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 So, this evening we're looking at the third of our series of four on a Sunday evening

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 entitled, Miserable as Sin.

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 Okay?

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 So, I reckoned if we were going to carry this on for a few more weeks, we probably have

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 no one coming at church at night, because it seems such a miserable kind of subject

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 to deal with.

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 But I hope it's not miserable.

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 It's not meant to be miserable.

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 The theme is meant to be provocative, I guess, but it's not really meant to be miserable.

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 It is meant to look at the reality of what sin does in our lives in order to point us

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 more to Jesus.

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 That's what it's meant to do, because the more we understand what sin is actually like,

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 the more it will push us towards Jesus and know His wholeness and His healing and His

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 shalom, because that's what we looked at the first week, wasn't it?

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 The breaking of shalom.

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 And then we looked at sin and how it divides people and divides us from God and the damage

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 that does.

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 And this evening, we're kind of on this spiral downwards and we're looking at disintegration

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 and how sin actually, I'm sure there's another word for disintegration that I've been looking

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 for all week and I haven't found it.

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 I can't think of it.

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 Something like discombulation or something like that.

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 It is the coming apart, the disintegration of what is whole.

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 And rather than looking at it theologically, I want us to think about it as something that

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 can be so damaging in our own lives.

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 Not that theological definitions are unimportant, but really want to get across the destructiveness

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 behind its sometimes alluring beauty.

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 Okay?

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 There's an alluring beauty about sin and I want to get across that as well.

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 So the theme this evening really is the trajectory that sin takes us on, because what it does,

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 it puts self in the place of God, okay?

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 So that's really the core of what we're thinking about this evening.

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 And that is the deepest battle you and I face on a daily basis, is selfishness.

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 Is enthroning ourselves in the place of God.

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 You see that most closely and most powerfully in Gethsemane, where Jesus says, not my will

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 but yours be done.

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 That's our biggest battle, is every day saying, Lord, not my will but yours be done.

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 So it's selfishness.

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 And sin is the enthronement of ourselves and the dethroning of God.

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 And I think the results of that are not always clear cut.

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 They're not always black and white.

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 And it's not always, it's not necessarily a spiral downwards, but there is an end game.

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 So I want to look briefly at self-rule.

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 I should stop saying briefly.

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 I get a rough for saying briefly, but I am going to be trying.

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 Brian will give me a rough.

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 I go on, past half past.

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 So self-rule and then one or two other things.

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 But self-rule, we see it in this parable, this great, this wonderful and powerful parable

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 where the prodigal son says, give me my share of the property and what is coming to me.

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 I want what is due to me.

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 I don't want to be under my father.

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 I want to have my share of the estate.

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 I want to be in control.

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 And goes back to the prototypical rebellion in Genesis chapter 3, where Adam and Eve said

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 the same thing.

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 We want exactly what you have, God.

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 We actually want to be like you.

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 We want to know good and evil as well and to have no rules and no regulations from you

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 or anyone else.

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 And there's two things really that that speaks.

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 Self-rule speaks of two things, I'm sure, among other many things.

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 First is a sense of entitlement and then a quest for freedom.

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 So there's a sense of entitlement from the prodigal here, isn't there?

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 I want what is due to me.

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 I'm entitled to it.

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 I don't care if you're still alive.

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 And I don't care if it's supposed to be for when you die, I want it now.

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 Adam and Eve, I want to eat the fruit.

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 It's my, it's our right to do that.

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 And I want a good life.

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 I want all the benefits of life on my terms.

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 And that's the reality when self is on the throne, we have that sense of entitlement

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 that life owes us, that other people owe us, and even God owes us.

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 Because we're at the center and everything else revolves around us.

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 But of course that puts us, doesn't it, always onto a collision course with God and with

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 others because we're not in the throne of the universe.

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 And the world doesn't revolve around us, especially when things go wrong.

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 When things go wrong and things happen out of our control, our self-centered desire to

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 be in control of everything causes bitterness and disgruntlement and blame.

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 And that's the kind of culture we live in as people, I mean internally, because we find

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 that that's a good, Adam did that, didn't he?

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 Adam blamed God, Adam blamed Eve.

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 Things were out of his control.

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 The prodigal came to that place where, well he blamed God, blamed his father for keeping

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 him and not giving him his share of the state.

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 He maybe blamed the famine when it came and maybe he blamed everyone else who didn't come

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 to his aid when he was eating, wanting to eat the pigs food.

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 And so there's that sense of entitlement which brings great problems when we are enthroned

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 as it did for the prodigal.

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 But that self-rule doesn't only give us a sense of entitlement but also a quest for

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 freedom.

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 Satan says, you know, you'll be like God.

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 You'll know good and evil.

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 How brilliant and freeing is that going to be?

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 And the prodigal here, he wanted to go into a far country.

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 He wanted to be in control of his own life.

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 He wanted the freedom from the drudgery of work and being in his father's house.

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 He wanted to make his own decisions autonomy.

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 And in both cases we have a picture there of relegating God and relegating others in

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 the quest for freedom.

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 It's a dubious freedom.

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 There's no absolute freedom.

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 Our only freedom, our only true freedom is living as we were created to do in relationship

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 with our good and loving maker.

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 But the deceit of sin is that it ignores that and it ignores the fact that we, in seeking

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 freedom and being enthroned, become enslaved to our own desires and appetites and nature

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 and nurture and bodies and minds.

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 But the prodigal, the prodigal was single-minded, the prodigal son here.

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 He was obsessed in following his self-centered dream.

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 He wanted to dethrone his father and he wanted to be in charge.

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 And that's a picture of what self-centeredness does and sin as a result.

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 He ignored what it would do to his father, what it would do to his community, to his

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 family, to his brother and to the work of the estate.

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 It was a damaging reordering of love.

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 And that's what sin is.

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 It's a damaging reordering of love away from God and others and focused on ourselves.

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 That's where sinful selfishness comes from.

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 So that it becomes about my feelings, my longings, my desires, my decisions, my morality.

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 It's subjective and individualistic.

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 And we even see community and church through a me lens.

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 What can it be for?

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 What can it do for me?

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 So self-rule is at the core of sin and it's at the core of the destruction that sin brings

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 into life.

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 But I want to make a second point here.

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 And this is slightly broader than this passage, but it involves this passage.

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 Sin is about self-rule.

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 And I will come to the end towards two things, to disintegration and then to the gospel, because

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 the gospel needs to be at the core of all, of course.

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 But the second point I want to make is that sin is deceptively good.

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 Sin is deceptively good.

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 Verse 13 tells us that he went into a far country and he squandered his property and

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 reckless or wild living.

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 And I think we misrepresent sin when we express it simply in terms of moral evil, which we

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 all are repulsed by and is repugnant.

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 Most people, Christians or non-Christians, recoil from a very evil.

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 But sin is much more subtle than that.

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 It does involve that, but it's much more subtle than that.

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 It involves taking what is good and making it ultimate.

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 Okay?

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 Taking what is good, the good gifts of God, but making these things ultimate, just like

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 probably the prodigal did.

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 The things he did were maybe not necessarily immoral in and of themselves, but he expressed

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 and engaged in them in immoral ways.

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 God ourselves and God's good gifts, we can take them and we can use them to replace God

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 and they can become ultimate things.

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 That's the deepest deception, isn't it?

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 Isn't that the deepest?

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 Because most people don't really understand or think about themselves as evil or wicked

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 or immoral in these ways.

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 But we see that when we take the good things of God and make them ultimate things, they're

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 bad saviours.

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 They're bad gods.

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 They're bad for worshiping.

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 So when aging comes, when trouble comes, there are no answers.

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 When we make the point and the reason for living, a relationship or sexuality or our

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 ambition or our work or our career or our personal ambitions, it's a terrible burden

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 to put on these things because they can't save us.

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 They can't give us ultimate meaning in life.

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 They can't give us the wholeness and the shalom that we were created to enjoy because we were

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 created to live in relationship with God.

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 These things can't deal with the sin and the emptiness and the autonomy that we are

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 living under.

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 Autonomy can't bear the weight of glory of being image bearers of God.

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 We can't live, we can't climb onto His throne.

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 We can't allow other things to climb onto that throne.

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 We and these things are not God.

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 The good gifts of God are not what we are to make ultimate.

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 So it can be deceptively good.

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 In other words, we can take the good things but we can make them ultimate.

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 And that is destructive.

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 We can also take the bad things and have great fun.

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 Okay?

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 Remember that.

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 We can have great fun doing all the wrong things.

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 You know, it's a pious nonsense to suggest that sin is easy to avoid because it's so

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 overtly evil and wrong.

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 It's a great verse in Hebrews 11, 25 which speaks about Moses making a choice and saying

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 he chose not to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a while because he could see something

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 greater and better.

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 Now, it doesn't say that he chose to avoid the misery of sin and the awfulness of sin

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 but the pleasures of sin because they were pleasurable for a while.

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 There's great enjoyment and pleasure in sin.

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 It's temporary but it's real.

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 It's anticipated for many people.

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 That's why so many people do the lottery.

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 But it's real because we have appetites for wild living and for laughing at others and

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 at ourselves for excitement and danger, for lust, for the forbidden fruit, for coveting,

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 for temptation.

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 You know, temptation wouldn't be temptation if it wasn't attractive.

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 It wasn't pleasurable if it didn't draw us to do the wrong thing.

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 It's enticing.

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 It comes as an angel of light in all kinds of different ways.

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 That's why God speaks so much of the Christian life as a battle, a battle that we need to

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 be alert about how we live for ourselves and how we live in consideration with others.

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 But if you feed these sinful desires and appetites that we have, even legitimate appetites, if

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 we feed them in an illegitimate and selfish way, the deeper the entanglement becomes,

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 the greater the thrill we need, the more we need to spend to get the same level of excitement

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 and the more desperate we become because it's a spiral downwards.

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 It's pleasurable but it's deathly.

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 So sin, taking the bad and having fun.

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 But sin, and I'm still on that theme of being deceptively good, sin can be taking the good

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 and making it ultimate.

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 It can be taking the bad and having fun, but sin can also look tremendously self-righteous.

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 Also you've got in here the story as well as the prodigal, you've got his brother, elder

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 brother.

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 And the elder brother here representing the religious Pharisees that muttered against

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 God's grace, they didn't need it, they kept the law.

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 And there's a stunning effect of what Jesus is saying here is exposing the deception of

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 their own hearts and exposing law-breaking of the worst kind.

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 It was loveless.

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 They actually hated God and their neighbors in the guise of being good, moral, religious

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 people.

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 Sin can look very self-righteous and can look very patting ourselves on the back.

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 Whereas what God is saying here, the self-righteous moralism, this judgment of others, this outward

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 moral behavior was masking a smoldering resentment to God.

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 The service to Him was drudgery in the hope of some kind of earned reward.

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 It was enslavement.

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 That self-righteous kind of good outward living is feeling that you're missing out on the

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 fun that everyone else is enjoying.

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 There's no celebration.

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 There's no joy of faith.

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 You're dismissive of the experiences of others who've been saved by grace.

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 What do they know?

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 What should I get to do with anyone like that, the jokers who have earned nothing, who don't

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 deserve forgiveness, a little bit what Rob was saying earlier.

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 It's about earning.

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 It's about religious behavior and outward acting.

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 The wholeness of grace, the wholeness that grace offers and promises is despicable and

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 an affront to the self-righteous who are deceptively good.

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 Deceptively good.

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 But that is really the ugliest reality of all with selfishness.

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 It comes as an angel of light to be self-righteously religious.

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 It's taking the bad and having great fun, or at least perceived great fun, and it's taking

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 the good and making the good ultimate.

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 But the worst is that self-righteousness.

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 It's like someone wearing a dirty boiler suit to a wedding.

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 It's not wearing the grace clothes of the people of God.

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 And it's an ugly affront to the gospel, and it's hugely destructive and tremendously broken.

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 So sin is deceptively good.

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 It's an evidence of self-rule.

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 And it travels towards disintegration.

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 And that's really the theme this evening is disintegration.

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 We've looked at division and we've looked at this piece and we see that this story of

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 the prodigal is a story that's leading towards the disintegration of a life without God.

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 That's what God is saying.

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 You know, sin at best, when self is enthroned, when we live without God and we enthrone ourselves

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 and we allow selfishness to rule our lives.

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 Sin and that pleasure is always temporary and it's ultimately unfulfilling.

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 There's always a morning after.

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 There's always the reality of regret, the coming of night, other people moving on, the onset

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 of illness and old age.

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 Old age is a great disintegrator, isn't it?

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 Marvelous picture in Ecclesiastes chapter 12, 1-5.

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 If you have time, go and read that about the picture of the disintegration of the body

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 even in old age, which we know in Christ will be redeemed, but yet is a picture of ultimately

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 the judgment and reality of sin in humanity.

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 So the prodigal, his life as a picture of disintegration, isn't it?

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 He spent all his money.

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 His resources that fueled the selfish hedonistic lifestyle had gone.

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 The laughter had ended for him and he'd used up all his get out of jail cards free, get

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 out of jail free cards even.

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 He used them as well.

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 He had two lots and they were all used up.

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 So he had nothing left and above and added onto that there was a famine.

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 So the external circumstances militated against him just at the wrong time and he had no resources,

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 he had no roots, he had no foundation personally or morally or spiritually to deal with this

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 adverse circumstance and situation.

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 And worse than that, there was nobody left around him.

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 Nobody came to his aid.

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 The prostitutes and the revelers were long gone and he had only been using them anyway.

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 And in this famine, it was each to their own, no one had time for this washed out loser who

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 had just lived for the next party.

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 We have a picture of a shell of a man drained of all meaningful life, a shadow.

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 And he denied all that would have built his character and made him whole from the inside

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 out.

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 It's a picture of him imploding.

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 This is a story of him imploding, disintegrating in a pig's trough.

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 That's the picture of sin and selfishness we have here.

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 And really God has said that's what sin does sooner or later.

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 If you don't see your need for rescue, if you think sin is just a bit of a joke, or

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 if you feel that you're good enough, that you're religious and moral and upright, you've

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 missed the whole point of the gospel.

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 And you're not hearing what the Holy God is saying.

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 And the reason I'm focusing on this is because the more we understand this, the more we will

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 soar to great heights of grace and understanding.

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 You can't understand grace and the love of God without recognizing the rescue that he

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 has worked on our behalf.

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 Sin is a powerful, malevolent disease that destroys people, that brings disintegration

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 from the inside out and ultimately from the outside in.

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 It takes away body and soul from the living God and from life itself.

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 It disintegrates.

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 It disintegrates.

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 That's what it does.

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 That's its work.

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 But the gospel brings us to our senses.

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 I'm not going to spend any time on this, but I want to leave you with an image, two images

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 actually.

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 I just want to finish by asking you to visualize two things about God that matter more than

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 anything in this picture, this great story of the prodigal son.

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 Open our eyes spiritually and see two things.

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 In fact, three things.

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 See the open arms of the Father.

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 That's the great picture of this story in verse 20.

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 Great picture.

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 And he arose and came to his father when he was still a long way off.

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 His father saw him and felt compassion, ran and embraced him and kissed him.

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 And they had a celebration together.

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 This father running to the disintegrated son with the open arms of love and compassion to

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 him, still joy and celebration into their son's life, a right good party.

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 Is that how you envisage your God?

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 A God with open arms wanting to take us back and make us whole.

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 Give us wholeness.

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 Give us shalom.

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 Give us his peace and his healing.

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 That's the picture of the gospel.

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 And it is that picture because of the open arms of the Son nailed to the cross.

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 That puts sin, does it not, into perspective.

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 The destruction in inverted commas, and that you watch what I say, but the destruction

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 of the life of God the Son on the cross willingly and freely.

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 The justice that is met and the grace that is revealed in his amazing sacrifice and answer

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 to our sins.

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 The glory of the solution, the seriousness of it taking as Trinitarian God to be nailed

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 in a cross outside Jerusalem 2,000 years ago.

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 The open arms of the Father, the open arms of the Son and the work of the Holy Spirit

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 from that as we come to Him by faith, transforming us with His peace and working in us towards

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 wholeness again.

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 Stilling within us a grace and a love for God and the ability to overcome the ongoing

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 battle that you and I every day, you need and I need to admit it against selfishness.

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 That puts God in the throne and enjoys the true freedom of loving Him and loving one

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 another before anything else.

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 That's the redemption of our self-identity.

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 That's where we find wholeness.

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 It's not enthroning ourselves and looking after number one.

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 It's worshiping the living God and serving one another.

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 So the gospel is the great answer of the Trinitarian God to selfishness and to the disintegration

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 of sinful selfishness and the disintegration that it brings, the misery that it brings

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 into our lives.

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 It took God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit working together to bring

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 us that freedom.

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 Are we going to abuse that by not praying, by not thinking we need Him, by just sort

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 of saying, well, we can cope on our own, by thinking we've got sin licked?

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 It simply isn't the case.

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 We have that great need on a day-to-day basis to allow His transforming power to help us

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 to see the open arms of the Son and the open arms of the Father in celebratory joy.

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 And that should mark our Christian lives.

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 And I hope that it does increasingly as we think of and see God in this great picture

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 that Jesus gives for us of the gospel in the prodigal Son.

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 We were lost and divided and at dis-peace and disintegrating and ultimately, as you'll

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 see next week, dying.

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 But Christ brings life.

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 So let's pray and thank Him for that.

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 Father God, we ask and pray that You would teach us to understand You better and understand

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 what You say better, that we would not be naive, that we would not be simplistic, that

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 we would not be stupid and narrow-minded in our thinking about sin as if simply it is

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 that overt, dark evil that is obvious to all.

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 We know that its ultimate horror is in self-righteousness or in taking Your good things and making

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 them ultimate, as well as then also doing the things You hate.

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 But the lovelessness, the lovelessness for others and the lovelessness for You is of

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 course at the core of our commandment breaking.

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 So Lord, help us to see that these things are not good, that they are not healthy, that

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 they are death indeed.

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 And help us to run to You to every day recognize the battle we face with remaining sinful selfishness

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 that militates against Your glorious freedom and grace.

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 Help us to buy Your power, make the right choices with the Holy Spirit guiding us to

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 do what is right, not what is wrong, good, not what is evil.

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 As we saw this morning, that great summary help us to be those who are wise when it comes

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 to good and innocent when it comes to evil.

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 Help us, we pray Lord, forgive us when we make a hash of things and when we are attracted

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 to all the wrong things and when we feed wrong appetites and are enslaved by them.

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 Lord give us new freedom and new grace and new power to live for You and for You alone.

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 In Jesus' name, amen.