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 Morning everyone who's here, morning to everyone who's joining online.

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 It's nice to see you, it's nice to be with you, be together.

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 My initial thoughts even before coming to the...

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 I'm trying to get my thumb to open this.

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 Before even coming here when you're driving in haste and all your favorite parking spots are blocked up,

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 nothing shows how sanctified you are or are not in those moments.

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 And so I had lots of opportunity to pray and bring my heart before God this morning.

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 So always a good time.

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 So my sermon topic is oppression, structural systemic injustice.

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 And no one knew when I was preparing this sermon, when I was slotted for this Sunday,

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 that the Supreme Court would make its announcement on Friday.

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 And so I went back to this topic and I thought, is this the right topic?

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 And I still think it is.

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 I'm aware that the words oppression, systemic injustice, that sort of thing,

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 evoke different responses from different people.

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 If you're more...

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 Depending on whether you're more conservative or more progressive-leaning,

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 you may be hearing these words and bracing yourself for what you think is about to come.

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 Is this a lecture about things that have nothing to do with the gospel?

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 Is this going to be a lecture about all that's wrong with current social justice issues?

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 So...

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 You may...

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 If you're more conservative-leaning, you may have felt that Friday's announcement was

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 an ending of decades of injustice.

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 And if you're more progressive-leaning, you may have felt like this was a rolling back

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 to greater structural or systemic injustice.

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 So I want to recognize that this is who we are and that all these thoughts and feelings

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 are probably here in this room and among people who are online.

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 Like many people, I have found that the way these important policy and social issues are

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 talked about to be so intensely polarized.

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 The way of talking about these things can be so filled with anger, and not just about

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 the issues.

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 And there's a legitimate anger that should be felt for issues.

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 But it's the anger and the hate that gets directed towards people who we see as on the

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 opposite side of our issue or the opposite side of the ballot box.

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 And I've watched many parts of the church over the last year and a half get drawn into this

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 really intense polarized way of talking about and approaching issues, even into these ways

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 of hate and anger.

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 I've heard this said.

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 I've even thought these things.

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 How can a Christian think or believe, vote, or feel like that?

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 That can't be.

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 That's not consistent with Scripture.

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 That person can't really be a Christian.

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 I've heard this.

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 I've had these thoughts go through my head.

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 I found that I've needed to turn off my screen and exit the online environment periodically,

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 even for days at a time, especially before bed.

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 Because if I don't, my head starts to spin.

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 I find it hard to switch my brain off and go to sleep.

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 But I've also found myself asking the Lord, Lord, is this it?

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 Is this the best we can do?

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 Is this all there is for us and for so many issues?

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 So this sermon this morning is part of my attempt to reorient myself, to reground myself

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 in the way I see Jesus in the Scriptures, and to do so in a way that will help me stay engaged

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 in a more healthy way.

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 And I hope you find this helpful, too.

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 I hope that people here are a little surprised, maybe disappointed in all the right ways.

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 But I hope that all of us are pushed towards a tighter connection with Jesus and pushed to

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 prayer.

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 Because I think that's the right place to start.

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 Let me start with an imaginary scene.

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 I've actually hoped that this would…I wish this had happened in the Gospels.

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 I don't know.

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 I'm pretty sure it didn't.

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 But imagine this.

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 This is a moment where Jesus gathers together His disciples.

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 Picture the chosen, if that helps, right?

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 Picture all those people.

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 And in the chosen, the Jesus of the chosen calls His followers boys.

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 He says, gather around, boys.

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 And they all gather around, and He says, I would like to introduce to you two new members

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 of our group.

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 And He turns and He says, first of all, I'd like to introduce to you Simon the Zealot.

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 Before Simon joined us, he was training with a militia group who was deeply concerned about

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 the direction that Israel was going.

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 He felt it was going down, and He was willing to go to any length to make Israel great again,

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 including violently overthrowing the government, if necessary.

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 And then He would turn to this side and say, and I'd like you to meet Matthew the tax collector.

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 Before this, Matthew was deep in the swamp.

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 He was collecting taxes for the occupying Romans and for the Herodian government.

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 And he was lining his pockets along the way.

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 And that money that he took from all of you was being used to fund the oppression of the

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 Romans, basically to pay for your oppressors.

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 And then Jesus would smile and look at everybody and maybe slap some people on the back and

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 say, I know that you'll join me in giving them both a warm welcome.

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 And then He'd walk away.

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 And there'd be this stunned silence, and the disciples are looking at each other in disbelief,

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 like, did this just happen?

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 Like, is He really doing this?

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 Like, we were good.

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 And then He brought these two people in.

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 And Simon and Matthew are looking at each other, and they're like, you?

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 Like, you?

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 And He...but there they were.

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 Now, obviously, the scene didn't happen.

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 Jesus went up and had a night in prayer, and He announced who His twelve were.

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 But along the way, people were coming and going and getting to know Jesus, and He was

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 drawing them to Himself.

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 But these two disciples were real disciples.

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 They were real disciples with those exact backgrounds.

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 And they were brought into the inner circle.

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 And that means that they had to contend with each other.

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 But their backgrounds are not just sort of incidental.

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 I mean, Simon the Zealot was called Simon the Zealot his whole life.

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 And Matthew the tax collector was called the tax collector his whole life.

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 Long after they had followed Jesus and the Gospels were being written, they were still being

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 called by those names.

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 So those labels stuck.

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 But their backgrounds point to some really important realities of what was going on in

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 Jesus' life and ministry, what was going on in Israel at the time.

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 There was injustice.

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 There was structural and systemic injustice.

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 It was very real, and it was very, very difficult.

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 Nobody could spend one day not being affected by these things, or even spend a day not even

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 thinking about these things.

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 It was constant.

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 So I want to sketch a few of these.

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 This may be familiar to some of you, so let me try and cover this quickly.

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 So I already mentioned the Roman occupation.

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 So this was an unwelcome military occupation of Israel.

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 Israel was located between Egypt and Syria.

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 It was at the intersection of trade routes going between east and west, north and south.

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 And it was of political and economic strategic value to Rome.

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 So the Roman occupation was brutal and violent.

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 Roman soldiers could come into any village and take whatever they wanted, food, animals,

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 people, women.

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 They could do this, and there was no way to resist them, really, and no recourse.

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 And they were violent.

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 Resistance, uprisings, insurrections were all viciously suppressed.

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 So Jesus would have grown up walking on roads, seeing crucifixions lining the road.

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 This was one of Rome's favorite ways to not just punish criminals, but to put people to

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 death who were challenging their power.

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 And why not just execute people in the quiet, you know, enclosure of a dungeon?

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 Why do that?

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 Well, this was about terror and trauma.

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 This was about making sure that everybody understood who was in charge and what would happen if you

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 resisted their power.

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 So another layer, Herod's government.

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 So Herod, at the time, Herod was permitted to rule by Rome as a client king as long as

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 he did what Rome wanted.

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 So he was king when Jesus was a boy, when he was born.

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 He was the one who sent soldiers to look for Jesus to try and kill him.

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 Well, Herod's main job was to keep things stable and keep the tax money flowing.

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 But sure, in Jesus' early years as a boy, Herod died.

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 You remember that a dream came to Joseph telling him, go to Egypt because Herod's still looking

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 for you and stay there until he's died.

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 So Herod died when he was a boy and Herod's kingdom went to his kids.

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 And the Gospels described them.

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 All the Herods were brutal.

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 They were all oppressive in their own right.

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 One of Herod's sons, who was in charge of Judea and some of the territory, irritated

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 Caesar Augustus.

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 And Caesar Augustus got rid of him and appointed a Roman prefect to be in charge of that territory

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 instead.

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 His name was Pontius Pilate.

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 So from birth to death, Jesus was deeply touched by all those systems.

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 By these systems, from Herod to Pontius Pilate, these systems had a deep impact on his life.

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 But there was another group that had an impact too, the high priest and his council.

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 So the Roman prefect ruled Judea, but he actually didn't govern Jerusalem.

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 That was the high priest's job.

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 And so his job was to keep order, mediate between the Romans and the locals, and keep things

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 under, keep things quiet, and yes, keep the money going.

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 Now, the person who we read about in the Gospels was the most important, Caiaphas.

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 He was the chief priest for the longest, and he and Pontius Pilate worked together for about

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 10 years.

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 So what does that mean?

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 Caiaphas was really good at his job.

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 And he and Pontius Pilate may not have liked each other, but they knew how to work together.

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 So by the time they were hanging out and collaborating and working together in how to handle Jesus,

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 they knew each other.

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 They were used to handling things.

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 Now, Caiaphas and the council controlled the temple, which is really important, made them

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 doubly powerful.

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 Worship was obligatory.

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 Thousands of people came to the temple every day.

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 Now, you may not know this, but the original temple had a space for the priests and a space

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 for everyone else.

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 But when Herod built the temple or rebuilt it, he had a space for priests, a space for men,

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 then a space for women, and a space for Gentiles.

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 He literally structured discriminatory status for people who were coming.

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 He built it right into the temple.

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 And also, there was an animal market and a currency exchange system.

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 If you were a pilgrim and you were coming from afar, you didn't bring an animal.

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 You had to buy one inside.

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 And you had to trade money.

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 Now, here's an example.

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 Imagine going to Dulles.

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 You go through security and you say, I feel like a hamburger from Five Guys.

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 But you're told two things.

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 One, you're not allowed to bring food and drink from the outside, so you have to buy

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 the food that's inside.

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 And two, I know you have money, but you have to exchange it for special airport money.

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 And it turns out that once you exchange your money, the Five Guys burger is the equivalent

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 of $50.

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 But you had no choice.

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 Now, it's different.

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 I would walk away and just kind of complain and go buy Tic Tacs and tell my kids to stop

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 complaining.

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 Yes, there are no snacks.

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 But if you're obliged to worship, you have to buy one of these burgers.

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 You have to buy it and you have to be cheated in the process.

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 So, the high priest and the council had a lot of power.

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 Now, with this setting, picture this.

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 Most people in Jesus' time didn't just live in one zone or another.

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 They moved in between them.

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 They occupied multiple zones.

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 So, you could have a member of the high priest council angry that he's oppressed by the Romans,

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 angry about the violence that's happening to him and his people, and at the same time,

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 cheerfully oversee a system that cheats pilgrims and especially the poor and never feel any

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 tension or see the irony of it.

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 He could be both an oppressor and the oppressed.

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 And so, in Jesus' time, like ours, you couldn't easily classify people.

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 And it's true.

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 We all possess privilege or advantage and we all experience oppression.

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 So, you can be white, have lots of privilege, but if you also live in a small, economically

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 depressed town where jobs are scarce and opioids are abundant, you won't feel your privilege.

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 You're going to feel your oppression.

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 And you could be an executive of a large global corporation and have a lot of privilege because

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 of the corporation you control, because of your compensation package.

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 But if, as that executive, you are a black female and you are followed around a store

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 by security, you don't feel any supposed privilege.

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 You just feel your oppression.

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 So, people in Jesus' time, like ours, don't neatly fit into boxes.

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 There are no clear and obvious oppressors and no clear and obvious oppressed.

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 So, how did Jesus respond to all this going on around him?

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 So, we read from Isaiah 58.

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 We know from the Old Testament, from the writings of the prophets especially, that oppression,

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 corruption, exploitation existed in Israel.

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 We know how God saw it.

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 We know how God felt about it in the writings of these prophets.

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 He was deeply concerned about the weak, the marginalized, the powerless, the widow, the orphan,

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 the poor.

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 We sometimes say the least, the last, the lost.

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 And there are about 2,000 verses in Scripture that talk about God being a God of justice,

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 who defends the weak and judges those who oppress.

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 So, this should give us a good head start in knowing how Jesus feels about things.

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 But, Jesus' response could be both astonishing and maddening.

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 It could be frustrating to everyone, both in his day and we can still find it frustrating.

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 So, a couple things I want to point out.

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 And I think this, and this is where, for me, I really wanted to kind of dig in as part of

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 this grounding and reorienting.

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 So, Jesus and all the systemic injustice, all these structures around him.

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 Jesus could move through all these structures and systems of injustice.

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 He could experience discrimination and ill treatment and never be co-opted or corrupted by it.

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 Jesus was the Holy One, the spotless Lamb of God, the light of the world.

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 And whenever he came into contact with sin, disease, brokenness, and injustice, it never

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 tainted or defiled him.

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 It never dulled his love for others.

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 And he never fell subject to those temptations.

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 All that stuff, rather, gave way before him.

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 And not only was he just not captured by these things, he even used systems and structures

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 and, at times, subverted them at will.

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 So, one of my favorite moments when Jesus used these structures, it comes from John 7.

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 So, it says this is the last and great day of the feast.

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 It was the Feast of Booths.

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 This is the time when a festival that celebrated the harvest and God's bounty and goodness.

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 And on the last and great day of that festival, what happened was that priests would take bowls

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 of water and they would walk seven times around the altar and then, with great ceremonial flourish,

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 pour the water out onto the altar.

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 And the crowd would yell, Hosanna.

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 It was a way of saying, thank you, God, and we pray for your continued generosity.

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 We recognize that life only can come from you.

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 And then it gets super awkward.

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 Jesus stands up.

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 He says to the whole crowd, if anyone thirsts, let them come to me and drink.

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 As the scriptures say, whoever believes in me, streams of living water will flow out of them.

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 If you were the priest, you would have practically dropped those bowls.

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 At this moment where you are pouring the water out and acknowledging that life and real life

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 only comes from God, Jesus is standing up and saying, put faith in me like you put faith in God.

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 Because life comes from me.

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 And he used...

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 I'm not sure if that was me, but if it was, I'll try and not do that again.

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 Jesus, you...

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 Is it my beard?

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 It's good news because I struggled most of my life to grow a beard.

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 So if this is happening, I'm really pleased.

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 Okay.

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 I tried to bend this away.

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 Jesus used a festival, a very public festival.

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 A very public festival.

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 For his own purposes.

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 It wasn't a bad festival, but he just had a way of moving in and using things for his purposes.

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 How did he subvert some of these things?

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 I already mentioned this captive market situation where you had to come to the temple,

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 exchange your money, and buy one of their animals for sacrifice.

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 What did Jesus do?

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 He literally flipped the table.

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 I have seen no end of flip the table memes in the last 18 to 24 months, but he did that.

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 He disrupted this system that was cheating people and disadvantaging the poor.

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 Now, it probably lasted for as long as a week while he was in the temple every day preaching,

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 but after he died, I bet everybody set everything back up again and kept on going.

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 But he did it.

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 And in both these instances, him shouting during the water festival moment

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 and flipping the tables, it didn't go down well with anybody who was in charge of the temple.

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 Now, part of why Jesus could move through structures and systems as he did,

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 use them and subvert them, is because of who he centered.

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 So this idea of centering is everywhere in discussions about social justice,

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 and there's a lot of important, there's a lot to be learned from this.

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 There's a lot of validity to this.

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 And so I asked myself, who did Jesus center?

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 I will admit before coming into working on the sermon,

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 I probably would have answered the question that he centered the poor or the marginalized

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 because of what I see in the Old Testament.

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 When I looked closer at it, I realized that Jesus centered his heavenly father.

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 Not quite what I expected.

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 In John 5, Jesus said,

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 I only do and say what I see my father doing and saying.

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 In John 8, he said,

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 He always does what is pleasing to his father.

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 He repeatedly said he was sent from the father,

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 does the father's will, and seeks to glorify his father.

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 Jesus relentlessly centered his father by choosing to empty himself

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 and become a servant who loved and obeyed his father without exception.

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 Jesus dropped his agenda and said he will only have his father's agenda.

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 That's centering his father.

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 What his father cared about and was doing, Jesus cared about and did.

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 What his father had to say, Jesus was saying.

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 But when it came to his followers, Jesus asked them to center himself.

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 It's pretty audacious.

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 Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, the life, the resurrection life,

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 the light of the world.

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 Every time Jesus said to somebody, come follow me.

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 Can you imagine somebody coming up to you and saying, come follow me?

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 He'd be like, and you are because you are so, why should I follow you?

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 He said, come follow me.

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 Every time Jesus told people, believe in me and put trust in me

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 because you will have eternal life.

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 High stakes centering of himself.

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 But Jesus asked people to center himself as he centered his father.

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 There's always an other centeredness.

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 And that's important.

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 And there were a number of effects of Jesus centering his father.

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 Jesus centering his father meant that primarily he was a worshiper.

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 He was intimate with his father.

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 He could say, the father is in me and I am in the father and we are one.

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 He could say, if you see the father, if you see me, you see my father.

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 And out of that centering of his father flowed all his love,

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 all his ministry to heal, forgive, restore, cast out demons, raise the dead,

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 and even flip tables.

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 Jesus centering his father meant he was completely open to his father's love and power and life.

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 And no darkness could dwell in him.

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 And the effect it had on him was that it meant that he was meek and lowly.

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 He invited people to come find rest in him.

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 It meant that he would, and the expression was,

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 he would not break a bruised reed, which means he was gentle.

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 He was gentle with the wounded.

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 It meant that Jesus was safe.

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 He could carry his identities as a Jewish man around a Samaritan woman

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 with all the bad history that that involved.

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 And she would find it life-giving and not oppressive.

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 Jesus' expectation of us was that as he centered his father,

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 that we center him, being one with Christ,

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 living in him and him living in us,

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 that we too would be primarily worshipers,

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 open to the love and life and power that comes through Christ.

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 And that out of us then would flow that same love towards others,

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 that same ministry of healing and deliverance,

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 plus food for the hungry, relief for the poor,

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 and advocacy on behalf of the oppressed.

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 Part of how Jesus confronted structural injustices

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 was also to confront our hearts,

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 to see us transformed by radically centering himself

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 so that in turn, out of the overflow,

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 the world would be changed around us.

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 But there was one other way that Jesus also responded

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 to structural injustice.

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 It was very inspiring during his lifetime,

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 but in his death it was confusing and deeply counterintuitive.

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 So during his life and death, Jesus handled power.

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 That very thing that's misused by people who oppress,

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 the very thing that gets embedded in structures

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 that are unjust and oppressive,

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 but he used power in ways that were consistent

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 with his father, whom he centered.

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 So lots of people comment,

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 Jesus didn't have formal power, and that's true.

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 He didn't come from a prominent or well-connected family,

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 he didn't have degrees,

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 he didn't hold a position of influence or power,

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 he didn't have a lot of money.

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 But in some ways that misses the point.

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 There are lots of other people in the scriptures

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 who do have those things.

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 It's actually about how you handle the power in those things.

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 Jesus had tremendous power,

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 the power of the Spirit,

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 which I love to talk about.

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 The nature of this power was not that of the world.

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 This power subverted the demonic

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 in sickness and death.

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 It set people free.

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 But Jesus also had something else,

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 he had love.

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 I remember thinking,

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 can I say the power of love?

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 And I just felt this wave of cheese come over me,

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 because I thought,

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 like, even my mobile banking app

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 will say something like,

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 it's the power of love.

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 And I'm like,

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 it's, like...

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 Like...

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 That's not what my bank statement says.

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 But anyway,

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 the power of love.

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 So it's become a little bit empty.

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 But love actually is powerful.

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 Love sees and affirms your identity

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 and washes out the wounds of shame.

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 Love forgives and extends grace

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 when you least deserve it

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 and makes redemption possible.

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 Love protects the hurting and the powerless.

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 It houses the homeless,

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 works for healthcare and quality education,

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 and it gives food in times of famine.

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 But to take it one step further,

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 Jesus had sacrificial love,

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 the kind that washes the feats of enemies

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 so that the cycles of violence can be broken

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 and enemies transformed.

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 It's the kind of sacrificial love

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 that dies for other people's wrongs

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 and even to handle their oppressions.

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 This kind of love is called cruciform.

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 It's in the shape of a cross.

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 This was deeply perplexing and counterintuitive.

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 Most people during his lifetime

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 expected Jesus to be a military Messiah.

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 His followers hoped that he would overthrow Rome

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 and usher in the next kingdom for Israel.

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 And to be honest,

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 his detractors were feared

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 that this is what he was up to anyway.

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 But I'm going to read you a quote.

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 This is a quote from Diane Langberg.

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 It's from her book,

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 Power, Redeeming Power,

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 Understanding Authority and Abuse in the Church.

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 I highly recommend it.

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 Here's her quote.

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 The Lord we follow, God incarnate,

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 had to navigate secular and religious cultures of his day

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 when he came to earth as a human person.

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 He was so despised that both the Roman Empire

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 and the Jewish nation,

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 who hated each other vehemently,

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 joined forces colluding to kill him

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 because he would not bow to their rule.

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 Miroslav Volf has said,

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 the single most significant factor

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 in determining whether a religion

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 will be implicated in violence

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 is its identification with a political project

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 and its entanglement

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 with those trying to realize

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 and protect that project.

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 The temple leadership did exactly that

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 with the Roman Empire.

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 Thank you.

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 I'll try and open this again.

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 Jesus' life lived a life centered on his father,

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 living out the power of love and the Holy Spirit,

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 serving others, healing, giving them life.

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 He used and subverted structures

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 and institutions according to his father's will

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 while never being captured or conformed to them.

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 And that was so threatening

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 to those structures and systems

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 and the people

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 who benefited from those structures and systems

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 that they joined forces to kill him.

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 But somehow, somehow,

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 in the genius of God,

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 this was the undoing

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 of those unjust structures and systems.

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 And somehow,

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 it was the undoing of that oppression.

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 So what does that mean for us?

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 Paul picks all this up

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 and carries out in his writings

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 what it means for us.

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 He seemed clear that those of us

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 who said yes to Jesus' call to follow him

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 were not only different,

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 but were to live differently.

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 He seemed to think we were bonded together

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 in a shared baptismal identity

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 of being in Christ,

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 an identity that was to run deeper

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 than all other identities and loyalties,

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 not to get rid of them,

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 but so that we could hold those things in love

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 in ways that don't oppress others.

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 Paul seemed clear that we were to live

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 like a new community

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 of people in whom the resurrected Jesus

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 dwells by his spirit,

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 a new community that loved and served

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 even its enemies,

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 or at least people who are different from them.

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 This new community would embody

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 the way of Jesus in the world

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 in relation to these structures and systems,

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 in relation to oppression and injustice,

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 to do what Jesus did

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 and is continuing to do

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 and wants to do by his spirit through us,

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 to make all things new.

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 And I think when Jesus introduced Simon the zealot

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 and Matthew the tax collector,

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 this is what he had in mind.

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 When Simon and Matthew centered Jesus in their lives,

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 they then had to,

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 they were forced into a relationship with each other

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 and had to reckon with each other

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 and their backgrounds and pasts.

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 They were required to learn to love each other,

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 even to the point of laying down their lives for each other.

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 And they were committed to seeing God

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 transform the other one from the inside out

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 and then see that what God has done inside of the other

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 spill out into the world around them to change them.

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 So when I think about this,

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 when I think of Jesus

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 and how he was in the world

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 in these structures and systems,

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 when I see his expectations on us,

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 I start to wonder what would happen

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 if we started really leaning into this?

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 What would happen if we started leaning into this space

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 and started asking the Lord,

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 asking for his spirit,

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 for fresh insight,

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 fresh revelation

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 on how to come together

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 on the basis of this way of Jesus,

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 this way of centering him

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 and having an identity in him

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 and finding fresh paths forward

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 through this polarity

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 and through the anger

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 and through all that,

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 all that ways that these things are talked about.

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 I start to wonder if there's space

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 for redemptive solutions.

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 Let me close in prayer.

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 Lord Jesus,

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 Lord, I think my confession is that

00:29:38.519 --> 00:29:41.380
 when I see all the things that are,

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 all the issues, important issues,

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 Lord, when I see all the issues out there

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 that are affecting the lives of my family

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 and my friends, coworkers,

00:29:55.279 --> 00:29:56.539
 people I go to church with,

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 people who not just hold different views

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 but occupy different places in these issues.

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 Lord, some of it feels,

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 not the issues, Lord,

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 but how to really get into it

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 in a way that honors you,

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 that follows you into redemption.

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 It feels a little bit above my pay grade.

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 I don't feel smart enough

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 to know how to navigate that.

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 So my prayer, Lord,

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 is that you help us

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 by your spirit

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 find each other in love,

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 find ways of maintaining

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 the bond of love,

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 the connection of the spirit

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 with people who are different from us

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 and that you would move us

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 to pray and receive from you

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 the kind of fresh approach

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 that will open up space for you

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 to make all things new

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 in the midst of a lot of pain

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 and a lot of hurt.

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 I thank you, Lord.

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 Amen.