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 So, good morning to you all, especially if you're new, you're here for the first time.

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 We're delighted that you're here.

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 My name's Tommy.

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 I'm the rector here.

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 So, on behalf of our church, welcome.

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 This is a Sunday where we are focusing, and you'll see a little bit more of this later

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 in the service, we're focusing on the various ministries of our church, all of the various

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 ministries that many of you serve in and some of you lead in.

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 And so, we're going to hear some testimonies a little bit later from people and the way

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 they've been impacted by your ministry in this community.

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 And so, it would make sense to preach a sermon that is inspirational, right, that talks about

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 the ministries in a way that inspires people.

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 But here's the thing I really want to say.

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 Ministry is hard.

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 Ministry is hard.

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 Some people, especially people who have not really ever done ministry in the name of

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 God, or people who have not been a part of a church, might be prone to think that, well,

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 you know, they'll say something along the lines of, well, if you're doing ministry in the name

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 of God, shouldn't that mean that God's going to bless you?

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 And wouldn't that mean that your life's actually going to be easier?

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 Because God is blessing you because of all the things that you're doing for Him.

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 But the truth is, when you're committed to doing work for God to glorify Him, when you're

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 committed to living out the gospel in your relationships, in your job, your career, in

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 your neighborhood, when you're working to reach people with the gospel and encourage them to

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 grow in their faith, when you're serving and caring for those in need and dealing with

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 all the incredible complexity there, when you're doing the work of reconciliation and peacemaking,

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 when you're working to build a church in the heart of a city like Washington, D.C., it can

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 sometimes feel like an uphill battle.

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 It can sometimes feel like you're taking one step forward and five steps back.

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 You can sometimes feel like Sisyphus rolling the boulder up the hill only to watch it roll

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 back down again.

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 You inspired?

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 You excited about what's coming?

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 In our study of Nehemiah, we come here to chapter four.

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 And what we're actually going to see in chapter four of Nehemiah is that there's a reason why

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 ministry in God's name is so hard.

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 God calls Nehemiah and blesses him to go and lead in the rebuilding of Jerusalem.

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 So Nehemiah leads this palace that he's been living in in Susa.

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 He travels to Jerusalem.

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 He surveys the walls.

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 He gathers the people together.

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 But in chapter four, as soon as they start to build, they encounter fierce resistance.

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 And it does not let up.

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 So here's what we're going to look at this morning.

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 Why is ministry so hard?

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 And then what can we do about it?

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 How do we persevere?

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 Let's pray.

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 Lord, we thank you for your word.

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 And we thank you that because it's timeless, it is always timely.

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 Lord, that this story that is 2,400 years old can speak into our lives right now.

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 And it's only able to do that because of you.

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 Because it's not just written words, ink on paper.

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 It's a living word through the power of your spirit.

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 You can speak to us, Lord.

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 You can comfort those who need to be comforted.

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 You can challenge those who need to be challenged.

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 Convict those of us who need to be convicted, Lord.

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 You can bring life where there is death.

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 You can bring hope where there is despair.

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 Lord, we pray that you would do your work through your word in us for your glory.

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 In Jesus' name, amen.

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 So first of all, why is ministry so hard?

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 The story of Nehemiah essentially is this.

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 He lives in 445 BC.

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 He's living in the Persian palace, Susa.

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 He's probably grown up there.

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 He works for the king, very important government job.

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 He hears that Jerusalem, the city of his ancestors, the city of God's people, lies in ruins.

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 The people are scattered.

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 They're destitute.

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 God calls Nehemiah to leave the palace and to go bring renewal.

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 Physically rebuild the city of God.

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 Spiritually begin to rebuild the people of God.

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 As I said a moment ago, as soon as the work starts, so does the opposition.

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 It starts with one antagonist, Sanballat.

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 And Sanballat hears that construction has started and it says he is furious when he hears that news.

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 That's in verse 1.

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 By verse 7, more enemies have come to the table.

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 Maybe Sanballat was key in recruiting them.

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 We have a list.

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 We have Sanballat.

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 We have Tobiah and the Arabs.

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 We have the Ammonites and the Ashtodites.

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 So this list, now that's not an arbitrary list.

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 If we had a map in front of us, it would make a little more sense.

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 Does anyone know where these enemies are located relative to Jerusalem?

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 Yeah, the list literally goes north, east, south, west, right?

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 All around Jerusalem, there are enemies who oppose this work.

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 They're literally surrounded.

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 Jerusalem is facing an existential threat.

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 And the attack starts to come in.

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 And the attack comes from these enemies in various forms.

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 First, there's an enormous amount of mockery and ridicule.

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 Sanballat says, what are these feeble Jews doing?

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 Tobiah says, yeah, what are they building?

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 If a little fox goes up on it, it's going to crumble down.

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 This is ancient Near Eastern trash talk.

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 They're being sarcastic.

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 They're being belittling.

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 They're being condescending.

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 As we go forward in the chapter, we see there's a lot of slander.

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 There's character assassination.

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 You ever heard this?

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 If people realize that some people, when they want to control or manipulate you, if they can't control you, what do they do?

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 They go and they try to control what other people think about you.

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 And that's exactly what we see here.

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 They can't control Nehemiah, but they try to control what other people think about Nehemiah.

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 So we see character assassination and slander.

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 They're spreading all kinds of lies and misinformation.

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 They set out to cause as much confusion as possible.

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 They even threaten violence.

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 In verse 11, we learn that they're actually planning a surprise military attack.

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 And this is skipping ahead a bit to chapter 6, but it's important to note the opposition doesn't just come from outside, from the non-Jewish world.

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 In chapter 6, we see that there were a bunch of nobles in Judah who were actually loyal through marriage to Tobiah.

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 So these nobles in Judah are people that Nehemiah assumes are with him, but they're actually acting as double agents.

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 They're acting as informants.

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 They're reporting everything that Nehemiah is saying and doing to Tobiah.

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 So he's not just got problems outside, he's got problems inside.

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 And then we see the people themselves, they're experiencing profound discouragement and hopelessness and fear and despair.

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 In verse 10, in Judah, it was said, the strength of those who bear the burdens is failing.

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 There is too much rubble.

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 By ourselves, we will not be able to rebuild the wall.

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 If any of you have ever been involved in ministry, if you've ever been involved in trying to solve some of the most complex issues, right,

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 these issues of homelessness or poverty or racial injustice or all of the various things that we, many of you are passionate about and try to work on,

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 you know, problems that you're working on in the developing world.

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 Those of you who work in other parts of the world trying to bring development and increase the welfare of people in other societies,

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 you know these incredibly thorny, complex problems.

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 It's so common and easy to look around and just be like, there's too much rubble here.

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 Like, I don't even know where to start.

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 It's just, why even try?

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 This is way beyond our ability.

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 That's exactly how they feel.

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 Now, there are some surface-level reasons why these groups would oppose Nehemiah.

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 There are political reasons.

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 There are economic reasons.

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 The stronger Jerusalem becomes, the weaker their hold is on the area.

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 But the point we really need to focus in on is this.

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 There's a much deeper reason why there is such opposition to this work being done.

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 The real enemy, as we take the story of Nehemiah and situate it in the larger story of Scripture,

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 the real enemy is not Sanballat.

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 It's not Tobiah.

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 It's not even the nobles who have betrayed Nehemiah.

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 The real enemy is the same enemy who has always opposed the work of God.

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 The same enemy who has always opposed the people of God when they're doing the work of God.

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 The enemy that we see from the very beginning of Scripture,

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 the enemy is Satan himself, the great adversary,

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 working through these groups, working through these individuals to oppose the work of God.

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 Now, they might not even know that they're instruments of that greater evil,

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 but they've been folded in nonetheless.

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 You know, you think about these nobles.

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 Very likely, they believed they were doing God's work.

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 They believed maybe that they were doing what was best for Jerusalem,

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 what was best long term.

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 But here's the thing.

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 There's a lot of people maybe in the church

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 who believe that they're doing the right thing for the right reasons.

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 But if you look at your actions

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 and you realize that you're participating in things like gossip or slander,

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 assuming the worst about other people's motives without knowing all of the facts,

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 right, imputing motives,

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 if you catch yourself using Satan's tactics,

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 it's worth asking whether you're doing Satan's bidding.

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 Right?

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 So there's this real spiritual enemy working in the background.

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 The Apostle Paul names this in Ephesians chapter 6,

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 for we do not wrestle against flesh and blood,

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 but against the rulers, against the authorities,

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 against the cosmic powers over this present darkness,

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 against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.

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 That's the real enemy working through these human agents.

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 Jesus himself says to his disciples in chapter 5, verse 11,

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 no one likes this verse, if you really think about it,

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 if you're a Christian.

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 Nevertheless, here's what Jesus says.

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 Blessed are you when, not if,

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 when others revile you and persecute you

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 and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account.

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 That's exactly what's happening to Nehemiah.

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 Rejoice and be glad,

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 for your reward is great in heaven,

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 for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

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 Jesus is saying,

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 God's people have always been reviled,

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 they will be reviled,

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 and that will continue until I come again.

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 It will continue into the renewal of all things.

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 Blessed are you when others revile you.

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 So Nehemiah cries out in verse 4,

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 hear, O God, for we are despised.

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 Jesus is saying, hey, if you associate with me,

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 you're going to be despised.

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 It's almost a rule.

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 2 Timothy 3, verse 12 says it just as clearly,

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 all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.

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 He doesn't just say, most of you, or odds are.

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 He says, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.

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 The principle is this,

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 the enemies of God always oppose the people of God

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 when they're doing the work of God.

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 If you don't want to be persecuted,

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 if you don't want to be opposed,

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 if you don't want to be reviled,

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 don't say anything,

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 don't do anything.

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 But the minute you begin to try to pursue the work of God for the glory of God,

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 you will meet opposition,

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 and it won't let up.

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 What are the implications of this?

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 Satan wants us to feel hopeless.

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 Satan wants us to feel discouraged.

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 He wants us to feel like the people in Judah felt.

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 The strength of those who bear the burdens is failing.

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 It's fading.

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 Many of you are bearing burdens right now,

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 and you feel like, I'm not enough.

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 I'm not up to this.

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 I just want my life to be easier,

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 to be more convenient.

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 I don't want to have to suffer so much.

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 I don't want it to have to be so hard all the time.

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 Satan wants us to be divided.

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 He wants us to be angry.

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 He wants us to be bitter.

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 He wants us to be depressed.

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 You see this again and again and again in Scripture.

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 King David, the man after God's own heart,

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 Israel forever looked back and said,

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 that was our high point of our nation.

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 It never got better than that, right?

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 He struggled with long bouts of depression.

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 He struggled with deep envy of his enemies.

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 He struggled again and again and again,

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 if you read the Psalms,

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 with feeling like God had abandoned him,

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 turned his back on him.

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 Elijah, right after his major victory

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 over the prophets of Baal,

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 right after, I mean, you would think

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 if you called fire down from heaven

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 that consumed everything,

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 after the prophets tried and tried and tried

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 and they did nothing,

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 and you just pray to God and bam, fire comes down,

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 and everybody's like,

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 whoa, this guy, you know,

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 and then he immediately

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 falls into a deep, deep, deep, deep depression.

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 It gets so bad that he wants to end his own life.

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 He's suicidal.

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 People like Hannah, Naomi, Jeremiah, Moses,

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 they all struggle with self-doubt,

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 discouragement, inadequacy, despair,

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 all throughout their ministry.

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 And some of the greatest theologians

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 and pastors and missionaries

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 and thought leaders throughout history,

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 same thing, Martin Luther,

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 Hannah Allen, David Brainerd,

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 William Cowper, Charles Spurgeon,

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 Mother Teresa, Martin Luther King Jr.,

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 all struggled with deep depression

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 and discouragement all through their ministry.

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 It's no coincidence.

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 It's what the Bible says is gonna happen.

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 You know, in January of this year,

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 for those of you who were here,

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 we planted a flag of sorts.

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 We closed on a building in the Shaw neighborhood.

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 We're gonna make good on our commitment

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 to love the city long term.

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 We're taking the ministry that has been happening

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 and we're looking forward

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 and we're doing what we can

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 to establish a multi-generational ministry

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 that will outlive all of us

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 and continue to be a center

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 of gospel proclamation and worship

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 in the heart of the city,

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 in the heart of a city that touches

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 all the cities of the world.

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 It is no coincidence,

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 in my opinion,

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 that this has also been

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 the hardest year of ministry

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 since we started the church.

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 I'll just be totally honest.

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 I have never personally felt

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 more discouragement

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 in almost 18 years of ministry.

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 I have, in the last year,

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 several times come to a place of thinking,

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 I don't know if I can do this anymore.

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 It's been that discouraging.

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 And I know many of you,

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 maybe the majority of you,

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 are also feeling discouragement.

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 One way or another,

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 because of the things

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 that you're dealing with in your life.

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 I know that there are relationships

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 that have broken down.

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 I know that there has been gossip

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 and slander,

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 people assuming the worst

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 about people's motives.

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 I know that we've endured

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 some of the most complicated

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 and painful situations

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 we have ever faced as a community.

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 Make no mistake,

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 Satan does not want us to exist.

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 And if we do exist,

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 he wants us to be inert,

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 passive,

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 peacekeeper,

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 not peacemaker,

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 but peacekeeper.

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 Just go along to get along.

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 He wants us to give up.

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 He wants us to believe

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 that this is too hard.

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 He wants us to be overwhelmed

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 by the rubble.

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 He wants us to spend

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 all of our time

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 fighting each other

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 instead of him.

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 Why is ministry so hard?

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 Because we have an adversary

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 who prowls around

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 like a roaring lion

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 looking for someone to devour.

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 That's why ministry is hard.

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 Now what can we do about it?

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 How can we persevere?

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 This is where Nehemiah chapter 4

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 isn't just a hard text to read

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 because it tells us

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 the hard truth

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 that we need to hear,

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 but it also offers

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 a profound vision

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 of perseverance

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 in the face of adversity.

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 So we're going to draw out

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 a few things

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 that I hope and pray

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 will help us

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 in this season

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 of our life together.

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 Number one, this.

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 Understand the relationship

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 between divine sovereignty

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 and human responsibility.

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 Understand our job

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 and then understand God's job.

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 This is a theme

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 that shows up

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 all throughout Scripture.

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 It's one of the major themes

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 in the book of Nehemiah.

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 Verse 9 captures it.

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 And we prayed to our God

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 and set a guard

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 as a protection

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 against them day and night.

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 And I love that.

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 We prayed to God

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 and we set a guard.

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 We did both.

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 You know, we have a tendency

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 to think,

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 shouldn't it be one or the other?

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 In other words, you know,

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 if you're praying

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 and you're trusting

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 that God's going to protect you,

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 why do you need

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 to set a guard?

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 Why post a watch?

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 Don't you trust God?

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 And if you post a watch,

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 does that mean

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 you didn't really believe

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 that God could do anything?

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 Does that,

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 can you do both?

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 For that matter,

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 why do we even need

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 walls around the city?

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 Why not just build our houses

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 and live in them

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 and trust that God's

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 going to keep us safe?

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 Why do we need walls and gates?

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 This dichotomy,

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 this binary way of thinking

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 is very prevalent.

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 But it's not representative

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 of what Scripture

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 actually shows us.

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 All throughout Scripture,

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 we see a much more

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 beautiful, nuanced view.

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 We see this intertwining

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 of divine sovereignty

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 and human responsibility

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 and how they work together.

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 How at the same time,

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 God is in control

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 of everything.

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 God is in control

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 of the outcomes.

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 And yet somehow,

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 our choices matter

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 and our actions matter.

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 And there are real,

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 live consequences

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 that result from our actions.

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 You know,

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 it's interesting,

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 in places like Isaiah chapter 38,

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 you see this interplay.

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 King Hezekiah

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 becomes very sick,

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 presumably because of

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 an infected boil.

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 And Isaiah comes to him

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 and says,

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 King,

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 you need to put your affairs

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 in order

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 because you're going to die.

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 And Hezekiah is desperate.

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 He prays to God

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 to heal him.

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 And God,

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 through Isaiah,

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 says to him,

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 okay,

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 I'm going to heal you.

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 And I'm going to actually

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 extend your life

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 for 15 more years.

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 And then God tells Isaiah

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 to make a poultice

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 out of figs

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 and apply it

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 to the infected area.

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 And Hezekiah is healed.

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 And he praises God

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 for healing him.

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 But God works through

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 the poultice to do it.

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 And you say,

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 well,

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 was it the fig poultice?

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 Fig,

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 that was a common medicinal

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 remedy back in the day,

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 right?

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 Was it the figs

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 or was it God?

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 The Bible would say yes.

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 Yes.

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 Right?

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 God has such control

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 over history

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 and yet He is so intimately

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 involved in our lives

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 that He's able to work

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 through our actions

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 without being constrained

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 by them.

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 See,

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 some people say,

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 well,

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 God's already made up

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 His mind anyway.

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 It doesn't matter

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 what we do.

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 God's going to do

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 what He's going to do.

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 That's not what

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 the Bible says.

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 The Bible says not

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 God works despite

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 our choices only,

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 nor does it say

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 that God is constrained

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 by our choices,

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 as though God's kind of

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 biting His nails

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 saying,

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 I hope they make

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 the right choice

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 because if they don't,

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 there's nothing I can do.

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 It says that God

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 is able to work

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 through our choices

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 somehow in a way

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 that doesn't thwart

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 His will.

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 His outcomes

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 are guaranteed and sure,

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 but they come through

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 our choices.

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 When it comes to

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 dealing with opposition,

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 here's what this means,

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 that we should pray

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 continually,

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 we should pray

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 continually,

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 trusting that God

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 is with us,

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 and we should also

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 take whatever measures

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 necessary to care

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 for ourselves

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 and our families.

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 Right?

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 As Jesus says

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 when He sends out

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 His disciples,

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 we should be innocent

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 as doves, right?

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 Trusting in the Lord,

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 relying on the Lord

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 to provide everything.

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 We should also be

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 wise and shrewd.

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 They're not opposed

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 to one another.

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 So you look at Nehemiah.

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 He prays

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 and he posts a guard.

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 He says,

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 I want you to work

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 with one hand

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 and I want you to hold

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 a weapon with the other.

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 He splits them up

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 so some of them

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 are keeping watch

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 while others build.

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 And all the while

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 they're praying.

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 They're praying,

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 they're praying,

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 they're praying,

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 and every time

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 he gets a chance,

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 Nehemiah is saying,

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 it is God

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 who is keeping us safe.

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 It is not us.

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 God is the one

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 that we trust in,

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 not ourselves.

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 And you see this

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 beautiful balance revealed.

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 So listen,

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 if you're severely depressed,

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 pray.

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 Pray every day

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 for God to heal you.

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 But also consider

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 going to a competent therapist.

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 And there's some

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 really great medication

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 out there

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 that could make

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 a huge difference

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 in your life.

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 and you should

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 thank God it exists.

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 It saves lives.

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 If you want to be able

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 to contend for your faith

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 when people question you,

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 you should pray

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 and maybe consider

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 studying and learning

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 apologetics.

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 There are some

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 great arguments

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 out there.

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 I remember when I was

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 a clinician in Boston

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 before I came down here

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 and I remember

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 I was the only counselor

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 in my outpatient clinic

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 and they gave me

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 an opportunity

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 to present as a Christian

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 my vision of counseling

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 as a Christian therapist.

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 And I remember

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 I stood up in front

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 of the entire clinical team

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 during a staff meeting

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 and I opened my mouth

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 and I got two sentences out

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 and then a guy

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 in the front row

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 who was an atheist,

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 none of them were Christians,

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 a guy in the front row

00:22:49.599 --> 00:22:51.139
 just comes at me

00:22:51.140 --> 00:22:52.280
 and he throws

00:22:52.280 --> 00:22:53.060
 every argument

00:22:53.060 --> 00:22:54.540
 he possibly can at me

00:22:54.540 --> 00:22:56.120
 for why everything I believe

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 and then everybody else

00:22:57.800 --> 00:22:58.720
 started joining in too

00:22:58.720 --> 00:23:00.120
 and they started coming at me

00:23:00.120 --> 00:23:00.860
 with what about this

00:23:00.860 --> 00:23:01.400
 and what about this

00:23:01.400 --> 00:23:02.240
 and what about this, right?

00:23:03.020 --> 00:23:04.140
 And I remember looking around

00:23:04.140 --> 00:23:05.420
 and thinking I'm overwhelmed.

00:23:05.560 --> 00:23:06.220
 That was the thing

00:23:06.220 --> 00:23:07.380
 that inspired me

00:23:07.380 --> 00:23:08.680
 many years ago

00:23:08.680 --> 00:23:09.940
 to start digging into

00:23:09.940 --> 00:23:12.420
 what is the reasonable foundation

00:23:12.420 --> 00:23:13.020
 for the things

00:23:13.020 --> 00:23:13.500
 that we believe?

00:23:13.580 --> 00:23:14.759
 Is this a blind leap of faith

00:23:14.759 --> 00:23:16.300
 or are there actually meaningful?

00:23:16.400 --> 00:23:17.259
 And I begin to discover

00:23:17.259 --> 00:23:19.040
 actually this is an incredibly

00:23:19.040 --> 00:23:20.080
 thoughtful faith

00:23:20.079 --> 00:23:21.299
 that has been

00:23:21.299 --> 00:23:22.699
 a great source of hope

00:23:22.699 --> 00:23:23.699
 to some of the smartest people

00:23:23.699 --> 00:23:24.379
 throughout history

00:23:24.379 --> 00:23:25.659
 and there's a wonderful

00:23:25.659 --> 00:23:27.059
 treasure trove

00:23:27.059 --> 00:23:28.919
 if you're willing to dig in

00:23:28.919 --> 00:23:30.299
 that helps us connect

00:23:30.299 --> 00:23:31.099
 mind and heart

00:23:31.099 --> 00:23:32.179
 in our faith, right?

00:23:33.960 --> 00:23:34.879
 Now if you do that,

00:23:34.919 --> 00:23:35.220
 does that mean

00:23:35.220 --> 00:23:36.159
 you don't trust God

00:23:36.159 --> 00:23:36.779
 as he says

00:23:36.779 --> 00:23:37.559
 to give you the words

00:23:37.559 --> 00:23:38.199
 when you need them?

00:23:38.259 --> 00:23:38.480
 No.

00:23:38.679 --> 00:23:39.500
 It means God works

00:23:39.500 --> 00:23:40.319
 through all of it.

00:23:41.759 --> 00:23:43.079
 If you want to do ministry

00:23:43.079 --> 00:23:43.720
 in the city,

00:23:43.839 --> 00:23:44.339
 we pray.

00:23:44.419 --> 00:23:45.500
 We need to pray every day

00:23:45.500 --> 00:23:47.199
 that God is blessing

00:23:47.199 --> 00:23:48.179
 what we're doing,

00:23:48.259 --> 00:23:49.079
 that God is with us,

00:23:49.079 --> 00:23:50.399
 that God goes before us.

00:23:51.059 --> 00:23:52.439
 But we also should be working

00:23:52.439 --> 00:23:53.480
 to develop the absolute

00:23:53.480 --> 00:23:54.500
 best strategies

00:23:54.500 --> 00:23:55.759
 we possibly can

00:23:55.759 --> 00:23:57.240
 for doing effective ministry

00:23:57.240 --> 00:23:58.879
 in a place like D.C.

00:23:58.879 --> 00:23:59.879
 in 2024.

00:24:01.460 --> 00:24:02.799
 Not the same strategies

00:24:02.799 --> 00:24:04.299
 that worked in the 1970s

00:24:04.299 --> 00:24:06.299
 or the 1920s, right?

00:24:06.480 --> 00:24:07.779
 Or the mid-1800s.

00:24:08.799 --> 00:24:10.159
 Strategies for here and now,

00:24:10.460 --> 00:24:11.460
 for this win.

00:24:11.460 --> 00:24:15.559
 So we need to trust

00:24:15.559 --> 00:24:17.039
 in the dual reality

00:24:17.039 --> 00:24:18.600
 of divine sovereignty

00:24:18.600 --> 00:24:19.860
 and human responsibility.

00:24:21.259 --> 00:24:22.480
 I remember this came up a lot

00:24:22.480 --> 00:24:24.079
 when in the early days of COVID,

00:24:24.180 --> 00:24:24.799
 we were all being told

00:24:24.799 --> 00:24:26.180
 to wear masks, you know?

00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:26.860
 And there were some Christians

00:24:26.860 --> 00:24:27.140
 who were like,

00:24:27.200 --> 00:24:27.980
 well, if you wear a mask,

00:24:28.019 --> 00:24:28.940
 you're not trusting God,

00:24:30.100 --> 00:24:30.440
 you know?

00:24:31.000 --> 00:24:31.360
 And I'm like,

00:24:31.400 --> 00:24:32.180
 well, if there's a chance

00:24:32.180 --> 00:24:33.079
 that I'm going to get somebody

00:24:33.079 --> 00:24:33.840
 next to me sick

00:24:33.840 --> 00:24:34.559
 and they're going to die,

00:24:34.620 --> 00:24:35.539
 I'm going to wear the mask.

00:24:35.660 --> 00:24:36.000
 It doesn't mean

00:24:36.000 --> 00:24:36.840
 I don't trust the Lord,

00:24:36.839 --> 00:24:38.399
 you know?

00:24:38.480 --> 00:24:39.399
 I'm going to put on

00:24:39.399 --> 00:24:40.259
 the fig poultice,

00:24:41.220 --> 00:24:41.519
 you know?

00:24:41.579 --> 00:24:42.179
 And I'm going to trust

00:24:42.179 --> 00:24:42.859
 and hope and pray

00:24:42.859 --> 00:24:43.939
 that if God wants to work

00:24:43.939 --> 00:24:45.000
 through that means he can.

00:24:46.059 --> 00:24:47.139
 They don't have to be

00:24:47.139 --> 00:24:48.119
 opposed to one another.

00:24:49.339 --> 00:24:50.319
 Divine sovereignty

00:24:50.319 --> 00:24:51.399
 and human responsibility.

00:24:53.319 --> 00:24:54.720
 Number two, fear God,

00:24:55.079 --> 00:24:56.519
 not other people.

00:24:57.799 --> 00:24:58.559
 How do you persevere?

00:24:58.740 --> 00:24:59.419
 Fear God,

00:24:59.559 --> 00:25:00.619
 not other people.

00:25:00.899 --> 00:25:01.899
 A lot of opposition

00:25:01.899 --> 00:25:03.519
 these days,

00:25:03.879 --> 00:25:04.659
 in our society,

00:25:04.819 --> 00:25:05.079
 thankfully,

00:25:05.199 --> 00:25:06.119
 most of us don't have to worry

00:25:06.119 --> 00:25:07.019
 about physical violence.

00:25:07.359 --> 00:25:08.159
 Praise God for that.

00:25:08.979 --> 00:25:10.019
 But a lot of the opposition

00:25:10.019 --> 00:25:10.659
 that we face

00:25:10.659 --> 00:25:11.739
 is going to come through mocking,

00:25:12.219 --> 00:25:12.899
 through ridicule,

00:25:13.039 --> 00:25:13.559
 through threats

00:25:13.559 --> 00:25:14.219
 from other people.

00:25:14.779 --> 00:25:16.719
 I love Nehemiah's encouragement

00:25:16.719 --> 00:25:17.399
 to his people

00:25:17.399 --> 00:25:18.579
 when they are filled with fear.

00:25:19.179 --> 00:25:19.919
 He says,

00:25:20.399 --> 00:25:21.739
 do not be afraid of them.

00:25:23.359 --> 00:25:24.399
 Remember the Lord

00:25:24.399 --> 00:25:25.779
 who is great and awesome.

00:25:27.459 --> 00:25:28.799
 Do not be afraid of them.

00:25:28.959 --> 00:25:29.839
 Remember the Lord

00:25:29.839 --> 00:25:31.519
 who is great and awesome.

00:25:31.659 --> 00:25:32.139
 In other words,

00:25:32.159 --> 00:25:32.399
 he's saying,

00:25:32.619 --> 00:25:34.159
 remember how big God is

00:25:34.159 --> 00:25:35.539
 and how small they are.

00:25:36.119 --> 00:25:37.099
 That's what he's saying.

00:25:39.479 --> 00:25:40.379
 Excessive fear

00:25:40.379 --> 00:25:42.439
 is a sign typically

00:25:42.439 --> 00:25:43.419
 that our view of God

00:25:43.419 --> 00:25:44.319
 has gotten too small.

00:25:45.059 --> 00:25:45.859
 And if you're afraid

00:25:45.859 --> 00:25:46.419
 of other people,

00:25:46.500 --> 00:25:47.759
 it means that your view

00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:49.119
 of them has gotten too big.

00:25:50.159 --> 00:25:50.399
 Right?

00:25:50.439 --> 00:25:51.339
 There's a great book about this.

00:25:51.379 --> 00:25:52.000
 When people are big

00:25:52.000 --> 00:25:52.839
 and God is small,

00:25:53.979 --> 00:25:55.579
 we have excessive fear.

00:25:55.679 --> 00:25:56.159
 That's typically

00:25:56.159 --> 00:25:57.319
 what's happening.

00:25:58.159 --> 00:25:58.839
 Nehemiah's saying,

00:25:58.939 --> 00:25:59.059
 listen,

00:25:59.159 --> 00:25:59.699
 in those moments,

00:25:59.739 --> 00:26:00.399
 you need to remember

00:26:00.399 --> 00:26:01.619
 the bigness of God,

00:26:01.899 --> 00:26:03.019
 the greatness of God.

00:26:03.019 --> 00:26:03.859
 He's bigger,

00:26:04.119 --> 00:26:04.940
 he's more powerful

00:26:04.940 --> 00:26:06.440
 than anything you might fear.

00:26:08.220 --> 00:26:09.299
 For those of you

00:26:09.299 --> 00:26:09.859
 in leadership,

00:26:10.259 --> 00:26:11.579
 especially if you are here

00:26:11.579 --> 00:26:12.319
 and you lead

00:26:12.319 --> 00:26:13.680
 a ministry of some kind,

00:26:14.420 --> 00:26:15.019
 you're a leader

00:26:15.019 --> 00:26:15.960
 in your organization,

00:26:16.960 --> 00:26:19.879
 you will never

00:26:19.879 --> 00:26:21.599
 make everybody happy.

00:26:24.160 --> 00:26:26.019
 It will never happen.

00:26:26.019 --> 00:26:29.000
 If you have more than one person

00:26:29.000 --> 00:26:29.900
 in your organization,

00:26:30.440 --> 00:26:32.279
 if it's you

00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:33.440
 and two other people,

00:26:33.779 --> 00:26:34.980
 one of them will love you.

00:26:35.799 --> 00:26:37.019
 One of them will profoundly

00:26:37.019 --> 00:26:38.119
 disagree with what you're doing.

00:26:39.819 --> 00:26:41.339
 It's a guaranteed principle.

00:26:42.680 --> 00:26:44.539
 Even Jesus himself

00:26:44.539 --> 00:26:46.940
 could not please everybody.

00:26:47.160 --> 00:26:48.139
 What makes us think

00:26:48.139 --> 00:26:48.839
 we can do any better?

00:26:51.139 --> 00:26:52.839
 Jesus never chased

00:26:52.839 --> 00:26:54.579
 after anyone's approval.

00:26:54.579 --> 00:26:56.559
 Again and again and again,

00:26:56.659 --> 00:26:57.759
 people said false things

00:26:57.759 --> 00:26:58.220
 about him.

00:26:58.799 --> 00:27:00.220
 They falsely accused him.

00:27:01.179 --> 00:27:02.559
 They would misrepresent him.

00:27:03.359 --> 00:27:04.179
 They would walk away

00:27:04.179 --> 00:27:05.379
 and tell other people

00:27:05.379 --> 00:27:06.379
 horrible things about him.

00:27:06.559 --> 00:27:07.699
 He never once tracked

00:27:07.699 --> 00:27:08.839
 any of the Pharisees down

00:27:08.839 --> 00:27:09.079
 and said,

00:27:09.399 --> 00:27:10.460
 I heard what you said about me

00:27:10.460 --> 00:27:11.139
 and I just want to set

00:27:11.139 --> 00:27:11.619
 the record straight.

00:27:11.659 --> 00:27:12.559
 That's not what I said.

00:27:13.159 --> 00:27:14.099
 That's not what I did.

00:27:16.599 --> 00:27:17.579
 You cannot control

00:27:18.179 --> 00:27:19.000
 what other people

00:27:19.000 --> 00:27:19.639
 think about you.

00:27:21.699 --> 00:27:22.099
 Listen,

00:27:22.199 --> 00:27:22.980
 you need to learn this

00:27:22.980 --> 00:27:23.619
 if you don't know it.

00:27:23.619 --> 00:27:25.259
 You cannot control

00:27:25.259 --> 00:27:26.419
 what other people

00:27:26.419 --> 00:27:27.099
 think about you.

00:27:27.359 --> 00:27:28.879
 If someone does not like you,

00:27:29.119 --> 00:27:30.259
 if someone does not like

00:27:30.259 --> 00:27:31.159
 what you represent,

00:27:31.599 --> 00:27:33.959
 it is not your job

00:27:33.959 --> 00:27:34.959
 to try to change

00:27:34.959 --> 00:27:35.979
 their perception of you.

00:27:38.199 --> 00:27:39.659
 Their internal world

00:27:39.659 --> 00:27:41.479
 is their responsibility.

00:27:42.959 --> 00:27:44.379
 It's not your responsibility.

00:27:46.399 --> 00:27:46.919
 Actually,

00:27:47.099 --> 00:27:47.839
 what other people

00:27:47.839 --> 00:27:49.019
 think about you,

00:27:49.099 --> 00:27:50.579
 that is not your business.

00:27:50.579 --> 00:27:50.679
 business.

00:27:52.039 --> 00:27:53.279
 It's their business.

00:27:54.720 --> 00:27:56.059
 Mind your own business.

00:27:57.599 --> 00:27:58.819
 For all you know,

00:27:59.059 --> 00:28:00.299
 their thoughts and opinions

00:28:00.299 --> 00:28:01.339
 of you have nothing

00:28:01.339 --> 00:28:02.119
 to do with you.

00:28:02.679 --> 00:28:03.519
 For all you know,

00:28:03.599 --> 00:28:04.339
 they are projecting

00:28:04.339 --> 00:28:05.439
 things onto you

00:28:05.439 --> 00:28:06.720
 that have way more

00:28:06.720 --> 00:28:07.480
 to do with them

00:28:07.480 --> 00:28:08.659
 than they do you.

00:28:09.359 --> 00:28:10.480
 But you don't know

00:28:10.480 --> 00:28:11.240
 because it's not

00:28:11.240 --> 00:28:12.119
 your internal world.

00:28:12.399 --> 00:28:13.139
 You can't know.

00:28:14.799 --> 00:28:15.819
 Don't waste time

00:28:15.819 --> 00:28:16.299
 and energy

00:28:16.299 --> 00:28:17.539
 trying to manage

00:28:17.539 --> 00:28:18.879
 somebody else's

00:28:18.879 --> 00:28:19.859
 internal world.

00:28:20.759 --> 00:28:21.659
 If you're a leader

00:28:21.659 --> 00:28:22.399
 and you go around

00:28:22.399 --> 00:28:23.639
 chasing everybody's approval,

00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:24.619
 you're never going

00:28:24.619 --> 00:28:25.559
 to get anything done.

00:28:26.359 --> 00:28:27.240
 You're going to create

00:28:27.240 --> 00:28:28.220
 an insecure system.

00:28:28.899 --> 00:28:29.460
 People are not going

00:28:29.460 --> 00:28:30.000
 to trust you.

00:28:30.940 --> 00:28:32.019
 And things will probably

00:28:32.019 --> 00:28:32.519
 get worse

00:28:32.519 --> 00:28:33.259
 in your organization.

00:28:34.720 --> 00:28:34.940
 You know,

00:28:34.960 --> 00:28:35.879
 my favorite definition

00:28:35.879 --> 00:28:36.379
 of leadership

00:28:36.379 --> 00:28:37.220
 is this.

00:28:38.359 --> 00:28:39.359
 Leadership is the art

00:28:39.359 --> 00:28:40.619
 of disappointing people

00:28:40.619 --> 00:28:41.119
 at a rate

00:28:41.119 --> 00:28:41.720
 they can handle.

00:28:44.779 --> 00:28:45.879
 Leadership is the art

00:28:45.879 --> 00:28:46.920
 of disappointing people

00:28:46.920 --> 00:28:47.440
 at a rate

00:28:47.440 --> 00:28:48.060
 they can handle.

00:28:49.620 --> 00:28:50.380
 Commit yourself

00:28:50.380 --> 00:28:51.140
 to doing the work

00:28:51.140 --> 00:28:51.800
 that you believe

00:28:51.800 --> 00:28:52.779
 God has called you

00:28:52.779 --> 00:28:53.240
 to do.

00:28:53.940 --> 00:28:54.539
 Commit yourself

00:28:54.539 --> 00:28:55.560
 to loving and serving

00:28:55.560 --> 00:28:56.360
 and pleasing Him

00:28:56.360 --> 00:28:57.000
 and Him alone.

00:28:57.480 --> 00:28:58.360
 And as Nehemiah says,

00:28:58.720 --> 00:28:59.680
 remember the Lord.

00:29:00.240 --> 00:29:00.920
 Some people

00:29:00.920 --> 00:29:01.600
 will be with you.

00:29:02.060 --> 00:29:02.880
 Some people won't.

00:29:03.779 --> 00:29:04.740
 It's not up to you

00:29:04.740 --> 00:29:06.580
 to change their perception

00:29:06.580 --> 00:29:06.960
 of you.

00:29:08.279 --> 00:29:08.860
 So that's the first

00:29:08.860 --> 00:29:09.360
 two things.

00:29:09.460 --> 00:29:10.480
 Divine sovereignty

00:29:10.480 --> 00:29:11.620
 and human responsibility,

00:29:11.759 --> 00:29:12.160
 number one.

00:29:12.240 --> 00:29:12.600
 Number two,

00:29:12.779 --> 00:29:13.580
 fear the Lord

00:29:13.580 --> 00:29:15.259
 and not other people.

00:29:15.259 --> 00:29:17.079
 Number three,

00:29:17.160 --> 00:29:17.779
 the final one.

00:29:19.039 --> 00:29:20.279
 Trust in the Lord

00:29:20.279 --> 00:29:21.579
 who fights for us.

00:29:23.039 --> 00:29:23.980
 Trust in the Lord

00:29:23.980 --> 00:29:24.819
 who fights for us.

00:29:24.879 --> 00:29:25.299
 Verse 20,

00:29:25.579 --> 00:29:26.640
 we see in Nehemiah's

00:29:26.640 --> 00:29:28.039
 ultimate source of hope.

00:29:28.279 --> 00:29:28.599
 He says,

00:29:29.039 --> 00:29:29.460
 keep working

00:29:29.460 --> 00:29:30.140
 no matter what.

00:29:30.460 --> 00:29:31.039
 Keep going.

00:29:31.379 --> 00:29:32.039
 Keep building

00:29:32.039 --> 00:29:34.220
 because we know

00:29:34.220 --> 00:29:35.200
 that our God

00:29:35.200 --> 00:29:36.480
 will fight for us.

00:29:37.859 --> 00:29:39.599
 That is so fantastic.

00:29:39.960 --> 00:29:40.480
 But what we need

00:29:40.480 --> 00:29:41.519
 to understand now

00:29:41.519 --> 00:29:42.400
 at our point

00:29:42.400 --> 00:29:42.940
 in the story

00:29:42.940 --> 00:29:44.580
 is that we read

00:29:44.580 --> 00:29:45.200
 this differently

00:29:45.200 --> 00:29:46.160
 than the way

00:29:46.160 --> 00:29:46.860
 Nehemiah did.

00:29:49.840 --> 00:29:51.440
 Even though he says this,

00:29:52.420 --> 00:29:53.400
 Nehemiah had no way

00:29:53.400 --> 00:29:53.799
 of knowing

00:29:53.799 --> 00:29:54.559
 how true

00:29:54.559 --> 00:29:55.640
 that statement would be

00:29:55.640 --> 00:29:56.259
 and how it would

00:29:56.259 --> 00:29:57.440
 ultimately be applied

00:29:57.440 --> 00:29:58.660
 to God's people

00:29:58.660 --> 00:29:59.660
 because at this point

00:29:59.660 --> 00:30:00.200
 in history,

00:30:00.559 --> 00:30:01.740
 Nehemiah still believes

00:30:01.740 --> 00:30:02.400
 that the Jews

00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:03.340
 are the good guys

00:30:03.340 --> 00:30:05.320
 and the greatest enemies

00:30:05.320 --> 00:30:06.580
 are the non-Jews.

00:30:06.660 --> 00:30:07.660
 They're the other people

00:30:07.660 --> 00:30:09.440
 who oppose the Jews

00:30:09.440 --> 00:30:10.480
 and they oppose God.

00:30:10.480 --> 00:30:12.279
 So their world

00:30:12.279 --> 00:30:13.059
 is still divided

00:30:13.059 --> 00:30:13.940
 into good guys,

00:30:14.039 --> 00:30:14.440
 the Jews,

00:30:14.539 --> 00:30:15.180
 the God's people

00:30:15.180 --> 00:30:16.360
 and everybody else.

00:30:17.720 --> 00:30:18.759
 And so that's why

00:30:18.759 --> 00:30:19.680
 Nehemiah prays

00:30:19.680 --> 00:30:20.720
 and says in verse 5,

00:30:21.220 --> 00:30:21.460
 hey,

00:30:22.099 --> 00:30:22.779
 do you hear

00:30:22.779 --> 00:30:23.400
 what they're saying

00:30:23.400 --> 00:30:23.920
 about us?

00:30:24.120 --> 00:30:24.360
 Lord,

00:30:24.519 --> 00:30:25.900
 don't cover their guilt.

00:30:27.740 --> 00:30:28.900
 Don't forgive them.

00:30:30.819 --> 00:30:31.819
 Don't even give them

00:30:31.819 --> 00:30:32.360
 an opportunity

00:30:32.360 --> 00:30:32.920
 to be restored.

00:30:33.000 --> 00:30:33.220
 He says,

00:30:33.440 --> 00:30:34.420
 let not their sin

00:30:34.420 --> 00:30:35.140
 be blotted out

00:30:35.140 --> 00:30:35.819
 from your sight.

00:30:36.299 --> 00:30:36.720
 He says,

00:30:36.880 --> 00:30:37.940
 remember what they said

00:30:37.940 --> 00:30:38.339
 about us

00:30:38.339 --> 00:30:38.880
 and about you

00:30:38.880 --> 00:30:39.940
 and bring justice.

00:30:39.940 --> 00:30:40.820
 Smite them.

00:30:44.000 --> 00:30:45.279
 He prayed for God

00:30:45.279 --> 00:30:46.299
 to fight the evil

00:30:46.299 --> 00:30:47.000
 out there,

00:30:47.299 --> 00:30:48.080
 the enemies of God

00:30:48.080 --> 00:30:48.580
 in the world.

00:30:49.680 --> 00:30:50.600
 It would take

00:30:50.600 --> 00:30:51.900
 hundreds more years

00:30:51.900 --> 00:30:53.340
 before the Jews

00:30:53.340 --> 00:30:54.299
 would learn the truth.

00:30:55.860 --> 00:30:57.080
 The Apostle Paul,

00:30:58.120 --> 00:30:59.120
 one of the most exemplary

00:30:59.120 --> 00:31:00.519
 Jewish religious leaders,

00:31:00.720 --> 00:31:01.039
 figures,

00:31:01.160 --> 00:31:01.740
 if you ever wanted

00:31:01.740 --> 00:31:02.380
 a person to,

00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:03.740
 an example to live by

00:31:03.740 --> 00:31:05.059
 in terms of moral excellence,

00:31:05.779 --> 00:31:06.400
 it's hard to beat

00:31:06.400 --> 00:31:07.180
 the Apostle Paul

00:31:07.180 --> 00:31:08.039
 in his early years.

00:31:08.860 --> 00:31:09.680
 Here's what he writes.

00:31:09.940 --> 00:31:11.640
 In Romans chapter 3,

00:31:13.120 --> 00:31:14.000
 both Jews

00:31:14.000 --> 00:31:14.860
 and Greeks

00:31:14.860 --> 00:31:15.940
 are under sin.

00:31:16.740 --> 00:31:17.500
 As it is written,

00:31:17.880 --> 00:31:18.920
 none is righteous,

00:31:19.360 --> 00:31:19.680
 no,

00:31:19.860 --> 00:31:20.960
 not one.

00:31:21.360 --> 00:31:21.759
 He's saying,

00:31:21.820 --> 00:31:21.940
 you know,

00:31:21.960 --> 00:31:22.640
 it always said this

00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:23.059
 in the Scripture,

00:31:23.160 --> 00:31:23.840
 we just missed it.

00:31:25.320 --> 00:31:26.740
 No one understands,

00:31:27.000 --> 00:31:28.480
 no one seeks for God,

00:31:28.779 --> 00:31:30.080
 all have turned aside,

00:31:30.380 --> 00:31:31.000
 together they have

00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:31.820
 become worthless,

00:31:32.360 --> 00:31:33.680
 no one does good,

00:31:33.860 --> 00:31:35.380
 not even one.

00:31:35.380 --> 00:31:38.620
 same realization hit

00:31:38.620 --> 00:31:39.720
 Alexander Solzhenitsyn

00:31:39.720 --> 00:31:40.480
 when he was,

00:31:40.600 --> 00:31:41.220
 he thought he was

00:31:41.220 --> 00:31:41.960
 one of the good guys

00:31:41.960 --> 00:31:42.720
 and then he got caught

00:31:42.720 --> 00:31:43.800
 criticizing Stalin,

00:31:43.940 --> 00:31:45.120
 he ends up in a gulag

00:31:45.120 --> 00:31:46.760
 and his world breaks down.

00:31:46.840 --> 00:31:47.400
 He used to think

00:31:47.400 --> 00:31:48.220
 he was a good guy

00:31:48.220 --> 00:31:49.180
 and all those people

00:31:49.180 --> 00:31:49.540
 over there

00:31:49.540 --> 00:31:50.340
 were the bad guys

00:31:50.340 --> 00:31:51.180
 and his life

00:31:51.180 --> 00:31:51.760
 was transformed

00:31:51.760 --> 00:31:52.820
 when he found himself

00:31:52.820 --> 00:31:53.760
 numbered among the wicked.

00:31:53.759 --> 00:31:56.660
 And he writes,

00:31:56.779 --> 00:31:57.619
 the line separating

00:31:57.619 --> 00:31:58.160
 good and evil

00:31:58.160 --> 00:31:59.640
 passes not through states,

00:31:59.700 --> 00:32:00.680
 which is what he used to think,

00:32:00.740 --> 00:32:01.720
 nor between classes,

00:32:01.900 --> 00:32:03.200
 nor between political parties

00:32:03.200 --> 00:32:03.599
 either,

00:32:04.599 --> 00:32:05.740
 but right through

00:32:05.740 --> 00:32:06.779
 every human heart,

00:32:07.440 --> 00:32:09.400
 through all human hearts.

00:32:11.000 --> 00:32:12.019
 In other words,

00:32:12.220 --> 00:32:13.759
 the God that we truly need,

00:32:13.859 --> 00:32:14.099
 friends,

00:32:14.240 --> 00:32:15.559
 the God that we truly need

00:32:15.559 --> 00:32:16.740
 is not a God

00:32:16.740 --> 00:32:18.539
 who will fight for us

00:32:18.539 --> 00:32:20.200
 against the evil out there.

00:32:21.039 --> 00:32:22.160
 The God we need

00:32:22.160 --> 00:32:22.759
 is the God

00:32:22.759 --> 00:32:24.079
 who will fight for us

00:32:24.079 --> 00:32:25.960
 against the evil in here.

00:32:28.220 --> 00:32:29.240
 In us.

00:32:30.559 --> 00:32:31.599
 But you understand

00:32:31.599 --> 00:32:32.819
 the paradox of that, right?

00:32:33.819 --> 00:32:36.119
 How can God fight for us

00:32:36.119 --> 00:32:39.000
 if he's fighting evil in us?

00:32:39.640 --> 00:32:41.500
 How can God fight for us

00:32:41.500 --> 00:32:43.019
 if the evil is in us?

00:32:44.379 --> 00:32:45.519
 And that's why we need

00:32:45.519 --> 00:32:45.900
 to understand

00:32:45.900 --> 00:32:46.900
 that the entire story

00:32:46.900 --> 00:32:47.539
 of Nehemiah

00:32:47.539 --> 00:32:48.599
 actually points to this

00:32:48.599 --> 00:32:49.980
 even greater story.

00:32:50.740 --> 00:32:51.900
 Someone much greater

00:32:51.900 --> 00:32:52.740
 than Nehemiah.

00:32:53.359 --> 00:32:54.519
 Who didn't just leave

00:32:54.519 --> 00:32:55.259
 a palace

00:32:55.259 --> 00:32:56.920
 to come and rebuild a city.

00:32:57.160 --> 00:32:58.379
 He left the throne of heaven

00:32:58.379 --> 00:32:59.359
 to come and restore

00:32:59.359 --> 00:33:00.319
 and renew the world.

00:33:01.940 --> 00:33:03.160
 And not only is he

00:33:03.160 --> 00:33:04.879
 the God who fights for us,

00:33:05.279 --> 00:33:06.599
 he's actually the God

00:33:06.599 --> 00:33:07.960
 at our point in history

00:33:07.960 --> 00:33:09.960
 who fought for us.

00:33:11.240 --> 00:33:12.379
 The real battle

00:33:12.379 --> 00:33:13.359
 has already been fought

00:33:13.359 --> 00:33:13.940
 and won.

00:33:14.940 --> 00:33:16.000
 On the cross,

00:33:16.500 --> 00:33:17.460
 Jesus Christ fought

00:33:17.460 --> 00:33:18.379
 the greatest battle

00:33:18.379 --> 00:33:20.079
 ever staged,

00:33:20.220 --> 00:33:20.960
 ever waged

00:33:20.960 --> 00:33:22.279
 against the true enemy.

00:33:23.559 --> 00:33:25.039
 Satan and sin

00:33:25.039 --> 00:33:25.920
 and death,

00:33:26.720 --> 00:33:27.519
 taking the sin

00:33:27.519 --> 00:33:28.539
 of the world on himself,

00:33:28.720 --> 00:33:29.720
 dying in our place,

00:33:30.100 --> 00:33:31.840
 and through that defeat,

00:33:32.500 --> 00:33:33.299
 he won.

00:33:33.940 --> 00:33:35.140
 He achieved victory.

00:33:36.240 --> 00:33:37.600
 He defeated Satan.

00:33:37.720 --> 00:33:38.960
 He defeated sin and death

00:33:38.960 --> 00:33:39.980
 once and for all.

00:33:41.259 --> 00:33:42.400
 The cross tells us

00:33:42.400 --> 00:33:43.500
 that the greatest battle

00:33:43.500 --> 00:33:44.360
 has already been fought

00:33:44.359 --> 00:33:44.740
 and won.

00:33:45.099 --> 00:33:45.859
 And it tells us

00:33:45.859 --> 00:33:46.539
 that the victory

00:33:46.539 --> 00:33:47.799
 is ours.

00:33:48.959 --> 00:33:50.179
 It is the outworking

00:33:50.179 --> 00:33:50.979
 of that victory

00:33:50.979 --> 00:33:52.959
 within which we live now.

00:33:53.679 --> 00:33:54.719
 And one day,

00:33:54.959 --> 00:33:56.319
 the good work

00:33:56.319 --> 00:33:57.559
 that has been begun

00:33:57.559 --> 00:33:58.039
 in us

00:33:58.039 --> 00:33:58.599
 and in the world,

00:33:58.719 --> 00:34:00.039
 according to the apostle Paul,

00:34:00.299 --> 00:34:01.079
 will be brought

00:34:01.079 --> 00:34:01.740
 to completion.

00:34:01.740 --> 00:34:04.880
 So now,

00:34:05.700 --> 00:34:06.359
 God is able

00:34:06.359 --> 00:34:07.160
 to offer forgiveness

00:34:07.160 --> 00:34:07.700
 and renewal

00:34:07.700 --> 00:34:08.719
 not only to people

00:34:08.719 --> 00:34:09.639
 like Nehemiah,

00:34:09.960 --> 00:34:10.900
 but even people

00:34:10.900 --> 00:34:11.940
 like Sanballat

00:34:11.940 --> 00:34:13.239
 and Tobiah.

00:34:14.260 --> 00:34:15.059
 Even people

00:34:15.059 --> 00:34:16.300
 like us

00:34:16.300 --> 00:34:16.880
 who realize

00:34:16.880 --> 00:34:17.480
 that apart from

00:34:17.480 --> 00:34:18.340
 the grace of the gospel,

00:34:18.559 --> 00:34:19.659
 we are numbered

00:34:19.659 --> 00:34:20.519
 among the enemies

00:34:20.519 --> 00:34:20.940
 of God.

00:34:23.460 --> 00:34:24.460
 So for those of us

00:34:24.460 --> 00:34:24.900
 in ministry,

00:34:26.019 --> 00:34:26.800
 for those of us

00:34:26.800 --> 00:34:27.199
 who are currently

00:34:27.199 --> 00:34:27.639
 in ministry,

00:34:27.800 --> 00:34:28.500
 leading in ministry,

00:34:29.940 --> 00:34:30.880
 who maybe after today

00:34:30.880 --> 00:34:31.860
 will decide to join

00:34:31.860 --> 00:34:32.260
 a ministry,

00:34:32.880 --> 00:34:33.180
 because I know

00:34:33.180 --> 00:34:34.059
 you're raring to go

00:34:34.059 --> 00:34:34.559
 at this point,

00:34:36.680 --> 00:34:38.280
 keep going.

00:34:39.599 --> 00:34:40.640
 Keep working.

00:34:41.980 --> 00:34:42.300
 Keep,

00:34:42.860 --> 00:34:43.780
 no matter how hard

00:34:43.780 --> 00:34:44.300
 it gets,

00:34:44.920 --> 00:34:45.860
 if you believe

00:34:45.860 --> 00:34:46.640
 that God has called you

00:34:46.640 --> 00:34:47.119
 to do the work

00:34:47.119 --> 00:34:47.599
 that you're doing,

00:34:48.519 --> 00:34:49.800
 then keep going.

00:34:50.920 --> 00:34:52.579
 We labor for a God

00:34:52.579 --> 00:34:53.920
 who fights for us.

00:34:54.780 --> 00:34:56.079
 And because he fought

00:34:56.079 --> 00:34:56.700
 for us,

00:34:57.160 --> 00:34:58.740
 we know the victory

00:34:58.740 --> 00:35:00.119
 and the fruit

00:35:00.119 --> 00:35:01.279
 are secure,

00:35:01.779 --> 00:35:03.319
 even if we don't see it

00:35:03.319 --> 00:35:04.639
 right this moment.

00:35:05.299 --> 00:35:05.980
 Let's pray.

00:35:07.920 --> 00:35:08.359
 Lord,

00:35:08.400 --> 00:35:08.980
 we thank you

00:35:08.980 --> 00:35:10.119
 for the finished work,

00:35:11.039 --> 00:35:12.199
 the battle you fought

00:35:12.199 --> 00:35:13.319
 for us on the cross,

00:35:13.339 --> 00:35:13.799
 and we pray

00:35:13.799 --> 00:35:14.659
 that that would be

00:35:14.659 --> 00:35:16.059
 the foundation

00:35:16.059 --> 00:35:16.880
 of our hope,

00:35:17.460 --> 00:35:18.440
 that we know

00:35:18.440 --> 00:35:19.960
 that as we labor

00:35:19.960 --> 00:35:20.880
 in your kingdom,

00:35:22.119 --> 00:35:22.380
 Lord,

00:35:22.500 --> 00:35:26.179
 as we may feel overwhelmed

00:35:26.179 --> 00:35:26.779
 by the rubble

00:35:26.779 --> 00:35:27.559
 in our lives

00:35:27.559 --> 00:35:28.299
 around us,

00:35:28.300 --> 00:35:28.900
 Lord,

00:35:28.940 --> 00:35:29.860
 we pray that you

00:35:29.860 --> 00:35:31.100
 would remind us

00:35:31.100 --> 00:35:33.080
 of the assurance

00:35:33.080 --> 00:35:34.320
 we have in the gospel,

00:35:35.100 --> 00:35:35.240
 Lord,

00:35:35.680 --> 00:35:36.039
 that no matter

00:35:36.039 --> 00:35:37.039
 how hard things get,

00:35:37.519 --> 00:35:38.480
 no matter if we feel

00:35:38.480 --> 00:35:39.060
 like we need to see

00:35:39.060 --> 00:35:40.039
 no fruit now,

00:35:40.820 --> 00:35:41.260
 that Lord,

00:35:41.380 --> 00:35:42.440
 one day all of this

00:35:42.440 --> 00:35:43.100
 good work that you

00:35:43.100 --> 00:35:43.480
 have begun

00:35:43.480 --> 00:35:44.640
 will come to completion.

00:35:44.820 --> 00:35:45.900
 One day we will see it,

00:35:45.980 --> 00:35:47.240
 one day it will make sense,

00:35:47.740 --> 00:35:48.519
 one day all of the

00:35:48.519 --> 00:35:49.840
 brokenness of the world

00:35:49.840 --> 00:35:51.100
 will be eradicated.

00:35:52.120 --> 00:35:52.360
 Lord,

00:35:52.420 --> 00:35:53.519
 we pray in that hope,

00:35:53.740 --> 00:35:54.460
 we pray in the name

00:35:54.460 --> 00:35:55.740
 of the Father and the Son

00:35:55.740 --> 00:35:56.380
 and the Holy Spirit.

00:35:56.780 --> 00:35:56.980
 Amen.

00:35:58.300 --> 00:36:00.080
 Amen.

00:36:06.519 --> 00:36:07.400
 Amen.

00:36:11.500 --> 00:36:16.000
 Amen.

00:36:16.000 --> 00:36:16.420
 Amen.

00:36:16.420 --> 00:36:18.539
 Amen.

00:36:19.060 --> 00:36:19.120
 Amen.

00:36:19.120 --> 00:36:19.360
 Amen.

00:36:19.360 --> 00:36:19.420
 Amen.

00:36:19.440 --> 00:36:19.600
 Amen.

00:36:19.940 --> 00:36:19.980
 Amen.

00:36:20.140 --> 00:36:20.280
 Amen.

00:36:20.380 --> 00:36:20.620
 Amen.

00:36:20.640 --> 00:36:21.440
 Amen.

00:36:21.440 --> 00:36:21.500
 Amen.

00:36:21.519 --> 00:36:22.360
 Amen.

00:36:22.360 --> 00:36:23.480
 Amen.

00:36:23.480 --> 00:36:24.100
 Amen.

00:36:24.100 --> 00:36:24.480
 Amen.

00:36:24.480 --> 00:36:24.940
 Amen.

00:36:24.940 --> 00:36:25.019
 Amen.

00:36:25.019 --> 00:36:25.280
 Amen.

00:36:25.280 --> 00:36:25.980
 Amen.

00:36:25.980 --> 00:36:26.940
 Amen.

00:36:26.940 --> 00:36:27.160
 Beweg bin.

00:36:27.160 --> 00:36:28.019
 Amen.

00:36:28.019 --> 00:36:28.280
 Amen.