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 Go ahead and get started on our Sunday school hour this morning.

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 Go ahead and take your Bibles.

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 Turn over to a book of 1 Kings this morning.

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 1 Kings as we're going to begin looking here at another being resilient in life.

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 You know, that's important of understanding the resilience that comes and what we have in Christ

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 in that being able to be resilient in life.

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 And so as we begin looking here today, we realize that no matter who you are, there's

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 going to be struggles in life.

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 You know, one thing about it doesn't take very long for you to realize there's going to be

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 in life, there's going to be problems.

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 There's going to be things that come up.

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 There's going to be situations that happen.

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 And sometimes even those things that are overwhelming to us.

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 And one of the things in society today, and it's nothing new, you know, we just have a

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 lot more fancy labels for it than we used to, but we're going to be talking about overcoming

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 depression.

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 Because I want you to understand it's an emotion that is very real in the life of an individual.

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 But God also gives us some clues and some helps to work through those things.

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 Because, you know, depression has been a major problem for some time.

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 And it seems to be increasing among people.

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 But the number of people affected seem to continue to grow.

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 A few statistics that you find is this.

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 And worldwide, it says 300 million people have been diagnosed with depression.

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 300 million in just one 12-month period.

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 3.1 million people between the ages of 12 and 17 were diagnosed with depression in the

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 United States.

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 8.75% of women and 5% of men report having experienced depression.

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 Suicide is the second leading cause of death among 10 to 34-year-olds.

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 Now, the thing is this.

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 Depression can sometimes be hard to define.

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 And it's even harder to experience.

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 As symptoms can include following things, we're going to find feelings of sadness, emptiness,

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 hopelessness, loss of interest or pleasure in normal activities, insomnia, or even sleeping

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 too much.

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 That's the problem with depression's impact on people is it impacts everybody a little differently.

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 It has a lot of dynamics to it.

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 You can have tiredness and lack of energy for even doing small tasks.

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 You know, some people experience reduced appetite and weight loss.

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 On the same token, some have increased cravings for food and have extreme weight gain.

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 It's one of those things that covers a lot of things.

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 Sometimes they have trouble thinking clearly, concentrating, making decisions, or just remembering

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 things.

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 And any one of these symptoms can be challenging, but when you add them together, they feel overwhelming.

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 But, you know, I want you to understand.

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 Sometimes we think, well, people, God doesn't understand what I'm going through.

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 I want you to know this morning that God knows exactly what you're going through.

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 He knows exactly what's going on in your life.

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 Because the first thing we need to realize is that God does know.

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 And secondly, that God cares.

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 Because caring makes a difference.

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 God cares about us.

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 You know, when we understand the examples in Scripture of people who encountered really

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 what you might say serious depression.

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 You know, one of these people we're going to look at this morning was Elijah.

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 You know, think about that.

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 Here's the prophet Elijah.

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 Probably one of the most famous prophets in the Old Testament.

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 I mean, you don't have to be in church very long and even read through the Bible to read

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 about Elijah.

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 Elijah gets referenced all the way up through the New Testament, even into the book of Revelation.

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 I mean, you see his name and the references to him.

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 But he experienced depression to where he was ready and was asking God to take his life.

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 All within 24 hours of having one of the greatest victories spiritually that you could think of.

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 You know, I believe that God records Elijah for us to realize that sometimes the emotional rollercoaster of life,

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 you're not broken, you're just normal.

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 Because sometimes we think, well, what's wrong with me?

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 I want you to understand, God says that he cares and he's made a way for you to walk through these challenges.

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 And that this emotional rollercoaster that we can get on sometimes, it can be dealt with and work through.

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 Because as we look at Elijah's victory over depression, I think it's important to understand some things.

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 As we're going to look at, but let's take a look here.

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 Go to 1 Kings chapter 19.

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 And let's read through the first few verses here and just see the context of what we're speaking about.

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 And it says this in verse 1.

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 And Ahab told Jezebel all that Elijah had done, and with all he had slain all the prophets with the sword.

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 Then Jezebel sent a messenger unto Elijah, saying,

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 So let the gods do to me, and more also, if I make not thy life as the life of one of them by tomorrow about this time.

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 And when he saw that, he arose and went for his life,

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 and came to Beersheba, which belonged to Judah, and left his servant there.

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 But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree,

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 and requested for himself that he might die, and said,

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 It is enough now, O Lord. Take away my life, for I am not better than my father's.

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 And as he lay and slept under the juniper tree, behold, then an angel touched him and said unto him,

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 Arise and eat.

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 Here's Elijah.

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 Just had a great victory.

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 But now we find him exhausted, running away, hiding, even ready just to give up his life.

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 So I want you to understand, as we look at Elijah, I want you to understand that some things about depression,

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 because first, depression comes in degrees.

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 You know, it just means to be held low, to feel low in our life.

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 It simply means that they're feeling a little down.

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 Sometimes they mean it to describe an intense form of symptoms that we've talked about above.

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 You know, serious, lasting depression shouldn't be taken lightly.

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 I want you to understand, there's a lot of things involved.

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 Severe depression isn't usually overcome in a moment.

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 When somebody, you know, sometimes you can just feel low, and that's easy to overcome.

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 But sometimes there's things that happen in life that hold us down, and hold us back,

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 and kind of create an anchor in our life, and our marks that hold us.

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 And we need to understand that it sometimes builds and continues to go forward.

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 And we have to set out a plan to move forward.

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 We're going to see God, even working in Elijah's life, God set out a plan to help him walk through it.

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 It wasn't resolved in just one day.

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 I want you to see here as God is doing this.

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 But second, depression is complex.

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 Because sometimes we need to understand, because people ask a question,

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 is depression physical or is it spiritual?

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 Let me give you the answer, both.

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 Being depressed can be a physical issue.

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 Being depressed can be a spiritual issue.

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 Or it could be a combination of the two.

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 Because it affects us both physically and emotionally and spiritually.

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 You know, it's not easy sometimes to pin down.

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 Depression can come from a combination of factors.

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 But whatever the primary driver is for the cause,

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 there's always a need to understand there's hope in Christ.

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 Christ has an answer to help you walk through.

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 The Bible gives us how to walk through these things.

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 There's always a need for hope in Christ.

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 And we see here, Elijah's life, we learn some practical ways to lay hold of hope

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 and live with resilience for the Lord.

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 Because Elijah served God during the reign of King Ahab.

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 You know, when he's actually been going through the kings.

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 And if you remember, Ahab was a very wicked individual.

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 He's a very wicked individual.

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 And his wife, Jezebel, was more wicked than him.

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 And she was a very wicked individual who worshipped Baal.

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 You know, consider what the book of Kings records.

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 Look over at 1 Kings chapter 16.

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 When it comes to Ahab, it says here in verse 30,

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 the Bible tells us this,

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 Ahab, the son of Amorai, did evil in the sight of the Lord above all that were before him.

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 You know, that's quite a descriptor.

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 You know, we've been going through the kings and looking at how God describes them.

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 You know, think about what God's saying.

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 He says, Ahab took whatever other people did and he did it and went even farther.

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 Other people did evil.

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 Ahab stepped it up a notch.

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 Ahab was an evil individual.

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 Tells us in verse 33 of 1 Kings 16, it says,

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 And Ahab made a grove, and Ahab did more to provoke the Lord God of Israel to anger him

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 than all the kings of Israel that were before him.

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 You know?

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 Now, when you provoke God by your choices,

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 and that's a big thing to say.

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 When you think about, you read through the scripture,

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 that he did more to provoke than all the other kings.

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 That means he was doing a step above,

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 you might say intentionally going against the things of God.

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 And he takes and he builds an altar to Baal,

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 the false god of his wife's family, the Zidonians,

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 and at Samaria, the capital of the northern kingdom of Israel.

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 And God sends Elijah to confront Ahab and pronounce judgment on the nation.

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 You know?

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 He proclaims that for three and a half years there would be no rain.

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 1 Kings chapter 17 talks about here that Elijah the Tishbite.

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 And he says unto Ahab,

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 As the Lord God of Israel liveth before whom I stand,

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 there shall not be dune or rain these years,

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 but according to my words.

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 So three and a half years had ended, you know,

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 Elijah had went and hid right under the nose of Ahab.

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 When you read that story, it's kind of funny because he goes up to Zidonia

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 and he camps out at a widow woman's house there,

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 right under the nose of where they would least suspect him to be.

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 He went right, you might say,

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 right into the heart of the kingdom of Jezebel, Ahab's wife,

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 that was so wicked.

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 That's where he hides out for three and a half years.

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 And he sees God do great things there.

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 And he begins here as at the end of three and a half years,

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 Elijah again confronts Ahab who had not repented.

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 And he proposes a showdown between Baal and Jehovah.

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 And he says,

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 Whichever deity, whichever God will answer by sending fire from heaven to consume the sacrifice,

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 we need to acknowledge them as the real God.

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 Now you talk about a spiritual showdown up on the Mount.

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 Here's Elijah trusting God as he goes and he says,

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 God, I'm going to trust you because God said,

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 Elijah, you go and tell him we're going to do a showdown here.

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 We're going to take the prophets of Baal and you my prophet,

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 and you're going to be in contest.

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 There was 850 prophets of Baal against one prophet of God.

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 Remember they made the sacrifice ready and they did all these things

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 and the prophets of Baal cut themselves and shrieked all day

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 and did all these different things.

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 And they leaped upon the altar and asking Baal to hear them.

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 And we see here in chapter 18, it says,

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 There was neither voice nor any answer nor any that regarded.

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 All day they went through this and up on Mount Carmel there.

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 And we see here that as Elijah repaired the stone altar that was there,

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 he does something.

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 He tells them to dig a trench around it and then put the offering,

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 the bullock upon the altar.

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 And then he says,

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 Go fill barrels of water and fill everything up and make everything soaking wet.

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 The wood, the sacrifice, the stones.

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 Now, I don't know if you've ever tried to make a fire when everything's wet.

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 I mean, that's like a whole different tier,

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 people who make fire when things are wet.

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 I mean, that's a whole different thing here to understand.

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 If you've ever tried to make fire, it's hard enough when it's dry.

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 When it's soaking wet, it magnifies the problem.

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 Here's Elijah, he's doing all the things that say,

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 there can't be any other option but God intervening.

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 And so we see here that when he calls down,

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 he asks God to come down and the fire falls.

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 It tells us in verse 38 of 1 Kings 18, it says,

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 Then the fire of the Lord fell and consumed the burnt sacrifice

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 and the wood and the stones and the dust

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 and licked up the water that was in the trench.

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 I don't know if you ever stopped to think about that.

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 When Elijah calls down fire from heaven,

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 there was nothing but a burn mark.

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 Everything else was there is gone.

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 The fire that God put down took everything,

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 accepted everything that Elijah had done,

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 and he calls all the false prophets and he kills them,

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 just as was instructed in the Old Testament law.

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 As we see here, Elijah was prayed for rain after this

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 and God sent a downpour.

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 Now you think about what God does.

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 You know, the battle at Mount Carmel,

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 well, it's interesting here.

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 They even have, I think they have a picture of a Elijah statue

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 that they have up on top there,

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 commemorating over there in the Middle East,

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 over there in Israel.

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 They have an actual statue of Elijah

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 to commemorate what took place.

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 But you think about that.

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 Here's this great prophet.

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 Everybody looks to him as a great man of God.

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 He prays and rain comes.

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 You know, you'd think that'd be the end of the story.

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 You know, we always end the story at victory.

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 Have you ever noticed that?

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 When you're seeing and reading a story,

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 they usually end it, you know, the victory.

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 And everything rode off

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 and everybody was happily ever after, you know.

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 But you know, oftentimes,

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 that's not the rest of the story, is it?

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 That's not the rest of the story

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 because after these amazing victories,

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 we find something about Elijah

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 in a real season of depression,

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 a real different dynamic in his life.

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 He went from the bold prophet to the hiding prophet.

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 He didn't want to see people.

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 He didn't want to talk to people.

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 So today we're going to begin looking

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 at three important lessons to overcome

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 because when we understand some things about depression,

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 it starts, one, we need to understand

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 that discouragement is a tool of Satan.

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 Satan loves to discourage believers.

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 Discouragement is a tool the devil uses.

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 Now, I'm not going to ask for a show of hands,

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 but I think everybody here can say

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 there's a time in life

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 that I've had some problems with discouragement.

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 Because you know what?

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 You don't have to live very long to become discouraged.

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 You say, what do you mean?

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 Well, life happens.

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 I mean, there's all sorts of things.

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 We have expectations of the way we think

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 it's going to work out and it doesn't.

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 People get discouraged.

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 Sometimes you did everything you're supposed to do

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 and did everything you could

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 and it still didn't turn out the way you thought it should.

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 You can get discouraged.

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 You know, secondly, I want you to understand

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 depression is experienced by good people.

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 Depression is not something that makes you

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 different from anybody else.

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 And third, we have deliverance is possible through God.

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 But let's look here.

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 Start here.

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 Discouragement is a tool of Satan.

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 Discouragement is a tool that he uses.

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 It's his best one.

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 You know, there's an old story that says

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 one day the devil was auctioning off his tools

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 and he had a high price on them all.

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 He had pride.

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 He had laziness, arrogance, hate, envy, jealousy.

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 But he had one tool that had a sign under it

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 that read not for sale.

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 It was a large, heavy wedge.

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 And someone asked the devil, what's that tool?

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 And he said, why isn't it for sale?

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 And he whispered, I can't afford to get rid of that one.

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 That's my chief tool, discouragement.

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 This tool can pry open a heart.

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 And once I'm there, I can do almost anything I want.

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 Satan's tool of discouragement is so powerful

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 that he will try to work it into your heart

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 during times of victory or times of defeat.

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 We have to be alert for both those

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 because sometimes when you have a great victory,

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 when you come down from the high point,

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 it causes depression in our life

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 because we expect to stay up here.

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 And you know what?

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 The reality is you only stay up there so long

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 before you're coming down some.

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 I mean, that's just the reality.

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 But notice here that the timing of Satan,

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 you know, there's always a natural tendency

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 to experience a letdown after a great moment.

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 You know, big emotions can't last forever.

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 You know, oftentimes it's a, you know,

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 we get an event or something taking place

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 and get all excited and into the moment

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 and all those things.

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 And we're exerting all sorts of energy and effort

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 and time.

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 And then we realize that that can't be sustained forever

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 and things plummet.

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 You know, Elijah, if you remember here,

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 had just exerted great physical energy.

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 He experienced mental stress

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 and engaged in intense spiritual warfare.

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 You know, I want you to understand

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 the spiritual realm is real.

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 It's very real and has an impact upon us.

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 There's a battle that takes place spiritually.

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 You know, the Bible tells us

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 we wrestle not against flesh and blood,

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 but against principalities and powers

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 and spiritual wickedness in high places.

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 That's a reality that these things take place.

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 And so, of course, there's going to be some fatigue here

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 on the cart of Elijah.

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 And that's when Satan stepped in to shoot the darts

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 of fear and despair,

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 who knew as he was personally experienced God's power,

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 fled for his life and sank into depression.

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 Think about it.

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 He just called down fire from heaven.

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 And Jezebel, the queen says,

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 I'm going to kill you.

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 And what does he do?

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 Takes off.

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 You know, logically speaking in our mind,

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 when I read that story, I'm like,

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 man, you just called down fire from heaven.

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 Just point your finger, dude.

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 Who is she?

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 But you know what?

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 Sometimes that's a reality in life.

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 Sometimes things that we don't even see coming,

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 threats or other things begin to impact us.

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 And it impacts everyone.

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 You know, because I want you to understand

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 that Satan doesn't play fair.

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 His pattern of attacking when we're most vulnerable

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 is evident throughout scripture.

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 You know, think about the timing of Satan.

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 You know, go over to Matthew chapter four for a moment.

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 Matthew chapter four, we have the temptation of Jesus.

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 You know, the Bible says he was tempted

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 in all points like as we are, but yet without sin.

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 But I want you to see here,

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 when did the devil come and attack him?

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 When was the devil there?

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 Because remember, this event took place.

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 Jesus was physically drained.

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 He had been on a 40 day fast.

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 That's when the devil showed up.

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 Devil makes his move.

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 He attacks on three rounds of temptation.

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 In each instant, Jesus fought back by what?

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 Using the word of God.

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 Notice here in chapter four of Matthew in verse one,

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 it says, when Jesus was led of the spirit

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 into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil.

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 And when he had fasted 40 days and 40 nights,

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 he was afterward a hunger.

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 And when the tempter came to him,

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 he said, if thou be the son of God,

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 command these stones be made bread.

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 But he answered and said, it is written,

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 man shall not live by bread alone,

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 but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.

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 So after Elijah's incredible victory on Mount Carmel,

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 Satan brought out the tool of discouragement

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 and he used a person Jezebel to do it.

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 He used a person Jezebel.

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 So we see the threat of Jezebel that comes.

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 Jezebel threatens and Jezebel didn't take the loss

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 up on the mountain sitting down.

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 I want you to understand,

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 she was the chief priestess of all those prophets of Baal.

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 She's not gonna just sit back and say,

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 okay, well, that was bad.

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 She goes on the offensive.

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 She says, I'm gonna use my authority

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 authority and my husband's authority as king

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 to hunt this dog down and we're gonna kill him.

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 It tells us in verse two back here

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 in first Kings chapter 19, it says,

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 and Jezebel sent a messenger unto Elijah saying,

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 so let the gods do to me and more so

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 if I make not thy life as the life of one of them

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 by tomorrow about this time.

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 In other words, she says, Elijah, you got 24 hours.

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 Your time is short.

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 I want you to understand something though.

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 Her threat was a real threat.

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 It carried some substance to it.

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 It carried authority.

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 You know, she was a vicious woman

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 who had no problem putting somebody to death.

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 When you read the scripture, you find out

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 she had no problem killing a guy

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 just so her husband could take his land.

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 This woman had no problem with killing somebody.

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 Matter of fact, it was more routine than you might think.

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 Here we are, the prophet of God,

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 who just seen God work mightily on his behalf,

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 is running away from a woman's threat.

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 Here's a guy who was willing to stand up

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 to 850 prophets of Baal,

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 and he runs away from Jezebel.

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 I want you to see the New Testament though

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 tells us some things here.

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 Turn over the book of James for a moment.

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 Because sometimes we build up,

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 we get in our mind that somehow

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 prophets like Elijah were like superhuman.

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 You know, like they were above everything else

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 or they weren't normal people.

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 You know, that's for somebody

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 on a different tier than myself.

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 But notice what James says in James chapter 5

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 in verse 17.

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 The word of God reminds us this.

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 It says,

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 Now notice this.

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 He was subject to like passions as we are.

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 You know what James tells us?

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 Yes, he did mighty things for God,

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 but he's no different than you and me.

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 You know, sometimes we read that and we say,

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 well, Elijah, man, how can I compare to Elijah?

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 I want you to understand.

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 If you're saved and born again,

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 and you have the Spirit of God within you,

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 the Bible tells us,

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 that we're sealed with his Spirit

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 under the day of redemption,

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 you've got the same Holy Spirit

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 that allowed Elijah to call down fire from heaven

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 working within you.

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 But the question is,

00:24:06.400 --> 00:24:09.340
 what are we going to do in those moments?

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 You know, sometimes you have to wonder

00:24:11.279 --> 00:24:12.700
 what would have happened if Elijah,

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 in the moment of temptation like Jesus,

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 fought back with the Word of God?

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 What if instead of running from Jezebel's threat,

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 he had made a stand?

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 What if he had prayed for the direction

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 rather than later for death?

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 You know, the thing about this,

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 here's Elijah, he calls down fire from heaven,

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 he calls rain and it rains,

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 and then he takes off and runs

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 from Jezebel without praying.

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 Here he is, he doesn't pray,

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 except he prays later for death.

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 As sinister as Jezebel was,

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 and as real as Elijah's fatigue was,

00:24:45.859 --> 00:24:47.799
 he had a God in heaven

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 to whom he could have called for help and direction.

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 And we see that Elijah,

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 as a great prayer warrior

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 in the chapters preceding this,

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 we see that we don't see him doing that

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 in response to her threat.

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 You know, I want you,

00:25:00.599 --> 00:25:01.639
 why am I pointing this out?

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 I want you to understand

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 because at times we experience these things,

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 when we understand that

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 when we experience fatigue,

00:25:10.259 --> 00:25:12.599
 when we experience even coming down

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 from great victories,

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 we're vulnerable to Satan's weapon

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 of discouragement.

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 The circumstances that are fed into it are real.

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 The darts of Satan hurled are fiery darts,

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 the Bible tells us.

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 And when that time comes,

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 you don't give in,

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 you need to fight,

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 you need to be ready to stand.

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 Think about over to Ephesians chapter six.

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 As a believer, what does he tell us?

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 Because these things are gonna happen.

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 Look at Ephesians six,

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 look down in verse 16.

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 The word of God tells us this.

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 It says,

00:25:44.960 --> 00:25:45.720
 above all things,

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 take the shield of faith,

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 wherewith ye shall be able to quench

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 all the fiery darts of the wicked

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 and take the helmet of salvation

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 and the sword of the spirit,

00:25:54.620 --> 00:25:55.700
 which is the word of God,

00:25:56.180 --> 00:25:57.620
 praying always with all prayer

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 and supplication in the spirit

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 and watch thereunto with all perseverance

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 and supplication for all saints.

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 You know what?

00:26:05.340 --> 00:26:06.620
 Paul tells us in Ephesians,

00:26:06.700 --> 00:26:07.000
 he says,

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 you better be ready for the battle,

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 especially when you're tired.

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 Especially when you,

00:26:13.120 --> 00:26:14.660
 life seems overwhelming,

00:26:14.819 --> 00:26:16.019
 you better put on the armor.

00:26:16.799 --> 00:26:18.779
 You better make sure it's in place

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 because I want you to understand,

00:26:20.319 --> 00:26:23.240
 discouragement is not only a tool of Satan,

00:26:23.360 --> 00:26:26.019
 but depression is experienced by good people.

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 You know, sometimes we have a misnomer.

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 Well, if they're caught up in that,

00:26:31.059 --> 00:26:32.559
 then there's something wrong with them.

00:26:32.580 --> 00:26:33.559
 And I want you to understand,

00:26:33.900 --> 00:26:36.160
 it doesn't necessarily mean anything's wrong with them

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 other than their person.

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 You know, there are times we're vulnerable for discouragement.

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 And sometimes those points of vulnerability repeat

00:26:43.500 --> 00:26:46.059
 in our life.

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 We need to prepare ourselves and understand,

00:26:49.719 --> 00:26:50.939
 when does the devil attack?

00:26:51.059 --> 00:26:53.819
 When do those moments happen in your life?

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 Because not everybody's always operating at a high level.

00:27:01.419 --> 00:27:02.279
 Not everybody, you know,

00:27:02.339 --> 00:27:05.199
 even people who seem joyful on the outside,

00:27:05.200 --> 00:27:07.200
 you know, that's not a sign there's not something going on

00:27:07.200 --> 00:27:07.720
 on the inside.

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 When we understand what's happening in a person,

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 because something that's touching,

00:27:12.420 --> 00:27:14.380
 touching about how God recorded

00:27:14.380 --> 00:27:16.860
 what happened in Elijah's life,

00:27:17.400 --> 00:27:18.720
 a godly man,

00:27:19.019 --> 00:27:20.680
 whose God's hand was upon,

00:27:20.779 --> 00:27:21.900
 the Bible tells us,

00:27:22.100 --> 00:27:24.400
 had a root and a battle

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 with depression.

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 I mean, when you read this,

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 I don't think you're getting the other thing different

00:27:28.640 --> 00:27:30.200
 than Elijah was depressed.

00:27:30.480 --> 00:27:31.319
 He doesn't want to eat.

00:27:31.319 --> 00:27:33.240
 He's exhausted.

00:27:34.039 --> 00:27:35.200
 Wants to be alone.

00:27:36.740 --> 00:27:38.359
 Matter of fact, he's crying out to God,

00:27:38.539 --> 00:27:39.619
 Lord, just take my life.

00:27:39.859 --> 00:27:40.740
 I want you to understand,

00:27:40.839 --> 00:27:41.960
 this is the reason we need to be careful,

00:27:42.119 --> 00:27:45.279
 because sometimes we mistakenly assume

00:27:45.279 --> 00:27:47.439
 that depression is always rooted in sin.

00:27:48.220 --> 00:27:49.579
 But there are times that,

00:27:49.980 --> 00:27:52.839
 when Christ-loving, born-again Christians

00:27:52.839 --> 00:27:54.700
 go through seasons of depression.

00:27:55.480 --> 00:27:56.960
 You know, there are times when depression

00:27:56.960 --> 00:27:59.339
 is a result of God's conviction.

00:27:59.339 --> 00:28:01.079
 Yes, those things are real.

00:28:01.259 --> 00:28:03.379
 God's conviction on your life

00:28:03.379 --> 00:28:04.259
 ought to impact you.

00:28:05.799 --> 00:28:07.379
 But, you know, the only person

00:28:07.379 --> 00:28:09.279
 that knows truly what's happening is you.

00:28:11.220 --> 00:28:13.319
 If there's sin that needs to be dealt with,

00:28:13.619 --> 00:28:15.720
 and you're feeling depressed and discouraged,

00:28:15.899 --> 00:28:17.039
 then you need to get taken care of.

00:28:18.839 --> 00:28:20.319
 But I want you to understand

00:28:20.319 --> 00:28:21.819
 that on the outside looking in,

00:28:21.879 --> 00:28:23.259
 just because somebody's struggling

00:28:23.259 --> 00:28:25.859
 with depression and these elements

00:28:25.859 --> 00:28:26.839
 that we're talking about today

00:28:26.839 --> 00:28:29.519
 doesn't mean that there's necessarily sin

00:28:29.519 --> 00:28:30.159
 in their life.

00:28:30.240 --> 00:28:31.319
 Now, I want you to understand,

00:28:31.419 --> 00:28:32.220
 everybody's a sinner.

00:28:32.319 --> 00:28:33.740
 Everybody's got some sin to deal with.

00:28:33.799 --> 00:28:34.419
 But I want you to understand

00:28:34.419 --> 00:28:36.720
 that depression might not be directly connected

00:28:36.720 --> 00:28:37.480
 to that sin.

00:28:37.720 --> 00:28:39.500
 That's a judgment that we can try

00:28:39.500 --> 00:28:40.779
 to make assumptions on

00:28:40.779 --> 00:28:41.599
 that get us in trouble.

00:28:43.980 --> 00:28:46.439
 We need to be careful in that,

00:28:46.519 --> 00:28:48.559
 because when God convicts

00:28:48.559 --> 00:28:51.679
 and we refuse to respond to his chastening,

00:28:51.680 --> 00:28:54.640
 there's physical symptoms that happen.

00:28:55.019 --> 00:28:56.440
 I mean, you think about the dynamic

00:28:56.440 --> 00:28:57.640
 in David's life.

00:28:57.740 --> 00:28:59.080
 He had physical symptoms

00:28:59.080 --> 00:29:01.720
 when he covered his sin

00:29:01.720 --> 00:29:02.880
 and refused to repent.

00:29:03.279 --> 00:29:04.380
 You think about Judas.

00:29:04.519 --> 00:29:05.539
 He committed suicide

00:29:05.539 --> 00:29:07.060
 after betraying Christ.

00:29:09.060 --> 00:29:10.600
 You have Jonah decided

00:29:10.600 --> 00:29:12.140
 he would rather commit suicide

00:29:12.140 --> 00:29:13.360
 than submit to God.

00:29:13.620 --> 00:29:14.340
 I mean, think about that.

00:29:14.460 --> 00:29:15.440
 What did Jonah do?

00:29:15.480 --> 00:29:17.019
 He says, hey, just throw me overboard.

00:29:17.340 --> 00:29:18.000
 What's he saying?

00:29:18.100 --> 00:29:18.759
 Kill me.

00:29:18.759 --> 00:29:19.880
 He had no idea

00:29:19.880 --> 00:29:21.380
 how God was going to intervene.

00:29:21.680 --> 00:29:22.560
 So I want you to understand,

00:29:22.720 --> 00:29:23.860
 sin is not the cause

00:29:23.860 --> 00:29:24.880
 of all depression.

00:29:26.700 --> 00:29:27.660
 Think about Job.

00:29:27.740 --> 00:29:28.720
 Was Job depressed?

00:29:28.980 --> 00:29:30.080
 I think when you see the signs

00:29:30.080 --> 00:29:31.240
 and you read through the book of Job,

00:29:31.340 --> 00:29:33.279
 Job had some serious depression issues.

00:29:34.200 --> 00:29:35.539
 And you say, well, why did he have them?

00:29:35.640 --> 00:29:36.840
 Well, I think he had a pretty good reason.

00:29:37.160 --> 00:29:37.860
 I think most of us

00:29:37.860 --> 00:29:39.200
 would be pretty close to Job

00:29:39.200 --> 00:29:40.039
 and probably worse

00:29:40.039 --> 00:29:41.720
 with all the things that happened.

00:29:41.820 --> 00:29:42.980
 So I want you to understand

00:29:42.980 --> 00:29:45.640
 that even though

00:29:45.640 --> 00:29:47.880
 they were passionately following God,

00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:49.820
 they sank into despair

00:29:49.819 --> 00:29:52.240
 and asked God to take their lives.

00:29:52.359 --> 00:29:53.439
 Their depression was certainly

00:29:53.439 --> 00:29:55.159
 not rooted in disobedience

00:29:55.159 --> 00:29:56.619
 or hidden sin.

00:29:57.039 --> 00:29:58.259
 But as you read the Psalms,

00:29:58.339 --> 00:29:59.240
 you find that David,

00:29:59.399 --> 00:30:00.839
 as well as the other psalmists,

00:30:01.019 --> 00:30:03.359
 had many emotional highs and lows.

00:30:03.740 --> 00:30:04.819
 And some of them came

00:30:04.819 --> 00:30:05.819
 while they were passionately

00:30:05.819 --> 00:30:07.019
 seeking after God.

00:30:07.899 --> 00:30:09.559
 Because the Psalms

00:30:09.559 --> 00:30:10.599
 in which they pour out

00:30:10.599 --> 00:30:11.379
 their feelings

00:30:11.379 --> 00:30:13.419
 of depression to the Lord

00:30:13.419 --> 00:30:15.319
 are great places for us to go

00:30:15.319 --> 00:30:18.000
 when our heart is overwhelmed.

00:30:18.000 --> 00:30:21.039
 You know, in times

00:30:21.039 --> 00:30:21.740
 when you're struggling,

00:30:21.859 --> 00:30:22.559
 one of the best books

00:30:22.559 --> 00:30:23.339
 in the Bible to read

00:30:23.339 --> 00:30:24.160
 is the book of Psalms.

00:30:24.559 --> 00:30:24.880
 David,

00:30:25.900 --> 00:30:26.559
 I don't know how

00:30:26.559 --> 00:30:27.640
 a clinical psychologist

00:30:27.640 --> 00:30:28.660
 would diagnose David

00:30:28.660 --> 00:30:29.339
 if they understood

00:30:29.339 --> 00:30:30.480
 all the things David said

00:30:30.480 --> 00:30:30.880
 in the Psalms.

00:30:31.140 --> 00:30:31.819
 But you know the thing

00:30:31.819 --> 00:30:32.579
 about the Psalms,

00:30:32.640 --> 00:30:33.559
 it always starts out,

00:30:34.240 --> 00:30:35.480
 whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,

00:30:35.480 --> 00:30:36.400
 this is the problem.

00:30:36.500 --> 00:30:36.799
 But you know,

00:30:36.839 --> 00:30:37.980
 it quickly turns to,

00:30:39.019 --> 00:30:39.599
 but God.

00:30:41.759 --> 00:30:43.519
 The difference in David's life,

00:30:43.599 --> 00:30:44.079
 he understood,

00:30:44.259 --> 00:30:45.279
 hey, this is the reality

00:30:45.279 --> 00:30:46.160
 I'm facing.

00:30:46.160 --> 00:30:49.400
 But then I remembered God.

00:30:49.640 --> 00:30:50.320
 Who God is,

00:30:50.400 --> 00:30:51.259
 what God's done,

00:30:51.820 --> 00:30:53.360
 what God's promised to do.

00:30:53.660 --> 00:30:54.180
 You know, that's the reason

00:30:54.180 --> 00:30:55.080
 I think we can connect

00:30:55.080 --> 00:30:56.160
 with the Psalms there

00:30:56.740 --> 00:30:58.080
 because they impact

00:30:58.080 --> 00:30:59.000
 who we are

00:30:59.000 --> 00:31:00.279
 and how we walk through

00:31:00.279 --> 00:31:01.580
 these things.

00:31:01.700 --> 00:31:02.740
 In fact, the Psalms

00:31:02.740 --> 00:31:03.620
 in which they pour out

00:31:03.620 --> 00:31:04.120
 their feelings

00:31:04.120 --> 00:31:05.380
 of depression to the Lord

00:31:05.380 --> 00:31:07.920
 help us to understand

00:31:07.920 --> 00:31:09.100
 what we're walking through

00:31:09.100 --> 00:31:10.120
 is not any different

00:31:10.120 --> 00:31:11.060
 than anybody else.

00:31:12.220 --> 00:31:13.120
 Just as the Bible

00:31:13.120 --> 00:31:14.160
 spoke of Elijah,

00:31:14.160 --> 00:31:14.759
 of Elijah,

00:31:14.900 --> 00:31:15.420
 he was a man

00:31:15.420 --> 00:31:16.320
 of like passions.

00:31:16.440 --> 00:31:17.220
 He dealt with the same

00:31:17.220 --> 00:31:18.200
 things we deal with.

00:31:18.500 --> 00:31:19.740
 But as Satan attacks,

00:31:19.880 --> 00:31:21.259
 discouragement is the first

00:31:21.259 --> 00:31:22.300
 attempt to sink into,

00:31:22.900 --> 00:31:26.580
 sink us into that fault

00:31:26.580 --> 00:31:27.620
 of feeling despair

00:31:27.620 --> 00:31:29.120
 that follows.

00:31:29.220 --> 00:31:29.920
 When we're struggling

00:31:29.920 --> 00:31:31.279
 with feelings of depression,

00:31:31.279 --> 00:31:33.140
 we spend our limited

00:31:33.140 --> 00:31:34.120
 emotional energy

00:31:34.120 --> 00:31:35.259
 trying to sort out

00:31:35.259 --> 00:31:36.960
 of if or how

00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:37.800
 we're at fault

00:31:37.800 --> 00:31:38.800
 or for our feelings

00:31:38.799 --> 00:31:40.539
 and we sink downward

00:31:40.539 --> 00:31:42.119
 in our life.

00:31:42.460 --> 00:31:43.700
 Because when this happens,

00:31:43.759 --> 00:31:44.799
 I want you to see here

00:31:44.799 --> 00:31:46.000
 what takes place

00:31:46.000 --> 00:31:48.200
 because notice Elijah here.

00:31:48.579 --> 00:31:49.480
 Look at verse 3

00:31:49.480 --> 00:31:50.539
 back in our text.

00:31:50.960 --> 00:31:52.619
 It says in 1 Kings 19,

00:31:52.759 --> 00:31:52.899
 it says,

00:31:53.019 --> 00:31:53.799
 and when he saw that,

00:31:53.879 --> 00:31:54.759
 he arose and went

00:31:54.759 --> 00:31:55.519
 for his life

00:31:55.519 --> 00:31:56.919
 and came to Beersheba

00:31:56.919 --> 00:31:58.240
 and that belonged to Judah

00:31:58.240 --> 00:32:00.399
 and left his servant there.

00:32:00.899 --> 00:32:01.119
 You know,

00:32:01.180 --> 00:32:01.980
 one of the things

00:32:01.980 --> 00:32:02.779
 about depression

00:32:02.779 --> 00:32:04.180
 is people want isolation.

00:32:04.180 --> 00:32:04.299
 Isolation.

00:32:06.220 --> 00:32:08.240
 Isolation is one of the things

00:32:08.240 --> 00:32:09.100
 that you'll find.

00:32:09.779 --> 00:32:10.640
 One of the markers

00:32:10.640 --> 00:32:11.400
 of depression

00:32:11.400 --> 00:32:13.140
 in Elijah's life

00:32:13.140 --> 00:32:14.460
 was his desire

00:32:14.460 --> 00:32:16.180
 to isolate himself.

00:32:16.880 --> 00:32:18.100
 He wanted to be isolated

00:32:18.100 --> 00:32:19.039
 from people.

00:32:19.740 --> 00:32:21.340
 The desire for isolation

00:32:21.340 --> 00:32:22.700
 can be a sign of depression,

00:32:22.820 --> 00:32:23.460
 but it also

00:32:23.460 --> 00:32:25.320
 can be particular

00:32:25.320 --> 00:32:27.460
 of depression.

00:32:28.140 --> 00:32:28.320
 You know,

00:32:28.340 --> 00:32:29.160
 all of us need

00:32:29.160 --> 00:32:30.380
 times of solitude.

00:32:30.840 --> 00:32:30.980
 Now,

00:32:31.039 --> 00:32:31.759
 I want you to understand,

00:32:31.860 --> 00:32:32.620
 just because you want

00:32:32.620 --> 00:32:33.100
 to be alone

00:32:33.100 --> 00:32:33.720
 doesn't mean you're

00:32:33.720 --> 00:32:34.519
 in severe depression.

00:32:34.839 --> 00:32:34.980
 You know,

00:32:35.000 --> 00:32:35.819
 sometimes the best thing

00:32:35.819 --> 00:32:36.240
 you can do

00:32:36.240 --> 00:32:36.779
 is get alone.

00:32:37.079 --> 00:32:37.420
 Quiet.

00:32:38.519 --> 00:32:39.620
 Turn everything off.

00:32:39.900 --> 00:32:40.720
 Turn the phone off.

00:32:41.000 --> 00:32:41.819
 Turn the computer off.

00:32:41.920 --> 00:32:42.740
 Turn TV off.

00:32:43.000 --> 00:32:43.940
 Turn the radio off

00:32:43.940 --> 00:32:45.079
 and the podcasts off

00:32:45.079 --> 00:32:46.019
 and everything else.

00:32:47.720 --> 00:32:48.700
 Sometimes the best thing

00:32:48.700 --> 00:32:49.100
 you can do

00:32:49.100 --> 00:32:50.079
 is take some time

00:32:50.079 --> 00:32:50.819
 to actually

00:32:50.819 --> 00:32:53.079
 speak to yourself

00:32:53.079 --> 00:32:53.819
 and to the Lord.

00:32:54.120 --> 00:32:54.259
 You know,

00:32:54.279 --> 00:32:55.220
 I think it's one thing today

00:32:55.220 --> 00:32:56.880
 that is a big issue

00:32:56.880 --> 00:32:57.460
 because oftentimes

00:32:57.460 --> 00:32:59.000
 we don't shut things off

00:32:59.000 --> 00:33:00.299
 and just get between us

00:33:00.299 --> 00:33:00.720
 and God.

00:33:00.720 --> 00:33:03.480
 We're so busy

00:33:03.480 --> 00:33:04.079
 of inputs.

00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:05.180
 Everything's always going.

00:33:05.500 --> 00:33:05.620
 You know,

00:33:05.620 --> 00:33:06.380
 it's amazing today

00:33:06.380 --> 00:33:07.000
 how many people

00:33:07.000 --> 00:33:08.220
 never have any silence.

00:33:08.539 --> 00:33:08.940
 Myself,

00:33:09.039 --> 00:33:10.339
 I like working in silence.

00:33:10.600 --> 00:33:11.259
 It's therapeutic.

00:33:13.019 --> 00:33:13.819
 It gives you time

00:33:13.819 --> 00:33:14.360
 to think.

00:33:14.440 --> 00:33:15.059
 You're accomplishing

00:33:15.059 --> 00:33:15.799
 a little bit

00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:16.980
 and gives you time

00:33:16.980 --> 00:33:17.839
 just to think through

00:33:17.839 --> 00:33:18.519
 and you can talk

00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:19.120
 to the Lord

00:33:19.120 --> 00:33:20.140
 and you can even

00:33:20.140 --> 00:33:21.059
 talk to yourself.

00:33:21.240 --> 00:33:21.460
 You know,

00:33:21.519 --> 00:33:22.420
 that's not a bad thing.

00:33:22.720 --> 00:33:23.259
 Sometimes you need

00:33:23.259 --> 00:33:24.039
 to talk to yourself.

00:33:24.400 --> 00:33:25.079
 I believe it says

00:33:25.079 --> 00:33:26.079
 that David encouraged

00:33:26.079 --> 00:33:26.960
 himself in the Lord.

00:33:27.039 --> 00:33:27.500
 What was he doing?

00:33:27.579 --> 00:33:28.539
 He was talking to himself.

00:33:28.539 --> 00:33:29.180
 But you know,

00:33:29.200 --> 00:33:30.200
 in our society today,

00:33:30.279 --> 00:33:31.079
 I think depression's

00:33:31.079 --> 00:33:31.740
 on the rise

00:33:31.740 --> 00:33:32.619
 because a lot of people

00:33:32.619 --> 00:33:33.519
 never spend time

00:33:33.519 --> 00:33:34.319
 to really process

00:33:34.319 --> 00:33:35.319
 the things of life.

00:33:35.599 --> 00:33:36.440
 Sometimes that requires

00:33:36.440 --> 00:33:37.119
 getting alone.

00:33:37.240 --> 00:33:38.339
 So I want you to understand

00:33:38.339 --> 00:33:39.599
 that isolation

00:33:39.599 --> 00:33:40.839
 is not the problem.

00:33:40.940 --> 00:33:41.519
 It's when you want

00:33:41.519 --> 00:33:42.879
 to remove yourself

00:33:42.879 --> 00:33:44.799
 intentionally from people

00:33:44.799 --> 00:33:47.879
 because of what's happening.

00:33:48.799 --> 00:33:48.960
 You know,

00:33:49.000 --> 00:33:50.379
 turn over to Psalm 102

00:33:50.379 --> 00:33:51.259
 for a moment.

00:33:51.799 --> 00:33:53.019
 102nd Psalm here.

00:33:53.259 --> 00:33:54.319
 Look down at verse 7.

00:33:56.039 --> 00:33:56.420
 It says,

00:33:56.420 --> 00:33:58.320
 I watch and am a sparrow alone

00:33:58.320 --> 00:33:59.259
 upon the housetop.

00:33:59.340 --> 00:34:00.620
 Mine enemies reproach me

00:34:00.620 --> 00:34:01.240
 all the day

00:34:01.240 --> 00:34:03.360
 and they are mad against me,

00:34:03.440 --> 00:34:05.920
 sworn against me.

00:34:07.259 --> 00:34:07.580
 You know,

00:34:07.600 --> 00:34:08.820
 I want you to understand

00:34:08.820 --> 00:34:10.700
 that when you sense yourself

00:34:10.700 --> 00:34:12.360
 emotionally withdrawing,

00:34:12.720 --> 00:34:13.740
 there's a problem.

00:34:14.019 --> 00:34:14.800
 When we understand

00:34:14.800 --> 00:34:16.420
 the importance of isolation,

00:34:16.579 --> 00:34:16.700
 you know,

00:34:16.740 --> 00:34:17.780
 when a teenager

00:34:17.780 --> 00:34:19.579
 wants to be totally isolated,

00:34:19.720 --> 00:34:20.700
 it's a flag that says,

00:34:20.800 --> 00:34:20.920
 hey,

00:34:21.039 --> 00:34:22.079
 we need to pay attention.

00:34:22.200 --> 00:34:22.840
 When somebody wants

00:34:22.840 --> 00:34:23.860
 to be isolated

00:34:23.860 --> 00:34:26.700
 for long periods of time,

00:34:26.780 --> 00:34:27.099
 that's something

00:34:27.099 --> 00:34:28.200
 we ought to pay attention to.

00:34:29.599 --> 00:34:30.260
 That's different

00:34:30.260 --> 00:34:31.220
 than being alone

00:34:31.220 --> 00:34:32.059
 for a little bit

00:34:32.059 --> 00:34:32.660
 and not wanting

00:34:32.660 --> 00:34:33.380
 to be around people

00:34:33.380 --> 00:34:34.260
 than isolation.

00:34:35.640 --> 00:34:36.340
 Isolation says,

00:34:36.460 --> 00:34:37.640
 I want to remove

00:34:37.640 --> 00:34:39.120
 everything else.

00:34:39.720 --> 00:34:41.000
 Isolation makes us feel

00:34:41.000 --> 00:34:41.960
 like nobody else

00:34:41.960 --> 00:34:42.860
 has gone through

00:34:42.860 --> 00:34:44.079
 what we're feeling

00:34:44.079 --> 00:34:45.680
 and nobody can understand

00:34:45.680 --> 00:34:47.160
 or help us.

00:34:48.440 --> 00:34:48.720
 You know,

00:34:49.559 --> 00:34:51.039
 isolation is dangerous

00:34:51.039 --> 00:34:52.200
 because isolation

00:34:52.199 --> 00:34:53.079
 is dangerous

00:34:53.079 --> 00:34:53.960
 when you remove it

00:34:53.960 --> 00:34:54.359
 from the...

00:34:54.359 --> 00:34:55.359
 There's nothing wrong

00:34:55.359 --> 00:34:56.500
 with wanting to be alone

00:34:56.500 --> 00:34:57.279
 for a little while,

00:34:57.359 --> 00:34:58.139
 but a persistent

00:34:58.139 --> 00:35:00.980
 is a problem.

00:35:02.239 --> 00:35:03.099
 It's a sign

00:35:03.099 --> 00:35:03.859
 of other issues

00:35:03.859 --> 00:35:04.980
 and we ought to desire

00:35:04.980 --> 00:35:06.179
 those things

00:35:06.179 --> 00:35:06.960
 to understand

00:35:06.960 --> 00:35:08.339
 that the devil

00:35:08.339 --> 00:35:09.899
 wants to use that

00:35:09.899 --> 00:35:11.779
 because when you feel alone

00:35:11.779 --> 00:35:12.980
 is when you're most vulnerable

00:35:12.980 --> 00:35:15.219
 because there's a difference

00:35:15.219 --> 00:35:16.319
 between being isolated

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 and feeling lonely,

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 feeling separated

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 from people.

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 When we understand

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 the reality of this

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 and we'll...

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 Look over to 1 Peter 5.

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 1 Peter 5.

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 Look down at verse 8.

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 The Bible tells us this,

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 Be sober, be vigilant

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 because your adversary

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 the devil is a roaring lion,

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 walketh about seeking

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 whom he may devour,

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 whom resist steadfast

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 in the faith,

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 knowing that the same afflictions

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 are accomplished

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 in your brethren

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 that are in the world.

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 You know?

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 In other words,

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 very simply,

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 be attentive to those things

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 because what you're going through

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 is the exact same thing

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 everybody else is going through.

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 It's because you're alive,

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 you're going through a problem.

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 Those are the realities

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 that we have

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 when we deal with depression.

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 But the second thing

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 we find here

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 is he isolated himself from God.

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 He isolated himself from God.

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 You know,

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 in verse 4 we find,

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 but he himself went.

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 Elijah didn't consult God on this.

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 He just went on his own decision

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 into the wilderness.

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 The answer to depression

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 is not turning away from family

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 and it's certainly not pulling away from God.

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 The answer comes through turning to God

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 and turning to others

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 to help you walk through.

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 And so we're out of time this morning.

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 We're going to finish up here next week

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 as we look for this reality

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 of depression

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 and dealing with it in your life.

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 Because when we recognize the signs

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 and what's happening,

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 it's going to help us in the next step

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 as we're going to look at next week

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 what God gives us

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 to help us walk through those things.

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 Because God doesn't just give us a problem

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 and say,

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 hey, it's your problem.

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 God says,

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 no,

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 here's a problem.

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 Here's a solution

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 to walk through.

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 So let's pray.

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 Let's pray.

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