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 We're going through a five-part series in the book of Jonah.

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 Jonah is a book which is about God's love for a city.

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 A city which is a bit like Hong Kong, the city of Nineveh.

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 It's a story about how God calls his people, his person, Jonah, to go to this city.

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 It's a story about how this person rebels against God.

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 And yet, even in his rebellion, God is gracious to him.

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 Today, we have the privilege of seeing Alfie is going to speak to us.

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 God has raised up a number of people who can bring God's word.

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 And Alfie is someone who has been working tirelessly in the university ministry,

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 along with Henrika, connecting with students and engaging them with God's heart

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 and helping them to see the amazing God that we have.

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 So as Alfie comes to speak to us, let me just pray that God would really engage with our hearts.

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 Because he doesn't just want to tell you some information this morning.

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 God wants to speak to you, each person.

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 So let me just pray, then Alfie will come and share God's word with us.

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 Father, you're a God who loves this city of Hong Kong.

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 You're a God who loves each one of us.

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 And I pray that this morning, as Alfie comes to speak, that we would hear you speaking to us.

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 That we would not go away saying, that was a nice sermon.

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 But we go away saying, God has spoken to me.

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 And I need to change.

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 I need to respond.

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 I need to be different in the light of this.

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 Open our eyes to see something more of you this morning.

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 Thank you that you're an amazing God who wants to speak to us.

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 Amen.

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 Good morning.

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 That is the last time I let Chris introduce me.

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 Like I said, yes, I'm on staff at Watermark.

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 I work with university students.

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 And today we're continuing in Jonah.

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 Graham, one of our elders, started this series last week.

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 And he talked about four great things.

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 But it's the two greater things that he talked about that are continuing on in this story.

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 Those are a greater God and a greater grace.

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 Graham talked about a God who reaches out to the Assyrians in Nineveh, the people who are probably furthest from his grace.

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 He reaches out to them and he sends Jonah and he gives him a chance at redemption, at restoration, a chance at repentance.

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 But as we know, Jonah refused to go.

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 He went on a ship to Tarshish and ran away.

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 Okay.

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 But one of the things that Graham asked us last week, and it really, really stuck in my mind, was,

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 where is our Nineveh?

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 Who is our Nineveh?

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 Who are the people that God is sending us to that we're running away, that we're refusing to engage with the gospel?

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 Today, I want to talk a bit more about grace.

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 We saw a bit of what it looked like for Nineveh last week.

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 Today, I want to zoom in and really look at what it was like on the boat, what it looked like for the sailors, what it looked like for Jonah.

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 As we know, there's a storm in this story, and in Hong Kong, we have our own storms.

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 Monsoon season is coming, and we have typhoons that come and batter Hong Kong.

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 And as a child growing up, I had a love-hate relationship with typhoons.

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 I would hate them because they would ruin my summer holidays.

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 I'd have to stay at home.

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 I couldn't go outside.

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 I couldn't play.

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 But then, if typhoons came late enough, they'd cancel school.

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 And I loved them because, man, I could stay home and watch TV all day.

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 But sometimes, again, they came during the weekends or on public holidays and ruined those days for me again.

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 But growing up in Hong Kong, I never really appreciated what a storm was really like.

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 We're very sheltered.

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 We have good buildings.

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 But in the Philippines, for example, last year, we saw Typhoon Yolanda come and tear up the country.

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 Storms are a big deal.

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 They destroy lives.

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 They're dangerous and disruptive.

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 But very much like typhoons, we face storms in our own lives.

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 Some are more literal than others.

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 It could be something at home or at work, something with our families,

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 something that comes or runs through our lives and leaves us helpless and wondering what just happened.

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 It could be a failing marriage, the loss of a scholarship, the death of a close friend, leaving Hong Kong.

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 Or you could be stuck outside in the middle of a black thunderstorm.

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 We all face storms.

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 And in them, we have this immense opportunity to see grace, to see God working in our lives.

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 We have an immense opportunity to turn to God and to respond to him.

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 So today, we meet Jonah on a boat to Tarshish.

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 In this little bit, we see that he's rejected God's heart to reach out to lost people.

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 And in his pride, he said that,

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 I'm a prophet of God's chosen people, and the Ninevites are evil.

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 They deserve to die.

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 So I'm going to run away in this other direction.

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 I'm going to go to Tarshish.

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 Because, you know, God doesn't hang out in Tarshish.

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 I'll get away from him.

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 He gets in the boat, and God sends this storm that rocks the boat.

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 And the sailors are freaking out.

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 They decide, this is not a normal storm.

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 Something supernatural is going on here.

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 Let's cast lots and see whose fault it is.

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 It comes up with Jonah.

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 And as we know, he ends up thrown overboard.

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 The storm stops.

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 And the sailors worship God.

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 It says they make vows and sacrifices.

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 But this story is more than about Jonah.

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 It's more than about the sailors.

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 And even later on, it's not really about Nineveh.

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 This story is about what God is doing.

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 This story is about God's grace.

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 It's about the grace that he's pouring out on those who are his people.

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 It's about the grace he's showing to people who aren't his people.

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 It's about grace that he's showing to you and that he's showing to me.

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 God is gracious in many ways.

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 And sometimes grace is easy to see.

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 Other times it takes a little bit of digging.

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 But as I've been preparing and looking at Jonah, I realized that I needed to be reminded of what grace was.

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 We talk about grace a lot.

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 And sometimes we see, ah, okay, that is grace.

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 We have this very good picture of what it is.

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 And other times it kind of gets muddled up in the things that are going on in our life.

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 And we don't really see it.

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 So I looked for a definition.

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 And I came across with this.

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 And I really like it.

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 It says,

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 Grace is undeserving love given lavishly by an unobligated giver.

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 Undeserving love given lavishly by an unobligated giver.

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 Grace is God reaching out.

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 It's him chasing us.

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 It's him loving us.

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 It's him refining us.

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 It's him turning us into his image.

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 And not because we deserve it.

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 But because he's God.

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 Not because he owes it to us.

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 But because he is God.

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 So this morning I have a few things I want to show you.

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 And talk about.

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 The first is how God shows grace in this story.

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 The second is how people respond to that grace.

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 And the third is what that might look like in our lives.

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 Let's start with Jonah.

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 Now if there's anyone in this story who knows about grace, it should be Jonah.

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 He was a prophet.

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 It was his job.

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 Go to these people.

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 Preach grace.

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 Go to those people.

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 Preach grace.

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 If someone knew about grace, it should have been Jonah.

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 But in this story, he didn't.

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 Something didn't connect between the work that he did and what God was trying to show him.

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 In this story, God is so gracious to Jonah.

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 He's so loving.

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 And I never really noticed it.

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 And Jonah didn't either.

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 I think until recently, when I looked at the story of Jonah, I was always looking at Jonah and what Jonah did.

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 Jonah on the boat.

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 Jonah and Nineveh.

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 Jonah and the fish.

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 But this story is about God.

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 This is about what God is doing.

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 It's about all the seen and the unseen actions that God is doing through the story.

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 God's grace isn't passive in the story of Jonah.

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 It's very active.

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 God is doing things.

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 The story of Jonah could have ended in a million different places.

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 It could have ended a hundred different ways.

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 And the existence of the story of Jonah in itself is grace.

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 That's grace to us.

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 And it's the first bit of grace for Jonah.

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 I'm imagining a situation in which God goes and speaks to Jonah and says, go to the Ninevites.

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 And Jonah says, no, I'm just going to stay here.

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 I'm going to go play on my Xbox.

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 Or he could have run away and God could have let him run away.

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 You know, he'd hear the story about, hey, remember Jonah?

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 He was a guy.

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 He preached in Israel for a little bit.

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 Oh, yeah.

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 Now he lives in Tarshish.

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 All right.

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 It could have been that.

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 Or it could have been something different.

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 It could have been, ah, well, who is Jonah?

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 Jonah.

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 I don't know a Jonah.

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 No Jonah in the story.

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 No Jonah heard of anywhere.

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 But God wasn't happy with that.

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 God wanted to see Nineveh being redeemed.

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 God wanted Jonah to see Nineveh being redeemed.

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 God wasn't letting go.

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 The next bit of grace we see is a storm.

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 Now, a storm isn't ideally what you'd think of when you think about grace.

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 But God needed to catch Jonah's attention.

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 He needed something to show his grace that Jonah wouldn't miss.

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 So he sends a storm.

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 And, you know, it looks like a punishment sometimes.

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 I think that if I was God, that's what I would do.

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 I tell someone to do something.

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 They disobey.

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 Storm.

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 Dead.

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 All right.

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 Now someone else come and do it.

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 And it's probably a good thing that I'm not God.

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 But the storm doesn't kill Jonah.

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 It wakes him up.

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 And as the captain says to Jonah, wake up, wake up.

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 And God is saying the same thing to Jonah.

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 God is calling to Jonah and saying,

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 Wake up.

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 Next, God orchestrates this scenario in which the sailors are compelled to cast lots.

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 They cast lots.

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 And now Jonah is stuck in a situation where the blame is on him.

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 And he's called to account.

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 He said, you know, what's the deal?

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 What's going on?

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 Who are you?

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 Where are you from?

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 And he says it in verse 9.

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 But, and the sailors realize that they are in trouble.

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 And they're terrified.

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 And they ask what they must do to save him.

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 Now I'm surprised they asked in the first place.

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 I imagine I'm a sailor.

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 I'm on my boat.

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 I'm going off on this journey.

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 And this guy who's running away from God comes in my boat and tells me, ooh, actually, there's a God who's angry with me.

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 And so this storm that's about to destroy your boat is my fault.

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 I'm surprised the sailors didn't just, you know, kill him on the spot.

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 Get it done with.

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 You know, get rid of the bad guy.

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 But they didn't.

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 It seems that even these sailors care more about obedience to God than Jonah does.

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 Now the result of this interchange is that Jonah's thrown overboard.

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 And again, God would have been satisfied with that.

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 He could have been satisfied with a story which said that, well, God didn't kill the sailors, but he killed Jonah because Jonah sinned.

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 But he doesn't.

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 You know, later on we see that he sends a big fish.

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 And I'm always thinking it could have been a shark.

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 But God's story isn't about getting revenge on Jonah.

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 God's story is about grace for Jonah.

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 It could have ended in Israel, in Tarshish.

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 There could have been another prophet who had gone to Nineveh.

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 It could have ended in the bottom of the ocean or in the belly of a shark.

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 But God isn't satisfied with that.

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 He's always reaching out.

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 He's always calling Jonah back to himself.

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 He says, Jonah, I love you and I want you to see what I'm about to do for Nineveh.

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 I want you to come along with me and I'm not going to let you run away.

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 Now, like the ship's captain waking Jonah, God says to him, wake up and see my grace.

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 See my grace that I have for you.

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 See my grace in this storm.

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 See my grace that is all around you.

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 You know, in the story of Jonah, we continue to see time and time again God showing grace to Jonah.

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 He sees it in the belly of the fish.

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 We see it in Nineveh.

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 We see it on the mountainside.

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 God is always pouring out and showing Jonah how much he loves you.

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 The sailors had a different story.

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 They were very different from Jonah.

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 Jonah was a prophet.

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 They were sailors.

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 Jonah was a Hebrew.

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 They were pagans.

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 They probably worshipped a million different gods.

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 And the sea being very unpredictable, they were probably very religious.

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 God still reaches out to them.

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 And we see grace in three ways.

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 I'll run through them real quick.

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 The first is a storm.

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 And God is catching their attention with that storm.

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 Like waking up, but, you know, they were not sleeping like Jonah.

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 I think it's safe to assume that the sailors were convinced this was a supernatural storm.

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 You know, they tried to throw everything overboard.

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 You know, the cargo that they were going to be paid for.

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 They prayed to gods, and they prayed to any god that would listen.

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 And they cast lots.

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 And through the storm, we see that God is capturing their attention.

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 And through the lots, we see them directing their attention.

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 God says, sailors, listen to me.

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 All right?

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 Now go listen to Jonah.

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 And Jonah says to them, we see it in verse 9.

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 I am a Hebrew.

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 I fear the Lord, the God of heaven, who made the sea and the dry land.

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 So here we have sailors on a boat, convinced of a supernatural storm.

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 And now they have a reason for that storm.

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 And God's grace continues as he confirms to the sailors that actually what Jonah was saying is true.

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 Because we know that as soon as they threw Jonah overboard, the sea stopped.

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 The storm ended.

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 And the sailors worshipped God.

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 Through all of this, God is bringing not just Jonah back to him,

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 but he's bringing the sailors step by step closer to knowing him, to worshipping him.

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 We have two very different displays of grace.

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 For the sailors, it's, wake up.

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 Your gods can't help you.

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 You're helpless.

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 Come to me, and I will show you what salvation looks like.

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 But to Jonah, he says, he's always realigning Jonah's story.

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 Jonah tries to go one way, and God is realigning him and pointing him in another direction.

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 Never letting go.

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 Always reaching out.

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 In this story, grace comes as a wake-up call.

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 Wake up, sailors.

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 Come, be in a relationship with me, because your gods will leave you helpless.

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 Jonah, I am serious about using you to reach new people.

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 Come with me.

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 Come, take part in my mission to bless the world.

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 The grace of God is that God is big enough to create a storm,

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 but also gentle enough to show us grace through it.

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 There are two responses to God's grace in this story.

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 We see rebellion on one hand and worship on the other.

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 But not quite how you expect.

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 You'd think that because Jonah's a prophet, he would be the one worshipping God.

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 But instead, he worships himself.

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 He rebels.

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 C.S. Lewis says that all human beings are worshippers.

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 We all worship something or other.

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 The difference between us would be what we're worshipping.

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 Someone who worships something that is not God rebels.

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 And Jonah, it seems, was serving his own sense of righteousness.

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 He worshipped his position as a prophet.

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 He worshipped his position as a Jewish person, part of God's chosen people,

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 more than he worshipped the God who actually chose the people.

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 And we see this in the way that he responds to God's grace.

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 We know he's running away.

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 And he says in the beginning that,

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 actually, I don't want to preach the gospel to Nineveh.

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 Because I think that my sense of justice, of mercy, of righteousness is better than God's.

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 And it continues in the boat.

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 Jonah says in verse 9,

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 this is who God is.

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 This is who I am as a Hebrew person.

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 And it sounds almost like a creed.

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 And when you say a creed,

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 you're reminded of who you are and what you believe.

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 And you'd think that this is the kind of thing that would cause Jonah to turn to repent.

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 But he doesn't.

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 I don't get it.

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 It doesn't work for Jonah.

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 He says, I'm a Hebrew and this is God.

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 And the sailors come to him with questions.

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 And Jonah admits, the storm is my fault.

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 And he's asked what they should do to make the sea quiet.

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 What they must do to satisfy God.

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 Now, growing up in a Christian household,

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 I was never really surprised by Jonah's response.

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 Every time my mom told me the story of Jonah,

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 it was the same.

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 Jonah says, throw me in the water.

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 But why does Jonah give that answer?

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 Now, I always thought that at that moment,

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 we have Jonah who has seen God in the storm

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 and realizes that, ooh, I've done a bad thing.

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 And now his heart is repentant.

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 And he's going to say, I'm going to do the noble thing

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 and sacrifice myself so that you guys can live.

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 I always thought that Jonah was being noble in that moment,

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 that he was reformed and that he was going back to God.

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 Or maybe that Jonah had an inkling that God would send a fish to rescue him.

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 But the Bible doesn't say anything about that.

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 And a noble Jonah, that doesn't really fit in with his character.

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 I think that Jonah who was touched by grace may have said something like this.

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 Well, God asked me to preach the gospel to Nineveh,

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 so I'm going to preach it to you instead.

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 Repent and turn to God, and God will stop the storm.

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 Or maybe he would have said, turn the ship around.

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 Take me back to Nineveh.

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 And then God will stop the storm.

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 But Jonah's response is rebellion.

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 We see Jonah rebelling from God and running away.

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 We'll see in the coming weeks,

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 Jonah's heart rebelling as God saves the Ninevites.

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 And when Jonah's telling the sailors to throw him overboard,

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 I think he's thinking one of two things.

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 Either he's thinking, well, God has caught up with me,

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 and he's right to punish me.

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 But what I think he was actually thinking is something along these lines.

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 I don't want to preach to the Ninevites.

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 I don't want to preach the gospel to Ninevites so much

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 that I would rather go into the ocean and die and drown in this stormy sea

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 than do what God has called me to do.

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 And that's consistent with Jonah's character, I think.

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 In chapter 4, we see Jonah saying, after God saves Nineveh,

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 he says, I'm so angry I could die.

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 That's the same Jonah in the boat.

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 The same Jonah that's running away is the same Jonah who's saying,

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 I would rather die than do God's work.

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 I refuse to bow down.

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 I want to do things my way.

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 So there's Jonah's rebellion, and there's this.

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 There is a bunch of sailors on a boat worshiping God.

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 Now, the question I always ask is,

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 how do we know that these sailors had truly turned to God?

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 It says that they made sacrifices, they made vows,

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 but is that something that really changed their life?

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 I don't know where they made these sacrifices,

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 whether they made them on the boat or off the boat,

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 but the time they made the sacrifice, I think, gives us a big clue.

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 It says it was after the storm had calmed.

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 And I think that after is very important.

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 Before my mom had me and my siblings, she was a medical doctor.

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 And she used to tell us stories about different things that happened in the hospital.

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 And her favorite story was about a man who came to the hospital with breathing difficulty.

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 This guy came in, and he was making really short, shallow, painful breaths.

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 And he also had a cigarette dangling from his mouth.

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 Now, you didn't have to be a doctor to know where his breathing problems came from.

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 You don't have to be a genius to know why mom told us the story.

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 She didn't want us smoking.

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 So this man comes in, and he's settled in, and the doctors come, and they do the tests.

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 And later on, mom goes to speak to him and says,

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 You have emphysema.

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 Emphysema is this lung disease where the linings on the inside of your wall,

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 they begin to shrivel, and the alveoli become small,

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 and they're not really good at doing oxygen transfer.

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 And basically, the result of it is you feel like you're drowning,

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 even though you're breathing pure air.

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 But mom said to him,

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 Actually, it's quite early on.

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 We can do something about this.

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 We can treat you.

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 But the thing is, if you continue smoking, it's going to get worse.

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 So this guy was so happy.

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 He said,

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 Doctor, I will do anything to get rid of this pain.

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 You know, treat me.

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 And a couple of weeks later, he was on his way, having recovered.

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 Now, a couple of months later, mom was doing a rouse and heard a familiar voice calling out to God,

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 God, help me.

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 Doctor, save me.

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 Yeah, he was begging to the doctors.

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 And mom went and had a look, and it was the same man.

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 Now, obviously, he hadn't carried out on his promise.

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 He'd kept smoking, and the emphysema was back.

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 It was worse than ever.

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 And a couple of days later, he passed away.

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 I don't know about you, but in my experience, the more terrifying the situation, the more religious people become.

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 It doesn't matter whether they've been in church their whole lives or if they're an atheist.

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 When people are terrified, they turn to God.

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 You know, they'll do anything to make the pain go away.

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 And I think you see this in the same time.

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 We see this with the students.

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 When exams are coming, all of a sudden, they turn up at church.

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 And I love it.

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 But, you know, they'll do anything to pass the exams.

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 Under pressure, we will do anything to make our pain go away.

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 And the difference between the sailors in a boat and this patient with emphysema is that after the storm had calmed, the sailors were still worshiping.

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 Getting off the abyss at Ocean Park, the irreligious man forgets the promise he made to God never to go on this ride just 80 meters higher.

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 And he runs and goes back to the line to get on the ride again.

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 The alcoholic forgets the vow he made while hungover that he would never touch another drink.

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 And the patient left the hospital and forgot his suffering.

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 The sailors' plea for salvation was a different kind of pleading.

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 They knew the seas.

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 They knew that this wasn't a natural storm.

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 So when they saw their salvation from God, they worshipped.

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 They were shown, what we see later in chapter 2, that salvation belongs to the Lord.

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 This was a transformation that continued after the storm.

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 Their response wasn't to forget or to ignore God.

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 Their response was to be changed.

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 They became worshippers.

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 Jonah and the sailors and the Ninevites later on, they find themselves in this helpless situation.

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 Something in which they could do nothing.

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 The sailors were changed by this.

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 The Ninevites were changed by this.

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 But not Jonah.

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 He worships himself.

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 He refuses to follow God.

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 A lot of the times in the storms that we face in our lives,

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 whether it's something that's big and shattering like divorce,

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 or whether it's something small like missing our bus.

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 We lose sight of our helplessness.

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 And we try to figure out how to save ourselves.

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 We get consumed in ourself, and we turn to our self-God to save us.

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 There's that response.

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 Or there's another response where we see our helplessness,

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 and we realize there's nothing we can do,

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 and we turn to despair.

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 We become depressed and wallow in our own sadness.

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 We're torn not just by the storm, but by the depression we fall into.

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 A typhoon season is coming.

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 And Watermark, how are we responding?

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 How are we responding to our storms?

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 What do we do when our boss asks us to work all weekend?

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 Or when the cat needs surgery?

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 Do we trust ourselves?

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 Or when we get that letter from the bank asking for this and that charge?

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 Or when your essay deadline is coming?

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 Are we despairing?

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 Or what about that conversation that you're going to have with your child's teacher about his behavior?

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 Or when you find yourselves wondering where next month's rent is going to come from?

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 Are we turning to ourselves?

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 Or are we turning to God?

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 Is our heart's response to trust God with our helpless state?

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 Is Watermark a place where we worship God in our storms?

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 Or do we worship ourselves?

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 It's usually pretty easy for me to know if I'm in a storm.

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 Because when something bad happens, it consumes my mind and my focus and all my attention.

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 I've been this way since I was a kid.

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 As a child, and still now, I hated mosquitoes.

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 And in the summer, I smelt like a chemical factory.

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 Because I'd put everything on to make sure the mosquitoes wouldn't come within a mile of me.

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 But that was because if a mosquito bit me for the next three hours,

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 there was nothing I was going to do except for look at my wound and tend to it

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 and make sure that it gets better and that the itching stops.

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 When the storm of a mosquito bite hit my life, that was it.

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 Nothing else was going to be done.

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 Nothing was going to be thought about.

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 I'm not so bad anymore, I think.

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 I still respond to storms in a similar way.

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 My response isn't usually despair.

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 It's usually the thinking.

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 Sometimes I think I'm a really intelligent guy.

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 How long do you decide for yourselves?

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 I turn to the idol of my own intellect, my own resourcefulness.

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 Because I think that if I can figure it out, that everything will be okay.

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 A couple of years ago when God was showing me that he wanted me to leave the church I was at

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 and look for something else, another place to serve,

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 I had a thousand reasons why my plan to stay was better.

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 It wasn't.

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 Or when I used to work in labs and an experiment would go wrong.

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 I would sit there and I would just be consumed by everything.

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 Okay, what did I do wrong?

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 All right, did I put the PCR in long enough?

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 Did I do this?

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 Did I do that?

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 And I would think and think and think and think until days had passed

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 and I hadn't done anything but think about what I had done wrong.

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 Now, are these responses rebellion?

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 I think so.

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 I'm not despairing, but that doesn't make it okay.

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 Because in each of those situations, I would say in my heart that my thoughts were greater than God's thoughts,

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 that my will should be done.

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 The thing is, I never really thought I was turning away.

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 I just kept doing what Alfie normally does.

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 Alfie has a problem, he sits down, he thinks, he works it out.

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 Let me tell you a story.

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 Earlier this week, I went to a lawyer's office.

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 I wasn't in trouble.

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 But my parents are incredibly generous and they're helping me buy my first place.

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 In Hong Kong, that's a really big deal.

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 And, you know, the thought of buying a place and getting on the property ladder

00:29:07.259 --> 00:29:09.739
 has really consumed a lot of my mind, probably more than it should.

00:29:10.319 --> 00:29:13.099
 I could probably have done with listening to this sermon a couple of times.

00:29:14.259 --> 00:29:17.059
 But I stepped in the lawyer's office and the lawyer was telling me that

00:29:17.059 --> 00:29:19.659
 they had sent off a purchase agreement to the other guy's lawyer

00:29:19.660 --> 00:29:22.080
 and he had sent it back with an amendment.

00:29:22.660 --> 00:29:24.700
 I looked at it and I was like, okay, that looks good.

00:29:25.080 --> 00:29:28.440
 But I'm not a lawyer, so I didn't know that what actually had happened

00:29:28.440 --> 00:29:31.259
 was this guy was trying to cover himself in case, you know,

00:29:31.340 --> 00:29:34.660
 the tenant backed out or broke the tenancy agreement

00:29:34.660 --> 00:29:38.779
 and would leave me in the cold with a house where I have to pay a mortgage on

00:29:38.779 --> 00:29:40.300
 and no rental income.

00:29:41.900 --> 00:29:46.320
 So for the next hour and a half, I sat there with a lawyer discussing, debating,

00:29:46.560 --> 00:29:48.560
 thinking, trying to figure out what could we do,

00:29:48.559 --> 00:29:52.179
 how could we adjust this or change it so that they would accept it

00:29:52.179 --> 00:29:53.919
 and so that I wouldn't be left out in the cold.

00:29:56.879 --> 00:29:58.079
 Eventually, we came up with a solution.

00:29:59.220 --> 00:30:05.099
 And so we drafted a little counterproposal and it was done.

00:30:05.099 --> 00:30:10.319
 But in that moment, in that hour and a half, there was never a moment when I thought,

00:30:10.419 --> 00:30:12.799
 hey, Alfie, you know that sermon you're preaching on Sunday?

00:30:13.179 --> 00:30:14.879
 You know, the one about trusting God in the storms?

00:30:16.079 --> 00:30:17.259
 How about you trust him now?

00:30:18.099 --> 00:30:18.959
 I didn't think that.

00:30:19.719 --> 00:30:24.399
 I was thinking, if we sit down and we work this out, everything will be okay.

00:30:24.400 --> 00:30:29.820
 Now, I'm not saying that when someone is trying to take advantage of you

00:30:29.820 --> 00:30:32.580
 that you should roll over and say, oh, well, I'm just trusting God.

00:30:33.120 --> 00:30:34.259
 Yeah, I'm not being like Jonah.

00:30:34.400 --> 00:30:36.280
 I'm trusting God and letting people take advantage of me.

00:30:36.680 --> 00:30:38.620
 And, you know, I know a lot of you in the business world,

00:30:38.700 --> 00:30:41.460
 you're working with people who are out to get you.

00:30:42.740 --> 00:30:46.560
 But my question is, what does it look like to trust God when you're making these decisions?

00:30:48.180 --> 00:30:50.600
 It doesn't mean rolling over on the back, on your back,

00:30:50.599 --> 00:30:54.159
 but I think maybe God has something to do in that.

00:30:54.579 --> 00:30:56.919
 God has something to say in that situation.

00:30:59.059 --> 00:31:02.000
 In my story, God really showed me where my idols were.

00:31:02.779 --> 00:31:04.919
 Because after we drafted that counterproposal,

00:31:05.279 --> 00:31:07.819
 we called up the other lawyer to see if it was acceptable,

00:31:08.279 --> 00:31:10.539
 and he found out that actually, the whole time,

00:31:10.799 --> 00:31:12.379
 the lawyer had already retracted his amendment.

00:31:13.279 --> 00:31:16.039
 For an hour and a half, I spent my life worrying

00:31:16.039 --> 00:31:18.259
 about something that wasn't even an issue.

00:31:18.259 --> 00:31:20.619
 And not one moment did I think,

00:31:21.160 --> 00:31:24.740
 wow, there's a God of grace who's there.

00:31:26.720 --> 00:31:28.019
 I was so relieved.

00:31:28.619 --> 00:31:32.200
 But in this experience, God is telling me that,

00:31:32.640 --> 00:31:34.740
 Alfie, you're preaching about trusting a God of grace,

00:31:35.160 --> 00:31:36.859
 but you don't even trust me yourself.

00:31:39.559 --> 00:31:42.440
 God is saying, I am great, and you don't have to be in control.

00:31:43.779 --> 00:31:45.599
 He says, I'm good, and I'm gracious,

00:31:45.940 --> 00:31:47.099
 and you don't have to prove yourself.

00:31:48.259 --> 00:31:50.559
 God is saying that, I am God, and I love you,

00:31:50.680 --> 00:31:51.920
 and I want to show you grace.

00:31:52.740 --> 00:31:55.240
 Turn to me and see my grace.

00:31:57.660 --> 00:31:58.859
 God taught it to the sailors.

00:32:00.099 --> 00:32:01.460
 He says, I'm a God of grace,

00:32:01.599 --> 00:32:04.859
 and my weakest grace is stronger than you at your strongest.

00:32:06.660 --> 00:32:07.819
 God showed it to me,

00:32:08.240 --> 00:32:09.099
 and he said that,

00:32:10.299 --> 00:32:10.680
 Alfie,

00:32:11.160 --> 00:32:13.319
 you're turning to yourself.

00:32:14.039 --> 00:32:14.940
 It is idolatry,

00:32:15.299 --> 00:32:16.539
 rather than turning to me.

00:32:16.539 --> 00:32:20.200
 Another storm I was facing was this sermon.

00:32:21.500 --> 00:32:23.379
 I don't know if you can tell, but I'm really nervous.

00:32:24.720 --> 00:32:26.099
 On Friday, I sat with Chris,

00:32:26.139 --> 00:32:27.240
 and we're talking about this sermon,

00:32:27.379 --> 00:32:28.639
 and he pointed out to me that,

00:32:28.960 --> 00:32:29.519
 you know, Alfie,

00:32:30.200 --> 00:32:32.539
 this sermon is actually an opportunity for you

00:32:32.539 --> 00:32:34.700
 to exercise what you're preaching.

00:32:36.859 --> 00:32:37.339
 And so,

00:32:37.779 --> 00:32:39.480
 what would that look like?

00:32:39.480 --> 00:32:40.779
 So, I made plans,

00:32:40.880 --> 00:32:41.759
 and I decided that,

00:32:42.360 --> 00:32:44.860
 I would make plans for all my Saturday afternoon,

00:32:45.160 --> 00:32:46.220
 and all my Saturday evening,

00:32:46.420 --> 00:32:48.259
 so that I wouldn't be spent sitting at my desk,

00:32:48.640 --> 00:32:50.200
 pondering how to make the sermon perfect.

00:32:50.500 --> 00:32:52.360
 If that sentence is in the right order,

00:32:52.480 --> 00:32:53.819
 or maybe I should change it.

00:32:53.819 --> 00:32:58.119
 I did end up working mostly afternoon,

00:32:58.399 --> 00:32:59.419
 but I didn't in the evening.

00:33:01.779 --> 00:33:02.220
 But,

00:33:02.419 --> 00:33:04.099
 trusting God for me meant,

00:33:04.819 --> 00:33:06.919
 trusting God to speak his word,

00:33:07.480 --> 00:33:08.559
 trusting God to change hearts,

00:33:08.659 --> 00:33:10.980
 and me not trying to be you guys' savior.

00:33:12.319 --> 00:33:13.799
 I think we should remind each other,

00:33:15.099 --> 00:33:16.939
 that the God of grace that we serve,

00:33:17.819 --> 00:33:19.379
 is stronger than we are at our strongest.

00:33:19.380 --> 00:33:22.480
 We should remind ourselves that,

00:33:22.880 --> 00:33:23.120
 you know,

00:33:23.200 --> 00:33:24.140
 when we're turning to God,

00:33:25.240 --> 00:33:26.620
 it doesn't matter what the storm is,

00:33:27.080 --> 00:33:28.360
 we're free to worship him.

00:33:28.940 --> 00:33:30.020
 We're free to love him,

00:33:30.060 --> 00:33:31.100
 and rest in his grace.

00:33:33.120 --> 00:33:33.920
 In storms,

00:33:34.100 --> 00:33:36.260
 Alfie obsesses with the practical.

00:33:37.500 --> 00:33:38.640
 I sit and brood,

00:33:38.700 --> 00:33:39.260
 and I ponder,

00:33:39.400 --> 00:33:40.140
 and I think,

00:33:40.420 --> 00:33:41.320
 and then I get grumpy,

00:33:41.440 --> 00:33:42.080
 and unsociable,

00:33:42.560 --> 00:33:43.840
 and then people ask me how I'm doing,

00:33:43.860 --> 00:33:44.320
 and I lie,

00:33:44.400 --> 00:33:45.380
 and say that everything is fine.

00:33:47.160 --> 00:33:48.040
 And then I think,

00:33:48.120 --> 00:33:49.160
 and when I have a perfect plan,

00:33:49.160 --> 00:33:50.220
 I carry it out.

00:33:50.900 --> 00:33:51.820
 Because I think,

00:33:51.920 --> 00:33:52.360
 in that moment,

00:33:52.420 --> 00:33:53.180
 that I am God,

00:33:53.420 --> 00:33:54.779
 and the plan that I have,

00:33:55.040 --> 00:33:55.980
 will end the storm.

00:33:57.320 --> 00:33:58.140
 I do this a lot.

00:33:58.200 --> 00:33:58.720
 I do this when,

00:33:58.840 --> 00:34:00.340
 I'm overwhelmed with the student ministry.

00:34:01.840 --> 00:34:03.320
 I do it when I'm worrying about a sermon.

00:34:04.220 --> 00:34:05.540
 I do it when I'm thinking about,

00:34:05.720 --> 00:34:06.560
 what being an adult,

00:34:06.640 --> 00:34:07.759
 and having a mortgage is like.

00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:10.579
 In my heart,

00:34:10.659 --> 00:34:11.220
 in my storms,

00:34:11.320 --> 00:34:11.980
 I separate,

00:34:12.460 --> 00:34:13.240
 the practical,

00:34:13.940 --> 00:34:14.740
 from the spiritual,

00:34:14.860 --> 00:34:16.320
 as if they have no effect on each other.

00:34:17.220 --> 00:34:17.900
 And I'm pretty sure,

00:34:17.920 --> 00:34:19.039
 I'm not the only one who does this.

00:34:19.159 --> 00:34:21.119
 In my heart,

00:34:21.199 --> 00:34:21.619
 I say that,

00:34:21.779 --> 00:34:22.779
 the spiritual God,

00:34:22.980 --> 00:34:23.759
 can't help me,

00:34:23.839 --> 00:34:25.539
 with my practical issues.

00:34:26.699 --> 00:34:28.039
 I did this in a lawyer's office.

00:34:28.539 --> 00:34:29.980
 I carried the storm by myself,

00:34:30.059 --> 00:34:30.420
 because,

00:34:31.420 --> 00:34:33.920
 I thought the Alfie God was strong,

00:34:34.039 --> 00:34:34.159
 but,

00:34:34.699 --> 00:34:35.519
 the Alfie God is weak.

00:34:35.519 --> 00:34:39.139
 I didn't look out for,

00:34:39.340 --> 00:34:40.639
 that God of grace,

00:34:40.739 --> 00:34:41.780
 that powerful God.

00:34:42.980 --> 00:34:43.219
 You know,

00:34:43.259 --> 00:34:43.519
 I say,

00:34:43.619 --> 00:34:46.039
 I'll let God take care of the spiritual things in my life,

00:34:46.480 --> 00:34:46.980
 my heart,

00:34:47.079 --> 00:34:47.480
 my soul,

00:34:47.559 --> 00:34:48.099
 my salvation,

00:34:48.759 --> 00:34:50.800
 but I won't let him touch the actual,

00:34:50.980 --> 00:34:51.719
 practical things.

00:34:52.840 --> 00:34:53.739
 And Jonah did the same.

00:34:53.980 --> 00:34:56.619
 He separated the practical evil from Nineveh,

00:34:56.759 --> 00:34:58.440
 from the spiritual grace,

00:34:58.980 --> 00:35:00.559
 that God was offering them.

00:35:00.980 --> 00:35:02.019
 And he thought he could do it again.

00:35:02.219 --> 00:35:02.500
 He said,

00:35:02.599 --> 00:35:04.799
 I'll separate the practical and the physical Jonah,

00:35:04.940 --> 00:35:06.460
 from the spiritual God,

00:35:06.699 --> 00:35:07.440
 by running away.

00:35:08.659 --> 00:35:10.099
 God doesn't see that separation.

00:35:11.340 --> 00:35:12.019
 The Bible says,

00:35:12.139 --> 00:35:13.219
 and I believe that this is true,

00:35:13.380 --> 00:35:15.980
 that the practical and the spiritual in our lives,

00:35:16.019 --> 00:35:17.259
 are really intertwined.

00:35:17.860 --> 00:35:18.779
 And God uses that.

00:35:18.780 --> 00:35:21.140
 God used a practical storm,

00:35:21.660 --> 00:35:24.760
 to show Jonah his spiritual grace.

00:35:25.720 --> 00:35:27.380
 He used a practical fish,

00:35:28.080 --> 00:35:31.140
 to show Jonah his spiritual love.

00:35:35.060 --> 00:35:36.660
 We can respond like Jonah.

00:35:38.000 --> 00:35:39.360
 We can reject God.

00:35:40.320 --> 00:35:41.380
 Or we can despair.

00:35:42.220 --> 00:35:44.980
 Or we can try to strain at the oars in our storms.

00:35:45.760 --> 00:35:48.040
 Or we can respond with worship and changed hearts.

00:35:48.780 --> 00:35:51.480
 We can respond,

00:35:51.720 --> 00:35:55.280
 recognizing our need for a strong God in our lives.

00:35:56.180 --> 00:35:59.080
 Recognizing our helplessness and God's greatness.

00:36:01.740 --> 00:36:03.680
 So what are we doing with the storms in our lives?

00:36:05.440 --> 00:36:08.280
 Is God calling out to you in your storm?

00:36:09.760 --> 00:36:11.740
 Are you seeing the grace that he has there for you?

00:36:12.340 --> 00:36:13.240
 Where are you turning to?

00:36:14.760 --> 00:36:15.620
 Do you despair?

00:36:16.940 --> 00:36:18.120
 Do you worship yourself?

00:36:18.780 --> 00:36:23.760
 Or are you turning to God and worshiping him?

00:36:26.160 --> 00:36:27.840
 If there's nothing else you remember this morning,

00:36:28.000 --> 00:36:29.460
 whether you're like Jonah running away,

00:36:29.680 --> 00:36:31.200
 or whether you're serving yourself,

00:36:31.320 --> 00:36:32.440
 or whether you're despairing,

00:36:33.040 --> 00:36:34.240
 I want you to remember this.

00:36:34.300 --> 00:36:36.680
 It seems to me that in the story of Jonah,

00:36:38.180 --> 00:36:39.519
 that God isn't done.

00:36:39.519 --> 00:36:43.759
 You know, I see it in my life.

00:36:44.500 --> 00:36:46.820
 In my life, when, you know, throughout my university,

00:36:46.820 --> 00:36:49.519
 I was trying very, very hard to run away from God.

00:36:50.320 --> 00:36:52.119
 But God wasn't done with me.

00:36:53.059 --> 00:36:54.139
 God was bringing me here,

00:36:54.559 --> 00:36:56.639
 to where I now serve university students.

00:36:57.619 --> 00:36:58.759
 And it's not just in my life.

00:36:58.800 --> 00:36:59.420
 I see it in the Bible.

00:37:00.039 --> 00:37:02.719
 God wasn't done with Abraham when he lied about his wife.

00:37:02.719 --> 00:37:04.759
 He wasn't done with Jacob,

00:37:04.759 --> 00:37:06.019
 who stole his brother's blessing.

00:37:06.619 --> 00:37:08.059
 He wasn't done with Israel,

00:37:08.159 --> 00:37:09.299
 who was faithless in the desert.

00:37:09.419 --> 00:37:12.480
 He wasn't done with kings who wandered and served themselves.

00:37:14.299 --> 00:37:18.179
 Jonah wasn't done with faithless disciples in a stormy lake.

00:37:19.439 --> 00:37:21.779
 Jonah, Jonah, God,

00:37:22.139 --> 00:37:24.799
 wasn't done with Peter, who betrayed Jesus.

00:37:25.899 --> 00:37:26.980
 God wasn't done with me,

00:37:26.980 --> 00:37:28.199
 and he isn't done with you.

00:37:29.539 --> 00:37:31.320
 And the cross of Jesus shows us this,

00:37:31.500 --> 00:37:32.539
 that God isn't done.

00:37:33.900 --> 00:37:35.460
 God keeps coming after us with grace.

00:37:35.639 --> 00:37:37.559
 He'll follow us into a stormy sea.

00:37:37.920 --> 00:37:40.179
 God's grace will follow us to his death on a cross.

00:37:41.539 --> 00:37:43.460
 He'll follow us to that disagreement with your boss.

00:37:45.260 --> 00:37:46.079
 God isn't done.

00:37:47.780 --> 00:37:49.179
 The sailors weren't beyond hope,

00:37:49.880 --> 00:37:50.679
 and neither was Jonah.

00:37:52.099 --> 00:37:53.420
 We see in verse 17,

00:37:54.019 --> 00:37:56.559
 and God appointed a great fish to swallow up Jonah.

00:37:57.800 --> 00:37:59.039
 As much as Jonah tried,

00:37:59.420 --> 00:38:00.400
 his story wasn't over.

00:38:01.719 --> 00:38:02.820
 God's grace kept coming.

00:38:04.219 --> 00:38:05.900
 God's grace kept chasing him.

00:38:08.800 --> 00:38:10.380
 The thing about this God of grace

00:38:10.380 --> 00:38:14.400
 is that his undeserving love is given freely,

00:38:14.860 --> 00:38:15.960
 and it touches us,

00:38:16.500 --> 00:38:18.599
 and it reaches out to us wherever we are.

00:38:20.280 --> 00:38:20.860
 Let's pray.

00:38:24.539 --> 00:38:25.860
 Father God, I thank you.

00:38:25.860 --> 00:38:28.980
 I thank you that you give us the story of Jonah,

00:38:29.740 --> 00:38:32.700
 that we're able to see how you're reaching out

00:38:32.700 --> 00:38:35.700
 and loving and changing people.

00:38:37.460 --> 00:38:38.559
 Father, I pray for us.

00:38:38.620 --> 00:38:39.440
 I pray for Watermark,

00:38:40.440 --> 00:38:42.180
 that in the storms that we're going through,

00:38:43.740 --> 00:38:46.380
 that we would remember to turn to you,

00:38:47.180 --> 00:38:48.380
 a God of grace who is powerful

00:38:48.380 --> 00:38:49.960
 and stronger than us at our weakest.

00:38:49.960 --> 00:38:53.079
 Father, I pray that you would change my heart,

00:38:54.280 --> 00:38:55.820
 that you would remind me to trust you

00:38:55.820 --> 00:38:57.400
 when I would rather worship myself.

00:38:58.940 --> 00:39:00.000
 Father God, we love you,

00:39:00.059 --> 00:39:01.539
 and we pray this in Jesus' holy name.

00:39:02.360 --> 00:39:02.619
 Amen.

00:39:02.619 --> 00:39:07.960
 Father, amen.

00:39:07.960 --> 00:39:08.440
 We love it.

00:39:10.579 --> 00:39:12.079
 Amen.

00:39:12.079 --> 00:39:12.779
 Amen.

00:39:12.779 --> 00:39:13.480
 Amen.

00:39:13.519 --> 00:39:14.059
 Amen.

00:39:14.119 --> 00:39:14.779
 Amen.

00:39:14.779 --> 00:39:15.359
 Amen.

00:39:15.359 --> 00:39:15.599
 Amen.

00:39:15.599 --> 00:39:15.699
 Amen.

00:39:15.880 --> 00:39:16.380
 Amen.

00:39:16.559 --> 00:39:17.639
 Amen.

00:39:18.039 --> 00:39:18.659
 Amen.

00:39:18.659 --> 00:39:20.719
 Amen.

00:39:20.779 --> 00:39:21.279
 Amen.

00:39:21.279 --> 00:39:22.299
 Amen.

00:39:22.299 --> 00:39:22.440
 Amen.

00:39:22.539 --> 00:39:23.539
 Amen.

00:39:23.579 --> 00:39:24.159
 Amen.

00:39:24.179 --> 00:39:24.279
 Amen.

00:39:24.279 --> 00:39:24.319
 Amen.

00:39:24.400 --> 00:39:26.199
 Amen.

00:39:26.199 --> 00:39:28.359
 Amen.

00:39:28.359 --> 00:39:28.480
 Amen.

00:39:28.480 --> 00:39:28.639
 Amen.

00:39:28.639 --> 00:39:29.699
 Amen.

00:39:29.699 --> 00:39:30.559
 Amen.

00:39:30.559 --> 00:39:30.639
 Amen.