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 Well, thank you all for having me in.

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 And certainly thankful for the years of growing up here

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! And being able to hear the word of God preached faithfully here.

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! And how even myself, I was trained up here.

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 And thankful for how the Lord works in people that would have no hope without Christ.

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 And by the way, that's all of us, right?

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 We have no hope without Christ, and yet He chooses to use us to be the light,

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 not only to each other, to remind each other of it, but to take that light to the world.

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 I hope that you've been able to see us or come by and introduce yourself to us.

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 We'd love to get to know you afterwards as well.

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 But I'll introduce my family in a little bit afterwards if you come by.

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 But hopefully you're able to be here this morning too.

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 This morning we're going to be looking at Psalm 51.

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 And I'm thankful that in the midst of all of life,

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 that Psalm 51 has been one of those psalms that I've kind of gone to constantly.

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 And it's been something that has probably influenced and changed my life forever.

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 And so as I think about coming back to the church where you could say maybe it all started,

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 I thought what would be better than maybe a psalm that has probably impacted me the most.

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 So if you turn to Psalm 51, if you're there, and let me read Psalm 51 for us,

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 and then I'll pray and we'll get in the text.

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 Psalm 51 says,

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 You only have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight,

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 so that you may be justified in your words and blameless in your judgment.

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 Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me.

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 Behold, you delight in truth and the inward being,

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 and you teach me wisdom and the secret heart.

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 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean.

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 Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.

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 Let me hear joy and gladness.

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 Let the bones that you have broken rejoice.

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 Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquities.

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 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.

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 Cast me not away from your presence, and take not your Holy Spirit from me.

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 Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit.

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 Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will return to you.

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 Deliver me from blood guiltiness, O God, O God of my salvation,

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 and my tongue will sing aloud of your righteousness.

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 O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise.

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 For you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it.

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 You will not be pleased with a burnt offering.

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 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit,

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 a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.

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 Do good to Zion in your good pleasure.

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 Build up the walls of Jerusalem.

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 Then will you delight in right sacrifices and burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings.

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 Then bulls will be offered on your altar.

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 Amen?

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 Let's pray.

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 Father, work in our hearts this morning that we might be able to see who you are all the more.

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 That we might understand who we are all the more.

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 And that we might be able to seek you all the more.

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 And recognize the freedom and promises you give to those who trust in you.

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 So Lord, break our hearts this morning.

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 Work in us, I pray.

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 In Jesus' name.

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 Amen.

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 As I think about growing up in this church,

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 I'm tempted to be kind of horrified at all of the things and all of the ways that I might have acted.

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 And yet I'm thankful for God's mercy in all of that, even as I come before you.

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 Some, I'm sure, of you have stories that you could even share.

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 Just write those down, then throw them away and burn them if you could.

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 But as you know, in a church like this, it was cool to see many children around.

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 Many of you have children.

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 And even if you don't have children, I'm sure you get the blessing of seeing other people's children

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 and them encouraging you and making you laugh, probably.

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 But as you know, with children, as they're growing up, sometimes they push each other a bit, right?

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 Sometimes they're nagging each other.

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 One of them might take something and then the other person's yelling and running after them

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 with some kind of item in their hand, probably, or wanting to throw something at them.

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 Sometimes, well, lately we haven't had too much sun in Scotland, but here we've had plenty of it.

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 So we've been getting sunburns and perhaps just hypothetically, of course,

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 there might be some that like to slap the other person's back after a sunburn.

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 Again, all hypothetical, of course.

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 And as any good parent would, when you see this offending party go and do whatever they did,

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 you tell that person that they need to say what?

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 I'm sorry.

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 Yes, which obviously is always quite heartfelt, right?

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 It's always deep from the soul that they go in and they share this,

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 oh, I have wronged you, my brother, right?

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 We know what that apology looks like sometimes, right?

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 It's, sorry, and then off you go, right?

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 Or maybe saying, like, I'm sorry.

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 You know, like the deep, like, anger, the kindling going on there.

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 And then sometimes it might be even so quiet that you don't even hear,

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 like, did they just say something?

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 Like, all right, then they're off, you know?

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 Here's the thing, though.

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 So, I think, many times our repentance before God, even as adults, looks strikingly similar.

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 Maybe you know you responded in an angry way, or you know you were selfish in a situation,

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 and we don't have a parent there saying, all right, what do you say, right?

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 Go say sorry.

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 How often in situations like that do we fail to go to our Heavenly Father

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 because we think maybe it's just not a big deal?

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 Ah, I'll just say it real quick.

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 He died for my sins.

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 It's okay.

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 Is it possible, whether maybe you're a Christian in here,

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 maybe you've been a Christian for years and years, and you've been here,

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 maybe you even trained me up.

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 Thank you for that.

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 Thank you for your patience.

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 Is it even possible that maybe either you or those even dabbling in Christianity,

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 is it possible that we forget and don't realize that every one of our selfish acts,

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 every grudge that we hold on to, every outburst of ungodly anger,

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 every small bit there, that that sent Jesus to the cross?

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 Do we remember that?

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 Maybe you're new here.

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 Maybe this is the first time you've been here.

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 Have you heard that our sin has that much of an effect or had that much of an effect?

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 And what we find as we look at Psalm 51 here is that there's a man who knows he's done something wrong here.

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 He knows that he messed up, and it's against God and others that he's messed up against.

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 And he goes to God not just to say sorry real quick, but to truly repent.

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 He knows he needs to change.

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 And so he's had this change of heart and the way he thinks, a change of mind,

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 and it changes the ways that he thinks about things and the things that he does.

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 And that's what repentance is.

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 Repentance is a change of heart and mind that changes what I think and what I do.

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 And the fact is that all of us have sinned before a holy God.

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 We've all committed high treason against this holy king of the universe,

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 claiming that our way is the best way every time we take things into our own hands.

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 And the reality is that we deserve death because of it.

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 Eternal separation from God, suffering, that's what we deserve.

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 But what I hope you see in this text is much more than that, praise God.

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 That here, and maybe you hear this morning, or maybe you feel this morning broken.

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 And maybe you're longing for hope.

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 And I hope what you see here is this matchless hope for the sinner.

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 The sinner in Psalm here, and Psalm 51 here, who turned to the Lord.

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 And so today, we're going to look at how just saying sorry doesn't cut it.

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 We're going to look at what true repentance looks like.

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 And I hope this morning we can encourage each other as we look at the word this morning.

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 We're going to look at confessing, telling on yourself to God.

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 We're going to look at remembering, calling to mind what is true of me and God.

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 We're going to look at apologizing, asking for forgiveness.

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 We're going to look at worshiping, responding to our sin with acts of worship to God.

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 And then we're going to look at seeking, asking God to restore us, build us up, and protect us.

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 And I hope that in that process, what we learn is that actually, when it comes to saying sorry,

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 it might be a little bit more than maybe we thought it should be on a regular day-to-day basis.

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 So let's look there, and we start in Psalm 51.

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 Look there in your Bibles at the very beginning.

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 You'll notice that the beginning of Psalm 51, there's this quote in the beginning.

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 And that quote actually goes back to 2 Samuel 11 and 12.

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 Now, I'm just going to describe that quickly.

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 I don't want to spend too much time going into that full story.

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 But what you find is that King David is at home,

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 and instead of going to war like his military guys did,

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 he's there and he's perhaps even shrieking his responsibilities.

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 And in the midst of that, there is a woman of one of his soldiers.

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 Her name is Bathsheba, and she is taking a bath.

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 And he is seeing from the top of where he is,

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 he's just looking out, and he sees Bathsheba.

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 And instead of turning away, he decides to continue to look, right?

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 The slow spiral that begins.

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 And that turns into David eventually calling Bathsheba over,

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 and he commits adultery with her.

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 And then, soon after, she finds out that she's pregnant.

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 Oh no, what happens now?

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 So, what does he do?

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 He sends for her husband, Uriah, to be killed at the front of the battle.

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 If it wasn't bad enough, now he's committed adultery.

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 Now there's a child involved.

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 And now he wants to send his friend to go get killed at the front of the battle.

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 And now, because of that, not only is Uriah killed,

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 but in the process of trying to get him killed,

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 lots of other people from Israel are killed.

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 Lots of other military are killed, leaving families left without fathers.

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 And finally, David takes Bathsheba as his wife.

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 What a guy.

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 Finally, you get to the story where Nathan goes to him and tells him a story that symbolizes what David did with Bathsheba.

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 And it's in telling this story that Nathan the prophet, he confronts David,

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 and David is finally convicted of his sin.

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 And this is his response as a song from his soul.

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 And the first thing that we see, this first step of real repentance that we see David describe is this confession.

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 You see this in verses 1 through 4.

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 He starts off with something very good for us to do when it comes to confession.

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 He says, have mercy on me, O God.

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 He goes to God and he asks for mercy.

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 He knows he's going before this holy judge, this one who is perfect.

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 And he knows that this judge has something about him that we don't see a lot in our culture.

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 This true love and mercy that doesn't compare to this world.

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 David isn't just going here because he knows he's messed up and he's been found out.

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 He's not just going to relieve himself of this punishment.

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 He hates what he has done because he knows that he's broken his relationship with God.

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 And that was important to him.

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 And as we think about what that looks like, I think sometimes we often just are sad because we get found out.

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 Or we know it's the right thing to do.

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 Charles Spurgeon said, if I hate sin because of the punishment, I have not repented of sin.

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 I merely regret that God is just.

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 I think so often maybe the reason why we're sorry is because we know it means something else later on.

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 It means that life might be a little bit uncomfortable, whether you're kids or adults.

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 If we don't hate our sin because we've offended God, we're missing something.

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 And so asking for mercy is an appropriate start for confessing your sin.

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 And we don't like admitting we are wrong.

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 Can you remember the last time you admitted you were wrong?

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 Sinfully or otherwise?

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 If you can't, perhaps you should listen closely to what David is pointing out here.

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 How much do we forget about the mercy that was poured out on us?

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 In fact, every day.

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 Every sin deserving instantaneous death.

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 And yet here we are at Maranatha Baptist Church.

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 As Jonathan mentioned, 4663 Travue Road.

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 And I think that's important that we get to be here this morning hearing about the mercy of God.

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 If you've never turned to Christ, it's a blessing to be able to hear about the mercy of God.

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 Thankfully, it's the word of God.

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 And that the power is not through me.

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 It's the word.

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 And we can look at this and we can say, look, if we haven't trusted in Christ, confession is a good place to start saying, I need your mercy, God.

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 And if you haven't followed him, if you don't go to him, and if you don't confess to him, you won't receive the mercy that you will need.

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 But if you're a believer, you know what God has done for you, and you've believed, you've said, I trust in him alone.

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 We know something about our Lord.

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 Lamentations 3.

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 The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases.

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 His mercies never come to an end.

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 They are new every morning.

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 Great is your faithfulness.

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 Aren't we thankful for the mercy of God that's new every morning?

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 And when you confess your sins before God, I wonder how often we ask the God who poured out his horrific judgment for mercy.

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 A mercy that you could never deserve and never earn.

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 And in verse 2, we see David asking God to thoroughly wash him.

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 He says, I need you to cleanse me of this.

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 He recognizes that his sin has brought a separation between him and God.

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 And you recognize also in verse 4, he says, even though I messed up with a whole bunch of people, he says, it was you and you only I sinned against.

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 Right?

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 Now, you read the first part here.

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 Right?

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 Against you and you only.

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 And as we remember the story, it's like, really, David?

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 Only you?

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 Only him that we sinned against?

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 Right?

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 It may be David overstated a bit.

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 Right?

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 Like, you let down your soldiers by not going to war with them.

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 You let down Bathsheba and Uriah by committing adultery.

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 You forced the commander of your army to send this man in the front lines to be killed.

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 And in the midst of that, you killed many other men just to make sure that Uriah got killed.

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 And then you put Nathan, the prophet, in front of you to confront the king.

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 Which, by the way, prophets confronting kings, you can imagine at that time, didn't usually go well.

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 Right?

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 Confronting a king wasn't usually on the, like, bucket list.

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 I need to do that before I die.

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 In fact, usually the next thing you would do is die.

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 Right?

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 And he sinned against everyone.

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 Right?

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 Right?

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 And yet he goes to God, the law giver, whose moral code he broke, and he said,

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 I know it's against you and you only.

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 And while, and I think it's important for us to see, that he's the one that we've broken the law against.

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 He's the one that we've done things against.

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 We need to see that that's first.

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 And while it's very appropriate to go and say sorry to those that you have sinned against.

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 Or that your sin has affected.

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 And even try to make things right.

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 It's a very good thing.

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 We must remember that the one who we've sinned against the most or first is God.

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 We must go to the law giver, the creator.

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 And as we think about sin in our lives and what it looks like to tell on ourselves to God, you could say,

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 are we all more concerned with how our sin has affected other people?

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 Or how our sin has offended God?

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 I know what my answer is most of the time.

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 Unfortunately.

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 Have you told God about your sin lately?

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 Have you gone before him?

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 Have you ever told God about your sin lately?

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 Is there something that you've been ignoring in your life that's been gnawing at you and you don't even want to admit it in your head?

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 Because then you know you're going to have to do something about it.

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 Is it eating you inside?

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 Go to him.

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 He says his mercy is new every day.

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 Confess it.

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 Can I just say even confess now if you need to?

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 Right now, if you haven't done that, just feel free right now to tune out the next two minutes and just be ready to say,

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 I want to confess this to you.

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 Because he's listening and he's ready with new mercies no matter what it is even now.

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 First step to real repentance is confessing.

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 The second step to real true repentance is remembering.

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 Calling to mind what is true of me and true of God.

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 And we're very good at believing lies.

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 We do this all the time.

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 We deceive ourselves into thinking that we're not too bad.

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 And David, what he's trying to remind himself of is he's calling to mind this truth about his condition before God.

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 I was desperate.

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 I didn't even start in the right way that I needed to.

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 Even while I was in my mother's womb, I was in sin.

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 Verse 5 talks about.

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 We were born into this sin.

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 David knew that you can't bring something perfect out of something that is flawed.

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 Romans 5 verse 12 says,

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 Therefore just as sin came into the world through one man and death through sin.

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 And so death spread to all men because all sinned.

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 And while it's unfortunate that we started off in that condition, it's the fact that because Adam, we continue with that sin curse.

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 The reality is from day one, we were messed up.

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 David didn't say that like this as he was like enlightening God in some way.

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 He's just reminding himself of these things.

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 But then he also remembers who God is.

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 He wants to make it clear that Jesus, that God the Father, that all of the Godhead here is justified in whatever happens to him.

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 Because he deserves it and because the true God is a holy God.

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 And that it's only through him actually that my secret heart, the deep, dark depths of my soul can be revealed to a point where he shows me what I've done wrong.

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 It has to be through him.

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 And he delights in giving us that knowledge so that we can actually draw closer to him.

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 But it's something you have to actually believe.

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 It's what you live off of.

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 Job 38, 36 says,

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 Who has put wisdom in the inward parts or given understanding to the mind?

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 Who has?

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 It's the Lord.

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 He gives us that.

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 The thing that he was trying to hide in the deep recesses of his heart and mind, God brought it to light.

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 And that was a good thing.

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 And because God loves truth and teaches us wisdom, we can have a hope in that.

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 In the midst of repentance, we can have hope.

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 So as he's repenting before God, these things were important enough for David to mention.

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 And as Nathan spoke to him from God, David realizes that God was teaching him about the horrendous nature of his heart.

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 And so I guess I wonder, when we're saying sorry to God, do we tell him and remind ourselves what we know about ourselves first?

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 What we know of God?

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 Do we remember that as we go to him?

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 Do we remember the gospel as we confess that?

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 Can I just say, it's important for us to remember the truth in our sin, but also remember who God is and his mercy in that.

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 Remember.

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 And so he starts with confessing, and then he goes to remembering.

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 And then the third step he goes to is apologizing.

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 Actually asking for forgiveness.

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 And I know we can tend to kind of mix up words here, right, confessing, apologizing.

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 What's the difference here, right?

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 Telling God what you did wrong or confessing is different than asking God to remove that guilt, asking for forgiveness.

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 We start our apology by recognizing he has the power to clean the slate.

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 We see in verses 7 through 9,

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 Purge me with hyssop, I shall be clean.

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 We know it has to be him that washes me.

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 And David realized that he couldn't do it himself.

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 No matter how much I try to do good things or try to be good or even try to convince myself that I'm good,

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 there's nothing there without him.

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 It actually has to be him.

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 Sacrifices weren't enough.

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 Magic words are not enough.

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 There's nothing that wipes the slate clean except him.

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 God had to purge him to do a work in his heart and in his life to remove that guilt.

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 And as Christians gather every Sunday here,

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 I'm thankful even as we sang so many songs how much gospel we got.

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 We need to remember the guilt-removing work that Christ did for his people.

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 Aren't we glad that God stepped into our world and acted in a way for us to be forgiven of our sins?

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 That Jesus, the Messiah, that was long awaited by David actually,

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 that he came many years after him so that he could be guaranteed salvation when trusting in him.

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 Jesus, as this willing sacrifice, taking punishment on that cross,

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 dying the death we deserve, rising again the third day.

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 And we're told that if we confess our sins to him and believe in him alone for our salvation,

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 we will be saved.

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 That's good news.

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 Because no matter how much of a dirtbag you feel like today,

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 no matter how far ruined you feel today,

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 you can know that if you trust in him,

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 just as sure as he came back to life, you can be saved.

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 So if you're the worst sinner ever here,

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 or if you think that you're the best person,

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 you need it just as much.

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 Repent and believe genuinely,

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 and you can be saved.

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 And as we looked at verse 7 there,

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 purge me,

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 we know it's not just us going to him

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 that he has to do a work in our lives.

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 It's not going to be enough to do good things,

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 or maybe we pray and we think that we're cleansing ourselves by praying.

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 It's him alone.

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 Let's not act like as we pray to God that we're washing that sin away,

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 that that's our penance.

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 No, it's him.

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 We can't rely on ourselves to say,

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 I can wash my sins away.

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 We go to him recognizing he has done it.

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 So we apologize, recognizing it's only him.

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 And maybe you're at a point where you feel like your sin is just killing you inside,

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 like the bones are breaking, right?

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 Like what he says here,

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 he says,

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 let the bones that you have broken rejoice.

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 He's at a point where his soul is just all meshed up.

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 He can't handle it anymore.

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 But there's something that we need to remember,

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 that if we confess our sins,

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 he's faithful and just to forgive us,

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 to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

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 That I will never leave you nor forsake you,

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 he promises to his people,

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 so that we can confidently say,

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 the Lord is my helper,

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 I will not fear,

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 what can man do to me,

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 because it's all him.

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 And when we hear those promises,

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 it brings this unique joy in us,

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 that because there is a part of us that still mourns over our sin,

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 we are joyful because we can know that we've been restored by Christ's blood.

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 That we have relationship with him.

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 It's not just about being thankful for the big man,

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 who did what we needed to do.

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 No, it's I have a relationship with my Lord,

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 and I can't wait to see him face to face someday.

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 And so in this process of David asking God to wipe his slate clean,

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 and restoring this joy of his salvation,

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 he goes to verse 10,

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 and he says,

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 one of my favorite verses in all of scripture,

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 the one that I need to say the most,

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 create in me a clean heart, O God,

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 and renew a right spirit within me.

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 And I wonder if we could be missing

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 the joy of our salvation that comes when asking God to forgive us.

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 Yes, God wants us to recognize our sin,

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 but he doesn't want us to dwell on that.

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 He wants to wipe the slate clean

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 and then have us dwell on the promises that we forget all the time.

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 To remind ourselves of what he has done,

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 and that it's not about us.

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 And then too many times I'm tempted to short this process.

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 How about you?

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 I know that there's too many times where I don't go to him

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 and recognize what I've done wrong,

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 and I just say sorry.

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 Or I don't remember the complexities of what the Lord went through

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 to save me from my sin,

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 that it was at the cross,

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 that as his blood shed.

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 Do we remember at communion time,

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 do we take that seriously and say,

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 I get to participate in this

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 because he died on the cross for me?

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 Could you be missing out on the process

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 that God uses to stir your heart to stay away from evil?

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 I would argue that if you don't clearly have in mind

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 what you have done wrong

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 and how you've offended God,

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 is it really an apology?

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 Or is it some religious step that you say,

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 I'm going to go ahead and do this,

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 wipe that, done,

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 confession is done,

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 repentance is done,

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 but has your heart changed at all?

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 Especially if you don't even recognize what you did wrong.

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 Are we too busy just trying to be a good Christian

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 and we forget what the Lord has done

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 to allow us to have relationship with him?

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 So the first step of real repentance

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 was confessing,

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 then remembering,

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 and then apologizing

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 because he wants our hearts.

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 The fourth step then is worshiping.

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 We worship as a response to our sin

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 with acts of worship to God.

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 And it's good for us to praise God

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 for the forgiveness that he's given us.

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 Look at verse 14 and 15.

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 Some of us don't get here

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 because we stick on the whole,

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 I've sinned, I've sinned, I've sinned,

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 and we can't get past that.

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 What does he say?

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 Deliver me from blood guiltiness, O God.

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 O God of my salvation

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 and my tongue will sing aloud of your righteousness.

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 O Lord, open my lips,

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 because I can't do that myself, right?

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 O Lord, open my lips

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 and my mouth will declare your praise.

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 He says, I wanna worship my God.

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 And I've experienced two tendencies with this.

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 Either I just dwell on my sin and mope,

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 or I'm just super apathetic,

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 unappreciative of what God has done

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 when I've been forgiven

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 and what David appreciated with God

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 is that in verse 13,

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 he says, I know,

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 and I wanna get to the point

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 where I can worship you

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 and not only worship you,

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 but then also tell others

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 about how they can have this freedom.

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 And the reality check here is this.

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 When we don't worship God

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 for the forgiveness he has given us,

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 we will tend to be apathetic

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 and telling others about the forgiveness

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 that they can have in Jesus too, right?

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 It makes sense.

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 If we can't recognize what the Lord has done for us,

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 why would we share it with other people?

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 If it doesn't give us hope

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 as we go in repentance before God,

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 why would we go tell other people about it?

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 It's not giving me hope,

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 why would I tell other people about it?

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 How much do I not,

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 and after apologizing to the Lord,

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 say, man, the Lord has done amazing things for me.

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 Let me with my lips praise my God.

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 And also let me tell others

00:34:06.000 --> 00:34:07.359
 about how they can have a hope

00:34:07.359 --> 00:34:09.119
 that goes beyond what this world can have.

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 He goes and you recognize

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 that he can't earn this forgiveness

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 and he says, look,

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 it's not gonna be through sacrifices.

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 In fact, in verse 17 he says,

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 the sacrifices of God are a broken spirit.

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 It's not a physical act.

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 It's my heart being broken before the Lord.

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 A broken and contrite heart,

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 oh God, you will not despise.

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 That word contrite there is like,

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 if you think of ash,

00:34:36.079 --> 00:34:38.539
 just something absolutely pulverized,

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 there's nothing that you can pick up.

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 That is the status of us going before God.

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 And when we do that,

00:34:44.679 --> 00:34:47.019
 he makes us into something good.

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 And he puts this jar together

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 that's broken and probably gross looking a little bit,

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 and the light comes out of that

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 and it produces such good.

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 I wonder if in our worship

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 we remember,

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 but he was pierced for our transgressions.

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 He was crushed for our iniquities.

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 Upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace,

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 and with his wounds we are healed.

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 I wonder if in thinking about our repentance before God,

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 we remember that and say,

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 look what the Lord has done for me.

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 And yet in the midst of remembering his forgiveness,

00:35:27.840 --> 00:35:29.580
 David worshipped God,

00:35:29.660 --> 00:35:31.600
 even though he recognized

00:35:31.600 --> 00:35:34.560
 that Jesus was crushed for his sins,

00:35:35.039 --> 00:35:37.300
 that the Messiah would one day come

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 and that he would be forgiven.

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 When was the last time you thanked God

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 or even sang just by yourself,

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 maybe it's just even in your head,

00:35:50.780 --> 00:35:53.039
 saying thank you Lord for forgiving me.

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 If you struggle doing that, why?

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 Why do you struggle getting to the point

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 of worshiping and repentance?

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 Are you above that?

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 Is that just not you?

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 Are you seeing your sin before God

00:36:10.139 --> 00:36:11.459
 in the right way, maybe?

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 Do you see your sin at all?

00:36:18.159 --> 00:36:20.599
 As David is going through this confession

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 and remembering and apologizing

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 and then worshiping,

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 he's pointing his heart closer to the Lord

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 and using truth to do that.

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 And in this last step of real repentance,

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 he finally ends with seeking.

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 He's asking God to restore him

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 and his people.

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 Asking God to restore us

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 and build us up and protect us.

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 And as David was ending this process,

00:36:50.719 --> 00:36:51.879
 being the leader of his people,

00:36:52.079 --> 00:36:53.879
 he was asking God to restore

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 and protect the people once again.

00:36:55.859 --> 00:36:58.199
 He recognized that he did wrong.

00:36:58.460 --> 00:36:59.539
 He committed adultery

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 with this woman.

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 He killed his friend.

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 He broke the hearts of many in Israel.

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 And now, what we find him doing

00:37:15.880 --> 00:37:17.559
 is saying,

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 Lord, please restore your people.

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 As we think through

00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:28.980
 all of what the Lord has done in our lives.

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 As we think through

00:37:30.480 --> 00:37:33.719
 how God has forgiven us.

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 As we think through

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 what it looks like

00:37:36.599 --> 00:37:37.940
 even now as a church

00:37:37.940 --> 00:37:38.519
 to say,

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 what does it look like

00:37:39.940 --> 00:37:42.219
 for us to go before God?

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 And remember that together.

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 Not being ashamed

00:37:45.420 --> 00:37:46.739
 of our sin anymore

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 because what's on us,

00:37:48.599 --> 00:37:49.519
 we're marked with Christ.

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 Are we able to come together,

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 encourage each other,

00:37:56.420 --> 00:37:58.199
 show us what sin looks like,

00:37:58.440 --> 00:37:59.840
 and then be able to say,

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 look at what the Lord has done for me.

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 Look at how he has restored me.

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 Look at how I can now go

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 into this world being changed

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 once again

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 and go tell others

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 about the good news

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 that I've been given.

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 Amen.

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 I think too often

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 we lose sight

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 in the midst of

00:38:26.799 --> 00:38:29.039
 beating ourselves up over sin

00:38:29.039 --> 00:38:31.159
 or being apathetic of our sin

00:38:31.159 --> 00:38:32.380
 and we forget

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 what the Lord means to do in us.

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 what if he is using the sin

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 in your life right now

00:38:42.159 --> 00:38:44.899
 to help others

00:38:44.899 --> 00:38:46.619
 be transformed by the gospel?

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 And as you tell people

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 of the hope that you've found,

00:38:50.519 --> 00:38:52.500
 others can then be transformed.

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 I understand that there

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 are people in here

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 that have been sinned against.

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 that there have been people,

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 I'm sure,

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 that have things

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 that they don't even like

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 to think about.

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 And the reality is

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 that God can even use

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 the most horrific things

00:39:09.940 --> 00:39:13.139
 to help others

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 with no better example of that

00:39:17.339 --> 00:39:18.019
 than Jesus,

00:39:18.259 --> 00:39:20.079
 the innocent God-man

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 coming and dying on the cross

00:39:21.900 --> 00:39:22.839
 for us.

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 can he use

00:39:25.940 --> 00:39:27.720
 all of what

00:39:27.720 --> 00:39:29.500
 you've done in life

00:39:29.500 --> 00:39:32.079
 in repentance

00:39:32.079 --> 00:39:34.500
 to be able to show

00:39:34.500 --> 00:39:35.500
 others in the church

00:39:35.500 --> 00:39:37.240
 and others in our community

00:39:37.240 --> 00:39:38.519
 who he really is?

00:39:39.640 --> 00:39:40.740
 Have we really,

00:39:42.100 --> 00:39:43.660
 do we really regularly

00:39:43.660 --> 00:39:45.440
 practice the process

00:39:45.440 --> 00:39:46.600
 of repentance in our lives?

00:39:47.340 --> 00:39:48.860
 Let's not shortchange it.

00:39:49.460 --> 00:39:50.579
 Let's not be quick

00:39:50.579 --> 00:39:52.480
 to just say sorry real quick.

00:39:53.300 --> 00:39:54.220
 Let's go

00:39:54.220 --> 00:39:55.160
 and seek

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 the king

00:39:56.500 --> 00:39:58.920
 who has forgiven us

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 and will one day

00:40:02.420 --> 00:40:03.059
 enjoy

00:40:03.059 --> 00:40:04.860
 no more tears,

00:40:05.160 --> 00:40:05.760
 no more sin

00:40:05.760 --> 00:40:06.559
 with him forever.

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 Let's pray.

00:40:09.480 --> 00:40:10.079
 Father,

00:40:10.200 --> 00:40:10.860
 thank you for

00:40:10.860 --> 00:40:11.820
 your love for us.

00:40:12.440 --> 00:40:13.200
 Thank you for how

00:40:13.200 --> 00:40:13.820
 you have

00:40:13.820 --> 00:40:15.420
 given us life

00:40:15.420 --> 00:40:17.200
 through your son,

00:40:17.360 --> 00:40:17.579
 Jesus.

00:40:18.100 --> 00:40:19.220
 Thank you that

00:40:19.220 --> 00:40:20.240
 we can have

00:40:20.240 --> 00:40:21.019
 the spirit

00:40:21.019 --> 00:40:21.880
 that seals

00:40:21.880 --> 00:40:23.019
 us

00:40:23.019 --> 00:40:24.440
 as we turn

00:40:24.440 --> 00:40:24.980
 in repentance

00:40:24.980 --> 00:40:25.539
 to you

00:40:25.539 --> 00:40:26.280
 that we don't

00:40:26.280 --> 00:40:27.079
 have to wonder

00:40:27.079 --> 00:40:28.320
 if we're defined

00:40:28.320 --> 00:40:29.440
 by our sin anymore

00:40:29.440 --> 00:40:31.400
 but we have been

00:40:31.400 --> 00:40:31.940
 stamped,

00:40:32.440 --> 00:40:33.420
 all those who've

00:40:33.420 --> 00:40:34.079
 called on you,

00:40:34.639 --> 00:40:35.980
 we've been stamped

00:40:35.980 --> 00:40:36.699
 by your blood

00:40:36.699 --> 00:40:38.360
 and we can now

00:40:38.360 --> 00:40:38.900
 understand

00:40:38.900 --> 00:40:39.579
 and know

00:40:39.579 --> 00:40:40.179
 that we're free.

00:40:41.460 --> 00:40:42.199
 So Father,

00:40:42.280 --> 00:40:43.059
 I pray that all

00:40:43.059 --> 00:40:44.219
 those here,

00:40:44.940 --> 00:40:45.800
 if they haven't

00:40:45.800 --> 00:40:47.139
 trusted in you,

00:40:47.199 --> 00:40:47.739
 that they would.

00:40:47.739 --> 00:40:48.500
 that they would

00:40:48.500 --> 00:40:49.759
 see the beautiful

00:40:49.759 --> 00:40:50.659
 thing that you did

00:40:50.659 --> 00:40:52.679
 in sending your son

00:40:52.679 --> 00:40:53.359
 to the cross

00:40:53.359 --> 00:40:55.099
 and giving us life.

00:40:56.139 --> 00:40:56.619
 And for those

00:40:56.619 --> 00:40:57.159
 that have,

00:40:57.539 --> 00:40:58.000
 that you would

00:40:58.000 --> 00:40:59.439
 restore us once again

00:40:59.439 --> 00:41:00.319
 as we come

00:41:00.319 --> 00:41:00.779
 in repentance

00:41:00.779 --> 00:41:01.359
 to you

00:41:01.359 --> 00:41:02.399
 and that we might

00:41:02.399 --> 00:41:02.939
 tell others

00:41:02.939 --> 00:41:03.779
 all for your glory.

00:41:04.099 --> 00:41:04.799
 In Jesus' name,

00:41:04.959 --> 00:41:05.159
 amen.

00:41:05.159 --> 00:41:05.259
 Amen.

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 Amen.

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