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 be with you this morning grateful for the leadership in the church

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 and thank you brothers and sisters for the privilege to share god's word with you this

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 morning last monday i came from mission conference in california we have and before that another

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 mission conference mission fist in vancouver british columbia where i have the privilege to

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 share about the ministry and to speak and god willing it's use day this coming begun for almost

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 a month to jordan and gaza and in my way have a few days to speak in holland and share about the

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 ministry so appreciate your prayers um i like if i may uh read a few verses from philippians well-known

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 verses philippians 4 verse 6 to 9 i'm reading from niv

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 don't be anxious about anything but in every situation by prayer and petition with thanksgiving

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 present your request to god and the and the peace of god which transcends all understanding will guard

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 your hearts and your minds in christ jesus finally brothers and sisters whatever is it true whatever

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 is noble whatever is right whatever is pure whatever is lovely whatever is admirable if anything

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 is excellent or praiseworthy think about such things whatever you have learned or received

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 or heard from me or seen in me but it into practice and the god of peace will be with you may god bless his

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 word let us pray just ask god indeed to open our hearts and our minds this morning lord this is uh our

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 prayer this morning and thank you for the blessing to share and the blessing to listen to your word we just

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 pray to pray to open our hearts our minds we pray uh to give us the freedom as uh

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 uh we share and as we listen we pray protection on the meeting and over every one of us forgive us our

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 weaknesses lord jesus our sins cover it under your precious blood and we give you all the honor and all

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 the praise in jesus name amen um i want to share with you this morning about how to maintain

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 or keep god's peace in the midst of pain i was reading uh tim killer book uh walking uh with god um

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 in pain and suffering through pain and suffering and uh there's things i i learned and uh things we went

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 through in our life and ministry and i like to share with you how to maintain god peace

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 in the midst of pain i feel loved one if we lost god's peace in our life i think not much left for us

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 i remember uh as a new believer as a young believer um more uh experienced the peace of god at that time

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 to be honest with you later in life uh when uh more challenges uh more difficulties uh sometimes uh

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 i miss uh for one reason or another god peace and uh i struggled with that and seek the lord and uh

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 i hope what i share with you this morning will help us all uh how to maintain this precious thing in our life

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 different cultures have really to deal with pain and suffering otherwise people will turn to become

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 angry and become bitter if they didn't have answers i'm not saying here we have all the answers

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 about pain and suffering even in our life even as a christian there is no immunity for pain and

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 suffering for the christian our lord jesus um told us in advance and warned us um that there will be

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 cross and there will be tribulation and there will be suffering for those who want to live a godly life

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 um with with the lord uh i want to share with you about uh some of the sources um of pain and the

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 concept of pain in different uh culture and the misconception of pain and suffering why god allow

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 pain and suffering in our life and hopefully how together by the grace of god be able to maintain

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 uh god peace um in the midst of pain uh there is different sources uh of pain and suffering in our life

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 you know so uh prophets 19 talks about laziness where it could cause hunger could be the call one of the

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 cause and also um prophets 11 talks about bad relationships or bad friendship could cause pain and suffering

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 i myself could be the cause uh of that if there's um unwise decisions i made that will cause um

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 pain in my pain in my life um sometimes unfortunately uh in the u.s we hear people enter a school

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 where's kids and uh with a gun and they kill and injured uh many many many students uh sometimes of

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 course if we break the laws of the lord um that will cause suffering in our life sometimes things out of

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 our control if there is a horrible disease unexpected uh could cause pain in our life regardless what is the

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 source um i want to say probably not all of us this morning here uh at at present time experience pain and

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 suffering but maybe in the past you you did uh and maybe some of us now experience pain and some of us

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 probably in the future so all of us in way or another loved one experience this kind of pain what is the

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 concept of pain you know um in buddhism will say the cause of pain it's because we live in materialistic

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 a word and that is a natural result of the world we live in um that people experience pain

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 uh hundurism will say karma which um the pain that you experience now in your life it's because as a result

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 of a previous life or sinful life you lived before and now you're paying the price of your previous uh sins

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 islam will say um don't ask just if god want to do it you know submit and um just take it don't question

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 it even uh other people will say the cause of pain uh sometimes because of certain desires in your life

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 and that uh disappointment which you experience because these desires is not fulfilled that cause

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 this kind of pain in the west they say because we live in a material world and naturally this is the

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 result but they didn't see unfortunately the spiritual uh extent of uh the pain and suffering in

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 christianity we see the cause of pain start in genesis 3 um where verse 15 to verse uh 19 because of sin

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 and we see that the land or the earth will produce start to produce thorns and the man will go through

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 a pain as he provide for his own family and mothers will experience pain as they give birth but there's

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 misconception about uh about pain um you remember in the life of job the first thing

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 his friends told him when they saw the pain and the suffering in the life of jail of job they said job you must did

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 something horrible that these things happened to you and we know what they what they said wasn't right

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 if you remember in john 9 when um the disciple asked jesus when you they saw the boy who born blind

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 and they asked uh the question uh the question who have sinned that this boy born blind and of course jesus

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 respond neither not the boy not the parents that sinned that the boy born the blind because there's

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 misconception and bad heresy at that time in the tradition the jewish tradition they think that the baby

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 in his mother womb could even sin this is why i asked jesus the question who have sinned you know the

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 boy or his mothers and we see the response of jesus that the lord will be glorified in all of that

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 even paul who wrote almost half of the new testament by the power of the holy spirit

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 he experienced some pain and suffering or some disability in his own life and some um uh theologians see

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 maybe it's like in his walk or in his sight so i cannot say you know that um the things um we see

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 that always because of uh certain sin why god allow suffering in our life again we didn't really have

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 all the answers and sometimes we have more questions than answer why god allow pain and suffering in our

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 life somebody give this illustration why as a parent you allow your um your child who is two years old to take

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 a painful shot and you allow him to do that of course simply because um your concept and your maturity as a parent

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 who's 30 years old or 40 years old is much more than your uh child who's two years old how much more our heavenly father

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 um who's um whose all wisdom that he allow us sometimes to go through pain and suffering veganism will say

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 pain will not bring you closer to god but christianity teach us pain is essential to our faith the scripture

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 said in philippians chapter one we're not only called to believe in him but to suffer for him and as i said

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 our lord jesus many times warned us that there will be a cross and there will be suffering c.s lewis said

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 god whisper to us in our pleasures god whisper to us in our pleasures speak to our conscious but he scream

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 or shout if you will in our pain

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 and we know loved one our faith will be tested not when everything is going fine but our faith will

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 be tested in the most difficult time of our life this is why james chapter one verse two he said consider

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 it all joy loved one when you go through different kind of tribulation because he said the testing of

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 your faith and the word testing at the time of james is used to examine the coin if it's genuine or false

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 and this is the time when my faith and your faith will be tested to see if it's real or not and then

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 he said the testing of your faith will produce perseverance and if perseverance you pass that test

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 you will have this virtue of patience and then you'll be lacking nothing and you become more

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 like a man or woman of god and also pain and suffering will build our character

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 and this is what romans five said that suffering produce perseverance and perseverance will produce

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 character that you become the man of character that the lord want you to be a man of integrity honesty

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 relationship with other and to be the person he wants you to be and then he's a character will produce hope

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 and hope will never disappoint you because the love of god is born in our life

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 why the lord allow pain and suffering because in the time of pain and suffering if we handle it in the way that the lord want us to do

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 to do that we will discover the treasure of darkness and this is what we see in isaiah 45 verse 3

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 and maybe you wonder if there is a treasure in darkness i want to say in that difficult time when you go

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 through you will see the lord in a way probably you didn't see him before or you experience him in a way it's very unique and you will learn lessons that

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 probably you will not learn in any other way why the lord allow us to go through that i want to say

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 because he know you very well when the lord allow job to go through all the difficulties as you know where he lost his wealth and health and family

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 he knew job very well more than we knew ourselves and he see that what how much job will bear

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 um um and also the lord see how job will be after he will go through that fire

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 he knew how much he can handle and how much he cannot

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 and simply also that the lord allow us to go through that because

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 then we able to comfort others who will go through similar things that we went through and we experience

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 that that the people who can really understand our pain the one who really went through something

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 similar or the same thing we went through and also i want to say suffering that the lord allow it because

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 it will teach us even how to pray if you remember in romans 8 it said there is time we didn't know how to pray

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 there is time we didn't know what to say especially if we go through agony and this it says romans 8 that the

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 holy spirit which lives inside of us will take that groaning that agony that pain that hurt that

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 grief the holy spirit will take that and put it in front of the loving god who understand the language of the spirit

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 and he respond according to our need also suffering i want to say prepare us to heaven

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 romans 8 17 if we share in his suffering we will share in his glory

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 the present suffering is no way to compare with the glory which will be revealed in us second

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 corinthians 4 16 to 17 therefore we don't lose heart though outwardly we are wasting away yet

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 unworldly we are being renewed day by day for our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal

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 glory that far outweighs them all again the question how loved one to keep god's peace in the midst of suffering

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 i know some of us went through a lot of life and if we have a chance this morning to share

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 many of you only god knows what you went through but i want to say loved one what you went through or what i

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 went through it's about consider 10 percent

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 90 percent but 90 percent it depends how i deal with the things which happened to me which is more

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 important do i become a better person do i start to complain or i seek the lord in the midst of pain

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 what you want to show me lord i want to pose i want to kneel i want to throw myself in your presence i want to listen to you

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 in spite of the pain help me how to deal with it how to become a better servant how to become a better man

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 we as a christian loved one not only believe infinitive god you know other religion stop there that they believe in infinitive god god is there far away

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 but we as a christian and only we see it in christianity we believe not only infinitive god but we believe in personal god

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 what if we believe in god

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 what if we believe in god who just have all the authority

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 and he can do anything and everything he's so powerful but he didn't feel with us

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 what about if we believe just got a god who's really feel with us as a human being

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 but he's not able not capable to do not powerful enough we see in the christianity the god we

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 believe in not only have all the authority all the power to do but also he is god who suffer

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 i like sometimes to talk about god who serve

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 a servant god if you will and we see god is not with all the authority but god also

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 who suffer with us

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 only in christianity

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 in veganism they didn't see they didn't believe divinity can be unite with the human bodies but only

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 just

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 in christ the logos the eternal word of god

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 the son who's always in the true and father son and holy spirit one being three person

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 only

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 in christ that eternal word of god became a flesh and it will among us

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 yes john 1 and john 1 14 i want to say jesus experienced pain

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 in the cross the suffering god

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 when jesus was on the cross loved one for the first time ever

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 where is the true god always united

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 on the cross

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 there was i didn't want to say separation between the son and the father but there's

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 were kind of a crack in the relationship in the fellowship of the father and the son where jesus said this

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 word

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 my god my god why you have forsaken me for the first time the son experienced this

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 emotional pain which is so deep and for the first time for a while the son

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 lost his peace

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 with the father he lost that peace to give you and give me that peace in the darkest hour of our life

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 life

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 and jesus

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 became

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 not only bear our sins on the cross but he became sin for us can you imagine that he took our iniquities and

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 give us

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 his forgiveness took our sin and give us

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 his righteousness

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 his forgiveness

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 how to keep

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 the peace of god

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 in the midst of pain

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 i want to say as a christian if we lost

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 god the presence

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 if we lost god peace in the midst of

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 pain and the challenges and suffering and persecution

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 i didn't know what how much left for us

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 and my prayer for you and for me god help me give me the discipline

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 give me the trust give me it train my mind the train my heart

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 how in the darkest hour of my life

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 to continue to experience your peace and your presence which is the most precious thing for me

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 in my journey of life and in my journey of faith

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 tim color

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 share a few things i think very helpful

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 don't ever

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 put your ultimate hope

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 in this life in anything which will be out of your control

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 our ultimate hope

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 in the living god

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 but if i

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 shift and just put my ultimate hope in things in this life that i don't have control over

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 that's easy if something happen to these things i will lose god peace

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 all of us

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 love

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 love

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 our families

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 very dear to our hearts

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 we're willing to do everything and anything for our families

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 but i want if i put my ultimate hope

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 in my family

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 and god forbid if something happened to them

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 that out of my control

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 which i cannot control

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 and if it's happened then i very easily be

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 leave

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 or lose god peace

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 in my life

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 same thing with your profession or your career

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 your success

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 if you're able in this life

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 to accomplish certain things

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 things

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 and you have certain success

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 but

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 you're not always able to keep

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 that accomplishment and that success

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 so if your ultimate hope

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 in your profession or in your career

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 god forbid if something happen

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 then very easy you will lose

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 god peace in your life

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 tim color talks about two men young men in his church

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 and he said both of these two young men

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 engaged

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 of course each engaged to a lady

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 and what's happened to both of them

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 his fiance each one said no i cannot continue

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 the first one it was very difficult for him because he put all his dreams ultimate hope in this young lady

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 he engaged to that one day they will get married and have their family they have and when she said no i cannot continue

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 he wasn't able to accept that

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 because he put all his hopes in this

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 and it was very difficult for him

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 it destroyed him

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 and turned to drugs

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 and become addicted

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 but the other person

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 it was very painful for him

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 too but

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 because his ultimate hope it was in the living god

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 he was able to handle it

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 it will be okay yes it hurts

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 yes it's painful

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 but god will help me

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 he walk alongside of me in the midst of my pain and suffering

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 and then he talks about another two young men

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 both of them pursue

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 want to pursue to become actors

00:27:09.299 --> 00:27:16.659
 and their dream that they will get this interview where hopefully they be involved in a certain film

00:27:16.660 --> 00:27:21.860
 and that film will be the stage that probably after that they become popular

00:27:23.220 --> 00:27:24.340
 and the story said

00:27:25.620 --> 00:27:30.420
 both of them went to the interview and unfortunately both of them been rejected

00:27:32.100 --> 00:27:39.460
 one of them again it was very difficult and destroyed him because his ultimate hope was

00:27:39.460 --> 00:27:41.380
 if i get that

00:27:41.380 --> 00:27:43.299
 the other person

00:27:43.299 --> 00:27:46.259
 again was able to overcome

00:27:47.380 --> 00:27:49.860
 because his ultimate hope was in the living god

00:27:55.380 --> 00:27:59.299
 how to keep god peace in the midst of pain

00:27:59.299 --> 00:28:03.940
 we need to rearrange our priorities in life loved one

00:28:03.940 --> 00:28:07.860
 our faith in the living god first

00:28:07.860 --> 00:28:09.299
 our family

00:28:10.259 --> 00:28:10.500
 then

00:28:10.500 --> 00:28:13.380
 to know the lord better and to make him

00:28:14.259 --> 00:28:14.660
 known

00:28:15.380 --> 00:28:16.980
 and i try to remind myself

00:28:18.180 --> 00:28:21.539
 when i go through tough time and maybe you heard me saying this before

00:28:23.299 --> 00:28:25.700
 hannah which is bigger your problem

00:28:26.580 --> 00:28:27.380
 or your god

00:28:27.380 --> 00:28:29.940
 which is

00:28:29.940 --> 00:28:31.540
 more difficult

00:28:32.100 --> 00:28:33.460
 the challenge you facing

00:28:34.020 --> 00:28:34.340
 now

00:28:34.340 --> 00:28:35.780
 or your faith

00:28:36.580 --> 00:28:37.540
 you know loved one

00:28:38.020 --> 00:28:40.500
 if i make my problem bigger than my god

00:28:40.500 --> 00:28:41.300
 i'm in trouble

00:28:41.860 --> 00:28:44.420
 but if i see things in the right perspective

00:28:44.980 --> 00:28:46.420
 everything will be okay

00:28:46.420 --> 00:28:48.020
 to know who's my god is

00:28:49.140 --> 00:28:50.580
 his purpose in my life

00:28:50.580 --> 00:28:52.100
 his will in my life

00:28:52.100 --> 00:28:55.140
 and who i am as the child of god

00:28:57.380 --> 00:29:01.460
 in the midst

00:29:02.660 --> 00:29:03.220
 of pain

00:29:04.020 --> 00:29:06.260
 i never forget the story

00:29:08.100 --> 00:29:10.340
 of maybe you heard it

00:29:10.340 --> 00:29:11.060
 spofford

00:29:11.940 --> 00:29:12.340
 who is

00:29:13.700 --> 00:29:14.660
 american lawyer

00:29:15.380 --> 00:29:18.340
 in 1871 he lost all his business

00:29:19.220 --> 00:29:20.340
 in chicago fire

00:29:22.740 --> 00:29:26.900
 and after two hours he was able to get some of his business back and

00:29:27.380 --> 00:29:33.220
 he sent his wife anna and his four little girls to london

00:29:34.260 --> 00:29:35.380
 and the story said

00:29:36.980 --> 00:29:39.300
 why we are in the atlantic ocean

00:29:40.500 --> 00:29:42.980
 their ship it's hit by another ship

00:29:43.780 --> 00:29:46.260
 and their ship start to be to sink

00:29:46.259 --> 00:29:47.460
 down

00:29:47.460 --> 00:29:50.579
 what this godly mother did

00:29:51.539 --> 00:29:52.259
 she hold

00:29:52.259 --> 00:29:53.779
 the hands

00:29:53.779 --> 00:29:56.019
 of her four daughters

00:29:56.819 --> 00:29:58.900
 and she start to pray

00:30:00.660 --> 00:30:02.660
 as the ship going down

00:30:03.299 --> 00:30:05.059
 and the waves scattered

00:30:05.859 --> 00:30:06.660
 the family

00:30:06.660 --> 00:30:09.460
 the four daughters

00:30:09.460 --> 00:30:09.540
 the four daughters

00:30:09.540 --> 00:30:10.740
 drawn

00:30:10.740 --> 00:30:12.420
 and died

00:30:13.380 --> 00:30:15.700
 they found anna the mother unconscious

00:30:16.259 --> 00:30:16.580
 floating

00:30:17.620 --> 00:30:18.580
 on the water

00:30:19.700 --> 00:30:20.500
 and rescued

00:30:20.900 --> 00:30:21.620
 by a ship

00:30:22.500 --> 00:30:23.779
 they brought her to london

00:30:23.779 --> 00:30:25.779
 and then

00:30:29.460 --> 00:30:32.579
 she sent very short message to her husband

00:30:33.539 --> 00:30:34.420
 in two words

00:30:35.779 --> 00:30:37.139
 saved alone

00:30:38.180 --> 00:30:39.299
 saved alone

00:30:40.740 --> 00:30:41.940
 the grieving father

00:30:43.379 --> 00:30:45.460
 took a ship from the states

00:30:45.460 --> 00:30:47.380
 through the atlantic

00:30:47.380 --> 00:30:48.259
 went

00:30:48.259 --> 00:30:49.539
 to pick up

00:30:50.579 --> 00:30:51.620
 his wife anna

00:30:51.620 --> 00:30:52.740
 to bring her back home

00:30:54.579 --> 00:30:56.100
 when the ship he was on

00:30:57.140 --> 00:30:58.019
 getting close

00:30:58.660 --> 00:31:00.019
 to the international water

00:31:00.420 --> 00:31:01.140
 in france

00:31:01.860 --> 00:31:03.140
 the captain of that ship

00:31:04.819 --> 00:31:05.140
 said

00:31:07.299 --> 00:31:08.180
 to the father

00:31:08.819 --> 00:31:09.220
 here

00:31:09.860 --> 00:31:11.620
 was your four daughters

00:31:12.579 --> 00:31:13.140
 drawn

00:31:13.140 --> 00:31:14.420
 and died

00:31:14.420 --> 00:31:17.380
 the godly man

00:31:18.420 --> 00:31:19.300
 start to wrote

00:31:19.300 --> 00:31:20.340
 the song

00:31:20.740 --> 00:31:21.700
 where he said

00:31:22.259 --> 00:31:23.460
 the peace of god

00:31:23.460 --> 00:31:24.100
 is running

00:31:24.500 --> 00:31:25.220
 like a river

00:31:26.580 --> 00:31:28.020
 all my sins

00:31:29.220 --> 00:31:30.420
 all my sins

00:31:30.420 --> 00:31:31.460
 been nailed

00:31:31.460 --> 00:31:32.259
 on the cross

00:31:33.540 --> 00:31:34.340
 and the question

00:31:34.340 --> 00:31:35.700
 what makes this man

00:31:37.220 --> 00:31:37.940
 write

00:31:37.940 --> 00:31:38.820
 a song

00:31:39.140 --> 00:31:39.700
 like this

00:31:40.259 --> 00:31:40.980
 any person

00:31:40.980 --> 00:31:42.100
 in his position

00:31:42.099 --> 00:31:43.539
 either

00:31:43.539 --> 00:31:44.500
 he will feel

00:31:44.500 --> 00:31:44.980
 guilty

00:31:44.980 --> 00:31:45.939
 that what's

00:31:45.939 --> 00:31:46.819
 happened to him

00:31:46.819 --> 00:31:48.019
 and to his family

00:31:48.019 --> 00:31:48.659
 as a punishment

00:31:48.659 --> 00:31:49.299
 of god

00:31:50.419 --> 00:31:51.219
 this is why

00:31:51.219 --> 00:31:51.619
 he

00:31:51.619 --> 00:31:53.059
 cried out

00:31:53.059 --> 00:31:54.019
 that all

00:31:54.019 --> 00:31:54.819
 my sins

00:31:55.619 --> 00:31:56.259
 nailed on

00:31:56.259 --> 00:31:56.740
 the cross

00:32:00.019 --> 00:32:00.819
 and also

00:32:02.339 --> 00:32:02.899
 he could

00:32:02.899 --> 00:32:04.179
 turn bitter

00:32:04.179 --> 00:32:05.299
 against god

00:32:05.299 --> 00:32:06.179
 why are you doing

00:32:06.179 --> 00:32:07.139
 this to me

00:32:07.139 --> 00:32:08.259
 but he say

00:32:08.259 --> 00:32:09.699
 the peace of god

00:32:09.699 --> 00:32:10.419
 is coming

00:32:10.420 --> 00:32:11.380
 like a river

00:32:11.380 --> 00:32:13.060
 on my

00:32:13.060 --> 00:32:13.860
 life

00:32:13.860 --> 00:32:17.060
 i want

00:32:17.060 --> 00:32:17.539
 to say

00:32:17.539 --> 00:32:18.740
 when you go

00:32:18.740 --> 00:32:19.700
 through a tough time

00:32:19.700 --> 00:32:20.900
 speak to your soul

00:32:21.460 --> 00:32:22.340
 and this is what

00:32:22.340 --> 00:32:23.140
 psalm 42

00:32:23.140 --> 00:32:23.700
 says

00:32:23.700 --> 00:32:25.140
 why

00:32:25.140 --> 00:32:26.500
 my soul

00:32:26.500 --> 00:32:26.900
 you are

00:32:26.900 --> 00:32:28.180
 casting

00:32:28.180 --> 00:32:28.740
 down

00:32:28.740 --> 00:32:29.620
 why you

00:32:29.620 --> 00:32:30.900
 the agony

00:32:30.900 --> 00:32:32.259
 why you groaning

00:32:32.259 --> 00:32:32.900
 in me

00:32:32.900 --> 00:32:33.860
 my hope

00:32:33.860 --> 00:32:34.820
 in the living god

00:32:34.820 --> 00:32:36.340
 speak to your soul

00:32:36.339 --> 00:32:39.279
 and don't allow

00:32:39.279 --> 00:32:39.959
 your soul

00:32:39.959 --> 00:32:40.980
 speak to you

00:32:40.980 --> 00:32:42.339
 but speak

00:32:42.339 --> 00:32:42.819
 god

00:32:42.819 --> 00:32:43.299
 word

00:32:43.299 --> 00:32:43.659
 god

00:32:43.659 --> 00:32:44.259
 promises

00:32:44.259 --> 00:32:45.679
 to your soul

00:32:45.679 --> 00:32:46.459
 and you can

00:32:46.459 --> 00:32:46.919
 express

00:32:46.919 --> 00:32:48.179
 your emotions

00:32:48.179 --> 00:32:49.559
 and your tears

00:32:49.559 --> 00:32:50.439
 in the presence

00:32:50.439 --> 00:32:51.500
 of god

00:32:51.500 --> 00:32:52.059
 and we see

00:32:52.059 --> 00:32:52.959
 this is in the life

00:32:52.959 --> 00:32:53.519
 of jesus

00:32:53.519 --> 00:32:54.459
 where at least

00:32:54.459 --> 00:32:55.039
 the scripture

00:32:55.039 --> 00:32:56.679
 mentioned three times

00:32:56.679 --> 00:32:57.619
 where jesus

00:32:57.619 --> 00:32:58.299
 cried

00:32:58.299 --> 00:32:59.240
 as we know

00:32:59.240 --> 00:33:00.079
 in the front of

00:33:00.079 --> 00:33:00.819
 lazarus tomb

00:33:00.819 --> 00:33:01.579
 when he was in

00:33:01.579 --> 00:33:02.119
 gethsemane

00:33:02.119 --> 00:33:02.779
 before he went

00:33:02.779 --> 00:33:03.279
 to the cross

00:33:03.279 --> 00:33:04.220
 and also

00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:05.379
 over jerusalem

00:33:05.380 --> 00:33:09.380
 the words

00:33:09.380 --> 00:33:10.040
 i just read

00:33:10.040 --> 00:33:10.640
 to you

00:33:10.640 --> 00:33:11.940
 in philippians

00:33:11.940 --> 00:33:12.660
 4

00:33:12.660 --> 00:33:13.060
 6

00:33:13.060 --> 00:33:13.620
 to 9

00:33:13.620 --> 00:33:16.620
 i call

00:33:16.620 --> 00:33:17.260
 this is

00:33:17.260 --> 00:33:19.460
 a divine

00:33:19.460 --> 00:33:20.300
 prescription

00:33:20.300 --> 00:33:22.020
 for our

00:33:22.020 --> 00:33:22.700
 souls

00:33:22.700 --> 00:33:23.900
 and our

00:33:23.900 --> 00:33:24.540
 spirits

00:33:24.540 --> 00:33:26.120
 where he

00:33:26.120 --> 00:33:26.460
 say

00:33:26.460 --> 00:33:27.220
 don't be

00:33:27.220 --> 00:33:27.680
 anxious

00:33:27.680 --> 00:33:28.220
 about

00:33:28.220 --> 00:33:28.840
 anything

00:33:28.840 --> 00:33:30.340
 i want

00:33:30.340 --> 00:33:30.620
 to say

00:33:30.620 --> 00:33:31.140
 when the lord

00:33:31.140 --> 00:33:31.620
 gives this

00:33:31.620 --> 00:33:32.000
 kind of

00:33:32.000 --> 00:33:32.400
 order

00:33:32.400 --> 00:33:33.600
 because he

00:33:33.600 --> 00:33:33.960
 is the

00:33:33.960 --> 00:33:34.260
 one

00:33:34.260 --> 00:33:34.760
 who

00:33:34.760 --> 00:33:35.260
 created

00:33:35.259 --> 00:33:35.759
 us

00:33:35.759 --> 00:33:36.759
 he's

00:33:36.759 --> 00:33:37.039
 the one

00:33:37.039 --> 00:33:37.200
 who

00:33:37.200 --> 00:33:37.680
 designed

00:33:37.680 --> 00:33:38.140
 us

00:33:38.140 --> 00:33:39.339
 he knows

00:33:39.339 --> 00:33:39.740
 what is

00:33:39.740 --> 00:33:40.079
 good

00:33:40.079 --> 00:33:41.539
 for us

00:33:41.539 --> 00:33:42.140
 and he

00:33:42.140 --> 00:33:42.660
 whisper

00:33:42.660 --> 00:33:45.180
 to everyone

00:33:45.180 --> 00:33:46.099
 of us

00:33:46.099 --> 00:33:46.819
 my son

00:33:46.819 --> 00:33:47.619
 don't allow

00:33:47.619 --> 00:33:48.420
 anxiety

00:33:48.420 --> 00:33:49.160
 don't allow

00:33:49.160 --> 00:33:49.960
 anxious

00:33:49.960 --> 00:33:51.099
 or worries

00:33:51.099 --> 00:33:52.019
 control

00:33:52.019 --> 00:33:53.079
 your life

00:33:53.079 --> 00:33:54.859
 lord what

00:33:54.859 --> 00:33:55.279
 you want

00:33:55.279 --> 00:33:55.960
 me to do

00:33:55.960 --> 00:33:57.599
 there is a

00:33:57.599 --> 00:33:58.180
 replacement

00:33:58.180 --> 00:33:59.779
 instead of

00:33:59.779 --> 00:34:00.680
 anxious

00:34:00.680 --> 00:34:01.279
 anxiety

00:34:01.279 --> 00:34:02.480
 he said

00:34:02.480 --> 00:34:03.180
 by a

00:34:03.180 --> 00:34:03.579
 prayer

00:34:03.579 --> 00:34:04.579
 handle

00:34:04.579 --> 00:34:04.599
 handle

00:34:04.599 --> 00:34:04.759
 handle

00:34:04.759 --> 00:34:05.679
 your

00:34:05.679 --> 00:34:06.460
 anxiety

00:34:06.460 --> 00:34:07.139
 handle

00:34:07.139 --> 00:34:07.480
 your

00:34:07.480 --> 00:34:08.299
 worries

00:34:08.299 --> 00:34:09.039
 through

00:34:09.039 --> 00:34:09.699
 prayer

00:34:09.699 --> 00:34:10.519
 even if

00:34:10.519 --> 00:34:10.900
 you pray

00:34:10.900 --> 00:34:11.619
 the scripture

00:34:11.619 --> 00:34:12.599
 in the

00:34:12.599 --> 00:34:12.980
 presence

00:34:12.980 --> 00:34:13.699
 of god

00:34:13.699 --> 00:34:14.340
 the two

00:34:14.340 --> 00:34:14.799
 things

00:34:14.799 --> 00:34:16.259
 anxious

00:34:16.259 --> 00:34:17.599
 or worries

00:34:17.599 --> 00:34:18.679
 and prayer

00:34:18.679 --> 00:34:19.420
 is contradict

00:34:19.420 --> 00:34:19.940
 but

00:34:19.940 --> 00:34:21.239
 this is how

00:34:21.239 --> 00:34:21.719
 we need

00:34:21.719 --> 00:34:22.319
 to handle

00:34:22.319 --> 00:34:22.679
 it

00:34:22.679 --> 00:34:23.400
 life is

00:34:23.400 --> 00:34:24.179
 so fragile

00:34:24.179 --> 00:34:25.259
 handle it

00:34:25.259 --> 00:34:25.579
 with a

00:34:25.579 --> 00:34:25.940
 prayer

00:34:25.940 --> 00:34:27.119
 prayer

00:34:27.119 --> 00:34:27.779
 and

00:34:27.779 --> 00:34:28.579
 thanksgiving

00:34:28.579 --> 00:34:32.039
 and then

00:34:32.039 --> 00:34:32.440
 he said

00:34:32.440 --> 00:34:32.940
 the result

00:34:32.940 --> 00:34:33.319
 will be

00:34:33.319 --> 00:34:33.779
 the peace

00:34:33.779 --> 00:34:34.519
 of god

00:34:34.519 --> 00:34:35.219
 which

00:34:35.219 --> 00:34:35.940
 more than

00:34:35.940 --> 00:34:36.299
 you can

00:34:36.299 --> 00:34:36.779
 comprehend

00:34:36.779 --> 00:34:37.940
 will guard

00:34:37.940 --> 00:34:38.659
 your heart

00:34:38.659 --> 00:34:39.259
 and the

00:34:39.259 --> 00:34:39.559
 word

00:34:39.559 --> 00:34:40.139
 guard

00:34:40.139 --> 00:34:40.980
 in the

00:34:40.980 --> 00:34:41.259
 greek

00:34:41.259 --> 00:34:41.659
 here

00:34:41.659 --> 00:34:42.299
 it's

00:34:42.299 --> 00:34:42.619
 used

00:34:42.619 --> 00:34:43.019
 to

00:34:43.019 --> 00:34:43.699
 protect

00:34:43.699 --> 00:34:44.340
 the city

00:34:44.340 --> 00:34:45.239
 from the

00:34:45.239 --> 00:34:45.719
 attacks

00:34:45.719 --> 00:34:46.139
 of the

00:34:46.139 --> 00:34:46.539
 enemy

00:34:46.539 --> 00:34:47.279
 because

00:34:47.279 --> 00:34:47.799
 as you

00:34:47.799 --> 00:34:48.079
 know

00:34:48.079 --> 00:34:48.539
 this is

00:34:48.539 --> 00:34:49.139
 the battle

00:34:49.139 --> 00:34:50.000
 where the

00:34:50.000 --> 00:34:50.579
 evil one

00:34:50.579 --> 00:34:51.079
 can

00:34:51.079 --> 00:34:52.000
 attack

00:34:52.000 --> 00:34:52.380
 us

00:34:52.380 --> 00:34:52.659
 through

00:34:52.659 --> 00:34:52.920
 our

00:34:52.920 --> 00:34:53.299
 thoughts

00:34:53.299 --> 00:34:53.719
 and

00:34:53.719 --> 00:34:53.980
 through

00:34:53.980 --> 00:34:54.319
 our

00:34:54.319 --> 00:34:54.980
 minds

00:34:54.980 --> 00:34:55.360
 but

00:34:55.360 --> 00:34:55.539
 the

00:34:55.539 --> 00:34:55.820
 lord

00:34:55.820 --> 00:34:56.380
 will

00:34:56.380 --> 00:34:57.019
 siege

00:34:57.019 --> 00:34:57.320
 and

00:34:57.320 --> 00:34:57.860
 protect

00:34:57.860 --> 00:34:58.159
 your

00:34:58.159 --> 00:34:58.699
 mind

00:34:58.699 --> 00:34:58.920
 and

00:34:58.920 --> 00:34:59.159
 your

00:34:59.159 --> 00:34:59.599
 thought

00:34:59.599 --> 00:35:00.179
 as

00:35:00.179 --> 00:35:00.340
 you

00:35:00.340 --> 00:35:00.740
 handle

00:35:00.740 --> 00:35:01.139
 it

00:35:01.139 --> 00:35:02.039
 with

00:35:02.039 --> 00:35:02.860
 prayer

00:35:02.860 --> 00:35:03.420
 and

00:35:03.420 --> 00:35:04.119
 thanksgiving

00:35:04.119 --> 00:35:04.900
 before

00:35:04.900 --> 00:35:05.360
 the

00:35:05.360 --> 00:35:05.619
 lord

00:35:05.619 --> 00:35:06.679
 and

00:35:06.679 --> 00:35:06.880
 then

00:35:06.880 --> 00:35:07.099
 we

00:35:07.099 --> 00:35:07.480
 see

00:35:07.480 --> 00:35:08.280
 what

00:35:08.280 --> 00:35:08.480
 the

00:35:08.480 --> 00:35:08.679
 lord

00:35:08.679 --> 00:35:08.940
 wants

00:35:08.940 --> 00:35:09.119
 us

00:35:09.119 --> 00:35:09.300
 to

00:35:09.300 --> 00:35:09.820
 think

00:35:09.820 --> 00:35:10.440
 about

00:35:10.440 --> 00:35:10.980
 to

00:35:10.980 --> 00:35:11.460
 overcome

00:35:11.460 --> 00:35:12.159
 and

00:35:12.159 --> 00:35:12.320
 to

00:35:12.320 --> 00:35:12.559
 keep

00:35:12.559 --> 00:35:12.780
 the

00:35:12.780 --> 00:35:13.280
 peace

00:35:13.280 --> 00:35:13.960
 to

00:35:13.960 --> 00:35:14.300
 think

00:35:14.300 --> 00:35:14.619
 in

00:35:14.619 --> 00:35:15.519
 like

00:35:15.519 --> 00:35:15.719
 what

00:35:15.719 --> 00:35:15.900
 it

00:35:15.900 --> 00:35:16.119
 say

00:35:16.119 --> 00:35:16.360
 is

00:35:16.360 --> 00:35:16.780
 noble

00:35:16.780 --> 00:35:17.380
 whatever

00:35:17.380 --> 00:35:18.000
 right

00:35:18.000 --> 00:35:18.340
 what's

00:35:18.340 --> 00:35:18.740
 pure

00:35:18.740 --> 00:35:19.380
 what's

00:35:19.380 --> 00:35:19.860
 lovely

00:35:19.860 --> 00:35:21.000
 admirable

00:35:21.000 --> 00:35:22.960
 praiseworthy

00:35:22.960 --> 00:35:28.000
 one of

00:35:28.000 --> 00:35:28.119
 the

00:35:28.119 --> 00:35:28.559
 things

00:35:28.559 --> 00:35:30.519
 was

00:35:30.519 --> 00:35:30.920
 difficult

00:35:30.920 --> 00:35:31.240
 for

00:35:31.240 --> 00:35:31.720
 us

00:35:31.720 --> 00:35:36.240
 and

00:35:36.240 --> 00:35:36.420
 we

00:35:36.420 --> 00:35:36.820
 need

00:35:36.820 --> 00:35:37.240
 to

00:35:37.240 --> 00:35:37.519
 deal

00:35:37.519 --> 00:35:37.900
 with

00:35:37.900 --> 00:35:38.260
 it

00:35:38.260 --> 00:35:39.199
 reconstruct

00:35:39.199 --> 00:35:40.079
 our

00:35:40.079 --> 00:35:40.539
 thoughts

00:35:40.539 --> 00:35:41.220
 sometimes

00:35:41.220 --> 00:35:42.260
 and if

00:35:42.260 --> 00:35:42.420
 you

00:35:42.420 --> 00:35:42.659
 will

00:35:42.659 --> 00:35:43.079
 to

00:35:43.079 --> 00:35:43.639
 reconstruct

00:35:43.639 --> 00:35:44.679
 our

00:35:44.679 --> 00:35:45.260
 minds

00:35:45.260 --> 00:35:48.159
 all

00:35:48.159 --> 00:35:48.300
 of

00:35:48.300 --> 00:35:48.639
 us

00:35:48.639 --> 00:35:49.199
 believe

00:35:49.199 --> 00:35:49.639
 certain

00:35:49.639 --> 00:35:50.280
 things

00:35:50.280 --> 00:35:52.220
 and

00:35:52.219 --> 00:35:52.559
 we

00:35:52.559 --> 00:35:53.000
 heard

00:35:53.000 --> 00:35:53.879
 if

00:35:53.879 --> 00:35:54.039
 you

00:35:54.039 --> 00:35:54.419
 didn't

00:35:54.419 --> 00:35:54.639
 meet

00:35:54.639 --> 00:35:54.819
 the

00:35:54.819 --> 00:35:55.339
 criteria

00:35:55.339 --> 00:35:56.480
 or

00:35:56.480 --> 00:35:56.679
 if

00:35:56.679 --> 00:35:56.799
 you

00:35:56.799 --> 00:35:57.039
 didn't

00:35:57.039 --> 00:35:57.239
 meet

00:35:57.239 --> 00:35:57.439
 the

00:35:57.439 --> 00:35:57.919
 standard

00:35:57.919 --> 00:35:58.739
 there

00:35:58.739 --> 00:35:58.879
 is

00:35:58.879 --> 00:35:59.219
 something

00:35:59.219 --> 00:35:59.619
 wrong

00:35:59.619 --> 00:36:00.000
 on

00:36:00.000 --> 00:36:00.319
 you

00:36:00.319 --> 00:36:01.379
 you

00:36:01.379 --> 00:36:01.579
 know

00:36:01.579 --> 00:36:01.939
 we

00:36:01.939 --> 00:36:02.319
 believe

00:36:02.319 --> 00:36:02.719
 certain

00:36:02.719 --> 00:36:03.359
 things

00:36:03.359 --> 00:36:04.059
 but

00:36:04.059 --> 00:36:04.239
 when

00:36:04.239 --> 00:36:04.399
 we

00:36:04.399 --> 00:36:04.619
 come

00:36:04.619 --> 00:36:04.779
 to

00:36:04.779 --> 00:36:05.019
 real

00:36:05.019 --> 00:36:05.299
 life

00:36:05.299 --> 00:36:05.459
 to

00:36:05.459 --> 00:36:05.939
 implement

00:36:05.939 --> 00:36:06.179
 it

00:36:06.179 --> 00:36:06.500
 sometimes

00:36:06.500 --> 00:36:06.839
 maybe

00:36:06.839 --> 00:36:07.079
 we

00:36:07.079 --> 00:36:07.359
 feel

00:36:07.359 --> 00:36:08.039
 shortcoming

00:36:08.039 --> 00:36:08.779
 and

00:36:08.779 --> 00:36:08.980
 then

00:36:08.980 --> 00:36:09.159
 we

00:36:09.159 --> 00:36:09.539
 feel

00:36:09.539 --> 00:36:09.759
 we

00:36:09.759 --> 00:36:09.879
 are

00:36:09.879 --> 00:36:10.079
 not

00:36:10.079 --> 00:36:11.799
 good

00:36:11.799 --> 00:36:12.179
 enough

00:36:12.179 --> 00:36:12.919
 and

00:36:12.919 --> 00:36:13.099
 then

00:36:13.099 --> 00:36:13.239
 we

00:36:13.239 --> 00:36:13.480
 start

00:36:13.480 --> 00:36:13.619
 to

00:36:13.619 --> 00:36:13.879
 feel

00:36:13.879 --> 00:36:14.419
 guilty

00:36:14.419 --> 00:36:15.299
 and

00:36:15.299 --> 00:36:15.500
 the

00:36:15.500 --> 00:36:15.980
 anxiety

00:36:15.980 --> 00:36:16.199
 to

00:36:16.199 --> 00:36:16.419
 come

00:36:16.419 --> 00:36:17.179
 over

00:36:17.179 --> 00:36:17.719
 us

00:36:17.719 --> 00:36:18.459
 this

00:36:18.459 --> 00:36:18.599
 is

00:36:18.599 --> 00:36:18.779
 why

00:36:18.779 --> 00:36:18.980
 I

00:36:18.980 --> 00:36:19.099
 say

00:36:19.099 --> 00:36:19.299
 we

00:36:19.299 --> 00:36:19.579
 need

00:36:19.579 --> 00:36:19.859
 to

00:36:22.219 --> 00:36:22.819
 evaluate

00:36:22.819 --> 00:36:23.439
 certain

00:36:23.439 --> 00:36:23.959
 things

00:36:23.959 --> 00:36:24.539
 certain

00:36:24.539 --> 00:36:25.119
 thoughts

00:36:25.119 --> 00:36:27.879
 in the

00:36:27.879 --> 00:36:28.319
 presence

00:36:28.319 --> 00:36:28.819
 of

00:36:28.819 --> 00:36:29.239
 God

00:36:29.239 --> 00:36:31.119
 as

00:36:31.119 --> 00:36:31.339
 we

00:36:31.339 --> 00:36:31.739
 seek

00:36:31.739 --> 00:36:32.239
 him

00:36:32.239 --> 00:36:35.299
 I

00:36:35.299 --> 00:36:35.500
 just

00:36:35.500 --> 00:36:35.739
 want

00:36:35.739 --> 00:36:35.859
 to

00:36:35.859 --> 00:36:36.059
 end

00:36:36.059 --> 00:36:36.439
 with

00:36:36.439 --> 00:36:40.719
 just

00:36:40.719 --> 00:36:42.000
 a

00:36:42.000 --> 00:36:42.139
 couple

00:36:42.139 --> 00:36:42.339
 of

00:36:42.339 --> 00:36:42.719
 minutes

00:36:42.719 --> 00:36:43.599
 about

00:36:43.599 --> 00:36:44.099
 Job

00:36:44.099 --> 00:36:48.000
 I

00:36:48.000 --> 00:36:48.179
 want

00:36:48.179 --> 00:36:48.319
 to

00:36:48.319 --> 00:36:48.639
 say

00:36:48.639 --> 00:36:49.339
 for

00:36:49.339 --> 00:36:49.799
 Job

00:36:49.800 --> 00:36:54.680
 we

00:36:54.680 --> 00:36:54.880
 see

00:36:54.880 --> 00:36:55.039
 the

00:36:55.039 --> 00:36:55.280
 grace

00:36:55.280 --> 00:36:55.480
 of

00:36:55.480 --> 00:36:55.880
 God

00:36:55.880 --> 00:36:56.820
 even

00:36:56.820 --> 00:36:57.300
 Job

00:36:57.300 --> 00:36:57.940
 sometimes

00:36:57.940 --> 00:36:58.920
 he

00:36:58.920 --> 00:36:59.920
 crossed

00:36:59.920 --> 00:37:00.140
 the

00:37:00.140 --> 00:37:00.539
 line

00:37:00.539 --> 00:37:02.039
 have

00:37:02.039 --> 00:37:02.900
 doubts

00:37:02.900 --> 00:37:04.060
 but

00:37:04.060 --> 00:37:04.440
 in

00:37:04.440 --> 00:37:04.580
 the

00:37:04.580 --> 00:37:04.780
 same

00:37:04.780 --> 00:37:05.060
 time

00:37:05.060 --> 00:37:05.240
 we

00:37:05.240 --> 00:37:05.519
 see

00:37:05.519 --> 00:37:05.760
 the

00:37:05.760 --> 00:37:06.000
 grace

00:37:06.000 --> 00:37:06.160
 of

00:37:06.160 --> 00:37:06.420
 God

00:37:06.420 --> 00:37:06.680
 that

00:37:06.680 --> 00:37:06.960
 God

00:37:06.960 --> 00:37:07.260
 didn't

00:37:07.260 --> 00:37:07.519
 turn

00:37:07.519 --> 00:37:07.860
 away

00:37:07.860 --> 00:37:08.160
 from

00:37:08.160 --> 00:37:08.500
 Job

00:37:08.500 --> 00:37:09.180
 in spite

00:37:09.180 --> 00:37:09.380
 of

00:37:09.380 --> 00:37:09.580
 his

00:37:09.580 --> 00:37:09.940
 doubt

00:37:09.940 --> 00:37:10.180
 and

00:37:10.180 --> 00:37:10.720
 his

00:37:10.720 --> 00:37:11.560
 difficult

00:37:11.560 --> 00:37:12.160
 questions

00:37:12.160 --> 00:37:12.740
 sometimes

00:37:12.740 --> 00:37:13.480
 but

00:37:13.480 --> 00:37:13.640
 we

00:37:13.640 --> 00:37:13.780
 see

00:37:13.780 --> 00:37:13.960
 the

00:37:13.960 --> 00:37:14.180
 grace

00:37:14.180 --> 00:37:14.320
 of

00:37:14.320 --> 00:37:14.519
 God

00:37:14.519 --> 00:37:14.720
 where

00:37:14.720 --> 00:37:15.220
 God

00:37:15.220 --> 00:37:17.780
 embraced

00:37:17.780 --> 00:37:19.580
 Job

00:37:19.579 --> 00:37:21.619
 another

00:37:21.619 --> 00:37:22.000
 thing

00:37:22.000 --> 00:37:22.380
 about

00:37:22.380 --> 00:37:22.940
 Job

00:37:22.940 --> 00:37:24.059
 Job

00:37:24.059 --> 00:37:24.420
 didn't

00:37:24.420 --> 00:37:24.819
 allow

00:37:24.819 --> 00:37:25.179
 pain

00:37:25.179 --> 00:37:25.380
 and

00:37:25.380 --> 00:37:25.759
 suffering

00:37:25.759 --> 00:37:26.039
 to

00:37:26.039 --> 00:37:26.299
 push

00:37:26.299 --> 00:37:26.519
 him

00:37:26.519 --> 00:37:26.799
 away

00:37:26.799 --> 00:37:27.079
 from

00:37:27.079 --> 00:37:27.519
 God

00:37:27.519 --> 00:37:28.179
 rather

00:37:28.179 --> 00:37:28.500
 he

00:37:28.500 --> 00:37:29.059
 allowed

00:37:29.059 --> 00:37:29.619
 pain

00:37:29.619 --> 00:37:30.059
 to

00:37:30.059 --> 00:37:30.319
 push

00:37:30.319 --> 00:37:30.539
 him

00:37:30.539 --> 00:37:30.719
 to

00:37:30.719 --> 00:37:31.039
 run

00:37:31.039 --> 00:37:31.319
 toward

00:37:31.319 --> 00:37:31.819
 God

00:37:31.819 --> 00:37:32.059
 and

00:37:32.059 --> 00:37:32.239
 this

00:37:32.239 --> 00:37:32.360
 is

00:37:32.360 --> 00:37:32.559
 my

00:37:32.559 --> 00:37:32.840
 prayer

00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:33.099
 for

00:37:33.099 --> 00:37:33.299
 you

00:37:33.299 --> 00:37:33.460
 and

00:37:33.460 --> 00:37:33.639
 for

00:37:33.639 --> 00:37:33.799
 me

00:37:33.799 --> 00:37:34.059
 this

00:37:34.059 --> 00:37:34.440
 morning

00:37:34.440 --> 00:37:35.400
 if

00:37:35.400 --> 00:37:35.519
 you

00:37:35.519 --> 00:37:35.719
 go

00:37:35.719 --> 00:37:35.920
 through

00:37:35.920 --> 00:37:36.460
 pain

00:37:36.460 --> 00:37:37.659
 anxiety

00:37:37.659 --> 00:37:38.039
 or

00:37:38.039 --> 00:37:38.599
 suffering

00:37:38.599 --> 00:37:40.179
 may

00:37:40.179 --> 00:37:40.559
 these

00:37:40.559 --> 00:37:40.960
 things

00:37:40.960 --> 00:37:41.500
 will

00:37:41.500 --> 00:37:41.880
 help

00:37:41.880 --> 00:37:42.199
 you

00:37:42.199 --> 00:37:42.840
 to

00:37:42.840 --> 00:37:43.239
 run

00:37:43.239 --> 00:37:43.960
 toward

00:37:43.960 --> 00:37:44.639
 God

00:37:44.639 --> 00:37:46.219
 and

00:37:46.219 --> 00:37:46.340
 I

00:37:46.340 --> 00:37:46.519
 just

00:37:46.519 --> 00:37:46.719
 want

00:37:46.719 --> 00:37:46.840
 to

00:37:46.840 --> 00:37:47.119
 say

00:37:47.119 --> 00:37:47.579
 in

00:37:47.579 --> 00:37:47.739
 the

00:37:47.739 --> 00:37:48.119
 end

00:37:48.119 --> 00:37:50.059
 Job

00:37:50.059 --> 00:37:50.480
 didn't

00:37:50.480 --> 00:37:50.739
 have

00:37:50.739 --> 00:37:51.339
 answers

00:37:51.339 --> 00:37:51.940
 for

00:37:51.940 --> 00:37:52.199
 all

00:37:52.199 --> 00:37:52.380
 his

00:37:52.380 --> 00:37:52.980
 questions

00:37:52.980 --> 00:37:54.199
 why

00:37:54.199 --> 00:37:54.920
 God

00:37:54.920 --> 00:37:55.639
 allowed

00:37:55.639 --> 00:37:56.119
 this

00:37:56.119 --> 00:37:56.380
 to

00:37:56.380 --> 00:37:56.739
 happen

00:37:56.739 --> 00:37:57.059
 to

00:37:57.059 --> 00:37:57.339
 me

00:37:57.339 --> 00:37:58.880
 there

00:37:58.880 --> 00:37:59.019
 are

00:37:59.019 --> 00:37:59.279
 things

00:37:59.279 --> 00:37:59.500
 in

00:37:59.500 --> 00:37:59.880
 life

00:37:59.880 --> 00:38:00.279
 we

00:38:00.279 --> 00:38:00.559
 didn't

00:38:00.559 --> 00:38:00.779
 have

00:38:00.779 --> 00:38:01.179
 enough

00:38:01.179 --> 00:38:02.099
 answers

00:38:02.099 --> 00:38:02.819
 maybe

00:38:02.819 --> 00:38:03.099
 have

00:38:03.099 --> 00:38:03.359
 more

00:38:03.359 --> 00:38:04.139
 questions

00:38:04.139 --> 00:38:05.319
 but

00:38:05.319 --> 00:38:05.880
 only

00:38:05.880 --> 00:38:06.619
 then

00:38:06.619 --> 00:38:07.219
 when

00:38:07.219 --> 00:38:07.859
 Job

00:38:07.859 --> 00:38:10.019
 saying

00:38:10.019 --> 00:38:10.359
 in the

00:38:10.359 --> 00:38:10.719
 presence

00:38:10.719 --> 00:38:11.000
 of

00:38:11.000 --> 00:38:11.440
 God

00:38:11.440 --> 00:38:11.880
 I

00:38:11.880 --> 00:38:12.219
 didn't

00:38:12.219 --> 00:38:12.980
 understand

00:38:12.980 --> 00:38:14.519
 why

00:38:14.519 --> 00:38:14.920
 I

00:38:14.920 --> 00:38:15.139
 didn't

00:38:15.139 --> 00:38:15.359
 have

00:38:15.359 --> 00:38:15.759
 answers

00:38:15.759 --> 00:38:16.000
 for

00:38:16.000 --> 00:38:16.219
 all

00:38:16.219 --> 00:38:16.420
 my

00:38:16.420 --> 00:38:17.019
 questions

00:38:17.019 --> 00:38:17.780
 but

00:38:17.780 --> 00:38:18.000
 I

00:38:18.000 --> 00:38:18.480
 trust

00:38:18.480 --> 00:38:18.840
 you

00:38:18.840 --> 00:38:19.159
 you

00:38:19.159 --> 00:38:19.360
 are

00:38:19.360 --> 00:38:19.659
 good

00:38:19.659 --> 00:38:20.159
 God

00:38:20.159 --> 00:38:21.360
 and

00:38:21.360 --> 00:38:22.079
 only

00:38:22.079 --> 00:38:22.519
 then

00:38:22.519 --> 00:38:22.840
 when

00:38:22.840 --> 00:38:23.000
 he

00:38:23.000 --> 00:38:23.280
 threw

00:38:23.280 --> 00:38:23.719
 himself

00:38:23.719 --> 00:38:24.019
 in

00:38:24.019 --> 00:38:24.179
 the

00:38:24.179 --> 00:38:24.559
 presence

00:38:24.559 --> 00:38:24.820
 of

00:38:24.820 --> 00:38:25.239
 God

00:38:25.239 --> 00:38:26.360
 when

00:38:26.360 --> 00:38:26.539
 he

00:38:26.539 --> 00:38:26.780
 threw

00:38:26.780 --> 00:38:27.239
 himself

00:38:27.239 --> 00:38:27.480
 in

00:38:27.480 --> 00:38:27.639
 the

00:38:27.639 --> 00:38:27.960
 bosom

00:38:27.960 --> 00:38:28.159
 of

00:38:28.159 --> 00:38:28.579
 God

00:38:28.579 --> 00:38:29.179
 only

00:38:29.179 --> 00:38:29.500
 then

00:38:29.500 --> 00:38:29.860
 he

00:38:29.860 --> 00:38:30.119
 able

00:38:30.119 --> 00:38:30.320
 to

00:38:30.320 --> 00:38:31.119
 experience

00:38:31.119 --> 00:38:31.639
 the

00:38:31.639 --> 00:38:32.139
 peace

00:38:32.139 --> 00:38:32.880
 and

00:38:32.880 --> 00:38:33.059
 the

00:38:33.059 --> 00:38:33.420
 presence

00:38:33.420 --> 00:38:33.659
 of

00:38:33.659 --> 00:38:33.880
 God

00:38:33.880 --> 00:38:34.340
 and

00:38:34.340 --> 00:38:34.679
 felt

00:38:34.679 --> 00:38:35.699
 contentment

00:38:35.699 --> 00:38:36.639
 inside

00:38:36.639 --> 00:38:38.860
 and

00:38:38.860 --> 00:38:39.059
 this

00:38:39.059 --> 00:38:39.239
 is

00:38:39.239 --> 00:38:39.519
 my

00:38:39.519 --> 00:38:39.800
 prayer

00:38:39.800 --> 00:38:40.059
 for

00:38:40.059 --> 00:38:40.320
 all

00:38:40.320 --> 00:38:40.480
 of

00:38:40.480 --> 00:38:40.940
 us

00:38:40.940 --> 00:38:42.880
 if

00:38:42.880 --> 00:38:43.019
 we

00:38:43.019 --> 00:38:43.280
 didn't

00:38:43.280 --> 00:38:43.480
 have

00:38:43.480 --> 00:38:43.659
 an

00:38:43.659 --> 00:38:44.059
 answer

00:38:44.059 --> 00:38:45.259
 but

00:38:45.259 --> 00:38:45.440
 I

00:38:45.440 --> 00:38:45.860
 believe

00:38:45.860 --> 00:38:46.059
 you

00:38:46.059 --> 00:38:46.219
 are

00:38:46.219 --> 00:38:46.480
 good

00:38:46.480 --> 00:38:47.000
 God

00:38:47.000 --> 00:38:47.739
 you

00:38:47.739 --> 00:38:47.940
 are

00:38:47.940 --> 00:38:48.139
 the

00:38:48.139 --> 00:38:48.460
 one

00:38:48.460 --> 00:38:49.940
 who

00:38:49.940 --> 00:38:50.460
 created

00:38:50.460 --> 00:38:50.820
 me

00:38:50.820 --> 00:38:51.019
 in

00:38:51.019 --> 00:38:51.219
 his

00:38:51.219 --> 00:38:51.579
 image

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 the

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 one

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 who

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 breathed

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 life

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 in

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 me

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 the

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 one

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 who

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 redeemed

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 me

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 I

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 trust

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 you

00:38:57.139 --> 00:38:57.599
 I

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 throw

00:38:57.900 --> 00:38:58.599
 myself

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 in

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 your

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 presence

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 and

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 his

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 peace

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 and

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 his

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 presence

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 will

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 give

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 us

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 the

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 real

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 contentment

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 and

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 the

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 real

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 meaning

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 of

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 life

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 that

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 you

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 continue

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 by

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 his

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 grace

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 to

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 move

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 forward

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 and

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 to

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 live

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 life

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 for

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 him

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 and

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 not

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 to

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 allow

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 anything

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 is

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 more

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 or

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 big

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 in

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 this

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 life

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 is

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 steal

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 or

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 take

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 God

00:39:23.739 --> 00:39:24.359
 peace

00:39:24.359 --> 00:39:25.799
 from

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 our

00:39:26.099 --> 00:39:26.699
 life

00:39:26.699 --> 00:39:27.659
 let's

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 pray

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 Lord

00:39:44.579 --> 00:39:44.820
 we

00:39:44.820 --> 00:39:45.099
 bow

00:39:45.099 --> 00:39:45.480
 before

00:39:45.480 --> 00:39:45.840
 you

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 we

00:39:46.840 --> 00:39:47.179
 thank

00:39:47.179 --> 00:39:47.320
 you

00:39:47.320 --> 00:39:47.460
 Lord

00:39:47.460 --> 00:39:47.599
 for

00:39:47.599 --> 00:39:47.760
 your

00:39:47.760 --> 00:39:48.320
 presence

00:39:48.320 --> 00:39:49.099
 in

00:39:49.099 --> 00:39:49.300
 our

00:39:49.300 --> 00:39:49.840
 life

00:39:49.840 --> 00:39:51.960
 Lord

00:39:51.960 --> 00:39:52.119
 you

00:39:52.119 --> 00:39:52.400
 see

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 the

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 struggles

00:39:53.340 --> 00:39:53.960
 we

00:39:53.960 --> 00:39:54.260
 went

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 through

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 or

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 my

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 brothers

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 and

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 sisters

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 going

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 through

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 now

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 Lord

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 I

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 pray

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 to

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 help

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 us

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 all

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 whatever

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 we

00:40:10.900 --> 00:40:11.260
 going

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 through

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 help

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 us

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 not

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 to

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 lose

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 your

00:40:19.360 --> 00:40:19.940
 peace

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 your

00:40:21.000 --> 00:40:21.700
 presence

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 Lord

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 God

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 thank

00:40:26.059 --> 00:40:26.360
 you

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 for

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 the

00:40:27.340 --> 00:40:27.599
 honor

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 and

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 the

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 privilege

00:40:28.480 --> 00:40:29.239
 which

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 you

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 give

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 us

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 sometimes

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 to

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 go

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 through

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 the

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 fire

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 you

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 know

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 us

00:40:34.019 --> 00:40:34.579
 more

00:40:34.579 --> 00:40:34.799
 than

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 we

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 know

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 ourselves

00:40:35.699 --> 00:40:36.500
 and

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 we

00:40:36.679 --> 00:40:37.039
 trust

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 you

00:40:37.360 --> 00:40:38.739
 I

00:40:38.739 --> 00:40:39.299
 pray

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 for

00:40:40.559 --> 00:40:40.779
 my

00:40:40.779 --> 00:40:41.059
 brothers

00:40:41.059 --> 00:40:41.299
 and

00:40:41.299 --> 00:40:41.559
 sister

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 and

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 for

00:40:42.000 --> 00:40:42.579
 myself

00:40:42.579 --> 00:40:43.059
 whatever

00:40:43.059 --> 00:40:43.400
 we

00:40:43.400 --> 00:40:43.619
 go

00:40:43.619 --> 00:40:43.980
 through

00:40:43.980 --> 00:40:45.659
 help

00:40:45.659 --> 00:40:46.039
 us

00:40:46.039 --> 00:40:46.920
 to

00:40:46.920 --> 00:40:47.320
 learn

00:40:47.320 --> 00:40:48.239
 help

00:40:48.239 --> 00:40:48.440
 us

00:40:48.440 --> 00:40:48.599
 to

00:40:48.599 --> 00:40:48.940
 grow

00:40:48.940 --> 00:40:49.699
 help

00:40:49.699 --> 00:40:49.900
 us

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 to be

00:40:50.179 --> 00:40:50.440
 more

00:40:50.440 --> 00:40:50.799
 like

00:40:50.800 --> 00:40:51.060
 you

00:40:51.060 --> 00:40:53.980
 and

00:40:53.980 --> 00:40:54.160
 for

00:40:54.160 --> 00:40:54.340
 the

00:40:54.340 --> 00:40:54.600
 things

00:40:54.600 --> 00:40:54.820
 what

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 you

00:40:54.960 --> 00:40:55.300
 teach

00:40:55.300 --> 00:40:55.740
 us

00:40:55.740 --> 00:40:56.519
 help

00:40:56.519 --> 00:40:56.880
 us

00:40:56.880 --> 00:40:58.019
 to

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 share

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 it

00:40:58.740 --> 00:40:59.460
 and

00:40:59.460 --> 00:40:59.640
 to

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 use

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 it

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 to

00:41:00.260 --> 00:41:00.420
 be

00:41:00.420 --> 00:41:00.940
 blessings

00:41:00.940 --> 00:41:01.440
 for

00:41:01.440 --> 00:41:01.940
 others

00:41:01.940 --> 00:41:04.060
 help

00:41:04.060 --> 00:41:04.260
 us

00:41:04.260 --> 00:41:04.400
 to

00:41:04.400 --> 00:41:04.539
 be

00:41:04.539 --> 00:41:04.920
 like

00:41:04.920 --> 00:41:05.640
 Job

00:41:05.640 --> 00:41:06.060
 that

00:41:06.060 --> 00:41:07.039
 not

00:41:07.039 --> 00:41:07.440
 allow

00:41:07.440 --> 00:41:07.920
 pain

00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:08.500
 to push

00:41:08.500 --> 00:41:08.680
 us

00:41:08.680 --> 00:41:09.039
 away

00:41:09.039 --> 00:41:09.920
 but

00:41:09.920 --> 00:41:10.400
 rather

00:41:10.400 --> 00:41:11.220
 to run

00:41:11.220 --> 00:41:11.539
 toward

00:41:11.539 --> 00:41:11.880
 you

00:41:11.880 --> 00:41:12.740
 and

00:41:12.740 --> 00:41:12.900
 to

00:41:12.900 --> 00:41:13.160
 throw

00:41:13.160 --> 00:41:13.960
 ourselves

00:41:13.960 --> 00:41:15.920
 in

00:41:15.920 --> 00:41:16.940
 your

00:41:16.940 --> 00:41:17.519
 presence

00:41:17.519 --> 00:41:18.180
 we

00:41:18.180 --> 00:41:18.460
 love

00:41:18.460 --> 00:41:18.740
 you

00:41:18.740 --> 00:41:19.820
 help

00:41:19.820 --> 00:41:20.019
 us

00:41:20.019 --> 00:41:20.180
 to

00:41:20.179 --> 00:41:20.379
 live

00:41:20.379 --> 00:41:20.539
 the

00:41:20.539 --> 00:41:20.759
 rest

00:41:20.759 --> 00:41:20.899
 of

00:41:20.899 --> 00:41:21.119
 our

00:41:21.119 --> 00:41:21.599
 life

00:41:21.599 --> 00:41:22.460
 Lord

00:41:22.460 --> 00:41:22.839
 Jesus

00:41:22.839 --> 00:41:23.899
 for

00:41:23.899 --> 00:41:24.219
 you

00:41:24.219 --> 00:41:25.379
 in

00:41:25.379 --> 00:41:25.659
 Jesus

00:41:25.659 --> 00:41:25.960
 name

00:41:25.960 --> 00:41:26.139
 we

00:41:26.139 --> 00:41:26.500
 pray

00:41:26.500 --> 00:41:27.339
 amen