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 Mark chapter 14 and we're going to read from verse 32 to 42.

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 They went to the olive grove called Gethsemane and Jesus said,

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 Sit here while I go and pray.

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 He took Peter, James and John with him and he became deeply troubled and distressed.

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 He told them, My soul is crushed with grief to the point of death.

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 Stay here and keep watch with me.

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 He went on a little further and fell to the ground.

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 He prayed that if it were possible, the awful hour awaiting him might pass him by.

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 Have a father, he cried out, Everything is possible for you.

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 Please take this cup of suffering away from me.

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 Yet I want your will to be done, not mine.

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 Then he returned and found the disciples asleep.

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 He said to Peter, Simon, Are you asleep?

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 Couldn't you watch with me even one hour?

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 Keep watch and pray so that you will not give in to temptation.

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 For the spirit is willing, but the body is weak.

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 Then Jesus left them again and prayed the same prayer as before.

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 When he returned to them again, he found them sleeping, for they couldn't keep their eyes

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 open and they didn't know what to say.

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 When he returned to them the third time, he said, Go ahead and sleep.

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 Have your rest.

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 But no, the time has come.

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 The Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.

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 Up, let's be going.

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 Look, my betrayer is here.

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 Amen.

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 This is God's word and we pray that he would bless it to us all.

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 In a moment, Derek is going to come up to lead us into God's word together.

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 Before he comes, we're just going to pray for a moment.

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 Let's pray.

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 Dear God or Father, we thank you that we can come to you and pray just as we are, knowing

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 that even before we speak, you know us, you know our situation and you know our needs.

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 We want to especially pray tonight for people who are hurting.

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 We know that everybody coming in here tonight will be carrying different burdens.

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 Maybe pressure at work, maybe worries at home, maybe concerns about health and maybe the

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 pain of the loss of our loved one.

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 We pray for everyone who's hurting and for everyone who's struggling and we come to you,

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 Lord, because we really need you and we really need you in every part of our lives.

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 We pray also for the people around us in this city and in our whole nation who are hurting,

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 people who have been let down by others, people who've been treated badly, people who've

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 found themselves in desperate situations, people who are gripped by addiction, people

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 who are homeless, people who feel lost and people who feel like they're worthless, people

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 who struggle with their own mental health, people who carry physical pain and suffering.

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 We pray for our hurting world and ask that you have mercy.

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 And we remember also people across the nations of the world, places of suffering and pain

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 and sorrow, places of war, places of chaos.

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 We think of the Middle East, we think of Venezuela, we think of so many of the nations in Africa.

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 And even our own towns and cities, our schemes, places where there's so much brokenness and

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 hostility.

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 We just want to pray for people who are hurting.

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 And as we turn to your word now, we pray that you would just give us ears that can hear

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 what you're saying, give us minds that understand it and that can apply it to your lives and

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 give us hearts that will burn with love for you.

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 And so we ask that you would just be with Derek as he opens up your word now and be

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 with us all so that our hearts would be open to hear what you're saying.

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 In Jesus' name we pray.

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 Amen.

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 Derek.

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 Thanks, Thomas.

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 Over the next few weeks we're doing this series, unbelievable.

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 It's a great graphic.

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 Take a look at the shadow.

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 It's good.

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 And we're doing different themes in the morning and in the evening.

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 And Thomas this morning looked at the question of, is Jesus real?

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 Which was a great study into the person of Jesus and a great challenge to us.

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 And this evening I'm looking at the theme of, are you hurting?

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 So next week we're looking at, is Jesus a bigot?

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 And then the evening, are you empty?

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 And then on Easter Sunday we're looking at, is Jesus good?

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 And in the evening, are you hopeless?

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 So there's a kind of a balance between what we're doing.

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 And I'm going to look at the passage in a little while that we read, that Thomas read

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 to us earlier.

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 But I just want to put it into context and why we're doing that because we really do

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 want to introduce people to Jesus.

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 We are Christians.

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 We come together to worship every Sunday.

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 We are community believers.

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 And we really want other people to know who Jesus is and to share in the good news that

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 we have come to know for ourselves.

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 Now, most of the guys here in the church know that I'm a bit of, I'm a football man.

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 But generally rugby seems to be a good, seems to provide a good illustration for life, I

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 think.

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 There's lots of bruising encounters and there's a great deal of seemingly meaningless pain.

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 It's a strange game.

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 And it's a long, long time since I've been at Murrayfield, which is the home of Scottish

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 Rugby.

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 In fact, the last time I was in Murrayfield was in 1995.

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 And that was, actually not for a rugby game, it was where a very different kind of hurt

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 was the theme.

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 It was an R.E.M. concert and obviously one of their greatest songs has this introductory

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 verse, when your day is long and the night is yours alone and when you're sure you've

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 had enough of this life, well, hang on, don't let yourself go.

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 Because everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

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 I wasn't going to sing that, okay.

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 But it sounds really terrible when you just read it, but it's a great song.

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 So in this series of talks, really what we're wanting to do is to invite you to consider

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 the Savior, Jesus Christ, who we've come to know and love as our Savior.

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 And we really want to do that by explaining the Jesus of the Bible and letting Him to

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 speak for Himself.

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 We kind of themed these set of sermons for skeptics or for maybe people who are doubting

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 or for people who are not Christians, who are maybe thinking about Christianity or maybe

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 interested in Christianity or who are maybe not.

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 But whoever you are this evening, if you're visiting with us this, we're so delighted to

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 have you.

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 It's really great that you're here this evening.

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 And I hope you haven't been made to feel too uncomfortable by anything that we've done

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 so far in our worship.

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 But Jesus Christ is someone who's changed our lives forever.

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 And we do recognize, we know that often He's misrepresented in the media or the press or

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 generally in society.

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 We probably also have misrepresented Him ourselves at different times by what we've

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 done or what we haven't done.

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 But we also know that Jesus speaks for Himself.

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 We believe He's a living Savior that He rose again on the third day that He's in heaven.

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 But that His Word is living and that He, through His Spirit, can come and He speaks to us.

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 His claims are radical.

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 They're very strong.

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 And they challenge and have challenged our thinking to its very core.

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 He claims to be the author of life, the just and the loving one, to whom we're all accountable

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 as God.

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 And that's a really uneasy, uncomfortable truth.

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 And so often God talk is a conversation stopper, isn't it, for people?

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 People don't like when we start talking about God and they get uncomfortable unless maybe

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 sometimes it's to criticize or to blame and to reject.

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 I mean, I get that.

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 I get why people feel like that.

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 Just, you know, if you're getting your, I know this might sound strange, but because

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 it doesn't look like I ever do that.

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 But if you ever go and get your haircut and the hairdressers always like to make conversation,

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 if you want to stop that conversation when they ask you what you've done at the weekend,

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 just say that you've gone to church or you've read your Bible.

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 And that'll generally be a real good conversation stopper.

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 And they'll probably not speak to you for the rest of the time that you're getting your

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 haircut.

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 But you may be someone who's genuinely questioning matters of life and death, and you may be

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 questioning, especially when we talk about a God of love or a God who loves people.

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 You know, why then is there so much pain?

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 We've talked a lot about pain because the theme for this evening is suffering, or, you

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 know, this is a, you know, if you're hurting this evening, why is there so much hurt?

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 Why is that the case?

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 If God is sovereign and powerful, if God is loving, as we say, is, then why is there so

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 much hurt?

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 And it may be not so much for you a kind of philosophical question about the meaning

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 of life, but maybe much more personal for you.

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 There may be a great deal of emotional hurt or hurt in relationships or because of illnesses

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 you were being told earlier on, or it may be through isolation or difficulties at work

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 or being let down.

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 And if there is a God, you're saying, well, if there's a God, well, what's the game?

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 You know, why is this happening?

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 Why is that the case?

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 Why is there so much hurt in my life?

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 You say He's a God of love.

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 You say He's a God who's powerful.

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 If He's loving, He's a Father and He's powerful, why would you let anything like this happen

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 to His children?

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 Why?

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 Well, can I just throw it, throw in a little wobbly here, maybe a little mischievously,

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 and say, if there isn't a God, then is it the case that that question is redundant?

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 If there's no God at all, then can we even ask that question?

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 Then we look, in other words, for any answers to the why questions.

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 If there is no ultimate meaning, or if there is no purpose behind life of God, isn't the

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 Creator of the world.

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 If the universe, Thomas was mentioning this morning, if the universe is simply material,

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 what we see, the things we see, if everything has happened, has happened just through chance

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 and random choices, then really, can we ask any of these why questions?

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 Because there is no ultimate reason, and there is no purpose behind life.

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 But we do ask these questions.

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 We relentlessly ask the why questions.

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 And this evening, if there might be a God, can I ask you to consider wrestling both with

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 the comfort of that, and also the challenge of that, the challenge that there is a God

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 and that there is suffering, and that there is an answer to that suffering in the Gospels.

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 So we say that hurt is our common experience, okay?

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 Even the people you might be tempted to ignore or to dislike, they're probably going through

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 a lot of hurt as well.

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 There's a commonality about it.

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 They just call another musician, some of you will know him here.

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 He actually worshipped with us for a while when he was in Scotland.

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 He's an American kind of alternative country rock singer, Drew Holcomb.

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 And he's got a song called Another Man's Shoes, and he says, everyone's got their own set

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 of troubles.

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 Everyone's got their own set of blues.

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 Everyone's got their own set of struggles.

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 Walk a mile in another man's shoes.

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 And it's that sense of a commonality that we all recognize and we all see and we all

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 suffer.

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 And I do wonder sometimes when thinking about the society we live in, the world we live

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 in, whether we share a common sympathy.

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 I'm not sure if you sense or not that maybe in the last few years, people are hurting just

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 as much as they ever were really in their communities and their societies and their

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 families among our friends.

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 But I wonder whether the community and the society as a whole cares less.

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 You know, despite all the talk that there is about inclusion and about respect and diversity

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 and commonality, I wonder if the society in which we're living is becoming more polarized,

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 more isolated, more hurt and more segregated than it ever has been.

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 I grew up here in Edinburgh.

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 I went to school here.

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 My dad was a minister here and obviously I grew up going to church.

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 I would like to think I was not an unpopular child in school, but I was always ribbed for

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 going to church and for being a Christian.

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 So much so that I would kind of avoid telling people what I'd done at the weekend or what

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 my dad did for a job, because the reaction was usually laughter, sometimes shock and

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 a little bit of disbelief.

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 And that hasn't really changed that much.

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 Still have that response and that reaction to the profession that I'm part of.

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 Definitely a conversation stopper.

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 And that sometimes would make you feel a little bit on the outside and a little bit hurtful.

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 But generally speaking, I don't remember it being particularly malicious in any way.

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 But I do sense today a much deeper malevolence and menace towards particularly the Christian

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 faith.

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 There's a more powerful intolerance in the society in which you live.

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 Whose hurt is more meaningful?

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 Whose offense is more justifiable?

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 Can we justify ignoring some people's hurt and caring about others?

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 And it seems that personal offense is trumping all other kinds of hurt, because we live in

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 a society which is suffering in old age, suffering in loneliness, suffering in illness, and suffering

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 in loss.

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 And yet there seems to be less concern.

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 Who's to blame?

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 Do we blame other people for that?

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 Of course that's easy to do.

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 Do we blame God even when we don't believe in Him?

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 Do we blame religion?

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 Religion?

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 Can we still blame religion in this secular society when only one, two, three percent

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 of people maybe even go to church in our city?

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 Do we blame life itself in a kind of giving it a moral responsibility?

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 Whoever we blame or whatever we're blaming or thinking about, there seems to be that

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 dissatisfaction with regard to the why question, these why questions still plague us.

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 So as Christians, our hearts and our minds have been transformed by the person and the

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 work of Jesus Christ, God the Son.

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 Now it's not the case that we have all the answers, and we still have to say in a lot

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 of things, well we don't know.

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 We still suffer.

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 We still face inexplicable, evil, hurt, and we struggle with all kinds of failure and

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 doubt.

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 But we have definitely come to know His love and His forgiveness and experience a perspective

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 and a hope and a meaning that's changed everything, even the hurtful and difficult things we go

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 through in life.

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 And just for a moment I want to share what we know, a little bit of what we know about

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 Him, because I believe that's for every person, not just for Christians, not just for people

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 who go to church or have that culture or background, but there's a reality that Jesus has come

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 and is effective and significant and important for every single human being.

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 But is it all unbelievable?

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 Is it all unbelievable, I hope, and pray that you recognize that that's not the case?

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 I want to say two things about Jesus, just from this story about Jesus.

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 This story was written, it was recorded very shortly before Jesus was crucified.

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 So it's coming in, this is coming into Easter, towards Easter in the next couple of weeks.

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 And Jesus was in the Garden of Gethsemane very shortly before He went to His crucifixion.

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 So it's really part of the Passion Week narrative and the events leading up to His crucifixion.

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 I just really want to say two things about this story.

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 First is He knows and understands your heart, and Rowan made reference to that.

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 And then in His suffering and in His death, He rescues our heart.

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 So I just want to say these two things about it.

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 He knows your heart.

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 Because when we're hurting in life, when we're going through difficulties and trials and

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 suffering and sadness, one thing that's very important is empathy, isn't it?

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 Empathy is a very important thing to know that somebody else understands or appreciates

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 or is sympathetic or empathetic towards us.

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 Indifference and apathy is grim, isn't it, when we're going through these times?

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 And what we do recognize and know that that is something God is often accused of, whether

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 suffering or difficulties or trials or hurt, where is God?

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 Why doesn't He care?

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 Why isn't He answering my prayers or why doesn't He change things for me?

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 So what we recognize here that in this account of Jesus Christ, it's a kind of window, it's

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 a picture into who He was.

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 We believe in His claims to be the unique person that Thomas was speaking about this

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 morning, both a human being but also God.

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 This is God in the flesh.

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 In other words, when we see Jesus, we see God in a way that helps us to understand Him.

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 And that's really very important because a lot of people will say, well, who is God

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 and what's He like and how can we ever know Him?

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 Well, we begin to see who He is in the person of Jesus Christ, and that's really great

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 because God as God, as the Creator, God is very difficult and almost impossible to grasp

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 or understand.

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 So and when we see Jesus here, particularly and on towards the cross, we recognize that

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 He does understand and appreciate and has experienced the deepest hurt Himself.

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 He's been there.

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 He's suffered incredible pain, particularly heading towards His crucifixion.

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 And it does seem very paradoxical for us when we think about Jesus and we think about who

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 He is as God in the flesh.

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 We're told in verse 33 there that He was deeply troubled and distressed.

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 In one of the other accounts, in one of the other gospels, we're told that at this point

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 the distress and the trouble was so deep that He was sweating drops of blood.

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 The capillaries were bursting inside His forehead with the strain and the press mixing

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 with His sweat to make it look as if He was sweating drops of blood.

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 This is God that we have here, described going through this great hurt.

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 Sad within an inch of His life, He said, I'm crushed with grief, with grief to the point

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 of death.

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 I'm not sure if any of us have ever been crushed with grief to that point where, to within

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 an inch of His life.

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 This is God, the author of life.

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 He prays here as it were into the darkness.

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 Please He says, Abba, Father, He says, everything's possible.

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 Please take this cup of suffering away from me, yet not your will be done but mine.

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 The complexity and the confusion and the fear of what lay ahead for Him as He prayed into

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 the darkness, into the suffering and into the hurt that He was experiencing.

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 And through all His friends just didn't get it.

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 There wasn't much empathy or sympathy from them.

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 Each time He went to pray, they all just fell asleep.

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 And the third time He comes back to them and said, look, just go ahead and sleep.

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 Have your rest.

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 My time has come.

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 So there was this great letdown from those who had been closest to Him for such a long

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 time that He was going through this intense suffering.

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 But they didn't seem to understand and didn't seem to be terribly bothered by it.

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 And this is God that we have in the picture of God here in Gethsemane.

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 And He's about to be betrayed to His death on the cross.

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 And this is God.

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 Why would He allow Himself to get into that situation?

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 Why would He experience such hurt?

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 And why would He go through what He was going through, whether it was physical and it was

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 about to get much worse with crucifixion, whether it was relational or situational and

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 spiritual?

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 There was hurt in the deepest intensity.

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 There's an Old Testament prophecy of Jesus that says He was a man of sorrows and He was

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 familiar with suffering.

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 And so the picture we have of Jesus is not of a distant Creator God or of God in Jesus,

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 not a distant Creator God who kind of wound up the universe and has let it just unfold

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 with all the chaos that has transpired, nor of a disinterested or a distanced God who

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 is powerless to change anything.

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 What we do see is a God who intervenes in our situation and is interested in our situation

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 and comes into our situation and experiences our hurt.

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 We can't, whatever else you may be tempted to accuse Jesus, our God of it, isn't disinterest

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 and isn't distanced.

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 But if He is God, oh, why on earth would He do this?

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 That is the point of what He goes through in Gethsemane, but more than that, in His life

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 that He lived for thirty-three years and the death He died.

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 And that leads us to the second point that I want to make briefly, which is in His suffering,

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 His hurt, suffering, and on into His death, which is very much a theme of Easter for us,

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 He rescues our hurt.

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 So He takes and He rescues our hurt.

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 The story of the gospel is that God and Thomas explained this very beautifully this morning.

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 God Himself has been wronged.

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 We have withdrawn ourselves from Him.

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 We've turned our backs on God.

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 The Genesis, the very beginning of hurt and darkness and pain and evil and death comes

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 from that, a broken relationship between ourselves and God.

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 All our hurt comes from that.

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 The reality of all the dark things that we experience and know, it stems from that.

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 And from our end, it's an unbridgeable gap.

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 We can't reach up to God and put that right.

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 We can try, we can do our best, we can be good, we can be religious or whatever it happens

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 to be, but none of it can bridge the gap that exists between ourselves and God because of

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 what the Bible calls sin and what we've turned away from.

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 We're powerless.

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 A hugely, a really hugely uncomfortable truth.

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 The worst thing to feel, isn't it, is powerless.

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 I really hate feeling powerless.

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 But that's what sin, that's what the Bible says, that we're powerless to reach up and

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 again be in relationship with God, but the remarkably unique thing about the gospel and

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 about Jesus Christ is that God has come down to reach out to us, that we don't need to

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 reach up to Him, that we don't need to earn that right to be friends with Him again and

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 to deal with the hurt, the pain and the sin and death and the separation.

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 He has come down Himself to put the problem right.

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 And that's really the message of Easter and the message of the gospel and the Bible is

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 that in His love and in His grace and in His concern for the people of this world that

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 He has made, He is the one who takes the consequence and the guilt of our rejection of God, the

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 Father, He takes on Himself.

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 He makes the move.

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 He's the one who does it.

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 And the Son is the one who bridges the gap by paying the price.

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 And it's a really challenging thing because even sometimes I'm not sure if I fully understand

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 that, I'm not sure if I grasp that, I'm not sure if I think that's just that He's paying

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 the price and I get to be forgiven.

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 The claim of the gospel is that's what God says is the only way and that's what He's

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 come to do and He pays the price.

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 He's motivated by love for us.

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 He says this is the only way and He rises on the third day to show us great victory over

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 sin and grave and death and hurt, ultimately, that it will go.

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 It will be gone in eternal life when we go to be with Him.

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 He made us, He made you, He wants you back and He says this is the only way.

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 Says it's like coming home.

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 And there's something very special about coming home, isn't there?

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 If not in reality for us, certainly in our dreams.

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 The whole idea of coming home is hugely significant, especially when you're not well, especially

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 when you're ill, you're hurting.

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 I just want to finish with this, which is that three years ago, those of you who are

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 in the congregation will know this story because you were all involved in it, but three years

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 ago we were in Holiday Abroad in Lanzarote in Katrina.

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 My wife had a brain hemorrhage when we were there.

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 And there's nothing worse, well, there's very little worse than that anyway, but there's

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 nothing worse than experiencing that when you're not at home, when you're away from

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 home, you're in a foreign country, you don't know the language, you don't know what lies

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 ahead, you don't know how to put the problem right, and you're in hospital and you don't

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 know what they're saying.

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 And worst thing of all, of course, was that for whatever reason we'd forgotten to get

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 insurance.

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 So, yeah, the thought of this massive, massive bill in the days that lie ahead to pay the

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 price to maybe be made better again.

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 So amazingly, with a huge army of people praying as well, we managed to get Katrina

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 home to A&E in Edinburgh, the Royal Infirmary in Edinburgh.

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 And even to get there, you felt like you were home, and you felt things weren't nearly

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 quite so bad.

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 And God bless the NHS, because the treatment was free at the point of contact.

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 And that was hugely significant, because there was a massive amount of brain surgery to be

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 done.

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 And yet for us, the point of contact in our home country, it was free.

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 Now, it's not that it didn't cost.

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 It costs a great deal.

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 But to us, at the point of delivery, it was free.

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 And we felt at home at that level, and safer.

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 And it's a little, I think maybe not a very good illustration, but it's a little illustration

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 of the beauty of the gospel, is that when we come to Jesus Christ, we recognize that

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 He simply asked us to put our trust in Him.

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 We don't pay anything.

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 There's no cost.

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 We don't have to make ourselves right with God.

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 We simply accept what He's done freely offered to us, because it was great love and it's

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 great grace.

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 But we know behind it, there is a great cost.

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 It was great cost to providing the salvation which is free to us at the point of delivery,

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 as it were.

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 It was the cost of His own life, the cost of unspeakable separation within the trinity

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 of God, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

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 And a great cost is He bore the wrath of God and bore the punishment, the just punishment

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 for our sins.

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 Great cost that He takes.

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 But for us, He simply wants us to trust because it's an effective salvation that He's worked

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 and it's free to us.

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 And we, in our hurting, can go to Him.

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 We can recognize that He strengthens.

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 As Rowan was saying so much, it's not random.

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 There's reason behind these things.

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 We entrust Him to know that our hurting and our pain is not meaningless, but also that

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 it will come to an end one day as we go to be with Him forever.

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 And we recognize that and we see that.

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 And we rejoice that He is one, the victory over death and the grave.

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 And that when He returns, as He says He will, He will usher in a world that's free of hurt

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 as He says Himself a day when He will wipe away every tear.

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 So we have experienced that as Christians.

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 It's not that our lives are hurt free or pain free or that we don't care or think it doesn't

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 matter that there's suffering and pain and hurt and sorrow.

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 But we do recognize where that is channeled and we recognize the greatest suffering and

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 the greatest pain that this world has ever seen has been inflicted on Jesus Christ on

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 our behalf.

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 And that it is through the perspective of seeing and knowing and understanding Jesus.

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 And trusting in Him for our own forgiveness and hope and future that our lives are transformed.

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 I do hope that you'll consider and think about some of these things we've been saying.

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 There's also lots of little booklets at the back which we'd love you to take away, which

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 explain better and explain in more detail some of the things that we'll be talking about

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 leading up to Easter.

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 So I'm just going to pray very briefly and then we're going to sing our last song together.

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 Lord God, we thank You for the gospel of Jesus.

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 We thank You for the fact that we have this amazing written record, which is not just

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 a dry and dusty account, but a living and relevant word that speaks into our own hearts

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 like a mirror that shows us what we're like and what we need and is honest and realistic

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 and sometimes challenging and frightening, but also amazingly comforting and redeeming

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 and full of good news as we think about Jesus Christ and what He has done for us, how much

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 He loves us, the extent of His love that He would do this, even though very often we don't

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 think about you or appreciate you or consider the amazing gifts of life that you've given

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 to us.

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 So pray and ask that you would bless us as we've thought about today, about Jesus being

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 real and also Jesus speaking into our lives when we are hurting so often and that you're

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 not a distant, careless God who is far away, but you're a God who has come to us and into

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 our experience in order to redeem us and to rescue us and to give us new hope and forgiveness.

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 So bless us, we pray and help us as we sing together to be able to praise you in song

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 for Jesus' sake.

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 Amen.