 --> 00:26:39.360
 that is

00:26:39.360 --> 00:26:40.039
 killing you

00:26:40.039 --> 00:26:41.019
 looking at

00:26:41.019 --> 00:26:41.519
 it in

00:26:41.519 --> 00:26:41.940
 Jesus

00:26:41.940 --> 00:26:42.840
 and remembering

00:26:42.840 --> 00:26:43.539
 that you

00:26:43.539 --> 00:26:44.519
 are free

00:26:44.519 --> 00:26:45.640
 and righteous

00:26:45.640 --> 00:26:46.660
 in him

00:26:46.660 --> 00:26:48.360
 because he

00:26:48.360 --> 00:26:49.039
 has taken

00:26:49.039 --> 00:26:49.740
 your sin.

00:26:52.240 --> 00:26:53.220
 Can I push

00:26:53.220 --> 00:26:53.980
 one more step

00:26:53.980 --> 00:26:54.460
 with this

00:26:54.460 --> 00:26:54.840
 while we're

00:26:54.840 --> 00:26:55.160
 on it?

00:26:56.539 --> 00:26:57.220
 Would you

00:26:57.220 --> 00:26:57.559
 be willing

00:26:57.559 --> 00:26:58.240
 to consider

00:26:58.240 --> 00:26:58.920
 this morning

00:26:58.920 --> 00:27:00.019
 the more

00:27:00.019 --> 00:27:00.600
 difficult

00:27:00.600 --> 00:27:01.700
 and painful

00:27:01.700 --> 00:27:02.380
 task

00:27:02.380 --> 00:27:02.960
 of doing

00:27:02.960 --> 00:27:03.660
 the same

00:27:03.660 --> 00:27:04.580
 with the

00:27:04.580 --> 00:27:05.000
 sin of

00:27:05.000 --> 00:27:05.140
 your

00:27:05.140 --> 00:27:05.420
 brothers

00:27:05.420 --> 00:27:05.759
 and

00:27:05.759 --> 00:27:06.120
 sisters?

00:27:09.259 --> 00:27:10.059
 For every

00:27:10.059 --> 00:27:10.519
 look at

00:27:10.519 --> 00:27:11.220
 their sin

00:27:11.220 --> 00:27:12.880
 take ten

00:27:12.880 --> 00:27:13.360
 looks at

00:27:13.360 --> 00:27:13.740
 Christ.

00:27:14.660 --> 00:27:15.120
 You see

00:27:15.120 --> 00:27:15.519
 Christ

00:27:15.519 --> 00:27:16.180
 became

00:27:16.180 --> 00:27:17.000
 their

00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:17.940
 careless

00:27:17.940 --> 00:27:18.720
 words

00:27:18.720 --> 00:27:19.480
 their

00:27:19.480 --> 00:27:20.240
 unloving

00:27:20.240 --> 00:27:20.900
 spirit

00:27:20.900 --> 00:27:21.920
 their

00:27:21.920 --> 00:27:22.940
 prideful

00:27:22.940 --> 00:27:23.980
 condescension

00:27:23.980 --> 00:27:24.500
 their

00:27:24.500 --> 00:27:25.120
 abusive

00:27:25.120 --> 00:27:25.779
 actions

00:27:25.779 --> 00:27:26.460
 which have

00:27:26.460 --> 00:27:26.960
 hurt you

00:27:26.960 --> 00:27:27.860
 so deeply

00:27:27.860 --> 00:27:29.400
 and realize

00:27:29.400 --> 00:27:30.039
 as you

00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:30.559
 look at

00:27:30.559 --> 00:27:30.860
 Christ

00:27:30.859 --> 00:27:31.199
 ten

00:27:31.199 --> 00:27:31.919
 times

00:27:31.919 --> 00:27:33.099
 that if

00:27:33.099 --> 00:27:33.379
 God

00:27:33.379 --> 00:27:33.579
 has

00:27:33.579 --> 00:27:34.000
 forgiven

00:27:34.000 --> 00:27:34.559
 them

00:27:34.559 --> 00:27:34.939
 at the

00:27:34.939 --> 00:27:35.399
 cross

00:27:35.399 --> 00:27:36.299
 you

00:27:36.299 --> 00:27:36.779
 must

00:27:36.779 --> 00:27:37.579
 too.

00:27:39.279 --> 00:27:39.819
 Other

00:27:39.819 --> 00:27:40.219
 people

00:27:40.219 --> 00:27:40.779
 must

00:27:40.779 --> 00:27:41.179
 get to

00:27:41.179 --> 00:27:41.519
 live

00:27:41.519 --> 00:27:42.119
 in the

00:27:42.119 --> 00:27:42.419
 same

00:27:42.419 --> 00:27:42.879
 freedom

00:27:42.879 --> 00:27:43.619
 that you

00:27:43.619 --> 00:27:43.799
 are

00:27:43.799 --> 00:27:44.299
 enjoying

00:27:44.299 --> 00:27:45.219
 in

00:27:45.219 --> 00:27:45.699
 Christ.

00:27:47.879 --> 00:27:48.519
 It's a

00:27:48.519 --> 00:27:48.719
 little bit

00:27:48.719 --> 00:27:48.959
 harder

00:27:48.959 --> 00:27:49.359
 isn't it?

00:27:49.719 --> 00:27:50.159
 I don't

00:27:50.159 --> 00:27:50.939
 like that

00:27:50.939 --> 00:27:51.639
 application

00:27:51.639 --> 00:27:52.279
 so much

00:27:52.279 --> 00:27:52.639
 pastor

00:27:52.639 --> 00:27:53.219
 come on

00:27:53.219 --> 00:27:53.639
 what about

00:27:53.639 --> 00:27:54.099
 preach the

00:27:54.099 --> 00:27:54.399
 gospel

00:27:54.399 --> 00:27:55.240
 to myself?

00:27:55.699 --> 00:27:56.319
 This is

00:27:56.319 --> 00:27:56.899
 preach the

00:27:56.899 --> 00:27:57.279
 gospel

00:27:57.279 --> 00:27:58.039
 to yourself

00:27:58.039 --> 00:27:58.740
 it's the

00:27:58.740 --> 00:27:59.379
 gospel

00:27:59.379 --> 00:28:00.319
 that applies

00:28:00.319 --> 00:28:00.980
 not just

00:28:00.980 --> 00:28:01.359
 to you

00:28:01.359 --> 00:28:01.759
 but to

00:28:01.759 --> 00:28:02.480
 all of

00:28:02.480 --> 00:28:02.599
 your

00:28:02.599 --> 00:28:02.859
 brothers

00:28:02.859 --> 00:28:03.139
 and

00:28:03.139 --> 00:28:03.480
 sisters

00:28:03.480 --> 00:28:04.139
 who are

00:28:04.139 --> 00:28:04.480
 hidden

00:28:04.480 --> 00:28:04.819
 in

00:28:04.819 --> 00:28:05.319
 Christ.

00:28:05.879 --> 00:28:06.119
 He's

00:28:06.119 --> 00:28:06.399
 paid

00:28:06.399 --> 00:28:06.720
 for

00:28:06.720 --> 00:28:07.359
 their

00:28:07.359 --> 00:28:08.019
 sins

00:28:08.019 --> 00:28:08.559
 he's

00:28:08.559 --> 00:28:09.019
 forgiven

00:28:09.019 --> 00:28:09.819
 their

00:28:09.819 --> 00:28:10.599
 sins

00:28:10.599 --> 00:28:11.019
 too.

00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:12.019
 It's

00:28:12.019 --> 00:28:12.359
 how the

00:28:12.359 --> 00:28:12.659
 gospel

00:28:12.659 --> 00:28:13.420
 transforms

00:28:13.420 --> 00:28:13.759
 us

00:28:13.759 --> 00:28:14.019
 in our

00:28:14.019 --> 00:28:14.639
 relationships

00:28:14.639 --> 00:28:15.339
 because

00:28:15.339 --> 00:28:15.940
 not only

00:28:15.940 --> 00:28:16.180
 has

00:28:16.180 --> 00:28:16.539
 Jesus

00:28:16.539 --> 00:28:17.079
 become

00:28:17.079 --> 00:28:17.680
 my

00:28:17.680 --> 00:28:18.119
 sin

00:28:18.119 --> 00:28:18.440
 in

00:28:18.440 --> 00:28:19.000
 my

00:28:19.000 --> 00:28:19.579
 place

00:28:19.579 --> 00:28:20.500
 he's

00:28:20.500 --> 00:28:20.920
 become

00:28:20.920 --> 00:28:21.519
 their

00:28:21.519 --> 00:28:22.019
 sin

00:28:22.019 --> 00:28:22.420
 in

00:28:22.420 --> 00:28:22.819
 their

00:28:22.819 --> 00:28:23.359
 place

00:28:23.359 --> 00:28:23.740
 hasn't

00:28:23.740 --> 00:28:23.940
 he?

00:28:23.940 --> 00:28:26.759
 he's

00:28:26.759 --> 00:28:26.980
 become

00:28:26.980 --> 00:28:27.299
 your

00:28:27.299 --> 00:28:27.720
 sin

00:28:27.720 --> 00:28:28.860
 in

00:28:28.860 --> 00:28:29.140
 your

00:28:29.140 --> 00:28:29.700
 place

00:28:29.700 --> 00:28:30.039
 too.

00:28:32.340 --> 00:28:32.600
 Now

00:28:32.600 --> 00:28:32.820
 remember

00:28:32.820 --> 00:28:32.960
 I'm

00:28:32.960 --> 00:28:33.140
 not

00:28:33.140 --> 00:28:33.539
 saying

00:28:33.539 --> 00:28:33.740
 you

00:28:33.740 --> 00:28:34.080
 quit

00:28:34.080 --> 00:28:34.740
 hating

00:28:34.740 --> 00:28:35.080
 that

00:28:35.080 --> 00:28:35.440
 sin

00:28:35.440 --> 00:28:35.600
 or

00:28:35.600 --> 00:28:35.799
 all

00:28:35.799 --> 00:28:36.000
 its

00:28:36.000 --> 00:28:36.740
 painful

00:28:36.740 --> 00:28:37.240
 effects

00:28:37.240 --> 00:28:37.759
 disappear

00:28:37.759 --> 00:28:38.140
 and

00:28:38.140 --> 00:28:38.380
 shouldn't

00:28:38.380 --> 00:28:38.539
 be

00:28:38.539 --> 00:28:38.820
 dealt

00:28:38.820 --> 00:28:39.160
 with

00:28:39.160 --> 00:28:39.539
 not

00:28:39.539 --> 00:28:39.680
 at

00:28:39.680 --> 00:28:39.940
 all

00:28:39.940 --> 00:28:40.820
 seeing

00:28:40.820 --> 00:28:41.039
 our

00:28:41.039 --> 00:28:41.519
 sin

00:28:41.519 --> 00:28:41.759
 on

00:28:41.759 --> 00:28:42.100
 Jesus

00:28:42.100 --> 00:28:42.660
 makes

00:28:42.660 --> 00:28:42.900
 us

00:28:42.900 --> 00:28:43.160
 hate

00:28:43.160 --> 00:28:43.400
 the

00:28:43.400 --> 00:28:43.759
 sin

00:28:43.759 --> 00:28:44.340
 all

00:28:44.340 --> 00:28:44.559
 the

00:28:44.559 --> 00:28:44.880
 more

00:28:44.880 --> 00:28:45.400
 but

00:28:45.400 --> 00:28:45.539
 it

00:28:45.539 --> 00:28:45.940
 also

00:28:45.940 --> 00:28:46.660
 calls

00:28:46.660 --> 00:28:47.080
 us

00:28:47.080 --> 00:28:47.600
 and

00:28:47.600 --> 00:28:48.140
 drives

00:28:48.140 --> 00:28:48.380
 us

00:28:48.380 --> 00:28:48.600
 to

00:28:48.600 --> 00:28:48.980
 forgive

00:28:48.980 --> 00:28:49.620
 sins

00:28:49.620 --> 00:28:50.019
 that

00:28:50.019 --> 00:28:50.200
 we

00:28:50.200 --> 00:28:50.360
 could

00:28:50.360 --> 00:28:50.840
 otherwise

00:28:50.840 --> 00:28:51.320
 never

00:28:51.320 --> 00:28:52.320
 imagine

00:28:52.320 --> 00:28:53.279
 forgiving

00:28:53.279 --> 00:28:53.839
 and

00:28:53.839 --> 00:28:54.039
 the

00:28:54.039 --> 00:28:54.359
 freedom

00:28:54.359 --> 00:28:54.619
 of

00:28:54.619 --> 00:28:54.940
 Christ

00:28:54.940 --> 00:28:55.180
 is

00:28:55.180 --> 00:28:55.440
 for

00:28:55.440 --> 00:28:55.819
 you

00:28:55.819 --> 00:28:56.579
 and

00:28:56.579 --> 00:28:57.180
 for

00:28:57.180 --> 00:28:57.599
 them

00:28:57.599 --> 00:28:58.339
 are

00:28:58.339 --> 00:28:58.559
 you

00:28:58.559 --> 00:28:59.319
 expressing

00:28:59.319 --> 00:28:59.799
 the

00:28:59.799 --> 00:29:00.339
 grace

00:29:00.339 --> 00:29:01.579
 that

00:29:01.579 --> 00:29:01.779
 you're

00:29:01.779 --> 00:29:02.379
 experiencing

00:29:02.379 --> 00:29:02.680
 for

00:29:02.680 --> 00:29:03.200
 yourself

00:29:03.200 --> 00:29:07.759
 one

00:29:07.759 --> 00:29:08.039
 last

00:29:08.039 --> 00:29:08.279
 thing

00:29:08.279 --> 00:29:08.660
 as we

00:29:08.660 --> 00:29:09.359
 close

00:29:09.359 --> 00:29:09.579
 this

00:29:09.579 --> 00:29:09.879
 morning

00:29:09.879 --> 00:29:10.759
 I

00:29:10.759 --> 00:29:10.980
 hope

00:29:10.980 --> 00:29:11.180
 you're

00:29:11.180 --> 00:29:11.660
 seeing

00:29:11.660 --> 00:29:12.240
 the

00:29:12.240 --> 00:29:12.519
 beauty

00:29:12.519 --> 00:29:12.940
 of yet

00:29:12.940 --> 00:29:13.319
 another

00:29:13.319 --> 00:29:13.920
 facet

00:29:13.920 --> 00:29:14.399
 of the

00:29:14.399 --> 00:29:14.779
 cross

00:29:14.779 --> 00:29:15.000
 of

00:29:15.000 --> 00:29:15.379
 Christ

00:29:15.379 --> 00:29:15.940
 today

00:29:15.940 --> 00:29:17.359
 but

00:29:17.359 --> 00:29:17.480
 I

00:29:17.480 --> 00:29:17.599
 think

00:29:17.599 --> 00:29:17.920
 lots

00:29:17.920 --> 00:29:18.079
 of

00:29:18.079 --> 00:29:18.420
 times

00:29:18.420 --> 00:29:18.639
 this

00:29:18.639 --> 00:29:18.839
 can

00:29:18.839 --> 00:29:19.339
 remain

00:29:19.339 --> 00:29:19.819
 very

00:29:19.819 --> 00:29:20.779
 theoretical

00:29:20.779 --> 00:29:22.339
 look

00:29:22.339 --> 00:29:22.619
 to

00:29:22.619 --> 00:29:23.139
 Jesus

00:29:23.140 --> 00:29:24.660
 preach

00:29:24.660 --> 00:29:24.920
 the

00:29:24.920 --> 00:29:25.420
 gospel

00:29:25.420 --> 00:29:25.700
 to

00:29:25.700 --> 00:29:26.259
 yourself

00:29:26.259 --> 00:29:26.740
 every

00:29:26.740 --> 00:29:27.100
 day

00:29:27.100 --> 00:29:27.280
 that

00:29:27.280 --> 00:29:27.600
 sounds

00:29:27.600 --> 00:29:27.840
 so

00:29:27.840 --> 00:29:28.200
 nice

00:29:28.200 --> 00:29:28.540
 doesn't

00:29:28.540 --> 00:29:29.060
 it

00:29:29.060 --> 00:29:29.480
 you

00:29:29.480 --> 00:29:29.640
 know

00:29:29.640 --> 00:29:29.980
 preacher

00:29:29.980 --> 00:29:30.240
 just

00:29:30.240 --> 00:29:30.460
 say

00:29:30.460 --> 00:29:30.700
 that

00:29:30.700 --> 00:29:30.960
 thing

00:29:30.960 --> 00:29:31.100
 I

00:29:31.100 --> 00:29:31.220
 don't

00:29:31.220 --> 00:29:31.340
 know

00:29:31.340 --> 00:29:31.540
 what

00:29:31.540 --> 00:29:31.700
 you're

00:29:31.700 --> 00:29:31.960
 talking

00:29:31.960 --> 00:29:32.280
 about

00:29:32.280 --> 00:29:32.480
 but

00:29:32.480 --> 00:29:32.700
 sure

00:29:32.700 --> 00:29:32.880
 that

00:29:32.880 --> 00:29:32.900
 that

00:29:32.900 --> 00:29:33.440
 sounded

00:29:33.440 --> 00:29:33.720
 really

00:29:33.720 --> 00:29:34.220
 spiritual

00:29:34.220 --> 00:29:34.480
 when

00:29:34.480 --> 00:29:34.600
 you

00:29:34.600 --> 00:29:34.840
 said

00:29:34.840 --> 00:29:35.160
 that

00:29:35.160 --> 00:29:35.640
 I'm

00:29:35.640 --> 00:29:35.700
 going

00:29:35.700 --> 00:29:35.759
 to

00:29:35.759 --> 00:29:35.980
 preach

00:29:35.980 --> 00:29:36.180
 the

00:29:36.180 --> 00:29:36.560
 gospel

00:29:36.560 --> 00:29:36.759
 to

00:29:36.759 --> 00:29:37.280
 myself

00:29:37.280 --> 00:29:38.200
 every

00:29:38.200 --> 00:29:38.560
 day

00:29:38.560 --> 00:29:39.080
 I'll

00:29:39.080 --> 00:29:39.280
 try

00:29:39.280 --> 00:29:39.620
 that

00:29:39.620 --> 00:29:40.960
 let

00:29:40.960 --> 00:29:41.080
 me

00:29:41.080 --> 00:29:41.500
 tell

00:29:41.500 --> 00:29:41.700
 you

00:29:41.700 --> 00:29:42.020
 I

00:29:42.020 --> 00:29:42.320
 hope

00:29:42.320 --> 00:29:42.600
 very

00:29:42.600 --> 00:29:43.360
 practically

00:29:43.360 --> 00:29:43.620
 what

00:29:43.620 --> 00:29:43.740
 it

00:29:43.740 --> 00:29:43.940
 looks

00:29:43.940 --> 00:29:44.200
 like

00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:44.420
 in

00:29:44.420 --> 00:29:44.940
 my

00:29:44.940 --> 00:29:45.420
 life

00:29:45.420 --> 00:29:46.160
 to

00:29:46.160 --> 00:29:46.340
 try

00:29:46.340 --> 00:29:46.440
 to

00:29:46.440 --> 00:29:46.600
 help

00:29:46.600 --> 00:29:46.740
 us

00:29:46.740 --> 00:29:46.920
 put

00:29:46.920 --> 00:29:47.160
 some

00:29:47.160 --> 00:29:47.440
 legs

00:29:47.440 --> 00:29:47.680
 on

00:29:47.680 --> 00:29:47.880
 this

00:29:47.880 --> 00:29:48.060
 I'll

00:29:48.060 --> 00:29:48.240
 just

00:29:48.240 --> 00:29:48.640
 use

00:29:48.640 --> 00:29:48.880
 one

00:29:48.880 --> 00:29:49.259
 story

00:29:49.259 --> 00:29:49.460
 and

00:29:49.460 --> 00:29:49.759
 we'll

00:29:49.759 --> 00:29:49.920
 be

00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:50.160
 through

00:29:50.160 --> 00:29:51.920
 a

00:29:51.920 --> 00:29:52.140
 couple

00:29:52.140 --> 00:29:52.420
 weeks

00:29:52.420 --> 00:29:52.660
 ago

00:29:52.660 --> 00:29:52.880
 my

00:29:52.880 --> 00:29:53.259
 wife

00:29:53.259 --> 00:29:53.720
 joined

00:29:53.720 --> 00:29:54.000
 many

00:29:54.000 --> 00:29:54.220
 of

00:29:54.220 --> 00:29:54.420
 you

00:29:54.420 --> 00:29:54.680
 on

00:29:54.680 --> 00:29:55.380
 Southwood's

00:29:55.380 --> 00:29:55.800
 women's

00:29:55.800 --> 00:29:56.180
 retreat

00:29:56.180 --> 00:29:57.000
 which

00:29:57.000 --> 00:29:57.140
 was

00:29:57.140 --> 00:29:57.759
 fantastic

00:29:57.759 --> 00:29:58.160
 and

00:29:58.160 --> 00:29:58.900
 meant

00:29:58.900 --> 00:29:59.180
 for

00:29:59.180 --> 00:29:59.560
 me

00:29:59.560 --> 00:30:00.180
 that

00:30:00.180 --> 00:30:00.300
 I

00:30:00.300 --> 00:30:00.500
 got

00:30:00.500 --> 00:30:00.640
 an

00:30:00.640 --> 00:30:01.000
 entire

00:30:01.000 --> 00:30:01.480
 weekend

00:30:01.480 --> 00:30:01.800
 just

00:30:01.800 --> 00:30:02.120
 me

00:30:02.120 --> 00:30:02.300
 and

00:30:02.300 --> 00:30:02.580
 my

00:30:02.580 --> 00:30:02.980
 three

00:30:02.980 --> 00:30:03.519
 girls

00:30:03.519 --> 00:30:03.820
 whom

00:30:03.820 --> 00:30:04.060
 I

00:30:04.060 --> 00:30:04.960
 love

00:30:04.960 --> 00:30:05.620
 dearly

00:30:05.620 --> 00:30:05.960
 I

00:30:05.960 --> 00:30:06.120
 was

00:30:06.120 --> 00:30:06.340
 looking

00:30:06.340 --> 00:30:06.779
 forward

00:30:06.779 --> 00:30:07.000
 to

00:30:07.000 --> 00:30:07.200
 that

00:30:07.200 --> 00:30:07.539
 time

00:30:07.539 --> 00:30:08.039
 together

00:30:08.039 --> 00:30:09.039
 and

00:30:09.039 --> 00:30:09.720
 probably

00:30:09.720 --> 00:30:10.080
 to

00:30:10.080 --> 00:30:10.259
 be

00:30:10.259 --> 00:30:10.539
 honest

00:30:10.539 --> 00:30:10.740
 a

00:30:10.740 --> 00:30:11.000
 chance

00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:11.180
 to

00:30:11.180 --> 00:30:11.539
 prove

00:30:11.539 --> 00:30:11.720
 to

00:30:11.720 --> 00:30:12.259
 myself

00:30:12.259 --> 00:30:12.700
 what

00:30:12.700 --> 00:30:12.820
 an

00:30:12.820 --> 00:30:13.400
 amazing

00:30:16.920 --> 00:30:18.000
 stop

00:30:18.000 --> 00:30:18.519
 laughing

00:30:18.519 --> 00:30:18.779
 at

00:30:18.779 --> 00:30:18.960
 me

00:30:18.960 --> 00:30:19.160
 I

00:30:19.160 --> 00:30:19.360
 am

00:30:19.360 --> 00:30:19.779
 amazing

00:30:19.779 --> 00:30:20.920
 I

00:30:20.920 --> 00:30:21.279
 wanted

00:30:21.279 --> 00:30:21.560
 God

00:30:21.560 --> 00:30:21.720
 to

00:30:21.720 --> 00:30:21.860
 give

00:30:21.860 --> 00:30:22.019
 us

00:30:22.019 --> 00:30:22.200
 a

00:30:22.200 --> 00:30:22.539
 special

00:30:22.539 --> 00:30:23.060
 weekend

00:30:23.060 --> 00:30:23.960
 together

00:30:23.960 --> 00:30:24.460
 that's

00:30:24.460 --> 00:30:24.640
 what

00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:24.779
 I

00:30:24.779 --> 00:30:25.380
 expected

00:30:25.380 --> 00:30:27.180
 by

00:30:27.180 --> 00:30:27.420
 the

00:30:27.420 --> 00:30:27.580
 end

00:30:27.580 --> 00:30:27.740
 of

00:30:27.740 --> 00:30:28.160
 Friday

00:30:28.160 --> 00:30:30.140
 which

00:30:30.140 --> 00:30:30.360
 in

00:30:30.360 --> 00:30:30.660
 fairness

00:30:30.660 --> 00:30:30.920
 to

00:30:30.920 --> 00:30:31.039
 me

00:30:31.039 --> 00:30:31.200
 was

00:30:31.200 --> 00:30:31.320
 a

00:30:31.320 --> 00:30:31.500
 day

00:30:31.500 --> 00:30:31.800
 off

00:30:31.800 --> 00:30:31.980
 of

00:30:31.980 --> 00:30:32.420
 school

00:30:32.420 --> 00:30:32.900
 I

00:30:32.900 --> 00:30:33.060
 mean

00:30:33.060 --> 00:30:33.400
 come

00:30:33.400 --> 00:30:33.740
 on

00:30:33.740 --> 00:30:34.140
 really

00:30:34.140 --> 00:30:34.779
 a

00:30:34.779 --> 00:30:35.380
 full

00:30:35.380 --> 00:30:35.840
 day

00:30:35.840 --> 00:30:37.740
 by

00:30:37.740 --> 00:30:37.880
 the

00:30:37.880 --> 00:30:38.019
 end

00:30:38.019 --> 00:30:38.180
 of

00:30:38.180 --> 00:30:38.539
 Friday

00:30:38.539 --> 00:30:38.880
 I

00:30:38.880 --> 00:30:39.600
 was

00:30:39.600 --> 00:30:40.220
 impatient

00:30:40.220 --> 00:30:42.519
 my

00:30:42.519 --> 00:30:42.759
 girls

00:30:42.759 --> 00:30:42.980
 weren't

00:30:42.980 --> 00:30:43.360
 giving me

00:30:43.360 --> 00:30:43.519
 the

00:30:43.519 --> 00:30:43.840
 space

00:30:43.840 --> 00:30:44.200
 to do

00:30:44.200 --> 00:30:44.400
 what

00:30:44.400 --> 00:30:44.620
 was

00:30:44.620 --> 00:30:44.840
 on

00:30:44.840 --> 00:30:45.200
 my

00:30:45.200 --> 00:30:45.759
 schedule

00:30:45.759 --> 00:30:46.620
 they

00:30:46.619 --> 00:30:46.819
 were

00:30:46.819 --> 00:30:47.379
 responding

00:30:47.379 --> 00:30:48.639
 disrespectfully

00:30:48.639 --> 00:30:48.939
 to

00:30:48.939 --> 00:30:49.199
 me

00:30:49.199 --> 00:30:50.179
 and

00:30:50.179 --> 00:30:50.339
 the

00:30:50.339 --> 00:30:50.859
 volume

00:30:50.859 --> 00:30:51.119
 of

00:30:51.119 --> 00:30:51.339
 my

00:30:51.339 --> 00:30:51.879
 voice

00:30:51.879 --> 00:30:52.159
 was

00:30:52.159 --> 00:30:52.459
 getting

00:30:52.459 --> 00:30:52.959
 louder

00:30:52.959 --> 00:30:53.299
 and

00:30:53.299 --> 00:30:53.679
 louder

00:30:53.679 --> 00:30:54.039
 with

00:30:54.039 --> 00:30:54.459
 every

00:30:54.459 --> 00:30:55.500
 interaction

00:30:55.500 --> 00:30:55.979
 I

00:30:55.979 --> 00:30:56.199
 was

00:30:56.199 --> 00:30:57.019
 discontent

00:30:57.019 --> 00:30:58.859
 I

00:30:58.859 --> 00:30:59.139
 wasn't

00:30:59.139 --> 00:30:59.659
 trusting

00:30:59.659 --> 00:31:00.119
 God

00:31:00.119 --> 00:31:00.319
 that

00:31:00.319 --> 00:31:00.759
 he

00:31:00.759 --> 00:31:01.000
 knew

00:31:01.000 --> 00:31:01.179
 what

00:31:01.179 --> 00:31:01.439
 was

00:31:01.439 --> 00:31:01.899
 best

00:31:01.899 --> 00:31:02.119
 for

00:31:02.119 --> 00:31:02.299
 the

00:31:02.299 --> 00:31:02.579
 weekend

00:31:02.579 --> 00:31:03.000
 and

00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:03.379
 what

00:31:03.379 --> 00:31:03.519
 it

00:31:03.519 --> 00:31:03.699
 should

00:31:03.699 --> 00:31:03.939
 look

00:31:03.939 --> 00:31:04.279
 like

00:31:04.279 --> 00:31:04.939
 I

00:31:04.939 --> 00:31:05.199
 had

00:31:05.199 --> 00:31:05.399
 my

00:31:05.399 --> 00:31:05.699
 own

00:31:05.699 --> 00:31:06.259
 plans

00:31:06.259 --> 00:31:06.519
 and

00:31:06.519 --> 00:31:06.739
 my

00:31:06.739 --> 00:31:07.219
 kids

00:31:07.219 --> 00:31:07.519
 weren't

00:31:07.519 --> 00:31:08.339
 cooperating

00:31:08.339 --> 00:31:08.599
 with

00:31:08.599 --> 00:31:08.879
 them

00:31:08.879 --> 00:31:09.799
 I

00:31:09.799 --> 00:31:09.979
 was

00:31:09.979 --> 00:31:10.139
 the

00:31:10.139 --> 00:31:10.539
 first

00:31:10.539 --> 00:31:10.959
 parent

00:31:10.959 --> 00:31:11.359
 ever

00:31:11.359 --> 00:31:11.579
 to

00:31:11.579 --> 00:31:11.819
 find

00:31:11.819 --> 00:31:12.199
 himself

00:31:12.199 --> 00:31:12.399
 in

00:31:12.399 --> 00:31:12.579
 that

00:31:12.579 --> 00:31:13.099
 position

00:31:13.099 --> 00:31:14.299
 before

00:31:14.299 --> 00:31:18.980
 and

00:31:18.980 --> 00:31:19.099
 I

00:31:19.099 --> 00:31:19.299
 lost

00:31:19.299 --> 00:31:19.519
 my

00:31:19.519 --> 00:31:19.819
 temper

00:31:19.819 --> 00:31:22.299
 I

00:31:22.299 --> 00:31:22.639
 yelled

00:31:22.639 --> 00:31:22.879
 at

00:31:22.879 --> 00:31:23.139
 them

00:31:23.139 --> 00:31:25.940
 I

00:31:25.940 --> 00:31:26.240
 hurt

00:31:26.240 --> 00:31:26.519
 them

00:31:26.519 --> 00:31:27.240
 I

00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:27.419
 could

00:31:27.419 --> 00:31:27.680
 see

00:31:27.680 --> 00:31:27.879
 it

00:31:27.879 --> 00:31:28.059
 in

00:31:28.059 --> 00:31:28.240
 their

00:31:28.240 --> 00:31:28.599
 eyes

00:31:28.599 --> 00:31:28.899
 that

00:31:28.899 --> 00:31:29.180
 night

00:31:29.180 --> 00:31:31.399
 I'd

00:31:31.399 --> 00:31:31.659
 like to

00:31:31.659 --> 00:31:31.799
 say

00:31:31.799 --> 00:31:31.940
 it's

00:31:31.940 --> 00:31:32.079
 the

00:31:32.079 --> 00:31:32.259
 first

00:31:32.259 --> 00:31:32.519
 time

00:31:32.519 --> 00:31:32.740
 that's

00:31:32.740 --> 00:31:32.919
 ever

00:31:32.919 --> 00:31:33.399
 happened

00:31:33.399 --> 00:31:34.519
 but

00:31:34.519 --> 00:31:34.579
 I

00:31:34.579 --> 00:31:34.680
 don't

00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:34.799
 want

00:31:34.799 --> 00:31:34.899
 to

00:31:34.899 --> 00:31:35.180
 add

00:31:35.180 --> 00:31:35.779
 lying

00:31:35.779 --> 00:31:36.039
 to

00:31:36.039 --> 00:31:36.339
 my

00:31:36.339 --> 00:31:36.940
 rap

00:31:36.940 --> 00:31:37.200
 sheet

00:31:37.200 --> 00:31:37.399
 for

00:31:37.399 --> 00:31:37.519
 the

00:31:37.519 --> 00:31:37.919
 weekend

00:31:37.920 --> 00:31:40.860
 but

00:31:40.860 --> 00:31:40.920
 I

00:31:40.920 --> 00:31:41.000
 was

00:31:41.000 --> 00:31:41.140
 a

00:31:41.140 --> 00:31:41.420
 failure

00:31:41.420 --> 00:31:42.080
 again

00:31:42.080 --> 00:31:44.140
 the

00:31:44.140 --> 00:31:44.640
 same

00:31:44.640 --> 00:31:45.300
 sin

00:31:45.300 --> 00:31:45.660
 that

00:31:45.660 --> 00:31:45.860
 I

00:31:45.860 --> 00:31:46.960
 hated

00:31:46.960 --> 00:31:49.600
 and

00:31:49.600 --> 00:31:49.820
 after

00:31:49.820 --> 00:31:49.960
 I

00:31:49.960 --> 00:31:50.140
 got

00:31:50.140 --> 00:31:50.259
 them

00:31:50.259 --> 00:31:50.400
 to

00:31:50.400 --> 00:31:50.580
 bed

00:31:50.580 --> 00:31:50.800
 that

00:31:50.800 --> 00:31:51.000
 night

00:31:51.000 --> 00:31:51.200
 I

00:31:51.200 --> 00:31:51.580
 sat

00:31:51.580 --> 00:31:51.880
 down

00:31:51.880 --> 00:31:52.000
 and

00:31:52.000 --> 00:31:52.160
 I

00:31:52.160 --> 00:31:52.600
 started

00:31:52.600 --> 00:31:52.940
 going

00:31:52.940 --> 00:31:53.200
 through

00:31:53.200 --> 00:31:53.400
 all

00:31:53.400 --> 00:31:53.580
 the

00:31:53.580 --> 00:31:54.120
 excuses

00:31:54.120 --> 00:31:54.460
 in

00:31:54.460 --> 00:31:54.680
 my

00:31:54.680 --> 00:31:55.060
 head

00:31:55.060 --> 00:31:55.380
 for

00:31:55.380 --> 00:31:55.940
 how

00:31:55.940 --> 00:31:56.160
 I

00:31:56.160 --> 00:31:56.640
 treated

00:31:56.640 --> 00:31:57.019
 them

00:31:57.019 --> 00:31:58.120
 why

00:31:58.120 --> 00:31:58.240
 I

00:31:58.240 --> 00:31:58.420
 was

00:31:58.420 --> 00:31:58.960
 still

00:31:58.960 --> 00:31:59.160
 a

00:31:59.160 --> 00:31:59.440
 great

00:31:59.440 --> 00:32:00.060
 dad

00:32:00.060 --> 00:32:00.240
 in

00:32:00.240 --> 00:32:00.460
 that

00:32:00.460 --> 00:32:01.100
 moment

00:32:01.100 --> 00:32:02.300
 but

00:32:02.300 --> 00:32:02.539
 pretty

00:32:02.539 --> 00:32:02.940
 quickly

00:32:02.940 --> 00:32:03.200
 I

00:32:03.200 --> 00:32:03.600
 saw

00:32:03.600 --> 00:32:03.840
 the

00:32:03.840 --> 00:32:04.279
 horror

00:32:04.279 --> 00:32:04.600
 of

00:32:04.600 --> 00:32:04.840
 my

00:32:04.840 --> 00:32:05.200
 sin

00:32:05.200 --> 00:32:05.340
 I

00:32:05.340 --> 00:32:05.640
 felt

00:32:05.640 --> 00:32:05.860
 like

00:32:05.860 --> 00:32:06.060
 such

00:32:06.060 --> 00:32:06.380
 a

00:32:06.380 --> 00:32:06.800
 miserable

00:32:06.800 --> 00:32:07.539
 failure

00:32:07.539 --> 00:32:08.559
 somebody

00:32:08.559 --> 00:32:08.899
 else

00:32:08.899 --> 00:32:09.059
 in

00:32:09.059 --> 00:32:09.200
 here

00:32:09.200 --> 00:32:09.359
 has

00:32:09.359 --> 00:32:09.599
 felt

00:32:09.599 --> 00:32:09.839
 that

00:32:09.839 --> 00:32:10.019
 way

00:32:10.019 --> 00:32:10.359
 before

00:32:10.359 --> 00:32:10.960
 I

00:32:10.960 --> 00:32:11.379
 think

00:32:11.379 --> 00:32:12.440
 I

00:32:12.440 --> 00:32:12.559
 was

00:32:12.559 --> 00:32:12.700
 just

00:32:12.700 --> 00:32:13.319
 ashamed

00:32:13.319 --> 00:32:14.200
 remember

00:32:14.200 --> 00:32:14.480
 this

00:32:14.480 --> 00:32:14.659
 was

00:32:14.659 --> 00:32:14.859
 my

00:32:14.859 --> 00:32:15.240
 dad

00:32:15.240 --> 00:32:15.379
 of

00:32:15.379 --> 00:32:15.519
 the

00:32:15.519 --> 00:32:15.779
 year

00:32:15.779 --> 00:32:16.279
 weekend

00:32:16.279 --> 00:32:16.980
 I

00:32:16.980 --> 00:32:17.220
 didn't

00:32:17.220 --> 00:32:17.440
 get

00:32:17.440 --> 00:32:17.680
 many

00:32:17.680 --> 00:32:18.119
 chances

00:32:18.119 --> 00:32:18.420
 like

00:32:18.420 --> 00:32:18.579
 this

00:32:18.579 --> 00:32:18.700
 I

00:32:18.700 --> 00:32:19.019
 built

00:32:19.019 --> 00:32:19.539
 myself

00:32:19.539 --> 00:32:19.960
 up

00:32:19.960 --> 00:32:20.399
 I

00:32:20.399 --> 00:32:20.599
 was

00:32:20.599 --> 00:32:20.859
 going

00:32:20.859 --> 00:32:21.079
 to

00:32:21.079 --> 00:32:21.559
 prove

00:32:21.559 --> 00:32:21.779
 it

00:32:21.779 --> 00:32:21.980
 to

00:32:21.980 --> 00:32:22.559
 myself

00:32:22.559 --> 00:32:22.819
 if

00:32:22.819 --> 00:32:23.180
 nobody

00:32:23.180 --> 00:32:23.720
 else

00:32:23.720 --> 00:32:25.599
 and

00:32:25.599 --> 00:32:25.700
 I

00:32:25.700 --> 00:32:26.000
 blew

00:32:26.000 --> 00:32:26.339
 it

00:32:26.339 --> 00:32:27.819
 I

00:32:27.819 --> 00:32:28.000
 was

00:32:28.000 --> 00:32:28.279
 so

00:32:28.279 --> 00:32:28.879
 disappointed

00:32:28.879 --> 00:32:29.099
 in

00:32:29.099 --> 00:32:29.519
 myself

00:32:29.519 --> 00:32:30.019
 I

00:32:30.019 --> 00:32:30.639
 deserved

00:32:30.639 --> 00:32:31.339
 none

00:32:31.339 --> 00:32:31.519
 of

00:32:31.519 --> 00:32:31.940
 God's

00:32:31.940 --> 00:32:32.180
 love

00:32:32.180 --> 00:32:32.339
 I

00:32:32.339 --> 00:32:33.079
 hated

00:32:33.079 --> 00:32:34.240
 myself

00:32:34.240 --> 00:32:34.619
 for

00:32:34.619 --> 00:32:34.879
 my

00:32:34.879 --> 00:32:35.460
 sin

00:32:35.460 --> 00:32:37.799
 and that

00:32:37.799 --> 00:32:38.059
 night

00:32:38.059 --> 00:32:38.400
 I had

00:32:38.400 --> 00:32:38.880
 to preach

00:32:38.880 --> 00:32:39.600
 the gospel

00:32:39.600 --> 00:32:40.819
 to myself

00:32:40.819 --> 00:32:42.360
 I had

00:32:42.360 --> 00:32:42.960
 to see

00:32:42.960 --> 00:32:43.700
 Jesus

00:32:43.700 --> 00:32:44.400
 on the

00:32:44.400 --> 00:32:44.960
 cross

00:32:44.960 --> 00:32:45.799
 becoming

00:32:45.799 --> 00:32:46.559
 a self

00:32:46.559 --> 00:32:46.940
 centered

00:32:46.940 --> 00:32:47.440
 dad

00:32:47.440 --> 00:32:48.299
 who yells

00:32:48.299 --> 00:32:48.740
 at his

00:32:48.740 --> 00:32:49.299
 kids

00:32:49.299 --> 00:32:50.600
 again

00:32:50.599 --> 00:32:52.819
 I

00:32:52.819 --> 00:32:52.939
 had

00:32:52.939 --> 00:32:53.240
 to see

00:32:53.240 --> 00:32:53.459
 what

00:32:53.459 --> 00:32:53.819
 happened

00:32:53.819 --> 00:32:54.500
 to him

00:32:54.500 --> 00:32:55.079
 because

00:32:55.079 --> 00:32:55.740
 of

00:32:55.740 --> 00:32:56.139
 that

00:32:56.139 --> 00:32:56.659
 sin

00:32:56.659 --> 00:32:56.879
 that

00:32:56.879 --> 00:32:57.199
 was

00:32:57.199 --> 00:32:58.039
 mine

00:32:58.039 --> 00:33:00.159
 and

00:33:00.159 --> 00:33:00.339
 then I

00:33:00.339 --> 00:33:00.579
 had to

00:33:00.579 --> 00:33:00.740
 see

00:33:00.740 --> 00:33:00.980
 God

00:33:00.980 --> 00:33:01.559
 forgiving

00:33:01.559 --> 00:33:02.759
 and

00:33:02.759 --> 00:33:03.139
 loving

00:33:03.139 --> 00:33:03.699
 me

00:33:03.699 --> 00:33:04.359
 right

00:33:04.359 --> 00:33:04.939
 there

00:33:04.939 --> 00:33:05.519
 because

00:33:05.519 --> 00:33:06.000
 of

00:33:06.000 --> 00:33:06.719
 Jesus

00:33:06.719 --> 00:33:07.859
 so

00:33:07.859 --> 00:33:08.119
 that

00:33:08.119 --> 00:33:08.699
 I

00:33:08.699 --> 00:33:08.939
 could

00:33:08.939 --> 00:33:09.179
 be

00:33:09.179 --> 00:33:09.659
 free

00:33:09.659 --> 00:33:10.379
 and

00:33:10.379 --> 00:33:11.219
 not

00:33:11.219 --> 00:33:11.619
 be

00:33:11.619 --> 00:33:12.099
 and

00:33:12.099 --> 00:33:12.439
 not

00:33:12.439 --> 00:33:12.899
 take

00:33:12.899 --> 00:33:13.299
 what

00:33:13.299 --> 00:33:13.659
 Jesus

00:33:13.659 --> 00:33:14.019
 was

00:33:14.019 --> 00:33:14.439
 taking

00:33:14.439 --> 00:33:15.199
 for

00:33:15.199 --> 00:33:15.439
 me

00:33:15.439 --> 00:33:17.039
 and

00:33:17.039 --> 00:33:17.240
 then

00:33:17.240 --> 00:33:17.579
 to

00:33:17.579 --> 00:33:17.879
 make

00:33:17.879 --> 00:33:18.039
 it

00:33:18.039 --> 00:33:18.500
 worse

00:33:18.500 --> 00:33:19.259
 as I

00:33:19.259 --> 00:33:19.659
 plotted

00:33:19.659 --> 00:33:20.000
 how to

00:33:20.000 --> 00:33:20.219
 teach

00:33:20.220 --> 00:33:20.680
 my girls

00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:20.960
 to be

00:33:20.960 --> 00:33:21.539
 respectful

00:33:21.539 --> 00:33:22.059
 the next

00:33:22.059 --> 00:33:22.400
 day

00:33:22.400 --> 00:33:23.140
 I

00:33:23.140 --> 00:33:23.279
 had

00:33:23.279 --> 00:33:23.420
 to

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 see

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 him

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 do

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 the

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 same

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 for

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 their

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 sin

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 I

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 had to

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 wait

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 until

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 the next

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 morning

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 to

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 apologize

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 to

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 my

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 girls

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 I

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 tell

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 you

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 if

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 you're

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 ever

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 hurting

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 in

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 your

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 sin

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 there

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 there's

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 very

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 few

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 balms

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 of

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 the

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 gospel

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 like

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 the

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 forgiveness

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 of

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 a

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 child

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 for

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 a

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 parent

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 to

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 have

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 your

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 child

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 forgive

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 you

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 to

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 show

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 the

00:33:48.180 --> 00:33:48.360
 love

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 of

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 God

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 to

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 you

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 we

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 agreed

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 that

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 they

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 still

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 needed

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 to be

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 disciplined

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 for

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 their

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 disrespect

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 but

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 I

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 asked

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 them

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 in the

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 same

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 moment

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 to help

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 me

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 remember

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 not to

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 yell at

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 them

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 but to

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 show them

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 God's

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 patient

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 love

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 and we

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 all were

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 free to

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 love each

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 other as

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 righteous

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 not in

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 how we

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 performed

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 on

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 Friday

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 but in

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 Christ

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 and in

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 how much

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 he

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 loved

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 us

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 which

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 is

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 much

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 more

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 special

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 than

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 that

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 of

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 the

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 year

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 weekend

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 I

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 had

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 planned

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 for

00:34:21.639 --> 00:34:24.079
 where

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 do

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 you

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 need

00:34:24.440 --> 00:34:24.559
 to

00:34:24.559 --> 00:34:24.780
 preach

00:34:24.780 --> 00:34:24.980
 the

00:34:24.980 --> 00:34:25.380
 gospel

00:34:25.380 --> 00:34:25.940
 to

00:34:25.940 --> 00:34:26.400
 yourself

00:34:26.400 --> 00:34:28.239
 what

00:34:28.239 --> 00:34:28.619
 sin

00:34:28.619 --> 00:34:28.780
 that

00:34:28.780 --> 00:34:28.940
 is

00:34:28.940 --> 00:34:29.420
 poisoning

00:34:29.420 --> 00:34:29.820
 your

00:34:29.820 --> 00:34:30.239
 heart

00:34:30.239 --> 00:34:30.659
 do

00:34:30.659 --> 00:34:30.739
 you

00:34:30.739 --> 00:34:30.880
 need

00:34:30.880 --> 00:34:31.039
 to

00:34:31.039 --> 00:34:31.420
 see

00:34:31.420 --> 00:34:32.380
 Jesus

00:34:32.380 --> 00:34:32.780
 on

00:34:32.780 --> 00:34:32.960
 the

00:34:32.960 --> 00:34:33.500
 cross

00:34:33.500 --> 00:34:34.219
 becoming

00:34:34.219 --> 00:34:35.219
 for

00:34:35.219 --> 00:34:35.599
 you

00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:36.559
 it's

00:34:36.559 --> 00:34:36.719
 a

00:34:36.719 --> 00:34:37.239
 painful

00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:38.019
 place

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 to

00:34:38.219 --> 00:34:38.539
 look

00:34:38.539 --> 00:34:40.320
 but

00:34:40.320 --> 00:34:40.420
 the

00:34:40.420 --> 00:34:40.739
 healing

00:34:40.739 --> 00:34:40.980
 you

00:34:40.980 --> 00:34:41.360
 find

00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:41.500
 in

00:34:41.500 --> 00:34:41.619
 the

00:34:41.619 --> 00:34:41.940
 place

00:34:41.940 --> 00:34:42.079
 of

00:34:42.079 --> 00:34:42.280
 the

00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:42.759
 shame

00:34:42.759 --> 00:34:43.400
 and

00:34:43.400 --> 00:34:43.900
 disgrace

00:34:43.900 --> 00:34:44.159
 you

00:34:44.159 --> 00:34:44.599
 deserve

00:34:44.599 --> 00:34:45.460
 is so

00:34:45.460 --> 00:34:45.900
 sweet

00:34:45.900 --> 00:34:46.079
 that

00:34:46.079 --> 00:34:46.259
 it

00:34:46.259 --> 00:34:46.599
 sets

00:34:46.599 --> 00:34:46.920
 you

00:34:46.920 --> 00:34:47.299
 free

00:34:47.299 --> 00:34:47.559
 and

00:34:47.559 --> 00:34:47.960
 sets

00:34:47.960 --> 00:34:48.759
 others

00:34:48.759 --> 00:34:49.539
 free

00:34:49.539 --> 00:34:49.900
 as

00:34:49.900 --> 00:34:50.239
 well

00:34:50.239 --> 00:34:51.219
 let me

00:34:51.219 --> 00:34:51.380
 pray

00:34:51.380 --> 00:34:51.599
 with

00:34:51.599 --> 00:34:52.599
 me

00:34:52.599 --> 00:34:58.819
 father

00:34:58.819 --> 00:34:59.219
 we are

00:34:59.219 --> 00:34:59.980
 gathered

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 here

00:35:00.400 --> 00:35:00.799
 as

00:35:00.799 --> 00:35:01.480
 a

00:35:01.480 --> 00:35:02.019
 community

00:35:02.019 --> 00:35:02.380
 of

00:35:02.380 --> 00:35:02.860
 great

00:35:02.860 --> 00:35:03.339
 sinners

00:35:03.339 --> 00:35:06.059
 we are

00:35:06.059 --> 00:35:06.360
 so

00:35:06.360 --> 00:35:06.880
 thankful

00:35:06.880 --> 00:35:08.839
 for

00:35:08.839 --> 00:35:09.079
 our

00:35:09.079 --> 00:35:09.480
 great

00:35:09.480 --> 00:35:10.199
 savior

00:35:10.199 --> 00:35:12.880
 bearing

00:35:12.880 --> 00:35:13.719
 shame

00:35:13.719 --> 00:35:14.119
 and

00:35:14.119 --> 00:35:15.019
 scoffing

00:35:15.019 --> 00:35:15.579
 rude

00:35:15.579 --> 00:35:16.339
 in

00:35:16.339 --> 00:35:17.000
 my

00:35:17.000 --> 00:35:17.659
 place

00:35:17.659 --> 00:35:18.639
 condemned

00:35:18.639 --> 00:35:19.399
 he

00:35:19.399 --> 00:35:19.819
 stood

00:35:19.819 --> 00:35:20.279
 I

00:35:20.279 --> 00:35:20.739
 deserve

00:35:20.739 --> 00:35:21.279
 to be

00:35:21.279 --> 00:35:21.719
 condemned

00:35:21.719 --> 00:35:22.139
 like

00:35:22.139 --> 00:35:22.519
 that

00:35:22.519 --> 00:35:22.899
 and he

00:35:22.899 --> 00:35:23.480
 didn't

00:35:23.480 --> 00:35:24.159
 he

00:35:24.159 --> 00:35:24.579
 sealed

00:35:24.579 --> 00:35:24.879
 my

00:35:24.879 --> 00:35:25.459
 pardon

00:35:25.459 --> 00:35:26.119
 with

00:35:26.119 --> 00:35:26.399
 his

00:35:26.399 --> 00:35:27.199
 blood

00:35:27.199 --> 00:35:28.639
 hallelujah

00:35:28.639 --> 00:35:30.799
 what a

00:35:30.799 --> 00:35:31.179
 savior

00:35:31.179 --> 00:35:32.739
 thank you

00:35:32.739 --> 00:35:34.019
 Jesus

00:35:34.019 --> 00:35:36.839
 that you

00:35:36.839 --> 00:35:37.339
 were lifted

00:35:37.339 --> 00:35:37.799
 up

00:35:37.799 --> 00:35:39.439
 to die

00:35:39.439 --> 00:35:39.859
 that you

00:35:39.859 --> 00:35:40.199
 cried

00:35:40.199 --> 00:35:40.559
 it is

00:35:40.559 --> 00:35:41.439
 finished

00:35:41.439 --> 00:35:42.659
 that all

00:35:42.659 --> 00:35:43.059
 of our

00:35:43.059 --> 00:35:43.559
 sin was

00:35:43.559 --> 00:35:44.299
 taken care

00:35:44.299 --> 00:35:44.480
 of

00:35:44.480 --> 00:35:44.940
 that you

00:35:44.940 --> 00:35:45.639
 became

00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:46.679
 sin

00:35:46.679 --> 00:35:47.860
 for us

00:35:47.860 --> 00:35:50.079
 might that

00:35:50.079 --> 00:35:50.619
 change our

00:35:50.619 --> 00:35:50.920
 hearts

00:35:50.920 --> 00:35:51.299
 give us

00:35:51.299 --> 00:35:51.960
 great joy

00:35:51.960 --> 00:35:52.340
 give us

00:35:52.340 --> 00:35:53.299
 great forgiveness

00:35:53.299 --> 00:35:54.259
 for others

00:35:54.259 --> 00:35:55.460
 make us

00:35:55.460 --> 00:35:56.320
 grateful for

00:35:56.320 --> 00:35:56.860
 how much you

00:35:56.860 --> 00:35:57.380
 love us

00:35:57.380 --> 00:35:58.340
 we ask it in

00:35:58.340 --> 00:35:58.960
 Jesus name

00:35:58.960 --> 00:35:59.759
 amen

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