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 Well, good morning. It's good to see you all here. We're glad you have joined us this morning on this

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 Palm Sunday. You know, on that first Palm Sunday that happened, there was a victory parade. Jesus

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 came in humility on a donkey, but the crowds looked at him and they said, our king has come.

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 But in their minds, this king had come to overthrow Rome. They were looking for an army,

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 whether it be a physical army or an army of angels, to overthrow the great oppressor

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 that they lived under and to establish a new nation state of Israel with its former glory,

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 its prosperity, its power. They thought that Jesus had come to bring an earthly kingdom

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 and they misunderstood him deeply.

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 I wonder, friends, this morning, as we gather, if we are prone to similarly misunderstanding Jesus

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 in different ways. In our culture today, maybe we misunderstand Jesus as coming to make our lives

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 easier and better. Jesus is a self-help, a self-advancement program where we connect with

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 the divine and that brings us a little bit better life than we thought before. Jesus is like an add-on,

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 a new app in our phone that helps produce a little bit greater spiritual productivity in our lives.

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 Maybe we think that Jesus has come to give us a manual for self-salvation. That is, if we can be good people,

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 good enough in the right ways to the right people, that maybe God will accept us because we've met the standard.

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 If you were a Jew in the first century, you might think, well, if I follow the law, that will be enough.

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 Certainly, Christians over the centuries have thought that being good moral people and being a part of

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 attendance at a gathering like this, isn't that enough?

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 There are lots of ways in which we misunderstand the gospel.

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 Today, perhaps one of the great challenges is what I'm going to label an over-realized eschatology.

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 What does that mean? We think that because Jesus has risen from the dead,

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 he's come here now to fix everything, all of our problems.

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 This is what the prosperity gospel promises, that Jesus has come to make you healthy, wealthy, and wise

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 in this life with all of that.

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 Why is it such a big deal if we misunderstand?

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 Well, because misunderstanding Jesus can lead to spiritual ruin.

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 Because when we think that Jesus is promising something that he hasn't promised us,

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 those false expectations are disappointed,

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 and that disappointment leads to despair and a crisis of faith.

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 How can I believe? Because Jesus hasn't come through for me.

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 How often do we come to Jesus with conditions?

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 As long as Jesus says, these things for me, my expectations, my standards,

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 I will believe.

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 But if not, I don't know anymore.

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 So the stakes are high in understanding Jesus rightly.

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 The stakes are high in knowing what he's actually come to do.

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 And this leads us to our text today.

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 If you're visiting, we're in a series in the book of Mark.

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 We'll be looking at Mark chapter 8.

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 We'll be looking at verses 34 through 38.

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 In the Pew Bible, it's page 793.

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 So you can turn there if you'd like to have that.

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 And if you remember, as you're turning there,

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 remember that this is, chapter 8 is sort of the high point,

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 the apex of the book of Mark.

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 It is the gravitational center where leading up to it, it is, who is this Jesus?

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 And then from here on, it's Jesus living out what that calling looks like

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 and calling his disciples to follow him.

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 And if you were here last week, you'd remember that the context of verse 34 is,

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 Jesus has come to the disciples and said, what do people think I am?

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 And Peter said, you are the Christ.

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 And then Jesus responded and said, you're right.

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 And then he began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer and must die and must rise again.

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 And Peter said, whoa, whoa, whoa, that's not right.

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 That doesn't match my understanding of why you've come.

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 And Jesus rebukes him and says, you are thinking of the things of man, not the things of God.

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 And that leads us to our text this morning.

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 So Mark 8, we're going to start in verse 34.

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 We're going to read through verse 38.

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 The slides will include chapter 9, verse 1.

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 Some Bibles put it with this.

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 I actually think there's a good reason to say it goes with the passage afterwards.

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 And I'm just not going to deal with it.

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 Come see me afterwards if you want to know what I think it says.

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 But Mark 8, verse 34.

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 And he, that is Jesus, called to him the crowd with his disciples and said to them,

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 if anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.

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 For whoever would save his life will lose it.

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 But whoever loses his life for my sake and the gospel's will save it.

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 For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?

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 For what can a man give in return for his life?

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 For whoever is ashamed of me and my words in this adulterous and sinful generation,

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 of him will the Son of Man also be ashamed

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 when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.

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 Let's pray and ask God to help us understand this text.

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 Lord, we do come before you and we thank you.

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 We thank you that you have not left us to grope and grasp to understand you,

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 but that you have revealed yourself.

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 Lord, you've revealed yourself in the person of Jesus

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 and you've revealed yourself in your word, the Bible.

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 Your revelation to us so that we might know you.

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 And Lord, we pray now that you will help us.

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 Lord, help us to understand what you are saying to us.

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 Lord, help our minds to grasp the truths.

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 Help our hearts to treasure them and to submit to them.

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 Lord, I pray for your help that I might speak clearly this morning.

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 We pray these things in Jesus' name.

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 Amen.

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 Amen.

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 Friends, the big idea of this passage is very simple.

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 And that is that Jesus calls us to walk the way of the cross.

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 We're going to look at this in two sections.

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 Verse 34 is the call to walk the way of the cross.

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 And verse 35 through 38 is going to tell us about the shape of the way of the cross.

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 So that's what we're going to do for those of you who are taking notes.

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 Each of our points will have three sub points.

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 It'll break down really nicely.

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 So, and hopefully we'll get through this and it will help bring clarity to us.

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 So in verse 34, Jesus calls us to walk in the way of the cross.

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 Because of Peter's rebuke, Jesus recognizes,

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 I need to clarify with these guys and not just with his disciples,

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 but more broadly, he calls the crowd to him and says,

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 I need to clarify what I have actually come to do.

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 And more importantly for, in this context, it's what it means to follow me.

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 Right?

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 Because this is the subject of what he's talking about throughout this.

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 What does it mean to actually follow Jesus?

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 And Jesus says, there are three things.

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 If anyone would come after me, he must first deny himself.

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 Now friends, this is a very simple, but very profound and difficult thing to do.

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 To say, it's not about me anymore.

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 It's about something else outside of me.

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 I have to deny that I am the center of the world.

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 I have to deny that I am the most important thing about me or about my life.

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 To follow Jesus is to say, my life is no longer about me.

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 And of course, we know that this is how we enter into faith with Jesus, isn't it?

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 Right?

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 Recognizing that when we come to faith, what we're doing is recognizing,

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 I have nothing to commend myself to God.

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 And my sin is so great that he is right to bring judgment upon me.

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 And so I am undone.

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 I have nothing by which I might cross this gulf between myself and a holy God.

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 And yet that holy God has come and done something for me.

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 But I need to recognize that the way to get to that thing, that person, Jesus, who has come for me,

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 is by denying myself, surrendering my right, and clinging to him instead.

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 One commentator mentioned, noticed that denying oneself is not denying the things that the self wants,

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 but it is denying the self itself.

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 Jesus calls for a deliberate refusal to be guided by self-interest,

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 for a conscious surrender of control of one's life,

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 for an intentional renunciation of self-determination.

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 Nothing in my hands I bring, only to the cross I cling.

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 To deny oneself is to say, my life is no longer my own.

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 I have surrendered it to Jesus in faith.

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 Jesus then says, not only are you to deny yourself, but you to pick up the cross.

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 Now what does this mean?

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 Fundamentally it means you need to embrace a path of suffering.

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 Now, in the first century, what picking up the cross meant was,

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 for those who were condemned to die by this horrific means of execution,

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 they would be paraded through the streets,

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 and they would be compelled to carry the crossbar of their cross,

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 that then they would be nailed to when they were crucified and lifted up,

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 and then hung there in public shame and humiliation,

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 as well as unbelievable physical pain.

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 Right?

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 This is what happened with Jesus.

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 He was compelled to carry the cross.

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 And Jesus says, we too need to recognize that we are called to walk in his footsteps,

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 a path of suffering, a path of humiliation,

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 in the eyes of others.

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 So Jesus says we're to deny ourselves, we're to pick up the cross,

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 and then we're to follow him.

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 And here's what I want you to see.

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 This is, in some ways, the pattern of our salvation

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 becomes the pattern of our life.

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 We follow Jesus who died for us by dying to ourselves

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 so that we might live for him.

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 And the life that we now live, we spend,

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 not for ourselves, but for Jesus and for his glory.

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 This is the call that Jesus puts forth before us today.

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 So what does it look like?

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 Well, in some ways, the whole New Testament,

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 all of the epistles and letters,

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 and even much of the gospel teachings

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 is teaching us about what does it look like to live in God's kingdom,

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 to live this path that Jesus has laid out for us.

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 But that would be too much for us today.

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 Thankfully, Jesus gives us three things

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 for us to think about very carefully

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 as we think about what's the shape of this discipleship,

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 this following Jesus that we're called to do.

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 The way of the cross looks like three things.

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 It looks like dying to self-protection

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 and giving your life away.

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 It means dying to self-gratification

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 and living for a greater good.

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 It means dying to self-identity,

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 to be identified with Christ by faith.

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 So we're going to look at those three things

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 for a few minutes as we think about what's the shape.

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 Verse 35, the way of the cross

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 means dying to self-protection

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 and giving your life away for Christ.

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 Look with me at the verse and see what he says.

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 Right?

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 Verse 35,

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 For whoever would save his life will lose it.

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 But whoever loses his life for my sake

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 and the gospel will save it.

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 Now look, Jesus is using life

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 in two different senses here.

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 Right?

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 Because at one level he's saying

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 he's using life in the first one.

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 Whoever would save his life,

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 whoever would seek to save or preserve

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 this earthly life,

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 which means both your physical existence,

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 but also all the things that you call your life.

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 Everything that it makes up.

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 Your hopes, your dreams,

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 all those things.

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 Right?

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 So he's saying,

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 if you seek to save that,

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 you'll never succeed.

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 You will lose that.

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 But if you surrender your desire to protect,

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 to save,

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 to promote that

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 and make your life about that,

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 you will actually gain a different life,

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 an eternal life that comes from me.

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 And this eternal life is,

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 both in the present world

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 and for eternity,

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 something of greater value

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 than you will ever know.

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 But he says,

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 you have to die to saving your life

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 so that you might receive the life

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 that I have for you.

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 You can't have both.

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 You must give up one

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 to gain the other.

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 And he's saying,

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 saving your life is futile.

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 Now look,

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 let's be very clear.

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 Jesus is not advocating self-martyrdom,

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 let alone suicide.

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 He's not saying,

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 go kill yourself

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 so that you can have the life with Jesus.

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 Right?

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 But what he is saying is,

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 let go.

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 Let go of your grasping,

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 of your control,

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 of your protecting,

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 of this life.

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 And again,

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 friends,

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 see,

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 this is the pattern of Jesus.

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 Jesus had to die

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 so that you could live.

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 So now,

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 he says,

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 die to yourself,

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 join yourself to me by faith,

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 and you will live.

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 You will live for what?

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 For me,

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 and for the gospel's sake.

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 This is the good news,

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 right?

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 Whoever loses his life for my sake,

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 and for the sake of the gospel,

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 this is something worth living for.

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 Worth giving up everything else

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 to spend your energy and your life.

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 Dietrich Bonhoeffer famously said,

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 when Christ calls a man,

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 he bids him come and die.

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 So Jesus calls us to die

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 to self-protection

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 and to live for something else.

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 Self-protection can take many forms.

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 We might be obsessed

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 with our physical life and health,

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 desperately and fiercely,

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 protecting it,

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 promoting it,

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 in a way that denies God's sovereignty

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 over our physical strength

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 and weakness.

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 Maybe we do it

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 not with our physical life,

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 but with the life of our hopes

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 and our dreams,

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 in our careers,

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 in our successes,

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 in our relationships,

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 our desire for pleasure

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 or comfort.

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 At the center,

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 we seek to preserve the life

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 that we are making

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 rather than allowing God

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 to give us the life

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 that he wants to give us.

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 And Jesus calls us

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 to do something else.

00:17:10.379 --> 00:17:11.039
 Jesus says,

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 don't preserve,

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 but give your life away.

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 Let the cause of the gospel

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 be the cause of your life.

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 The apostle Paul

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 talks about himself

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 and his life

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 as being poured out

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 like a drink offering,

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 simply given away

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 before God

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 for the sake of other people.

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 friends,

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 in this Easter season,

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 think about it.

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 Who are the people

00:17:39.099 --> 00:17:39.980
 that God has put

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 in your life?

00:17:41.919 --> 00:17:42.899
 Your family,

00:17:43.220 --> 00:17:43.859
 your coworkers,

00:17:44.159 --> 00:17:44.960
 your suite mates,

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 your friends,

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 your neighbors.

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 What would it mean

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 for you

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 to love them

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 the way Jesus

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 has loved you?

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 what would it cost you

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 in your time,

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 in your convenience,

00:18:01.179 --> 00:18:03.419
 in your physical belongings,

00:18:04.179 --> 00:18:06.740
 in your comfort zones,

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 to love the people

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 around you?

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 Pouring out your life

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 for others

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 is what Jesus did

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 for us.

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 All that I have

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 and all that I am

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 is completely

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 given over to Jesus.

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 No halfway,

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 no one foot in,

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 one foot out.

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 Either we save our life

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 or we lose it.

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 You may be familiar

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 with the missionary

00:18:38.199 --> 00:18:38.859
 Jim Elliott

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 who in the 1950s

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 was martyred.

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 He wrote in his life

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 that he is no fool

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 who gives

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 what he cannot keep

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 to gain

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 what he cannot lose

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 and he lived out

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 that calling

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 by going to

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 an unreached tribe

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 in South America

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 who were known

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 to be headhunters

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 and he died

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 at their hands.

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 Not only was his faith

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 exemplary

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 but his wife's faith.

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 She who sat back

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 at the radio

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 and heard of his,

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 heard of her husband's death

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 and then

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 after regrouping

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 went back

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 to the same people

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 to love them.

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 To raise her daughter

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 as a single parent missionary

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 so that they,

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 these people

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 who had done

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 unspeakable harm

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 to her family

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 would know

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 the grace

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 and love of Christ.

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 Friends,

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 if Jesus would ask you

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 to give up something

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 to follow him,

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 would you do it?

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 Would you do it gladly?

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 Can you think

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 of that one thing

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 that your hand

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 is so grasped to

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 that you're like

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 the monkey in the jar

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 you won't let go of it

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 to get your hand out?

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 Jesus says

00:20:02.440 --> 00:20:03.240
 you must

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 lose your life

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 in order to save it.

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 But he goes on.

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 He says

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 the way of the cross

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 is more

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 than just thinking

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 about our life.

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 Verse 36 and 37

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 it's the way

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 of the cross

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 means dying

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 to self-gratification

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 and living

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 for a greater good

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 in Jesus.

00:20:21.379 --> 00:20:22.099
 Jesus uses

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 these rhetorical,

00:20:23.259 --> 00:20:24.299
 he turns from life

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 to our good,

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 the things

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 that we value

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 and esteem.

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 And he asks

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 these two rhetorical questions.

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 What does it profit one

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 if they gain

00:20:32.980 --> 00:20:33.599
 the whole world

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 and they lose their soul?

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 And because

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 it's a rhetorical question

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 we should know

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 the answer.

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 The answer is

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 what does it gain?

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 Nothing.

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 We get nothing

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 if we have

00:20:43.160 --> 00:20:44.740
 the whole world

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 all the riches

00:20:46.099 --> 00:20:47.099
 all the power

00:20:47.099 --> 00:20:48.039
 all the success

00:20:48.039 --> 00:20:49.299
 all the accolades

00:20:49.299 --> 00:20:50.259
 all the comfort.

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 If we have anything

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 that we could dream of

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 and we lose our soul

00:20:55.339 --> 00:20:56.259
 what value

00:20:56.259 --> 00:20:56.859
 does it have?

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 Nothing.

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 And he asks

00:20:59.720 --> 00:21:00.599
 a similar question.

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 What can one give

00:21:01.799 --> 00:21:03.000
 in return for the soul?

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 Nothing

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 because the soul

00:21:05.500 --> 00:21:08.599
 the part of us

00:21:08.599 --> 00:21:10.019
 that is meant

00:21:10.019 --> 00:21:10.920
 to commune

00:21:10.920 --> 00:21:12.200
 with the eternal God

00:21:12.200 --> 00:21:12.940
 our creator

00:21:12.940 --> 00:21:13.599
 forever.

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 I'm not going to get

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 into all the anthropology

00:21:18.400 --> 00:21:19.240
 about soul

00:21:19.240 --> 00:21:19.700
 and spirit

00:21:19.700 --> 00:21:20.180
 and body

00:21:20.180 --> 00:21:20.779
 and how that all

00:21:20.779 --> 00:21:21.380
 fits together

00:21:21.380 --> 00:21:23.059
 but Jesus uses this word

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 and my translation

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 used life

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 right

00:21:25.460 --> 00:21:27.400
 to save your life

00:21:27.400 --> 00:21:27.759
 here

00:21:27.759 --> 00:21:28.240
 right

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 there is nothing.

00:21:32.180 --> 00:21:32.779
 Now look friends

00:21:32.779 --> 00:21:33.920
 we need to be honest

00:21:33.920 --> 00:21:34.700
 with one another.

00:21:34.700 --> 00:21:36.200
 the world that we live in

00:21:36.200 --> 00:21:37.480
 has a lot of allure

00:21:37.480 --> 00:21:38.420
 and it promises

00:21:38.420 --> 00:21:39.380
 a lot of goodness.

00:21:39.980 --> 00:21:41.519
 In our physical life

00:21:41.519 --> 00:21:42.380
 there is sex

00:21:42.380 --> 00:21:43.140
 and gluttony

00:21:43.140 --> 00:21:44.519
 and adrenaline highs

00:21:44.519 --> 00:21:45.380
 and comfort

00:21:45.380 --> 00:21:46.480
 beyond compare

00:21:46.480 --> 00:21:47.880
 that we want

00:21:47.880 --> 00:21:48.539
 and crave

00:21:48.539 --> 00:21:49.660
 and long for.

00:21:51.039 --> 00:21:53.160
 In our professional lives

00:21:53.160 --> 00:21:54.460
 and in our societal lives

00:21:54.460 --> 00:21:56.000
 we love for status

00:21:56.000 --> 00:21:57.460
 the praise of others

00:21:57.460 --> 00:21:58.880
 the pride of position

00:21:58.880 --> 00:22:00.120
 the satisfaction

00:22:00.120 --> 00:22:01.480
 of gaining a title.

00:22:01.480 --> 00:22:04.319
 in our world

00:22:04.319 --> 00:22:05.799
 of physical means

00:22:05.799 --> 00:22:07.059
 we love success

00:22:07.059 --> 00:22:08.500
 the thrill of victory

00:22:08.500 --> 00:22:09.920
 the pride of achievement

00:22:09.920 --> 00:22:11.160
 the justification

00:22:11.160 --> 00:22:12.960
 that our work is worth it

00:22:12.960 --> 00:22:14.140
 because it's produced

00:22:14.140 --> 00:22:15.539
 something good

00:22:15.539 --> 00:22:17.160
 that I can point to

00:22:17.160 --> 00:22:17.480
 and say

00:22:17.480 --> 00:22:19.039
 that's what my life

00:22:19.039 --> 00:22:19.740
 is worth

00:22:19.740 --> 00:22:21.559
 that's what I have built.

00:22:21.559 --> 00:22:25.960
 and we have a world

00:22:25.960 --> 00:22:26.659
 that says

00:22:26.659 --> 00:22:27.559
 if you're looking

00:22:27.559 --> 00:22:28.079
 for meaning

00:22:28.079 --> 00:22:29.500
 look inside yourself

00:22:29.500 --> 00:22:31.419
 find what's true

00:22:31.419 --> 00:22:32.240
 about yourself

00:22:32.240 --> 00:22:33.619
 your authentic reality

00:22:33.619 --> 00:22:35.039
 whatever it is

00:22:35.039 --> 00:22:36.759
 it's in you

00:22:36.759 --> 00:22:40.240
 and in these things

00:22:40.240 --> 00:22:42.379
 our souls crave something

00:22:42.379 --> 00:22:43.599
 we believe

00:22:43.599 --> 00:22:44.559
 that we can have

00:22:44.559 --> 00:22:45.500
 a good

00:22:45.500 --> 00:22:46.799
 apart from Jesus

00:22:46.799 --> 00:22:48.099
 in them

00:22:48.099 --> 00:22:49.579
 and they look shiny

00:22:49.579 --> 00:22:51.079
 and attractive

00:22:51.079 --> 00:22:52.139
 and we think

00:22:52.139 --> 00:22:53.139
 and look

00:22:53.139 --> 00:22:54.039
 here's the thing

00:22:54.039 --> 00:22:55.319
 they give us

00:22:55.319 --> 00:22:56.219
 something

00:22:56.219 --> 00:22:56.679
 right

00:22:56.679 --> 00:22:57.679
 they give us

00:22:57.679 --> 00:22:58.579
 a short hit

00:22:58.579 --> 00:23:00.119
 they make us think

00:23:00.119 --> 00:23:00.799
 in the moment

00:23:00.799 --> 00:23:02.219
 hey this is great

00:23:02.219 --> 00:23:03.419
 this is what I want

00:23:03.419 --> 00:23:05.379
 but like an addict

00:23:05.379 --> 00:23:06.659
 we find ourselves

00:23:06.659 --> 00:23:08.539
 constantly disappointed

00:23:08.539 --> 00:23:10.099
 it's never enough

00:23:10.099 --> 00:23:11.899
 everything the world promises

00:23:11.899 --> 00:23:13.939
 it's never gonna satisfy

00:23:13.939 --> 00:23:15.500
 it's never gonna be

00:23:15.500 --> 00:23:15.939
 the thing

00:23:15.939 --> 00:23:16.579
 that your soul

00:23:16.579 --> 00:23:17.480
 was made for

00:23:17.480 --> 00:23:21.400
 Jesus says

00:23:21.400 --> 00:23:22.579
 to follow me

00:23:22.579 --> 00:23:25.360
 you must forsake

00:23:25.360 --> 00:23:26.640
 gaining the things

00:23:26.640 --> 00:23:27.400
 of this world

00:23:27.400 --> 00:23:29.220
 in order to gain

00:23:29.220 --> 00:23:29.799
 your soul

00:23:29.799 --> 00:23:32.140
 so the apostle Paul

00:23:32.140 --> 00:23:32.980
 in Philippians 3

00:23:32.980 --> 00:23:33.660
 says I count

00:23:33.660 --> 00:23:35.380
 everything is lost

00:23:35.380 --> 00:23:37.920
 because of the surpassing

00:23:37.920 --> 00:23:38.839
 worth of knowing

00:23:38.839 --> 00:23:39.720
 Christ Jesus

00:23:39.720 --> 00:23:40.880
 my Lord

00:23:40.880 --> 00:23:43.519
 that I may know him

00:23:43.519 --> 00:23:44.160
 and the power

00:23:44.160 --> 00:23:45.000
 of his resurrection

00:23:45.000 --> 00:23:46.420
 may share in his

00:23:46.420 --> 00:23:46.920
 sufferings

00:23:46.920 --> 00:23:48.200
 becoming like him

00:23:48.200 --> 00:23:48.860
 in his death

00:23:48.860 --> 00:23:50.420
 that by any means

00:23:50.420 --> 00:23:50.960
 possible

00:23:50.960 --> 00:23:52.380
 I may attain

00:23:52.380 --> 00:23:53.240
 the resurrection

00:23:53.240 --> 00:23:54.140
 from the dead

00:23:54.140 --> 00:23:58.300
 I found a great quote

00:23:58.300 --> 00:23:59.759
 Helen Rosevere

00:23:59.759 --> 00:24:00.320
 is a missionary

00:24:00.320 --> 00:24:02.100
 I highly respect

00:24:02.100 --> 00:24:03.840
 her life is amazing

00:24:03.840 --> 00:24:04.980
 she spent 40 years

00:24:04.980 --> 00:24:06.120
 doing medical missionaries

00:24:06.120 --> 00:24:07.120
 in central Africa

00:24:07.120 --> 00:24:09.500
 she suffered deeply

00:24:09.500 --> 00:24:10.460
 for the gospel

00:24:10.460 --> 00:24:12.740
 in some unspeakable ways

00:24:12.740 --> 00:24:14.539
 she also lived

00:24:14.539 --> 00:24:15.160
 she also lived a faithful

00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:16.299
 life of singleness

00:24:16.299 --> 00:24:17.680
 despite her desires

00:24:17.680 --> 00:24:18.319
 otherwise

00:24:18.319 --> 00:24:19.740
 to do so

00:24:19.740 --> 00:24:21.220
 and yet at the very end

00:24:21.220 --> 00:24:21.799
 of her time

00:24:21.799 --> 00:24:22.279
 at the mission

00:24:22.279 --> 00:24:23.880
 40 years of service

00:24:23.880 --> 00:24:25.640
 she was sidelined

00:24:25.640 --> 00:24:26.740
 and excluded

00:24:26.740 --> 00:24:28.599
 at the very end

00:24:28.599 --> 00:24:29.420
 of her service

00:24:29.420 --> 00:24:31.319
 she said

00:24:31.319 --> 00:24:32.099
 Jesus really

00:24:32.099 --> 00:24:33.880
 can I have the victory parade

00:24:33.880 --> 00:24:35.039
 and this is what

00:24:35.039 --> 00:24:36.420
 Jesus spoke to her heart

00:24:36.420 --> 00:24:38.820
 you no longer want

00:24:38.820 --> 00:24:39.820
 Jesus only

00:24:39.820 --> 00:24:41.039
 but Jesus plus

00:24:41.039 --> 00:24:42.980
 plus respect

00:24:42.980 --> 00:24:44.080
 popularity

00:24:44.080 --> 00:24:45.700
 public opinion

00:24:45.700 --> 00:24:46.220
 success

00:24:46.220 --> 00:24:46.940
 and pride

00:24:46.940 --> 00:24:48.320
 you wanted to go out

00:24:48.320 --> 00:24:49.200
 with all the trumpets

00:24:49.200 --> 00:24:49.759
 blaring

00:24:49.759 --> 00:24:50.700
 from a farewell

00:24:50.700 --> 00:24:52.320
 that you organized

00:24:52.320 --> 00:24:53.180
 for yourself

00:24:53.180 --> 00:24:53.840
 with photographs

00:24:53.840 --> 00:24:54.860
 and tape recordings

00:24:54.860 --> 00:24:55.539
 to show

00:24:55.539 --> 00:24:56.380
 and play at home

00:24:56.380 --> 00:24:57.480
 just to reveal

00:24:57.480 --> 00:24:59.019
 what you had achieved

00:24:59.019 --> 00:25:00.840
 you wanted to feel

00:25:00.840 --> 00:25:01.180
 needed

00:25:01.180 --> 00:25:02.200
 and respected

00:25:02.200 --> 00:25:03.319
 you wanted

00:25:03.319 --> 00:25:04.420
 the other missionaries

00:25:04.420 --> 00:25:05.100
 to be worried

00:25:05.100 --> 00:25:05.920
 about how they'd ever

00:25:05.920 --> 00:25:06.500
 carry on

00:25:06.500 --> 00:25:07.380
 after you're gone

00:25:07.380 --> 00:25:08.840
 you'd like letters

00:25:08.840 --> 00:25:09.900
 when you go home

00:25:09.900 --> 00:25:10.960
 to tell how much

00:25:10.960 --> 00:25:11.660
 they realize

00:25:11.660 --> 00:25:12.660
 they owe to you

00:25:12.660 --> 00:25:13.519
 how much

00:25:13.519 --> 00:25:14.440
 they miss you

00:25:14.440 --> 00:25:16.519
 all this and more

00:25:16.519 --> 00:25:18.400
 Jesus plus

00:25:18.400 --> 00:25:20.220
 no

00:25:20.220 --> 00:25:22.140
 you can't

00:25:22.140 --> 00:25:22.860
 have it

00:25:22.860 --> 00:25:24.500
 either

00:25:24.500 --> 00:25:25.440
 it must be

00:25:25.440 --> 00:25:26.279
 Jesus only

00:25:26.279 --> 00:25:27.680
 or you'll find

00:25:27.680 --> 00:25:28.740
 you have no Jesus

00:25:28.740 --> 00:25:30.620
 you'll substitute

00:25:30.620 --> 00:25:31.840
 Helen Rosevere

00:25:31.839 --> 00:25:32.539
 instead

00:25:32.539 --> 00:25:38.259
 I can think

00:25:38.259 --> 00:25:38.980
 of my friends

00:25:38.980 --> 00:25:41.339
 two dear friends

00:25:41.339 --> 00:25:42.779
 who I know

00:25:42.779 --> 00:25:43.699
 graduates of the

00:25:43.699 --> 00:25:44.199
 prestigious

00:25:44.199 --> 00:25:45.519
 Harvard Law School

00:25:45.519 --> 00:25:47.579
 I think I've spoken

00:25:47.579 --> 00:25:47.939
 to them

00:25:47.939 --> 00:25:49.279
 maybe to you

00:25:49.279 --> 00:25:50.159
 before about them

00:25:50.159 --> 00:25:51.439
 but they graduated

00:25:51.439 --> 00:25:53.319
 from one of the

00:25:53.319 --> 00:25:54.079
 top law schools

00:25:54.079 --> 00:25:54.599
 in the world

00:25:54.599 --> 00:25:55.319
 and they had

00:25:55.319 --> 00:25:55.980
 the world

00:25:55.980 --> 00:25:56.819
 before them

00:25:56.819 --> 00:25:58.779
 but living for

00:25:58.779 --> 00:25:59.199
 the kingdom

00:25:59.199 --> 00:25:59.899
 for them

00:25:59.899 --> 00:26:00.639
 living out

00:26:00.639 --> 00:26:01.439
 these verses

00:26:01.440 --> 00:26:01.820
 meant

00:26:01.820 --> 00:26:02.840
 not living

00:26:02.840 --> 00:26:03.759
 on two salaries

00:26:03.759 --> 00:26:04.580
 but on one

00:26:04.580 --> 00:26:05.220
 so that by

00:26:05.220 --> 00:26:06.259
 careful budgeting

00:26:06.259 --> 00:26:08.019
 they freed

00:26:08.019 --> 00:26:08.700
 themselves up

00:26:08.700 --> 00:26:09.240
 from debt

00:26:09.240 --> 00:26:09.700
 within

00:26:09.700 --> 00:26:11.039
 like three

00:26:11.039 --> 00:26:12.259
 or four years

00:26:12.259 --> 00:26:13.360
 taking one

00:26:13.360 --> 00:26:13.820
 of their

00:26:13.820 --> 00:26:15.200
 extensive salaries

00:26:15.200 --> 00:26:16.400
 and putting it

00:26:16.400 --> 00:26:17.360
 entirely towards

00:26:17.360 --> 00:26:18.000
 debt reduction

00:26:18.000 --> 00:26:18.720
 why?

00:26:19.140 --> 00:26:19.600
 so that they

00:26:19.600 --> 00:26:20.279
 could give

00:26:20.279 --> 00:26:21.700
 freely to the church

00:26:21.700 --> 00:26:22.320
 and so that they

00:26:22.320 --> 00:26:23.080
 would be freed

00:26:23.080 --> 00:26:23.880
 from the bondage

00:26:23.880 --> 00:26:24.160
 of that

00:26:24.160 --> 00:26:24.900
 to follow

00:26:24.900 --> 00:26:25.960
 whatever God did

00:26:25.960 --> 00:26:26.840
 and then God

00:26:26.840 --> 00:26:27.360
 brought them

00:26:27.360 --> 00:26:28.240
 a family

00:26:28.240 --> 00:26:29.519
 and one of them

00:26:29.519 --> 00:26:30.319
 stayed home

00:26:30.319 --> 00:26:31.019
 and gave up

00:26:31.019 --> 00:26:31.759
 their career

00:26:31.759 --> 00:26:32.940
 to care for

00:26:32.940 --> 00:26:33.519
 their children

00:26:33.519 --> 00:26:34.519
 the other one

00:26:34.519 --> 00:26:35.240
 moved from a

00:26:35.240 --> 00:26:36.440
 prestigious law firm

00:26:36.440 --> 00:26:37.240
 with all of the

00:26:37.240 --> 00:26:38.059
 pomp and circumstance

00:26:38.059 --> 00:26:39.299
 and the salary

00:26:39.299 --> 00:26:40.880
 to an in-house

00:26:40.880 --> 00:26:42.420
 corporate law job

00:26:42.420 --> 00:26:44.279
 so that they could

00:26:44.279 --> 00:26:45.440
 serve in their church

00:26:45.440 --> 00:26:46.940
 so that they could

00:26:46.940 --> 00:26:47.740
 be involved

00:26:47.740 --> 00:26:49.220
 in the raising

00:26:49.220 --> 00:26:50.000
 of their family

00:26:50.000 --> 00:26:52.079
 so that they could

00:26:52.079 --> 00:26:53.220
 and they've ended

00:26:53.220 --> 00:26:53.859
 up serving

00:26:53.859 --> 00:26:54.419
 as elders

00:26:54.419 --> 00:26:55.299
 and deacons

00:26:55.299 --> 00:26:57.859
 it's a very

00:26:57.859 --> 00:26:58.559
 practical

00:26:58.559 --> 00:26:59.460
 but profound

00:26:59.460 --> 00:26:59.960
 way

00:26:59.960 --> 00:27:00.740
 where someone

00:27:00.740 --> 00:27:01.379
 looked at the

00:27:01.379 --> 00:27:01.960
 world and said

00:27:01.960 --> 00:27:02.779
 I don't want

00:27:02.779 --> 00:27:03.559
 what you want

00:27:03.559 --> 00:27:04.839
 that's going to

00:27:04.839 --> 00:27:05.679
 take my soul

00:27:05.679 --> 00:27:06.059
 away

00:27:06.059 --> 00:27:09.960
 this is what

00:27:09.960 --> 00:27:10.879
 Jesus calls us

00:27:10.879 --> 00:27:11.119
 to

00:27:11.119 --> 00:27:14.059
 forsaking the

00:27:14.059 --> 00:27:14.699
 things that the

00:27:14.699 --> 00:27:15.439
 world offers

00:27:15.439 --> 00:27:16.980
 so that we might

00:27:16.980 --> 00:27:17.599
 instead

00:27:17.599 --> 00:27:19.220
 pursue the life

00:27:19.220 --> 00:27:20.279
 that Jesus

00:27:20.279 --> 00:27:21.119
 wants us to

00:27:21.119 --> 00:27:21.519
 follow

00:27:21.519 --> 00:27:23.160
 following him

00:27:23.160 --> 00:27:23.940
 in the way

00:27:23.940 --> 00:27:24.619
 of the cross

00:27:24.619 --> 00:27:26.019
 giving up

00:27:26.019 --> 00:27:27.259
 the things

00:27:27.259 --> 00:27:27.819
 of the world

00:27:27.819 --> 00:27:28.319
 so that we

00:27:28.319 --> 00:27:29.200
 might gain

00:27:29.200 --> 00:27:30.400
 him

00:27:30.400 --> 00:27:33.900
 now if the

00:27:33.900 --> 00:27:34.299
 way of the

00:27:34.299 --> 00:27:35.139
 cross includes

00:27:35.139 --> 00:27:36.259
 this dying

00:27:36.259 --> 00:27:36.900
 to self

00:27:36.900 --> 00:27:37.779
 preservation

00:27:37.779 --> 00:27:38.920
 and this dying

00:27:38.920 --> 00:27:39.299
 to self

00:27:39.299 --> 00:27:40.099
 gratification

00:27:40.099 --> 00:27:41.279
 the third thing

00:27:41.279 --> 00:27:42.139
 Jesus says

00:27:42.139 --> 00:27:43.259
 is that the

00:27:43.259 --> 00:27:44.259
 way of the

00:27:44.259 --> 00:27:44.759
 cross

00:27:44.759 --> 00:27:46.180
 means dying

00:27:46.180 --> 00:27:46.740
 to self

00:27:46.740 --> 00:27:47.339
 identity

00:27:47.339 --> 00:27:48.039
 and being

00:27:48.039 --> 00:27:48.940
 identified by

00:27:48.940 --> 00:27:49.519
 faith in

00:27:49.519 --> 00:27:49.779
 Jesus

00:27:49.779 --> 00:27:50.400
 this is what

00:27:50.400 --> 00:27:51.640
 verse 38

00:27:51.640 --> 00:27:53.940
 says to us

00:27:53.940 --> 00:27:56.060
 why do I

00:27:56.060 --> 00:27:56.540
 talk about

00:27:56.540 --> 00:27:57.460
 identity here

00:27:57.460 --> 00:27:58.200
 I don't see

00:27:58.200 --> 00:27:58.960
 identity in the

00:27:58.960 --> 00:27:59.620
 text right

00:27:59.620 --> 00:28:00.440
 Jesus is talking

00:28:00.440 --> 00:28:00.920
 about being

00:28:00.920 --> 00:28:01.420
 ashamed

00:28:01.420 --> 00:28:02.440
 but what Jesus

00:28:02.440 --> 00:28:03.080
 is talking about

00:28:03.080 --> 00:28:04.180
 is being publicly

00:28:04.180 --> 00:28:05.259
 identified

00:28:05.259 --> 00:28:06.180
 that is our

00:28:06.180 --> 00:28:07.200
 identity publicly

00:28:07.200 --> 00:28:08.180
 what other people

00:28:08.180 --> 00:28:09.120
 know about us

00:28:09.120 --> 00:28:10.440
 is being a

00:28:10.440 --> 00:28:11.040
 follower of

00:28:11.040 --> 00:28:11.519
 Christ

00:28:11.519 --> 00:28:13.080
 now we've

00:28:13.080 --> 00:28:13.680
 already talked

00:28:13.680 --> 00:28:14.160
 about this

00:28:14.160 --> 00:28:14.940
 the cross was

00:28:14.940 --> 00:28:15.620
 the most

00:28:15.620 --> 00:28:16.900
 shameful means

00:28:16.900 --> 00:28:17.740
 of Roman

00:28:17.740 --> 00:28:19.019
 persecution

00:28:19.019 --> 00:28:19.960
 and oppression

00:28:19.960 --> 00:28:21.060
 and execution

00:28:21.060 --> 00:28:22.480
 it was not a

00:28:22.480 --> 00:28:23.380
 symbol used in

00:28:23.380 --> 00:28:23.780
 jewelry

00:28:23.780 --> 00:28:25.080
 or used in

00:28:25.080 --> 00:28:26.000
 pastel pictures

00:28:26.000 --> 00:28:26.759
 with sheep in

00:28:26.759 --> 00:28:27.360
 the background

00:28:27.360 --> 00:28:28.680
 the cross was

00:28:28.680 --> 00:28:29.740
 something ugly

00:28:29.740 --> 00:28:31.300
 and scorned

00:28:31.300 --> 00:28:31.759
 and shamed

00:28:31.759 --> 00:28:32.600
 it would be like

00:28:32.600 --> 00:28:33.640
 us carrying around

00:28:33.640 --> 00:28:35.600
 an electric chair

00:28:35.600 --> 00:28:36.300
 you know

00:28:36.300 --> 00:28:37.500
 in our jewelry

00:28:37.500 --> 00:28:39.240
 or identifying

00:28:39.240 --> 00:28:40.440
 with one who

00:28:40.440 --> 00:28:41.340
 said hey you know

00:28:41.340 --> 00:28:42.160
 that guy who just

00:28:42.160 --> 00:28:43.060
 died in the electric

00:28:43.060 --> 00:28:44.280
 chair he's my

00:28:44.280 --> 00:28:45.660
 hero he's the

00:28:45.660 --> 00:28:46.759
 one who I follow

00:28:46.759 --> 00:28:48.380
 I'm about him

00:28:48.380 --> 00:28:51.660
 and Jesus

00:28:51.660 --> 00:28:52.540
 that's what it

00:28:52.540 --> 00:28:53.140
 is would have

00:28:53.140 --> 00:28:53.680
 been like in

00:28:53.680 --> 00:28:54.500
 the first century

00:28:54.500 --> 00:28:55.560
 to say I

00:28:55.560 --> 00:28:56.740
 identify with a

00:28:56.740 --> 00:28:58.080
 crucified man

00:28:58.080 --> 00:28:59.680
 but Jesus

00:28:59.680 --> 00:29:00.620
 says if you are

00:29:00.620 --> 00:29:01.900
 ashamed of me

00:29:01.900 --> 00:29:02.900
 before men

00:29:02.900 --> 00:29:05.259
 then you have

00:29:05.259 --> 00:29:06.180
 no part of me

00:29:06.180 --> 00:29:07.120
 and I will be

00:29:07.120 --> 00:29:08.100
 ashamed of you

00:29:08.100 --> 00:29:09.440
 at the end

00:29:09.440 --> 00:29:13.400
 the cross was

00:29:13.400 --> 00:29:14.380
 brutal it was

00:29:14.380 --> 00:29:15.060
 public and it

00:29:15.060 --> 00:29:15.560
 was meant to

00:29:15.559 --> 00:29:16.700
 humiliate and

00:29:16.700 --> 00:29:17.779
 shame those

00:29:17.779 --> 00:29:18.119
 who were

00:29:18.119 --> 00:29:19.359
 executed and

00:29:19.359 --> 00:29:19.859
 when Jesus

00:29:19.859 --> 00:29:20.460
 calls us to

00:29:20.460 --> 00:29:21.480
 identify with

00:29:21.480 --> 00:29:22.259
 him by faith

00:29:22.259 --> 00:29:23.720
 to follow him

00:29:23.720 --> 00:29:25.519
 it is to take

00:29:25.519 --> 00:29:26.099
 that upon

00:29:26.099 --> 00:29:26.899
 ourselves and be

00:29:26.899 --> 00:29:27.720
 willing to say

00:29:27.720 --> 00:29:29.139
 I am not ashamed

00:29:29.139 --> 00:29:30.079
 of this man that

00:29:30.079 --> 00:29:31.059
 the world is

00:29:31.059 --> 00:29:31.940
 ashamed of

00:29:31.940 --> 00:29:35.240
 how do we

00:29:35.240 --> 00:29:36.339
 publicly identify

00:29:36.339 --> 00:29:37.519
 it's a great

00:29:37.519 --> 00:29:38.279
 Stephen Curtis

00:29:38.279 --> 00:29:39.159
 Chapman song from

00:29:39.159 --> 00:29:40.000
 the 90s about

00:29:40.000 --> 00:29:40.919
 you know not

00:29:40.919 --> 00:29:41.799
 t-shirts and

00:29:41.799 --> 00:29:42.720
 bumper stickers and

00:29:42.720 --> 00:29:43.619
 whatever but

00:29:43.619 --> 00:29:44.639
 really it's true

00:29:44.640 --> 00:29:46.280
 right how do we

00:29:46.280 --> 00:29:47.200
 identify with

00:29:47.200 --> 00:29:48.600
 Jesus publicly

00:29:48.600 --> 00:29:50.300
 it's not it's

00:29:50.300 --> 00:29:51.660
 not with a

00:29:51.660 --> 00:29:52.720
 hat or shirt

00:29:52.720 --> 00:29:53.540
 or slogan

00:29:53.540 --> 00:29:57.060
 but it's with the

00:29:57.060 --> 00:29:58.360
 substance of who

00:29:58.360 --> 00:29:59.920
 we are being

00:29:59.920 --> 00:30:00.640
 presented to

00:30:00.640 --> 00:30:02.100
 others how do

00:30:02.100 --> 00:30:02.580
 we present

00:30:02.580 --> 00:30:03.300
 ourselves to

00:30:03.300 --> 00:30:04.420
 others what do

00:30:04.420 --> 00:30:05.320
 you want what do

00:30:05.320 --> 00:30:06.280
 I want you to

00:30:06.280 --> 00:30:07.520
 know about me

00:30:07.520 --> 00:30:08.720
 above all

00:30:08.720 --> 00:30:12.440
 is that my

00:30:12.440 --> 00:30:13.360
 identity is

00:30:13.360 --> 00:30:14.559
 found by being

00:30:14.559 --> 00:30:15.559
 a follower of

00:30:15.559 --> 00:30:17.759
 Christ and

00:30:17.759 --> 00:30:18.620
 look this is a

00:30:18.620 --> 00:30:19.640
 hard thing in

00:30:19.640 --> 00:30:20.559
 our world today

00:30:20.559 --> 00:30:22.700
 right for one

00:30:22.700 --> 00:30:24.400
 thing our world

00:30:24.400 --> 00:30:25.779
 presses in our

00:30:25.779 --> 00:30:26.880
 identity is a

00:30:26.880 --> 00:30:27.940
 huge thing and

00:30:27.940 --> 00:30:28.779
 it's up to you

00:30:28.779 --> 00:30:29.680
 have to figure it

00:30:29.680 --> 00:30:30.339
 out you have to

00:30:30.339 --> 00:30:31.000
 make it we have

00:30:31.000 --> 00:30:32.000
 all these complex

00:30:32.000 --> 00:30:33.180
 identities all

00:30:33.180 --> 00:30:33.680
 these different

00:30:33.680 --> 00:30:34.900
 roles and the

00:30:34.900 --> 00:30:35.480
 world is saying

00:30:35.480 --> 00:30:36.360
 make one of those

00:30:36.360 --> 00:30:37.079
 your primary

00:30:37.079 --> 00:30:38.240
 identity whatever it

00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:39.299
 is and some of

00:30:39.299 --> 00:30:39.839
 them are things

00:30:39.839 --> 00:30:40.700
 that we inherit or

00:30:40.700 --> 00:30:41.680
 that we we have

00:30:41.680 --> 00:30:42.940
 have been born into

00:30:42.940 --> 00:30:43.620
 some of them are

00:30:43.620 --> 00:30:44.859
 things that we the

00:30:44.859 --> 00:30:45.660
 world says you can

00:30:45.660 --> 00:30:46.819
 choose what your

00:30:46.819 --> 00:30:48.059
 identity is but

00:30:48.059 --> 00:30:48.859
 either way they

00:30:48.859 --> 00:30:50.039
 become our badge of

00:30:50.039 --> 00:30:51.200
 honor this is what I

00:30:51.200 --> 00:30:51.819
 want you to know

00:30:51.819 --> 00:30:52.519
 about me above

00:30:52.519 --> 00:30:54.620
 everything else and

00:30:54.620 --> 00:30:55.720
 Jesus comes and

00:30:55.720 --> 00:30:57.819
 says make your most

00:30:57.819 --> 00:30:59.240
 fundamental identity

00:30:59.240 --> 00:31:01.120
 that you know and

00:31:01.120 --> 00:31:05.980
 follow me and it

00:31:05.980 --> 00:31:07.039
 will cost you to do

00:31:07.039 --> 00:31:09.119
 that in our world

00:31:09.119 --> 00:31:11.539
 today people will

00:31:11.539 --> 00:31:13.240
 scorn you and sneer

00:31:13.240 --> 00:31:14.500
 at your foolishness

00:31:14.500 --> 00:31:16.859
 in the academy they

00:31:16.859 --> 00:31:18.119
 will dismiss you as

00:31:18.119 --> 00:31:19.000
 not a serious

00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:20.440
 thoughtful person

00:31:20.440 --> 00:31:23.619
 some in our culture

00:31:23.619 --> 00:31:24.559
 will hate you

00:31:24.559 --> 00:31:26.879
 because of your

00:31:26.879 --> 00:31:30.099
 bigoted perspectives

00:31:30.099 --> 00:31:33.099
 because of your desire

00:31:33.099 --> 00:31:34.599
 to oppress the freedom

00:31:34.599 --> 00:31:35.599
 of other people

00:31:35.599 --> 00:31:37.599
 some of them will

00:31:37.599 --> 00:31:38.559
 laugh at you

00:31:38.559 --> 00:31:41.199
 many of them will

00:31:41.199 --> 00:31:42.139
 ignore you

00:31:42.139 --> 00:31:44.799
 some will resist you

00:31:44.799 --> 00:31:48.939
 to not be ashamed

00:31:48.939 --> 00:31:50.579
 of Jesus

00:31:50.579 --> 00:31:53.259
 may lead to others

00:31:53.259 --> 00:31:55.579
 seeking to shame

00:31:55.579 --> 00:31:56.059
 you

00:31:56.059 --> 00:32:00.899
 Jesus says this is the

00:32:00.899 --> 00:32:01.779
 way of the cross

00:32:01.779 --> 00:32:04.919
 you cannot be ashamed

00:32:04.919 --> 00:32:06.419
 of me and follow me

00:32:06.419 --> 00:32:08.759
 you cannot deny

00:32:08.759 --> 00:32:10.019
 yourself pick up your

00:32:10.019 --> 00:32:11.119
 cross and follow me

00:32:11.119 --> 00:32:12.039
 if you're not willing

00:32:12.039 --> 00:32:13.440
 to be publicly

00:32:13.440 --> 00:32:14.179
 identified

00:32:14.179 --> 00:32:17.919
 and if you can't do

00:32:17.919 --> 00:32:18.960
 that then you have no

00:32:18.960 --> 00:32:20.259
 part of me you have no

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 part of the salvation

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 that I bring and in the

00:32:23.059 --> 00:32:24.599
 last day when I bring

00:32:24.599 --> 00:32:26.079
 come and bring all

00:32:26.079 --> 00:32:27.379
 who are mine to glory

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 the glory that the

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 father's given me

00:32:29.319 --> 00:32:31.259
 when I finally show up

00:32:31.259 --> 00:32:32.879
 and establish my

00:32:32.879 --> 00:32:33.879
 kingdom in all of its

00:32:33.879 --> 00:32:34.899
 fullness which is still

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 yet to come for us

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 you will not be on the

00:32:39.959 --> 00:32:41.059
 inside but you will be

00:32:41.059 --> 00:32:41.819
 on the outside

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 and I will say I have

00:32:44.019 --> 00:32:45.599
 I don't know you

00:32:45.599 --> 00:32:50.119
 friends are you ashamed

00:32:50.119 --> 00:32:52.599
 of others knowing that

00:32:52.599 --> 00:32:53.599
 you follow Jesus

00:32:53.599 --> 00:32:56.359
 are you ashamed of his

00:32:56.359 --> 00:32:57.000
 teachings

00:32:57.000 --> 00:32:59.359
 are you afraid ashamed

00:32:59.359 --> 00:33:00.959
 of his gospel

00:33:00.959 --> 00:33:07.879
 Jesus says this is what

00:33:07.879 --> 00:33:10.119
 we're to expect when we

00:33:10.119 --> 00:33:12.559
 follow him not a life of

00:33:12.559 --> 00:33:14.299
 ease not a life of

00:33:14.299 --> 00:33:16.379
 comfort not a life of

00:33:16.379 --> 00:33:17.980
 unending and overcoming

00:33:17.980 --> 00:33:19.519
 victory certainly Jesus

00:33:19.519 --> 00:33:21.039
 does amazing things for

00:33:21.039 --> 00:33:23.220
 us but what he calls us

00:33:23.220 --> 00:33:24.900
 to is to deny ourselves

00:33:24.900 --> 00:33:27.379
 pick up his cross walk

00:33:27.379 --> 00:33:28.619
 in a path of suffering

00:33:28.619 --> 00:33:34.079
 and follow him knowing

00:33:34.079 --> 00:33:35.519
 that the reward that is

00:33:35.519 --> 00:33:37.460
 in him and the treasure

00:33:37.460 --> 00:33:38.779
 that we have in him is

00:33:38.779 --> 00:33:40.680
 greater than anything we

00:33:40.680 --> 00:33:42.139
 would seek to preserve or

00:33:42.139 --> 00:33:44.920
 keep if we hold on to

00:33:44.920 --> 00:33:46.180
 the things of this world

00:33:46.180 --> 00:33:50.080
 the pattern of our

00:33:50.080 --> 00:33:52.200
 salvation becomes the

00:33:52.200 --> 00:33:53.380
 pattern of our life as

00:33:53.380 --> 00:33:55.500
 we follow a savior who

00:33:55.500 --> 00:33:59.779
 loved us so much that he

00:33:59.779 --> 00:34:01.340
 left heaven and all the

00:34:01.340 --> 00:34:03.940
 privileges and perks right

00:34:03.940 --> 00:34:06.660
 he who was equal with

00:34:06.660 --> 00:34:08.480
 God did not count equality

00:34:08.480 --> 00:34:09.619
 with God something to be

00:34:09.619 --> 00:34:10.539
 grasped but humbled

00:34:10.539 --> 00:34:12.420
 himself took on the form

00:34:12.420 --> 00:34:14.059
 of a servant became a

00:34:14.059 --> 00:34:16.000
 human being suffered and

00:34:16.000 --> 00:34:17.920
 died on the cross for the

00:34:17.920 --> 00:34:19.039
 salvation of people who

00:34:19.039 --> 00:34:20.099
 didn't even know he had

00:34:20.099 --> 00:34:24.139
 come for them this is the

00:34:24.139 --> 00:34:26.299
 pattern this is the way

00:34:26.299 --> 00:34:28.019
 that we follow because it

00:34:28.019 --> 00:34:30.400
 was Jesus way and we know

00:34:30.400 --> 00:34:31.679
 that he rose from the dead

00:34:31.679 --> 00:34:33.139
 and we know that one day

00:34:33.139 --> 00:34:34.340
 because he has risen from

00:34:34.340 --> 00:34:36.360
 the dead being with him

00:34:36.360 --> 00:34:38.299
 will mean we will be

00:34:38.299 --> 00:34:39.940
 forever with him within the

00:34:39.940 --> 00:34:43.119
 life that he has but let's

00:34:43.119 --> 00:34:46.559
 look to Jesus let's look to

00:34:46.559 --> 00:34:49.079
 Jesus and know that this is

00:34:49.079 --> 00:34:50.159
 what it will mean to follow

00:34:50.159 --> 00:34:51.539
 him let's pray together

00:34:51.539 --> 00:34:56.699
 Lord Jesus we come to you

00:34:56.699 --> 00:34:58.480
 now and we we hear this

00:34:58.480 --> 00:35:00.480
 word and it is a word of

00:35:00.480 --> 00:35:05.359
 challenge to us because we

00:35:05.359 --> 00:35:08.420
 recognize our hearts our

00:35:08.420 --> 00:35:11.199
 hearts are fickle so often

00:35:11.199 --> 00:35:12.659
 we love other things more

00:35:12.659 --> 00:35:14.899
 than we love you so often

00:35:14.899 --> 00:35:16.719
 we are fearful of this

00:35:16.719 --> 00:35:18.879
 world and in doing so we

00:35:18.879 --> 00:35:21.879
 are ashamed of you Lord so

00:35:21.879 --> 00:35:26.460
 often Lord rather than

00:35:26.460 --> 00:35:28.239
 trusting you and walking in

00:35:28.239 --> 00:35:29.779
 faith in the path that you

00:35:29.779 --> 00:35:32.099
 have set Lord we seek to

00:35:32.099 --> 00:35:37.279
 determine our own way God I

00:35:37.279 --> 00:35:38.679
 pray right now by your Holy

00:35:38.679 --> 00:35:40.940
 Spirit Lord that you would

00:35:40.940 --> 00:35:42.719
 reveal to us where this may

00:35:42.719 --> 00:35:43.899
 be true in our own hearts

00:35:43.899 --> 00:35:48.779
 and lives Lord I pray that as

00:35:48.779 --> 00:35:50.460
 we see these things in our

00:35:50.460 --> 00:35:51.839
 hearts that we might surrender

00:35:51.839 --> 00:35:59.759
 them to you Lord I pray

00:35:59.759 --> 00:36:01.319
 these things in Jesus name

00:36:01.319 --> 00:36:02.500
 amen

00:36:02.500 --> 00:36:04.500
 amen

00:36:08.800 --> 00:36:09.519
 amen

00:36:09.519 --> 00:36:12.559
 amen

00:36:12.559 --> 00:36:14.280
 amen

00:36:15.460 --> 00:36:16.199
 amen

00:36:16.199 --> 00:36:16.380
 amen

00:36:16.380 --> 00:36:16.840
 canись

00:36:16.840 --> 00:36:17.360
 please

00:36:17.360 --> 00:36:18.260
 may

00:36:18.260 --> 00:36:22.219
 please

00:36:22.219 --> 00:36:23.059
 أي

00:36:23.059 --> 00:36:23.280
 fish

00:36:23.280 --> 00:36:24.539
 condescension

00:36:24.539 --> 00:36:25.380
 or

00:36:25.400 --> 00:36:26.199
 amen

00:36:26.199 --> 00:36:27.260
 Dawg

00:36:27.260 --> 00:36:27.360
 your

00:36:27.360 --> 00:36:28.400
 c

00:36:28.400 --> 00:36:29.199
 a

00:36:29.199 --> 00:36:30.239
 amen